Note: This story was dynamically reformatted for online reading convenience. Divorce is rarely an amicable experience and for me, it was a very long, drawn-out process that awarded my former wife, Paula with almost every physical asset as well as sole-custody of our then four-year old daughter, Emily. Further, the Decree of Divorce awarded Paula with a very large monthly child support payment and an unusual alimony stipend. For many years, I was quite irate and almost homicidal of the Decree of Divorce, the lawyers that represented Paula, the judge, law enforcement, the Uniform Code of Military Justice and the entire system of American civil and criminal law. Furthermore, I was especially irate at the pure fact that I was being court ordered to pay a considerable amount of support without having the financial ability to see my daughter. At the time of our divorce, I was serving in the Army, and the Decree of Divorce granted Paula the right to permanently move from our then-current residence of Fort Stewart, GA back to our home town of Billings, MT. Considering the amount of support that was being stolen from my net income every fucking paycheck, I could barely afford a sense of a personal livelihood, let alone the ability to travel from place to place to have visitation rights with Emily. Though I made several attempts to keep in contact with Emily, my attempts were unanswered and at some point in time at her age of eight years old, I essentially surrendered all attempts and began to describe my daughter as being estranged. In looking back to my actions that led to the divorce, my hindsight is much more improved. I mean, I did have A LOT against me and I did do the things that were stated against me in the original Petition. With our upbringing of life in Billings, MT, Paula and I weren't accustomed to the knowledge of African-American males. I mean, we were aware of their existence, but we hadn't ever been in the presence of, or had immediate contact with any black male. Of course, that all changed when I joined the Army. While I was in Basic Training, I had a moment that had changed my life. I was a susceptible and submissive trainee Private, who knew nothing but receiving and following orders. At about the sixth week of Basic Training, the barracks room that I was assigned was to be inspected by the Drill Sergeant and he happened to be a very black and dominate individual. At each inspection of the individual's wall lockers, he would release each respective Private to the community "muster room" where they would await further instruction. I was the last Private to be inspected and the barracks room was completely empty of all other trainees. Drill Sergeant Rice approached me and my wall locker with the utmost professionalism and was apparently fond to find pictures of my wife, Paula taped upon the door. Throughout the inspection, he commented on my wife and how she would look good on her knees, sucking his black dick. Further, he made it known that he would fuck my young, white wife and there wouldn't be a damned thing I could do about it. Though it was intimidating at the time of his presence, I found myself to masturbate at the thoughts of him and my wife later that night, along with many more masturbation moments following. I LOVED masturbating at the thought of my wife with my black Drill Sergeant and soon found that I enjoyed the thought of her with almost ANY black man. After being assigned to a permanent duty station and having been allowed to have Paula join me at my assignment, she could see that my life had been changed. I was always talking to her about black men and how she would look good with a black man. One black man in particular was my peer friend, Reggie. Reggie was my peer in friendship and rank. On many occasion, we would have him over for dinner and beers. Paula knew little about the secret conversations that Reggie and I were having about her. We had many private conversations while we were at work and quite a few online, e-mail conversations after work. I had sent plenty of pictures of my wife to him, where he would always be grateful and desire more. At one point, I was able to coerce Paula to pose in an artfully nude manner, and without her knowledge, promptly sent them to my friend, Reggie. He wanted to see my wife spread open... allowing him to see my darling wife's pink. Though Reggie and I tried unsuccessfully on many occasions to have Paula submit to sexual relations with him, he and I never stopped. Instead, Reggie and I planned a consensual rape of my wife. Unfortunately, a lot of the planning stages were in e-mail form. But, it wasn't the consensual rape of my wife that caused the initial beginnings of Paula to seek the divorce. Instead, it was her little sister's panties found in my possession. We had decided to take a vacation away from Army lifestyle and had traveled back to Billings, where we stayed at Paula's parent's house. Paula's youngest sister, Keri, was fourteen years old at the time and she was looking absolutely gorgeous. The night prior to my actions, I had gone out with my friends and had gotten drunk. Arriving back to my in-laws house that evening, I promptly negated my way to the bedroom where my wife and I were staying and I passed out. The following morning, Paula had gone with her mother to some sort of flower convention. In my hangover state, I was partially awake and in an attempt to fall back asleep, but I could hear the shower running and knew that it could only be my young sister-in-law, fourteen year old Keri. Waiting patiently, I listened as the shower was turned off and Keri leaving the bathroom. I then made my way to the bathroom to delightfully find fourteen year old Keri's panties on the floor. My hand shook with excitement in the reaching for this young girl's cotton, bikini undies and when I found my hand upon them, I could feel that they were still relatively warm. As I picked them up, I was in awe to see some of Keri's light brown pubic hairs, evidencing that these small pair of panties were in close contact with some young pussy. Of course, I couldn't help myself but to lift my wife's little sister's panties to sniff at the fragrant scent of a fourteen year-old girl's little cunt. One thing led to another and I soon found myself kissing at the cloth of my young sister-in-law's panties and accepting the soft pubic hairs into my mouth. Shortly after, I carried Keri's panties to the bedroom, where I would commence. With Paula being gone with her mother; and my young sister-in-law Keri being in her bedroom, I removed my clothing and slowly pulled my own underwear from my waist, self-impressed with the massive hard-on I was preparing to milk. I took Keri's panties and wrapped them around my head, where her scented, cloth crotch was positioned favorably. I started a slow licking of the girl's panties, enjoying the soft, delightful taste of her fourteen year vintage. The sweet remnants of the young pussy that these panties had protected had an intense flavor, with a slight seasoning of the finest of salts, complete with the wisps of the finest, light-brown pubic hairs. Though I could only have the girl's panties in my mouth, I thought of her nakedness and could envision her sweet little pussy being spread open to reveal her hungry, pink cunt. I started the stroking of my dick as I licked more intently and before I knew, I was sucking upon the cloth in attempt to juice Keri's panties of all of her tastiness. The scent and taste of my wife's little sister was so intense, causing me to masturbate to an orgasm that left me limp and out of any energy. Unfortunately, my wife arrived later to find me passed out, with her little sister's panties wrapped across my face and the dried cum on my stomach. Thus, these findings started the ball rolling toward the divorce, complete with a criminal investigation. As part of the investigative proceedings, the e-mails between Reggie and I, planning the consensual rape of my wife were also found. It is unfortunate that a Court cannot side with a man like me, who had a planned consensual rape of his wife and had been found with a fourteen year old's panties on his head. Further, it is very unfortunate that two soldiers... me and Reggie were taken through the cleaners as part of the Uniform Code of Military Justice Proceedings. If you can't trust the American courts in these proceedings, what court can you trust? Nevertheless, after six years of my living a life of a sordid divorce, Paula was involved in a fatal automobile accident, leaving our daughter under the laws of the State. It was not an easy process to gain custody of my daughter, considering that my ex-wife's parents were on the hunt of my head and the custody of their granddaughter. They were still bent out of shape that I had been planning their daughter's rape and were quite perturbed that I had sniffed, licked and sucked all the tasty remnant juices from their other daughter's panties. In their minds, I was a pervert who had no right to have custody of their young granddaughter. Yet, and after almost a year in legal battles, the Court did see in a different manner, granting me full custody of my now eleven year old daughter. As I proceeded from the courtroom, with my daughter in hand, and with the fact that I absolutely hated my ex-wife for what she and her parents had put me through, I was matter-of-factly intent that MY Emily would now proceed to begin to pay dearly for her mother's transgressions. I do vividly remember that upon award of legal custody, I took grip of my daughter's hand and in a showmanship fashion, made her follow me through the doors of the courtroom while my ex-wife's parents sobbed in disbelief. My dick was hard with power and my young daughter was going to learn some respect. Upon arrival to the airport and my new daughter at my side for our flight home, Emily asked, "Do you even have room for me?" I looked down at her and replied, "You're a sassy one aren't you?" She quipped back, "You don't even know me. You're taking me away from my family, my friends and my home. I don't even know you, either. All you are is a guy that paid my mommy a bunch of money every month." At that point, I wanted to take my daughter by her long dirty-blonde hair and violently pull her to the bathroom where I could beat some sense into her. Instead, I calmly looked directly into her eyes and matter-of-factly stated, "If you don't shut the fuck up, I will bitch slap you when we get home. Don't think that you can get away with everything that you were able to get away with, young lady. I am not one to take shit from anyone, including an eleven year old girl." My new daughter cowered in place and if I were an assuming person, I almost think that she probably dripped some fearing piddle from her precious, uppity and virginal girlishness. As the doors of the airplane were secured closed, I hurriedly wrote a quick e-mail: "I have her." I then turned off the phone, folded it and sat back with a smile on my face as my eleven year old daughter sat beside me. Unbeknownst to the Court and unbeknownst to others, my young Emily was going to be slowly, but most assuredly raped by the man who I had given permission to and would've eventually raped her mother and my then-wife. Unbeknownst to all, I'd already given him permission to rape my daughter.