Gina Discovers a Family - by J.Arthur *** After Gina's mum dies, Gina discovered she might not be an only child as she believed. Gina goes searching for her missing family, armed with an old photo and prescription her only leads. Making a lifelong friend along the way. Gina finds her brother and father to fall in love. Eventually the problems are solved as she involves her new best friend with her brother and father. (MMF, MF, inc, rom, cons, 1st, preg) *** Gazing blankly through the carriage window of the speeding Intercity Express. Not seeing the merging countryside moving past the carriage window as we left the city limits. Nor seeing the rain beating against the outside glass surface to run at a sharp angle down the window as the occasional tree flashes passed outside close to the railway line. As my tear filled eyes seeing only ghostly images of my lonely and isolated childhood through to adulthood. 'How could mother have done this to me. Right up to her sudden death, not a word had passed her lips. The man and boy in the photo must be my father and brother... Why had mother never mentioned them or shown me the photo. I knew mother could be quite strange about things at times... Quite a lot of things in fact if I really thought about it. Mother hated men. Refusing to have anything to do with them as far back as I could remember. Mother encouraged me to have nothing to do with them, instilling dislike of the male species into me as I grew up.' Wiping the tears from my eyes with my handkerchief as I was brought back to reality. Sensing someone sitting down in the empty seat beside me. I looked around to find a youngish looking middle age male with a neatly trimmed beard and mustache smiling at me saying. "Hi my name's Raymond, you look like you could do with some company." Having no real experience with men. I judged all men by my mother's standards with them having ulterior motives. This one definitely, which immediately raising my hackles as I spat back. "No thank you, I don't need your company, I'm perfectly happy on my own." I realised bitterly how I sounded exactly like mother. Raymond was not easily put off smiling back saying. "I'm sure you would enjoy my company when you got to know me better." I didn't reply. Rising abruptly from my seat, I turned reaching up, lifting my overnight bag down from the overhead locker, moving out into the isle looking down the carriage seeing a vacant seat halfway along next to a woman where I headed. I noted most seats were occupied with men or couples as I tried to kill my revulsion at what had just happened. "May I sit with you please?" I asked as I looked at the slightly dumpy woman who smiled welcoming me as I reached up placing my overnight bag in the overhead locker, sitting down in the vacant seat making myself comfortable beside her. The woman smiled across commenting. "Your most welcome". I smiled back saying. "My name is Gina, this is my first time on a train. I'd rather sit beside you than him." The woman laughed then introduced herself. "My names Pam, it's nice to meet you Gina." We smiled at each other then Pam giggled. After a time with small talk we become comfortable with each other as travelling companions. The journey was seven hours, which passed the time for me as I reasoned I wouldn't dwell on mother's recent death. Whom as far as I was lead to believe, my only living relative. I didn't mean it to happen but to my surprise I found my troubles pouring out in a rush like a flooding tumbling steep mountain stream. Telling Pam of mother's sudden demise from an aneurysm just six months ago. Confiding my mission in finding a potential father and brother I had no knowledge till almost two months ago. Explaining to Pam, a perfect stranger, my mother had told me she didn't know whom my father was. Telling me she had sex with a stranger while drunk at a friend's party out in the back yard. She never mentioned who the 'friend' was I later realised. Pam was amazed at my story. Asking questions about my mother's attitude towards men. Along the way I confessed I had never had a real boyfriend. Pam looked shock there was a nineteen year old virgin at large in these times. I blushed as Pam apologised for her rudeness patting my arm saying. "Gina you have no idea what you're missing, having a man slide his hard erection deep into your body. If he's a good lover, he will give you climax after climax. Then feeling him spurting his life making semen into your body is something so indescribably satisfying." I was amazed at Pam's description of such intimate details of the sex act. My mother would shun such subjects when we talked so I knew very little about the practical side of sex apart from what I had read in text books or learnt at school. I would only occasionally hear the girls in school talking about boys and how it hurt them the first time. When I explained to Pam about the girls Pam nodded adding. "Boys that age don't know what they're doing and ram their erections into the girl without thought, hurting the girl badly some times." Pam confessed. "I was lucky my first was as gentle as any girl would wish for. He pushed into me so slowly and gentle I hardly felt it tearing till he was all the way inside. Then I went wild as he pushed and pulled in and out as I climaxed and climaxed. How I love that man." Being a little surprised at Pam's blunt confession. I noticed Pam did not wear a wedding ring. I know that didn't seem to worry people these days, I decided asking. "Was he your boyfriend. Are you still together?" Pam looked at me seemingly a little guarded replying. "No it happened when I was thirteen and he was fifteen. He wasn't my husband. My husband developed into a no hopper drunk. He knew nothing about making love to a woman. His idea of sex was to shove it in then climax before I could begin to get excited then roll over going to sleep." I was shocked at the intimate description as I had never really talked to a girl who confessed such personal details. Feeling sorry for Pam as she sounded bitter about her husband. I smiled at her, she was a year or two older than me. "You should have married your first boyfriend." I meant it in a gentle positive way at having lost her first love. Pam giggled which enhanced her pretty face looking at me with a sly smirk saying. "I can't Gina, he was my brother. I would marry that man so fast our heads would spin." Pam looked around as she whispered it to me so those around could not hear her confession. The shock on my face was evident as she patted my arm then with a serious face explaining. "You can't tell anyone, but I loved Jason since I was old enough to know what love was. We have been doing it since I was about twelve. I'd suck Jason every day till dad caught us, he kicking Jason out. I was too young to leave home. But as soon as I was eighteen I left home. By then Jason was married as he got his girlfriend, now wife pregnant. Unfortunately there was something wrong with the baby which was stillborn. Today they're not very happy as his wife refuses to have another." Pam smiled adding. "I've had a few boyfriends over the years but they were never anything like Jason. I really never found anyone else I felt right or comfortable with. I married the one I thought was the best but he turned out to be a lazy good for nothing, so I divorced him within a year. All he wanted was a slave plus a free meal and booze ticket." Being quite for a while as I digested the information, then Pam went on. "I've put on a lot of weight since then. I'm going to have to get serious about loosing it. Not that I want another boyfriend, I'm happy with what I've got thank you." Feeling a little sad for Pam, I don't know what I really felt, having sex with her brother, as I looked at Pam slightly shorter than myself but a little heavier plus about three or four years older I guessed. I think I felt neutral with her, like I did with gay people. If that's how they wanted to live there lives, it was their business as far as I was concerned. Pam must have seen it in my face smiling at me then said as she put her hand on my arm. "Don't feel sorry for me Gina. I've just been to visit my mum, now I'm on my way to meet the man I love who loves me. You know, we make love like we were still teenagers in the backyard cubby." I was taken back a little at Pam's confession. Pam just smiled explaining. "Jason and I see each other as often as we can. He is a technical sales rep for a gas company, he travels once a month. When he's going to be on the road for a few days, I sometimes join him. We are going to meet at the main station and drive to the sites he has to visit where we will stay in a motel together." Pam giggled. I could see that Pam was content with her life. I was thinking as Pam added. "You see Gina I love him, it's that simple." Pam went quite for a time then picked up saying. "Now tell me about yourself?" Grimacing as Pam was quite waiting expectantly as I commented. "I didn't really have much to tell. Nothing like you. I grew up with my mother as an only child. I believed I had no relatives. It was just Mum and me. I didn't really have the grades to go to college, we couldn't afford it anyway. So I worked in my Mum's wedding and birthday cake business from home. I really haven't had boyfriends. The woman who works with us part time was always having trouble with her partner. Occasionally she would come to work with a black eye or a split lip. I don't know why she stays with him but she says she loves him." I shook my head sadly adding. "If men treat you like that I don't want anything to do with them." Pam smiled at me patting my arm reassuringly saying. "If it's the right man you'll stay with him. I don't mean if he beats you, but the right one will make you feel all gooey inside. He will make your heart race till you think you're going to fall down and faint away." She smiled more to herself as I watched the soft expression change her face. "Well what happens now Gina?" Pam asked with a gentle tone in her voice. I grimaced as my mind raced with the problem of what to tell a complete stranger. I reasoned, as Pam had told me her most inner secrets so I felt I could confide in Pam. I went on. "As I told you, Mum died suddenly. I suppose it was the best way. A few minutes of blinding pain then she was gone. I was in the toilet when it happened. When I came out finding our co-worker bending over Mum calling for an ambulance on her phone. Mum had no pulse and wasn't breathing. They were there so quick but it was no good. She had gone." Tears ran down my cheeks as I remembered the terrible time I had adjusting to life without mum. "I remembered I cried all week till there were no more tears. After the funeral I was lost of course. I mean things were still the same but Mum wasn't there. The orders were still coming in, we were making cakes with the money paying the bills. Slowly I began to realise we were going to survive without mum, I started settling down." Pam squeezed my arm saying. "As I said I've just visited my mum now dad has left her. She knows I see Jason. She doesn't approve, but keeps it to herself." We smiled at each other. Being quite for a while then to my surprise I started to talk again. "It was about seven months after Mum passed away. I was tidying up some of her stuff, throwing out what I didn't want when I came across this old shoe box up in the top shelf of her wardrobe, one I had never seen before." I blushed as I paused, then went on. "It had nick knacks from my childhood I didn't remember, like a dummy and stuff like ribbons and bows with little flowers. Laying in the bottom I found an old photo of Mum holding me, well I assumed it was me, with a man and a little boy of about one year or so old. I look just a few months old in my mother's arms." I delved into my purse, into the back pocket retrieving the photo handing it to Pam saying. "I believe that is me with my Mum and Dad and older brother." I waited as Pam inspected the photo which was now laminated to protect it. "When I realised what the photo could possibly mean I had it copied and blown up with the original copied onto a computer disk with them put away safely." I think Pam found it quite fascinating as there was no writing on the back of the card except the brand name stamp. Pam smiled as she inspected the photo then commenting. "Your dad's a hunk." That made me smile. Was that a tinge of jealously I was feeling deep down. Pam handed the photo back asking. "Are you going to see them?" I shook my head admitting. "I have no idea where they live I don't even know their names." I admitted blushing. We were quite for a time then I confided. "I found an old prescription repeat in the shoe box from a chemist in the capital. I know Mum spoke some times as if she knew the capital well but claimed she had never been there. It is the only thing beside an old library book that has a stamp from the library plus a second hand bookshop stamp, both stamps were from the capital." I found the old library book in our bookshelf as I had gone through everything of Mum's after I found the photo. Sure it could have come from anywhere but it seemed such a coincidence. I was somehow sure it was from Mum's past. I looked at Pam explaining. "If they are my father and brother in the photo, I am going to find them, no matter how long it takes." I told Pam in a determined voice. Pam looked at me nodding saying. "If they were my family, I would try and find them especially if I had no other relatives. I would try very hard." We were quite again for some time, then Pam asked. "How are you going to find them?" I looked at her with a grim smile on my lips admitting. "If the chemist can't give me a doctor's name and address I've wasted a trip. But if the doctor is still in business then he might have the address where my mother lived. Then I can start there." We were quite again till Pam asked. "How do you know this stuff?" I smiled at her telling her. "I took the library book to my local library where I told them the story. The Liberian was very helpful telling me about the library book which was an old one the library in the city discarded to the book shop and couldn't be traced. He knew of a researcher who traces his relatives and was quite often in the library researching the voters rolls and other archive documents like council rate lists. He gave me his name and number to call. I called him explaining my situation. He suggested a number of things, my mother might have done, like change her name. If she had done it legally it would be on record with her previous name." I paused as a tear came to my eyes as I added. "But she hadn't done it legally which he wasn't surprised as a lot didn't back then when it was easy to open accounts at banks and get drivers license. So that was a dead end. I still had the prescription to follow up. That's what I intend doing now. I'm going to try and find the doctors name who wrote the prescription then try and find her name and address from the doctor's files." We were quite for a time then Pam asked. "What if the doctor is retired now?" I nodded repeating what the researcher had suggested as I told Pam. "Doctors usually sell their practices when retiring with the patient records still ongoing in one form or another." I know I sounded hopeful but it was the only lead I had. "The researcher also suggested I might publish the photo in the newspaper asking if anyone recognised the people in the photo. I know the right people had to see the photo and recognised the people. Well that was a long shot." Pam nodded saying. "That's a fabulous story Gina, I hope you find them." I could see tears in her eyes as she dabbed them with a hankie. I smiled putting my hand on her arm squeezing it saying. "I hope so too." I noticed we were into suburbs now. I realised with surprise the trip was almost over. Pam saw my surprise at how fast the trip had gone as we had talked almost non stop. I realised I had forgotten to eat my sandwiches. I could only laugh as I felt comfortable with Pam. "An hour to go before I see Jason." That was Pam in an excited bubbly voice as we both smiled at each other then Pam asked. "Gina would you mind if we kept in touch? I would love to know how your search goes. I like you and would like to hear from you." I was surprised nodding agreement as I must confess I liked Pam too. I know I hadn't had friends but I felt comfortable with her which to be honest was a strange feeling which made me feel warm inside. Pam wrote her address with her phone number on a business card she had in her purse. I could see as she held it up to make sure she had written it correctly, it was from a gas company with the name 'Jason' in big print with his surname in small print as I smiled. I gave her my name and address and phone number which she wrote on another card as I smiled again. I liked Pam, she had a bubbling personality that was not apparent when we first started talking. When I thought about it after, I decided Pam and I just clicked. I don't know what it was but we seemed to be opposites at first. I felt real good thinking about that. I really didn't have a friend I could call a true friend, only acquaintances. All to soon the train was slowing for the main station. Pam's focus changed, I noticed, she was fussing around in her bag making sure she had everything put away. Then her coat folded on her lap while her fingers locking and unlocking as her eyes nervously darted around the carriage. Pam just couldn't keep still. Pam was excited to be with her brother again, I realised. Was this really truelove? The thought flashed through my mind so fast it hardly registered as she began readying herself as the train drew to a stop. Pam had her case out of the overhead locker handing down mine leading the way towards the door almost at a run. I was surprised how agile Pam was as she dodged around fellow travelers on the platform heading for the exit gate. On the platform there was a man in his early thirties I would guess, running towards her from the direction of the gate. When they met they hugged and kissed as if they were husband and wife being parted for too long. I felt something as I realised my heart was beating faster with butterflies in my stomach at the sight of the pair. I was happy for Pam, no, for both, even if they were brother and sister. I could see they truly loved each other as their embracing kiss went on and on. To tell the truth I was embarrassed as I stood there beside Pam as people dodged around us in the middle of the platform. At last they parted, talking excitedly about how they were and their mother was plus their upcoming trip. Then Pam remembered looking around. Seeing me standing next to her she blushed saying. "I'm sorry Gina... Jason this is my friend Gina. We met on the train. Gina, this is Jason." Jason did not look embarrassed nor much like his sister, he was thin and taller where Pam was short, being a little dumpy. Jason was also handsome in a pretty way as I could see the slight resemblance between the pair now they were side by side. Blushing I took Jason's extended hand in a light handshake. His warm hand and soft grip sent thrills up my spine. I blushed profusely as I had felt nothing like that before. I think I was stunned as I had shaken other men's hands over the years with not one resulting in my reaction to Jason's touch. I do remember after, Jason saying something to me which I have no idea what it was. I remember stammering through the introduction as I remember thinking seeing the pair side by side they did look like husband and wife. Knowing as I did they were brother and sister. Being a shy retiring person I was quite as Pam did most of the talking till we reached the gate. Jason was parked in the car park with his company car, despite my protests, wanting to drop me uptown where the bus route hub ran to the suburb where I intended to interview the chemist if it was still there about the prescription, if not try and find the doctor's surgery. I accepted the lift as Jason took the bags carrying them to the car. Pam was talking to Jason telling him what she had been doing at their mum's and between their last trip as she sat in the front bucket seat. I was behind Pam being quite as Pam was talking nine to the dozen. I found myself standing on the curb as Pam hugged me goodbye with Jason handed me my overnight bag from the boot with a handshake goodbye as Pam promised to stay in contact as the pair drove away as I waved at the receding car. Turning when the car was out of sight I headed for the bus station entrance to find my bus and bay number. The trip to the suburb where the chemist was located took a little over half an hour. When I arrived it was drizzling and dark. Making my way to the motel I had phoned a booking the day before yesterday for an overnight stay. Having arranged for dinner to be delivered to my room, I sat quietly watching the news eating dinner after reheating it in the microwave. After a long leisurely shower I went to bed going to sleep with the TV on low. I woke with a start taking a few seconds before realising where I was. The TV was on with the seven O'clock news as I got up for a quick shower to wake up. I heard breakfast being delivered in the food hatch while I was dressing. Sitting watching the morning news show, while I ate. At least I thought there was something familiar with the routine in this strange and to me, unknown environment. By nine am I was impatient to be off. Leaving my carry bag locked in the motel room I organised to stay another night as I put my slip in for dinner in my room tonight. I headed out three blocks down to where the chemist shop was located. The chemist shop to my relief was still there with an old world charm about it as I entered. I felt positive as I walked up to the serving counter. There was an elderly gentleman there dispensing drugs into bottles from the back wall shelves then placing labels on them. Obviously prescriptions for customers. "Won't be a moment Miss." The chemist called over his shoulder as he went back to what he was doing. I went to a small table on the side with two chairs where I sat down opening my hand bag retrieving the photo and prescription. Laying the prescription on top of the photo ready. When the chemist finished, he came to the counter smiling asking what could he do for me. I went to the counter placing the photo and prescription on the counter in front of him. He looked down at the prescription looking a little surprised as he lifted it to scrutinise it closer as if he didn't believe what he was seeing. After a few seconds he commented. "It's a repeat for the original prescription." He paused looking at me then went on. "A little outdated Miss... about eighteen years." He smiled. I nodded then explained the story of the photo and prescription. When I finished I asked him if it was possible to find the doctor's name from the original prescription? The chemist was busy for the next fifteen minutes as people were coming in to collect their prescriptions. The chemist then sat with me at the table when the shop emptied, sitting opposite as I showed him the script repeat again. He explained he recognised the doctor name who had retired many years ago. He grimaced explaining the doctor's practise did not exist now, then he smiled as he pointed out my mother's name and address would be on the original prescription as it was missing having been torn off the repeat with the original. Fortunately the prescription number was still there but only half the date, the most important half. I could only smile at what I had. He looked at me with a blank neutral expression for some time. Then there was the beginning of a smiled with something like mischief as he nodded commenting. "It seems I am holding all those old prescriptions from all those years for you to come and find that one prescription among the many thousands we still have." He laughed a little cynically then admitted. "Over the years those records have been useful in some ways. Even a murder trial years ago. Putting the husband in goal for murder as he had changed the prescription for his wife's medication." I thought he looked pleased about that. He lent down grinning saying. There is only one problem miss, you'll have to go through the records yourself, as you can see I'm on my own running the shop from nine in the morning to six of an evening. I retire next year, selling the business. All those records will most probably be destroyed. So it must be fate or blind luck that they still exist as there has been many a time they were going to be cleaned out but never quite happen." He was quite for some time then smiled holding out his hand. "My name is Kenneth Morison, my wife is Hilda. I will ring her now getting her to come down to help you go through the records. She won't be here till lunch time as she is presently dropping the grandchildren back to our daughter, as we were babysitting them last night." I smiled pleased with his kind offer. Of course I didn't mind going through records as I reached out my hand introducing myself. "My name is Gina Jones. Well I think that what it is." We smiled at each other as Ken asked. "Are you free to come back here after lunch Gina?" I nodded with rising excitement at the unexpected turn of events. I returned from lunch to find Mr. Morison behind the counter serving a customer. Sitting down while he made up a prescription. He was talking to the customer telling her he hoped her husband got better soon. A nice touch I thought with his old world mannerisms. When he finished with the customer. He smiled at me saying. "My wife Hilda is upstairs sorting the records. Would you like to cum up and join her?" Of course I was only too eager as I followed him in behind the counter then into the back through a door where it was dark and gloomy. "This way Gina." I could just make out his form climbing the dark stairs into the lighter landing with a window half way up where the stairs turned at right angles coming out on the first floor. There were shelf after shelf of glass bottles with all sorts of beakers and glassware then boxes and boxes of stock for the shop taking up room everywhere. Leading me through the door into the front room which was lighter again. A kitchen type table with chairs stood in the middle of the room set up as a lunch table with a kettle and cups. The room walls were lined with shelves containing boxes and boxes of all descriptions of stock. There was a woman in the left back corner with cardboard boxes from the shelves spread around bending over lifting a box out of the shelf as Mr. Morison turned to her saying. "Hilda this is Gina the girl I was telling you about." Hilda put the box down straightening up smiling at me as she came forward holding out her hand. I took it in mine as we squeezed hands smiling at each other. I liked Hilda immediately as we said hello to each other. Hilda took over as Mr. Morison went back down to his shop. Hilda smiled asking. "Would you like a cup of tea before we start Gina? As there is so much to do." I smiled back replying with a nod of my head. I had had a sandwich with a soft drink for lunch while window shopping to pass the time. Hilda turned out to be quite friendly and talkative, making me feel at ease. By the time we started I felt quite comfortable. The records she explained were in a bit of a mess. Left from the police going through them looking for their evidence some years previously. Hilda explained, it meant the bundles of records were mixed up so badly they would virtually have to go through everything. They started with the boxes from the year eighteen years ago there were two boxes but I soon discovered there were bundles of prescriptions from nine and seven years ago mixed in with them. So we began sorting bundles, putting the year they were working on one side with the incorrect bundles on the other. We worked opposite each other. We had a break for afternoon tea, Mr. Morison joining us briefly before a customer drew him away. I was grateful to the couple for their cooperation saying so. Hilda blushed explaining it was their desire to help me find my lost family if they could. By closing time I began to realise what a chore we had undertaken. They were only half way through the first box. At this rate it would take days and days. Hilda kept up a stream of conversation, keeping us both amused as laughter could be heard on occasions down the stairs. That night I had extended my stay with the motel manager. Eating dinner in my room I wrote a short note to my co-worker who was looking after the house and cake business. Letting her know that I was well and the progressing with my quest. Describing Pam's kindness on the train plus the chemist and his wife for letting me search for the original prescription among a mountain of archived prescriptions. Explaining they had kept them from as far back as the shop was in their hands. I was there at the front door waiting for Mr. and Mrs. Morison arrival the next morning. Even though the two of us worked diligently the day through, the elusive prescription was not discovered to my disappointment. In fact it took three more days for the prescription number to pop up as if by magic in Hilda's hands. She in fact read it out twice to make sure the number was correct, matching the number on the repeat. It was late afternoon, an hour before the shop was to close. I tell you I was loosing hope as the boxes to go through was down to the last few. Both of us looked at the prescription as Hilda wrote the name and address down on a piece of paper. Mrs. Marlene Atkinson, 34 Hilldale drive. The suburb on the prescription was a short bus ride away, Hilda explained. I was so grateful to the Morison's for their help as Hilda and I tidied up the store room to some semblance of order. That evening, after a teary farewell to the couple, I settled into my now familiar motel room. Excited at the prospect of finding a long lost family. Well I didn't know what I would find tomorrow. I might find nothing as I wrote a note to Pam, full of hope with the promise of what I could find. I didn't sleep well at all, having a restless and wakeful night. I was up at the crack of dawn showering as the hot water washed the cobwebs from my brain. I went out for a walk with the other early risers as the sun was rising. By seven thirty I was back in my room for breakfast. I had studied my road book till I knew my way to 34 Hilldale Drive, blindfolded. At nine fifteen I was walking down the pavement of Hilldale Drive with tenement houses side by side wide eyed. This is where I came home from the hospital after my birth. Well I was assuming. The houses were of the cheaper type with only lanes between them for access to the back. Parking was on-street and looked as if it would be bumper to bumper. Some of the cars parked in the street looked surprisingly new. My heart was beating faster. I couldn't control it as hard as I tried to calm myself. 24... 26... 28... 30... 32... 34. The open front lawn being unkept and patchy. The attempt at a flower garden long abandon. I stood there on the pavement looking at the front door not twenty feet away. I could hardly breath as I tried to compose myself. It must have been the longest minute of my life before I could take a step up the concrete path towards that front door. The walk up that path seemed eternal. I knocked on the door as I failed to see the buzzer on the door jamb. It seemed ages as I was about to knock louder when I heard someone at the other side of the door. I heard a bolt slide then the door opened a crack as a rough female voice demanding. "What do you want?" I remember stammering which I never did now as I asked. "I'm enquiring after a Mr. Atkinson. Does he still live here?" The door opened a little further till it was tight on the chain as I could see half a face with an eye in the gap. "Who you after?" I smiled. "A Mr. Atkinson. They used to live here a long time ago." The door shut as I thought the woman had closed the door then I heard the chain rattle then the door opened wider. An unkept woman in her sixties I judged with watery bloodshot eyes looked back at me for some seconds then answered. "We been here near seventeen years. I heard that name, they lived here before." I had been told to expect disappointments by the researcher as I had planned for this eventuality as I asked. "Is there a neighbour who lives close by who has lived here longer who might remember them?" I knew this was a gamble. But there still might be some of the old neighbours around. "Mrs. Dodge at 31. She knew all the neighbours then, she is not real good now. Try them." The woman suddenly closed the door as I heard the chain rattle again... How rude. I turned to get my bearings. I could make out the number 35 across the road as I looked towards 33. I walked back to the pavement then diagonally across the road towards 33 then back to 31 next door. As I turned towards the front path I thought I detected one of the front curtains move in the window corner. I knocked on the door. I detected someone moving in the house. I had to knock again louder this time. Eventually the front door opened. An elderly gentleman stood there in the opened doorway, smiling then asked. "Can I help you Miss?" I smiled back starting my spiel again. "My Name is Gina, I'm trying to find some relatives I believed lived across the road at number 34, eighteen years ago. The lady over there said you or your wife might remember them and hopefully know where they might have moved to?" He seemed a little taken back, then I heard a woman's voice calling. "Ken!" From the front room. The gentleman looked to his left then opened the front door wide as he stepped back, a gesture inviting me in. I stood in the hallway as he closed the front door. He turned leading me into the front room where I had seen the curtains move. I was a little surprised to find an elderly lady in a wheelchair. He led me to a couch opposite as her chair was near the window. I smiled saying. "Hello, my name is Gina." I held my hand out to the woman as I stepped forward shaking her hand. "Anne." The woman replied with a smile. I turned to her husband shaking his hand. "Ken." He smiled. "Sit down Gina, how can we help?" I sat on one end of the couch while Ken sat on the other so we were sitting in a triangle as I explained again. "I believe relatives of mine lived at number 34. My mother died recently. Until then I believed I had no relatives that my mother knew of. I was going through her things when I found an old photo of my mum when she was younger with a little boy and a man with me in her arms." I delved into my bag extracting the photo I handed it across to Anne to look at. Holding it in her shaking hands she said. "Oh that wicked woman. That wicked, wicked woman." Tears rolled down her cheeks as she groped for a handkerchief in her lap to wipe them away. I looked at Ken, he smiled at me as he wasn't surprised at his wife's behaviour. "You know them then?" I was excited as Anne nodded as she wiped her eyes again. I tell you, my heart was beating ten to the dozen, then some. Anne handed the photo to her husband. He studied it for some time then nodded handing it back to me. I smiled at the photo as I realised it was indeed me in my mother's arms and I suddenly had a father and a brother. "They are still around then?" I could hardly choke it out. "We believe so." It was Ken. "We haven't heard from them in a number of years as our Christmas cards we sent a few years ago came back with not known at that address." I was beside myself, I could hardly sit still as the excitement welled over me. I had a family, an immediate family, I had known nothing about only suspecting in the last few months since I found the photo while cleaning up mom's things. 'How could she have done that to me.' I found myself crying sitting there on the couch. I couldn't help it as I cried and cried. I think Mr. and Mrs. Dodge thought there was something wrong with me as they seemed so concerned. At last through tear filled eyes plus tear stained cheeks I smiled at them explaining. "I thought I was an only child. Now I find I have a family." I think they understood as I settled down. Ken went off to make us a cup of tea. I stayed with the Dodges till mid afternoon having been invited to lunch. I walked away from number 31 armed with everything the Dodges could remember of the Atkinson's. I had a father Walter and an older brother Donny. Yes Donny and Marie. Mother idolised the show business pair having all their records, we were named after them. This was unbelievable. I had learnt my mother Marlene had up and disappeared taking me with her. The Dodges didn't know the reason as Walter had no idea why she had left them, he claimed. She never came back and never a word. Well I knew that. I tell you the Dodges are on my Christmas card list now along with Mr. and Mrs. Morison the chemists. I was also armed with the last known address of Walter and Donny Atkinson. It was out of state but who cared. I had a lifetime of funds I'd saved behind me as I never spent much as I was only paying mother board. Now I owned the house as Mum had willed everything to me. The house was only partly paid for mind you. The wedding cake business was doing OK paying the bills. I somehow felt serene. All the way back to the motel. I confirmed my last night with the manager paying the bill as I would be off first thing in the morning. I had already booked a seat on the train while I was at the Dodges using their phone so I was ready for the next step in the search for my family. I was on the train the next morning. By evening the next day I was in the small hotel room just two blocks from the the central station. The first thing I did after getting off the train was to purchase a road map book of the state as I had never travelled so far away from home in my life. Here I was three states away from home feeling very lonely. The first thing I knew I had to do was inspect the states current polling books in the morning at the states library which was three blocks away on the central business district fringe. I occupied my time by writing to Pam. Telling her all about finding the chemist shop still there with the old prescriptions plus my visit with the Dodges plus my second train ride. Explaining I sat alone where no one sat next to me or talked to me. It was a long trip. Explaining I had missed Pam's company to make the time pass quicker. That would make her smile. I arrived at the library as they opened the doors at ten am. I asked the assistant where I could find the poll books explaining I was trying to find some lost relatives. The Liberian showed me where they were and where I could study them. There were sixteen counties to go through. Hopefully that wouldn't take that long. You know the saying. 'The best laid plans.' By mid afternoon I had been through the poll books twice with a negative result each time. I felt gutted. There were tears in my eyes as I returned the last book to the shelf. The librarian was there opposite placing books in the shelves from a trolley, asking if I had found what I was looking for? I shook my head negatively as she could see I was close to tears. The Liberian was patent as she listened to my story. Then looked at me asking. "Have you checked the phone books, the White Pages. We have them on computer here?" For some reason I had not thought of that. How stupid of me not thinking. I could have checked the city book last night in the motel room. Ten minutes later the librarian was leaning over my shoulder assisting me as I'm not a computer person. I don't like the words 'computer illiterate', it sounds like your retarded or something, well I suppose these days you are in a way. Showing me how to do the searches then I typed in my dad's surname with his initials, for this state. It came up with a list of seven. Most were in the city so I wrote them down on my pad. Then I did a search for my brother D. Atkinson. There were a hole heap of those because the name is so popular. I had to ask the librarian how to do a printout of the two lists. In a short time there was a list of about forty odd names and addresses. I was idly looking down the names when the librarian suggested that my father and brother may still be living at the same address. I laid my list on the counter between us as we went through the list one by one. There was a W Atkinson and a D Atkinson at the same address. This could not be happening, tears welled in my eyes as my hands were shaking. It somehow didn't occur to me those initials could be a husband and wife. The librarian smiled as she gave me change for the printouts. Pointing out there were public phone booths out in the library hallway. My hands were shaking so bad now I had trouble putting the coins from my purse in the slot. I pressed in the numbers then after an agonising second, perhaps the longest I ever spent, the phone began ringing. After about four rings my heart leaped into my mouth as a voice said "Hello." the almost familiar voice sounded like mum but male. I burst into tears, unable to talk as I cried into the phone. I knew my search had ended. After a pause, "Francine is that you?" I heard Mum's deeper younger voice again. I tried to control myself as I couldn't stop crying. I forced myself to talk as I cried. "Donny?" There was silence for a few seconds. "Yes." I sobbed into the phone. "Donny my name is Gina, I think I'm your sister Marie." Silence, as I sobbed and sobbed unable to stop now having got it out. It must have been near a minute of silence before I heard his voice again which didn't sound much like Mum this time. "Marie, where the hell are you? We've been looking for you ever since I can remember. Where are you now?" I cried into the phone. "I'm at the library in the city." Then sobbed openly uncontrolled as I couldn't contain myself. "I will come and get you." I cried harder as I heard Donny try and talk to me. "Mari... Gina, meet me on the pavement out front by the statue of the horse and soldier. I'll be about thirty minutes. I have a blue pickup. Do you understand Gina?" I nodded then sobbed. "Yes." I blubbered. "I'll be there as quick as I can. All right Gina?" "Yes." I heard the phone go dead as he hung up. I couldn't move for some time as my hands and body was trembling so badly I could not move. The librarian looked up seeing my tears then interpreted correctly. "You found them?" I nodded as tears streamed down my cheeks afresh. I sobbed into my hands on the counter. "Where's your hand bag?" The librarian asked. I looked around. I had left it in the phone booth as I stumbled back out into the hall finding it in the booth with the lists. I was sitting on the bench near the bronze statue of the horse and soldier. I was crying on and off as my mind kept going over and over today's events. I just couldn't believe I had found my brother. I had spoken to him, his voice sounding a little like mums. I couldn't believe it. I just knew it was him. I don't know how long I sat there. I became aware of screeching tyres as I looked up, a blue pickup was there as a figure of a young man jumped out running round the back of the truck at an angle towards me. I was a shaking fumbling mess, as I stood up unsteady on my feet. He reminded me of me as the recognition on his face must have mirrored mine as his arms were wide open crying my name. I remember standing on wobbly legs as I burst into tears anew. I found myself definitely not prepared for this. Donny was scooping me up in his arms as I called his name sobbing so hard I didn't know where I was. I had the impression of a wide shoulder muscular man a little taller than myself as his arms hugging me tightly to him as if he would never let me go. I often think back to that moment. That's where it all started or more correctly, changed. I don't know how long we were there hugging each other crying in each others arms. I remember clinging to Donny like I had never clung to anyone before. I slowly became aware of him pressing me hard against him feeling his bulge pressing against me. This was my excited brother. I somehow didn't care as I clung to him pressing back. I didn't want this meeting to end. Slowly very slowly I think we became aware of each other. I remember we were blushing as we drew apart looking at each other. Donny mumbled something like, "Dam Marie you look bloody fantastic." He crushed me to him again as I felt his groin press into mine again... hard. "Oh my darling Marie, I've missed you so dam much." I clung to him as he crushed me to him. My mind was in a whirl of feelings and emotions. I knew I was where I belonged at long last. I knew I would never be lonely again. A calm settled upon me I couldn't describe as I felt Donny kiss my ear. We drew apart again as I looked into his eyes as he looked into mine. I don't know what came over me as I leant forward as Donny leant down to me as we kissed. At first gently then with a passion I had never known before in my life. I had not kissed many boys before but Donny was taking me to a level I had never imagined existed. I don't know how long we were there when Donny was ushering me into the pickup. Everything was now a confused blur. I hardly had time before I realised we were starting up. "Where are your things Mar... Gina?" I pointed in the other direction. "I'm staying at the hotel three blocks towards the station." Being the only landmarks I knew so far, apart from the library of course. I hadn't realised Donny had clipped me into the seat belt as we did a turn at the next block to run back towards the station then turn back around to park outside the Hotel. Donny set the parking meter then we went upstairs to my room to collect my bag. I'm a little confused what happened when we got inside the room. Whatever happened I knew it was both of us as I kissed Donny just as fiercely as he kissed me. To me there was suddenly no barriers with no lines... and no regrets... Before I realised we were ripping our clothes off. I remember kneeling before Donny sucking on his manly erection. I mean where the hell did that come from. I had never handled a penis let alone an erection in my life but here I was sucking it like it was an icicle pop in the middle of a hot summers day. He held my head with his hands groaning something fierce as I felt fluid filling my mouth as Donny groaned louder as I felt him pulsing. I was so proud of myself as I felt it running down my throat. I couldn't swallow with his head in my mouth but I could feel it sliding down my throat. We were panting hard as we realised where we were. Donny was urging me to get across the bed as I was reluctant to let his erection go. I lay back feeling Donny's head between my legs as I opened wide. I screamed as his tongue licked over my crutch hitting my clitoris as I arched my back shuddering as I had the best climax I ever had in my life by far. Did I hang onto Donny as I came back down trying to get his erection back into my mouth. It was too late as Donny was on his knees pulling me straight up and down the bed settling his weight in between my legs as I opened them willingly. I felt pressure between them as Donnie's erection pushed and probed as I felt my brother pushing into my body. "Gently Donny this is my first..." It was too late as I felt a searing sharp pain as I felt his size enter my body as I clamped up on him holding onto him fiercely. I seemed full of him as I began hiccuping on him non stop. I become aware as I felt him spurting deep inside me, shuddering as I was locked up holding him tightly. I realised I was a woman at last as I didn't care as I clung to my brother. I knew he was buried deep inside me as I wouldn't have it any other way as I realised I had locked my legs over his. We lay there for some time. I began groaning as I was sore from my deflowering. "Donny it hurts." I think he must have gone to sleep on top of me. He pulled back as I gasped then squealed as he came out. Yes I was sore. I looked down as Donny lifted off as I opened my legs. There was blood with Donnie's sperm. I didn't know it then but he gave heaps and heaps. Well I was certainly flooded with his white stuff. Donny didn't seem concerned. He went into the bathroom coming back with the washer and towel cleaning me up as if he had done it before. I blushed as he gently wiped between my legs. He smiled kissing me gently on the lips. "Have a shower darling I'll clean the place up." Somehow I wasn't embarrassed with him as I imagined I would have been with my first time. I had loved it. I know I'm sore but that what happens with a girls first time. I was puzzled as some of the stories I had heard of girls first times were painfully bad. Here I was feeling a love with a man who was my brother. Images suddenly flashed into my mind of Pam and Jason. I shuddered as I felt Donny manhandle me gently towards the bathroom. We were kissing again as I clung to him. Somehow I had his slack erection in my hand as I held Donny's back tight with my other. Donny was getting hard again. I gasped as I felt Donnie's fingers on my clitoris. I began shuddering again as he worked his magic on me. I was thankful he didn't slide it inside me again as I shuddered through another climax as I squeezed him as hard as I could. I couldn't believe it. In the hands of my brother I was suddenly a sex maniac. As I slowly came down to earth. I had never had such intense orgasms. Donny washed me clean of blood and semen stains. We then dressed as I watched Donnie's now slack penis hanging down. I had the feeling it belong to me. I don't know where that came from as I blushed. Donny saw me blushing asking. "You all right darling." I nodded blushing again. I checked out of the hotel. I had to pay for the night as it was after four. Donny placed my bag in the crew cab of his pickup as I got in beside him. He kept glancing at me smiling as I returned his smile. We were holding hands as we drove in traffic. We were heading out into the suburbs I knew now was a half hour away. We didn't talk about our pasts. Donny said we would wait till tonight when Dad was there. I think we both just enjoyed the afterglow of our recent sex frenzy as I quietly came to terms with my actions. He turned off the freeway as we drove through a shopping centre then into leafy lined suburban streets about five minutes away. The buildings were built from brick and stone. The type that had a basement a little above ground. The houses were so nice, I was thinking as Donny commented. "Here we are darling, your new home." I think he realised he could be very wrong correcting himself. "Your new home away from home." I squeezed his hand as he turned into the drive one handed as I replied. "You were right the first time." He smiled at me which sent my heart soaring as he added. "Welcome home darling." I blushed as he parked the pickup round the back of the building commenting. Dad won't be home till after six when he closes the shop. I'm not going to tell him about you so he'll be really surprised." I nodded as he opened the door getting out coming round to my side to open mine. I got down gently as I was tender as Donny retrieved my bag from the crew cab. Unlocking the back door of the building ushering me inside. I was surprised at the interior as It wasn't an upmarket suburb but the rooms were fitted out comfortably. The kitchen was well appointed looking expensive. There was not a shortage of money here I could see. Donny placed my bag on the floor rubbing his hands together then opened them wide for me to go into them which I did without a seconds hesitation. Donny held me tightly burying his head into my shoulder kissing my ear as I held onto him tightly. He suddenly stiffened as he let me go holding me away saying. "You must be sore. Do you want some cream or something for your vagina?" I blushed as I was not used to discussing such subjects with a woman let alone a man... a stranger. Donny suggested we have a look in the bathroom cabinet under the sink as Francine his last girlfriend always had a sore vagina. Donny led me into the bathroom. He got down on his hands and knees rummaging in among the content sitting back looking at the packet opening the end looking inside, pulling out a plastic insertion sactual. Holding it out to me saying. "There you are." as he stood up then pointed to the towel adding. "That one is mine, use it for the time being, I'll get you one from the linen cupboard after. The washer is in the shower hanging up on the rack. I'll leave you to it. I'll organise your bag." Donny closed the door behind him after getting my bag and handbag for me. I could only smile as I felt comfortable with Donny and myself. He definitely was my brother. I could see so much of mother in his mannerisms. I could not stop smiling. Here I was in a stranger's house stripping my clothes as if I was in my house as I turned the water on in the sink to wash myself again. I found Donny in the kitchen preparing the evening meal. Mashed potatoes and sausages with gravy. I guess I had mucked up his routine making a quick meal. I couldn't help myself as I came up behind him peeling potatoes at the sink. I hugged him tightly from behind saying. "I can't believe I have such a hunk of a brother." I let him get on with dinner as I walked around the kitchen slowly. They were much better off than Mum and I by the look of the fittings. I asked as I was puzzled. "Where are your washer and dryer?" Expecting to find them in the kitchen. Donny looked at me funny saying. "In the basement, where else?" That had made sense, I had never lived in a building with a basement. Donny added. "I'll show you around in a minute while dinner is cooking." The chips were in the deep fryer with the sausages in the pan. Donny lead me by the hand, showing me quickly around. It was a typical three bedroom building. A hallway split the apartment in two. I had been in the bathroom so Donny showed me his bedroom. A queen size double bed dominated the room. I looked up at Donny who was looking down at me. "You can sleep with me if you wish." He walked into the middle room adding. "Or we could turn our office into your bedroom. By chance I was home in here when your call came in. I was looking for some old invoices were having trouble with. I will sort them later." He moved down the hallway to the front bedroom. "This is Dad's room." He let me look in then he ducked back to the kitchen as I wandered back after him. He then took me into the front lounge room. It was nice like the rest of the house. The big screen TV was mind blowing. The type you see in pubs or clubs. "Dad likes his football when we're not working." Donny didn't elaborate. The couch and lounge chairs were soft and so comfortable... Expensive comfortable. He then led me down stairs. The light came on automatically as we were in a smaller concrete room with a washer and dryer on the side wall with cupboards above with a table and ironing board as you would expect as Donny lead me into the front room. "This is where I hang out." It was something like a lounge room on one side with a gym on the other. The TV was not half the size as the one upstairs with a bank of stereo equipment with big speakers each side of the TV. We've been thinking about buying a place with a sauna and hot tub." He didn't elaborate as he picked up his head as there were light then shadow in the windows on the drive side as I could hear a vehicle. "Dad's home." Donny turned walking up the stairs to the kitchen smiling at the surprise Dad was about to have. "Stand there darling with your back against the bench so he can see you clearly beside me. I'll introduce you." We could hear the garage doors closing outside as he had put his car away. I was getting excited again as I felt my body tremble with anticipation as Donny attended the dinner cooking on the stove beside me. "Hi dad." Donny called as the back door opened and an identical physically older version of the man in the photo stepped into the kitchen. He looked different to Donny as I looked at his middle age face with graying hair. definitely an older version of the man in the photo. My heart was beating faster, thumping hard in my chest. This was my father. "You didn't come back to the shop." Donny smiled at the mild rebuke replying as he put his arm around my shoulder. "No, I went to pick up my sister. I'd like you to meet Gina your daughter Marie." Then dad saw me standing beside Donny at the bench. The look on his face was astonishment as I saw a number of emotions change as they flashed across his face then the most soft gentle look as his eyes showed recognition then doubt then recognition again. Tears were streaming down my face as I stood there as he breathed, "Marie." Standing inside the door as if he couldn't move then magically we were in each others arms hugging for dear life. I remember we were both crying as we held each other tightly. I don't know how long it was before I stopped crying as I felt his body pressing against mine. I remember thinking, what is it with the men in my family, as we drew apart a little at the top still pressing at the groin. I looked into my father's tear filled eyes as he looked at me not letting me go as I really didn't want to I decided. Dad hugged me again as I felt his hands holding my hips against his tightly as he was kissing my neck and ear. Then he eased us away a little again shaking his head asking. "Where did you spring from girl?" I was unable to answer as I was choked up. Tears were streaming down my face. This was something out of my experience. I was slowly becoming aware of Donny moving around the kitchen as he moved in behind me, kissing the back of my neck announcing. "Dinners ready." With reluctance dad and I parted. We both dried our eyes as Dad wouldn't let go of my hand as he led me to the table. I don't remember much about the meal, as the two men were holding my hands mostly. Dad had quietened down beginning to ask questions. I told them Mum had died suddenly getting on for a year ago now. Neither seemed upset. Well they didn't live with her did they. I explained to them I grew up believing I was an only child. Then I told them about sorting through her things a few months ago, finding the photo of us four in the shoe box with the prescription. I got the photo from my hand bag showing them explaining it was the only things I had from her previous life. Tears welled in Dad's eyes as he looked at the photo saying. "I remember when that was taken. It wasn't that long after, your mother disappeared with you." Tears overflowed again as we both cried. I don't think any of us finished our meal. We adjourned to the lounge room where we sat in the lounge with me in the middle. I never felt so loved in my life before as we held hands and talked. For some reason if we were not holding hands I wanted to touch them and them me. Not in a sexual way you understand but just touching a hand or an arm. We had all those years to catch up on. I explained how I grew up, where I went to school, how mother and I made a living making wedding and birthday cakes. In turn the boys explained they had a motorbike dealership being agents for a well known brand of motorbikes. They explained the long hours was dam right annoying at times but it was a living they enjoyed. It was the early hours of the morning when I couldn't keep awake. I vaguely remembered being carried into a bedroom. We had been so busy catching up, sleeping arrangements hadn't been discussed. I woke to a loud buzzing noise. I could hear groaning beside me. Shock set in as I realised I was not alone. An arm was draped across my waist as I felt the bed move in front of me and the buzzing stopped. The arm across my waist tightened as I felt a warm body press against my back as I felt something hard pressing against my bum crack. I was about to object to Donny when Dad said. "Another ten minutes." in a sleepy voice behind me. My eyes popped open to see Donny turning over in front of me. He reached out with one hand holding my cheek and jaw as he Lent in kissing me gently then asking. "Sleep well darling?" I nodded smiling realising I had slept between the two men in my father's bed in the nude. They must have undressed me. It didn't seem to worry either as I felt Dad pull me gently onto my back as he cuddled into my side. I could feel his erection pressing against my hip now as I realised he was cupping my breast. Donny was now pushing into my other side with his head on my other shoulder like dad as I felt Donny's morning erection against my other hip. Somehow it didn't worry me, no that's not right, I knew it was terribly wrong. The two boys were acting as if it was the most natural thing in the world for me to be in bed nude between them. I had few boyfriends in my life, thanks to mother and her attitude. Now I had all the love and attention two men could give. An image of a radiant Pam flashed through my mind as she flung herself into Jason's arms. I smiled. I understand perfectly now how they felt. I had an arm around each man's neck and back. I think it was Donny's hand on my stomach as I felt dad's hand still cupping my breast. I was in heaven, the naughty one. If this had happened to me a year ago I would have been shocked right down to my toenails. The two boys were acting as if it was the most natural thing in the world to have a girl laying between them. 'Did they share?' That was the only conclusion I could come to. "I've got to pee." I announced blushing. I got a kiss from each side as they withdrew as Donny slipped out of bed pulling the bedclothes back down the bed as I could see Dad's hard erection sticking out from his hairy belly pressing into my hip. A bigger version of Donny as I made a beeline for the bathroom blushing. Donny met me in the hallway as I came out with a robe to put over my naked form as he slipped passed me to have a shower as Dad was coming down the hallway for his as his erection swayed intimidating in front of him. It didn't seem to worry him at all being nude and hard in front of me. He took me in his arms kissing me gently as I felt his erection hot and hard pressing against my belly. What is it with the men in this household? I didn't know much about morning erections then but I was sure learning fast. I could hear the boys in the bathroom happily talking as I smiled. I had wondered into the kitchen where I boiled the kettle as I looked in the cupboards for breakfast settling on serial with a cup of tea. Fifteen minutes later both men were in the kitchen dressed ready for work. Dad was reeling off a dozen things that needed doing at the dealership today as they hoed into serial. I boiled the kettle again making them a drink. Dad had coffee, Donny was tea. Dad was telling Donny to take me shopping for clothes, and anything I needed. He opened his wallet taking out a fistful of hundred dollar bills throwing them on the table in front of me as he looked at me smiling. "Buy yourself what you want princess." The next thing I was in his arms being kissed gently. "By honey, see you this afternoon." He was heading out the back door. We heard the garage door open as the car engine started. Donny smiled at me. "Things get a little hectic first thing." He smiled as I smiled back. As we heard Dad's car backed out of the garage turning in the back yard as we heard him drive down the side of the house into the street. It was ten o'clock I had showered and dressed. Donny and I were in his pickup heading towards the shopping centre a few minutes away. We were going shopping. I was never a keen shopper, having to watch my pennies over the years. Donny was taking time off from the shop looking after me. I didn't mind at all. I was getting to know the brother I had never known existed till recently. I mean my emotions were running riot. Donny was more like my boyfriend than a brother. I couldn't get my head around my feelings as we held hands as he drove. I could not get over my behaviour with him yesterday, I felt so... good, as if it was how it should be. Donny was giving me a running commentary on where we were going to shop as we discussed what I needed and what I liked. We pulled into a parking lot behind the shops, Donny turned the engine off as he looked at me as we sat there asking. "Gina I'm sorry I didn't think of it before. Are you on the pill?" I smiled replying. "Bit late for that if I wasn't." Donny blushed adding. "No, it's that we shouldn't have children together. I mean between the three of us. They might not be born right. Or their susceptible to illnesses in their later life." We sat there for a few minutes quietly till Donny said. "That is if you're going to stay with us. Dad wants you to, so do I. You will want children one day, so will I, You could get artificially inseminated." My heart was beating fast again as Donny squeezed my hand saying. "Gina I know we only just met, but I love you like I never loved anyone before. Dad loves you... I... We want you to stay and be my wife... I mean our wife, I love you so much Gina." Well that floored me as it was dead quite inside the truck cabin as tears filled my eyes. I burst out crying. I was so happy. I think Donny took it the wrong way as I felt his hand stiffen in mine. I looked at him to see uncertainty as I smiled through my tears as I cried out. "I'm so happy Donny I love you both so much already." I could feel the chemistry change between us through our touching fingers. I had never felt so close to a human being in my life. This was spinning me out, I felt euphoric. A feeling I never wanted to loose. I leaned across the console as Donny leaned towards me as we kissed gently turning into passion I couldn't help as I melted onto his lips and arms as we clung to each other. Boy, I knew I loved Donny yesterday, but today I felt out of this world with him. I knew my feelings for him were all mixed up between brother and lover but quite frankly I didn't care. I realised I loved him twice as much and wanted it that way. I wondered if I had grown up with Donny as a brother If I would have felt as strongly about him. I immediately put that thought out of my mind. Of course I would. We were both panting heavily as we lifted for air. Donny looked so happy, I'm sure I looked the same. Like Donny I couldn't stop smiling. "We had better get on with it." He meant the shopping for clothes and things for me. Before he opened the door he said. "Dad suggests not to tell anyone that you're my sister if we're going to live together." At first it hit me feeling hurt then as I thought about it, it made sense. If I was Donny's sister we could not openly show our affections for each other. But if I was Donny's girlfriend? I did have a different name didn't I, then that was a whole new game. I realised I could openly be Donny's partner even his wife. I smiled kissing Donny again. He got out his phone, speed dialling. "Dad, Gina is my girlfriend, sorry, our girlfriend." He laughed a pleasant laugh that made me feel good inside, handing the phone to me. "Hello." I said tentatively as I didn't own a phone only using one occasionally. "Hello darling, I'm so glad, it solves a few problems we may have in the future. I'll see you after lunch when you're finished shopping. Remember, call me Walter in public. I love you darling." I smiled at Donny feeling very happy. "I've got to call him Walter." He grinned at me opening the door saying. "Come on darling. Let's get it on." I made a hole in the thousand dollars Dad, I mean Walter had given me. I wouldn't let Donny go. We held hands, cuddling everywhere we went. We were acting like lovers. Well dam it we were, weren't we? It was easy to forget the other stuff. A little over two and a half hours later after having lunch at a little cafe, we were in the pickup again with the crew cab partly filled with parcels. I was beside myself with excitement, I have never been able to spend so much on myself like that before. Donny made sure I had three whole outfits to start with. Donny's tastes were expensive when it came to fitting me out. I must confess the gold watch Donny brought me was just exquisite. I know it cost him the better part of nine hundred dollars. He wanted to buy me an expensive pearl necklace. I refused as I like high necklines and don't wear anything around my neck. I had to settle for the watch matched with a gold bangle for my other wrist along with Donny's friendship ring. I smiled as I hugged it to my chest, it looked for all the world like a wedding band. I was overwhelmed at the money he and dad had spent on me. Donny had paid out nearly fifteen hundred dollars of his own money plus Dad's. I was quite as he drove to the dealership being a ten minute drive. I knew it was a motorbike dealership from their conversation last night plus all the pictures and trophies in the house. I didn't know really what to expect. Donny was explaining The dealership was with one of the biggest motorcycle company brands, with a range of on and off road bikes, which I didn't quite understand. The dealership had been so successful the motorcycle company themselves wanted to buy them out, offering an enormous sum of money for their good business name. Donny then explained they had established a racing team, based from the dealership that was so successful they were selling bikes hand over fist. "Gina we're thinking real serious about selling the business. Dad reckons he has found another place to set up out west, this time on a smaller scale. He's been looking into it real careful. There's an area over there in the country that hasn't got a motorbike or car dealership for two hundred miles. We could set up a new dealership in a little town living comfortably, only working half as hard as we are now." That was the end of the conversation as Donny pointed out the dealership across the medium strip on the other side as he stopped to "U" turn through the medium strip then pulling across into the dealerships driveway. The dealership took me by complete surprise as it was in an up market industrial area on a six lane main arterial road, divided down the centre with a medium strip green belt with shrubs. The front of the shop was a good one hundred foot frontage, with tall two story plate glass windows, floor to roof high, with rows of shiny new motorcycles of every description and size in the front. There must have been fifty or so show room models ready for sale. We drove past slowly so I could see over the narrow front nature-strip. I was dumbfounded at the size and scale of the dealership, standing on its own with lawn and shrubs in front. Donny turned down the doubly wide side drive with angle parking all along the outside where I could see the building went for quite a distance with other businesses further down. Donny drove in through the big double doors at the end, parking next to a number of cars lined up at the end wall in the bay that said 'Donny'. I could see 'Walter' the bay beside it with what I assumed was Dad's expensive imported car. The big prime mover truck/trailer rig parked beside the end wall with a paint job advertising the dealerships bike racing team was impressive looking very expensive. This was evidently the delivery or store bay as there were a number of wooden crates there being opened one at a time by two workers. Donny commented. "Were selling so many bikes now they send them to us in containers." He laughed as he opened the door holding his hand up to help me down from the cab. The size of the building from inside was like a small factory. Indeed it looked as it had been a factory of some description in the past as the front show room looked far newer than the rear part of the build, being built out over the original car park. I was introduced to Howard and Anthony as Gina. I smiled at the two young men then I was whisked away towards the front of the building as Donny explained they were mechanics unpacking, assembling then prepping the new bikes for sale. We climbed the staircase to the glass offices on the mezzanine floor above the showroom where Dad was sitting at a desk working over a ledger. I could see the view through the full length office windows down over the showrooms as I realised the front sloping roof was designed to look down into the show room, not out into the street. "Were here." Donny announced. Dad looked up from a pile of paperwork smiling as he rose saying. "Well, look at you. You look a million dollars." I burst into tears, as I rushed into his arms hugging him tightly. I kissed Dad on the cheek as I realised I could be seen by the customers and salesmen from the showroom floor as we drew apart. Dad smiled at me shaking his head as he looked me up and down as I said. "Thank you Daddy for the clothes." His eyes sparkled. "Walter in public remember." I nodded as I held out my friendship ring Donny had given me. The watch and bracelet didn't really matter. He smiled at it commenting. "Well it looks like you two are unofficially engaged. Congratulations. I hope your life together will be happy and fruitful." He hugged me kissing me on the cheek then shook Donny's hand with both hands. He turned to me explaining. "Word will get round quick enough. It will explain your presence with us now as my daughter in law to be. If you slip up and call me Dad they will assume your practicing for when you're married." He wink at me as I smiled understanding his meaning. I blushed which broadened his smile. "Would you like a drink Gina? There is tea and coffee on the sideboard and soft drink in the bar fridge." I opted for an orange drink as we sat down on the office lounge chairs with a little table beside each chair. Dad and Donny had business to discuss. As dad had a list to go through. I learnt to my disappointment Donny was staying to clean up something ongoing he was dealing with, as Dad wanted time with me taking me home. I realised Donny was second in charge under dad. Being in charge when dad wasn't there. As I said, Donny was staying. The two going through the list again. I got a passionate kiss from Donny then Dad lead me out down the back stairs to the warehouse floor. Dad helped me into Donny's pickup then we drove home. Dad wanted to talk about things, especially how I felt about moving interstate after just finding them. I really didn't care, I explained, I had found them that was what I was interested in. I put my hand on his arm as Dad smiled. "I'm so happy dad, I don't care where we live as long as I'm with you and Donny." He nodded saying. "Donny and I have had enough of the bike racing business. We have put our heart and soul into it for eleven years. Don't get me wrong, having the racing team has been great for business but we're running two full time business. I almost lost Donny a few years ago in a bike accident. When he was one of the state's top riders." Dad looked at me with tears in his eyes as he put his hand on mine on his arm. "Gina now your here it can't get any better. I've decided we're going to retire from the racing business. I know where we can set up a little business that will give us an income we can live comfortably without working twenty four seven. Your arrival is going to change the way we live." I smiled as I squeezed his arm saying. "Dad I don't care where we go. I have no real ties except here. I have mum's house which the bank owns mostly. I have no real friends as we always kept to ourselves." Dad turned into the drive, parking the pickup in the back yard where Donny parked last night. Dad helped me carry the parcels inside from the crew cab. We put them in the lounge on the couch for the time being. We were in the kitchen having a drink holding hands across the table. Dad was telling me about Mum from when he met her to when she disappeared with me. I could see she hurt him terribly. He never knew who her parents were or where she came from. She was living in 'digs' when he met her, never being told about them. Grimacing as he admitted. "Your mother was never keen on sex. Yes we fumbled around at the beginning till she was pregnant with Donny. We got married. I was living away from home. I was working my way through the first year of college. Well that was the end of collage. I had to earn a living to support us. I got into retail car sales finding my way through with hard work." The hard look on his face remembering those hard years at the beginning. "We lived in a little three room flat over a double garage to begin with. Then we moved to 34 Hilldale Drive before you were born. I was just getting on my feet making a living selling dirt bikes when she suddenly up and left, taking you." Taking a big breath he squeezed my hands asking. "Mar... Gina, Look darling would you mind terribly if we move to the bedroom where I can hold you in my arms. I would feel much more comfortable telling you there. That's where I like to make my plans while laying in bed of a night." He looked at me explaining. "It's not sexual, well. It's where I get my best ideas." I had no problems with that. Just being with Dad was a pleasure as he lead me by the hand towards the front room. He closed the blinds as I watched he stood by the bed disrobing till nude. He was right, he wasn't excited. He got into bed looking a little surprised I had not dis-robbed. Now I had to remove my clothes with him watching. I slowly removed my brand new shoes then slacks and shirt, my bra and singlet followed then my panties. Strangely I only blushed slightly. I mean we had slept in the same bed nude last night right. "Just magnificent." That was dad expressing his admiration of my body. Now I blushed beat red, climbing into bed into his waiting arms. I don't know what I was expecting as he showed me how to lay my head on his shoulder, cuddling into his side. He drew my body harder against his side with his hand down my back. He held my upper hand up on his chest as I felt his body hair tickle my arm. "Now." He said quietly. "Where were we." As he held me tighter. I put my upper foot up on his ankles, it felt comfortable. "Your mother was not sexual. I wasn't her first. I don't know if her father or someone in the family got into her, she never said. I personally believe she was one of those women who hated sex. It took all my cunning to get her into having sex." He was quite for a minute. Then he went on. "I don't know how she got pregnant with you. It must have been one of those times I masturbated getting my sperm into her vagina when she was asleep which I did some times. I climaxed in between her legs when her back was to me which wasn't hard as it normally was." "I always called you my little miracle. Now here you are saving us both." He chuckled. "Saving us both from what I don't know but like a miracle here you are." He squeezed me tighter turning his head kissing my forehead. "Darling I can't express how I feel with you here. Your prescience takes my breath away." We were quite for a while as I took it in. I'm not sure how it happened but I raised myself to lay on Dad's chest as he held me tighter to him the back of my hand touched his penis. Then I was holding onto it. Well not really, just holding it feeling it getting larger and harder as it grew in my hand. "Oh darling." Dad breathed. "Do you want to play around?" I looked at him. There was something in his eyes. "I'm sore, I'm sorry." He nodded adding. "We'll work around that." He lifted my upper body onto his as I leaned down to kiss him. I felt his lips gently kiss me. I swooned into his arms. 'What is it with these men of mine?' Dad was sliding slowly down drawing me with him. I realised what he wanted. I had read about it imagining it in my mind. Dad lifted my hips turning me around as I opened my legs as I felt his head force them open further as I was lowered onto him. I shuddered with excitement as his tongue stroked over my clitoris. "Oh dam." I groaned loudly. "Put your knees up under my shoulders darling." That was dad, lifting my hips high as I drew my knees up as I felt his arms wrap around my bum. "Now lower yourself." I felt his hands guide me back as I sat on his face. I almost sat straight up again as he licked. A spasm, shuddered through my body, then again as I began swooning with pleasure as his tongue worked on my clitoris. I was locking up as I realised his erection was beneath my chin. I put both hands on it guiding it into my mouth. He was bigger than Donny as I just managed to get the head in as it filled me. I could hear Dad groan with pleasure as I felt his tongue working my clitoris harder. He was working his fingers between my lips. I was too sore to be poked and prodded as I felt a finger push into my rear. I took off as my body was hiccuping hard as I drove my crutch down on his face. I realised I had his erection jammed in my throat as my body locked up with one of the most violently stiff orgasm's I ever experienced. It kept on and on as I felt Dad holding a hand on my upper back as I felt him expanding in the back of my mouth as my eyes widen as I felt his erection stream down my throat. I didn't know what to do as I lay there locked up with excitement. It was taken out of my hands as his sperm filling my throat getting into my lungs as I baulked then threw up. Dad had me hanging over the side of the bed belting me on my back as he found a towel in a drawer giving it to me as I coughed my heart out. I reflected later my introduction to a sixty-niner was not the most successful. But I had loved the climax dad had given me. We laughed as I lay in his arms after I had settled down. I felt so loved I was on a dizzy high I could not explain as I lay there quietly. Dad understood from Donny I had only done it the once with him. Dad had his hand between my legs just holding me as I held the head of his still hard erection in my hand. Six months ago this would not have been possible. I blame Pam for triggering something in me which broke down any barriers I may have had beforehand. But I don't really believe that. It was meeting Donny and Dad that changed me for the better I believe. Sure Pam had given me a totally different perspective on the subject of love which may not have worked for me in a different situation. I was slowly working my hand around his head. I could understand why they called it a knob now. Dad would groan with excitement as I squeezed. Dad whispered in my ear. "Gina would you let me go up the back seeing your front is out of action?" This was an act I had never really thought about. I know people did it in both heterosexual and homosexual relations. I somehow had never thought about if I would do it. I realised I had just started my sexual life, I supposed I would experience most types of sex acts during my life but this was a bit sudden. "I've never done it before." "I now darling. Women have told me it's different from up the front but just as enjoyable if not more. Give it a try?" It was Dad asking me, I didn't want to refuse but I wasn't sure. Dad stroked my cheek explaining what would happen. "I will lube us up with grease. Then I will insert a greased finger inside you then a second till you are comfortable with them. Then a third in as far as I can go. I will take it slow and easy till your stretched comfortable." He paused to let me digest the information. "Then the next step is my erection. That will take a little while maybe ten minutes for your sphincter muscle to stretch over my head which might hurt a little. I'm told it's a good hurt. Then when I'm inside, you will love it. It's just the first bit of stretching your muscle over my head is the hardest." Well I was too sore up the front. Another worry I had. "Won't it be dirty?" Dad looked surprise shaking his head. "No not normally. We will have a towel if there are any problems." I didn't have any more objections. "All right then." I had no idea what I was getting into as Dad smiled then reached for the drawer in the bedside unit. A towel appeared plus a jar of Vaseline. Being inexperienced about sex, I had no idea how important Vaseline or oil was going to be in my sex life. I was about to get a first hand demonstration. Dad flipped the cap off as my tuition commenced. I groaned as his finger slid into my now well greased rear. I was laying on top of dad's chest and hips, with my knees under me straddling his hips, as Dad assured me I would control proceedings as he pushed inside me with his first finger. His second finger was no problem as he slowly pushed them in past his second knuckle. I had to admit I was getting excited with the intrusion as I held onto daddy's shoulders. "All right Hun?" I nodded as I had my cheek laying on his hairy chest. Then I felt I was being stretched really wide as I assume his third finger was pushing in. "Awww." I complained. "Sorry darling, just get used to them." I wasn't the one pushing them in. I thought. After a minute or two I felt comfortable with them inside me. Dad was slowly easing them out then pushing them back in then Dad whispered. "All right, here we go." I felt relief as he pulled his fingers out. "Now sit up a little to line me up properly." I raised up on my hands on his chest. I felt fresh grease being pushed into my bum then felt something bigger as my muscle was being stretched. Dad had his hands on my hips guiding me slowly down. "Awww." That was me again. I reached back around to feel Dad's erection head more than halfway inside me. "Just take it easy Darling. I did as I was told as Dad instructed. "Just relax your muscle from inside, then let your body weight press down on it till it hurts too much then ease off till you can stand the pain." 'You got to be kidding.' I thought as I held very still on him. To my surprise the pain was easing as I relaxed as he said it would. "Now give it a minute then try and push me out with your muscle like you're going to the toilet as you let your body weight slowly back till you can't take any more." It took me three of four tries before I got the hang of it. I pushed out from inside as I eased my body back down on dad. Dad was groaning as I felt a hot pain then I lifted the pressure off till the pain eased. "That's it darling." Dad was stroking and squeezing my bum cheeks lovingly with his hands. I felt round my rear. To my surprise Dad's head was almost inside me as I felt him as I relaxed down pushing him out feeling him going in. I giggled as Dad groaned. "That feels so wonderful Gina." I eased off as the white hot pain came again till it eased then stopped. "Take a rest Gina. Lift off darling." By this time I was only too happy as Dad lifted my hips as I felt him slide out. We waited a minute then I was moaning as I felt him sliding easily back inside opening my muscle up again. I couldn't believe it was in so far as he slid in to where we were before, as if the muscle had a memory off its own. It felt so good till I came up against my resisting muscle. I felt the white hot pain again groaning as I froze. "Just ease off a little, till the pain diminishes." I felt the pain subside as I eased my body more on the inside than the outside. I had this image of his erection head in my brain as my anus muscle stretched itself over his head. It felt nothing like my mental image which seem to do it so easily. "Nearly there darling." That was dad assuring me everything was all right. This being my first time. Donny was my first up the front, now Dad up the back. I rolled my eyes as my head was spinning as I felt Dad going a little deeper. I had to lift as the white hot pain returned. I knew he was going in further as I felt stretched to the limit. "Almost there darling. One more time." For some reason I giggled as I felt the pain easing. Dad was groaning as I eased down on him again. To my surprise the pain was there but not white hot as before. He kept slowly sliding as I felt Dad grasp my hips tightly groaning loudly. I didn't know what was happening the pain was different as Dad began to lift me. Too late Dad's head slipped inside me with a rush. I remembering groaning loudly as his erection head to my amazement was now inside my body. There was no pain but boy did I know he was there. Dad was holding me still smiling at me with excitement in his eyes saying. "Darling I just love that part of getting inside. Being your first time makes it all the more exciting for me, thank you." I really didn't understand till much later what he was talking about. I knew his head was now inside me as I tried to relax at the rush as the dull pain of his sudden entry slowly receded. "Right darling it may be a little painful to start with as your bowel is being aligned with my erection as it slides in deeper." Again I didn't understand what he was saying as it was my first time. I felt his hands on my hips gently urging me back onto him as I relaxed. The pain was different, with him inside me now. Not sharp as before, more a dull blunt aching pain. Dad worked me slowly back and forward. I realised he was only moving on the inside, his head was pushing back and forward slowly. I didn't realised till I felt him suddenly slip as I groaned with the dull pain then it settled as I eased slowly up and down. It was more like a back and forward movement. Dad was talking to me as I slowly worked back and forward. He would groan now and again as I realised he was slowly going deeper. My mind was in a fog as I was focused on the one thing as I eased slowly back then forward. Sometimes I thought I was slipping off as I had to ease down till I felt the dull pain again. I could not believe it as I felt Dad's pubic hair meshing with mine. I had felt it yesterday with Donny for the first time in my life. I know it's insignificant to a bloody great erection pushing into my body but it was kind of kinky with our pubic hair meshing together. Giggling I ground myself down onto Dad. He was as deep in me as he could go. Funny I could feel no dull pain or pain of any kind. Dad pulled my head down kissing me passionately then lifted me off a little saying. "Now darling we are going to have fun." Being skeptical as I felt his fingers slide down between us. I remember groaning loudly as his thumb worked my clitoris. I remember grinding down on him as hard as I possibly could as we both groaned together. Finding myself lifting up then down as I shuddered with a pleasure I would have never imagined in my wildest dreams before I met Donny and Dad. I remember pounding myself up and down on him as I howled with excitement. Three climaxes I had before I felt Dad holding me firmly down on his groin as I felt him pulsing deep inside me. I collapsed onto his chest sobbing with the most wonderful experience. I won't say I ever had as we were to have some mind blowing climaxes together. I know I have experience with only two men and now two times, but those two bring the best out of my body. They leave me trembling with pleasure. I climax and climax with those two. I could not imagine any other woman being as happy as I. Six months on Dad and Donny having accepted the motor bike company's offer after some wheeling and dealing. I don't think they really miss the pressure of such a big business. Things seem to stay stagnant it seemed while negotiations were going on between parties. I left the boys on their own for a short time just before it was all over. I went back to my house putting it on the market through a local estate agent. The wedding and birthday cake business I left to the worker with my blessing. I explained I had not only found my missing family but met a boyfriend, a future husband. I was going off to live with him. Mum's house sold quickly to a newly married couple. I had decided to sell it cheaper than I could have held out for as I instructed the sales agent to find a needy couple then sell it to them. Money wasn't important to me now I had plenty. We left for the west country nearly five months later. Everything was a rush. As soon as the documents were signed and the company installed a manager we agreed to for a month overlap, we moved. Dad and I went west to look for a place near the area where he had decided was going to be the area where we intended to settle, starting a smaller business. I was delighted to see the country side with a homely atmosphere. I think I fell in love with it at first sight. Donny joined us for a few days giving his approval as we toured the potential sites Dad and I had sussed out for the new business. We decided to rent initially till we found a suitable property for house sites. We picked a small semi-rural property to buy then build as this was the sort of place we decided would be a good healthy environment to raise children. I had made a suggestion to Dad and Donny that if we had children there should be no chance they would not be born right. My suggestion was we invite Jason and Pam, my friends of a little over a year now. Jason whom I felt very comfortable with, could get me pregnant. If Pam wanted a baby then ether Dad or Donny could do the deed for her. Surprisingly both Dad and Donny went for the idea. Dad and Donny were interested in Jason as he was a sales rep, a technical sales rep. They would need a sales rep for their new business shortly before the harvesting season as Dad was talking about buying a harvesting machine plus tractors to hire out to the smaller farmers around who couldn't afford to hire the bigger contracting companies. I arranged to visit with Pam right after we moved into our brand new house sixteen months on. The boys were in the process of putting their new business together. This time I flew half way across the country. No trains for me any more. I told Pam I would be in town on business and wanted to see her. I didn't tell Pam she was the business. Pam met me at the airport as we hugged and kissed. Pam had told me in her letters she had lost weight. I was bowled over by the change in her appearance as she was almost as slim as me. Pam had insisted I stay with her at her flat of course. She explained she had a double bed we could share or I could sleep on her couch. We caught a cab as Pam didn't have a car, as she traveled to the airport by bus. We talked our heads off as we sat at the table of her small one bedroom flat. Pam was excited at hearing my story first hand. How I found my brother and father. I had brought more photos of Donny and Dad to show her as I had sent her one of the three of us in my letters. Pam was gob smacked when I confessed both Donny and Dad were my lovers. She squealed as I told her how Donny had taken my virginity as soon as we got into my hotel room on our very first meeting. I think she was beside herself as I explained how I found myself sucking Donny to a climax first thing. As I had never ever thought about doing something like that before. I didn't hold back with Pam, as I described how I felt with them as my lovers. I even told her about Dad taking me up the rear as she insisted wide eyed when I started to tell her I described in great detail. Pam and I were even closer. We had so much in common. I described how I would be sucking either one of them while the other took me up the front or back. I knew now why Donny's old girlfriend Francine's vagina was always sore, so is mine. I smile as I explain to Pam I don't mind one little bit. I think she almost climaxed as I described how I was trying to take them both at once. We laughed and laughed as I told her about the funny things we did at times. It was after dinner now as we had gone out to buy takeaway. I brought a bottle of Gin which Pam liked as we sipped a glass of gin and tonic each. We were sitting in the lounge chairs enjoying each others company as Pam was telling me the latest with Jason. Pam sounded happy as she described his deteriorating relationship with his wife. I smiled to myself as this was fitting in with our plans. I had had a final planning session with Dad and Donny before I left. I was now about to reveal those plans to Pam. I had some hard questions for her to answer first. I emptied my glass feeling a buzz as I knew I handled liquor badly. I think I felt I needed the courage from the alcohol to do what I was about to do. Looking at Pam I asked. "If Jason found a good job a long way from here would he leave his wife and take you with him?" Pam was a little shocked as she looked across at me at the sudden change of subject. I don't think she could believe what she was hearing. I smiled at her as I asked. "You told me in your last letter their relationship was worse?" Pam nodded then I asked. "Would he leave her?" Pam looked at me saying. "Yes, I believe he would." I smiled at Pam. I had her attention now as I went on. "Pam, can you get Jason here to talk to him. Is he away or home at present?" "No he is home, he doesn't leave till Monday once a month for a week this time." I smiled, it was Thursday. Pam seemed puzzled. "I need to talk to both of you together. It is very important Pam, can you get him to come over now. Tell him your sick or something. Tell him you need medicine from a prescription urgently, your too ill to go out. Pam looked at me unsure. I smiled at her assuring her. "Pam I need to talk to both of you together as soon as possible. Tonight if it can be managed. Then I can go home to my boys." I smiled mischievously at her. Pam was persuaded after another drink to text Jason to come immediately to take a prescription to the chemist for her as she was too ill to leave the flat. A little white lie. Yes I know, a whopper. But if it went the way I planned, Jason's marriage would end shortly anyway. Five minutes later her phone rang. It was Jason. Pam pleaded with him to come over immediately, it was urgent. I nodded smiling as Pam closed her phone, I said. "Thank you Pam, I promise you won't regret it." True to my word when Jason arrived not surprised to find me there with Pam as she would have told him I was coming to visit. I sat them down together on the couch while I sat in the chair facing them. Smiling at the pair as I started. "Now you two listen carefully... I am here to offer Jason a job as salesman selling motorbikes, cars plus tractors and equipment in my father and brother's new dealership at a ten percent increase in retainer plus commission to what he is getting now. There is a new house that goes with the deal at a low interest rate of three percent bookkeeping fee?" The two looked stunned. Being wound up now as the two were looking at each other. "Now." I had their attention again as they looked at me as I smiled. "There are four conditions to the deal." They looked at me waiting. "One... Jason divorces his present wife. Two... Jason marries his long time girl friend and lover... Three. Jason agrees to become the father of my children... Four. If Pam wants children, Donny or my father or both be father to her children." The lounge room was deadly quite for a time. Breaking the silence I suggested. "I think we might have another drink, don't you Pam?" It took some seconds before Pam moved towards the gin bottle on the table. I think they were both stunned as I smiled at Jason asking. "Is there anything you didn't understand Jason?" I smiled at him. Jason had not moved as I went over it with him again. "My brother, father and I are offering you a job as salesman at our new country dealership they are building, with a new house at a low interest rate. There are four conditions Jason. The first. You divorce your wife. The second. You marry Pam. I'll explain how that can happen shortly. Three. you become the father of my children. Four. My brother or father or both be the father of Pam's children." Pam filled our glasses getting one for Jason as he asked. "Is this for real?" I nodded seriously saying. "I have a document in my bag that Donny and Dad have already signed. It requires my and your two signatures to make it legal. We would prefer to have a gentleman's agreement between us with nothing official in writing you understand." Jason looked unsure. I went to my bag extracting the document from it's envelope placing it in front of Jason and Pam to read. The room was quite for some time as I sipped my drink. I had read it a number of times as we drew it up at the kitchen table in our new house between us. Jason was smiling as he looked at Pam. "You going to marry me?" Pam answered back. "So fast you wouldn't believe." They kissed in front of me. Well it got passionate real quick. So quick I was left sitting at the lounge chair smiling to myself as shortly groaning noises were coming through the walls from the bedroom. It was half an hour when a sheepish Pam emerged from the bathroom in her robe. I smiled at her as she apologised. I waved my hand saying. "Your new home has an onsweet." Pam giggled. Then she realised what I had said as Jason came into the room blushing. "You've seen it then?" That was Pam. I smiled nodding answering. "Yesterday, it's just down the drive on the other side practically next door to us. It's just about finished." Pam was excited. I went to my bag for my new tablet. I had saved the pictures of our house with Donny's help. The two houses were identical. Shortly I was showing Pam and Jason their new house. Dad had put a down payment on it months ago not long after I had mentioned Pam and Jason to them with Jason being a possible sperm donor for my children. I had explained their circumstances then things progressed when I informed them Jason was a technical sales-rep for a gas company. Dad was taking a gamble for me by buying the property next door outright then organised our builder to build an identical house on the property. Jason was shaking his head as I explained it was on a five acre block, across the road from us. We were neighbours sharing a common drive. I showed them photos of the new dealership building where Jason would be the sales-rep. It was nowhere as big as the previous dealership but could be added too. I think Dad was being smart picking an area where the sales would be moderate so they would not be run off their feet. The offer to Jason and Pam was too tempting. I explained to them that I had no birth certificate. Being in the bike business Dad new someone who knew someone who knew where these sort of documents could be obtained. I explained I now had a legal birth certificate with the name Gina Jones. I could now marry my brother. The blood type was a lie... no sorry, 'Error' is a better word, as long as I had someone else's babies with a different blood group, as ours is the same, I couldn't see any problems. "Jason what blood type are you?" "Type 'O'." I smiled. I could see the glimmer of hope in Pam and Jason's eyes. They had a way clear of their predicament. We had definitely made it possible for the pair to change their lives. I felt good about that. I sat back smugly seeing it all happen. I couldn't help but feel good about what I was doing. I liked Jason enough to have his babies. I was sure Donny and Dad would like him. Of course they would. Having another surprise which I would leave for tomorrow. We had booked a second ticket for my Monday morning flight. I intended taking Pam back with me so we could make more detailed arrangements about her new name on her birth certificate. I wanted her to meet Donny and Dad just to make sure things would work between us. We would arrange a trip out for them when he could work it around with his work schedule and divorce. Dam it felt good, as I smiled at the pair. It was time for Jason to leave. One thing at a time Dad had warned me. Don't try to do too much too fast. I got a kiss goodbye from Jason. Dam I was a little surprised, he can kiss. I was blushing as he let me go, my panties were wet as we watched him drive off from the flat's front window. Pam was so excited. She couldn't and wouldn't stop talking as we went through everything again. Deciding we were doing the right thing as Pam and I talked in bed. Pam had a double bed for Jason's visits. I didn't mind when I felt Pam cuddle into my back during the night. Pam was on a high the next morning with my offer. Then over breakfast's second cup of coffee I dropped the bombshell... "On Monday morning Pam would be flying out with me to meet Donny and Dad, plus inspect her new home." Well Pam was gob smacked. Her words not mine. I swear she didn't say a thing for five hole minutes. Well maybe three. I laughed and laughed as tears rolled down Pam's face as she was so excited. Finally Pam stood up rushing round the table as I stood up to be hugged tightly as Pam balled her heart out. I don't remember how long we held each other but we finally sat down talking real serious. It was about our future plans. After that Pam decided she was moving west come hell or high water. Jason turned up mid afternoon. Apparently the pair rarely communicated directly when Jason was at home. Only during Jason's working hours plus of a night when he was away travelling. So this was a surprise visit. He had arrived to tell us he had a row with his wife last night about looking after his sister better than his wife. Apparently Jason lost it, telling her he expected one day to be looking after his mother so she had better get used to the idea. After a ding dong argument where she refused to have his mother in the house, they settled on a divorce. They were both fine with that. They had not had any children after the still born first one. So the divorce procedure would be straight forward. Jason intended to postpone his sales trip till Tuesday so he could see a lawyer Monday, starting divorce proceedings. As they both agreed to a mutual parting. Jason had been serious about their mother. He grinned admitting his wife didn't get on with his mother with the threat of having her in the house permanently was the last straw. Jason was going to move out of the house as soon as he got back from his trip. They rented the house, his wife would have to get someone in to help with the rent... That being her problem. Jason planned to temporary stay with Pam, with a camp cot in the corner of the lounge for show. He wouldn't be back till next Saturday now so Pam could spend the best part of the week with us out west. I text Dad with my progress as I smiled as I typed in long hand. I knew they would laugh at me but they would get the message. 'both agree to terms. Jason asked divorce both agreed. Jason stay with Pam see u Monday. gina' (I forgot where the capital button was and couldn't find it). Laughing as I sent the message. It was my second as I had text Dad that I had arrived safely. I still didn't like wasting good money on expensive phone calls. I didn't have the hang of mobile plans yet. I intended to ring them tonight. Dad texting me back almost immediately saying. 'Well done. You can call me ten times a day, not exceed your plan'. I smiled. I'll ring them tonight still the same. Jason left to start packing his things. He didn't seem too unhappy about the situation. We had a promise he would have dinner with us tomorrow night. I smiled as they kissed passionately. It looked like a toss up whether they went to the bedroom or the front door. Pam settled down after Jason left. They just can't keep their hands off each other. I know how they feel. I was missing my men terribly. I rang Donny's phone. My heart was pounding as I was breathless. I had trouble talking till I settled down. I told Donny what had transpired with Jason and Pam. He and Dad were pleased things were going to plan. Things were going as normal with construction with the new dealership. There were some issues with delivery of materials which was ongoing since day one. These were being overcome, keeping the boys busy. Being out in a country town had its disadvantages which they were learning about fast. Dad didn't seemed to perturbed. He had rented the small vacant car lot across the road where he and Donny were setting up. They had a number of dirt bikes to impress farmers plus half a dozen second hand 4x4 pickups and tray Utes to get the business up and running. All of course aimed at the surrounding farming community. So it didn't really matter as the building fell behind schedule. Pam and I settled down for the night after I confirmed our bookings for Monday morning. I think we both were looking forward to tomorrow night when Jason would visit again. We made plans for the future. Pam didn't have a lot to move. The requirements on her flat lease was one month's notice. Well that was organised with a short note with an envelope and stamp. We popped it in the mail as we shopped for tomorrow as three people in the house had depleted her small freezer. Jason turned up late afternoon not looking very happy. I did notice his mood picked up when he stepped into the flat. I'm shore the passionate kiss Pam gave him worked wonders. After dinner we sat round the table as I showed them the photos again as we made more plans. Jason and Pam disappeared into the bedroom for half an hour. Did Pam moan and groan. I know, the walls are thin, my panties were wet for the rest of the evening. No I don't think I was jealous, just excited. I've been having sex for over a year now and it's still all new and exciting. That night Pam slept like a log. She snored till I pushed her to turn over like I do to Dad when we sleep together. I was a little wrung out in the morning as we were up early for the train, then the bus to the airport. I had to apologies to Pam for going to sleep on the plane. The ride was so soft and smooth, I woke up as we were descending. Now I was as excited as Pam. It was Dad who met us at the airport in the capitol, with a two hour drive to our home. He opened his arms as I rushed into them kissing and hugging him. I introduced him to Pam who got just as passionate a kiss as I. That did raise my eyebrows as Pam clung to him. I let Pam sit in the front as we drove out on the freeway to our destination where we went to see Donny. It was no holds barred as Donny and I clung to each other. Yes Pam got a hug and kiss which I didn't seem to mind as much as Dad. On the way home down our driveway, we had to pass Pam and Jason's home being close to completion. She had seen the photos but still cried when she saw it in 3D. I knew exactly how she felt the first time I saw our house a few hundred yards further up the road. Pam was swept away with our house. She kept wandering from room to room after I showed her around while I prepared a roast for dinner. We had left Dad with Donny as there was another problem that had cropped up with the new show room. As I drove now, I had a license. It came from the same place as my birth certificate, the Weeties packet. In a year or two I would go for my license for this state so my license would be real. I understand I only have to pass the driving test as I'm moving interstate. Well the boys were happy I was back as I got more hugs and kisses when they turned up for dinner. Pam was not left out. In fact she was treated as one of the family. We had four bedrooms in the house only two were used. Pam slept with Dad the first two nights. Then with Donny the third night then Dad again on the forth. The first morning we inspecting Pam and Jason's house when the builders arrived for work. Pam was a little child in a candy store as her eyes were sparkling. On the way back she described it as her and Jason's dream house. Mixed in with tears of joy. As soon as we got back Pam used my phone to ring Jason. He was on the road. They talked for about ten minutes then hung up. I noticed she didn't tell Jason where she slept but took great pains to describe Dad and Donny to him. Pam seemed to gravitate towards Dad. They would hold hands, Pam would sit in his lap in the chair as he cuddled her. I smiled. She had chosen. As I said she did sleep with Donny the third night. The groans and moans were no different from when Dad slept with her. Pam liked sex and plenty of it, as I suspected. Our immediate plans were set now. As soon as Jason joined us permanently. We were off to the desert where we would be married legally. Life was wonderful. For a change the show room and building was going smoothly. Both Dad and Donny were happy with its progress. Dad and Pam were discussing the details of her birth certificate. Then Dad made a phone call, it was organised. Dad smiling explaining to Pam that she had better be very nice to him as she had just cost him heaps. I can vouch for Pam. They were still going at it after Donny and I went to sleep. I don't know what she done with him but he was a very happy cowboy the next morning. Sadly it was time for Pam to fly back home. She wanted to be home for Jason for tomorrow. I smiled as I watched Pam's plane take off. We had a teary farewell as it may be some time before I would see her and Jason again. Pam and Jason have been with us nearly twelve months now. Pam's first, will be born in three weeks time. I smile as I rub my swollen belly where Jason's child was growing in my womb. The little critter is almost five months on now as I smile to myself. How I love how things have worked out. I'm so happy. The five of us are such good friends. Jason has fitted right in with Dad and Donny. He is away at the moment organising work for the big combine harvester we brought. Dad said Jason was going to get a heap of bonuses this season as he is getting on well with the farmers, as if he had worked with them all his life. Tomorrow when Jason gets back he is going to fly to his mum's place to escort her out so she will be here for the birth of her first grandchild. I think she has settled down to the idea her son and daughter were life long partners and approved of them having a sperm donor for her grandchildren. I don't know what she will say when she finds out I live with my father and brother. As Dad says. "One step at a time." Pam and Jason plan to ask her to stay with them permanently. Pam was talking about a granny flat out the back so she could be independent but close. They think she is thrilled to be a grandmother. I see Donny's pickup through the lounge window from the kitchen, coming down our private road. My body shivers at the sight of it as I smile to myself as I dry my hands. My panties are getting damp already, he's ducking home for a quickie. I'd better make sure there's hand towels in the bedroom as my heart beat quickens with my vagina tingling in anticipation. Yes I'm servicing the three men as Pam's time is getting close now. Don't get me wrong, Pam looks after the men orally. She has had some shows recently having to stay quite for the last few weeks so I take the load for her so to speak. Jason is back tonight, so I will look after him for an hour or so as I will slip down after dinner as he flies out in the morning. I slept with Dad last night so it's Donny's turn tonight. I'll be sore tomorrow. I smile. Donny has just pulled into the front park as I head to get towels from the ironing in the laundry as I hear his key in the front door lock. *