Note: This story was dynamically reformatted for online reading convenience. This is a fictional story and in no way am I promoting sex between adults and children in anyway. Do whatever it takes (Mb, Mf, oral, anal) by: Juliedamom juliedamom4@hushmail.com Please feel free to contact me. I like the feedback. Find more of my stories here: /files/Authors/Julie_Damom/ I made a pledge long ago to do whatever it takes to stay alive. In my 32 years no one has ever looked out for me. I have been used again and again. Finally at age 23 I had enough. I decided then that I would do whatever I had to, to make my life better. As a young attractive woman, I also knew what I had to offer. So that is what I used. I offered my pussy to anyone who had something I wanted. It got me ahead quicker than I thought and I was on top of the world for a little while. Then of course I got pregnant. As soon as I started to show my usual men were much less interested and the savings that I had was dwindling with medical bills. My car belonged to a guy who enjoyed tongue fucking my ass for hours on end, when he say the baby bump he took back his car and ran. The condo that I stayed in belonged to a Russian guy who liked for me to blow him for hours while he watched TV. It was a nice condo so it was well worth the price. He quickly kicked me out when he saw that I was with child. So when Ethan was born I went from having a nice house, a fancy car, and a good bit of money to having nothing but a crying baby who only came with needs. I was a someone doting mother. He was an adorable baby that was not very fussy. As soon as I was able, I got back in the saddle and started again with using my now slightly larger pussy to get ahead. I found a married guy who owned a car lot and who had a thing for anal. His wife wouldn't let him so he posted on craigslist and found me. He was rather large and aggressive, but he was willing to give me a used car off his lot so I got on my hands and knees and let him open my ass up with his large cock. Things continued to improve once again, but I found that with age and a baby the things I had to do grew more and more edgy. Ethan quickly turned from a baby to a toddler and then from a toddler to a little boy. He grew prettier and prettier making me jealous of his long eyelashes, bright green eyes, dark wavy hair, and full rosy lips. Everyone that saw him told me how pretty he was, not handsome, not cute, but pretty. It was hard to argue with them. He was 6 the first time he saw mommy bring home the bacon. I was back in the condo that the Russian bought. After I had the baby he reconsidered and was again willing to let me suck his cock and let me stay in one of his condos. He grew much more aggressive after Ethan was born though and twice I passed out from him holding my head tight in his lap while his cock cut off my wind. He even brought over a guy now and then and expected me to entertain them as well. So one night after Ethan had gone to bed I was again on my knees paying the rent. Ivan was pretty laid back tonight and was more interested in watching TV at the moment than making me choke on his cock. I was pretty lazy in my blowjob, gently licking his shaft and occasionally sucking his cock head. I was surprised when he chuckled and said: "it looks like you have another fan" I looked up to Ivan and then followed his line of vision to see Ethan standing next to the couch in only his boxers watching me intently. I quickly went to pick my head up to tell Ethan to go back to bed with Ivan stopped me and pushed my head back down. "let him watch" Ivan said Ivan's cock grew much harder as I saw him stare into Ethan's face as I was forced down on his pulsing cock. Neither Ethan nor Ivan said anything as my head bobbed up and down again and again. Ivan came within a minute, all the while looking at Ethan. When he got close he grabbed his cock with one hand and my hair by the other. He pulled out of my mouth and finished himself off coming all over my face while Ethan looked on. "lick up the rest" he whispered I complied and quickly licked his cock clean of seamen. I looked up and stared into Ehtan's eyes while he stared back at my cum covered face. "go back to bed now" I said and Ethan quickly complied. "Damn that was hot. You have a really pretty boy there, I cant wait to have him suck my cock. You know that the rent here keeps going up and up, it will be nice for you to have some help to pay it" I sat stunned not comprehending what he just said. I realize my morals where long thrown out the window, but I was not ready for this level of depravity. I got up and walked to the kitchen and cleaned the cum off my face with a paper towel. It was if I was in a trance as I went through the surreal efforts of cleaning the cum off my face. Everywhere I looked I saw Ethan's bright green eyes staring at his cock sucking mommy. I could not shake the image. Perhaps because the two things were so far out of place, like when you see a lone flower growing in a desert of sand. The image of an innocent child in the same scene as his mother sucking a cock just doesn't fit. "I will see you two again soon." Ivan said as he brought me out of my trance. "OK" i muttered as he finished buckling his pants and left without another word. Why did he say you two? My heart broke and my stomach dropped as I started to comprehend what was now expected of me. My son was not part of the package and I had never planned on using him the way I used my own body to get ahead. I had to admit that I probably didn't have the normal motherly knee jerk reaction though. My mind again saw Ethan standing there looking pretty as a picture. A perfect cherub that was ripe for the picking. I was not naive and it only took me a few breaths before my future folded out before me. I started to cry as I thought about my little boy and pictured him on his knees while Ivan forced his cock deeper and deeper into his small mouth. I wanted to protect him, to stop this madness before it went any farther. I quickly gathered myself and decided that Ethan would stay innocent and not be pawed over by the men who kept me. The next day Ethan and I packed are somewhat meager belongings and left the condo. I was now determined even though I was for sale, my little boy was not. For the next year we stayed at various friends places and in the occasional motel. Right before Ethan turned 8 he again witnessed his mommy working. We were staying in a run down motel and I was short on cash. I never really was into prostituting myself as much as being kept, but tonight I made and exception. I was outside talking on my cell. I was rather explicitly telling a man what I was willing to do for him if Ethan and I could crash at one of his rentals. A man walked past me and did a double take when I was moaning into the phone describing how good I could make him feel. I smile at the man and and awkwardly stuck out my tongue. He laughed and continued walking to his room. A little while later I was standing outside smoking a cigarette, Etan had long since been asleep when the man walked up to me. "Look I know this is awkward and all but I couldn't help but hearing your have a housing problem." I looked at him blankly not really understanding "housing problem". "I dont have any place for you to stay, but if you want some company tonight I can at least offer some cash." So there it was, I was now reduced to being a common whore. The man was nice looking and I was horny, frustrated and really out of cash. "ok but not in here my son is sleeping." "I am here with my brother and his family, wait here and I will get us another room." After a few minutes he returned to tell me that there were no more rooms available. My hopes of scoring some quick cash dashed and my face showed the disappointment. "Is your kid a heavy sleeper? I promise not to make to much noise." "I dont think thats a good idea, what if he wakes up?" "Then we will stop, every kid sees their parents having sex now and then. Why should yours miss all the fun?" This last remark hit home as I remembered all the love my parents shared growing up. I watched them kiss and cuddle and yes even fuck on occasion. I remembered being proud of how much my parents were in love. "I guess that will be ok, lets just try to keep it quite, Ok?" I opened the door and we went inside. Ethan was asleep in one of the two beds looking as pretty as a boy can. the covers were down low on his waste so you could clearly see his stomach, chest and face. "that is a beautiful boy. I noticed him earlier downstairs. He is very pretty." "Thanks" I mumbled back as I saw this man staring at my shirtless boy I walked over to him and kissed his neck while grabbing at his crotch. I felt his cock already hard and was excited to feel its size. I always loved a large cock and this one was not going to disappoint. I looked up at him and saw him still staring at Ethan. "you think my boy is sexy don't you?" "Everyone would think this boy is sexy" he answered "well you are only getting me tonight but if you want to stare at Ethan you can, just pay me a little extra" I felt his cock pulse as he said "deal" and started to take off his clothes. I followed suit and we were quickly back at it pawing at each others now fully naked bodies. I dropped down to his knees and started to gently jack his cock while rubbing it against my face every now and then. I looked up at him to see him still staring at Ethan and I wondered what I had gotten myself into. I started to give him a slow blowjob, taking extra time to lick and suck on his balls and up and down the side of his cock. I had to admit that I was both extra proud and horny watching this man look at my son while I pleasured him. I guess every mom wants to know that their kids are cute, or pretty, or exceptional in some way. And seeing this perv drool over my son gave me an exceptionally weird type of pride. But I was proud. I started to really get into the blowjob and was moaning and drooling around his cock. Taking it deeper and deeper into my throat, I could not get him all the way in but had at least 6 inches inside me. I felt his hands on my head and he started to fuck into my face. I tried to look up at him but with him now roughly controlling my head I could only hold onto his thighs and wait until he was done using me. I heard him start to get loud and was very concerned that Ethan was going to wake up. He was saying filthy things to me that I loved, but he was saying them louder and louder until I felt like he was screaming them. I knew he was getting close and wasn't surprised when his cock started to pulse and spit cum into my mouth. He pulled out after a few large deposits and finished spraying the cum into my face. As he finished I looked up at him to see him holding his cock while still staring at my boy. The man excused himself and stepped into our rooms bathroom while I looked for something to wipe his cum off of my face, hair and chest. He was filled with lots of cum. I looked over at Ethan to see he had turned on his side facing us, but still looked to be sleeping. I was so horny now that I doubt I would have cared if he was awake. I just wanted that large cock to fuck me now and get me off. I laid down on my bed and opened my legs so I could actively work my clit and pussy. I saw the man standing at the foot of my bed, cock in hand slowly jacking himself back to erection. "Can I pull his sheet down farther?" he asks me while nodding towards Ethan. "Ok" I moaned agreeing before I even conteplated the question I watched as the man stepped forward towards Ethan's bed and, while still holding his cock in one hand, grabbed adn pulled the covers down revealing my sons small body. Ethan had on his typical blue boxers with a white rim. They were small and fit him well. The man's cock was now completely hard as he stared at my sons vunerable form. "Can you fuck me now?" I asked hoping to get some relief for my aching pussy. Woman dont really get blueballs, but I certainly get a frustrated ansy feeling if I am horny and dont get relied. I was starting to feel ansy now and just wanted to be mounted. "yeah sure" He stammered as I sensed he was close to cumming just staring at my sons boxers. The large cock seemed even larger now and even with my wetness it took a few thrusts to get all the way in me. He slowly fucked me while he kept himself pushed up by his hands looking over at Ethan. I was getting annoyed now that this man was more into my young son than me. I was fucking jeolous of Ethans pretty face and tight little body. I wanted this man to fuck me, not eye fuck my kid. I tried to meet his thrusts and gyrate my hips to get him more into me. He just continued with his slow steady fuck while looking over at the other bed. "you would rather be fucking him right now?" I felt the cock pulse inside me. "he is so fucking pretty. sorry but your son is a god" "I am happy you think so highly of him, but can you make me cum now?" He looked back down at me and sped up and gave me a much more forceful fucking. He was able to powerfuck me at such a speed that it only took another 30 seconds and I was cumming hard. 2 quick orgasms hit me each running into each other. Soon after the second one I watched as my lover again looked over at Ethan and within 10 seconds emptied another load inside me. I love a man who can cum buckets and this one certainly could. I loved the feeling as shot after powerful shot washed my insides. He collapsed on top of me and soon rolled over. I laid there breathless and satisfied. Happy to have gotten off and gotten paid. "Whats your name?" I asked "Bill" "I'm Julie, you have a great cock Bill." "thanks I'm glad your not mad at me staring at your boy. I just couldnt help it, he is really precious Julie." "you arn't the first man to stare at him. I guess I dont really mind too much." I fell asleep within minutes only to be woken up by a small hand on my sholder. I looked up to see Ethan standing there. I knew that he wanted me to move over so he could sleep with me. A common occurance that never bothered me. Ethan barely seemed to notice or care that Bill was snoring loudly behind me his cock still exposed to the nights air. I scooched as much as I could and Ethan laid down beside me. I realized then how bad I had to pee and with a practiced move I rolled Ethan over top of me towards the center of the bed so I could get out to go relieve myself. When I got out of the bathroom I saw that Ethan fell asleep on his side in the middle of the bed. HIs front was facing me and his back had to be almost touching Bill. I slipped back into bed facing Ethan and pulled him towards me to get him a bit more away from this hot pervert. I again fell asleep embracing my young son in a hug. I awoke in the middle of the night slightly aware of the rustling around me. I kept my eyes shut for a minute as my mind tried to figure out what was happening. I remember feeling horny and had butterflies in my stomache almost instantly. My pussy realized long before my mind did what was occuring. I could sense, feel, and hear that Bill must be touching Ethan. Slow gentle carreses I presumed so that the boy would not wake. I sensed Bills hand run down from Ethan's shoulder down to the front of his boxers. I barely opened my eyes to see the large hand travel up and down my boy's side. I surprised myself but neither reacting in panic or anger. I was mesmerized watching this man paw over Ethan. It was so beautiful in a way seeing this large strong hand tenderly petting such a sweet innocent child. My eyes fully opened now I looked at Bill and smiled. His face relaxed and he smiled back at me. "Sorry Julie, but he is so pretty I just couldn't help it." "you dont blame the lions for eating the lamb." I replied I realized that Bill took this as permission to go further and I saw him adjust his cock then slide in closer to Ethan. With his cock pressing into Ethan's backside he leaned over to kiss me and moved his hand to me to caress my breasts and back. I shuttered as I saw Ethan's eyes open and staring at us. "just lie still honey and it will be alright" I then hard to give him a hard look and sush his protests as he started to squirm between us. "be still Ethan or I will have Bill here give you a spanking" Bill moaned and pressed his cock into Ethans back pushing to boy into me. I guess Bill liked that idea. I do not understand why I now saw this scenario as Bill and I against the boy. Maybe it was the cum still inside my pussy bonding me to Bill, or maybe it was just the horniness I again felt, or perhaps it was that I wanted to please this man as I do every man. It was probably a little of all those things, but if I would have stopped for even a second to contemplate any of this I would have stopped everything and pulled Ethan to safety. Bill might have sensed this as he quickly leaned in again and gave me another passionate kiss. I felt Bills hand move between me and Ethan and flushed when I realized he was fondling Ethans little cock. I pulled away and looked down to see him holding Ethans dick through his boxers and giving it nice slow strokes. I was now looking to participate and be included in this whole affair. My mind forgot that Ethan was my son, my joy and my pride. For now he was only a toy for me and Bill to use for our pleasure. I think now that the situation just did not seem real to me so I never followed any of my instincts to stop what was happening. That and with every step I got more and more drawn into the depravity, wanting to take it farther and farther as I started to become a part of this world. I moved my hand down to Ethan's boxers and started to push them down. As soon as Bill realized what I was doing he had the boys boxers down and then off within a nanosecond. I looked down and saw my son's hard cock and watched as Bill wet his fingers and went back to stroking my boy off. I reached over Ethan and grabbed ahold of Bills cock. He moved back a little away from Ethan to give me better access. With this I started to rub his cock between my sons legs and up to the bottom of his ass. I saw Bill staring at me with what I realize now was the desperate hope of a man who was at the gates of heaven and was looking for his pass. Ethan again started to whine and protest and I again gave him a hard look and told him to stop. I rubbed Bill's cock into the crack of Ethan's lovely ass. Up and down I rubbed knowing that I was hitting my son's hole. Everytime I did, I could feel Bill push forward hoping to get his cock into Ethan. Of course the cock was much too large to just be able to push it dryly in a young boy's virgin ass. Ethan was now starting to feel the effects of having his little cock played with. He was now moaning a little in pleasure and I saw his eyes light up with the new sensation. Bill noticed this and started to jack him off harder and faster. It was if Ethans orgasm was tied to both of us. As I saw my boy getting increased pleasure I felt my pussy start to spasm and pleasure flooded into me. Bill to started to hump into Ethans ass harder and faster and as I stroked him I felt his cock start to pulse with the tell tale sign that a cum was building. I was really rubbing his cock hard now at the entrance to Ethan's pussy. I think I wanted it to go in as much as Bill did. Bill stopped stroking Ethan for a second and used spit to wet his cock. I felt Ethan push into me and heard him yelp as I figured Bill was pushing at least one finger into his small ass. I moved backwards and helped roll Ethan all the way on his stomache. I watched as Bill spread Ethans legs wide and then went down between them. I was breathless as he placed his hands on each of Ethans firm cheeks and then I gasped as I saw him spread them as he buried his face into my son's ass. I watched him tongue fuck Ethan while he kneeded the boy's ass. Ethan's eyes were closed now, but I saw the tears on his cheeks. The tears made me angry, I had no idea why at the time. With hindsight I understand now that I was angry at myself and what the years had brought me. Seeing this sign of weakness in my young son reminded me of my failures and all or our problems. When Ethan opened his eyes and his mouth in an open cry I again flushed with new anger and without hesitation I said out loud: "fuck him now" Bill looked up and slowrly brought himself up to his knees." "put a pillow under him" Bill said I did as he asked and as Bill lifted my boys small frame by his hips, I slide a pillow under his waiste. "do you have any lotion or anything?" Bill asked I went to the bathroom and grabbed the KY. Bill asking me for this made me frustrated and angry as well. I wanted the boy fucked, dry, hard, I really didnt care. I opened the bottle and put some on my hand. I stroked Bills cock with it getting it nice and slick. "Put some on his ass too" Again annoyed I walked closer to my son on my knees and looked at my sons small tight ass hole as Bill spread his cheeks. I squirted some directly onto his hole and then used my finger to roughly fuck some into him. When I felt Ethan squirm and try to escape I added a second finger and roughly pushed them inside him. I scissored my fingers trying to open up his ass wider and wider. Each time I did I heard another cry, and every time I heard a cry I spread my fingers wider. My boys ass seemed impossibly tight, but still elastic. I added a third finger and was mesmerized as I watched Ethan's hole stretch even more to accomadate them. I now spread all three of my fingers as much as I could and heard Ethan openly sobbing and admonishing me to stop. If he wanted me to stop then thats what I was going to do. I pulled my fingers out and saw Bill quickly jump into position and place his cock at the entrance of the now empty hole. We switched roles as I now grabbed my son's ass checks and spread them wide. Bill was atively circling and pushing his cock trying to gain entrance. I dug my nails into Ethan's ass as I heard Ethan scream and watched as Bill's cockhead disappeared. "shut him up" Bill pleaded I reached over the side of the bed and grabbed the first thing I found, my panties. I balled them up and went to shove them into Ethan's now tightly shut mouth. I grabbed his hair and roughly pulled as I told him to open his fucking mouth. As soon as he did I shoved my undies deep intho his mouth and pushed his head back into the matress. I felt the bed buckle some as Bill pushed harder into Ethan. I gained more control of myself and found myself stroking Ethan's silky hair and telling him to just relax and it would be over soon. The act of now comforting my son was making me feel that loving horny feeling. Something probably only woman can understand, but when we feel much love for something we also can feel horny from that love. Every stroke of Ethan's hair or face, every time I told him that it would be ok sent pleasure into my belly. I moved my hand to my pussy and started to rub myself as I watched Bill thrust again and saw his cock disappear a little more into Ethan. He probably only had two inches in the boy as I still was able to see at least six still visable. It looked as through his cock would spear all the way through my sons skinny frame. As I become hotter and hotter from rubbing my pussy I wanted more and more of that cock to bury itself in my boy. "harder" I told Bill He complied with several hard thrusts as I heard my son's ass stretch open and saw Bill's cock sink half way in. "harder" I told him again Bill complied again and pulled out some just to ram his cock back in. Again and again I watched as his cock came out an inch and then went back in. More and more of his cock disappeared until I saw only about 2 inches of Bills cock left outside my son's body. "I don't think anymore will go in" Bill told me "try harder" I groaned as I felt an orgasm start to take me Bill pulled most of his cock out and slammed it back in. I saw him change angles and then my orgasm took me as I saw my boy's body arch as Bill's pubes pressed firmly into Ethan's ass. I moaned and came again and again as I saw Bill long dick Ethan. To see all of Bill's cock dissapear inside Ethan was a magic trick I could not explain. Bill was pulling Ethan by his hips back into him as he roughly fucked him. It was the type of fucking I only dreamed about, rough, hard and deep. I became aware that the room was filled with screams again and looked to see that Ethan had spit out my panties and was screaming and crying with the pain. I could only watch as I did not seem able to stop from rubbing and fingering my pussy. Another orgasm hit as I saw Bill grab Ethan by his hair and push his head into the mattress. Bil pounded Ethan's ass now in a hard and steady pace, slap, slap, slap could be heard even with the boy's cries. I saw Bill thrust hard until once again all of his cock was inside Ethan, but this time Bill kept pushing into him and I knew that Ethan's inside were now being showered with cum. I heard Bill's viceral moan as I watched a desperate boy's virginity disapear. Bill collapsed on top of Ethan and I was amused to see the boy struggling to wrestle his way free. I helped my boy get out from under Bill and was surprised when my boy started to cry into me. I held Ethan and comforted him, but I was secretely taking much pleasure from his need for mommy to make it better. I gently stroked his hair back and rubbed his back. His body was covered in sweat and the smell of sex was floating off of him. I kissed his forhead and told him that he was ok now. My hand, as if it had a mine of her own, drifted down Ethan's back and started to caress his small ass. I could not stop myself as my hand ventured into his crevice and searched out his freshly fucked hole. I was surprised to find it, while not as tight as before, still fairly tight. Cum was oozing out of him and I gladly used my finger to scoop some. I brought my finger to my mouth and surprised myself as I sucked the cum off of it. I felt like a hunter after their first kill, drinking the blood of the fallen animal. That is what I tasted too, blood. I was instantly worried that we broke my boy as I knew he ass was bleeding. "Bill he's bleeding pretty good" Bill turned on the lights and opened Ethans ass a little. "It's not to bad, it was bound to bleed a little. He will be fine." Bill spoke with such confidence and expertise that I was put at ease and settled back down. Ethan was fast asleep now. I looked up to see Bill staring at my pretty boy again. Then I watched as his cock started to fill with blood and I knew that he wasn't done with my son yet. "your boys mouth looks so fuckable" he said as I saw him, now fully erect, step forward towards us. The image of Bill's cock buried to the hilt in my boys mouth flashed across my mind. "lets find out" I said as I turned my boy towards him, ready to give my son over completely to this man