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 ......The following stories is are a work of fantasy fiction.  All the
usual ethical, karmic and legal disclaimers apply.

   This is my first story.  I welcome all comments regarding fantasies
and/or writing style.

   My name is Jack.  I'm a sick and twisted bastard.  I will be sharing my
life story of depravity from the late '70's to present day in chronological
order.  The names have been changed to protect the guilty.

   Now well into my 40's I relish the fond memories of indulging my
perversions and welcome exploring new avenues of sickness.  My description
is 5'11, physically fit, Brown hair and eyes, and of Northern European
descent.

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   Rape, Domination and Humiliation of a 12 Year Old Girl

   Introduction

   My first real step into depravity on my own is what follows.  During the
late 1970's and by age Eighteen I've fucked a number of women by then. 
Some even introduced me in to Domination.  What a delight it is to have
some skank ask you to beat and fuck them.  Even better is when they don't
and one does it anyway.  One must remember that up until the late '80's
AIDS was not an issue for Heteros, condoms were "rubbers" to prevent
pregnancy, drinking age in most US states was still eighteen and getting
drunk in a bar was the norm without fear of DWI charges.  With that
formula, bareback anal and depositing sperm into drunk skanks' asses were a
bi-weekly event.

   But let's not digress too much.  I won't bore you with my "safe, sane
and consensual" one night stands.  I know full well what the reader is
hoping for.  It takes one to know one.

   Chapter 1

   It was a typical American mall of the late 1970's.  Not much different
than today except for the higher tech and more importantly, the lack of
security cameras.  On that day I went into the mall alone to 'pick up
chicks'.  A slow Monday afternoon resulted in few female shoppers.  I was
hoping at least to eyeball the 'tiny heiny'.  Going upstairs to the food
court or whatever it was called back then I noticed a table with four
girls. Passing them I went up to a stand and bought a Hot Dog.  I ate and
watched them intently.  They were more of the geek or outcast type.  Three
of them were fat in the worst way and not pleasingly plump as some are. 
Destined to be "big boned".

   They all got up and started to wander the mall.  The cute one, had
darker features and likely of Italian descent, petite under 5' with those
luscious lost and lonely eyes.  That usual nasty arousal feeling became
apparent in my groin.  As a ass man I could not determine that all
important asset of this lovely 12 year old bitch since she was wearing or
to be more correct, swimming in a man's green Army jacket that went nearly
all the way to her knees.  A silly and trendy attire for some (pre)teens
during that time.

   As luck would have it the girls went into a tee shirt store to buy
iron-ons of their favorite rock group.  As the bitch took off her jacket,
her ass, a true bubble butt matched perfectly with the cute A cup breasts,
a package that presented itself for me similar to a child opening a gift on
Christmas morning.  A joyous delight.  I imagined for a moment her taste,
her scent and the feeling of my Vaseline coated slimy thick 7 inch cock
invading her ass.

   I entered the store and starting looking at some of the shirts while
making sure I caught her eye.  Giving her a glare flatly stating I though
she was the cutest thing in the world.  She glared back.  And kept glaring.
Oddly, it was me that backed down.  As I moved closer to her she kept
glaring with her peripheral vision.  Finally I said Hi.  We chatted
exchanging the usual information such a name, school and where we both
lived.  She received fictional data from me.  During the whole time she had
a submissive stance with her eyes looking down most of the time as if she
was speaking to my chest.  Quite different from her brazen demeanor just a
moment ago.  We then went for a walk in the mall minus her friends when she
asked if she was too young for me.  I firmly told her no.  She then asked
out of the clear blue, "I can jerk you off if you want".

   Chapter 2

   I've heard similar comments before in a bar at 2 am.  But certainly not
from a 12 year old girl in a mall.  I got the sense that she was 'damaged'
some how.  The reader here and myself knows what that means.  But at the
time I was not sophisticated enough to understand her possible history. 
Being excited and afraid for obvious reasons I cautiously told her "Yes,
I'd like that".  As her friends approached she told them I was her older
brother's friend and would give her a ride home.

   Many times a female will say one thing inferring something more.  I
assumed she would do more than masturbate me.  We got in my car and I drove
to an empty area of the mall parking lot.  She unzipped my pants, removed
my dick and began to jerk me off.  I tried to kiss her but she really
wasn't into it.  She refused to suck my dick or get undressed.  I only
managed to feel her ass in the end when I came.  Afterwards, she just sat
straight up in the car seat as if nothing occurred.  I retrieved her phone
number with ease to make a future date.  My future plans for her we not
romantic.  And I would call her from a pay phone.

   I picked her up at a donut shop blocks away from her home "so my father
won't see us".  We went to a typical chain burger and ice cream shop. 
Talking to her was work.  Emotionally flat with nothing seeming to interest
her.  I recalled her chatting with her friends in the mall with vigor.  But
not with me considering the fact she stated over the phone she thought I
was cute, nice, blah, blah.  Nevertheless, I was intent on encouraging her
to allow my cock to invade her sweet and lovely ass.  My plan was typical
and teenaged, booze and a motel.  She knew beforehand where we were going.
Being foolish, I parked right out in front of the motel and walked into the
lobby to retain a room for an "short-stay rate".  About as stupid as
sitting in a car in front of a bank with a ski mask and shotgun in hand.

   Chapter 3

   After entering the room which was delightfully sleazy and drab, I opened
a bottle of 'wine'.  No corkscrew was required.  I poured it into those
plastic cups provided by the motel.  As she grabbed her glass, I grabber
her ass but lost focus as I watched in amazement her gulping down the
entire 10 ounces in the cup.  "Wow, you're gonna get some buzz from that.",
I said.  She dully replied, "I hope so".  I then started to take off her
clothes when she said in a businesslike manner that she only was going to
jerk me off.  I said nothing in reply as I was in a trace feasting my eyes
on her luscious petite 12 year old body.  Such sweet curves, such a yummy
smell, cute puffy pussy and that fucking soft with perfect symmetry bubble
butted ass!  As she lay on the bed I kissed her lips and then moved on to
her tiny perfect tits noticing again her zombie stare into space as if she
waiting for me to do something.  I had no clue.  Even after going down on
her for more than 5 minutes and tongue fucking her delicious ass for
another 5 produced no response.

   I was insane with lust.  I decided to fuck her in the ass.  It was no
longer a want or even a need but more like a biological imperative.  After
greasing up her sweet bubble butt with Vaseline I push the head of my cock
into her ass.  To my utter surprise, my cock slipped in quite easily.  She
then barked, "What are you doing?".  I didn't care at that point putting my
entire 7 inch cock in her ass balls deep.  Slipped right in with ease and
then began fucking her.  She yelled, "You fucking bastard!".  Indeed I was.
Her whining was delightful.

   Coming out of my bliss I pulled out of her heavenly ass and innocently
asked "What's the matter?".  She said nothing.  I pondered what to do next.
Reality dawned on me that I'm in a motel room with a naked 12 year old
having terrible visions of State Prison.  But since she just sat there
staring blankly into space and not attempting to run I began to analyze the
bizarre situation.  How can a 12 year old girl take nearly 7 inches of cock
so easily and all the way up her ass no less?  And why the strange
behavior. Finally remembering my experiences with submissives I realized
she was baiting me.  A dangerous game some women play.  But a 12 year old?

   Chapter 4

   Perhaps she did not not fully understand what she wants or needs.  The
wine I drank was affecting me, enabling me, as I began the focus of my
truly sick and twisted desires.  I simply threw caution out the fucking
window at that moment when deciding to fuck the bitch up.  I grabbed her by
the hair and asked, "Who's been buttfucking you?".  She then turned to me,
gave an erection raising snotty look mated with her middle finger about two
inches from my nose.  Taking my open hand I slapped her moderately hard
across the face.  She finally managed a Mona Lisa smile.  It was then I
knew what she wanted but could not admit or even realize her desires
coherently.  I slapped her again on the other side of face demanding who
has been fucking her ass.  I continued slapping face and then each side of
her head.  Her becoming completely red faced helped my dick retain its
engorged blood filled state.

   I moved on to slap her mini tits, punched her arms and legs finishing by
grabbing her hair and gut punching her several times.  To my amusement she
responded by calling me an asshole, giving me the middle finger yet again
while mumbling something about Daddy having fucked her in the ass on a
regular basis.

   I told her I was going to rape her over and over after I beat her some
more.  Grabbing my belt I whipped her back, ass and legs.  She whined with
a mixture of fear, anger and some other 'emotion'.  \Red marks and mild
welts began to decorate her body.  Then after flipping her over I pissed on
her face and body while calling her a worthless piece of shit.

   Finished with the foreplay, I proceeded to fuck her little pussy.  Her
hole gave little resistance.  Making sure I was completely on top, covering
her and forcing my weigh down, I pulled the bitch's hair with one hand
while alternating between a smack and a punch upon the slank's body with
each thrust.  I kept whispering in her ear, "How does it feel to be raped?"
for the duration.  She trembled ever so slightly with her eyes mostly
closed for the duration.

   I pulled out and shove my dick in her mouth.  She sucked a dick as good
as any thirty year old whore.  Daddy taught her well and I'm sure she
swallows.

   After a bit of a rest and a cigarette I grabbed her hair and informed
her I was going to butt fuck "this" as I slapped her ass.  At first, I
entered her sweet ass slow and deep, humiliating doggy style and calling
her the name of "anal whore".  She mumbled, "You fucker".  I then began to
gut punch her with my fist to flex her cock sucking sphincter and then
demanded she bark like a Dog.  At first she refused but was encouraged by
my belt making cracking noises on her back.  "Ruff, Ruff!" was music to my
ears.  Her ass was now as wide as college girl's pussy as I thrusted faster
and harder.

   She continued, "Ruff, Ruff, Ruff....!" as I pounded her sweet ass.  I
began to noticed something was causing friction upon my dick that was not
Vaseline nor rectum.  Pulling out I noticed a thick brown coating covering
the head of my cock.  "Suck that off my dick, anal whore!", I demanded as I
shoved my dick into her mouth.  She removed the shit from cock with her
tongue and mouth as if it were second nature.  Returning my cock to its
rightful place into her ass I whispered into her ear, "I guess that's why
they call it the 'Hersey Highway' and 'Fudge Packing'".  I laughed watching
her face blush to a humiliating pink.

   Pulling her hair once again I asked her if Daddy liked to come in her
ass.  She whined, "Yes, you fucker!".  Three pulsating large volume globs
of sperm entered her sweet ass one after another.  After I came, I then
covered her body with mine and while rubbing her stomach I put my mouth
near her ear and whispered "How does my cum feel in your ass, anal whore?"

   My worries of how to deal with the situation afterward including making
her shower and removing the sheets for disposal and so on became a non
issue as she snuggled up to me.  I told her I knew what she needed.  She
just remained silent.

   Nevertheless, I decided to have her take a shower anyway, just in case.
When she was in the bathroom I could hear the delightful sounds of her
grunting and farting my cum out of her ass into the toilet.  After she
finished in the shower we went into my car.  I drove her back to the same
spot blocks from her house making sure no one could see her get out of the
car.  Telling her I would call her which was a lie at the time.  Sooner or
later my identity would have been reveled.  Certainly would have been
charming to invite a friend to help out the second time around.  That would
have been the plan.

   But after giving a trusted and like minded friend the details of my
lovely experience he convinced me that the both of us should meet her one
more time.  And we did.

   We introduced her the the finer points of S&M including British style
caning, German style whipping, breath control, unconsciousness, piss
drinking, sucking a man's cock with her anus, analingus of a man's ass,
piss enemas from the source, inhaling my farts and of course more rape. 
The scenes one wished they showed in Gothic Horror films.

   My friend obtained a pharmaceutical I cannot recall that was
administered via an anal suppository.  Amazing effects of that drug as she
laughed during the time we beat and fucked her.  And told all of Daddy's
love for her.  Speaking of Daddy, I wonder if he was surprised when he saw
his daughters new bald pussy.
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