Beryl’s Diary
By
Donna M.
May 3
Wow finished another diary book already! I bet my teachers wished I wrote this much in school LOL
I guess I’ll blogit from now on…no more dorky book!
OK, my first entry has to be about Joshua…he made a comment 2day that Beryl was a gemstone and I was pretty like it is. He can be a dweeb sometimes but he is kind of cute. I don’t have a prom date yet but I think he’ll ask me now that he broke up with that bitch Erin who thinks her boobs are a gift from god WDDD
May 6
Josh hasn’t asked me yet…AFDN I’m getting desperate J
Mom’s new live-in bf isn’t like the others (surprise!) Since her last joker almost raped me I don’t want anything to do with them but Jon seems different so I’ll give him a chance at least. He isn’t condescending (w00t, did I spell that right?) and so far hasn’t tried to feel me up.
May 10
Can’t wait any more for that dildo Josh to ask, so I said yes to Sammy…tho I know he’ll be GYPO as soon as the prom is over like he’s entitled or something. A good kick in the balls will fix that.
May 14
OMG Jon came with me and mom to look for my prom dress! I’m a little late so most of them were like picked over. Jon was kewl about it -- offering suggestions on color & style like he knew fashions & what it was all about…and he never looked like he was checking me out like all of mom’s old l00zer bf’s did. Mom was clueless and kept picking out really st00pid dresses like she’d wear.
May 15
WE FOUND IT the purrrrrrrfect turquoise dress that Jon said “contrasted beautifully” with my hair and eyes. HE REALLY SAID THAT! Mom said it was too tight (predictable!) which it is, but she let me buy it anyway. New thong and strapless bra to go with it too!
Ready to Par-tay!!!!!
May 20
SSDD ………shitty weekend followed by equally shitty week in school. Jon’s been giving me a ride to school lately and it’s totally lood how some of the girls look at him when he drops me off. Prissy even said he was a “dream” WTF?
I guess he is a good looking man 4 his age but jesus it’s not like he’s in an A&F ad or anything like that.
May 22
Horray no HW 2nite! BION I caught a glimpse of Jon coming out of the shower…didn’t see his tool but the rest of him looked buff. Mom must be getting laid real good, better than the fat slobs she’s had be4.
I thought about prom and wished it wasn’t with Sammy. It’s been so long w/o sex feeling horny but NFW I’ll let Sammy get into my panties. What’s a grrl 2 do?
May 23
CONFESSION: Last night I thought about sex and HAD to do myself. Didn’t really get off max (can I ever??) but it felt good. I remembered Peter and how strange it was when he took my cherry behind his house 2 summers ago. F*ing lucky I didn’t get pregnant by that fr3ak. Maybe some day Ill figure out what sex is all about…the way gf’s tell me about orgasms like it’s the best f*ing thing in the whole world LOL
June 4
Prom 2nite!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
June 5
I feel like I should write “Dear Diary” like this book is my bff ;-)
Sammy was being Sammy, pawing me all night and he almost pulled my dress down doing it…if he had I’d have killed the bastard!!!!
Mom drove me crazy before he picked me up with all her blah blah blah about no drugs no sex, no booze…I felt like yelling “no fun either!?!?!”
Jon was very complimentary about the dress and my hair, tho maybe he was a little nervous saying good things about me in case mom got jealous and got pissed off at him. I like the guy and maybe feel sad for him B-cause I don’t think mom appreciates him enuf. What he sees in her IDK??????
Sammy was jerk like usual …pissed since I didn’t put out 4 him ATAB
June 11
F-ing finals are going to be DEATH
Mom always talks about college but ROTFL with my grades……………
Instead of the usual bs from mom, Jon told me about a JC he went to…he said it allowed him to “mature” before he went to a 4-Y college. I l00ked it up online and it sounded kewl tho living @ home would still be $#@#$%
June 21
Junior yr almost dun!!!! Cheryl actually wanted 2 know if I was screwing Jon LOL
What do the grrlz see that I don’t?
June 23
Done! Came home to m-t house mom working put bikini on and got sun in back yard
Surprised to hear door slam and wondered who home…went to look and saw Jon getting undressed to take shower OMG he didn’t see me but I saw him $ =========>
Peter n Sammy have skinny spike dicks but Jon’s is fat! w/ big bulb on head like how could that go in a vagina when hard-on? I snuck away b4 he saw me….he went in shower and I made noises to let him know I was home.
June 24
Had amazing dream of Jon and I having sex! Woke up with wet fingers (@_@)
June 25
Jon working strange hrs again 2day so home @ midday then back to wrk later
Mom working – I was down and Jon figured it out, asked what’s wrong & I told him how prom sucked and not like I dreamed and now summer was here and I had to get job or mom would have a bird
He looked sad and wished I was “happier” He told me how b-u-tiful dress was and how good I l00ked in it and said too bad about “your date”
I asked him if I put dress on would he dance with me….crazy!!!!!!!!
I got all dressed up and he put nice clothes on and suit jacket (!) and we put some music on and we danced and I could tell he was nervous dancing close …tho he didn’t get hard-on like Sammy and the others I danced with at prom. I told him he was a good dancer and he blushed BION ! then I said I wished he had been my prom date and that got him more nervous when I laid my head against his chest as we danced.
No bulge so either he was scared sh**less or needed Viagra LOL
I told him it made up for the lame prom…he is a great guy…don’t know what he sees in mom
June 28
Mom wigged cuz I wanted to go to lake w/ friends and hang out Job, job, job, yadda, yadda is only drum she beats. She bit Jon’s head off when he defended me like why couldn’t I have fun b4 summer job.
Bitch doesn’t deserve him.
July 3
Town fireworks lame but went anyway with a bunch of kids from school. Saw mom & Jon there
LOL
he was
I wish I had a bf like that
July 6
Applied 4 job at store where Jon gave me recommendation. Doesn’t look like l00zerville
July 7
Jon’s rep must be good --- I got it! Start next week W00t!
July 8
Had another dream w/ Jon…maybe had O while sleeping! All wet when woke up
July 9
Dear Diary,
8-0
This was the day!
Jon working a split shift again and was taking shower b4 going back to wrk…I thought about seeing him b4 and about my dreams and I HAD TO
What a fr3ak!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I got naked and went into shower with him!
He kept telling me to get out but I said what’s the big deal…I turned my back to him and faced the shower spray and began washing myself like he wasn’t there…he still *protested* but when I backed toward him and felt his dick twitch as it touched my butt I knew I was going to have SEX with him!
I asked him if I could wash him and he couldn’t even talk LOL
His dick was sooooooooo big close up! I put soap on it and rubbed and he got super stiff.
He said it wasn’t right –again— but I worried too about mom coming home and finding us and I wasn’t ready 4 that even if I was ready for HIM…so we didn’t
After out of the shower I asked him if someday we could pretend again about him being my prom date
He said yes…and tho he tried 2 hide it while drying, his stiff dick said yes too!
July 10
Had 2 write this down! Last nite I heard them effing they were so loud I heard the bed bang against wall and I heard mom squeal so it must have been s00per big O
Someday maybe I’ll have 1 of those
July 15
Am I dreaming???????????
Jon came home early from work so I put my prom dress on with n0thing underneath and got all made up etc while he showered and dressed up too. We danced to decent toonz, like his tastes aren’t lame like mom’s, and he held me close…I felt very hot against him heat coming thru dress!
8-0 !!!!!!!!!!!!!! felt trickle on thigh! Felt him get hard too!
Can I even dare writing this down????????????
He asked me what I wanted and I said “HIM” and he wanted to know why and I told him how I’ve never known anyone like him -- so nice but not a dweeb – he told me how pretty I was and that he couldn’t understand how I didn’t have all kinds of bf’s all this while dancing slow and close…
And then he said he wanted to kiss me and I let him OOOOOOOOOOOO DFK = KWSTA
more trickles down my thigh!
When my dress finally came off, I was soooooooooooooo ready
GOD…CAN’T WRITE ANY MORE GOT TO TOUCH MYSELF …REMEMBERING
July 16
Where do I start?
He was tender and caring but eventually did me hard…harder and deeper than clumsy Peter ever could… I wrapped my legs around him and he stretched me tight
My O was the best of my life….I really screamed I couldn’t take it anymore my whole body tightened up and sort of LET GO! Wow did Jon really fill the condom!
July 17
Whenever mom wasn’t looking, Jon gave me ©-eyes and I knew he wantd me again but we’d have to wait for right time.
July 19
First day work was dull but what did I expect? Kept thinking of Jon and made stupid all day
July 22
No work 2day…Jon snuck home from work and we took another shower together. I gave him head and he got super hard so we did it there…he had me bend over and he went into me from behind banging me hard so my feet were lifting up every time he pounded me OH GOD THIS ONE WAS BETTER THAN 1ST ! I SCREAMED SO LOUD
Because no condom he pulled out and made cumshot on my ass and we had fun washing it all off after.
July 24
After work hanging w/ friends Prissy wanted to know if I’d had sex with Jon yet “He’s practically your stepdad and I’ve fucked my stepdad” was what she said. I didn’t really believe her about sex with her stepdad but my silence sort of told her that it was true about Jon and me doing it.
I hoped nobody yap’d about it since I didn’t want Jon in trouble
July 25
Jon still super nervous around me when mom there like he will do something to give it up
But we still planned our next time together…actually it was MY planning and him going along LOL
I had an idea but i’ll keep it from you“Diary” so you wont blab RMETTH = - 0
July 26
When I told Jon I wanted to cam our sex he nearly died…but he got hard (supreme !!) and got freaky trying to hide it from mom!
July 29
Our Day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Set cam up next to my bed and we got naked.
Like
pron I went down on him and tried deepthroat but
He licked me and told me how wet I was
He taught me more about ‘doggie’ and I liked it that way A LOT!
Big O came fast! YELLED WAY LOUD and that made Jon like manic and he went faster and made throat sounds like he was having real big cum too (!_!) <*_* >
NOW I KNOW WHAT THE GRRLZ TALK ABOUT SWEET!!!!!!! MAYBE I HAD 2 or 3!!!!
Was it position or vidding that did it 4 me? never felt like that be4….ever!
Must test next time J
Cuddled in bed after and he played w/ my tits and told me how B-U-T-ful I was….so great!
No chance to watch vid but he said he would burn on DVD and we would look at it next time we had chance.
August 4
8-0 Finally watch’d video I’M A PRN STAR ! Surprised how much noise I made even be4 cumming……….mouth hangin open…….ass bouncing WOW made me horny watching but he was even more horny…so hard watching it---watching US
Gave him bj ----- asked him if mom did that 2 him and he said no….said she thinks its “disgusting” LOL
he was deep in my mouth when he ejac’d it WENT UP MY NOSE! Ive said to p-ple BIOYN but I actually did!!!!!!!!!!!! Choked and made him panic big time….told him next time warn me
August 7
Mom went out so we fucked a quickie Maybe worry about her coming home and finding us made it better but WHAT A F***ING ORGAZM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Jon too! – Came buckets!
August 8
They went out so I got the DVD and watched ME again……..what a rush to see his dick go in and out all wet from ME & 2 see the way my ass wiggles and how my mouth is wide open and making NOISE until got real LOUD like I scr34med and I saw how I sh00k all over and then he made a grunt sound so I knew he was cumming and then cuz I felt it my BIG O kept going WOW!
I didn’t realize I was fingering mys3lf until I screamed so f*ing loud I bet neighbors heard me.
Best damn porn I ever saw and its ME IN IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
August 13
ADIH Work is dull dull dull dull dull dull dull ∞
No time alone with Jon………….he looks like he’s busting a nut waiting 4 a chance to be alone with me but mom watching him like she suspects something
August 15
Got our chance! mom has church meeting or something so we set cam up agin and made another pron vid.
Jon was like wild dog humping me so he came 1st b4 I had a big one…didn’t matter it was still GOOD!
So horny he got it up again so I did like ive seen in porn vids rode him cowgirl…….really cool tits bouncing felt specially good (strange) and this time I felt O building up like slowly turning up volume on Ipod til I was LOUD again and scr3ming and mashing my pelvis into him hard so much my cunt exploded and I scr3amed again even LOUDER…he moaned “Oh Baby I love you” and I felt him cum some more. Lucky we used condm LOL
August 17
After work in bedroom watched new vid with earbuds --CAN’T BELIEVE IT so dam hot I barely touched clit once and W00p…BIG ONE had to really work not to yell so no1 would hear
Cant say whats more fun—real sex vs watching us and mast? Saw site called Beautiful Agony where p-ple send in vids of them mast 2 orgazm….FOFL if I sent 1 of me in they would call it “overkill” like they do to some
August 20
Jumped
in shower with Jon and he said no sex he was in hurry didn’t have enuf time but
his dick said YES…and his dick won! Maybe he was a
( !_! )
August 21
MISTAKE…slipped and told Prissy bout DVDs she wanted to see them sooooooooooo bad and so I did
She got so hot watching I thought she’d start diddling herself thru clothes
She said no boys have Jon’s cock and that she wished she could fuck him…said he wasn’t like older men had good body even if losing hair…who cares about hair I told her.
She swore not to tell anyone about me & Jon & the vids, but Im worried big time
August 22
Tried to talk Jon into ride in car go somewhere 2 do some serious effin but he said no…I think mom is figuring things out & hes nervous. Don’t know what 2 do I NEED A GOOD ONE maybe watching vids and using fingerz NOT enuf
August 26
OMG Cindy asked about DVDs so Prissy blabbed DEEP DOO-DOO but its all my fault
maybe everything is 2G2BT
August 28
End of summer = END OF MY LIFE!
Cin had pool party over her house and invited a few kids from sk00l Jon drove me over since mom was doing something dunno what. When we got there surprised 2 see only a few grrlz I knew and no boys. Cin asked Jon if he wanted to hang out 4 a little while with us. I saw what was going on but doh! Jon is so blind (MEN! dick does thinkin 4 them!) of course he hung around.
No one else around so grrlz all got naked and skinnydipped in pool. Teased Jon about going in so he did—hard-on was hard 2 miss LOL
Jenn was first to go 4 him,frst grabbing him and then BJ. I thought about movies I seen w/ Pirranahs and that’s what grrlz looked like…I couldn’t watch as they took turns effing him and when he ejac’d they’d get him hard and do it more…OMG no condoms…I thought Jon cared about me but now I know im just POAss to him
Grrlz laughed @ me I HATE THEM HATE HATE HATE HATE never talk 2 them in sch00l ever ever
Didn’t talk going home…cried when I got there……mom knows something’s wr0ng
August 29
Jon tried 2 make up but no more sex w/ jerk after orgy………..maybe he got s.t.d. from one of them
September 1
W00t mom found out about ‘party’ …f*ing orgy more like it at Cindy’s so I’m grounded but SHE KICKED THE A-HOLE OUT…made stink bout doing me but BMGWL she didn’t b-lieve him!!!!!!
I always wondered if he had copies /vids on comp but at least I have DVD hard copies.
Never mind I have plan to use them 4 $$
September 2
B-ing grounded sucks……..under this f*ing roof suckier
September 8
Sk00l is for f00lz!!!!!!!!!!! Don’t care anymore
Called guy named Freddie who runs website of girls having sex “for 1st time” (as if!!)
Sold him DVDs and he paid me good $
Had ORGAZM (really!) when I saw them on his page…he said I was supernova hot and wanted me to make more 4 him
I’m skippin sk00l 2morrow and hes gonna pick me up and go make some righteous PORN!
September 9
“Dear Diary” J
MY 1ST VID SH00T! NEVER SAW COCK THAT HUMUNGOUS !!!!!!
And I thought Jon was big LOL
D00d fucked me every angle and I didn’t have 2 fake Big O so Freddie fr3aked and said I was “natural” for pr0n…promised me $$$$$$ if I kept at it……..think I might HOIC!!
September 11
MORE! Did 2 guys (HUNG!!!!!) Freddie said if I did DP would get big $$$$ but said I had 2 think about it
September 15
COPS @ DOOR!!!!!!!!!! Asking about Jon….didn’t stick around 2 find if about me or orgy w/ grrlz
I
bet they’ll get around 2 taking my comp as
September 18
Freddie said he’d take care of me if I moved in w/ him
He’s a nice guy….lets me watch all video taken of me and then we fuck until I HOWL (he calls me his wolf grrl LOL) drives him crazy & he cums big time
Said I’m best loudest Orgazm he ever heard + they’re REAL!
September 19
Pick’d
up stuff at house when mom not around and
Told him I’d do anal scene 2 try out b4 committing to DP
Just bought new clothes w/ $ i’m making
September 20
No more f*ing sk00l …drop’d out!
SWEEEEEEEEEEET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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CASE FILE NO. 2238567A
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I got this idea from a call to another author here on ASSTR, Candy. Her cherubic voice, which belies a maturity well beyond her sixteen years, humorously challenged me to write “like a girl.” I have a tween daughter, who I’ve been very open with about sex (yes, she knows all about the birds and the bees…and condoms, and STDs, and sexual predators, as well as masturbation and wonderful orgasms.) What Candy has done in her life scares me, thinking of my daughter as she approaches that age, wondering if my little girl could handle what Candy has (and praying she never comes close.)
I don’t condone grown men having sex with teenagers, since most of these situations occur because of some type of coercion. However, there is such a thing as consensual sex; as in this story, and in many jurisdictions a 17 year old is able to give consent. I’m not sure how erotic this story truly is. I’ll leave that assessment to you, my faithful readers.
To Candy: you’re a special person and I love you for being who you are, even after reading the final draft of this story and chastising me for my leetspeak and emoti faux pas! Be safe, young lady, be safe!
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Donna M.
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