I was broken hearted as only the young can be; deep despair, my life was over, oh woe is me. Gloria had been my girl since the sixth grade. We were inseparable all the way through high school and into college. We started making our wedding plans in our second year even though we didn’t plan on getting married until we graduated. I loved Glory more than life itself and then one night she broke a date with me because she said she needed to study for a test. Three hours later I was sitting with some friends at Hoagie’s, a campus hangout, when I saw Glory come in the front door with a guy I’d never seen before. She didn’t see me sitting in the back, but I saw her. I saw her kissing him in their booth; I saw her up tight against him out on the dance floor with both of his hands plastered on her ass, and I saw her when she ran her hand down the front of him to where his cock would be. I waited until they went back to their booth before I went over to them. She looked up when I approached and I saw her face lose some of its color. "Don’t bother introducing me to your "study companion". I just wanted you to know that you’re busted. Keep the ring. I don’t want anything around to remind me of you." I turned to walk away and a hand grabbed my shoulder and a voice said, "You can’t talk to her like that" and I turned and hit him so hard that he flew backward into the booth, hit his head on the wall and just laid there. I gave Gloria the dirtiest look that I was capable of and then I turned and left.

For the rest of the spring term Gloria kept trying to call me, but I wouldn’t talk to her. It was a little more difficult during summer vacation since she only lived four houses down the street from me. She kept trying to reach me, but I managed to avoid her. Her parents talked to my parents and I got all of the bullshit, "She didn’t mean anything by it" and "You have been together too long to let a little squabble like this come between you" and other such nonsense. Gloria sent me letters and left me notes, all of which I threw away unread, and she even spent one entire day sitting on the hood of my car waiting for me to come out of the house. If I had been ten years older it might have been different, but I was young, my pride had taken a hell of a shot from the girl who was supposed to love me and there was no way in hell I was going to forgive her for what she had done.

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The one thing about being young though is that despair doesn’t last very long. That fall I met Staci and she drove away whatever thoughts of Gloria that remained. I was mad about her and she seemed to feel the same way about me. She came home with me over Christmas break to meet my family and after a few days at my house we were going to go and see hers. My parents had a Christmas party while we were there and they of course invited Gloria’s parents who of course brought Gloria with them. Gloria waited until I was in the middle of a crowded room and couldn’t get away and then she came up and said, "Brian, we need to talk" in a loud enough voice to draw attention.

"I don’t need to hear anything that you have to say. The last time we talked you lied to me and the last time I saw you were getting ready to cheat on me with another guy. I have nothing to say to you and you have nothing to say that I want to hear. Now go away and leave me alone."

I started to move away from her when her dad stepped in front of me. "You just accused my daughter of lying and cheating and I expect you to apologize to her right now."

Okay, I thought, if you want this to happen in public, so be it. "I will not apologize for telling the truth. If you don’t like the way I have behaved toward your daughter since catching her with her hand on another man’s cock that’s just too damned bad. But I did catch her with her hand on another man’s cock and I am not going to forget it or forgive it. Now get the fuck out of my way" and I pushed past him.

Of course my parents were horrified at my behavior at the party, but I told them that it was their own fault for inviting Gloria’s parents knowing full well that they would bring her with them.

"It’s the price you paid for meddling and trying to play match maker."

Staci wanted to know what it was all about and so I ended up having to tell her the whole story. She gave me a contemplative look and was quiet for a minute and then she said, "Can’t blame her for being upset at losing you baby. She knows she fucked up a good thing and she wants you back" and then she smiled, "But I’m not letting you get away so she is just plain shit out of luck."

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We went back to school after Christmas break and when spring break came Staci went home to see her folks and I went home to see mine. Halfway through spring break I had an uncontrollable urge to see Staci and so I jumped in my car and made the four-hour drive to her parent’s place. I turned on her street just in time to see her come running down the walk and jump in a car that was sitting at the curb. She slid over next to the driver and they kissed and it wasn’t any little old peck on the cheek either. They held the kiss for almost a minute and then the car pulled away from the curb and I was just curious enough to follow. They drove to a roadside tavern and went inside and I gave them a couple of minutes and then I followed. Luckily the lighting was low except for around the band stand and dance floor and I was able to take a corner seat at the bar and watch them. Every time they danced the guy had his hands all over Staci and she did nothing to stop him. About two hours later I saw the guy call for the check and I went outside and got ready to follow them again, but all they did was start the car and drive back to a dark corner of the parking lot. I watched as they started necking and after about five minutes Staci disappeared from view and half a minute later I saw her legs come up. I guess I should have called ahead and let Staci know I was coming. An hour later I was behind them when the guy dropped Staci off in front of her parent’s house. I drove to a 7-11 and called her and listened to her tell me how much she loved me, how much she missed me and how much she wished that I could be there with her.

"Well Staci, that’s the problem. I am here. I turned onto your street just as you jumped in the car and gave the driver a pretty long kiss. I was at the tavern where I watched him do everything but fuck you on the dance floor and I was in the parking lot watching when he did fuck you in his car. I waited until you got home to make this call. Have a nice life" and I hung up.

For the rest of spring break Staci would call me four and five times a day but all I did was hang up on her. I avoided everyone else for the rest of spring break; I just wasn’t very good company. What was it Yogi Bera said, "It was deja vou all over again?"

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The only reason I went back to school was to complete the last three classes that I needed to graduate. Staci kept trying to get me to talk to her and I kept avoiding her. She finally managed to catch me in a booth in a restaurant and slid in beside me so I couldn’t get up and leave. She told me that she loved me, that she missed me, that she needed me and that the other guy meant nothing to her.

"I just used him for sex baby."

She told me that she had a huge sexual appetite and that no one man could fill it. She told me that even though she had been dating me she had been seeing other guys on the side, but I was the one that she loved and wanted to be with. She begged me to understand and then she asked me to take her back and if I couldn’t bring myself to marry her because of the way she was, at least stay with her and be her lover.

I sat there and listened to her talk about being mine while fucking other guys and then I said, "Were you not at my parent’s home over Christmas when I had my little scene with Gloria? All she did was put her hand on a guy’s cock on the dance floor and you saw how I behaved over that. You actually fucked another guy and I’m supposed to be okay with it? And now you say you want me to stay with you less than a minute after telling me that I can’t satisfy you and telling me that all I would have to look forward to was life with a promiscuous slut? Fuck you Staci - I should have stayed with Gloria!"

She gave me a long look and then said, "Look, I love you. I can’t help it. I love you and you are the man I want to spend my life with. There is more to a relationship than sex and I promise you that you won’t lack for it along with all the love and devotion that I can give you. Please Brian, I don’t want to lose you. Try and work with me on this. At least think about it, okay?" She leaned over and kissed me and then she got up and left.

I did think about it. I thought about what life would be like with a woman I could never satisfy and who I’d always know was out looking for another cock to get her hands on. No way I could see any future in that. I also spent some time wondering what it was about me that made the women I cared for go looking for other guys. I had put Gloria out of my mind so I should be able to do the same for Staci. Well, that wasn’t really true. I still saw Gloria almost every day around campus and every time I saw her I thought of all the good times we’d had and how much she had meant to me and then the image of her on the dance floor would come back to me. I guess I hadn’t put her out of my mind, I’d just put her behind me and I’d just have to do the same for Staci.

I started dating again and I did meet, have fun with, and occasionally bed some very nice young ladies, but I never found one who could keep my interest the way Gloria and Staci had. Fine choice I had - one who was all set to fuck around on me and one who already had.

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I was sitting at a table in the cafeteria when Gloria sat down opposite me. I started to get up, "Please Brian, can I at least say I’m sorry and apologize for what I did?" I sat back down and said, "Okay, you are sorry, now leave."

I saw a tear start down her cheek and all of a sudden I felt like a heel. I don’t know why I should have felt that way - after all, she was the one who had screwed things up - but still, I felt like a heel. "Okay, what is it that you want?"

"Just to talk to you, to try and explain why I did what I did. To try and make you understand that it had nothing to do with my feelings for you. I do love you Brian and I miss you terribly."

"All right, go ahead. It probably won’t change anything, but I’ll listen."

When she started I almost slammed my book shut and left the table, "I did it for us Brian, I did it to help our marriage."

As I said, I almost bolted, but then I became intrigued. How could her sneaking around with other guys behind my back be for us? It turned out that she had been reading one of Barbara Cortland type romance novels and it had occurred to her that she was in the same position that the woman in the novel had been in. The woman had grown up with and then married her childhood sweetheart without ever having dated another guy. She began to wonder what she had missed and what other men would have been like. She strayed, was eventually caught and her marriage was destroyed. She was devastated because she really loved her husband with all her heart while the men she had dallied with had meant nothing to her. The rest of the book was about her determined fight to regain her lost husband.

"I could see that happening to me Brian. Even though I’ve never dated anyone but you, I’ve always been curious about other guys. I didn’t want to get married and find myself wondering and then maybe during a rough spot in our marriage deciding to find out what I had missed. I decided to sow my wild oats before we got married. But I love you Brian and I couldn’t take a chance on losing you so I didn’t come to you and tell you this. I was afraid that you would have turned your back on me and so I snuck around behind your back and managed to screw things up anyway.

"That night at the bar was the third time I dated another guy. The first two I didn’t even like well enough to kiss goodnight, but I liked Steve, the one you hit, enough so that I was going to go to bed with him. I didn’t though, because he got up and stormed out of the bar and left me there. I did get laid that night. I was hurt and upset and I sat there and drank and I let some guy pick me up. It was awful. Wham, bam and get out of my car bitch before you stain my seat covers.

"I tried to talk to you but you wouldn’t even answer my calls. Then I got mad and went on a man binge. I had sex with at least eighteen different guys before I realized that I felt nothing for any of them and that every one of them lacked the ability to make me feel the way that you made me feel. Please Brian, give me another chance, please?"

I didn’t know what to say. It sounded just stupid enough to be true. While I sat there and looked at her she waited for me to say something. When I didn’t the tears started down her cheeks and she got up and started to walk away.

"Glory?" She turned to look at me, "Doing anything to night?"

I showed up at her door expecting to take her out to dinner and maybe a movie. She met me wearing a bathrobe and told me to sit down and that she would be with me in a minute and then she left the room. She came back two minutes later in nothing but high heels. She struck a pose and said, "I’m hungry Brian, but not for food."

It turned out to be a very long night for me and a very enlightening one. The lovers she’d had while away from me might not have made her feel the way she wanted to feel, but they had damn sure taught her a lot and I began thinking that there might be something to be said about sowing your wild oats. Glory was now teaching me what she had learned and by the end of the night I was debating sending her out to try another ten guys. She had always been luke warm about sucking cock, but now she was a human vacuum cleaner. Before she never would let me eat her pussy even when I begged, now she pushed her muff in my face and begged me to eat her. Before it had always been the missionary position and now she would do it hanging from the ceiling if she could.

As great as the sex was it had a down side - I was intimidated by it all. Her rationale for trying other guys, i.e., the fact that I was the only guy she had ever been with held pretty much true for me. Until I broke up with her she had been the only girl I’d ever been with. Even considering the three months I’d been with Staci and the two or three I dated after her I was still pretty damned inexperienced. I felt like a babe in the woods when Glory finished with me.

It was nine in the morning when she turned to me and said, "Everything we did last night I’ve done with someone else. I want to do something with you that no one else has ever done to me. Something that will make me yours and that I will never do with anyone else (oh yes indeed, I caught that) - I want you to fuck me in my ass."

She went into the bathroom and came back with a jar of Vaseline and had me spend the next ten minutes using my fingers and my thumb to loosen her up and then she got up on the bed on her knees and put her head on a pillow.

"Go slow and easy baby. You’re going to hurt me at first, but it will get better."

It took me almost five minutes of going slow and easy before she stopped whimpering and started breathing hard and a couple of minutes after that she was crooning, "Oh yes, oh yes, oh yes."

I’d already cum so many times that night that I just couldn’t get off in her ass and after twenty minutes we stopped.

"Next time we will do my ass first" she said, "I want to know what it feels like when you cum in my ass" and then she turned to look at me, "There will be a next time, won’t there?"

I nodded my head and said, "How about tonight?"

She looked away from me and said, "I can’t tonight baby, I have a date."

I stared at her for several seconds and then I said, "You try for months to get me to talk to you. You beg me to forgive you and take you back and when I take a step in that direction you say sorry, I have a date?"

She was silent for a moment or two and then she said, "You’re right. I’ll break it. I have you back now and that’s all that matters."

I thought for a moment and then said, "Who is he and why was tonight important enough that you were going to say no to me?"

"Just a guy that I have been dating off an on for a month or so."

"You been fucking him?"

She looked down at the floor and said, "Yes."

"Were you going to fuck him tonight?"

"Yesterday the answer would have been yes. He’s really good in bed and I would have brought him back here and fucked his brains out. Today’s answer is no, I just thought that I should break it off with him but I wanted to do it in person."

I would not have believed it possible for me to go one hundred and eighty degrees in the space of ten hours, but I did. "Keep your date, but just remember - no one gets your ass but me."

She looked at me, absolutely stunned at what I had just said (it had kind of caught me by surprise too) and then she threw herself into my arms.

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We slept until noon and then we went out and had a big breakfast. As we ate we had a long discussion about our relationship - actually I did most of the talking and Gloria listened. We would ‘kind of’ go steady while having other relationships so that neither of us would feel like straying if we got married, and I placed heavy stress on the ‘if.’ The only thing that Gloria said was "Are you sure about this? I don’t want to do anything to drive you away now that I have you back."

I smiled at her, "Glory, be honest - you were going to keep on seeing other guys anyway."

She got indignant, "I was not!"

I laughed and said, "Glory, when you gave me your ass yesterday you said, and these are your exact words, "Something that will make me yours and something that I will never do with anyone else." That told me plain as day that you would be doing something with someone else, but that they wouldn’t get your ass."

Her face flushed and she looked away from me. "Understand me on this Glory, sneaking around is what almost killed us. Whatever you do, you better be up front about it. I’ll buy your story about getting it out of your system before you get married and I’ll turn a blind eye on it as long as you are straight with me. But you better understand that I’m going to be out there getting a few things out of my system too. One last thing, remember your promise - your ass belongs only to me. Now, go get ready for your date tonight and have a good time."

That night my doorbell rang at two o’clock. I stumbled out of bed and went to the door and opened it to find Gloria standing there, "How do you feel about sloppy seconds?"

That night set the pattern for the next couple of weeks. Gloria would go out on a date and then come to my apartment to spend the rest of the night with me. Sometimes she had been fucked and sometimes she hadn’t. I suggested that since she was spending so much time at my place that she give up her apartment and move in with me. But she said that she needed a place to take her dates if she decided that they were going to get lucky, "It would be too awkward to bring them here." So I gave her a key so she wouldn’t have to beat on the door at two in the morning.

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About three weeks after Gloria and I started back together I was eating lunch in the school cafeteria and I had my head stuck in a book when someone sat down at the table with me. I looked up and saw Staci sitting there. "Hi" she said, "How have you been?"

"What do you want?"

"I see you have gotten over being mad at your old girl friend. Does that mean there might be some hope for me?"

I shrugged, "Short term maybe, long term no."

"Why?"

"You have already told me that I’d have to share you for the rest of my life and I’m not willing to do that."

She gave me a surprised look and then she laughed. "You have to be kidding. You have to know that your little sweetie is fucking everything in pants. It’s okay for her, but not for me?"

I explained to her the difference between what Gloria was doing now and what Staci would be doing for the rest of her life and she laughed at me again.

"Honey, get used to the fact that your sweetie will be fucking around on you for the rest of your life. Once a girl gets used to getting a lot of different cock she will never be happy with just one."

She saw that I was going to tell her that she was wrong and she held up her hand to stop me, "I love you Brian. I know that you don’t believe that I can and still be the way I am, but I do. I want you all to myself, but if short term is all I can get I’ll take it and hope for the best. I’ve missed you lover. How about tonight?"

The next two weeks were among the most tiring of my young life. It seemed that every night I spent with Staci was a night that I would go back to my apartment and find Gloria waiting for me. I was in a position that most guys my age would have killed to be in - two gorgeous women who wanted to fuck me to death. The problem was that they were pretty damned close to doing it. My studies suffered, my grades started taking a nose dive and it seemed I started each day with less and less energy - Gloria and Staci had drained it all out of me. And then in a most unlikely way my salvation arrived.

Staci and I had gone to a party and then had returned to my apartment and we were in bed fucking up a storm. I was on my back and Staci was sliding up and down on my cock when I noticed Gloria standing in the doorway watching. Staci saw the look on my face and looked over her shoulder to see what I was looking at and I saw her grin. Then she surprised the hell out of me by saying, "Get your clothes off sweetie and join us." Then Gloria surprised me by starting to undress. Staci stopped fucking me and asked Gloria if she had been fucked. The question took Gloria by surprise, but after a moment she nodded a yes. "Oh good" Staci said and took charge. "I love the taste of cum. I’ll eat you while Brian finishes fucking me. Then we can take turns sucking his cock until he gets hard enough to fuck you. Between the two of us maybe we can keep him up all night. They did and it was an interesting and exhausting night. Staci sucked the cum out of Gloria, Gloria sucked my cum out of Staci, I ate both of them and they both sucked my cock and in between all of the above they fucked my brains out. I couldn’t even make it to class the next day.

That what happened that night was my salvation didn’t become apparent for another week. I had passed on a date with Staci and I was hitting the books hard for midterms. It was around ten in the evening and I heard a key in my door. I knew it was Gloria because she was the only one I’d given a key to. It was too early for her to be coming back from a date and so I figured that she was coming over to keep me company - wrong! It was Gloria all right, but she wasn’t alone, she had Staci and three guys with her. She looked at me apologetically and said, "My place and Staci’s place weren’t big enough. You don’t mind, do you?" Staci said, "Go ahead and study lover. We will be waiting when you get done." Of course studying anything was out of the question with all the noise coming from the bedroom so I put my book down and went to see what was going on. One guy was fucking Gloria and Staci had one guy fucking her from behind while she sucked the cock of the third guy. Gloria saw me come in the room, "Hurry baby, it’s not fair. She has two and I only have one. When the three guys left Staci and Gloria went sixty-nine with each other and then the three of us fell asleep on the bed. I woke up the next morning not nearly as exhausted as was usual because of the help I’d gotten from the three guys.

It seemed that the girls had bonded the night that Gloria had walked in on Staci and me and they had started going out together. This was the third time that they had picked up guys, done them in the same room and then swapped partners. For the rest of the term the two of them hung out together. Maybe two night s a week they would bring their dates to my place, but the rest of the time they did their screwing someplace else so I could hit the books. The two of them would still come by my apartment almost every night, but by the time they got there they were pretty much fucked out and after I would do each of them once we would all fall asleep. My grades came back up and things got easier for me all around.

Gloria and I were married six months after graduation and Staci was the maid of honor. My bachelor party was unique in that there were two women who did a strip tease and then fucked everybody who wanted to fuck and as often as they wanted. It was also unique in that both women wore hoods so no one would know who they were. As a disguise Gloria and Staci also wore wedding rings so the guys (none of whom I’d gone to school with) would think that was the reason for the hoods. Thinks got a bit dicey when Gloria’s brother showed up (uninvited) and was all set to take her from behind. I managed to get to Staci and whisper in her ear what was about to happen and she managed to intercept him and keep him occupied for the rest of the night. Later Gloria told me that I should have let him, "It would have been a kick and he would have never known."

Staci had known what she was talking about when she’d told me that once a girl got used to a lot of cock she would never settle for staying with just one. Even though Gloria had said that once we were married she would stay on the straight and narrow, she couldn’t do it. Just over a year after we were married she let my boss fuck her at the company Christmas party. She didn’t hide it from me; she came up to me and told me that he had made a serious pass at her and that she wanted to let him fuck her. "Would you mind honey? I’ve been a good girl for over a year now. Can I play, please?"

I told her to go ahead and he has been fucking her two or three times a week since then. He doesn’t know that I know and it makes for some humorous moments in the office.

Staci came to visit about a month after Gloria started her affair with my boss and the two of them went out and partied. They ended up in a hotel room with six guys and didn’t come home until noon the next day. Staci found a job here and will be moving in with us until she gets settled although both of them have indicated that Staci’s taking up permanent residency with us is what they really want. I told Gloria that since she has my boss to play with I would sleep with Staci while she was with us and she said, "Bullshit! You can sleep in the middle."

I guess I can live with that.