TRISH                                      by: Jem Aura © 2006

 

 

Chapter 1

 

 

          My name is Scott Burwell, or Coach Burwell if  you like.  I coached my sons soccer teams and baseball teams for several years. Inevitably, you become friends with the parents and siblings of the team. You get to take a leadership role when discussing a child’s behavior, accomplishments, and challenges. They almost blindly trust my judgment prescribing discipline for their own children. Being on the sidelines constantly created situations where team mothers, fathers, sons and daughters all interacted with me. Familiarity inevitably instills trust and confidence, which in turn creates endless opportunities to do people “favors”.  Not that I didn't like it. It’s just that each family thought they were the only ones requesting favors of me.

          My truck is so obvious at the games. Many of the favors were requests to help move or tow something. More times than I can count, I’ve been asked to bring children home with me after games and practices, to be picked up later.

          On the other hand, I did pile up an awful lot of credit, which made it much more comfortable delegating duties to the mothers and fathers regarding the games. Rotation of who brings drinks and snacks, Who coordinates team photos, who carpools on road trips, etc. So it did go both ways.

          During one of the practices, a mother got a call on her cell phone. I could hear the tone of the conversation and I knew it wasn’t good. Afterward, she was looking around in a panic trying to decide what to do. It was a hot day and most of the parents just drop the kids off, so she was the only parent who had stayed for the practice. I dreaded doing so, but I went over to her.

          “What’s wrong Julie?” I asked.

          Tears welled up in her eyes and she went on a tirade of cry-talking that I couldn’t understand. “Sister” was the only word that I caught.

          “Take it easy, tell me slowly what has happened.”

          She took a few deep breaths and swallowed a couple of times while she dug in her pack for some Kleenex. “My sister, Jackie, she collapsed at work and they found out she has a brain tumor.” She started sobbing again.

          “It’s okay, just go and I’ll take Josh home with me.”      

          “Thank you Scott, but you don’t understand, she lives in England.” She stared at me with puffy eyes while this sunk in.

          “Where’s Josh’s dad?”  I asked. They were divorced but they all lived close to each other.

          “He’s in Canada on a fishing trip. He left day before yesterday and he won’t be back for another week. They take a float plane in, I can’t reach him.”

          She calmed a little and stared at her feet.

          “Well, you have to go. Don’t you?”

          “Yes, we are very close.” She choked up again. “It’s just that I have a busy week planned. It’s Trish’s birthday and she’s having a slumber party Friday, I don’t know what to do.”  She sniffed and blew her nose.

          “Look, it’s okay, you have lots of friends with the team and we will look after everything. Just get on the phone right now and buy a ticket.”

          So I went back to coaching while she frantically punched numbers on the phone and dug in her pack for credit cards.

          She insisted on paying me, since I was the only one actually doing anything. I didn’t bother calling the other families. We lived fairly close to each other. Her son Jack, on my team with my son Brendan, needed looking after since he was only 9 years old.  She had pets to be fed (fish, hamsters, cats and a dog). She said that Trish would help out if I needed her to.   I agreed, needing a break from the monotony of my home life.

          I approached my wife very carefully. She had a reputation for trying her best to pussy whip me. Many of my friends just cringed when she was around - and would make themselves scarce. I had never given away the secret I had kept so close for so long. Ever since I started suffering emotionally at the hands of my wife, I became interested in young girls, in the budding stages of their sexuality. As time went on, I gained much arousal and gratification from it.

          It is strange how the changes in me occurred. Really, I never gave much thought to girls that young. And my wife had been hounding me for fifteen years. She was pretty. At least I thought so. And I loved her. No doubt. But family and friends would ask me how I could put up with her treating me the way she did. But I was resigned to being her husband and the father of our sons - and for my part I was happy with that. It was when she confessed that she was having an affair that the changes in my attractions occurred. From that point on, I was acutely interested in every nuance of femininity that turned me on or off. And as the picture began to clarify - the ideal, perfect object of my desires, it became obvious that I was now a pervert. I was not a pedophile. The media calls someone a pedophile if they stare too long at a 17 year old. Technically, a pedophile is sexually attracted to pre-pubescent children. That means no signs of physical maturity. Chest, arms, butt, legs, all indistinguishable between boys and girls. I actually have fairly normal sexual attractions. I like breasts, hairy pussies, hourglass hips and a round ass. These are traits of physically mature women. But there is a big difference between physical maturity and social maturity. Social maturity in the US is 18 years. Not 17 years 355 days, that is a child. You’re a pedophile if you think otherwise.  In studying my attractions, I like small, pert breasts (Some adult women fit this bill), I like tight, pale colored pussies, small pussy lips, small clitoris, not too hairy (many women have these), I like a petite body (many women have these), and I like a cherub like face with youngish features (many young women have these).   Similarly, most 11-12-13-14 year old girls also have these traits, and they have them in spades.  I don’t know if you’ve noticed, but the women walking around with these characteristics, also have gigantic diamonds on their wedding rings. The further away from this ideal, the smaller the stone, until the ring disappears altogether. Of course there are exceptions, but you get the gist.

          I have resolved, however, that I will never have any contact with a girl that could be construed as molesting. I am convinced that if you enter into a secret agreement with a young girl, there is a 98% chance she will tell someone. Women, and especially girls, have an instinctive need to gossip. This is not good for someone who likes his freedom. So the trick is to give them all the freedom they want and sit back and watch. That way, the only secrets you enter into are the ones they think they are keeping to protect themselves.  To do this, simply create an environment where they test your boundaries, and your permission for them to continue doing whatever it is takes the form of “Well, I don’t mind, but if your parents would mind then you need to either not do it any more, or you better keep quiet about it.”  That way, they believe that everything that happens was their own idea, and their own peril if they should be found out.

          Any time I am in charge, I don’t set rules. If they are being obnoxious or destroying things, I get mad and yell - but I use it as an opportunity to convey my philosophy to them, “Hey, knock it off!” my booming voice freezes them into statues, “Look, I don’t care what you do. You can run around naked and eat your boogers for all I care.  I just don’t like a lot of obnoxious noise or violence. If you want to keep me happy, you’ll play games that are about kindness, love and tenderness towards each other, rather than…   If you gotta play blood and guts, go outside!”

          That sort of ambiguous set of rules brings a whole new world to light for them.  It encourages testing of limits in a different direction. Children will always test the limits of the adult in charge. After I blow-up at them, a young girl in the throws of puberty will eventually test me with flirting and some round-about sex talk. All you have to do is not protest - and the behavior will increase exponentially. However you should protest every behavior that is not in line with the type of behaviors that turn you on (or give you peace). This is done with indifference. The kids are testing to see what angers you, and what pleases you. If you don’t get angry, just show indifference, it’s boring and they move on. If they touch you in an affectionate way, or wear something sexy, you reinforce that behavior with appropriate praise.

          It took 14 hours before Julie left for the airport. I spent that time dwelling on Trisha and the party. We would be in the same house - during showers, bedtime, jammies, getting dressed, everthing. It was incredibly enticing. So when I approached my wife, I suggested that she use this as an opportunity to take a break. I could take all the kids and manage the whole bunch without her. She would be able to get all the things done that she had been complaining about never having the time to do (and a few she couldn’t with me around, if you know what I mean). Needless to say, I was pushed out the door with the boys, suitcases, and her blessings.

          As I helped Julie to her car with her suitcases, She apologized profusely and said, “They are all very well behaved girls and should give you no trouble. There's $500 on the table for whatever you need. I'll be in touch every day. Bye." 

          Well, a lot of bonding occurred during the three days leading up to the slumber party - for all of us. I really didn’t have a chance to scold them about anything, opening the door to my philosophy, but I did catch Trish and my son Brendan playing "I'll show you if you show me" in the closet under the stairs. When I opened the door, my son was standing in front of her with his small, erect penis sticking straight out, and she was touching it and examining it very closely. My son and I exchanged a quick smile. He knew I wouldn’t be mad. Trisha on the other hand was very ashamed, mortified to be more accurate, and she was bracing for punishment. The blood had drained from her face and that long look of dread and anticipation was carved like stone.

          I sent my son upstairs, took Trisha by the arm, and led her to an over-stuffed chair across the room. I sat down and turned her to face me. I looked in her eyes for a few seconds to assess her emotions. She was about to cry. "Trisha sweetheart, you haven't done anything wrong." She was taken aback by this and did a double take. Her eyes refocused and bored into mine - reading me, but she said nothing. "Angel, every kid in the entire world plays those games. it's perfectly natural. In our society there are a lot of people who try to make those kinds of games seem dirty, while at the same time they let their kids watch movies of people killing each other. I don't think that way. I believe children should be free to show that kind of tenderness for each other. Don't you? " 

          She was standing in that submissive posture, hands behind her back, tummy sticking out, head down. She nodded.

          "What would your parents think? do you think they would be angry with you?"

          She shrugged.

          "Well if you're not sure, then we better keep this our little secret. Okay?" 

          She nodded much more emphatically, and managed a smile.  I opened my arms for a hug and she fell forward.

          I reclined the chair and she curled up in the crook of my arm. I pushed the hair from her face and stroked her head softly. The moment stretched into several minutes. We didn't speak at all.   Eventually, she fell asleep, and so did my arm. I moved her to the other arm. I studied her as she slept and caressed her hair. She was perfect in every way. When my other arm went numb I picked her up and carried her to her room. As I laid her down, her eyes opened a slit and then closed.

          "Are you faking?" I asked.

          A smile glinted for a moment.

          "A-hah!, you are faking, you little turkey"

          Now she giggled, and I tickled her in the ribs a little.

          "How long have you been awake?"

          She stretched and sat up. "I never was asleep. I just like pretending. My dad does the same thing - playing with my hair. I like it. It really feels good and I fake like I'm asleep."

          I sat down on her bed. "Well I was getting ready to put your jammies on and tuck you in. It's only 8:30. Are you tired?" 

          With a quizzical look she said,  "You were going to dress me in my nighty?”

          "Oh, your nighty, I only have boys and we call them jammies. Where do you keep your nighties?"

          She pointed. "They're hanging in the closet, on the left side"

          I opened the closet and saw about two dozen nighties ranging from Barbie prints, pastel terrycloth, to see through with ruffled sleeves and ribbons. "Hmmm…, Which one do you like?”

          She just shrugged and said, “I don’t care.”

          While I thumbed through the collection, I said, “My boys fake sleep all the time just so they can lay there while I get them ready for bed. I guess I thought all parents did that.”

          “They used to, but not so much any more.”  Her tone was happy. I got the sense that she believed I would have done it with good natured intent.

          “Well, they love to fake asleep. It’s a game with us. You see, while I kiss them good night, I rub my whiskers  into their neck. They know it’s coming and they start squirming right after I pull the covers up. I really rub them in so they have to scrunch all up."

          I chose a modest white cotton nightie that looked like it might be a little too small for her. "You probably wouldn't like that I guess, being a girl?"

          She pulled her knees up and wrapped her arms around them. She was blushing and smiling. I know kids, and there's not one on the planet who wouldn't like that little game, if it was with someone they liked and trusted. She was thinking - staring blankly at the nighty I laid on the bed, and wondering if I was actually going to try and dress her in it myself. Finally I spoke again. "Well, it doesn't matter now anyway. One of the rules of the game is that if I catch you faking, you have to get yourself ready for bed,  and then I'll tuck you in. You blew it."

          She performed a perfect "Aghast" look and said "That's not fair, I didn't know that rule!" 

          As I left the room I stated, "Well you know it now. Besides, the only reason for me dressing you is because you are asleep. Right?"

          She stared blankly, her face still flushed as this little fact sunk in.  I closed the door.

          I went back to the recliner in the basement and put in a DVD. Earlier in the day, while I was out running errands, I stopped by the video store and carefully chose a few DVD’s. Pretty soon I had a room full of kids watching a feature length anime movie with lots of young girls in skimpy animated clothes doing magic and Karate. Guess who curled up in the chair with me and (apparently) fell asleep.

          After the movie I looked around the room. The large sectional had three boys sound asleep. My oldest went to bed earlier. Trish was actually asleep now, even if she was faking at first. She was purring and drooling in a most sleep-like way, and she was sweating around her neck and forehead. I struggled to my feet with her hanging in front of me, propped her butt up with my forearm and headed off to her room. It was dark. I placed her on her bed and turned on her desk lamp.

          Standing over her I brushed the hair off of her face. She showed no signs of wakefulness, but I strongly suspected she woke up during the trip to her room. She was wearing blue jeans with embroidered flowers and shining studs. They were bell-bottoms, the kind that are so short that the tops of her socks showed. She had on blue tennis shoes and a tan T-shirt. On her bed, sticking out from underneath her, was a nighty, different from the one I had picked out. I rolled her toward me by pulling her arm across her chest then rolling her over. The nighty was pink with lacey edges. The fabric was sheer. Having freed the nighty, I let her roll back. Despite my apparent calm, I was extremely aroused and excited.

          I began, rather roughly, to take her shoes and socks off. I figure if she is faking, no amount of roughness will cause any stir because she is focusing on not moving, and I don’t want it to seem to her as if I am trying to be sneaky in any way. However, if she is asleep, some roughness will cause her to wake up, and hopefully start faking it. 

          She was as limp as a rag doll. I felt confident that she was awake, and loving the thrill of the titillating attention she was getting - she knew what I was about to do.

          I sat beside her and slowly unbuckled her belt, unsnapped her jeans, and unzipped the zipper as far as it would go. I knew the panties would be clinging to the jeans. I hooked a few fingers in the waist and began working them down. Sure enough, the panties were slipping off with the jeans. Trisha surely could feel the panties slipping down, and would probably stop me.

          her hand twitched slightly and raised an inch off the bed. I stopped.  I removed my fingers from the waist of her jeans. Her hand settled back onto the bed. Stalemate. An inch of her mound was visible. Thin,  soft,  delicate blonde hair peaked out.

          I mumbled out loud as if talking to myself. "Shit, sorry 'bout that... Let's see... "  Rolling her back toward me as I had before, I fished the elastic of her panties out of her jeans and pulled them up. Rolling her back, I carefully fished them out of the front.

          Her jeans were still holding on to her hips. I went to the foot of the bed and grabbed on to her bell bottoms. Yanking them down in one pull, I fished her legs out and tossed them by the door. Unknown to Trisha, her panties had slid back down. I think the quick motion masked the sense of sliding down. I was staring at the whole of her wonderful girlness. Shit, I just realized that had I been paying attention while fishing her legs out of her jeans, I would have had a full view.

          I gotta pull them back up. I mumbled out loud some more, "Oh man !  I didn't mean to... ", I started pulling them back up, "...do that.    I am sooo sorry."  Her legs raised and lowered one at a time, nervousely. I felt the need to say something to her, knowing she knows I just saw her in all her glory.  "Well, that was a happy little accident, What a beautiful girl."   A million other things I could have said would have been better. What an idiot I am sometimes. I know my seeing her made her uncomfortable. I wasted no time getting them back up. I tried to force them up with her laying on her back. She helped a little by raising her ass, but the elastic got stuck on her butt. I managed to cover most of her mound

          This scene was making me incredibly aroused. Trisha moved, rolling away from me on her side. She must have felt how her panties were askew. But now her bare butt was facing me so I took the opportunity to fix her panties over her butt. The good news is, if she felt too uncomfortable, she would stop pretending to be asleep. Even fully exposed like she was, she still wanted to continue. After fixing her panties in the back, I rolled her back to lying on her back. Now her panties were sagging in front again, with two thirds of her soft  mound visible, and a hint of her slit at the elastic. If I didn't keep moving, I would have sat there staring, tipping her off. I needed to keep moving.

          She was incredibly beautiful. One of those perfectly proportioned bodies with silky perfect skin, narrow hips. A little heft was forming in her butt, heavy peach fuzz peeking out from the elastic of her panties, and small round breasts.

          I started narrating again, out loud while I worked. In a low voice I mumbled to myself, "How am I going to get this shirt off?" Sitting beside her I pulled her arms until she was sitting up. Suspiciously, her head did not fall back as I pulled. I continued to mumble, "Okay, now if she would just stay right there..." I balanced her and slowly let go. Predictably, she dramatically plopped back onto her pillow.  oh, what a performance. mumbling some more I said, "Hmmm... Maybe I can do it like this..."  I worked her t-shirt up to expose her whole tummy. Then I pulled on her feet to slide her away from the headboard: This ooched her shirt up in the back. I placed her arms over her head in the space I just created between her head and the headboard, and with much anticipation, I slid the shirt up exposing her breasts and covering her face. I made a big deal of carefully extracting her arms from the sleeves of the shirt, the whole time drinking in the wonderful view. A lot of 11 year olds only show a tiny sign of breast development. Trish was above average. No question that they were breasts, even though they were still very small. While I fussed with her arms, my forearm brushed her nipples several times. They stiffened and I catalogued that image permanently into my mind. Finally I freed her head from the shirt and threw it across the room. Standing and fussing with the nightie again I stared down at Trish's beautiful, mostly naked body. Her arms still stretched over her head and her panties barely doing their job... 

          Sitting down on the bed beside her, I laid the nighty over her, covering her breasts. I grabbed her right leg and right shoulder (I  was sitting on her left side) and rolled her toward me to fix her panties one last time. I also wanted to see her butt again. I’ve never seen such perfectly smooth skin. She was leaning against me as I straightened her panties and (like the gentleman I am) I made sure they were covering all the important parts. Before rolling her back, I gently carressed her back with my rough fingers. I mumbled "My boys get lots of back scratches....  too bad you're not awake..." after a few seconds of carressing I tried pushing her back over - but she resisted.

          There was nothing left for me to see. This little game had paid off and I didn’t mind sabotaging it to have some fun with her. So,  with my mission accomplished, I was ready to move on to something new. "Uhmmm - you're awake... " I pushed again and she resisted. With her face somewhat buried in the bed, she signaled with a waving hand for me to continue the back scratch (and to hell with your rules).  So I pulled the nighty away from her and said, "Okay, move over....  all the way over." She ooched to the far side of the bed and I layed down beside her. I draped my left leg over her the back of her thighs and settled in for a long, arm-aching back massage. She was in heaven. Looking at me periodically and smiling, making little cooing sounds. Finally, I got up and threw her nighty at her. "I think you can handle this now."

          As the nighty and my words hit her, she started to flop like a fish in protest, still lying on her stomach. I wonder why she didn’t just talk.

          "Hey, you know the rules." I watched her carefully to see what she would do.

          Now she spoke, “C’mon. Please?” She said, pleading.

          I don’t like breaking the rules. It seemed important to maintain the illusion of her being asleep - to benefit her perspective. So she can’t say “He knew I was awake.”,  but I’m not sure why, or what good it would do. In any case, I just stood there for a while, watching her.           She sensed me still standing there. With one movement, she flipped over onto her back and held the nighty out to me with a stiff arm. She was not taking no for an answer. I laughed, sat down beside her, and kissed her forehead.

          Even in an erotically charged situation like this, I firmly believe that this little girl is simply playing a juvenile titillating game. She hasn't even had an adult sexual thought. They can sense bad intent, and the dominoes of this wonderful event would not have fallen the way they did if I intended to take advantage of her overtly.  On another note, I wondered for a moment why she was so willing to expose her breasts to me. She was developed enough to be conscious of them. I tend to believe that males and females have some instinctive things going on that we are not even aware of. In this case, males typically are aroused visually, while females are not. I think females are instinctively aware of males being visually aroused, and will flaunt their stuff (at this age it’s purely a subconscious thing).

          I gave in, but not completely. Instead of slowly and erotically slipping her into her nighty, I instructed her to sit up, hold her arms over her head, (while I fumble with the nighty, glancing at her breasts), I managed her hands through the arm holes, and finally, and sadly, covered her body. She laid back and I leaned over to kiss her goodnight - she scrunched up anticipating the whiskers. I didn't disappoint her. Rubbing my whiskers on her soft neck and feeling her body shiver and convulse, giggling. This was more than I could take.  Having the images of her body fresh in my mind,  I left her room and went off to masturbate.

 

 

 

Chapter 2

 

          The next day (Friday) I had all the boys and Trish working around the house to get ready for the birthday party. Really I just wanted them out of my hair so I could put my plan into action. Over the past few days I had been dwelling on the fact that all those girls would be downstairs, doing who knows what, dressed in who knows what…., and slowly an idea had formed. The basement TV room, where we watched the movie the night before, was where the girls would be partying. It was a very large room with no windows, and only one way in or out - the stairs. At the top of the stairs the door knob had a lock, but the latch didn’t even catch so the lock was useless. Then I noticed there was a hook to lock the door from below, - so the girls could keep the boys out. This was important, because when girls feel they have achieved complete privacy in a slumber party atmosphere, you know what usually happens. My job was to encourage that behavior any way I could.

          Back to my plan: The TV was a large big screen projection model with DVD, VCR, Surround Sound, Stereo music system, etc. I went out and rented a Karaoke system and picked up my video camera, tripod, and VCR from the house. I went by Wal-Mart and bought a 100 foot coaxial cable.

          Above the recreation room was the master bedroom. It had a nice TV with a cable box and a new VCR/DVD combo. I drilled a hole in the floor above the entertainment center and ran the coaxial cable up to the master bedroom. I set up the Karaoke system with video cam on tripod and tested it all out. Now the girls could sing the songs while watching themselves on the big screen (and of course I would be monitoring everything from above.)   Once it was all set up, I left the cameral on and pointing at the stairs, so that whenever someone came down, they would immediately see themselves on the big screen.

          It wasn’t long before Trish and the boys started messing with the setup. They didn’t turn on the karaoke. They just wanted to act goofy and see themselves on the big screen. I could hear them from the kitchen. Apparently one of Trish’s brothers shot the moon and they all laughed like crazy.

          Trish came up the stairs and asked, “How do you get that to record? We want to do some stuff and then play it back.”

          “I’m sorry sweetie, I didn’t bring any tapes for the camera. It’s just for the karaoke. Maybe there’s one in it already.” I went down and they all watched as I opened up the camera and showed them that the tape compartment was empty. (I felt it was important for them to know there was no way the camera could record anything, If you know what I mean.)

          “What about your VCR?” I asked, knowing the answer already.

          Trisha stomped her foot and said “no, no, that thing doesn’t work.”

          I said I was sorry and went back upstairs.

          When I set everything up downstairs, I didn’t plug the camera straight to the TV. I hooked it to the input of the old VCR, and hooked the cable from my room to the output.  I had the old VCR feeding the camera signal to the big-screen using one of those three color RCA cables. This way, no matter what they choose to watch on the big screen, I will be watching (and recording) whatever the camera sees and/or hears all night long. 

          Back in my room I locked the door and turned on the VCR and TV.  Isn’t technology wonderful?  The video camera was expensive when I bought it, even though it had become a little dated, it still had fantastic picture quality. The kids were taking turns acting silly in front of it and doing some things they probably wouldn’t have wanted me to see. I was a little disturbed to hear how their language changed when I wasn’t around. Sailor mouths. F this and MF that. Really it was just the boys though. I know I was that way - but not quite at that age.

          Well, the girls started arriving, each with their backpacks, pillows, sleeping bags and presents. I got a few of the parents to stay for cake and ice cream and then politely ushered them out. Earlier in the day I had emphatically urged the boys to get themselves invited to sleep over at one of their friends houses - which wasn’t hard to do considering I told them to tell the story of their aunt having a brain tumor, etc. As luck would have it, they were picked up by one of the mom’s dropping a girl off. So from that time on, I only had the girls to worry about. I sat downstairs and supervised some party games, and tried to get them doing karaoke but it wasn’t catching on. Except for one girl who couldn’t sing very well, and of course she wore it out.

          I went upstairs, turned the thermostat up a few notches then came back down and put in one of the DVD’s I rented for the occasion.  Just before turning out the lights to leave them and go upstairs, I said what I had rehearsed in my mind all day: “Hey girls, I want you to have fun tonight. I don’t mind if you stay up all night. There are no rules except don’t destroy the house, don’t hurt each other, and don’t go outside,  You can make all the noise you want, but try to limit the screaming a little. I have a sister, and I know what goes on at slumber parties. All I ask is if you come upstairs, please put some clothes on. I don’t want to explain to the neighbors why there were naked girls running around the house.”  I winked and started heading up the stairs.

          “Thank you Mr. Burwell,”  came a chorus of voices behind me.

          I turned and waved, then remembered, “By the way, you don’t have to watch that movie, There’s a stack of DVD’s on the speaker over there,” I pointed, “so take your pick or do something else if you want. I heard a few giggles as I ascended the stairs.

          In my subtle (and admittedly clever) way, I just told them it is perfectly alright (and expected) for them to get naked.     

          The stack of DVD’s I pointed out to them contained several normal titles for that age group - almost certainly already seen by every kid down there, and very boring. But I spiced up the selection with a few I know they have never seen, like: “Cruel Intentions”,  “Boarding School”, and especially, “Beau Pre”.    These I left in the bag, as if I forgot to take them upstairs with me, and set the others on top.

          Back in my room, I sat and watched the girls for a while. The camera was pointed at the large sofa sectional. I turned up the volume to hear what they were saying. The movie was a little too loud.

          “I heard about your aunt, God that really sucks.”, said one of the girls.

          “Are you close to her? I mean since she lives in Europe.” Asked another.

          “Not really, I haven’t seen her for a few years, and then usually only at Christmas.”, replied Trisha.  “My mom and I were supposed to go see her next summer, but maybe not now.”

          They paused and turned their attention to the big screen.

          “This is stupid, why would Scott pick such a lame movie. He seems so cool. Hey Gillie, go see what else is over there.” I recognized this voice as Lindy, even though I couldn’t see her. She is a bit of a bossy bitch, but I’ve never seen such a pair of legs in my life.

          “I like this movie, but I’ve seen it three times already.” Said Trish, hopefully just defending my honor.

          “Hey Trish, have you seen him in his underwear?” asked Lindy,  followed by a lot of snickering.

          “Yeah, I wish I had a babysitter like that. He is so gorgeous. Tell us, C’mon, what have you been doing?”, another girl was asking.

          My heart flittered and my ears perked up. Shit, I hope Trisha doesn’t decide to brag about “pretending to be asleep”

          “Nothing really. You’re right, he is so cute, and he‘s so nice, He doesn’t treat us like kids.”

          This started a chorus of “oooooo’s and ahhhhhhh’s      “What do you mean?”

          “Not like that. I mean…, not like that.” Trisha said emphatically.  He’s just really nice.”

          “So nothing happened? You didn’t see anything?  Nothing?”

          “I only saw him with his shirt off...”  Trisha got up from the floor and squeezed between two girls on the sofa. “… but he saw me.”

          “He did?  What? How?” they said together, now excited.

          “What difference does it make, I really don’t think he’s interested in girls our age.” Said Trisha.

          Lindy got up and squeezed in next to Trisha. “Maybe, but tell us anyway. What happened?”

          She paused, thinking how to explain. Skipping the part about my son under the stairs, she described the whole event.  To my astonishment, Trisha narrated the entire story from the perspective that she was the one manipulating me into dressing her for bed. 

          She ended by saying, “I was tingling all over. It was sooo cool.  He is just such a nice guy, he never gets mad really, I mean sometimes he yells but he’s really not mad. It makes us laugh when he does it. He’s so nice, you can get him to do anything you want. You just have to know how he thinks.”

          Lindy was still leaning forward, listening carefully. “And he never touched you?, I mean other than the back rub?”

          “No! Really Lindy, not everybody thinks like you do.”,  that got some big laughs from the other girls.  “His arms touched my breasts when he was leaning over me, trying to get my shirt off, but he wasn’t meaning to.”

          “I can’t believe you let him look at your breasts.” Gillie piped in.

          “He did exactly what he always did with his sons. That’s all. He was just being a dad.”

          “Hey look guys, I think he didn’t mean to leave these down here.”  Gillie was holding the bag of DVD’s out for the other girls to look at.

          Score one for the coach.

 

          They settled in to watching ‘Boarding School’, so I opted to watch a ‘Star Trek’ re-run since not much was happening, but I kept switching back and forth just in case. After about twenty minutes I noticed it was suspiciously quiet. I felt a surge of excitement as I realized what I might be missing. I quickly fingered the remote and focused in on the scene in the basement.   One of the girls was fiddling with the camera while the others were moving pieces of the sectional into a circle. What were they doing? She’s pointing the camera away from everyone !  “Awe Shit!”  I yelled out loud.    I’ll have to go down and try to..,  “God damned, crap a monkey !”.   But how? Well, shit! it was a nice try. It would be too suspicious to go down there and try to fix it. I flipped back to the Trek flick. The night was still young. I had the VCR recording whatever the camera saw anyway - regardless of what I was watching on the tube. 

 

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          I dosed off. When I woke up it was about two in the morning, and I could hear music. Rap music. I switched the inputs to the camera and… to my astonishment, There was Lindy, the gorgeous long legged brunette almost twelve years old, completely naked and dancing to the rap music - arms up high and hips gyrating, spinning around and jiggling her ass and pussy at the camera. My dick almost got whiplash from snapping to attention so quickly. The other girls were hooting and egging her on. The big screen was visible in the camera angle and she was watching herself dance. That’s why they turned the camera around. They wanted to see their backsides when facing the TV. I guess that makes sense. You are used to seeing yourself in the mirror - frontal, but not from the back. Wow she was really getting into it.         

          Suddenly, I heard footsteps and hushed voices in the hall. I quickly switched back to the SCI-FI channel and went to see what was up. As I opened the door a crack, there was small gathering of girls outside the hall bathroom.  I heard them whispering, “What did you find?”  “Nothing - I told you it’s in my mom and dad’s bathroom. In the back of the drawer under the sink.” 

          That was obviously Trisha speaking. I closed the door and went in the bathroom to investigate. I guess my mind wasn’t fully awake yet. I really had no idea what I was expecting to find, but as I opened the drawer and fished in the back, I found two vibrators and a variety of things like diaphragms, KY jelly, and a snowstorm of loose tampons. All of them hiding behind an impressive collection of hair ties and barrettes.     What should I do?

          I purposely made some noise in the room. The girls heard me and went padding away down the hall.  I headed for the kitchen. I knocked around in the fridge, made a sandwich, ate it, was hunking pieces of birthday cake with a fork when Trisha emerged from the basement. To my surprise, she was wearing the see-thru nighty with puffy sleeves that I saw hanging in her closet. I didn’t realize how see-thru it actually was. Wow.      

          “Well how’s the birthday girl?”   

          “Fine.  Um excuse me I have to go to the bathroom.”

          Such a polite girl, I thought to myself as I watched her little butt careen around the corner.  

          While guzzling a glass of milk, she emerged carrying a crumpled up towel. She quickly headed for the stairs while I tried to clear my throat of milk so I could speak. 

          “Hey !”  I almost choked. 

          She had the door knob in her hand, pulling the door closed and cradling the towel like a baby. “yeah?”   She said. 

          “What are you girls up to?” I asked. 

          “Oh nothing” she said as she pulled the door closed, latched it, and ran down to her friends.

          I put my ear to the door. There were excited squeaks and some ooh’s and ahh’s, and then a buzzing noise followed by louder laughs, “C’mon, let me see”.

          Needless to say I was back at control central in warp speed. All I was getting was a clear view of the entertainment center. I waited a while and then went back to the basement door to listen.

          They were up to something. I could hear furniture being slid across the floor, and a lot of orders being issued by too many chiefs at the same time.

          “NO, put it right here so we can see!”

          “There’s not enough light over there. Put it here.” 

          Things calmed down a little and all I could hear were the chiefs dictating rules to a game, I guess. It was sounding a lot like truth or dare, but not exactly. Oh well. I headed back to the bedroom.

          After brushing my teeth and getting comfortably propped up to watch a movie, I was just about to switch to the TV-guide channel when the camera moved.  It turned and bounced around a while until it finally settled in on a well lit piece of sofa sectional. The air had caught in my throat and my heart stopped beating. What was going on? I turned the volume up… 

 

          “Why do we have to do it that way? Why don’t we just do rock scissors paper or something?” 

          “Because it’s too quick. It’s the mystery and anticipation that makes it fun.” 

          “Not for me. I think we’ve wasted too much time. Look, Stacey is already asleep.”

          “No I’m not”. 

          “See!” 

          There was a pause in the discussion.   “Okay, Is it like, we DON’T want to be it, or is it like, we DO want to be it?” 

          “You don’t want to be it.” 

          “Why not?” 

          “because it’s embarrassing.” 

          “But it feels good.” 

          “Okay…, I got an idea.  Who does NOT want to be it, raise your hand.”

          “Nobody wants to be it except me, so I’ll be it.”

          “Okay - fine.”

          “What about Trisha, it’s her birthday, shouldn’t we make her be it?”

          Lindy’s voice rang out, “Her story got us thinking about this. She got to be it with Mr. Burwell, and you all are chickening out. After me you can fight over who’s next.”

 

          Onto the sectional came Lindy. She already proved she isn’t shy with her dancing. She just sat there watching the other girls off screen. Three of the other girls appeared (two of them were topless).  (By the way, by now you should have an idea about how I plan things out. What do you imagine the temperature is in that basement? Exactly the right temperature so that excited little girls will want to take their clothes off to be comfortable.)

          They knelt down beside her like handmaidens and began doting over her. One was brushing her hair, one was massaging her feet, and one was laying out items on the floor beside her like a surgeon getting ready to operate. Lindy was really into it. She had her eyes closed and her head tilted forward. Once Gilly had all the items arranged properly, she said, “Okay, I’m ready” and signaled to the other two topless girls (I guess they were in uniform as the “assistants” to the grand mistress) They moved with an air of formality, like it was a ritual. They pulled Lindy to her feet and ceremoniously removed her T-shirt and panties. Then they positioned her on the sectional, on her back with her feet pointing toward the camera.

          Gilly arose and began slowly walking around Lindy dripping something onto her from a squeeze bottle. The assistants began rubbing the liquid all over her body. It made her glisten. It must have been baby oil or something. Supervising everything, Gilly added some oil here and there and they dutifully massaged it in. 

          Gilly spoke, “It’s time to spread her legs open…..    All the way”. Gilly was standing in the way.  I could see Lindy’s feet sticking out on either side of her. I yelled at the TV,  “MOVE OUT OF THE WAY !!”

          Almost immediately after I shouted that at the TV, a chorus of girls shouted “GILLY, MOVE !  YOU ARE BLOCKING THE CAMERA” Apparently the other girls were watching the action on the big screen. Gilly turned and looked, “Oops, sorry” and she moved out of the way.

          Wow, what an angle. Straight on. I checked the VCR to make absolutely certain it was recording……    Looks okay.    The camera was shaking,… someone is messing with it…..    Zooming in….  too close…  no wait, she moved the tripod and zoomed back. Now the camera was closer, looking down on Lindy more that before. Much better to see her body from this angle.

          Gilly handed each of the assistants a vibrator. “Now remember Lindy, you have to talk about what you feel so we will all know. When the orgasm comes, you have to say “now”, or “yes”, or something like that.”  Okay?”

          Lindy nodded. She was getting sore from having her legs spread so wide off the sides of the sectional, so she held her knees with her hands and kept them spread. No one seemed to object. I didn’t either.      Assistant number one started up her vibrator and moved slowly toward Lindy’s clit.

 

 

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When the show was finally over, Lindy left the sectional and the camera just sat there, staring at an empty piece of furniture. I had been masturbating while watching, but now I was quickly losing interest, not having sexy Lindy spread open on the TV screen, gyrating to the throws of passion and the fantasy playing out behind her closed eyes.

          All was quiet. Some low voices indicated they were getting ready for bed. Then Lindy and Trish sat on the sectional in front of the camera. Lindy glancing over her shoulder to make sure none of the other girls were listening.

          “I wish I was you.“ Lindy said, opening the conversation.

          “Why?“  asked Trish.

          “Because I know what to do with a man like Scott.“

          “You really think you could get him to do something?“ Trish asked. Implied in her question was a desire to know her method.

          “I know I could.  Men that age just act like they aren’t interested. They don’t want anyone to think they like young girls. But secretly they do. Sometimes I go to the mall dressed in really sexy clothes. I wear my sunglasses and watch men look at me in the reflection of store windows. They all do it.”

          “Lindy, you always act like you know so much, like a nympho. And I always thought you were just pretending. But now I think you really are...  Have you actually done it? Or is this just an act?”  Trish’s tone implied some genuine interest. She was not being mean spirited and Lindy could tell.

          Lindy sat thinking. The long pause told Trish she had stumbled on something.

          “C’mon Lindy, you can trust me.” With brightening eyes Trish conveyed that she was not wanting to judge her, just share in the excitement.  “Tell me who...  what did you...  how did it happen?”

          Lindy told Trish how she and her older brother had talked openly about their sexual desires, but being brother and sister, had not really been interested in each other. Instead, he would have his friends sleep over and they would team up to manipulate them into sex play. Eventually, she had learned how to manipulate any man into bed. She had dozens of victims.

          But Lindy was ripping through the telling of it at a blinding pace. She was trying to get through it so she could get back to the subject at hand:  Scott Burwell. 

          “Trish, you like Scott don’t you?“

          Trish nodded.

          “Wouldn’t you like to make love with him?“

          Trish blushed and looked at her hands, not answering.

          “What? wouldn’t you?“

          “Not all-the-way love. I can’t...“

          “But you think about it don’t you?“ Lindy asked.

          Again Trish sat thinking, picking at her fingers.

          “It doesn’t matter anyway, you get to do what ever you want. The secret is to let him think you are only interested in playing games, like an innocent kid. But sexy games. Then you just keep doing more and more and more. He will play, and he won’t stop until you do. I promise. But you have to know what to do.”

          Lindy described a game called “Simon Says Kiss Me Here” and explained the rules. Then she told Trish how to behave during the game to get what she wanted. Mainly, she wanted Trish to not be shy when it was her turn. “You need to let him know that you are willing to do anything. So you need to point to your breasts, between your legs, and even if he says no, you have to lift your shirt or pull down your panties and say “you have to, it’s the rules.”

          “I can see you doing that, but not me.” Trish said.

          “Trust me Trish, even if he doesn’t do it right away, he wants to - really really bad. And knowing you want him to, he will eventually do it. and you will love it. It is so cool.”

           They were speaking so quietly I had to turn the volume all the way up. I was hard as a rock listening to this. What a fucking thing to be able to spy on young girls plotting to have sex with me. I was in the drivers seat now. Even so, I still doubted I would do anything. When they finished talking, I went back out to the kitchen to lock the back door and turn some lights out. I knocked around loudly so the girls would hear me. I got Trish’s attention because she emerged from below and leaned against me by the sink. Kind of like - I wish I didn’t have to stay down there with my friends. Well, she is the birthday girl. Which can be taken two ways: 1) the birthday girl should honor her friends with her presence, or 2) the birthday girl can do what she wants because it’s her birthday.  I opt for the latter.

          “What is it sweetie?”

          She growled a little, scratched her itchy nose on my shirt, then leaned harder against me. Translated: “I’m tired, I don’t want to sleep downstairs, please put me to bed.” But I knew it was an act, knowing how energized she was just a minute ago talking to Lindy.

           “Don’t you want to sleep downstairs with your friends?”

          Her face still pressed against my side, she shook her head no, which rocked her body in the opposite direction. “Where then?”

          She shrugged and then mumbled something. 

          “What did you say?” I asked. 

          “Would you tuck me in like you did last night?” She looked up at me pleading - “Pleeeeeeease?”       

          “Well angel, you are already in your nighty. Only thing left is a kiss and whiskers.”

          She pooched out her bottom lip and continued looking up at me, thinking.  She was reading me. Burying her face in my shirt again, she mumbled something. 

          I recognized the rise and fall of the tone of whatever she said. It was something she was embarrassed to say, which made me really want to know what it was. “What was that?”  I asked softly.

          She didn’t say anything.

          “Trisha, sweetheart, you can trust me. It’s your birthday - tell me what you want.”

          After a thoughtful pause she spoke. “Can we play another game?” 

          Yikes…  what next….    Uhmm….”   I stumbled on…   “Well, it’s kind of late. Like what?”

          She looked up at me with her chin on my chest, “like pretend sleep, but different.”

          Feigning that it must be an innocent game, I replied “Well, whatever it is I’ll play as long as we can do it on my bed. Okay?”

          Trisha nodded and raised her arms up. “Carry me.”      I hefted her into my arms and marched off to my room.

 

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          This is dangerous territory. Damn. I don’t know. I guess I’ll play along until I can’t play anymore.

          We entered my room and she leapt from my arms onto the bed, bouncing on all fours across the tall king sized bed. How quickly she went from sleepy to fully alive again. Her face was animated and she said (as if directing her dolls at a tea party)  “You sit right heeeeere, and I’ll sit right heeeeeere….,  now, here are the rules.”

          Before I got on the bed, I turned off the TV and the overhead light, and turned on the lamps on either side of the bed.  “You made up a game already?”

          “No, Lindy told it to me tonight, but you can’t play it without a boy.”

          “What’s it called?” I asked.

          “Simon Says.” 

          “Oh, well I know that one.”  

          “This is different..”  

          “Oh, so, what are the rules?” 

          She paused, then with a determined look she went on…  “Well it’s really called ‘Simon Says Kiss Me’. So when it’s your turn, You say ‘simon says kiss me here.’ and you point to the place you want to be kissed. If you don’t say ‘simon says’ and I kiss anyway, then you get three more. Okay?” I started to answer but, “Oh yeah, you can’t point to your clothes only skin.”  She watched me closely, wondering what I was going to do or say about this game. 

          “Sounds like I could get in a lot of trouble for…, ”  

           “It’s okay, I won’t tell anyone.”    She broke in quickly, as if anticipating my answer.

          “This game is not for kissing arms and hands and elbows, is it?”  I didn‘t let her answer. “It starts out innocent enough, but it ends up with me going to jail.  Do you know what would happen to me if anyone found out? I don’t think you do.  I really would love to play but I just can’t risk going to prison.”

          She tried the bottom lip, then dramatically mouthed the word “Paleeeese…” ,  After a long pause thinking, she finally spoke again, “I don’t get it. If I played this with a boy my age, nothing would happen, but they would send you to prison. It’s not fair.” She said, looking defeated.

          “It’s the law Trish.   You know, I think a long, long time ago, this would have been fun and no one would have cared. But now that we have laws, and since the law says we can’t…, It’s really a shitty law.  That law hurts the ones it’s supposed to be protecting.  But I can’t risk going to prison. Do you know what would happen to you if anyone found out? I mean, you can imagine that if we never got caught, that life would stay nice and we would remember and enjoy our memories, and that would be good. Right?” 

          She nodded, listening carefully. 

          “I mean, really no harm done. You agree with that right?”  

          Again she nodded confidently.

          “Well, if we did get caught, they would pick me up and put me in jail, and you would be forced into a terrible situation. Do you know what I mean?”

          She kind of shrugged - unsure for sure. 

          “The police - probably the FBI - would take you to their offices. All the men there would watch you walk through, knowing what happened. They would sit you down with a tape recorder and video camera recording everything, and they would make you to tell them every single detail of everything we did. Then, When you get home, you turn on the TV and see my picture and hear the news person saying “Mr. Jones, molested Trisha Jackson in her own home while babysitting. Everyone in your school would know. Everyone would treat you differently. Your whole world would change. You would probably have to leave town just to get away from the reporters and your school.”

          I could see the fear and trauma forming in her eyes. 

          I said, “Do you think I’m making that up or do you think that is what would happen?” 

          She studied me.  “I know it would, because I’ve seen it on the news before.  But you’re not like that. Those guys are like total weirdo creepazoids.”  

          “How do you know they aren’t like me? That it didn’t happen like this?” 

          She shrugged. Her bottom lip was back out again.  I was regretting bursting her bubble like that because really I was hoping she had a less obvious game to play.

          I continued, “The other thing is, when I was in school, about your age, boys and girls who were my friends would promise me that if I did something, or told them something, that it would be a secret and nobody would ever know. They promised. It always amazed me how fast the entire school would know the secret.

          It’s also amazing how many times someone has told me a secret that they promised never to tell, “God, he’ll kill me if he finds out I told you. He made me promise not to tell.”  I like you a lot Trish, and I think you are very beautiful, but I learned that I can’t trust anyone to keep a secret like that- especially one that would ruin my life, and yours if it ever got out.” 

          She pleaded once more. “I know you won’t believe me but I can keep a secret. And we wouldn’t get caught. It’s like you said. As long as we don’t get caught it will be fine.”   

          I countered saying,  “How do I know you can keep a secret?  What big secret did you ever keep?”   I couldn’t very well use the “pretend sleeping” as an example.

          She thought a minute. “My uncle Ray put a dent in my dad’s car and I saw it. He made me promise not to tell my dad.”  She folded her arms like - Hah, top that!  

          “So you promised not to tell, and here you just told me. Do you see how easily it is to tell secrets?”  

          She didn’t even blink. “No, I promised him that my dad would not find out and I know you won’t tell him.”

          Obviously I was in over my head with this girl.  The arms were still folded. I’m losing an argument with an 11 year old, oops, she’s 12 today. “Okay, okay, so I trust you to keep it secret, but what about getting caught, anything could happen.”   I was trying not to stare too long at her breasts through the nighty. The lamps where really penetrating the fabric. I’m weak, so weak. 

          “Like what?”  She asked. 

          “Like one of your friends could come in looking for you.”  

          “Lock the door.” 

          I took a breath getting ready to list all the other ways to get caught…, but all that came out was, “What if there’s a hidden camera in here?” 

          She flopped face down on the bed and said “Oh please, give me a break.” 

          I had to laugh at that. I reached out and stroked her hair. She reacted to the touch immediately and spooned herself against me, smiling up at me. I pointed to my neck “Kiss me here.”

          Reaching out she kissed my neck with an open mouth. 

          Mmmm….. very nice, but now I get three more turns.”  

          “Oops, you’re right.” She said still smiling.  

          “Tell me something, about you wanting to play this game…, If you only got to choose one or the other, would you rather be kissing me, or have me kissing you?” 

          “You kissing me.”   She said, not having to think about it.     

          “I thought so.   Like how you like me dressing you for bed - you like the attention.” Okay, I’ll tell you what, since it’s your birthday, I’ll give you unlimited kisses. To hell with the game, just point. 

          She jumped up and sat on my thighs, pointing to her lips. I leaned forward and kissed her as if she were a woman.  Very nice. I drew back and expected some shyness or blushing, but her sparkling eyes were locked on mine. She pointed to her neck. Again, 5 seconds, which is longer than it sounds. Before I had even drawn back, she fell back, lifted her nighty above her stomach and pointed to her belly button. I know she didn’t mean to, but my back wouldn’t bend like that.

          “I can’t reach there.”

          She stood up from my lap, straddling me, which put her panties at eye level. Still too awkward. So I grabbed her playfully, threw her onto the bed, lifted her nighty, and began kissing and licking her belly button. She giggled wildly and thrashed about.

          My weight was heavy on one of her legs, so she worked it out from under me. Now her legs were spread apart and I was lying between them kissing her belly. Her mound was pressing just below my neck. I had a close up view of her breasts,  and I was losing my shyness about staring at them. My dick ached to be straight. I stopped kissing and looked at her for the next spot. 

          “You pick this time.” She said.  

          Wow, a blank check. I got up on my knees between her legs, sitting on my feet. I grabbed her hips and lifted them high into my lap so that she was lying downhill. I lifted her nighty over her head. She could still see me through the fabric. As I bent over to kiss her, my folded erection pressed into her crotch. I leaned forward and began slowly caressing her nipples with my lips and tongue, while grinding my hard bent dick against her crotch. She was in complete surrender - meaning all shyness was completely gone. She trusted me completely, knowing that I worshipped her.

          My paranoia was also gone. Her breasts were wonderful,  but I longed since the night before to be able to fondle them at length while my eyes recorded everything. So I sat back up and did just that. I massaged her breasts for a long time, rolling her small nipples between my fingers. The crotch of her panties were still staring up at me from her wide open legs. I slid my right hand down to her crotch and massaged her clit through her panties with my thumb. I could feel her wetness.  “Can I kiss you here next?”

          She nodded.

          I leaned forward and kissed her mouth soft and deep. “you’re sure?” 

          She nodded again and said, “Then I get one turn to kiss you somewhere.”  

          Wow, I got off the bed and adjusted my dick. She sat up. I lifted her from the bed and stood her in front of me. She raised her arms as I lifted her nighty off,  then I slid her panties down. She stepped out of them. 

          “My God, Trish, you are so pretty.”  I just stared at her standing there, naked. “I could look at you for hours.”

          Trish began a cheerleading routine and I laughed.

          “You are so sexy, I can’t stand it!”

          She just soaked in the compliments while she mechanically went through the routine. Her playfulness was growing and she was feeling less inhibited. She seemed to know she had nothing to be shy about with me. She was calling the shots and I was a willing slave.

          Slowly spinning on the floor like a ballerina, she asked, “Is there anything you want me to do?   I mean…, I don’t know why, but I like to watch you looking at me.”

          “Trish, honey, there are all kinds of things I want you to do, but I feel strange even asking. I just can’t…,  I’m a man and…, you don’t know what…,”

          She moved in close and stood between my legs as I sat on the bed. “C’mon, I really want to do things for you, so I can watch your eyes.   When I was lying back on the bed you thought I had my eyes closed, but they were open just a little and I could see you looking at me. I can see how much…  like,  how you’re hungry for it. You know? I really like that a lot. Please…”

          “Do you realize you are making all my dreams come true?   No, this is better than anything I’ve ever dreamed about.”  I paused and we looked each other in the eyes for a moment. “Do you know what men like to see?”

          She gave a one shoulder shrug, “Maybe some, but teach me. It’ll be so cool.”

          I sat her back on the bed and she laid back, ready and willing.  I laid down next to her to talk some more before we got started.

          “Trish, part of the fun of getting to look at you is to pretend we are about to have real sex. Have you ever seen a man naked? Do you know what a penis looks like when it is hard?” 

          “I think I do. I can’t remember where I…, maybe. Are you going to show me?”

          “I have to.”

          “What do you mean?” She asked.

          “Well, it’s fun for you to watch my eyes because you can see how much you excite me.  The fun for me is to pretend I am having sex with you. So I need to rub myself while I watch you…  you know, masturbate.”

          “Oh…, yeah, …,   you mean I get to watch?”  She said excitedly.

          “Yea, we watch each other, and we can touch each other whenever we want to. Okay?”

          “Okay, what should I do?” She was eager to get started.

          “Well, first you need to get acquainted with my friend here.”  

          I stood up and turned to face her. She propped herself up on her elbows, her legs dangling off the foot of the bed. Slowly I extracted my dick and removed the rest of my clothes. I stroked it for her a few times and stuck it straight out to its full length.  Her eyes bulged a little and she sat forward, examining me closely (exactly as she had my son the day before). 

          Slowly she reached her hand out and began feeling me, rubbing it softly with her fingertips. The look of amazement and wondrous delight on her face made it stiffen.

          “Okay, lie back on the bed and open up your legs for me.”

          She moved back a little and complied, lifting her knees first then letting them fall open, her feet still close to her butt.

          “Wow, very nice, but put your legs flat on the bed and then spread them open as far as you can.”

          Again, she understood and did as I asked. 

          How incredible. This was exactly how I had fantasized about her. Her mound puffing out above her hips, her clit puffing out from the top of her slit, and the small lips of her opening, wet, and closed, but clearly visible.

          “Now put your arms out to the side, with your hands above your head.”

          I began to stare hard at her body, stroking my dick slowly. I moaned a little, involuntarily.

          I noticed her face change as I began to imagine myself sliding in and out of her. It excited her greatly to see me so excited at the sight of her.  Her hips rocked. She instinctively knew the moves. She was staring at my dick and actually imagining it going inside of her.  I reached out and rubbed my thumb on her clit.

          She raised her hips in the air, not knowing why. After a few moments of rubbing her, I stood back up and stroked myself for her some more, teasing her. I watched as her pleading pussy and face begged me to stimulate her some more.

          Again I leaned over the bed. She lifted her hips at my face, begging for it. Gently I rubbed my thumb from side to side across her puffed up button, pressing just hard enough so that it popped under, from side to side. Rubbing up and down I pressed my thumb inside of her opening and moved it in and out several times. Trish moaned.

          I stood back up and stroked myself some more - I was teasing her, and it was driving her crazy.

          “Please don’t stop, do that some more..”

          I smiled down at her, her face totally serious and desperate. “It’s okay sweetheart, I will. But you have to learn to make these good feelings last a long time, because once you have your orgasm, It’s over for a while and the second one is never as good as the first.”

          At this she relaxed a little and started zoning in on my erection again. She watched my face just as much as my dick, and I could see her face and posture change as I began to enjoy myself more. She fed off of me - loving the affect she had.

          “Trish?… “

          “yes?”

          “Can you imagine me putting this inside you?  I mean with you lying there like that?”

          “That’s what I’ve been doing. I can almost feel it.”

          “There is another position that works,  if you turn over and put your butt up in the air, and your knees apart -  Do you know what I mean?” 

          She had to process that for a second or two.  She rolled herself over, and from her hands and knees, looked around at me for approval.

          Her ass was exquisite. I could see her small breasts hanging down from her chest. “Mmmmm….” I moaned as I reached out and ran my hands all around her back, ass, and thighs. “Try putting your cheek down on the bed.” 

          She did but her back was still arched up. I gently pushed her back down to invert the arch, rolling her hips forward and pointing her anus toward the ceiling. That was it.

          “Now, that is nice. People have sex like this a lot.”

          After staring at her and stoking my member a little, again the urge hit me and  I reached out and slipped my thumb in and out of her vagina several times, rubbing her clit with her juices.  Leaning in, I examined her vagina and anus closely as I masturbated her gently, and myself not so gently. 

          Trisha spoke, “I never knew it would be like this. I thought it would be like…  you know embarrassing, and hating it. This is so much fun I can’t believe it.  I thought Lindy was so weird,  ‘cause she acts so…, I dunno, like that’s all she thinks about.”

          “I think Lindy has probably done some of this before.”

          “I think it’s her older brother.  He’s always touching her butt and stuff when I’m over there, and she looks at him funny - like never mad at all. I’m gonna find out…”

          “Hey, you be careful talking about this stuff with your friends. Remember what we talked about. If she tells you about her brother, then you will want to tell her about me real bad. You can’t do that, right?”

          “Right.  I won’t, I promise.”

          I was sitting on the edge of the bed still softly masturbating her as we talked.  “Are you ready for an orgasm?”

          “I think so.  You gonna try putting it inside me?”  She sounded slightly hopeful and worried at the same time.

          “No, I don’t need to. I can give you a wonderful orgasm without doing that.   Turn back over the way you were before.”

          Not needing to worry any more, Trish eagerly complied.  I helped her get her legs open a little wider.  Standing up, I showed her my dick again and said. “Now, imagine that I am sliding this inside you…”  I moved closer and pointed it at her pussy, “Look how hard you made me. Just by looking at you I am hard as a rock.”  Her hips gyrated slowly, spontaneously.

          I purposely was not touching her any more. She was building inside, staring at my dick and getting very wet. I leaned over her, my arms straddling her, and rubbed my dick on her leg, in a mock humping motion. The contact made her gasp.  I rubbed it on the other leg. I climbed over top of her, with it hovering above her mound, and kissed her mouth long and soft, and wet, touching nothing but her mouth. I nibbled her ear, then her neck. I stood back up and repeated the whole thing again, rubbing the head of my dick on her legs, etc. 

          By now, she was in a very agitated state. Every nerve was on high alert. Now was the time. Climbing over her once more, I kissed her mouth. Then I locked on to her eyes, stuck out my tongue, and she watched as I slowly went down between her legs. 

          She propped on her elbows to see better, my tongue hovering very close between her legs, I paused for a moment, both of us holding our breath, then in one motion, I licked upward, ever so slowly, but pressing firmly. The flat of my tongue wiped upward, taste buds sliding slowly over the full length of her slit and button.

          Her whole body convulsed. “Ahhhhh ooowwww eeeee” she howled.

          I raised my head “Are you okay? Do you want me to stop?

          “Oh my God!” She said, gasping and shaking her head vigorousely.

          Smiling, I began thumb fucking her in earnest while sucking and licking and rubbing her clitoris.

          It took less than a minute and she was in full orgasmic delight, pressing her pussy into my face with her back arched.

          Finally she collapsed onto the bed. I continued softly licking her mound and suckling her clit until the post-orgasm-ultra-sensitivity set in and forced her to push my face away.

          I was in pain. My dick was throbbing wildly.  I pulled her toward the foot of the very tall pedestal bed. I stroked myself and rubbed the head of my dick on her smooth mound.  I fondled her breasts with one hand, stroking with the other. I took her hand and had her stroke me some while I stared and felt her pussy and small perfect breasts.

          I came in long spurts that hit her chin and chest several times. I rubbed the rest of the sperm across her pussy with the head of my dick until I was spent.

          Stepping back from the bed, I catalogued the image of her spread open to me and covered in my sperm.    I washed her with a warm washcloth, pulled the blankets down, laid down, pulled her on top of me, and pulled the covers up over us.

          After all of that, this was the first time we actually had our naked bodies pressed together. It was wonderful, and we fell asleep, reveling in the feeling.

 

 

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          In the wee hours of the morning I awoke sweating from Trish’s warm body on top of me. I caressed her backside, hoping to arouse her from her sleep, sliding my hands wherever they could reach - but to no avail. I suppose she could have been faking again. I got up and carried her to her bed, both of us still naked,  tucked her in (no whiskers), and went back to bed.

          The next morning I awoke alone with the sun shining in the through the window. From the angle, it looked like it was about 9:30. I put on some boxers, checked on the girls downstairs (still asleep), checked on Trish (still asleep), went back to my room and started picking up clothes and straightening up a little.

          As I stood in the bathroom with the shower warming up, I heard the bedroom door close. It was Trish. With sleepy eyes and wild hair, she leaned against me, still naked.

          “Good morning, sweet stuff.”

          “Hmmm…, ‘morning”

          I pushed her into the shower ahead of me and proceeded to soap-up and wash every square inch of her with my bare hands. (a few of the square inches got washed longer than others, and more than once).

          The slippery sensations quickly revived her.

          I asked her to wash my back. Taking my example, she washed my entire backside just like I had her, and then she turned me around. Washing her gave me a full erection, but now it was drooping. Standing on her tiptoes, she soaped my shoulders and chest. She avoided my penis and washed my legs and feet. I rinsed off.

          Being quite a bit shorter than I, the mist from the shower hitting me kept fouling her eyes, so I picked up all eighty pounds of her and held her like a child, straddling my hip.

          I felt the need for us to talk, to put things into perspective, considering we would not ever be doing this again.

          “Trisha?”

          “Hmm?”

          “We need to talk about some things.”

          “I know, don’t tell anyone…” she said rather mockingly.

          “Yes, but we already promised each other about that.”

          “What then?”

          “I am going to be really sad for a long time not being able to be with you any more.”

          “me too.”

          “I just want you to know that if I don’t talk to you very much at the games, and if it makes you feel like I don’t like you, just remember this: I will always love you and even though we can’t act like it anymore, I will always be thinking about you.”

          Trisha sniffed… Sniffed again…, then, resting her head on my shoulder, slowly began crying.  Her emotions infected me and tears streamed down my face. Between increasing sobs she managed to say: “I don’t want to.  We can still see each other sometimes. Right?  We can...”

          “No way. This is our only chance. If we keep seeing each other we will get caught. I have no doubt.”

          Her crying softened as she processed what I was trying to tell her, coughing, snot hanging from her nose.

          I took the time to explain to her that she will probably go through a period of being mad at me, or even hating me, and that that it is a normal human reaction when you feel like you’ve been abandoned by someone you care about. She said she would never feel that way, but I knew different.  I pulled her snot and made a rope from her nose about 2 feet long. We laughed until it hurt - completely forgetting about the basement full of girls right under us.  Yes, we would definitely get caught if we didn’t stop.

 

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