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 The Neighbourhood Sicko

   I've had this story for so long and I still haven't finished it, so I
thought I would post the first half.  Hope you like it.



   Ok so I am a Paedophile, I have already been out'ed and have already
served a 18 month sentence for being caught in possession of some hard core
child pornography, I'd gotten it off a friend I met online, he was paranoid
about the airwaves and wouldn't send it to me, he wanted a face to face
meeting, I was a little paranoid about that, expecting a sting operation by
police, It went OK and when I got home I found that it did indeed contain
video files of a girl (9 or 10) getting seriously fucked by a pair of adult
men, and not just once but a series of movie files, at first the girl was
all brave and she even looked into it, but after 10 minutes of being
stretched painfully wide open, she'd start to cry, then the man would go
harder and harder till she screamed, the men usually came in her and then
the other one would jump straight in and slam himself in the drooling hole
of her pre-teen vagina, she'd cry again then scream till he was finished
the rape, then a nasty close-up of the dribbling cunt and her tearstained
face and she was done, I think I remember there being 18 videos of her on
that one memory stick, and hundreds of pictures.  I had the memory stick
copied in a hot minute, and I meant to destroy it but instead of just
smashing it to pieces I forgot about it, I had it in my coat when the
police fished me out of my car one night after an accident, I was over the
legal limit and I got done for the drink driving and the child porn.  I
pleaded guilty and got out after 18 months.  The thing is, most people
think that guys get fucked up in prison for being involved in shit like
this, but the reality is that men like me are segregated, I was kept safe
and away from any other prisoners, I also paid for protection from the
guards, I bought them all off, I'm filthy rich and I should have been
smarter and got someone else to do my deals for me, I'd never make the same
mistake that was for sure.  When I was released I went back to my
neighbourhood, in spite of my fortune, I still live in a bad part of town,
I like it there, I know the underworld bosses there, in fact I know
everyone and everyone knows me, I don't walk the streets too often as I get
jeered at, even rocks thrown at me if I'm not well protected, I keep the
company of several large angry men who protect me, I pay them well and they
do what I say and turn a blind eye to my problems.  I was walking along the
street one day and 2 men decided to have a go at me, I had 3 guys with me
and they stood between us, keeping me safe as always.  "Why don't you fuck
off, you sick fuck, huh, go and find somewhere else to live, somewhere away
from our kids and schools" one of them said "Unfortunately for you, my
living here is not illegal, nor is there anything you can do about it, so
just get over it man, there's nothing I want less than to piss off the
locals, and I've never touched a hair on any kids head from round here, so
just live and let live" I said "Fuck you sicko, your damaged man, all that
money and you still live here in the slums with the rest of us, something
stinks about that, you just want to stay here because you can see the
school from your window, bet you have a telescope looking down on them."
One said "So what if I do, I can't get over them lovely uniforms they were,
such sexy little sluts!" I said, I was probably foolish, but fuck them. 
"You sick fuck" Another man joined in, and then 2 more showed I was hustled
along to the shop, my minders didn't take any shit from the locals, they
just got in their faces and the locals always backed down, I got my
shopping done and when I walked back there were 2 girls on the street where
I lived, both wearing uniforms, skirts 2 inches above the knee, blue, white
shirts, blue sweaters, white socks, black shoes, even their bags were
uniform in this school although they had personalised them slightly with
their own furry badges with their names on.  I saw them both looking at me,
and smiling, they were giggling to each other, they had obviously heard
that I was a child lover and they wanted to get a look at me.  I look like
I stepped out of a boy band, I'm good looking and have a good body and I
look 10 years younger than my 35 years, both of the girls obviously liked
the look of me as they smiled and waved, I waved back, why wouldn't I?  The
girls were still there when I went to my 6th floor apartment, I had
purchased the 4 flats from the council and knocked them all into one, I
took up the whole of the top floor.  Then Id renovated them with bespoke
open plan living areas, the nicest furniture I could find, and very
expensive artworks on the walls, it was by all accounts a dream pad, I also
paid the council to give me a key for lift, it was the only way to travel
to the 6th floor and have it blocked off from the public, access by the
stairs was possible because of health and safety but It only opened from
the inside, there was no handle on the back of the door.  I'd gotten some
shit in the 6 months that followed my sentence, but things died down
afterwards.  When I went to the balcony and aimed a long lens camera at the
street I could see the 2 girls, they were talking and laughing to each
other, I snapped a few pictures of them smiling, from the angle I couldn't
get any decent shots of their legs.  Later when I was online I got a friend
request on my Facebook profile, I didn't get many of these and I didn't
expect to get any, since pretty much everyone in the country knew about me
and my penchant for preteen girls bodies.  When I checked the sender of the
request it was a young girl, she was probably 13 or so, I didn't add her,
because if you add someone on Facebook it shows on their wall and she would
get questions or contact from just about anyone who noticed, so I didn't
add her, I sent her a message instead.  "Hello unknown girl called Cindy
James, I don't know you and you know who I am, and what I am, so why in
your right mind would you be trying to add me as a friend?" I got a reply
within a few minutes.  "Lmfao...  Sorry, I just thought it would be funny,
to talk to you" "What would you like to talk about?" "Is it true that you
went to jail for watching kiddieporn?" "Yes" "Ok, that's sick, but Ok"
"What's OK about it?" "Well it's jst weird tht some people like to look at
tht isn't it lol "Do you actually want to talk about this or are you just
there having a laugh with your friends?" "I'm alone, and yes I want to talk
to you" "Ok, well it's not a joke, being like me is very difficult, it's
why thousands of people in the world kill themselves every week, because of
this problem they have, they like children sexually, it's not funny and
it's not cool, it's sick and wrong, but over time you either make peace
with it and get on with your life or you go mad.  I chose to make peace
with it." "I don't think it's funny, I saw you the other day in the street
I was outside your building, you waved at me and my friend Suzy" "ahhh,
that's why you are talking to me, I understand now." "Sorry, I shud have
said that first" "You are both very pretty girls" "You would say that lol"
"You think I like all girls when they are young?" "Yeah I guess so, that's
what you like" "I don't like all girls that are young, I like specific
types, I like skinny girls mostly" "How young do they have to be?" "Well,
It depends greatly on what kind of mood I am in, I like very young girls
but I wouldn't want to hurt anyone, so a little older is usually better, I
like watching other people hurt little girls although as I said I couldn't
hurt one myself, I like looking at pictures of young girls of all ages, I'm
looking at one right now that's very pretty." "Are you talking about me?"
"Yes you have your security a little low on your Facebook, anyone can look
at your pictures, even if they are not your friend." "ok, so you are
looking at my pics?" "Yes, you are very pretty, very pretty." "Thanks" "No
problem, I like you best in your pink dress, when was that taken?" "I was 9
then, it was at my sister's wedding" "You are seriously pretty, you are
still pretty now but obviously I like you when you were younger too.  Do
you still have braces on your teeth?" "Yeah, I hate them" "They make you
look even nicer to me" "You want to see another picture?" she asked "Are
you asking what I think you are asking?" "I will send you a new one, I can
take one now with my webcam" "How are you going to send me a photo?" "Check
my photo's again in 2 minutes bbs" I waited 2 minutes and refreshed the
screen, there was a new profile picture, same girl, eye's closed profile of
her face, with her lips puckered in a kiss.  "Have you seen it?" "You are
so kind, being nice to a paedo is not a good idea is it?" "You can't hurt
me by talking to me can you?" "Yes, some people think I can, I can ask you
to do things that are illegal, like send pics of your body" "Well, I'm not
going to do that" "I didn't ask you to darling, I just said that you can
get into trouble by talking to me, if you begin to see me as a friend, if
you start to go one step further and further, next thing you know you are
in my flat, then you could be in real trouble" I said "You said you
couldn't hurt anyone" "There are ways of hurting people without touching
them isn't there" "Like how?" "Well, such as if I took pictures of you
naked, for my own satisfaction, that would be exploiting you, and making
illegal images of you, but I wouldn't actually have to touch you to do
that" "Well, I'm not stupid, I wouldn't come to your house" "I didn't ask
you to Darling, I was just explaining what I meant" "Well, I don't think
talking to you is going to harm me, because I won't do what you tell me to
do" "So what would be the point in me talking to you?" "Well, you are now"
"That's because I think that one day you will let me take your picture"
"You really think that?" "Check my profile in 2 minutes" I quickly added
the picture of her and the friend outside my house, then I took off the
security and allowed anyone to look at my pictures temporarily, I doubted
very much that anyone was except my new friend.  "OMG that was the other
day" "I told you I would take your picture" "But you were talking about
naked ones" "I like taking pictures of pretty girls, regardless of if they
are naked or not." "Really?" "Yes, very much, I have a large collection of
photo's, none of them are considered to be illegal" "Of kids?" "Of girls, I
have no interest in boys" "How old?" "I have thousands, of all ages, girls
between the age of 5 and 18, after that I can get all the pics I need off
the internet, but the younger one's it takes time to build a collection, My
favourites are between 8 and 14, I like a girls body as it begins to
change, but I have a personal taste for thinner girls, like this one for
example, I like her very much." I pasted a URL of a site in Russia, it was
a direct link to a photo, the girl in the photo was 9 years old, she had
blue eyes and dark hair, very Russian looking, she was wearing a very short
dress that was tight, much too small for her, her legs were bare down to
her feet, the hem of the dress was just long enough to cover her panties.
"She's pretty" "Yes she is, I would like to have lots of pictures of her,
in all different clothes, especially school uniforms, they are very
attractive to me" "Well, I have 2 of me when I got my uniform, my mum took
them, you want to see?" "I would love to see, but talking on here using PM
is getting a bit tiring, it's slow and the box is too small, do you have
Email?" "You want my email?" "If you want to talk to me, and you want to
show me your pictures?" "Ok Ok....  *****@******* " She typed in her Email
and I switched to my own.  "Ok, so now you have a Paedo's email address"
"Cool" 2 pics attached I opened the pictures and Cindy looked beautiful,
she had on the same uniform I had seen the other day, but these pictures
were her head to feet, the skirt was again 2/3 inches above the knee and
her legs were smooth and thin, her hair was expertly tied up, her eye's
looked huge, she had small childlike features, very very attractive, and
sexy as hell, I would guess she was around 13.  "How old are you Cindy?"
"Do you like them then?  I am 13 now; my birthday was 2 months ago" "You
are incredibly beautiful, your pictures are now saved on my computer, I
will enjoy looking at them lots" "Ok well I have to go now; I will talk to
you again sometime" "Ok darling, you have a nice night" I didn't see Cindy
the next day, I deliberately went to the shop again with 4 Minders at
around 4pm the following day, so Cindy might be outside but she didn't
show, I did get some photos of some other girls in the neighbourhood, my
long lens can pick up such detail from a long distance, it cost me several
thousand pounds, but it was worth it.  When I checked my computer the next
night, I had an email from Cindy "Hay, how are you today?" "Not a very
original question is it Cindy, I mean it doesn't really bother you how I am
today does it?" "I'm just making conversation" "Well, think of something
you really want to ask me and then ask me" I waited around 10 minutes, I
was waiting for her to pluck up the courage, I knew it would be sexual. 
"Have you ever done it with a young girl?" "If you mean have sex then No, I
have never done that" "Have you ever done anything with a young girl?" "I
can't answer that question on email, because I might incriminate myself"
"So that means yes right" "Pleading the 5th amendment, a person can refuse
to answer a question if he or she believes that answer might incriminate
them" "Right ok ok, I get you, how old was she?  Lol" "She was 11" "OMG no
way!" "Yes, she was very pretty like you are, and she was my friend for a
long time, till she was 15" "But you didn't have sex with her" "No, I
didn't have sex with her" "What else did you do?" "Haven't we already been
over this?" "Yeah but you could be lying couldn't you, you might be making
it up, it's not like I'm asking you what her name is and where she lives"
"Ok I guess so, she was 11, she lived next door to me when I was younger, I
was 23 at the time, I used to talk to her about stuff, she was like you,
she was interested in asking me questions, she had a crush on me, one day
she kissed me on the mouth, she was just messing around and I didn't stop
her, then a few weeks later she did it again" "Do you like kissing her?" "I
didn't kiss her, she kissed me, I didn't kiss her back, although yes I
enjoyed it, I wanted it to be me kissing her back" "You did eventually
though right?" "Yes, a few months later she came round and I was taking
photos of her, she was posing for me, she wore leggings and a blue top" I
attached a picture of the girl from my album, I blurred out the head so she
couldn't be identified.  "Ok, so what happened?" "I can't imagine why a 13
year old girl is doing talking on Email to a Paedo about his illegal sexual
experiences with a young girl" "Well, just tell me, I want to know" "She
was messing around and she lifted up her top, I got some photos of her
nipples" "OMG" "I deleted them afterwards because they would be considered
illegal" "Ok, so you don't keep anything like that?" "No, not anymore, I
went to jail for that remember" "Well, what else did you do with her?" "I
told her that she shouldn't be in any state of undress in the photos she
should be a young lady and she should keep her clothes on" "I bet you
wanted her to take them off lol" "Yes, of course, but I didn't want to get
in trouble with the police, so I didn't tell her to undress, although I'm
certain that she would have if I had asked her" "How do you know?"
"Paedophiles are very attractive to young girls, most girls warm to them
and a paedophile can talk a young girl into doing things like that, things
they are not supposed to do" "You think I would undress for you?" "You have
already told me that you wouldn't do that, but my guess is that you would
enjoy being photographed by me" "I think I would like you to take my
pictures, but not naked ones" "Well, if you hang around on the grass next
to Griffiths park, on the mound where the swing is, you know it?" "Yes, I
know it" "If you go there tomorrow, at 5pm, I will take your picture from
my house" "OK, I got to go now, speak tomorrow after I get home" She showed
up at just before 5 and she was still wearing her uniform as I hoped she
would, there were 2 other girls with her, one of them I recognised as her
friend Suzy, she was very petite, just as I liked my girls, very small and
skinny, she looked 10 at most, although being in the same class as Cindy
she must have been 12 at least, possibly 13.  Another girl who was with
them was larger in size and I didn't look at her twice.  I setup my long
lens and trained it on the park, from the room I couldn't be seen from the
outside, only by someone else with binoculars or an equally powerful
camera, looking at my house from the park would be able to see me, and I
would of course be able to see them.  I snapped over 300 pics of the girls
for the first 30 minutes, Cindy had obviously told them something about
what they were doing there, they were doing poses, I hoped that she hadn't
told them the truth, I don't think she would be that silly, so I snapped
their little show, they eventually sat down and got comfy, not a single
panty flash which I was disappointed with.  I uploaded the pictures to a
fake Gmail profile and tagged them all "Pretty girls in the park" then I
went for some food.  I had a chef come around every day at 5Pm to cook me
whatever I desired, I just gave him a note each day with what I wanted the
next day.  I waited till almost 7 pm before I got an email.  "Did you take
our photo?" "Yes, what did you tell your friends?" "I told them I was
meeting a boy there, but he didn't show, then I said Imagine if he was here
but he was hiding in the bushes taking pictures of us, then they started to
pose for photos, I joined in" "You are quite good at this aren't you, you
can be my little helper" "Can I see a photo?" "You can see them all" I sent
her the link, I waited another 20 minutes "OMG it looks like you took them
from the park, like right by where we were" "My camera is very powerful" "I
can see that, you took loads of me and Suzy" "Well that shows you that I
don't just like all young girls, I only like specific types" "You took
loads of Suzy's bum" "It's a very nice bum" "She's really pretty" "Yes, I
agree she is very pretty, I'd like to get a lot more pictures of you 2" "I
bet you would like to see under the uniforms lol" "I would, but again that
would be illegal and I could get in trouble for that" "How about just
underwear is that illegal?" "No, that is legal, or in a swimsuit" "So you
could take pictures of me in my knickers and bra and it's legal?" "Yes" "I
bet you would like that" "Yes, but it will never happen so let's not talk
about it" "I have to go again now, speak soon x" I had grown in confidence
that this girl would be something more than just one of the neighbourhood
kids; I knew she was heading in a certain direction and over time she would
come to trust me more and more.  The following night I got nothing from the
girl of the moment, no emails, I looked out for her in the street and in
the park after school but didn't see her.  The following day I got an email
at 3:40 Pm "Hay look out your window, can you see me?  I'm on my phone" I
checked and sure enough she and her friend Suzy were outside making poses
up at the top floor, I made a decision that could have been a good idea,
and possibly not, but I didn't care anymore, I wanted these 2 and I was
sure I could get them.  I wrote a note out quickly and I put it inside a
pink envelope.  CINDY, THANKS FOR THE PHOTOS SO FAR, I LIKE YOU AND YOUR
FRIEND AND I WOULD LIKE TO TAKE MORE PICTURES OF YOU BUT IT'S NOT SAFE FOR
ME OR YOU TO TALK ON EMAIL.  IF YOU WANT TO POSE FOR MORE PHOTOS THEN I
WILL GLADLY PAY FOR THEM, I HAVE PUT SOME MONEY IN THE ENVELOPE TO PAY FOR
THE ONES YOU ALREADY POSED FOR, IF YOU WANT TO CONTACT ME SAFELY, WRITE
NOTES AND POST THEM IN MY POSTBOX, IT'S ON THE GROUNDFLOOR AND IT'S MARKED
IN PINK WITH NO NAME.  I added 2 £20 notes to the envelope, and then I put
the envelope inside a bag with a £2 coin to way it down, I sealed it up and
sent her an email back.  "Look up at the window, it's raining" then I threw
the bag from the balcony and watched it fall slowly down to the street,
Cindy collected it and opened it, jumping up and down, I hoped she gained
some composure before she was seen, I hoped nobody had seen the drop, Cindy
almost read my mind as she grabbed her friend by the arm and they walked
off quickly looking rather sheepish, I waited around 20 minutes and then I
got an email.  "I will post you a note later this week" I waited till
Thursday afternoon and I saw Cindy on her own walking up to the flats, she
walked quickly and she had on jeans and a hoodie, she still looked cute,
she was inside for a few minutes and then she walked out and left via the
same way she entered.  I couldn't wait, I took the lift to the ground floor
and opened my mailbox, there was no envelope around the note that was
inside, I took it to the lift and used the key to select Floor 6, the doors
closed and would not re-open till I arrived, I opened the note and read it.
I WANT TO DO IT, BUT I DON'T WANT TO COME ALONE AND I ASKED SUZY AND SHE
DOESN'T WANT TO DO IT, SHE SAYS ITS TOO DANGEROUS TO GO IN YOUR HOUSE WHEN
PEOPLE KNOW YOU ARE A PEDO, WHAT IF SOMEONE SEE'S US, WE COULD GET IN
TROUBLE.  I WILL COME TO YOUR HOUSE TOMORROW IF YOU WANT TO THROW ANOTHER
NOTE DOWN, BE THERE AT 5 PM.  CINDY I wrote out another note and threw it
down to Cindy the following night.  I UNDERSTAND WHY YOU DON'T WANT TO COME
INTO MY HOUSE AND I UNDERSTAND WHY YOUR FRIEND IS NOT TO KEEN EITHER, BUT I
HAVE AN IDEA.  IF YOU BOTH WROTE A LETTER WHICH YOU LEFT IN YOUR BEDROOMS
TO YOUR PARENTS THAT SAID "IF I DON'T COME HOME TONIGHT, CHECK FOR ME IN
TOP FLOOR FLAT IN THORPE COURT" THEN I WOULD SURELY BE SCREWED IF YOU
DIDN'T GET BACK UNSCATHED.  IF YOU NEED AN EXCUSE TO COME HERE, THEN YOU
COULD SAY YOU HAVE COME TO MEET PAULA SMITH, SHE LIVES IN NUMBER 7.  I AM
OFFERING YOU £100 FOR AN HOUR, YOU DON'T HAVE TO DO ANYTHING YOU DON'T WANT
TO, AND YOU DON'T HAVE TO STAY FOR THE FULL HOUR IF YOU DON'T WANT TO,
THERE WILL ONLY BE ME AND YOU 2 HERE, OR YOU CAN COME ALONE, I HAVE ADDED A
KEY TO THIS ENVELOPE, IT OPENS MY MAILBOX (WE WILL USE THIS INSTEAD OF
THROWING THEM OFF THE BALCONY) IT ALSO OPERATES THE LIFT AND WILL TAKE YOU
TO FLOOR 6 OF MY BUILDING, I GUARANTEE YOUR SAFETY.  I waited for 3 days,
and then on Monday afternoon after school Cindy came back in to the flats,
I waited for her to walk out, or the doorbell to sound, and I was
disappointed to see her exit the flats a few minutes later, I raced
downstairs and grabbed her note, reading it in the lift back to my floor OK
I WILL DO IT, ALONE, I WILL COME TO YOUR FLAT ON FRIDAY AFTER SCHOOL, IM
GOING TO WALK HOME WITH PAULA AND THEN I WILL COME UP TO YOU, I HOPE YOU
DON'T KIDNAP ME LOL She arrived @ 3:40pm wearing her uniform and very,
very, very nervous.  "Ok answer me this Cindy, how long have we been
talking?" "About 2 weeks" "And the first day you sent me an email and said
you would never come to my house, and yet 2 weeks later here you are" "I
know, but I don't think you are going to hurt me, and I have written a
letter which I left under my pillow to my mum, I always get home before she
does on Fridays cuz she works till 6 and I have a key to get in, she lets
me wait for her because I never get in any trouble, she will definitely
check my room when she gets home and she will see it pretty quickly cuz
it's sticking out, if I have a scratch on me, then she will know and you
will be in jail again" "Well, I think you are both very brave and very
safe, I won't damage you in any way, nor will I touch you at all, only
pictures and nothing else" "Do you want me to strip or something?  I don't
think I want to do that" "As I said, you will get £100 for 1 hour, If you
stay fully dressed" "What if I flash you a bit of leg" she giggled, she was
loosening up, getting a bit of confidence.  "Well, if you show me a bit of
leg I might put another £10 on the professional models fee" "What
about....." nerves again "The further you go the more money you will earn,
same as the real professionals" "So how much would you pay me for naked
photos, or do you still not keep illegal pictures" "Ok, Ok, so I might have
lied about that on Email, I can't tell anyone and an email is as good as a
confession, of course I have naked pictures, they are very well hidden and
protected to the ends of the earth, if I was raided again tonight, even
though they are here, the police wouldn't find them" "So how much?" "Are
you actually considering it?" "No....." she was quiet for a short time, her
face had gone red.  "I'm just curious" "Well, for naked photo's without a
stitch of clothing, in various poses for 1 hour, I'd pay £500, more than
that would depend on what you were willing to do with your body" "£500 are
you serious??  That's almost as much as my mom gets paid for a month!  For
1 hour?!  "They are a difficult commodity to come by, very rare, which is
why I would pay so much for them.  And I could also guarantee that nobody
else in the world would see them but me" "I can't believe it, and if I got
someone like my friend or something you would pay her the same?" "I would
pay her the same, and I would pay you £100 just for an agents fee" "No way,
are you a millionaire or something?" She said "Yes I am, I have more than
20 Million in the bank and property and assets of 20 million more" "Oh My
God, I can't believe it" "Well, I hate to rush you here but it is almost
4:30 you can't be here for too long or someone could ask your friend what
time you left her and then you'd have too much explaining to do" "Ok, Ok,
where do you want me?" "Hahaha, now there's a question.  Follow me darling"
I led the way to one of the bedrooms, it had a bed in it and it was a
pretty coloured room, pink and pastel yellows, blue and purples etc.  I had
a great Nikon camera and tripod setup back from the bed, I went to the
camera and pointed to the bed.  "Just sit on the bed for a few minutes
please, and I will try and setup lighting and range before starting, relax
and just act casual, talk to me, ask me questions" "Ok, Ok, so when did you
first think you liked girls like young girls?" "You mean sexually, I had
lots of friends who were girls when I was a kid and I liked them, but that
doesn't mean I was a pedo then does it." I said, as I talked I got the auto
focus working and I ranged her face and snapped a few shots, with my
digital camera it auto downloaded all photo's to a laptop and it was
completely silent, so Cindy had no idea I was already taking shots of her,
I got lots of her changing her mouth shapes as she talked, her cute braces
shining in the natural light from the windows, I drew out the focus and
took some slightly wide angle shots of her top half, and all the way back
getting her whole body down to her uniform shoes, her legs were smooth and
pale, and thin, very thin.  "Ok babe, I think I'm ready to start, just give
me a plain look to start with, no expression, just stare at the camera, she
struck a bored pose, I snapped a lot of pictures and I gave her pointers,
just facial expression changes, then I began to direct her to change her
position, lying down, side on, side on laying down, with her knees up from
the side, then standing on the bed, bouncing on the bed, standing in front
of the bed, lots of smiling and not smiling, showing her braces off, she
started to loosen up and she was posing by herself, she did some great
shots with her back to me looking back over her shoulder, she had brushed
her hair straight down her back, she did some smiling, some plain, some
showing her braces, and then she did something incredible, she looked sad.
"Sad face is perfect, I like that" "Like I don't want to be having my
picture taken" "Yes, like your being abused, or forced" I said.  She gave
me almost everything I wanted, until she stopped acting and began getting a
little more confident, she posed standing with her back to the camera, she
looked back at first, then she bent forward, not completely, just sticking
her ass out, the skirt meant I couldn't get any definition, it was small
though, barely 12 inches across from side to side, she was a very tight,
skinny little girl.  She faced the camera and tried to do sultry face, she
stuck out her tongue and licked her lips, I picked up another camera and
got closer, right up to Cindy and snapped from different angles, I didn't
ever touch her.  30 minutes in and she was getting tired of posing, she's
used up all of her imagination, what she thought I might like.  "Ok
darling, why don't you take your sweater off?  You have on a shirt right?"
"Yes, but..." "I will leave the room, and I won't come back in till you
call me in case you pull the shirt out and show off your pretty little flat
stomach" I said "It's not that, it's just, I kind of wanted to make sure
you weren't messing me around this first time" "Well, you can leave it on
darling, and you can take the money and go home now if you want to" "You
will still pay me?  It's not been an hour yet has it?" "No but if that's
all you are willing to do today, then that's OK, I'm not going to force
you" She thought about it for some time, then she said OK "But nothing more
than that, I'm not taking the skirt off, or my shirt" she said "That's fine
darling, no problem, just take your time" I took the tripod cameras remote
control, I could take photos from the hall without seeing Cindy, I walked
out of the room and closed the door, then I started hitting the button
twice a second till she called me 20 seconds later.  I walked back in and
Cindy had taken the blue sweater off, her crinkled white shirt was
underneath, it was very clean, in spite of this girl being from the poor
side of town, it looked like who ever looked after her did a good job, and
she seemed like a nice kid too which made taking her photo even nicer for
me.  She posed some more, and her face really lit up with the white shirt
under it, her smile was beautiful, without the thick sweater on, she looked
much smaller, much daintier, much more childlike, fragile and more
vulnerable, I snapped another 200 more pictures of her, much the same kind
of poses, she added a few more, getting on her knees and posing, some
laying on the floor, I had 10 minutes left and I wanted to push the
envelope, see how far I could push her, depending on her answers I could
determine whether she'd someday let me take pictures of her naked, I needed
to know.  "Ok so we have 10 minutes left and you've done incredibly well,
I've got lots of lovely pictures of you and I will put them in an online
album with a password which I will give you tomorrow via our post-box, come
by and pick it up when you have time.  I will make sure it's there first
thing in the morning.  Or, you could stay and earn yourself a little more
money, depends on how far you are willing to go" "I'm not taking any more
clothes off" she said "You won't have to" "I'm not flashing my knickers"
"Ok, you don't have to do that either, although I would obviously pay more
money to see it" "it's not that I wouldn't, You wouldn't be able to see
much, I did think about it earlier, it's just
that...........................................  I'm wearing some old ones
and they are not very nice" she looked shy again "Hahahaha, sorry darling,
but that's hilarious, you think the Paedophile is going to judge the
schoolgirl for showing him her unattractive knickers?" I said She laughed
but I could see it was still a fake laugh "You don't have to show me them
darling, honest, you can pose in other provocative ways and keep your
dignity intact if you wish" "Ok so what do you want me to do then" "Ok,
what you need to do is follow my instructions without thinking about why I
am taking pictures of you in the position I say, don't think about why,
just realise that nobody is ever going to see these but me, and I do mean
nobody, and I will not be able to see anything that I haven't already got
with my camera today.  Understand?" "Ok" she said "Right then, first pose,
on your knees, close your eyes and open your mouth wide, arms down by your
sides" I said it, she looked very nervous, I had just told her not to think
about why, and all she would now be thinking about is giving me a blowjob
and what it would be like, it was like programming with girls like this,
she was stupid enough to be here, and smart enough to earn money behind her
parents back for anything they wouldn't get her, it was the perfect amount
of intelligence and naivety, she took her time but she moved to her knees
and opened her mouth as wide as she could without pulling a silly face or
forcing it, I snapped some with the wide range, and some with my handheld
camera, I got close and took photos of her face close-up and into her
mouth, her tongue, her tonsils, I took lots of pictures, lots.  "Ok
darling, the next pose, on the bed, all fours with your back to the camera,
your head down" She got into position quickly, her skirt was quite loose on
her legs and hung over her bum, I could see the back of her thighs, the
back of her knees and the lower part of her legs, I snapped a lot in this
position also, from the side and from behind her with the tripod, some 45
degree and some 20 degree angles at the same height as her back.  "Ok
darling, now put your hands behind your head, put your head on the bed, lye
on your cheek, link your fingers behind your head" she moved and she was
nervous about her skirt, I could see her fidgeting.  "Don't worry Cindy I
can't see your knickers from here, not even if I got on the floor behind
you" she lay still and I took lots of photos of her.  "Ok last one for
today then if you are brave enough, I'd like to tie your hands together
with some rope and put some tape over your mouth" I looked at her and she
looked scared to death "Let me be a little clearer, I'm not actually going
to tie you up, I'm just going to wrap some rope around your hands, and the
tape isn't overly sticky either, let me show you.  I peeled off some of the
blue tape, it was barely sticky enough to stick to human skin, I ripped a
little off and held it up over the girl sitting on my bed, I dropped the
piece of tape in her lap.  "You can hand me stuff you know, I'm not going
to scream or anything" she picked up the tape and stuck it to her arm, then
she peeled it off easily without any pull at all.  I grabbed the rope, it
was smooth and soft, but looked like strong rope, she toyed with it a while
"Ok....  How do I do it?" "Well, I will do it if you like, but you will
have to let me touch your hands" "That's OK, I trust you" "Said the 13 year
old to the paedophile" I laughed, then I picked up the rope.  "Ok hold your
hands out with your wrists touching" I said, she followed my instructions,
then I wrapped the rope around her wrists, 3 times all the way around, then
I looped the rope between her arms and tied a loose knot, she could simply
pull her hands free should she wish to.  I had deliberately done her hands
first because then I would have to tape her face.  "Now for the tape on
your mouth, It won't hurt and it won't stick very well so It will probably
fall off if you talk darling, just try and relax" I grabbed the tape and
pulled off 6 inches, then I slid it on to her mouth and smoothed it down. I
walked back and took some photos, several in fact, I had her move her
position slightly and pull sad faces, even scared, which she did by opening
her eyes wide.  "Ok darling, that's it.  Thank you for your time and if you
want to let me take any more pictures I'm willing to pay for you in
different outfits, bring a few changes of clothes with you next time if you
want to earn another £150" "£150 really!!" she said excitedly as the tape
fell from her face, she pulled the rope off her hands and threw it on the
bed next to her.  I handed her an envelope with £150 in it, she opened it
and her hands were shaking.  "1 hour exactly, that's £150 an hour, most
professional executives don't get paid that kind of money, and it's there
as often as you want it, you just have to come here and act sexy for me." I
said "You really think I was acting sexy?" "You are naturally sexy to me
Cindy, you don't really need to do anything else, just turn up and be
yourself" "So you think I can do this again next week?  If I like, wear
some different clothes, and maybe get more money?" She seemed sheepish, a
little excited, a little cheeky, a little unsure.  "Yes, of course, same
time next week and wear something else, I would prefer a skirt, the shorter
the better and the tighter your clothes the better, if you want to wear
leggings and a tight top that would be great too, so I can see the shape of
your body.  And obviously, the further your go....." I looked at her and
said the last line louder.  "The more I get paid?" she repeated my earlier
line "That's right darling, now go quickly and try not to act any different
and don't tell anyone yet" "Yet?" she said "I know you will tell your
friends, especially your best friends and I want you to tell them, just not
yet" "You want me to tell my friends?" she said "Yes, of course, that way
if they want to make some money and I like the look of them, then I will
pay them and you get your commission fee" "You are really going to pay me
money just for getting my friends to pose for you?" "I will indeed, just
take care with the information and don't tell anyone that you know will
freak, or anyone you think will grass, just keep it to yourself for the
time being, maybe tell your best friend if you want.  This is not currently
illegal, because you haven't exposed yourself in any way, all I have done
is take photos of a model with her consent and then paid her for it, if any
law is broken it would be you not declaring your earnings and being guilt
of tax evasion." "I'm a model" she smiled "You certainly are, and a very,
very sexy one" I said, she went red and looked away, then she grabbed her
sweater and pulled it on over her head, she left and I didn't get another
email for a few days, then I got one that said "post" on the Wednesday.  I
CAN'T COME ON FRIDAY, IT'S NOT THAT I'M BACKING OUT, IT'S JUST THAT MY MOM
IS NOT AT WORK AND SHE WANTS TO DO SOMETHING WITH ME AND MY SISTERS, I
CAN'T GET OUT OF IT, I WILL TRY AND GET OVER ON SATURDAY BUT IT MIGHT HAVE
TO WAIT TILL NEXT WEEK, SORRY.  CINDY I was disappointed but glad she was
committed to coming back to see me, I knew it was only a matter of time
before she posed for some more revealing pictures, I hoped for a skirt on
her next visit because I wanted her knickers, and I thought she would do it
but she needed to be wearing a skirt to make it an easier decision,
subconsciously It would be more of a task for a girl to remove an article
of clothing to show off her knickers, rather than just lift her skirt.  I
checked out my Cindy folder that was already busy with photos, the first
one after she'd waved at me in the street, the one's she'd sent me on
email, the one's I'd taken from her Facebook page, the one's from the park
and then the photo-shoot, I flicked through and edited the album deleting
anything that was worthless, there were a few but most of them held some
appeal and I kept them, the posed ones from the end of the shoot were
obviously my favourite, all fours with her hands behind her head, a classic
submissive pose, and a skinny 13 year old dressed in a school uniform,
incredible.  The next time I saw Cindy was the following week, I saw her
and her friend walk into the building and then 15 minutes later she rang my
doorbell, I let her in and she sat on the sofa in her uniform again.  "Did
you spend the money yet?" "No, I still have it, I'm saving for an Iphone"
She said "How much is it?" I asked "£400" "Well, depending how far you are
willing to go, you could walk out of here with enough money tonight"
"Really?" she said "I already told you, if you were to pose naked say,
you'd get £500 at least, you wouldn't need to pose naked to get enough to
buy the phone if you added it to your other money you got last time." "Ok
so what would I need to do to get £250?" she said "Pose in just your
underwear" "Mmmm, maybe not this time" she said "Why not this time, my
guess is that you brought spare underwear in your bag and you're already
wearing a nice set" "How do you know that?" she looked mystified "Because
last time you couldn't go through with it because you thought your
underwear was ugly" "It was, I threw them away when I got home" "You should
have kept them and brought them with you, I would buy them from you."
"Really?" she looked totally confused, then she realised what I was saying,
and that I meant when they were dirty, she looked embarrassed and then
smiled "I mean after you take them off" I said, just to confirm what she
was thinking, she looked away and went red, she didn't say anything for a
minute, then she decided.  "Ok, I will show your my knickers today, and I
might pose in just my underwear at the end, but only if you promise me the
£250" "If you show your knickers I will give you £200, if you pose in just
your underwear you get £250" "I know you really want me to do it, but I'm a
bit scared" "You have nothing to be scared of, you know nobody else will
see the photos and I will never tell anyone you did it, so you're safe, and
regardless of what you think of your body, I already love it completely,
you are truly beautiful to me" "What would I get if I took my bra off, but
left my knickers on?" "£300" I said, she contemplated.  "You don't have to
go that far tonight, you only need £250 for what you want to buy" I said
"Ok, what do you want me to do first?" "I want you to sit in the middle of
the bed and rest your weight on your hands behind you, then I want you to
raise your knees slightly and open your legs a little so I can see your
knickers, but only slightly at first." She did it, and she had white
knickers on, I snapped a lot of photos, close-ups and wide angle, she
gradually opened her legs and I continually gave her photographers
encouragement with shouts of "Perfect" and "Beautiful" as I snapped her, I
had her pose in so many ways, on all fours again but this time with her
skirt over her back to reveal her white knickers from behind, I got lots of
close-ups, then I had her lay on her back holding her legs up to her chest,
revealing her knickers again, tight against the bulge of her tiny pussy.  I
got some toe shaped definition of her nether lips in those pics' and I got
as close as I dared, she must have felt the camera right near to her body.
"Ok babe, you can lose the jumper and the shirt now, I want some of your
bra while you still have the skirt on" I said She stripped the jumper and I
snapped her as she unbuttoned the shirt, she even smiled at the camera
throughout her striptease, I snapped over 500 pictures in our first 30
minutes, she stripped the shirt off and I saw her tight white bra, it
wasn't covering much more than her puffy nipples and it was so tight I
could still make out the shape of her tiny cone shaped tit buds, they
looked very sexy, I snapped away, lots of her smiling and showing off her
braces, I got lots of close-ups again and all fours again, showing her
knickers, all fours with her hands behind her head showing her knickers, a
lot of photos of her knickers from behind with the bulge and the toe, I had
her lay on her back and hold her legs back again, then she did a pose
completely by herself without my asking her, she held her ankles and she
straightened her legs and held them out perfectly, like a gymnast. 
"Beautiful" I said "How did you make so much money?" she asked me as she
posed "I won some, and I gambled some and won again, then I invested it and
risked it and I guess I just kept picking the right gambles, I was just
really lucky." I said "I wish I was rich" she said "Well, keep taking your
clothes off for me and bring me some other girls who take theirs off, and
you might be rich one day" I said, she laughed "Do you want me to take my
skirt off now?" she said "I want you to turn your back to the camera and
slowly slide it down your bum If that's ok, and look back at the camera as
you do it........  Yes, like that....  Perfect....  Beautiful.... 
Lower.... Now slide it to your knees.....  and drop it to the ground......
and now kick it away, stay there....  Now bend forward lower....  Touch
your ankles.....  now legs apart a little, now a little more....  Stretch a
bit....  Low as you can.....  Perfect...  grab your ankles and look at the
camera between your legs...  excellent!" I continued to give her praise and
encouragement "Imagine what my parents would think if they knew what I was
doing right now" "I don't really want to imagine darling, I think they
would want to kill me" "Right then I know you've already done these poses
dressed up, but now you're in your underwear I want to do them again, so
please if you will, on all fours on the bed, I snapped her 2000 times, in
every position I could think of, she added a few of her own, sucking her
finger was one I didn't think of and she looked incredible doing it." "Once
you have naked pictures of me, what else is there?  I mean you won't pay me
for more naked pictures after you have them will you?" "I might pay you for
more if I can think of more poses you can do, and then there's toys you can
play with, sexual toys, and all manner of foods and sauces and other
liquids to pour over you, I could snap you for months and not have too many
pictures, you could earn a lot of money here, and then there's sex photo's
as well, but then you're talking in the thousands of pounds" I dropped the
bombshell and I kept quiet while her brain processed the money before
thinking about the task, a girl like this would do anything for money, I
knew it weeks ago before I'd met her in person.  "Sex pictures?" She said
"You know what I mean, but obviously the further you are willing to go...."
"The more the pay, I know" she said "Well, you've already done enough for
the £250 tonight darling, you want to take the money?" "Yes, but I want to
know if I can make it £260?" "What did you have in mind?" "This" she said,
and she pulled her knickers up higher and they squeezed her cunt tightly,
the toe was prominent and I could almost see through the knickers It was so
proud and obvious, I snapped a hundred photos in 5 minutes, I had her turn
around and I snapped some of her ass with the knickers tightly between her
cheeks, a real wedgie.  She looked incredible and I wasted no time in
telling her so.  I'd gotten over 3000 pictures of Cindy to add to my Cindy
folder, she still had a lot of work to do if she wanted to get close to my
all-time largest folder, which was way over 25000 pictures.  "Ok darling
you have your £260" I watched her dress and I snapped yet more pics of her
as she did so, then when she was back in the uniform I thanked her and
handed her an envelope.  "I don't think you are as dangerous as people make
out" she said "I am more dangerous darling, I am the worst man you ever
met, you are just too valuable to me to change anything we have going on, I
wouldn't risk it just to steal a kiss from you" "What would you pay to buy
a kiss from me?" "Maybe we can talk about that next time you come over?" I
said "Different clothes right?" She said "Yes, bring a couple of outfits
and make one of them tight, and wear different coloured underwear, the more
childish the better, if you have cartoon one's like Dora, or Hello Kitty or
Peppa Pig then go with that it will make you look younger, perhaps you
could put your hair in pigtails too, and bring some Pyjama's with you" "Ok,
I will post you in the week to see if I can make Friday, should be OK" she
said as she left and got in the lift, I sat on my sofa and thought about
nothing else for the next 2 hours, how much would I pay to kiss the skinny
13 year old with braces?  Depending on with tongues or without, I'd pay £50
for 1 lips to lips kiss, as long as I could take photos from a few angles,
and for open mouth, I'd pay £150....  I decided it was so much more than a
kiss without tongues, she'd take £100 I was sure, but I wanted her to jump
at the chance and do it, I'd trick her into it with my generosity.  She had
posted me by Friday and sure enough she was coming over, she arrived at
3:50Pm having walked her friend home again, she rang the bell and In she
walked as I opened the door.  "Alright babe, I was just finished uploading
the pictures from the first shoot" "Cool" she said, I booted a laptop and
logged into the site, then clicked on the folder marked with her name
CINDY, she looked through the first 200 or so and then I went off to the
kitchen, I knew what she would do, kids these days are good with computers,
she'd surely exit the Cindy folder and look at the other folders marked
with girls names and see what kind of photos they had posed for, I'd
deliberately left the SARAH folder open and unlocked next to hers, if she
looked in there she'd see a range of pics of Sarah Naked, in all kinds of
poses, Sarah kissing me, open mouth, me licking her nipples, Sarah with cum
on her face, her tiny tits, her skinny body, her taught belly, her legs,
her pussy, her ass, cum covered all over her, smiling, with cum on her
teeth, in her mouth, on her tongue, even pictures of me shaving her pussy,
eating her pussy, eating her ass, fingering her pussy and ass.  There was
pictures of Sarah pushing things into her pussy, even pushing objects into
her anus.  There were movie clips but she wouldn't watch them, because
she'd be scared of the sound and it wasn't easy to disable, I left her to
look at the photo's for several minutes then I walked back in with a can of
Coke for her, she quickly closed whatever it was she was looking at and
went back to browsing her own pictures, her face was a little worried
looking and her hands were shaking.  "How much you give me if I kissed
you?" "You mean a real kiss with tongues and everything?" I said "Yeah I
guess" she said "Depends how long for and how often" "I mean for 5 minutes,
making out with tongues?" she said "Just once?" I asked "I don't know" she
said nervously "Well, if you are talking today after we finish, 10 minutes
making out I could add another £50 to your fee, if you undress to your
underwear again for pictures, that would give you another £300, but if you
said you would make out with me every time you came over, then you could
walk out with £500 today" as I said it her eyes went huge and she began to
hyperventilate, she couldn't get her words out.  "That's as much as if I
stripped naked" She said "Well, I think it's worth it, you are a VERY sexy
girl" I said She sat stunned as I left the room and came back with a
camera, I began snapping pics of her immediately, she posed for me in her
uniform again, lots of shots, then she slid up her skirt and showed me her
tight pink Hello Kitty knickers, I snapped them and her in them, lots of
pics again, she posed without nerves and stripped without hesitation, I got
lots of nice pics.  "I have my gym kit with me, if you want me to put that
on?" she said "Yes I do, please" I said She grabbed her school bag and
pulled out a pair of Lycra shorts and a tight white top, it was all skin
tight, she put it on as I snapped her, then she posed in lots of positions,
doing gymnastic positions like the crab and the arch ETC, she stripped it
slowly as I snapped her, I got close-ups of her knickers as she pulled down
the shorts, from in front and from behind, she didn't complain at all till
45 minutes passed and she'd already ran out of idea's, she already knew I
would have a few and she didn't wait for me to suggest something.  "Ok, so
I will kiss you, I don't know if I want to do it every time, because I
don't know what it will be like kissing a man, if I don't like it then I
might not want to do it again" she said "Ok that's fair enough, just don't
rush, kissing is very intimate, and it needs to look that way on the photos
it can't look acted, it has to look real, stay in your underwear if you
can, I like you that way" I moved my camera to a smaller tripod so that for
people sitting on the rug it would be at head height, then I set the camera
to take 1 picture every second, and also to record a constant movie file,
which was an added feature on my best camera, I could kiss her all night
and it would capture all of the pics and all of the action on an MPG file.
I sat next to the semi naked teenager and I closed my eyes and puckered my
lips in front of the camera, she kissed me within a few seconds, I let her
use lips only for a few minutes, moving my head left and then right, then I
opened my lips slowly and she did the same, I felt her braces immediately,
then her warm rough tongue, she was lousy at kissing, but it didn't make it
any less erotic for me, she was 13, and she was skinny and she was wearing
just her underwear and in my house!  I sucked her tongue a few times and
she relaxed a little, after 5 minutes she was really getting into it, she
had opened her mouth fully and I had a mouthful of her saliva as she
dibbled all over my tongue, she began to move her mouth a little more, and
we snogged for over 10 minutes before she pulled back to say something. 
"Is this OK?" she said "You're a great kisser already, have you done this
before?" I said "Yes, but only a few times with my boyfriend last year, he
was a little older than me and he said I was crap at kissing" "You are not
crap, you just haven't had much practice.  You're doing a great job, let's
try it with you laying down" I said as I adjusted the camera and Cindy lay
on her back on the rug, I leaned over her and stroked her hair as I kissed
her, we made out on video for another 7 minutes before I pulled back.  "So
what do you think, are you going to kiss me every visit?" "Ok" she said
"All I need to do is what we just did?" She said "Yes that is all, I Won't
lie to you or use you" I got up and went over to my office, I pulled out an
envelope with £500 in it, and I handed it to her, she opened it a bit and
smiled, I grabbed her face in my hands and I kissed her again, she
immediately opened her mouth and used her tongue against mine, her braces
felt so sexy against my lips, I knew she would now kiss me whenever I
wanted without payment, as long as she was here, she was as good as mine.
"You can get dressed and go now if you want babe, thanks for today, you've
been excellent, I think I have about 5000 pictures of you now." "I saw the
other pictures on your computer, of SARAH, I looked when you were in the
kitchen" "Well that was a bit sneaky of you, I can see that I can't trust
you completely yet, Sarah was a girl who posed for me a few years ago, and
then she moved away with her family, she was 14 when she moved, she'd been
posing for me for 2 years, and she did a lot more than you have done so
far, I think when she left she'd taken about £16,000 of my money, I was the
one who paid for her and her family to move away, her dad even knew where
the money was coming from and told her to carry on doing it." "No fucking
way" she said "Yes fucking way, but then she did go all the way, she did
sex movies and pictures, hundreds of times, she even had sex with me" "I
thought you said you haven't had sex with any young girls?" She said "I
didn't hurt her, it wasn't her first time, I lied before, because I didn't
know how far you would go and how much I should tell you.  She'd had sex a
few times before with her boyfriends, she actually really enjoyed it when
we had sex, she slept here for 6 weeks before she moved away" "How much did
you pay her for that?" "£500 a night" I said "But that's how much I would
get for naked photos" She said "Yes, but once I have 3000 pictures of you
naked in every position we can think of, there's nothing else I want, then
you have to move into physical contact to earn more money, because I
already have all the pictures I need." "You said you would pay me for more
pictures of me in different clothes" "I said that before you posed in your
knickers, now I don't need too many more clothed ones, I can just look at
your underwear shoots" I said "Ok so the further we go the less we have
left to sell" she said "Kind of, I had sex with Sarah and I enjoyed it, she
was very energetic and open to try anything, she did everything a man and a
girl can do together in bed, and she let me film it too, she was a perfect
model for me, If you did things with me sexually without me filming it or
taking pictures then it wouldn't be as valuable to me and it wouldn't pay
as much, but if you did what Sarah did then I would obviously pay you what
I paid her" "I'm a virgin" she said "Well, you should probably keep it
darling, it's value to you is more than it's worth in pounds, I would love
to have sex with you and I would pay you well to sleep with me, but your
virginity should be lost when you fall in love not with some creep for
money, trust me you will regret it if you waste it" "How much will you pay
me, if I was a virgin, because I haven't done it before would it be less?"
She said "Cindy, you are crazy to even offer it to me, but if you said you
would let me have sex with you and take your virginity, then I would pay
you £1000 for 1 night, I would probably have sex with you a few times over
the night and you would take the money in the morning" "How come so much?"
"Your Virginity is the most precious gift you can give a man, and you are
also only 13 which makes it even more desirable to a man like me" I said
"Oh shit, I have to go, look at the time!" she said abruptly, it was almost
6Pm, she quickly dressed and ran out of the building as fast as she could,
she emailed me when she got home.  "I just beat my mum by 5 minutes, Post
tomorrow" I left a note in the post-box on pink paper for Cindy, just
reading YOU ARE SO SEXY and she posted me back with I WILL SEE YOU ON
FRIDAY, I WILL TRY AND GET A SLEEPOVER AT PAULAS HOUSE.  I waited till I
heard the doorbell and I let her in, she was wearing jeans and a tight
black top, she looked older, I noticed that she had makeup on.  "I got the
sleepover, I so I can stay over if you still want to.........  pay to take
my virginity" "Why are you doing this darling, I told you to keep it, I
told you to cherish it and only give it to someone you love" "I just want
the money" "What for?" "Just stuff, I like buying things, I got this really
cute top and bag the other day and I've never got money to buy anything
like that before but since I came here I can afford it, and my dad said as
long as I don't get caught shoplifting then he's OK not knowing where it
came from, so now I've got so many things I want to get, like stuff for my
bedroom and clothes and stuff, £1000 would get me LOADS of stuff" "I think
you will regret it after, and because of that I'm not going to let you do
it straight away" "Do you still want to take photos of me today?" she asked
"Yes.  But what are you willing to do for that makes it different?" I said
"Well, we could do it here instead of the studio, and I have a couple of
changes of clothes with me, and I have.....  black underwear today....  But
I brought.....  some....  Old ones....  Like....  Really, really old ones,
I think I wore them when I was 9, they don't fit me anymore, they are Real
tight, but I thought.....  you....  Would like that.." she sounded so
nervous, seriously nervous about flirting with the sicko.  But she was
getting so good at it.  By the end of that night, my photo collection of
Cindy was another 3000 photo's larger, she posed for over 2 hours, until
she got to the piece de résistance, she'd gone next door to change as
standard, the third time, the third outfit, she came back in with her hair
tied up high on her head, she had on Red lipstick and dark eye liner, a
tight white satin boob tube around her chest, the midriff from the middle
of her ribcage to the pubic bone was bare, pale and skinny as I've ever
seen before, the skirt she was wearing was RED as her lips were and it was
so short I could already see her yellow knickers, the incredible toe
created by her tiny underwear was turning me on at an uncontrollable rate,
she looked nervous at first, and I couldn't talk my usual encouragement
because of her epically perverse outfit and my colossal state of arousal,
my cock throbbed and fought against the constraint of my jeans as I snapped
pictures, Cindy was mesmerising to me, I almost regretted turning her down,
I would do it eventually I was sure but I wanted her to be desperate first.
I wanted her to continue coming round and getting further with her
promiscuity over time, slowly but surely heading towards her naked shots,
her full nudity, then asking for more chances to earn more money, the cum
shots I looked forward to a lot and the oral sex shots, her sucking me and
me eating her pussy, hopefully after she let me shave the little hair she'd
have at her age.  When she stripped down the skirt she bent forward and the
tiny underwear came in to full view, they really were tight on her, she'd
grown out of these 5 years ago and could only just stretch the cotton
enough to fit her still skinny ass into them, they were so tight I could
clearly see the definition of her pussy, she posed without nerves for
several minutes, pulling some gorgeous faces, flirty and dirty, she looked
sublime to me, she turned her back to the camera, I was on the fixed camera
mounted on my tripod, she'd been laying on the sofa but now she stood and
turned her back, a cheeky smile over her shoulder, and she put her hands
under her armpits and grabbed the bottom of the boob tube, slowly she
raised it up and over her chest and to her neck, slowly getting higher
before taking the material over her head and dropping it on the sofa, she
looked charged with dangerous energy, like she was possessed, she flirted
with her tight bum to the camera and eventually turned around, holding her
tiny bumps of tits in her hands, I went photo crazy, and as if by pure will
power, she moved her hands and I got my first glimpse of her naked chest.
There were clearly defined breasts.  They were just as small as they come,
slight swelling of the flesh in a circle shape, she had wonderful nipples,
they were dark and looked hard, her skin was so pale it made them stand out
strong.  She posed for at least 3 hours by the end of that session, I
kissed her when she was topless and got a Lot of shots, I even rubbed her
body while I kissed her and played with her nipples a little, they were
hard.  She didn't seem to mind at all, even when I pulled her on to the
sofa and kissed her long for almost an hour, she went with it and didn't
fight me at all, or act like she wasn't enjoying it.  When we stopped she
sat next to me, I'd put some music on the TV for her, and she seemed like
it, she was really happy leaning against me.  "Thanks for taking your top
off, I like your body so much, you look amazing through the camera, you
only have 1 bit of clothing to take off, are you sure you don't want to do
that now?  I'll gladly take another 1000 pictures of you tonight.  "Not
tonight, I didn't think I would take off my top but I just liked posing and
it felt exciting to get semi naked with you, like dangerous, I can't
believe I'm doing this with a man like you, but it's so exhilarating"
"Mighty big word for a thirteen year old, put your clothes on then babe,
are you sure you want to stay here?" I said as I put my camera away.  "I
haven't really got anywhere else to go, unless I tell my dad that I was
lying.  Then they would want to know where I was." "Well I do have several
spare bedrooms, you can take your pic." "I don't understand how you can be
so nice, and the same time, you're a ............." She couldn't say it "A
Pervert?" "Yes" she said quietly.  "I'm only considered one because I am
open about my attraction to girls like you, I think you'll find there are
many millions of men just like me, but of course they don't tell anyone,
some do go on to molest girls, and never get caught.  Most girls don't tell
anyone if they are abused.  They think they will get in trouble, a Paedo
uses that fear to continue abusing the same girl without getting caught. 
I'm not an abusive person, I've never abused a girl who wasn't completely
OK with me touching or kissing her, I've never had sex with a young girl
that didn't want to do it." "How many girls, like....  Me...  like young
girls have you had sex with?" "I don't think I should tell you that,
because it might put you off me." "I don't think anything would stop me
from coming here now, I like it, even if you didn't pay me, I like posing
for you, and I like kissing you" she said confidently, her head was facing
away from me so I couldn't see the expression on her face, but I could tell
by her voice that she was OK with me now, she was at ease.  "I've played
with over 100 girls, but I've had actual sex with only 33" "33!  WOW"
"That's not many considering my wealth and opportunity" I said "But it's
still quite a lot" "I don't think it's that many, and if I continue for the
next 40 years, I could make it 10 times that many" "I didn't think of it
like that" she said "can I see more of the pictures?  Like of the other
girls you have photo'd?" I knew that Cindy would get to this stage, it's
right before all her remaining defences come tumbling down, I've seen it
many times and I'm well practiced at what to show her and when, how quickly
I reveal the depth of the depravity I could and would hope she would go to,
would be entirely up to her and I'd base it on her reaction to the pictures
I was already going to fetch.  I booted my Laptop and brought it over to
the sofa where she sat, when It was fired up I opened the folder I Wanted
and typed a password which decrypted the photos, then I opened the first
collection I wanted to show her, my favourite girl by far, the oldest
photo's I owned, my own sister Jean, she was 8 when she posed for the first
time and she continued to pose till she was 16, then I advised her to stop,
she did and she never told anyone, she's the one person who has stuck with
me through everything, still my best and only friend.  I wasn't going to
tell Cindy how I knew this girl, because even I found it strange at first,
I always fancied my sister, from when she turned 7 and started getting
longer and thinner, I took pics' of her since she was born but the first
posed shots for my own personal enjoyment came when she was 8, she posed
naked when she was 8 too, and then the fun started, I took her virginity
she was 10 and I was hooked on her, we did so many things together in bed,
she let me do everything to her, sodomy, S&M, candles, all sorts.  "She's
really pretty, who is she?" "A friend called Jean, she's 8 here" I said as
I flicked through the album a pic a second, I didn't want Cindy to get
bored.  "Can I do it?" she said I smiled and handed her the computer, "Do
you want a drink of anything?" I said "Yeah, something cold if you have
any?" she said I wandered into the kitchen, I knew she would try and search
for other folders and she'd find them quickly because that's how I had set
them up, she didn't know the password though and she wouldn't be able to
see any of the pictures, only the names of the folders would tease her. 
Folders like "Nude" and "Sex Movies" and such, I went back in with 2 cokes
and Cindy was flicking through the extensive album, my sister was beautiful
looking, and had an incredibly skinny figure, her eyes were dark blue, the
only person I've ever met with dark blue eyes, she looked incredible in the
photos, soon she was stripped to her underwear, pyjama's, little shorts and
a swimsuit, even a string bikini, Cindy waited on the pics for a second or
so, which meant it took her over 20 minutes to get through the album, when
she ran out she looked at me again.  "Can I see the naked one's?" she said
"You really want to see picutes of a naked girl?" I asked "I kind of want
to know what to expect" she said I decided to push the boundary again, I
was totally pushing her towards her inevitable destiny with me, and I
already knew she would get there.  "Choose the album you want to see, and
the password is CINDYJAMES" "My name, why?" "I changed it the other day to
my new favourite model" I smiled "You are such a creep" she laughed, then
she opened pictures of my sister in her birthday suit, there were hundreds
of photos and it took a long time to get any sort of reaction from Cindy,
there were a lot of pics from quite far away, before I had my money and
expensive equipment, after 200 or so photo's the quality began to change,
and with it the degree of nudity and sexual positioning, Jean was a
brilliant model and she rarely complained about my asking her to open her
legs and hold herself open, her anus, vagina, I took picutes of her hymen,
then she used fingers on herself, her ass, pussy, she smiled throughout her
photo sessions, and Cindy seemed interested, right to the last ones, then
they stopped and she wanted more.  "Why don't you just come back to the
library, the password is the same for all of the albums, you choose which
one you want to see and go ahead, I'm going to take a shower" I said and I
left.  I imagined she would browse the folders and gasp as she saw all the
models names, well over 50 folders full of albums, some were 25000 pictures
upwards, her own folder was there too but she wouldn't be looking there. 
She would open another girls folder and see sub folders containing "Model
shots" and "Nude shots" and "Sex shots" and eventually "Movies", I doubted
she would waste time with the others, she would go straight to the movies,
as I slowly washed my body I imagined Cindy's heart pounding as she watched
a video of me fucking one of the girls, possibly my own sister, there were
many hundreds of movie files, I insisted when Jean came over that we always
recorded the sex sessions, I never fucked her once as a child without
recording it.  When I had gotten out of the shower I dried and put on some
fresh clothes, I went back to the lounge via another door so I could
quietly approach the sofa from behind Cindy and sure enough she was
watching a movie of me fucking a 9 year old called Fran, she was on all
fours on a bed and I was holding her tiny waist as I slid my cock into her
from behind, she was moaning in pleasure, and I was doing the same, then I
pulled out and turned the girl around to spray cum on her face, afterwards
I took photos of her, she licked the cum to her mouth and scooped the lot
up with her fingers and ate it as I snapped her, the movie caught all the
action.  Cindy must have seen my reflection in the screen as she turned
around and saw me standing there, my cock was visibly hard in my jeans. 
"You really love them don't you" she said "Yes, of course, I'd hope that
anyone who had sex with a girl loved them in some way, as I said I never
want to hurt anyone" "But you also said I don't mind watching other men
hurt girls" She said "Rough sex can be very sexy too" I said "Well, have
you got any of that on here?" "Not on this computer, but I do on my other
one, you really want to see that?" I asked She nodded slowly.  "then come
with me" I said and I led Cindy through the lounge to the far wall, I typed
in a 7 digit security code on the security panel and the wall slid back and
revealed a hidden room with a large bank of computers.  "What's all this?"
she asked "This is my collection, I don't just take photos of girls, that's
just my Private collection, and only I see that, I've never shown anyone
that apart from the girls who model for me, the private collection is stuff
I have found and bought over the years, I have an Extensive collection, and
I also sell it, which is how I really make money, and how I really became
rich" "Now it makes sense.....  How come you are telling me and showing me
all this?" she said "I don't know, I just have the idea that you won't
mind" I said "Why do you think that?" she said, I could see the excitement
in her "I just have a hunch, something tells me that this is making your
heart race, your face is sweaty, your hands are shaking" "I never even knew
this stuff existed, not like this." "Well, you don't have to watch......" I
got cut off mid-sentence by Cindy "I WANT TO SEE" she said quickly, she
realised how much she'd desperately screamed it out and it surprised her
"Please" she said quietly "Ok, what do you want to see?  I have everything
you can imagine, and a million things you can't" "Just like....  Show me
something you think I might like, like a hunch right?" she said I sat at a
workstation and began to type through the endless security, it was
programmed not just to wipe the files if I got any information wrong, but
also to incinerate all of the hardware, I didn't want that to happen so I
took my time and typed slowly but accurately, eventually the 28 inch screen
was displaying a folder full of MPEG files, with short names, when I
hovered over the file it gave me a brief description of the content, I
found a file of a young Japanese girl, perhaps 12 being stripped, shaved
and raped by 3 men, she cried but not loudly, they didn't go hard on her,
they just did the minimum to achieve the rape and they each came inside
her, it was only on for 9 minutes, Cindy's eyes never left the screen, when
it ended I looked her in the eye.  "Do you want to see more?" I said
quietly, Cindy just nodded I clicked another file and as It showed I
checked my watch, it was only 9:30pm, still early, Cindy sat down at a
chair next to me and watched a girl of 13 give a black man a blowjob, then
she watched an Asian girl working hard to fuck a fat older man, an 11 year
old getting a cock in both ends, face and pussy, then the men swapped and
she took both of their loads in her mouth, I went for the short movies, and
the less than hard rapes/fucks, I noticed Cindy getting a little fidgety,
like she was losing interest so I took it up a notch, I opened a file of a
girl of 9, she got raped much harder and it was more graphic, a couple of
guys in their 20's most likely with one of their young siblings or family
members, she asked for it, they made her beg, then she got slapped around a
little, her clothes were ripped off her and when she was penetrated she
screamed, the men didn't let up though, they raped her forcefully as she
screamed and cried, then came inside her and the other man did the same, a
second 6 minutes of hard rape.  After watching 6 movie files I stopped. 
"So now you know, I AM a dangerous man, and I am the worst man you ever
met" "If you like watching this stuff, then how come you don't do it to
anyone?" "I don't want to hurt anyone myself, I like to watch it though,
like you just enjoyed watching that, but you wouldn't want that to be you
would you" I guessed she enjoyed it, and she didn't correct me.  "No I
guess not, I can't believe you have all this, how much do you have?" she
said "Well, this folder has 350 files in it, and each folder has the same
amount, I think there are around 80 thousand movie files on this drive, and
over half a million pictures, I have several terabytes of material" "How
much is it worth?" "Well, I can sell it over and over again so it's pretty
much priceless, let's go on and see if I have any new objects to buy" I
went to a Japanese site that just contained strange texts, I wrote down
codes on a piece of paper and then when I had them all down, I arranged
them according to the key, which I found on another site, it was a VERY
secure system, the eventual completed code would be a URL that I could then
use, it took me to a private file sharing website and there were 13 new
movie files for download, with innocent names relating to a random
industry, architectural plans were todays theme and I downloaded them all
before opening the first file, it was a Very high quality movie file, a
girl was bouncing on a bed, looked like it was a very expensive hotel room,
high up in a sky scraper, probably in the far east looking at the
decoration and the girls pale round face and narrow eyes, she had jet black
hair too, a very pretty oriental girl, she seemed to be around 8 or 9 and
she looked very happy, she was giggling away as she bounced.  The camera
panned out and captured around 10 men, my cock was HARD as ever, I imagined
this was going to be VERY hard-core and I wasn't sure Cindy wanted to watch
this, I wrote down some notes and then I went to stop it.  "Don't stop it,
I want to see what happens to her" she said "You realise that she's going
to get seriously hurt?" "It's OK, I don't know who she is" said Cindy, a
very selfish view but one I would hope she kept.  We continued to watch the
film and eventually the young oriental girl became the centre of attention,
she was stripped naked and soon had men groping her and licking her all
over, the cameraman captured a first guy applied lube to his erection and
the other men holding the girl flat on a table with her legs spread wide, 2
men either side held the girl down on her back facing the ceiling, her head
was tilted back and another cock was forced into her mouth, she was trapped
completely as the waiting man got between the girls very narrow thighs and
pushed his swollen cock against her chubby cunt lips, he rubbed it up and
down for a few seconds and then held the girls waist tightly and forced
inside, her body tensed and a high pitched scream came from her body,
hardly any sound at all, due to the cock forced into her throat, after 10
minutes or so the man pulled out and there was a close-up of his penis and
her blood smeared pussy, she was obviously a virgin before the movie began
to film, a second man applied lube and took his place and the rape
continued, I noted the timer and the movie was an epic, 1 hour and 51
minutes long, I pressed a few keys and the speed trebled, the second mans'
backside was pumping furiously, and there was no longer sound to the movie,
I watched and wrote notes.  "What are you writing?" she said "I'm noting
what happens in the movie so I can tell any potential buyers what it
contains and how hard-core it is, not everyone will want to buy this, but
there will be a good market and the contents are quality, I should make a
lot of money from it, I will pay perhaps £50,000 for this movie, and then
sell it for £1000 each time, but I'll sell many thousands of copies so I'll
make a killing, this is also business for me, and because I am the way I
am, I can watch and trade this stuff without puking, without getting
emotionally involved or upset" "Is that what happens to normal people who
watch it?" she said, as she continued to watch with interest.  We continued
to watch till the men had all fucked the girl, her pussy was red and
swollen and there was a significant amount of blood and cum drooling from
her hole towards 45 minutes in, she cried and moaned as she was placed face
down on the bed and one of the man applied more lube to his second
erection, I could tell what was going to happen, I watched Cindy's reaction
to the girls sodomy, she gulped and her eyes opened wide, but she didn't
turn away, she watched the next 20 minutes as 4 of the men took turns
raping the child in the anus, the girl was this time allowed to scream
loudly throughout, when the last man had fucked her she was urinated on by
all the men, they placed her on the floor of the room and pissed on her all
over her body, her face, her hair was soaked, the last 5 minutes of the
movie were the hardest to watch, as 2 men began to kick the little girl,
they kicked her hard all over and she took a few kicks to the face which
opened cuts, her stomach, arms, back and legs were beaten repeatedly till
the men all left and only the cameraman and the unconscious girl remained
in the room, he circled her bleeding, broken, urine soaked body, he got
more close-ups of her damaged vagina and anus, then the final shot of her
bloody, bruised face filled the screen till the film ended.  Cindy stood
and left the room, she went to the bathroom and threw up, I'd definitely
made a mistake showing her a film I hadn't seen before, but I wasn't going
to show Cindy that I thought it was a mistake, I finished writing my report
and then I renamed the file and wrote a short description.  "High Quality,
Oriental girl, 8-yrs-old, gang-rape, gang-sodomy, urination, beating, very
hardcore, running time approx.  1hr 51mins" then I went on to the next
movie and watched that, wrote a report and as it ended I saw Cindy at the
door.  "Are you OK?  If you want to lie down you can go into the next
bedroom I have had it made up for you, there is a TV in there, Or I can fix
you something to eat?" I said "No, I'm fine thanks...  I just, didn't
expect that, I didn't want to look away, but I felt myself get sick, the
poor girl, I wonder what happened to her" "You really care about her?" I
asked "Not really, but I guess I am curious as to what would happen after"
"Well, my guess is she was purchased by the group for this reason and after
her family would take her back and love her as they should have before
selling her virginity for many thousands of pounds, she would always think
she was raped by a group of men, she'd probably never know that her father
sold her to them" "You think that's what happened?" "I've seen it happen
before, I've even been offered girls before when travelling abroad to meet
clients" "So what else do you have?" she said as she sat down, there was
another movie playing of a very young girl, being abused by an older man,
she called him daddy, he probably was really her dad, he put a finger
inside her, then he played with her clit and licked her for a while,
eventually he got out his cock and she sucked it, she looked too young for
penetration but his cock wasn't very large and when he lubricated himself I
gathered he had done it before, the girl looked around 5 years old, he
pushed his cock into her, she winced and moaned through 5 minutes of gentle
in and out, then he pulled out and came on her naked body, she laughed as
it sprayed onto her.  I wrote the report as normal, I wanted to see what
Cindy would write so I asked her.  "Read this report and get the idea, I
want you to write one for the next movie" I said, and I passed her the pad
and pen, she read the basic synopsis of the last movie, girl 5, father
daughter incest, abuse, oral and penetration, medium strength, running time
approx.  12 minutes.  I clicked the next movie and a young black girl was
on the screen, she was around 10 and she was being chased by a couple of
teenage black kids, possibly 17 or 18 years old, they chased the laughing
girl into a house and the camera cut to the bedroom where the skinny black
girl began to strip, she was soon naked and the 2 boys stripped their
shirts off revealing the naturally toned and muscular physique of a black
street basketball player, the 2 boys got a blowjob from the girl
separately, when she began the second the first boy went for her vagina, he
licked for a few minutes and then began to push a finger inside, then 2 and
eventually he pushed her flat on the bed and forced his 7 inch cock inside
her, she moaned but didn't stop sucking the other boy, the sex went on for
a few minutes when the boy pulled out and they swapped position, his cock
was slimy and the girl licked and sucked it all off, as soon as the second
boy was fucking her the first boy called out and came in the girls mouth
which she swallowed, 5 minutes later the other boy also came in the girls
mouth, the movie cut to the 3 on the same bed some time later, the girl was
riding one of the boys on the bed as the other watched, a few minutes and
the second boy was also lay down and mounted by the girl, she worked hard
and bounced quickly, the second boy talked to her but couldn't be heard,
she nodded and soon enough she was laying on her front with the boy pushing
his cock into her ass, he fucked her ass for a few minutes and came inside
her, then the other boy did the same, and that was the end.  I checked what
Cindy had written.  `1 Black girl, 9 or 10, with 2 boys around 18, oral sex
and then real sex, both boys have sex with the girl till they both cum in
her mouth, she swallows it, then she go's on top and they have sex again,
both of the boys then have sex in her bum.  Medium quality, medium strength
running time 35 minutes' Cindy had scribbled out the word bum, but hadn't
written anything else, she was clearly embarrassed "You are just a kid, and
this is the first time you've ever seen anything like this in your life, I
don't expect you to know what to put, but I'm impressed that you gave it a
go" I said "It's kind of strange watching it and having to write about it,
it makes it less about what's happening and more like school work" she said
"Well, it was a good try for your first one, and I'm going to leave it as
that, and I'm going to put a side note on it that the description was
written by a beautiful 13 year old girl, I know my clients will like that"
"I don't think I should mind so much about naked shots now, because it's
nothing compared to these films" she said "Your body is yours babe, nobody
is going to force you to do anything here, it's up to you if you want to
show me and make some money then it's your choice, I'd love to see you
naked" I said "OK" she said "Next time you come then, we'll do your first
set of naked shots" I said, I was so excited and my cock was hard, Id
gotten harder at the thought of photographing this beautiful teenager than
seeing the hard rapes on the screen, she was very desirable, and Id finally
convinced her to go all the way with her modelling, I couldn't wait for
next time.  "One more, then it's time for bed" I said and I clicked the
next movie, Cindy grabbed the pen and pad, which I liked.  The screen
flickered and a girl was screaming loudly, I clicked freeze.  "Are you sure
you want to watch this?" "It's OK Tom, I don't care anymore, it's not like
it's going to hurt me, I'm just watching it" she said I clicked play and we
watched the hard rape of a tiny 7 year old blonde girl, she was fucked
violently by 3 men, she screamed and cried and begged throughout and the
men continued like they couldn't hear her, the final man was large and she
bled from her vagina quite a lot, he continued for over 20 minutes, not
slowing from his 2 strokes a second, there was clearly a fourth person as
the camera was mobile and was filming close-ups of the young girls
screaming face occasionally while concentrating the majority of the movie
on the penetration, the man was bottoming out at around 6 inches but the
girl was being pushed forwards by the force of his thrusting, he held her
tightly around her thighs, his hands completely encircling her legs behind
the knees, the girls feet were flopping up and down as she was raped, he
lunged harder when he came, he pulled out and the camera caught the oozing
pink and red liquid running from her ruined hole, the other 2 men
approached the crying girl and she was held still by the men as they jacked
off and came on her face and in her hair, and that was the end, 45 minutes.
I grabbed the pad from Cindy and she smiled again `girl approx.  7 or 8
raped by 3 men, very hard, girl screams all the way through, approx.  45
minutes, very hard core, high quality' "That's almost exactly what I would
have written, I would always describle the girl, so in this case white,
blonde girl and always estimate their age to be the younger end, because it
sells better" "How young have you seen on a movie like this?" she said
"Well, I have movies of toddlers and babies even but full penetration I
think maybe 3 years old, depends how old the man is, I have one of 2 boys
of around 13 fucking a girl of 4, I have a movie of a girl of 3 being
penetrated but you couldn't call it fucking, the vagina of a girl of 3 is
so small you can't get anything much bigger than a finger inside, it's not
designed for penetration yet, not developed enough, although the youngest
I've seen a girl get a hard rape like that is 5, and she was badly hurt"
"What's your favourite to watch?" "Well, I don't dislike anything to be
honest, and I like all of it to some degree, I like consensual sex with
young girls, and non-consentual with older girls, preteen but only just,
like 10 or 11, that's my perfect age, it depends what the girl is like, I
mean, you are very skinny and small, so you look younger, Id love to see
you in a movie." "You mean raped" "Yes, but not now that I know you, I like
you way too much to want to see you get hurt" I locked all of the computers
and reset the security systems, and I closed the room and showed Cindy to
the bedroom I had chosen, it was rigged with cameras in hope she would give
me a preview of her naked, but she was smart and she kept her clothes on
and got in to bed, I watched her toss and turn for a little while from my
laptop, then I closed It down and went to sleep, I woke up to a scream
around 2 Am and ran to Cindys room, she was sitting up in bed and she was
panting hard, obviously just a bad dream but I didn't want to waste the
opportunity to comfort her, I sat next to her on the bed and hugged her
head to my chest, I hugged her tight and amazingly she held me tightly in
return.  "Are you OK?  Did you have a nightmare?" I didn't need to wonder
what it was about "Yeah, I'm sorry I was being chased and then I got caught
and a first I didn't mind, It's like I wanted them to hurt me, but then
when they started I screamed and I woke up, I didn't remember where I was
so I screamed again" she said "I think you are a bit young for the movies
you watched tonight hun" I said "Yeah I think your right, the hard ones are
not good, I don't mind the other ones but I don't like seeing people get
hurt." She said quietly, the truth coming out now she had just woken up
"Well, you should have said, I didn't force you, I did ask you If you were
sure" "It's OK, It doesn't matter, thanks for the hug" she let go of me and
I got up from the bed.  "See you in the morning for some breakfast, try and
think of something nice before you sleep" "I will, good night"
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