Hailey
Written
by: Jem
Aura ©
Prologue:
I am
concerned for the health and welfare of
children in today’s society. Certain behavior models that run
contrary to
popular belief I feel have significant merit in truth. This story
attempts to
bring these concepts out. I would like to receive feedback from anyone
who
finds the concepts interesting and compelling. I
have a selfish desire prove these concepts
to the world so that I may not be viewed as harshly by society.
I
believe I have identified, through my own struggles and thoughts,
certain
aspects of human sexual behavior that can, through understanding, be
used to
significantly reduce the harmful affects of sexual abuse on children.
This
story and narrative are in no way intended to condone the sexual abuse
of
children. It is simply a brutally honest view into the workings of
sexual
behavior in humans. Admittedly, many of the concepts contained within
fly in
the face of the general consensus formed by the psychological
community. I can
only say that trying to understand the intricacies of human behavior
from
within a human brain is a very confusing exercise - whether you are a
psychologist or not. Anyone could have gotten it wrong (and modern
psychology definitely
has it all wrong) - and when it comes to human behavior, no-one should
ever
claim to be an expert. But
the simple
fact is: Acknowledging the lack of control we have over emotional
responses to
life’s conundrums can allow for a new, broader, and more
objective view of the
true human condition. The
important
thing is to consider the consequences of continuing on with the status
quo of
beliefs that - contrary to popular opinion forged by a bunch of quacks
claiming
to be “experts”, do much more harm than good to the
children we try to protect.
Let me
introduce a concept to you: Above I
mentioned that we have no control over our emotional responses. But if
we don’t,
then who or what does? Simply put, emotional reactions are instinctive.
But to
make it work right, there is a part of our instinctive subconscious
that
decides when where and how to inflict us with the neural peptides that
are our
emotions. It is a very intelligent and prominent aspect of our brain.
It is a
compartment of our mind that we are seldom aware of – similar
to the
compartment that processes visual information: That part is watching
what we
see and looking for patterns that it can bundle up and name. Like
seeing
someone we know. Subconsciously we process the visual information and
the
recognition is done at blinding speed outside of our consciousness.
Similarly with
emotional responses, the emotional compartment (or as I’ve
name it “The Lurker”)
it watches our lives like a soap opera on TV, and when circumstances
are right,
it pushes any of a wide variety of emotional buttons that in turn
trigger our
instinctive behaviors.
Those
behaviors come from a script that is
written into our DNA. They enter our consciousness as packets of
behavioral
algorithms intended to coax us into doing something, Along with the
behavioral
suggestions comes a wide array of justifications in the form of
suggested
consequences and rewards. There are two very important things to know
about the
Lurker: The first
is that the
justifications, being his attempt to convince us that it is okay to
proceed,
are usually lies designed to mask his true motives.
The second are his motives. It
has no concern for our happiness, only
seeing to it that we mate, have sex, and raise children. It has no
other motive
whatsoever. Every emotion we ever feel directly or indirectly supports
those
motives. Of course we can break them up and be more specific and say
that he
helps us survive, seek out relationships, gain status in society, be
sneaky and
manipulative, fall in love, etc, but those all support his basic
motives. I guess a
third aspect of the Lurker that
should be understood is that the breadth and width of knowledge
available to
him, and the complexity of the behaviors that he commands, should never
be
underestimated. As our own conscious selves grow in intelligence and
problem
solving capability, He works furiously to stay ahead of us, keeping us
in the
dark. And
he’s not working alone. they
can communicate with each other through our emotions and subtleties of
our body
language – actually, that is their language. Their tools
include the ability to
compartmentalize our minds, develop denial through a strong feeling of
contentedness,
using several people
with roles to play
within a family to see a behavior through to it’s conclusion,
such as
co-dependency, etc. All
without our
knowledge.
While there
are several mating strategies that
the Lurker has at his disposal, I will treat two of the primary ones
within
this story: Peer-to-peer mating (marriage), and
adult-male-adolescent-female mating
(commonly referred to in modern society as child sexual abuse) In the latter strategy, the
Lurkers belonging
to the mother, step-father, father, and the adolescent girl all
coordinate the
event to occur, setting it up to happen,
If my
theories are even approximately correct,
then there is a much more effective treatment available for sex
offenders, and
there is a much more effective cure for the abused. But most
importantly, there
will be a strategy for prevention that will be incredibly effective. In implementing these
strategies, known
predators with tendencies toward violence, rape, kidnapping, etc. would
probably
have to be permanently institutionalized.
The non-violent sexual deviant would be treatable and a
high level of
confidence in public safety of our children will be had.
One
condition under which the Lurkers of an
entire community will work in unison is when a man is discovered having
sex
with an adolescent girl. All
of the
Lurkers push emotional buttons that instill a completely irrational
sense of
outrage toward the man, ostracizing him from the community, and
emotionally
damaging the girl. This outrage is generated by the same complex system
that
evokes our sexual desires and jealousy, and it exists for reasons
completely
different from what common sense would dictate. It
is not intended to keep a girl from getting
pregnant, It is simply to give the mother control over the men in the
community
so that her Lurker can choose time and place of the event. With the
weapon of
community outrage at her disposal, her Lurker can plot and scheme all
sorts of
devious things. You
see, it is totally
obvious that an adolescent girl is intended to mate right away. That is
how
nature works. Every single species on the planet mates the moment they
are
able. Humans are on the cusp of shrugging off the influence of natural
selection through modern technology and medicine. The things that used
to cull
our numbers no longer do. But the behaviors are still there and it will
take millennia
upon millennia to weed them out. These mating strategies that I am
referring to
are ancient programs, developed through natural selection over vast
numbers of
generations. The community outrage toward the man is there to drive the
mating
behind a bush, in secret, with a particular man. He must then abandon
the girl
and his offspring.
In the
absence of violence, kidnapping or rape
behavior, these mating strategies do no harm to the adolescent girl
physically
or emotionally. In fact, if played out fully as intended in the
ancestral
environment, the girl in intended to gain great advantage from it. This
is due
to the mother-daughter relationship during the raising of this first
child. It
is intended to mold the young girl into a woman, instilling vast
knowledge of
how to be a matriarch in her own clan and how do control an alpha male
through
co-dependency. Under her mother’s care, the girl and her
child are protected
from the confusion of a mated relationship while she learns the ropes.
All of these
strategies, depending on your
gender, exist in all of us. Some are exhibited more homogenously across
human
behaviors, many are held in reserve as contingencies or supplements,
depending
on any given situation. They are like tools in a tool-box - we all have
the
same box with the same tools, it is a matter of what life has dealt you
that
determines which combination of tools the Lurker decides will work
best.
Some of
these behavioral tools take the form of
a particular style of body language and demeanor, as in the vastly
different
behaviors of alpha and subordinate males. But if something happens to
the
alpha, and a subordinate takes his place, that new alpha will shrug off
his old
demeanor and a new strategy, from the toolbox, will assert itself, and
his
behavior will hardly be recognizable except that he behaves a whole lot
like
his predecessor. It is incredibly important for people to understand
this. It
is the reason that there is an epidemic of sexual abuse going on. Once
a
“subordinate” feeling male begins to experience the
symptoms of one or more of
the subordinate behavioral programs,
instead of society propping him up and reassuring him with
a sense of
status, so that the subordinate male programs will cease to assert
themselves,
they beat him down with extreme guilt and shame, label him, and then
stick him
back into society with a new and improved feeling of being at the utter
bottom
of the social ladder. At
this place on
the ladder, his Lurker may choose one of the high risk strategies, the
ones
that are used only when all others have failed - abduction, rape,
murder, etc.
As we
consider this, I believe every one must
concede the logic in this - and in doing so, you can then understand
how
irrational your own reactions are to these poor men, possibly creating
a crack
in the door wide enough for you to sense the Lurker at work inside you.
These
men are in need of a family, clan, community, where they can feel
needed and
important, and instead, our Lurker pushes all the worst buttons at them
-
hatred, loathing, resentment, disgust, anger, etc.
Very few among us have the objectivity and
spiritual fortitude to see through these behaviors for what they are,
and only
one in the history of man to actually preached it. Jesus said, do unto
others... and in
that particular
strategy, lies the healing of us all.
And perhaps He knew that to say “feel unto
others...” would be
impossible.
In knowing
the truth, that all people in the
world, every member of our species, unless suffering from a genetic
defect or
mutation, have these same behaviors written into the fabric of their
being. That
no-one is immune, that no-one can be trusted, that in and of itself
would
protect the children of the world much more effectively than trying to
imprison
everyone showing the symptoms of natural behaviors. If
we educate young girls that certain of
their body language and natural behaviors can trigger a behavioral
cascade of
events in both that can spin out of control...
well, prudence will prevail.
Sorry about
the long prologue, Enjoy.
Chapter 1
Laura
was the sweetest woman in the world. At least in Justin’s world. In the barren
landscape of
In
her bedroom they would just hang out all weekend. their kids would
crowd onto
the bed to watch a movie or just to talk and play games. The boys would
come
and spend the day and at times there would be seven bodies sprawled
across the
king bed. Laura called it a “love sandwich”.
The
three girls loved their mother and seldom did they cause her any real
problems
or heart aches. Her oldest, Lindsay, was 21 and getting married.
Lindsay and
her fiance had moved back into the house temporarily, which Laura liked
because
Lacey, her 16 year old was too busy with her social life and being
self-absorbed to ever help out in a significant way. Mostly she just
needed
someone responsible to watch after Hailey.
Hailey
was a blooming adolescent. Even though as a first impression she may
seem
younger than she is, mainly due to her big eyes and a cleverly scripted
slurring baby talk that was a ubiquitous aspect of any conversation one
might
be brave enough to have with her.
Hailey
in fact operated at a much higher level than anyone gave her credit -
and
that’s just how she liked it.
Even
though one gets the impression that Hailey is still emotionally very
young,
physically she is tall for her age. Her long blonde hair and slender
build are
more like the young teenager she is when seen from behind. But her face
still
has kissable cherub cheeks, a button nose, and a rosebud mouth.
Hailey’s
room is pink. Her bed, shelves and dresser covered in multi-colored
stuffed
animals. Half of her closet is dedicated to dress-up clothes while the
other
half is a shrine to Barbie and Ken. Again, her room seems to belong to
a much
younger girl.
Justin
had become accustomed to hearing Hailey’s baby talk and
seeing her mood swings,
not really noticing any pattern, or even caring for that matter. All he
knew is
that she needed attention, and that seemed to be her strategy for
getting it.
She had to compete for her mother’s attention, who admittedly
had difficulty
raising her. She was an unexpected pregnancy, and her second husband
had strong
feelings about abortion. Despite her commitment to not allow those
feelings to
affect her daughter, Hailey was emotionally needy.
The perpetual baby-talking was a fixture of
her personality, and had Laura wondering if Hailey was developmentally
challenged.
Justin
wondered the same thing until one day when, freshly showered, he was
laying
across the bed in Laura’s room watching a football game. He
was exhausted,
unwinding after having installed new flooring in three rooms of the
house.
Laura and Lindsay had gone to the grocery store and the bank. Hailey
climbed up
on the bed like she always did when she was bored. She was feeling
mischievous
and excited.
The
reason for these feelings was unknown to Hailey, but actually they came
from a
very complex biological process within her body: ancient biochemical
programs
that instinctively activate under the right conditions. Her Lurker was
awake
and alert to everything. Her Lurker pushed buttons that activated the
hippocampus and hypothalamus sections of the brain excreting
neuro-peptides
into Hailey’s bloodstream, and sending packets of behavioral
algorithms into
her consciousness. In this case, the right conditions consisted of
being alone
with a strong, kind, and trusted adult man, one that her mother was
accepting
of, and the resulting feelings and thoughts were that of a strong
desire for
physical contact combined with an over-powering sense of promiscuity
and
mischievousness. Hailey had experienced these feelings on several
occasions
with Justin. The resulting thoughts and feelings had merged into a
recurring
fantasy where Justin would enter the bathroom and wash her methodically
from
head to toe. This fantasy seemed to satisfy her need for attention from
him,
while fulfilling her need for titillating physical contact, without
actually
thinking about sex. No,
her Lurker didn’t
want her to think about sex. Having a baby is the last thing he wants
her to
think about. “Just have fun, play some games with the nice
man. Let me send a
few signals to him.” The Lurker thought as he choreographed a
ballet of
muscular reactions layered atop of her conscious thoughts that, when
observed,
took the form of a flirtatious tilted look, sultry undertones in the
voice, and
blushing cheeks.
Climbing
up and sitting on Justin’s back, she asked, “Can I
watch cartoons?”.
“I
don’t care. I’ll probably fall asleep
anyway.”
Justin
had an easy way about him. Everyone felt comfortable around him. Laura
and
Justin had only been dating for a about a year, but since they only saw
each
other about every other weekend, it seemed like much shorter than that.
Hailey
had a crush on him. To her, having him as her mom’s boyfriend
was the best
thing ever. There was no jealousy, only endless opportunities to hug,
wrestle,
play dress-up, or Barbie dolls...
Her
dolls had become Laura and Justin rather than Barbie and Ken, and she
would
play house, inevitably culminating in Justin doll giving Hailey doll a
bath.
And Justin was strangely very willing to suffer endless indignities and
assaults on his machismo in order to nurture his friendship and favor
with the
girl.
Today,
however, Hailey was going to move into new territory. She was
subconsciously
committed to testing their relationship, and she spontaneously broached
a
subject that she knew was mischievous and would get his attention.
“Do
you love my mom?”
“Yes.”
said Justin
honestly.
“Do
you love me?”
“Yes.”
Justin
wasn’t paying much attention to her, but he noticed something
in the tone of
her voice. And there was no baby talk.
“How
come in the morning the door is always locked?” She asked in
non-baby talk
fashion.
“So
that you kids won’t bother us.” Justin replied,
still watching the football
game.
“I
know what you were doing.” stated Hailey in a very
matter-of-fact way.
This
got Justin’s attention and he rolled Hailey off of his back
and sat up to face
her.
“Sweetheart,
I really don’t think you should be worrying about it. We just
like to spend
some time in the morning kissing, alone, that’s
all.” He
lied.
“This
morning I was listening for a long time. I can hear everything under
the door.
I know what you were doing.” She said.
“Well
if you know, then you know why the door was locked.”
Justin
felt out of place. Not because of the subject matter, but because
Hailey was
conversing at a very high functioning level. It was a little scary to
hear her
like that. The same way a toy clown suddenly walking around and talking
might
scare the crap out of someone. Or when Linda Blair suddenly uses the
voice of
her possessor. He had never heard anything from her mouth that
wasn’t twisted
with baby talk or whining. Now she was looking him square in the eye
and
interrogating him without sarcasm, teasing, or anything he could
discern that
would betray her feelings. He had to just sit there and stare while his
mind
adjusted to her. Eventually, it became apparent to Justin that she was
perfectly capable of interacting normally with the adults in her life,
she just
had not chosen to do so, until now.
“Hailey,
are you feeling alright? You
don’t sound
like yourself.”
“I’m
fine. Why?”
Looking
into her swimming pool blue eyes he finally asked, “You sound
like you grew up
all of a sudden. What
happened to all
that baby talk?”
Hailey
looked at her hands and shrugged. “I don’t
know.”
“You
whine at your mom all the time and you always seem to be a lot younger
than you
are...” Justin
paused and then added,
“You know you shouldn’t listen in on people when
they want to be alone.”
After
a thoughtful pause, Hailey, still looking at her hands and twisting the
sheet
around her finger, said, “I like to.
I
wish...” a hint of whining snuck back in - probably because
she’s wanting
something. Then she decided to say something else, “It sounds
like you really
love each other.”
“You
wish what?” asked Justin, noticing her blushing cheeks amid
an otherwise
perfectly smooth complexion.
“I
dunno.” replied Hailey.
During
the one second it took for Hailey to utter those two words, a flood of
information was passed from Hailey directly into Justin’s
brain without him
even knowing it: Her soft hushed tone as she spoke and the way she
broke eye
contact, looking down at hands that were busy doing nothing, conveyed
that
contrary to what she said, she actually did know what she wanted. Her
blushed
cheeks indicated that her hormones were active and that she was feeling
excited
and slightly embarrassed. Her head being tilted forward would not move
as she
glanced up at Justin to read his reactions. This combined with a
submissive
pose with shoulders slumped spoke clearly that her intentions were
mischievous
but not meant to hurt anyone, while at the same time indicating that
she wanted
feedback from Justin as to his willingness to go along with her selfish
pursuit. Then, at
the moment one of her
short upward glances met his eyes, her head tilted and turned ever so
slightly,
her eyes still locked onto his it became the hint of a sideways, tilted
look,
accompanied with a soft smile, and then, a quick bratty flash of her
tongue. This sort
of communication has been occurring
in humans for hundreds of thousands of years.
Without either of them knowing how or why, they both knew
what Hailey
wanted, and Justin was about to unwittingly disclosed to her that he
wanted to
play along. Again, they knew this, and yet they didn’t.
Just
like Hailey, Justin too had ancient programs that instinctively
activate under
the right conditions. His were much different than hers, but they
meshed
together to form a carefully scripted set of behaviors. The two gender
and age
specific programs that interacted, meshed in such a way as to cause a
cascade
of behavior intended to result in the successful procreation of the
species.
Age specific in that in a few short years, Hailey will no longer be
attracted
to a man so much older than her. Her programs will be replaced with
ones
designed to find a long term committed mate of approximately her own
age.
Justin however, will probably continue to seek out young girls with the
younger
programs running, for the rest of his life, while at the same time, be
completely capable of, and interested in, participating in the
peer-to-peer
mating rituals and long-term commitments.
A
typical male’s peer-to-peer ritual program involves overt
romance, gift giving,
and an incredibly complex emotional co-dependency that the woman
depends on for
control within the relationship. Those programs are designed to set up
long-term investment for the purpose of raising children that are
dependent on
their true parents.
The
typical adult-male-to-adolescent-female ritual program has no designs
for
long-term commitment to each other, or by the male to the child. Only
the girl
and her mother (or sibling matriarch, as well as many extended family
members
on the mother‘s side) are invested in the raising of the
child. In this case,
the programs are only intended to get the girl pregnant by a suitable
sperm
donor. The mother
of the girl will be
the one ultimately responsible for raising the child, transferring her
knowledge of survival, child rearing, and matriarchal responsibilities
to the
girl along the way before she dies. Because, you see, in our ancient
ancestral
environment, the life expectancy of a woman would be around 35 years.
This
means that if a female has a daughter at a young age, say 13, the
mother will
be at least 26 when her daughter becomes pregnant. That only leaves a 9
year
window of opportunity for the mother to pass on her knowledge to future
generations.
The mating
ritual consists of a sequence of
events that occur back and forth between the two participants. Contrary
to what
psychology experts believe, the female is actually the one that
initiates it.
Without her acceptance of him and promise of secrecy, the risks of her
exposing
him would be too great.
The male
program is concentrated in the visual
cortex, a radar of sorts that is finely tuned to pick up first on the
physical
characteristics of a female, and then, depending on the results of
that, on the
cues and signals that the female sends. That radar also acts to
identify
opportunities - an innate intelligence of the workings of family
relationships
and their built-in vulnerabilities. Once he identifies an opportunistic
situation, and positions himself into it through extensive plotting and
manipulation, (usually involving the mother, Modern terminology calls
this
grooming) At the moment the young girl gives him her approving signal,
he is
content in the knowledge that she will most likely mate with him and
keep it
secret long enough for him to be long gone.
This act of hyper-awareness and manipulative positioning
that the male
engages in is typically seen as initiating the event. Granted without
it,
little would happen, but for that matter, being born could be thought
of as initiating
it as well. The fact is that if either the girl or the mother were not
accepting of the man, in the vast majority of cases, nothing would
happen. If
they are not accepting, the risks for him are too great.
Conspicuous
in the ritual is the lack of
romance. Progress toward mating is gained through teasing and game
playing, as
energy and excitement grow in both until outrageousness allows for a
plunge
into copulation. Almost
immediately
afterward, the man is compelled to abandon the girl, at least for a
while until
he feels safe for another try. The girl pines for him until she is
certainly
pregnant.
Continuing
their conversation that Hailey had initiated about listening under the
door to
her mother and Justin making love, Justin pleaded with Hailey to speak
her
mind. “Come on, you can tell me. What is it?” asked
Justin, feeling
hyper-sensitive to her at that moment, and feeling a bit aroused all of
a
sudden, but not knowing why.
“I
wish I could be in there...
I wanna see
what you’re doing.”
she started bouncing
on the bed to disguise her embarrassment. Also to have an escape into
“silly-little-girl” in case Justin’s
reaction was not what she predicted it to
be.
“You
know you can’t. And you’re asking the wrong person.
I’m not your father.” He
said calmly, secretly
hoping she would
stubbornly argue with him on this subject the way she doggedly did on
so many
others.
“But
you said you were just kissing.” she only paused long enough
for Justin to open
his mouth, “That’s not all you do, is
it?” She asked, settling down from the
bouncing.
“Why
would you want to watch? I
don’t
understand. wouldn’t you feel silly with us making love in
front of you?”
Hailey
leaned forward and slowly shook her head no.
“No, I wouldn’t” She said. A car
door closed outside and Hailey’s head turned, realizing her
mother and sister
had just come home.
Climbing
down from the bed, she whispered, pleading with him. “Please? If you just
leave the door unlocked, I
swear I won’t say anything. Paleeezzzuh?”
That
last “please” was thick with the familiar whine.
The front door opened and
Hailey skipped from the room. Justin could hear the baby talk thick
from the
other room as she begged for Twinkies. In a flash she had transformed
back into
q little brat.
He
got up and went out to help carry the groceries. As the baby talk
continued out
in the front room, Justin said out loud so everyone could hear,
“I think maybe
all that baby talk is just an act.”
as
he shot a look at Hailey.
Hailey
stared back at Justin in shock, and it occurred to him that she was
actually
afraid. Was he going to betray her any further?
Justin
went over to her. No one was paying any attention.
He picked her up and swung her around,
“I’m
just kidding, I hope you stay a kid forever.”
Two
days later, Justin was swooning as Laura worked her magic in the early
morning
hours, her head bobbing up and down with rhythmic delight. It had become their
ritual. She loved the
fact that she could please him so completely - that he had never had
the
services of someone so talented, let alone simply willing. His ex-wife
never
enjoyed giving out oral sex. Laura absolutely loved it.
But
Justin was now aware of the little spy that had been lurking, and he
was
constantly distracted wondering if she was out there in the hall
listening to
them. He was also amazed how little Laura seemed to worry about making
love
noises. She always added her dialogue of cooing, hums, and slurps, and
he
always felt obligated to add his own sound track for her to monitor
progress
by. The previous
morning Justin had
heard the door knob click ever so slightly and looked to see it moving
slowly.
But it was locked. That night he sat thinking about what it would feel
like to
have the young girl watching them. Now, during this intense moment of
wonderful
sensations, in a flash of pure spontaneity, Justin reached over and
quietly
unlocked the door, Laura being way to busy, and noisy to notice,
continued on.
Being
distracted by the unwelcome thoughts of Hailey, it was taking Justin a
little
longer than usual. Conscious of this, Justin re-asserted his fantasy
and began
slowly climbing upward again toward climax.
As
the tempo increased, Justin was distracted again and glanced at the
door. It
was ajar just enough to peek through, and he could see
Hailey’s nose pressed
against it, blonde hair clearly visible.
Laura, sensing something, looked up to see Justin looking
at the door.
The game was up.
“Hailey,
go back to bed, we’ll be out in...”
Laura paused as Hailey quickly opened the door the rest of
the way and
entered the room.
“But
I want to be in here with you.” She said in her best whine.
Hailey
was staring straight at Justin’s erection, which her mother
was holding
straight up. Laura had committed herself to not doing things around her
kids
that would shed a negative light on sex the way her mother had. If she
had had
the opportunity to cover up Justin without Hailey knowing it, she would
have.
But to do it now would send the wrong signal, or so she felt. In her
mind, they
simply weren't doing anything wrong. Justin was wondering in the back
of his
mind somewhere if Hailey’s curiosity and willingness to
discuss things with
Justin was a reflection of her mother’s attitude.
With
big eyes, Hailey asked “Can I watch?”
“You’ve
seen enough already, we’ll be out in a minute”,
Laura said calmly as if his
penis was the centerpiece at the dinner table.
It
was apparent that Hailey was going to continue to protest and stall as
long as
she could. Hailey, being raised the way she had, simply did not see
anything
bad about sex. It was just an area of interest that she knew very
little about,
and was now strongly interested in.
So
Justin rolled out of bed and climbed in the shower. This caused
consternation
in Laura who watched the confused looks of guilt and fear wash across
Hailey’s
face. Had she upset Justin?
Laura
consoled her, “It’s okay sweetheart,
Justin’s not mad. We were almost done
anyway. You should
knock first before
you open the door.”
Later
Justin and Laura talked. He was surprised by Laura’s lack of
concern over her
young daughter spying and seeing her mother giving him head. Not to
mention a close
up of his full member. But Laura simply did not believe in punishing
her for
natural curiosity, and she won’t repeat the same mistakes as
her own mother,
who felt it necessary, through her religious convictions, to instill a
sense of
fear and disgust about sex and men in general. She felt she missed out
on a
very important time in her life, and it took 15 years of rotten
marriage before
she finally realized she had been lied to.
A
few days later they were in bed again, Laura sitting on top working her
other
sort of magic when there was a knock at the door. Hailey announced
herself
saying she had had a bad dream. Laura, with Justin planted deep inside
her,
reached out and opened the door. (The door knob is obviously right next
to the
bed).
Justin
was immediately suspicious of Hailey because she had not been in bed
long
enough to have had a nightmare, and she didn’t seem surprised
to see her mother
straddling him with her breasts exposed, the rest thankfully hidden
under a
thin sheet.
“What
is it honey?” her
mother asked, stroking
her hair.
“What
are you doing?” asked Hailey, getting right to the point.
“We
are making love.” and
as if to
illustrate, she lifted herself up a little and slowly settled back
down.
Hailey
leaned into her mother and then tried climbing onto the bed, but there
was no
room on that side. Justin, rubbing Hailey’s back
affectionately started to say
something in protest but was cut off by Laura, “Go around to
the other side
where there’s room.”
Even
more shocking to Justin than this unexpected turn of events was when
Hailey
spooned herself up against him while her mother continued to rock,
swinging her
breasts in his face and moaning as if they were again alone in the
room. He
also noticed that Laura seemed to be more intensely aroused than
normal, unlike
himself. But that could very well have been his own shifted perception
now that
Hailey was there. He found that with Hailey next to him, he
couldn‘t orgasm
even though he remained very stiff.
Laura was
not immune to the programs running in
her boyfriend and her daughter. In fact, she was a central character.
In the
human ancestral environment, every single member of the family unit,
including
many of the extended family, had related programs, roles to play,
germane to the
propagation of the adult-male-adolescent-female ritual.
Hailey’s mother’s
Lurker, being close to the center of influence that made the strategy
of the
behavior work, of course had a significant role to play. In her case,
the
neural peptides coursing through her gave her a strong feeling of
contentedness
and well-being having her daughter present amid the sexual atmosphere
of the
bedroom. Those strong feelings were actually very irrational and were
directed
mainly at Justin. Under the influence, in Laura’s eyes,
Justin became God-like.
And those strong senses over-rode any competitiveness natural between
females
in this situation, and made conspicuous the absence of jealousy. The
behavioral
algorithms that infected her consciousness urged her to leave her
daughter in
the care of Justin, with the confident feeling that she will remain
chaste. Ha, what a
crock of shit her
Lurker feeds her. Knowing that this man was not related to her, he
would do
nicely as an example, and a donor. But she did not consciously think
this. she
was in denial of the true reasons, and justified them as a
“teacher“ and
“Nurturer“, and “loving
mother“, and not with any intent of getting her
pregnant.
Part of the
denial system built into the Mother
is that as long as there is no identifiable man, the fact that her
daughter is
pregnant seems perfectly normal and acceptable. Again, the reason for
this is
so that the young mother can be indoctrinated into motherhood away from
the
confusing push and pull of co-dependency.
The mother goes about toughening her up emotionally to be
able to handle
a man, while at the same time teaches her the myriad of skills
necessary for a
woman in those times. It is a marriage of sorts - a very close one to
one
relationship until one of her other young daughters gives birth.
Even
though Hailey is her third daughter, and Laura is already past age 35,
this
particular behavioral tendency, keyed by the puberty of any of her
daughters,
will persist until she dies, the same way Justin’s attraction
to adolescent
females will. In age dependant programs, there is little evolutionary
history
for people past 35, so people just continue doing what they were
programmed to
do at that age until they die. When a woman stops menstruating, the
resulting
hormonal imbalance sends irrational signals and sets up behavioral
changes, but
they have no evolutionary significance.
Males in the
peer group of an adolescent female
seldom exhibit the sexual maturity necessary to impregnate her. This
alone
suggests that the girl is meant to be available to an older male. Considering that when a
young male finally is
capable of successful intercourse, that his preference is toward more
experienced and fully developed females, and almost never toward and
pubescent
female, indicates that they too are excluding the newly fertile young
females
for still older males. Considering modern day statistics of sex
offenders, the
overwhelming majority of men caught at something regarding sexual
contact with
a child, assert that their attractions are toward the pubescent aged
female,
while also remaining attracted toward fully developed females.
If you
suppose that the denial aspect of the
individuals and community are true, and then consider the trends of
physical
attractions and behaviors of the different ages of both genders, a
clear picture
of the interdependent behavioral strategies emerges. Young girls were
intended
to raise their first child married to their mother.
Justin
adjusted himself, putting his arm around
Hailey, Hailey with her head on his chest. It was the strangest feeling
he’d
ever known. He was caressing Hailey’s back in a fatherly sort
of way while
thrusting his member into her mother. She just lay there quietly,
apparently
satisfied just to be witnessing the event, and maybe hoping that if she
was
quiet and unobtrusive, she might be invited in again. To Hailey, this
was an
electrifying and intensely meaningful moment. To the average reader,
this
situation would seem harmful to the girl, but that is only because your
modern
society and man-made religions have instilled a sense of moral
degradation with
regard to anything sexual. In the ancestral environment, sex was not
something
bad and it wasn‘t hidden from children. Hailey was not taught
to feel guilt or
shame about sex, and nothing in her nature (yet) would make her feel
that
way.
Laura worked
and worked trying to get Justin to
ejaculate, but it wasn’t going to happen. Justin realized,
almost too late,
that if he can’t be satisfied with Hailey in the room, she
might not allow her
in next time. So Justin faked an orgasm.
But that was the last time he ever had to.
Later
that evening, after Hailey was asleep in her own bed, Laura and Justin
lay in
bed together watching the local news. As a feature story, a man was
accused of
sexually abusing a young neighbor girl. His dopey, unshaven mug was
flashed
onto the screen along with video of him being escorted in leg irons and
an
orange jail suit into the courthouse.
The girl’s picture was also displayed along with
her name and the neighborhood
school she attended. Apparently her mother had been manipulated into
allowing
the journalist to make that information public.
Laura
shook her head in disgust. “Can you believe it?
Shouldn’t a mother know better
than to let her young daughter hang out over at a neighbors
house?“
About
that time the mother of the abused girl gave her statement.
“I trusted
him! He seemed like
a very nice man,
perfectly normal, and an upstanding citizen too. You can’t
trust anyone any
more. He is a monster, a wolf in sheep‘s clothing. I urge
mother‘s everywhere
to keep their daughters safe from..”
the
mother started crying. Justin
secretly
wondered how many times they recorded the interview before they finally
got the
one where she started balling.“
Listening
to Laura, Justin could see some of the Irony and hypocrisy in
Laura’s comments.
But his own reaction was exactly the same. He saw the man as a creep.
Deserving
castration, torture, and even death.
As if the
news story was a distant memory, Laura
broached the subject of Hailey. “Justin,
what did you think about Hailey being in the bed with us?”
“I
don’t know. To be honest, it makes me nervous. What if she
tells her dad?.
“She
won’t. I’ve already talked to her about that. I was
worried that she might try
the same thing with him, then she says ‘but mommy lets
me!’
“That’s
exactly what I was thinking. So
what did
you tell her?”
“I
just said that if she ever told anyone that she would never, ever be
allowed in
my room ever again.”
“Wow,
total banishment. Wait,
you told her
it’s okay for her to watch us?
“I
know. It’s weird. I tried to find a way to say no but I
couldn’t.“
“How
did she react to that?”
“In
a surprisingly mature way. She
said she
just wants to know what making love is like even though she is too
young to
actually do it. She
said that somewhere
she got the idea that it would hurt and not be fun and enjoyable.
That’s why
she became so curious when she heard us outside the door. Apparently
it’s
obvious that we enjoy it a whole lot.
She was amazed at how much we love it and she thanked me
over and over
for letting her share the feeling with us. Now how could I say no after
that?” Laura
became emotional again
relating this to him. This whole thing was stirring up an incredibly
strong
sense of connectedness with her daughter, the extent of which was
unfounded and
irrational – which indicates to me that the feelings are part
of a programmed
scheme. Part of a woman‘s denial structure, and part of the
Lurker’s method of
forcing programmed behaviors on us without us knowing it is the belief
that if
a feeling exists, there must be a “good“ reason for
it.
Struggling
to gain control, she said “I’m so confused now. On
the one hand I know in my
heart that none of this is hurting Hailey. In fact, I believe it is
helping
her. She’s growing. On the other hand, I have always had very
strong feelings
about what is “appropriate”, and that was way over
the line.“ she gestured at
the TV, Justin guessed she finally
connecting a dot or two. “But then I start hearing my
mother’s voice in my
head, so I try not to listen. I
don’t
know why all of these feelings are happening, or where they even come
from.”
tears were streaming again.
Justin,
seeing how this was affecting her, said “You feel like I do - Hailey could no more be
harmed by witnessing
us making love than from eating a chocolate bar.
I mean, there didn’t used to be walls
separating families. all of this
puritan-anti-sex-it‘ll-damage-you-for-life
crap is a fabrication and a fall-out from religious rules made a long
time ago.
But I think there‘s more to it than just that, but
I’m not sure what.”
“Oh
Justin, I’m
so glad to hear you say
that. I’ve been beating myself up and thinking I’m
going crazy. But
Justin, it doesn‘t stop there. My mind
has been full of all kinds of things. Can you believe I actually
thought...“
she broke off, still crying.
Justin
waited, and when it seemed Laura wasn’t going to continue he
said, “Just
make sure she remains discrete.”
“I
will.” She
said, blowing her nose.
The
very next time Hailey and Justin were alone, Hailey sprang into the
subject. “Did
my mom say anything to you
about us talking?” Hailey asked with reserved excitement.
“Yeah,
I think she mentioned something.”
Her
eyes were bright, smiling, and devious. “What did she tell
you?”
“The
part I remember is the part where you don’t talk to anyone
about it for any
reason whatsoever. Do
you remember that
part?” Justin
answered in a sarcastic
and gruff tone that was not representative of his mood. He regretted
the tone
he had used. It was fear that had motivated the reaction.
Hailey’s
expression changed instantly to being emotionally crushed. She was most
excited
about these turns of events because she adored Justin and wanted him to
hold
her again in the intimacy of her mother’s room – In
the ‘love nest’.
She seemed genuinely hurt.
Justin’s
heart did a back flip in his chest. “No, It’s
not... I mean - I don’t mind,
really. I’m sorry I sounded so mean. I’m just
afraid. I’ve never known anyone
that could keep an important secret. And it’s not really fair
either. I mean,
what if I watched you naked when you
are in the shower? How
would that
feel?” Justin
immediately realized how
disjointed that last comment was. He felt he had set this question up
hoping
for something, but it just appeared there on the tip of his tongue. He
did it
all subconsciously, the same way he answered Hailey’s body
language with an
unconscious “yes”.
Having listened to
the sentence coming out of his own mouth, he was strangely aroused by
it,
realizing that in answering it, he would learn something significant
about
Hailey.
“I
wouldn’t care. You think I’m pretty,
don‘t you?” She asked, using that familiar
tilted look again.
“You
are incredibly beautiful - young, but very beautiful.” Justin
said smiling down
at her.
“Then
I wouldn’t mind at all.”
“Well
good, then it won’t feel so weird.”
Hailey’s
eyes widened a little and she looked aside as if thinking about
something.
That
night Hailey called to Justin from the bathroom. “Justin, can
you bring me a
towel?”
This
was not an unusual request. The house was desperately short on towels,
and many
times he had been asked the same thing from various females at various
times.
It was an unspoken fact that the towels were located in the dryer,
since there
weren’t enough to ever get to the shelf in the linen closet.
As
Justin passed the towel in through the door, Hailey seized his arm and
pulled
him in. There she was, in all her glory for Justin to see. Watching his eyes, Hailey
displayed her body
for him by holding her arms out and slowly turning a full circle, then
she
bowed dramatically.
Justin
was flattered, but that was one of many emotions coursing through his
body all
at once. Stunned was the strongest. Stunned at how absolutely perfect
her body
was. Every proportion exactly suiting an ideal that had been imprinted
onto his
visual cortex by countless thousands of generations of evolution
– this is the
exact image intended to trigger one of his mating programs. He could have
watched her spin a thousand
slow circles, and never grown weary of her.
Stunned is how he felt because he was slammed with a
chemical cocktail
of neural peptides that felt like a dose of heroine because the image
of Hailey
was a perfect match, and all of the bells and whistles went off in his
head at
once.
The
vast majority of the adult human male’s programmed mating
responses are
triggered by what he sees. In the ancestral environment people
didn’t go around
announcing how old they were. The didn’t keep track. The
program functions from
visual information that indicates the female’s sexual
maturity. A male that is
under the influence of the adult-male-adolescent-female program is
acutely
aware of the physical characteristics of the pubescent female so that
he can
position himself into her life at the exact moment necessary to be the
father
of that first child. Because one lapse and she can turn up pregnant
from
someone else. In
any case, a detailed
record of the proportions of the female body is used as a comparative
tool for
the visual processing center of the brain. In the case of a perfect
specimen
like Hailey, naked
and alone with him,
that visual processing center sends out a code red alert to the rest of
the
brain and the fireworks begin. But even so, common survival sense can
win out.
Prudence
dictated a hasty retreat, mainly for the benefit of those in the other
room
watching TV. He didn’t want to be gone too long.
Holding
her chin, he kissed her cheek and said “I’m very
impressed. You’re more beautiful
than I could have ever imagined.”
Hailey
smiled, blushed fully, and delicately twiddled her fingers in a goodbye
gesture, adding a tilted look and quick bratty tongue for good measure,
as
Justin backed his way out of the steamy bathroom.
Not
long afterward, everyone headed for their own beds except for Hailey,
who led
the way into the master suite and climbed into bed and began working
the TV
remote. Laura was quick to set down some new rules.
“Hailey, there’s
no TV in here after your bedtime. You
can stay, but it’s as if you are in your own bed with the
lights out. all
right?”
Hearing
this, Justin rolled his eyes at the oxymoron of her words.
“No TV, but you can
watch us have sex.“
Hailey
nodded, “I’m sorry.”: she said, over
compensating for her very slight error in
judgment.
Laura
could see how eager she was to please. Anything to stay in the love
nest - and
she liked that affect it was having on her. It was a pleasant change
from all
the whining and contrary attitude they had all become accustomed to. She pondered these things
as she went about
her rituals getting ready for bed.
As
always, the last thing she did was light candles on the bedside tables
and turn
out the lights.
Justin
was always in bed long before Laura, simply because his ritual
consisted of
brushing his teeth and throwing his clothes in the corner. As he turned
to get
in bed, Hailey was watching him. Out of habit, he had stripped off his
boxers
without even thinking, and now her eyes danced all over him. He slipped
in under
the covers and gave her a playful shove.
“What are you lookin’ at?”
“You.”
She said, with a wide smile.
She
sidled up next to him, and he put his arm around her in the similar way
they
had done before. But this time Hailey’s hand slid rather
swiftly from his chest
and touched his penis and she giggled, disguising it as a playful tease.
Justin
calmly grabbed her arm and pushed it away, glancing between her and her
mother
to see if she had seen the move. She hadn’t.
Hailey
witnessed Justin’s reaction, and especially how he protected
her from her
mother finding out. He was keeping it secret. This fact excited her
greatly.
Glancing
at each other, Justin shook his head at her and mouthed the word
“no”. Hailey
smiling, gave a coy and mischievous
look. Then they exchanged smiles.
In
the glow of the candles, Justin was now between the two beauties. He
and Laura
Kissed passionately and soon they were fully aroused.
The lovers, in their turn, would glance at
Hailey, who smiled back with sparkling eyes.
Pausing
from kissing, Laura asked Hailey a question. “Does all this
sloppy kissing seem
gross to you?”
Hailey
shook her head emphatically “no”
“Would
you like to try it?”
Half
of the muscles in Justin's body contracted at once.
Laura cupped her hand over his mouth before
he could speak.
“I’m
sure Justin wouldn’t mind showing you how, would you
Justin?” Laura
shook Justin’s head for him using the
hand on his mouth.
Quickly
Hailey was sitting up and leaning over him. Glancing once more at her
mother for
the go-ahead, and getting it, she kissed his mouth softly at first,
then
slightly deeper, but nothing like her mother had been doing. Justin took her head in
both hands, gently
pulling her jaw open wider, then licked around her lips and teeth, then
pressing
firmer into a locked, deep passionate kiss.
Laura
watched the progress briefly, and then moved toward the foot of the
bed.
Lifting the covers from his legs to above his waist, she sweetly
stroked him
and drew him into her mouth.
Justin
groaned as Laura’s warm mouth enveloped him. Hailey noticed
this and turned to
see her mother sucking on Justin’s erection.
Justin
pulled her head back to him and they continued kissing.
Hailey, now sensing the fullness of her
involvement, was becoming aware of her own arousal. Her mind raced
around,
flooded with new sexual thoughts and desires. It was immediately
apparent to
her that Justin was probably fantasizing about making love to her. And he was.
But so was her mother- that Justin was imagining that
Laura’s mouth was
Hailey’s vagina.
Yes,
he had thought it almost immediately. But he was aware of alot of
things. His
mind was swimming. Almost to the extent that he could not enjoy
himself. He
refocused his mind: With the image of
Hailey naked, spinning and displaying herself to him, he checked the
relative
positions of everyone and deftly slipped his hand under
Hailey’s sleep shirt
and began caressing her small breasts.
At the moment his hand first touched her breast, he
whispered “shhhhh”
quietly through their kiss. Hailey
reveled in the secrecy of his touch and responded
“Mmmmm”.
Justin
kept caressing her budding breasts freely, knowing exactly where her
mother’s
mouth was. Eventually,
switching hands,
he slid one under the elastic of her panties and cupped her small butt
cheek.
Soon
it was apparent that Justin was about to burst. Hailey stopped kissing
him,
feeling the volcano beginning to shake the ground under her that was
Justin‘s
body, and slid down a little to watch her mother.
Experience told Laura exactly when the
eruption would occur. Usually she swallowed everything, but this time
she
stopped sucking and stroked him so that Hailey could see the sperm
spewing out.
During
the aftermath, while he was still being gently stroked, Justin
suspected that
some of the strokes were from Hailey, even though he wasn’t
in a position to
see. It was the way she giggled, and then they both shushed each other
and then
giggled louder.
“Hey,
what’s going on down there?”
Justin said
calmly, to which full blown riotous laughter erupted.
The
next day Hailey and Justin were alone for a good part of the afternoon.
Justin
knew where the talk was going to go, and he had already decided how he
was
going to handle her.
Satisfying
his ability to predict her behavior, Hailey began talking about the
night
before in her mother’s bed. She especially liked it when he
was feeling her all
over and kissing her, and they kept it secret, that was also very
important.
She never felt so alive and free in her whole life.
And of course she wanted to do it again,
right then and there. She also wanted to ask Justin what he was
thinking while
they were kissing and her mother was sucking on him, but she
couldn’t put a
sentence together in her head that would sound right. So she let it
pass. So
after Hailey had related what she could to him, Justin replied to her: “Hailey, I
don’t want to make your mother
mad. We love her more than anything and we need to protect her from the
hurt
that she would feel if we left her out.”
“But
she won’t know.” She said, disappointment oozing
out in her voice.
“Anything
could happen. Let’s not take the chance.
Besides, she really likes the way you have changed since
you started
being with us. I think you could try anything you want and the worst
that could
happen is she would say no in a nice way.
You know how she is.”
Hailey
knew what he was saying was true, but she also knew that somehow it
didn‘t fit
her subconscious goal. It needed to be a secret. That was the key. Exploring
Justin‘s line of thinking a little
further she asked: “Yeah, but what would I do?
I want you to be able to.... you know.
If you won‘t do anything I can‘t make
you. See what I
mean?”
Again
Justin was a little dazed at how sharp this little tack was. Probably
the
sharpest tack in the box. He had to think about this for quite a while.
He
started describing a couple of ideas to her but had to retreat from
each of
them. He finally settled on something:
“I know, while your mom is busy down there, you
know... “ Hailey
quickly nodded. “... tap her on the
shoulder so she looks at you. Then you take my hand and put it on your
breast
and kind of giggle about it. I’ll
pull
my hand away and you put it there again. This time I’ll act a
little mad and
jerk my hand away and say “You have to ask your mom” I know your mom will
probably get a little
mad at me for getting mad at you, and she will say something like,
“She’s just
curious, it’s nothing to get mad over.“ and then
I’ll say “then you don’t mind?
I thought you would mind.“ then she will have to say
“no, I don’t mind.“
then we can start doing some fun stuff
ourselves.”
This
idea had started Hailey’s brilliant mind churning. Justin
could see the gears
turning as she processed this. She reached up and kissed him gently on
the
mouth, then walked slowly to her room, thinking. She liked that they
had a new
secret.
On
the following Friday, Justin was finally back in the bed he dreamed of
all
week. Hailey was still at a birthday party and was due home shortly. In
the
meantime, Laura was getting ready to talk to Justin about something she
had
been brooding over all week.
“Justin,
Hailey came to me the other day wanting to talk. I am amazed at how
that girl
has matured. It’s like she’s a new little woman. I
have had absolutely no
trouble from her at all. Her teachers have said the same thing. Her
friends
parents are saying the same thing. Her sisters have both noticed.
I’m waiting
for the other shoe to drop.”
“I
know. I noticed the change beginning a few weeks ago.
I think being in the bedroom with us has
given her a sense of security. Like
maybe it’s an instinctive thing - the favored child sleeps
with the
adults. Who knows? Whatever it is
it’s working. I mean, all of
her acting out is from insecurity, so it makes sense that if she is
suddenly
not acting out any more, she is feeling secure.“ Justin was eager to
condone the bedroom
thing. He knew Hailey would probably spring a surprise on them and he
had been
imagining it all week. But he wasn’t prepared for the fact
that Hailey had
pre-empted him, and especially how her mother had reacted to it.
Laura
began: “About that, I mean last weekend in the bedroom,
I’m sorry I forced you
to teach her to kiss. I
should have
talked to you first. It was spontaneous.
I just know how I felt at her age and I can empathize so
closely with
what she was wanting.” Laura
again began
to be overwhelmed with her emotions. Her voice cracked and she fought
back
tears. “I
trusted my mother and she lied
to me about so many things.”
Now her
tears were flowing as she lost control.
“It’s
all right. Actually, I’m extremely flattered that you trust
me so much. And I
adore her. It was a little strange at first, but I enjoyed it. To be
honest, I
never imagined such an intimate connection was possible between three
people.
It really lit me up with you doing your amazing thing and offering up
your
daughter to... well
you know.” Justin
trailed off not having the right words
for that dead end.
“You
know she really loves you a lot.” said Laura, “ We
talked for a long time the
other night....“ this perked up Justin’s ears.
“...I’m closer to her than I’ve
ever been. She trusts me with her feelings and neither of us feel
jealous of
the other. It’s just the opposite. We love each other more
than ever. You have
brought us so much closer”
Laura blew
her nose.
“That’s
great. It really is amazing how things have changed.” repeating what had already
been said.
Laura
braced herself and gave Justin a serious stare.
“What?”
He said, defensively.
After
a thoughtful pause, she got up her courage and stumbled ahead, “She asked my
permission to have you touch
her.” Laura
said, staring into Justin’s
eyes and waiting for this to sink in.
“What
do you mean? Touch
her how?” Justin
said trying to be convincing in his
surprise.
“She’s
curious to know what it’s like to be touched by a man. She’s been
watching us. She can see how much
we enjoy it. It’s only natural for her to be
curious.”
“Yeah,
but that’s got a prison term attached to it.
The kissing was pushing it.
What
did you tell her?”
“I
told her I’d talk to you about it.”
“Don’t
leave it up to me.”
“It
is up to you. I can’t force you to.”
“So
you want me to feel her up?”
“No,
I want us to enjoy some intimacy together.
Feel-up is not the right way of looking at it. Is that how
you see
it? Feeling
her up?” a
tinge of anger seeped into her tone.
“It
is what it is. Saying
it differently
won’t impress the judge.
Because I’m
just the kind of guy that would do 10 years and cover for you. You know
that. Maybe
that’s why you aren’t as
worried as I am.”
“I
guess I do know that. We all know you’d die for us.
That’s why we love you so
much.”
“Well
I may choose suicide rather than prison, and I have my boys to think
of, so be
careful. It‘s my life we‘re talking about. This
ain‘t no game or God-damned
soap opera.”
The
front door opened and Hailey’s sisters welcomed her home. Justin needed some more
information before he
could allow anything to happen.
“So
what exactly, and I mean exactly, do you want me to do?
She’s home, we don’t have much
time.”
About
that time Hailey came marching down the hall with her sack of goodies
from the
party. She gave her mom a big hug while delivering Justin a knowing
look.
Justin winked in acknowledgment. Laura
pushed her gently out the door and suggested that she take a bath.
Back
to business, Laura explained as best she could what Hailey had
expressed to
her. “She
felt strongly aroused from the
kissing. She knew you were feeling what I was doing to you and she
seemed to be
able to sense your passion, your excitement. She felt she was sharing
in what
was making you feel so good, contributing to it.” she paused. “Is that true?
Was she contributing? I mean
you really did explode.”
Justin
was suddenly fearful that this whole thing was about to blow up in his
face.
Was she pulling information from him? Setting him up? Was she getting
ready to
label him as a pervert?. Cautiously
he
replied. “It was an intense moment of intimacy that was
completely new to me. I
have mixed feelings. Strange ideas have been running around in my head
about it
ever since. I don‘t know what to think.”
“But
she said she wanted your hands to be all over her, she is fantasizing
about
it. In any case, if
you had, I wouldn’t
have cared.” Laura
paused thinking.
“You’re
not answering the question. If you want me to...“ He didn’t want
to use “feel-up” again and he
fell short of synonyms. “What exactly do you want me to
do?”
Laura
thought a moment. “I
don’t care as long
as you don’t penetrate her with anything.
And if she seems like she doesn’t like it,
stop.”
“Holy
shit!” Justin screamed. And then regretted it.
Laura
burst into tears.
Justin
desperately tried to take it back. “I’m sorry, I
didn’t mean it. You just
shocked me. I had no idea you were considering so much... wow.”
Justin
put his face in his hands. “Are you sure about this? I don’t know if
I can. I
mean, to be honest, I have had
thoughts... but I
doubt I could act on
them. And especially with you watching.
You were planning on being there, weren’t
you?”
“I
guess so, but...
“Laura stopped,
staring, looking out the back of her eyes, deep in her thoughts. “She
was so shy when she told me all of
this. It was so cute to hear how she described things.
Do you know what she used as an example of
how she wanted to be touched?”
She
didn’t wait for his response “She said
“like if he were giving me a bath, he’d
have to rub his hands everywhere to make sure I was clean all
over.”
Justin
let that image sink in. “Well, maybe I could deal with that,
playing
daddy. Kissing her
was so strange, but a
bath might be okay.... I think.“
Then
Laura said, “And I won’t be watching. Maybe you
could start with that?”
“Start?
What does that mean?
Are you sure none of this is going to blow up
in our faces?” Justin
asked, genuinely
concerned.
“No.”
Said Laura honestly.
But if it does, it won’t be because of
Hailey. She can be trusted.
“What
about the other girls? They
might see or
hear something.” Said Justin a little nervously.
“I’ll
take care of it. Just stay in there until I tell you it's safe to come
out.” Laura
left the room. Coming back
in she added, “and do it quietly.”
Justin
had to adjust himself before he could stand up straight. But he managed
it and
headed for the hall bathroom.
Two
quiet knocks on the door and trying the knob it opened.
Justin slipped inside.
“Hello
beautiful.”
Hailey
could only smile.
Sitting
on the toilet, Justin looked down on Hailey, who was stretched out with
just
her head and knees sticking out of the water. She was shyly covering up
between
her legs.
“Do
you want me to wash you?”
She
nodded, still covering up.
“Okay,
sit up.” She
did and Justin reached for
the bar of soap. There was a wash cloth in the water but he ignored it. Soaping his hands, he
slowly and methodically
began washing her. Starting with her hands, each finger, carefully and
thoroughly. Her
skin was slippery smooth under the warm
soapiness. After
her arms and shoulders
were finished, he massaged her breasts at length, feeling the tiny hard
lumps
that formed when he played around her nipples. Hailey’s eyes
closed and a deep
blush flowed into her cheeks. The moment stretched on, leaving no doubt
that
her breasts were of interest to Justin. She reveled in the attention he
was
giving her.
“Get
on you hands and knees so I can wash your back.”
Hailey,
with her crimson cheeks, turned over and exposed her exquisite behind.
Justin
carefully washed her back and buttocks for a long time, reveling in the
sight
of her in that classic erotic position, finally sliding his fingers
down to her
anus and rubbed the soap around it and over it several times. Hailey twitched from the
feeling but
otherwise remained still. With one hand gently massaging her anus, he
again
caressed her small breasts that formed small cones when hanging from
her chest
in that position.
Reaching
down, Justin pulled the stopper from the drain and had her to lie down
on her
back again. Once the water line had exposed her torso he stopped the
water from
draining and turned on the hot water slightly to keep her warm. Now one at a time he
washed her feet and
legs, catching glimpses between her legs whenever he could, which was
quite
often. Finally, he washed her stomach and, when he eventually slid his
hand
between her legs, he did it with a slow sliding motion, pressing firmly
and
cupping her mound of girlish flesh. She swooned and her hips raised in
response
to teasing the right spot. He
rubbed
back and forth, allowing his middle finger to press at the center of
her slit,
over and over. Faster
he masturbated
her. Soon she trembled and slumped back into the water.
Quietly, he rinsed and dried her off, Hailey
silently looking into his eyes as he worked. When their eyes met, he
would
smile warmly and continue what he was doing. Standing in front of him,
he
continued to towel her off even though she was dry.
He stopped and kissed her. Neither of them
wanted the moment to end - so for a few minutes, Justin softly stroked
her
breasts and kissed them, then her mouth, until there was a soft knock
at the
door.
Needless
to say, Justin was now sexually frustrated. Hailey’s innocent
desires had
aroused him in the most extreme way. Biding his time, he cleaned the
kitchen,
folded and delivered laundry, and picked up the house.
Emerging from the master bathroom after
a hot shower, Justin interrupted Laura and Hailey having a meeting on
the bed.
They stopped talking and giggled at him.
“What
are you two up to now?” Justin said with playful gruffness.
“Oh
nothing.” said Hailey.
“Yeah,
nothing much. Just that Hailey really enjoyed her bath.”
Laura added, and they
both started giggling again.
“I
guess so..” said Justin, “I wish I could have been
in her place. Who
wouldn’t?”
“Awe,
do you want us to give you a bath little boy?” Laura said
mocking him.
Just
then Lacey came in the room. “Gawd, you guys are sooo
weird.” Apparently she
had heard that last comment. She
marched
to the computer table and shuffled around until she found the piece of
paper
she was looking for and left the room without looking at anyone. This
caused
more giggles.
Justin,
in his towel, crawled across the bed and began kissing Laura, whom he
found he
loved more intensely than ever. Hailey was pinned under Justin. He had
crawled
over her to get to her mom. She
wrapped
her arms around him and gently kissed his shoulder, watching the
experts.
Justin
let Hailey up and said “go lock the door
sweetheart.” As she did this, He and
Laura embraced and rolled from side to side, kissing each other
lovingly. Laura,
pulling away, got up and began her
bedtime rituals. Hailey, in her thin, lacy nightie, climbed up and laid
on top
of him.
She
picked up where her mother left off. They kissed sweetly while
Justin’s hands
caressed the length of her body.
Laura
stood watching them from the bathroom doorway, brushing her teeth.
Justin saw
her motion to him but didn’t catch her meaning at first.
Laura lifted her shirt
up in the front. Justin lifted Hailey’s nightie a little and
Laura nodded in
agreement.
Justin
simply could not believe what was happening to him. It was better than
his
wildest dream. Not only was he in a threesome, but one of them was the
woman he
dearly loved, and the other was an ultimate lolita love child of erotic
proportions that had yet to be mapped. And to top it off. Neither of
the girls
were interested in each other in any way. They focused solely on him.
Justin
began working Hailey’s nightie up, and she helped him. Once it was off, Justin
ran his hands all
along her body, from the back of her thighs to her shoulders, her light
frame
draped across him, he was still wrapped in a bath towel.
Rolling
her onto her back, they kissed as Justin alternately fondled her
breasts and
cupped her in his hand. Hailey
opened
her legs for him, and he could feel the wetness seeping through her
cotton
panties as he cupped her there.
Laura
was taking a long time with her rituals, pausing for extended periods
to watch
Hailey enjoying herself so much. She signaled for Justin to remove her
panties.
Justin
stood up from the bed and his towel fell to the floor. He was fully
erect.
Hailey playfully touched his penis with her foot. Justin slid her
panties off
and nudged her further up on the bed so that he could position himself
properly. Holding her feet, he guided her legs open. She
didn’t resist, but she
covered herself with her hands and giggled as if he were tickling her.
He laid
down and began kissing her hands, licking them tenderly to show her
what he was
wanting to do to her.
Looking to
her mother, still framed in the bathroom door, her mother nodded
reassuringly
to her.
Slowly
Hailey removed her hands. Gently
Justin
caressed her with his tongue, Hailey staring at the ceiling, her face
wide with
anticipation. Justin continued exploring the exposed region with his
lips and
tongue. Hailey began gyrating and moaning softly in delight, the way
her mother
did. Justin worked on her skillfully, using techniques he had learned
over the
years. She quickly had an orgasm.
Justin
smiled a little, knowing how his technique lit up all of her senses. He
relished the sight of her, having just felt the girl shiver to a climax
through
his lips and tongue. Her face was flushed with deep blush and her legs
were
wide apart and she made no move to cover herself. He had just been
swimming in
the sweetest place in the world. He knew how clean she was, having just
bathed
her himself, so he had given her the full treatment: After sucking on
her
clitoris a while, feeling it stiffen between his lips, he had lifted
her knees
up and had her hold them, allowing him to probe his tongue all up and
down her
slit, and especially her anus. The sweet clean taste of her juices
permeated
his senses, and he covered his face in them. Hailey was stunned by the
intensity of the stimulation he was creating in her. It was like
electricity
surging throughout her entire body, continually refocusing between her
legs.
Laura
climbed onto the bed, smiling at Justin‘s damp face she
kissed him and then
gently stroked Hailey’s hair. “Well? how was
that?” she asked Hailey.
“Totally
awesome. It feels
so good.” She
said in a dreamy, far off voice.
“Remember
what we talked about?” her mother asked.
It
took Hailey a moment for the question to even register, but her and her
mom had
talked about so many things that she looked blankly at her mother and
shrugged.
Laura
bent over and whispered something into her ear.
“Oh,
That.” Hailey replied.
“Are
you ready to try?”
Hailey
sat up and whispered into her mother’s ear, to which her
mother replied, “No,
he doesn’t know.”
“Know
what?” asked Justin.
Hailey
shook her head no, a hint of desperation in her expression. But as if her mother
didn‘t see her, she said
“Hailey wants to learn how to...
please
a man, and I told her we would show her if you agreed.”
“Mom!”
She was embarrassed,
and she closed her
legs and sat up.
“There
are lots of ways to please me. Which one are you talking about
This
time Laura leaned over and whispered into Justin’s ear, to
which he replied:
“you’re kidding”
but he knew she wasn’t.
After
a short reshuffling of bodies, Justin was on his back in the middle of
the bed,
Hailey and Laura on either side. Laura began instructing Hailey on the
art of
sucking and stroking a man to climax.
Hailey had scooted her butt around to get a better angle,
and now it
stuck up in the air for Justin to see. He caressed her ass and rubbed
her
clitoris while she sucked on him. He was imagining what it would be
like to
slide his dick inside her sweet canal, from behind, the way she was
presenting
herself at that moment.
It
wasn’t Hailey’s technique that brought him to his
orgasm so quickly, it was how
she had her ass pointing at him, pussy staring at him, small cones
hanging
down, imagining the obvious and feeling her wonderful ass and sweet
wetness.
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