Love is something that I have a hard time understanding.  Love is only an emotion right?  So how can an emotion make you stupid?  How can love cause you to do things that no man in his right mind would even consider?  It was a little late for me to be asking the question.  The damage has already been done.

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I met Stella in middle school.  I started dating her in the ninth grade and we were going steady by the time we started tenth.  We had an argument and broke up for a while, but were back together at the beginning of the eleventh.  We broke up twice in the eleventh but we together at the start of the twelfth. 

While we were apart we dated others and it was that fact that always got us back together.  I’d get pissed off and jealous whenever I saw her with anyone else and that was even if I was with another girl when I saw her.  It was the same with her.  She would get angry if she saw me with another girl even if she was with another guy.  It usually led us to running into each other somewhere and the “How could you…” would start followed by “And just what were you…” and we would make up and be back together again.

We celebrated our eighteenth birthdays a week apart and on the night of the senior prom we surrendered our virginities to each other.  Following that night every time we found ourselves alone together the clothes would come off.

We separated again after we graduated, but only because she went to Michigan State and I went to Eastern Michigan.  We still got together on weekends and breaks and always the clothes would come off as often as we could make it happen.

In our sophomore year I was at a party one weekend when Stella didn’t come home and a couple of guys from our high school graduating class who were going to State asked me how in the world I could have been stupid enough to let a sex crazy girl like Stella go.  I asked them what they meant and they told me that Stella was known as a “Three date fuck” and when I asked them what that meant they told me that if you made it to the third date with Stella you were sure to get some pussy.

That of course was news to me because I thought that Stella and I were a couple and staying true to each other.  When Phil and Ralph finished telling me about Stella I just said:

“That’s why I let her go.  She just couldn’t keep her legs together.”

Of course that was a lie because I had known no such thing, but I didn’t want them thinking that I was a clueless twit where Stella was concerned.

The following weekend she was home and I confronted her with my new found knowledge and she said:

“So what?  I like sex and you are here and not there.  Besides, you don’t own me.  You haven’t proposed and put a ring on my finger and it is your fault anyway.”

“My fault?”

“Yeah Frankie; you took my cherry and got me used to having sex.  What about you?  You going to tell me that after all the loving we did and that you so obviously loved that you have been keeping your peter in your pants while I’m gone?”

“Yes Stella; that is exactly what I’m going to tell you.  I considered us a couple and there wasn’t any way that I was going to cheat on you.”

“You wouldn’t be cheating Frankie because we aren’t an engaged couple.  We are damned good friends who make love whenever we can and if you ask me to marry you I will say yes, but not until after we finish college.  Until then I’m going to sow my wild oats and you should be doing the same.  I’m all yours when I’m here at home, but as long as we are separated I’m going to date and you should also.  Get curiosity out of your system before we get married and then we won’t have to worry about that seven year itch that people talk about. Now – do you want to make love or waste more time talking?”

I didn’t know it at the time, but I made the first of several bad decisions where Stella was concerned.  I decided that she was right and that I should do what she was doing and over the rest of the time we were in college I dated when Stella wasn’t home and made love to Stella when she did come home.

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I discovered a lot dating other girls.  I found out that Helen Liss and Roberta Price both gave better head than Stella.  Carol Wilder liked having sex where there was a possibility that we would be caught and while I was scared to death that we would be caught it was still one hell of an exciting turn on.

Samantha Crown introduced me to anal sex and Beverly Holbrook took me to a gangbang where I shared her with six other guys.  Nancy Neubert’s big thing was to be pissed on after we were done fucking and Beverly Abbeg was into having threesomes with her best friend Pauline French.  All in all I had to say that I had a very full and rewarding sex life when Stella wasn’t around and I even caught myself wondering if I was going to be able to stay true to Stella when we got married.

Stella never questioned me about what I did when she wasn’t at home and even though I was aware that she was ‘sowing her wild oats’ while she was gone I never mentioned it.

I was a little peeved over a few things.  Things like when she first asked me to do her ass.  That told me that someone else had already been there and that she liked it.  She was my girl and I felt that I should have been the first to go there.  Whatever.  We somehow managed to get through those years and two months after we graduated we took our vows in front of eighty-three family and friends.

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The first couple of years went by and I thought that Stella and I had a good solid marriage.  Our sex life was very fulfilling as we both put what we learned while sowing our wild oats to use with each other.

I talked Stella into trying sex in places where we might get caught and she loved it.  She got me into trying some positions that I’d never tried before and I found that I especially liked reverse cowgirl and one that she called the rear leg lift.  There was another thing that she wanted to do that I wasn’t interested in.  She wanted me to sit in the bath tub while she peed on me.  Even though I had done it to Nancy Neubert I wasn’t the least bit interested in having it done to me.  No double standard here – Nancy wanted it so I obliged her, but I didn’t want it so I said “No way!”  In fact I said “No fucking way!”  Stella didn’t want to take no for an answer and she kept after me.

“It turns me on something fierce Frankie.  I don’t know why, but I can sometimes cum when I do it.  It won’t hurt you and it does so much for me.  Come on baby; that’s what making love making is supposed to be all about – giving your partner pleasure.  Don’t I give you everything that you want?  Come on Frankie; do it for me.”

“I notice that you aren’t asking me to pee on you.”

“I don’t like it.  It doesn’t do anything for me and from the way you are taking my asking you to do it to me I’m guessing that it won’t do anything for you.  Of course I’ll do it if you want; just say the word.  Please baby, let me do it to you.  I get such a charge out of it.”

She was right in that making love was as much about giving your partner pleasure as it was about getting your own so eventually I gave in and let her do it.  It wasn’t all that bad and when she was done all I had to do was stand up and turn the shower on.  She got in with me, scrubbed my back and then I took her from behind as she leaned against the wall.

After that she peed on me about once a week always followed by me taking her as she lent against the wall.  I never did get the urge to pee on her although once or twice I thought about telling her I wanted to do it just to see what she would say.  I almost put a stop to it the night she asked me to let her pee in my mouth.

“Absolutely not!”

“Just one time so we can see what it is like.”

“You want to see what it is like then you get in the tub and I’ll piss in your mouth.”

“I wouldn’t like it, but I thought you might.”

“Why in the hell would you think that?”

“You don’t mind my peeing on you.”

“I only do it because you say it really turns you on, but I get nothing out of it.”

“If that’s the case let me pee in your mouth and let me see if it turns me on just as much.”

“No Stella and I mean it.  Take what you are getting and be satisfied with it.”

She never brought it up again.

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In our third year Stella came home from work one night and told me that she was signing up for a couple of night classes at EMU.

“They are classes that will help me get a promotion and John (her boss) says that if I have them on my resume I’ll be a sure thing to get Marsha’s job when she leaves at the end of the year.  They are on Tuesday and Thursday at six-thirty so you will be on your own as far as dinner is concerned because I’ll go to school straight from work.”

“How long?”

“Just one term and the best part is that the company will pay for it.”

She took the classes and got the promotion and things were fine for another year and then our life was disrupted again.  One of the girls Stella had gone to school with at State moved into town and got in touch with Stella.  Stella started stopping after work for drinks with Anna and she invited Anna and her husband over one Sunday for a barbecue.

Have you ever met someone you took an instant dislike to?  That was me with Anna.  I hadn’t yet heard the first word out of her mouth and I didn’t like her.  She was brassy and bossy and she treated her husband like he was her personal servant.  All I heard from the poor bastard while he was there was “Yes dear,” “Whatever you say dear” and “Here, let me do that for you.”

I couldn’t even imagine what his life must be like living with Anna.  But as much as I didn’t want to be around Anna I knew I couldn’t get away with telling Stella to keep her friend away from me so after they left when Stella asked me what I thought of them I just said, “They seem like a nice couple” and let it go at that.

About two months later at another weekend barbecue my life took a drastic turn.  I had turned the grill over to Dennis (Anna’s husband) and had gone into the house to use the bathroom.  The weather was mild and so the bathroom window was cracked open about eight inches and as I was shaking the last couple of drops off my dick Stella and Anna walked by the window and I heard Stella saying:

“….won’t matter because Frank is a clueless twit.  I can…” and then they were out of range of my hearing and I didn’t hear the rest of what Stella was saying.

So I was a clueless twit was I?  I wondered what other marvelous things my loving wife had to say about me.  I stewed over it for a couple of days and then I finally did something I never would have thought I’d ever do.  I went on the Internet and found out how to put a tap on my home telephone line.  I wasn’t looking to catch Stella being unfaithful because quite honestly that thought never entered my mind, but I did want to know what else Stella thought of me.

Stella didn’t leave for work until an hour after I did so that gave her time to talk without me being around and I bowled on Tuesday and attended my lodge meetings on Thursday (Fraternal Order of Eagles if anyone cares).  That gave Stella ample time to be on the phone with me not being where I could over hear things.  I put the tap in on Sunday while Stella was out grocery shopping and then waited to see what I would get.

I didn’t get a chance to listen to anything until Wednesday.  Stella called me at work and told me that she would be a little late so when I got home I listened to what the recorder had picked up on Monday, Tuesday and that day.  All I got from Monday’s conversations was that Stella would be going over to Anna’s house while I was bowling.

“I’m looking forward to it” Stella said.

“It will be a blast honey” Anna said, “And after you see it you are going to want to do it.”

“Got to go.  Don’t want to be late for work.  I’ve got to make sure that I give John a good start to his day.”

Anna laughed and said, “You go you slut you.”

Things to wonder about.  Anna calling my wife a slut?  What did she know about my wife that I didn’t?  What was it that Stella was going to want to do after she saw it?  And what the hell did “I’ve got to give John a good start to his day” mean.  Tuesday morning’s talk only told me that Stella and Barb (I’ve no idea who Barb was) would be to Anna’s around six-thirty.  Wednesday’s take was a little more enlightening, but left me with even more questions.

“I still don’t believe it.  I saw it, but I still don’t believe it.  When you ordered him to lick my feet and he didn’t even hesitate to do it I just couldn’t believe it.  Barb and I both couldn’t get over him bending over and letting you beat his ass with a whip without any protest at all.  It was unreal.  Men aren’t supposed to be like that.”

“Dennis didn’t used to be that way, but I trained him well.  If you think last night was something wait until you see what I have him do Thursday night.”

“Give me a clue.”

“Just get your hubby fired up tonight and tomorrow morning.  You are going to want him to jump your bones as soon as you get home and walk in the door Thursday night.”

I had no idea what it was that Stella was going to see Thursday night, but she followed Anna’s advice and spent Wednesday night trying to fuck my brains out and then woke me up with a blow job Thursday morning.  She stopped just short of getting me off and said:

“I want you primed for me when I get home tonight.”

I had some things to do after work and she was home before me and when I got there she met me at the door in only high heels and thigh high nylons.

“I hope you didn’t tire yourself at work because tonight you have your work cut out for you.”

I’ve no idea what fired her up, but we made love three times that night which was highly unusual for us.  We averaged three times a week and maybe twice on a Friday, Saturday or Sunday night was the norm.  It was Saturday before I could listen to Thursday and Friday’s conversations.  Stella was at the beauty parlor for her regularly scheduled hair work and I was able to listen to the recorder without her being around.

There was nothing on Thursday except a conversation between Stella and Barb where Barb said she couldn’t make it that night because her husband was making her go to some company function with him.

“We need to learn more about how Anna does it and then we won’t have to put up with men making us do anything.”

Our men making us do anything?  I never made Stella do anything and in fact the opposite was true.  She was always getting me to do things.

Friday’s first call was an eye opener and the first indication that Stella and I were in trouble.  Barb called Stella to ask what had happened at Anna’s the night before.

“You thought Tuesday was wild?  Last night was over the top compared to Tuesday.  It would be like comparing first grade to grad school.  I hadn’t been there two minutes when the doorbell rang and Anna went to answer it.  She came back with two guys named Eddie and Jared.  She asked if the two of them were ready to do it and they both smiled and started to undress.  Anna told Dennis to strip and he did and then we all went into the bedroom. 

“Anna laid down on the bed and Eddie got between her legs and then Anna told Dennis that he knew what to do.  Dennis came over, took hold of Eddie’s cock and guided it into Anna.  Jared got on the bed and knelt next to Anna’s head and she told Dennis to go sit on his chair.  Dennis sat down on a chair next to the bed and played with himself as he watched Anna suck Jared while being fucked by Eddie.

“When Eddie came she told Dennis to get to work and do his job.  Dennis got on the bed and sucked Eddie’s cum out of her.  Then Jared moved in and Dennis guided him in like he had Eddie and then while Jared screwed Anna Dennis cleaned Eddie’s cock with his mouth and worked at getting him up again.  Jared came and Dennis cleaned him out of Anna and then Eddie got back on the bed and started screwing Anna again while Dennis cleaned Jared’s dick and worked at getting him up again.’’

“They each screwed Anna three times and Dennis did the clean up without any protest the first two times.  The third time Eddie was in her pussy and Jared was in her butt.  When Jared came Anna told Dennis to clean him up and Dennis finally refused.  No way was he going to suck a shit covered dick is what he said.  Anna ordered him to do it and told him that he knew what she would do to him if he didn’t do what he was told and he started crying and ran from the room.  Just after that I left so I don’t know what she did to Dennis for disobeying her.  Now all I have to do is figure out how I can get Frank to do something like that.”

“How are you going to do that?”

“I’ve no idea, but I’m thinking on it.”

“Frank doesn’t seem the type to do that.”

How would she know that?  I didn’t even know a Barb so how could she know what type I was?

The next words told me what my wife thought about me.

“Frank’s the type all right.  I boss him around all the time.  I even make him get in the bath tub so I can piss on him.”

“That’s nasty!”

 “What can I say?  Being able to dominate him that way turns me on.  Got to go if I’m going to get to work in time to start John’s day off right.”

There it was again.  What did she have to do to start her boss’s day?

I played golf on Saturday morning so there was a morning conversation between Anna and Stella and it was that conversation that changed our marriage.  Stella told Anna that she was thinking of ways to get me to be like Dennis.

“I don’t know if you can Stel.  Dennis is a born submissive and that is the reason I married him.  I knew I could boss him around and make him do what ever I wanted.  Frank doesn’t strike me as the kind of guy who would willingly do what I make Dennis do.”

“I don’t know how submissive Frank is, but I think I can make it happen.  I told you that he lets me piss on him and I think that there is a little bit of the cuckold in him.  He has to know that he is sucking another man’s cum out of my pussy.  I make sure that I have sex with him every time after John fucks me and our sex always starts out with Frank eating my pussy.  He has to have noticed that I taste different after John makes love to me.”

“And he never mentions it to you?”

“He did once, but I told him that it was probably some residue from the douche that I use.”

“He’s that gullible?”

“You bet.  That’s one of the reasons I married him.  I knew I could control him when he bought my reasons for fucking other guys while we were at State.  He even bought my story about my taking evening classes to get a promotion at work.  It was true that I was using the time to get a promotion.”

“You never told me the story behind that.”

“John’s wife was pregnant and wouldn’t make love with him.  He told me that if I would be his sexual outlet until she had the baby and was cleared to have sex again he told me that he would promote me and give me a nice sized raise.  At first it was only supposed to be blow jobs, from there and we kept on doing it even after his wife had her baby.  It has gotten to where I have to give John a blow job every morning to start his day out right and that’s in addition to the long lunches we take.”

“And Frank hasn’t a clue?”

“I told you he was a clueless twit.”

“Well I guess you know him better than I do, but I would work up to it slowly.  Very, very slowly.”

I had put in the tap because after hearing what I heard through the bathroom window I was curious about what else Stella had to say about me.  Well, I certainly did find out.  To her I was a clueless twit and a wimp that she thought she could turn into a subservient cuckold.  She didn’t have a chance in hell of making it happen and I was already working on a plan in my head that might make her think I could possibly go along with what she wanted.  I would have to wait until she started her campaign to get me to be like Dennis, but she would be in for one hell of a huge surprise.

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I wasn’t at all surprised that she started on me Saturday after she got back from her hair appointment.

“I’m super horny for some reason so how about a late dinner after we work up an appetite?”

“Gee Stel; I don’t know.  Maybe if you twisted my arm or something like that.”

“Asshole” she said as she took my arm and led me to the bedroom.  It started out the same as always.  She started sucking my cock and after a couple of minutes I pulled her into a sixty-nine and after several minutes of mutual munching Stella moved into her favorite position, doggie, and I fucked her to an orgasm and then I had mine.  She got up to use the bathroom and when she came back she sucked me hard again and then she told me that she wanted it in her butt.  After we had both climaxed for the second time and were lying cuddled up she asked:

“Are you happy with me frank?”

“Very happy.”

“Do you ever feel you are sorry you married me because it cut you off from playing with other girls?”

I knew instantly where the conversation was headed so I helped it along.

“No, I’m not sorry that I married you; but I do confess that there are some other women I’ve had lustful thoughts about, but I’ve never acted on it.  I wouldn’t do anything that would jeopardize our marriage.  Why he question?”

“Promise me you won’t hate me?”

“I could never hate you and you should know that by now.”

“The reason I was super horny when I came home?  It was because I saw one of the guys I had sex with in college and I remembered how exciting it was to have a different guy every once in a while.  I just wondered if you had thoughts like that.”

“When you say you saw one of your old lovers were you saying that you met him and had sex with him?”

“Oh no, nothing like that.  I was early for my appointment so I went to the Starbucks just up the street.  Kevin was there having coffee and we said hi and talked about what we had been doing since school.  He asked me if would like to get together some night.”

 “And you said?”

“I said no of course.  Like you I won’t do anything that would put our marriage at risk.”

“I can tell from your tone of voice and the look on your face that you wanted to say yes.”

She looked away from me for a couple of seconds and then said, “You’re right.  I did want to say yes.”

“Correct me if I’m wrong here, but from the way this conversation started and your confession just now I’m getting the feeling that you would like to get a little strange now and then.  Is that it?”

She was silent for a bit and then said, “Yes.  Seeing Kevin reminded me of how much I enjoyed making love with different guys.  There is just something exciting about going to a new man and wondering how he will compare to others I’ve been with.  Is he bigger or smaller?  Does he have stamina?  How good is he at this or that?  It isn’t about love or affection.  It is all about sex.”

“Going with Kevin wouldn’t be like that.  You’ve already had him.”

“True, but have things changed with him over the years?  It would be like going to a new man.  You know; not knowing what you would find.”

“Be honest with me here Stel.  If there was no way I could have ever found out would you have agreed to meet Kevin some night?”

“Honestly?”

I nodded a yes.

“Yes; I would have, but only if there had been absolutely no way you could have ever found out.”

“That tells me that you would love to be able to sample other men as long as your marriage stayed safe.  Am I right?”

She looked at me and didn’t say anything for several seconds and then she said:

“If it didn’t cost me you and our marriage.”

“Okay.  We know where we stand.  I haven’t chased any of the women I have lusted after because I didn’t want to risk losing you and our marriage and you haven’t gotten together with other men for the same reason.  What that all tells me is that we are in a situation that makes us prime candidates for what is called an open marriage.”

“An open marriage?  What is that?”

“Where we each have the other’s permission to engage in sexual fun with others as long as it is open and above board and we always come home to each other.”

“You would do something like that?”

“To be honest about it?  Although there are several women who I fantasize about I would probably never act on it even if I had the chance.”

“You are saying that you wouldn’t but I can?”

“I’m saying that it isn’t likely that I will, but you never know about things like that.  But yes, you are free to do what you would like as long as you always come home to me.”

“Why on earth would you let me do it if you aren’t?”

“Because I love you and want to see you happy and also because I know you love me and that means I don’t have to worry about it.  There is a rule though.  If you ever bring a lover home you have to call me ahead of time and let me know so I can decide on whether I want to stay home or go out.”

“Why would you stay home?”

“I don’t know that I would, but I’ve heard hat some men like to watch their wives have sex with other men.  Who knows?  I might just like it.”

“You really mean what you are saying?”

I reached over and shoved a finger in her pussy and said, “Just thinking about it is getting me hard.”

Stella laughed and spread her legs.

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Sunday I told Stella that I was going to be gone for a couple of hours looking for a new lawn mower at Home Depot or Lowe’s.  It was a fib.  I just wanted to give her some time alone so she could call Anna or Barb.  I already knew what I was going to do, but I needed to know as much about what Stella was going to do as I could find out and I was trusting my phone tap to get me the information.

Sunday evening while Stella was in the shower I checked the phone tap.  Stella had done just what I expected and had called Anna.

“You are not going to believe it.  I didn’t even have to work for it.  I told him a cock and bull story about running into Kevin Butler.  I told him Kevin was one of the guys I’d had sex with in college.”

“Kevin Butler?  Wasn’t he the guy who had you pulling trains at the Phi Delta house?”

“Oh yeah!  Those were the days weren’t they?  Anyway I pulled that into a conversation about having thoughts about making it with other people and the twit came right out and proposed that we have an open marriage.  Can you believe it?  He was the one who brought it up.  He even said he might watch.”

“What are you going to do?”

“I’m going to bring a guy home and see what happens.  If Frank watches and doesn’t run screaming from the room I’ll know that eventually I can turn him into a copy of Dennis.”

“Who are you going to do it with?”

“At first I thought John, but then I decided it would be better to keep what John and I do separate.  Do you think I could get Eddie to do it?  He is quite a hunk and has a decent sized cock.”

“I’m sure he would.  His big thing is fucking married women in front of their husbands.  I’ll put you in touch.  When do you want to do it?”

“Wednesday I think.  Tomorrow would make Frank think I had already set it up before our talk and Tuesday he bowls.  He might think Wednesday is quick, but I’ll just tell him I wanted to do it before he changed his mind.”

“You do know that Eddie will trash talk in front of Frank right?”

“Yeah and if Frank takes it I’ll know I’m one step closer to making him into a Dennis clone.”

There it was.  Wednesday would be the start and if I played my part right Stella would set herself up for the final act and hopefully it would be over in a week, two at most.

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That night in bed after we’d made love Stella said, “I need a super huge favor baby.”

“Name it my love.”

“There is a guy at work who has been hitting on me for age.  I’d like him to be the first under this open marriage thing, but the thing is that I’m scared.  I’m afraid that if I really do it you will throw me out.  I really do need to know that you are okay with it.”

“So what’s the favor?”

“I want you to be here with me when I do it.”

“I told you I’m alright with it Stel.”

“I know you did, but I would feel a lot better if you were here.”

“I suppose I could do it, but what if this candidate of yours doesn’t want to do you if I’m around?”

“He’s been after me for so long that I’m betting that he will go along with whatever I say.”

“I suppose that it will be as good a time as any to see if I’ll like watching.  When do you want to do it?”

“You bowl on Tuesday so I’ll try for Wednesday okay?”

“I’ll have to miss my lodge meeting, but keeping you happy is more important than that so I guess so.”

“Thank you baby” she said as she lowered her head to my cock to see if she could bring it to life again.

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I got what I expected over dinner on Monday.

“Eddie jumped at the chance to do me even if it is in front of you.  He did ask whether you would be hiding in the closet or in the room with us.”

“In the room with you of course.  In for a penny in for a pound.  I’ll put a chair off to the side where I can get a good view.  If it turns out that watching you with another man isn’t a turn on I can get up and leave.”

“I’m horny just thinking about it.  Come on baby; let’s go to the bedroom for desert.”

I couldn’t get over how thinking that she was putting one over on me could make her so horny.  Twice that night and again on Tuesday morning.  As I was leaving for work she told me that she was going over to Anna’s after work, but that she would be home by the time I got there.  She didn’t manage it and I got home first.  I gambled that I had enough time to listen to Monday’s and Tuesday conversations.

All I got from Monday’s take was that Anna had talked with Eddie and he was all for it.  She gave Stella Eddie’s number and said that he was expecting her call.  Stella said she would call him when she got to work.  Tuesday’s call was another nail in Stella’s coffin.

“I talked to Eddie yesterday afternoon and we worked out the details for Wednesday night.  He said he and Jared were going to see you tonight.  How do you feel about sharing your toys?”

“One or both?”

“Both if you wouldn’t mind.”

“I don’t mind at all.  For me it isn’t the sex I get from them it’s what I can do to Dennis that’s the driver.  If you want I can make Dennis eat you out after they fuck you.  I love making him suck up another man’s gunk.”

“That would be so cool.  It would give me a taste on what I plan on having Frank do.”

There was a little more, but I’d heard enough.  I was in bed when Stella got home and when she got in bed she went for my cock.

“I need it baby.  Go down on me and then fuck my eyes out.”

No way was I knowingly going to eat her pussy knowing that she had just fucked two guys and probably more than one time each, but not having sex with her when she offered might make her wonder and I didn’t want that.  I rolled over, moved on top of her and pushed my cock at her hole.  It slipped in with no resistance and I said:

“I guess you are hot.  You are so hot and wet that I slipped right in.”

She moaned, “I’m always hot for you baby.”

Lying bitch I thought as I fucked her.

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I was up and out of the house before Stella woke up and I spent the day steeling myself for the evening.  It wasn’t going to be easy, but I was going to have to make myself behave like Stella wanted me to.  I was going to have to watch her fuck some asshole and make like it turned me on.  At some point I would have to take my dick out and stroke it while I watched.  The hard part, actually the first of two hard parts, was going to be listening to this Eddie fuck-head trash talk me and not get up and wax his ass.  The second hard part was going to be acting like I loved fucking Stella while her cunt was still full of Eddie’s leavings.  I’d have to do it though if I wanted my plan to work.

That evening when I got home from work Stella had a light supper all ready on the table.  She opened her house coat and said:

“What do you think?  Will this turn him on?”

She was wearing some lingerie that I had never seen before.  A cut-a-way bra, crotch less panties, garter belt, nylons and a pair of sexy strappy heels.

“Any man it wouldn’t turn on is already dead and waiting for burial” I said as I thought “You fucking bitch!  You never dressed like that for me.”

Eddie arrived at seven and he smirked when Stella introduced us.  Stella gave him a long passionate kiss and then said:

“I can’t wait.  Let’s get to the bedroom” and we all went there.

My biggest surprise was that I did get turned on watching my unfaithful cunt of a wife fuck another man.  I didn’t have to fake sitting there and pretending.  I did take out my cock and I did beat myself off as Stella sucked his cock, fucked him, sucked him hard again and then took him in her ass.  All the time he fucked her Eddie was spouting off.

“Don’t you wish you could fuck her like this?  Don’t you wish you could make her scream like I’m making her scream?  When was the last time she begged you to fuck her ass?  Look at how she loves it.  See her fucking back at me?  She is one fine bitch and I’m going to fuck her a lot from now on.  Face it dude, she’s my bitch now ain’t you Stel baby.”

“Oh yes; I’m yours, all yours, just don’t stop.  Fuck my ass lover, fuck my ass.”

It went on like that for three hours and then Stella called a halt to things.  “I’ve got to get some rest before I go to work tomorrow.”

As Eddie dressed he looked me in the eye and said, “She’s my bitch now and I’m going to fuck her whenever I want.  Understand?”   I looked down at the floor and shook my head yes and then got ready for bed as Stella walked him out.  When Stella came back she was all smiles.

“You liked it!  I saw you watching and stroking yourself.  You have to make love to me now.  You just have to.”  She plopped down on the bed, spread her legs and said, “Come over here and eat me baby and then fuck my lights out.”

“I don’t think so Stel.  I don’t think I’m quite ready yet to taste another man, but I will fuck you to see what it is like to have sloppy seconds.”

She ran a finger into her cunt, pulled it out and licked it.  “It doesn’t taste bad baby.  Please?”

“I don’t know Stel; that’s a pretty big step for me to take.  Maybe I’d better ease into things.  I mean I wasn’t even sure that that I’d like watching.”

“Please baby, please?  Do it for me.”

I hesitated and the said, “Maybe just a small taste” and I got down and ran a finger into her cunt, wiggled it around and then pulled it out.  “Here goes nothing” I said as I brought my hand up to my mouth and sucked on my thumb which I had kept clear. 

“Not too bad” I said “But it is definitely going to be an acquired taste.”

“Oh baby; I do so love you” and she pulled me down on top of her.  Sloppy seconds was no big thing to me as I’d had them before in college.  My fraternity had a mattress room where some girls were known to pull trains.  I’d never had them from my wife before though.  I’d obviously followed others into her, but she must clean herself after she fucks John and Tuesday night she must have cleaned up at Anna’s because even though I’d slid right into her she didn’t feel like most sloppy seconds that I’d had.  No matter.  It would soon be over.

She hadn’t lied.  She was horny.  I fucked her, she sucked me hard and I pulled her into the doggie position and fucked her in the ass.  She snuggled in next to me and as I was falling asleep I was thinking;

“I’m going to miss the bitch.”

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It was Friday morning before I could listen to the phone intercepts.  Wednesday’s call was about what she had done Tuesday night and what she hoped for on Wednesday night.  Eddie and Jared both fucked her and Anna had made Dennis eat Stella out after each one of them.  Then she blew Eddie while Jared took her ass.  Then Eddie took her ass while Dennis sucked Jared hard.  As soon as Jared was hard Eddie and Stella changed positions so Jared and Eddie could fuck her in her cunt and ass at the same time.  As for what she hoped to happen Wednesday night?  It didn’t happen.  She wanted me to eat her after Eddie had left and she figured that if I would do that the next time she could get me to hold Eddie’s cock and put it in her.

Thursday’s call was all about what had happened when Eddie was over.

“He sat there and took Eddie’s trash talk while watching us and beating his meat.  He is going to be like Dennis before I’m done.  I just know it.  I couldn’t get him to suck Eddie out of me, but he did stick a finger in me and then lick it.  That’s a first step I guess.  Before it’s over I’ll have him sucking cum out of my ass just like Dennis did.”

“You’d better take it slow honey” Anna said.

“I’m not worried. I told you he was clueless and now I know he’s a wimp also.  He actually sat there smiling and jerking off while Eddie was putting him down.  No real man would have put up with that shit.”

There was more, but it was all the same and it left no doubt in my mind what my wife really thought of me.

Friday night over dinner Stella asked me if we could do it again. 

“I suppose.  Eddie again?”

“Probably.  He is a known quantity.  Is it okay with you?”

“If it keeps you happy my love.”

“You’re the best rank.  I don’t know what it was that I did to deserve you, but you are the absolute best.”

We made love that night and I probably would every chance I got because I had no way of knowing when I’d get any after things were over.

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Saturday and Sunday were quiet days and aside from playing golf Sunday morning I was mostly around the house and except for a couple of hours when she went grocery shopping Stella was home too.  Monday while Stella was showering I listened to what was taped over the weekend.  There was nothing on Saturday, but Sunday while I was out playing golf she talked to Anna.

“He’s okay with me doing it again so I’m going to set us up for Wednesday.  This time I’m going to get him more involved.”

“What are you going to do?”

“Try to get him to put Eddie’s cock in me.  If I can get him to do that I’ll try to get him to suck Eddie out of me.  I bet I can have Frank cleaning Eddie’s cock with his mouth in three months.”

“You plan on making Eddie your steady lover?”

“No, I was just using his name.  I have no idea who I’ll be screwing in three months.  I do know I’m going to do Eddie Tuesday while Frank is bowling.  I hope Eddie doesn’t find out he will be getting sloppy seconds because I will do John sometime during the day.”

“You are a real slut aren’t you.”

“I guess, but what the fuck Anna, I like it.  I get a big charge out of fucking a guy and then letting Frank have some.”

“Be careful honey.  You push too hard and you could end up losing Frank.”

“No way!  He loves me and I have him wrapped around my little finger.”

Wrapped was I?  Boy was she ever in for a surprise.

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That night she told me that she had set Eddie up for Wednesday and I decided that I should throw a little shit into the game.

“I don’t know Stel.  Wednesday is my lodge meeting night and I missed last weeks for you.”

“Please Frank?  I’ve already told him that Wednesday would work for us.  Just this time.  I won’t do it on Wednesday anymore.  I promise.”

“I’ll think about it.  I’ll have to call Bob Morgan and see what I missed last Wednesday and if there is anything that will require me to be there this Wednesday.”

I saw the disappointment on her face and I would agree to do Wednesday, but I was going to make her sweat a bit first.  I finished dinner and then went into the den and pretended to do some work that I’d brought home with me and after a while I pretended to make some phone calls.  An hour and a half after I’d gone into the den I came out and told Stella that I would give her the coming Wednesday but to schedule her fun for other days from then on.  She rewarded me with an exhausting night before we fell asleep.

Tuesday when I came home from bowling Stella was waiting for me in my favorite outfit – naked except for ‘CFM’ pumps.  I could tell I was getting sloppy seconds, but I acted as she expected me to – clueless.

Wednesday over breakfast Stella said, “You do know that I love you right?”

“Of course I do.”

“I love you so much that I would never do anything that would upset you, but I have a request that might upset you.”

“What is it?”

“I want you to be an active part in what you are letting me do.”

“An active part?  How?”

“Eventually I would like you to eat Eddie out of me after the first time he does me to sort of get me ready for the next time, but I think you will need some time to build up to doing something like that.  What I’d like you to do tonight is take Eddie’s cock in your hand and guide it into me before you sit down and watch.”

“God Stel; I don’t know if I could do something like that.”

“Think about it baby.  It would really show me that you are okay with what I’m doing.”

“I’ll think about it Stel, but I’m making no promises that it will happen.”

As distasteful as it was going to be I was going to have to do it.  I needed Stella in the right frame of mind in order to make what I wanted to happen work the way I wanted it to.

The evening with Eddie started out with Eddie lying to me.

“I told you when I was last here hat your wife was my bitch now right?”

I nodded my head yes.

“I fucked her in the supply closet at work on both Thursday and Friday and she loved it and begged for more.  We took a long lunch Monday and I fucked her three times and last night I fucked her four times while you were rolling that stupid ball.  Twice in the ass.  I really like that tight ass of hers.”

Stella was on the bed on her hands and knees waiting to be fucked and smiling as Eddie said:

“Time to prove that you know she’s my bitch.  Take my cock and put it in her.”

He stepped up behind her and they both looked at me and waited.  I took a deep breath and said to my self, “Suck it up Frank” and then I walked over to them, took Eddie’s cock in my hand and put it in Stella’s cunt.  Then I moved to my chair and watched as Eddie fucked the bitch.  Eddie fucked her hard and after he came she sucked him hard again and then I took out my dick and beat my meat while I watched Eddie take her ass.  After he shot off into her he pulled out, looked at me and said:

“She needs to suck me hard again, but she doesn’t want to suck on a shitty dick.  Help me wash it.”

I hadn’t planned on that, but I couldn’t see any way around it if I was to stay in the part I was playing so I followed him into the bathroom.  I did the best I could not to barf as I washed and dried his cock.  We went back into the bedroom and he told me to hold his dick out so Stella could suck it.  I didn’t see any reason not to after washing and drying the fucking thing so I did it.  Just before Stella took him in her mouth he said:

“Maybe you want to do it.  You are already a cuckold so maybe you should learn how.”

“Maybe next time” I said.  “I’m new to this stuff and I need to ease into it.”

“You’ll like it.  You like getting them right?”

I nodded a yes and went back to my chair and watched him fuck Stella one more time.  When he was done he looked over at me and said:

“You want to lick me clean?  Kind of give you a taste of what sucking a dick might be like?”

“I’ll need to talk it over with Stella.  Maybe a little bit down the road.”

He gave me a smirk that said, “You’ll do it.  You’re a fucking pussy whipped wimp and the bitch will have you sucking cocks in a month.”

Stella licked him clean and then walked him out while I showered and in bed.  When she came back into the room she asked:

“Are you going to eat me before you make love to me?”

“Not this time love.  I’ve got to get used to the idea that I just handled another man’s cock.  I never thought that there would ever come a day when I would do something like that.”

She got into bed with me and before I realized what she was going to do she kissed me and shoved her tongue in my mouth.  She broke the kiss and said:

“See?  I had his cum in my mouth and it didn’t kill you did it?  Come on baby; please lick him out of me.”

“Don’t push it Stel.  I’ll work up to it, but I’m not ready yet.  These are major changes that I’m going through and I need time to come to grips with them.”

“But you will take sloppy seconds won’t you?  I need to make love to you when we do these things.  You’re my man and I have to make sure that I prove it to you.”

I did fuck her and she sucked me hard for a second time and again I thought about how much I was going to miss that part of our marriage.

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Friday Stella had a baby shower to go to, or so she said, and I used her absence to listen to the Thursday and Friday morning phone calls.

“Oh my God Anna, I swear that Frank is almost ready to be a Dennis clone.  He actually put Eddie’s cock in me; not once, but twice.  He even washed Eddie’s cock after Eddie fucked me in the butt.  When I walked Eddie out he said he would bet me a hundred bucks that Frank would be sucking his cock before the month was over.  Then he said he’d bet me another hundred that he would be fucking Frank’s ass within a month of getting Frank to suck his dick.  I didn’t take the bets because after seeing Frank wash Eddie’s cock I believe that it will happen.  God Anna, I can’t wait.  Just the thought of Frank squealing like a pig when Eddie corn holes him had me masturbating in the shower.  I’ll even bet that Eddie will convince Frank to clean Eddie’s shit covered dick after he fucks me in the ass.”

“You better slow down girl.  You keep using Eddie and your hubby might start thinking he is being replaced by a steady boyfriend.”

“You’re right. I’d better see if I can get Jared to play my game with me.  I’m so close Anna; I’m just so damned close to having my own submissive slave.”  Then she laughed and said, “I’m even having thoughts about dressing him up in a dress, nylons and high heels for the times Eddie or Jared fuck him in the ass.  Got to run if I’m not going to be late for work.  John gets real cranky if I don’t give him his morning blow job before the rest of the employees show up.”

I’d thought I’d need a little more time to prep Stella, but it was obvious to me from that phone call that she was ready.

I was still awake and waiting for Stella when she got home.  She was an unfaithful whore, but she was superb pussy and I wanted as much of it as I could get before I dropped the hammer on her.  We fucked – I had stopped thinking of it as making love – Friday, Saturday and Sunday and while Stella was showering for work Monday morning I listened to the weekend’s phone conversations.  Nothing on Saturday, but on Sunday Anna gave Stella Jared’s phone number and told Stella that he was expecting her call.  Stella said she would call him from work later that day.  That evening over dinner Stella asked me when we could do it again. 

“Tuesday, Wednesday or Thursday, take your pick.”

“But you bowl on Tuesday and have your meetings on Wednesday.”

“The fall winter league ended last Tuesday and the spring summer league doesn’t start up for another six weeks and there is no Wednesday meeting this week because all of the Aerie officers are at a state meeting of some sort.”

“Wednesday then?”

“Okay by me.”

“Can I do someone else or does it have to be Eddie?”

“What’s wrong with Eddie?”

“He is getting to get too possessive.  He is starting to think of himself as my steady boyfriend.”

“Well we certainly can’t be having that.  Have you got a replacement picked out?”

“One of the guys who works on the loading dock.  His name is Jared and he has hit on me several times.  I think I’ll surprise him and take him up on it.”

“After you explain the situation to him he might not be all that eager.”

“I’ll just have to see.”

“Don’t be silly Stel.  Any man alive and breathing is going to want you any way he can get you even if it is in a room full of people watching.”

“You say the sweetest things baby.  I think I’ll keep you.”

I almost laughed at that.  I was already gone and she just didn’t know it.

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Monday over dinner Stella told me that Jared was willing.  “It was just like you said baby.  He told me that he would screw me on the court house steps in broad daylight and give me an hour to draw a crowd.  I hate to sound like a one track record, but will you eat me out after Jared fucks me?  It would be such a great turn on for me.  I even get myself off in the shower thinking about it.”

“I still get a little queasy when I think about it, but if it means so much to you I guess I can try it.  I just hope I don’t ruin your night by jumping up and running to the bathroom to toss my cookies.”

“It will be okay baby.  You’ve kissed me when I’ve had Eddie’s cum in my mouth and you did get a taste of him off your finger that time.”

Tuesday morning Stella told me that she would be stopping after work for drinks with Anna and that they might go over to Anna’s place to play some cards.

“We set it up before I knew that bowling was over.”

When I got home from work Stella wasn’t there so I checked to see if there was anything on the recorder.

“I called Jared and he is going to do it.  I’m meeting him tonight to go over the scenario I want to play Wednesday night.  No doubt that I’ll end up fucking him before the evening is over.  I hope Jared doesn’t mind sloppy seconds because John told me yesterday afternoon to plan on a long lunch today.   The big news is that Frank told me that he will eat me out after Jared fucks me.  I can’t wait.  I’m going to try and get him to lick Jared’s dick clean, but that might be a hard sell this early.  Wish me luck girlfriend.  The day we can lay on a bed next to each other, get fucked by a couple of studs and then have Dennis and Frank do clean up is getting close.”

I just shook my head.  How could she have been with me as long as she had and not know me any better than she did?  Stella wasn’t usually stupid.  She had to know – just had to know – that the way I was behaving lately wasn’t the real me.  She had to know that something about the whole scene didn’t ring right as far as I was concerned.  Oh well, she would find out soon enough.

Wednesday morning Stella told me that Jared would be there at seven and she was looking forward to the evening.  I just smiled and told her that I was too.  That evening at five-forty I called Stella and told her that we’d had an emergency at work and I would be late.  Possibly very late.

“But what about Jared?”

“Just enjoy yourself sweetie.  I’ll make it up to you the next time.”

I went down to the sports bar and had a few drinks while I watched the Redwings play the Avalanche.    I got home at a quarter after ten and found Stella waiting up for me.

“I haven’t cleaned myself baby.  I saved all of Jared for you to lick out of me.”

“Not tonight Stel.  After the mess at work I’m just not in the mood and truth be told I would have needed to be here and seen things to get me worked up enough to do it.  I’ll make it up to you on Friday.”

“On Friday?”

“Yes sweetie, on Friday I’ll see to it that you get what you deserve.”

“Will you at least take sloppy seconds?”

“I can do that Stel.  You know I can never turn down your hot pussy.”

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Thursday morning over breakfast I told Stella, “Friday night I’m going to go all out for you baby.  I’m not stupid and I know what your plan is.  Don’t bother denying it because I know better.  What you are trying to lead me into is sucking a cock while you watch.  All this “eat me out after Eddie fucks me” is just the lead up to you finally asking me to lick a cock clean after it comes out of you.”

She looked at me in opened mouth astonishment as I continued.

  “You probably even want to see me on my hands and knees taking your lover’s cock up my ass.  Well I have a surprise for you.  I’ve always wondered what it would be like to suck a cock and I’ve always wondered what it feels like to get ass fucked so tomorrow night I’m going to give you what you want.”

“Oh my God!  I would never have believed it.  You are right and those are things I would love to see.  I’d cum buckets watching that happen.  Who do you want?  Eddie would do it for sure, but you’ve never met Jared.”

“Neither of them.  Once I figured out what you were really shooting for I began to make plans to see that it happened.  I don’t know Eddie at all and as you have pointed out I’ve never seen Jared.  The last thing I want to happen is walk into some place where Eddie or Jared are with some friends and have them point me out and snicker.  He’d tell them what a wimp I was to let him fuck you and then suck him clean and his friends would see me around and point me out their friends and pretty soon every one would know and I wouldn’t be able to walk around and hold my head up in public.  No, I’ve come up with a better way.

“You have never met him, but I’m sure that you’ve heard me speak of Phil Martin.  He is one of my lodge brothers and I’d trust him with my life.  Come to think of it I am trusting him with my life.  He has agreed to do it and I trust him to never tell a soul.  He will be here at seven.  Between now and seven tomorrow evening you need to think of everything you want me to do and I’ll do it no matter what.”

She looked at me stunned.

“I don’t know what to say.  You’ve caught me totally off guard with this.”

“What you can say is “Thank you my love.”

“I can do better than that.  I’ll call in sick and spend the day fucking you to death to thank you.”

“I would really like that, but I’ll have to settle for a hot night tonight instead.  Owning the business means I have to be there even if it is only to unlock the door and let the help in.”

“Then you better plan on tonight and take plenty of vitamins because I don’t plan on your being able to walk when I’m done with you.”

And she damned near did it.  I fell asleep totally exhausted at one-thirty.

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I spent a good part of Friday doing the necessaries and I was home at seven when Phil rang the door bell.  I had Stella naked except for her ‘come fuck me’ pumps and I had her lying on the couch.  After Phil got a good eyeful of the slut and I had introduced them I said:

Let’s take it to the bedroom and do what we are here for.”

Stella was all smiles as she got up from the couch and took Phil by the hand and led him to the bedroom.  When we got to the bedroom I said:

“You two go ahead and get started.  Knowing what I’m going to be doing later is going to take some courage and fortunately I have a bottle of it downstairs.  It is labeled Jim Beam and also fortunately for me it is almost full.”

“Hurry back lover; I can’t wait” Stella said and I replied, “Neither can I sweetie.  It is going to be a memorable event.”

I left the room and went down into the basement.  I got a PBR out of the mini-fridge next to my work bench. Opened the cabinet just above it and turned on the equipment inside.  I got a folding chair and sat down to drink my beer as I watched the output of the spy cam in the bedroom.

Stella was undressing Phil and when she got all of his clothes off of him she went to her knees in front of him and took his cock into her mouth.  She licked it from tip to base and then back up to the tip and then she started fucking him with her mouth.  After a couple of minutes of that she stood up and led him to the bed.

 She laid down, spread her legs and waited for Phil to climb on board.  Instead he got down and started eating her.  Her hands came up and she ran her fingers through his hair.  After a couple of minutes he pushed a finger into her ass and her eyes shot open and she gasped.  Her hands gripped his head and she tried to pull his head inside her pussy.  He kept eating her and finger fucking her ass. 

Another two minutes of that and he pulled away and mounted her.  Her legs came up, wrapped around him and her hands grabbed his ass and pulled him to her.  He fucked her hard and fast as she moaned and cried out in pleasure.  Stella was so into it that she either didn’t notice that I wasn’t in the room or she didn’t care.  After several minutes of hard fucking he pulled out of her cunt, got her up on her hands and knees and then speared back into her pussy.

As he fucked her he worked on her ass with his thumb and fingers.  When he was ready, or thought she was, he pulled out of her pussy and pushed into her ass.  The bitch was into it all right.  She was pushing back at him as he drove into her.  As I watched Phil fuck the slut I had to laugh at the situation.  She was fucking three guys besides me for free and here I was paying Phil a hundred bucks to fuck her.

Stella’s “Fuck my ass, fuck my ass” came through the speakers loud and clear and while I watched Phil plunder her ass I ran a mental checklist to make sure that I hadn’t forgotten anything.

Cleaned out checking and savings?  Check

Cleaned out safe deposit box?  Check.

Cancelled all joint credit cards?  Check.

Final meeting with attorney to insure all paperwork done?  Check.

Apartment rented?  Check

Clothes packed and loaded in the car?  Check.

Yep, I had it all covered.  The only thing I would still need to do was come back with a trailer to get the big stuff like my tool box, air compressor, floor jack and jack stands.  And probably a few other things I might have forgotten.  Stella would probably make it difficult, but my attorney assured me that it would be no problem getting a court order and a deputy to go with me to serve it and keep and eye on Stella while I got my things. 

On the screen I saw Phil grab Stella’s hips and pull her tight against him as he emptied his balls into her.  She looked around as Phil pulled out and finally noticed that I was not there.  Phil walked over to his clothes and got an envelope out of his suit coat pocket and walked back over to Stella.  He handed her the envelope and she looked up at him with a confused look on her face as she asked:

“What’s this?”

“You have been served” Phil said and walked back to his clothes and started dressing as Stella was saying:

“Served?  What do you mean “served.”

“Open the envelope.  All your answers are in there.”

As she opened the envelope she asked, “Why did you give this to me?”

“It’s my job although I do have to admit that this was the most pleasurable service I’ve done.  I even got an extra hundred out of it.”

“An extra hundred?  What does that mean?”

“I get a flat fee for a service, but your husband paid me an extra hundred to do it this way.”

“Frank?  Frank gave you a hundred dollars?”  She looked around.  “Where is Frank?”

“Don’t know.  He paid me to fuck you and then serve you.  My guess, given the circumstances, is that he is gone.”

By then Stella had the envelope open and saw what was inside.  “Noooo” she wailed, “this wasn’t supposed to happen.”

“Sorry” Phil said as he left the room and headed for the front door.

In the bedroom Stella was frantically getting some clothes on.  She was crying as she pulled on slippers and headed out of the room.  I could hear her moving through the house calling out:

“Frank?  Frank?  Where are you?”

It sounded like she was going room to room and her “Frank?” was sounding more and more panicky.  She would eventually get to me and I set things up to be ready for her.  The door at the top of the stairs opened and she called down:

“Frank? Frank?  Are you down there Frank?”

I didn’t answer and I heard her start down the steps to look for herself to see if I was there or not.  She got to the bottom of the stairs and saw me.

“Frank?  I’ve been calling for you.  Why haven’t you answered me?  And what’s this nonsense about a divorce?”

I pushed the ‘play’ button on the recorder.  Color drained from her face as she heard:

“Frank’s the type alright.  I boss him around all the time.  I even make him get in the bath tub so I can piss on him.  Being able to dominate him that way turns me on.”

As the rest of the taped conversations played on Stella seemed to deflate like a balloon that the air slowly leaks out of.  She looked away from me and started crying when she heard:

“I make sure that I have sex with him every time after John fucks me and our sex always starts with Frank eating my pussy.”

I just looked at her and said, “Come as a shock to you that I’m not the clueless doofus that you thought I was?  Have any more questions about why I’m getting a divorce?”

I got up and said, “See you around Stel, or maybe not.”

I picked up the tape recorder and the video recorder that had just taped her fuck session with Phil and also had the footage of her fun with Jared and then I left the house and headed for my apartment.

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I spent Saturday making up another list of things to do.  I needed things to make my apartment more homey and livable and I needed to look into putting the house up for sale.  Stella was going to have to get with the utility companies and set up accounts because item number two on my list was to have everything shut off and taken out of my name.  If I put a good enough price on the house it should move quickly.  Of course Stella could decide that she wanted to keep it and then she would have to buy me out.

Thank God we didn’t live in one of those dumb assed states that had those stupid no fault divorce laws.  I filed listing adultery as the cause and my attorney had assured me that I would come out of the divorce well ahead of a half and half split.  He told me that even the one female judge that we had would be upset at the humiliating way Stella talked about me in her recorded conversations.  The video of her with Jared and Phil would just be icing on the cake.

After golf I stopped at the TGI Friday on Lamont to get a bite to eat and while I was eating a very good looking redhead came up to the table and said:

“Frank Marly right?”

I said yeas and she said, “You don’t know me Frank; I’m Barbara Collins and I want to thank you for saving my marriage.”

“I saved your marriage?  What did I do?”

“It’s what you did to Stella.  It opened my eyes to what Brian might do to me if I’d have let myself get sucked into that crap that Anna was spouting about how to control a man.  I admit that the thought of being able to do it was a turn on, but it wouldn’t have worth losing Brian.  When I heard what happened to Stella it was a wake up call.  I’m sorry about you and Stella, but some good did come out of it.  It saved me and Brian.  You take care now” and she turned and walked away.

I wasn’t at all surprised at getting half a dozen calls from Stella on my cell phone and I deleted them as soon as they came in.  I left the cell in the apartment when I went to play golf on Sunday and I wasn’t surprised to find a dozen more missed messages from Stella when I got home.  I knew I was going to have to talk to her sooner or later and probably the next day as I couldn’t have her calling me at work a dozen or so times a day.

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Her first call came just after I had unlocked the door.  When the phone rang the caller ID said it was the home phone so I answered and asked:

“What do you want Stella?”

“I don’t want a divorce Frank.  You don’t understand what was going on and we need to sit down and talk so I can explain it to you.  I love you Frank and you know I do.  We just need to talk it out.”

“You love me?  Really?  You sure have a funny way of showing it.  You tell me that you are taking night classes so you can get a promotion while what you were really doing was spending two nights a week being your boss’s fuck toy.  Yep, I can see the love for me in that.  And after the promotion you kept giving him a blow job every morning, fucking him on lunch hour and then coming home to me and letting me eat your pussy.  Yep, you bet, the love comes shinning through there.  And you sure showed me lots of love when you fucked Eddie and Jared over at Anna’s and I wouldn’t want to forget all the love for me that I heard in your voice in the month’s worth of phone calls between you, Anna and Barb that I taped.  Oh yes indeed Stella, I am well aware of just how much you loved me.”

“You don’t understand Frank and that’s why we need to sit down and talk.  Please come home.  I don’t want a divorce and I’ll fight it.  I’ll make it so expensive for you that in the end you’ll drop it.”

“Ah, there’s that love shinning through again.  Tell you what Stel; you just go ahead and fight it.  You will have to get an attorney and they don’t come cheap.  You are going to need every cent you have to make the house payment, and pay for the gas, phone and lights which, by the way, I’ve had taken out of my name and which will be shut off at the end of the month.  That’s two weeks away so you need to be thinking about how to keep them turned on.

“Now let’s see how you can hurt me.  No kids so no leverage there.  You take home as much as I do so no alimony to worry about.  I filed using adultery as grounds and I have the evidence to back it up.  Also one little thing that you probably forgot about.  The business is family owned and my father explained to you that a prenuptial agreement that guaranteed that the business would remain totally in family hands had to be signed by you before we could get married and you signed it without even reading it.  One of the clauses in that pre-nup specified that in case of a divorce because of adultery the offending party would leave the relationship with only what they brought into it.

“So go ahead Stella.  Get an attorney and fight it.  Look on the bright side.  You will be free to find some sick fuck who will suck your lover’s cock and smile up at you while your lover fucks him up the ass.  Got to get to work.  Bye Stella.”

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That wasn’t the end of it though.  The next day when I left work Stella was parked behind my car and since I was parked nose in to the building I couldn’t just ignore her and leave.

“What do you want Stella?”

“Quite simply, you.  I do not want a divorce.  I know you don’t think I love you, but you are wrong.”

“Bullshit Stella.  I told you the other day that I have over a months worth of phone calls between you and Anna that tell me exactly how you feel about your clueless twit of a husband.”

“That’s just it Frank.  You don’t have anything that shows you that.  What you have is a bunch of rubbish that I said to Anna because that is what she wanted to hear.  Anna hates men.  It was something that she let me know during the first week I met her.  One of the biggest surprises of my life was when she moved back here and I found out that she was married.  It turns out that she married Dennis because she found out that she could do to him what she wanted to do to all men.  I can’t say that I blame her.  I’d probably have felt the same way if my life had been like hers.”

“Again Stella – Bullshit!!  If she hated men why was she fucking at least two that I know of and by that I mean Eddie and Jared.”

“She fucked them, but she didn’t like them.  She fucked them to torment Dennis.  It was sort of like religion.  You know, the “Christ died for your sins” thing?  Dennis was paying the price for what men had done to her.  Her own father raped her every time he came home drunk.  When he was killed in an accident her mother remarried.  The man she married had two sons.  Her mother went into the hospital for some reason or other and while she was in there the stepfather raped Anna.  Her two step brothers saw it happen and decided that they wanted some and then the three of them took turns on her all the time her mom was gone. 

“The assholes knew they were toast if she went to the cops and so they taped themselves doing her and then edited the tape to eliminate the part where she fought them and made it look like she was willing.  All that showed was the part where her body betrayed her and actually got into it.  They showed her the tapes they had made of her responding and told her if she ever told anyone about what they had been doing or called the cops and hollered rape they would spread the tapes all over town.  One night when they were sleeping she took a ball bat to them, cleaned out their wallets and left.  Since then she has hated men in general.  Everything I told her what was what she wanted to hear.  I didn’t mean a word of it Frank, not one word.  Think about it Frank.  Have I ever shown you any disrespect?”

“Yeah Stella; as a matter of fact you have.”

“How and when?”

“Every time you came home from work after fucking John and let me eat your pussy.”

“I’ve never done that to you.”

“Bullshit Stella!  I’ve listened to you tell Anna all about it too many times.”

“And I’ve told you that everything I’ve told Stella is what she wanted to hear.”

“I suppose the next thing you will tell me is that you never fucked John and all that you told Anna about starting his day with blow jobs is baloney also.”

“No Frank; I’ll admit to that, but you never ate him out of me and I never kissed you with his taste still in my mouth.  I keep a travel bag with a douche bag and wash in my bottom desk drawer and I always, and I do mean always Frank, washed, douched and brushed my teeth before I came home to you.”

“You admit to cheating on me with your boss?”

“Yes Frank, but it never hurt us.  Did you ever see a lack of love or affection from me?  Did I ever short you in the love or sex departments?  No, I never did.”

“But you did cheat on me with your boss.”

“I didn’t see it as cheating.  At least not at first.”

“Not at first?”

“We needed money Frank.  If you’ll remember business wasn’t all that good and you were talking about maybe having to close the doors.  We were behind on some bills and my getting a promotion would have meant another thousand a month coming in so when John made me the offer I took it.  It was only blow jobs and to me cheating meant giving up pussy and I wasn’t going to give up any of that.  It was only supposed to be blow jobs until his wife had the baby and was cleared to have sex again.”

“Not that I don’t consider blow jobs as not cheating, but what changed?”

“The size of his cock.  It was huge!  I measured it once and it was almost eleven inches.  You know I wasn’t a virgin when I married you, but I had never seen a cock that big.  I fought it Frank.  Honest to God I did fight it, but after two weeks of giving John head I just had to see what a cock like that felt like.  Once I started it just seemed natural to continue on until Linda had the baby and John could go back to getting his sex from her.  I knew it was cheating, but I also knew that you would never know and the money from my promotion got us out of the hole.  And it never interfered with us Frank.  I gave you all the love and sex you could handle.  There was no love between me and John; it was more or less a business arrangement.  I love you Frank; honest to God I do and I did everything I could think of to make sure that you knew it.”

“As far as I know his wife had her kid six or seven months ago and yet you are still fucking him.”

“They are going through a divorce.  The baby’s father was obviously an oriental so he kicked her out.  He asked me to keep on doing what I was and I told him that I couldn’t so he sweetened the pot.  He gave me a five hundred dollar raise and the company car that I’ve been driving for the last six months.  He also gave me a company credit card to pay for the gas and upkeep.  Again, you would never know so I gave in.  To make sure that you would never find out I never let him do me anywhere other than work.  He wanted to do me on a bed and I refused because going to a hotel or motel would be just asking for someone to see us and maybe tell you.  He ended up buying a couch for the office that turned into a bed, plus he had that large motor home that he started parking at work.  I was so careful to make sure you would never find out.  How did you?”

I told her about overhearing her comment to Anna at the barbecue and how that got me to wondering what else she had to say about me and how that led me to finding out everything.

“So even if I bought into your affair with John as helping us financially that doesn’t excuse what you did with Eddie and Jared.  That was flat out cheating and you know it.”

“No it wasn’t.  I didn’t do Eddie until after – after Frank – you had given me permission and to me that open marriage thing you talked about WAS giving me permission and I did bring them home with me once I knew you were really good with it.  As far as you were concerned you were setting me up, but from my side I believed what you were telling me.  I never would have done it with Eddie and Jared if I didn’t believe that you were okay with it.  Your exact words to me were that it would be okay as long as I came home to you.  I did Eddie and Jared at Anna’s and then I came home to you and gave you every bit as much as I gave them.  I’ll quit my job Frank.  I’ll never talk to Anna again.  Don’t divorce me Frank.  Please.  I couldn’t bear losing you.”

“If you loved me so much why were you so set on turning me into a willing cuckold?  I fail to see where there was any love in you wanting me to hold another man’s cock in my hand and guide it into you and I sure as hell didn’t see any love in you wanting to see me sucking another man’s cock or watch him fuck me in the ass while – what was it you said to Anna? – while I squealed like a pig?”

“In the first place Frank I never wanted you to do any of those things if you didn’t want to.  It is like my peeing on you in the tub.  It was a major turn on for me and you didn’t mind doing it because when I got turned on I rocked your world.  What Anna did with her husband was a turn on and when I came home from Anna’s I did my best to fuck your brains out.  So I wondered if it would turn me on to see you doing it.  The only way I could find out was to try.  It was no different than when I wanted to see what it would be like to pee in your mouth.  You shut that down immediately and I expected that you would do the same to anything else I wanted to try and you didn’t.

“Why wouldn’t I try?  You sat there and got turned on when Eddie fucked me in front of you and don’t you dare try to deny it.  Your cock was as hard as I’ve ever seen it as you jacked yourself off.  After seeing that why wouldn’t I try to see what else you might do?  The squeal like a pig comment and talking about you sucking another man was just more of telling Anna what she wanted to hear. 

“Back to the pissing in the mouth thing; I knew that you would never do what you didn’t want to do, but I had no way of knowing what you would or wouldn’t do without trying to see.  I can tell you that seeing you suck off another man or seeing you take it in the butt wouldn’t do a thing for me.  I watched Dennis do it and it was obvious that he hated doing it.  It was one of the few things that he did that wasn’t a turn on, but a turn off.

“I really did want you to suck another man out of me, but I had no interest in seeing you clean another man’s cock with your mouth, but again I had no idea of what you might or might not want to try.  The night you set me up for Phil I honestly believed what you told me about what you had always wanted to do.  Why wouldn’t I have?  I have a head full of things I’ve always wanted to do but was afraid to try.  Why wouldn’t I believe that you did to?

“John was a major mistake, but I honestly had us in mind when I did it.  I really did do it for the promotion and what the money would do for us.  I let myself get carried away and I’m sorry, but again Frank it didn’t hurt us and I always came home and gave you more than I gave him.  I made a mistake and I’m asking you – no, I’m begging you – to forgive me.  Don’t leave me Frank; please don’t leave me.”

“It is a nice fairy tale that you are spinning here Stella, but the fact of the matter is that you are still a cheating cunt.  It doesn’t matter what your rational is for putting out for your boss it was still cheating.”

“Then what can I do to pay for my crime that doesn’t include my losing you?  I love you Frank.  Honest to God I do and I always have.”

“Maybe you do.  I really don’t know, but what I do know is that what you have done has made it pretty much impossible for me to stay with you.  I could never trust you again.  Who knows when you might fuck some other guy because you just knew that I’d never know about it.  You know what they say Stella; once a cheater always a cheater.”

“I swear to you Frank that I’ll never do it again.”

“You swore to God to be a loving and faithful wife in front of eighty-three family and friends, but you broke that vow so I see no reason to believe that you won’t break the one you just made.  We are through Stella.  There is nothing that you can do that will ever make it right.  Now please move your car so I can leave.”

“Please Frank; I’ll die without you.”

“Then I guess I’d better make sure to keep your life insurance paid up to date.”

I turned and started to walk away.

“Where are you going Frank?”

“Since you won’t move and let me out I’m going inside to use the phone to call a cab.”

“Please Frank, please don’t leave me.”

I didn’t turn back.  I went into the building and called for a taxi.