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Island Fever 6: Sanctuary
Written by: JeremyDCP@hotmail.com

M/F, F/F and a whole lot more
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Chapter 14: "Blade"
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            -*-  Sunday, October 16, 2016  -*-
                   -*-  The Island  -*-
                   

   I smiled and blinked against the sunlight streaming in
through the bedroom window.  There was a beautiful woman
resting comfortably atop my body, which was the reason for
my involuntary smile.  Devon, I thought inwardly, was a deep
sleeper who preferred sleeping in the center of the bed.
   And she looked really, really sexy when she did it.
   I removed a tumble of Devon's Ark of Covenant, golden hair
from across my face, taking note of the way Devon's breathing,
in soft, soothing puffs, tickled my neck.  She lay completely 
on top of me, her large breasts squished against my bare chest.
I had a hand tucked between us, while the other rested on her
shoulder.  Devon and I had been together all night.  I pulled
her to me and closed my eyes, reveling in the pure warmth.
   In that moment, a wave of happiness overtook me all at 
once.  Yesterday had been wonderful with the news that, for
the second time, Trish was pregnant.  She and I would be 
traveling to the mainland via helicopter tomorrow for her
initial prenatal examination at the hospital in Lima.
   Last evening, the atmosphere on the island was amazing.
The energy throughout the mansion was contagious.  Everyone 
was laughing and dancing around to music as we celebrated the
wonderful news as a family.  Trish was pregnant!  Even Kaden,
Piper and Dani Grace were into it, busting a move or two.
   Plus, we finally had the birthday party for Kristanna, too.
She turned 27 more than a week ago, but with the recent drama
on the island (namely my back injury and the Alison saga), we
kept postponing her birthday party for a later date.  Not one
bit greedy or overly concerned, Kristanna was fine with us
holding off on the party until everything settled down, and
returned to normal.  Finally, the party happened last night.
   I figured that I would ultimately go to bed with Trish -
which made sense given the announcement that we were going to
have another child - but she opted to spend the evening with 
her one true soulmate in life, Lindsay.  Pamela really wanted 
to room with Kristanna, it seemed.  Not a problem; I was not 
the jealous type.  Besides, Devon swooped in almost immediately
and claimed me as her very own.
   Yet there was an awkward moment once Devon and I went to
bed.  I figured that she was in the mood for sex, especially
since a big topic of conversation during the party was how
Devon was so very long overdue to have a baby of her own.
All of the kids in the family absolutely adored Devon; she
was their self-appointed nanny, and was wonderful with them.
Devon always seemed so happy and cheerful in their presence.
It only made sense that she have children of her own, right?
   Devon declined to have sex with me last evening, though,
saying that she was tired when I brought the possibility up.
She simply wanted to go to sleep.  Thus, I did not understand
why Devon was so quick to claim me as her room-mate?  I felt
a little put-off, as I was in a frisky, vibrant mood.  And
why not?  My back was much better, and I was raring to go!
   Awkwardness aside, the fact was that Devon and I had not
become sexually intimate with each other since she admitted
the truth about her past while we were in Pennsylvania on 
September 26.  It had been three weeks since my wife told
me that for 14 years while she was growing up, from the age
of four all the way to 18, her father sexually molested her.
   In fact, Devon and I had not had sex in over a month.
   Learning of Devon's early life and childhood certainly 
shed light onto why she worked so hard to hide her family
from us for so long, why she refused to have any real contact
with them.  Even though her father died earlier this year
(another fact that she worked diligently to conceal from us),
seeing any member of her family invariably reminded Devon of
him, and the awful, monstrous things he had done to her.  It 
took something quite horrible - her mother suffering a heart 
attack three weeks ago - for Devon to finally break down and
return to her grassroots in Pennsylvania.  In doing so, Devon
finally told me of the abuse she had suffered earlier in life.
She really had no other choice but to tell me.
   By the way, Eileen is doing great in her recovery.  Devon
even speaks with her daily on the telephone now!  Many of us
are still holding out hope that Devon, after a reconciliation
of sorts with her family, will invite her mother, Eileen, as
well as her two brothers and one sister (Seth, Michael and
Denise) to Norway for Christmas.  Or, her birthday next March.
We would roll out the red carpet and treat them like royalty.
We are not wanting to push her, though, allowing Devon to
travel this road of recovery and forgiveness at her own pace.
We do not want to make her feel uncomfortable at all.
   I also learned during that fateful trip to Pennsylvania
that the reason why Devon has held off in having a child of
her own for so long was she was fearful, because of the way 
her father mistreated her, that she would not be a good and
viable enough parent herself.  That was pure and total
nonsense, but I had to tread lightly here considering that
Devon was a survivor of childhood sexual abuse.  It was not 
my place to tell her how to think or react to the trauma.
   The news, of course, came as a shock to me.  My initial
reaction, aside from the horror I felt, was why did Devon 
not tell me or any of her wives about it a long time ago.
But I quickly realized that it was not an easy thing for
her to just come out and say.  Whatever I felt as a result
of her secret, I told myself, Devon had to be feeling much
worse because she was the one who actually went through it.
   During that evening in Pennsylvania at the hotel, Devon
told me all about the abuse she suffered as a child.  She
would wake up at night to find her father watching her with
a deranged, mad look on his face, how he'd ruin her clothes,
embarrass her in front of friends and family and, in later
years, get insanely jealous when she dated in high school.
   Devon told me about the episodes in the bathtub, the attic,
and all of the times she tried to seek help from her family,
and how her mother, two brothers and one sister were all too
afraid to even listen, let alone do anything about it.  The
monster would always threaten to seriously hurt Devon, or do 
the same nasty things to Denise, if she ever told anyone at 
school about him, or went to the proper authorities.
   I would never wish death on anyone, but perhaps it is a
good thing that Devon's father is no longer with us.  Why?
If he was still alive and I learned of what he had done to 
Devon in the past, I would not be here right now.  I would 
be in jail - I would have murdered her father, slowly and 
painfully - knowing this was the man who did the unthinkable
to the woman I love, my very own wife.  My sweet, sweet wife.

   My thoughts were interrupted as Devon, still in bed with
me, stirred within my arms.

   "Good morning," I said quietly.
   But Devon was not a morning person.  She never had been.
A deep sigh of contentment was her initial response as Devon
snuggled into me even further.
   "Is it daylight already?" she finally spoke, nuzzling my
neck.  "So not used to the sun being up before six o'clock
in the morning this time of the year."  Devon began nibbling
at my neck.  "You're going to be a father again, Jeremy.
Aren't you excited?  Just think... nine kids for you soon."
   "Ten would be even better."  I pushed up onto my elbows
and met Devon's eyes with my own.  Her untamed hair and
swollen lips made her the sexiest woman in the world to me
right now, bar none, and she was right here in my bed.
   I watched the smile dim on Devon's face.  "Sorry," I
offered.  Was that a bit too forward for me?  "I think I'm
bad at pillow talk."  Although I did not flat out tell her
this last evening, Devon knew that I was upset that she
refused to have sex with me.  Devon was well aware of the
fact that with Trish pregnant, my sights were set on her
now.  I wanted - no, I NEEDED - to get Devon pregnant.  I
was hoping to get that ball rolling last night, so to speak.
So was everyone else in the family, for that matter.
   "No," Devon responded, shaking her head, as if what I
had just said was the craziest thing in the world.  "I know
that I told you and Krissy when we were in Allentown, Jeremy,
that I... I agreed to start working on having a baby with you.
It will happen, I promise.  I just... not now."
   I inclined my head.  "Why not?  You thought the party last
night for Trish was crazy?  Do you know how deliriously happy
everyone in this family would be if you told us that you were
pregnant?  Oh my God, Devon, this place would be a mad-house."
Devon glanced downward, hiding her eyes from me.  I had allowed
her to have her space these past couple of weeks, indeed, but
perhaps it was time for me to step forward.  "What aren't you
saying?  What aren't you telling me, sweetheart?"
   Devon seemed very vulnerable now, very withdrawn.
   "Look at my face."  Devon did as I instructed her, and she
found my eyes were solemn, sincere.  "You amaze me every time
I see with you any of the children.  They love and adore you.
You're easily one of the most caring, most loving, most well
qualified mothers-in-waiting on the planet."
   "Thank you," Devon said.  She had to look away, though,
because the emotion that threatened was too powerful a foe
for her typical resolve.  Hearing those words from me really
seemed to have a struck a nerve within her.  But why?  I was
simply speaking the truth...
   "Why do you doubt yourself?" I asked, turning her chin
back to face me.  "You would be an excellent mother, Devon,
and I know it would be a dream-come-true for you."
   Devon stared at me for a long moment, then shook her head
slowly and got out of bed, and walked away.  Huh?  What?  Why?
What just happened?  Why did she walk away from me?  Did I say 
something wrong?  I complimented her!  
   I was mystified...

                           * * *

   "Three orgasms?" Scarlett asked Lindsay, absently popping
a chocolate-covered raisin in her mouth.  I happened upon the
two ladies seated together sometime after lunch in the library.
Actually, I had been searching for Scarlett for several
moments, but decided to stay silent for the time being as I
eavesdropped on them.  Their discussion seemed promising.
"Three orgasms.  No way you're telling the truth right now."
   "That's not even counting this morning," Lindsay said,
nabbing a chocolate-covered raisin of her own.
   "There were more orgasms this morning?"
   Lindsay did not answer Scarlett with words.  Instead, she
chewed her raisin and regarded Scarlett with an eyebrow raise.
   "There were!" Scarlett exclaimed, pointing at her.  "There
were more orgasms!  Who knew that Trish would be so hot and
heavy last night right out of the gate after learning that
she was pregnant?"  Scarlett high-fived Lindsay.  "You go,
girl!  No wonder you're in such a good mood today!"
   "Trish was RAVENOUS last night!  More."  Lindsay held out
her hand and Scarlett poured her a few more of the delicious
raisins.  "This morning, too.  It was so awesome!"
   "Well, it's good to know that some of us had an eventful
evening," I said flatly from the entranceway of the library.
Lindsay and Scarlett both turned at the sound of my voice
and offered me puzzled expressions.
   "What do you mean?" Scarlett wondered.
   "Never mind," I responded, perking up.  Lindsay had a
passionate night with Trish, it seemed, and I did not want
to bring her down by complaining about the lack of action I
received while sleeping with Devon.  Why rain on her parade?
So, I offered Lindsay and Scarlett a happy smile, diverting,
"How are you doing this afternoon, girls?"
   "I'm doing good, actually, but obviously not as good as
Lindsay," Scarlett answered, grinning.  "Maybe Trish will go
to bed with me tonight?  I'm in the mood for an all-nighter."
   Lindsay beamed.  "I'd like to thank Jesus and _Red Bull_
for giving me the energy to make it through the night."
   Scarlett raised her _Diet Mountain Dew_ in solidarity.
"They both give you wings."
   "I like what you did there, Scar-Scar," Lindsay nodded,
tapping their styrofoam cups together.  "But you have to
remember, I'm the funny one in the family.  Not you.  It's
my job to say funny and creative things like that."
   Scarlett glared at her.  "Excuse me.  I'm funny."
   Lindsay held both hands up and made a framing motion with
them, as if she was snapping off a photograph of her wife.
Scarlett stared back at her, looking like an adorable, 
confused puppy.  "You'd win the cuteness contest," Lindsay 
assured her.  "Without a doubt.  But not the funny one."
   "I can be cute and funny," Scarlett mumbled into her
_Diet Mountain Dew_.
   "You can be, sure," Lindsay relented.
   "Thank you.  But I think you're just being nice."
   "Have you met me?  I was born being nice."
   "Good point," Scarlett nodded.  "What shall we do now?"
   "Ummmmm, ice cream," Lindsay replied without hesitation.
   "Actually," I interjected, making my presence known yet 
again, "I was hoping that you and I could talk for a bit."
I nodded, then pointed a finger toward Scarlett.  "Maybe we
could go swimming in the pool for another therapy session?
You know, work on strengthening my back, making it better."
   "Ahh, sure," Scarlett countered, looking at her wristwatch.
"Dylan probably won't be up from his mid-day nap for another 
90 minutes or so.  We can get a swim session in."
   Scarlett made a motion to stand up, but Lindsay lightly
grabbed the front of her blouse and pulled her in.  Scarlett
smiled at the little show of affection and the tingles that 
Lindsay obviously sent down her spine.
   "Ice cream, later?"
   Scarlett smiled at her.  "You got yourself a date, girl."
The two ladies rubbed their noses together and gently kissed.

                           * * *

   She had one of the most fantastic bodies I had ever seen.
   And Scarlett seemed happy to remind me of that a short time
later when the blonde bombshell hit the indoor pool with me in
nothing more than a skimpy red bikini and a pair of shades.
Her figure, even though she just gave birth this past April to 
our son, Dylan, was incredibly fit and toned.  Scarlett looked
flawless from all angles as she paraded about in the pool.
   "So what exactly did you want to discuss, Jeremy?"
   I had spent a lot of time at this indoor pool, located on 
the upper level of the mansion just beneath the roof, this 
week.  Scarlett was a proponent of aquatic therapy and felt it
was an excellent way to treat the back injury I had suffered.
   Aquatic therapy uses the resistance of water instead of 
weights in order to rehabilitate individuals after an injury,
or those suffering from chronic pain.  Water exercises promote
balance and stability, mobilize joints and increase overall
range of motion.  The buoyancy of the water supports body 
weight, making it easy to move and promote flexibility, yet 
also provides some resistance to movement at the same time,
which in turn strengthens and provides healing for muscles.
   The warmth of the water in the indoor pool (which had been
cranked up to 94 degrees Fahrenheit this week specifically
for me) and its massaging effects allowed my muscles to relax
while helping to reduce the ongoing pain.  I was able to move
and exercise freely in the pool (under Scarlett's supervision)
without fear of causing any further damage to my lower spine.
   "I need your advice."
   "Oh?" Scarlett countered, tilting her butterfly sunglasses
upward until they rested atop her head.  "What's up?"
   "It's about Devon."
   Worry suddenly seem to prick away upon Scarlett's face.  
"Oh?  Yeah.  I talked to her for a bit after breakfast.  Seems
that you and her got off on the wrong foot this morning."
   "What did she say, exactly?"
   Scarlett did not answer right away.  Instead, she seemed
to mull her thoughts.  "I already know what you're going to
say to me, Jeremy, why you asked me here.  You want a medical
opinion, some advice?  You just need to take a step back and
give Devon some more space, a little more time to collect, to
gather her thoughts.  Devon did a really good job all these
years, the past decade or so, trying to forget her past life -
trying to block it from her memory.  In the past three years,
in this relationship, those negative memories had been mostly 
blocked.  Everything for Devon was perfect.  Most of her 
memories, at least, but some things still gnawed away at her."
   "Like what?"
   "First off, three weeks ago when Devon got that telephone
call from her brother - it re-awakened all of the bad memories
for her.  You yourself, Jeremy, said that she was an emotional
wreck on the airplane simply traveling to Pennsylvania, and
it had nothing to do with the fact her mother was sick, and in
the hospital.  Devon had no choice but to travel there and be
there for her mother, yet in doing so, she returned to the
root of her nightmares.  She had to go back to the same house
and see the same bedroom where her father did unspeakable
things to her all the time she was growing up.  She probably
heard voices, even saw ghosts... certainly had flashbacks.
It must have been terrifying for her, in a way."
   "All of those feelings, those memories, are front and
center in Devon's mind again," Scarlett continued.  "And for
many survivors of sexual abuse, there is a common pattern, a
progression they follow.  Especially women.  They seem to
deal with the emotional stress okay early in life, in their
early and mid-20's, but things may change when marriage comes
along.  Devon married you at 28, Jeremy, and she is 30 now.
You were her boyfriend, her love interest, but now you are
her husband.  You are a relative now.  Her perpetrator was a
male relative, too - her father.  The two go hand-in-hand.
This is different than any of her wives."
   I had no clue what Scarlett was driving at here.  So, I
stayed silent and allowed her to keep talking.
   "Devon was able to mask and suppress many of her fears for
so long because she distanced herself from that life she once
led," Scarlett theorized.  "Coming to this island three years
ago, Devon wiped her slate clean.  As best she could, at least.
She stayed as far away from Pennsylvania as possible and would
not let any of us have any contact with her family whatsoever.
We all wondered why, right?  Why was her family off-limits?"
   "What typically happens to female survivors of childhood
abuse is when they get married, they start to feel unsafe.  A
male relative hurt Devon in the past, and now she has a new
male relative - you, her husband - wanting to do the same
things to her, but in a completely different way.  Sexual
intimacy was forced on by her father, but with you, it's
supposed to be mutual, very loving.  In her mind, with her
distorted past and all of the trauma she experienced as a
child, a survivor may not be able to tell the two apart."
   "And when the survivor of childhood sexual abuse becomes
pregnant and ultimately gives birth, that is when things can
really become complicated.  Especially if the baby is a girl.
The survivor may start to rage, act irrational, and have
nightmares.  Have unfound fears for the safety of her child.
Other issues can pop up, too, such as a very overprotective
parenting style, wanting to micro-manage the child's entire
life, or a permissive style, wanting to be the child's best
friend and appease them, instead of being a proper parent.
Neither style is conducive to a healthy upbringing."
   Scarlett paused for a brief moment, allowing me to take
all of that in.
   "Why do you think Devon has been so reluctant to become
pregnant?" Scarlett asked me.  "Why disrupt her life?  She
has finally found happiness and, up until three weeks ago,
everything was perfect.  The past was completely buried...
nearly.  Some parts of it still nipped away at her."  I was
still not understanding Scarlett's main point.  "Do you know
what happens, Jeremy, when a survivor becomes pregnant and
gives birth?  As I said, things become complicated then.  If
the baby is a girl, the father may even become the mother's
enemy.  Devon does not want to think of you as her enemy."
   "The mother typically cannot trust the father, she says he
does not care about her feelings.  The father is manipulative
and controlling in her eyes, he does not meet his obligations.
And when the baby girl turns the same age where the mother
began to experience problems - in this case, age four for
Devon - things can really plunge into the chasm.  She may 
even begin to suspect that the father will do the same things
to her daughter that her own father did to her.  It is, after
all, all Devon knows in life... it's how she was treated."
   "I see the look in your eyes, Jeremy.  You're dumbfounded.
It's okay.  It really is."  Scarlett waded over to me in the
pool until we were face-to-face.  "Devon is a survivor of an 
A-C-E - an adverse childhood experience.  You like to read, 
Jeremy, do research on things.  I suggest you start doing 
your research on sexual abuse and its survivors.  You have 
no idea of what we are going to be in for as a family over
the next few months, maybe even years, as it pertains to 
Devon.  Now the cat is out of the bag, so to speak, and all
of those memories are once again front and center for her,
Devon needs all the love and support we can give her.  Any
little thing, no matter how minor, may set her off."
   "And you CANNOT become angry at Devon, Jeremy, if she
refuses to have sex with you like she did last night,"
Scarlett scolded me.  "You're LUCKY that she did not blow up
and erupt like a volcano right then and there."  Scarlett
placed a gentle, soothing hand upon my shoulder.  "Remember
your first day in Pennsylvania with Devon?  All you and her
did when you were alone, you told me, was fight and argue.
Nothing Devon said or did made any sense to you, and all she
wanted to do was yell and screech.  You told me yourself.
You and her were at odds, and it wasn't good."
   Scarlett theorized that by being the father of her child,
Devon may ultimately look at me as her enemy?  Devon may even
begin to suspect me of harming any children we have because
of her own personal experiences in life?  How?  Why?  I would
never harm a defenseless child.  Ever!  That made no sense to
me.  None whatsoever.  How could she possibly think that way?
   But then again, it did not have to make sense to begin
with.  Devon had been through a tremendous amount of mental
and physical trauma in her lifetime, all thanks to her father.
Did I really have any clue as to the emotional extent Devon
suffered all throughout her childhood years?  The fear, the
horror, she must have felt on a daily basis?  Just waking up?
How much of that had spilled over into her adult life?
   "What can I do to help Devon?" was my simple question.
Scarlett was the go-to person for all things medical.  Right 
now, helping Devon was all that mattered to me.  "What can we 
do as a family?  Surely, there has to be something."
   "Devon needs professional counseling in the worst way
possible," Scarlett responded.  "I know that you and Krissy
have an appointment for her to see a psychiatrist once we get
home to Norway.  The sooner, the better."
   "Perhaps we can cut our island vacation short, and return
to Norway," I suggested.  "We could be home tomorrow, and she
can go and see the doctor in two or three days."
   "I do not think that is a wise idea," Scarlett countered.
"Devon would not want that.  She would not everyone's vacation
to be cut short simply because of her.  It may upset her,
even, and she does not need that right now.  Not at all.
Just... be supportive of Devon.  Understanding.  Patient."
   I took a long, deep breath, unsure what to say or do.
   "Jeremy?  You have to remember one thing as you go forward.
There is no way to FIX Devon, or undo the things that were
done to her in the past.  I know that this is what you do,
but there is no way to rescue her.  Your only course of action
is to respect Devon and grow with her throughout the healing
process.  And you better watch what you say around her.  I
know that you hate her father even though you've never met
him, but things may not be that cut and dry for her.  The line
between Devon's feelings and your feelings is very important.
The man who abused her is the only father she will ever have.
It must be excruciating for her to acknowledge that he hurt
her.  Daddy did not take care of his little girl."
   "And thus, Devon probably has a lot of conflicting emotions
as it pertains to her father and her memory of him.  She very
likely feels a combination of anguish, hatred, rage, confusion, 
fear, loyalty, sorrow, yet even love.  This is normal.  The 
man, after all, was her father, and most people always look
for the good in a parent, no matter the situation."
   "So, Jeremy... I suggest you keep your anger to yourself 
concerning her father, what he did to her.  Being overly 
critical of him may set off an emotional trigger in Devon.
And trust me, that is the last thing she needs right now."
Scarlett paused once more, then added, "I hate Devon's father
too.  But I would never tell her that."

                           * * *
                           
   I went to bed with Kristanna that evening (nothing in
terms of intimacy happened), and around 12:30am, Ariel's baby 
monitor went off.  Awake and unable to sleep, I was quick to
silence the electronic monitor, and fortunately, Kristanna 
did not wake up as well.  Her plate was always full as the 
mother of two, and I was more than happy to go tend to Ariel 
myself, and allow Kristanna to continue sleeping for a change.
She had been exhausted lately, and could use the rest.
   Ariel was a bit fussy, but did not seem hungry.  Perhaps
the seven-month-old was simply having issues staying asleep.
I was in the makeshift nursery with Ariel for 45 minutes, 
doing my best to coax and coddle her back to sleep, until she
finally dozed off.  Chalk a victory up for Dad!  I was able
to take care of Ariel and calm her down all by my lonesome 
without the aid of Kristanna.  That was very rare, indeed.
Usually, Ariel needed her mother present for most everything.
   I had trouble sleeping myself tonight.  The right thing to
do would have been go back to bed with Kristanna and try to 
sleep, but I instead ventured off toward the home library.
This was Pamela's favorite place in the entire mansion; she 
was an avid reader, and had a legendary love of books.  Pamela
was always reading to Piper and trying to pique her interest,
stimulate her mind, by getting into books even at an early age.
   Throughout the afternoon and into the evening, I had spent 
a lot of time in this library.  I was on the Internet, trying
to educate myself on what Devon may or may not be going
through at the moment.  Reading about survivors and their 
first-hand stories, their experiences, was quite eye-opening.
I visited various self-help and medical websites, and 
downloaded a collection of electronic books on the subject.
I was really blown away by the depth of the despair and how
incredibly bleak some of these stories were.  It was scary.
   The only light in the library, as the time approached 
2:00am and I was knee-deep in reading, was from the computer 
laptop.  It illuminated the room with a dim glow, casting 
weird shadows on the floor and walls.  I held my head up with
both hands at the front table and read about a woman, now 35, 
who was sexually and ritually abused while growing up in a 
cult that included her parents.
   What.  The.  Hell.
   I was hunched in the chair, felt heavy, even wounded
somehow.  My fingers closed around my hair and my eyes 
burned.  Devon must have had the same emotions and fears that
this poor woman did.  She may still have them.  My own wife!
   Even though I did not hear a noise, my head jerked up, and
I saw Kristanna standing at the entranceway to the library.
I quickly got the idea that Kristanna had been standing there
for quite a long time, silently watching me.  Gone was the 
usual zest and energy for life that Kristanna constantly 
exuded, replaced by a worried, concerned expression.
   "Are you all right?" she asked, her voice cracking.
   My eyes were blank and I felt as if I was in a daze.  I 
opened my mouth to answer, but no words came out.  Then I 
glanced to the side and let out a very deep, ragged breath.
Finally, I muttered the obvious, "No... no, I'm not."
   "You can tell me, you know.  You can tell me anything."
   I still felt dazed as I turned my head to stare at 
Kristanna once again.  I was horrified at all of the
information I had read in the past 12 hours and how most, 
if not all, of it could pertain to Devon and her situation.
Oh, with all of her prior emotions and memories re-awakened, 
Devon probably needed help in the worst way possible.
   "You cannot continue to sit there and read the horror 
stories of other people, their own personal experiences,"
Kristanna advised me.  "It's eating you alive.  Devvy is
Devvy, and we need to find out how to specifically help her."
   "I'm..."
   When I trailed off after only one word, glancing away
again, Kristanna stepped forward.  "You're what?"  A single
tear streamed down her cheek, but she quickly wiped it away.
   When I did not answer, Kristanna became agitated.  "You
need to rest, Jeremy.  This isn't good for you.  You and I 
can talk to Devvy in the morning and figure things out.  We
can get the whole family together and talk to her."
   It was not going to be that simple.  Did Kristanna not
realize that?  According to everything I had read thus far,
nothing was going to be simple from now on.
   "Go back to bed, Kristanna," I said flatly, and it clearly 
stung her.  She was not used to that sort of reaction from me.
Kristanna was the matriarch of the family, and her words -
her advice - was often treated like gospel.  But I felt
horribly wounded myself, and needed more time to research.  I
did not need Kristanna telling me what to do.  Helping Devon 
was the only thing that mattered to me right now.
   "So I'm not welcomed to be here with you?  And you're too 
damn busy to come back to bed with me?  Fine."  Kristanna
was suddenly bitter and more than a tad upset herself.  "Just
fine."  I chose not to answer, and she started to turn away.
   I felt like a zombie.  My body, my senses, felt so numb at
the moment.  I just wanted to hug Devon and promise her that
I would never, EVER allow ANYONE to hurt her again.  EVER!
   Kristanna turned back to face me.  "I'm not leaving this
room until you agree to come back to bed with me, Jeremy."
I growled in frustration and straightened up as Kristanna
stood her ground before me.  "This isn't healthy for you.
I'm not going to let you burn yourself out like this."
   "Kristanna," I said, defiant.  "Leave.  Me.  Alone."  I
pointed toward the doorway behind her.  "Now!"
   My wife was primed and ready to retaliate with a nuclear 
strike of her own, but the sound of a loud, crashing thud
from elsewhere in the mansion - accompanied by a woman's
scream - instantly diverted our attention away.
   What was that?  It sounded like glass breaking.  Not a
single piece of glass, but a whole collection.  And there 
was a scream too?  A woman's scream?  It sounded like...
   "Devvy!" Kristanna exclaimed, her eyes bulging as she
glared back at me.  A split-second later, Kristanna turned
and ran off in the general direction of where that ruckus 
had come from.  Was it the kitchen?  Not willing to sit and
contemplate, I bolted up from the library desk and quickly
scampered off as well, following closely behind Kristanna.
   "DEVVY!" she wailed once we reached the kitchen.
   Devon was unglued, sprawled out across the kitchen floor
and crying uncontrollably.  "WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME?" Devon
screeched.  "WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME?"
   About 15 feet away from her, there was some debris on the
floor as well.  A dinner plate was laying there, split into
two pieces, and several shards of broken glass were beside
it.  The wall just above had a ominous mark on it, too.  Did
Devon fling the dishes into the wall?  But why?
   "WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME?"
   "DEVON!" Kristanna huffed, using her wife's actual, given 
name for the first time in perhaps three years, as both she 
and I noticed that her right arm was covered in blood.  I 
mean, Devon's arm was completely caked in blood.  What the 
hell happened?  Did Devon accidentally cut herself doing the
dishes?  In the middle of the night?
   "WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME?" she continued sobbing.
   "SCARLETT!" Kristanna screamed at the very top of her
lungs, kneeling before Devon and visually inspecting her
arm.  She brought Devon's arm to her stomach and held it
there, not concerned about the blood stains on her nightgown.
"Devvy," Kristanna cried, "what happened?"
   But Scarlett must have already been en route, because she
appeared in the kitchen seconds later.  Alongside her was
Trish, who looked petrified at the sight of excess blood.
Both of them had obviously heard the same thing Kristanna
and I did, and felt compelled to investigate.  Scarlett,
using her vast medical training, assessed the situation
quickly and retrieved a damp washcloth from the sink.  She
knelt down and applied pressure to the middle of Devon's
forearm.  Was that where the cut was?
   "Baby, what happened?" Scarlett inquired.  But Devon was
unhinged.  She was acting maniacal and demented.  What
triggered this?  "How did you cut your arm?" Scarlett asked.
"Were you doing dishes?  Was there an accident?  Tell me.
Did you have trouble sleeping, maybe come here for a snack?
Did you... have a nightmare?"
   "What is all this noise?" Lindsay whined, suddenly stepping
into the kitchen but then screaming, and jumping so high that
she literally hit the ceiling, when seeing the blood.  It was
everywhere; all over Devon's arm and clothing, even the floor.
Lindsay wilted away to nothing, clutching my leg and falling
to the floor in fear, and hiding her eyes upon my calf.  She
had always been overly squeamish at the mere sight of blood.
   "Devon!" Lindsay cried, forcing herself to look her way.
"Devon, oh my God, what happened?"
   "This is a pretty bad cut," Scarlett said, her eyes trained
upon her wife.  "Devon, honey, I want you to stand up with me.
We're going to run water over that wound for five minutes at
the kitchen sink, and hopefully it will stop.  Devon?  Listen
to me, honey."  But Devon was still screaming and acting quite
deranged.  What caused this injury?  What brought this on?
   In fact, Devon was hyperventilating now.
   "Breathe for me, baby," Scarlett insisted, checking her
pulse with a thumb.  "Devon, breathe.  Breathe!"
   In a matter of seconds, Devon transitioned from her crying
and extreme screaming fit to a stunned, near catatonic, barely
responsive state.  She was shaking all over.  The sudden change
was shocking, and more than scary.  It was frightening.
   "We need to call for the emergency medical helicopter," 
Scarlett said, looking up at me.  "Now, Jeremy.  Call now."
   Kristanna was holding Devon.  "Baby, talk to us!  PLEASE!
WHAT HAPPENED?  You're scaring me!"
   "I felt dead inside today," Devon answered calmly, her eyes
bleak, her voice emotionless.  "This was the first time in 13
years, but I... I cut myself.  With a knife.  I used to do it
all... all the time, when I... was younger.  It makes me feel
alive again.  This... is the only way I can... can cope with
the... the p-pain.  No other outlet has ever seemed to work."

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