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 Blind Love - J.Arthur -

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   Anne being blind and deaf from a young age.  Her mother and father
hiding her away in a cellar, till a car accident takes her mother's life
with her father critically ill in hospital.  When he regained consciousness
finding his wife had not survived, he tells the nurse of his daughter's
existence.  His daughter being placed in an institution.  Her tutor and
friend has a brother that Anne falls for, discovering the brother lives
with the sister, the three are happy as dad comes back into the picture)
(FM+, MF, rape rom, con, preg)

   ***

   I woke with a start.  My senses were warning me of a prescience in my
room as I felt the hairs rising on the back of my neck in some prime evil
warning.

   I was laying on my side facing the window where I knew I would feel the
warm sun shine shortly.  I lay as still as I could, with my cheek lightly
pressing the pillow, trying to feel vibrations through the bed.  You see
I'm blind as well as deaf.  Not that I understood yet what that meant in
relation to others.

   I have been like this since I was very young, nearly two years old I
understand.  I did not know that till much later in my life.  My parents
took me home from hospital after I became ill keeping me hidden from
society.  My parents must have been so ashamed of their little blind and
deaf baby girl.  They shut me away telling anyone whom inquired after me
that I had died in hospital of my fever I had developed at the time.

   It is still a mystery how they got away with it.  Social services must
have come knocking believing their story I had died in hospital closing the
case without checking with the hospital.  Well that's how we believe it
happened back then.  I had slipped through the cracks in the system.

   It was not till I was sixteen years old when I was discovered.  My
parents had locked me away for all those years.  I don't know what they did
if I was sick needing a doctor, I have no idea.  I can't ever remember
sensing other presences in the house beside my mother and father.  I
believe once, I detect a third presence.  To this day I can not explain as
that presence left when they came into my room.

   I know we moved after that, a number of times.  Today we can only
speculate whether there was an intruder in the house to rob us.  I of
course knew nothing being shut away from society, not understanding
anything but the fact my mother and father fed me, clothed me and kept me
clean.  I was to learn so much later, they had made no effort to teach me
communication skills apart from the rudimentary begging for food and basic
toiletry skills I needed.

   I of course had no knowledge of the difference between male and female.
To me they just smelt different.  One was stronger than the other most of
the time.  That was confusing to me when my mother was strong once a month.
I realised when I was twelve when I began having my periods.  I had no idea
what that meant but I kept getting them regularly after that.

   I also became aware it was my mother who cleaned me, replacing my pads
when necessary.  Very rarely did my father touch me as I got older.  I know
he was present most times when I was bathed but rarely touched me.  I think
mother did not want him touching me.

   When he did when mother wasn't present it felt different as he touched
me down there.  His fingers would rub me slowly and gently.  I found I
would breath harder as I clung to his arms till my body exploded in
hiccuping pleasure.  I really looked forward to his presence alone with me
but rarely did it happen as mother was nearly always there.  I can remember
three or four times.  But I remembered his soft fingers as he held me
gently and lovingly.

   This was my life, locked in my body with no means of escape as I had no
knowledge of anything different.

   I remember well when those two who were my life were suddenly not there.
My food was not there, I was in a panic.  That regular routine those two
beings had supplied me with was suddenly not there.

   I found I was locked in my room not that I knew what that meant at the
time.  I was a prisoner in a cell.  I had no definition of time not even
night or day back then in that room.  The window of my room had been
heavily screened with a grill then boarded up inside.

   My parents had had a car accident while out shopping.  They had been
T-boned by a drunk driver running a red light.  My mother who was driving
had been killed instantly and my father unconscious with head injuries
being placed in an induced coma on admittance.

   It was seven days before he regained consciousness.  When he realised
where he was being told the news of the death of his wife plus how long he
had been there he confessed to a nurse of my existence.

   The police and ambulance were called.  Braking into the house where I
was vaguely aware of the door to my room being forced open then I was
terrified as these strange smells of beings were around me.

   I did notice the tears that day at the beginning as I felt my body being
held as I fought the terrifying beings tooth and nail with my weakened
condition before being strapped to a stretcher as I was washed down.  The
tears I knew as I had shed many over the years.  I could understand as I
slowly relaxed as I realised they were not hurting me.

   I was given water through a straw like I had never tasted before. 
Gentle but firm hands were moving my body as I was covered.  I was being
moved which I could only lay there in my weakened state both exhausted and
terrified.

   I stiffened as something warm and bright hit my face.  I did not realise
till much later I was out in the sunlight for the first time in my teenage
life I could remember.  Everything was so terrifying for me.  There were
presences and terrifying vibrations all around me which lasted for so long
as we were moving.

   I could not move as I was strapped to the stretcher then the bed as I
had not the strength to fight any more.

   Finally we stopped moving after the most terrifying events of my life. I
think they realised my condition as I felt hands gently stroke my cheek to
announce their presence.  Then there was food sucked through a straw.  It
was thick soup and I drank and drank till there was no more.

   Slowly I became calmer as they realised they could not communicate with
me.  There seemed endless beings at times while I was in hospital.  My
existence was a sensation in the media.  I was unaware of all this except
with constant visitors.

   Some would keep coming regularly, others would come then disappear never
to feel or smell their presence again.  I did not understand any of this as
I was terrified my peaceful calm existence had been shattered.

   I began getting this regular visitor.  She would come straight to the
bed understanding what I felt comfortable with.  As soon as she stroked my
face announcing her presence, letting me smell her wrist with her perfume
so I could recognised her, she would undo my restraining wrist bands.

   I had learnt to be calm in those weeks at the hospital.  She would do
thing to my body like comb my hair or cut my nails as I slowly became
comfortable with her presence.  I did not realise then she was sent to
become my nurse and teacher.  She worked at the nursing home where I would
be taken after my hospital stay.  Her name was Nicole I was to eventually
learn, as I only knew her smell and kind touching manner.  To my surprise I
was to learn I had a name which was Anne.  I then realised that's what my
mother and father called me but with no idea of its significance.

   I was never to sense my mother's presence again.  It was many years
after when I learnt my mother had died in the car accident that had changed
my life so dramatically.  My father had been so ashamed of what he had let
my mother persuade him to do, after the court appearance and media
attention he would not come near me.  I missed his kind gentle loving
nature.

   Eventually I was moved from the hospital with Nicole by my side leading
me by the hand as it seemed we walked forever through a building.  Again I
felt the sun on my face.  I had to stop lifting my face to its warmth,
feeling a breeze for the first time other than a draft of a fan.

   Again I was placed in a vehicle being transported to my new home. 
Nicole held my hand as I felt her excitement at being moved.  I did not
understand.  I was reassured this time as I was sitting up in a seat
feeling all these terrifying vibrations as we began moving.  Nicole seemed
so calm, I relaxed gradually enjoying the sensations of the vehicle's
strange vibrations and movements.

   We eventually stopped, with Nicole leading me into a building with so
many different and strange smells, a lot like the hospital where I had come
from.  We walked for a time through the building where I was taken outside
into the sunshine again then into a second building that smelt more like
where I grew up.

   Nicole led me round what I realised was to be my room.  It had a
separate room which was my toilet and bath room.  This I understood as
being like the one at home where my mother would take me if I wanted to go
so here I had my own.

   I was to learn my room was a part of a building complex where a number
of rooms ran off a central living room.  There were other handicap and
blind people living together loosely I gradually came to learn.

   The thought of having neighbours scared the hell out of me but was
exciting me at the same time.  Nicole and people like her were present most
of the day while I was awake.  They would feed me and help me dress and
undress or bathe.  I soon settled into a routine where I was comfortable.

   Nicole was trying to make me understand something I could not
comprehend. She was leading me to the sink in my bathroom almost every hour
placing my hand under the running cold water then making symbols on the
palm of my hand.  She would lead me round the room making me feel objects
then making different symbols in my palm.

   I knew it meant something but my mind had not grasped the connection of
communication.  Some days she spent hours with me taking me round the room
making me feel the fittings, chairs, table, crockery knives and forks in
the drawers.  She would take me outside for increasingly longer walks.  I
began to get the idea of the bigger world around me.  I began to realise
people were different to me, a lot different.  Then one day it suddenly
dawned on me it was me who was different I was the one needing looking
after.

   I learnt there were animals beside ourselves.  The unit had a resident
cat which I got to pat for the first time as it sat on my lap.  After that
the cat would rub against my legs when I was sitting in my chair in front
of the window if I had the door open.  I came to realise there was a big
world out there full of exciting new things.



   When Nicole and I were out the next day walking she let me pat and feel
a dog.  That was totally different to a cat but both having four legs the
same.  She would write the symbols in my hand.

   The next week Nicole took me out in a vehicle after I had explored it
running my hands all over.  We drove for a while.  When we got out the
smells were like the dog and cat but different.  I was to learn later it
was a farm.  There were pigs first, really strong, they wrinkled my nose.
There were dogs there too.  There were sheep and lambs, I liked the lambs
to cuddle.  They felt nice.  I remembered years later finding out there was
meat called lamb, mutton and beef.  It was lamb that started it off.  Yes
welcome to the real world.

   I was about to get another lesson in the real world a few days later. 
As I was saying at the beginning, I lay in my bed at the institute hardly
breathing, as I had woken sensing someone was in my room they had not come
straight to the bed as normal.  I knew Nicole had locked my door last night
when she left late, I felt the vibration of it lock.

   It had to be someone with a key because the residence don't have keys. I
did not know who it was.  I was detecting the faint sent of Gerard.  He was
new and on duty when Nicole was off for two days a week.  I did not like
him, I could not put my finger on it because there were some of the
residence I don't like also, so I locked my door when Nicole was not there
at work to stop them from coming in.

   Suddenly I felt someone grasp my left wrist and a cloth tied around it
then pulled it down to the bed head leg then tie it.  I began to call
making a noise rising into a scream as I felt a washer jammed into my open
mouth then a towel wrapped round my mouth and neck being tied really tight
pulling some of my hair out.

   My other wrist was being tied tightly then I was forced sideways as he
pulled my arm down to the bottom of the bed so my head was sticking over
the side facing down as he tied the cloth to the bottom bed leg on the same
side.

   Then he tide one of my legs at the ankle to the bed head leg on the
other side then the other to the bottom leg on that side.  I was tied
sideways, spread eagle across my single bed bending over.  I realised I was
in trouble when his fingers began pushing and poking between my legs.  I
felt my nightie being pulled up my body to my armpits then felt my panties
being cut from my spread eagle body.

   His fingers were pushing between my legs rubbing my clitoris, I know
what it is called now.  My secret little world where I would escape to when
no one was around of a night, climaxing myself to sleep like daddy had
shown me how.  I did not know anything about names then but it sure felt
good when on those rear occasions he done it for me.

   I was really getting wet there as my attacker fingers pushed and poked
much harder than I would.  I felt his fingers begin to push inside.  I
tried to squirm away as it was hurting worse than when I pushed my finger
up there.

   I felt his fingers push in as I tried to arch my back away as it probed
around my barrier.  I felt him push hard with his fingers as I screamed as
hard as I could as a searing pain lanced through my body then he pulled
them out doing something behind me then something bigger and slippery with
grease pushed into me up against my barrier then pulled back then forced
into my body really hard as I screamed as hard as I could into my gag as my
barrier tore.

   He rammed in harder, then harder again as his body forced deep into my
body.  I could not stop screaming with the pain as I felt him pulling in
and out hammering his body at me like nothing I had experienced before.

   Slowly the pain disappeared as I felt something as my body suddenly
locked in a climax I had never envisaged in my wildest dreams from using my
fingers as I realised his hands were squeezing my breasts under me so
tightly it hurt.

   With my body locked up solid, as the body on me rammed in and out as
hard as he could, grunting loudly which I sensed through my body I felt him
pulsing deep inside as he forced in hard and held himself there pulsing
strongly.

   I slumped onto the bed as I felt him relax on top of me as he kissed my
neck feeling his lips move against my skin.  I understood he was trying to
communicate with me.  I was having nothing to do with him as I tried to
hump him off me.  He lashed out smacking my head hard as I bucked harder
trying to buck him off me.

   I felt his half hard body slide out of me as he got off my back as I
felt relief as his weight lifted.  My lower body burning with pain as it
felt it was on fire like nothing I had ever experienced before.

   If I thought it was over I was poorly mistaken.  I sensed he was still
there doing something then felt his greasy fingers push into my anus as
deep as they would go as I screamed louder into my gag.  A third finger
made me arch my back hard as I screamed louder pressing into the bed.

   There was relief for a few seconds then I felt his weight on my back
again as his body tried to push into mine again this time up the back.  He
was trying and trying thrusting hard as I had a sudden fear I was going to
be hurt bad.

   I screamed and screamed as he tried to push his body inside me with
heavy body thrust as I could feel it jamming itself inside me as it got
harder.  Then suddenly it speared deep inside my body, the pain being so
intense the scream died on my lips as I blacked out.

   I came too feeling my body being pulled around realising I was on my
back with my nightie pulled down over my body as it felt and smelt like he
had cleaned me up to look as everything was normal.

   He was squeezing my breasts not realising I was awake.  I reached up
with my hands to push hard against his chest to push him away when I felt
something in his shirt pocket.  It came away in my hand being long, thin
and round.  I raised it high then drove it down into his shoulder beside
his neck.

   I held his ear tightly in my other clenched hand hard against my chest
as I stabbed him again and again as I screamed at the top of my lungs as he
had taken my gag and bonds off.  I must have hit a blood vessel as I felt
warm liquid flow over my chest.

   Suddenly there were hands on me dragging him off me as I lay there
sobbing.  I felt my wrists and ankles being restrained to the bed as it
looked like I had attacked him.  Then a blanket was placed over me as I
cried myself to sleep as it got quiet.

   I woke to find Nicole stroking my face.  I could feel her vibrations as
she was shouting like she had never done before around me.  I learnt years
later she did not believe I had attacked him without provocation.  There
was that much blood over me from him she cut my nightie off then realised I
had no panties on becoming suspicious as she opened my vaginal lips seeing
sperm in my body.

   Security were called back in being shown the evidence.  They swore
something fierce as Nicole opened my butt cheeks seeing a trickle of blood
and sperm from my anus.  The investigation took a totally different
direction from that point on I was to learn later.

   There was more than enough evidence to show a judge I was raped against
my will to hold him in goal till the investigation was complete.  They
found one other resident that had been raped by him plus five others from
the institution he worked for previously.

   Nicole told me later when I understood he was getting as much sex now as
he could handle in prison.  I could feel her laugh as she told me.  It did
make me smile a little.

   It was a few months after the rape I began to understand what she was
trying to get me to understand that everything had a name and I was
realising there was a way for me to communicate with her and others.

   Like Helen Keller, Nicole taught me with the word 'water' repeatedly
writing the letters in the palm of my hand.  Yes and No was next with her
nodding and shaking head as I felt her.  I slowly began to learn the
alphabet and the names of objects around me.

   Then almost a year after the rape Nicole brought someone to visit me. 
It was her brother Nigel.  She warned me he was the nicest person she knew
and I would fall in love with him.

   Well it turned out she was wrong, totally wrong.  You see I fell madly
in love with him as soon as his hand touched mine.  I mean all I could do
was feel him and smell him.  He was not wearing any aftershave but his soap
and shaving cream masked his smell for an hour or two as I tried to
communicate with him like a silly young teenage girl.  I don't know what
was wrong with my body but when Nicole took me to the toilet my panties
were soaked.  She laughed and laughed as we cleaned up putting on a fresh
clean pair.

   Three months on from Nigel's visit, I was allowed out with Nicole for
the whole weekend.  I knew Nigel lived with Nicole in a two bedroom
apartment.  I was going to sleep with Nicole as she had a bigger bed than
mine she explained for two people.

   Nicole took me home with her on the Friday night, bringing me back with
her when she came to work Monday morning.  She would squeeze my hand
occasionally as we drove to her apartment after work.  Nigel would not be
home for another hour as I explored Nicole's apartment.  It was not that
different to the one I lived in but bigger as I felt my way around
exploring.  I was fascinated with the double bed as I had never felt one
before not even in my parent's house.

   I realised Nigel slept in his sister's bed as I could not smell him
strongly in the other.  I knew no different till that night when Nicole
explained it all to me.  Mother and fathers were allowed to sleep with each
other, but brother and sisters were not.  Neither were mother's and son's
nor father's and daughter's.  They were societies rules.

   This was confusing to me as I asked about her and Nigel.  The
explanation was - It was a secret.  That word or a finger placed across my
lips to me was sacred between Nicole and myself.  it was never to be
repeated to anyone but ourselves.

   I accepted that, knowing we would discuss it more at some time in the
future.  It was getting near time for Nigel to arrive home from work.  I
could detect the excitement in Nicole's voice though I could not hear or
understand what she was saying, just through her vibrations.

   I could feel his tread on the stairs well before Nicole as I banged on
her arm.  She was up in a flash running to the door to let him in.  It went
suddenly quite for a few minutes then Nigel was lifting me up in his arms
kissing me passionately.

   I can't begin to tell you how I felt about Nigel.  Just the thought of
him made my heart beat faster.  Now he was hugging and kissing me, my heart
was doing back flips.  Yet it was only recently I understood he had a name.
I also understood he was a boy not a girl like myself or Nicole.

   After the rape I understood the difference between boys who had a thing
called a penis that was meant to fit inside the girl's vagina when they had
sex.  I know my body reacted to it even if it was against my will.  I still
did not understand the concept of boys and girls.

   I clung to him like I would never let him go.  His hands were all over
me like an octopus, not that I knew what that was then.  I clung to him
kissed him like there was going to be no tomorrow.  As soon as Nigel pushed
his hand up my dress then down my panties, rubbing my clitoris, I climaxed.
I was in heaven.

   I can't remember how I got there but I found myself on the bed naked.  I
know Nicole had helped me out of my clothes.  I could feel she was naked as
well.  Then I felt Nigel beside me realising he was naked too.

   Nicole was putting my hand on Nigel's penis, writing the word `penis
erect' in my palm.  I was afraid of course because the only other one I had
encountered, had hurt me badly.

   I need not have worried as Nicole held my hand between her legs as she
lay back opening them.  I felt Nigel lay between them pushing around with
his Penis erect then push it into Nicole's body.  I was puzzled as Nicole
was not screaming like I had.

   I was very puzzled when she wrapped her legs around him as I felt him
slide in deep as Nicole body shuddered.  She was certainly making
vibrations but nothing violent like I had done.  I could feel Nigel
stroking Nicole's clitoris like I did to myself in bed of a night.

   It was the same I realised but with Nigel's erect penis inside her body
as she writhed, twisted and humped with him, I realised this was
excitement. I myself was getting excited, pushing my other hand down
between my legs to stroke my clitoris.

   I felt Nicole's hand slip down under mine, taking over stroking my
clitoris.  This was not the first time since the rape she had done that for
me but that was secret.  I believe she was showing me how my body should
work.  At those times I would feel the door lock which meant we did not
want visitors while I was being bathed or we were now doing more often
secret things.

   Nigel was getting faster and deeper as the tempo between them increased.
I must confess I had never been so excited before.  Nicole's fingers were
slipping into my body wiggling inside where it was making me go crazy.

   I can remember feeling Nigel stiffening as I could feel his erection
pulsing strongly into Nicole's vagina then her body went stiff as her
fingers inside me worked harder taking me over the edge into a mind blowing
climax.

   I did not realise till after I became aware of our surroundings as
Nicole slid her fingers out of me she had slipped one up my rear.  That's
why I went off so hard, as we had never done that before.

   The most amazing thing I realised was that I had felt no pain, only
pleasure from either hole.  Both Nicole and Nigel were dripping wet as I
smelt that strange odour which came from Nigel as I had never smelt it from
Nicole or myself when we were together like this.  Only when I was raped
did I first smell it from a boy.

   It was an odour I was to become so familiar with from now on when I was
with Nigel.  It was his sperm I was to learn.  It tasted as bad as it
smelled.  A taste and smell I would come to love in the future.

   We lay in each others arms recovering from our climaxes.  After a while
Nigel began stroking my breasts.  His fingers were sensitive as my nipples
went as hard as little rocks.  His lips were now sucking them as I felt his
tongue playing with them then my back arched hard as his teeth nipped them
firmly.

   I felt I was getting wet between my legs as I felt a hand in there.  It
was Nicole as her fingers pushed in as I arched my back hard again.  I
could feel her vibrations talking to Nigel then his fingers were exploring
between my legs.  I was going to die with excitement as his fingers worked
inside me with Nicole's.

   I was shuddering with continuous little orgasms as my body went out of
control.  I suddenly realised Nigel was over me between my legs on top of
me as his body settled onto mine like he had done with Nicole before.

   I felt his erection pressed into my wet, slippery vagina, as I felt
Nicole's fingers slide out onto my clitoris rubbing it lovingly.

   Her other hand was stroking my cheek reassuring me as my body froze in
fear of the pain that was to follow.  She said something to Nigel as he
held still till I relaxed.  Then I felt the tip of his hard penis slowly
rubbing up and down between my labia lips.  My back went as tight as a
bowstring pulled back ready for release.

   The fear of the pain was holding me back.  I could feel him slowly
advancing into my body as Nicole's fingers stroked my cheek reassuring me.
The first thing I noticed was his erection was about twice as thick as
Gerard's.

   He was slowly pulling out now, then slowly pushing back in.  It was
getting tight as I tried to cringe as I felt my body stretching as he
pushed slowly in.  I was wondering when the pain was going to start where I
would feel like my vagina was being split in two.

   It was hurting a little now, no stinging as Nicole pushed my fingers
down around his erection to feel him as he was pulling slowly out of me
then slowly pushed back in again.  I was amazed his head was almost inside
me and it was not hurting, nothing like before.  He felt so big I realised
my heart was pounding, not in fear this time but with excitement.

   "Oh dam." My mouth opened in pleasure as I groaned as I shuddered
tightening my arms around him hard as I began climaxing as I felt Nigel
push right inside me firmly.  I could not believe what had just happened. I
had a climax on Nigel.  My muscles were still locked as Nigel began moving
slowly back and forward.  Not much at first then slowly pushing right in
then almost right out.

   I locked my legs around his legs like Nicole had done then I felt Nigel
drive right up inside me so deep I was arching my back with ridged
excitement as I was fast coming again.

   Nigel must have sensed my condition began thrusting in and out of me
deep and hard.  I was amazed there was no pain only pleasure as my body was
tensing up tighter than before as I sensed Nigel groaning as he rammed into
me hard as he gasped as I locking up on him again.

   I could only hold on as I felt Nigel thrust deep and hard as I began to
lock up around him as a wave of hiccuping convulsions swept over me as I
shuddered violently as I went ridged.

   I could not do a thing as Nigel rammed in hard as I felt his erection
swell harder then began kicking deep inside me.  My eyes began rolling up
in my head as the most intense explosion happened in my body.  I did not
realise I had dragged my nails down Nigel's back as I felt his erection
spurting deep in my body.

   I knew he was giving me his seed as he had done to Nicole before me.  No
wonder, I thought Nicole had writhed around like a mad thing as my ridged
body began slowly relaxing around his erection.

   I was bitterly disappointed it was over, leaving me with the afterglow
of a super climax.  I groaned with further disappointment as I felt Nigel's
erection shrinking inside me as it slowly slid out, followed by our fluids.

   All I could do was hold onto him tightly as my body was still twitching
with the aftershocks which were also subsiding.  I was soon to learn two
climaxes was Nigel's limit.  That was one for Nicole and one for me.

   Slowly Nigel eased out of my embrace as I opened my legs and arms for
him as I felt Nicole clean me up leaving the towel between my legs as Nigel
lay over my chest kissing me as I quietened.

   I was so relieved there had been no real pain with Nigel except when he
was pushing in stretching me to fit his size.  That had been so exciting
for me I did not consider it pain.

   The three of us lay together in each others arms.  I was so calm and
contented I was totally at peace with myself.  I loved this turn of events
hoping they would continue.

   I was so besotted with Nigel I would not let him go.  It took a long
time before I realised his penis was not going to get hard again as I
cupped his scrotum and penis with my hand as Nicole had showed me.

   I lay cuddled up to him as he cuddled me.  Nicole had got off the bed to
prepare food for us.  Being different to what I was used to.  I really
liked how different it was.  I of course was used to institutional food
knowing no different till now.  What Nicole was giving me tasted so much
better.

   I was given one of Nicole's dressing gowns to wear around the apartment.
I had only ever wore panties at home with my parent's when it was warm. 
Then a track suite when it was cold.  Here the rule seemed to be no panties
but a dressing gown when we were not in bed which was then completely
naked.

   After dinner Nigel and I were sitting together in the lounge room on the
couch.  We were hugging.  I had my hand on his limp penis while he was
feeling my breasts with our dressing gowns open.

   Nigel was trying to ease my upper body and head down into his lap.  He
would bend over my head kissing me as he lowered my head.  I think Nicole
was washing up in the kitchen.  We were playing a game I did not understand
the rules as Nigel lowered me gently down further into his lap.

   I felt his penis against my cheek.  Nigel was pushing me gently down
further as he kissed the back of my neck now as I felt his fingers feeling
around my mouth gently opening my jaw as I felt his fingers slip over my
teeth hooking them as Nigel positioned himself so his penis went into my
mouth as he drew his fingers out.

   I had no idea what this new game was about as I closed my mouth around
him.  He soon had his fingers in my mouth opening my jaw again as he pulled
my lips over my teeth after writing the word 'NO' in my palm.  I knew that
word well enough as he gently moved my head up and down over his penis as
he wrote the word 'suck' a number of times in my palm.

   I smile today, that was the first word Nigel taught me.  I was some
trouble to him till Nicole came into the room seeing what we were doing as
I felt her fingers on my cheek as she urged me to lift off him.

   Nicole took my fingers in hand as she often did feeling her mouth with
her lips over her teeth.  Then holding to her cheeks as she put her mouth
over Nigel's penis closing her mouth as she went through the motions of
sucking him.

   I think it took me a minute realising Nigel was getting stiff in her
mouth when I took over excited at the prospect of him getting hard again
using my mouth.

   Nicole lifted off as I had hold of his penis one handed as she wrote
'suck Nigel off' in my hand.  I did not understand the last word but I did
understand the first one now.

   I felt Nigel in my mouth now a little stiffer as I covered my teeth with
my lips.  I understood now not to touch Nigel's penis with my teeth as it
hurt him.

   I felt Nicole push my head up and down a little refining my stroke as my
tongue and lips slid up and down Nigel's shaft.

   We stopped twice more as Nicole placed my finger inside her mouth to
demonstrate suction then rolled her tongue around my finger as she sucked.

   I went back to the game applying my newly acquired skills.  Nigel got
real hard real quick as I worked on him.  I had to lift off twice to
relieve my jaw then went straight back down on him.

   Nigel had hold of my head now forcing it up and down faster.  He was
getting close to the end as he did before with me and Nicole.  It was a
surprise when he suddenly went ridged in my mouth as his body stiffened.  I
felt something hot, being sticky wet, spurt in the back of my throat as I
had him in as far as he would fit.

   There was a few seconds delay as my throat filled with fluid at about
the fifth spurt as I tried to breath in taking sperm into my lungs.  I
coughed uncontrollably then inhaled more sperm as my gag reflex took over
as I threw up as his sperm shot out my mouth and nose as I lifted off Nigel
in desperation, throwing up again then coughed and coughed trying to clear
my lungs.

   I do not know how long it was before I calmed down as I felt Nicole
clean myself and Nigel up.  Nigel was hugging me stroking my hair as he was
limp again as I felt for his penis.  Later Nicole and I had a code word for
it after his climax - 'slack'.

   We would giggle to ourselves when we spoke about it when we were alone.
I do not know how long it took me to recover.  Nigel made the mistake of
resting my head in his lap as I lay quietly on the couch as he stroked my
hair.

   I turned my head into Nigel's lap till I could take his slack penis into
my mouth, nursing on him trying to get his penis hard again.  That did not
happen as I learnt another lesson about the male penis.

   We all slept in Nicole's bed.  I had a little trouble adapting as I was
in the middle being cuddled by first one then turned over to be cuddled by
the other.  I have never slept with someone before let alone two.

   The next morning I could not help it.  Feeling Nigel's hard on pressing
against me, I slid down the bed putting his erection in my mouth sucking it
gently till he woke up groaning.  Grasping my head forcing it down hard on
him as I felt him in the back of my throat.

   I was determined to do a better job this time but Nigel was stiff as a
wooden stake not bending down my throat as I felt him expanding then he
streamed into my throat as I tried to relax swallowing till almost the last
as I finally gagged pulling him almost out as I settled then sucking him
hard.

   I felt Nicole stroking my hair as I felt Nigel begin to relax as his
spurts began to die into dribbles.  I was still sucking him feeling him
dribble onto the back of my tongue.

   I found without realising, let most of his sperm slide down my throat.
This surprised me as its bitter taste had not worried me till the end as I
tried to suck him hard again as he pulled out not letting me near his penis
as he kissed my lips gently as a substitute.  It was time to get up as
Nicole tried to explain with so many new words I was having difficulty
understanding.

   I did understand when she placed my hand on Nigel's penis it was
'slack'. As Nicole placed my hand on her cheek to feel she was smiling. 
Nigel could have only one of a morning.

   We showered together as Nigel held me against the shower cubicle wall
giving me a climax with his fingers as he kissed me passionately.  Then he
gave one to Nicole as I relaxed under the shower feeling them as we were
leaning together.

   I realised one man between the two of us was not going to be enough as I
wanted so much to suck Nigel again.  I realised he was Nicole's in a
strange way.  I was there to make them look...  I do not know...  normal
was my understanding of the situation.

   It took me some time to realise we were Nigel's as he spent time between
us.  I of course was in love with Nigel now.  A crazy lovesick girl who
wanted more and more of him.

   Nicole was letting him satisfy me first.  I reveled in the attention and
his hard penis.  I would lay there with Nigel pumping in and out of me as I
had my arms and legs wrapped around him trying to get him as deep into my
body as I could as I would feel his sperm shoot deep into my womb.

   I was so disappointed when it was Monday morning.  Time to return to the
hostel with Nicole.  That night I cried when she left promising she would
take me home next weekend again.  'Nigel missed me', she wrote in my hand
the next morning.

   This made me feel better.  When we were sitting down quietly in the
afternoon going over the new words I had not understood at the weekend. 
Some words were impossible to explain as I could not get the concept and
there were so many of them.

   When we were quite I asked Nicole.  'Father'?.  I knew he had survived
only mother died in the accident.  She tried to explain she did not know
where he was now.  I wrote, 'Feel father.' Well I could not see could I. 
'Love father.' I could feel Nicole's tears as she put the palm of my hand
against her cheek as she nodded.  I smiled.

   I did not understand why he had not been to see me in all the time I had
been here.  I somehow sensed he was kept away from me.  I did not
understand he had been charged with cruelty to a minor.  For restraint of
liberty.  Apparently I had rights I did not know I had.

   Nicole found out all this from the newspaper articles at the time from
the library.  Daddy was being held in a low security prison for a year. 
This was all she could find out from the papers.  Trying to explain the
concept of prison to me was difficult.  She locked me in my room to
demonstrate prison.  I of course did not get it.  Nicole promised me she
would try to find what happened to my father.

   I was soon distracted with the thoughts of being with Nigel and Nicole
this coming weekend again.  I had found new horizons in my life.  Nigel was
a big part as I felt faint when I thought of him as I had climaxed on him
so hard.  I did not know if that was normal or not.  I did not really care.

   I did ask if Nigel would make a baby in me.  Nicole had explained about
males and females some weeks ago.  The answer was 'no' as I was taking a
pill to stop it happening.  She explained, writing in my hand.

   That I did not understand.  I could not have a baby.  I asked Nicole,
'ever'.  She put my hand on her cheek shaking her head smiling then wrote
'any time.' That made me smile.  It was temporary.

   That week I learnt a whole lot of new words beside 'slack.' 'Climax' was
my special word for this week.  We laughed together.  I was acting like a
silly schoolgirl when it came to Nigel.

   Friday night we were in Nicole's car again as those terrifying noises
were now becoming familiar as I relaxed feeling the vibrations of the
vehicle around me.  I sensed Nicole was impatient to get home to Nigel.

   We were in Nigel's arms as soon as he was in the door.  I went first
with Nigel as it was my turn.  When Nigel pushed into my wet slippery body
I began climaxing as I hung onto Nigel for dear life.  I had three climaxes
before I felt Nigel spurting deep inside me.

   We clung together for some time as we quietened.  Then it was Nicole's
turn as I lay beside them feeling Nigel pushing in and out of Nicole hard
as she clung to him as he pounded in and out.  I smiled as I felt Nicole
shuddering under Nigel as he sped up then rammed inside her as they
shuddered together in a tight hug.

   I was so happy.  It was my turn again when Nigel recovered.  I would try
and suck him hard about every hour until he got hard again.  If he could
not he would suck me till I came on his tongue.



   All too soon the weekend was over again.  I was heartbroken when I had
to go back to the home.  Nicole would joke with me that I had drained Nigel
dry sucking him.  I did not care I could not get enough of him as long as
he gave me climaxes.



   I did keep asking about my father.  I was so disappointed he had
disappeared from my life.  I so missed his gentle tenderness.  I did not
miss my mother's rough manner.  I did understand she would never be back as
she had gone forever.  I understood that.

   As time went on I understood more and more from Nicole.  I could
understand hundreds of words now.  I seem to have a memory for words never
forgetting a word if I understood it properly from the first.  I smile as
Nicole would call me a cum junkie.  We would laugh together at our secret
little joke.



   We were settling into a comfortable relationship between the three of
us. Every weekend now I would go home with Nicole.  Unfortunately I could
not spend much time with her during the week as she had other patients to
see to in our home unit.  I had to share her, I was a little jealous.



   Nicole would bring some of the other patients' visitors in our wing to
meet me which was mainly their parents or immediate family.  I thought it
funny that the one girl I disliked the most, I liked her mother and father
the most.  They would come in to say hello when they were visiting their
blind retarded daughter.  This would start me off again, asking Nicole
about my father and why he did not visit like the other parents?

   Nicole tried to explain that he had been sent to prison, having no idea
where he was.  I could not understand the concept of prison being confined
in a room not being let out seem to have parallels to me but Nicole
explained I was free to do things but could not understand he wasn't.



   So life went on for me as I looked forward to the next weekend with
Nicole and Nigel.  The pair were now my life.  I had little interest in the
other patients except to pass the time of day with the ones I could
communicate with.  I was learning braille to read books to pass the time
till the next weekend came around.



   Nicole was away with her work with other patients some days, as now I
did not need the intensive care I had in the beginning.  I would fret if
she was away too long.  I knew when she walked into my room.  I did not
know if I could smell her or feel her vibrations but I knew when she was in
my room when I was awake.



   Nicole would never arrive or leave work without saying hello or goodbye,
kissing me on the forehead or cheek as was convenient.



   Time was slowly passing as my first anniversary at the home was coming
up.  Nicole explained we would celebrate like it was a birthday as I had
missed mine at the home as no one knew then when it was till the people in
the office had looked it up in the registry office.  Nicole said we would
have a little tea party to celebrate my first year in the home instead
while we waited for my next birthday to come round.



   This made me happy as I cannot remember ever having such a celebration
with my parents.  Nicole explained I might have had and not realised the
difference.  In the home she explained, they made your birthday a very
special day to remember.



   I realised I was really happy now I had settled in.  Thanks to Nicole
and the other staff I could communicate with the other residents to some
degree.  I discovered there were some residence we never see as they were
locked in padded rooms where they could not hurt themselves, never allowed
out I was to learn as they were too violent, hurting the other patients.  I
found that was upsetting to know they would never find the happiness here
that I had.  Nicole cried when I told her that.



   My second birthday was coming up as Nicole explained we were going to do
something real special as we had missed my first.  So special Nicole
explained I would never forget it.  That made me happy looking forward to
it.  Nicole seemed strangely happier than normal over the weekend as the
three of us lay in bed making love then laying in each other's arms.



   By now there wasn't a position or act we hadn't tried.  I must confess I
loved everything we did.  Nigel the poor dear went to sleep exhausted
between Nicole and I as we cuddled together.

   I really liked sucking Nigel but Nicole would chastise me as I soon
learnt Nigel could only have two climaxes in a row on the first night then
one every half day then on if we were lucky.



   Last weekend because Nigel was too tired on the Sunday, Nicole and I had
our first Lesbian encounter, where I sucked her and she sucked me at the
same time.  I tell you I did not care as I discovered I was just as happy
having a climax with Nicole as Nigel.  What made it better we climaxed
almost together.  Nicole explained she thought it might have changed our
relationship.  Nicole was happy when I signed I felt even better than
before.

   It was my birthday in two days time.  Nicole was really excited, much
more than I.  I knew of course what birthday parties were as we had had
quite a few by now as the other residences had theirs.  It was one of the
highlights of our home as the relatives of the patient came in with
presents, party hats and streamers.  We all had a good time.



   Because I had missed my first one, Nicole had promised me a special one
this time.  Yes I know I told you before, but I'm so excited and there is
still two days to go.



   Finally the day arrived.  To my disappointment it seemed no different
from any other day.  Nicole came in first thing kissing me awake with a
passionate kiss on the lips as she hugged me tightly, wishing me a happy
birthday.  I was confused as I thought I detected a faint smell that
stirred my memory deep down, then it was gone.  It must have been Nicole's
perfume as it was quite strong for some reason today.  Something new I had
never smelt before.



   When I asked, it was something Nigel had brought her.  I smile at the
thought of him.  He would be in later this afternoon when we had the party,
he was going to knock off work early special for today.



   I was in a muddle all morning.  Sure it was Friday as usual, tonight I
was going home with Nicole for the weekend after the party.  I could not
wait to pack my things.  I sensed Nicole had a surprise for me.  Some times
we went out to a shopping centre while she shopped.  She had promised me
she would take me to a proper rock and roll dance where the music was
defining and heart thumping.  I could not imagine that.



   I mean we had our own rock and roll dances at the home almost every
weekend on the Saturday night.  But Nicole had promised something special
for my birthday.  I could not wait.



   Well the party in the afternoon was what I expected with all the usual
people there.  Some of their parents were there too.  That was a surprise.
I really did enjoy myself, especially after Nigel arrived with a birthday
present of new set of clothes.  I did not much like wearing frilly dresses.
I liked slacks and shirts with flat slip-on shoes.  In the end I had to
tear myself away as it went longer than expected as it was time to leave.



   As we drove to Nicole's apartment, I held onto Nigel in the back seat. I
was familiar with the vibrations of the car now.  I wasn't allowed to touch
Nicole or Nigel while they were driving.  That was a hard and fast rule.  I
could rest my hand on their upper leg or on their arm.



   I sensed Nicole and Nigel for some reason were nervous and excited.  I
smiled as I assumed they were going to take me out somewhere special for my
birthday as a surprise.  Nicole led me by the hand up the now familiar
stairs to their first floor apartment.  We did not have to climb stairs at
the home as everything was on the flat.



   Nigel opened the door, entering the apartment.  As I followed Nicole
through the door, I smelt it immediately.  A smell I hadn't smelt for over
two years as I let Nicole's hand go, blindly searching round the lounge
room with tears streaming down my cheeks as I felt a hand with mine. 
Grabbing onto it I pulled myself into it as I felt arms wrap around me. 
His smell enveloped me as he hugged me to him tightly.  I could not believe
the miracle that he was here, holding me in his arms.



   I felt Nicole place her hand on the top of my head patting me.  I was
too emotional to acknowledge as I cried and cried my eyes out as it was my
Daddy at long, long last.  I could not believe it as I sobbed and sobbed
uncontrollably in his arms.



   I slowly became aware my neck and ear were wet with I assume his tears
as he said nothing as he held me tightly to him.  I could sense he was as
emotional as I.

   It was a long time before Nicole persuaded us to sit down on the couch.
I refused to let Daddy go, clinging to him till it must have been dinner
time.  Finally I began to communicate with Daddy as I was getting no
response till Nicole informed me my father could not communicate as he did
not know how yet.  We would have to teach him.



   I took his hand again writing the letters into his hand in long hand so
he would understand.  The first thing I said to him was, "I love you Daddy,
happy you are here."



   I had to do it three times as I could feel Nicole's vibrations as she
was obviously talking to him explaining how it worked and what I was
saying. Finally he wrote clumsily in my hand "I loved you, missed you so
much, how sorry he was he let my mother hide me away for all that time."



   I held him so tightly again, crying again as we slowly began to
communicate.  To my surprise Nicole rubbed my shoulder announcing dinner
was ready.  I insisted daddy sit beside me so we could touch knees
throughout the meal.  I thing daddy was impressed at how well behaved I was
in my knew home environment, realising the advances I had made since we had
been separated.



   I learned Nicole and Nigel had found the prison Daddy was in then Nicole
had gone to visit him when I thought she was away with other patients. 
Well just not all the time.  Daddy was so pleased to hear of my progress at
first he refused to believe how I had changed.  Apparently Nicole liked
Daddy enough to give him a picture of me at the home for his cell.  She
also told me she had been visiting him now for almost six months.



   Well I tell you that knocked the socks of me I can tell you.  Here I
pride myself at being able to detect the faintest sent off people they have
been round but Nicole had showered after visiting Daddy plus changing her
clothes well before seeing me again.  She had fooled me completely.  What a
surprise, I love her to bits.  Never a truer friend could anyone wish for.





   To my surprise I learnt Daddy was staying in the apartment with Nicole
and Nigel.  With his release from parole recently.  He lived in a men's
half way accommodation house where his parole officer could keep an eye on
him, allowing him to move out into the community.



   Daddy sleeps in Nigel's room, Nicole had confessed to Daddy on a recent
visit, her and her brother lived together as husband and wife.  He was also
told I slept with her and Nigel when visiting of a weekend, so he knew
everything.  That to me meant she thought a lot of Daddy.



   Daddy had to find a place to live and find work as conditions to his
parole.  Nicole had offered him the spare room to rent, next he had to find
work which he would start looking next week.



   I tell you I was so happy.  I spent the rest of the evening.  holding
onto daddy.  Nicole and Nigel had planned to take us out but I refused
wanting to just hold onto Daddy.  Yes we were having problems communicating
but he was slowly learning the fundamentals.  I made him a drink after
Nicole and Nigel left which he was amazed at my skills.



   I kept telling him I could do most things normal people could.  He
hugged me tightly after he took the drink off me.  I wanted our old
relationship back so I took his hand from around my back placing it down my
front.  He withdrew it immediately, so I grabbed it firmly placing it into
my crutch again with his other on my breast.  Again he removed them to my
disappointment as he stepped back away.



   I reached out for his hand again this time I wrote "Yes" in it so he
understood what I wanted.  He still resisted just holding me in his arms as
we sat on the couch.  So I tried a different tack, as I was turned towards
him, I slid my hand up the inside of his leg up to the bulge of his
genitals.



   I had more luck with that approach as I could feel he was hard in no
time.  I could sense him groaning as I felt him ease back as I went for his
fly.  Being well practise with Nigel, he had no chance as I slid his zip
expertly down, opening his fly wide.  I unbuckled his belt then unbuttoning
his pants waist button which was an easy big one.  I found the head of his
erection in the folds of his underpants.  Now with it out in the open with
my hand cupping it, I felt him groan louder with pleasure as I squeezed his
head and shaft.

   Being a seasoned veteran, I dipping my head down over his head as I felt
it's size push between my lips then over my tongue as I opened wider. 
Daddy was groaning vibrations something fearful, as I slid him deep down my
throat as I gargled pressing down aggressively on him.



   It did not take very long as I moved up and down on him before his body
went stiff as a board as I felt him spurting deep into my throat.  'Wow' I
thought Nigel never gave me that much for that long as I swallowed trying
not to choke as he was still spurting weakly, as I felt him slowly relax.



   I nursed on him strongly as I felt him slide his hand down my front
inside my panties as I rolled over opening myself for his hand as I wanted.
I let Daddies shrinking erection slip out of my mouth as I moved up his
body to wrap my arms around his neck as I kissed him passionately while
opening my legs wide for him as I shuddered as his fingers rubbed between
my legs as I ground down on him hard.



   Daddy got the idea as he rubbed my stiff little wet clitoris with his
finger tip.  I almost did a back flip as my body began hiccuping and
shuddering as I groaned with ridged muscle locking excitement as I forced
my hand down on top of Daddies pressing him in between my legs as I
climaxed hard.

   It went on and on till I finally collapsed into his arms as we lay back
on the couch holding each other.  I was so happy I just kept kissing his
neck, jaw and chest where I could reach.  Daddy was cupping my left breast
now squeezing it making me feel warm and loved.



   After some time I urged Daddy to get up as I guided him into his
bedroom. He was worried about Nicole and Nigel.  I wrote him not to worry,
then led him in shutting the door.

   I stripped his clothes as he was now a willing companion, as I helped
him removing mine.  He wasn't a polished partner like Nigel as he was rough
and unsure partner when it came to sucking my breasts and touching my
nipples.  I quickly realised he had no idea how to suck my vagina until I
sat on his face showing him as he performed cunnilingus on me as I held my
Clitoris exposed to him through my fingers.



   I was so excited I bent down placing his erection in my mouth again as I
worked on him, guiding his hand onto my clitoris again as I shuddered as he
moved his thumb over it a little rough as I held it stroking it gently as
he slowly got the idea.



   We spent about five minutes in that position then I rose off Daddy
turning around I held his still hard erection guiding it into my vagina. 
Daddy was bigger than Nigel as I groaned loudly as I felt his head
stretching me wider as I slowly moved up and down on him.



   I placed his hands on my breasts showing him how to tweak my nipples as
I liked as I began squirming around on his hips as he was fully inside me
now.  Dam I was so excited as I slowly lifted and fell on Daddy.  I was
getting excited without touching myself.

   I Lent down feeling for his lips as we began kissing passionately. 
Daddy was groaning loudly into my mouth as I felt him pushing up deeper
into me, deeper than anyone had been before.

   I could feel him shuddering as his movements were getting urgent as he
was getting closer.  I began stroking myself as I shuddered with pleasure
squeezing Daddy as hard as I could as I rose and fell on him.  We both
groaned together as I felt myself getting closer as I was twitching
uncontrollably as I do when it's going to be a good one.



   I did not hear the door open as Nigel and Nicole looked in having heard
us from out in the lounge room.



   I felt daddy stiffen beneath me as I felt a rush inside me as I twitched
hard sliding up and down not caring if I would be sore after as I hiccuped
over the top as my vagina spasmed out of control.



   I remember shuddering on Daddy hard as I drove myself down as I
shuddered hiccuping like never before.  I remember collapsing onto Daddy as
I lay there in his arms for some time.



   I remembered when I was young on the rare occasion we were on our own.
Daddy rubbing my clitoris till I shuddered into my first gut wrenching
climax.  I snuggled into Daddies arms remembering those warm afterglows as
I quietened.



   I woke with a start to find Daddy rubbing my bum with his hands.  Nicole
must be at the door I reasoned.  I kissed Daddy passionately then lifted
off him as I slid off the side of the bed onto the floor heading for towels
in the wardrobe shelves.



   We cleaned up then I had to use the toilet then get my dressing gown
from Nicole and Nigel's room.  I was blushing as I came into the lounge
room feeling for daddy then holding him tightly.



   It was Nicole of course who quizzed me on my actions as we communicated
with each other in the middle of the lounge room.  She was quite shocked at
my actions of making love with my father.  She told me, 'I was just so
scandalous and immoral.' We laughed at each others elicit activities.



   I sensed Nicole talking to daddy then we three cuddled together, I
assume everything was all right with Nicole and Nigel being happy.  Well I
slept with Daddy again that night.  Then Sunday night by mutual agreement
we swapped partners.



   When I thought about it, it did not surprise me, Nicole was visiting him
in prison for some time, building a relationship with him.  I now saw Daddy
as a quite well mannered unassuming person whom my mother would have easily
dominated and controlled.  The type of male a woman like my mother would
have been very happy with.  I loved Daddy to bits.  I could understand how
Nicole would like him as well as time has shown.



   Now eighteen months on.  I am preparing to leave the home to live life
out in the big bad world.  I'm so excited, I'm going to live with Daddy. 
He has a job working as a storeman.  Now he's in charge of ordering for the
store as his predecessor retired recently.  This means more money so we are
looking to purchase a smallish but comfortable house.  The old house was
sold so there would be no memories of the past in our lives.

   Nicole and Nigel has made a pact with us to live as a foursome.  Nicole
is leaving the home to work in a new centre starting up way out in the
suburbs as the administrator.  With her experience she was a shoe in to
land that job she told me as aged care is the new boom industry.  So the
house we have rented temporary is within a short driving distance.  Nigel
has also left his job to work closer too.



   I have progressed enough to be able to look after myself on my own at
home.  Sure I need someone to help with shopping, plus paying the bills.  I
am allowed by the board, to live with Nicole and Daddy for a trial period
of six months when a final assessment will be held.  But I'm confident I
will pass as Nicole assures me.



   We are thoroughly comfortable with each other now.  It is accepted
Nicole will have Daddies children and I will have Nigel's.  I will have
children first while Nicole establishes herself in her new job.  Then when
Nicole has children, I will look after them while she works during the day.
I have a plan though.  With my second child I want Daddy to father it, I
believe Nicole feels the same.  I think we have both agreed if nothing goes
wrong the second time through then we will mix and match.  I smile to
myself, we've been doing that a lot lately.



   Daddy has turned into a fair lover, almost as good as Nigel now.  Mummy
was apparently a prude refraining from giving Daddy sex, then it was only
in the missionary position.  Daddy now gives me the most wonderful climaxes
with his tongue as I do him at the same time.  We can now climax together
in the sixty nine position, plus I can take him all the way down my throat
as far as he can get.  Nigel is a little longer and stiffer than Daddy, I
can take him almost all the way as he climaxes now as I get better with
him.



   Nicole wants to get a puppy dog.  She explained to me how she had a
small dog when she was a young girl.  How exciting it was to have climaxes
with him jammed inside her with his knot.  I had never heard of humans
having sex with animals till Nicole explained it to me one night with Nigel
when the subject somehow came up.  I could not imagine a penis where the
base expanded to the size of my clenched fist inside my vagina real hard
and stiff as the dog gets excited.  She explained how the dogs were cleaner
than humans.  Well I wasn't too worried as it is just us four having sex
together.  I was getting excited at the thought of a dick the size of
Nicole's fist expanded inside me making me climax hard on it.



   The house we rent now has three bedrooms plus a sun room veranda bedroom
for two singles.  Two of those rooms has double beds, the other, two
singles.  We plan to put the children in them when their old enough to
sleep on their own.  We do have enough money for a decent down payment on
our own two family house with daddies money from the sale of his and
mother's house.



   I think now we have settled as lovers into a family our lives are
settling.  I know mine is as I can't imagine being any happier than I am
now.  To me life is about as perfect as I believe it could get as we
settled into our new surroundings.



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