My Darling Cuckold
By Heather ©
Part 2
Disclaimer:
If you don’t like graphic sexual stories, if you are under 18, or if you live in a state where reading this is illegal, then don’t read this and leave. If it is illegal in your state to possess this literature then I suggest you leave as well. This is a work of fiction to display fantasy.
I was only able to sleep about four
or five hours before I woke up in a terrible fit of guilt over all my mistakes
from the day before. Or at least I wanted to believe it that way. I knew a lot
of my insomnia was related to what I had done with Mack. I couldn’t get the
feel of his cock out of my mind or the strength of his arms as he so easily set
me down on it. A quick feel between my legs told me where my true guilt was
centered.
I finally had to get out of bed when
I found I couldn’t stop thinking about what Jason had said about not being
able to stay with me if I couldn’t balance my sex life. I saw my cell phone on
the charger and decided to call Abby. One last lie I had told Jason was that I
wouldn’t tell anyone about the three men. Actually, it was one of those lies
by omission; I didn’t tell him that I had already partially told Abby about
them. I had to make sure she buried her knowledge as a life long secret. I went
outside and sat on a wall to call her so I wouldn’t wake up Jason.
Needless to say, she was happy that I
called her. I started out by telling her what had happened, to some extent,
after I had gone looking for Jason. Somehow, she sidetracked me into telling her
all about Mack and I went on and on about him until she finally broke in and
said, “So, you’re still thinking about leaving Jason for him then? I mean,
you’ve been talking nonstop for quite a while about the guy.”
My guilt came rushing back to me and
I found it necessary to tell her what Jason had told me. It was just as hard for
her to believe his quagmire as it had been for me. At first she went off about
how in a weird way she had helped me get the best of both worlds; the very thing
that had started all this crap. But as I began expressing my doubts over whether
any guy could handle that kind of situation, that much emasculation to an all
ready fragile male ego; she agreed that I could be setting the both of us up for
the ultimate downfall.
I told her repeatedly how sincere I
felt Jason was and how he even took all the intimate details I had told him in
stride. We went over and over all the ins and outs of such an open relationship
and it kept coming back to two things; it would be great if we could work out
such a relationship, but how impossible it would be for Jason to live with that
much emasculation. I kept remembering how Mack’s parting shot at Jason was to
call him a queer. I could imagine other guys being even worse.
Abby finally came up with an idea
that seemed mean and cruel at first, but made perfect sense in another way. Test
him! As she explained her thoughts on the issue, I kept seeing both sides fairly
well.
The idea was pretty simple. I’d
tell Jason that I don’t think he could handle what he had proposed, and then
test him on it. If he couldn’t handle it, there was no way I could stay with
him and make him feel horrible everyday of his life. If he really could block
out what I did to him, then over time I could prove to him that he was enough to
keep me satisfied.
After I realized that I had been on
the phone for nearly two hours, I told Abby that I had to get back before Jason
woke up. I ran back to the room to see I was too late and saw him setting at the
table with a blank stare on his facce. I told him I had to make a call and his
attitude already seemed a little annoyed, so I pointed out how what he had told
me wouldn’t work if the first time I was on the phone he got jealous.
“You see, right there! I went out
to make one call and you’re already pissy over thinking I was sneaking around
to call Mack. I don’t even know his number. See!” I thrust my phone at him,
but he wouldn’t look at the screen.
“I didn’t think you called him. I
would hope that sneaking around to do that wouldn’t be the way you’d handle
things.” He had such a blank stare.
I asked him, “So why are you so
down then?”
“Because I assumed you called
Abby,” and then fell silent again.
I understood everything he was
saying. She had started all this and now I ran right back to hook her up with
all the details; and he knew it.
“I’m sorry, Jay, but she’s been
my best friend forever and my confidant. She’s fucked us up so bad now that
she would never say a word to anyone about this. And I didn’t go into things
that much, but I did have to ask her about us. I needed her input to know if she
thinks what you proposed is workable. I want us to stay together, but I can’t
hurt you anymore.”
He took a long, deep breath and
asked, “So what did the wise old bitch say? You leaving or staying?”
I overlooked the insult, mostly
because she certainly deserved it. And then I decided to get it over with right
away.
“I’m going on another date
tonight.”
Jason snapped his head my way and
retorted, “That was quick!”
“Look, the one thing the
‘bitch’ got right was that I have to be sure you can deal with this. If you
can’t, then I’m leaving. Because if you can’t believe that I can be
satisfied with you alone, then I’m not sticking around just to make your life
a living hell the other way. So, I’m telling you now, I’m going out
tonight.”
I waited for his reaction, and though
he wasn’t a happy camper, he didn’t seem to be very jealous. I asked him if
we wanted me to leave instead, but it turned out that he seemed sincerely
worried about something else.
“Who are you going to meet?”
I asked, “Does that really matter?
I thought it was up to me.”
He looked up at me from the table and
said, “Of course it matters and yes it’s your choice, but there are a couple
of things I would hope you would respect. I would hope that you could stay away
from my friends, and that you don’t do anything stupid; like pick up a
stranger every time.”
“Well,” I replied, “I don’t
know anyone else around here. And I want to get this over with so I know where
I’m headed. You wouldn’t want me to see Mack again, would you?”
Waiting for his answers was really
wearing on me, but I really felt like he was trying to be honest. I felt evil
just bringing up Mack’s name, but I didn’t have any other real options. It
was either go trolling for a hook up, or keep a date I had never expected to
happen when I made it. Finally, he spoke up.
“At least you know him and you said
he was acceptable. It’s a lot better than worrying if you’re going to come
home alive or not.”
“I understand what you mean, but
even if I did do that, I’d have to go to his place. There’s no way I’m
coming back here with him.”
Again Jason had a problem. He
didn’t like the idea of me going to his place. He was right, though. I
didn’t know much about him except that we had been a good fit for sex. Going
to his place could be very dangerous considering how easy it had been to find
friends to do what they had done to Jason last night.
“Well, if he is the one I choose,
then I’ll make him get a room here at the motel. I know what you mean and
you’re right.” I wondered what Jason would be doing while I was out making
my point, but I just couldn’t bring myself to ask such an embarrassing
question. What I was doing to him was bad enough.
The rest of the day went pretty
smooth despite the nervous tension. I finally got Jay to start kissing me again
and then wondered if he would want to after my date. It was so weird thinking
about cheating on him without hiding a thing from him. I reminded Jay of how
badly I had flipped out when I thought he had cheated on me and I knew I
couldn’t handle this situation in reverse. That thought kept weighing heavy on
my mind.
Every moment I was alone, I tried
figuring out what I would do for my date. I thought about calling one of my old
boyfriends from back home, but even if they did drive the two hours to come out
here to see me, then it might get back to one of Jason’s friends. That was
totally unacceptable to me. I was beginning to resign myself to having only one
option if I wanted to get this out of the way. That thought brought up a new
one. If things did go satisfactorily tonight, I could be opening a very big can
of worms. I wouldn’t want to make a habit out of this behavior, but just
thinking about the first strange fuck I had had in a year was keeping me feeling
very wet.
It was getting harder and harder to
keep from thinking of all the guys I had made the rounds with before meeting
Jason. A different guy nearly every weekend, in different places, and even
different positions made the thought of this proposal very entertaining to me
libido. As hard as I tried to deny the upside of such an open relationship, it
kept creeping back into my thoughts.
I never really admitted it to myself
or Jason all day, but I knew Mack was my only option for tonight. By four
o’clock I essentially even stopped thinking of any other possibilities. That
meant that all I did have to think about was Mack and what it had been like
fucking him last night. And things got really weird when Jay and I went out to
eat. I couldn’t get my mind off what I was about to do, and Jason wanted me to
talk about why I was so silent. On the one hand I felt guilty saying anything
about my impending date, but on the other hand this whole thing was about
gauging what Jason could truly tolerate. The closer the time came to making the
inevitable happen, it seemed like Jason was handling things better than I was
and that got me to thinking about our future together. Finally!
We were lying on the bed watching TV
at eight o’clock and Jason had his arm around me when I realized I couldn’t
put it off any longer. I’d been on pins and needles for the last hour over how
I would tell Jason that I needed to get ready to go out, and when I pulled away
from his arm I felt so guilty. When he asked me where I was going, I bit my
lower lip and looked down at the bed. All he said was, “Oh!”
There was a hint of jealousy to his
tone, so I decided to press it a little. A part of me wanted him to tell me to
call it all off, but another part of me was being led solely by my hormones.
“I’m sorry, hun, but I have to get ready, I need to take a shower and make
myself presentable.”
“Have you decided who it’ll
be,” he asked me?
“I guess you were right. It’d be
dangerous to just go trolling for some stranger. It sort of has to be Mack.
I’m sorry. I know it would be easier on you if it was a different guy, but
tonight isn’t really about be easy on you, is it? I promise to make it as
short as possible though.”
I walked away to the bathroom and the
second I closed the door, I went into another world. I was really going to do
this and I felt like a school girl all over again. There was just something
about the hunk I was heading out for that made my clit tingle in anticipation;
which was really weird since he had barely hit it the last time. I hopped into
the shower, but no matter what I did I couldn’t stop the vibration in my
nerves. I just couldn’t get it out of my mind what I was getting ready to do.
When I finished my shower, I realized that I hadn’t set out any clothes and
that meant walking back to the dresser. I decided to use it as sort of a flaunt
to see how Jason reacted.
After toweling off, I wrapped the
towel around me and went for my clothes. I saw Jason looking at me in the mirror
as I bent over to put together an outfit. I felt horrible over what I was doing
to him, so I walked over to the bed to make him an offer.
“Look, we both know why I have to
do this. But that doesn’t mean you have to be left out. I guess what I’m
saying is, you want to have at me first?”
I felt so much better when he gave me
a genuine laugh at how ridiculous my offer had sounded. So, I stood up and
pulled the towel away teasingly showing one boob and then the other, and asking,
“Want a little of this, or maybe some of this.”
Considering what I was putting his
manhood through, what little of it he had left, he was still able to laugh over
my childish actions. I started feeling a whole lot better about the night and
headed back to the bathroom to get dressed. Again, as the door closed I got all
excited, but now I was a whole lot less apprehensive. When I was done dressing
and fixing my hair, I was ready to splash on a little make up. I went out to sit
at the table and I just couldn’t believe I was getting ready to go pick up a
guy and my real boyfriend was sitting on the bed watching me. There was a lot of
whore coming out of me at that moment.
I was headed back to the bathroom and
got my first real hint that Jason was still looking out for me, but in a weird
kinda way. He asked me if I really wanted to wear the bulky sweater style top I
had on. He pointed out that if Mack didn’t really like what he had gotten the
night before, the sweater top wasn’t going to be making it easier to pick him
up. I knew he was right and asked about my rose colored pullover that was more
form fitting. He told me I could pick up a blind man with that, so I changed
into it.
The clock said it was nine and I took
a deep breath and went to kiss Jason goodbye. He turned his head away from me
and I got so sad, but then when he explained why and I couldn’t stop staring
at him.
Jay told me, “I don’t think he
would like to know you kissed me one moment and then him the next. Besides,
I’ve been watching you get all psyched up getting ready for him, and I don’t
want to derail you.”
I bent over his face and kissed him
anyway, and said, “That’s too bad for him. And don’t you think I can
handle two love affairs at once?”
I bit my lip and made a last kissing
motion before leaving. All the way walking across the road to the bar I wanted
to cry one second and then skip the next. If Mack did show up; that meant that
he was there for me and I would surely be getting laid again shortly. And if he
didn’t show I was going to have to hang out and lie my ass off to Jason,
because one way or another I wanted him to have to deal with the thought that I
had been laid.
The minute I got inside, I began
looking all over the bar in hopes of “bumping” into him. After I searched
the whole place, I saw he wasn’t there and I spiraled into a mental head trip
that would baffle a shrink for a month. I felt so let down and oddly abandoned,
but I really had no right to feel that way. I was on my second drink and perhaps
my third invitation to leave the bar with some stranger when I saw Mack walk in
the front doors. I went into my auto teeney bopper mode and pretended not to see
him. When he finally made his way to me, he had no qualms about forcing my head
up to participate in a long, drawn out kiss that really lit my fire. He even
tried to run his hand up the inside of my thigh right there at the main bar. I
slapped it away and told him he had to show me a little finesse before he got
any further.
And here it was just five minutes
after meeting up with Mack, trying to figure out just how low I could go in my
endeavor to test Jason; or in the reality of the moment, bed Mack. I was
standing at the door to our motel room and asking myself just how cruel I was
going to keep being to Jason, but now that I was ignited into a severe case of
pantie sweats, I had to ask him. I went through the door and he was still on the
bed waiting for my date to end; which he was probably thinking had already
happened.
“Actually, I’m here for a very
disturbed reason. You see, I met up with Mack, but he only has ten dollars on
him.” I took another deep breath and laid it out for him. “He can’t afford
a room, so I either have to ask you to borrow some of your money, or ask you…
to leave for a little while. You don’t have to do either, but I don’t want
to blow what few rules we’ve agreed to, to make this work.”
Jason replied with, “I guess
you’re going to have to wait for another night then.”
I was a little frustrated, quite
unfairly to him, but frustrated anyways. “No, it’s going to happen
someplace. Things have gone a little too far to just back out now. Maybe if
we’re quick we can go behind the…” I bit my lip and apologized to Jason. I
know he had to think I was rubbing it in to him over what had happened behind
the bar to him.
Jay got off the bed and told me that
he would go for a walk for a few hours. I told him he really didn’t have to do
that and berated him for thinking I would allow things to last that long. When
he had made his mind up to let us use the room, I told him to give us an hour
but he seemed sure that it would take longer.
“I’m going to fuck him, Jason,
not make love to him. We take hours to finish; this should take about ten
minutes.” I felt like such a slut saying that to him. But when he went for the
door, I gave him a quick peck on the cheek and thanked him for letting us use
the room. Obviously, leaving so that his love could have at another man had to
tear at his manhood.
I got a little pissed when he opened
the door and Mack was right there in his face. “I asked you to wait in the
car.” I knew he wanted to rub all this in Jason’s face and asked him to
leave, but he wouldn’t.
As Jason walked by him, Mack said to
him, “You can stay if you want and see how a real man fucks a pretty little
thing like this.” I wanted to smash in his face, and then he added to
Jason’s humiliation by saying to me quite loudly, “He’s just looking to
get some more man-meat himself; let him go.”
I shushed him up and all but pushed
him into our room. I felt so bad for Jason, but I was standing there next to the
guy I’d been dreaming about all day and needed to get fucked in the worse way;
so getting all bitchy on him wasn’t a good way to go about it. It occurred to
me then that Jason might be exposed to stuff like that more in the future if
tonight went the right way.
Even in Mack’s arms as he was
priming me for his use, I couldn’t get Jason’s face out of my mind as he
left the room knowing exactly what we were going to be doing. Mack realized I
wasn’t fully into the moment and in his jock-ish way tried to ease my
discontent.
Mack sighed heavily over my dilemma
and said, “Look, the little fucker is what he is. He never would have let this
happen if he wasn’t a fag. You’ll see when he gets back. My friends told me
that it took very little to get him working for them last night.”
I really wasn’t about to take
relationship advice from someone like Mack, but he had a way of making me think
differently about things. I told him Jason wasn’t gay and that I wished he
would stop assuming so. Then the big, dumb jock left me thinking such perverse
thoughts when he made one last effort to enjoy the moment.
“Okay, if that’s what you want to
believe, but there’s an easy way to find out.”
I looked up at him and asked,
“How?”
“When he gets back, just tell him
what you told me. You know, about being an expert at eating pussy. Put him to
work on you. If he eats cream pie then he likes cock. If he won’t do it,
you’re right; but I know you’re not.”
I proclaimed, “It’s bad enough
that I’m throwing you in his face; I couldn’t even begin to ask him to do
that. Besides, no guy would ever do that, gay or not.”
Mack perturbed me with his smile and
put one more effort into making me see things differently. “Of course he’s
going to pretend not to like it; at first. You’re gonna have to talk him into
it, maybe even demand it a little, but if you can get him down there after
another guy just fucked you, he’s queer as all hell. My buddies have gotten a
lot of blowjobs from kids like him and they know what they saw.”
Mack spun me around and pulled me to
his chest as he ran his hands up under my top to fondle my boobs. The images he
had just placed into my head began gnawing at me and I found myself asking,
“Did they all really get blowjobs from him? If that’s true, he did three
guys in the same time it took you to fuck me.”
I looked over my shoulder at Mack’s
face and he again said it had happened. And still not being able to get it out
of my mind I begged to know, “What’s it like… for the guy doing it, I
mean? Have you ever made a guy suck you off? That has to be so hard on the poor
guy.”
Mack told me that he had his share of
blowjobs from guys and almost made it sound like a normal thing to do. This was
a whole new concept for me and even as he ran his hands down and forced them
into the front of my shorts, I couldn’t get the picture of Jason getting
forced to his knees out of my mind. It had to be the heat within me that was
doing it to me, but I had the wildest compulsion to see a guy give another guy a
blowjob right then. I couldn’t wait any longer and began stripping my own
clothes off along with helping Mack out of his.
Mack began pulling me to the bed and
I pulled back. I suddenly realized that I would be asking Jason to sleep in the
very bed that we were about to use for sex and felt bad about doing that to him.
I told Mack that I could get fucked on my back anytime and wanted something
different from our rendezvous. He looked around the room and pulled me over to
the dresser, and bent me over it.
I remembered another time when a
boyfriend had done something quite similar to this with me and waited for him to
nail me. At first, it seemed like I was a little too tight for him because of my
nervousness, but he reached down and lifted my right leg up to place it on the
top of the dresser. That left me wide open for him and in seconds I felt him
sliding balls deep into me. Again, all I could think about was how easily he
wielded that tool of his. Despite its thickness, his cock just seemed to slide
right into me like I was its glove.
When I heard myself moaning like an
injured cat, I grinned over something Abby had once told me. She had said that
you really know when it’s a great fuck when you realize the moaning you hear
is coming from yourself. Mack was proving her right and I was becoming aware of
a very sick thought as he worked my pussy into a worn piece of flesh. Both Jason
and Abby were right when they said I had been missing the old days. Laying there
as I was and allowing Mack to use me like a cheap whore was something I had been
missing over the past year. Jason was a fantastic lover in his own right, but
that was no substitution for the hard driving studs that I had made a game out
of obtaining on a weekly basis before him. The awe inspiring clit licking that
Jason provided me with was too good to give up, but he just didn’t have the
size of man meat that I had on so many occasions. It’s such a wonderful feel
to have your body forced open just a little too much from time to time. All
these thoughts meant one thing. Jason and Abby were right; I probably couldn’t
be happy living without this carnal delight on an occasion if I married Jason.
My hands flung against the mirror to
help absorb the sudden thrust Mack had taken into me as I daydreamed my way
through what he was doing to me. I felt horrible when I realized it was me now
that would have to be truthful with Jason. I couldn’t give him the typical
marriage that most men would demand. Feeling the thick cock tearing into me was
just something I wasn’t going to be able to live without anymore; at least,
not if I was going to be honest with myself.
In an instant, Mack had pulled out of
me and was rushing me to the bed. I tried stopping him again, but he realized
why I didn’t want to use the bed and threw me onto my back anyway. I felt too
guilty to allow it and even after getting buried back into me, I managed to turn
away from him. Mack got mad over my behavior and he took me the one way I had
little I could do to stop. He hoisted my butt into the air, my legs flailing to
either side of him, and entered me again. When I started pushing away from him
with my toes gripped into the bedding, he stood up taking me along with him so
my legs wouldn’t reach the bed. My head was left lying on its side looking at
the chair Jason had been sitting in earlier as we had talked about this very
lover in me. My hands struggled to maintain some amount of balance.
I couldn’t possibly imagine a more
animal-like position than what I was in at the moment; it was another first for
me. I was nearly standing on my head as Mack fucked away at me like a caveman.
My eyes fell half closed and I dreamed of Jason sitting in the chair watching
what was happening to me and seeing for himself just how climatic getting fucked
in this almost brutal manner was something my body just couldn’t give up. I
closed my eyes and wondered what it would be like if Mack and Abby were right.
If Jason was gay, he could see this happening to me in an acceptable light and I
would be the luckiest girl in the world. I even fantasized Jason cheering Mack
on to “fuck the hell out of me”, and then my insides were getting flooded
with a warm bath of Mack’s semen. The sigh that came out of me as I waited for
him to finish couldn’t be denied; I was Mack’s bitch at the moment. Mack
essentially let me drop back to the bed and that was the benchmark that drove my
new resolve. Jason was nothing more than the guy I would be going home to in the
future after other men had used me up, and he was going to have to accept that
life style if he wanted my love.
Mack, the true male he is, was gone
in a shot once he was done with me. I offered to meet him again the next night
if he wanted and even though I was lying to him again, he jumped at my offer.
After he was gone, I looked at the
clock and saw that it had only taken twenty-two minutes to receive the fucking
of a lifetime. I wondered just how long I had before Jason came back and just
stayed there basking in the afterglow of great sex. After a while I realized
that even though I felt thoroughly fulfilled in one way, I still hadn’t cum
myself and began gently running my fingers through the mess that Mack had left
me in. My mind remembered how I had invited Jason into my fantasies earlier and
I thought of him as I began working myself into a frenzy all over again.
I was so involved in the fantasy I
was producing in my head that I didn’t snap away from it until I heard, “I
didn’t know you did that after sex?”
My eyes jumped wide open to see that
Jason had caught me unabashedly masturbating and my legs snapped together as if
to hide the obvious. He had never seen me doing that before and I was so
embarrassed, but the look in his eyes was anything but repulsed. I asked him why
he was back so soon and it turned out that Mack had seen him walking down the
street and told him he was finished with me.
Hearing how Mack had put it to him
made me fall right back to the need to get off. I looked at Jason and I knew
what I was going to do to him. I didn’t even feel bad over it. Everything had
invoked an urgency within me and I needed to find out the truth. I needed to
know if we could stay together forever and now was the time to find out.
I stared seductively at Jason and let
my knees fall apart again. I wasn’t even aware of just what I was showing him
at the moment; I just knew what I needed to do to him. I cooed for him to come
to me and he was rightly repulsed by what I was asking of him. I leaned up and
grabbed his hand, and as I lay back down, I pulled his hand along with me.
“I told you he was only good for
one thing, Jay. I need more than that. I need you!” I began tugging him closer
to me until one knee fell beside me. “I understand what you mean now and you
were right. I do have other needs, but I have to know you’re really okay with
that.”
He responded with, “I left for you,
didn’t I?”
“I know sweetie, but now I have to
ask so much more from you. You have no idea how much this means to me, but I
have to know you’ll be okay with this. I love you so much and I really want to
know you can handle this.” I began working one leg around him to trap him
between my legs. He saw what position I was trying to get him into and balked. I
saw him looking down at my crotch and remembered just how wet and messy I had
been moments earlier as I fingered myself. I worked to overcome his obvious
revulsion at what he saw. “I know, honey, I know. But it’ll be okay. Just
come to me and I’ll help you get through this.”
Jason began shaking his head in
disbelief of what I was asking him to do, but when he didn’t say a word to me,
I took it as a sign that I could make it happen. I pulled harder at his hands
and began working my feet around his back to help pull him into position. I saw
him trying to keep from letting his stomach even touch the area that had him so
distressed. I finally pulled him onto me with his head falling between my sweaty
boobs. I closed my legs around him to keep from pulling away as I pushed on his
shoulders at the same time. All the while I kept calming him with my voice as I
instructed him on what I needed.
“You have to do this honey, you
have to prove to me that I can have other men and that it really won’t bother
you.” He lifted up to see the slop I was guiding him towards and I cooed
again, “I know! I know, Jay, I know this has to be hard for you. But I’m
going to help you get through it. It’s just you and me here and no one ever
has to know about it. You saw how I needed to finish what Mack only started. And
you know how much I love you down there. You have to do this for me.” It was a
trial for him, no doubt about it, but I just kept working at him until I finally
had his face within reach. “Do it honey, you have to do it if we’re going to
make this work. Just go to town on me and pretend you went first. It’ll be
okay.”
Jason had no idea how on fire my
pussy was at that very moment and when he made one last attempt to pull free
from my legs, I lost it and said some very mean things to him trying to get him
to perform for me.
“Just do it, baby. It’s no
different than what you got last night behind the bar. But now you’ll be doing
it for me. Remember, it’s just sex.” And when he stared at his point of doom
once more, I flipped out on him and nearly screamed, “Just fucking do it. I
need you to do it… and now damn it!”
I saw the pain wash over his face for
the hundredth time in the last two days, but I had to see this happen. He
grabbed for the bedspread and went to wipe me off, but I stopped his hand and
forced it away. “No, just like it is.”
I felt so ashamed the way he looked
at me like I was betraying him yet again. But I knew it would all be over in a
few minutes and as he flicked his tongue across my clit making me react with a
short jump, a smile came over me that bathed the room in light. I needed to mash
his face into Mack’s leftovers for my own thrill and as I did, I went back to
trying to help him go past his fears. “I know, sweetie. It must taste awful to
you right now, but it’ll all be gone in a few minutes. See… it’s not as
bad as you thought it would be. Just lap it up as you take care of me.”
I could see he was becoming resigned
to his task and relaxed my legs back to the bed and even spread them wide. I
kept my fingers tangled in his hair so he knew I wouldn’t let him stop and
basked in the feel of his tongue running all over me. “That’s right baby,
give me what you know how to do better than any other man on earth. Don’t
worry about that stuff. Just prove to me that you can do this.”
Normally I would close my eyes to
fantasize, but I couldn’t pry them off Jason as he grew somewhat comfortable
eating me out. My thoughts only grew more and more perverse as I felt the
gravity of what was really going on between my legs. I had just turned my
wonderful boyfriend into my cuckold. I had him cleaning up the mess left behind
by another man, and I knew this wouldn’t be the last time. I watched him going
dutifully about his business and thought how Mack had been right. Jason was
taking to this rather well, and I had to believe now that there was a lot about
Jason that he had buried deep inside his head.
The closer Jason got me to cumming,
the wilder my thoughts grew. This was among the nastiest things I have ever been
involved with and the sight of what I was achieving was driving me insane. I
felt so awesomely powerful holding Jason’s head to me and something came over
me. In some ways I would understand later on that it was the feel of dominance
washing over me that made me do it to my poor, sweet lover, but as I raised my
hips over my impending climax, I felt the undeniable need to destroy him
verbally. I would’ve cursed out Mack for saying such things, but as I felt
that first reactive jerk of my orgasm, I screamed out, “Eat that up bitch…
you are a fucking queer, aren’t you? Oh, god, I love it.” I rubbed myself
hard against his face as my fingers clung to his hair and just couldn’t get my
own mouth to shut the fuck up. “Ooohh, baby… you like that, don’t you? You
like the taste of Mack, don’t you? Its okay, nobody will find out. Just lap it
all up for me, honey.”
My hands finally released Jason’s
hair and he pulled away from me. He couldn’t look at me anymore over what I
had just screamed at him, so I bent up to stop him from leaving me. I pulled him
on top of me and hugged his face into the crook of my neck so he could hide his
humiliation from the world. I lovingly rubbed his back and told him how he had
just provided me with the best fucking sex of my life. I knew he needed to get
his manhood back, but I didn’t want what I had just discovered to get away
from me. I nibbled at his ear for several minutes as I told him the truth. If he
didn’t, or couldn’t accept it, then we would be going our separate ways
shortly, but now was the time for honesty; brutal honesty.
“I know how hard that was for you,
but you’ve got to let it go. Mack was right and you just proved it. You never
would have let me do that to you if you weren’t… if you weren’t gay…
deep down. But its okay, sweetie, because you’re my gay guy and now that
it’s out in the open, no one ever has to know but us. This means we can be
together and we can share things like this. I know you can handle me fucking
other guys now and I love you so much for it. I swear I’ll treat you better
than any guy could hope for, for the rest of your life.”
I heard a stuttering voice come from
under my neck. “Then… you’ll never make me… do this again?”
“I’m so sorry, sweetheart, but
yes… I will. You have no idea what you just did for me and I could never get
that out of my head. You can break my heart and leave me if you have to, but if
you stay, then there will be other times. I won’t be such a bitch about it,
but yes, it will happen again.”
Another muffled voice asked, “And just… how often?”
I took a deep sigh and really had no
idea how often I would get an itch. “I can’t tell you how often I might feel
the need to go out on another date, but I can be honest with you when I say I
could do this to you a couple of times a week. You really have no idea how good
that just felt; and knowing what you were doing for me was the most outrageous
sex I’ve ever had.”
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