They say that everyone has a specific person who is meant just for them, the yin to your yang, your perfect life partner.  The only catch is that you have to find each other.  If it happens the two of you are supposed to recognize each other immediately, partner up and then live happily ever after.

Not so!

I’ve found my yin, the guy meant to be my life partner and he won’t have anything to do with me.  Well, that’s not really true.  We spend a lot of time together, quality time at that, but he just won’t marry me.  He says he knows me too well and he’d be a fool to put a ring on my finger.  That doesn’t make sense to me.  He has lived with me for over two years and our life together has been great, but when it comes to marriage it’s, “Nope, not going to go there, not going to do that.”  I asked him point blank why he wouldn’t marry me and he said:

“Because I don’t trust you.”

He is being totally unreasonable.  I suppose, in a way, it is my own damned fault.  I knew the instant I met Rob that he was meant for me.  He seemed to feel the same way and in within two weeks we were going steady.  When things started getting serious I felt that I had to be honest with him.  I felt that it would be inevitable that he would find out about my life before I met him and I wanted it to come from me, not someone else.  So, fortified by a bottle of wine over dinner I told Rob of my sexual past.

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I was thirteen the year my brother John came home from college during Spring Break and brought his friend Mark with him.  I took one look at Mark and my knees got weak.  He was gorgeous and I couldn’t keep my eyes off of him.  Being the silly little schoolgirl that I was (although I had been told more than once that I looked twenty) I was constantly finding reasons and ways to be around him and it didn’t go unnoticed.  My brother (damn him) laughingly told Mark that he’d better be careful around me or I might rape him.  I blushed, but I didn’t run away and hide; I just kept finding reasons to stay close to Mark.

It was on the third night that they had been there and John took Mark out to meet some of John’s buddies and drink some beer.  I forget where mom and dad were that night, probably visiting my grandma who lived out of town, but I was home alone when John and Mark came home.  Mark was pretty much carrying John who obviously had had way too much to drink and I helped Mark get John up to his room.  I loosened John’s shirt at the neck, untied and removed his shoes and then covered him with a blanket.  That done I turned and saw Mark standing there looking at me.

He didn’t say a word, just reached over and took my hand and then led me across the hall to the guest bedroom.  I was too frightened and too excited to say anything as he undressed me and I didn’t say “no” or “please stop” or “we can’t” as he undressed me and pulled me onto the bed with him.  He kissed me for several minutes while he fingered my pussy and then he rolled on top of me and started pushing his cock into me.

It hurt!  It hurt like hell and I was surprised that my scream didn’t wake John (or half the neighborhood) up, but then suddenly I wasn’t a virgin anymore.  Mark kept fucking me until the pain started to fade and I began feeling good and then he gave a little grunt and I felt him cum in me.  Once he got off he became concerned.

“I didn’t know you were a cherry, why didn’t you tell me?”

“Because I didn’t want to be a cherry anymore.”

“You going to tell your parents?”

“I might.”

“What does that mean?”

“It means that I want more.  You give it to me and I won’t tell anyone.”

He lay there next to me stroking his cock and I watched it grow and then he said, “You want more, you got it” and he crawled on top of me again.

  I experienced a little discomfort for maybe a minute and then the good feeling took over.  I fell asleep with him and when we woke up in the morning he did me one more time before I got up, changed the sheets and went to my room.  I wasn’t going to try and wash the blood out of the sheets so later in the morning I had Mark run me over to the mall and buy a new set of sheets for his bed.  I put the bloody ones in a garbage bag and we found a Dumpster to throw them in.

Mark was there three more days and we managed to get together four more times before he and John headed back to college.  He taught me how to suck his cock and he licked my pussy. He teased my ass but didn’t take it and then he was gone.  I didn’t have Mark around anymore, but he had awakened the sexual animal and I started looking around for a replacement.

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It was a week after Mark and John had gone back to school and I was at the mall one Saturday with my girlfriend Jenny.  We had just come out of The Gap when Jenny asked:

“Do you know that guy over there?”

I looked and saw a good looking guy and told Jenny that I didn’t know him, “Why do you ask?”

“Because he has been following us through the mall and he hasn’t taken his eyes off of you.”

I giggled and said, “He probably just wants my hot little body.”

“Get serious Chris.  He looks like he might be twenty or twenty-one.  Why would a guy that old be looking at a thirteen year old?”

“Because silly, he wants to fuck me.”

“Yeah, right!”

“Don’t believe me?  Let’s go ask him.”

I pulled a resisting Jenny along behind me and I walked over to the guy.  “Hi,” I said, “I’m Chris and this is Jenny.  Jenny saw you looking at me and she wondered why.  I told her that it was probably because you wanted my hot little body.  She said, “No way” so I came over to find out which of us is right.”

He laughed and said, “You are of course.”

I turned to Jenny and said, “See?”

“My name is Jason and now that you know my secret what are my chances?”

“Depends on how brave you are.”

“How’s that?”

“I’m only fourteen; can you deal with that?” 

“Fourteen?  No shit?  I thought you were at least seventeen or eighteen (age of consent in our state was sixteen).  I don’t know if I can handle you being underage.”

“Too bad” I said, “Let’s go Jenny” and I turned to walk away.

“Wait” Jason said.  I turned to face him and he said, “If you don’t care I don’t.  If you don’t care that I’m twenty I’m not going to care that you are only fourteen.  Can I take you to a movie tonight?”

I said yes and made arrangements to meet him at the mall.  I didn’t think mom and dad would be too happy if I let him pick me up at the house.  They would take one look at how old he was, know immediately what he was after, and they would have a cow.  I told them I was spending the night at Jenny’s and then left the house to meet Jason at the mall.

I don’t even remember the name of the movie we went to, but I doubt I’ll ever forget what happened after the movie on the back seat of Jason’s car. 

We pulled out of the theatre parking lot and I slid over next to Jason and began rubbing his cock through his jeans.  He hung a quick turn and pulled in behind J. C. Penny’s and parked between two semi trailers.  We scrambled to get in the back seat and I had my panties off and my legs spread before Jason even got his zipper down.  I was so wet and ready for him that he slid right into me.  He was quick, way too quick and I almost howled in frustration, but I didn’t.  I squirmed out from under him and went after his cock with my mouth.

I don’t think he expected a girl my age to be any good at sucking cock, but Mark had taught me well and it helped that I liked having a cock in my mouth.  I had him back up in no time and then he moved behind me and took me doggie.  Doggie had been Mark’s favorite position and I loved it too.  I pushed my ass back at Jason and did something else that Mark had taught me.  Mark didn’t like quiet fucks so he had me talk and so I did it for Jason.

“Fuck me lover, come on Jason, pound my tight little pussy.  Make me cum Jason, make me scream.”

Jason fucked me so hard that I had a screaming orgasm.  I was on my knees, head on the seat, ass in the air and gasping for breath and Jason said:

“My God, and you are only fourteen?”

“Actually, I lied.  I’m only thirteen.  I won’t be fourteen until next week.”

“Oh my God.”

“Does that mean you won’t fuck me any more?”

“No, it means that all of a sudden I’m hard again and I’m going to fuck your underage ass off” and he slammed himself into me again.

When he dropped me off he asked me when he could see me again.  I giggled and said:

“You mean fuck my underage ass again right?”

“That too.”

“Whenever you want, you just tell me.

I walked into the house at eleven forty-five and apparently woke up my mom.  She wanted to know what I was doing coming into the house so late and I told her that Jenny and I had had a fight and that I’d decided to come home.  She accepted that and I went off to bed.

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Jason and I were a couple after that and for the next two years we screwed on any flat surface we could find.  At the end of that year we broke up because he found out that I had cheated on him.  It was a week before my sixteenth birthday and Jason and I were at a party when who should show up but Mark.  Half an hour after he got there I had gone to use the bathroom and when I came out I found Mark in the hall waiting for me.  He didn’t say a word, just took my hand and pulled me into the bedroom across the hall.

The click from the door closing hadn’t even faded from hearing and I was stepping out of my panties.  Mark pushed me back on the bed, pushed my legs apart and buried his face in my pussy.  I hadn’t had my pussy licked since Mark had gone back to school - Jason wouldn’t do it - and it felt so good that I cried out and Mark said:

“Hold it down baby doll, we don’t want people to know what we are doing in here.”

“Why not?”

“Because they would want to join in.”

I giggled and said, “Might be fun.”

“Jesus Chris, did you turn into a slut on me?”

“No, you made me a slut and then you ran off and left me.”

I grabbed a handful of his hair and pulled his face back to my pussy.  Mark sucked on my clit and licked me to an orgasm and then he got me up into his favorite position (on my hands and knees), pushed himself inside me.  I screamed again, but the pillow I had my head buried in muffled it.  I moaned as he used my pussy and I pushed my young ass back at him.  When he was done he pulled out of me and had me lick his cock clean before he tucked it away. 

I asked him if he was going to call me and he said no, that he was only in town for a day.  I was disappointed to hear that, but it was probably just as well because I doubted that I could juggle him and Jason and not have Jason find out.                           

I went back across the hall to the bathroom and straightened myself up and went back down to the party.  Two hours later Jason and I left.  He stopped two blocks from my house and we got on the back seat.  Jason slid his cock into me and I heard him mutter “You bitch” but that was all he said and he continued to fuck me until he came.  He let me out in the front of the house and when I said:

“See you tonight?” he said no.

 “Tomorrow night?” I asked.

“No.  I’m not seeing you again.  I’m not stupid.  I knew as soon as I slid into you that you snuck off at the party and fucked someone else.  I don’t need to be spending my time with a slut.”

And that was the end of my relationship with Jason.  As I headed up the walk to the house I shook my head at the way things had turned out.  Earlier I was worried about being able to juggle Jason and Mark and now I didn’t have either of them.  I started wondering where I would find my next cock.

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I didn’t have to go looking for it; it came looking for me.  While I was running with Jason we hung with his friends and they were all his age.  I was at the mall the Saturday after Jason kissed me off and one of the guys from the group that Jason and I had spent time with saw me.  Alex was twenty-three and he had a bad boy reputation that appealed to some girls (like me) and he saw me coming out of Lane Bryant and he came up to me.

“I hear that you and Jason split.”

“That pretty much sums it up.”

“Any chance the two of you will get back together?”

“None.”

“Want to go to a party with me tonight?

I wanted to say yes, but Jenny’s parents were going away for the weekend and they had called my parents and asked them if I could spend the weekend with Jenny.  My parents said yes so I was locked in.  I could stay out and party with Alex and my parents wouldn’t ever know, but it would probably hurt my friendship with Jenny.  I explained the situation to Alex and then asked:

“Do you think you could find her a date?”

“No problem.”

I gave him Jenny’s address and he said he would be there by six.  Then all I had to do was talk Jenny into it.  Jenny did not have a wild side like I did.  She had never dated anyone older than she was (15) and, at least as far as I knew, she was still a virgin.  Anyone that Alex found for her would be around Alex’s age and would no doubt be expecting Jenny to be a slut like me.  It took me all afternoon to talk her into it, but she finally said she would go as long as her date understood that she was not going to put out.  I told her I would call Alex and get him to pass that word to whomever he found for Jenny.  I didn’t do it of course.  No way I was going to do anything that might screw up the night for me.  I’d been used to getting cock and I had been three days without.

Alex showed up at six with Dave, a guy that I’d seen around when I was with Jason.  Dave was driving so Jenny got up front with him and Alex and I got in the back.  We hadn’t gone two blocks and Alex and I were swapping tongues.  By the time we got to the party Alex had two fingers in my pussy and I had his cock out and was jacking him off.  Alex told Dave to go on in and that he and I would be along shortly.  As soon as Dave and Jenny were gone I pulled the gusset of my panties aside, swung over Alex and lowered myself down on his dick.  As I slid down his cock he said:

“Christ baby, you are tight!  Didn’t Jason ever fuck you?”

“Not enough lover, never enough.

“I’m going to cure that honey.  I’ll fuck you two or three times a day if I can swing it.”

“Oh God I hope so” I gasped as I rammed myself down on him.  Up and down, up and down I went as I moaned, “Cum for me Alex, cum for me” and two minutes later he splashed my insides with his eruption.  He was leaking out of me as I got up and I used my panties to wipe my legs clean and then I dropped them on the floor of the car and wondered if anyone at the party would know I was pantyless.  Maybe if I bent over I could give some guy a beaver shot and maybe even (giggle, giggle) a hard on.

It was a hell of a party.  I liked going to parties because no one asked me for ID and I could drink as much as I wanted.  I didn’t usually drink much because I usually had to go home and the last thing I wanted was for my mom and dad to find out what I was doing.  That night I didn’t have to go home and face my parents so I let go a bit. 

I danced with a lot of guys and got felt up a bit more than I usually did.  I found out later that Jason had told everyone why he broke up with me and I guess everyone was trying to see if they could get me off into a bedroom.  One or two guys came close to doing it, but Alex was keeping a close eye on me and each time he managed to head things off at the pass. 

The party was maybe five hours old when it occurred to me that I hadn’t seen Jenny for a while.  I saw her date over by the beer keg and I went over and asked him where she was and he told me she was upstairs.  I went looking for her and I found her in one of the bedrooms.  She was on the bed naked and there was a guy between her legs fucking her, another holding her head while he face fucked her and four more naked guys standing around watching while stroking their cocks and waiting their turn

I didn’t know what to do so I went to Alex and told him what was going on.

“What do you want me to do about it?  According to Dave she wanted it.”

“What do you mean she wanted it.  She was a virgin for Christ’s sake and virgins don’t pull trains their first time out.”

“He fucked her and when he came and pulled out she begged him not to quit.  She said she was almost there and begged him to keep going.  Well, you can’t keep going with a limp dick so he grabbed a guy and told him to get her off.  After that guys just kept coming into the room.”

“We have to get her out of there.”

“Not me sweetie.  I am not about to come between a bunch of guys and free pussy.  I am not gonna get my ass whipped over some teenybopper I don’t even know.  You want her out of there so bad you go on up and volunteer to take her place.”

Well, I was cock crazy, but not that cock crazy.  On the other hand if anything bad happened to Jenny I knew I’d get drug into it so I said:

“You had better get Dave then and have him do something.  She’s only fifteen and if anything bad happens to her everyone at this party tonight will be giving statements to the cops in the morning and I don’t really think you want to do that.”

Alex was damned near running when he headed for Dave.  About five minutes later a whole bunch of guys were coming down the stairs pulling up zippers and buttoning buttons.  I went up to check on Jenny.  She was sitting on the bed, half-dressed and crying, as some guy was standing there yelling about bloody sheets.  Dave finally told him to shut the fuck up or he was going to punch him out and the guy went storming out of the room.

We got Jenny dressed, went and got Alex and left the party.  Alex drove this time so I was up front with him and Jenny was in the back with Dave.  Jenny had stopped crying when the man who had been doing the yelling left the room and she seemed to be all right.  I slid over next to Alex and took out his cock and was playing with it when I heard a noise like “gluck urk” from the back seat.  I looked back there and saw Jenny’s head in Dave’s lap and his hands were on the back of her head, but it didn’t look like she was struggling so I thought, “You go girl” and I went back to playing with Alex’s cock.

When we got to the house Jenny jumped out of the car and ran into the house.  Alex had Dave get in the front and he and I got in the back and I pulled my panties off.  Alex got my legs up on his shoulders and started fucking me while Dave leaned over the back of the seat and watched.  That was a first for me.  I had never screwed in front of someone else before and it turned me on - made me feel real slutty.  There was a sticky moment when Alex finished; Dave thought he was next and was pissed when I told him no.

I headed for the house as Alex and Dave drove off and when inside I headed up the stairs to the bedroom I was sharing with Jenny.  The door was locked and I knocked on it.

“Jenny?  Let me in.”

“Go away,” I heard her say, “Just go away.”

“Come on Jenny, open up.”

“No.  Go away.  After what you did to me tonight I don’t ever want to see you again.”

After what I did to her?  How was it my fault!

“Open the door Jenny, it’s too late for me to go home.”

“Sleep on the couch.”

“You have my overnight bag in there with you. Come on Jenny, let me in.”

About thirty seconds later the door opened and my bag was pushed out, the door closed again and I heard the ‘click’ of the lock.  I gave up trying to talk to Jenny and went down and curled up on the couch.  In the morning I got up, got dressed and went home.  I told my mother that Jenny and I had gotten in another fight.  I told her it was over a boy and mom smiled knowingly and didn’t say another word.

I called Jenny a half dozen times over the weekend, but as soon as she heard my voice she hung up.  We never did get back together so I never did find out what the problem was.

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Alex and I got together once or twice a week over the next two months.  Because of my age unless there was a party somewhere all we could do was take in a movie.  And fuck of course.  Even though I was only sixteen I was smart enough to know that all I was to Alex was free young pussy, but I didn’t care because all he was to me was an experienced hard cock.

It was six weeks after my sixteenth birthday when I experienced my first multiple partner event.  I lied to my parents about spending the night with a girlfriend and went to Alex’s apartment for my first over-nighter with him.  We had some drinks and we were making out like crazy when one of his friends dropped by to visit.  With Bob there the ‘making out’ slowed down a little and we sat there drinking while watching a ball game on television.

When the game ended Alex put some porno in the VCR and we started making out as Bob watched.  I was getting antsy and I wanted Bob to get the hell out and leave Alex and me so we could get to it.  During the video one of the women did a strip tease for three guys and then took them all on.  Alex, and then Bob, started urging me to do a strip.  I’d had enough booze and was horny to begin with so eventually I let them talk me into it.

I did what I still consider a very hot strip, especially since it was my first time in front of an audience, and I ended up naked in front of two guys.

“Come on baby, give me a lap dance” Alex said and I went over and squirmed around on his lap.  His tongue flicked out and hit my nipples as I ground myself down on his lap and felt his hard pole under me.

“Not fair,” said Bob, “I want equal time.”

I looked over at him nervously not knowing what to do in a situation like that.  Alex whispered in my ear:

“Give him a lap dance baby, it will turn me on seeing it and it will make me rock hard.  You like rock hard, right?”

I gave Bob the same treatment that I gave Alex and felt his hard cock as I ground down on him and then I was passed from lap to lap and both guys felt me up.  Alex stood up and started taking his clothes off and he told Bob to do the same.  I looked from one to the other and I was just a little scared, but I was also hot from being felt up.  I was still doing the lap dancing, but the petting got heavier and the kissing was deeper.  Alex told me to kiss Bob’s cock and, after a little urging, I did and as soon as I bent to do it Alex entered me from the rear.  I opened my mouth and gasped as his cock slid into me and Bob’s cock pushed into the open hole, his hands went to the back of my head and the two men started fucking me from either end.

“Suck his cock baby,” Alex crooned, “Make me proud baby, I told him how big a slut you are and all good sluts suck great cock.  Drain him baby, make me proud.”

Alex wanted me to make him proud did he?  Okay then, Bob would get my best, better even than I had given Alex.  I would do my best to deep throat him.  I started working on Bob’s cock with my mouth taking a little more each time.  I’d read a thing online that said the trick was to concentrate on breathing through your nose and to take a deep breath every time you felt like you were going to gag.  It was slow going, but I eventually felt the tip of Bob’s cock touch the back of my throat.  I held my mouth still and played with his balls for several seconds and then I pulled slowly back and did it all over again only a little faster that time.  On the fourth time I heard Bob moan, “Oh shit, oh fuck” and he came.  Fortunately I was in the process of pulling back when it happened so I wasn’t choked.  I gulped and I swallowed until Bob pulled out of my mouth and then I rolled over on my back and yelled at Alex to fuck me.

Alex boned me for a couple of minutes and then he pulled out and got me up on my knees and put it into me from behind.  Bob moved in front of me and I took him in my mouth and then the two of them worked me.  Alex came first and then played with my tits while I frantically tried to get Bob off.  Suddenly Alex shoved a finger in my ass and I arched away from his hand which pushed my head forward on Bob’s cock and when his cock head hit the back of my throat he blew.

  After Bob came we went into the bedroom and I sucked both men hard again and then Bob fucked me while Alex played with my boobs.  After Bob finished Alex fucked me again and the three of us fell asleep on the bed.  Alex woke me up in the morning and we fucked and then Bob fucked me again.  We all showered and then went out for something to eat.  We sat at the table talking like nothing extraordinary had just happened and Bob thanked me over and over for showing him such a good time.

I only dated Alex for a short time after that and all we had was normal sex.  I never saw Bob again, but later - a little older and a little wiser - I wondered if I had been set up.  Had Alex told Bob to stop by?  Did Alex pick that porno tape because it had the striptease and three on one action on it?  I think the answer to both was “yes.”

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I didn’t have a steady boyfriend after Alex, at least not until I started college, but that’s not to say that I was celibate either.  I dated a lot and I did have a reputation so the boys all tried and depending on my mood some got lucky and some didn’t.  I toned it down, not because I lost my love of sex, but because Marsha Brady got pregnant.  All it took to slow me down was to see what she was going through.  My mom knew the Brady’s and she saw what Marsha’s mom was going through so without letting my dad know she got me on the pill.  She told me that she hoped I had enough sense to stay a virgin until I married, but she wasn’t going to take any chances.

Even being on the pill didn’t free me up all that much because I saw Marsha at school every day and every day she looked just a little bit bigger.  Talk about effective birth control!  One look at her almost made me want to swear off sex.  I didn’t of course, I was too big a slut to swear off.  I was still getting laid on weekends, but even though I was on the pill I made any guy who got lucky use a condom and I seriously thought about trying to talk mom into having me fitted for a diaphragm.  I finally realized (being on the pill and all) that that would be the same as telling her that her baby was doing what she was hoping her baby wasn’t.

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I fell off the wagon big time at the Senior Prom.  Charlie Hanson was my date and he took me to a party after the dance where he promptly got wasted.  When he passed out a couple of guys picked him up, carried him over to a corner of the room and dropped him on the floor out of the way.  I’d had enough to drink to be feeling real good and even after Charlie flaked out on me I partied on.

About two thirty in the morning Billy Holbrook got me off to the side and we started necking and the next thing I know I’m naked on a bed and Billy is banging away at me.  I’ve got my legs up around his neck and I’m screaming at him to fuck me hard.  Somebody grabbed my head and shoved a cock in my mouth and somebody else started working on my tits.  Billy came in me and then pulled out and I pulled my mouth off the cock I was sucking (it was Harry Short) and I called Billy every dirty name I could think of for getting me to the edge of cumming and then leaving me hanging.

 Harry, his cock free of my mouth, moved down and shoved his cock in my pussy and inside of three strokes I begging him to fuck me hard and make me cum.  He screwed me for maybe two minutes and then he pulled out and turned me over and started doing me doggie (God, but I do love getting it from the back) and George Neubert pushed his cock in my mouth.

After Harry it was George and then Harrv Feester and he was followed by Bill Cleland who made way for Sam Thomas.  While Sam was banging away at me I noticed four others in the room taking off their pants and at that point I put and end to things.  If I hadn’t stopped it…well, there were over thirty guys at the party, you figure it out.

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There were maybe five guys between prom night and when I started college and I started college determined to turn myself around.  No more easy piece.  Easier said than done.

I needed sex.

If I didn’t get sex my studies suffered, probably because my mind was elsewhere, like between my legs.  If I got regular sex I got good grades and if I didn’t, I didn’t.

During my first year of college there were a lot of smuggled in beer parties in our dorms and after one of them I went back to Dave’s room.  Dave and I were both freshmen and had hooked up several times after parties and dances, but we weren’t dating seriously.  We were soon doing what two horny young people do when they are alone.  We were on Dave’s bed and he was really giving it to me hard from the rear (again, that position).  Eddie, Dave’s roommate walked in on us with just a towel around his waist, just coming from getting a shower.  He walked over to the bed, whipped off the towel and said:

“Suck my cock slut!”

It was obvious to me that he was kidding, but I still remember thinking, “Oh, what the hell!”  I reached up, pulled him closer by his hardening dick and took it in my mouth.  Both guys came in what seemed like less than a minute after that.  Dave was pissed.  He stood up and said:

“Why the hell did you do that, you guys?”

He grabbed a towel and left the room.  By the time he came back to the room Eddie and I were on Eddie’s bed fucking like minks.  Eddie told Dave it was all right if he wanted to join us, and I agreed, but Dave just said:

“Fuck the both of you.”

He got dressed and left and Eddie and I kept on fucking.  I woke up in the morning when Eddie started finger fucking me and we stayed in bed fucking until noon and then we went out for breakfast.

After that night Dave treated me like I didn’t exist.  I’m sure he told people what had happened and it started getting around on campus giving me the reputation that I had come to college hoping to avoid.  Dave moved out of the dorm room and I hooked up with Eddie a few more times, but no relationship developed.

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I dated some during my sophomore year, but held my sexual activities down to the occasional weekend.  During summer vacation I went to the beach with my friend Amy for a long weekend.  We had a nice room in a motel just off the beach.  Amy said her older cousin Kevin might come down to the beach and if he couldn’t find any of his friends to stay with he might crash with us if it was all right with me.  The room had two queen-sized beds so I didn’t see any problem with that.

About four o’clock in the morning somebody was pounding on the door and we opened it to find Kevin --- but he has three of his friends with him and they ALL wanted to crash with us.  They brought in all kinds of booze and beer and other things that you should not put in your body and the party starts.

And we partied all weekend.

Both Amy and I fucked all four guys (yes-she even fucked her cousin and, apparently, it wasn’t the first time for them).  For the next two days it was mostly one-on-ones, but there were several permutations of two guys on one girl throughout the weekend and there was one three on one that I’ll never forget.  Kevin and two of his buddies said they wanted to make me ‘airtight’ and I’d had just enough booze in me to make it seem like a hell of an idea.

“I’ve never done it” I said, “What do I do?”

Kevin explained it to me and I must have looked dubious because he said:

“Don’t worry Chris, it won’t hurt and I’m betting that you will love it.”

I wasn’t worried.  I’d had a cock in my ass and one in my pussy at the same time before and I had liked it, but I also remembered how hard it had been to get a decent rhythm going and to add a third cock to the mix?  I just didn’t see how I was going to get anything out of it.  I’m sure he three guys would get off, but I couldn’t see how I would end up any way but frustrated.  But with Amy urging me to do it (the little slut probably wanted to do it herself, but wanted to see how it worked with me first) and Kevin doing his best to talk me into it I finally gave in.

I needn’t have worried.  I slid down on Kevin Donny slipped his cock in my ass (it had already been well used so far that weekend so he slid right in) and then the two of them got a rhythm going.  It was difficult at first and then Kevin told me the secret.

“Don’t try to help baby.  Just stay still and let us do all the work.  Once we get the rhythm you can join in.  It’s just like jump rope.  The rope gets going, you time it and then you jump in.”

Kevin pretty much just pushed up and held himself in me and Donny did the fucking.  I guess the wetness and the heat of my pussy and Donny’s cock rubbing his through the thin membrane is what was getting Kevin off.  Once the three of us got going Al stepped in front of me and I opened my mouth to let him in and then he just held my head.  The bouncing around I got from Kevin and Donny caused my mouth to move on Al’s cock enough to get him off.

Amy was fucking Sam on the other bed and watching me the whole time.  God, but I must have looked a sight.  Cum dribbling down my chin as I sat on Kevin’s cock while Donny drilled my ass.  Then Amy wanted to try it and I watched while she sucked off her cousin and let Donny have her pussy while Al took her ass.

Kevin, Donny, Sam and Al each fucked me one more time and then it was time to pack our bags and check out.  Just how thoroughly we were fucked that weekend didn’t dawn on me until we were in the car heading home.  Besides giving Kevin and his buddies all the free pussy they could handle we girls had paid for the motel room and most all of the booze. 

On the drive home both Amy and I joked about how sore our heads, boobs, jaws and pussies were.  It was a great weekend and I had loved it, but I also promised myself never again!

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I decided after that to find me a steady boyfriend and stick to just one man.  There was one guy I really liked, Marv Pallister, and he was always asking me out.  I went on several dates with him and we kind of fell into being a steady couple and for my last two years of college Marv was the only guy to get into my pants.

Things kind of turned shitty for the last three months of my senior year.  Marv asked me to marry him and I said no.  I liked him a lot, but I didn’t love him so we broke up.  Except Marv didn’t fade away.  He hung around and caused trouble whenever I dated someone so I just stopped dating until after I graduated.

I landed an entry-level job at an advertising agency and I hadn’t been there a month when I fell in with a bunch of other girls who worked there and who were party animals just like me.  Thursday night was bar night for us girls.  We would often meet someone and hook up for a date over the weekend.  One Thursday I ran into Stan, another bar regular who I had dated several times a month or two earlier and I wound up at his place.  We had some great sex that night and then again in the shower in the morning and then I had to rush home, change clothes and then get to work.

At Happy Hour on Friday I met Jim, someone I had seen around and wanted to date, but since I had a date scheduled for Friday night all Jim got a blow job in his car.  He also got the promise of a date the following Saturday (not the next night, but a week away).  At eight o’clock my date, Kenny, picked me up and we were off to the movies and a late meal and then back to my apartment where we had sex several times that night and again the next morning.

At noon Vince picked me up and we were off to his cousin’s wedding.  That night at his apartment Vince did his best to fuck my brains out and in the morning I rushed home, took a shower and got ready for Phil who was my date.  We went out for a fancy brunch, took in a matinee and then went to his place for sex.

Believe it or not, but I’d had sex with five different guys from Thursday through Sunday.  God, but I was such a slut!

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It was two weeks after that wild weekend that I had a wedding to go to.  A good friend of mine was getting married and I was in the wedding.  The wedding was out of town and I was sharing a hotel room with Sue, another girl who was in the wedding party.  Two of the groomsmen hit on us at the rehearsal dinner and afterwards the four of us hit the hotel bar and partied until the bar closed.

Sue was really drunk and the three of us helped her up to our room.  My guy, Ted, and I started making out on my bed as did Sue and Rick on hers.  Things were progressing nicely and we were all in some degree of undress.  Rick got up to use the bathroom and while he was in there Sue fell asleep ---deep, dead to the world, snoring sleep.  Rick tried to wake her up, but with no success.  Ted and I were giggling as his frustration mounted and Rick walked over to my bed and asked if he could join us.  Before I could say anything Ted said “Sure” and Rick climbed on the bed with us.

“How do you want it honey?” Ted asked.

“Well, mouth and pussy I guess.  I didn’t bring any KY so you will have to leave my butt alone.”

Ted said, “Dibs on pussy” and he got me on my hands and knees and we were off and running.  He moved behind me and eased himself into my pussy and Rick offered his cock to my mouth and then the two of them rocked me back and forth between them.  Ted fucked me hard and he came before I even got Rick close.  Ted moved out of the way and Rick pulled out of my mouth and moved behind me.  I moaned as he slid his cock into me and he said:

“Like that?  I’m usually good for at least three times, would you like that?  Would you like me to fuck you three more times?”

“Oh God yes” I moaned, “Fuck me baby, fuck me hard, fuck me.”

I saw Ted going through Sue’s suitcase and I asked him what he was doing.  “Hoping to find this” he said as he held up a bottle of KY Lotion.  “I had to try and find something I could use.  I just have to try that tight looking little ass of yours.”

He came over and handed the bottle to Rick and then Ted moved to my mouth.  While I worked at sucking him hard again Rick fucked me while working on my ass with KY coated fingers.  By the time Rick came Ted was rock hard and he moved behind me and started working his pole into my butt.  He went slow and waited until I started to push back at him before really starting to fuck me.  Rick pushed his cock into my mouth and I did more moaning around his cock than sucking as Ted plowed my ass.

Just being in my hot mouth must have been enough for Rick.  He started to stiffen and when he was hard enough I made Ted pull out of my ass and had Rick lie down on his back.  I lowered myself down on him and then leaned forward so Ted could get back in my ass.  I looked over at Sue and hoped she was still sleeping soundly.  I didn’t want her to see what an absolute slut I was being. 

I wore both men out and eventually Rick went over and climbed in bed with Sue.   Rick fell asleep in Sue’s bed so in the morning I guess she assumed that the two of them had done the deed.  After the wedding reception I went back to Ted’s room with him and Rick joined us and I spent a second night in sexual bliss.  The next day over breakfast we promised each other we’d call and get together, but we never did.

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And then I met Rob.  I fell absolutely head over heels in love with him.  He was the one meant for me and I knew it right away.  When I met him he was dating a girl I knew and I immediately started making plans to take him away from her, but the plans were never put into action.  Rob called me and asked me for a date and when I said, “What about Bev?” he said:

“She’s history.  As soon as I met you I knew that you were the one I was supposed to be with.”

We dated and it was magic.  Inside of a month we were living together and then I got stupid.  I decided that I had to go into our relationship ‘clean’ and so I told Rob about my past.  I laid it all out in front of him and when I was done he looked at me and said”

“Damn!  That’s a lot of guys.  The story has made me horny as hell baby, we need to move to the bedroom.”

The sex was hot that night and Rob never said another word about what I’d told him.  At least not until three months later when I asked him when we were going to get married.

“We’re not.”

“We aren’t?”

“Nope.”

“Why not?”

“I’m happy with things the way they are.”

“But why?  I thought you loved me.”

“I do.”

“Then why won’t you marry me?”

“Because I don’t trust you.  I love you to death and I know that you are the one I’m supposed to spend the rest of my life with, but knowing what I do about your sexual history there isn’t any way that I can reasonably expect you to stay faithful to me over the long haul.  One or two men in your past would be one thing, but as many as you have admitted to?  As many gangbangs as you have done? As many times as you have had multiple partners?  No!  No way I’m going to marry you.  I’ll live with you as long as you will let me or until I find that you are seeing someone else on the side, but marriage is out of the question.  I won’t share!  It has to be me and only me and I don’t trust you to be able to settle for only me over the long run.  So, I’m saving myself the pain and the cost of a divorce up front.”

I begged and I pleaded and I promised until I was blue in the face, but so far to no avail.  I just can’t convince him that he is the only one for me and that there will never be anyone else.  Rob says he knows I love him, but he also says that he is afraid that my love of cock and multiple partners will some day reassert itself and when it does I will slip away for a quick one and he just will not chance it.

I’m at a loss as to how I can convince him that he has nothing to fear.  I tried to convince him that all I did was what a lot of other girls did - get the wildness out of the way before marriage - experience it all before saying “I do” so you didn’t wonder years later about what you might have missed and then think of straying.  I tried to convince him that all I did was to get it out of my system, but he just won’t listen.  All I can do is keep trying.  I am so kicking myself for being honest with him.