Note: This story was dynamically reformatted for online reading convenience. Chapter 7 I worked hard for the next 2 weeks, I won a truckload of money and I paid my Tax with it, it cost me a lot but I suppose even gamblers have to pay tax. That was another thing out of the way I didn't have to worry about. Andrew called me on Thursday to let me know that Gemma was finishing school early and he would have her at mine at 1pm on the Friday, we flew at 11pm on Friday night. He asked me if she needed 2 weeks worth of clothes and I said No, I would buy her new clothes. After she arrived we went shopping and I spent about $1000 on her, she loved being so pampered. We got loads of outfits for her, a lot of very revealing ones and lots of bikini's, some which I couldn't wait to see her in they were so small. We came back and she modelled them for me, there was a little white one that was no more than 3 patches with strings attached, she looked spectacular in it, I pulled her to me and pulled the bikini off, I licked her nipples and sucked them into my mouth one at a time, then moved down and sucked her cunt, she had her first orgasm in 2 weeks on my tongue and then I got my cock out of my shorts and pushed it into her pussy. I fucked her slowly and gently for around 40 minutes and she had several more orgasms. When I was nearing the end she asked me to cum in her mouth, I pulled out and offered her my cock which she sucked, I pumped my cum into her mouth and she swallowed it. We lay kissing and cuddling on the sofa for another few hours and I decided to do a little homework with Gemma, not her homework... some of my own brand. I got her in front of the computer and I showed her an anatomical picture of a girls sex organs, I showed her the vagina going into the body and ending at the Cervix, this being a wall to the womb. She said she understood. I wasn't going to let her forget, I was going to put my cock in hers when we were on holiday together. When 11pm came we were boarded and the flight took the scheduled time, we got to our cabin in the early hours of the morning and I immediately took Gemma to bed. We slept till early afternoon. When we woke it was so bright, we got showered and got dressed, Gem in a Bikini and me in a pair of shorts. We walked along our own private beach hand in hand and kissed passionately. " I love you so much Gary. " she said " I know princess and I love you too, I can't believe we have only been doing this for 5 weeks and already I want to marry you. " I replied. " Can we move in together? " She asked " Yes, I have already looked in to this and we can. If we moved away, we could live together, we don't have to live in the UK we could move anywhere, I don't need to be anywhere but on a computer to work. " " When and where?, I want to be with you every second of the day till we are 99 years old. " she said. " I will ask your dad what he thinks when we get back, I'm not sure he will be alright with you moving to another country though, wouldn't he miss you? " " Yes I'm sure he would, but if I tell him I want to do it, he will say OK, because I always get what I want. He never says no to me, not ever. " " Well, I guess all we need to do then is decide where to live. " I said She smiled ear to ear, I would love to live with this girl, someone young enough and naive enough to just put up with as much sex, ass fucking, violence and pain as I wanted to inflict on her, someone who I could totally dominate and someone that would never say no or question my authority, It was too perfect. We got back to the Cabin and I told her she needed to let me fuck her now, she said OK and we got our things off, she lay on the sofa and I got my face between her legs, I licked her sex lips and tongued her hole spreading it with saliva, I sucked her clit almost enough for her to cum but stopped before she managed to each time, I also spent a few minutes eating out her ass hole. I was surprised it wasn't still hurting her even now, I would have to test if her insides were later I thought. I aimed my cock at her pussy and I pushed it deep into her belly, she gasped as I pressed against her deepest boundary, I pulled back and pushed it in again, I did this for a few minutes and got a little more forceful each time... " Just do it Gary, I want you to be able to get it all in me. " she said. " I can't just do it babe, if I tore it open you could die. And I wouldn't be able to explain it to the hospital either would I? " I said " Ok, so how then? " she asked. " I need to do it in stages, I need to keep pushing it and pushing it, till it loosens up and then get you at the right angle, it is going to be Agony for you though babe. " at least I warned her. " It's OK, I am used to it now. U always hurt me so much but I always just think of how much I love you and then I don't care after. " I have so much power over her now, she would let me cut her nipples off and she still wouldn't complain the next day. I went back to pushing on her as deep as I could, I looked down and saw 3 inches of cock still outside her tightly stretched pussy lips. I pushed and pushed, she was really trying not to cry as I looked in her eyes, but she was pulling a pained face and had tears in her eyes as I continued. I grabbed her shoulders for leverage and pulled her down as I pushed, I knew this wasn't going to get me anywhere, but Gemma didn't know that and all I wanted was to cause her pain. I loved seeing her in pain when I fucked her, now that I knew I could do it and get away with it. I fucked her in hard strokes for 15 minutes and she had given up trying not to cry, tears streamed down her cheeks and she wailed like a toddler with a skinned knee. I moved to Doggy style and doubled my efforts, the cry changed to grunts and screams, then after 10 more minutes of hard fucking She OFFERED me her arms..... AMAZING.. She was helping me hurt her more. I couldn't pass up the chance to hurt her this much so I wrapped my hands around her arms under the armpit, she held my arms in her hands as tight as she could. " Now, I am going to count this time and when I get to 3 I am going to try and get inside, you need to prepare for it, it's going to hurt you a lot babe. " I warned. I liked to warn her and use the counting method, I knew it prolonged her agony and anticipation of great pain is almost worse than the pain itself. "1" "2" I said nothing after 2 but pulled her arms and forced my cock forward with ALL of my strength, I felt the pain register in her body a few tenths of a second before the scream sounded... her body shook and convulsed, she pissed all down my legs. I didn't let up the pressure I just held it hard into her for a few seconds and then pulled out completely. I knew it wouldn't work this way, I had to be at a certain angle to get it lined up with the opening to her Cervix and I had investigated it so I knew this wouldn't work, I just liked hurting her. After she had calmed slightly I pushed my luck further. " Do you think you can try again babe? " I asked. She said yes but it was almost too quiet to hear, she was breathing heavy and holding her stomach. I lined up again and got my head inside, I re-linked her arms and counted again... WHALLOP. Another earth shattering scream of agony from Gemma. I carried on torturing her, I did it another 8 times and the last of these, she passed out from the pain. During the 12 minutes she was unconscious I fucked her body hard, I bashed my cock against her cervix in hammering thrusts to bruise it so the pain continued for her when she woke. I was so enjoying this, but the time would come when I took it too far... I already want to pierce her, burn her and whip her till she bleeds. I did still love Gemma beyond all love for anything else I had in my life but seeing her in pain was my life's greatest pleasure now. When she woke I asked her if she was OK to try again. " Ok. " she cried this out. She really didn't want to, but was going to do it for me anyway. " Ok, this time we will do it slightly different. " I knew this position had a good chance. I lay her on the sofa on her back with her ass hanging off the edge and pushed her legs back to her chest, she held them in place. I got a fresh tube of lube and took off the lid, I lubed the end of the tube and I pushed it slowly into Gemma's tight pussy. I got it half way in and squeezed the rest of the tube, this squirted a lot of lube into her. I also lubed up my cock. I pushed myself into her to the end and then I shifted my position lower than her so that my cock was sticking up, my cock was pointing towards her pubic bone, I knew the tiny hole I wanted was up at the front of her body so I slid my cock forward deeper and searched, I eventually found it after around 10 minutes. I could feel the band around my cock head it felt like a rubber O shape. I pushed it in further and I got her in such a position that the band was at the deepest part of her pussy, this meant force would now get my cock through. " Ok I'm there babe, I can get in now, I can feel it. I want you to know I am not doing this to hurt you, I just really want to be able to get all of my cock in your pussy... like my other girlfriends. " I was lying to her so much lately. " It's Ok Gary, I want you to do it. " " This is really going to hurt you babe, do you want me to go slow or just get it over with? " I said knowing she would go for the latter which would hurt her more. " Just do it fast and get it over with quick. " she said back, I had no intention for this to be quick. " OK, brace yourself babe.... " I held her still by pulling her shoulders down on to me, I savoured her fright and held her still for a few seconds then I rammed forward probably harder than Id ever forced into anyone before. My entire cock slipped into her cunt... the head and first 2 inches being inside her womb. Much to my disappointment she didn't scream, her body tensed tight for 5 seconds like she was having a heart attack, she dug her nails into my back so hard there would probably be some blood, and then she blacked out again. I slid back a couple of inches and slid forward again, the inside of her womb felt much hotter and much wetter than her pussy... and the opening to her cervix was so firm, like bone... it squeezed my cock so hard It felt like it was choking the blood from it, but it also felt.... INCREDIBLE. I wanted to do this every day from now on. How amazing to be balls deep in an 11 yr old girls cunt breaching her womb with the first 3 inches while she's unconscious... I've gone from the luckiest man in the world to God himself with this girl. I decided to take advantage of her being out, I Pulled back and my cock slipped out of her inner door which snapped shut immediately pinching my helmet slightly, I did another heave ho and smashed it back in, I did this 20 times or so before she woke up... I held her still... she couldn't speak, she wasn't screaming, just staring at the ceiling taking short sharp breaths, her eye's popping out of her sockets. I decided to fuck her... why not. I fucked her womb with my cock and it felt superb, so very very tight, like when I took her virginity, I fucked and fucked and fucked her... for at least an hour like this, then I wanted to hurt her some more, I pulled back so it closed again, then I pushed it through slowly, Gemma started to sob and cry, she pulled me in to a tight hug and cried. I pulled back and did it again, and again. I wanted more. I pulled out of her completely then re-inserted the head and fucked the whole 9.5 inches in one hard thrust and broke through her cervix... She screamed, and passed out again. I was enjoying it too much to stop. I continued doing this, the whole cock in one go... for about another 10 minutes, my helmet felt so bruised but it was worth it, Bang, Bang, Bang, I went in to her tiny cunt... When I sensed she was coming round, I pulled back and fucked her with just 6 inches leaving her cervix alone, it still snapped shut and I hoped in time it would harden up again. I fucked her for another hour and amazingly she even cum a few times... When I built to my orgasm I forced it back in fully and cum in her womb. It was so powerful, one of my most intense orgasms ever. " Thank you so much my angel, that was incredible. " I said " I can't move... I can't breath." She whispered. I picked her up and carried her to the bedroom, I put her in the bed and she fell to sleep quickly, I went out for some supplies and she was still asleep when I returned an hour later. I logged in to the internet and played cards for a while and she eventually got up, she walked into the room... shock.... " How are you still walking Gemma? " " The pain is so strong now that I've given up trying to limp, I might as well just get on with it. That was really bad, but not as painful as ass fucking. That's the worst pain. " She said. I'm so glad she told me that... thanks babe. " Oh. " I looked very disappointed at her. " Why has that upset you? " she looked sad " I was going to suggest that I used your ass tonight to give your pussy a rest babe, because I thought you might be in too much pain in there. " I said. " You can still do it, I was just telling you that it hurts worse than what you did today, I don't mean that you can't do it, you can do what ever you want to me any time you want to. I'm your sex slave. " Oh my god, I could have cum when she said it. She fucking was as well, I don't believe I didn't realise earlier. " Ok thanks, do you think you can also do me another honour? " I asked " Anything for you Gary, anything at all. " She replied in a little squeaky kiddie voice... I loved it. " When I fuck you, I might also want to call you names, and hit you sometimes... it's like sex slave role playing. " I said. " As long as you tell me you love me after, you can do and say what ever you want to me. " She said. " I do love you angel, I will always love you. " Even after the torment of her cunt fucking & Womb fucking earlier, she still said I could ass fuck her tonight, this is just getting better and better. I was going to take a Viagra but to be honest I was quite tired so I thought Id save it for another day, like tomorrow maybe... hahaha. I cooked her a meal and we ate outside and drank a bottle of wine, we watched the sun go down and it was really peaceful and romantic. I kissed her a LOT and told her I loved her. We decided to go for a swim in the sea and after a couple of hours we were both beat, so we went back to the cabin and showered together, it was a tight fit but I love a tight fit don't I. We went in to the lounge area and I got a call from a friend I hadn't spoken to in a long time, I walked around outside and caught sight of Gemma in the bedroom, she was up to something, I made my excuses and hung up the phone and went through to the bedroom, My jaw hit the floor. Gemma was on the bed on her knee's with her face in the pillows, her ass was high in the air, she had handcuffed her hands together, through the headboard. there was lube round her asshole and a whip lay at her feet. Had I got the wrong house and ended up stumbling into heaven? " I am yours for the taking sir. " She said " Yes you are whore, you will do exactly what I say when I say it, and call me Sir or Master, and don't talk unless I ask you a question. " I said with authority. I had changed my mind on the Viagra, and it could take effect while I was whipping her I decided, so I popped it and sank a glass of water. I walked around Gemma with the whip in my hand, it was a very nasty whip, just 2 strands of hard leather, about quarter inch square and about 2 feet long, the handle was another 3 feet of hard rubber, this was designed for maximum pain, I'm not sure Gemma knew that when she found it out of the store closet... no matter, she was about to find out. I whipped her ass once, she let out an almighty scream and then got control of herself and stopped. I hit her again over the same line, another scream, shorter but as loud as before... then silence again. I hit her again, slightly higher, and continued whipping her till her ass was covered in angry red lines. I wasn't hitting her enough to break the skin or cause blisters, but the bruising would rule out any sitting down tomorrow. I whipped the backs of her legs equally hard and then started on her back, I worked the whip down from her shoulder blades right down to the top of her ass to meet the other lines, she looked incredibly sexy... she screamed and wailed the whole time but never moved her position, she was becoming a very disciplined pain slut. " Tell me you love it Whore. " I said angrily " I love it master, please whip me more. " She said. I got on the bed and stood either side of her head so her ass was directly in front of me, and I whipped one stroke hard into her ass crack, it whipped from her ass hole then flung round, under and into her pussy flicking hard against her clit, she pissed herself on the bed as she screamed the place down. " You filthy whore, you pissed on the bed" " I'm sorry master, it hurt so much. " She said. " No talking bitch, don't talk unless I ask you a question. " I went to the closet and I found another whip, this one was much softer, I bet Gemma wishes she had found this one... I got up on the bed again and undid the handcuffs, I turned Gemma over and pulled her to the position I wanted, she was on her back with her ass on the edge of the bed. I pulled her legs up and back and stood on her feet, this spread my target nicely. I lined up a stroke and whipped Gemma's smooth immature pussy. The first strike wasn't too hard, but she yelped in pain, I hit her again and I got the same response, I continued. I whipped her cunt with many strokes while she screamed until her pussy was blood red and hot as fire, then I whipped her anal hole and it twitched involuntarily against the pain... she screamed and cried continuously. I wanted her asshole to be hurting bad before I nailed it. I got up and took a candle from the window sill, It was already lit and had a good pool of hot wax in it's well, I pulled crying Gemma back on to the bed and I wedged her ass against 2 pillows, this meant her cunt was sticking up in the air. I sat on the bed and teased her. " This is going to hurt you like fuck you little whore, I hope you hate it, I hope you pass out from the pain, if you don't scream I'm going to whip you to death. Make sure you scream loud whore" I said I pulled her sex lips apart and found her clit, I held them open with one hand and picked up the candle in the other, I dripped a single drop on her clit... She screamed so loud, so high pitched for 5 seconds and then stopped, I flicked the hard wax away and dripped again, another ear splitting scream, I repeated this around 15 times but I wanted the rest of the wax so I stopped, she had pissed a little again during this pussy torture, but I didn't mind, I licked it off her cunt after. I moved back a little and poured some wax into her closed anal bud, she screamed again... I picked the wax out and did it again, I did this 4 times till there was no hot wax left, then I surprised Gemma and picked up another candle of the same size, she saw it and cried loudly, I smiled at her, I continued to pour wax into her anal hole and pick it out after, I only stopped when I noticed the beginnings of a blister on her back entrance. The heat of her asshole was now off the charts after the whipping and wax treatment, time for me to join the fun. I lubed my now aching hard cock and pushed it in my young girlfriends ass slipping deep in to her rectum. Gemma wailed loudly, the friction against her tortured anus was hurting her intensely. I pushed forward till I could go no further and fucked her in long hard thrusts, she knew I was going to be inside her for hours now, and she didn't like it one little bit. I called her whore and slapped her ass as I pummelled her, I rode her backdoor hard for the next 90 minutes in doggy position, I pinched her nipples roughly to get more screams from her, yet my cock was doing a pretty good job of that, her stomach must have been hurting from the constant punching feeling but I carried on, I lay down on the bed. " Impale your ass on my cock you slut. And I want you to fall on it so that the whole thing go's in to you in one go. " I demanded. She got up quickly and straddled me, she lined up the cock and pushed down to trap the head in her anus, then she sat down hard, the whole cock went in, and she puked. She sent a torrent of puke flying high in the air, I just had time to move before it went all over me... " Your not getting out of this that easy you whore. " I said I pulled her by her hair to the other room and I put her on a wooden chair, No comfy sofa this time babe. I got an electrical lead and tied her hands behind her... I got another one and lifted her long skinny legs so her ass was on the edge of the seat, I tied her feet together behind her head... she was so flexible from being a dancer, I was so excited at seeing her so trussed up, she looked perfect to me now, absolutely perfect. I slid my cock into her ass from a standing position and I held the back of her chair for leverage... I pulled it and rammed my cock deep into her gut, she choked and coughed and spluttered, I pulled again and rammed again.... She screamed this time, she knew I wanted to hear it and she kept this up for the next hour of deep anal stretching. I had tired legs so I lifted her, still tied up off the chair and took her to the sofa where I put her on her back, I re-mounted her and rammed it home, the final 2 inches were going in now and I wanted her to look at me while I did it. " Im getting all in this time babe, you remember the worst pain you have ever felt with me, well that's going to happen now, and I'm going to keep doing it till the sun comes up! " This was 6 hours away, which would beat my previous record. I Slammed home and pulled Gemma down on to me by her shoulders, I got almost all in so I just kept pulling her till I sank the rest in, Gemma was hysterical, She screamed and squealed between gasped breaths. I pummelled her again... After 20 strokes or so of my whole cock in her ass, she did her usual passing out trick, but I continued going hell for leather on her... I fucked her hard through 8 minutes of unconsciousness and through the next scream filled awake stage till she passed out again... I had a little rest to conserve my energy for 10 minutes, just shallow fucking her ass with my first 6 inches, then when she woke I fucked her harder again with the whole length till she passed out again. I fucked her through 20 fainting episodes over the next 2.5 hours in the same position. For 5 minutes she was awake and screamed in my face, then for 8-10 minutes she was silent and lifeless but I never stopped, I liked looking at her face while her head hung limp, it wobbled around on her shoulders while I nailed her hard. Her ass was bleeding now, It was slimy all over my cock but I still kept going, I untied her blue legs and stuck her in doggy position. I re-lubed my sore cock and Slammed it deep into Gemma's bowel once more, I fucked her ass doggy style for another 2.5 hours in hard hurtful strokes, she was heaving trying to be sick for at least the last hour of this, but there was nothing inside her to come out. It was all on the bed. Now for the final assault... I grabbed her arms... she knew what was coming. It only took a single super-violent stroke to send her in to orbit, she squealed herself dry, she struggled against me and tried to get away but I held her arms firm, I fucked her in single hard thrusts to cause maximum pain and amazingly she stayed conscious for around 20 minutes when her body went limp and the screaming stopped, I continued...... I ass fucked her limp body for another hour, the only sounds I could hear was my own breathing, the squelching of her stomach as I smashed into her gut and the slapping of my balls on her pussy as I slammed my entire length repeatedly in to her unconscious ass. When I realised she still hadn't woken I started to get a little worried. I felt for a pulse and I found one... so I didn't stop... I gave her another 10 minutes of hard anal while concentrating on cumming. I could feel it building in my balls. I decided I wanted to cum on her face and take photo's so I pulled out at the last minute and threw her on the sofa I cum hard and plenty and her face was covered like a Bukkake video, I went and got my camera and took lots of pictures from many angles, I took photo's of her back and her massively abused cunt and anus, I took closeups of her tortured holes as I prodded them with my fingers. I carried her to the bathroom and put her in the bath, she looked a picture, blood had run down her legs out of her ass and it was smeared all over her thin thigh's, she was covered in whip marks, cum, blood, sweat and tears, she looked amazing... I took some more pics and then I turned the shower on cold. She came round about 3 minutes later and to her eternal credit, she smiled at me. I went about the delicate task of sorting her out, I washed her very gently with a soft cloth and then washed her hair for her, I lifted her in my arms through to the lounge where I had just fucked her brains out and I put her down on the sofa, I used a fresh towel to dry her and wrapped it around her hair, I gave her one of the wraps I had gotten for her, it was essentially a robe, but only thin black material with a Red Chinese dragon on the back. The doorbell went.... OH FUCK. Luckily it wasn't the Portuguese police coming to shoot me in the head for being a sick paedophile, but it was the area's handyman, he'd been told to turn up and see if everything was running ok, he came in for a few minutes and I introduced him to Gemma, she lay motionless on the sofa and the man asked if she was OK, I told him she was feeling a bit Ill. Happily there was nothing to see on her face, no marks or evidence of the torture she'd endured. He seemed happy enough when he left and I went about tidying the bedroom, I changed the piss soaked bed sheets and cleaned the sick off the window sill, I put the whips away and tidied the bathroom too, the place now looked as it did before we arrived. I went to be with my babe. I hugged Gemma close to me and told her how much I loved her, for the next hour I held her tight as she cried in my arms. Of course I felt for her, I loved her... but I loved hurting her more. She calmed down enough to kiss me and we did this for the next few minutes, she asked me for a drink which I got her... eventually she tired and went to sleep, I carried her to the bed and we slept for most of the day. It was around 8pm when we woke up, Gemma said she couldn't walk this time, So I carried her out to the sun loungers outside and gently lay her on one, I was super nice to her for the next few hours and attended to her every need, I helped her to the toilet to complete a Very painful wee and then I licked her pussy clean, she still winced even at the ministrations of a soft tongue. For the next 3 days I nursed Gemma back to health, I had really fucked her up bad this time and I needed to let her know that I wouldn't do it again. " I won't hurt you like that again Gemma, I went too far. " " It was my fault, I set it all up, I didn't think you would fuck me like that for so long though, I wanted you to stop but I didn't want to tell you. " She said. " I know babe, I am so sorry. I did love it more than I've ever loved anything with anyone, but I did go over the top and I hope you can forgive me. " I begged. " Of course, and YES you will hurt me like that again, it's what you love doing to me, once I am better and my ass and pussy heals you will want to fuck me again, and you always fuck me really hard for hours and hours. " She explained... she had me there... she was so right. " You said you were my sex slave. " I said " Yes, I did... and I still am. I still love you and I want to be with you, no matter how much you hurt me. " She said. " I will try and be more careful though, and try not to make you bleed. " I said. She smiled at me and I went back to stroking her hair. After 2 more days Gemma was much better, Her ass and pussy had healed almost completely and the whip bruises were gone, so she donned a Bikini and some flat shoes and we went shopping, I wore shorts and a shirt... this was because of Gemma's outfit, I was obviously going to be hard and I couldn't hide 9.5 inches in just a pair of shorts. I got her a load of nice things, jewellery and a nice watch, more clothes and we also stumbled across an underwear store that was quite a find... I walked in with Gemma and obviously realised it was a knicker store, I was going to walk out but Gemma went right in and started looking at the panties, then a man appeared and asked if he could help. I tried to get rid of him but he asked Gemma if she wanted some in her size... now Im no expert on womens clothing sizes but I know a size 0 girl, and they don't make anything smaller, Gemma was half that size. She wore pants now that should be going on a 6 yr old. The man walked Gemma though the store to the back and there was a childs section, the pants were not as sexy as the ladies lingerie but they were still way sexier than most kids pants, they looked like miniature adult thongs and Gstrings and Tstrings, She got lots of types and colours. I fucked her again that night, but I did it carefully and only with the intention of causing her maximum pleasure, I sucked her to 2 orgasms, I fucked her through 2 more and I cum in her mouth at her request. " I wish we had sex like that more. " She said. " We will do babe, I promise from this day on that I will only hurt you like that, when you tell me I'm allowed to, so it will be in your control.. " I said. " OK, so I can treat you like for Christmas and birthdays like. " she said " Yes, like that.... Or if I buy you stuff, or treat you nice. " I said - I can't be limited to twice a year. " Ok, well, I will let you do it again when you make it possible to move in together. " She said. " Oh my, you are good at this aren't you Gemma. " I said " I know what I want, and I know how to get what I want. " she said cheekily I had to hand it to her she did know how to get what she wanted, but I wanted to fuck her ass a lot more than this, she would learn over time, I was only promising her this because I thought Id almost killed her the other night, I lost control again and I couldn't afford to do that too much or I might really rip her open inside and then I would be in jail or dead with her. It re-focused my resourcefulness and I thought about where to live, I could move anywhere I wanted because I had money and a full proof way of making more if I wanted, but I needed to be smart too, If I moved to say Denmark, I could live like a king for half the price of living in America, but still, I did like the idea of Miami. Perhaps somewhere a little less busy. I thought about it a lot more anyway, I wouldn't be able to set things in motion till I got back.