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 Mistress,

   I'm sorry I haven't written in so long.  I go see Mommy a lot these
days. She gets tense, so I finger her to help her unwind.  Afterwards, we
wind up cuddling and sometimes I nurse.  She makes a bit of milk for me,
but just a tiny bit.  I usually rub my little boy clit through my panties
while I nurse and, if I ask nice, she'll let me feed it to her pussy.  Even
after cumming in Mommy all I want, I usually masturbate at night, still
smelling of her pussy, thinking about how she wants me to be a good boy,
but not knowing whether she wants me to be a good girl or a bad girl.  We
went shopping the other day and a woman recognized me from these stories.
That was fun, trotting through the women's department at Macy's and being
spotted.  I wanted to stop to talk to her but didn't know how with Mommy
there.  What I really need is to get fucked.  I haven't had a good ass
pounding in almost six months.  Mommy's terrible with the strap on and I
simply won't let her use it on me.  Getting fucked is one of my very
favorite things to do, the humility of it, the lack of control, the loss of
inhibition, begging and squealing like a whore, not to mention having my
shitter, my pussy nailed.

   I still play with my toy sometimes.  I can cum without touching myself
if I put it on the corner of the coffee table and ride it.  I want to suck
dick to see if I like it more than I did at twenty.  I was drunk that night
and my partner was really hung and he gagged me as he face-fucked me and it
turned me on but wasn't very pleasant in the end.  I fantasized about that
night afterward.  What I thought about the most was the pain of him
entering me and beginning to fuck me - we just had my spit for lube.  I was
begging him to stop but he just wouldn't and I'm really so glad he didn't
or I might not like fucking as much as I do.

   I keep my pussy shaved, and my clit.  My hair is permed and shoulder
length and blond, and I'm shaved everywhere except the top of my head.  I
like the idea of guys but am just too shy.  Younger guys especially.  I
like the idea of my whore ass servicing them and then being left alone to
play with myself and cum for Mommy.  People warn me that men will blow me,
but I think younger guys might not.

   When I play with myself, I think about guys at first sometimes, being
nailed, being a whore, then I switch over to Mommy when I know I'm going to
cum, just remembering that good boys only cum for their mommies until I do.

   With Mommy, it's different.  She usually sleeps after she blows me.  I
know her baby's seed in her belly makes her happy but I don't make a big
thing of it.  Cumming inside her is . . .  I don't want to talk about that.
But there's something about squealing "Mommy" one last time, on the edge of
tears, then growing sore that's so, so, so right.

   I try to fuck Mommy regularly because she buys me presents.  She wants
to get me laser hair removal so I don't have to shave all over every day -
there's a lot of razor burn.  But I tell her maybe for my birthday or
Christmas because it's so expensive.  I've been thinking about estrogen
recently, so I can finally become Mommy's whore, but I know that I should
meet at least one more woman with my new kinks before I make that leap.

   I'm going to go play with my pussy and whine my way to orgasm.  I'll
write again later, Mistress.
   Michael