Chapter Eleven "Amanda, I want to try what you suggested. I was not ready for that when you mentioned it. I have fantasized about a relationship like ours but never took my fantasy to real life. I am overwhelmed. I am also nagged by your knowing so much about it, at your age. I ask myself, what have I fallen in love with. The answer always comes back the same. I have fallen in love with the most beautiful woman on earth. No one compares to her. I want to be her slave forever." "Larry, my childhood was not, 'normal'. I have used many people. I used them to satisfy me. I felt nothing other then maybe contempt for them. The more they would cry and beg me the more I would do to them. I guess I always loved it. I know I do now. You are the only man I have ever had feelings for since that one jerk. All others I just wanted to use. There is someone else like me though, look." She showed me a picture of her and her mom. "You never mentioned a sister, I did not know you had one. The two of you look so much look alike!" "That is my mom. She was fifteen when I was born. We are alike, in every way. My father never married my mom. He was to good. You know, rich. I hate him. Oh, my mom always got money from him for us. She hates him too. She pickups guys and uses them. Really uses some of them. I was young the first time I used one. He was drunk. I kept him that way and used him. He ended up in the hospital and never knew why. The doctors thought it was acute alcoholism. It was a lot more. His diet had been rather nasty. He called my mom for two years, off and on, wanted her to abuse him again. Finally she agreed. We did to. For a week. He almost died. When he got well, he wanted us to do it again! He paid my mom two hundred the first time. Two thousand the second time. The second time was not expensive. We did not do it for the money, although it was certainly nice. Mom was just wanting to abuse a man. I have known for sometime that I wanted to also." "We need to go somewhere, pick up a guy and me use him. You can watch or not watch. I want you near until I get him secure though. Sometime, just as the real torture begans,they panic. I need you just in case he changes his mind for a moment. After the first half hour or so, they just resign themselves to the situation. Some cry, some beg, some curse, they all want it though. They sometime say they don't. I use them anyway. Like I said. They mean nothing to me. Just objects to increase my sexual pleasure. I will get really, really hot. Then I will come to your mouth and fabulous tongue for the final moments. You will get the pleasures of my pussy and my gooey cum. They will receive the pain, the torture and other things. Oh, Larry you will love it. I will do lots of things to them to cause pain. Their pain will give me pleasure and add to my sexual gratification. All the time your mouth and tongue will provide stimulation to my pussy. All this can be at the same time." That would provide me the ultimist in pleasurable sensations! I know it will be the most pleasure for me, ever in my whole life. No one has a tongue like yours, Larry. You are so dedicated to my pleasure. I can have that added to the pleasure of their pain. Ohhhhh, I can't wait to use the first one! I love you so much!" OK, I knew Amanda was,.... different. It mattered little. I was even anxious to try the first one. I was as much a part of this little venture as she was. I even take the blame. I am, (was), totally sane. I think. She had several orgasms on my face. I had moved up in the bed and was holding her. She smelled so sweet. I could smell her perfume and her hair. I could look at her forever. Sometime I would look at her and hold my breath, maybe afraid if I breathed the vision would go away. It did not go away though. She cuddled up and went to sleep. It was early afternoon and I had not had dinner. I doubt if she had either. I was not sleeply but was a captive. She was laying on an arm and had a leg over one of mine. Her little butt was nestled tightly in my stomach. I laid there wide awake. Somewhere in time, I too fell asleep. "Larry, Larry, wake up you sleeply head. I did not know I had taken an old man for a slave. Wake up." She was sitting up in bed, looking down at me with one of her many gorgeous smiles. "I am hungry, it is customary to take a lady to dinner before ravishing her body, is it not? If you do not quickly say you are taking me to dinner, I am going to dine on you!" "I am taking you to dinner!" I answered very quickly. She giggled as she headed for the bathroom. I watched her cute little ass leave my line of sight and heard her piss hitting the water. I am surprised she is not straddling my face right now. Am I having withdrawals? I hope not. I would not want to become addicted to her piss. I have drink a bunch of it over the last few days. We went to dinner and was driving around. Larry, did you say we were going on a trip tomorrow? Let's go tonight. We can stop along the way where we are not known, I know just the spot. We can pick up a guy for me to use. I need that, I do not want to hurt you anymore. I was already hooked on this idea. We packed and drove to where she knew this place. I did not know that it was the same place she and her mom had been. "Let me out here and wait. She said. "I will call you on your cellie. It will not take me long." I did not have long to wait. About thirty minutes my cell phone rang. "It is me, get in the back seat and lay down ubder the blanket. Leave your keys in the front seat. I will be there in a minute. We are going to a motel." I anticipated all kind of things going wrong with this little plan of hers as she drove my car to a motel. "I will prepare him, then, I will call you. I want you there when I start using him. I will prepare him so he won't see you. I will unlock the door for a few seconds. Hurry in when I call you with the number." This sounded to simple. I wonder how many times she has done things similar to this. Ten minutes later. my phone rang. "Two thirteen." was all she said. I rushed to the room and went in. I did not see him. "Where is he," I whispered to her. "I have him tied in the bathroom." She said in a normal voice. "Come see him." I followed her. She had a man secured. He was sitting on the commode backwards. He was facing the toilet tank. He was naked. She had tied him so that he could not turn his head. It was tilted back and his arms were tied over the tank. She had linens piled on the tank to make the height of his arms just right for a seat. I had no doubts about one of the things he would be used for. "Well ---- toilet. Is this how you wanted to be treated, uh?" She pulled a nasty looking object from her purse. It had a strap which she slipped over her wrist. From the handle were nine strands of leather. Each ended in a metal tip. It looked wicked. "Are you going to beg me to use you for my toilet, Toilet?" She struck him multiple times acrossed his back before he answered. He squirmed and cried out in pain. I seen why he did not make much noise. She had a ball gag in his mouth. "All right you shit eating pig. I am going to remove the gag. You make one sound and my friend will gag you with his dick. Do you understand?" He grunted and shook his head a little in the affirmative. There was blood seeping from several places on his back. Amanda removed the gag. She looked down at him with a condescending look as she sat on his arms. She grabbed his head and pulled herself forward until his mouth was over the pissing part of her pussy. "Enjoy you worthless piece of shit." She told him as she started pissing in his mouth. He struggled a little and she hit him a couple more times crossing the marks she had previously made. Some of her piss was escaping his mouth and runing down his body. She hit him a couple more times. "You are licking that up before you leave you maggot. I hope you get aids or something from it. Don't let that bother you though. I tested positive last week. I am going to make sure I give it to you. Since you have a limited number of years to live anyway, why not serve as my complete toilet slave at least you will die with my precious shit in your stomach. That is right, turd face, I have got to take a big dump." As she told him that she turned around and sat on his mouth. His neck bent back more. That position looked like a sure crick in the neck to me. "Oh look at these little things!" Amanda said to no one in particular as she pinched each of his nipples with her thumb nail and a finger nail. She gritted her teeth as she pinched. Blood started coming from his nipples. I seen why he was not crying to loudly. There was a big turd that reached from Amanda's asshole to the back of his troat. "You had best be swallowing or I will choke you to death. Your pathetic life means nothing to me, turd face." I watched as he gulped down her shit. I was spell bound. I had never witnessed anyone being torture or used for a toilet. I never though I wanted to see such a thing. I do not know me very well. My penis was as hard as a rock. I reached for my penis and started jacking off. "Oh, look, his little thing is hard. He likes eating my shit and feeling pain. Uhmmm, I wonder which he likes the most." She buried her nails in his pot belly on either side of his navel and jerked her hands up to his chest. She scratched him deeply all the way up. Her nails held together, his skin did not. "Ah, look, his little thing got soft. Oh well that means it is the taste of my shit that turns him on." With that her rosebud opened and another turd entered the guys mouth. "Chew this one really good, keep chewing until my shit liquifies. Be sure you are only swallowing liquid shit. Hurry though. I have more treats for you. If you do not chew fast enough I will give you another taste of my whip and will make your little bitty thing go soft again. My shit is going to make you sooooo sick. You do know that don't you shit face. As soon as you can, go to your doctor and tell him you begged to be a full and complete toilet for a beautiful little chick and she relented and shit a ton in your stomach. Plus tell him you took some medicine to prevent you from puking because you wanted all of her shit to stay in your stomach and be absorbed by your worthless body. By tomorrow all the bacteria from my shit will be absorbed into your blood. You may die! What do you think of that turd face? Bet you never thought of that did you. Uhmmmm, your sewer mouth is getting empty, have some more. I am having so much fun, are you having the kind of fun you thought you would have. Is your 'first time', something you want to repeat? I know you can't talk while eating my shit. Eating my shit is much more important." She looked over at me. "Do you need to use my toilet? Let me blind fold him. Go ahead and use him, after all he blocked the commode. That was a pretty stupid thing for him to do." " Lick me good, Toilet." She said to him as her nails closed once again on his tortured nipples. Amanda stepped off of him, reached for some paper and wiped her ass. "You pathetic shit eater! You were going to let me put on my little panties and my ass hole was not properly cleaned open your mouth!" She stuck all that paper in his mouth and hit him a bunch of times with her whip. His back was cut to ribbons. "Please use him, he needs more and I am fresh out of food for him. Look, he is still hungry. When we leave we will leave a note on the door for the cleaning ladies to use him. I did that once to a guy in Minnesota. The cleaning ladies used him for a week!" Amanda slipped the blind fold over his eyes. I stepped over his arms and aimed for his mouth. He opened his mouth under threat of more from Amanda's whip. He swallowed the most of my piss. Some went on the floor for him to lick up later. I turned around to shit in his mouth. I can see why Amanda gets a power rush from this. I shit slowly so he could swallow all of it. I do not know why that was important, but it was. True to her word she left him tied and put a note on the door in spanish, instructing the cleaning personnel to use him several times. Keep him here as long as you please. He loves the treatment. Do not free him until you want to. The note also said to get your friends to use him to. He likes to be a human toilet. "We have the room next door. We are going to be very quiet so we can hear you if you make any noise. One noise from you and I will return and beat you until my arm is to tired to swing this whip. We are staying here all week to enjoy the sights and you. We will come back and use you every night. Oh, by the way. I do not have aids or any other sexually transmitted disease. And you will be able to be a toilet for a week or so without killing you, maybe!" She was giggling. About everything she told him was a lie. We had some terrific sex though. She must have cum a cup full in my mouth that night. Amanda pissed in his mouth again and I found a place for my sexual relief. Amanda had a very good idea. I was sorry we could not stay and use him all week. The cleaning personnel will turn him lose though. What a memory that was. When we left town I was already thinking what we would do to someone the next time.