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 Normal!!, what is normal in the 21st century, whether Male or female we all
enjoy fantasies and fantasizing about sex.  As for my writing, I wouldn't
say I write as I do in my diary blog, factual writing about my life and how
I want to live.  Names and details have been changed to protect the privacy
of those involved.  Most of the story is based on my diary, Some of the
details have been changed to protect people's privacy.

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   Blood ties by Christina Carey

   I hate fucking Mondays, my heads banging, yeah, it's my own fault, much
vodka, and lack of memory of the weekend Bender, looking in the mirror
though, seeing the bruises it wasn't just vodka that consumed my weekend,
strong coffee is the order of the day.

   Dressing for work is always interesting, my boss likes me to dress sexy
, well, I should say demands I dress sexy, this is part of my job
description, that and keeping the boss sexually happy, I learned how every
moment of our lives defines everything we are and everything we will be, I
chose this path a long time ago, I get well paid for what the boss wants
from me, I intend to get as much as I can out of him.

   In the past week I've had second thoughts, I was sent to Rome on
business with my boss's brother Ricco, things got really out of hand, we
had sex, I was fine with that, as I said its part of my job to keep anyone
Dennis my boss considers in need of keeping happy, this went way beyond
keeping sexually happy, It was physical abuse to the point of I thought i
he was going kill me, I lost it over something a little as he presumed it
was my fault the deal went sour, when in fact I had a plan to get the price
down.

   Fuck this job if Dennis sides with Ricco, time to see how much blood
ties exists between two brother.

   Well, my taxi is here, I fear I am still over the limit on the vodka,
and the last thing I need is a DUI, seeing as the last time I was pulled
over I was borderline, I got away with that by the skin of my teeth, I got
the taxi to drop me off at the coffee shop, which is only a block walk to
the office, I ordered an espresso and a double espresso to go, that should
spring my memory into action, Well the first one had no effect on my memory
cells, I left with my double espresso in hope of memory recall.

   "Hey Judy", as I walked into the office 1/2 hour late, well Its not bad
for me, I am usually an hour late, well I broke my constancy.

   " Your early Carla, anything I should worry about?".

   " NO, I took a taxi this morning", I am not going to spill any beans
just yet, not till I have spoken to Dennis about his brother, I gave him a
heads up over the phone from Rome.

   " Hey Judy, Hows the love of your life, Bruce?", I was changing the
subject, Bruce is Dennis chauffeur, I pushed them together a couple of
months ago.

   " Everything panning out just fine".

   " Let me know when Dennis arrives OK Judy!!!", I headed off to my office
which is connected to Dennis's office, to try and rekindle my memory from
the weekend.

   I could tell Judy knew something was amiss, I usually bug her more about
her sex life with Bruce, Judy buzzed my that Dennis had arrived, He was
early by a good hour, I took a deep breath, and waited for him to buzz me,
I jumped right off my chair when he did buzz me, "Carla, my office now!!!".

   Another deep breath just before I walked through the adjoining door, "
Morning Dennis".

   He never said a word and it seemed like ages before he spoke, " Are you
still dressed!!!".

   I was expecting a tongue lashing, "I should clarify Carla, get your
clothes off".

   Well, I guess I have my job for now anyway, He bent me over his desk
once i was de-clothed and ass fucked me, He always gives me anal sex when
he's not happy, Its always fast and quick, I am usually wet and ready,
knowing what's about to come, Not today he took me by surprise and it
fucking hurt, today i was glad it was a quick fuck.

   " You are usually dripping wet when I fuck you Carla, are you feeling
OK?".

   I lifted myself off his desk and showed him my bruises, which pretty
much covered my body, there was a shiner or two i managed to cover up with
makeup, " These are what your so called brother did to me in Rome".

   "Hmmm, Yes, I had a word with my brother about that, He described it as
a disagreement ".

   " Some disagreement, he used more than words on me Dennis!!", I said,
wiping off the makeup that was covering my black eyes, Words!,
"disagreement!, I thought he was going to fucking kill me Dennis!!".

   Dennis could tell I was getting mad, He tossed me my clothes, which is
something, he has as never done before, then he paced across his office,
another thing I have never seen him do before.

   " Take the rest off the day off Carla, I will sort this mess out".

   No way was I going to leave without being able to express my opinion, "
NO!!, I WANT TO STAY RIGHT HEAR DENNIS!".

   Then he did another thing i have never seen him do before, He poured a
drink, I am usually pouring him a drink after he fucks me.

   " Hear Carla take this to your office, make yourself scarce, and fix
your face up, I will sort this out with my brother!".

   He ushered me out off his office through the adjoining door, I didn't
bother dressing myself, I just took a long swig of vodka, and lowered my
head on my desk, and sobbed my eyes out, Dennis is never going to side with
me over his brother, On the bright side I recalled my lost memory from the
weekend, though it wasn't a good memory, the bender i was on included sex,
also drugs, I did sex for drugs and was not only drunk all weekend, I was
stoned on cocaine, I bang my head on my desk again, " You stupid bitch", i
mouth under my breath, or at-least i thought i did, Judy walked through the
door shutting quicky behind her when she realized i was naked.

   " What's up Carla, OMG!, look at the state of you, what did that bastard
do to you?".

   I could only sob, and sob my eyes out, I eventually got myself together
enough to tell Judy the full story of what happened in Rome, I even told
her I tried to console myself with vodka and cocaine, I left out the part
where I did sex for drugs.

   "Do you want me to drive you home Carla, I would be glad to do that, be
good to get things off your mind Carla, trust me?".

   " Would mind another drink Judy".

   " Sure vodka?, anything in in?".

   "Nope, straight will do fine".

   I see the way she looks at me, her eyes have the look of drink away the
pain, " I'm sorry to be this way Judy, but I don't want to be alone in this
office right now".

   " That's OK Carla, get it out of your system".

   " What do you think of me?".

   " What do you mean?"

   " You have known me for a while now, You must have formed some opinion
of me".

   " I like you, you are a good person".

   " Cut the bull shit Judy, you know I was an alcoholic?, I can see it in
your eyes".

   " What?, if you don't mind my saying so, this conversation is getting a
little strange".

   I take a step toward her, she puts her hands up and retreats around the
other side of the office chair.

   " Oh my God Carla NO!".

   " What's wrong, Judy?".

   I bugged her in the past about being gay, because she had no boyfriend,
I hooked her up with Bruce after we had sex in the office when, Judy was in
the other room and heard everything, I pretended I didn't know she was
there, In fact it added to the sexual excitement.

   " I know what you are doing Carla!".

   " I don't know what you mean?".

   I walk closer to her and cock my head to one side, letting my hair fall
off my shoulder, " Do you really think I would fuck you in my office
Judy?".

   " YES!!".

   I step closer to her and smell her perfume, You smell nice Judy, is that
for Bruce!".

   " Carla NO!".

   " Sit down Judy, finish your drink!".

   " But I'm mixed up, it's your drink?".

   "SIT!, DRINK!", she sat and did as she was told and drank the vodka in
one gulp, then I turned around and walked back to my desk, opened my bag
and took out what I had left of my cocaine, made two lines on my desk, Put
one finger to one of my nostrils and snorted one line of coke up the other,
I tilted my head back as the drug hit my body.

   " WOW!!!", I scooped up some of the coke with my log nail and walked
back to Judy, " Like to try some Judy", holding out my cocaine fill nail up
to her nose.

   " NO!, I don't do drugs Carla".

   " Suit yourself ", I said then snorted the coke up my nose instead.

   " What are you so scared of Judy?".

   Crying from heartbreak isn't my thing.  But walking into Kiss is my
thing, and seeing the look on Judy's face as I straggle her lap, making the
office chair tilt backwards, "Careful Judy you are going to spill your
vodka?".

   " It's your vodka!".

   " That's beside the point, what yours is mine, Judy!".

   " What are you going to do Carla, fuck me in your office?".

   " Does the thought of me eating you out in my office excite you Judy?".

   " I don't know, I am not gay, or bisexual, I don't know how i feel at
this moment".

   " You are confused Judy, that's all, now one really knows how they feel,
till they try it ".

   " Why me, why here, why now Carla?".

   " Everyone as their own way of dealing with pain in their life, this
just happens to be mine".

   " Sex, drugs and alcohol?".

   " Sometimes, but not always in that order", I leaned in to her face and
run my lip across her lips, the sweet taste of her lip gloss, the scent of
her perfume tells me more about her than whatever she my confide, LOVE.

   " You love Bruce don't you Judy?", Her face went a glow, I held my hands
up to her cheeks feeling the heat that was emanating from them, while I
wanted for an answer, if it ever manifested from her lips.

   I pealed back the hem of her top, just a little waiting for any body
language from Judy, nothing came forth from her except from her nipples
which was standing proud through her black lace bra, still nothing came out
of her mouth, unless her heavy panting were words,

   I brush the fringe of her hair to one side with my nails and look into
her eyes, It's just a distracting move on my part, my other hand is heading
for her pussy.

   " Don't Carla!", her words are not very convincing.

   " I bet your body is telling you a different story Judy?".

   " What do you mean?".

   " I can feel how wet you are, there is no denying the evidence", I
brought my hand up to my lips and suck my fingers.

   " You taste like heaven Judy?".

   My fingers went back to her pussy, It's covered by her panties, that
doesn't stop me pushing them to one side and pushing my finger into her,
and finding her swollen clit, and start flicking it with my nail.

   " Is this how Bruce gives you foreplay Judy?".

   " NO....Ohhhoo, we have never done TH....AT".

   " WHAT!!!, he's never given you clit play?", I remove my finger, mostly
in shock.

   " We have to do something about that", I walked over to my desk and
picked up my phone, then rang Bruce's number, "It's on speed dial, what can
I say Judy?".

   Bruce answers after two rings," Hey sweety", I pucker my lips and make
kissing sound, " Bruce I have need of you in my office, I about an hour, I
have a meeting with Dennis, OK, Oh Bruce darling, call before you come to
my office just in case I am late".

   " So where was we Judy, oh yeah clam-jousting".

   " Clam-jousting?", then the penny dropped and she leaped of the office
chair.

   " Where are you going?, we need to finishing what we started", I grabbed
her by the hand and pulled her onto my chest, we both fell onto the floor
in a heap, just as my adjoining door opened.

   It was Dennis, standing there, " Carla my office, when you have
finished, Oh and don't bother to get dressed, I have further plans for your
clothes aren't needed.

   " We I guess you are off the hook Judy, Dennis needs to relieve his
sexual tension".

   I left Judy laying on the floor, then walked through the adjoining door
to Dennis's office, clicking my heels on the hardwood floor, I was badly in
need of some coke, I had used the last of it to ease my pain of what was
about to come, not the sex, his brother's actions in Rome.

   " Hey Dennis, still horny?".

   He throws a pillow onto the floor at my feet, " Kneel Carla I am in the
need of a little relief".

   He unzipped his fly and his rock hard cock sprung out like a
jack-in-a-box, I got down on my knees and opened my mouth, then wrapped my
lips around the tip of his cock, then with both my hands on his ass, I
pushed his cock deep into my mouth.  I know his length, I have experienced
it enough to know how far it goes down my throat, I wrapped my tongue
around his cock.  As I pulled it back out of my mouth, this slow and easy
is how he like me to start sucking him off, Today was different, he must be
in-need of a quick relief, he grabbed my hair and started to fuck my mouth
fast and hard, i had to hold onto his hips to stop me from falling
backwards, It only took his five minutes before he ejaculated in my mouth,
I swallowed as I always do, then he withdrew his cock, I reached out to
clean the dripping cum from his cock, he just backed up and zipped up his
fly.

   I swallowed the last of his cum, then I stood up to see Ricco was
standing behind me watching, being naked of having sex while being watched
does not bother me in the least, being in the presents of Ricco after the
abuse episode in Rome dose bother me, Dennis saw I was bothered by the
presents of Ricco, He gestured for me to sit.

   " I know your not happy my brother is hear, just hear me out OK Carla!".

   I sat waiting for what Dennis and what lies Ricco had told his brother.

   " I have spoken with my brother about what happened in Rome, I don't
condone what he did and I have told him so, But he's here to do a job for
me, that's what he gets paid for, the same for you Carla, you have a job
and you get paid well to do that job, whatever it entails, Ricco as assured
me he will never do that to you ever again, If he does he will have to
answer to me".

   " Does this mean I have to with him on business trips, keep him sexually
happy?".

   " Yes to both Carla!!, Do you have a problem with that?".

   Do I have a problem with it, `yeah, I do', I want to kill the bastard,
do want to keep my job, Yeah it fucking do.

   " I trust you, I believe you, do I believe Ricco time will tell, so I
don't have a problem".

   I am going to get that bastard back for what he did to me, watch this
bitch, Ricco!.

   C) Christina Carey My blogs @ http://fiftyshades-ofgray.blogspot.ca/
http://lovewithoutclinging.wordpress.com/