Cassie's Secret Chapter Twelve "OK Charlie, the test started 30 minutes ago. There are some things you must know. I really do love you. During the next two days you are going to have plenty of reasons to doubt that. I can not be nice to you, I must be pretty awful. If you forget this conversation, I can not remind you. You are going to be used, terribly used. If you forget what I have told you, you will think I hate you. See being a Goddess is demanding for me too. I am going to be a real bitch. No sweetness, Charlie, a real bitch. Yep, I will be your Bitch Goddess and you will be my complete slave. You will mean nothing to me. But Charlie, the bottom line is, I love you. I am renaming you, Toilet. Cool uh? Sooo-----Toilet, eat the rest of my shit out of the commode." I looked in the commode, there were three large turds and several smaller ones. I knew I was going to need to see Cassie's gorgeous body again before I attempted to eat all of that. I looked back, Cassie was gone and the door was closed. I turned back to the commode. It looked awful, the scent was worse than the appearance. I put my hand in the cold water and wrapped my fingers around a turd. I brought it clear of the water and gagged. I hesitated. I wondered if I could just flush all of it and tell her I ate it. Then I remembered what she said about lying. I brought her shit to my mouth. The stink was sickening. It seemed like I had lock jaw. I concentrated on Cassie's beauty and got my mouth to open. If you think opening your mouth is easy with stinking shit in your hand, try it! I knew the only way I could go through with this was just to do it. I cramed it in my mouth, crushed it and swallowed. It was bitter and had a strong bile taste. As bad as the taste was, the scent was worse. The first time I had the presence of Cassie's beautiful body. This time there was only me, a commode, and lots of shit. I put my hand back in the commode and brought out another turd and did the same thing. I got the third one and dispensed with it also. It hit my stomach like a ton of bricks. I gagged. I could feel myself getting sick. If it was this bad going down, think about how it would be coming back up. I looked in the commode there were several smaller turds. I gathered a handful and used my fingers to put her shit in my mouth just like using a chip in dip. I just kept eating until the bowl was clean. I felt sick at my stomach. I know Cassie said I would not vomit. I still felt like I would. I wish I could. The door opened and Cassie reappeared. "Well Toilet, enjoy your meal?" She said in a flippant voice and a toss of her beautiful hair. "It is so nice to have a personal toilet. I will not have to wipe anymore. That stuff is disgusting. You will get use to it though. In a short while you will not remember what it was like to be a man. You will think of yourself as a toilet for a Goddess. I think the transformation is awesome. The fact that I can do it to you proves I am a real Goddess." "You stink, like really smell badly, must be something you ate." She laughted at her joke. I did not laugh. Cassie looked different. She was still beautiful but in a hard way. Gone were the happy girlish features that made her appear so sweet. This Cassie did not appear sweet at all. Her manerisms fit her looks too. I then noticed, hey it is just the way she applied her make up. I told myself she was still the same sweet person. She quickly proved me wrong. "Clean up, I want to ride you." I used mouthwash, brushed my teeth, used mouthwash again. I could still taste and smell her shit. Maybe it was my imagination. I left the bathroom and walked over to Cassie. "Hey, Toilet Pony, you know the position." I dropped to all fours, she quickly straddled me sitting down rather hard. She had no clothes on, I could feel the heat of her pussy on my back. My scratches were already burning. She reached behind her and pinched my ass with her nails. "Getty up Toilet," she said with a wicked laugh. She rode me around awhile. "I know what we must do, it is really cool, you will love it! Put your clothes on." She got off me and I started getting dressed. "I have to pee first, assume the position, Toilet." Cassie's voice had changed. It was not sweet, it was demanding. Everything she said was an order. I told myself it was just an act as I sit on the floor and tilted my head back. She straddled my face with the same demeanor that she would approach a commode. I looked up she did not even look at me just started pissing as soon as my mouth covered her pussy. There was no loving here. She was using me and wanted me to know it. Her air was one of superiority. I pressed on her leg so she would stop the flow and permit me to catch up on swallowing and take a breath. "Hurry up Toilet, I can not tell that you are improving at all. I expect you to keep up!" I pressed again and the flow came out with force. I was able to keep up but just barely. I was thankful I did not have to stop her again. I licked her as soon as she stopped. She raised up and looked me straight in the eyes. No sweet smile, no giggle, just something like she might look at gum on her shoe. She would have looked at the yellow color in the commode with more serenity. I finished dressing. She was ready to go too. I started to say something, she stopped me. "Toilets do not talk to me, I do not talk to toilets." She said in her best haughty voice. We went to the car without talking. I opened the door for her, she got in without even a glance at me. When we started to leave I put my hand on her leg as I have done before. "No Toilet." She looked at me, daggers could have come from her eyes and I would not have been surprised. "Don't ever touch me like that again, I am a Goddess, you are a toilet." She stopped at a park, there were several people walking around, some setting on the park benches. "One of the guys we met with Monday told me about this park. He said he comes here often. Maybe we will see him." The way she said that made me wonder if I wanted to see him or not. It turned out, I did not. I walked around to open her door for her. "Turn around ang get on your knees, toilet pony." She said with a sneer. I was speechless. "Now slave." With a quick punch she hit me in the stomach with her fist. I never seen it coming. She hit hard knocking the breath out of me. "Toilet, you had best learn, when I give an order, you do it." I turned around and got on my knees. "Put your arms in the air." I obeyed instantly. She grabbed my hands and mounted my shoulders. "Getty up Toilet," she half giggled, half sneered. I started carrying her on my shoulders. We drew a lot of attention. Some laughs, several remarks that I heard in passing. This was mostly due to Cassie's air as she rode me. She did not make it appear to be fun and games. She made it appear to be Mistress and slave. I also heard things like, "She could ride on my shoulders anytime". She ignored them. I heard someone say. "Would you look at that, I can't believe they allow stuff like that in this park." Cassie would look at flowers, trees, small animals directing me to go wherever she wanted to look. She was using me just like one uses a horse. I could feel the heat from her pussy I knew she was aroused even though she appeared nonchalant. She rode me for quite a while. "Turn left at the next walk, I see a hotdog stand." Good, I thought, I could use a rest. I carried her to the stand. "Two hot dogs, and do you have any hay for my pony?" She asked the vendor. "No but if he gets tired, I volunteer to be your pony." "I have a lot of volunteers for that job, so many that I can't get to you. So sorry," she said in a voice that said she was not sorry at all. "Two Cokes too." She ordered. She got off my shoulders and I paid the vendor. We ate our hotdogs in quiet. "Help me up, Toilet," she said. I hoped no one heard her. Seems that whether I am embarassed is not one of her considerations. "Over there." She pointed to the toilets. She rode me over and dismounted. She went in. "Well Toilet get yourself in here. You do not expect me to use a public toilet when I have my porta potty with me, do you? Why do you think I allowed you to serve me. Goddesses do not sit on public toilets. They use a wothhless man." I looked around, seeing no one, I quickly ducked inside. "Well," she said. I got on the floor and unfastened her shorts, pulled them and her panties down. I wedged my head between her legs and put my mouth over her pussy. Instantly she started to pee. I swallowed her piss in big gulps. I could not keep up and had to breathe. I pushed on her leg. "Really Toilet, I am not going to take much more of your interupting my piss. By now, with all of your training you should be drinking as fast as I am pissing! If you have any real interest in serving me, that is." I heard the door open and a loud intake of air. The intake was not Cassie's. "Well I never!" I looked up just finishing off the remainder of Cassie's piss. The woman was about 45 and the worse for wear. She was the same person who earlier voiced a complaint about my serving Cassie as her pony I could hold my tongue no longer. "I don't doubt it." I said. Cassie burst out laughing. She was already giggling. The lady gave a, "haumpf", sound and entered a stall. I helped Cassie with her clothes. I Helped her on my shoulders and we departed with Cassie still rolling over laughing. She rode me over the park, every once in a while she would giggle. She kept moving around on me, I could feel her heat. I think I was even feeling moisture in addition to perspiration. My sweat was causing the scratches to burn too. "I am ready to go to my room, slave." She told me in her superior tone. I headed towards the car. I took her to her side and helped her dismount. Yep, her shorts were wet in the crotch. She saw me look. "Lick me," Toilet, she ordered. I looked around. I moved my face to her crotch. The door hid most of us in the area I wanted to be hidden. She quickly slid her shorts and panties down. "Lick my pussy, Toilet, I am so wet." I gave her pussy a couple good licks and put my mouth over her and sucked. I got a good amout of her cum. She moved back and pulled her clothes back up. I do not think anyone knew what just transpired. I got in and we sped back to the motel. Cassie parked and I opened her door, droping to my knees. "No, I won't embarass you at our motel slave." I raised up then thought. Hey, she is my Goddess, who cares what the people here think. "Please, my Goddess, allow me to carry you inside." She looked at me, her expression softened for a few seconds. "That is sweet Char--, I mean Toilet. Maybe you are fit to serve me." She got on my shoulders and I carried her inside. She was giggling again. We made quite an entrance. Everyone in the lobby saw us. We entered the elevator with Cassie still on my shoulders and me bent double. I took her to her room, she jumped down and we went inside. "Hurry Charlie, I want to fuck until dinner time." I hurried, I was ready to eat pussy. I was tired from carrying her around but my tongue was to thick to talk. I took a quick shower, shaved and rushed back to Cassie. She was laying on the bed waiting for me. She waved to me, arm outstretched, bending only her fingers, then pointed to her pussy. My head obeyed. In seconds my tongue was obtaing pleasure from licking the worlds sweetest pussy. No matter what she did to me, I was never leaving this pussy. I was bring her cum into my mouth with every lick. I know the more I eat Cassie, the more I want to. I find myself eating her out, never thinking of anything except her pleasure. I concentrated on every tongue movement, every lick, every move of my lips on hers. My hands and fingers are just instruments of pleasure for her. She allowed me to play for a little while then, once again, got serious with her face fucking. She raised up, holding on to my hands. My nose went in her ass just for a second before she turned around placing her knees on the muscle of both my arms. She begin to do some serious face fucking Whe she would come forward most of her weight was on my arm muscles. It hurt. It was all I could do to keep from crying out. I did not want to disturb her pleasure. Nor did I want her to think I could not handle it. I could tell by the expressions on her face that she was in a sexual world of her own. I just concentrated on giving her all the pleasure I could. Her first orgasm came pretty quick as she climaxed her nails went up my sides. She was a tiger when she was like this. I ignored the pain and kept on giving her pleasure. She relaxed a little and I started to lick her gently. "Get on your knees and tilt your head way back. Yeah, like that." She went on all fours and backed her ass hole over my nose. "Lick my pussy, Toilet." It is good that I have a long tongue. I could not breathe at all through my nose, her cum wasn't making mouth breathing easy either. I grabbed a hold of her and helped her as she started to move her ass on my nose and her pussy on my mouth. I had never been in this position but I was trying to make it as pleasurable for Cassie as I could. I must have been doing a good job considering her moans of pleasure and her cum flow. She returned laying on her back. I quickly put my mouth over her pussy. She closed her thighs on my face and squeezed. As she did this I could see her mouth with lower lip out, the corners of her mouth down turned a little. I could see more bottom teeth than upper teeth. I must be losing my mind because I thought how I would like to feel those teeth on my skin. More then once a thought has crossed my mind. Is she training me just for her pleasure toy, just something to use. The scary part is the thought that follows, would I really mind if she were. She fucked and fucked me. I do not know how one little lady can make so much cum, or fuck so long, and regenerate so quickly. I wish I knew how many orgasms she had in my mouth. "I got to pee." Was all she said. I was already to drink her piss. She did not piss as hard in my mouth as she had earlier. I found that when she pissed like that I could keep up. She finished with out my having to stop her. I was pleased with that. "Get ready to take me to dinner, we will eat downstairs." "May I bathe you Goddess," I asked. "Yes you may." I got on all fours to give her a ride to the bathroom. She slid off the bed on to my back British side saddle style. She hurried me along while I was bathing her. She said she was hungry. When we were ready to go eat, she stood there looking at me. It dawned on me what she wanted. I bend over and she got on my shoulders. She rode me to the restaurant/lounge. When we entered I heard several comments. Most were flattering to her, less so about me. The waiter took us to our table like he had seen this everyday. I seated Cassie and I started to sit. "No slave, get under the table, I am going to use you for my foot rest." I crawled under the table facing Cassie. She put her legs on my back. Her white pantied crotch was beautiful. The waiter took her order and came back with her wine. "This is really delish wine, tell me how you like it later." She said to me, with a giggle. Her food came and Cassie took her time about eating, shifting her legs on my back frequently. Someone was being seated at the table next to us. "That is the couple I was telling you about in the bathroom at the park this afternoon. I swear she was using him for her toilet and he was enjoying it." "I can understand that the man said." By the ensuing conversation, I do not believe he said the politically correct thing. Cassie finished her meal. I paid the bill and left a generous tip for the waiter. Cassie got on my shoulders and we exited amid whistles and catcalls from the patrons. When we got outside the lounge, Cassie said. "Can you believe that was the same woman who saw us in the bathroom. That is so funny. Betcha we made her day! Toilet, get down I want a pony ride." I got down on my hands and knees, right there in the lobby between the lounge and the motel. How much had I changed in so short a time. Has she changed me, or have I always been like this and did not realize it. Just waiting for the right lady to come into my life and take complete charge of it. Cassie was in charge, I knew it. The test would pass, Cassie's control would be there forever. She straddled my back. "Getty up. I want to ride you up the stairs." The floor of the stairs was concrete with a thin plastic covering. It was hard and rough. As soon as my hands touched it I knew I was in for a painful trip. Before I got to our rooms my hands and knees were feeling raw. When we got to the top Cassie said. "I want to go back down, I forgot to go to that little store down there." Without a word I turned and started down the stairs with Cassie on my back. Riding me down the stairs she put her feet on my shoulders, her hands on my ass and leaned backwards. Each step was painful now. I did not complain but endured the pain for Cassie. When we got to the 1st floor Cassie got off. "Wait for me here." She said and walked away. I watched the world's most fantastic ass until she was out of sight. I waited and in a few minutes she returned with a small sack of things she had purchased. I was setting on the stairs looking at my poor skinned knees and hands. "Charlie, that looks bad, lets take the elevator up." I did not argue. A well dressed Goddess and a man with holes in both knees of his pants got on the elevator and rode to the 4th floor. "Hurry Toilet." Cassie said as I walked into my room. I got undressed, threw my pants in the trash and doctored my hands and knees. They were skinned pretty bad. I looked at my arms. There were large bruises where Cassie had her knees on me. My sides had nail marks all the way up. I turned to look at my back in the mirror, Yeah, more scratches. My neck was not that good. She was high maintenance all right. I must be out of my mind. She is inflicting all kinds of pain on me and I keep coming back for more. She has done things to me that I never even fantasized about in my wildest dreams. Medicine or no, her waste had to be harmful to my body. I do not know why I am not already sick. I have about 36 hours to go of this torture. Sometimes I think about giving up. I have drink enough of her piss to float a battleship, and swallowed enough of her cum to repopulate China. I went back to her room with the mental state that I was not giving up. I have dreamed of having a Goddess like Cassie, well not even that pretty. I never knew anyone could be that pretty! All of my life it has been my dream. So Whatever Cassie wants, Cassie can have, short of my life that is. Or was she taking that a little at a time. "Hey, Toilet, are you not hungry and thirsty? Get yourself in here. I have something for you." She punctuated that with a wicked laugh. I don't think she has to be concerned with, "Being to good to me". I must be crazy. "Hey, there you are!" She said as I entered her room. I have to use you Toilet. I tried to eat some foods that will intensify your gourmet eating pleasure. I even had some candied yams, they're not my favorite food, but they will help you realize exactly what you are being used for. Toilet get down, I have to pee. I am sooo glad I had not went potty for a couple days. I was concerned at first, but I guess it was my gardian angel looking over my shoulder and knowing I would have a really good toilet today. Well hurry Toilet! Sometimes I think you do not want to, like really be my toilet. You want your Godddess to have a human toilet don't you." She puncuated thoes statements with a Wicked laugh. I got down on my knees and Cassie stradled my face. She seemed to be enjoying this to much. I remember the tears when I entered into this test thing. There were no tears now. They were replaced with, laughs, giggles, and even taunts. Everytime she humiliated me her pussy would warm up 20 degrees. She was getting off on it. Her pissing and my drinking was becoming automatic. "Here Toilet, take this medicine, you will need it!" She did not force the piss out and I was keeping up. I knew what the medicine was for. I do not know how she knew about it. In fact I never even thought about that until now. "I am drinking a lot, just so you can have the pleasure of doing that more, arn't I sweet? I know how you love drinking from my pretty pussy. Well after I have used you, I am going to let you have a new pussy experience! Don't you just love having your very own Goddess to worship?" I licked her when she was finished. "I have to take a dump too, you said you were hungry, welll, I hope so. I am going to give you your choice on how you want to eat it. I will go in the commode and you can eat it out, or I will shit directly into your mouth and on your face." She ended with a very haughty, "How do you want it?" "I want to see your gorgeous ass while I am doing this. I will take it directly in the mouth. Also you said you did not like to sit on public toilets. I agree, a Goddess should have her very on private toilet available at all times." "Lay down on the bathroom floor." I did as she commanded. "Place your elbows on your chest and make a seat with your hands." I did that and she sat. My hands and face was supporting her weight. She wrapped one of the shower towels around her waist. I knew what that was for. I well remembered the awful stench before. She cut lose a fart, followed by another. Her body was moving with laughter. How could she be so amused when I was being so tortured? Words can not describe how badly her farts stunk. I had little time to fret over them because something far worse happened. I felt her turd push into my open mouth. My mouth was opened wide. I strained to open more, it still touched my lips as it entered my mouth. I began squishing it with my tongue and swallowing. It was being forced out covering my nostrils. I could not breath. I breathed hard through my nose, all that did was take some of her shit up my nose. I was starting to panic. My mouth was full, my nose was full. She raised up. "Hurry and swallow, Toilet, don't choke on my shit yet! I want use of you for a while longer!" I quickly swallowed and took a deep breath, a lot of methane, foul odor, but some oxygen too. A couple breaths and she sat back on my face and I got more to eat. I lost count of the amount I ate. Way before the end I was just eating as fast as I could hoping to breathe again. Cassie was not being at all sympathetic. "Lick me good, Toilet. You have let that stinky stuff get on my ass. When you finish with your tongue, wash me with soap and water too. I sure don't want that awful shit on me! Get yourself cleaned up, be sure and clean your mouth really, really good. It is going to spend a lot of time on my pussy, so it had better be clean." She walked out and closed the door like she owned the world, leaving me in her filth. I just had to look in the mirror, I instantly wished I had not. I had her shit all over my face. Cassie is beautiful outside, inside is pure shit. I started to clean myself up. Before I was finished Cassie was calling to me. "Charlie, I am getting the cramps from my period. You can stop them if you will." "Of course, Cassie, I will do anything for you." I said as I walked into the room. Cassie smiled her sweet smile. "You are so good to me, no matter what I do to you, you always are ready to do something sweet for me. Put your mouth over my pussy and suck. Keep sucking until my flow starts really heavy." I did not have to ask what she wanted me to do when I started receiving her discharge. She was thinking of my mouth as just a convenient place for her bodily waste. I place my mouth over her and started sucking. She started putting pressure on her abdomen with her hands. I sucked for a long time before I got clots, blood and slimy stuff in my mouth. It did not stink as badly as her shit, but tasted worse. I looked up at her, she had the sweetest smile. "You are really good, Char-- ur, Toilet. The pain is gone already! I love you for that! Menses are so hard on me most of the time. I have had the cramps so bad that I would almost bend over. I am glad you want to serve me in this manner. I will allow you to suck and swallow more when I need more relief. Meantime, I will simply adore your tongue keeping my pretty little pussy clean. Go to it Toilet!"