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 Chapter 2 - Understanding Lee

   After my first experience with Lee I didn't see her for awhile.  I was
not even sure I wanted to - but then my dick got hard thinking about her. I
went back to Sonic.  There she was, skating from car to car carrying trays
of fast food.  As soon as she saw me in my little sports car she skated
right over.

   "Hey, mister.  Thought you'd forgot all about me.  Wanna fuck some more?
I get off at 11." I ate my Sonic burger and came back for her.  She came
out with the same cut off denim s kirt, blue top, and sneakers.  This time
we went to my place instead.  After an hour of unbelievably dirty sex, I
got her to talking.

   "It was my daddy that broke my cherry when I was 10," she began after
two forced shots of bourbon.  I didn't have to make her drink, but she
enjoyed being forced.  "It weren't his fault, though.  It was my Mom's. 
She were in the hospital havin' my sister.  So she weren't there to take
care of him.  And he needed it all the time.  I was the only one there for
him." She took another shot of whisky and continued.  "I was just watching
television like always.  I guess I'd stayed up later than I should of.  He
jus' did me."

   "Wait," I implored.  "there has to be more to it than he just did you."

   "Oh, you wanna know the details?  You gonna get off on me tellin' you,
is that it?" I caught myself grinning as I nodded.  Sitting naked next to
her slim naked body it was obvious my dick was getting hard again even
after all the fucking we had done.  She reached for it and began slowly
masturbating me as she talked.  "Well, I was sittin' next to him on the big
chair in front of the TV?" Her statements sounded like questions, typical
of the Deep South.  "I had on one of his old work shirts.  I think I had on
panties too, but I don't recall.  Maybe I didn, I don't know.  I guess I
weren't cause I know I was diddlin'"

   ""Diddlin?"

   ""You know, rubbin' myself.  I guess that's what caused it `cause he
could smell it.  It was pretty much my fault, I guess.  I was rubbin' my
cunt leanin' up against my daddy?  We was watchin' people fuckin' and I
liked diddlin' when we watched stuff like that.  This big black guy was
fuckin some little white girl in her butt.  I even remember her name, it
was Little Kimmie.  That sorta stuff really turns me on, you know what I'm
sayin?  My daddy had his arm around me holding my little titty.  It felt
really good.  All a sudden this feelin come over me like I'd never had
before and I really leaned into daddy.  I could smell my pussy real hard.
Daddy could too, cause he hugged me up against him really tight and kissed
me on my mouth.  Kissed me like he'd never kissed me before and I got all
hot for him.  I turned toward him and swung my leg over him so I was facing
him, you know?  He sorta grabbed my butt and pulled me up tight against
him. He was humpin me and I didn know what was goin on but I sure liked it.

   Well, he got up outa the chair a-carryin' me and we went right into
mama's bed.  I member now that I didn' have no panties on cause I'd
remember him takin them off me if I did.  He pulled open the shirt I had
on, I remember that cause a couple of the buttons popped off and I had to
find them later so I could sew `em back on?  Anyhow, he sorta looked at me
a layin there on mama's bed.  I was really skinny back then, and smaller
than I am now but not much.  That's when I seen his dick.  It was a big un,
I'll tell you.  He musta taken off his clothes but I don' `member that
part. Anyhow, he was all naked and hairy.  I don't think I'd ever seen a
prettier man in my life.  I sorta stared at his dick.  I wanted to hug it
and kiss it and love it like you wouldn't believe.  He was my daddy and I
had him all to myself."

   "So what happened then?"

   "Well, I reached up and took my daddy's dick in my hand.  Daddy started
touchin' me then.  He put his hands all over me.  I don't know why but he
even touched my feet.  Ran his hands up me from my toes, all up my legs,
then up to my titties?  I didn' have much but little bumps on my chest then
but he sure liked them a lot.  Nobody'd ever sucked my titties before but
my daddy did.  He sucked them good for me.  I was in my own little heaven.
Jus me and my daddy alone in mama's bed and he was suckin on me like I was
a woman or something.  Oh, yeah, I could feel his dick rubbin against my
little pussy, too.  He weren't trying to get in me or nothing, it was just
there poking me good.  I'd a-let him do anything he wanted but he didn'
just then.

   "All a sudden he jumped up like he'd jus' thought about something and he
ran outta the room, left me there all cold an' alone?  I don't know what I
done to make him mad like that but tha's what happen."

   "I thought you said he got your cherry?"

   "He did.  But that were a little later.  I put my shirt back on and went
to find him?  I was gonna tell him how sorry I was that I done whatever it
was that I done to make him leave like that.  Daddy was sittin in his chair
again, but this time he weren't watchin' the TV, he was a-readin' the
Bible. Somethin early in the book, Dude eron amay, or something like that.
Anyhow, he don't look at me for maybe ten minutes, then he slams the book
down and jumps up.  He grabs me by my hair and yanks me down on my knees in
front of him.  He still got no clothes on and his dick is looking straight
up at me and it's hard as a rock.  He starts yellin' at me, calling me a
whore and a hair lot, then he grabs my ears and shoves his dick in my mouth
and starts pumpin' real hard?  I thought I was gonna choke and almost did.
Then he shoves me on my back right there in front of the TV and he knocks
me hard right on th' side of my head.  Nex' thing I knowed, he's got that
big dick up inside me and he's huffin' an puffin' and fuckin' me like I'm a
whore.

   He done that for a spell then he yells out my name and tells me what a
whore I am and cums all up in me.  He slammed me so hard I thought I was
gonna break.  But jus' before he cums, I get off too.  Second time that
night.  My daddy pumpin' into me and I'm only 10 year old and I cum like a
banshee.  I don't think I've had one that good since.  He done ruined me
for sure."

   The simple girl was right.  Her father had ruined her.  She was spending
her life trying to get the same feeling her father had given her.  A
junkie. Her heroin was her father's brutal judgmental fuck.  Now I
understood Lee.  It had to be brutal, heartless, and judgmental for her to
get off.  No one would ever be as good as that first daddy fuck.
   End of Ch 2