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 Wife Reports Her Feelings About Being Shared

   I met the guy who was to become my husband while in high school.  For
me, it was love at first sight.  We grew close come our senior year, and
made our relationship "offical" the night of our senior prom.  We spent a
lot of time together after we graduated.

   We have experienced a lot during our time as a dating couple and into
our marriage.  It has had a lot...  from good and bad...  to happy and sad.


   We became parents in 2004, and life has been interesting from there on.
We had our second child in 2005, and that September we moved to a new town.
It was spring of 2006 when my husband came to me and asked if I would be
willing to have sex with another guy...  for him.

   At first I was kind of offended, because in my eyes, I thought I was not
enough.  I had two kids, so my body had changed.  My husband assured me
that it had nothing to do with his proposal.  I just felt like my body was
not perfect enough anymore, so I got upset.

   But he assured me again that I was just as sexy as I always had been.  I
told my husband I had to think about it.  I thought about it for a week. 
Then one night, a friend of ours (who I refer to as "the boy toy") came
over for dinner, drinks and cards.  We played cards, had drinks and got
pretty drunk.

   That was the start of it all.  I was not 100% comfortable with doing it,
but I could tell my hubby really enjoyed watching me have sex with our
friend.  I felt I should do it to show how much I loved my husband, as a
wife should.

   The sex was great, which bothered me.  I noticed I was craving it like I
did my husband when we dated.  I felt that was wrong.  My belief in
marriage was that you only have sex or do any sexual activities with your
spouse, so I felt as though I was going against my vows.

   It got the point after two weeks of doing it with our friend nearly
every night that my husband got bothered by me doing it (and enjoying it).
I was confused about what he wanted, so I chose to take a break.

   A few months later we moved closer to my husband's work.  About that
point my husband came across some web sites where photos of wives could be
posted.  So I started doing photos for him, and he posted them.  It too
bothered me, but at least it was not physical.

   That came to a stop after my mom passed away Thanksgiving morning in
2006.  Losing her set me into the depressed mode where I just followed my
earlier beliefs about marriage.  Then one day I found out I was pregnant.
That told me two things...  one, my mom was not gone, but in a better
place, and two that my mom would not want me to put my marriage in a bad
place because of losing her.  So I got back into the picture taking again,
and did some pregnancy photos.

   I had my third child in 2007, and kept doing photos to be posted.  I
knew I was still not happy with my body, but my husband was.  And, my goal
was to keep my marriage good and my family happy.

   We moved again in 2008, into my husband's parent's house for 2 months,
to save money for a house.  I knew that moving in there the question would
come from my hubby about me sleeping with "the boy toy" friend again. 
Well, it did, and I said yes.  But I insisted that we kept it to strictly
physical touches, no sex.

   We then moved into our new house, and I took another break.  I felt so
stressed about the move.  Then I started back up, because I was craving the
sex with variety again.  So in 2009 I started the sex sessions again with
our boy toy friend.

   The last break happened January of 2010, when I had my surgery to get
"fixed." I always had that fear of getting pregnant by the boy toy.  From
March of 2010 until the present time, I have been having a lot of sex
sessions with my boy toy, all have been amazing too.

   I feel so relaxed after sex with him, and even though I have my hubby
give me kisses down below afterwards, I still look forward to making love
with my hubby, and having him fill me with his liquid love juices.  I feel
very comfortable doing both guys now.

   My husband and our friend continue to be good friends and often enjoy
doing non-sex-related things together.  Often the three of us go our
together for social evenings.  Sometimes after those social evenings for
the three of us, I end up spending the night with toy boy as my husband
returns home.  When I return home after a session with my toy boy, my
husband is always extra amorous.

   I am not nearly as shy, and do not play hard to get anymore.  I have
this special connection with my boy toy friend, where frankly I love our
shared sex.  I love him for having sex with me, and I hope that it can
continue for a long time.

   I am not sure what is in the future, but I sure hope that on top of my
family, kids, and hubby all being kept happy, that I am still sexy enough
for my boy toy.  He brings out the wild side of me, and that makes my hubby
happy...  which makes me feel like an accomplished and fulfilled wife.