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 Normal!!, what is normal in the 21st century, whether Male or female we all
enjoy fantasies and fantasizing about sex.  As for my writing, I wouldn't
say I write as I do in my diary blog, factual writing about my life and how
I want to live.  Names and details have been changed to protect the privacy
of those involved.  Most of the story is based on my diary, Some of the
details have been changed to protect people's privacy.

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   Chapter 26 Playing with Fire by Christina Carey skip1990@gmail.com

   "Wake up Carla, Wake up!!," Judy bouncing on the bed like a kid at
Christmas Morning. " What time is it!!!." " It's 8.30 am, time you were
up." My memory is never good at mornings.  It was obvious I had slept with
Judy, a few things gave that away, one I was naked, that's wasn't a
surprise.  Two Judy was wearing one of Ricky's shirts.

   " Just a fucking minute, Isn't it Sunday?."

   " Yep, why?." " Morning doesn't start every on Sundays, noon is the best
it gets." " Come, let's go out for coffee."

   I eventually gave in, I couldn't stand her so bouncy, It's just too
weird.  Fuck, I know why I don't do early Sundays, my head is booming and
my memory is coming back.

   " Hey Judy what happened last night?."

   " We had sex, don't you remember?."

   " Awe yes, I figured that, there was something else." I seem to remember
something about Judy saying she loved me.  My foggy brain was catching up,
I was pretending I had forgot about what she said, giving her the chance to
take back her words.

   " Well, you said I could stay here with you."

   " Yes, I remember that, and?."

   " OK, I know you remember Carla, I confessed that I love you, everything
I said is true, I fell for you the first day we met at my reception desk. I
know you don't love me, I have enough love for the both of us Carla.  Just
give me a chance please, give love between us a chance, I know it will work
trust me please?."

   I knew she would say something like that, I have been in similar
situations before.  Lesbian love most often never last past the lust part.
I shall just play along, I don't what to hurt her, especially after she has
just broke up with her boyfriend Bruce.  Besides, I remember how fucking
good she was at fucking last night.

   " I said you could stay, and I am not going back on that Judy, we see
what happens between us.  No promises though OK?."

   " Yeah!!!!, you'll see I am right Carla," Judy leaped on me and hugged
and kissed.  The little kid at Christmas was back.

   " OK, if I take a shower Judy?."

   " Hell yeah, let's do it in the shower."

   I was already naked as I walked towards the bathroom.  Judy follows me,
stripping off Ricky's shirt, Judy turns on the water and helps me into the
shower.  The water gushes over me as Judy steps into the shower.  Her smile
beams out as she stands in front of me, her body glistens as the water
droplets run down her body.

   I take this opportunity to run my hand down her cheek, while I kiss the
underside of her chin.  Her whole body is soaking up my touches and
shudders on each touch of my fingers trailing down to her breasts.  I
circle my hand and cup her left breast and squeezed while lifting it up to
meet my lips, her nipple is hard between my lips.

   I sucked hard on her erect nipple, she lets out a soft moan, I let her
nipple slip out from between my lips and trail my tongue up over her
breast, I continue to trail my tongue under her chin and up to her lips.  I
sucked her bottom lip between mine.

   I pull her closer, the heat rises between my legs, our breast touch. 
Our erect nipple rub against each other.  My hunger is building in my body,
I feel her every sigh shuddering through her body.  My lip sucking turns
into a passionate kiss, my tongue explorers the inside of her mouth.

   In slow motion I slide my hand down her back and caress her soft skin of
her ass cheeks.  My hunger is way past the point of no return.  I hike up
her leg and slip my index finger into her wet vagina.  She lets out a soft
moan of satisfaction as I thrust my finger into her.

   Judy's thrusts herself forward, her vagina and envelope my fingers, she
lets out a soft moan.  Her slimy wetness drips all over my hand, I wouldn't
want to miss out on an orgasm of my own.  I grasp her ass and press her
orgasmic cunt up against mine, I gyrate my cunt wildly on hers.  Feeling
her orgasm flooding sent my body into my intense climax, my body convulsed
and I let out a loud scream, we both fell onto the shower pan.

   We both looked up at the same time.  Ricky was standing in the doorway,
with a smirky grin on his face.

   " Hi girls, I hope I haven't missed out on all the fun?."

   Judy took a towel off the rail and covered up her naked body.  She tried
and failed to push her way passed Ricky.

   " What's the rush sweety?."

   " Let her pass Ricky," I ordered.

   Once Ricky removed his hand that was blocking Judy's path to safety, she
made straight for the bed.

   " Hands off Ricky!, Judy is off limits, she has just gone through a
messy breakup, we were just having a girl thing."

   " Yes, I saw that."

   " Wipe that grin off your face Ricky!, and leave us alone for a few OK."

   " Where do you want me to hide, It's a small apartment?, and It's my
apartment, I might remind you."

   " Yeah, go take a shower Ricky, a long shower!."

   Judy was buried under the bed covers, I pulled back the covers, enough
for me to slip in beside her, wrapping my arms around her, the comforting
seems to ease her a little.

   " Ricky's an OK guy Judy, he's your typical guy, yeah, but if you say
stern "no!" He will respect your wish."

   Judy's life had just turned upside down, she doesn't seem to handle
situations like these too well, I know there will be some repercussions
from me responding to her emotions, I shall just have to deal with that at
a future time.

   " Get dressed Judy before Ricky finishes his shower."

   She was very quiet, she dressed as if she was trying to leave, as fast
as she could.  For the last two years, I have had full control of my life.
I used sex to control how I wanted to live my life.  I never opened my
heart to another relationship.  The only ones I could walk away from, with
my secrets kept to myself.  Am I leading Judy on?

   I am laying on my bed, watching Judy dress with her back turned towards
me.  She says she is in love with me, yet she's afraid or embarrassed to
show her naked body.

   My concatenation was distracted by my phone ringing.  Dennis's name was
displaying.  I have to answer, he is still my boss, whatever I think of his
brother.

   " Hey Dennis, you need to see me?" I still have an obligation to fulfill
his sexual needs,24/7.

   " Be at my office in fifteen minutes!"

   Fifteen minutes were pushing it, to get to the office, It's a twenty
minute drive on weekdays, Sundays Its still a push.  I didn't argue with
him, " OK, be there A.S.A.P Dennis."

   " Yes, I know Carla, you have to go."

   " Yeah, I do Judy, Ricky's and OK guy, I will have a quick talk with
him, before I leave."

   I fixed my hair as best I could and put on a little make up.  I went
into my closet and grab my favorite little black dress and my killer pair
strappy heels.  I walked into the bathroom, Ricky was hiding just out of
sight and fully dressed.  I knew he must have heard most of my
conversations, with Judy and one sided of my phone conversation with
Dennis.

   " Don't you dare mess with Judy, Ricky, or you'll have me to answer to!"

   " OK, no worries Carla, I shall be an angel."

   I was already running late, so I gave Judy a quick kiss on the lips, and
a smile as I left.  Five minutes later, I was out in the icy air of
Toronto. I knew fifteen minutes would be pushing it, to get to the office.
Total time-twenty five minutes, inducing getting dressed and makeup.  Not
bad for me, on a Sunday.  I got out of my car and inhaled the bracing fresh
air through my nose, wishing I had worn a sensible full-length down coat,
instead of just my rather short, tight black dress and heels.  The museum
is weird without the sounds of people mulling around.  Right now I could
use another glass of vodka, to prepare myself for Dennis.  I took the
elevator up to Dennis office, knowing why I was here, or was I?

   Walking into Dennis's office, there with him was Ricco.  Only a few days
ago, Dennis tried to patch things up with us.  After Ricco abused me in
Rome, I never wanted to see his face again.

   " Carla, we have been waiting for you, come with having a drink!"

   " Why is he here!"

   " He's my brother, and your work colleague, we have an acquisition, of
an artifact to discuss." Dennis grabbed my arm and dragged me to his desk.
I was slammed face first onto the desk.  Dennis never keeps his desk neat
and tidy, every object seemed to Pierce my body.  Sex with Dennis always
seems like a B.D.S.M session.  Not that I complain, I enjoy rough sex more
than the bondage and submission part.

   Today was no different, he held me down flat to his desk, with one of
his hands holding me firmly down, his other hand.  He was opening up my
vagina.  Well, I knew how he was going to fuck me.

   Dennis has never one for foreplay, he forced his cock into which caused
me to scream loudly.  Ricco is standing over me watching Dennis fucking me,
with a smerky grin on his face.  I hold onto his desk, Dennis starts
fucking me vigorously., I am fucking craving this.  I haven't had a cock
inside me, in over twenty four hours.  Sex with Judy, was good, it's never
the same as a real cock pumping away inside oneself.

   It wasn't fucking me for long, I felt his body tense up.  It was
probably my orgasms flooding his cock, with my juices, that brought him to
ejaculation.

   Dennis slipped his cock out of me.  His, cell phone was ringing while he
was fucking me, it must have gone to voice mail.

   " Something come up, that needs my attention."

   With that said, he left the room.  I was now alone with Ricco, I was
scared for my life.  He, still had that smerky grin on his face.  He was
standing too close for comfort, I stepped backwards, I raised the gun, and
held it to his head.

   " What are you going to do with that gun Carla?" " I will shoot you if
you don't leave now!!." " You couldn't hit a Barn door, your hand is
shaking, so either fuck me or kill me." " I am not a toy for you to play
with as and when you wish." " Just do your job bitch, and fuck me!."

   He then strapped on my foot, in a desperate attempt for me to let go of
the gun.  I Instinctively pulled the trigger, he manages to deflect the gun
away from his head, the bullet went straight through his hand.  I was
shocked and lowered the gun, Ricco went straight for my throat with his
good hand

   Then he went for my gun.  Anger, was pulsing through my veins; then I
stamped my heel down on his foot, it forced him to let go of my hand.  We
both dived for the gun.  I beat him to it by a whisker.  He leaped on top
of me knocking the wind out of me.  Then he grabbed me by my hair and
dragged me across the floor slamming me against the wall, I knew I had to
be quick because I was tiring fast.  He also was trying, he paused for
enough time for me to dig my heel into his shin.  He staggered backward.  I
took aim at his chest and pulled the trigger.  The, bullet hit its target,
and he fell slamming the wall.

   " Die you bastard," I yelled into his face.

   Then suddenly, I was in shock, I shot Ricco twice, once in the hand,
that was a warning shot, after a struggle, I shot him in the chest.  Now he
is lying against the wall, dying.  My gun is still smoking, my hand is
shaking.  Fear is raging through my body, not fear of Ricco dying in front
of me, fear that I was about to be locked up, for murder.

   I dropped my gun, rummaged through my bag, for my phone.

   "Hey, Ricky, I've done a bad thing!" " Calm down Carla, tell me what
happened."

   I told him what I had done, Ricco, was lay dying in front of me.

   "OK Carla, calm down, and do what I say, OK!" I trust Ricky, completely.
Since we first met in rehab, we have kinda been there for each other, no
matter what.

   " Do, as I say, call 911, scream down the phone, make sure they think
he's about to kill you, got that?"

   " Yeah, then what?"

   " Warn him to stay away, or you will shoot.  Fire one shot, into the
wall, make sure it's an outside wall, we don't want anyone else shot, by
accident,"

   "Anything else Ricky?"

   "Yes, before you shoot, knock a few things over, make like you was in a
scuffle."

   " Then what Ricky, I just leave?"

   " No, you wait for the police, and the medics to arrive."

   " Fuck that I am, out of here as fast as my heels can take me!"

   " No, trust me Carla, you have to get arrested, for this to work."

   " Fuck you, I'm gone."

   "Stay calm Carla.  You, can do this."

   Take a deep breath Carla.  I did exactly as Ricky asked, Ricky is almost
a defense attorney.  He's taking his second year of a law student, so I
guess he knows more about law than me.

   After I played out the smoke screen, I left the office, I couldn't bear
to watch him die before my eyes.

   I was lying on the stairs, with gun tightly grasped in my hand, when the
cops arrived.

   "Put the gun down, man, and lay face down, with your hands behind your
back!"

   I was quickly cuffed, ushered down to the lobby.  My biggest nightmare
had just begun, an open door to a police car, awaited me.  A cop put his
hand on top of my head, lowered me into the back seat, then I saw Ricky and
Judy, standing on the sidewalk.

   "Don't say anything, ask for an attorney, I will arrange one to be there
ASAP."

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