Note: This story was dynamically reformatted for online reading convenience.
 
 Author: DoveTail
Title: Realisation and Regret
Universe: Losing a Wife
Summary: Happily married for almost 15 years Pete & Sharon often
fantasise about sharing her with another man.  This series recounts their
voyage of discovery and depravity.
Keywords: MF, cons, interr, wife, cuckold, span, oral, piv

   *************************** Background

   My wife and I have been married for almost 15 years.  We've always had a
good sex life though I'd have to admit that over the years the drive has
come mostly from myself.  It's been, if there is such a thing, a normal sex
life with nothing unusual, certainly fantasies have been much wilder than
reality.  I tried in the early years to get my wife to be a bit more
adventurous than the straight, sex in bed, in familiar positions, and there
was a time when she was more enthusiastic but as we've grown more familiar
with one another our sex has settled into a fairly predictable routine.  We
rarely have intercourse, maybe once a month when she tends to get more
randy before her period.  She does give wonderful handjobs and this forms
the majority of our sexual encounters.  As a result I've often lain there
imagining all sorts of sexual encounters to heighten my excitement.  Over
the last couple of years, however, I'd started to have fantasies about my
wife with other men, not uncommon I imagine and I eventually plucked up the
courage to talk about them as she wanked me off with her hand.  I got
particularly excited one night and as I said I bet she wished she had a
bigger cock in her hand she joined in actively for the first time and said
she'd like to have one in each hand, imagine my excitement!  Things have
developed over time though they follow a familar pattern, me wanting her to
be fucked by someone else, someone black, making me watch, having more than
one man.  She would go along with this and join in, though it was me who
did most of the talking.

   There were times when she clearly wasn't in the mood to join in with the
fantasy chat and I was told to sshhhh, and then there were others where she
would tell me she wished it was someone else embedded inside her as we
enjoyed one of our rare fucks, what a bad girl she had been during the day.
We never discussed it outside the bedroom and then only during the heated
moments of sex, and we both knew it would never happen for real.

   **********************

   Sharon turned 40 last March (I'm eight years older than her).  Whilst
turning 40 bothered her slightly, not sure why she is still stunning, we
have had some great celebrations throughout the year, though it was in the
run up to Christmas that we both had the most life changing experience.  I
can remember it vividly, it was the day before Christmas Eve and we were in
bed.  Sharon had just given me one of her fabulous hand jobs and I -(TM)d
been asking her if she wished my cock were bigger and wouldn't she like to
have a big black cock in her hand.  She'd gone along with it and made me
pop my load when she said she wanted to taste some black spunk.  Whilst
she'd said it to me dozens of times before it never fails to make me
explode!

   After she'd cleaned up we lay in bed and I cuddled up behind her.  It
was then that she dropped her bomb shell.

   What I'd really like for Christmas is to fuck a big black cock, while
you watch.

   I was utterly stunned, nothing had prepared me for her saying this and
the effect was electric.  I found myself getting hard again so quickly
after cumming which was a surprise in itself.  She reached round behind her
and sought out my cock, gripping it in her hand and squeezing it.

   Mmmm, she murmured.  No need to ask if you like the idea.  I do mean it
you know, I've been thinking about it for a while, all your naughty talk in
bed has really got me in the mood.

   Are you actually serious?

   I was actually wondering if this was just some fantasy treat for
Christmas, but she was deadly serious.

   Oh yes I'm serious.  I've even been thinking about who I want to fuck.

   She was slowly wanking my cock with her hand, still facing away from me.

   It would have to be someone we could trust not to say anything, and
someone I liked obviously.  I'm not just going to do it with a stranger.

   Who?

   Do you want to guess or shall I tell you?

   I could hardly croak my agreement I was shaking so much with excitement.


   Who?

   I knew when I asked what she was going to say, looking back it was no
surprise when she told me.

   Alex.

   He was more Sharon's friend than mine, a guy she'd worked with for a few
years before he left to work at another company.  They'd become firm
friends when he first started, he was fresh from uni, just 22 and keen as
mustard at work.  To be honest I was initially jealous when she talked
about him so much, I wondered if there was any attraction but there didn't
seem to be.  Sharon would have been around 35 when he started working with
her, the office had a much higher proportion of women than men and he went
out with a couple of the younger girls in few years he was there, I think
the other women probably mothered him slightly.

   They stayed in touch after he left and they would meet up for a walk or
a drink every couple of weeks and sometimes a meal with other work
colleagues.  Some readers may think I'm daft and that she was fucking him
for years but I know she wasn't.  If anything it probably was me talking
about my fantasies that made her think about it.

   God darling you are so hard, and so soon.

   She paused, keeping a firm grip on my cock and then said.

   Are you surprised?

   That you want to, or that it's him?

   Both

   I don't know what to say I never thought you'd actually say you wanted
to.

   What about it being Alex?  Do you think you'd be able to watch without
getting upset?

   I think so, he's quite young though.

   Mmmm I'd been thinking about that too

   She gave my cock and extra squeeze

   Are you really sure you want to?

   Yes, I said I'd been wondering about it for a while.  She paused.

   Some of the girls said he was amazing in bed.

   I practically raped her at that point, if she'd had tried to stop me
there's no way I would have stopped.  I rolled her over onto her stomach
and forced her shoulders down into the bed, spreading her legs with my
knees as I moved on top of her.  She struggled slightly but not enough.

   I'm going to be such a naughty girl.  A big black cock all to myself.

   She knew she'd got my attention now.  This was a side to her I'd not
seen before, maybe all my dirty talking had had an effect.  She lifted her
hips slightly and spread herself, she was soaking wet I could see her cunt
glistening in the dim light.

   Go on, fuck me, and think about it being Alex

   My cock isn't huge but it's a good 7 inches and my wife's cunt has
always been delightfully tight.  I buried myself into her as far as I could
go and just fucked her really hard.  I didn't care whether I was hurting
her, my fingers dug into her shoulders as I forced her down into the bed
and I slammed my cock into her as hard as I could.  I shouted at her that
she was a whore and a slut, things I'd never called her before except in my
mind.  I asked her how much she wanted Alex's cock in her and she goaded me
back telling me she wanted him so much.

   When I came, which frankly did not take long, I thought my balls were
trying to turn themselves inside out my orgasm was so intense.  We
collapsed into a hot sweaty heap, panting and exhausted.  Eventually she
squirmed out from underneath me, my cock slipping limply from her pussy.

   Mmmm just think how excited you -(TM)re going to get when Alex comes
round.

   We talked very little about what had happened until after Christmas. 
Family get togethers kind of got in the way and it wasn')t until a couple
of days before the New Year that we had a chance to talk about it again. 
We were due to meet up at a friends house for a New Year's eve party and we
both knew Alex would be there.

   I thought we should invite Alex round tomorrow, before the New Year,
otherwise that party's going to be a bit awkward.

   It was like she was just talking about inviting him for dinner, she was
definitely more calm about it than I was.

   Do you think that would be a good idea, I don't want you to feel awkward
when we see everyone.

   Yeah ok was about all I could mumble

   Have you mentioned it to Alex yet?

   No not yet, but I think he'll say yes, he's a bloke!  Are you sure
you're okay with this.  It's just that if we don't do it now I don't think
we'll have the nerve another time.

   I know I know.  I do want to watch you but I guess I'm a bit
apprehensive.  Are you sure you really want to do this?

   I wasn't at first but I've been thinking about it, quite a bit actually.
But it's really important you're okay with it too.  I know we've fantasised
about it, I bet you've dreamt about me with someone else for longer than
before you told me.  It's just that I know it excites you so much and I
wondered what it would be like to do it for real.

   Sure, fine, I'm okay with it honestly.

   I was shaking, and I was excited.  Part of me was horrified, but a
bigger part was so turned on by what she was suggesting I was going to say
yes without really considering the impact.

   Sure you're not getting cold feet?  she asked.  I'll understand if you
are, we can just forget about it.

   No it's okay, I'm just a bit nervous.  I would like to watch, and, well,
I've kind of wondered about Alex before.

   I genuinely think this came as a surprise to her.  Our fantasies had
always been with nameless men and whatever I'd been thinking about it being
Alex I -(TM)d kept very much to myself.

   Pete you are so naughty.  So you're absolutely positive you can watch,
and you won't get upset.

   I am.  Honest.  I promise I won't make a scene.

   I think we should agree some ground rules just so we're both happy.  It
won't be fair if we don't.  And I don't think it will be something we can
stop once we've started.

   Okay.  I looked at her, waiting for her to say something.  I was
starting to realise that perhaps her admission in bed hadn't been quite so
spontaneous and that she had been thinking about a potential union with
Alex for a lot longer.

   I don't think I want you to join in when he's here.  Is that okay?  You
can watch but I want it to be just me and Alex.

   I nodded in agreement.  I'd kind of thought I'd be limited to watching
and I wasn't sure I could handle being naked and up close and personal with
another guy no matter how excited I might be.  Then she got really serious
and I knew she meant that she wanted to go on.

   If this happens then I'm going to have sex with him in front of you. 
I'm not just going to play with him you know.

   I know.  Thats okay.  I can handle it.

   And the not joining in?  Will you be alright with that?  We can have
some fun afterwards if you like but only after he's gone.

   I wasn't sure if I would be alright to be honest but I'd come too far
now to back out.

   I understand, no joining in.  I'm just so horny thinking about it.  I
might have to, you know.

   I looked at her, she knew what I meant, knew that I'd need to wank. 
We'd never done that in front of one another.  I tried to get her to play
with herself once and the look she gave me showed she hated the idea so I
-(TM)d never gone back there.  Once or twice as she played with me I'd got
so excited I'd grabbed my own cock to wank it really hard and make myself
come and she'd been really shocked.  I don't know what it was about it but
she didn't like the idea of watching me pleasure myself.  Whether she
suspected that I had a crafty wank every now and then I don't know, another
thing we didn't ever talk about, and in all the years we'd been together
I'd never had the slightest inkling she ever did the same.

   Okay if you can't wait until after.  So you're really sure then?

   Yes.

   Alright I'll call him later.  No going back after that.

   She got on the phone to him later that day, I have no idea what she said
to him, she went up to the bedroom shut the door and called him from her
mobile.  She was on the -~phone for quite a while and when she finally
reappeared she wouldn't talk about what they had said other than that he
would come round the following day.  I'd been sitting downstairs all this
time and was incredibly horny, I put my arms round her.

   Do you want to go upstairs and have some fun?  You've turned me on so
much.

   I thought she was going to say yes but she shook her head.

   Why don't we wait until after Alex has been tomorrow?  I feel a bit
queasy if I'm honest, I can't believe we're going to do it.  It's going to
be so exciting, you've made me into such a naughty girl.

   The following day was torture.  Sharon knew I was on tenterhooks, I felt
incredibly horny, and incredibly nervous.  She went out mid-morning for a
couple of hours and we had a quiet light lunch together when she got back.
Eventually I plucked up the courage to ask what time Alex would be
arriving.

   About two, I thought we should give ourselves plenty of time.

   I was stunned, it was almost half past one, it would be happening in
half and hour.

   You might want to get the video camera ready.

   What you want me to video it?

   She'd never even allowed me to take photos before for fear of them being
discovered.  I wondered again just how long she'd been thinking about this,
and about how much she was actually looking forward to it.

   I thought you might like to have something to watch again later in bed.
I could play with you while we watch.

   We'd never so much as watched a soft core porn movie together.  I was
speechless and I began to wonder more about how long my wife had been
harbouring these thoughts, and whether it had been the turning 40.

   The next 30 minutes went very quickly.  I'd not used the video camera
properly for a couple of years, couldn't even remember where everything was
so I had a bit of a frantic scramble to find a power lead as the batteries
would undoubtedly be flat.  I grabbed two or three DV tapes and did a few
test shots to make sure it was still working.

   Sharon poked her head round the door.

   I'm just going to get ready.  Let Alex in when he gets here and wait for
me in the lounge.

   I nodded, the lounge!  One of Sharon's constraints in sex was that she
really only liked to do it in bed.  I tried to get her into the mood on the
settee in the lounge, even some of the other bedrooms but she always moved
us to our bedroom and our bed.  She knew how much I wanted to have sex in
other places.  Even in the bedroom it had to be the bed, we had big built
in wardrobes with mirrored doors that I'd tried to tempt her with (you can
close your eyes!) but it was always the bed.  I was already fantasizing
about her and Alex on the settee and what was going to happen when there
was a knock at the door.

   I went downstairs in a daze and opened the door to Alex.  If anything he
looked as embarrassed as I felt.  All right, we both said to one another,
and then there was a very awkward silence before he spoke up again.

   Are you sure you're okay with this Pete.

   Yeah fine I think, you?

   Of course.  It's not every day you get this sort of, well you know.  He
stopped, awkwardly and I stepped back from the doorway, opening if wide for
him.  He came in and I pushed the door to.

   Is there anything?  --..Look we've never before, you know.  We've just
been friends.

   He paused.  I actually didn't doubt his sincerity.  I wondered what he
was going to ask me.  I hadn't considered us having a conversation before
everything started.  I'd only thought about the sex part.  This was going
to be more difficult than I'd imagined.

   Is there anything that you don't want me to do?

   I think you better ask Sharon, that's up to her.

   Okay.  I just don't want to do anything that will make you, well, --
--.. nuts.

   This struck me as a bit of an odd thing to say, as if fucking my wife in
front of me wasn't going to make me uncomfortable.

   Err, no that's okay.  Do you want to go in the lounge.  Sharon said we
should wait there.

   We went in and sat at either end of the settee, there was plenty of
space in between us for Sharon though I wasn't sure if she')d want me that
close.  I was still clutching the video camera and waving it I asked Alex
if he minded.

   Nah, no problem.  I'd like to see it sometime if that's okay.

   Before I could think of some sort of reply the door opened and Sharon
entered.

   We both stared at her, I could feel myself hardening in my pants and
Alex must have been feeling the same.  It was obvious that Sharon's trip
out that morning had been to buy some new underwear, crisp brilliant white,
lacy underwear.  A half cut bra encased her big breasts, lifting them
slightly and accentuating her already substantial cleavage.  The tops of
her nipples were just visible above the lace trim.  She had on matching
stockings and suspenders, such a rarity for me I could think of only a
handful of occasions when she'd worn them before including an ivory set for
our wedding day that hadn't seen the light of day in years.  She did a slow
twirl to reveal the tiny white lace panties she was wearing were the
smallest of G strings.  Her mat of pubic hair was visible through the lacy
trim, and the string of her panties sank delightfully between her large
firm buttocks.  I saw Alex lick his lips as Sharon completed her twirl and
turned back towards us, she looked absolutely amazing but it wasn't for me.

   We're really going to do this aren't we?  She wasn't expecting a reply,
my throat was dry and I had to cough to clear it.

   You better start recording darling.  I want you to enjoy this as much as
I'm going to.  NO joining in okay?

   I nodded, turned on the camera, and then my world started to fall apart.

   She straddled him where he sat on the couch just an arms length away
from me I wanted to reach out and touch her, I could see him feasting his
eyes on her body as she leant towards him.  Her nipples were hardening and
already peeking above the lace top of her bra cups, she leant closer and
pressed herself to him.  His tongue darted out and pushed between her firm
breasts and then as she pulled back I watched him snake his tongue over one
of her nipples flipping it out from her bra, hard, almost bursting it was
so erect.  They kissed, a long passionate searching kiss and his hands went
up to her waist, his dark skin against her milky white flesh was incredible
to look at, so much more real in the flesh than some staged film.  I found
myself uncertain what to point the camera at and desperate to get my cock
out and wank.  Sharon pressed herself against him as they kissed, I watched
as he pushed out his tongue and she sucked it nosily into her mouth, her
breath was coming shorter, she ground her hips down onto him and Alex
responded, lifting his hips up to meet her rubbing himself against her
through their clothes.

   Alex continued to run his hands around her waist and up to the sides of
her breasts.  She loves having the whole of her breast played with and she
moaned as Alex cupped each breast in his big black hands, squeezing the
firm flesh.

   Oh yes!

   She let out the lightest of moans as Alex flicked her exposed nipple
with his fingers and then pinched it between his thumb and forefinger.  She
kissed him again, their lips mashed together as their tongues sought each
others mouths again.  Again he squeezed her breasts, her right now bursting
from it's cup as he pulled at the light fabric.  She does have the most
fantastic, big, natural breasts.  She takes a 38DD cup and I never tire of
unclipping her bra and seeing them fall out.  But today it wasn't my hands
squeezing them, it was Alex's.  He ran his hands round Sharon's back and
down over her buttocks gripping her plump cheeks in his hands.  He squeezed
her hard against him, pulling her crotch down onto his, she lifted her head
and arched her back, pushing her tits again into his face, inviting him to
suck at her nipple.

   He looked up at her as she sat astride him, constantly holding her down
tight onto his crotch.  Every now and then he dipped his head to her
exposed breast, taking as much into his mouth as he could and sucking
deeply.  She had her eyes closed and her head tilted back, she was rocking
and rubbing her crotch against his as he lavished his tongue on her
breasts.

   She looked at him and then reaching behind her unhooked her bra and
dropped it to the floor.  Both her breasts sprang completely free and Alex
-(TM)s hands were upon them instantly again, cupping each mound in his
hands, twirling the nipples with this fingers and occasionally leaning
forward to suck and lick at them; he even bit gently at her drawing a gasp
of pleasure.

   Oh yes, that's sooo goooood!  I love it when you do that.

   I'd heard her say those words, to me when I played with her tits but
this time they sounded so much more real.  She put an emphasis into them
I'd not heard before.  She leant towards him again.

   Suck them, please!

   Alex took one of her tits into his mouth, his lips engulfing her nipped,
nibbling and biting at her soft flesh.  His hand squeezed her other, almost
painfully it seemed but Sharon made no complaint.  With his free hand he
trailed his fingers down her back and down over her buttocks again.  His
finger traced the crack between her cheeks and I moved from my seat for a
better view.  As he sucked on her breasts and Sharon ground herself down
onto him I watched as his fingers pulled apart her arse cheeks and traced
the line of her G string.  From the top of the cleft of her buttocks, down
and round to her pussy lips he pushed his finger into her wetness.  I heard
her moan, saw her spread her legs just a little, watched as she reached
back and holding a cheek in each hand opened herself to him.  He slid his
finger back into her wet pussy and then retraced the path between her
buttocks, dwelling over her anus as he went.

   She pulled back from him, yelping slightly as he held her nipple between
his teeth before he released it, and then she whispered --.

   Anything you want.

   And then as she turned to look at me.

   Anything.

   My cock was straining in my pants, I wanted them to fuck so I could
watch it, and so it could be over but they were taking their time.

   Alex continued to caress and suck her breasts, massaging them in his
hands and nibbling at her greedily.  She held them for him, offering her
nipples to his teeth and mouth before kissing him again as he gripped her
buttocks and ground her down onto his cock.

   Eventually they broke from their kissing and he lay back on the settee
to soak in her beauty.  Sharon tugged at his t-shirt and pulled it over his
head, and then she reached for the belt of his trousers undoing it, and
then the clasp of his trousers.  She spared me a glance as she pulled down
his zip.  She slid back off his lap and onto her knees in front of the
settee as his trousers loosened.  He had already kicked off his shoes and
socks as she tugged at his t-shirt and now he obligingly raised his hips as
Sharon pulled his jeans down and off, throwing them to one side as more of
Alex's body came into view.

   Alex isn't a massive guy physically.  He -(TM)s a bit taller than me and
a bit leaner but doesn't have an athletes toned body.  He's much younger
than me obviously, I think he must have turned 26 or 27 this year.  None of
this was occuring to me or my wife at that precise moment, tt was obvious
Sharon was far more interested and already excited by what he had in his
pants.

   He was wearing a pair of blue Calvin Klein trunks that were stretched
incredibly tight by his growing erection.  Sharon paused and gazed at the
taught mound of his crotch and then reached out tentatively with one hand
to rub it.  I watched as she squeezed him through the material, tracing his
thickness and length, glancing over at me and smiling as we both realised
he was going to be vastly superior to me.

   She dipped her head towards his crotch and nuzzled his cock through his
pants, her hands sliding to his thighs, gripping them and moving upwards to
his crotch again.  She breathed in deeply as she sniffed his crotch, her
eyes closed.

   God I love he smell of your cock.  She said.  Running her hands up over
the material again and watching as she squeezed the bulge in her hands. 
Then without pausing for a moment she hooked her hands into the waistband
of his pants and pulled them down over his hips, her eyes fixed on his
crotch the whole time.

   Alex's cock leapt into view and it was actually me who gasped first.  Of
course we'd fantasized about this, and she'd teased me about wanting to
experience a bigger cock.  I'd seen some big cocks on internet porn I
-(TM)d downloaded, probably bigger than Alex's but seeing his in the flesh
was a whole other experience.  It was obvious he was so much bigger than
me.

   But in this moment it wasn't the length that fascinated me so much, or
even the thickness though that too made my cock look very feeble, it was
just how amazingly black it looked in her little white hands.  The veins
stood out angrily, she had both hands on it now, turning it this way and
that, examining it, entranced by it's size.

   Oh my God Alex.  I never, I never knew it could be so big.

   Sharon's hands could encircle my cock comfortably, even at the head. 
With Alex she couldn't even close her fingers around the shaft.  The base
of his cock was even thicker and he'd trimmed his pubic hair back short
which made the whole thing look even more impressive.  Sharon ran her hands
up and down the shaft marveling at it, she dropped her hands to his balls
and gave them a squeeze.

   God it's so thick, and so long.  And your balls are huge.

   She cupped his balls in her hand rolling them around as she stroked his
shaft.  She slid her hand to the head of his cock and eased back the
foreskin exposing the swollen head.  It was a livid angry purple, she
licked at it and he sighed, she ran the tip of her finger over his glans,
tracing the surface of it and rubbing her saliva around the head.  She
started to wank him with both hands, there was so much of it, even with
both hands around there was just so much.

   Alex was quiet, looking down at her intently as she played with him.  I
knew what he was waiting for.  Sharon continued to wank his cock with long
strong strokes, occasionally tracing the length of his shaft with her
finger nails.  Alex was fully erect now I don't know how big he actually is
but it must be around 9", possible a little more.

   Alex reached out and lifted up her chin with his hand.

   Go on baby.  You know what you have to do.

   Sharon looked up at him as he spoke to her, and then down to the head of
his cock.  Her tongue traced over her lips and I thought she was going to
do it there and then, but she turned to look at me.  I')ve played this bit
of the video back time after time, you can see in her eyes that she means
it.  She smiles, and then she says --.

   I'm never going to do this to you, ever again

   And with that she opened her mouth and slid the head of Alex's cock
between her lips.  She had to really stretch her mouth open wide to get him
in, running her tongue around the head to moisten it a little as she eased
it into her mouth, and keeping her eyes fixed firmly on me as she began to
suck him.  She slurped loudly at his knob and smiled.

   I couldn't remember the last time she'd sucked me, she would do so every
now and then, only if I pestered and then not for very long.  I was so
jealous of Alex now, as she lavished her attention on his cock, she was
sucking him with such enthusiasm.  He lay back on the settee his eyes
closed as Sharon continued to suck him, slurping at it again, letting it
slip out of her mouth and then stretching her mouth open as wide as she
could before taking it back inside.  She choked a couple of times as she
tried to take more into her mouth, and then she'd release it and gasp
deeply before plunging it back between her lips.  The sight of his black
clock slipping between her lips was too much and I put down the camera so I
could get my own cock out to wank.

   She choked again as she tried to push more into her mouth and opened her
eyes to look up at him as she once again drew breath.  She saw me, playing
with my cock and looked at it, and then back at Alex's.  She smiled as she
poked out her tongue and licked up his shaft from the base to the tip,
nibbling at his glans and running her tongue around the swollen head.  She
was showing off, teasing me and she knew it.

   Mmmm so goood.  She murmured.  And then took him into her mouth again.

   Saliva ran down his cock as she slurped away on him, she showed no sign
of slowing down, if anything she seemed to be getting a little bit more of
him into her mouth now, I could see the glistening line where her lips had
reached ringing his cock each time she bobbed her head up and down on him.
Alex reached forward and put his hand on the back of her head, she lifted
her eyes and looked up at him - he was watching her now, intently, and ever
so gently I saw him push the back of her head.  Sharon's eyes widened and
she gagged again as his cock touched the back of her throat, she didn't
even have half of his huge cock in her mouth and it was already too much.
She gasped for air and took some deep breaths, continually pumping his
shaft with her hands.  She shifted slightly and knelt up higher her eyes
wide with excitement and took him back into her mouth again, trying to take
a little more.  Alex let her suck at him for a few minutes groaning just a
little each time she grazed the head of his cock with her teeth.  He
reached forward again and took her head in his hands, she looked up into
his eyes again.

   Mmmmmm, Mmmmmmm.  I could see her struggling.  Alex's muscles in his
forearms tightened slightly as he took a stronger grip on her head and
pushed her down.  It was too much, she gagged again and coughed, spilling
his cock from her mouth in a deluge of saliva.  Kneeling in front of him
panting.

   Too much.  I can't take any more.

   Sure you can.  Anyway I want you to, I want to see you take at least
half.

   Oh God.

   She didn't refuse though, she took him back into her mouth, opening
wide, then she stood up standing with her legs a little apart, leaning
forward as she gorged on him.  Where on earth had she learned this
technique I had no idea, not on me, but it was clear it was helping her and
she seemed to be able to take Alex a little more easily.  Alex put his
hands on the back of her head once more.  I saw her try to pull back, heard
her gag again but Alex had hold of her head firmly now.  He lifted his hips
slightly and Sharon let out a little groan of surprise from deep within her
as 2-3 more inches of Alex's cock slid into her throat, it was clear she
could hardly breath but she made no effort to pull away, she had at least
half in her, her mouth stretched wide to accommodate him.  Alex pushed
again it must have been in her throat, again it was too much and she
retched violently.  Relenting he eased his grip on her and let his cock
slide from her mouth.  I thought she would stop at this point but she
dropped back to her knees licking up his shaft cleaning him of all her
saliva without much pause for breath.  I was wanking hard now trying to
keep the camera steady with my other hand as my wife continued to suck
feverishly on Alex's cock.

   I didn't take long to cum and shot a substantial load onto into my hand
while Sharon continued to suck on Alex.  She didn't even look over when she
must have heard me come but just kept on worshipping that big black cock in
her mouth.

   She wanked him with one hand as she sucked, and with her free hand she
massaged his balls.  He'd slid down a bit in the settee now and I had a
much clearer view as he spread his legs wide for her.  He really did have
big balls and I found myself wondering if when he came how much there would
be.  Sharon continued to squeeze them in her hand and slurped away at his
cock, bobbing her head up and down frantically as she pumped at the shaft
with her other hand.

   Alex too now was having difficulty holding back, his hips were lifting
from the couch and Sharon was regularly having to cope with him forcing
half his length into her throat but she showed no sign of stopping.  He was
urging her on as she knelt in front of him.

   Oh yes, suck it.  I'm so close, suck it harder, harder.

   Sharon obeyed him.  Sucking hard on the head of his cock and quickening
the stroke of her hand.  She let him drop from her mouth and he groaned his
disappointment as she pumped at his shaft.

   Cum in my mouth, I want to taste you.

   This was too much for me, and Alex.  I'd begged Sharon to let me cum in
her mouth so many times and she always refused.  Here she was asking
someone to do it.  I knew I wouldn't be able to watch her do this and
started to move towards the door.

   If you leave now honey, you can't come back and watch anything else.

   Sharon turned away from Alex's cock that she continued to pump in her
hands.

   You have to watch everything, okay?

   Okay I mumbled and perched on the arm of a chair.

   Sharon turned back to Alex and flicked her tongue around the head of his
cock, pushing the tip of her tongue into the eye.  Alex was lifting his
hips up from the couch urging her to take the head of his cock back into
her mouth and she obediently ran her tongue around the swollen head again,
squeezing at his shaft and balls.

   Then Alex came, he shouted loud as a huge spurt of thick white cum shot
from the head of his cock splattering over Sharon's face and into her hair.
Before his balls could convulse again Sharon had clamped her mouth down
over his cock taking him as deep as she could.  I heard her moan as Alex
pumped again and I watched as she swallowed deeply as spurt after spurt of
cum emptied into her hungry mouth.  She didn't let a drop escape, moaning
as she gulped each spurt down.  When she finally released his cock from her
mouth she sat back on her heels and gasped for breath.  Alex slumped back
onto the couch and watched as Sharon scooped up the threads of cum on her
face and licked them greedily from her fingers.  She smacked her lips and
made appreciative mmmm sounds as she swallowed the last of his spunk before
dipping her head once more and proceeding to clean Alex's cock of stray
cum.

   I thought she might pause then and stop, it had been a pretty intense 30
minutes.  Having cum myself I was experiencing that moment of reality
immediately afterwards when you think with more clarity about what you've
said or done in the heights of ecstasy.  In that moment I experienced a
huge adrenaline rush of combined jealousy and anxiety and I'd have been
quite satisfied if things stopped there.  But Sharon didn't give either of
us the chance to consider what had happened she was clearly focussed on
what was going to happen next.  She stepped up onto the couch pulled her G
string to one side and squatted over Alex's mouth

   Eat me she demanded and lowered her lush pussy down to his mouth.

   I love eating my wife's pussy, perhaps more than I love it when on those
rarest of occasions she sucks me.  She's never shaved, just the odd trim
every now and then but I love that, and she get's incredibly wet when she's
excited enough to let me sup from the furry cup; it drives me to
distraction.  But she's never said Eat me like that.  Never pulled aside
her panties and demanded that I eat her however much I'd wished it.  Alex
needed no second invitation, I watched as he thrust out his tongue to her,
she was sopping wet I could see the juice starting to run down the inside
of her thighs and she was actually holding her pussy open for him and as
she lowered herself so he raised up his head and pushed his tongue deep
into her.  She whimpered, not like the groans she had let out earlier as
she sucked on his cock but something altogether more sorrowful.  This was a
moan of pure abandonment, as if she realised the corner that she'd turned
and how she was now going to give herself completely to Alex and do
whatever he wanted.  She sobbed again as he started to lap at her, reaching
up with her hands to caress her own breasts as Alex's hands grabbed her big
round buttocks tightly.  He pulled her down to him so that her pussy
covered his mouth and worked his tongue into her.  His hands eased her
buttocks apart and he probed at her anus with one of his fingers, slick
with her juice.

   She sobbed again and again as he fucked her with his tongue and teased
her arsehole with his fingers.  Gently probing her anus with just the tip
of a finger.  I could hear her starting to pant with excitement and she
gripped her breasts tighter.

   Oh Alex I want you so much!  Eat me, eat my cunt!

   The word cunt rang through my ears.  She hated that word, I'd never had
the courage to say it during sex no matter how excited she had been, pussy
was the most I could get away with.  Coaxing her to say she wanted to be
fucked by a big cock was normally hard work.  But she was a different woman
altogether today.

   Oh God yes, eat my cunt, just like that!

   Alex had his tongue buried in her, his fingers digging into her
buttocks. She straddled his face, rubbing herself backwards and forwards,
grinding her clit down onto his nose.  Alex was clearly enjoying himself
too, he -(TM)d begun to harden again.  I watched as his cock started to
lift, amazed again at the length and girth as it steadily rose to
attention. I could tell Sharon was close to coming she normally takes
longer but she must have been so excited after sucking Alex like that I
wasn't surprised she was ready to come so quickly.  She was pinching her
nipples now as she urged him to eat her, her breasts flushed with
excitement as Alex's tongue continued to thrust up into her cunt, her
breath coming more quickly and harshly.

   Alex was now almost fully erect, something Sharon was too busy to have
noticed.  I watched as he let one of this hands drop from her buttocks to
grip his shaft giving himself a few strokes, his cock stiffening further.
He placed his hands back onto her buttocks and pushed her sopping cunt up
from his face, oblivious to her pleas for him not to stop.  He slipped out
from under her making her grab the back of the settee as she fell forward
into a kneeling position.  She turned towards him.

   Don't stop I was so cl -- -- -

   She stopped as her eyes settled on his erection, she realised what was
coming now, why he had stopped.

   Oh yes.

   She turned back, lowering her head and resting her forehead on the back
of the settee.  She reached back and peeled her G string out of the crack
of her arse and pushed it down towards her knees.  Her back dipped
slightly, forcing her butt upwards, and she spread her legs wide for him,
anticipating his entry.

   Fuck me!  I want that big black cock in my cunt.

   I was beyond caring now and moved closer with the camera capturing her
spread cheeks and the wet puffy slit of her cunt.  I felt the first
stirrings again in my own cock as Alex stood behind her, drinking in the
her submissive pose.  I watched transfixed as he gripped his cock and moved
the head towards her dripping hole.  He took a moment to rub the head in
her wetness, leaning forward and allowing the shaft to to push up between
the cheeks of her arse before pulling back and positioning himself again at
the entrance to her cunt.  Sharon gripped the back of the settee.

   Do it!  Pleeaaase!

   She let out an animal scream as he plunged into her.  He didn't tease
her, or ease the head in gently he simply sank the full length deep into
her cunt and then started to fuck her with long hard strokes.

   Oh God, Oh my God.  So big it's so big.  Oh Fuck that's good.

   Alex fucked her with the full length of his cock.  Her cunt was clamped
around his cock with a vice like grip.  He would let the head just start to
emerge from her pussy, stretching her wider still before sinking back into
her deep, right up to his balls.  I was entranced as he fucked her, I
couldn't take my eyes off her cunt, it was stretched so wide and on each
outward stroke her pussy lips actually pulled outwards clamped around this
thick veiny shaft I couldn't imagine what it must feel like, how stretched
she felt.  My mind went to one of her fantasy teases when she'd tell me
she'd been fucked by someone who really filled her up.  Alex was filling
her to the brim.

   Once or twice as he withdrew he went too far, allowing the bulbous head
of his cock to pop free.  Sharon would sob No!  in disappointment as he
withdrew and then moan loudly again as he pushed back into her, gasping out
her pleasure.

   Oh yes, Oh yes, just like that.

   As he continued to fuck her she became more vocal, panting loudly as he
thrust into her and calling out his name over and over.  I could hear his
balls slapping up against her as he started to thrust still harder into
her.

   Oh yes Alex Oh yes, fuck me Alex.  I love your black cock in me like
this.  Fuck me harder, FUCK ME!  Oh Alex!

   I'd never seen her behave like this.  Never seen her clearly
experiencing so much pleasure, she'd never shouted her so loudly, she kept
urging him to fuck her harder and Alex continued to pound away at her
pussy, his cock bathed in her thick creamy juices.

   Oh yes you love it, don't you, don't you?  Tell me you love it you
little whore.

   Oh god I do, I do.  I love having your cock in me so deep.  Use me, Oh
God use me pleeeeeease!

   Alex leant forward a little placing his hands on her shoulders and
pushing them down, he put one leg up onto the settee and I moved around
behind with the camera to capture some shots of his whole length sinking in
and out of my wife's pussy, it was incredibly erotic.

   And then Sharon actually started to sob quietly.  It was a mix of
pleasure and sadness.

   Oh God I'm such a whore.  Such a whore.

   Alex continued to fuck her with those deep strokes, quickening his pace
every now and then, making Sharon pant and gasp as he touched bottom. 
There was no doubt that whatever mixed emotions she was going through now,
she wanted him to keep on fucking her.  This is another bit of the video
that I find incredibly exciting, hearing her say in almost a whisper that
she was a whore.

   Alex had hold of her hips now and was really starting to pound her.  She
gripped onto the back of the couch tightly as he slammed his cock into her
sopping cunt, pushing her forward with each stroke.  He grabbed hold of her
hair and pulled her head back hard, she let out a short shriek as he
twisted his hand in her hair but she loved this rough handling and I could
see she was actually trying to push herself back onto his cock, trying to
take him deeper.

   Alex continued to fuck her like this clearly loving being in control,
pulling her hair and making her arch her back and push herself back onto
him.  I watched as the sweat started to build on his back mesmerized as his
buttocks thrust in and out, slamming his cock into my wife.  Sharon's tits
were swinging with each thrust Alex made, she reached for them with one
hand and Alex slapped her hand away, grabbing one of her tits and pinching
the nipple hard between his fingers.  Sharon screamed with pleasure.

   Oh yes, use me just like that, you can do anything you want, anything
Alex, anything you want.

   He spanked her, hard.  Not a playful slap like we might have done, but a
hard viscous slap across her buttocks, the imprint of his hand clearly
visible.  Sharon screamed again but she made no attempt to stop him.  He
spanked her again and then again, her buttocks reddening with each blow. 
He grabbed her hips again and fucked her hard and fast before again
spanking her reddened buttocks with renewed energy.  Sharon's body was
flushed, the sweat was clearly visible along the line of her spine, her
nipples stood proud from her breasts as they swung beneath in time with
Alex's rhythmic fucking, grazed by the fabric of the settee.

   She screamed as she came, her whole body shaking with her orgasm.  I
could see her legs trembling as she knelt there.

   Oh Alex, I'm coming, oh don't stop, don't stop, Oh God.

   Alex had no intention of stopping and continued to pound away at her,
hanging onto her hips again as her body shook on his cock.  She came again
in quick succession, sobbing.

   Oh God not again.

   Alex spanked her again, she was shouting at him not to stop.

   Oh yes fuck me with your big black cock.

   I watched as my wife came on this big black cock, sobbing with pleasure,
pushing herself back onto his shaft, her cunt stretched beyond my wildest
imagination.

   And then Alex was shouting too.

   Sharon and I don't fuck often, she tends to satisfy me with her hands
most of the time.  She's not been on the pill for years so we tend to use
condoms on the rare occasion when we actually fuck.  Whether this had
occurred to her as we planned the encounter I didn't know, certainly in the
mixture of feelings I'd been experiencing in the run up to Alex's arrival
I'd bizarrely not given it another thought.  I'm not even sure whether this
had dawned on her now, I doubt it somehow, I don -(TM)t think that's what
made her turn to look at me.

   All for you Alex, all for you.

   Alex slammed his cock deep into her and arched his back as he came.

   Oh yes take it, take it, take it, take it, take it.

   He pulled her onto him as he recited his mantra, dumping his spunk deep
into her cunt.

   Sharon wailed as he came and held my gaze.

   Oh God that feels so good.  Fill me up with it, fill me up with your
thick black spunk.

   They collapsed onto the couch, Alex still embedded in her pussy, both of
them breathing heavily.

   In all my wildest dreams I -(TM)d never imagined my wife would really
fuck someone else, let alone in front of me no matter how much I'd
fantasised about it.  I began to comprehend the magnitude of what had
happened and just as I'd experienced that moment of clarity and
realistation earlier now a wave of regret began to fill me.  How had I
allowed myself to get into this situation, how on earth had I let myself
get so wound up in the excitement that I'd not considered the real impact.
I was stunned with what had happened, that Sharon had clearly enjoyed it so
much.  The eagerness with which she'd sucked his cock, the passion with
which she'd kissed him, the demands she'd made of him to eat her and the
sheer aggression of the fucking she')d so willingly been a part of.

   I wandered upstairs leaving them in a sweaty heap on the settee, in a
daze, playing over in my mind what had happened.  I could still hear her
begging him, saying 'cunt'.

   Part of me had imagined her being far more timid, and yet I'd seen none
of that.  How long had she really been wondering what it would be like? 
How long had she been wanting Alex to fuck her, and after what I had seen
how long would it be before she wanted him again because I knew she would.
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