It started six months ago and even though I’ve had chances to stop I haven’t.  I probably never will.  It will cost me my marriage because eventually my husband will find out.  It won’t matter how hard I try to keep it hidden or how many believable lies I tell him he will find out.  I’ll slip up somehow and it will be over.

I love my husband and I love being his wife and I can’t see me living out my life with anyone else, but I’m going to end up losing it all.  I know it, but I just can’t stop what I’m doing.

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I met Terri, Sue, Katie and Elsa when I pledged Sigma Sigma Delta.  For the next four years we were known as the Gang of Five as we partied our way through school.  If you saw one of us, you saw all of us.  About the only place you wouldn’t find the five of us together was in the bathroom and that was only because most bathrooms were not big enough to hold the five of us at one time.

Graduation slowed us down some, but we still got together almost every Friday and Saturday to drink and dance at the local clubs and crash on each other’s couches.  Then the group started breaking up as one by one we got married and started families.  Our nights out together became less frequent, but we still got together for a girls night out occasionally.

It had been almost five months since our last GNO when Elsa called me.  She had caught her husband doing a file clerk on his desk at work and had kicked him out.

“I need to get out and let loose Char.  I called Terri, Sue and Katie to see if we could get together on Friday and they are up for it.  How about it Char, the Gang of Five needs you.”

I told her I would call her back and then I went out to the garage where Steve was working on the lawn mower.

“Honey, do we have any plans for this weekend?”

“Not that I can think of.  Why?”

“Elsa just called and she is trying to get the group together Friday for a girl’s night out.  I told her I would check with you and call her back.”

“Go ahead.  You could probably use a night out.”

I called Elsa back and told her to count me in and we arranged to meet at the Starlight Lounge at seven on Friday.  Friday I arrived at the Starlight to find that all four of the others were already there and sitting at a table next to the dance floor.  The band was starting up as I sat down and then we performed the “ritual.”  We played Rock, Paper, and Scissors to see who would end up being the designated driver for the night.  Only four of us played since the loser from the last time was exempt.  Sue got to be the unlucky one.  Sue would still party with us but she was limited to soft drinks.  The way it worked was the designated driver would drive us all home at the end of the night and we would go back for our cars the next day.

The waitress came and I ordered a Cosmo.  I was halfway through my drink when the band started to play and the guys started showing up to ask us to dance.  It was nothing new; it was what happened whenever we got together to go out.  After the first drink we rarely had to pay for a round other than to pay by dancing.  The wolves would work to separate the herd with parking lot romance on their minds, but it wasn’t ever going to happen.  We were there to party and have a good time, but we were not interested in picking up guys.  We wouldn’t get upset when they felt us up and pushed their erections into us because that the price we paid for all the free drinks, but none of them would ever score.

We stayed at the Starlight for a little over and hour and then Sue drove us over to the Black Mushroom.  We found an empty table and sat down and the waitress took our drink order.  She wasn’t even halfway back to the bar when guys showed up asking us to dance.

I couldn’t speak for the others, but I was feeling pretty mellow from the drinks and the male attention I got at the Starlight and when the guy I was dancing with pulled me in close I molded myself to him.  I wasn’t teasing him; he was the one who pulled me tight and if he got himself worked up it was no concern of mine.  Granted, I wasn’t pushing him away, but I wasn’t leading him on either.  He didn’t know it, but all he was doing was winding me up for my hubby.

We stayed out on the floor for two songs and when we went back to the table I found that three tables had been pushed together and that there were five guys sitting with Terri, Sue and Katie.  Elsa was out on the dance floor with a guy.  It turned out that Elsa knew two of the guys and she had invited them to join us.  They said that they would like to, but they were with friends so Elsa told them all to come on over and join us.  The guy I had been dancing with looked at me and I could see that he was hoping for an invitation to join us, but I just said “Thanks for the dance” and sat down.  He hesitated for a moment and then he walked away.

Over the next hour and a half the six guys took turns dancing with us girls and somewhere along the line it came out that Sue was our designated driver.  The guys also had a designated driver and it turned out that he was always the designated driver since any kind of alcohol made him sick.  Since he couldn’t drink anyway Sue was talked into drinking.  At the time I don’t think that anyone gave a thought to the fact that one designated driver and eleven people didn’t compute.

Talking as we drank between dances it came out that the two guys that Elsa knew were guys that she worked with and she had told them that she and some friends were going to be at the Mushroom that night.  The two guys that she knew grabbed some buddies and they were waiting for us when we got there.

We took turns with the guys and the drinks flowed.  Elsa seemed to have hooked up with one of the guys she worked with and most of her dances were with him.  It was getting close to last call and everyone was still in a “party hardy” mood and Dave, the guy Elsa was spending her time with, told he knew where there was a party going on that usually lasted until the wee hours of the morning.  Katie asked what he meant by “wee hours” and he said daylight.

“We can do that!” Terri and Sue said almost at the same time.  Katie and Elsa looked at me and I shrugged and nodded a yes.  It was when we got up to go that eleven people and only one designated driver registered on us.  Sue was in no shape to drive and neither were any other members of the Gang of Five.  The only one stone cold sober was the guy’s designated driver Jim.  Charlie was the least inebriated of the guys so he was elected to drive one of the cars.

Elsa and I ended up in the car driven by Jim.  Elsa sat in the front between Jim and Dave and I was in the back with Sean and Harry.  We weren’t even out of the parking lot when Dave and Elsa started necking.  When Sean saw that he put a hand on my leg, but I pushed it away.  Then Harry put his arm around me and as I was trying to push him away Sean put his hand on my leg again.  Up in the front Elsa stopped kissing Dave and her head dropped down out of view.  The angle of the rear view mirror was such that I could see that Dave had his cock out and Elsa’s head was heading right for it.  I could see Jim slip his hand up under Elsa’s skirt and then I was too busy fighting off Sean and Harry to pay any more attention to what Elsa was doing.

I had been drinking pretty heavily and I was in a giddy mood.  I was still aware enough to remember that I was a married woman, but I was just far enough along that I was giggling as I tried to fight off two sets of hands.  My “stop that, I can’t do this” was ignored as I pushed one hand and then another away from me.  I said “come on guys, this isn’t right.  I can’t do this” as I pushed Harry’s hand away from my right breast and he said:

“Of course its right.  A hot bitch like you was made for fucking.”

My protest was smothered when he put his mouth on mine and pinned my head against the backseat.  He had one hand on my head to keep it from turning and the other had my arms pinned so I couldn’t fight off Sean.  Sean got his hands up under my skirt and pulled my panties down.  I squeezed my legs together to try and stop him from pulling them off of me, but he stopped pulling on my panties and his fingers went to my pussy.  I was squirming as he worked a finger into me and then he hit my clit.  My clit is very sensitive and as soon as he touched it my body did what it always did when my husband touched my button.  My legs automatically spread to give better access and I instinctively pushed up at the hand.  It all took place in an instant and as soon as I realized what had happened I tried to clamp my legs closed again, but they had been open long enough for him to get his entire hand against my pussy and a couple of fingers in me.

And then the worst thing that could possibly happen happened.

Sean had long fingers and one of them hit my “G” spot and it was all over.  The fight went out of me and I was humping at his hand.  Harry was still kissing me and I began kissing him back.  He released my arms, unzipped himself and took out his cock.  He took my right hand and put it on his meat and held it there until I gripped his cock and started stroking him.  Sean’s fingers had me moaning into Harry’s mouth and I had my legs spread wide and I was shoving my pussy hard at his fingers.

I didn’t hear Dave tell Jim to find a place to pullover, but Jim did and the back door opened.  Without removing his fingers Sean and Harry man handled me up onto my knees.  I might have fought, but at that point I was in the middle of an orgasm as Sean’s fingers worked all of my hot buttons.  I felt Sean’s cock lance into me and I cried out.  The cry hadn’t even faded as Harry pulled my mouth down onto his erection.  All sense of right and wrong and all thoughts of my husband were gone as Sean drove into me.  Sean’s cock did the same thing that his fingers had done and rubbed my clit and hit my “G” spot.  I was shaking with small climaxes and moaning:

“Oh God, oh God, oh God, oh God.”

Then Harry found my other hot button.  My nipples are extremely sensitive and he started rolling the right one between his fingers.  With Sean hitting my clit and “G” spot and Harry working my nipples I was a total sexual being and I pushed back at Sean and did my best to deep throat Harry.  My mind was on nothing except getting off as much as possible.

 Other things going on around me didn’t even register.  I didn’t know until later that Elsa was doing the same thing on the front seat that I was doing on the back.  Dave was fucking her while she sucked Jim’s cock.  I did hear Sean moan:

“I can’t hold it.  Oh fuck, she is so fucking tight.”

I felt him spurt into me and I felt him pull out and then another cock pushed into me.  I heard Harry exclaim “Hey!  I’m next” and Jim say “You can have her while I’m driving.  I need to get off so I can get back to driving.”

 I wanted to take my mouth off Harry and yell at Jim to “shut up and fuck me” but Harry was close to cumming and he was holding my head in both hands.  I felt Jim drive into me just as Harry came in my mouth.  He scooted out from under and Dave took his place and pulled my mouth down on his cock.  It wasn’t surprised to taste Elsa on his root.  It wasn’t the first time I’d tasted her.  During our sophomore and junior years the Gang of Five had also been known as the Slut Sisters and what Elsa and I were doing in Jim’s car was something that the two of us, along with Katie, Sue and Terri, had done in other cars and frat houses.

While Jim fucked me and I sucked Dave’s cock Harry was busy plugging Elsa while Sean fed his dick into her mouth.  Jim came and moved back under the steering wheel and Sean, whose cock Elsa had resurrected, got in back and took Jim’s place.  Jim started up and drove while Elsa had her head in his lap and Harry was trying to fuck her which wasn’t all that easy in the cramped space of the front seat.

 Sean finished in me and then he and Dave went through some contortionists moves to swap places and then Dave poked me and I really felt him and to me anyway that meant that he had a fairly good sized tool.  He had to if I could feel him after taking deposits from Sean, Jim and Harry,

Jim got us to where we were going, but I was so close to an orgasm that I didn’t want to get out of the car and I told Dave to keep fucking me.  Dave didn’t listen to me and he pulled out and then he helped me walk on wobbly legs into the house where – surprise, surprise – there was no party.  Unless you wanted to call Sue and three guys a party.

I found out later that Katie and Terri quickly figured out what was going on and demanded that they be taken back to their cars at the Starlight.  Either Sue was too out of it to know or she was ready to relive her Slut Sister days.  Whatever, when she and the two guys got to the house they found a third guy watching TV.  The four of them were at it when we walked into the house.  In all the time that the Slut Sisters had played together I had never seen one girl doing three guys, but Sue was doing it and when I saw it I couldn’t help but wonder what it was like.  I wouldn’t do it because I didn’t do anal, but I still wondered.

I was whining over being left hanging when Dave pulled me out of the car so as soon as we got into the house Dave pulled me along behind him to a bedroom and pushed me, still in my clothes, down onto the bed and mounted me.  As he climbed on the bed I saw that he was indeed bigger than average and if he hadn’t already been in me I would have doubted that my pussy could have handled him.  Dave pushed into me and started pounding and Harry climbed on the bed and pushed his cock into my mouth.

Things got hectic after that.  Over the next three hours all seven of the men did me, sometimes two at a time, and I had so many orgasms that I was pretty close to being a mindless piece of meat being used as a sex toy.  Almost mindless, but not totally unaware.  It still registered on me when one of the guys said:

“No one has tapped her ass yet.”

No, they couldn’t mean me I thought.  They were probably talking about Elsa.  They had to have been because I didn’t do anal.  I’d never done it and I never wanted to do it.  Steve (my husband) had wanted to try it once, but I had said:

“No way!  My hole is way too little to take on anything that big.”

I heard “There is some KY in the other room that they used on the redhead (that would have been Sue) and I’ll go get it.”  I didn’t know if Elsa had ever done anal or not, but I didn’t hear her saying “no.”  I was on my hands and knees with my mouth sliding up and down Ralph and somebody was doing me doggie when a voice said:

“Here, I got the KY.”

The cock that had been sliding back and forth in me was pulled out and I felt a finger coated with something cold touch my butt hole.  “No!” I thought and started to take my mouth off Ralph’s cock to tell them “No way!  I don’t do that” but Ralph didn’t want me to quit the blow job he was getting and he grabbed my head with both hands and held me on his cock and my protests came out as “omphglak orghmp.”  I struggled to get free and I heard a voice say:

“She wants it.  I ain’t even in her yet and she’s going nuts.”

A KY coated finger pushed into my butt and then maybe two or even three and as they worked on my little hole I struggled as the guys were laughing and saying “Look at the little whore go.  She really wants it.  Look at the way she is shoving her ass back at Marv’s fingers.  She’s trying to get his whole hand in her.”

I was thinking why can’t they see that I don’t want this and Ralph had to know that the “Orghmphack” coming from my mouth meant that I wanted to say something and let me pull my mouth off of him.  I didn’t think until much later that all I needed to do was bite down on his cock, but that thought didn’t come to me until it was much too late.

The fingers pulled out and just as I was thinking that they had finally figured out that I didn’t anyone in my butt I felt something larger than a finger push at my hole.  My eyes went wide as I realized what it was.  I frantically tried to break loose, but all that got me was:

“Damn, she is hot for it.”

I felt a hardness push against my butt hole and then pain – lots and lots of pain.

Orgasms feel great, but they take something out of you and I’d had so many I was exhausted.  Harry was in my pussy, Mark was in my ass and Dave was in my mouth when I passed out.  I don’t know what time I faded out, but it was daylight outside when I woke up.

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I woke to a strange sound and a somewhat familiar sound.  I sat up and saw that I was on a bed next to Elsa and the familiar sound was her lightly snoring.  The strange sound was coming from Sue.  She was sitting in a corner of the room, hugging her knees to her chest and crying.  I started to get up and then stopped.  My body ached all over and sudden moves hurt.  I slowly got up and as I did I brushed against Elsa and she snorted and started to wake up.  By the time I had worked my way over to Sue Elsa was awake and asking what was wrong.  It took a little bit to get Sue to stop crying and tell us what was going on.

“How am I going to face Gary?  How am I ever going to explain what I did last night?”

“You don’t” Elsa said.  “You tell him you had too much to drink and you crashed at my place rather than to try and drive back home. Since I kicked Sam out there won’t be anyone who can tell Gary different.”

“But how can I face him?”

“You just have to put it behind you and suck it up.  It won’t be the first time you’ve had to do that.  Remember Herb?  You pulled that train at the Phi Delta house while you were going steady with him and you managed to get by that.”

“It’s not the same.  I wasn’t married to him.”

“But at the time you were planning to marry him, but you still hid that train from him.”

“But…”

“No buts honey.  If you love Gary and want to hang onto him and your marriage you will smile and lie your head off.  Keep it simple.  We partied, you got blitzed and spent the night at my place,”

Elsa turned to me and asked, “What about you Char?”

“You just wrote my game plan.  I spent the night on your couch.”

“There you go Sue.  Char and I will back your story.”

Elsa was still talking to Sue when I went off to find a bathroom.  After using the facilities I came out and heard voices and I headed for them and found Dave and Harry sitting in the kitchen drinking coffee.  I pointed at Dave’s cup and said:

“I need some of that and then we are going to need a ride to our cars.”

“Cups are in the cupboard on the left, cream is in the fridge and the sugar is over there on the counter.”

As I poured myself a cup I said, “I should hate you guys for what you did to me last night, but for some reason I can’t bring myself to do it.”

“Probably because you loved every minute of it” Harry said.

There wasn’t anything that I could say to that since he hit the nail right on the head.  Dave said, “And I’m betting that you are going to want to do it again.”

“No way Jose!  The only thing I want to do is make sure that my husband never finds out.  Knowing him as well as I do he will come looking for you with a gun after he kicks me to the curb and the last thing I want to see happen is him going to jail for murder.”

Before Harry or Dave could say anything to that Elsa came in and said that we needed to get going so Sue could get home.  Dave drove us to the Starlight and as I was getting out of the car Dave handed me a piece of paper with a phone number on it.  I should have wadded it up and handed it back to him, but I didn’t.  I slipped it into my pocket fully meaning to toss it in the trash when I got the chance.

Sue and I followed Elsa home and while Sue took a shower I called my husband (so he could see from caller ID that I was at Elsa’s) and apologized for not calling him and letting him know that I got too wasted to drive home and had crashed at Elsa’s.  He told me that he figured that that is what happened and I told him I would suck down a gallon of black coffee and then head home.  Sue was out of the shower by then and she called her hubby and gave him the same story that I gave Steve and while they were talking I hit Elsa’s shower.

While I cleaned myself I thought of what I was going to have to do to keep my body from Steve.  We didn’t do anal so he would never notice how loose I was there.  But my pussy lips looked inflamed – all puffy and reddish – and I would need some time for that to clear up. My monthly was due in a couple of days.  I could plead throbbing headache for that night and say that my period started the next day and that should give me enough time to recover from the gangbang.  I would make it up to Steve with blow jobs until I could let him in me again and then everything should turn out fine.

When I got home Steve was out in the front yard cutting the grass and as I got out of the car he shut off the mower and asked:

“How is your head?”

“Fells like a bunch of guys are in it beating on metal trash cans with hammers.”

“Go take some Tylenol and lie down.  I’ll try to be quiet.”

“I’ll be okay.  Besides, I’ve got a lot to do today.  I’ve got laundry to do and a house to clean.  If I don’t do it this weekend I’ll have twice as much to do next weekend.  If I suffer a little it will just remind me not to overdo it next time.”

I went into the house, changed into sweats and got to work.  I was putting a load into the washing machine and doing what I always did before putting an item in the washer – going through pockets.  I was going through the pockets of the jean skirt that I had worn the previous night when I found the piece of paper that Dave had given me.  I looked at it and got a small smile on my face as I remembered what led up to my being given that phone number.  I also remembered what Harry had said that morning – “You loved every minute of it” – and I also remembered Dave saying that he would be willing to bet that I was going to want to do it again. 

Both of them had been right.

  Once we had gotten into it I had loved it and I did want to do it again.  Once past the initial pain I’d had some of my largest and strongest orgasms ever from being screwed in my butt  and the almost continuous orgasms I’d had as my butt and pussy were used at the same time were mind blowing.  I most definitely DID want to do again what I did that night, but I wouldn’t.  As much as I would have loved to do it again I knew that I couldn’t.  I loved Steve, I had a great marriage and I did not want to do anything that would screw it up.

I looked wistfully at the piece of paper with the phone number on it and then wadded it up and threw it in the trash can to keep the lint from the dryer’s lint screen company.

The plan worked.  I faked a headache, lied about my period and kept Steve happy with blow jobs until my period was over and then I gave Steve some of the best sex he had ever had while wondering how I could get him to bring up the subject of anal sex.  I couldn’t do any of the threesomes or foursomes that I craved, but anal was something I could do, but only if Steve brought it up.  I’d already said no to him a couple of times and he had stopped asking.  I couldn’t go to him and say “I’ve decided that I want to try anal” without taking the chance that he might start thinking “Hmmm, I wonder what brought that up.”  No, if it happened it would have to come from him.

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Six weeks went by, but the memory of the night of my gangbang didn’t fade.  In fact it came back in spades every time that Steve and I made love or I talked with Elsa.  She apologized at least a dozen times for getting me into the situation and I never did let her know how much I had ended up liking what happened.

According to Elsa Sue had managed to get herself under control and was able to lie convincingly to Gary.  That took a load off of my mind because I had no doubt that if s Sue confessed to Gary he would have been on the phone to Steve in a heartbeat.

One morning my boss called me into her office and asked me how the illustrations I was working on for the Meyers account were coming along.  I told her that I was almost done with them and then she told me that Jack Swanson, the guy from Meyers we dealt with, had a new idea and he wanted to discuss it.

“I made an appointment for you to see him at two this afternoon.”

Meyers was a block from where Elsa worked and I called her and asked her if she was free for lunch.  She said she was and I told her I would pick her up at eleven-thirty.  I got to her building a little early and decided to go up to her office instead of waiting in the lobby and I rode the elevator up to the third floor.  The first person I saw when I walked off the elevator was Dave.  He smiled and walked up to me.

“You didn’t have to come in person.  You could have called and I would have met you somewhere.”

While he was talking he took my arm and steered me into an office and as I was saying “I came to take Elsa to lunch” he locked the door.

“No sweets, you came here to see me.  If it was just lunch with Elsa you would have waited in the lobby for her to come down.”

I started to tell him he was wrong, but he kissed me and stopped the words.  He backed me up against the desk and his tongue slipped into my mouth as his hands went to my breasts.  It was so sudden that I was caught off guard and I kissed him back before ‘waking up’ and pushing him away.

“Don’t fight it sweets.  You want it; you know you do. It was written all over your face the last time I saw you.”

I just shook my head “no” and said “Elsa is waiting for me; I have to go.”

He stepped aside and said, “I’ll be waiting for you at the Landing Strip Lounge tonight.  I usually get there around six.”

He unlocked the door and then held it open for me as I left the room and headed for Elsa’s office.  I didn’t mention the encounter to Elsa, but it stayed in my mind for most of the day.  I thought about Dave’s telling me that he would be waiting for me and the thoughts of what would happen if I went made my pussy wet.  But I had no intention of meeting Dave.

 So why was I walking through the door of the Landing Strip at ten after six? 

I’d like to be able to blame “The Brown” (UPS) but I really couldn’t.  Steve called me at four-thirty in the afternoon and told me he wouldn’t be home until really late.  In fact he said he might even sack out on the couch in his office.  He had an important presentation to make the next day and UPS had either lost or misplaced the parcel that had the materials he needed.  It was supposed to be there at ten in the morning and when it wasn’t there by eleven-thirty he called UPS and gave them the tracking number.  They found the package and got it to him by four, but he needed at least eight hours to put the presentation together once he had the materials.

I didn’t feel much like going home and spending the evening alone so I called Elsa and asked her if she would like to meet me after work for dinner and drinks, but she told me that she already had a date “and he’s a hunk Char so I have to keep it.”  I called Katie and Terri, but neither one of them could make it.  I debated calling Sue, but then thought better of it.  As wiggy as she had gotten on the night of “our party” I felt that maybe seeing me might get her to thinking guilty thoughts again which might lead to God only knew what if Gary picked up on her mood.  So I resigned myself to going home and spending an evening with the TV set.

I was actually surprised when I found myself pulling into the Landing Strip’s parking lot.  I walked in and when my eyes adjusted to the low light level I saw Dave sitting in a booth in the back.  He wasn’t alone.  He had Harry with him.  I should have turned around and walked out.

But I didn’t.

I joined them in the booth and before the waitress even got there to take my drink order Dave said:

“Do you really want to sit here and drink and talk or would you rather get right to it?”

He sat there looking at me and waiting for my reply.  There was no sense pretending that I didn’t know what he meant by “getting right to it” because I understood that was where I was going when I made the decision to join him and Harry in the booth.  I didn’t waste the time to stop and think about the ‘right’ or ‘wrong’ of it, I just remembered how I felt when my ass was being taken and the strength of my orgasms when I’d had a cock in my pussy and one in my ass at the same time.  Dave was still watching as I picked up my purse and said:

 “Let’s go.”

As I showered I Dave’s bathroom I thought about what I had just done and I knew that I was going to want to do it again.  And again and again and again.  No, I wasn’t going to want to – I was going to.

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I was in bed showered and douched when Steve got home.  When he walked into the bedroom I lifted my head from the pillow and said:

“Hurry baby.  I’ve been as horny as a goat all day and I need you.”

As he drove into me I dug my nails into his butt cheeks and urged him to fuck me harder.  My plan was to fuck him to exhaustion as often as I could.  If I could keep him worn out he might never get around to wondering if I was cheating on him.  That was my hope anyway.

Wish me luck.