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   ENCOUNTERING DANNY(pt.  3)

   THIS IS A WORK OF FICTION,ANY RESEMBLANCE OF THESE FICTITIOUS EVENTS TO
ANY ACTUAL

   PERSON,LIVING OR DEAD,IS WHOLLY COINCIDENTAL.NOTHING IN THE REALM OF
FICTION WRITING IS

   OFF-LIMITS.THE AUTHOR DOES NOT CONDONE,ENCOURAGE OR PARTICIPATE IN ANY
MORALLY QUESTIONABLE

   AND/OR ILLEGAL BEHAVIOR.IF YOU ARE NOT 18 YEARS OF AGE OR OLDER YOU ARE
COMMITTING A

   CRIME.PLEASE CEASE AND DESIST,IMMEDIATELY.AS FOR THE REMAINDER OF YOU
GENTLE READERS BE

   AWARE THAT THE FOLLOWING CONTAINS DESCRIPTIONS OF SEXUAL CONTACT BETWEEN
CHILDREN AND

   ADULTS.Story Codes:Mg,ped,cons,rom

   Later that evening I sat and watched this little girl-child sleep.Danny
was bathed,teeth

   brushed,clad in her sleepwear.I had let her watch cartoons for a
while,set up in the bed I

   wasn't using.She had fallen asleep minutes after I had given her a kiss
and a snuggle

   goodnight and tuned in SpongeBob.I had been wracked with self
recriminations and doubt

   following our tryst earlier.However,she seemed unconcerned with the
physical aspect of our

   relationship.I had run a bath immediately upon recovering from that
unbelievable orgasm.We

   were both soaked as well as spent.Watching her carefully as I carried
her to the bath I

   tried to discern if she was somehow changed by the event.And,if so,
could anybody see that

   at a glance.My own frame of mind,besides guilt,was confusion.How could a
normal

   heterosexual man not only perform such an act but enjoy it so
immensely?Had I somehow

   coerced this child into this behavior-above and beyond what she had
thought she was getting

   into?I didn't think so but I was the adult here and should have acted
like one.My scrutiny

   of her convinced me she was basically unaffected as she chattered
happily while I washed

   and prepared her for bed.After her ablutions I took a quick shower while
she turned her

   attention to Buddy,talking to him and petting him up.When I settled her
in the bed,tv on

   the correct channel I suppose my nervousness was apparent even to
her."Can I have a g'night

   kiss,Will"?As I bent to give her a smooch she reached up and put a
bear-hug on me

   whispering,"I want a grown-up kiss,'k?"Grabbing my head she offered her
mouth to me and I

   planted a rather chaste kiss on her pretty lips."No",she insisted,"we
gotta touch our

   tongues too,we didn't do that yet,huh"?And we shared a stimulating
french kiss."'S,that

   better?",I asked.She nodded,looking at me with a serious demeanor,"We
goin' to my Mom's

   work in the mornin',right?""Right",I said."Mebbe after you can teach me
more sex stuff...as

   long as no one will ever know,right?"I stared at her,filled with desire
again."We'll

   see,kiddo,now go to sleep."She didn't argue."'K,Will,g'night."She rolled
over and, as I

   mentioned,in short order was away with the fairies.As I pondered this
new reality and the

   dilemma in which I found myself.What I had done was very foolhardy and
fraught with danger

   for myself,my liberty and probably the developing pysche of Danny.To
continue to indulge

   the child...Who was I kidding?  I had indulged myself and was fairly
certain that given a

   reasonable chance would do so again.It had been so good.And that made me
a bad guy.I took

   Buddy out for a quick walk, lighting a cigarette as we turned toward the
outer edge of the

   parking lot.I wouldn't smoke in any room being shared by a child but I
might touch one

   inappropriately given the opportunity.What a freakin' hypocrite.

   When Buddy and I returned to the room,opening the door quietly so as not
to disturb my

   sleeping guest while silently cautioning the dog to be quiet and
behave,I knelt by the

   furry beast giving him some rough love before I retired as had become
our habit.When I

   turned to my own bed the sight of the sleeping girl evoked such a wave
of tenderness in

   me,as I covered a stray leg that had escaped I had what could be
described as an epiphany.I

   had been wrestling with myself up to that point.I was at a personal low
point in my

   life,financially,emotionally but I knew I was definitely not a bad
guy.At 34 yrs.  of age I

   had built a solid reputation of integrity.I was reliable,dependable and
wouldn't steal.If I

   said I'd do something,come hell or high water,I'd do it.  I was no
choir-boy but even the

   drug-dealers I knew and the associated low-life types they inevitably
attract were often

   uncomfortable when I came to transact business.I was a good
customer,paid cash,obviously

   used drugs but was somehow way too straight for them.A bad guy would
have smoked in the

   room with Danny.In fact,probably wouldn't think twice.Light up a smoke
and molest a

   sleeping child if you're feeling horny.That wasn't me.  What we had done
together we both

   enjoyed.She had initiated the sex.If she had not,I would not be here
now.I'd participated

   with her and I really enjoyed it.I cared about her and for her.I was
free of guilt in the

   matter, in that moment.Not in the eyes of the law or society,of course.I
mean where it

   really counted,where the rubber meets the road,so to speak.  In my own
mind.  I would feel no

   more conflict, no shame.I would strive to hide it from anyone.I wouldn't
try to hide from

   myself.With a palpable sense of relief,I drifted off to sleep.

   Danny and I walked into the diner early much to the delight of her
mother,Heather.And

   Heather,true to her word,treated us to breakfast.The diner was a popular
place so she was

   too busy to talk much but accepted the fact that Danny had a sleepover
with me without a

   flicker of concern.I assured her that Danny had behaved admirably and
had been no trouble

   at all.Except for the loud snoring,of course.Danny giggled and her Mom
laughed at my sly

   wink.She walked out with us for a moment when we left."Okay,young
lady,I'm sure you've

   bothered Will enough for now.Thanks so much,Will.She can be a pest,God
knows.Wake that

   little slut Wendy up,tell her I'll be home at 2:30,Danny.'N'give 'er
these cigarettes.Oh

   hi,Buddy."I was becoming accustomed to her rapidfire manner of
speaking.So I remained

   silent,giving the dog the bacon I'd saved for him."I bet no one tries to
take anything from

   Will's truck",Heather said,"Huh,Danny.Not with that big old dog in the
back,he's so

   handsome,isn't he?Will,I get off around 2:00,you gonna be around?I'll
come by,drink a beer

   with ya."Yeeeeaaaa",shouted Danny."I will go over I said,that doesn't
mean you

   can,Danny.",Heather said."If he wants me too,of course."She looked at me
with an expression

   that had my cock twitching in my shorts."Sure,Heather.Any old time you
want.",I

   offered."Oh,I get it",said Danny,"sex stuff...Yeeechh.""Don't knock it
'til you try

   it,little Miss Nosy-Pants.I'll see you then 'K,Will?  Danny,I know
you're goin' to the

   pool,don't go in if no one's there to watch.You'll get us kicked out 'n
if Will gets tired

   of you,leave him alone.Love you,Baby."She bent for a kiss,whirled with a
fierce last drag

   on her smoke and wiggled away.Sudden pain in my lower leg,I tore my eyes
away."Whatcha

   lookin' at,Will",Danny demanded,"wanna fuck my Mom?She gives good
blow-jobs,too." I nipped

   that off at the bud.Kneeling,so I was face to face with her,my hands
gripping her upper

   arms I said,"You will use respect when you speak about your
Mother,Danny.And you will not

   use that type of language with me or anyone else.Do you understand those
rules?"Her eyes

   filled with tears."S S Sorry, Will.  I didn't mean it.It's not fair.Now
you won't do

   anything with me 'cuz you kin do sex with her.No one's gonna want to do
sex with me an'

   I'll never learn how."She sniffled,"I really liked it,too."I looked in
her sweet green eyes

   and relented.Hugging her I said,"That's a'right,kiddo.C'mon,we'll get
back and you can help

   me walk Buddy.Gimme those cigarettes,I'll carry 'em."

   I'd always had an affinity for kids.Not in a sexual way.But I liked them
and they

   reciprocated.Dogs and kids all seemed to like me.It had been commented
on before by friends

   and strangers,Danny was no different than any other child.Full of
questions.The key I think

   is taking the time to actually listen to what they say,what they ask.And
take the time to

   reply to them seriously.Even if they seem nonsensical,which they often
do.What may seem

   nonsense to you though is often very real in a child's mind.I had the
knack of listening to

   young children and doing my best to explain,or teach,or just converse
with them.I'd use

   language sometimes beyond their ken,or understanding.It provoked more
questions,usually.But

   sincerity and consistency in an adults interaction with kids goes a long
way to

   establishing a rapport.By not speaking down to them or being
condescending and merely

   tolerant is very obvious to a child.They pick up on much more than most
adults want to

   admit.Or even acknowledge.This affinity was more pronounced with
Danny,when we walked Buddy

   upon arriving back at the motel she had silently reached for my
hand,holding it all the

   while.I stole glances at her,noting the fine blond hair and her trim
little figure.My cock

   was hardening slightly in my shorts.I couldn't believe I was having a
sexual reaction to

   such a small child."Will",she brought me back from my
thoughts."Yeah,honey",I said,"what is

   it"?"We haveta give Wendy the cigarettes,'mmber"?I'd forgotten about
that.Nodding,I turned

   towards their room."Let's go,then".

   The door was open to the room,Wendy laying on the bed watching some
inane program"Oh

   cool",she smiled at me.I looked around the room.She noticed my
inspection."My boyfriend had

   to leave,his mom picked him up".She had taken the cigarettes and quickly
lit one."Don't be

   smoking in the room when there are kids around",I admonished her."That's
okay,Will",Danny

   said,"I'm gonna get on my swim-suit and meet my friend at the pool".She
ran to the small

   dresser,"Kin I get changed at your house"?I nodded and she dug into a
drawer,rummaged

   around and came out with the garment.The dog and I had remained
outside,just looking in the

   open door from the balcony.Danny came tearing out and we headed for my
room.The route

   passed the pool,albeit from the second deck,and as we passed a voice

   called,"Hey,Danny,hi,are you comin' swimming?"I looked down as Danny

   shrieked,"Bethany,yeah,in a minute.I gotta put on my swim-suit.Look at
the doggy,I got to

   walk him,isn't he cute?"The girl who had called to Danny
shouted,"Yeah,can I pet him?  Is

   that your Dad?"She was a black girl,maybe eight years old and very
pretty,wearing a tiny

   bikini at least a size too small.She opened the gate to the pool,coming
out and running to

   the stairs.Danny ran back to the stairs as I reached my room,opening the
door.Looking back

   I could see the two having a hushed conversation at the top of the
stairs.Buddy and I went

   into the cool room.The temperature was rising quickly,undoubtedly
another hot day.I bent to

   turn on the air-conditioner as the door, which I had left slightly ajar,
burst inwards and

   my little blond dynamo nearly bowled me over.Lifting her and turning to
her friend,who had

   followed her in I said,"Hi Bethany,I'm Will."She stared at me
open-mouthed,"Howdja know my

   name?",she demanded.Danny giggled,wrapping her arms around my neck
possessively.Bethany

   giggled too as I grinned at her."Oh,you heard Danny say it",she came in

   farther,"huh?""Yes,I did,close the door,please."She wheeled
around,wiggling her perfect

   little bubble butt,the two rounded halves of which were barely covered
by the bikini

   bottoms.Danny wrapped her legs around my waist,humping at me slightly
and giggling.I

   grabbed her under her arms as the black beauty closed the door and
turned to us again.I

   tried peeling Danny off of me as she squealed and gripped me with her
legs as I detached

   her arms from my neck.Now I held her horizontally over one of the
beds,her ankles locked

   around my lower back as she giggled and fought to stay latched on to
me."Bethany,help me

   get this leach off of me",I said to the little fox.Laughing,the child
eagerly joined the

   fray.What do I do?",she asked."Unhook her feet behind me",I
answered,"quick or I'm gonna

   drop her."Danny was fighting to maintain her hold and of course I wasn't
using any strength

   to remove her.Her pussy was right on my belly,her blouse had ridden up
as I lowered her

   head towards the mattress.Bethany finally succeeded in prying Danny's
feet apart and I

   dropped her on the bed.Swooning and staggering I said,"Thank you,young
lady,she was gonna

   squeeze me to death."And I collapsed backwards on the other bed,holding
up my hand for a

   high five.Laughing delightedly, Bethany completed the ritual,the dog was
all but forgotten.

   "Nooooo",cried Danny,"you gotta help me get 'em,you're my friend."And
both kids jumped

   atop me as I lay prone on the bed."Now,I'm gonna squeeze you guys",I
said,wrapping my arms

   around them and we play wrestled for several moments until we were all
out of breath from

   laughing.Bethany was heavier and taller than Danny and had ended up
straddling my right leg

   which was off the side of the bed,that foot on the floor.Danny lay
mostly atop me on the

   bed.My arms were still around one little girl each,lightly resting
there.My dick was now

   bulging out the front of my shorts and I was very conscious of the
weight of Bethany as she

   squirmed her pelvis on my leg just above my knee.She twisted sideways a
little to the

   mattress and lay facing me,her crotch solidly on my bare leg.Her bikini
top had shifted

   enough that one of her breasts was uncovered.Her dark skin gleamed with
perspiration and a

   sweet,musky odor wafted up from her.Her eyes watched me as I admired her
puffy black nipple

   and looking into her eyes I realized she knew her little boob was bare
to my view.We smiled

   at each other for a second before I turned to Danny,who hadn't noticed
because she was

   burying her face in my neck,still panting.I slipped my left hand under
the elastic band of

   her shorts and panties,knowing Bethany was watching with interest.I
began flexing the

   muscle in my right leg where her little pussy was,almost imperceptibly
making a slight

   rocking motion with the rhythmic bunching and then relaxing of my
leg.Kissing Danny's head

   I looked back to Bethany,"And how old are you,young woman?"Her face told
me she was at

   least as aware as I was of the spot where her pussy and my leg were
touching.She started to

   alternately clench and release her thighs,readjusting her position so as
to be centered

   more on my pulsing leg."I'm almost nine",she said and her right arm fell
across my belly

   and slid downward until she touched my cock.Now I knew I wasn't
imagining this little nymph

   was responding to my movements.I began raising my right leg noticeably
up and down,using my

   foot on the floor.Her scent was growing closer.A mixture of b.o.  and
poontang.My cock was

   harder than it had maybe ever been.I had never been with a black chick
and this one wasn't

   even nine but was not naive.She scooted farther back onto my knee,her
arm solidly on my

   dick now.Smiling at me,she began grinding her pelvis into my leg and I
urged her to raise

   her upper body.My left hand was still absent-mindedly stroking up and
down the crack of

   Danny's ass.As Bethany pushed her torso off the bed and her bikini top
rose up above her

   little titties her hand went straight to my aching,throbbing
diamond-cutter,using it a base

   for supporting herself."You gotta big boner,mister",she said,"an' your
hands inside Danny's

   panties."Danny raised her head then,in alarm."I didn't tell her,Will,I
swear."

   Bethany smirked in victory,her suspicion confirmed.As I had intended.I
was hot for this

   little doll and all my actions were for her benefit."You guys did
it,huh"?She pressed her

   hand into my swollen cock harder."She didn't tell me",her crotch humped
up and down on my

   leg,"she just said she sleptover last night."Emphasizing her words with
another hard press

   to my dick.I pressed right back with it."Wow",she said,"how'd ja do
that?"Pressing

   again.And again I made my cock jump."Danny,can we trust Bethany...or is
she a

   tattletale?""I ain't no tattletale"Bethany said,"huh,Danny?I already
done it,anyways.I done

   everything,I kin do blowjobs."She pulled the bikini top she was wearing
around so the clasp

   was in the front,unfastening it and pulled it off,tossing it to the
floor.One hand went

   right back to my cock,the other to her little titties."I'm already
growin' boobs,look",she

   said.Danny giggled,"Let her give you a blow job,Will",she said.I watched
the little black

   girl as she rubbed her nipples with her free hand,her eyes locked on
what she was doing to

   herself."I'd rather give her a blow job,Danny",I said,"she'd like
that."Bethany was really

   getting into herself,rubbing her pussy on my leg as she manipulated
first one,then the

   other nipple."How you gonna give me a blow-job",she said,"I don't got a
boner"?She was

   beginning to perspire now,sweat beading on her forehead,plastering her
tight ring curls to

   her black shiny skin.I put my hands to her hips and began to accentuate
her rocking

   motion."I just kiss you down here",I said,putting both thumbs to the
inside of her thighs

   and pressing upwards on her mound."He did that to me,Bethany",Danny
cried,"it feels so

   good.Will,you can do that to me again...kin I go first?"

   Here I was,in my motel room with two elementary school girls making my
cock hard.I'd

   already gone far enough to risk incarceration anyways.I decided to throw
caution to the

   winds.And to stop analyzing the hows and whys of my sexual attraction to
these little

   girls.I had learned not to overthink sexuality.If a woman had a weird
fetish and was open

   enough to me to state her desires I wouldn't hesitate to enhance her
experience.It had led

   to some strange encounters but none I hadn't thouroughly enjoyed.I
wasn't going to analyze

   this newfound,unexpected kink in my own desires.It was certainly
risky.It was

   definitely,profoundly morally questionable.Yet,it was a fact.Bethany was
on my knee and I

   was helping her grind her little pussy on my leg.Danny was removing her
clothes,wanting to

   be first for a pussy licking.Not to be outdone Bethany stood,peeling her
bikini bottom

   down,stepping back from my legs she quickly stripped them off,kicking
them away.I stared at

   her nubile form as she re-mounted my leg.Her tiny breasts were hard
cones of beautiful

   coffee-colored flesh,the nipples large,pointed and hard.Her belly was
flat,ribcage

   showing,with a deep 'innie' belly-button.Her hips had not yet begun to
widen,her pussy had

   no trace of puberty showing.A faint tan line showed she had worn that
particular garment

   for swimming for a while.As she clambered back onto my knee her pussy
parted and I saw her

   pussy lips had begun to develop,her clit clearly visible and protruding
beneath the

   prominent mound.I had taken the opportunity to rearrange my cock so it
pointed up,the head

   above the waistline of my shorts.Much more comfortable than trying to
rip the fabric of the

   leg of my shorts.Neither girl had spoken as they raced to get naked.

   "You got a turn already,Danny",Bethany said,back in position on my
leg,"lemme have turn

   too.Whattaya gotta do,Will?"I felt the heat and dampness of her
undeveloped sex as she

   began masturbating with the hard muscle of my leg again.I placed my
hands at her waist

   again,running them gently up her torso until my thumbs encountered her
nipples.Her aureoles

   were large,her breasts were basically nothing but nipple.I rubbed them
lightly with my

   thumb,the hard pointed nipples at the center hardening more.She shivered
a little,watching

   my manipulation of her little titties.I bent forward,taking one of them
into my mouth and

   gently probing her nipple with my hardened tongue.She pressed them to me
harder,desiring

   more and I began pinching the other.Gently at first,then with increasing
pressure.She was

   panting lightly into my hair and using her feet to leverage her body
forward.Her pussy

   pressing hard into my leg,her little titties pressing into my face.I
felt the dampness

   increase to wetness on my leg,I manuevered my other hand down to where
her slit was

   contacting my leg,working my thumb into her slit and stroking her up and
down her pussy

   slit,exploring.Danny had been quiet,climbing on the bed next to us and
watching with

   fascination.The unmistakable scent of female arousal drifted up to my
nose and Bethany had

   risen to the tips of her toes to facilitate my access to her pussy with
my gently probing

   thumb.Her own arousal was growing,her pants getting shorter,louder.Her
lubrication was

   pronounced now and I marveled as I switched my mouth to the other
nipple,tracing my tongue

   and lips across her skin.The hand I was using down below I brought up to
the orally

   stimulated breast,with a brief detour to my nostrils as I inhaled her
scent.The other hand

   I flipped over so as to feel her little slit better.My hand cupped her
little pussy and

   impatiently she urged it to invade her secret spot.

   I was in wonderment,this little black fox was becoming aroused.At eight
years(almost

   nine,my mind amended)of age.She had no sign of advanced puberty,the
pussy I was exploring

   was completely void of growth.I vowed to interrogate my next adult lover
as to when she had

   first been able to achieve orgasm.She was growing yet more
insistent,trying to press her

   pussy harder into my hand.I drew my hand back from the pressure,she had
no more leverage to

   use to increase our union there.I was teasing her,of course.Using the
reaction of her body

   against her to heighten her desire and exacerbate her pleasure as we
continued.I was intent

   on discovering whether this child was capable of reaching an orgasmic
state.And how intense

   of one should I find her able to get there.She whined in frustration as
I imperceptibly

   backed off the pressure,grabbing my head with both arms,pressing herself
to me tighter and

   using her arms to maintain and increase the tactile sensations."Are you
gonna kiss her down

   there,Will?",Danny asked,still intent on the little show before her,"On
her pee-pee?That

   feels better than anything ever,Bethany.Better than anything in the
whole world."I lessened

   my pressure and contact with her even more.Alternately increasing her
frustration.In other

   words,behaving exactly as an adult woman would being teased with sexual
pleasure."You kin

   do anythin' you want with me,mister."She was hot and geting hotter.I
considered whether

   teasing her before satisfying her would be as good as for a grown
woman.Probably not,I

   decided.This was still fairly new to her,her confessing to cock-sucking
notwithstanding.If

   she hadn't experienced orgasm much,or at all,teasing didn't make much
sense.An adult lover

   could be driven to a quaking,begging supplicant precisely because they
knew what I was

   about to bestow upon them.I could make a frigid nun come.It was one of
my talents,I had

   spent much time and study on the art.It had the added benefit of knowing
the intensity or

   even the fact of achieval.Some women could fake it,but not with me.One
such lover had told

   me she didn't have to with me,it was like I was inside her
mind.controlling her body.That

   was a compliment I treasured for,as aforementioned,I had invested the
time and researched

   the subject at length.I could recognize the physiological
responses,exploit the emotional

   processes and manipulate the mental triggers to my own ends.Usually.But
with an almost nine

   year old?

   Lifting Bethany off my leg and pivoting,I laid her back on the
mattress.One last little

   tease,I thought."I don't know,Danny",I said thoughtfully,gazing down on
this pretty little

   black girl,"she probably wouldn't like it very much,huh?"I looked over
at Danny,she had

   quickly moved back as I swung Bethany to the bed and sat resting her
butt on her heels,her

   knees folded under her.I gave her a fast wink.Which,of course,she either
didn't catch or

   didn't recognize the significance of."Unh-uh,Will.She will.She's gonna
really,really,really

   like it.Then it's gonna be my turn 'cuz I really,really,really,REALLY
like it.A

   lot,okay,Will?"She was almost out of breath,Bethany waited
impatiently.Already almost out

   of breath herself.'Great',I thought to myself,'my first threesome will
be with

   grade-schoolers'."She goes first 'n' then I getta turn
too,right,Will?Okay?"Danny was

   anxious,wanting to share an experience with her friend but desperate for
one of her own.Not

   as anxious as Bethany was,though."'K Danny,Bethany first and then you
get a turn.You do

   want a turn,don't you?",I asked the little black babe laying naked on
the bed in front of

   me,caressing the skin of her belly.Involuntarily,her legs spread
wider,her hips pushing her

   ass slightly off the mattress,the shine of the moisture that had escaped
her pussy was

   visible at the bottom of her thighs,the scent she was emanating was
quite palpable.And she

   had had enough of being teased by me.

   (Stay tuned for Pt.  4)

   ANY FEEDBACK IS NOT ONLY APPRECIATED BUT REQUESTED.  I BEGAN WRITING IN
THIS GENRE TO TRY AND BETTER UNDERSTAND WHAT MIGHT MOTIVATE PEOPLE LIKE
THIS.  IT IS NOT AN EASY CHARACTER TO PORTRAY AND I HAVE NO REAL LIFE
EXPERIENCE OR ACTUAL SOURCES SUCH AS A REAL VIOLATOR,FIRST-HAND WITNESSES
OR ACTUAL VICTIMS IN THESE TYPES OF ACTIVITIES.  MY INTEREST IN THE SUBJECT
WAS SPURRED BY A GIRLFRIEND WHO HAD SUFFERED AT THE HANDS OF SEVERAL
DIFFERENT CHILD MOLESTERS BUT SHE WOULD NOT DIVULGE DETAILS NOR SEEK
COUNSELING OR CLOSURE.  PRESENTLY SHE STILL EXHIBITS THE BIZARRE AND
SELF-DESTRUCTIVE BEHAVIOR AND SEXUAL-DYSFUNCTION THAT THESE EARLY EVENTS IN
HER LIFE HAVE ENGENDERED.THE ONLY FACTS I WAS ABLE TO ASCERTAIN WAS THAT
SHE WAS NOT RAPED OR ABDUCTED BY STRANGERS OR SUBJECTED TO ANY ACTUAL
PHYSICAL HARM BUT WAS VICTIMIZED BY PERSONS BOTH KNOWN TO AND TRUSTED BY
FAMILY MEMBERS.  SHE DID NOT REPORT ANY OF THE INSTANCES DURING OF AFTER
THEY OCCURRED AND INDEED STILL BLAMES HERSELF FOR THE INCIDENTS.WHICH,OF
COURSE,IS RIDICULOUS BUT,AS I HAVE LEARNED,NOT AT ALL UNCOMMON.PERHAPS
INDIVIDUALS THAT PERPETRATE CRIMES SUCH AS THESE DO DESERVE OUR PITY AND
DID NOT VOLUNTARILY CHOOSE THEIR SAD PREFERENCE NOR HAVE ANY REASONABLE
RECOURSE FOR TREATMENT (I CAN'T IMAGINE ANY IMPULSE THAT ONE WOULD WANT TO
HIDE MORE).BUT I HAVE TO ASSUME THERE IS LITTLE DATA FROM PEDOPHILES THAT
HAVEN'T ALREADY BEEN CAUGHT.THE SAMPLE SIZE FROM THOSE VOLUNTARILY SEEKING
TREATMENT MUST BE MINISCULE COMPARED TO THE APPARENT SCOPE OF THE PROBLEM
IN SOCIETY.PEDOPHILES ARE HATED AND VILIFIED IN EVERY SEGMENT OF OUR
SOCIETY.THEY ARE RARELY PITIED THOUGH THEY MAY DESERVE IT.  THE VICTIMS
THAT HAVE REPORTED THESE CRIMES AND,BY SO DOING,COME TO THE ATTENTION OF
SOCIETY,CONVERSELY,ARE GENERALLY OVERWHELMED WITH PITY THOUGH I HAVE
DISCOVERED,IN A FINAL UNJUST IRONY TO THIS SAD STORY,NEITHER WANT OR NEED
IT.THE HONEST TRUTH IS MOST HAD TO OVERCOME SELF-PITY TO BEGIN THE HEALING
PROCESS.  OUR PITY IS JUST ANOTHER BAD THING THEY DIDN'T ASK FOR.