Gina Discovers a Family - by J.Arthur ***

   After Gina's mum dies, Gina discovered she might not be an only child as
she believed.

   Gina goes searching for her missing family, armed with an old photo and
prescription

   her only leads.  Making a lifelong friend along the way.  Gina finds her
brother and

   father to fall in love.  Eventually the problems are solved as she
involves her new

   best friend with her brother and father.  (MMF, MF, inc, rom, cons, 1st,
preg)

   ***

   Gazing blankly through the carriage window of the speeding Intercity
Express.  Not

   seeing the merging countryside moving past the carriage window as we
left the city

   limits.  Nor seeing the rain beating against the outside glass surface
to run at a

   sharp angle down the window as the occasional tree flashes passed
outside close to the

   railway line.  As my tear filled eyes seeing only ghostly images of my
lonely and

   isolated childhood through to adulthood.

   'How could mother have done this to me.  Right up to her sudden death,
not a word

   had passed her lips.  The man and boy in the photo must be my father and
brother...  Why

   had mother never mentioned them or shown me the photo.  I knew mother
could be quite

   strange about things at times...  Quite a lot of things in fact if I
really thought

   about it.  Mother hated men.  Refusing to have anything to do with them
as far back as I

   could remember.  Mother encouraged me to have nothing to do with them,
instilling

   dislike of the male species into me as I grew up.'

   Wiping the tears from my eyes with my handkerchief as I was brought back
to

   reality.  Sensing someone sitting down in the empty seat beside me.  I
looked around to

   find a youngish looking middle age male with a neatly trimmed beard and
mustache

   smiling at me saying.  "Hi my name's Raymond, you look like you could do
with some

   company."

   Having no real experience with men.  I judged all men by my mother's
standards with

   them having ulterior motives.  This one definitely, which immediately
raising my

   hackles as I spat back.  "No thank you, I don't need your company, I'm
perfectly happy

   on my own." I realised bitterly how I sounded exactly like mother.

   Raymond was not easily put off smiling back saying.  "I'm sure you would
enjoy my

   company when you got to know me better." I didn't reply.  Rising
abruptly from my seat,

   I turned reaching up, lifting my overnight bag down from the overhead
locker, moving

   out into the isle looking down the carriage seeing a vacant seat halfway
along next to

   a woman where I headed.  I noted most seats were occupied with men or
couples as I

   tried to kill my revulsion at what had just happened.

   "May I sit with you please?" I asked as I looked at the slightly dumpy
woman who

   smiled welcoming me as I reached up placing my overnight bag in the
overhead locker,

   sitting down in the vacant seat making myself comfortable beside her.

   The woman smiled across commenting.  "Your most welcome".  I smiled back
saying.  "My

   name is Gina, this is my first time on a train.  I'd rather sit beside
you than him."

   The woman laughed then introduced herself.  "My names Pam, it's nice to
meet you Gina."

   We smiled at each other then Pam giggled.

   After a time with small talk we become comfortable with each other as
travelling

   companions.  The journey was seven hours, which passed the time for me
as I reasoned I

   wouldn't dwell on mother's recent death.  Whom as far as I was lead to
believe, my only

   living relative.

   I didn't mean it to happen but to my surprise I found my troubles
pouring out in a

   rush like a flooding tumbling steep mountain stream.  Telling Pam of
mother's sudden

   demise from an aneurysm just six months ago.  Confiding my mission in
finding a

   potential father and brother I had no knowledge till almost two months
ago.  Explaining

   to Pam, a perfect stranger, my mother had told me she didn't know whom
my father was.

   Telling me she had sex with a stranger while drunk at a friend's party
out in the back

   yard.  She never mentioned who the 'friend' was I later realised.

   Pam was amazed at my story.  Asking questions about my mother's attitude
towards

   men.  Along the way I confessed I had never had a real boyfriend.  Pam
looked shock

   there was a nineteen year old virgin at large in these times.  I blushed
as Pam

   apologised for her rudeness patting my arm saying.  "Gina you have no
idea what you're

   missing, having a man slide his hard erection deep into your body.  If
he's a good

   lover, he will give you climax after climax.  Then feeling him spurting
his life making

   semen into your body is something so indescribably satisfying."

   I was amazed at Pam's description of such intimate details of the sex
act.  My

   mother would shun such subjects when we talked so I knew very little
about the

   practical side of sex apart from what I had read in text books or learnt
at school.  I

   would only occasionally hear the girls in school talking about boys and
how it hurt

   them the first time.

   When I explained to Pam about the girls Pam nodded adding.  "Boys that
age don't

   know what they're doing and ram their erections into the girl without
thought, hurting

   the girl badly some times." Pam confessed.  "I was lucky my first was as
gentle as any

   girl would wish for.  He pushed into me so slowly and gentle I hardly
felt it tearing

   till he was all the way inside.  Then I went wild as he pushed and
pulled in and out as

   I climaxed and climaxed.  How I love that man."

   Being a little surprised at Pam's blunt confession.  I noticed Pam did
not wear a

   wedding ring.  I know that didn't seem to worry people these days, I
decided asking.

   "Was he your boyfriend.  Are you still together?" Pam looked at me
seemingly a little

   guarded replying.  "No it happened when I was thirteen and he was
fifteen.  He wasn't my

   husband.  My husband developed into a no hopper drunk.  He knew nothing
about making

   love to a woman.  His idea of sex was to shove it in then climax before
I could begin

   to get excited then roll over going to sleep." I was shocked at the
intimate

   description as I had never really talked to a girl who confessed such
personal

   details.

   Feeling sorry for Pam as she sounded bitter about her husband.  I smiled
at her,

   she was a year or two older than me.  "You should have married your
first boyfriend." I

   meant it in a gentle positive way at having lost her first love.  Pam
giggled which

   enhanced her pretty face looking at me with a sly smirk saying.  "I
can't Gina, he was

   my brother.  I would marry that man so fast our heads would spin." Pam
looked around as

   she whispered it to me so those around could not hear her confession.

   The shock on my face was evident as she patted my arm then with a
serious face

   explaining.  "You can't tell anyone, but I loved Jason since I was old
enough to know

   what love was.  We have been doing it since I was about twelve.  I'd
suck Jason every

   day till dad caught us, he kicking Jason out.  I was too young to leave
home.  But as

   soon as I was eighteen I left home.  By then Jason was married as he got
his

   girlfriend, now wife pregnant.  Unfortunately there was something wrong
with the baby

   which was stillborn.  Today they're not very happy as his wife refuses
to have

   another."

   Pam smiled adding.  "I've had a few boyfriends over the years but they
were never

   anything like Jason.  I really never found anyone else I felt right or
comfortable

   with.  I married the one I thought was the best but he turned out to be
a lazy good for

   nothing, so I divorced him within a year.  All he wanted was a slave
plus a free meal

   and booze ticket."

   Being quite for a while as I digested the information, then Pam went on.
"I've put

   on a lot of weight since then.  I'm going to have to get serious about
loosing it.  Not

   that I want another boyfriend, I'm happy with what I've got thank you."

   Feeling a little sad for Pam, I don't know what I really felt, having
sex with her

   brother, as I looked at Pam slightly shorter than myself but a little
heavier plus

   about three or four years older I guessed.  I think I felt neutral with
her, like I did

   with gay people.  If that's how they wanted to live there lives, it was
their business

   as far as I was concerned.

   Pam must have seen it in my face smiling at me then said as she put her
hand on my

   arm.  "Don't feel sorry for me Gina.  I've just been to visit my mum,
now I'm on my way

   to meet the man I love who loves me.  You know, we make love like we
were still

   teenagers in the backyard cubby."

   I was taken back a little at Pam's confession.  Pam just smiled
explaining.  "Jason

   and I see each other as often as we can.  He is a technical sales rep
for a gas

   company, he travels once a month.  When he's going to be on the road for
a few days, I

   sometimes join him.  We are going to meet at the main station and drive
to the sites he

   has to visit where we will stay in a motel together." Pam giggled.  I
could see that

   Pam was content with her life.

   I was thinking as Pam added.  "You see Gina I love him, it's that
simple." Pam went

   quite for a time then picked up saying.  "Now tell me about yourself?"

   Grimacing as Pam was quite waiting expectantly as I commented.  "I
didn't really

   have much to tell.  Nothing like you.  I grew up with my mother as an
only child.  I

   believed I had no relatives.  It was just Mum and me.  I didn't really
have the grades

   to go to college, we couldn't afford it anyway.  So I worked in my Mum's
wedding and

   birthday cake business from home.  I really haven't had boyfriends.  The
woman who works

   with us part time was always having trouble with her partner. 
Occasionally she would

   come to work with a black eye or a split lip.  I don't know why she
stays with him but

   she says she loves him."

   I shook my head sadly adding.  "If men treat you like that I don't want
anything to

   do with them." Pam smiled at me patting my arm reassuringly saying.  "If
it's the right

   man you'll stay with him.  I don't mean if he beats you, but the right
one will make

   you feel all gooey inside.  He will make your heart race till you think
you're going to

   fall down and faint away." She smiled more to herself as I watched the
soft expression

   change her face.

   "Well what happens now Gina?" Pam asked with a gentle tone in her voice.
I

   grimaced as my mind raced with the problem of what to tell a complete
stranger.  I

   reasoned, as Pam had told me her most inner secrets so I felt I could
confide in Pam.

   I went on.

   "As I told you, Mum died suddenly.  I suppose it was the best way.  A
few minutes of

   blinding pain then she was gone.  I was in the toilet when it happened.
When I came out

   finding our co-worker bending over Mum calling for an ambulance on her
phone.  Mum had

   no pulse and wasn't breathing.  They were there so quick but it was no
good.  She had

   gone."

   Tears ran down my cheeks as I remembered the terrible time I had
adjusting to life

   without mum.  "I remembered I cried all week till there were no more
tears.  After the

   funeral I was lost of course.  I mean things were still the same but Mum
wasn't there.

   The orders were still coming in, we were making cakes with the money
paying the bills.

   Slowly I began to realise we were going to survive without mum, I
started settling

   down."

   Pam squeezed my arm saying.  "As I said I've just visited my mum now dad
has left

   her.  She knows I see Jason.  She doesn't approve, but keeps it to
herself." We smiled

   at each other.  Being quite for a while then to my surprise I started to
talk again.

   "It was about seven months after Mum passed away.  I was tidying up some
of her

   stuff, throwing out what I didn't want when I came across this old shoe
box up in the

   top shelf of her wardrobe, one I had never seen before."

   I blushed as I paused, then went on.  "It had nick knacks from my
childhood I

   didn't remember, like a dummy and stuff like ribbons and bows with
little flowers.

   Laying in the bottom I found an old photo of Mum holding me, well I
assumed it was me,

   with a man and a little boy of about one year or so old.  I look just a
few months old

   in my mother's arms."

   I delved into my purse, into the back pocket retrieving the photo
handing it to

   Pam saying.  "I believe that is me with my Mum and Dad and older
brother." I waited as

   Pam inspected the photo which was now laminated to protect it.  "When I
realised what

   the photo could possibly mean I had it copied and blown up with the
original copied

   onto a computer disk with them put away safely."

   I think Pam found it quite fascinating as there was no writing on the
back of the

   card except the brand name stamp.  Pam smiled as she inspected the photo
then

   commenting.  "Your dad's a hunk." That made me smile.  Was that a tinge
of jealously I

   was feeling deep down.  Pam handed the photo back asking.  "Are you
going to see them?"

   I shook my head admitting.  "I have no idea where they live I don't even
know their

   names." I admitted blushing.  We were quite for a time then I confided.
"I found an old

   prescription repeat in the shoe box from a chemist in the capital.  I
know Mum spoke

   some times as if she knew the capital well but claimed she had never
been there.  It is

   the only thing beside an old library book that has a stamp from the
library plus a

   second hand bookshop stamp, both stamps were from the capital."

   I found the old library book in our bookshelf as I had gone through
everything of

   Mum's after I found the photo.  Sure it could have come from anywhere
but it seemed

   such a coincidence.  I was somehow sure it was from Mum's past.  I
looked at Pam

   explaining.

   "If they are my father and brother in the photo, I am going to find
them, no

   matter how long it takes." I told Pam in a determined voice.  Pam looked
at me nodding

   saying.  "If they were my family, I would try and find them especially
if I had no

   other relatives.  I would try very hard."

   We were quite again for some time, then Pam asked.  "How are you going
to find

   them?" I looked at her with a grim smile on my lips admitting.  "If the
chemist can't

   give me a doctor's name and address I've wasted a trip.  But if the
doctor is still in

   business then he might have the address where my mother lived.  Then I
can start

   there."

   We were quite again till Pam asked.  "How do you know this stuff?" I
smiled at her

   telling her.  "I took the library book to my local library where I told
them the story.

   The Liberian was very helpful telling me about the library book which
was an old one

   the library in the city discarded to the book shop and couldn't be
traced.  He knew of

   a researcher who traces his relatives and was quite often in the library
researching

   the voters rolls and other archive documents like council rate lists. 
He gave me his

   name and number to call.  I called him explaining my situation.  He
suggested a number

   of things, my mother might have done, like change her name.  If she had
done it legally

   it would be on record with her previous name."

   I paused as a tear came to my eyes as I added.  "But she hadn't done it
legally

   which he wasn't surprised as a lot didn't back then when it was easy to
open accounts

   at banks and get drivers license.  So that was a dead end.  I still had
the prescription

   to follow up.  That's what I intend doing now.  I'm going to try and
find the doctors

   name who wrote the prescription then try and find her name and address
from the

   doctor's files." We were quite for a time then Pam asked.  "What if the
doctor is

   retired now?" I nodded repeating what the researcher had suggested as I
told Pam.

   "Doctors usually sell their practices when retiring with the patient
records still

   ongoing in one form or another." I know I sounded hopeful but it was the
only lead I

   had.  "The researcher also suggested I might publish the photo in the
newspaper asking

   if anyone recognised the people in the photo.  I know the right people
had to see the

   photo and recognised the people.  Well that was a long shot."

   Pam nodded saying.  "That's a fabulous story Gina, I hope you find
them." I could

   see tears in her eyes as she dabbed them with a hankie.  I smiled
putting my hand on

   her arm squeezing it saying.  "I hope so too."

   I noticed we were into suburbs now.  I realised with surprise the trip
was almost

   over.  Pam saw my surprise at how fast the trip had gone as we had
talked almost non

   stop.  I realised I had forgotten to eat my sandwiches.  I could only
laugh as I felt

   comfortable with Pam.

   "An hour to go before I see Jason." That was Pam in an excited bubbly
voice as we

   both smiled at each other then Pam asked.  "Gina would you mind if we
kept in touch?  I

   would love to know how your search goes.  I like you and would like to
hear from you."

   I was surprised nodding agreement as I must confess I liked Pam too.  I
know I hadn't

   had friends but I felt comfortable with her which to be honest was a
strange feeling

   which made me feel warm inside.

   Pam wrote her address with her phone number on a business card she had
in her

   purse.  I could see as she held it up to make sure she had written it
correctly, it was

   from a gas company with the name 'Jason' in big print with his surname
in small print

   as I smiled.  I gave her my name and address and phone number which she
wrote on

   another card as I smiled again.  I liked Pam, she had a bubbling
personality that was

   not apparent when we first started talking.

   When I thought about it after, I decided Pam and I just clicked.  I
don't know what

   it was but we seemed to be opposites at first.  I felt real good
thinking about that.  I

   really didn't have a friend I could call a true friend, only
acquaintances.

   All to soon the train was slowing for the main station.  Pam's focus
changed, I

   noticed, she was fussing around in her bag making sure she had
everything put away.

   Then her coat folded on her lap while her fingers locking and unlocking
as her eyes

   nervously darted around the carriage.  Pam just couldn't keep still.

   Pam was excited to be with her brother again, I realised.  Was this
really

   truelove?  The thought flashed through my mind so fast it hardly
registered as she

   began readying herself as the train drew to a stop.  Pam had her case
out of the

   overhead locker handing down mine leading the way towards the door
almost at a run.  I

   was surprised how agile Pam was as she dodged around fellow travelers on
the platform

   heading for the exit gate.

   On the platform there was a man in his early thirties I would guess,
running

   towards her from the direction of the gate.  When they met they hugged
and kissed as if

   they were husband and wife being parted for too long.  I felt something
as I realised

   my heart was beating faster with butterflies in my stomach at the sight
of the pair.

   I was happy for Pam, no, for both, even if they were brother and sister.
I could

   see they truly loved each other as their embracing kiss went on and on.
To tell the

   truth I was embarrassed as I stood there beside Pam as people dodged
around us in the

   middle of the platform.

   At last they parted, talking excitedly about how they were and their
mother was

   plus their upcoming trip.  Then Pam remembered looking around.  Seeing
me standing next

   to her she blushed saying.  "I'm sorry Gina...  Jason this is my friend
Gina.  We met on

   the train.  Gina, this is Jason."

   Jason did not look embarrassed nor much like his sister, he was thin and
taller

   where Pam was short, being a little dumpy.  Jason was also handsome in a
pretty way as

   I could see the slight resemblance between the pair now they were side
by side.

   Blushing I took Jason's extended hand in a light handshake.  His warm
hand and soft

   grip sent thrills up my spine.  I blushed profusely as I had felt
nothing like that

   before.  I think I was stunned as I had shaken other men's hands over
the years with

   not one resulting in my reaction to Jason's touch.

   I do remember after, Jason saying something to me which I have no idea
what it

   was.  I remember stammering through the introduction as I remember
thinking seeing the

   pair side by side they did look like husband and wife.  Knowing as I did
they were

   brother and sister.

   Being a shy retiring person I was quite as Pam did most of the talking
till we

   reached the gate.  Jason was parked in the car park with his company
car, despite my

   protests, wanting to drop me uptown where the bus route hub ran to the
suburb where I

   intended to interview the chemist if it was still there about the
prescription, if not

   try and find the doctor's surgery.

   I accepted the lift as Jason took the bags carrying them to the car. 
Pam was

   talking to Jason telling him what she had been doing at their mum's and
between their

   last trip as she sat in the front bucket seat.  I was behind Pam being
quite as Pam was

   talking nine to the dozen.

   I found myself standing on the curb as Pam hugged me goodbye with Jason
handed me

   my overnight bag from the boot with a handshake goodbye as Pam promised
to stay in

   contact as the pair drove away as I waved at the receding car.

   Turning when the car was out of sight I headed for the bus station
entrance to

   find my bus and bay number.  The trip to the suburb where the chemist
was located took

   a little over half an hour.  When I arrived it was drizzling and dark.
Making my way to

   the motel I had phoned a booking the day before yesterday for an
overnight stay.

   Having arranged for dinner to be delivered to my room, I sat quietly
watching the

   news eating dinner after reheating it in the microwave.  After a long
leisurely shower

   I went to bed going to sleep with the TV on low.

   I woke with a start taking a few seconds before realising where I was.
The TV was

   on with the seven O'clock news as I got up for a quick shower to wake
up. I heard

   breakfast being delivered in the food hatch while I was dressing.

   Sitting watching the morning news show, while I ate.  At least I thought
there was

   something familiar with the routine in this strange and to me, unknown
environment.

   By nine am I was impatient to be off.  Leaving my carry bag locked in
the motel

   room I organised to stay another night as I put my slip in for dinner in
my room

   tonight.  I headed out three blocks down to where the chemist shop was
located.

   The chemist shop to my relief was still there with an old world charm
about it as

   I entered.  I felt positive as I walked up to the serving counter. 
There was an elderly

   gentleman there dispensing drugs into bottles from the back wall shelves
then placing

   labels on them.  Obviously prescriptions for customers.

   "Won't be a moment Miss." The chemist called over his shoulder as he
went back to

   what he was doing.  I went to a small table on the side with two chairs
where I sat

   down opening my hand bag retrieving the photo and prescription.  Laying
the

   prescription on top of the photo ready.

   When the chemist finished, he came to the counter smiling asking what
could he do

   for me.  I went to the counter placing the photo and prescription on the
counter in

   front of him.  He looked down at the prescription looking a little
surprised as he

   lifted it to scrutinise it closer as if he didn't believe what he was
seeing.

   After a few seconds he commented.  "It's a repeat for the original
prescription."

   He paused looking at me then went on.  "A little outdated Miss...  about
eighteen

   years." He smiled.  I nodded then explained the story of the photo and
prescription.

   When I finished I asked him if it was possible to find the doctor's name
from the

   original prescription?

   The chemist was busy for the next fifteen minutes as people were coming
in to

   collect their prescriptions.  The chemist then sat with me at the table
when the shop

   emptied, sitting opposite as I showed him the script repeat again.  He
explained he

   recognised the doctor name who had retired many years ago.  He grimaced
explaining the

   doctor's practise did not exist now, then he smiled as he pointed out my
mother's name

   and address would be on the original prescription as it was missing
having been torn

   off the repeat with the original.  Fortunately the prescription number
was still there

   but only half the date, the most important half.  I could only smile at
what I had.

   He looked at me with a blank neutral expression for some time.  Then
there was the

   beginning of a smiled with something like mischief as he nodded
commenting.  "It seems

   I am holding all those old prescriptions from all those years for you to
come and find

   that one prescription among the many thousands we still have." He
laughed a little

   cynically then admitted.  "Over the years those records have been useful
in some ways.

   Even a murder trial years ago.  Putting the husband in goal for murder
as he had

   changed the prescription for his wife's medication."

   I thought he looked pleased about that.  He lent down grinning saying.
There is

   only one problem miss, you'll have to go through the records yourself,
as you can see

   I'm on my own running the shop from nine in the morning to six of an
evening.  I retire

   next year, selling the business.  All those records will most probably
be destroyed.  So

   it must be fate or blind luck that they still exist as there has been
many a time they

   were going to be cleaned out but never quite happen."

   He was quite for some time then smiled holding out his hand.  "My name
is Kenneth

   Morison, my wife is Hilda.  I will ring her now getting her to come down
to help you go

   through the records.  She won't be here till lunch time as she is
presently dropping

   the grandchildren back to our daughter, as we were babysitting them last
night."

   I smiled pleased with his kind offer.  Of course I didn't mind going
through

   records as I reached out my hand introducing myself.  "My name is Gina
Jones.  Well I

   think that what it is." We smiled at each other as Ken asked.  "Are you
free to come

   back here after lunch Gina?" I nodded with rising excitement at the
unexpected turn of

   events.

   I returned from lunch to find Mr.  Morison behind the counter serving a
customer.

   Sitting down while he made up a prescription.  He was talking to the
customer telling

   her he hoped her husband got better soon.  A nice touch I thought with
his old world

   mannerisms.

   When he finished with the customer.  He smiled at me saying.  "My wife
Hilda is

   upstairs sorting the records.  Would you like to cum up and join her?"
Of course I was

   only too eager as I followed him in behind the counter then into the
back through a

   door where it was dark and gloomy.  "This way Gina." I could just make
out his form

   climbing the dark stairs into the lighter landing with a window half way
up where the

   stairs turned at right angles coming out on the first floor.

   There were shelf after shelf of glass bottles with all sorts of beakers
and

   glassware then boxes and boxes of stock for the shop taking up room
everywhere.

   Leading me through the door into the front room which was lighter again.
A kitchen

   type table with chairs stood in the middle of the room set up as a lunch
table with a

   kettle and cups.  The room walls were lined with shelves containing
boxes and boxes of

   all descriptions of stock.

   There was a woman in the left back corner with cardboard boxes from the
shelves

   spread around bending over lifting a box out of the shelf as Mr. 
Morison turned to her

   saying.  "Hilda this is Gina the girl I was telling you about." Hilda
put the box down

   straightening up smiling at me as she came forward holding out her hand.
I took it in

   mine as we squeezed hands smiling at each other.  I liked Hilda
immediately as we said

   hello to each other.

   Hilda took over as Mr.  Morison went back down to his shop.  Hilda
smiled asking.

   "Would you like a cup of tea before we start Gina?  As there is so much
to do." I

   smiled back replying with a nod of my head.  I had had a sandwich with a
soft drink for

   lunch while window shopping to pass the time.

   Hilda turned out to be quite friendly and talkative, making me feel at
ease.  By

   the time we started I felt quite comfortable.  The records she explained
were in a bit

   of a mess.  Left from the police going through them looking for their
evidence some

   years previously.

   Hilda explained, it meant the bundles of records were mixed up so badly
they would

   virtually have to go through everything.  They started with the boxes
from the year

   eighteen years ago there were two boxes but I soon discovered there were
bundles of

   prescriptions from nine and seven years ago mixed in with them.  So we
began sorting

   bundles, putting the year they were working on one side with the
incorrect bundles on

   the other.

   We worked opposite each other.  We had a break for afternoon tea, Mr. 
Morison

   joining us briefly before a customer drew him away.  I was grateful to
the couple for

   their cooperation saying so.  Hilda blushed explaining it was their
desire to help me

   find my lost family if they could.

   By closing time I began to realise what a chore we had undertaken.  They
were only

   half way through the first box.  At this rate it would take days and
days.  Hilda kept

   up a stream of conversation, keeping us both amused as laughter could be
heard on

   occasions down the stairs.

   That night I had extended my stay with the motel manager.  Eating dinner
in my room

   I wrote a short note to my co-worker who was looking after the house and
cake

   business.  Letting her know that I was well and the progressing with my
quest.

   Describing Pam's kindness on the train plus the chemist and his wife for
letting me

   search for the original prescription among a mountain of archived
prescriptions.

   Explaining they had kept them from as far back as the shop was in their
hands.

   I was there at the front door waiting for Mr.  and Mrs.  Morison arrival
the next

   morning.  Even though the two of us worked diligently the day through,
the elusive

   prescription was not discovered to my disappointment.

   In fact it took three more days for the prescription number to pop up as
if by

   magic in Hilda's hands.  She in fact read it out twice to make sure the
number was

   correct, matching the number on the repeat.  It was late afternoon, an
hour before the

   shop was to close.  I tell you I was loosing hope as the boxes to go
through was down

   to the last few.

   Both of us looked at the prescription as Hilda wrote the name and
address down on

   a piece of paper.  Mrs.  Marlene Atkinson, 34 Hilldale drive.  The
suburb on the

   prescription was a short bus ride away, Hilda explained.  I was so
grateful to the

   Morison's for their help as Hilda and I tidied up the store room to some
semblance of

   order.

   That evening, after a teary farewell to the couple, I settled into my
now familiar

   motel room.  Excited at the prospect of finding a long lost family. 
Well I didn't know

   what I would find tomorrow.  I might find nothing as I wrote a note to
Pam, full of

   hope with the promise of what I could find.

   I didn't sleep well at all, having a restless and wakeful night.  I was
up at the

   crack of dawn showering as the hot water washed the cobwebs from my
brain.  I went out

   for a walk with the other early risers as the sun was rising.  By seven
thirty I was

   back in my room for breakfast.  I had studied my road book till I knew
my way to 34

   Hilldale Drive, blindfolded.

   At nine fifteen I was walking down the pavement of Hilldale Drive with
tenement

   houses side by side wide eyed.  This is where I came home from the
hospital after my

   birth.  Well I was assuming.  The houses were of the cheaper type with
only lanes

   between them for access to the back.  Parking was on-street and looked
as if it would

   be bumper to bumper.  Some of the cars parked in the street looked
surprisingly new.

   My heart was beating faster.  I couldn't control it as hard as I tried
to calm

   myself.  24...  26...  28...  30...  32...  34.  The open front lawn
being unkept and patchy.

   The attempt at a flower garden long abandon.  I stood there on the
pavement looking at

   the front door not twenty feet away.  I could hardly breath as I tried
to compose

   myself.

   It must have been the longest minute of my life before I could take a
step up the

   concrete path towards that front door.  The walk up that path seemed
eternal.  I knocked

   on the door as I failed to see the buzzer on the door jamb.

   It seemed ages as I was about to knock louder when I heard someone at
the other

   side of the door.  I heard a bolt slide then the door opened a crack as
a rough female

   voice demanding.  "What do you want?" I remember stammering which I
never did now as I

   asked.  "I'm enquiring after a Mr.  Atkinson.  Does he still live here?"

   The door opened a little further till it was tight on the chain as I
could see

   half a face with an eye in the gap.  "Who you after?" I smiled.  "A Mr.
Atkinson.  They

   used to live here a long time ago."

   The door shut as I thought the woman had closed the door then I heard
the chain

   rattle then the door opened wider.  An unkept woman in her sixties I
judged with watery

   bloodshot eyes looked back at me for some seconds then answered.  "We
been here near

   seventeen years.  I heard that name, they lived here before."

   I had been told to expect disappointments by the researcher as I had
planned for

   this eventuality as I asked.  "Is there a neighbour who lives close by
who has lived

   here longer who might remember them?"

   I knew this was a gamble.  But there still might be some of the old
neighbours

   around.  "Mrs.  Dodge at 31.  She knew all the neighbours then, she is
not real good now.

   Try them." The woman suddenly closed the door as I heard the chain
rattle again...  How

   rude.

   I turned to get my bearings.  I could make out the number 35 across the
road as I

   looked towards 33.  I walked back to the pavement then diagonally across
the road

   towards 33 then back to 31 next door.

   As I turned towards the front path I thought I detected one of the front
curtains

   move in the window corner.  I knocked on the door.  I detected someone
moving in the

   house.  I had to knock again louder this time.

   Eventually the front door opened.  An elderly gentleman stood there in
the opened

   doorway, smiling then asked.  "Can I help you Miss?" I smiled back
starting my spiel

   again.  "My Name is Gina, I'm trying to find some relatives I believed
lived across the

   road at number 34, eighteen years ago.  The lady over there said you or
your wife might

   remember them and hopefully know where they might have moved to?"

   He seemed a little taken back, then I heard a woman's voice calling. 
"Ken!" From

   the front room.  The gentleman looked to his left then opened the front
door wide as he

   stepped back, a gesture inviting me in.

   I stood in the hallway as he closed the front door.  He turned leading
me into the

   front room where I had seen the curtains move.  I was a little surprised
to find an

   elderly lady in a wheelchair.  He led me to a couch opposite as her
chair was near the

   window.

   I smiled saying.  "Hello, my name is Gina." I held my hand out to the
woman as I

   stepped forward shaking her hand.  "Anne." The woman replied with a
smile.  I turned to

   her husband shaking his hand.  "Ken." He smiled.  "Sit down Gina, how
can we help?"

   I sat on one end of the couch while Ken sat on the other so we were
sitting in a

   triangle as I explained again.  "I believe relatives of mine lived at
number 34.  My

   mother died recently.  Until then I believed I had no relatives that my
mother knew of.

   I was going through her things when I found an old photo of my mum when
she was

   younger with a little boy and a man with me in her arms."

   I delved into my bag extracting the photo I handed it across to Anne to
look at.

   Holding it in her shaking hands she said.  "Oh that wicked woman.  That
wicked, wicked

   woman." Tears rolled down her cheeks as she groped for a handkerchief in
her lap to

   wipe them away.

   I looked at Ken, he smiled at me as he wasn't surprised at his wife's
behaviour.

   "You know them then?" I was excited as Anne nodded as she wiped her eyes
again.

   I tell you, my heart was beating ten to the dozen, then some.  Anne
handed the

   photo to her husband.  He studied it for some time then nodded handing
it back to me.  I

   smiled at the photo as I realised it was indeed me in my mother's arms
and I suddenly

   had a father and a brother.

   "They are still around then?" I could hardly choke it out.  "We believe
so." It was

   Ken.  "We haven't heard from them in a number of years as our Christmas
cards we sent a

   few years ago came back with not known at that address."

   I was beside myself, I could hardly sit still as the excitement welled
over me.  I

   had a family, an immediate family, I had known nothing about only
suspecting in the

   last few months since I found the photo while cleaning up mom's things.

   'How could she have done that to me.' I found myself crying sitting
there on the

   couch.  I couldn't help it as I cried and cried.  I think Mr.  and Mrs.
Dodge thought

   there was something wrong with me as they seemed so concerned.

   At last through tear filled eyes plus tear stained cheeks I smiled at
them

   explaining.  "I thought I was an only child.  Now I find I have a
family." I think they

   understood as I settled down.  Ken went off to make us a cup of tea.

   I stayed with the Dodges till mid afternoon having been invited to
lunch. I walked

   away from number 31 armed with everything the Dodges could remember of
the Atkinson's.

   I had a father Walter and an older brother Donny.  Yes Donny and Marie.
Mother idolised

   the show business pair having all their records, we were named after
them.  This was

   unbelievable.

   I had learnt my mother Marlene had up and disappeared taking me with
her. The

   Dodges didn't know the reason as Walter had no idea why she had left
them, he claimed.

   She never came back and never a word.  Well I knew that.  I tell you the
Dodges are on

   my Christmas card list now along with Mr.  and Mrs.  Morison the
chemists.

   I was also armed with the last known address of Walter and Donny
Atkinson.  It was

   out of state but who cared.  I had a lifetime of funds I'd saved behind
me as I never

   spent much as I was only paying mother board.  Now I owned the house as
Mum had willed

   everything to me.  The house was only partly paid for mind you.  The
wedding cake

   business was doing OK paying the bills.

   I somehow felt serene.  All the way back to the motel.  I confirmed my
last night

   with the manager paying the bill as I would be off first thing in the
morning.  I had

   already booked a seat on the train while I was at the Dodges using their
phone so I

   was ready for the next step in the search for my family.  I was on the
train the next

   morning.

   By evening the next day I was in the small hotel room just two blocks
from the the

   central station.  The first thing I did after getting off the train was
to purchase a

   road map book of the state as I had never travelled so far away from
home in my life.

   Here I was three states away from home feeling very lonely.

   The first thing I knew I had to do was inspect the states current
polling books in

   the morning at the states library which was three blocks away on the
central business

   district fringe.  I occupied my time by writing to Pam.  Telling her all
about finding

   the chemist shop still there with the old prescriptions plus my visit
with the Dodges

   plus my second train ride.  Explaining I sat alone where no one sat next
to me or

   talked to me.  It was a long trip.  Explaining I had missed Pam's
company to make the

   time pass quicker.  That would make her smile.

   I arrived at the library as they opened the doors at ten am.  I asked
the assistant

   where I could find the poll books explaining I was trying to find some
lost relatives.

   The Liberian showed me where they were and where I could study them. 
There were

   sixteen counties to go through.  Hopefully that wouldn't take that long.

   You know the saying.  'The best laid plans.' By mid afternoon I had been
through

   the poll books twice with a negative result each time.  I felt gutted.
There were tears

   in my eyes as I returned the last book to the shelf.  The librarian was
there opposite

   placing books in the shelves from a trolley, asking if I had found what
I was looking

   for?  I shook my head negatively as she could see I was close to tears.

   The Liberian was patent as she listened to my story.  Then looked at me
asking.

   "Have you checked the phone books, the White Pages.  We have them on
computer here?"

   For some reason I had not thought of that.  How stupid of me not
thinking.  I could have

   checked the city book last night in the motel room.

   Ten minutes later the librarian was leaning over my shoulder assisting
me as I'm

   not a computer person.  I don't like the words 'computer illiterate', it
sounds like

   your retarded or something, well I suppose these days you are in a way.

   Showing me how to do the searches then I typed in my dad's surname with
his

   initials, for this state.  It came up with a list of seven.  Most were
in the city so I

   wrote them down on my pad.  Then I did a search for my brother D. 
Atkinson.  There were

   a hole heap of those because the name is so popular.  I had to ask the
librarian how to

   do a printout of the two lists.

   In a short time there was a list of about forty odd names and addresses.
I was

   idly looking down the names when the librarian suggested that my father
and brother

   may still be living at the same address.

   I laid my list on the counter between us as we went through the list one
by one.

   There was a W Atkinson and a D Atkinson at the same address.  This could
not be

   happening, tears welled in my eyes as my hands were shaking.  It somehow
didn't occur

   to me those initials could be a husband and wife.

   The librarian smiled as she gave me change for the printouts.  Pointing
out there

   were public phone booths out in the library hallway.

   My hands were shaking so bad now I had trouble putting the coins from my
purse in

   the slot.  I pressed in the numbers then after an agonising second,
perhaps the longest

   I ever spent, the phone began ringing.

   After about four rings my heart leaped into my mouth as a voice said
"Hello." the

   almost familiar voice sounded like mum but male.  I burst into tears,
unable to talk as

   I cried into the phone.  I knew my search had ended.  After a pause,
"Francine is that

   you?" I heard Mum's deeper younger voice again.

   I tried to control myself as I couldn't stop crying.  I forced myself to
talk as I

   cried.  "Donny?" There was silence for a few seconds.  "Yes." I sobbed
into the phone.

   "Donny my name is Gina, I think I'm your sister Marie." Silence, as I
sobbed and

   sobbed unable to stop now having got it out.

   It must have been near a minute of silence before I heard his voice
again which

   didn't sound much like Mum this time.  "Marie, where the hell are you?
We've been

   looking for you ever since I can remember.  Where are you now?"

   I cried into the phone.  "I'm at the library in the city." Then sobbed
openly

   uncontrolled as I couldn't contain myself.  "I will come and get you." I
cried harder

   as I heard Donny try and talk to me.  "Mari...  Gina, meet me on the
pavement out front

   by the statue of the horse and soldier.  I'll be about thirty minutes. I
have a blue

   pickup.  Do you understand Gina?" I nodded then sobbed.  "Yes." I
blubbered.  "I'll be

   there as quick as I can.  All right Gina?" "Yes."

   I heard the phone go dead as he hung up.  I couldn't move for some time
as my hands

   and body was trembling so badly I could not move.

   The librarian looked up seeing my tears then interpreted correctly. 
"You found

   them?" I nodded as tears streamed down my cheeks afresh.  I sobbed into
my hands on the

   counter.

   "Where's your hand bag?" The librarian asked.  I looked around.  I had
left it in

   the phone booth as I stumbled back out into the hall finding it in the
booth with the

   lists.

   I was sitting on the bench near the bronze statue of the horse and
soldier.  I was

   crying on and off as my mind kept going over and over today's events.  I
just couldn't

   believe I had found my brother.  I had spoken to him, his voice sounding
a little like

   mums.  I couldn't believe it.  I just knew it was him.

   I don't know how long I sat there.  I became aware of screeching tyres
as I looked

   up, a blue pickup was there as a figure of a young man jumped out
running round the

   back of the truck at an angle towards me.

   I was a shaking fumbling mess, as I stood up unsteady on my feet.  He
reminded me

   of me as the recognition on his face must have mirrored mine as his arms
were wide

   open crying my name.  I remember standing on wobbly legs as I burst into
tears anew.  I

   found myself definitely not prepared for this.  Donny was scooping me up
in his arms as

   I called his name sobbing so hard I didn't know where I was.  I had the
impression of a

   wide shoulder muscular man a little taller than myself as his arms
hugging me tightly

   to him as if he would never let me go.

   I often think back to that moment.  That's where it all started or more
correctly,

   changed.  I don't know how long we were there hugging each other crying
in each others

   arms.  I remember clinging to Donny like I had never clung to anyone
before.  I slowly

   became aware of him pressing me hard against him feeling his bulge
pressing against

   me.  This was my excited brother.  I somehow didn't care as I clung to
him pressing

   back.  I didn't want this meeting to end.

   Slowly very slowly I think we became aware of each other.  I remember we
were

   blushing as we drew apart looking at each other.  Donny mumbled
something like, "Dam

   Marie you look bloody fantastic." He crushed me to him again as I felt
his groin press

   into mine again...  hard.

   "Oh my darling Marie, I've missed you so dam much." I clung to him as he
crushed

   me to him.  My mind was in a whirl of feelings and emotions.  I knew I
was where I

   belonged at long last.  I knew I would never be lonely again.  A calm
settled upon me I

   couldn't describe as I felt Donny kiss my ear.  We drew apart again as I
looked into

   his eyes as he looked into mine.

   I don't know what came over me as I leant forward as Donny leant down to
me as we

   kissed.  At first gently then with a passion I had never known before in
my life.  I had

   not kissed many boys before but Donny was taking me to a level I had
never imagined

   existed.  I don't know how long we were there when Donny was ushering me
into the

   pickup.  Everything was now a confused blur.

   I hardly had time before I realised we were starting up.  "Where are
your things

   Mar...  Gina?" I pointed in the other direction.  "I'm staying at the
hotel three blocks

   towards the station." Being the only landmarks I knew so far, apart from
the library

   of course.

   I hadn't realised Donny had clipped me into the seat belt as we did a
turn at the

   next block to run back towards the station then turn back around to park
outside the

   Hotel.  Donny set the parking meter then we went upstairs to my room to
collect my bag.

   I'm a little confused what happened when we got inside the room. 
Whatever happened

   I knew it was both of us as I kissed Donny just as fiercely as he kissed
me.  To me

   there was suddenly no barriers with no lines...  and no regrets...

   Before I realised we were ripping our clothes off.  I remember kneeling
before

   Donny sucking on his manly erection.  I mean where the hell did that
come from.  I had

   never handled a penis let alone an erection in my life but here I was
sucking it like

   it was an icicle pop in the middle of a hot summers day.

   He held my head with his hands groaning something fierce as I felt fluid
filling

   my mouth as Donny groaned louder as I felt him pulsing.  I was so proud
of myself as I

   felt it running down my throat.  I couldn't swallow with his head in my
mouth but I

   could feel it sliding down my throat.

   We were panting hard as we realised where we were.  Donny was urging me
to get

   across the bed as I was reluctant to let his erection go.  I lay back
feeling Donny's

   head between my legs as I opened wide.  I screamed as his tongue licked
over my crutch

   hitting my clitoris as I arched my back shuddering as I had the best
climax I ever had

   in my life by far.

   Did I hang onto Donny as I came back down trying to get his erection
back into my

   mouth.  It was too late as Donny was on his knees pulling me straight up
and down the

   bed settling his weight in between my legs as I opened them willingly.

   I felt pressure between them as Donnie's erection pushed and probed as I
felt my

   brother pushing into my body.  "Gently Donny this is my first..." It was
too late as I

   felt a searing sharp pain as I felt his size enter my body as I clamped
up on him

   holding onto him fiercely.  I seemed full of him as I began hiccuping on
him non stop.

   I become aware as I felt him spurting deep inside me, shuddering as I
was locked

   up holding him tightly.  I realised I was a woman at last as I didn't
care as I clung

   to my brother.  I knew he was buried deep inside me as I wouldn't have
it any other way

   as I realised I had locked my legs over his.

   We lay there for some time.  I began groaning as I was sore from my
deflowering.

   "Donny it hurts." I think he must have gone to sleep on top of me.  He
pulled back as I

   gasped then squealed as he came out.  Yes I was sore.  I looked down as
Donny lifted off

   as I opened my legs.  There was blood with Donnie's sperm.  I didn't
know it then but he

   gave heaps and heaps.  Well I was certainly flooded with his white
stuff.

   Donny didn't seem concerned.  He went into the bathroom coming back with
the washer

   and towel cleaning me up as if he had done it before.  I blushed as he
gently wiped

   between my legs.  He smiled kissing me gently on the lips.  "Have a
shower darling I'll

   clean the place up."

   Somehow I wasn't embarrassed with him as I imagined I would have been
with my

   first time.  I had loved it.  I know I'm sore but that what happens with
a girls first

   time.  I was puzzled as some of the stories I had heard of girls first
times were

   painfully bad.

   Here I was feeling a love with a man who was my brother.  Images
suddenly flashed

   into my mind of Pam and Jason.  I shuddered as I felt Donny manhandle me
gently towards

   the bathroom.

   We were kissing again as I clung to him.  Somehow I had his slack
erection in my

   hand as I held Donny's back tight with my other.  Donny was getting hard
again.  I

   gasped as I felt Donnie's fingers on my clitoris.  I began shuddering
again as he

   worked his magic on me.

   I was thankful he didn't slide it inside me again as I shuddered through
another

   climax as I squeezed him as hard as I could.  I couldn't believe it.  In
the hands of my

   brother I was suddenly a sex maniac.  As I slowly came down to earth.

   I had never had such intense orgasms.  Donny washed me clean of blood
and semen

   stains.  We then dressed as I watched Donnie's now slack penis hanging
down.  I had the

   feeling it belong to me.  I don't know where that came from as I
blushed. Donny saw me

   blushing asking.  "You all right darling." I nodded blushing again.

   I checked out of the hotel.  I had to pay for the night as it was after
four.  Donny

   placed my bag in the crew cab of his pickup as I got in beside him.  He
kept glancing

   at me smiling as I returned his smile.  We were holding hands as we
drove in traffic.

   We were heading out into the suburbs I knew now was a half hour away. 
We didn't talk

   about our pasts.  Donny said we would wait till tonight when Dad was
there.  I think we

   both just enjoyed the afterglow of our recent sex frenzy as I quietly
came to terms

   with my actions.

   He turned off the freeway as we drove through a shopping centre then
into leafy

   lined suburban streets about five minutes away.  The buildings were
built from brick

   and stone.  The type that had a basement a little above ground.  The
houses were so

   nice, I was thinking as Donny commented.  "Here we are darling, your new
home."

   I think he realised he could be very wrong correcting himself.  "Your
new home away

   from home." I squeezed his hand as he turned into the drive one handed
as I replied.

   "You were right the first time." He smiled at me which sent my heart
soaring as he

   added.  "Welcome home darling." I blushed as he parked the pickup round
the back of the

   building commenting.  Dad won't be home till after six when he closes
the shop.  I'm not

   going to tell him about you so he'll be really surprised."

   I nodded as he opened the door getting out coming round to my side to
open mine.  I

   got down gently as I was tender as Donny retrieved my bag from the crew
cab.  Unlocking

   the back door of the building ushering me inside.

   I was surprised at the interior as It wasn't an upmarket suburb but the
rooms were

   fitted out comfortably.  The kitchen was well appointed looking
expensive.  There was

   not a shortage of money here I could see.  Donny placed my bag on the
floor rubbing his

   hands together then opened them wide for me to go into them which I did
without a

   seconds hesitation.  Donny held me tightly burying his head into my
shoulder kissing my

   ear as I held onto him tightly.

   He suddenly stiffened as he let me go holding me away saying.  "You must
be sore.

   Do you want some cream or something for your vagina?" I blushed as I was
not used to

   discussing such subjects with a woman let alone a man...  a stranger.

   Donny suggested we have a look in the bathroom cabinet under the sink as
Francine

   his last girlfriend always had a sore vagina.  Donny led me into the
bathroom.  He got

   down on his hands and knees rummaging in among the content sitting back
looking at the

   packet opening the end looking inside, pulling out a plastic insertion
sactual.  Holding

   it out to me saying.  "There you are." as he stood up then pointed to
the towel adding.

   "That one is mine, use it for the time being, I'll get you one from the
linen cupboard

   after.  The washer is in the shower hanging up on the rack.  I'll leave
you to it.  I'll

   organise your bag." Donny closed the door behind him after getting my
bag and handbag

   for me.

   I could only smile as I felt comfortable with Donny and myself.  He
definitely was

   my brother.  I could see so much of mother in his mannerisms.  I could
not stop smiling.

   Here I was in a stranger's house stripping my clothes as if I was in my
house as I

   turned the water on in the sink to wash myself again.

   I found Donny in the kitchen preparing the evening meal.  Mashed
potatoes and

   sausages with gravy.  I guess I had mucked up his routine making a quick
meal.  I

   couldn't help myself as I came up behind him peeling potatoes at the
sink.  I hugged

   him tightly from behind saying.  "I can't believe I have such a hunk of
a brother."

   I let him get on with dinner as I walked around the kitchen slowly. 
They were much

   better off than Mum and I by the look of the fittings.  I asked as I was
puzzled.

   "Where are your washer and dryer?" Expecting to find them in the
kitchen. Donny looked

   at me funny saying.  "In the basement, where else?"

   That had made sense, I had never lived in a building with a basement. 
Donny added.

   "I'll show you around in a minute while dinner is cooking."

   The chips were in the deep fryer with the sausages in the pan.  Donny
lead me by

   the hand, showing me quickly around.  It was a typical three bedroom
building.  A

   hallway split the apartment in two.  I had been in the bathroom so Donny
showed me his

   bedroom.  A queen size double bed dominated the room.

   I looked up at Donny who was looking down at me.  "You can sleep with me
if you

   wish." He walked into the middle room adding.  "Or we could turn our
office into your

   bedroom.  By chance I was home in here when your call came in.  I was
looking for some

   old invoices were having trouble with.  I will sort them later."

   He moved down the hallway to the front bedroom.  "This is Dad's room."
He let me

   look in then he ducked back to the kitchen as I wandered back after him.
He then took

   me into the front lounge room.  It was nice like the rest of the house.

   The big screen TV was mind blowing.  The type you see in pubs or clubs.
"Dad likes

   his football when we're not working." Donny didn't elaborate.  The couch
and lounge

   chairs were soft and so comfortable...  Expensive comfortable.

   He then led me down stairs.  The light came on automatically as we were
in a

   smaller concrete room with a washer and dryer on the side wall with
cupboards above

   with a table and ironing board as you would expect as Donny lead me into
the front

   room.  "This is where I hang out." It was something like a lounge room
on one side with

   a gym on the other.

   The TV was not half the size as the one upstairs with a bank of stereo
equipment

   with big speakers each side of the TV.  We've been thinking about buying
a place with a

   sauna and hot tub." He didn't elaborate as he picked up his head as
there were light

   then shadow in the windows on the drive side as I could hear a vehicle.
"Dad's home."

   Donny turned walking up the stairs to the kitchen smiling at the
surprise Dad was

   about to have.  "Stand there darling with your back against the bench so
he can see you

   clearly beside me.  I'll introduce you."

   We could hear the garage doors closing outside as he had put his car
away.  I was

   getting excited again as I felt my body tremble with anticipation as
Donny attended

   the dinner cooking on the stove beside me.

   "Hi dad." Donny called as the back door opened and an identical
physically older

   version of the man in the photo stepped into the kitchen.  He looked
different to Donny

   as I looked at his middle age face with graying hair.  definitely an
older version of

   the man in the photo.  My heart was beating faster, thumping hard in my
chest.  This was

   my father.

   "You didn't come back to the shop." Donny smiled at the mild rebuke
replying as he

   put his arm around my shoulder.  "No, I went to pick up my sister.  I'd
like you to meet

   Gina your daughter Marie."

   Then dad saw me standing beside Donny at the bench.  The look on his
face was

   astonishment as I saw a number of emotions change as they flashed across
his face then

   the most soft gentle look as his eyes showed recognition then doubt then
recognition

   again.

   Tears were streaming down my face as I stood there as he breathed,
"Marie."

   Standing inside the door as if he couldn't move then magically we were
in each others

   arms hugging for dear life.

   I remember we were both crying as we held each other tightly.  I don't
know how

   long it was before I stopped crying as I felt his body pressing against
mine.  I

   remember thinking, what is it with the men in my family, as we drew
apart a little at

   the top still pressing at the groin.  I looked into my father's tear
filled eyes as he

   looked at me not letting me go as I really didn't want to I decided.

   Dad hugged me again as I felt his hands holding my hips against his
tightly as he

   was kissing my neck and ear.  Then he eased us away a little again
shaking his head

   asking.  "Where did you spring from girl?" I was unable to answer as I
was choked up.

   Tears were streaming down my face.

   This was something out of my experience.  I was slowly becoming aware of
Donny

   moving around the kitchen as he moved in behind me, kissing the back of
my neck

   announcing.  "Dinners ready." With reluctance dad and I parted.  We both
dried our eyes

   as Dad wouldn't let go of my hand as he led me to the table.

   I don't remember much about the meal, as the two men were holding my
hands mostly.

   Dad had quietened down beginning to ask questions.  I told them Mum had
died suddenly

   getting on for a year ago now.  Neither seemed upset.  Well they didn't
live with her

   did they.  I explained to them I grew up believing I was an only child.
Then I told

   them about sorting through her things a few months ago, finding the
photo of us four

   in the shoe box with the prescription.

   I got the photo from my hand bag showing them explaining it was the only
things I

   had from her previous life.  Tears welled in Dad's eyes as he looked at
the photo

   saying.  "I remember when that was taken.  It wasn't that long after,
your mother

   disappeared with you."

   Tears overflowed again as we both cried.  I don't think any of us
finished our

   meal.  We adjourned to the lounge room where we sat in the lounge with
me in the

   middle.

   I never felt so loved in my life before as we held hands and talked. 
For some

   reason if we were not holding hands I wanted to touch them and them me.
Not in a

   sexual way you understand but just touching a hand or an arm.  We had
all those years

   to catch up on.

   I explained how I grew up, where I went to school, how mother and I made
a living

   making wedding and birthday cakes.  In turn the boys explained they had
a motorbike

   dealership being agents for a well known brand of motorbikes.  They
explained the long

   hours was dam right annoying at times but it was a living they enjoyed.

   It was the early hours of the morning when I couldn't keep awake.  I
vaguely

   remembered being carried into a bedroom.  We had been so busy catching
up, sleeping

   arrangements hadn't been discussed.

   I woke to a loud buzzing noise.  I could hear groaning beside me.  Shock
set in as I

   realised I was not alone.  An arm was draped across my waist as I felt
the bed move in

   front of me and the buzzing stopped.

   The arm across my waist tightened as I felt a warm body press against my
back as I

   felt something hard pressing against my bum crack.  I was about to
object to Donny when

   Dad said.  "Another ten minutes." in a sleepy voice behind me.

   My eyes popped open to see Donny turning over in front of me.  He
reached out with

   one hand holding my cheek and jaw as he Lent in kissing me gently then
asking.  "Sleep

   well darling?" I nodded smiling realising I had slept between the two
men in my

   father's bed in the nude.  They must have undressed me.

   It didn't seem to worry either as I felt Dad pull me gently onto my back
as he

   cuddled into my side.  I could feel his erection pressing against my hip
now as I

   realised he was cupping my breast.  Donny was now pushing into my other
side with his

   head on my other shoulder like dad as I felt Donny's morning erection
against my other

   hip.

   Somehow it didn't worry me, no that's not right, I knew it was terribly
wrong.  The

   two boys were acting as if it was the most natural thing in the world
for me to be in

   bed nude between them.

   I had few boyfriends in my life, thanks to mother and her attitude.  Now
I had all

   the love and attention two men could give.  An image of a radiant Pam
flashed through

   my mind as she flung herself into Jason's arms.  I smiled.  I understand
perfectly now

   how they felt.

   I had an arm around each man's neck and back.  I think it was Donny's
hand on my

   stomach as I felt dad's hand still cupping my breast.  I was in heaven,
the naughty

   one.  If this had happened to me a year ago I would have been shocked
right down to my

   toenails.

   The two boys were acting as if it was the most natural thing in the
world to have

   a girl laying between them.  'Did they share?' That was the only
conclusion I could

   come to.

   "I've got to pee." I announced blushing.  I got a kiss from each side as
they

   withdrew as Donny slipped out of bed pulling the bedclothes back down
the bed as I

   could see Dad's hard erection sticking out from his hairy belly pressing
into my hip.

   A bigger version of Donny as I made a beeline for the bathroom blushing.

   Donny met me in the hallway as I came out with a robe to put over my
naked form as

   he slipped passed me to have a shower as Dad was coming down the hallway
for his as

   his erection swayed intimidating in front of him.  It didn't seem to
worry him at all

   being nude and hard in front of me.

   He took me in his arms kissing me gently as I felt his erection hot and
hard

   pressing against my belly.  What is it with the men in this household?

   I didn't know much about morning erections then but I was sure learning
fast.  I

   could hear the boys in the bathroom happily talking as I smiled.  I had
wondered into

   the kitchen where I boiled the kettle as I looked in the cupboards for
breakfast

   settling on serial with a cup of tea.

   Fifteen minutes later both men were in the kitchen dressed ready for
work.  Dad was

   reeling off a dozen things that needed doing at the dealership today as
they hoed into

   serial.  I boiled the kettle again making them a drink.  Dad had coffee,
Donny was tea.

   Dad was telling Donny to take me shopping for clothes, and anything I
needed.  He

   opened his wallet taking out a fistful of hundred dollar bills throwing
them on the

   table in front of me as he looked at me smiling.  "Buy yourself what you
want

   princess."

   The next thing I was in his arms being kissed gently.  "By honey, see
you this

   afternoon." He was heading out the back door.  We heard the garage door
open as the car

   engine started.  Donny smiled at me.  "Things get a little hectic first
thing." He

   smiled as I smiled back.  As we heard Dad's car backed out of the garage
turning in the

   back yard as we heard him drive down the side of the house into the
street.

   It was ten o'clock I had showered and dressed.  Donny and I were in his
pickup

   heading towards the shopping centre a few minutes away.  We were going
shopping.  I was

   never a keen shopper, having to watch my pennies over the years.

   Donny was taking time off from the shop looking after me.  I didn't mind
at all.  I

   was getting to know the brother I had never known existed till recently.
I mean my

   emotions were running riot.  Donny was more like my boyfriend than a
brother.  I

   couldn't get my head around my feelings as we held hands as he drove.  I
could not get

   over my behaviour with him yesterday, I felt so...  good, as if it was
how it should

   be.

   Donny was giving me a running commentary on where we were going to shop
as we

   discussed what I needed and what I liked.  We pulled into a parking lot
behind the

   shops, Donny turned the engine off as he looked at me as we sat there
asking.  "Gina

   I'm sorry I didn't think of it before.  Are you on the pill?" I smiled
replying.  "Bit

   late for that if I wasn't." Donny blushed adding.  "No, it's that we
shouldn't have

   children together.  I mean between the three of us.  They might not be
born right.  Or

   their susceptible to illnesses in their later life."

   We sat there for a few minutes quietly till Donny said.  "That is if
you're going

   to stay with us.  Dad wants you to, so do I.  You will want children one
day, so will I,

   You could get artificially inseminated."

   My heart was beating fast again as Donny squeezed my hand saying.  "Gina
I know we

   only just met, but I love you like I never loved anyone before.  Dad
loves you...  I...

   We want you to stay and be my wife...  I mean our wife, I love you so
much Gina."

   Well that floored me as it was dead quite inside the truck cabin as
tears filled

   my eyes.  I burst out crying.  I was so happy.  I think Donny took it
the wrong way as I

   felt his hand stiffen in mine.  I looked at him to see uncertainty as I
smiled through

   my tears as I cried out.  "I'm so happy Donny I love you both so much
already."

   I could feel the chemistry change between us through our touching
fingers.  I had

   never felt so close to a human being in my life.  This was spinning me
out, I felt

   euphoric.  A feeling I never wanted to loose.

   I leaned across the console as Donny leaned towards me as we kissed
gently turning

   into passion I couldn't help as I melted onto his lips and arms as we
clung to each

   other.  Boy, I knew I loved Donny yesterday, but today I felt out of
this world with

   him.  I knew my feelings for him were all mixed up between brother and
lover but quite

   frankly I didn't care.  I realised I loved him twice as much and wanted
it that way.

   I wondered if I had grown up with Donny as a brother If I would have
felt as

   strongly about him.  I immediately put that thought out of my mind.  Of
course I would.

   We were both panting heavily as we lifted for air.  Donny looked so
happy, I'm sure

   I looked the same.  Like Donny I couldn't stop smiling.

   "We had better get on with it." He meant the shopping for clothes and
things for

   me.  Before he opened the door he said.  "Dad suggests not to tell
anyone that you're my

   sister if we're going to live together." At first it hit me feeling hurt
then as I

   thought about it, it made sense.  If I was Donny's sister we could not
openly show our

   affections for each other.  But if I was Donny's girlfriend?  I did have
a different

   name didn't I, then that was a whole new game.  I realised I could
openly be Donny's

   partner even his wife.

   I smiled kissing Donny again.  He got out his phone, speed dialling. 
"Dad, Gina is

   my girlfriend, sorry, our girlfriend." He laughed a pleasant laugh that
made me feel

   good inside, handing the phone to me.  "Hello." I said tentatively as I
didn't own a

   phone only using one occasionally.  "Hello darling, I'm so glad, it
solves a few

   problems we may have in the future.  I'll see you after lunch when
you're finished

   shopping.  Remember, call me Walter in public.  I love you darling."

   I smiled at Donny feeling very happy.  "I've got to call him Walter." He
grinned at

   me opening the door saying.  "Come on darling.  Let's get it on."

   I made a hole in the thousand dollars Dad, I mean Walter had given me. I
wouldn't

   let Donny go.  We held hands, cuddling everywhere we went.  We were
acting like lovers.

   Well dam it we were, weren't we?  It was easy to forget the other stuff.

   A little over two and a half hours later after having lunch at a little
cafe, we

   were in the pickup again with the crew cab partly filled with parcels. I
was beside

   myself with excitement, I have never been able to spend so much on
myself like that

   before.  Donny made sure I had three whole outfits to start with. 
Donny's tastes were

   expensive when it came to fitting me out.

   I must confess the gold watch Donny brought me was just exquisite.  I
know it cost

   him the better part of nine hundred dollars.  He wanted to buy me an
expensive pearl

   necklace.  I refused as I like high necklines and don't wear anything
around my neck.  I

   had to settle for the watch matched with a gold bangle for my other
wrist along with

   Donny's friendship ring.  I smiled as I hugged it to my chest, it looked
for all the

   world like a wedding band.

   I was overwhelmed at the money he and dad had spent on me.  Donny had
paid out

   nearly fifteen hundred dollars of his own money plus Dad's.

   I was quite as he drove to the dealership being a ten minute drive.  I
knew it was

   a motorbike dealership from their conversation last night plus all the
pictures and

   trophies in the house.  I didn't know really what to expect.

   Donny was explaining The dealership was with one of the biggest
motorcycle company

   brands, with a range of on and off road bikes, which I didn't quite
understand.  The

   dealership had been so successful the motorcycle company themselves
wanted to buy them

   out, offering an enormous sum of money for their good business name.

   Donny then explained they had established a racing team, based from the
dealership

   that was so successful they were selling bikes hand over fist.  "Gina
we're thinking

   real serious about selling the business.  Dad reckons he has found
another place to set

   up out west, this time on a smaller scale.  He's been looking into it
real careful.

   There's an area over there in the country that hasn't got a motorbike or
car

   dealership for two hundred miles.  We could set up a new dealership in a
little town

   living comfortably, only working half as hard as we are now."

   That was the end of the conversation as Donny pointed out the dealership
across

   the medium strip on the other side as he stopped to "U" turn through the
medium strip

   then pulling across into the dealerships driveway.

   The dealership took me by complete surprise as it was in an up market
industrial

   area on a six lane main arterial road, divided down the centre with a
medium strip

   green belt with shrubs.

   The front of the shop was a good one hundred foot frontage, with tall
two story

   plate glass windows, floor to roof high, with rows of shiny new
motorcycles of every

   description and size in the front.  There must have been fifty or so
show room models

   ready for sale.

   We drove past slowly so I could see over the narrow front nature-strip.
I was

   dumbfounded at the size and scale of the dealership, standing on its own
with lawn and

   shrubs in front.  Donny turned down the doubly wide side drive with
angle parking all

   along the outside where I could see the building went for quite a
distance with other

   businesses further down.

   Donny drove in through the big double doors at the end, parking next to
a number

   of cars lined up at the end wall in the bay that said 'Donny'.  I could
see 'Walter'

   the bay beside it with what I assumed was Dad's expensive imported car.
The big prime

   mover truck/trailer rig parked beside the end wall with a paint job
advertising the

   dealerships bike racing team was impressive looking very expensive.

   This was evidently the delivery or store bay as there were a number of
wooden

   crates there being opened one at a time by two workers.  Donny
commented. "Were selling

   so many bikes now they send them to us in containers." He laughed as he
opened the

   door holding his hand up to help me down from the cab.

   The size of the building from inside was like a small factory.  Indeed
it looked as

   it had been a factory of some description in the past as the front show
room looked

   far newer than the rear part of the build, being built out over the
original car park.

   I was introduced to Howard and Anthony as Gina.  I smiled at the two
young men then I

   was whisked away towards the front of the building as Donny explained
they were

   mechanics unpacking, assembling then prepping the new bikes for sale.

   We climbed the staircase to the glass offices on the mezzanine floor
above the

   showroom where Dad was sitting at a desk working over a ledger.  I could
see the view

   through the full length office windows down over the showrooms as I
realised the front

   sloping roof was designed to look down into the show room, not out into
the street.

   "Were here." Donny announced.  Dad looked up from a pile of paperwork
smiling as he

   rose saying.  "Well, look at you.  You look a million dollars." I burst
into tears, as I

   rushed into his arms hugging him tightly.  I kissed Dad on the cheek as
I realised I

   could be seen by the customers and salesmen from the showroom floor as
we drew apart.

   Dad smiled at me shaking his head as he looked me up and down as I said.
"Thank

   you Daddy for the clothes." His eyes sparkled.  "Walter in public
remember." I nodded

   as I held out my friendship ring Donny had given me.  The watch and
bracelet didn't

   really matter.

   He smiled at it commenting.  "Well it looks like you two are
unofficially engaged.

   Congratulations.  I hope your life together will be happy and fruitful."
He hugged me

   kissing me on the cheek then shook Donny's hand with both hands.  He
turned to me

   explaining.  "Word will get round quick enough.  It will explain your
presence with us

   now as my daughter in law to be.  If you slip up and call me Dad they
will assume your

   practicing for when you're married."

   He wink at me as I smiled understanding his meaning.  I blushed which
broadened his

   smile.  "Would you like a drink Gina?  There is tea and coffee on the
sideboard and soft

   drink in the bar fridge." I opted for an orange drink as we sat down on
the office

   lounge chairs with a little table beside each chair.

   Dad and Donny had business to discuss.  As dad had a list to go through.
I learnt

   to my disappointment Donny was staying to clean up something ongoing he
was dealing

   with, as Dad wanted time with me taking me home.  I realised Donny was
second in charge

   under dad.  Being in charge when dad wasn't there.

   As I said, Donny was staying.  The two going through the list again.  I
got a

   passionate kiss from Donny then Dad lead me out down the back stairs to
the warehouse

   floor.  Dad helped me into Donny's pickup then we drove home.

   Dad wanted to talk about things, especially how I felt about moving
interstate

   after just finding them.  I really didn't care, I explained, I had found
them that was

   what I was interested in.  I put my hand on his arm as Dad smiled.  "I'm
so happy dad, I

   don't care where we live as long as I'm with you and Donny."

   He nodded saying.  "Donny and I have had enough of the bike racing
business.  We

   have put our heart and soul into it for eleven years.  Don't get me
wrong, having the

   racing team has been great for business but we're running two full time
business.  I

   almost lost Donny a few years ago in a bike accident.  When he was one
of the state's

   top riders."

   Dad looked at me with tears in his eyes as he put his hand on mine on
his arm.

   "Gina now your here it can't get any better.  I've decided we're going
to retire from

   the racing business.  I know where we can set up a little business that
will give us an

   income we can live comfortably without working twenty four seven.  Your
arrival is

   going to change the way we live."

   I smiled as I squeezed his arm saying.  "Dad I don't care where we go. I
have no

   real ties except here.  I have mum's house which the bank owns mostly. I
have no real

   friends as we always kept to ourselves."

   Dad turned into the drive, parking the pickup in the back yard where
Donny parked

   last night.  Dad helped me carry the parcels inside from the crew cab.
We put them in

   the lounge on the couch for the time being.

   We were in the kitchen having a drink holding hands across the table. 
Dad was

   telling me about Mum from when he met her to when she disappeared with
me.  I could see

   she hurt him terribly.  He never knew who her parents were or where she
came from.  She

   was living in 'digs' when he met her, never being told about them.

   Grimacing as he admitted.  "Your mother was never keen on sex.  Yes we
fumbled

   around at the beginning till she was pregnant with Donny.  We got
married.  I was living

   away from home.  I was working my way through the first year of college.
Well that was

   the end of collage.  I had to earn a living to support us.  I got into
retail car sales

   finding my way through with hard work."

   The hard look on his face remembering those hard years at the beginning.
"We lived

   in a little three room flat over a double garage to begin with.  Then we
moved to 34

   Hilldale Drive before you were born.  I was just getting on my feet
making a living

   selling dirt bikes when she suddenly up and left, taking you."

   Taking a big breath he squeezed my hands asking.  "Mar...  Gina, Look
darling would

   you mind terribly if we move to the bedroom where I can hold you in my
arms.  I would

   feel much more comfortable telling you there.  That's where I like to
make my plans

   while laying in bed of a night."

   He looked at me explaining.  "It's not sexual, well.  It's where I get
my best

   ideas." I had no problems with that.  Just being with Dad was a pleasure
as he lead me

   by the hand towards the front room.  He closed the blinds as I watched
he stood by the

   bed disrobing till nude.

   He was right, he wasn't excited.  He got into bed looking a little
surprised I had

   not dis-robbed.  Now I had to remove my clothes with him watching.  I
slowly removed my

   brand new shoes then slacks and shirt, my bra and singlet followed then
my panties.

   Strangely I only blushed slightly.  I mean we had slept in the same bed
nude last

   night right.

   "Just magnificent." That was dad expressing his admiration of my body.
Now I

   blushed beat red, climbing into bed into his waiting arms.  I don't know
what I was

   expecting as he showed me how to lay my head on his shoulder, cuddling
into his side.

   He drew my body harder against his side with his hand down my back.  He
held my

   upper hand up on his chest as I felt his body hair tickle my arm. 
"Now." He said

   quietly.  "Where were we." As he held me tighter.  I put my upper foot
up on his ankles,

   it felt comfortable.

   "Your mother was not sexual.  I wasn't her first.  I don't know if her
father or

   someone in the family got into her, she never said.  I personally
believe she was one

   of those women who hated sex.  It took all my cunning to get her into
having sex."

   He was quite for a minute.  Then he went on.  "I don't know how she got
pregnant

   with you.  It must have been one of those times I masturbated getting my
sperm into her

   vagina when she was asleep which I did some times.  I climaxed in
between her legs when

   her back was to me which wasn't hard as it normally was."

   "I always called you my little miracle.  Now here you are saving us
both." He

   chuckled.  "Saving us both from what I don't know but like a miracle
here you are." He

   squeezed me tighter turning his head kissing my forehead.  "Darling I
can't express how

   I feel with you here.  Your prescience takes my breath away."

   We were quite for a while as I took it in.  I'm not sure how it happened
but I

   raised myself to lay on Dad's chest as he held me tighter to him the
back of my hand

   touched his penis.  Then I was holding onto it.  Well not really, just
holding it

   feeling it getting larger and harder as it grew in my hand.

   "Oh darling." Dad breathed.  "Do you want to play around?" I looked at
him.  There

   was something in his eyes.  "I'm sore, I'm sorry." He nodded adding. 
"We'll work around

   that." He lifted my upper body onto his as I leaned down to kiss him.  I
felt his lips

   gently kiss me.  I swooned into his arms.  'What is it with these men of
mine?'

   Dad was sliding slowly down drawing me with him.  I realised what he
wanted.  I had

   read about it imagining it in my mind.  Dad lifted my hips turning me
around as I

   opened my legs as I felt his head force them open further as I was
lowered onto him.  I

   shuddered with excitement as his tongue stroked over my clitoris.  "Oh
dam." I groaned

   loudly.

   "Put your knees up under my shoulders darling." That was dad, lifting my
hips high

   as I drew my knees up as I felt his arms wrap around my bum.  "Now lower
yourself." I

   felt his hands guide me back as I sat on his face.  I almost sat
straight up again as

   he licked.

   A spasm, shuddered through my body, then again as I began swooning with
pleasure

   as his tongue worked on my clitoris.  I was locking up as I realised his
erection was

   beneath my chin.  I put both hands on it guiding it into my mouth.

   He was bigger than Donny as I just managed to get the head in as it
filled me.  I

   could hear Dad groan with pleasure as I felt his tongue working my
clitoris harder.  He

   was working his fingers between my lips.  I was too sore to be poked and
prodded as I

   felt a finger push into my rear.

   I took off as my body was hiccuping hard as I drove my crutch down on
his face.  I

   realised I had his erection jammed in my throat as my body locked up
with one of the

   most violently stiff orgasm's I ever experienced.

   It kept on and on as I felt Dad holding a hand on my upper back as I
felt him

   expanding in the back of my mouth as my eyes widen as I felt his
erection stream down

   my throat.  I didn't know what to do as I lay there locked up with
excitement.

   It was taken out of my hands as his sperm filling my throat getting into
my lungs

   as I baulked then threw up.  Dad had me hanging over the side of the bed
belting me on

   my back as he found a towel in a drawer giving it to me as I coughed my
heart out.  I

   reflected later my introduction to a sixty-niner was not the most
successful.  But I

   had loved the climax dad had given me.

   We laughed as I lay in his arms after I had settled down.  I felt so
loved I was on

   a dizzy high I could not explain as I lay there quietly.  Dad understood
from Donny I

   had only done it the once with him.  Dad had his hand between my legs
just holding me

   as I held the head of his still hard erection in my hand.

   Six months ago this would not have been possible.  I blame Pam for
triggering

   something in me which broke down any barriers I may have had beforehand.
But I don't

   really believe that.  It was meeting Donny and Dad that changed me for
the better I

   believe.  Sure Pam had given me a totally different perspective on the
subject of love

   which may not have worked for me in a different situation.

   I was slowly working my hand around his head.  I could understand why
they called

   it a knob now.  Dad would groan with excitement as I squeezed.

   Dad whispered in my ear.  "Gina would you let me go up the back seeing
your front

   is out of action?" This was an act I had never really thought about.  I
know people did

   it in both heterosexual and homosexual relations.  I somehow had never
thought about if

   I would do it.  I realised I had just started my sexual life, I supposed
I would

   experience most types of sex acts during my life but this was a bit
sudden.

   "I've never done it before." "I now darling.  Women have told me it's
different

   from up the front but just as enjoyable if not more.  Give it a try?" It
was Dad asking

   me, I didn't want to refuse but I wasn't sure.

   Dad stroked my cheek explaining what would happen.  "I will lube us up
with grease.

   Then I will insert a greased finger inside you then a second till you
are comfortable

   with them.  Then a third in as far as I can go.  I will take it slow and
easy till your

   stretched comfortable." He paused to let me digest the information.

   "Then the next step is my erection.  That will take a little while maybe
ten

   minutes for your sphincter muscle to stretch over my head which might
hurt a little.

   I'm told it's a good hurt.  Then when I'm inside, you will love it. 
It's just the first

   bit of stretching your muscle over my head is the hardest."

   Well I was too sore up the front.  Another worry I had.  "Won't it be
dirty?" Dad

   looked surprise shaking his head.  "No not normally.  We will have a
towel if there are

   any problems." I didn't have any more objections.  "All right then."

   I had no idea what I was getting into as Dad smiled then reached for the
drawer in

   the bedside unit.  A towel appeared plus a jar of Vaseline.  Being
inexperienced about

   sex, I had no idea how important Vaseline or oil was going to be in my
sex life.  I was

   about to get a first hand demonstration.

   Dad flipped the cap off as my tuition commenced.  I groaned as his
finger slid into

   my now well greased rear.  I was laying on top of dad's chest and hips,
with my knees

   under me straddling his hips, as Dad assured me I would control
proceedings as he

   pushed inside me with his first finger.

   His second finger was no problem as he slowly pushed them in past his
second

   knuckle.  I had to admit I was getting excited with the intrusion as I
held onto

   daddy's shoulders.  "All right Hun?" I nodded as I had my cheek laying
on his hairy

   chest.

   Then I felt I was being stretched really wide as I assume his third
finger was

   pushing in.  "Awww." I complained.  "Sorry darling, just get used to
them." I wasn't

   the one pushing them in.  I thought.

   After a minute or two I felt comfortable with them inside me.  Dad was
slowly

   easing them out then pushing them back in then Dad whispered.  "All
right, here we go."

   I felt relief as he pulled his fingers out.  "Now sit up a little to
line me up

   properly." I raised up on my hands on his chest.  I felt fresh grease
being pushed into

   my bum then felt something bigger as my muscle was being stretched.  Dad
had his hands

   on my hips guiding me slowly down.  "Awww." That was me again.  I
reached back around to

   feel Dad's erection head more than halfway inside me.

   "Just take it easy Darling.  I did as I was told as Dad instructed. 
"Just relax

   your muscle from inside, then let your body weight press down on it till
it hurts too

   much then ease off till you can stand the pain."

   'You got to be kidding.' I thought as I held very still on him.  To my
surprise the

   pain was easing as I relaxed as he said it would.  "Now give it a minute
then try and

   push me out with your muscle like you're going to the toilet as you let
your body

   weight slowly back till you can't take any more."

   It took me three of four tries before I got the hang of it.  I pushed
out from

   inside as I eased my body back down on dad.  Dad was groaning as I felt
a hot pain then

   I lifted the pressure off till the pain eased.  "That's it darling." Dad
was stroking

   and squeezing my bum cheeks lovingly with his hands.

   I felt round my rear.  To my surprise Dad's head was almost inside me as
I felt him

   as I relaxed down pushing him out feeling him going in.  I giggled as
Dad groaned.

   "That feels so wonderful Gina." I eased off as the white hot pain came
again till it

   eased then stopped.

   "Take a rest Gina.  Lift off darling." By this time I was only too happy
as Dad

   lifted my hips as I felt him slide out.  We waited a minute then I was
moaning as I

   felt him sliding easily back inside opening my muscle up again.

   I couldn't believe it was in so far as he slid in to where we were
before, as if

   the muscle had a memory off its own.  It felt so good till I came up
against my

   resisting muscle.  I felt the white hot pain again groaning as I froze.

   "Just ease off a little, till the pain diminishes." I felt the pain
subside as I

   eased my body more on the inside than the outside.  I had this image of
his erection

   head in my brain as my anus muscle stretched itself over his head.  It
felt nothing

   like my mental image which seem to do it so easily.

   "Nearly there darling." That was dad assuring me everything was all
right.  This

   being my first time.  Donny was my first up the front, now Dad up the
back.  I rolled my

   eyes as my head was spinning as I felt Dad going a little deeper.

   I had to lift as the white hot pain returned.  I knew he was going in
further as I

   felt stretched to the limit.  "Almost there darling.  One more time."
For some reason I

   giggled as I felt the pain easing.

   Dad was groaning as I eased down on him again.  To my surprise the pain
was there

   but not white hot as before.  He kept slowly sliding as I felt Dad grasp
my hips

   tightly groaning loudly.  I didn't know what was happening the pain was
different as

   Dad began to lift me.  Too late Dad's head slipped inside me with a
rush.

   I remembering groaning loudly as his erection head to my amazement was
now inside

   my body.  There was no pain but boy did I know he was there.  Dad was
holding me still

   smiling at me with excitement in his eyes saying.  "Darling I just love
that part of

   getting inside.  Being your first time makes it all the more exciting
for me, thank

   you."

   I really didn't understand till much later what he was talking about.  I
knew his

   head was now inside me as I tried to relax at the rush as the dull pain
of his sudden

   entry slowly receded.

   "Right darling it may be a little painful to start with as your bowel is
being

   aligned with my erection as it slides in deeper." Again I didn't
understand what he

   was saying as it was my first time.

   I felt his hands on my hips gently urging me back onto him as I relaxed.
The pain

   was different, with him inside me now.  Not sharp as before, more a dull
blunt aching

   pain.

   Dad worked me slowly back and forward.  I realised he was only moving on
the

   inside, his head was pushing back and forward slowly.  I didn't realised
till I felt

   him suddenly slip as I groaned with the dull pain then it settled as I
eased slowly up

   and down.  It was more like a back and forward movement.

   Dad was talking to me as I slowly worked back and forward.  He would
groan now and

   again as I realised he was slowly going deeper.

   My mind was in a fog as I was focused on the one thing as I eased slowly
back then

   forward.  Sometimes I thought I was slipping off as I had to ease down
till I felt the

   dull pain again.

   I could not believe it as I felt Dad's pubic hair meshing with mine.  I
had felt it

   yesterday with Donny for the first time in my life.  I know it's
insignificant to a

   bloody great erection pushing into my body but it was kind of kinky with
our pubic

   hair meshing together.

   Giggling I ground myself down onto Dad.  He was as deep in me as he
could go.  Funny

   I could feel no dull pain or pain of any kind.  Dad pulled my head down
kissing me

   passionately then lifted me off a little saying.  "Now darling we are
going to have

   fun."

   Being skeptical as I felt his fingers slide down between us.  I remember
groaning

   loudly as his thumb worked my clitoris.  I remember grinding down on him
as hard as I

   possibly could as we both groaned together.

   Finding myself lifting up then down as I shuddered with a pleasure I
would have

   never imagined in my wildest dreams before I met Donny and Dad.  I
remember pounding

   myself up and down on him as I howled with excitement.

   Three climaxes I had before I felt Dad holding me firmly down on his
groin as I

   felt him pulsing deep inside me.  I collapsed onto his chest sobbing
with the most

   wonderful experience.  I won't say I ever had as we were to have some
mind blowing

   climaxes together.

   I know I have experience with only two men and now two times, but those
two bring

   the best out of my body.  They leave me trembling with pleasure.  I
climax and climax

   with those two.  I could not imagine any other woman being as happy as
I.

   Six months on Dad and Donny having accepted the motor bike company's
offer after

   some wheeling and dealing.  I don't think they really miss the pressure
of such a big

   business.  Things seem to stay stagnant it seemed while negotiations
were going on

   between parties.

   I left the boys on their own for a short time just before it was all
over.  I went

   back to my house putting it on the market through a local estate agent.

   The wedding and birthday cake business I left to the worker with my
blessing.  I

   explained I had not only found my missing family but met a boyfriend, a
future

   husband.  I was going off to live with him.

   Mum's house sold quickly to a newly married couple.  I had decided to
sell it

   cheaper than I could have held out for as I instructed the sales agent
to find a needy

   couple then sell it to them.  Money wasn't important to me now I had
plenty.

   We left for the west country nearly five months later.  Everything was a
rush.  As

   soon as the documents were signed and the company installed a manager we
agreed to for

   a month overlap, we moved.  Dad and I went west to look for a place near
the area where

   he had decided was going to be the area where we intended to settle,
starting a

   smaller business.  I was delighted to see the country side with a homely
atmosphere.  I

   think I fell in love with it at first sight.

   Donny joined us for a few days giving his approval as we toured the
potential

   sites Dad and I had sussed out for the new business.

   We decided to rent initially till we found a suitable property for house
sites.  We

   picked a small semi-rural property to buy then build as this was the
sort of place we

   decided would be a good healthy environment to raise children.

   I had made a suggestion to Dad and Donny that if we had children there
should be

   no chance they would not be born right.  My suggestion was we invite
Jason and Pam, my

   friends of a little over a year now.  Jason whom I felt very comfortable
with, could

   get me pregnant.  If Pam wanted a baby then ether Dad or Donny could do
the deed for

   her.

   Surprisingly both Dad and Donny went for the idea.  Dad and Donny were
interested

   in Jason as he was a sales rep, a technical sales rep.  They would need
a sales rep for

   their new business shortly before the harvesting season as Dad was
talking about

   buying a harvesting machine plus tractors to hire out to the smaller
farmers around

   who couldn't afford to hire the bigger contracting companies.

   I arranged to visit with Pam right after we moved into our brand new
house sixteen

   months on.  The boys were in the process of putting their new business
together.  This

   time I flew half way across the country.  No trains for me any more.  I
told Pam I would

   be in town on business and wanted to see her.  I didn't tell Pam she was
the business.

   Pam met me at the airport as we hugged and kissed.  Pam had told me in
her letters

   she had lost weight.  I was bowled over by the change in her appearance
as she was

   almost as slim as me.  Pam had insisted I stay with her at her flat of
course.  She

   explained she had a double bed we could share or I could sleep on her
couch.

   We caught a cab as Pam didn't have a car, as she traveled to the airport
by bus.

   We talked our heads off as we sat at the table of her small one bedroom
flat.  Pam was

   excited at hearing my story first hand.  How I found my brother and
father.  I had

   brought more photos of Donny and Dad to show her as I had sent her one
of the three of

   us in my letters.

   Pam was gob smacked when I confessed both Donny and Dad were my lovers.
She

   squealed as I told her how Donny had taken my virginity as soon as we
got into my

   hotel room on our very first meeting.  I think she was beside herself as
I explained

   how I found myself sucking Donny to a climax first thing.  As I had
never ever thought

   about doing something like that before.

   I didn't hold back with Pam, as I described how I felt with them as my
lovers.  I

   even told her about Dad taking me up the rear as she insisted wide eyed
when I started

   to tell her I described in great detail.

   Pam and I were even closer.  We had so much in common.  I described how
I would be

   sucking either one of them while the other took me up the front or back.
I knew now

   why Donny's old girlfriend Francine's vagina was always sore, so is
mine. I smile as I

   explain to Pam I don't mind one little bit.

   I think she almost climaxed as I described how I was trying to take them
both at

   once.  We laughed and laughed as I told her about the funny things we
did at times.

   It was after dinner now as we had gone out to buy takeaway.  I brought a
bottle of

   Gin which Pam liked as we sipped a glass of gin and tonic each.  We were
sitting in the

   lounge chairs enjoying each others company as Pam was telling me the
latest with

   Jason.  Pam sounded happy as she described his deteriorating
relationship with his

   wife.

   I smiled to myself as this was fitting in with our plans.  I had had a
final

   planning session with Dad and Donny before I left.  I was now about to
reveal those

   plans to Pam.  I had some hard questions for her to answer first.

   I emptied my glass feeling a buzz as I knew I handled liquor badly.  I
think I felt

   I needed the courage from the alcohol to do what I was about to do. 
Looking at Pam I

   asked.  "If Jason found a good job a long way from here would he leave
his wife and

   take you with him?" Pam was a little shocked as she looked across at me
at the sudden

   change of subject.  I don't think she could believe what she was
hearing.

   I smiled at her as I asked.  "You told me in your last letter their
relationship

   was worse?" Pam nodded then I asked.  "Would he leave her?" Pam looked
at me saying.

   "Yes, I believe he would."

   I smiled at Pam.  I had her attention now as I went on.  "Pam, can you
get Jason

   here to talk to him.  Is he away or home at present?" "No he is home, he
doesn't leave

   till Monday once a month for a week this time." I smiled, it was
Thursday.

   Pam seemed puzzled.  "I need to talk to both of you together.  It is
very important

   Pam, can you get him to come over now.  Tell him your sick or something.
Tell him you

   need medicine from a prescription urgently, your too ill to go out.

   Pam looked at me unsure.  I smiled at her assuring her.  "Pam I need to
talk to both

   of you together as soon as possible.  Tonight if it can be managed. 
Then I can go home

   to my boys." I smiled mischievously at her.

   Pam was persuaded after another drink to text Jason to come immediately
to take a

   prescription to the chemist for her as she was too ill to leave the
flat. A little

   white lie.  Yes I know, a whopper.  But if it went the way I planned,
Jason's marriage

   would end shortly anyway.

   Five minutes later her phone rang.  It was Jason.  Pam pleaded with him
to come over

   immediately, it was urgent.  I nodded smiling as Pam closed her phone, I
said.  "Thank

   you Pam, I promise you won't regret it."

   True to my word when Jason arrived not surprised to find me there with
Pam as she

   would have told him I was coming to visit.  I sat them down together on
the couch while

   I sat in the chair facing them.

   Smiling at the pair as I started.  "Now you two listen carefully...  I
am here to

   offer Jason a job as salesman selling motorbikes, cars plus tractors and
equipment in

   my father and brother's new dealership at a ten percent increase in
retainer plus

   commission to what he is getting now.  There is a new house that goes
with the deal at

   a low interest rate of three percent bookkeeping fee?" The two looked
stunned.

   Being wound up now as the two were looking at each other.  "Now." I had
their

   attention again as they looked at me as I smiled.  "There are four
conditions to the

   deal." They looked at me waiting.  "One...  Jason divorces his present
wife.  Two...

   Jason marries his long time girl friend and lover...  Three.  Jason
agrees to become the

   father of my children...  Four.  If Pam wants children, Donny or my
father or both be

   father to her children." The lounge room was deadly quite for a time.

   Breaking the silence I suggested.  "I think we might have another drink,
don't you

   Pam?" It took some seconds before Pam moved towards the gin bottle on
the table.  I

   think they were both stunned as I smiled at Jason asking.  "Is there
anything you

   didn't understand Jason?" I smiled at him.

   Jason had not moved as I went over it with him again.  "My brother,
father and I

   are offering you a job as salesman at our new country dealership they
are building,

   with a new house at a low interest rate.  There are four conditions
Jason.  The first.

   You divorce your wife.  The second.  You marry Pam.  I'll explain how
that can happen

   shortly.  Three.  you become the father of my children.  Four.  My
brother or father or

   both be the father of Pam's children."

   Pam filled our glasses getting one for Jason as he asked.  "Is this for
real?" I

   nodded seriously saying.  "I have a document in my bag that Donny and
Dad have already

   signed.  It requires my and your two signatures to make it legal.  We
would prefer to

   have a gentleman's agreement between us with nothing official in writing
you

   understand."

   Jason looked unsure.  I went to my bag extracting the document from it's
envelope

   placing it in front of Jason and Pam to read.  The room was quite for
some time as I

   sipped my drink.  I had read it a number of times as we drew it up at
the kitchen table

   in our new house between us.

   Jason was smiling as he looked at Pam.  "You going to marry me?" Pam
answered back.

   "So fast you wouldn't believe." They kissed in front of me.  Well it got
passionate

   real quick.  So quick I was left sitting at the lounge chair smiling to
myself as

   shortly groaning noises were coming through the walls from the bedroom.

   It was half an hour when a sheepish Pam emerged from the bathroom in her
robe.  I

   smiled at her as she apologised.  I waved my hand saying.  "Your new
home has an onsweet." Pam giggled.  Then she realised what I had said as
Jason came into the room

   blushing.

   "You've seen it then?" That was Pam.  I smiled nodding answering. 
"Yesterday, it's

   just down the drive on the other side practically next door to us.  It's
just about

   finished." Pam was excited.  I went to my bag for my new tablet.  I had
saved the

   pictures of our house with Donny's help.  The two houses were identical.

   Shortly I was showing Pam and Jason their new house.  Dad had put a down
payment on

   it months ago not long after I had mentioned Pam and Jason to them with
Jason being a

   possible sperm donor for my children.  I had explained their
circumstances then things

   progressed when I informed them Jason was a technical sales-rep for a
gas company.  Dad

   was taking a gamble for me by buying the property next door outright
then organised

   our builder to build an identical house on the property.

   Jason was shaking his head as I explained it was on a five acre block,
across the

   road from us.  We were neighbours sharing a common drive.  I showed them
photos of the

   new dealership building where Jason would be the sales-rep.  It was
nowhere as big as

   the previous dealership but could be added too.  I think Dad was being
smart picking an

   area where the sales would be moderate so they would not be run off
their feet.

   The offer to Jason and Pam was too tempting.  I explained to them that I
had no

   birth certificate.  Being in the bike business Dad new someone who knew
someone who

   knew where these sort of documents could be obtained.  I explained I now
had a legal

   birth certificate with the name Gina Jones.  I could now marry my
brother.

   The blood type was a lie...  no sorry, 'Error' is a better word, as long
as I had

   someone else's babies with a different blood group, as ours is the same,
I couldn't

   see any problems.  "Jason what blood type are you?" "Type 'O'." I
smiled.

   I could see the glimmer of hope in Pam and Jason's eyes.  They had a way
clear of

   their predicament.  We had definitely made it possible for the pair to
change their

   lives.  I felt good about that.

   I sat back smugly seeing it all happen.  I couldn't help but feel good
about what I

   was doing.  I liked Jason enough to have his babies.  I was sure Donny
and Dad would

   like him.  Of course they would.

   Having another surprise which I would leave for tomorrow.  We had booked
a second

   ticket for my Monday morning flight.  I intended taking Pam back with me
so we could

   make more detailed arrangements about her new name on her birth
certificate.  I wanted

   her to meet Donny and Dad just to make sure things would work between
us. We would

   arrange a trip out for them when he could work it around with his work
schedule and

   divorce.

   Dam it felt good, as I smiled at the pair.  It was time for Jason to
leave.  One

   thing at a time Dad had warned me.  Don't try to do too much too fast.

   I got a kiss goodbye from Jason.  Dam I was a little surprised, he can
kiss.  I was

   blushing as he let me go, my panties were wet as we watched him drive
off from the

   flat's front window.  Pam was so excited.  She couldn't and wouldn't
stop talking as we

   went through everything again.

   Deciding we were doing the right thing as Pam and I talked in bed.  Pam
had a

   double bed for Jason's visits.  I didn't mind when I felt Pam cuddle
into my back

   during the night.

   Pam was on a high the next morning with my offer.  Then over breakfast's
second cup

   of coffee I dropped the bombshell...  "On Monday morning Pam would be
flying out with

   me to meet Donny and Dad, plus inspect her new home." Well Pam was gob
smacked.  Her

   words not mine.  I swear she didn't say a thing for five hole minutes.
Well maybe

   three.  I laughed and laughed as tears rolled down Pam's face as she was
so excited.

   Finally Pam stood up rushing round the table as I stood up to be hugged
tightly as

   Pam balled her heart out.  I don't remember how long we held each other
but we finally

   sat down talking real serious.  It was about our future plans.  After
that Pam decided

   she was moving west come hell or high water.

   Jason turned up mid afternoon.  Apparently the pair rarely communicated
directly

   when Jason was at home.  Only during Jason's working hours plus of a
night when he was

   away travelling.  So this was a surprise visit.

   He had arrived to tell us he had a row with his wife last night about
looking

   after his sister better than his wife.

   Apparently Jason lost it, telling her he expected one day to be looking
after his

   mother so she had better get used to the idea.  After a ding dong
argument where she

   refused to have his mother in the house, they settled on a divorce. 
They were both

   fine with that.  They had not had any children after the still born
first one.  So the

   divorce procedure would be straight forward.  Jason intended to postpone
his sales trip

   till Tuesday so he could see a lawyer Monday, starting divorce
proceedings.

   As they both agreed to a mutual parting.  Jason had been serious about
their

   mother.  He grinned admitting his wife didn't get on with his mother
with the threat of

   having her in the house permanently was the last straw.

   Jason was going to move out of the house as soon as he got back from his
trip.

   They rented the house, his wife would have to get someone in to help
with the rent...

   That being her problem.

   Jason planned to temporary stay with Pam, with a camp cot in the corner
of the

   lounge for show.  He wouldn't be back till next Saturday now so Pam
could spend the

   best part of the week with us out west.  I text Dad with my progress as
I smiled as I

   typed in long hand.  I knew they would laugh at me but they would get
the message.

   'both agree to terms.  Jason asked divorce both agreed.  Jason stay with
Pam see u

   Monday.  gina' (I forgot where the capital button was and couldn't find
it).

   Laughing as I sent the message.  It was my second as I had text Dad that
I had

   arrived safely.  I still didn't like wasting good money on expensive
phone calls.  I

   didn't have the hang of mobile plans yet.  I intended to ring them
tonight.

   Dad texting me back almost immediately saying.  'Well done.  You can
call me ten

   times a day, not exceed your plan'.  I smiled.  I'll ring them tonight
still the same.

   Jason left to start packing his things.  He didn't seem too unhappy
about the

   situation.  We had a promise he would have dinner with us tomorrow
night. I smiled as

   they kissed passionately.  It looked like a toss up whether they went to
the bedroom or

   the front door.

   Pam settled down after Jason left.  They just can't keep their hands off
each

   other.  I know how they feel.  I was missing my men terribly.  I rang
Donny's phone.  My

   heart was pounding as I was breathless.  I had trouble talking till I
settled down.  I

   told Donny what had transpired with Jason and Pam.

   He and Dad were pleased things were going to plan.  Things were going as
normal

   with construction with the new dealership.  There were some issues with
delivery of

   materials which was ongoing since day one.  These were being overcome,
keeping the boys

   busy.  Being out in a country town had its disadvantages which they were
learning about

   fast.

   Dad didn't seemed to perturbed.  He had rented the small vacant car lot
across the

   road where he and Donny were setting up.  They had a number of dirt
bikes to impress

   farmers plus half a dozen second hand 4x4 pickups and tray Utes to get
the business up

   and running.  All of course aimed at the surrounding farming community.
So it didn't

   really matter as the building fell behind schedule.

   Pam and I settled down for the night after I confirmed our bookings for
Monday

   morning.  I think we both were looking forward to tomorrow night when
Jason would visit

   again.  We made plans for the future.  Pam didn't have a lot to move. 
The requirements

   on her flat lease was one month's notice.  Well that was organised with
a short note

   with an envelope and stamp.  We popped it in the mail as we shopped for
tomorrow as

   three people in the house had depleted her small freezer.

   Jason turned up late afternoon not looking very happy.  I did notice his
mood

   picked up when he stepped into the flat.  I'm shore the passionate kiss
Pam gave him

   worked wonders.

   After dinner we sat round the table as I showed them the photos again as
we made

   more plans.  Jason and Pam disappeared into the bedroom for half an
hour. Did Pam moan

   and groan.  I know, the walls are thin, my panties were wet for the rest
of the

   evening.  No I don't think I was jealous, just excited.  I've been
having sex for over a

   year now and it's still all new and exciting.

   That night Pam slept like a log.  She snored till I pushed her to turn
over like I

   do to Dad when we sleep together.  I was a little wrung out in the
morning as we were

   up early for the train, then the bus to the airport.

   I had to apologies to Pam for going to sleep on the plane.  The ride was
so soft

   and smooth, I woke up as we were descending.  Now I was as excited as
Pam.

   It was Dad who met us at the airport in the capitol, with a two hour
drive to our

   home.  He opened his arms as I rushed into them kissing and hugging him.
I introduced

   him to Pam who got just as passionate a kiss as I.  That did raise my
eyebrows as Pam

   clung to him.

   I let Pam sit in the front as we drove out on the freeway to our
destination where

   we went to see Donny.  It was no holds barred as Donny and I clung to
each other.  Yes

   Pam got a hug and kiss which I didn't seem to mind as much as Dad.

   On the way home down our driveway, we had to pass Pam and Jason's home
being close

   to completion.  She had seen the photos but still cried when she saw it
in 3D.  I knew

   exactly how she felt the first time I saw our house a few hundred yards
further up the

   road.

   Pam was swept away with our house.  She kept wandering from room to room
after I

   showed her around while I prepared a roast for dinner.  We had left Dad
with Donny as

   there was another problem that had cropped up with the new show room.

   As I drove now, I had a license.  It came from the same place as my
birth

   certificate, the Weeties packet.  In a year or two I would go for my
license for this

   state so my license would be real.  I understand I only have to pass the
driving test

   as I'm moving interstate.

   Well the boys were happy I was back as I got more hugs and kisses when
they turned

   up for dinner.  Pam was not left out.  In fact she was treated as one of
the family.  We

   had four bedrooms in the house only two were used.  Pam slept with Dad
the first two

   nights.  Then with Donny the third night then Dad again on the forth.

   The first morning we inspecting Pam and Jason's house when the builders
arrived

   for work.  Pam was a little child in a candy store as her eyes were
sparkling.  On the

   way back she described it as her and Jason's dream house.  Mixed in with
tears of joy.

   As soon as we got back Pam used my phone to ring Jason.  He was on the
road.  They

   talked for about ten minutes then hung up.  I noticed she didn't tell
Jason where she

   slept but took great pains to describe Dad and Donny to him.

   Pam seemed to gravitate towards Dad.  They would hold hands, Pam would
sit in his

   lap in the chair as he cuddled her.  I smiled.  She had chosen.  As I
said she did sleep

   with Donny the third night.  The groans and moans were no different from
when Dad slept

   with her.  Pam liked sex and plenty of it, as I suspected.

   Our immediate plans were set now.  As soon as Jason joined us
permanently.  We were

   off to the desert where we would be married legally.  Life was
wonderful.

   For a change the show room and building was going smoothly.  Both Dad
and Donny

   were happy with its progress.  Dad and Pam were discussing the details
of her birth

   certificate.  Then Dad made a phone call, it was organised.  Dad smiling
explaining to

   Pam that she had better be very nice to him as she had just cost him
heaps.

   I can vouch for Pam.  They were still going at it after Donny and I went
to sleep.

   I don't know what she done with him but he was a very happy cowboy the
next morning.

   Sadly it was time for Pam to fly back home.  She wanted to be home for
Jason for

   tomorrow.  I smiled as I watched Pam's plane take off.  We had a teary
farewell as it

   may be some time before I would see her and Jason again.



   Pam and Jason have been with us nearly twelve months now.  Pam's first,
will be

   born in three weeks time.  I smile as I rub my swollen belly where
Jason's child was

   growing in my womb.  The little critter is almost five months on now as
I smile to

   myself.  How I love how things have worked out.  I'm so happy.

   The five of us are such good friends.  Jason has fitted right in with
Dad and

   Donny.  He is away at the moment organising work for the big combine
harvester we

   brought.  Dad said Jason was going to get a heap of bonuses this season
as he is

   getting on well with the farmers, as if he had worked with them all his
life.

   Tomorrow when Jason gets back he is going to fly to his mum's place to
escort her

   out so she will be here for the birth of her first grandchild.  I think
she has settled

   down to the idea her son and daughter were life long partners and
approved of them

   having a sperm donor for her grandchildren.  I don't know what she will
say when she

   finds out I live with my father and brother.  As Dad says.  "One step at
a time."

   Pam and Jason plan to ask her to stay with them permanently.  Pam was
talking about

   a granny flat out the back so she could be independent but close.  They
think she is

   thrilled to be a grandmother.

   I see Donny's pickup through the lounge window from the kitchen, coming
down our

   private road.  My body shivers at the sight of it as I smile to myself
as I dry my

   hands.  My panties are getting damp already, he's ducking home for a
quickie.  I'd

   better make sure there's hand towels in the bedroom as my heart beat
quickens with my

   vagina tingling in anticipation.

   Yes I'm servicing the three men as Pam's time is getting close now. 
Don't get me

   wrong, Pam looks after the men orally.  She has had some shows recently
having to stay

   quite for the last few weeks so I take the load for her so to speak. 
Jason is back

   tonight, so I will look after him for an hour or so as I will slip down
after dinner

   as he flies out in the morning.

   I slept with Dad last night so it's Donny's turn tonight.  I'll be sore
tomorrow.  I

   smile.  Donny has just pulled into the front park as I head to get
towels from the

   ironing in the laundry as I hear his key in the front door lock.
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