Synopsis: Ann is abducted together with her dad.
Keywords: f, humil, bondage, teen, toys 
Author: JensenDenmark

Title: Night visit

Georgetown, July 2006
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I woke by someone touching my shoulder. It was dark in the room.
First I thought that something has happen to my grandfather.
Yesterday my mother and my younger brother drove off to Seattle,
because we received news from his nursing home that he had been
transferred to the hospital. Of course I would go too, but my
father told me that we had to talk to my teacher in the morning,
before we could go and see him.

Then I sat up in the dark and saw my father gagged and restrained
with handcuffs on his back. There were four persons in uniforms
in the room.

I tried to scream but at once one of them shovelled a gag ball in
my mouth. Another of them held my arms while they put some kind
of leather restraints on me. They must have estimated me to be a
larger flight risk because when they were finished I was
restrained beyond imagination.

Beside them leather cuffs I had a wide leather belt on with
straps going over my shoulder and between my legs. Before the
strap between my legs came on they put a diaper on. This was
ridiculous: Me in underwear with diaper and more leather
restraints than I have seen in the local adult store.

They took me downstairs and into the garage where they had parked
their car. Clever! Of course they could risk me being seen
dressed as this. My father was standing just behind me. They
would properly put us in a car and drive off with us to some
place and demand ransom for us. This was just a fitting end to
month which had been one disaster after another.

This one of them pulled a leather hood over my head and laced it
tight. I was in darkness.

Me
==

My name is Ann and I am 17. I have been a straight A-student for
years until the party at the school last week. Some of the boys
had a bottle of booze and I ended up drunk with Tom on the
backseat of his car. It was not pleasant. I certainly did not get
anything out of it. Sex is an odd thing: Sometime it is over
quick, other times it takes two minutes. That is how it is with
these boys. Well, the next morning I tried to shower most of the
next morning, but I still felt dirty.

My grades slipped and I got a reputation as the easy girl. I
began to stay out all night some times and when my parents
imposed a curfew, I slipped out the window.

Some week after my school contacted my parents because I turned
up intoxicated one morning. A deal was struck between my parents
and my teacher. Every two week we should have a meeting until my
school work was back on track.

However, I continued to stay out and then one day I ended up in
an apartment where I was introduced to weed. It kept my mind off
the boy-thing. But I got the flu and had to stay home for almost
a week before I got a chance to back. I was about to pay when the
police entered the apartment and I got arrested.

My parents picked me up at the police station. They were angry.
Fortunately the drug test was negative. Due to my illness the
drugs was out of the system.  I was only charged with staying out
past curfew (A new invention by the city hall in an attempt to
stop gang crime). But the talk we had when we got home turned
into a fight and I accidentally hit my mother before I was sent
up to my room. The next morning they started to talk about
boarding school, but then my grandfather got ill. What a crazy
fucking month and now this.

In the jungle
=============

They put me in the car and we drove off. Someone sat next to me.
It must be my dad. Who are these people? I know that my father
has some kind of government job, but it shouldn’t be one which
should get someone to abduct us. It must be the money, but then
they must have some nerves doing this in the middle of an
ordinary residential neighbourhood.

The drive took forever. Then we stopped.

They took me out of the car and we got up some stairs. It felt …
like an aeroplane!

I tried to twist but of course I could not get free. They took me
very firm under my arms and push me down in a chair where they
strapped me down into it.

I felt the plane lift from the ground and I now I was very
scared. I peed in my pants. Then they took the hood off. My
father sat in a chair in the back of the plane and looked
worried. He was still gagged. They removed the gag. I coughed.

“Slut! I mean you. Don’t bother to scream. You will only be
gagged once more. Here is some water to drink.”

He held a cup up. I was thirsty. I gulped it down. It had an odd
taste.

They started to small-talk. It sounded like Spanish. Suddenly I
felt tired and dizzy. They must have put something in the water.
The world turned into darkness once more.

When I woke we were on the road in a jeep. We were certain out of
the country. It was warm. The surroundings looked like a jungle.
It was gagged once again. When I turned my head, I could see my
dad in a jeep behind us.

We slowed down and one of the men took a blindfold up. Just
before he put it on, I saw an odd sight on a felt next to the
road. Some boys were pulling a cart with hay. Nothing out of the
ordinary, but their outfit – it was bizarre! It looked as they
were used a human animals tied up to pull cart all the day. Yes,
we were out of the country!

Torture camp – day one
======================

When he removed the blindfold, we were inside a kind of camp.
There was cement walls all around the area and several cabins. I
looked around. A lot of people were sitting in stone circles at
one corner. There were dog cages with people in them in other
corner. Why did they take us? Would they finish us off?

We were lead into one of the cabin and placed in chairs. An
officer entered the room and he ordered our gags removed.
“No questions! I am going to say what is needed to say. You will
be held here until our demands are met. We will ask you some
questions and I would advise you to answer truthfully or it will
be very unpleasant. Take the girl to the shower. She has messed
herself.”

On large woman entered the office and took me over to one of the
other cabins, where she freed me from the restraints and let me
undress. It was pointless to resist. She allowed me to shower and
then I got an orange jumpsuit as I have seen it on TV. I started
to cry. I have seen the footage of hostages getting their throat
cut. She came over and took my shoulder. “Relax baby. We are not
going to kill you. Just tell us about you so your folks back home
believe us when we delivery our ransom note. Use the restroom
now. It will properly take some time before you get a second
chance.”

We got outside the cabin once more. I did not get any shoes on so
I tripped as carefully as I could on the ground. She took me to
the corner with the stone circles. They were about 6 feet apart.

“Sit down.” I sat in the stone circle. “Here are the rules. Don’t
speak unless spoken to. Raise your hand whenever you need water.
You can stand, walk or sit in the circle, but not lie down. I
will bring you some food. If you talk to the others, you will be
met with consequences. Understand”

I nodded. It was not the reaction she expected. “Understand?”

“Yes.”

“Speak loud and clearly when you address me. Polite please. Look
into my eye. Understand?”

“Yes. Madam”

She gave me a bottle of water.

I waited. It was hot. I saw my father coming out of the cabin and
being escorted to another cabin just up against the wall. I
looked around. They had security cameras. They seemed well
organized.

I lost track of time. Then the woman returned with a cup and a
little bag. “This is oatmeal. Make a fire and cook it with some
water. If you can not cook it eat it raw. Questions?”

“How do I cook it? I have no lighter.”

“Aha. City girl. Look there. Make some fire.”

“But that is just some sticks, a little stone and a shoe lace.
How can I make fire with that? It is preposterous”

“That kind of attitude won’t do you good here. If you ask me
nicely I can explain to you how you do.  Otherwise just enjoy the
raw lunch.”

“But.”

“Shut up until you have something nice to say.” Then she left.

I knew it just as I yelled the first foul word at her. It was a
mistake. She produced a whistle and blew it. Suddenly soldiers
came from nowhere and forced me into the ground. They held me
down until a man in a white coat signalled them and called them
to a cabin. I was dragged by four people into the cabin where
they put me on a couch. I was resting on my stomach and the man
in the white coat went into action as he bent my arm. I screamed.
It hurt. He applied pressure at some point in my back and pulled
my should backwards. I yielded bloody hell. He worked on my legs,
my arms and my body. I did not think that is was possible for my
limb could be twisted so much. Suddenly I realised that my father
was in the room. He was crying. Tears went down over his face.
Those bastards! They had forced him to watch me being tortured. I
begged them to stop. Suddenly my father said “Lorrie” with a low
voice. Lorrie is my middle name, but I don’t use it and none in
my family – even my father - has ever used it. Odd!

The man in the white coat took around my head and spoke with a
Hispanic accent “Relax”. I did. I was so afraid. With a quick
move he twisted my head, so I heard a crack. Had he killed me?
No, I was still alive. “Once more”. He did it to the other side.

“Are you a good girl now?”

“Yes”. I was crying

“It is time to reflect upon your behaviour. Take her to OP!”

The guards picked me up and carried me over to one of the other
cabins. Inside other children were lying quietly on their stomach
with only a small blanket to support their head. I was also told
to lie down on my stomach and before I got to think about it, I
had placed my head on a blanket.

“Here are the rules. Don’t move one inch, if you will avoid being
treated once more. You can ask for permission to go to the
toilet. Questions?”

“For how long am I going to stay here?”

“Until we come for you.” He left.

A guard was sitting in a chair watching us. A subdued weeping
came from one of the boys. The guard stood up from the chair and
then the weeping stopped at once. He sat down again. Time seems
to come to a stop.

My body hurt from the being positioned in such a manner.

I don’t know for how long I stayed there. The other children were
collected one by one. I caught a glimpse of the eyes of one of
the boys. Never in my life had I seen such a sad look. I felt a
tear running down over my face. I wanted to wipe it off, but I
did not dare.

Then the woman came for me. “Did you learn your lesson?”

“Yes.”

“Yes. Madam!”

“Yes. Madam”

“It is time for dinner. You did not get any lunch.”

I was back in the stone circle and she came with a plateful of
soup. It was not very tasty. There was even a dead maggot in it.
But I was so hungry. She stood and watched me.

“Don’t eat too fast. If you vomit, I will force you to eat that
as well. You are going to finish it all or we will force feed
you. We don’t like suicide candidates here.”

After dinner I continued to sit there. My father was escorted
from a cabin to a stone circle nearby. I so wanted to talk with
him. But I did not dare.

The woman returned with a pen and a writing pad. On the first
page there was a kind of questionnaire. After name and address
(Why did they ask for that? Of course they knew where I lived.
They took me from there!), there was all kind of insulting
questions. Did I have sex, how many partners, did I do drugs or
alcohol etc.

Of course I lied on the accounts I knew my father did not know.

When it became sunset, the woman took me to a hall where other
children were held. I got a blanket. Some of the children had a
pillow and when I asked the woman, she told me that I had to earn
a pillow by being truthful and polite the next couple of days.

It was difficult to sleep. The thoughts raced through my mind.
Why were we here? What if our family could not pay? Also, the
concrete we slept on was hard to my body. None of the other
children felt like talking. At last I feel asleep.

Torture camp – day two
======================

I woke by a guard shouting commands at everyone. We were rushed
into two groups outside the cabin – girls and boys apart. We were
told to run down to the showers. We would exactly two minutes
before the water would be turned off. Of course we ran down in
panic. The water was cold. There was no soap. But I managed to
undress and get a little of the dirt off. There were no towels,
so my body was soaked when I put the jumpsuit on.

Then I was escorted to one of the dog cages. When I protested,
the guard blew a whistle. Suddenly there were about 6 guards
pinning me down to the ground. A guard brought my dad. Of course
they want him to suffer seeing me. This was sick. They took me
inside the dog cage and tied me at my hands and feet. Then they
closed the cage. The sun burned me as I lied on my stomach unable
to move. My father was placed in a cage a little bit away and was
told not to speak. That was not the worst. Small ants began to
run around by my feet. They began to bite.

I moaned from discomfort, but I tried to gather myself. I would
not scream. They should not have the pleasure of tormenting my
poor dad. Two hours later they came for us and took us to the
stone circles again. The female guard from yesterday came by.

“It is lunch time. Do you want my advice today or are you into
eating it raw?”

I had learned my lesson. “Please Madam. Please show my how to
make fire.”

She kneeled down and took the shoe lace and tied it to the stick
and the showed me how to bow-drill as she called it.

“Now you try. Be patient.”

I worked and worked. It was frustrating. Suddenly smoke rose from
the wood. I blew carefully and then there was fire. The porridge
tasted awful, but I ate it anyway. My father was taken to one of
the cabins during my lunch. When did he get something to eat?
Poor man!

When I was finished, the guard came with the writing pad once
more. She sat down. “We have looked your answers over. I think
that is time to talk about you lack of accountability. Come with
me.”

I followed her. I was a large question mark. How did they know
anything? I have not talked with someone from outside the states.

Inside one of the cabins, 3 other girls sat on some chairs in a
circle. There was an empty chair which I was told to sit in.

At the far end of the room some adults were seated. My father was
escorted over to them, so I guessed that all of them were the
parents of the girls in the circle. I senior guard dressed as a
doctor took the last chair in the circle and started to speak.

“We are going to discuss your answers of our little
questionnaire. Ashley: You stated that you are a virgin.”

“Yes.” I looked at her. Who does she think she is kidding? Even I
could see that she lied him straight up in his face.

“But you were lying. Of course we stake out our victims for some
time before we come for them. I even got a photo. Look!” He held
up a photo of a car where a girl was busy putting her bra back
on. It was Ashley. She totally lost it. She began sob without
control. A woman on among the adults also began to cry. It must
be her mother.

“And you have sex with more than one partner. He produced another
photo with Ashley in a very improper situation.”

Ashley just stopped sobbing out of pure shock. Her mother cried
out of control. The doctor guard stood up in front of Ashley and
took her arm and rolled her sleeve up. “You even don’t like it.
It causes you pain. You are a cutter. You are a whore. You do it
for phone cards to your mobile phone!” The last sentence he
almost shouted. Poor Ashley: She tried to say something, but her
jaw shivered. I could not understand what she was saying. Her
mother sank down to the floor, crying and sobbing. The whole
scene was bizarre. It was like seeing a Maury Povich show.

Then he turned towards me. “You are also having sex with every
male you come across. Who at the school did you not have sex
with?” He gave me three photos with me and different boys on
them. I was surprise. For how long had they spied on us? “You
have stolen money from your parents.”

“No I did not.”

He took a photo which showed me grabbing into my mothers purse.
It must have been taken with a telescope lens. I turned to my
father. “It is not true…” I could see that tears were running
down his face. I was busted. No need to lie more about that. They
seem to know it all - But how?

“Confess and you will heal.” I could see how bad Ashley was
doing. She was dissolved in tears. I had to give him something to
get him off my back. So I told my story. I sobbed when I told him
about my first time. How dirty I felt. I told him about the weed.
About how lucky I was when I got arrested. Soon I had painted the
full picture. I expected to be smeared once more, but instead he
took my shoulder. “Fine work – my girl. You will be fine.”

It was as my confession made it easier for the other two girls to
tell their story. Inga had a long story of anger fit. She had
been beating her siblings and her parents. She had been playing
them against each other pulling her family apart.

Mary-Beth was depressed as result of being bullied at school. She
had begun to drink every day making it almost impossible to
handle her schoolwork.

Even Ashley pulled herself together, and managed to give us an
explanation about her cutting herself. It was something about
releasing pain from her body when the blood flew down her arm.

While we got it better by sharing our stories, it was certainly
not the case with our parents.

When I passed my father on my way out, I could see the disgust in
his eyes.

We were escorted back our stone circles. The guard sat down by
me. “Your Americans are all alike. Your parents spent a lot of
time away from you minding their own business and using their
time on self-fulfilment instead of spending time with their
family. Kids like you end up in trouble without them having a
clew off before you end up in prison or in a body-bag. For your
own sake: Use the time until we get the ransom money to write
about what you will do better if you get out of here alive.”

I wrote about how I would avoid boys. All they want was a quick
fuck. All tough I did not know whether I ever will get on
speaking terms with my parents again, I promised myself to stop
drinking and doing drugs. These last days had been so stressful
that I did not have time to think about drug. It was funny. The
whole week, where I was in bed due to the flu, all I had in mine
was weed. It was gone. I was back in the real world and even the
harsh conditions considered. I did not want to do drugs again.

But I had doubts about ever having a relationship with dad again.
His look after the group confession displayed a disappointment I
never have seen before. It was as I was no longer his daughter.
Would he kick me out of my home, when we returned? When – If – It
was hopeless. I started to cry.

It took hours before they came for us and I ended up sleeping yet
another night on the concrete floor.

Torture camp – day three
========================

After yet another morning marked by panic and stress, I expected
to end up in the stone circles again but instead they took me to
the gate. I was told to relax because they had received news from
the states. I was going someplace and I must not see where it
was, so they put a leather hood with an opening for the nose only
over my head.

I was guided somewhere and the female guard told me that I had to
undress. She helped me. Then I felt some leather restraints being
applied. I did not dare to resist. It was some kind of harness.
They even gave me some kind of high heels shoes on. This was odd.
Leather cuffs were also put on and suddenly the harness was
connected something.

The hood came off and as I look around, my jaw dropped. We were
standing outside the walls of the camp. My father was next to me.
He also had a harness on. As I studied him, they pulled a head
harness over my head and began to tighten it. Before I could
protest, a bit gag was shovelled into my mouth. I turned my head
and saw that we were connected to a small wagon. My father looked
at me. The disgusting look on his face was gone. It was almost as
he was trying comfort me, but I could not understand what he
said.

The female guard entered the cart and gave me a soft lash with a
whip. It did not hurt as much as it surprised me. We started to
walk. I received a lash more indicating that we should increase
our speed. I found it a little difficult to walk and when I
looked down at my shoes, the explanation was clear. My shoes were
shaped as hoofs.

We must have run and walked for a half hour when we got to some
kind of a motel. The female guard came over to us. “Wait here. My
replacement will arrive in a minute.”

We waited. People went in and out of the motel without even give
us a glimpse. Why I could not understand. Our look was bizarre.
The harness on our body covered our genitals but the rest was on
wide leather straps. What kind of country was this?

“Hey pumpkin” I got a shock. It was mom! She went over to dad and
kissed him on his cheek. Of course he could not return it, but
gave her thumbs up. She took a seat in the car and guided us by
the use of the reins only. No use of the whip here.

She had a map and after some miles, we came to a place where
other carts were loading rocks. Youths, also dressed in a bizarre
way loaded the wagon. Their clothes seemed to be a very long
corset laced tight beyond every imagination. How could they
breathe? There was come kind of cover of their genitals and the
most of them seems to be cuffed at hands and feet with chains
being connected to the corset. The chains were so long that they
could work, but they were certainly not able to put up a serious
fight.

It became our turn and they began to load the cart without
speaking to us. When our cart was full we tried to pull it. It
was impossible. One of the girls came over and introduced herself
as Amber. “I am a Level four student. What seems to be the
problem?”

My mother told her that it seems that we were not able to pull
the cart. “No, problem I will motivate them.” She took the whip
and gave us some lashes across our butts. “No - Stop!” My mother
tried to intervene, but guard held her back. “Remember the
contract you signed. They have to bond as a family – learn to
work together. If you want to assist them – Push the cart.” She
ran to the back of the cart. I managed to receive another lash
before she began to push. We pull as hard as we could and finally
the cart moved. Once moving it was not so heavy. Amber followed
along making sure that we did not come to a stop. Both mom and
dad and not at least I were panting.

When we about to arrive back to the camp, I noticed that it was
not only a camp. It was a campus like area, but at no time had I
been able to see, what was outside the walls.

When we arrived back at the main gate, I read the big sign:
“Meditation Inlet – Alternative school for troubled teens.”

Other students freed us upon arrival and Amber took me with her.
“Come on now. Explanation will follow. You need a bath first.”

Family meeting
==============

I was escorted into the main building where I received a shower
in the basement. Then she took me into an odd kind of dressing
room. “I am not going to give you a long history now. Just do as
I tell you or you will be forced to do it.”
She commanded me to stand under some kind of wooden bar. “Raise
your hands”. A very large woman entered the room. She looked very
stern. I did not like the feeling. I had just a towel wrapped
around my body. When my arms were in the air they both moved
forward and grabbed them. Quick they had put them in leather
cuffs. The woman moved back and pressed a switch. The bar was
hoisted. I could barely touch the floor. Then they put cuffs on
my wrist too. The bar was hoisted once more. It was very
unpleasant.

Amber produced a corset which she wrapped around me. At once the
large woman started to pull the laces. It was as someone had
kicked me in the stomach. I begged them to stop but they didn’t
seem to notice. Eventually they stopped and I was lowered.

“You need a dress. Come with me.” I had difficulties following
her. I was in fact panting and we were only walking. We arrived
at a dressing room where she found a kind of uniform. “Here you
are.”

“What is this?”

“It is an exact replicate of a maid uniform from a wife school in
Germany some 50 years ago. We use a dress code here. Here are
your pants.”

It was a boring grey uniform, which look as something from an old
prison. Then a white apron was applied and the final touch was a
mobcap. I looked as it was a scene from “'Upstairs, Downstairs'”.

Then she took me to a dinner room. When I entered, mom and dad
were already sitting in the room with a man. Father had also
taken a shower and was in a jump suit.

We hugged and cried. Then the man took the word.

“Ann: Welcome to Meditation Inlet. This is a school for troubled
teens and you have been through our family scare program. The
program is a tough, hard-hitting, high-impact adolescent
residential treatment program. The goal is to reveal which
problems you are dealing with. My name is Helmut Grünehose and I
am a therapist at this facility.”

“Treatment centre? What treatment? I don’t need treatment. What
kind of joke is this? I thought we were abducted by terrorists or
something like that.”

He ignored my outcry. “The last couple of days have shown that
there are issues, which needs to be dealt with. As for the
abduction, it is quite normal for parents to hire a youth
transport company to bring adolescents to treatment rather than
talking about these things in advance. Youth like you are always
in denial and it is time-consuming to make an intervention at
home.”

“I know that I large number of my fellow classmates has
disappeared. I even run into a former Straight A student, which
sleeps in a park, because the treatment, he got for being shy and
introverted, got him to choose to leave treatment when he turned
18. He got 50 dollars from the remote treatment centre and his
family has cut him off. He plays flute for money in the park as a
living and he was off for university before treatment. Is that
what you have in mind for me?”

“No. Opposite most parents, your parents have decided that they
want to be involved very heavily in our rehab. That why our
ed-con in the states recommended this program instead of a normal
stay. In fact, you are very lucky. Every ed-con in the States is
on the pay-roll from various programs, they refer clients to.
Your parents did choose one of our people. We are one of the few
treatment centres where the parents can be present from day one.
Often seeing the parents is something youth like you have to work
for. It could take months.”

“That’s why dad was taken too.”

“Correct. Your father came along in order to observe you and stop
our people if we did go too far. One of the problems with
programs is deaths due to the staff thinking that the child is
manipulating instead of having a real problem. That’s why we gave
him a stop-word.”

“Stop-word?”

“Yes. A word he should use if he thought that you were pushed
past your limit. In fact, he used it once.”

“When?”

“When you was being treated by our chiropractor. I believe that
it was your middle name.”

“Aha. But what is the point of all this torment.”

“The orientation phase as we call the first step in our programs,
has is designed to disorient and upset your everyday patterns of
defiance and control. We have designed it to take youth like you,
which can be the rebellious, selfish, undisciplined and defiant
through a couple of events which can strip you of your old
defences, attitudes, and facades.”

“What you are saying is that you squeezed me like an orange and I
slopped all my secrets out like juice.”

“You can put it like that, but now we know what we are dealing
with. We have consulted about your progress in the program and
our result is that all the acting out on your behalf comes from
you being pushed too far sexual by your former boyfriend Tom.
Your later actions were in fact a call for help, but due to the
shame you could not tell them straight in their face.”

I could feel tears building up. I have tried to forget that
evening. My mother came over to me and held my shoulders.
“Pumpkin. It is all right. You may cry. I have been blind. I am
so sorry.”

I cried and sobbed for some minutes before I got hold of myself.
Then Mr. Grünehose continued: “We are going to offer you one week
in our Victorian purity program, where we would work on you being
able to trust a sexual partner again. If we do not address this
issue, you will have difficulties having a relationship for the
rest of your life. Are you up for it?”

“Yes. I did not think that Tom’s assault would result in such a
powerful reaction. I would like to stay as long as I don’t have
to pull carts.”

“You won’t. The Victorian purity program is only about manners,
cooking, doing homework and treatment and some rest. It only
thing out of the ordinary is the uniform. We don’t like to
restrain people and run-away is also something we try to avoid.
Being robbed of the most part of the lung capacity makes it
difficult to fight and run.”

“But I am prepared to volunteer. Do I need to wear a corset?”

“Yes. Something in society like laws can not be debated. At this
place it is our rules. You have to learn to live by those. We are
not your parents, so you can not manipulate us. However, it is
only for a week and because it is a short term program, you can
choose out all time and leave the program. Your parents will stay
at the motel all time where you will join them at the end of the
week. But beware, the program is challenging and you will be
pushed to the limits emotionally. Do you still want to be here?”

“I don’t think that I have a choice. I promised myself back at
the stone circle that I won’t go back to my old way of living.
Something is needed to heal me. This program could be the
answer.”

“Well. The next step is for you all to compose an impact letter.
An Impact letter is normally something the parents write and you
won’t see before you are banished to a treatment centre without
the ability to reply, but we think that acceptance of behaviour
problems are easier achieved, when they are discussed openly.
Here are your notes from the stone circle. You can call me to
assist if you are stuck at an issue.”

Four hours later we were finished. It was the first time for
almost a month where we were able to sit down and talk about deep
issues. We laughed and cried together as before my life became a
mess. However, I knew that the rest of my journey had to be on my
own. I had to work hard in order to heal. My impact letter ended
up being like this.

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Dear Ann.

We have been worried that your abandoned lifestyle would result
in you throwing your life away. You have been disobedient and
retired from family life. We have sent you on this journey so you
can figure out how to pull yourself out of the malaise.

We love you and will support you all the way.

Regards

Mom and Dad
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We had a dinner and then I followed them to the gate. Just as
they got onboard, Mr. Grünehose turned towards me and asked.
“This is your last chance. Do you want to participate in the
program?”

I nodded.

A demanding program
===================

When my parents had left, Amber took me to my room. There were 4
beds. Beside Amber, my roommates were Roslyn and Betty.

After dinner our last task for the day was to divide chores. In
our dorm, we had to select one person to the kitchen team, one
person to cleaning team and one person, which should help with
“horses” at the stable. Amber was a junior staff and her task was
to guide us. I choose the cleaning team, because I did not have
any experience with stable life and kitchen duties was something
Betty liked.

The next morning I was waked by Amber and told to downstairs and
get a uniform. My back hurt from sleeping in the corset. When I
arrived the large guard from yesterday was present. She told me
to undress and handed me a black uniform which look similar, but
it was made of latex. I was afraid of asking questions, but this
would be warm and uncomfortable. Even the apron and mobcap was
made of latex.

Back at the dorm I was told to clean the toilets. Due to the risk
of exposure of body fluids during the work which could increase
the risk of getting a sexually transmitted disease, I was told to
wear goggles, face mask and latex gloves.

It was a very hot day. It had to be at least 40 degrees. I had to
stop working in order to have a glass of water several times.
When the chores finally were done, I was told to go to the study
where they had reserved a cubicle to me. Amber told me that my
parents have talked with my old school and they had sent my stuff
here, so I with one – one supervised education could catch up
with my classmates back home. I worked until dinner and even
after dinner I had to study – still dressed in the latex uniform.
It was unbearable but none asked me if I wanted to change. About
9 p.m. I finally was allowed to drink a cup of tea before I went
to bed.

I was stuck with the latex uniform for the entire week, because
they had forgotten to tell me that the disposition of chores was
decided for a whole week. There was only one bright side of
having to wearing it. I got to take a bath every second day. I
was sweating like a pig. When I complained to a guard about it,
they told me that they in fact were happy that I was sweating so
much. My system would be cleared of alcohol and drug faster. When
I had been into bath they also gave me a fresh corset. The only
problem was that they every time laced it tighter. When I had
been there for 5 days, Amber proudly told me that I now had a
waistline of 19 inches. I had lost at least 10 pounds since I
entered the gate for the first time.

Confronting my evil demons.
===========================

I was a little impatient. Every day I did chores and studied for
more than 10 hours. I had caught up with my classmates back home.
But I had not received any therapy. Then they told me to see Dr,
Geil who were one of their therapists.

She greeted me and we talked about Tom and how I felt being with
boys after the incident. We must have talk about an hour when she
told me to undress. I did and she did also. “Ann. You have to
gain trust to a partner. If you continue to disconnect, you will
never be able to enjoy sex. The problem is that good sex is about
trust and consent. If you are pushed further than you consent to,
it is abuse. We are going to do some exercises which will enable
you to trust a partner again. Please lie down there.”

I was on my back in the bed, when she continued. “Now in order to
trust your feelings better, I am going to put a blindfold over
your head and apply some cuffs at your wrist and feet.” When I
was restrained she started to touch me very carefully asking me
for my feeling about her doing it. She eventually moved down over
my body and ended up carefully stroking my clitoris. It felt nice
up to a certain point. I became aroused. Then just I was almost
at the climax, I tensed up and instead of pleasure it became
painful.

She stopped and removed the blindfolds. “Listen very carefully.
This is a serious problem. I need to block some more of your
senses. I have to trust me 100 percent. Do you trust me?”

She released me so I could make another exercise. She ordered me
to sit down in a chair and placed an empty chair in front of me.
She told me to imagine Tom sitting in it. The task was to tell
Tom about the pain he had caused me even yell if I would find it
helpful.

15 minutes later I was a sobbing wreck after having told the
virtual “Tom” about my feelings and that he did not control my
life anymore. The doctor held my shoulders and told me to rest
for 10 minutes before she will tie my up again. “You are doing
well.”

Back in bed restrained at hands and feet, she asked me again if I
trust her. I nodded. Then she pulled a hood down over my head.
Inside the hood there was a gag ball. She laced the hood tight so
I could not hear. Then she closed the openings, so I could not
see. I was in total darkness. The only thing I could hear was my
breath making the hood moving. There was a small opening for my
nose. The gag ball was hollow, so I did not lack air.

Suddenly I felt something tampering at my sphincter. Whatever it
was that entered me, it caused my pain. I tried to pull away, but
it was inside very fast. She must have lubricated it very well.

Shock! It started to vibrate. At the same time, she touched me
with some vibrating device at my clitoris. It was too much. Again
I twisted in my bonds. Soon I realised that there was no escape
and let my body relax. I began to enjoy it. The item in my rectum
seemed to grow in size. I began to sweat. Suddenly I felt a
trickling feeling running down my back. Waves of pleasure began
to roll through my body. It did not seem to stop. I was way
better than weed. I wanted to scream, but the gag ball stopped
that efficient. All I could manage was some moaning sounds.

At the end I passed out.

When I woke Dr. Geil informed me that she had replaced the butt
plug with a new none vibrating one. I should report to the stable
where they were experts in cleaning the behind of people. I found
it a little odd, but I was soon on my way.

I was relieved. She had removed the burden of pain Tom had caused
me due to him having sex with me without consent.

Preparing for home
==================

Once inside the stable I had to stop in order to see the bizarre
environment. There was some kind of carousel with 8 arms and
chains running down from each arm. There were also 8 youngster
attached to each of the chains. They were all gagged and in a
leather corset laced very tight. Some of them were connected to
chains by a piercing in their nipples. No wonder they followed
along. Others were connected at D-rings placed somewhere on their
bizarre outfit.

I was brought out of my trance, when Amber spoke to me. I
explained her, what the doctor had said, and she guided me into a
bath room, where I was told to undress. I had to lie down on an
odd kind of bench and when I did, she quick applied a collar to
me. One of the staff members gave me cuffs on my wrist and feet.
A wide leather strap over my body held me down. Amber told me
what were going to happen. “We have to give you an enema, because
the lubricant the doctor had put on the butt plug has to come out
or else you will suffer mishaps during your day. I am going to
give you this gag ball, so you have something to bite on, when
you become stomach cramps.”

She removed the butt plug but inserted another which had a tube
connected to it. Soon I felt water flowing inside me. First it
was not that unpleasant but then my stomach became filled. The
flow stopped and Amber applied pressure on my stomach so the
result would be optimal. Then she left me. I tried to shout after
her, but it came out as some mumbled sounds.

I began to suffer from stomach cramps. I hurt and I began to sob.
Cold sweat ran down over my body. It was very unpleasant.

I was shivering when Amber returned. She released me and pulled
the plug when I was at the toilet. I had a shower before it was
time for dinner and the last leg of schoolwork.

The day before my parents came for me, I sat down with Dr. Geil
in order to talk my entire stay over.

“First of all I have to say that I am happy with my stay here
when it comes to dealing with my personal problems, however I
have some problems with the stone-circles, dog cages, arm
twisting and what you called observement placement “OP”. It seems
to be very harsh. Is that really necessary?”

“All you were put through exist in reality at other behaviour
modification facilities. The stone-circles are something they
have in Escalante, Utah. The dog cages existed in Tecate, Mexico
and OP, which is now called special treatment or intervention, is
something they use right down the coast here in Jamaica. There is
an article in Observer called “The Last Resort” featuring the
place. Yes, it is necessary according to these program owners.
However, we only use such harsh methods in our family scare
program and only when a parent is present, so they can use the
stop-word, before the child is hurt. After all the parents should
know their child better than some casual staff.”

“You have not explained the use of arm-twisting neither the food
with insects.”

“The arm-twister is opposite the arm-twisting staff at other
programs a licensed chiropractor. I have looked in your notes and
you should consult such a person, when you are back in the
States. Soccer-accident?”

“No - Baseball accident. I went for a base and I collided with a
player from the other team.”

“Well at other programs some of the children had broken bones. It
does not happen here. It hurts, but it is good in the long run.
About the food: We have a lab. Maggot etc. are grown in a sterile
environment. We try to make the food as close as the students in
other programs get it.”

“Well, it did not kill me. And someone claims that what does not
kill you makes you a stronger person.”

“Do you feel ready to return home?”

“I have my doubts. If it turns out, that I can not make it on my
own, will I be able to return.”

“Yes, of course. As long as someone is paying the bill, we
function like most other programs for troubled youth. We don’t
ask questions if a problem needs to be fixed. As long as your
parents or the insurance company will pay up for treatment, you
are welcome back anytime.”

“Then I think that I will go back and prepare for my leave
tomorrow.”

“Yes, unfortunately such a short stay does not give room for a
graduation ceremony. I personal find our ceremony very exciting.
Bye”

“Bye. I am so thankful about your help.”

Epilogue
========

The next day my parents came for me. I was sitting in the office
of Mr. Grünehose. My mom gasped when she noticed my uniform. “My
god! It is latex. It must be unbearable hot.”

“I have adjusted. No problem.”

We talked for a while before I went down and showered. As a
souvenir they sold me my uniform for a special price. “It will
help you staying on track if you keep it in your closet.”

When we were on the plane back to the States, I sat next to my
dad.

“Dad?”

“Yes, pumpkin.”

“Why did you go with me? You could have called the escort team
for me alone.”

“When we decided that we needed to address your way of living, we
consulted the ed-con. We had to choose between an ordinary stay
or this family connecting program. You know Larsen’s?”

“Yes. Them with the son, who died on summer-camp.”

“Correct. As it turned out it was not on summer camp. It was
treatment and his death took place when he was back home from
treatment. He had been molested at the program like a lot of
those children, which are at such behaviour modification
facilities. In fact, suicide is quite common some time after
treatment when the implanted behaviour does not protect them from
remembering their ordeal. Therefore I wanted to come along, so I
could keep an eye on you.”

“Oh. Daddy. I am so grateful. I don’t know what I would have
done, if I had to go through such a treatment on my own.”

“Mr. Grünehose told me about a new division they are about to
open. Family wilderness therapy in Siberia. Does it not sound
extreme? You know that I am an adventure guy.”

“Let me just think about it.”


END