Some of this story is fiction, some is based on memories of my alcoholic mother. I can't remember a time in my life when my Mom didn't suck me to sleep at night. No, not me breast feeding, her sucking my dick. Nicely, gently,lovingly, sucking me until I was quietly satisfied and off to sleepyland. I thought every Mom did that for her kids. It wasn't until I was 12 that I learned that nightly blowjobs from your Mom was, well, less than normal behavior. But I surely didn't want them to stop. In fact, it had only been in the past week that I had my first orgasm. I took my shower just like always and stumbled sleepily to bed. I always washed myself really good so Mom would have a clean dick to suck just as she'd taught me to do years before. I sleep naked, of course, so Mom can do her nightly chore. I didn't know tonight would be different, but I guess Mom had figured out that I was ready. She'd noticed the first growth of hair before I had. Mom was never much of one to kiss me, but tonight she stopped me before I climbed into bed and held my nude young body to her, lifting my chin to kiss me. It wasn't much of a motherly kiss, so it surprised me. Her lips lingered on mine, pressed more firmly than I'd expected, and when she started pushing her tongue against my teeth I knew something was up. Ha-ha, just thought about that. Something was up, all right. Her kiss must have got to me as my dick sure "got up". I don't think I'd ever had a boner like that one before. Most of the time, all Mom did was shove my covers aside and take me in her mouth. Tonight she ran her hands up and down my back, all the way down to my ass crack. That sort of felt odd to me but I didn't say anything. Then she reached around front and took my hard dick in her hands. I guess it was about 5" long back then, circumcised and bone hard. Mom had never gone down on me on her knees before. It had always been with me lying flat in bed. When she dropped down I thought she was going to pray or something. I guess it was sort of a prayer for her, worshipping her son's young cock. She started by lifting my balls and licking me. By instinct I spread my knees out to the side to give her room. Her tongue reached all the way to my poop hole which startled me a bit but it still felt good. Then she licked me all over, asshole to the tip of my dick. She was real careful not to hurt my balls. They are really sensitive. Finally she took my cock deep in her mouth. Man, that felt great. She pushed me back onto my bed, my feet barely touching the floor, and she spread my legs open. Tonight wasn't the gentle sucking that I always got, tonight was head bobbing, her moaning, and my head spinning like never before. I don't know how she did what she was doing but my whole world was now that little part of my being inside my Mom's mouth. It was warm, wet, incredibly intense. Maybe it was her moaning that got to me. The vibrations of her moans translated to my cock? Or was it the same moans translated to my understanding that she was having pleasure? My Mom was having pleasure sucking my dick. I felt the beginnings of a tingle deep in my soul, it started at my feet and rose up overwhelming my body. I grasped her head. Unh, Unh, Unh, oh Jesus, Oh god, oh Mom, Oh, Mom. I don't know what volume of cum I gave her, might not have been more than a drop or two, but I had my first orgasm and Mom had given it to me.