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 Being Raised Right ~ by Syndi

   I am not sure when I actually started remembering being used.  It has
always been a part of my life.

   See, my mother and father were hardly in my life.  Father was a business
man who travelled abroad and my mother loved traveling with him.  My
parents never wanted children.  I was purely an accident but decided to
have me anyway.  They meet Nanny during their travels.  They couldn't
believe how lucky they were to find someone who came highly recommended. 
Nanny was Middle Eastern and was taught to be a proper lady from birth.  My
parents wanted their little girl to be a lady.  Nanny assured them I would
be a quiet obedient child that would make them proud.  It was my Nanny who
made sure the house was ready for my arrival.  It was my Nanny who took
over caring for me the minute I was born.  My mother didn't any waste time.
She was back to traveling with my father again within a month of my birth.

   Nanny was beautiful.  She was petite, only 5', and weighed maybe 100
pounds.  Her long black hair fell in waves down her shoulders.  Nanny was
so slender and petite she would have almost looked like a boy if it wasn't
for the boob job she had.  She wasn't huge though.  She never wore a bra
but if she had, it would have been 32B.  Her skin was such a lovely brown
and her eyes were black pools that could go from loving to cruel in
moments.

   Nanny told me she started training me to be a proper girl from the
moment I was born.  I sorta remember some things.  Like when I was toddler,
I remember having my face buried in Nanny's cunt.  I remember her sucking
and eating my puffy cunt too.  But just bits and pieces.  What I do know
was told to me by my Nanny.  I might not remember certain things but Nanny
made sure I was raised right and made sure I knew how to raise little
girls.

   Nanny handled everything in the household.  Her close friend Kat was our
cook/house keeper.  Ms.  Kat never touched me but she liked to watch what
Nanny did to me.  She would sit on a chair pull her legs open and
masterbate while Nanny used me.  Nanny even convinced mother and father
that I should be home schooled and made sure her boyfriend was hired on to
be my music teacher.  I was taught to play the piano and I was also taught
how beautiful screams were(though I really didn't understand what he meant
until that first time I came all over a screaming face).  Mister Tom always
told me how beautiful my screams were and I only had to taste Nanny's cum
to know how my screams made her feel.

   When my parents were home, I was a proper little girl.  I was quiet and
only spoke when spoken to.  I would play the piano for them and be their
perfect little girl.  I never even thought to tell on Nanny, ever.  All I
ever wanted to do was please Her.  Pleasing Nanny was important to me since
before I can remember.  Every time my mother and father left I was told to
be a good girl and listen to Nanny.  I was told this since I can remember.
So I did and what Nanny taught me was to be a shy quiet good girl in public
a lady they called it but in private I was Nanny's and Mister Tom's little
fucktoy.

   Daily my Nanny used me.  She would fill my holes with her finger,
dildos, vibrators, even food.  I can even remember eating hot dogs I had
been fucked with.  If Mister Tom was there, he fed me his cum, they both
would feed me their piss, and before the day was done, I was screaming, my
Nanny kneeling over my face, her cunt dripping and Mister Tom's cock in one
of my holes.

   I was 15 when my parents decided I no longer needed my Nanny.  I was
devastated when she was dismissed.  Spending that first summer crying and
locked in my room, my mother finally decided I needed more social
interaction and I was sent off to an all girl boarding school.  I was so
scared when I arrived at the school.  I didn't know what I was going to do.
My heart was pounding in my chest when we moved me into my room.  I had my
own semi private space in a room I had to share with a roommate.  I
couldn't keep my hands off myself so I had hoped I could hide my
masterbating from her.  I had played numerous times with my cunt and ass,
making myself cum many times a day.  I needed to cum.  I needed my holes
filled.  I couldn't help myself some days.  About a month after moving in
she caught me.  I was fucking myself with a dildo when she walked into my
bedroom space.  I had heard the room door open but I didn't care.  I had
this need inside me.  I needed to cum and I wouldn't let anything stop me.
I shuddered and cried out as I came.  I looked up as she stepped into the
room.  She didn't skip a beat.  She moved to me and I felt the dildo being
pulled from between my quivering cunt lips.  She was beautiful.  Her hair
glossy black, her eyes so dark they also looked like they were black.  I
couldn't believe this was happening.  She used both my holes with that
dildo that first night and after that we were inseparable.  I never told
anyone about my Nanny.  I thought about telling her many times but I
couldn't ignore my Nanny's training.

   She is the one that introduced me to my husband.  We were almost perfect
for each other, the only thing we didn't have in common was my desire to
use children.  I thought about my Nanny a lot.  I even tried to find her
but never had any luck.  I discover my husband wasn't a pedophile when I
became pregnant.  He said we had to hide our play time from the kids.  He
didn't want them knowing how hard he used their mother.  I still played
with my 2 boys when they were born.  I couldn't help myself.  I needed to
feel their screams on my cunt.  I needed to fuck their holes and cum all
over them.  I didn't get to use them often and when they turned 4 I
actually was able to stop myself from continuing.  I didn't want their
father to find out.

   Time to fast forward 15 or so years.  We raised a couple of successful
children.  My oldest(Seth) is a successful banker.  He has always travelled
a lot for his job and married a woman who worked hard, just like him.  My
youngest(Luke) just started college to become an engineer, when I found out
I was going to be a grandma.  My husband hand died 4 years prior and all I
could think about was feeling this baby's screams on my cunt.  I couldn't
believe how lucky I was when his wife(Jordan) came to me and practically
begged me to babysit my new grandson.  She had been offered a promotion to
come back to work early.  I was more than happy to help them out.  He would
be mine Monday-Friday.  She had to work 10-12 hours a day, so it was better
for her to only have them on weekends.  It would have added an hour to her
commute time as well.

   I moved in with them that first month.  I decided to have a couple
updates done on my house for Joshua's care.  I live in a gated community in
Arizona.  I have a large 3600 sq foot home that was paid off when my
husband died.  I am on 1 1/2 acres and the house is set back from the
street.  I had the courtyard entrance made into an outdoor play area.  I
had a beautiful waterfall created which fed into a wading pool to the right
of the front gate.  The whole area is covered by a pergola that has misters
interlaced over the entire area.  Across from the wading pool is a grassy
area, with a sitting area tucked in the back.  I also had a covered sandbox
installed.

   I have learned a lot since I have grown up.  I did grow up privileged. I
am able to live off the money my parents and husband left me when they
died. I see the news reports about men and women being caught molesting
children.  I do not want to become that statistic.  But I know I won't be
able to keep my hands and cunt off my grandson.  I will use him hard but I
will also let him have his fun.  He needs to like to come to grandma's
house.

   I helped Jordan as much as I could while I stayed with her.  I wanted
her to know I would be taking care of her son like she would.  I couldn't
believe my eyes when Joshua was first placed into my arms.  He was only
hours old.  I wanted to put him to my breast so bad.  I wanted to feel his
soft suckling baby lips around my nipple.  I wanted to pull and pinch his
tiny cock when I changed his diaper that first time.  I wanted to hear the
music of his screams but I had to control myself that first month.  I did
stroke his tiny baby cock when ever I changed his diaper and no one was
around.  Whenever I changed a poppy diaper I would clean him up and then I
would grease him up with baby oil I pushed my pinky finger against his so
tight boy cunt.  I would until push until he started to fuss then back off.
I spent that first month dripping.  I would cum a couple times every night
but I was constantly horny and I couldn't wait till I had the privacy to
use Joshua.

   I left a week before she had to go back to work.  I still went over a
couple times that week but I spent the remaining time setting up the
courtyard, Joshua's bedroom and the play area.  I also had then put some
sound proofing in my bedroom.  I claimed it was so I could get away if I
needed too.  I bought a variety of small toys for my boy cunt that I had
stored away in a locked cabinet, toys I intended to eventually use on
Joshua.

   I was dripping that first morning, as I waited for Jordan.  She ended up
calling at the last minute, asking me to meet her at the curb.  She was
running late.  I didn't have a problem doing that!  I needed to use up some
energy and thought it would be a perfect start to the morning.  I took my
stroller down with me and it was a quick exchange because I already had
everything I needed in my house to take care of a baby.  She took off and
we walked back up the drive to the entrance of the courtyard.  Joshua
started to fuss as we entered the courtyard.  I knew he was hungry 6:30 has
always been his feeding time.  It was a beautiful day that morning.  I made
his bottle before he was dropped off and I moved towards the sitting area
after I secured us in privacy.  I sat in my chair and opened my shirt.  I
couldn't wait any longer.  I needed to feel his lips sucking my nipples.  I
squeezed a few drops of the milk on my already hard nipple and Joshua
latched into my nipple.  I still have a decent body.  I take care of
myself, eating healthy and regular exercise.  I am 5'6, 135 pounds.  I wear
a bra that is a 36 B.  I shave every couple of days so my pussy lips are
smooth and still fat.  When I am horny my nipple harden, extend and become
very sensitive, when his lips latched on They hardened further and my pussy
quivered in response.  I alternated between feeding him from his bottle to
letting him suck my nipples.  I wanted to rush in the house and make him
scream for me but I wanted and needed him to enjoy his time here too.  This
is how my Nanny raised me.  This is how I was going to raise Joshua for at
least his first 4 years of life.  I fed him his bottle in between having
him suck on my nipples.  My juices dripped down my legs when I went into
the house to let him sleep.

   It took everything inside me not to wake him up.  I let him sleep until
I heard him fussing a little over an hour later.  I took him to the
changing table and took off his little sleeper and cleaned up his messy
diaper.  I like nice smelling things.  My Nanny and her boyfriend were
nasty but they weren't into scat.  once I cleaned Joshua up I started
sucking on his babycock.  I just about died when I felt his tiny cock
harden in my mouth.  I was so horny I needed to use him, I needed to feel
his screams on my pedo cunt.  I picked him up and carried him into my
bedroom and shut the door.  I took him to my bed laid him on it and removed
my clothes.  I was so wet, my nipples were hard as I laid on the bed next
to him.  I picked him up then laid him face down on my stomach.  His face
right at my pedo cunt, his ass and cock facing me.  I groaned loudly when
his mouth started sucking at my dripping cunt and came almost instantly
pushing my cunt into his face and crying out in ecstasy.

   My whole body was on fire, my cunt quivering my senses heightened as
Joshua started squirming and fussing on my tummy, his face was still
pressed against my wet pedo cunt.  I grabbed the ky I had put on the night
stand and lubed up my finger.  His tiny little ass was right in front of
me. I held his steady on my stomach and slipped my finger between his fat
ass cheeks.  I found his tight ass and started pushing my finger into him.
His ass tried to resist my invading finger and he started screaming into my
cunt.  I held him steady and push harder feeling his baby hole open up a
little for me.  I let up a little then push again.  harder than before. 
Joshua screams filled the air as his body responded to my probing.  His ass
so tight and resisting against my finger.  I slid my hand up Joshua's back
and pushed his screaming face to my screaming cunt.  His screams vibrated
in me as I pushed into his ass harder.  My finger finally pushing through
just a little, I held him still as my screams joined his, filling my
bedroom with the wonderful sounds of my pleasure.

   To Be Continued .....