Acting (no date) Unknown Author (rewritten)

As one of thousands of aspiring actresses in New York, I've had my share of painful. ego-deflating rejections from casting directors and producers. Unlike some of my performing 'sisters', who are willing, even eager, to suck and or fuck the lowest of the low to insure themselves a job, however temporary. I always refused to stoop to the level of a whore to further my career.

Although I had to admit it wouldn't be that big a price to pay for bit parts, I believed it wasn't an option for a girl with moral standards as high as mine. But, a person can stand only so much rejection, and when you're two months behind in the rent, and the utilities have threatened to cut off service unless you pay now. You tend to shelve your high principle, at least temporarily, in order to survive. It was about eight months ago, when I wasn't sure where my next meal was coming from, that I decided the time had come for me to face life as it was and not as I wanted it to be.

I remembered auditioning for a small time film producer a few weeks earlier. I'd walked out of his grimy little office when he told me that all I had to do to guarantee myself a part in his next exploitation flick was let him sodomize me. I had rebelled, of course, but now, having come to terms with the reality of my situation, I decided to pay the producer a return visit. Suddenly, getting fucked in the ass seemed a small enough price to pay to put food on the table. The producer (I'll call him Abel) was surprised when I phoned to arrange an appointment and delighted when I mentioned that my terms for employment were now more flexible. He knew exactly what I meant, of course! The position I had auditioned for was no longer available, he explained, but he had something else he thought I'd be interested in.

I showed up at Abel's small, cluttered office at the appointed hour and he, not surprisingly, was quick to get down to business, or should I say pleasure. Very quickly, I was down on my knees sucking his cock as he sat in his chair behind his desk. He hadn't bothered to undress, nor had he asked me to. He had simply unzipped his fly, pulled out his penis, and motioned me to my knees in front of him. Having made the decision to do whatever I had to do to get work, I figured I may as well perform to the best of my abilities. I knew that Abel would spread the word that I was willing to screw among his cronies and they would be much more interested in interviewing me in the future. Also, there is something about sucking a man's cock that always turns me on, regardless of the circumstances. Abel Kept telling me what a good girl I was as I licked and sucked his penis. "That's my pretty baby." he crooned, "Get it all hard and wet for your beautiful behind."

For the most part, my experience with anal sex had been pretty bad, with guys who had promised to be careful ramming their swollen organs into my up-turned ass for their own selfish pleasure. The idea of taking it in the ass, the fantasy, had always played a large part in my fantasies. Although I didn't let on, I was pleased to note that Abel's organ was smaller than most when fully erect, which meant that I'd be spared the pain that had accompanied my previous adventures with ass-fucking. This relaxed me.

When he was ready, Abel ordered me to remove my panties and then bend over his desk. As soon as I was in position, he lifted my skirt up and draped it over my back. For several minutes he caressed my bare bottom, telling me how much he admired it as he stroked my quivering cheeks and fingered my anus. Then he took a well used tube of KY jelly from his desk drawer and smeared some of it on my ass hole, "You're going to like this, I know" he said thickly, "A lot of my girls love it up the ass."

Spreading my cheeks with two fingers of one hand, Abel used his other hand to guide his cock to my puckered opening, I felt the greasy head of his organ pressing hard against my anus. He started pushing it in, moving slowly, and before I knew it, he had buried all five of his inches inside my fanny! There was only a minimum of pain, and that disappeared quickly as he started moving in me. His hands locked onto my hips as he stroked in and out, in and out. Not only was there no pain, his penetration actually felt good, a fact I was forced to acknowledge when he asked me if I liked what he was doing. Abel's cock was big enough to fill me comfortably back there, to create a nice full feeling in my rectum, but not so big that it caused me discomfort. His cock felt like a frankfurter in my ass, moving in and out in a delightful, pleasure producing rhythm. In fact, it got even better, and I found myself asking him to do it harder and faster. He obliged, picking up the pace immediately as I tightened my grip on the desk and moaned in gratitude. Grunting, Abel continued sawing his small penis in and out of my ass, occasionally smacking one of my cheeks and making me cry out. This only added to my enjoyment of the act, the pleasure building within me until with a husky moan I climaxed intensely. The next thing I knew, Abel was groaning loudly and leaning over me, his slight pot belly pressing hard against my ass and his hands moving from my hips to my shoulders as he flooded my rectal canal. He rested on top of me for a moment and then, straightening up, pulled his cock out of my ass and tucked it back into his pants. I slipped into my panties and smoothed down my skirt.

With my recently stretched ass hole experiencing a mildly irritating itch, I settled into a chair next to Abel's desk and we talked about the small part he had in mind for me. There was no longer any doubt in his mind, he said, that I'd be perfect in the role.

That afternoon I went to my first shoot! I arrived at about 3:00, and the director quickly called a break, and asked me to come to his office. We were joined by the producer, who quickly told me that I was getting a big chance with this role. He then told me that if I ever made it to the top, he was going to know that he had known me when I was just starting out ... and fucked me! With that said, he ordered me to strip or leave! I looked to the director for help, but he only stroked his dick and said that he would take sloppy seconds! Slowly, shamefully I removed my clothes, noticing Abel's come staining the back of my panties. Quickly I was again laying across a desk, but this time my cunt was the target! The producer (I never did learn his name) slowly stroked his dick into my pussy, thrust several times then quickly shot his load. He then moved to the other end of the desk telling me to suck his dick clean! The director Max, quickly moved forward and pushed his dick into my now vacant cunt! The producer and Max discussed the filming, as if I wasn't even there, just using my body for their pleasure. After zipping up, the producer told me that I would be just fine for the part, then walked out! Without the distraction of talking to the producer Max now got serious about his pleasure. He grabbed my hips firmly, and started pounding his dick into my pussy. Finally he groaned and flooded my soupy hole with his cum! He then sat me on the floor, still naked, and had me lick his dick clean, as cum and my juices puddled on the floor. Max expanded my role to keep me around longer, and fucked my mouth or pussy at least twice a day!

I now have a recurring role which allows me a little more freedom selecting my roles, and who I fuck to get them! Although I don't need or get jobs from Abel, I still visit him occasionally to receive a special and pleasurable anal massage!