Tori's Sexual Awakenings - Part 1 Written with the honesty of Tori, Made possible by the love of Jack Prelude: How the story came to be...... She lay in their bed with such silent yearning. Her pussy screamed for attention and even though she knows it will take just a mere word to him she remains quiet, silently hoping that he will come to her without her having to ask. She is so aroused that the dogs are even turning her on. Not that she wouldn't hesitate to take advantage of their return home, if she were alone. Even that is a mystery to her, that she would need to be alone, because he not only knows about her love of dogs but encourages it. He loves all of her twisted desires. And it is because of him that she is even able to admit those desires even to herself. So, as she lies in their bed she thinks back to the beginning of her sexual awakenings. Well, as far back as she can remember anyway. The beginning and Uncle Wayne's love........ Tori was a beautiful child - long silky blond hair and blue eyes that seemed to look right into your soul even at the tender age of five years old. That summer of her fifth year she was very excited because she was going to be spending the summer down south with her Grandparents. She loved summers down south. There was even an ice-cream man who came by at night time! But most of all was her most favorite uncle, Wayne. Uncle Wayne was a kid too, only 10 years older than her, but to Tori he was all growed up. He was so cool, always fixing up bikes and getting into trouble. All the neighbor boys and her cousins thought he was cool too and they tried to be just like him. They were all just stupid boys though. However, none of that really mattered to Tori. Uncle Wayne was her favorite uncle because he loved her best of all. He didn't just whisper that to her when everyone else was sleeping but he showed her by how he made her body feel so good. Of course she had to make sure that no one else ever knew about it because all the other cousins would get jealous and then Uncle Wayne wouldn't love her best anymore. She knew this because he told her lots of times so that she would never forget. Waking up after the house sleeps......... Uncle Wayne would wait until everyone else in the house was asleep and then he would gently wake little Tori up. This had become a nightly ritual that was repeated many times over the years. Tori can not remember when it started but she knows it was already occurring that summer. She loved it when he would wake her up at night. That was their special time. Uncle Wayne would wake her and then lay there next to her. If there were many cousins with her in bed then they would move to the floor. Uncle Wayne was always gentle with her and he took as much pleasure in learning how to please her young body as he did teaching her how to please him. Slowly he would take off her panties and slide her nightie up so that he could touch her all over. He would also slide his underwear down so that he could so her just where and how to touch his cock. Tenderly Uncle Wayne explored her body. He really wasn't attracted to her boyish chest but he delighted in watching her body react to all his touches. Uncle Wayne learned to teach her how to get him off first or sometimes she might be too sleepy after cumming. So he would just lightly touch her to get her aroused and then he would guide her down to his hardened cock. He was amazed at the sensation of her little hands wrapping around his cock. Even though she was inexperienced just the fact that she was touching him in such a forbidden way made him fight to keep from cumming right then and there. But Uncle Wayne had much he wanted to teach Tori. He had her then lick his cock just the way he taught her. Tori took as much as his cock as she could fit into her mouth (just the head really) and sucked on it like it was a yummy pickle just like he told her. Tori loved pickles and sucking the juice out. She didn't really like Uncle Wayne's juice but he always pulled it out before it made her sick. Tori would hold onto his cock real tight and close her eyes until he told her okay. Then while Uncle Wayne was getting his breath right Tori would move back up to the pillow. That is when he would touch her special place. He move down and spread her legs open so that he could lie between them. Then he would slowly spread her little pussy lips apart so that he could see all of her beautiful baby pussy. Uncle Wayne would hold her pussy open with one hand while he searched for that special spot he called her clit with the fingers of his other hand. He always knew when he found her clit because of the way she would arch her back and try not to whimper out loud. Slowly and lightly he would rub that little nub of a clit while feeling it harden under his fingertip. He knew by the swelling of her pussy and the juices that began to flow out that she was ready for more. As he started to rub her clit harder he would lower his mouth onto her pussy and begin to lick and suck the juices out as her hot pussy prepared to cum. When he knew that she was starting to cum he would stop rubbing her overly sensitive clit and hold her pussy open with both hands while he licked as far inside her sweet baby cunt as he dared to go. If there was a chance of anyone hearing he would have her on her stomach at this point so that she could moan into the pillow. Many times her orgasm would begin to excite him again. Tori could be such a good little girl. She knew just what to do when he would slide her back down to his waist. Tori would once again take Uncle Wayne's cock into her tiny and at this point trembling hands. She would watch it grow in her little baby hands and then she would kiss and lick it just how he liked it. Some nights they would play like that for a long, long time until she fell asleep. She would wake up with her private spot feeling all good and tickly inside. Family play time......... Tori loved the other games that Uncle Wayne played when everyone was awake too. He always found a way to tickle her private spot without anyone else seeing. Sometimes Uncle Wayne would carry Little Tori on his shoulders and would make sure that he had a hand on her bottom so that she would not fall. Or he would hold onto her thighs way up high. Which ever way he held on to her Uncle Wayne always had at least one or two fingers busy stroking her baby clit. Tori would have to hold on to Uncle Wayne very tightly so that she wouldn't fall if she came. Tori would sit up there feeling the wonderful feeling of Uncle Wayne making her pussy feel so good while many times he was also watching her parents to make sure they didn't notice. Or he would watch a movie with her and all the other cousins. Uncle Wayne always picked out a scary movie to watch and made sure that there was a blanket for all the kids to hide under. He always let Tori sit next to him because she was the youngest and so that he could stroke her pussy under the blanket right there with everyone in the same room. No one ever noticed his hand under the blanket and Tori learned to always make sure that she wore very loose pj's for those nights. If Tori happened to make any noise or move around the other kids just thought that it was because she was baby and was getting scared from the movie. That is when Uncle Wayne would play along and pull her up onto his lap to "make her feel safe". There in front of a room full of cousins Uncle Wayne would stroke her pussy while rubbing his hard cock against her bottom. Another one of her favorite games that he even played with all the other kids was "The Monster under the Bed" game. Each child would dangle an arm or a leg over the side of the bed and the monster would grab that child and pull him/her under the bed while all the other kids screamed and jumped on top of the bed. Always, when it was Tori's turn the "monster" would spend an extra few minutes rubbing or licking her hot little clit while he stroked his cock. Tori had the very bestest uncle in the whole world and he loved her the most. A tender and gentle love...... The special love that Uncle Wayne showed Tori continued over the years. Either she would spend summers down south or he would come up north with the family to her house. He would wait until everyone else was sleeping and then gently wake her to continue their special way of showing their love. Only one time did Uncle Wayne do anything that was physically painful. That one time he tried to finger her pussy she cried out in pain. He quickly stopped and held her close while apologizing and promising never to hurt her again. He kept his word and only showered his special girl with experiences of ecstasy much beyond what her young body should have known for many years to come. A young broken heart and illusions of betrayal...... For the next eight years little Tori looked forward to visits with Uncle Wayne with a lustful excitement far beyond her age. Then with the onset of puberty and "official" sexual education, Tori suddenly became aware of what their "special relationship" really was. In her young and relatively innocent mind she mistakenly believed that she had been raped by this man she loved so dearly. The pain and feelings of betrayal were worse than anything she had ever experienced. Even the feelings of emotional rejection from her own parents did not cause her the suffering that this mistaken belief did. She kept this agony silent as she had kept the years of pleasure silent. And this silence was also borne out of the love Tori had for Uncle Wayne. She loved him too much to want anything bad to happen to him. And this love only added to the shame she began to feel in herself. Shameful and forbidden jealousies and desires...... Nothing was ever said, but he could sense by her distant attitude that the relationship had come to an end. He made no further attempts at any sexual contact. And that hurt Tori almost as much as the "betrayal". She felt so dirty for lusting after her Uncle Wayne. She was now old enough to know what "incest" was and that it was a very dirty and nasty thing. Everyone said so. She hated herself for the anger she felt at God for making him her uncle. And, when he married a year or two later, oh how she burned with jealousy. She would join the other kids in listening to Uncle Wayne fucking his wife and even though she would giggle with them over the words that were used, inside Tori would be silently screaming over how that should be her in there with him. And yet once when he woke her in the middle of the night months later she froze as he drunkenly held her and kept asking if she was still his "special girl". She made an excuse of having to go to the bathroom and then hid until he passed out next to his wife in another room. Again, Tori felt the conflicting emotions of fear and jealousy. When his marriage ended Tori felt a hidden joy for she had by now begun to fantasize about the two of them running off and living together where no one knew the truth of their incestuous relationship. But that was merely a fairy-tale, never meant to come true, The fantasy that became reality only to kill the dream..... Tori lost her virginity at fourteen to prove to a boyfriend that she wasn't a "tease" and then later ended up pregnant at the age of fifteen. Uncle Wayne now married to his second wife and also expecting a child, brought his family up north for a visit. In the middle of the night Tori felt the still remembered touch of her Uncle gently waking her. And there in the living room, surrounded by other family members, as when she was little, Tori allowed Uncle Wayne to make love to her. She had fantasized about this moment so many times but nothing could prepare her for the wonderful feeling of his cock gently sliding into her pussy. The feeling of her uncle's cock inside her wet pussy felt so right. She had only been with three other guys and only a few times at that, so she had yet to feel the physical joy of being fucked. Up until that moment, fucking was a still uncomfortable way to please a guy. But this felt different. This felt like how fucking had always been described to her. It was if she couldn't get enough of his hard cock fucking her, fucking her as she had so often fantasized about. It was so much more than she had always dreamed it would be. Tori didn't want it to ever end but all too soon it was over. Afterwards, Tori and Uncle Wayne snuck outside and had a long and open talk. Uncle Wayne explained how he had fallen in love with a little girl when he was just a boy and that he was wrong for allowing it to continue after he became a man. He blamed himself for many things such as her teen pregnancy but he had no regrets for having fallen in love with her, no matter how wrong it was. However, by the time the sun had risen, Tori's lover was gone and in his place was an uncle she never wanted. So ends Tori's first relationship and that first important chapter in her life and early introduction to sexual pleasures. But perhaps there are more stories yet untold...... What of all the times she was growing up and Uncle Wayne wasn't around? What did Tori do then to provide her pussy with the pleasure her little body so craved? Those are stories yet to be told. - 7 -