Cassie's Secret

                      Chapter Eleven

I could not take my eyes off of some part of Cassie all the
way back to the motel. I loved every part of her. There
was something special about her legs that demanded my
attention. All I could think of was, "I will soon have
my face between those thighs and feel her squeezes and
the heat of her pussy".  
I place my hand on her leg while looking at her face.
She stopped at a light, and bent towards me, our lips met.
I just went to heaven for the hundreth time since we
took this trip together. No man has the right to be
so happy. She punched it as the light turned green.
We squalled tires and put me back against the seat.

"Wow, I love it Charlie." 
 
She was braking already. I saw 80 on the speedometer.  
She looked like she was having sex!
  
We arrived at the motel parked the car and went straight
up to our rooms. As we entered her room she said.

"Hurry Charlie, I am ready for lots of fun! I know you are 
even more anxious then me! I hope you never tire of eating 
my pussy, you won't will you Charlie?"

"Never in a million years," I answered going into my room.

I took a shower, shaved, brushed teeth, put on only boxers 
and hurried back in to Cassie. She was laying on the bed, she 
had removed everything from the bed except the sheets.  She was 
breathtakingly beautiful. I stopped in the doorway just to stare 
at her. I stared for a couple minutes with her giving me various
smiles, various positions, just like I had a camera.  Maybe she 
should have been a nude model. She pushed out her lower lip in 
that sexy Cassie smile. She extended her arm and made motion 
movements with just her fingers. She spread her legs and with her 
other hand placed a pillow under her ass. She placed her fingers 
on her pussy.

"I started without you Charlie, I am already wet."
 
I went straight to her pussy. She started making little
noises as soon as my mouth touched her lips. I took
each lip in my mouth one at a time to lick and gently
suck on it.  Cassie had not taken a bath since we got
home. That mattered not. Maybe I liked it even more.
When Cassie has just bathed she has almost no feminine 
odor at all. I knew by tomorrow she would be smelling
like a fish hatchery as would my face. She had already
told me what kinda loving she wanted. My pain and her 
pleasure would be mixed on this bed tonight. I slowly
licked her pussy outside and inside. I spent a lot
of time licking her clit. She was building a little
all of the time. She could stretch out her orgasms
seemingly forever and quickly be ready for another.
Cassie lived for sex, her way.

"Fuck me, charlie, fuck me hard." She said as her
nails bit into my neck.  

She started her wild gyrations while holding on to my 
head with her hands, thighs, and nails. She twisted 
my neck to far several times. She never even noticed.  
All she was thinking about was her pleasure and wave 
after wave of cum she was making for me. I dismissed 
the pain the best I could and supplied Cassie
with lots of tongue. She loved my tongue. She
told me so over and over. I used my hands on her
nipples, tits, g spot, and fingered her pussy with 
only one finger. She was all moans, cries of pleasure, 
and sweet praises for me, while all of the time trying 
to tear my head from my body, or cut it off with those 
nails.

Cassie was about to reach another orgasm. I could
sense (hoped) it was her climax for a while. The 
pain in my neck was getting severe. She had my face
feeling like it had spent to long in a vice. I had
cum everywhere from my neck up.
  
"Ohhhh Charlie, MORE tongue, faster Charlie, deeper."

Cassie was encouraging me with words of praise
and her cries of pleasure. Finally she put a real
leg lock on my face, lifted her ass clear of the bed.
I bet the people next door heard her. I pushed my 
tongue in as far as it would go. Hey, my tongue was 
already gaining in endurance. When she loosened
her grip on my face and neck, she sighed and turned
to her side. I went to her ass, she had said before
how she enjoyed me licking her ass after sex. I put 
my nose against her little brown hole and inhaled.
She loved for me to do that. Then I kissed her ass
hole and started to lick in little circles pressing
harder with each circle until my tongue was in her ass.
  
"Ohhh wait Charlie." She raised up facing the foot 
of the bed, she sat back down with her asshole over
my mouth. She leaned foward. She had taken a make
up mirror off the night stand and was looking at me
through the mirror.

"I want to look into your eyes as you tongue out my ass, 
Charlie. I love you."

I started to say something but she quickly interupted.

"Don't talk Charlie, just lick my ass. You don't have to 
tell me how much you are enjoying it. I know how much you 
love your tongue inside of me. That is the closest we can 
be together. Ohhh Charlie, that feels so delish, you are 
full of love for me. You are worshiping me. You have so
much of my cum inside you. You are awesome!"
  
Cassie was all giggles, there was cum oozing out of her pussy.

"See what you are doing to me Charlie! You are giving my sweet 
little pussy pleasure by tonguing out my ass!" Cassie giggled.

"You know Charlie, it is just a matter of time before you are 
going to be doing that and I fart in your mouth! I won't mean 
to, it will just happen. You do know that! What will you do, 
Charlie?  What you do will go along ways in proving your love 
for me."
  
I started to answer.

"Uh Uh Don't talk yet. Just keep giving me pleasure."

Cassie was vocal in her lovemaking. She was getting
more so each time. She was telling me what she wanted,
and how she wanted it. I was trying hard to remember
all of it. If I was going to be the perfect lover to
Cassie, I had to do everything to please her. I was getting
even the little details down. She showed her gratitude
with her smiles, her moans, her cries of pleasure.
Cassie was perfect. I love her more and more. I want her 
pleasure to be everything. Seeing ecstasy on her face is its 
own reward. I could never want more then to be the man who 
gave her pleasures everyday for a lifetime. What a dream, 
and I was living it one day at a time. Sure there was pain 
and discomfort. Cassie was worth it. Even while I tongued 
her ass, she was playing with her pussy, cum was running 
down on my face. Her little moans said it all.

"Oh Charlie, I am going to fuck your nose."
  
She positioned her pussy over my nose, dug her nails in
me again and started hunching my face. I knew I could
not stick my tongue in her pussy until it had been
cleaned. I might cause her to have infection in
that beautiful pussy. That could not be. She was
hunching my nose, her cum was running all over my
face. I think my death will come from Cassie 
severing my head with those sharp nails. She had
an orgasm on my nose.

"Cassie, may I go brush my teeth and tongue so I can use it 
on your beautiful pussy?"

"That is sweet of you Charlie, you just want to eat me all of 
the time! I have a better way to clean your tongue."
  
She was doing this thing with her head movement 
and smiles. Sometimes her head was sideways when
she finished a sentence. She positioned her pussy
above my mouth. A drop of cum hit my lips before
I got my mouth opened. I opened wide. I knew
what cleaning she was refering to. I vowed to
swallow it all and never complain. She squirted
a little piss in my mouth. I swished it around
and swallowed opening my mouth for another drink.
We did the same thing again.  
"Ready for all of it now?" She asked so sweetly.

I placed a hand on the inside of her thigh to press
if I was about to be overflowed. I put my mouth
over her pussy.
"Here it comes!" She said with a giggle.

Her piss hit my mouth hard. I swallowed as fast
as I could with big gulps. I did this as long as 
I could. I had to press on her thigh. The flow
stopped instantly and I took swallows and breathed
again. I pressed again and the flow started again.
Cassie was so considerate. I felt so much love for
her. I drink her piss with enthusiam, even pleasure.
I knew I was pleasing my Goddess. Nothing was to
good for her. When she was finished I knew my tongue
would again be clean and I could put it up her love
canal. I licked the cum from the outside of her pussy
also licking my lips. I had a taste of the mixture 
of Cassie's piss and Cassie's cum in my mouth and on
my tongue. I could not help but savor the flavor as
she watched me with a very contented smile on her face.

"You are Mine, Charlie!" She said with her teeth bared.  
"I am going to use, use you, use you."

She was smiling all the time. I knew my Goddess was teasing.  
She loved to tease.
  
"Charlie, I think I like watching you drink my piss to much.
Also It is such a convenient way to clean your mouth and tongue 
after you have worshiped my ass. Are you sure you still want to 
marry me?  I am high maintenance in more ways than money Charlie.
When we have had this much fun, like today, I want to love you more.
I know my loving is tough on you, but Charlie, this is just me.  
I am not going to change. The more I love you, the more I will use
you. I can't help, it is just the way I am. I wish I could better 
explain how making love to you makes me feel. I feel like the queen 
of the whole world. The feelings I get when you are obviously in pain 
but do nothing to stop it, hey, you even encourage it, ohh Charlie it 
is just so cool! I am trying to tell you Charlie, I will use you up!
If you want to leave me I will understand. I know I will never change.  
I am me, I have always been, ME."
  
Cassie may have had tears in her eyes. I told you she was really sweet.  
She is a true Goddess, and she is mine.

"Cassie, my love, I know what I am letting myself in for. I worship you.
You are a Goddess. I will never expect you to change. The love I see in 
your eyes is worth all the pain. As for drinking your pee, I like it.
I especially like it when your cum is mixed with it. Gives it an exotic 
taste like the exotic shape of your eyes. You are using me because I want
to be used by you. It make me feel more worthy of you. No man could ever 
be worthy of you. You are light years ahead of all other women. So, use me 
Goddess Cassie, use me anyway you want. I wish to serve you, to please you, 
to give you pleasure, after pleasures. So please, no more tears.

I kissed away her tears. We held each other close. My Goddess is so sweet. 
I meant every word I said. There is none to compare. She will be my trophy
wife in public. I will be her very willing slave in private. Should our 
lifes ever change to all private and no public, I will relish in the 
dreams of today.

"Charlie I want more attention on my pussy. Put your mouth there. Make 
love to me Charlie, passionate love."

I knew she wanted to be tongue fucked again. Hard and fast. I would lose 
more skin on this session. She was horny before we started. She was about
to become more so. She laid back on the bed. As soon as my mouth touched 
her pussy I felt her nails on my back. I knew this session would end with
my skin rolled under her nails. She was just like that she said she never 
meant to hurt, I am not sure, but either way I will endure the pain and 
let my Goddess have fun making sport of me. I said once that she was like 
unto a narcotic. I find myself getting hooked on her more all the time. 
I think her converstaion about farting in my mouth was because she fully 
intended to. I already know I will swallow and inhale her farts no matter 
how awful they are. Furtermore I will tell her how much I like them. 
Cassie is a Goddess and does not deserve to be told her farts stink.  
She has told me how bad they are, I will tell her how good they are!  
I will make her love me more and more by my total devotion to her pleasure. 
I enjoy being used by her. The more she uses me, the more I look forward 
to serving her in all ways. She is so divinely beautiful, true perfection.  
No man could ask for more. I have found the way I want to live my life.  
I now know I want to be Cassie's slave. I hope she will continue  to love 
me in that capacity. I certainly could not stand her loving someone else.  
I am not wierd, she is just so beautiful. She is also so sweet and 
considerate. I will tell her of my true financial worth after we are
married. I trust my Goddess with my life, why not my money.

"Charlie, are your thoughts elsewhere?  Must I bite you to bring 
you back to the pleasures being afforded us? Give me your hand 
Charlie."

I put my hand up to her sublime mouth. I felt her breath slightly 
before she bit down on a couple fingers.

"Ouch, Cassie," I yelled.
  
"Ready to concentrate on pleasing me, Charlie?" She ask with a 
giggle, then she bit again, even harder. 

I wanted to cry out but stiffled it. After all, I did have a 
very pleasant task to perform. I started tonguing her pussy,  
She started to rake her nails up my back ending at my head.  
She would then cup her hands more sinking her nails in the base 
of my head and give some strong hunches on my face. She would 
do this for awhile then let her hands go back down to the base 
of my ass and start the slow movement up my back again. I know 
she was leaving pretty deep scratches. I could feel my back burn.  
I concentrated only on her pleasure, keeping my tongue in 
rythym to her gyrations. My back pain was just a byproduct of 
Cassie's love.  Something I must accept and try to ignore. The 
nearer she was to reaching her orgasm the harder she would bare 
down with her nails. By the time she reached her climax, she was 
taking skin. This hurt but I continued to concentrate on Cassie's 
climax, helping her, and providing her all the pleasure I could.  
When she finished and relaxed I just laid there gently sucking 
her pussy and swallowing her cum. After awhile Cassie spoke.  

"Charlie, I really made a mess out of your back. You won't be 
wearing a shirt for a day or two. I really scratched you! Kinda 
deep in a few places. How can you submit to all of the pain I 
inflict on you? I am really pleased you do, but how can you?  
Doesn't it hurt a lot?"

"Yes it hurts a lot. But how can I stop your lovemaking when 
you are obviously having so many pleasurable sensations. That 
would be uncaring by me, selfish too. I am going to please you 
and give you pleasure always Cassie, I swear."

Charlie was busy cleaning up and did not see the wicked smile 
on her face as she thought of all the fun she would have in the 
future. Just imagine a man who wanted her to have fun using him.  
Charlie was just to good to be true. I will not have to force 
him to please me the way I did Edward. He will live a lot longer 
too. Just maybe I can do all the things I enjoy doing to a man 
and Charlie will continue to love me, worship me, and endure 
pain and discomfort for me. Wow, how great that would be.  24-7 
pleasure. I think I feel a shit coming on.
 
"Charlie, lick my ass some more. Cassie said with one of her 
giggles. She said that like it was the ordinary thing for her 
lover to go immeadiately to her ass hole and start licking it. 
Cassie sat up on Charlie's face. Her weight pushed heavily on him.
  
"Open your mouth really, really wide Charlie." Cassie was still 
giggling.

Charlie opened his mouth as wide as he could. Cassie could feel 
his teeth on her ass. She thought about how much smoother and 
more comfortable Edwards mouth was to sit on. Cassie allowed 
Charlie to lick and tongue her. She gave a little smirk of a 
smile and cut a fart loose in Charlie's mouth. She tried to 
push down harder as she pulled the sheet over her waist. She 
knew what her farts were like, total stink!

"Oh Charlie, I did not mean to do that, I could not help it.  
Please inhale and hold it in. I hate the odor of my farts.  
They are simply awful!"

The scent hit Charlie like a stink bomb only worse. Maybe even 
worse than a road kill skunk. Charlie forced himself to inhale. 
It was truly awful. Charlie could not ever remember anything as 
bad. He exhaled and forced himself to take another deep breath.  
Charlie thought he was going to be sick.

"Are you still alive?" Cassie giggled. "If you can't stand the 
awful stink, I will move off your face."

Cassie lifted her ass up a little off his mouth.

"Cassie, your sweet little farts do not stink!  Nothing about 
anyone so beautiful could ever be unpleasant. Here let me lick 
your beautiful little rosebud again."

Charlie stuck his tongue up her ass just as she cut another one.

"Oh Charlie you should have not have done that I was trying to 
hold it in."
  
She giggled even as she said that. Charlie thought she did both 
on purpose. She is experimenting with me just to see what my 
limits are. I will show her. I will have no limits!

"Charlie, how can you stand that? No one has ever been able to 
breathe my farts before with out gagging. Charlie, you sure 
love me a lot! You make me feel so important! I bet no woman 
in the entire world has ever had a man to worship her and do 
so much for her pleasure as you have for me. I love you 
Charlie, I love you a lot."

"Cassie, I know you are testing my love for you. I know how 
much I love you. You will find it out too. Have me prove my 
love to you anyway you chose, as many times as you chose."

"Are you sure, Charlie. Don't say things you do not mean 
and not do them. I can not stand to be lied to. I get 
uncontrolable if I am lied to."

Charlie lovingly kissed her pucker hole.

"I will never lie to you, I will always strive to please you.  
I live for your pleasure."

"That is so sweet Charlie. You have already given me more 
willing pleasure than anyone ever has. I know I have faults 
Charlie. I am a narcissist. Both of us know that, so you are 
accepting you fate." Cassie giggled her sweet little giggle.
 
"Get up and go brush your teeth in your bathroom. I have to 
use mine."

Charlie obediently got up and went to his bathroom to brush 
his teeth. "No face washing Charlie except for your lips." 
Cassie called out. "Well maybe your nose too."  She giggled.

Charlie noticed how Cassie was getting more into doing things 
to him. She was becoming more relaxed around him and was 
thinking of him more as a person to give her pleasure. Charlie 
never thought anything about being "used". If one is doing 
something he truly enjoys, can he be "used"?  Charlie thought 
not. Charlie brushed his teeth and went back into Cassie's room.  
He caught a scent of the bathroom. He sure knew what she was 
doing in there.

"Charlie, do you really, really love me?" She called out from 
the bathroom.

"You know I do, Cassie." Charlie answered.
  
"Come in here." 

Charlie took a deep breath and opened the door. Cassie was 
sitting on the commode looking up at him with those large 
brown eyes.

"Honey, there is no toilet paper. I need your help."

Charlie turned to go back to his bathroom to get some.

"Charlie, you know what I want. I want you to prove how much 
you love me and use your tongue to clean my ass. Do you love 
me that much, Charlie?"

By then Charlie had to breathe. It was awful. Really, really 
bad. Charlie went down on his knees.

"Put your beautiful ass in my face, Cassie. My tongue will 
serve as your toilet paper.

"Ohh Charlie, you are so sweet. I love you. She said as she 
backed her ass up to Charlie's face.
  
Charlie stuck out his tongue and licked her crack a few times.  
He entered her asshole and brought his tongue back in his mouth.  
Her shit taste bitter, like bile. He continued to lick her ass 
out. All the time Cassie was telling him how sweet and wonderful 
it was of him to do so. There was nothing romantic about doing 
such a degrading act. He was merely living up to the promise he
made to himself that he would do what she wanted and strive to 
never disappoint her. Being loved by a Goddess was taking its 
toll on Charlie. Cassie pulled away.  

"Charlie, you can't lick my ass forever!" She giggled."Besides 
I want to see you do something for me that no one has ever done 
before. In fact, I have never knew anyone that I felt comfortable 
asking to do this. I love you so much, I think I could ask you 
anything."

"Do what Cassie?"

"You sure you want to know?"

"Yes, I want to be the first." Charlie said as Cassie really giggled.

"OK Charlie, remember you wanted to be the first to do this for me. 
Put your hand in the commode, get one of my turds and put it in your
mouth. Not eat it, just put in in your mouth. I want to see you with 
my turd sticking straight up out of your mouth past your nose. Well 
Charlie?"

Charlie looked at Cassie standing naked before him. Thought how 
beautiful she was. He reached in the commode and got the largest 
turd. He closed his hand around the slick slimy thing and brought 
it up out of the water. Cassie stepped back a step. Charlie instantly 
knew why. The scent hit him like a rock. Almost bowled him over.  
He hesitated a second, then opened his mouth wide and inserted her 
turd.  That took more will power than anything he had ever done in 
his life. He did not even feel degraded. He just continued to look 
at a laughing Cassie with her shit in his mouth that was bending 
down to rest on the tip of his nose. Cassie stopped laughing and 
just stood there not saying anything, just looking at Charlie.  
Charlie had a mouth full of shit, he couldn't say anything.
  
"Don't move, Charlie," she giggled, and walked away.
  
Charlie stayed on his knees with his head back and Cassie's shit 
in his mouth. He was holding his tongue and mouth as still as he 
could. Cassie came back in and took a picture of Charlie.

"This is for our scrapbook, I want to always know how much you 
love me. Well say something, Charlie!" She giggled.

Charlie tried to reply, this just disturbed the position of the 
turd and treated him with more bitter bile taste and that awful 
smell.

"It is not polite to talk with your mouthful. Perhaps you should 
swallow first!" Cassie giggled.

She is enjoying this way to much thought Charlie. He mumbled 
something else. Meantime the shit was starting to disolve in 
his mouth and he had a mouthful of saliva and shit.

"Charlie, you are not going to waste my shit like you did my 
sweet golden nectar, are you?"

Charlie used his tongue to crush her shit and swallowed. After 
a few swallows he had successfully eaten her turd. Why had he 
not choosen the smallest one? Her shit felt heavy in his 
stomach. Here Charlie take these, she offered him three pills 
with a glass of her piss. It was still warm. Charlie put the 
pills in his mouth and drank her piss right down. He knew then
that she had planned this from the time she pissed in the glass 
to have it ready for this ocassion.

"What was that?"  He asked her.

"Why honey that was my piss you love so much." She answered with 
a really sweet smile.

"I meant the pills."

"Oh just something to keep you from vomiting. Something to keep 
you from getting really sick. My shit is not good for you, you 
know. I know you think of me as a Goddess, but my shit is like 
anyone else's! So if you are going to eat it, you must take 
precautions. Still want to take the Goddess test, Charlie?"

"Yes, I do". Charlie answered, without asking what it was.

"Charlie, if you take it, and pass, we will love each other a 
lot more. If you fail, it will be the end our beautiful 
relationship, we may continue a relationship, but it will not 
be the one of beauty it now is. Do you really want to chance 
that. I can't bare the thought of losing you. That would really 
break my heart, Charlie. You are the only man I have ever really 
loved, whom I thought loved me for me, not just wanted to fuck 
me because I am beautiful. Or just wanted me for his personal 
show pony. I hate men like that. We are not even married yet."

"Please let me take the test. Our business closing is a few 
days away. Whatever it is I can be rested up by then. 

"You know that it will be demanding on you, don't you?"
  
"I assumed so, yes."

"Oh Charlie, what if you can't do it."

Cassie looked like she might cry.

"I can, and I will, I promise you." Charlie said with a firm 
conviction.

Charlie was feeling a really deep love for Cassie, She was so 
beautiful. He did not think of her as a show pony exactly, but 
he sure enjoyed being seen with her. He knew he would pass the 
test or die.