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These stories are just that, stories, and do not promote or condone the activities described herein, especially when it comes to unsafe sexual practices or sex between adults and minors. ___________________________________________________________________________ ___________________ Mg(12) 1st cons Chapter 1 - The Park It was getting on for ten o'clock on a quiet Tuesday night when I decided to nip down to the local convenience store for beer and smokes. The warm summer air greeted me as I closed the front door and started off along the twisting route through the estate. I lived alone now, my youngest having gone to work abroad for a year and my late wife having lost her fight with cancer over a year ago. I didn't feel lonely very often but tonight I craved some company, particularly young female company. I had hoped my sexual desires would fade with the passing of time but it had been way too long since I'd enjoyed a decent orgasm and I was becoming less and less interested in all the freely available internet porn. I knew one or two younger women who were still vaguely attractive despite their advancing years, but I struggled to have any sexual fantasies about them. I knew it would be a waste of time pursuing a relationship and to be honest, I just couldn't be bothered. I ducked and dived through the maze of footpaths that took me to the main road via the park, keen to get to the store before it closed. Intermittent street lighting bathed me in yellow light, where it was broken or badly placed it created areas of almost complete darkness in the alleyways between the garages and houses. Arriving at the open playground area in the corner of the park I pushed passed the broken metal gate and made my way across the unlit space. I could see and hear a group of kids hanging out in the playground, the high pitched squeals identifying them as a handful of young girls. They were talking loudly and smoking, their shrill voices carrying well on the still evening air. Although I could only see four or five dark shapes in the distance I guessed they were in their early teens. Not really paying much attention to where I walking in the dark I caught my toe on one of only a few clumps of grass still growing on the mostly bare, dry earth, I stumbled in a minor way and swore; "Fuck!" Although it wasn't a loud curse they stopped talking momentarily, acknowledging my presence but quickly returned to quiet mumbling and then a few giggles, no doubt amused by my clumsiness. I was too far away to hear, and too preoccupied to care what they said as I strode on to complete my mission. I made it to the store with time to spare, exchanged the usual small talk with the scrawny little Pakistani owner and left with a six-pack, smokes and a large slab of chocolate. Making my way back home I noted how quiet the insects were, on recent nights the noise they'd made was almost deafening, but not tonight. I could hear the sound of the odd car on the main road behind me and the clackity-clack of a train in the far distance. The painful cry of an alarmed fox cub from the small crop of trees next to the park broke the near silence as I approached, then another startled squeak from the playground area grabbed my attention. I could just make out the dark shape of a small figure silhouetted against the distant street lighting. They sat bolt upright quickly on one of the rides about a hundred feet away. It was obviously one of the group of girls I'd seen on my way to the store was still there although she now seemed to be alone. I pushed open the metal gate, the one on this side of the enclosure worked but the rusting hinges screeched loudly as it swung open. The spring loaded closer slammed it shut behind me with a resonating 'CLANG'! The dark figure slowly shrank down hoping to avoid detection but I called out to confirm I had seen her and offer some reassurance. "It's okay, it's only me...I came through here about ten minutes back...jus' been to the store for some stuff...didn't mean to startle you?" "Oh, okay...thanks." She nervously called back. The whole estate was small and remote, being so far away from any major town or city kept it safe and reasonably tidy. Being surrounded by fields I often thought of it as the modern version of a village, and with an over-zealous Neighbourhood Watch scheme there was never any trouble. Some juvenile graffiti and the odd broken beer bottle was as bad as it ever got. I continued the conversation across the park, my loud voice echoing back across the space. "You're out late, is everything okay?" I asked. "Yeah, yeah...I'm just waiting for somebody." She replied with more confidence, but little sincerity. "Okay." I said as I picked up my stride, I only got a few more yards when she called out; "Have you got a lighter?" Her enunciation was surprisingly better than I would've expected. "Er...sure!" I replied. I changed direction and strode confidently over to her as she shuffled herself off the roundabout and walked towards me, about halfway across the darkness we met. I dug deep in my pocket for the lighter and had my arm stretched out ready as she stopped directly in front of me. I flicked the wheel and a large flame burst into life with the usual shower of sparks. "Oh sorry." I said, quickly putting my bag down so I could reduce the flame. She lent forward and sucked hard on the cigarette between her fingers, holding her hair back to avoid setting it alight. The flame lit her face in the darkness, she was a pretty girl with slim features, probably around thirteen or fourteen I guessed. "Thanks." She said as she flicked a brief smile at me. Leaning back she exhaled and directed a lungful of smoke away from my face with her small mouth. She was probably just under five foot tall and slim, bordering on skinny. A pale coloured, 'V' necked T shirt with the obligatory sports logo covered her small, developing body and stopped a few inches above an almost perfectly flat abdomen. She wore a dark, skin-tight pair of 3/4 length leggings and, like most of the local kids, the current fashion in trainers. The darkness did nothing to hide her sexy young body as I tried to focus on her pussy, the part I most wanted to see. "D'you hang out here alone so you can smoke?" I remarked. "No, all my friends had to be in by ten but Molly said she'd sneak out and come back." She said. "D'you think she will?" I asked. "Dunno..." She said with a care-less attitude. "Doubt it." She confirmed after a moments thought and a puff on the cigarette. I lit a cigarette; "Well, I've got no where to be anytime soon...I'll keep you company if you want? If you don't mind talking to a boring old fart like me that is?" She smiled; "Why not!" The casual stroll to the roundabout gave me a chance to check out her petite figure, she was very cute. As we sat smoking and chatting she laid back to look up at the stars and I took a good look at her bulging mons pubis. I cracked a beer and offered it to her, she sat up took a swig and passed it back as she wiped her mouth on her arm. She tried to act very mature as we sat and talked. We seemed to have an instant rapport and spoke openly for about half-an-hour, she readily provided me with all the relevant information about herself and her life. She seemed to warm to my self-effacing nature and giggled at self deprecating jokes about my age and how sad my lonely life now was. She said she remembered my youngest son showing off his skateboarding skills at the School Fayre a few years ago. I produced the slab of chocolate and asked her if she wanted some, she hesitated. "You're...you're not one of those...peso's...are you?" She said as the reality of what she was doing suddenly kicked in. I laughed; "You probably have a pretty good idea where I live, don't you?" I suggested. "Well yeah, but...?" She questioned. "And you do know how to use a phone don't you?" I continued with a wry smile on my face. "H'mmm...I see what you mean." She agreed, smiling at me and pulling a silly face after some obvious thought. "Look, I think you're a very pretty young girl, but I'm only sitting here to avoid sitting at home alone." I lied. "Yeah, sorry...only you hear about it all the time...and...well, you're being so nice to me?" She said. "Maybe I'm just nice eh?" I confirmed. She relaxed and took the piece of chocolate I'd just offered her; "Thanks...actually you 'are' nice!." She said, feeling a twang of guilt from her insulting, but nearly accurate suggestion. We talked for a few minutes about our favourite chocolate bars until I suggested I should walk her home, it was getting late and someone might be worrying about her, she agreed. Within a few minutes she had disappeared through her garden gate and I strolled the short distance home. Lacey was nearly thirteen and lived a few streets away from me. Her parents had separated about a year ago and she hadn't see much of her father recently. Her mum had been dating lots of different men lately and Lacey quite often got up to find strangers in the house She was fully aware that they had spent the night with her Mum and accepted her mothers promiscuity as; fairly normal behaviour. I guess I filled the now vacant 'father figure' roll for her, she certainly didn't seem to have any problem opening up to me? I gave her my phone number and confirmed where I lived, suggesting she could always drop in for a chat if she got bored or wanted to smoke. Later I lay in bed and fantasised about her sweet young body, I imagined her naked with legs spread as I rammed my reasonably large cock into her under-developed little pussy, emptying my load deep inside her. I masturbated to mental images of her small hand gripping my fat cock as she jacked me off. I wanted to see more of her in the near future and develop a better mental image of her sexy young body, I didn't have to wait too long. Chapter 2 - The Ride I'd bumped into Lacey a couple of times over the next few weeks, once at the local store after school, and again on the following Sunday while cleaning the car on the drive outside my garage. It was on the Wednesday that I saw her outside the store with a bunch of school mates, laughing and messing around. I didn't want to embarrass her so I made no comment and showed no sign of acknowledgement. Ours eyes met briefly as I passed and she flashed a smile at me, which I returned as inconspicuously as possible. She looked utterly divine in her school uniform, so much more refined and mature than her friends. Her short skirt and short white socks exposing her beautifully shaped legs, the short sleeved shirt revealing a trainer bra that showed no real signs of breast growth. Then on the Sunday she walked passed my house while I was washing the car on the drive. "Hi, Mr Stephens!" She called. "Oh, Hi...how's you?" I replied, looking up. "I'm fine!" She confirmed, a statement no one could deny. She walked up the drive and stood a few feet from me, the scruffy little dog she was holding fought excitedly to escape her grip. "This is Booboo!" She said, holding the highly animated ball of fur out for me to see. "Hi Booboo!" I acknowledged, petting its head as it furiously tried to lick my soapy fingers. Lacey looked good enough to eat in a thin pair of yellow shorts that were so tight I could clearly see the bulging shape of her pubescent labia. A large, lose fitting off the shoulder top did nothing to disguise the very obvious fact that she had nothing on underneath it as the dog wriggled in her arms. The baggy white cotton top was way too big for her and probably belonged to her mother. Booboo's boisterous movements caused his jew claw to catch the front of her top, in her efforts to disentangle it she pulled it down and away from her chest. Now fully exposed I couldn't help but stare at her newly grown bumps. Delightfully small with dark areolae perched on top, her nicely undeveloped breasts caused my heart miss a beat as my fantasy took one step closer to reality. Fighting to remove the snagged claw only made matters worse as she tried to detach the wriggling dog and regain some diginty. Without a second thought I grabbed the small fluffy creature, deliberately brushing my knuckles against her exposed breast, I pulled him away and she unhooked his paw. I took a good long, last look at her chest before she recovered herself and went bright red with embarrassment. "That's naughty Booboo!" She scolded, putting him on the ground as continued to adjust her clothing. She didn't thank me for my help as she was obviously stuggling to deal with the highly embarrassing situation. I'm sure she was aware of my brief caress but hoped she would think it was accidental...or better still, she liked it? "He's quite a handful!" I chuckled. "A bit like your...!" I deliberately didn't finish my sentence. "Shut up you!" She smirked with embarrassment and slapped me in a playful way. "I'm only twelve!" She reminded me. "I wasn't being funny?...I think they're lovely!" I said in all sincerity. "Yeah...sure you were." She said cynically. "No, seriously, I do!" I said, determined to get my point across. "Anyway, what do you think of my car?" I said, quickly changing the subject. "I like the colour." She said, happy to accept my distraction and resolve the situation. "Is it a Porsche?" She asked, picking up the dog and clutching him to her chest again. "Yes, a Nine Eleven turbo." I boasted. "Cool!" She cooed, admiring the immaculate paintwork and running her fingers across the front wing. "Do you take it out much?" She continued. "Most weekends, in fact I'm going for a drive when I'm finished. You're welcome to come...not sure about Booboo though?" I suggested. "Oh wow! Yes please, can I?" She enthused. "I can drop Booboo home and be back really quick?" She excitedly suggested. "Sure, no rush, I'll be half an hour at least." I agreed. "Okay, see you in a minute!" She shot off like a mad thing with Booboo running and jumping along side, her long, mousey blonde hair blowing about wildly as her somewhat gangly legs carried her away at high speed. I watched her go and admired her fit young physique, wondering where this ride might take us. She was back within ten minutes, hot, breathless and as beautiful as ever. We talked about where we could go while I tidied up. I fired up the engine and got her to sit in the drivers seat and hold it at a fast idle to heat the engine. Going inside I quickly washed my hands, changed into some clean clothes and stepped out into the warm summer sunshine. Today was going to be a good day for a long, hard ride, I could just feel it. Lacey instinctively shuffled over into the passenger seat as I got in, I shut my door and clicked my belt into place. She put her seat belt on and glanced my way with her hands clutched excitedly between her legs. She was still wearing the same clothes and the fine downy hair on her legs glistened with sweat in the sunlight as I eased off the steep driveway and cruised up the road. Neither of us spoke as I negotiated the short left-right-left sequence of roads that led out to the main highway, leaving it in first gear for maximum effect. "Ready?" I said, as we reached the main highway. She grinned up at me and nodded, I pulled out onto the wide empty highway, the back-end twitched momentarily as the cold rear tyres searched for grip. The turbo lag lasted a moment more before the flat six burst into song and we were slammed back into our seats on a wave of power that hits like a prize fighter. Barely a second later I grabbed second gear and another twitch from the rear end reminded me we were still on cold tyres. Third gear hit like a tsunami as we accelerated on a mission to head-butt the distant horizon. I backed off at about a hundred and thirty and snicked the last couple of gears before braking hard into a long sweeping right-hander. "Fuck yeah!" I said, unable to contain my own excitement. "Fuck yeah!" She copied, quickly covering her potty mouth for the swear word. I laughed, dropped a couple of gears and blasted on down the long sweeping road. I loved this car and I loved this road, I knew them both very well and treated them with the respect they were due. With virtually no other traffic on the road we wound on down the ribbon of tarmac at high speed, the back tyres occasionally spraying loose gravel into the wheel arches as I got close to the ragged edge. Deliberately forcing the rear end to break traction in the slow corners caused squeals delight in my young passenger. The roller-coaster ride threw her around like a rag doll as she gasped for air. When we hit a long, empty straight I checked there was nothing behind us, slowed down almost to a stop and then nailed it, by any standard this was a quick car. After about half-an-hour of blasting through beautiful rolling scenery I pulled into the car park of a remote cafe I knew way up in the hills. I parked up, switched off and looked at her with a huge, naughty grin on my face. "That was brilliant!" She said with a broad grin as she got out. "Good fun eh?" I agreed. I had a strong coffee to calm me down and she sucked on a milkshake as we laughed and joked about the highly illegal speeds we were just doing. There were a few other people dotted around and I was about to offer her a smoke but realised that someone might comment on her age, I suggested we go to a place nearby to smoke. We gently drove five minutes up the road and turned off down a dirt track to an old, disused logging yard I knew. Parking up at the edge of a huge cleared area I switched off the engine and got out. She joined me sitting on a log nearby and I got out my cigarettes. "I love it here, it's so calm and peaceful." I commented as I passed her a cigarette. "Mmm." She replied as she lit one. "I can't wait til I can drive." She said. "You want to try driving?" I asked. "Of course!" She replied. "You can have a go now if you want?" I suggested. "Now? Really? That would be soooo cool!" She replied with a disbelieving look on her face. "Sure...why not?" I agreed. We finished our cigarettes and I suggested she sat on my lap so I could help guide her through the process, my hidden agenda would've been obvious to any woman who understood men but Lacey was an innocent young girl and very keen to drive my car. As she backed her pert little backside in to sit on my lap I deliberately guided it to settle on my already semi-erect cock. The hip hugging sports seat held me firm as I prayed that her reaction to my obvios bulge would be a positive one. There were two cute dimples just above the low, elasticated waistband of her 'too small' shorts and a smoothering of almost translucient downy hair on the small of her back. She made no comment about what she was sitting on and gently wriggled from side-to-side to get more comfortable. After a few failed attempts at letting the clutch out she got the hang of it. By the time we'd finished she'd spun the back wheels on the loose gravel a few times, kicking up clouds of dust and dirt as she sqeaked. She got very excited at her acheivments and generally did very well. My hands had been resting on the outside her thighs to start with and I probed her soft, smooth skin with my finger tips hoping she might be aroused by my touch. Her petite bum bounced up and down on my cock as the car lurched around on the rough surface. I moved my hands up to her sides to stop her getting thrown about so much and the odd severe bump had them nudging the underside of her freshly grown bumps. I'm not sure if she noticed but with my cock bumping up against her arse and her lose fitting top providing no real barrier to my jerking hands, I no longer cared what she noticed...or thought! She braked suddenly and stalled the engine, I quickly yanked up the handbrake and switched off the ignition. "Good?" I asked, "Fucking brilliant!" She exclaimed, no longer attempting to disguise her bad language. She took a long, deep breath and exhaled slowly, laying back against me as she let her breath slowly escape. Raising her knees up she lifted her legs and hooked them over the tops of my thighs in the narrow cockpit. Spreading her legs quite wide gave my cock an instant boost, there was no doubt she aware of it as it flexed between her arse cheeks. Her head lolled back on my shoulder to one side of my face, her hands found mine and placed them on the inside of her parted thighs. We lay like this in total silence for a few minutes, apart from the the sounds of the forest and the odd chink of cooling metal. Her sweet young smell was a combination of fabric conditioner and sweat. I gently caressed her inner thighs, running my finger tips from her knees to the hem of her shorts in a deliberately teasing way. She made appreciative noises as I fidgeted to allow my growing cock to rub up her crack. She responded by gently grinding her cheeks against the bulge, then grabbing my hands and moving them right up between her legs to press against her sex. "Is there something else you'd like to do?" I asked. "Mmm...I want you to touch me....here" She said quietly as she rubbed my hands against her pussy. "If you're sure that's what you want?" I replied. I started to massage the top of her thighs and rub my fingers against her pussy lips under the tight fabric of her skimpy shorts. There was no way I gain access to her honey pot as her shorts were far too tight so I gently cupped her vagina and caressed the top of her crack, roughly where I hoped her pubescent clitoris might be. I could feel the heat of her sex beneath the thin cotton as I cupped, probed and caressed her mound with my right hand. She raised no objections as I moved my left hand up and under her top to tease her sprouting breasts. Two firm little bumps greeted my eager hand, her little nipples were already raised in anticipation of my touch. The oddly shaped mounds of flesh were small and firm, I could almost cover both with one large hand as I toyed from one to the other. I kissed her neck and shoulders tenderly as I continued to work away with both hands, she started to breathe deeper and increased her grinding movements on my now painfully erect cock. With both hands I quickly pulled the baggy top down to her waist, exposing her slim torso and flawless skin. Looking down her chest as I kissed her shoulders I got my first good view of the two small chest bumps I'd been playing with, they really were very small but surprisingly firm and upright. Bright pink nipples stood out slightly on darker secondary mounds which were only marginally smaller than the mound of flesh that supported them. Without a single word from me she managed to raise her bum a little and tried to take off the very tight shorts. There was no button or zip, just a tight elasticated waistband. I helped by pushing them down at the back and sides as she tugged at the legs until finally, the waistband slipped over her cute round arse cheeks...she wasn't wearing anything else. "No knickers today?" I asked. "No...these shorts are too tight...and I wasn't planning on taking them off... especially not sitting on your lap!" She remarked with a giggle. "No, I guess not." I replied. She was making some progress with getting the tight shorts down her legs so I grabbed the opportunity to release the trapped beast in my pants, raising my hips I slid my own shorts and pants down as quickly as I could. It was all a bit of a struggle but after some grunting and tugging we managed to wrestle the offending clothing passed our knees to our ankles. We both relaxed back into the seat with a sigh, her tiny arse cheeks beautifully enveloping my very stiff rod. The heat of her body against mine was intense, sweat was running off us like a waterfall as we lay there to catch our breath. I grabbed her hips, raised her bum and flipped my cock into view between her legs, she sat back down astride the beast and gasped at the size. "Oh my God...it's enormous!" She exclaimed gazing down at the purple headed monster. It certainly was larger than I'd seen it in many years and sticking up between Lacey's twelve year olds legs did make it look huge. "Rub it against your pussy?" I suggested. She gingerly took hold of the swollen head and began rubbing it from side-to-side against the moist gap between her legs. Her lips squelched and sucked on the shaft as I continued my exploration of her petite body, I bathed in the ecstasy of her touch and could've cum straight away. Her head lolled back against me as she slowly brought herself to orgasm. My fingers skillfully teased her nipples and caressed the surrounding area, this had her jerking and gasping in less than a minutes. I felt the warmth of her orgasm oozing out around my shaft as she melted back into my arms. She lay motionless for a while as she caught her breath, then grabbing her hips I lifted her off me and slid my arse further forward. Carefully lowering her down I guided her wet lips to rest on the tip of my flag pole, gently nestling the head into her swollen entrance. "I don't think you can put it in...it's way too big?" She commented. "Okay...we'll just stay like this." I agreed. She relaxed back on me having raised herself up to see where I was positioning my cock. She seemed happy that I wasn't going to ram it in her...at least not straight away. Using my left hand to toy with her sweet little chest bumps, my right got to work on her clitoris. Looking down over her shoulder I could see faint wisps of pubic hair on each side of her slit, a narrow bald strip separated them, I hoped she was developed enough for penetration, although her vagina seemed impossibly small compared to the fat cock that was trying to invade it. Slowly but surely I re-aroused her as I gently nudged my swollen head into the narrow opening, parting her lips with my fingers to help gain access. She leaked like a dripping tap, my cock, balls and pubes were soaked. Eventually she relaxed a little and I managed to get inside, her lips slide over the head and I was soon pushing past pelvic floor muscles and into a very tight hole. Edging further inside I maintained a slow, deliberate rhythm, holding her hips to enable about an inch of cock to penetrate. "It feels really big...I've never done this before." She said, nervously. "I know...it's okay, I'll go really slow." I reassured. After a few minutes of slow, shallow fucking she began to moan quietly and tried to push herself down onto the stiff, fleshy rod between her legs. I struggled not to cum as I increased both speed and depth as best I could, the restrictions of fucking her in the drivers seat were becoming annoying. Without a word from me she grabbed the steering wheel, lent forward and started to ram her arse down on my prong. I held her hips and assisted her movements, grabbing the recline lever I pushed the seat back to a 45 degree angle and marvelled at her little arse bobbing up and down on my huge cock. With both of us grunting and gasping loudly the speed increased as much as her tight little cunt would allow, two-thirds of my hard cock were now disappearing inside as our fucking frenzy continued. I could do nothing to stop my inevitable orgasm any more than I could avoid cumming inside her. As I rammed a jet of hot sticky fluid deep into her rag-doll body her head crunched against the roof of the car. The second and third thrust banged her head quite violently, there was no more depth to her twelve year old cunt, she was impaled, sandwiched between my gushing cock and the roof of the car. I almost passed out with ecstasy, fucking hadn't felt or looked this good in a very long time. She had cried out in a mixture of ecstasy and pain as I came in her. With some difficulty she managed to lift herself off my pole, it looked unbelievably big as she finally reached the top. My hard cock slapped down on me with dribbles of cum still oozing from the eye. She spat copious amounts of cum out of her tight little cunt as her arse hovered above me, trying to climb over to the passenger side pumped out more if not all that I'd just dumped inside her. I was splattered in wet,sticky juice, I wanted to kiss her pussy as she climbed off by thought it might gross her out and the moment passed. She sat sideways on with her legs draped over mine and her back against the door. Her head was tilted back and her eyes were closed as I studied her swollen vagina, it was bright red but there was no blood, just a sticky gooey mess and a few strands of dark, bedraggled, pubescent hair. I grabbed an old towel from behind the seat and began to clean up the mess, having done myself I started to dab at the young cunt I had so rudely and violently plundered. Lacey opened her eyes, raised her head and took over from me. "I didn't really expect that to happen...you must think I'm a little slut now?" She said, pouting. "No Lacey, I think you're an angel...the most beautiful girl I've ever made love to." I confirmed. "No one can control themselves in moments like that, it felt right so we did it." I continued. "Thanks...it was really good...a bit painful, but I liked it." She smiled. As she retrieved her shorts from the floor of the car and slipped them back on I made a mental picture of her sweet little pussy and tiny breasts, I might never get to see them again I thought. We got ourselves dressed and wiped cum off the leather seats. I looked over and said; "I wish we'd done it someplace else though, it's too restricted in here." She lent over, kissed me on the cheek and said; "That's for next week." I started laughing and she joined in. On the slow drive home without a word from me she unzipped my shorts and played with my flaccid, aching cock...she spoke to it like it was a cute little puppy...it was...it was her cute little puppy cock. By the time we arrived back on the estate I was rock hard again, something I hadn't been able to do for years. She slipped it back into my pants with some difficulty, we couldn't risk being seen like this. "Do you want to come in for a while?" I asked, hopefully. "I can't...I have to get home or I'll be in big trouble." She said, regretfully. "I'll try and come round one night in the week if I can?" "Okay...thanks, that would be lovely." I replied. With a quick peck on my cheek she strolled off like the beautiful woman she would soon become, the best fuck I'd ever had.