Hi, this is Donna Z. This story is a continuation of "Hidden
Lust" after we all moved into "Chateau Lesbos." However, none of
us called the house by that name except in private jokes. But,
as I look back on it now, it really was a very liberated place!
One of the things that good lesbian relationships face is the
dreaded "Lust at First Sight" phenomenon. You can be left
frantic, or insanely jealous, or hurt, or really angry. All long
term, solid, lesbian couples have gone through things like "bed
death," "fear of abandonment," and at times, "lust at first
sight."
Shonda and I were proud survivors of "lust at first sight." When
Shonda got to know Joy and Valerie, there was a noticable tension
between Val and my lover. Val was quite turned on by Shonda, and
Shonda was clearly turned on by Val.
Join me now for the second chapter...
Remember all the rules. If you are underage, for your local
area, don't read this. If you don't like lesbians, don't read
this story. The story belongs to me, so please don't steal it,
and we'll all have a good time.
Story elements: F/F, rom, oral, voy, group life.
HIDDEN LUST II
(Lust At First Sight)
by
Donna Z.
One of the joys of being a lesbian is building a successful
relationship. It isn't sex, nor looks, nor wealth that makes for
success, when it comes to two girls living together.
Faith, trust, mutual respect, a good understanding of your own
desires, and whole truckloads of humor and laughter, plus most of
all, patience, lots and lots of patience are certainly important!
You have to be able to take the hits and bumps you will run into
along the way in stride and keep focused on your goal.....with
all that said, and being female, this is at times a very tall
order! We need to remember we are human, and given to non-linear
thought patterns. Once you have that nailed down, coping with a
relationship with another woman becomes quite easy, actually.
As 6 pairs of young women settled into the large Victorian home
on the shady side street only a brisk, fairly short walk from
campus, we were left gawking at the pleasantness of the
neighborhood. The towering trees looked like huge Gothic arches
covering the twisty, winding street. This was high rent country!
The vintage carraige house on the property had room for six
cars! The ivy covered stone wall running along the sidewalk, and
wrought iron gate spoke of big money and reeked of conspicious
display.
Toya and Linda had found the house with the help of our local gay
and lesbian support group.
The owner was the grand-daughter of a one time local bank
president. She was an older woman in her early 50's, and
independently wealthy in her own right, she had considered
selling the property and moving west. Toya and Linda got to the
woman just in time! The grand daughter is a lesbian and rather
well known locally, though only as "the unmarried, wealthy local
philanthropist," as the local paper might say to the public. Few
outside of the gay community knew the woman was an active lesbian
in a highly successful long term relationship.
We could rent the property for the cost of the local taxes, and
utilities, which wasn't cheap by any means! We had to mow the
lawn, clear snow from the driveway as needed, and keep one
bedroom open for the owner if she came to town. Further, we had
to keep things clean. Each person would pay 65 dollars a month,
plus a uniform split of the utilities. $65 times 12 is 780
dollars a month, plus utilities....it was an expensive place, but
cheaper for each one of us than the dorms, by quite a bit! The
woman made it clear that we got the "group discount rate!" But
oh my, what a place, and what a nice woman! We all were charmed
by her low key but strong manner, and admiring of her solid
relationship of several decades.
As we settled in, I noticed Shonda admiring Val as she worked on
a light fixture in the hall. Though tough and hard looking, Val
was sweet. In her baggy jeans and guys tank top undershirt, (the
old fashioned style with the ribbed fabric), I too marveled at
the strenght and exceptional definition of Val's shoulders, arms
and back. Val was obviously strong and in great physical
condition. Like Shonda, I was taken by the sight of her. The
slim figured, pretty, half-Hispanic Joy was so different from the
tall, hard looking Nordic type with the powerful, yet shapely
build. Val has big boobs! Her shoulders are broad, and so is
her chest, and to this day I have never met another woman in top
physical condition with broader shoulders. But it was quite
clear that Joy and Val were wildly in love with each other.
Yet, I also noticed Val giving Shonda the eye too. You can tell
sometimes when there is lust in another woman's eyes. Val had a
hint of that lust.
Then it happened. Shonda and Val made eye contact. In that
moment I knew that Shonda was turned on. Toya had warned about
something like this...it was "lust at first sight."
True to form, Shonda wanted to play around, but not play around.
She got me turned on and I couldn't help noticing how bloated her
labes were and how much lubricant she was secreting! She was
like a wild woman!
Like any sexual encounter between women, you have to work at
having orgasms. Unlike what you might think, though passions can
run high in an encounter, lesbian sex requires some effort.
However, that day, Shonda was really ready, and really turned on,
all the hemming and hawing was just a front.
There was little need for a lot of kissing that day. The kissing
was quickly moving towards the honeywell, and Shonda guided me
into one of my favorite methods, long licks from clitoris to anus
and back again, pausing to thrust my tongue into the honeyhole.
I really like doing the lick in that way. But that wasn't all!
She stood up on the bed, faced the wall behind the headboard
squatted slightly and all but demanding that I suck her ass.
When Shonda spoke and acted like that she was wildly turned on.
I really enjoyed butt licking Shonda when she is in such a state.
Ohmigod, she was turned on!
Little did I realize that we had a stunned audience! Val and Joy
witnessed the session! Joy would later tell me that it was, "the
hottest thing I have ever seen! Val almost fainted, on the
spot!"
Val was completely turned on, and the two retreated to their
room, quietly closing the door as they left. I was so tuned in
the Shonda, I didn't hear the door and did not know it was ajar.
To this day I think Shonda deliberately left the door ajar and
hoped Val would see us in action...well Val got an eyeful
alright! We settled back down on the bed and I resumed the
licking. When her orgasm came upon her, Shonda had a "screamer."
Well, that brought others running to see what had happened. they
thought someone was hurt. I don't think either of us ever truly
lived it down. We were embarrassed!
That night as we sat down for supper, our first supper in the
house as a group. We walked in the dining room, and were greeted
with cheers, clapping, and whistles. It was brutal. Linda
asked, "Donna, did you wash your face?" I thought I would die, I
just wanted to turn sideways and disappear. The howls of
laughter were almost too much. Shonda looked at me, and I looked
at her, and we just embraced and kissed each other, adding to the
"ooooohs" and and laughter.
Kelly ended the "dinner greeting" with the quip, "You guys don't
scream like that late at night, do you?
We couldn't let that slide, Shonda and I just looked at each
other and I replied, "Do you have a "Walkman?" Shonda added
wryly, "you have a choice of tunes."
That brought out the "oooohs" and sly chuckles.
Toya came to the rescue....sort of, when she said, "Hey suppers
ready, let's eat!" Then Toys quickly added, "Donna, you already
ate, right?" adding a knowing wink at me.
The timing and tone of her voice brought back the howls of
friendly laughter. as we got up and went to the serving island in
the main kitchen.
Dinner was good, and the conversation was typically "Jane
College." There were a few quips, but nothing too hard to bear.
Our 15 minutes of notoriety was all but over.
Then we had the house meeting. Living in a nice, big house is
one thing, but a big house means big cleaning parties. Remember,
"Housework Sucks!" But it is a necessary job. Things don't wash
themselves and unless we all pitched in to help, the place would
go to pot in a hurry.
Shonda and I actually volunteered for the kitchen....we figured
the kitchen would be a lot better than being assigned toilets,
if we left it to chance, as the job assignments were drawn from a
hat, pass the hat fashion.
Toya had volunteered to vac, and had gotten this enormous
commercial machine that made short order of big vac jobs.
Toilets would be handed out on a rotating basis, no one would
escape toilet cleaning.
The owner had done the greatest service that any owner could ever
do for a bunch of college girls! She had installed extra washing
machines and dryers! There were 4 sets of very nice, mainly new,
commercial type washers and dryers...big loaders.
This was going to be a nice place to live in.
Yet, all through dinner and during the house meeting, Shonda and
Val glanced at each other, trying hard to be discreet. Joy and I
looked at each other, and at our lovers and through glances I
knew Joy wanted to talk, in private.
After the meeting broke up, we went to our chores, and got the
kitchen cleaned up and things washed within an hour.
Most meals would be on "fine china," using "best silver," i.e.
paper plates and bowls, and of course, plastic utensils. So,
cleanup was fairly easy. But, there is no dodging pots and pans,
and that took the time!
Shonda was typically quiet all through the work and finally I
asked, "You really like Val, don't you?"
"I hardly know her, but she is nice." Shonda said. I think
Shonda sensed my feelings, "I might like her, but I love you."
she added with a wink and a smile.
That settled it for me, at least for the moment. I just hoped
Joy wasn't going to be all shouts and threats. This was too nice
a place to live in to have relationship problems this early on.
We went back upstairs, and Shonda decided to go over to her
parents place and get some blankets and another pillow. I took
the opportunity to go look for Joy.
I found her in the "summer house," which is a sort of window room
annex attached to the main house, which is much larger than just
a window porch, atrium, or "screen house."
To my great relief, Joy was not confrontational at all. Indeed,
she seemed very wise about what was happening. We had a great
conversation! I didn't know Joy all that well, but I came away
impressed by her candor and down to earth manner. Joy was very
savvy about relationships and the pitfalls along the way.
We both realized our lovers were attracted to each other. We
knew this was going to get physical, and probably more sooner
than later.
We came to an agreement that we would likely have to turn to each
other during this period of "Lust at First Sight." We also came
to an agreement that to try and get together as a double date.
Shonda and I had survived this long I think because we had double
dated a lot earlier on.
Joy thought about that and liked the whole idea. However, if the
double date game didn't work, she wanted to get together with me,
and frankly admitted that she was attracted to me, and had been
for years! I was taken aback by that one! I hadn't known that.
Joy had a "Lust at First Sight" feeling for me! Hmmmm, this was
getting interesting. Oh my, "Peyton Place" for girls, here we
come.
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It was a late October Saturday; unseasonably cold, yet crystal
clear.
Val and Shonda had been sidling around each other for weeks now.
Something had to give and it did.
However, it didn't come off as planned, it just happened while we
weren't there.
I guess it was very intense, Shonda was clearly rocked back by
the experience. All she said to me was, "It happened, oh Donna,
it was something!" Then she wanted to apologize. But, I stopped
her. It was at once good that the "pressure" of knowing
something was going to happen was now over, but I was a little
irked that it hadn't gone off "according to plan." But, then
again, that's how relationships go, you deal with the unexpected
when you have to.
Joy was a bit put out, but not too concerned. However, she came
onto me strongly, in the way that makes a girl say, "you're
hitting on me."
Joy was hitting on me, and I figured out why quickly enough.
Make them jealous! "Alright," I thought, "I'll play along."
I couldn't help it really, I felt myself getting very turned on,
yet at the same time a bit confused.....that annoying sort of
confusion of wanting one thing, and then realizing you may have
to settle for something else.
Then Val walked back into the room, not knowing we were there.
She threw off her robe, and went over to Shonda, flopped onto the
bed naked, and proceeded to hug and kiss my lover. Shonda, got
Val's attention and pointed to Joy and I.
Val almost croaked, and turned 13 shades of red it seemed.
I couldn't help but stare at Val. It was the first time I had
ever seen her naked completely. She was incredible! Val has a
gorgeous body, and what muscle tone and definition!
She was like something from the cover of a physical fitness
magazine.
Joy grabbed ahold of me, and we walked out and went over to her
room.
All I could say to Joy was, "She's amazing! God, she's gorgeous!"
Joy replied, "I know. Shonda is a knock-out, I didn't realize
how beautiful she is...."
I interrupted Joy, "I wasn't talking about Shonda."
Joy just said, "Oh." flatly.
Joy had come onto me, so I felt that I ought to come onto her.
For once in my life, the signals worked pretty good and Joy
responded.
It was the start of a wonderful friendship.
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Chapter 3 will explore how "Lust at First Sight" can be contained
and turned around, while opening new doors for the couples
involved.
I'm sorry for the delays but I should get back onto schedule
pretty soon. Especially after the Holidays.
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Remember, lesbianism is about freedom, and the joy of being a
woman among women. It's great fun, fairly safe, and a wonderful
way to spend a cold, late fall afternoon together. Keep it safe
and fun. Don't make it risky with unsafe activity.
Next up is about some letters I recieved. I don't usually put an
address out, because of the creeps that send .exe and .zip files
containing unwelcome additions to your computer's operating
system, for every legitimate letter, I seem to get 20 goofs
playing around with code bits.
But anyway, I am compiling some of these letters into a public
answer session. I hope you stop by.