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 Author: D_Lovvr
Title: Renee's Desire
Part: Part 1
Summary: A successful business woman confronts taboo desires suppressed
during youth, and takes steps to finally fulfill them
Keywords: Fmm(11), oral, 1st

   Renee



   Renee quietly celebrated her 33rd birthday.  She sat alone at the end of
the large hardwood dining room table, picking at the red velvet cake but
not really tasting it.  From the living room came the soft sounds of the
stereo, currently playing a modern pop hit at a low volume.  Her mind was
elsewhere, contemplating how she had reached her position in life, and
everything she felt that she was missing out on.  Trying to see herself
from the outside, she analyzed her life.  She turned 33 years old today. 
She could only be thought of as very successful.  Rich by most standards,
with significant investments, and large amounts of available disposable
income.  She earned her Master of Business degree a full year ahead of the
university's recommended course completion schedule.  Highly intelligent
and creative, she has earned herself a very trusted position in the large
corporation where she now works.  She has a talent for seeing all the sides
of any given problem and promptly coming to a well thought out solution. 
More than a few times the company has based its very future on a plan of
action submitted by her.  The board of directors has learned to trust her
intuition and reasoning when major business decisions have to be made.  And
the company has grown by leaps and bounds since she joined them a few years
ago.

   Now Renee enjoys a unique position within the company.  She is still a
major decision maker who answers only to the board of directors and the
CEO, with whom she has an excellent working relationship.  Renee has no
desire to run this company, even though she knows she could take the job
anytime she wanted.  So an unofficial deal was made between Renee and the
CEO.  Renee occasionally feeds her work to the CEO and willingly allows him
to take credit for the ideas and decisions she has made.  This keeps his
status as a strong and successful leader and secures his position.  In
return, Renee works mostly from home, having to travel in to the office
only during meetings with the board of directors, or if she just feels like
being in the office for a change.  The CEO secured Renee a salary that was
more than double of what an equivilant position should pay, well over 350k
per year, and he knew that she was worth every penny and more for what she
was doing for the company.

   But as Renee reflected on her life, she realized that she was still not
happy.  All of her success was financial, and none of it personal or
social. She was feeling very lonely tonight as she contemplated her past
choices that led to her serving herself birthday cake in an otherwise empty
home.  She has had a few lovers in her life but none have ever felt right.
She enjoyed what the men were able to do for her in the bedroom, but it was
just the lust of the moment.  She was never truly attracted to any of the
men.  As she thought it through, she realized she considered them all too
old, even though none of them were older than she at the time they were
together.

   Her mind wandered almost trance like as she sat pushing bits of cake
around.  Who would her ideal lover be?  What did she really want in a
sexual partner?  As she allowed her thoughts to go where they would, she
was suprised when an image from her childhood surfaced through the haze. 
She saw her cousins face, as he was all those years ago.  The forgotten
memory pushed itself into her mind, replaying vividly as if it had just
happened.

   She had been just 12 years old when he stayed with her family for two
weeks during summer.  He was 14 and beautiful.  She was picturing his soft
but short cut dust colored hair and his deep blue eyes.  He had been strong
and tall and wirey like many boys his age.  But unlike the boys she went to
school with, her cousin Kevin was very nice to her and had given her a
great deal of attention.  They spent the first week of Kevins visit getting
to know one another, playing board games, and taking walks.  Her parents
home was out in the country.  They were not wealthy but had what they
needed.  The home bordered on a few acres of pine forest.

   It was during a walk into the forest, near the end of the first week,
when Kevin took Renees hand.  Just holding it as they walked.  She held
hands with her parents of course, but this felt different.  She wasn't sure
how it was different, but she knew it was.  And she felt warm and happy. 
They walked for half an hour, never getting too far from home, but moving
in a half circle through the woods.  Renee was thouroughly enjoying her
time with Kevin.  He talked to her constantly, asking about her school and
parents.  They played a friendly game where Kevin would try to trick her
with the toughest questions he could think of, and she got almost every one
right.  He frequently told her how pretty and smart she was.  She was so
entranced by his compliments and just by being near this beautiful boy,
that she never saw the large root running across the small path.  She
tripped over it and fell hard, catching her thigh just below the bottom of
her bluejean shorts on the rotted stump attached to the root.

   Pain shot up her leg as she lay there.  She wasn't bleeding, but had
large scrapes and knew it was going to at least be a bad bruise.  Renee
refused to let herself cry in front of Kevin.  She expected to hear him
laughing at her for being so clumsy.  But he wasn't laughing.  He was
kneeling down in the pinestraw next to her asking if she was ok, looking
seriously concerned for her.  She tried to get up, but it hurt too much to
walk.  Kevin picked her up to carry her home.  One arm under her knees and
the other under her shoulders.  He was strong but she knew he was having
trouble from his heavy breathing, and lack of talking.  She wrapped her
arms around his neck to try to support some of her own weight.  He smiled
appreciativly at her.

   Kevin said to Renee as they made their way to the edge of the woods near
the house, "I expect a kiss from you for carrying you all this way, but not
until you feel a little better".

   Renee nodded and promised him a kiss.

   Back at the house, Renees parents determined that she was just scraped
and bruised and nothing more serious.  The next morning Renee dressed in a
t-shirt and loose fitting thin cotton shorts, so the material wouldn't
scrape on her sore thigh.  Kevin joined her for breakfast and then a game
of hide and seek, where Kevin obviously let her find him.  Late in the
morning her parents needed to go into town, which was just a few mile
drive. Mom needed to get some groceries, and dad had some things to do at
the bank.  Both kids decided they just wanted to stay at the house. 
Because of Renees sore leg, and since Kevin was there to stay with her,
Renee's parents let the kids stay at home while they went to town,
promising they would be back in 2 or 3 hours.

   The car left the driveway and headed off.  Kevin started talking about
the walk the day before, apologizing for her fall even though he had
nothing to do with it.  They laughed together about him having to carry her
all the way home.

   It was then that kevin reminder her, " Hey!  You owe me a kiss for
carrying you."

   So Renee moved up to him.  Her heart was fluttering wildly but she
leaned in and gave him a kiss on the cheek.  He accepted it but then shook
his head with a mock serious expression on his face.

   "I want a real kiss.  I will show you what I mean, ok?"

   Renee wasn't sure.  He couldn't mean kissing like her parents did, could
he?

   But that is what he meant, after all.  Kevin and Renee sat on the couch
where they were more or less equal height.  He told her to relax and then
lightly put his lips on hers and held them there.  It was an incredible
feeling already.  But then he moved his lips, taking just a bit of her
lower lip between his.  She drew back a bit, but he followed gently. 
Pressing a bit harder, he took more of her lip in his, causing her to lips
to part.  She slowly allowed her lips to close over his upper lip, putting
them in a pleasant liplock kiss.  He slowly sucked on her lip, and being a
quick learner, she did the same.  This was absolutly amazing!  Her heart
was pounding.  He finally drew away and smiled at her.

   Renees face was flushed, and she simply nodded when he said, "Do you
want to kiss again?"

   Their second kiss started like the first.  Lips quickly locked, each
sucking lightly on the others lip.  Then Renee felt Kevins tounge running
along her lip.  It felt odd and a little gross at first.  But it felt good
too.  Soon she copied Kevin, and let her tongue slide across his lip.  They
did this for another minute when Kevin pushed his tongue a bit further out,
just between Renees lips, lightly licking inside her top lip.  Renee tried
to copy but pulled her tongue back quickly when it actually touched Kevins
tongue!.

   Kevin pulled back and said softly, "Its ok, Renee.  This is a real
kiss".

   So they went back at it.  Lips intertwined, followed soon by tongues. 
Kevin sucked on Renees tongue, licked her lips, and pressed his tongue deep
into her mouth for her to suck on.  Renee was hard pressed to keep up with
what Kevin was doing.  But she was eagerly trying.  She barely felt his
hand when he put it on her knee.  Didn't notice his fingers tracing a slow,
steady path up the inside of her leg.  Until, that is, his fingers brushed
across the scraped bruise high up on her thigh.

   She let out a muffled "OUCH!" into his mouth and pulled away.

   "I'm sorry, Renee!  I didn't mean to hit your bruise!  Can I get a
better look at it?"

   Renee replied, breathless from the kissing, "Yeah, you can see it, but
don't touch it again, it still hurts!"

   So he got down on his knees while she sat on the couch.  He leaned
closer and gently moved her knees apart so he could get a better look.  He
moved so that his head was actually between her knees.  The bruise forming
was going to be an ugly blue and purple, and it was still pretty raw from
the scrapes.  He lightly ran his fingertips around the borders of the
wound, never touching it.  He completely circled the wound with his
fingers. At the top of the wound, his fingers passed partially under the
edge of her loose shorts.  Each pass he made, his fingers found themselves
a little further up her thigh, inside the leg of her shorts.  Renee didn't
seem to mind.  Her eyes were closed and her head was back against the
cushion, still flustered from their deep kissing.  His final pass brought
his fingers against the edge of her panties, at the lowest part of her
crotch.  Feeling this, she did rouse just enough to look down at him.

   He smiled up at her and said, "I have always heard that kissing a boo
boo will make it better faster.  I wan't to kiss yours to make it better".

   Renee replied, "but it might hurt!".

   Kevin said softly, "I will just go around it, like I did with my
fingers. That didn't hurt did it"?

   Having no real objections, Renee just nodded, "ok".  She watched him
while butterflies bounced around in her belly.

   Kevin pushed her knees further apart to give himself more room.  He
moved his head in and planted feather light kisses on her thigh just below
her scrapes.  He continued around, kissing every inch or so until he
completed a full circle.  He then started around again, this time letting
his tongue lightly touch her skin during each kiss.  As before, he moved
higher up her thigh, away from the bruise.  He was soon moving in slow
circles, keeping his tongue in contact with her skin, and pausing
occasionally to plant a kiss.  He used a hand to gently move her shorts up
and out of the way when he reached that part of her thigh.

   He had noticed the smell when he had first started licking her thigh,
but he wasn't sure what it was.  But now, as his tongue passed along the
edge of her panties, he knew he was smelling the tangy aroma of her
privates.  Even at 14, Kevin had seen enough internet porn to feel that he
knew everything about sex and how to please girls, he just had no actual
experience.  For example, he knew that girls liked to be touched and kissed
and even licked on their skin.  And Renee certainly wasn't complaining or
stopping him, so he assumed the videos were right.  He had read that girls
produced a distinct smell when they were enjoying the stimulation, but he
never expected this.  Her smell was tangy and sweet at the same time.  He
was very curious how it might taste.  The men in the videos certainly liked
to lick the girls.  He continued his slow circles, now staying entirely
above her bruise.  He was holding her shorts as far to the side as he
could, giving himself full view of her panties.  Her legs were spread wide
to make room for his head as he 'kissed her boo boo'.  He noticed a darker,
wet spot at the center of her crotch.  Not large, but enough for him to
realize that it must be directly over her sex opening.  Kevin withdrew his
tongue as he approached her panties this time, but continued his path until
his nose lightly pressed against the damp spot on her panties.  Renee
opened her eyes, but didn't move a muscle, so he pressed his nose in a bit
more firmly and inhaled deeply, getting a full dose of her wonderful scent.

   "Renee, your shorts keep getting in the way of my kisses.  Can we take
them off?"

   Renee simply lifted her bottom and slid the already loose shorts off,
and then allowed Kevin to move her knees apart again.  He was now staring
at and licking around her panties.  Even on the side where there wasn't a
bruise!  She could barely breathe.  Her thoughts were scattered and her
heart was pounding.

   "What are you doing to me?" She gasped in short breaths.

   "Should I stop?  I don't want to hurt you".

   "Don't stop, it feels weird, but good...", her voice trailed off as
Kevin started licking again.

   His licking was giving her feelings she had never felt before, and she
definetely did not want it to stop.  At some point she heard him say
something, but she had no idea what it was.  She made no sense of him
pulling back and sliding her panties off completely.  It never occured to
her to be embarrassed that she was now naked with her legs spread.  She was
lost in the feelings coming from Kevins fingers and tongue as they moved
gently down between her legs.

   Kevin had licked and touched all around her panties.  Even on her
panties.  He then gently asked Renee if he could remove her panties to see
her privates.  Renee didn't reply, just had her eyes closed, and hands
clinched into fists by her sides.  So Keven gently pulled her panties down,
watching for any sign of Renee wanting him to stop.  She offered none, so
he removed her panties.  He paused only a moment to appreciate his first
view of a nude pussy.  At 12, Renee had the thinnest beginnings of pubic
hair but was mostly still smooth.  He quickly continued licking and
touching her, but now moving in closer and closer.  Finally licking along
one side of her vulva and then the other.  Back and forth.  Back and forth.
He wasn't sure what to expect but he finally allowed the tip of his tongue
to glide lightly along the center of her split from bottom to top.  She
jerked as his tongue reached the top of her slit, but didn't push him away
or voice objection.  So Kevin licked her again, more firmly.  His tongue
slid between her folds and encountered first hand the tangy sweet nectar
that he was smelling.  The taste was unusual, but not unpleasant at all! 
He could feel her heat as his tongue probed into her.  He moved his tongue
up and down along her slit, pressing deep into her folds.  Every time he
moved up toward the top, she jerked or twitched.  He found this reaction
interesting, so he focused his licking in that area.  Renee was soon
twitching and actually making faint moaning sounds, but she didn't seem to
be in pain.

   Kevin was now licking and lapping at her pussy, wondering if girls
really did reach an orgasm like boys do.  They did in the videos, but he
had read that alot of them fake it just to look good.  So he licked and
sucked at her vulva, probed her sex hole with his tongue, and licked that
obviously sensitive spot at the top of her slit.  He was moving from one to
the other when he felt her whole body shudder, and through his tongue he
felt the repeatitive spasming of her pussy.  She had his hair in her fists
and it was hurting him, but she didn't seem to even know she was pulling
his hair.  She released him, exhausted.  Kevin had just given Renee her
first orgasm.  He knew that was what happened.  It seemed very similar to
what he experienced when he masturbated, only it seemed much more intense
in her, and she didn't shoot out cum, of course.  He smiled, very proud of
himself.

   Kevin urgently felt the need to relieve his rock hard penis.  He watched
Renee as she moved slowly to retrieve her panties and shorts, and carefully
pulled them back on, still favoring her bruised thigh.  He moved to her and
embraced her in a full hug, telling her how wonderful she was.  He kissed
her again and then had her sit on the edge of the couch.

   "Renee, I don't have a boo boo, but will you kiss me down here just to
make it feel better?"

   So saying, he pulled his own shorts and underware down, allowing his
modestly sized, fully erect penis to point out at her.  Renee's eyes were
round and unsure.  She had really enjoyed what he had done to her, but had
no idea what he was expecting of her now.

   He had asked her to kiss his penis.  She was willing to do that, it
wasn't too bad.  She leaned out and planted a light kiss on the tip.  He
once again shook his head in mock sterness.

   "No Renee, a real kiss, like I did for you.  Use your tongue, and let it
go in your mouth some."

   Renee did not like the idea of this.  But she wanted to please Kevin, so
she tried.  She lightly licked the head of his penis.  He arched his back
and closed his eyes.  Renee parted her lips and took the whole head of his
penis into her mouth.  It was just past her teeth as she moved her tongue
over, under and around it.  Kevin urged her to suck on it, so she did.  He
started moving his penis in and out of her mouth as she sucked and licked.

   Then a small amount of pre-cum fluid came out into her mouth.  It was
slimy, bitter and salty and she did not like it at all.  She pulled away
from him and spit it out.  He moved to put his penis back in her mouth, but
she wouldn't let him, saying she couldn't stand the taste anymore.  He
growled in frustration as Renee pushed him away again, and then stomped off
to the bathroom to finish himself off.

   Her parents arrived home a short while later, to find the 2 kids sitting
on the couch watching TV.  Nothing was ever mentioned about what happened
between them.  Kevin finished out his stay and then returned home.  Renee
has not seen him since.

   Her thoughts snapped out of the memory, and back into the present.

   Her cake sat in front of her completely forgotten.  In trying to imagine
her perfect lover, all the memories, all the uncontrolled emotions from her
childhood burst forth , overwhelming her.  She sat in her chair nearly
catatonic with tears running down her face as the events of that week so
many years ago replayed with crystal clarity in her mind.  The first sight
of her cousin, the long walks they took, having to be carried back to the
house, the new scary and wonderful feelings he caused in her with the oral
sex.  She remembered also how she rejected his attempts to have her return
the favor for him with a blow job.  She had tried, but she had been young,
innocent, and unsure what he had wanted.  But she knew now.  And she was
sorry she had pushed him away like that.  Is that why he never visited
again, or called or wrote any letters?

   She heard herself sob, "oh Kevin".

   Renee was also now aware of other repressed anxieties surfacing.  Her
encounter with Kevin had left her with a fascination with young teen boys.
It was very normal for her then, but as she aged into her teen years her
fascination turned to desire and attraction for those same young teens. 
Kevin had awoken a new sense of sexual curiosity in Renee.

   It was just before her 13th birthday, only 10 months after Keven had
departed, that Renee found herself alone in the woods with another boy just
a few years older than her.  She had befriended this young man on the
school bus they both rode to and from school.  They were currently enjoying
a picnic.  Renee was determined to relive those wonderful feelings that
Kevin had first introduced to her.  Renee shyly asked the boy if she could
kiss him.  Being 16 years old, he happily agreed.  Renee was a pretty girl,
and she was very friendly.  He kissed her gently on the lips, but responded
eagerly when Renee initated a joining of their tongues.  Renee remembered
this is how things got started with her and Kevin, so maybe it would work
here too.  Renee became aware of his hands moving over her shoulders and
down her sides as they kissed.  She did not discourage him.  On the
contrary she turned slightly so she was leaning partially against him as
they sat on the blanket.  Her neck was craned around, so they never broke
the kiss.  But now his hands found their way to her still small, but
developing breasts.  She wasn't sure about this, but it felt pretty good,
and she wanted him to do whatever would get him in the mood to lick her
pussy.  That was her goal just then.  His hands slid under her shirt.  They
were just going on a picnic so she had not bothered to put her training bra
on.  He therefore encountered only bare skin as his hands moved to cover
her small, warm breasts.

   This young man was amazed that Renee had not yelled at him or otherwise
made him stop his roaming hands.  He decided to test his luck further.  One
hand gently massaging a breast, the other made its way down to her stomach.
He reached down and firmly cupped her crotch, pressing hard against her
cotton summer shorts.  She still didn't break their kiss so the young man
pulled his hand up just far enough to get his fingers under the elastic of
her shorts and panties.

   It was not until his fingers had felt the downy softness of her pubic
hair, and had just reached that puffy apex oh so close to her sensitive
little button that she broke the kiss and stopped his hand with her own. 
She did not remove his hand, just held it still.

   So with his hands under her clothes she said softly, almost shyly, " I
will let you touch it and look at it.  But only if you promise to kiss and
lick it as much and as long as I want you to"

   This teen boy was somewhat shocked.  This pretty young girl, who he was
sure was only 12, had invited him into the woods for a picnic, had just let
him feel her up and now she actually wanted him to lick her pussy?  His
rock hard penis informed him that he must must have died and gone to some
horny teenage heaven.  His gulp was audible as he said he would certainly
be willing to lick her if he could see her pussy.  Renee smiled,
congratulating herself on her well thought out plan.  He had reacted more
or less as she had thought he would.  She would take her clothes off and
let him touch and feel her.  Then she would get the oral sex that she was
craving.  Hopefully he was as good as her first and only other time with
Kevin had been.  She stood up in front of this handsome teen boy.  She
slowly slid first her shorts and then her panties off, just inches from his
eyes.  He licked his lips as he watched her undress, leaving on only her
loose fitting shirt.

   He moved his hands to the sides of her waist, then slid down and around
to cup her petite but well shaped buttocks.  He traced the crease at the
bottom of her butt cheeks as his eyes took in the dark but thin and soft
hair of her pubes.  With her standing in front of him he could see the thin
line of her slit pressed together by her legs.  He smiled up at her and
used a finger to trace around the boundry of her pubic hair, and then
directly along what little of her slit he could see.  He took her hand and
gently pulled her down into a sitting position, and then had her lie back
onto the blanket.  She opened her legs to him.  Allowing him to look at and
touch her privates.  He moved her legs into a bent-knee, spread eagle
position.  There was no denying that here under the afternoon sun, he was
seeing absolutely everything she had to offer.

   This was only the second girl the young man had ever seen without
clothes.  The first was a study date the year before.  He and his
girlfriend had quickly let each other look and touch.  They didn't have
time for much else as her parents were downstairs and made frequent visits
to check in on the 2 kids.  The 2 were still friends, but no longer girl
friend or boyfriend.

   So the teen boy took advantage of the situation as Renee lay spread
eagle before him.  He studied her in detail.  He felt her puffy labia as it
was pulled apart by her stretched thighs.  He used his fingers to gently
pull her labia even further apart.  He could actually see her vaginal
opening, mostly covered by a ring of thin, translucent skin.  He realized
she must still be a virgin.  His cock somehow managed to get even harder,
painfully pressing against his own shorts.  He gently touched her
maidenhead, causing her to wince a bit.  He then moved his fingers upward
to her little button.  She tried not to flinch, but her body ignored her
wishes as little tremors danced across her thighs.  His fingers traced
around the inside of her spread labia.  He even moved a finger down to
explore her anal opening.  This was new to Renee, it was odd feeling, but
wasn't bad so she didn't object.  He finally seemed satisfied that he had
explored as much as he could with his eyes and fingers.  He could see the
anticipation on her face as he lowered his head toward her fully exposed
privates.  He gave her a quick smile then went to work, figuring it out as
he went.  Her taste was pretty good.  Somewhat sweet and musky.  He decided
that he liked it and started licking her in earnest.

   Renee closed her eyes and focused all her attention on the tongue that
was making its way up and down her opened slit.  Unlike her experience with
Kevin, where she had been sitting on the edge of the couch, she was now
laying down with her legs as wide as they could possibly go.  She felt
every movement of this amazing boy's tongue as it crossed her sensitive
button and moved back down to her exposed opening.  She felt the heat and
pressure as he pushed the tip of his tongue into where she peed from.  He
did this several times and she felt the beginnings of that feeling she
wanted so badly to experience again.  He continued licking up and down her
slit.  Now his tongue was back on her button, but she felt the pressure at
her opening.  She was confused for a moment until she realized he was using
his finger again too.  The feelings were building in her.  He was pressing
his finger in harder than was comfortable for her, but she didn't want him
to stop licking so she just clenched her teeth.  He was pressing the tip of
his finger in and out slowly against the sealed opening of her sex.  Renee
was not aware of it, but he could feel the slippery liquid that was
starting to seep out around his finger.  As her body lubricated the way,
his fingertip passed into the tight opening of her hymn.  His tongue was
continuing its work all over the rest of her pussy, keeping her on edge.

   Kevin had never stuck his finger in her.  Why was this boy doing it.  He
was just suppose to lick her.  His finger didn't really hurt her now
though. She could feel it sliding in past his two knuckles.  It had hurt
when he first touched her there during his 'exam', but now it actually was
starting to feel really good.

   As much as Renee enjoyed the experience of oral sex, she was still an
overly innocent 12 year old.  She did not know about sexual intercourse. 
She had never considered how babies are made.  She knew that her privates
were sensitive, and that she peed from there, and that, thanks to Kevin,
she had learned to really enjoy having a boy lick her.  And now this boy
was sticking his finger up into her in a way she did not understand.  She
had not thought her pee hole could hold a finger, or that it would feel
this good to have a finger sliding in and out of it.  She had not yet
discovered or learned all the parts and functions of her vaginal area.  To
Renee this area was just the sensitive place that she peed from.

   But it did indeed feel good.  His finger and his tongue were quickly
bringing Renee torward an orgasm.  As happened before, Renees mind was lost
in a river of raging sensations, emotions, and hormones.  She lost all
sense of what the boy was doing, Her entire world consisted of trying to
breath.  Her mind refusing to think.  Her muscles had a life of their own,
clenching and unclenching.  And then a sharp burning pain from her vagina
cut through her semiconscous state.  What was wrong?  It hurt so much!  The
raging river that had been spiralying her along,quiclky dispearsed when
faced with the pain.  She opened her eyes in shock.  The young man had
obviously quit licking her, and had crawled up over her, with his face near
hers.  She tried to push him off to find the source of pain but he held on.
Then she felt his hips pull back and then come back down.  She realized in
horror that he had forced his penis into her pee hole She felt the burning
pain near the surface of her opening as he moved his penis in and out.  She
felt the huge pressure inside her as his penis drove deep within her, then
a sense of relief as he pulled it out.  Only to have it shoved back in. 
She was gasping and crying, still partially under the effects of the
orgasm. She yelled at him to stop, to get off.  He didn't seem to hear.  He
kept thrusting, faster now.  His eyes were closed and sweat was forming on
his forehead.  She stared at him in scared fascination as she realized that
he must be caught up in the same mind blanking feelings that she had just
come out of.  She clenched her teeth against the pain and tried to focus on
the admittedly good feelings coming from deeper within her vagina. 
Suddenly he went rigid and she felt a hot release of fluid deep within her
belly.  She could feel the spasming of his penis inside her.  He collapsed
on her and then rolled off to lay beside her on the blanked, his penis
making a wet smacking sound as it pulled out of her vagina.

   His penis was covered in both blood and a thich whitish fluid.  Scared,
and still hurting, she sat up and checked herself.  She was still bleeding
a little, and now more of the white fluid was coming out of her.  The boy
who did this to her saw her near panicked look.  He quickly pulled her into
a hug and told her she was wonderful and that it was all ok.  He was a
little embarassed that he had to explain about loosing her virginity, and
about how a boy produces cum when he orgasms.  He really thought she
already knew all that and had been eager to give up her virginity to him.

   The shock and trauma of the unnexpected nature of her first sexual
intercourse triggered the repression of her lusts.  She still had the
desires and sexual urges, but fear and bad memories caused her to push
those desires deeper and deeper away from her conscious mind.  She rejected
any boys that showed an interest in her.

   Once out of high school and into college Renee poured herself into her
studies.  She denied her own desires, willfully burying her sexual
attraction to those boys now so much younger than her.  She took a sexual
parnter her own age now and then, but it was mostly to maintain some sense
of normal for herself.  Her relationships never lasted.  She had worked so
hard at being normal, at hiding any and all of her true desires that she
had fooled even herself.  She had become extremely successful at her
studies and work.  But she was alone.  Never able to find the right man and
not knowing why.  She had no real friends.  Friends wanted you to open up,
and she had learned that she couldn't do that.

   But now she knew the truth of who she was.  Being introduced to sexual
experiences and pleasure at such an early age had twisted something in her.
Her desires had locked onto that age group and for some reason had not
progressed to older men as she had aged.  She was a pedophile.  She had
repressed it all of her adult life, causing her unknown sources of stress
and anxiety.  Now she knew.  Now she understood.  A huge smile broke
through the tears.  She understood what her problem was!  She was Renee,
and everyone who knows Renee knows that she is the best problem solver
around.

   Even before she was fully aware of it, her agile mind was racing ahead
to possible solutions.  The most obvious solution was some hard core
counseling.  But she rejected that quickly.  She had never acted on her
desires or shown any outward sign of being deviant.  She wasn't about to
come out now and possibly ruin her career by spilling her soul to some
shrink.  Another attractive solution was to simply indulge in her desires.
She has money and knows alot of powerful people from many countries thru
her position at the company.  It would not be that difficult to discretely
arrange encounters with likely young men while vacationing in certain
countries.  Renee shuddered in horror as she realized she actually
considered that option.  She would simply take no part in human sex
traffiking.  Getting to know the local youth was too risky.  One wrong word
and she was finished and would likely end up in jail.  She would ponder
this awhile longer.

   She felt happier than she had for many years.  The stress had vanished.
She thought to herself, "I will figure this out!" She lustily devoured the
red velvet cake that still sat in front of her.

   Renee went to the office to work every day for the next week, suprising
more than a few people with her unusually cheerful, friendly new outlook.
Her boss, the CEO actually called her aside and asked if she were on some
new medication.  Renee had to laugh and gave him a tight hug, simply
exclaiming that she had rediscovered who she was.  Amazingly she was even
more productive at work than usual, which is saying something indeed.  Even
so, her mind was chewing away at how to solve her delima.  She found her
unleashed memories to be liberating, but she knew she had to be careful how
she progressed with them in the future.  She couldn't exactly just start up
a relationship with a middle school or high school boy after all.  And even
if she wanted to, her current lifestyle rarely put her into contact with
any youth at all.  Perhaps that too had been a subconscious effort to block
her deviant nature.

   First things first, she decided.  This all started with her encounter
with Kevin.  She needed to find him and bring some closure to what happened
between them.  Maybe that would solve all of her issues, but she had her
doubts.  Renee quikly exhausted the obvious means of tracking Kevin down.
She was skilled with the internet, but as a tool of her career.  She was
never one for wasting time on social websites.  So even though she barely
maintained a presence herself, she was adept at using a wide variety of
search means.  All she was able to find was an online yearbook from his
highschool showing that he had graduated at the same town that he lived in
when he had visited.  Renee sighed in frustration.  She could dig up more
info on a complete stranger than she could on Kevin.

   Renee flipped through her little book of phone numbers that she kept in
a drawer in her home.  She did not use these numbers often, but really did
not wish them to be found on her work computer.  She found the one she
wanted, and quickly, if reluctantly, dialed it.

   A woman's voice answered, " Jack's investigative services, how may I
help you?".  Renee simply gave her name and requested a conference with
detective Jack at her home.  The meeting was set for a week from that day.
Renee spent the week working and running errands to prepare for the
meeting.

   Jack arrived at 9:00am sharp.  He was an ordinary looking man in his mid
40's who was today dressed casual business.  He pulled into her driveway in
a blue Toyota that was a couple of years old.  Again, very ordinary.  Jack
may look and act ordinary, Renee thought to herself, but this man is very
very good at what he does.  He is a private investigator for hire.  If the
information you need exists, this man will get it for you.  She has been
acquainted with Jack for several years, occasionally needing his services
in a professional manner to find out more about key issues that would
affect her decisions for her company, usually as they related to
competitors.  He had never fail to get what she needed.  And he had never
betrayed their contract by disclosing who had sent him.  He was a very
expensive man to hire, but you got what you paid for.  He would not discuss
how he managed to get the info he did.  Trade and personal secrets.  But
his successfulnes could not be questioned.

   Renee and Jack sat at her table sipping fresh hot coffee.  He was not
one for social visits any more than she was, so Renee pushed a piece of
paper to him.  On it was Kevins name, age, hometown and highschool
graduation photo.  She realized sadly that this was truly all she knew of
her cousin.  Jack glanced over the paper and raised an eyebrow.

   "Not much to go on.  What do you need to know about this person?"

   Renee knew that for Jack, the basic information she provided might as
well be a yellow brick road leading to Kevin.  He would do his job and she
would get her info.

   She replied to Jack, "I want to know everything about this man.  His
current address and phone number, His situation..  married?  Kids?  Where
does he work?  I want to know all the major events of this mans life after
he left high school."

   Jack whistled softly, "This isn't your normal business merger is it? 
Meeting at your home too.  Is he an old flame?"

   Renee replied curtly, but with a bit of humor, "Why Jack, when did you
start asking so many questions?  I am the one needing the answers after
all.."

   Jack laughed, "you are right, forgive me.  It is none of my concern. 
None at all!  You can pay on delivery, you have always done right by me.  I
will have expenses however..."

   Renee passed over a large envelope.  "10 thousand dollars cash should
see to most of your expenses.  Just save your receipts.  But you know all
that"

   Jack handed her a receipt acknowledging receipt of a 10,000 retainer
fund.  He always insisted on accurate receipts and payments.  He operated
his business fully legal and responsibly.  Jack headed for the door,
promising her an update on the investigation within 30 days.

   All Renee could do now was to wait and try not to think about things too
hard.  She just handed over 10 grand and would most likely be handing him
at least another 20grand if he was fully successful.  But she had the
money. It was knowledge she needed now.  After Jack left, Renee remained at
the table, staring at her coffee cup.  She found herself thinking about
Kevin again, in her mind he was exactly as he had been at 14 years old. 
Her hand slid down into her business slacks to massage her damp heat as she
fantasized once again their encounter so many years ago.  She could not
help but wonder how her life would be different if she had not been quite
so innocent at that young age.  What if she had willingly taken his cock in
her mouth and sucked him off?  He may well have come to visit more often,
perhaps they would have grown very close to each other.  She could have
grown up more normally.  Instead of a closet pedophile, maybe she would
just be guilty of marrying her 2nd cousin.

   Recent events had awakened in Renee a new sense of sexuality.  No longer
subconsciously repressing her basic desires, she found herself rather
horny. But not horny enough to seek out a one night stand at the local bar.
She knew what she wanted, and was frustrated that she might never safely
get it.  She did, however, pay a visit to the adult novelty store on the
other side of town.  A couple of videos with 18 year old male stars who
appeared somewhat younger, and a slim cock shaped dildo had Renee set to
deal with her frustrations alone with just her fantasies.

   Renee also found herself spending hours at the local park.  She would
grab a fast food meal, and just sit at a bench to eat.  She made sure she
was there when school was let out for the day.  Watching the boys and young
men walk and run by on their way home helped fuel her fantasies.  She would
pick a likely 13 or 14 year old out of the crowd and watch him until he
disappeared from view.  She tried to memorize his face and clothing to
recall later when he starred in her evening masturbation session.  On one
of these park outtings Renee realized just how close to disaster she might
be skirting.  She had just taken her spot on the bench when three teen boys
came sprinting from the school.  All of them wirey and strong looking. 
They were sweating and heaving for breath when they came to her picnic
table.  One of them shouted, "I won!" as they all rolled in the grass,
winded.  Renee was enjoying every second of this close proximety to these
kids who looked to be 14 or 15.

   Without thinking she opened her bag of fast food and offered the boys
her fries.  "I bought more than I can eat.  These are still fresh and hot!
Want them?"

   Renee held her breath as 3 eager teens jumped up and tried to be the
first to her.  All 3 sat at the table and devoured her fries.  It didn't
take long.  They thanked Renee and she said, " I enjoy coming here for
lunch.  Maybe I will bring more fries next time.  Just look for me."

   They grinned and nodded enthusiastically.  It was all innocent, but in
her mind, Renee had raped each and every one of them in her dark fantasies.
Renee wondered how many more bags of french fries would be consumed before
she offered to take the boys to the fast food place in her car.  How long
before she tried to take one of them home with her.  How long before she
ended up in jail?  It was those sobering thoughts that kept Renee from
visiting the park for quite some time.

   It was only three weeks later when Renee received a phone call from
Jack's secretary to set up another conference at her home.  Renee's heart
fluttered.  Jack would normally just update her on his progress over the
phone.  If he wanted to meet with her, then it meant his investigation was
complete and he wanted to deliver his findings and collect payment.  She
agreed to 11am the following morning.  Renee spent the rest of the day in
her home office, keeping herself busy while getting most of tomorrows work
done so she could take the day off without any guilt.

   The next morning found Renee both excited and nervous at the revalations
about Kevin she was soon to discover.  As expected, Jack arrived promptly
at 11 am.  Renee set a cup of coffee down for each of them as they sat next
to each other at the table.  Jack opened his briefcase and pulled out a
fairly thick file folder, which he set on the table.

   Renee eyed the closed folder, saying "Your secretary didn't mention a
final fee, so I didn't go to the bank.  But I will write you a check for
the full amount."

   Jack thought a moment and then pushed the folder towards her.  "There
really is not much to tell about this guy.  I found everthing there was to
find, and it wasn't much.  I am curious about your interest in him, but I
know my place", he said somewhat sarcastically.  "Anyway, this case did not
take me nearly as long as most fact finding hunts do.  Your retainer ended
up being just enough to cover my fees.  So, let me show you what I found,
then it will all be yours to puruse at your leasure."

   Jack flipped open the folder and started reading the top page: "Kevin
Stolk, current age 35.  Barely had the grades to graduate high school under
the vocational program" Jack pulled out a copy of Kevins high school
transcript.  Renee was no longer suprised at just how much information Jack
could obtain on his targets.  A glance at the transcript showed mostly C's
with a few D's.  Keven had received a vocational diploma from his high
school, but there was no indication of any extracurricular activities such
as sports or clubs.

   "Out of high school, Kevin worked the night shift desk clerk at a local
motel.  He quit that job two months later and started work at a quicky oil
change business." Jack set out a photo of Kevin and a woman, obviously a
wedding photo.  Jack continued, "Kevin and Linda were married shortly after
he turned 22 years old.  She was a regular customer of the quicky lube, and
was ten years older than he.  They had a set of twins 3 years after the
wedding, when Kevin was 25."

   Renee was listening to Jack, and looking at the paperwork he was laying
out.  Deep down she had hoped that Kevin was unattached and that she could
step back into his life as if no time had passed.  She realized this to be
a silly fantasy, but she was still feeling a dark disappointment to see
that he was married, with kids and a job.  He had his own life, of course.
It cost her 10 grand, but at least she now had knowledge of Kevins life
after he left her parents home so many years ago.

   Jack sorted through yet more papers, "From old tax statements, Kevins
family was not making enough money to get above the poverty level.  After
the twins were born, Linda had to quit her job, which did not help the
money issues.  They were on a few different assistance programs, so they
got by, apparently.  Eight years ago Kevin was injured at work.  A car lift
collapsed and pinned him under it, severly injuring his back.  His employer
and their insurance company were able to prove that Kevin had come to work
intoxicated that day, and that the fault for the accident was completely
Kevins.  He lost his job and wracked up thousands of dollars of medical
debt.  According to the paperwork, Kevin is now on permanant disability for
his injuries, and is living off of the small amount of social security
income he qualified for after his disability.  Hard to raise 2 kids on
that!", Jack quipped.

   Jack then noticed Renees eyes, shiny with barely withheld tears.  Jack
coughed lightly into his fist, saying "Sorry, it gets worse.  Two years
after his accident, Linda left him.  Abandoned him and the twins both.  My
investigating indicates she was fed up with the home life and simply gave
up to try to start over.  I didn't pursue her info after that."

   Jack said, "That was 6 years ago.  There has been no change in Kevins
status since then, He still lives in the same trailer park, unemployed. 
There have been 3 police reports where neighbors called him in, fearing for
his kids.  The reports indicate lots of yelling, and of Kevin being
intoxicated.  But there has been no evidence that he has actually hurt his
kids, so they are still living with him."

   "All that I have left are current pictures that I gathered during
surveillance", Jack said.

   Renee sat up and leaned in.  After hearing Kevins tragic life story, she
was suddenly uncertain if she really wanted to see, even in pictures, his
current state.  But she had to.  Jack pulled a smaller folder from his
briefcase and opened it on the table, gestering his hand for Renee to flip
though them.  Which she did.  The top photo showed a single wide, metal
sided trailer home in poor repair.  At least the lawn seemed to be well
maintained.  Another photo showed Kevin as he stood at the mailbox.  He
looked awful.  He seemed aged beyond his 35 yrs.  No trace of joy in his
face.  Rumpled clothes.  Jack had taken a rapid series of shots of Kevin as
he walked to and from the mailbox, making almost a movie out of the
pictures.  You could see the pain in Kevins face, how akward it was for him
to simply walk out to get the mail.

   Jack spoke, "He has his groceries delivered every week.  The local
market does it as a courtesy since he spends his grocery money there
exclusively .  I interviewed the delivery boy, and it seems that Kevin has
a bottle of whiskey in every delivery." There was only one more photo.  It
showed a school bus on the road at the end of the trailer park.  Waiting to
board the bus were 9 children of various ages.  6 boys and 3 girls.  And
Renees' breath caught as she placed a finger on two similar looking boys
who were slightly younger copies of her memory version of young Kevin.

   "Those are his sons, Matt and Jason", Jack said.

   Renee looked through the folder for more photos of the boys and finding
none, asked Jack "You only took the one photo?" Jack replied, "The
investigation was on Kevin, not his ex-wife or kids".  Without thinking
Renee said, "I want to know more about these boys.  I will hire you.  I
want to know their interests, how they do in school.  Lots of pictures
too."

   Jack raised an eyebrow at Renee, and held her gaze with his very knowing
look.  She finally broke eye contact, and had a slight blush on her cheeks.

   Jack finally spoke, "Being observant and understanding what I see makes
me a better investigator."

   Renee replied, feeling more nervous than she thought she should be,
"What do you mean, Jack?"

   He just gives her a knowing smile and reaches into his briefcase to pull
out an envelope, which he pushes towards Renee.  "Consider this a bonus
gift then.  A thank you for your continued business, if you will." And with
that, Jack closed his briefcase, stood up, and offered his hand to Renee.
"This investigation is complete.  If you need my services, you know how to
contact me!"

   Jack turned one last time as he passed through the door, saying,
"Discression is key to keeping good clients such as yourself, and I am
nothing if not discreet." He nods his head toward the file that Renee is
holding, "enjoy." He closed the door behind himself as he left.

   Renee held the envelope and slowly opened it.  Inside she found a typed
spreadsheet and quite a few photos.  The document listed both Matt and
Jasons grades, which were all quite good.  They were active in soccer. 
Other parents in the neighborhood commonly gave the boys rides to events
and school activities, as Kevin could not.  The photos were all taken at a
distance, but most with a telephoto lense.  She saw the boys in their
second hand school clothes.  In their soccer uniforms that didn't really
fit.  Jack had even managed to get one photo of either Matt or Jason, she
wasn't sure which was which yet, holding hands with a pretty young girl at
the bus stop.

   For the rest of the day, and long into the evening, Renee read through
Jacks reports, and viewed all the photos over and over.  She was sad by
what had become of Kevins life.  But Renee's mind was nothing if not fast.
She quickly realized that there was nothing to be gained by pursuing a
relationship with Kevin.  Her memories of Kevin would remain just that. 
But his sons, such beautiful ten year old boys!  Her mind raced and her
pulse quickened as she realized the huge potential that was before her.  A
plan was already forming.  If she played this right she could have
everything.  She would help Kevin without getting close again.  She would
help his sons with a better quality of life, and most importanly, Renee
would get what she so desperatly felt the need for.

   Renee decided to go all in and assume her plan would work.  She hired a
contractor and a decorator to refinish her basement into a living suite
that any young men would be envious of.  Two bedrooms, a large living area,
and a shared bathroom.  A large oval tub and a huge modern high tech shower
with music, multicolor lights, seating, and programmable shower heads on
all surfaces, including the floor, were the main features of the basement
bath.  Each bedroom included a comfortable queen size bed, large dresser, a
study desk with lamp, and 2 large floor to ceiling mirrors on the walls. 
Renee had the basement living room outfitted with bean bag chairs, a couple
of soft love seats, a large flatscreen HDTV, and of course a high end video
game system with extra controllers.  She did not buy any games yet, as she
was not sure what ten year old boys might like.  A month later, the
basement was finished.

   The next weekend found Renee pulling her Lexus to the curb outside
Kevins trailer home.  She was tense but determined, not knowing how Kevin
would react to seeing her.  She had thought out and rehearsed most of what
she would be saying today.  She no longer had any interest in Kevin, but
she had to deal with him if she ever wanted her plans for his twin sons to
come to pass.  It was late Sunday morning, and she was sure that Kevin and
both boys would be home.

   Renee exited her car and looked around.  The yard was neat, but the
trailer was a mess on the outside.  Age and lack of basic maintainence were
taking its toll.  As she stepped into the yard, two boys she instantly
recognized from the photos came around the corner from the back yard of the
home.  They stopped and slowly approached.

   Renee said "I am looking for Kevin.  I am an old friend of his.  I heard
he lived here?"

   One of the boys replied, "that's our dad.  He's inside watching tv. 
I'll go tell him your here.  What's your name?"

   Renee told him and the boy ran off inside, leaving his brother.

   Renee said to him, "I have not seen your dad in a long time.  I don't
even know you and your brothers names!"

   The boy replied, "I am Matt, my brother is Jason.  I didn't know my dad
had any friends that don't live right around here.  Thats an awesome car!
We don't even have a car since dad can't drive."

   Renee studied his face, determined to be able to tell him apart from his
twin brother.  "Well Matt, I hope your dad remembers me!  And I hope I can
be friends with you and Jason as well!" Matt smiled and shrugged.

   Kevin came to the door behind Jason, who held open the screen door.

   Renee walked up, saying "Kevin, is that you?  It has been so long!"

   Kevin looked at her in confusion, eyes still somewhat bloodshot from the
previous evenings drinking.  "Do I know you, miss...?  Not sure I know any
Renee."

   She was hurt by that, but kept it hidden, and said "You remember when we
were kids, you came to visit my parents little farm out in the country."

   Kevins eyes went wide, "Renee!  Wow I would never have recognized you!
We were barely teenagers back then.  Its good to see you, but why are you
here?"

   Renee replied, "I recently heard through a business acquantance about
your accident.  Hearing your name brought back alot of memories."

   Renee saw him flinch, as if he had just remembered what had happened
between them, so she added, "alot of good memories, Kevin.  I wanted to
come visit and see how you are doing."

   Kevin smiled, but it seemed forced.  "could be doing better, for sure.
My back is wrecked.  Can't work, can't drive, can barely walk.  These two
boys help out a bit, but they sure are a handful to keep up with in my
condition.  House is a mess, but you're welcome to come in for a bit if you
like."

   Renee smiled and nodded, saying, "Matt, there is a basket in the trunk
of my car, will you bring it in please?" Matt ran off as Renee pressed the
trunk release on her key chain.  She followed Kevin back into his home.

   Inside the home was cluttered, but not horribly so.  There was stuff,
but not actual garbage, all over the place.  It had a slightly musty smell,
and she could definetely smell the old alcohol.  Kevin led her to the
living room and bade her to sit where she liked.  She had Matt set the
basket on the coffe table where she opened it up.

   "I brought some snacks, I hope you don't mind."

   She pulled out a small meat tray with prime quality meats neatly rolled
and held by toothpicks.  A second tray held an assortment of fine cheeses
and crackers.  Then out came a bottle of rather expensive red wine.

   As planned, she looked rather sheepish "I'm afraid I didn't bring the
boys anything to drink.  I didn't even know you had them, sorry"

   Kevin said, "you didn't have to bring this, and the kids have soda in
the fridge."

   Renee replied, "I figured I would be getting here before lunch, and
didn't want to impose.  It's nothing really."

   Kevin eyed the food, and especially the wine, yelling out "Jason, get
you guys a soda, and bring two glasses in here!"

   Jason obeyed, and soon Kevin was pouring himself and Renee a glass of
wine.  The four of them sat in the living room as Kevin and Renee chatted
about old times, obviously leaving out the most intersting parts of their
sexual encounter.  They each told of their lives.  Renee told a grand tale
of college and success at climbing the business ladder.  Kevin was much
more reserved, feeling he had little to be proud of.  But Renee already
knew his story anyway.

   Kevin started to pour her a second glass but she stopped him, explaining
the need to be driving soon.  Matt grabbed her hand and asked her to come
see his and Jasons room.  She laughingly let herself be led away to the
boys bedroom.  Jason didn't seem too pleased about her being in his room,
but he said nothing.  Inside the single bedroom were 2 beds, not much more
than cots.  The boys shared a dresser.  The room was kept tidy, at least.
The walls were absolutely covered in posters of cars and super heroes. 
Renee asked which bed was whos.  She then sat on Matts bed and patted the
spot beside her for him to sit, which he did.  Renee chatted with the boys
for awhile, asking what they liked to do in the house, and outside.  She
found out alot about them, most notable was how they talked about the cool
stuff their friends had.  Renee asked why Matt and Jason didn't have those
things, and Jason replied, "We don't have money for that stuff.  Dad
usually gets us something at Christmas, though." Renee expected as much. 
In the chatting she found out that the boys had a birthday coming up in
another month.  Perfect.

   It did not escape her notice that she had been in the boys' bedroom
chatting with them for nearly half an hour, and not once had Kevin checked
on them.  She made her way back to the living room, exclaiming how friendly
and chatty the boys were.  Both boys bolted for the front door, anxious to
enjoy their day off from school.

   Kevin was watching a football game and didn't turn away as he commented,
"They just met you.  They would really talk your ear off once they got to
know you."

   Renee just chuckled, not willing to prolong the conversation about the
boys, lest she come off wrong with Kevin.  She asked Kevin about his
current situation.  He wasn't willing to share much other than he and the
boys were getting by.  From the investigation, Renee knew that Kevin had
almost zero disposable income.  And apparently most of that went for his
alcohol.  Even the bottle of wine she had brought in was now more than half
empty.

   "Kevin, Matt and Jason tell me they have a birthday coming up.  Would it
be ok if I get them a little something?"

   Kevin, still glued to the game, replied "suit yourself, I am sure they
will appreciate it."

   Renee made her excuses to leave and told Kevin to keep the basket, wine,
and food.  He stood up and gave her a quick hug, "Don't be a stranger,
Renee.  It was good to see you again." She left, waving bye to the boys who
were playing in the vacant trailer park road.

   The next month creeped by.  Renee kept up with her work, giving no
reason for anyone to find fault with her performance.  As the boys birthday
drew near, Renee called Kevins home, Matt answered the phone.  They chatted
a few minutes and Renee determined that the boys would be home on their
birthday since it fell on a Saturday and there were no activities they
needed to attend.  Renee told Matt that she would probably drop by to wish
them a happy birthday.  She made the boys think that she MIGHT drop by if
she remembered.  When in reality, it was all she could think about.

   The birthday weekend arrived.  Renee arrived at Kevins house with 2
wrapped gift boxes and one special gift for Kevin.  She knocked on the door
and heard Kevin yell to come on in.  She gave Kevin a quick hug and handed
him his gift, a bottle of whiskey tied with a bow.

   He raised an eyebrow so she said simply, "It is their birthday, but we
should all enjoy it."

   His only reply was ,"I will drink to that!" And he did.

   Renee managed to keep the boys away from their gifts, laughingly telling
them to be patient.  She had them turn on the radio to a loud, lively dance
beat and insisted they dance with her right there in the living room. 
Kevin just shook his head as he found a glass to pour a bit of his gift
whiskey for himself.  The boys were going crazy, wanting to open the boxes.
But she wouldn't let them, yet.  Kevin took his bottle and, claiming it was
too loud out here, retired into his bedroom.  Shortly there after Renee
pulled the boys close so they could hear her.

   "To your bedroom so we can talk before you open your gifts" The boys
rushed to their bedroom, she followed.

   Here she was again in their bedroom, with them looking anxiously at her,
nearly bouncing in place, wanting so desperatly to open their birthday
present..

   "Soon boys!  But first there is a tradition in my family that you must
go through if you want to ever open those boxes!  You have heard of
birthday spanking?"

   both boys nodded, but were not smiling so much now.

   "OK.  You are turning 11 years old today.  So that means I have to spank
each of you 11 times." Both boys groaned and complained.

   "If you won't take the spanking, then I will take the gifts back home
with me."

   Renee knew the boys would never allow that to happen.

   "So, who is first?"

   Neither boy volunteered.  Renee eyed them up and down, being quite
obvious as she rubbed her chin.

   "Matt, you have jeans on and Jason has his soccer shorts on.  We need to
even things out so the spankings are fair.  I know!  I will spank you both
in your underwear so it will be the same for both."

   Renee sat on the edge of Jasons bed and pointed at Jason.

   "You first young man.  To get your gift, you will pull down your pants,
lay over my lap, and let me spank you.  Or you get no present"

   Matt snickered at Jason, who glared at him.  Then at Renee.  She pointed
at her lap.  Jason walked up and pulled his soccer shorts down to his knees
and layed across Renees knees.  Renee stared at his behind and then asked
his brother, who was standing and watching,

   "Matt, should I spank your brother hard or soft?  "

   "Hard!" he replied.

   "but you know I will ask him the same thing when its your turn."

   "Oh, then maybe not so hard?"

   She chuckled and rested her hand right on Jasons butt.  She made a game
out of spanking them.  Not hard enough to hurt, but to make them think each
one was going to be harder than it was.  And after each swat, her hand
would rest firmly on their behinds, enjoying the feel of firm boy ass, and
the heat of their embarassment under her hands.  By the time she was done,
and they were rushing out to their gifts, Renee was soaking wet between her
legs.  The whole time, Kevin had not so much as cracked the door of his
bedroom.

   Neither of the boys could believe their luck.  Renee had purchased each
of them an RC controlled car.  The good kind with replacable tires, plastic
body covers, and motors.  Each was a different style so they could race
them around the trailer park.  And she had been sure to get all rechargable
batteries for the cars and controllers, so they wouldn't feel the need to
buy batteries.  They were esctactic.  She was in the house with them again
briefly as she said goodbye.

   "so, was that spanking worth it?" Both boys nodded vigorously, yes.

   "Think I could get a hug before I go?"

   both boys rushed to her, but she took her time with them, one at a time.
Each got a full body hug as she pulled them into her and held tight for
several seconds.

   "run out and play.  I need to tell your dad bye, and then I have to go."


   The boys didn't need to be asked twice, grabbing their rc cars and
bolting outside.  Renee turned the radio off, then knocked on Kevins door,
which opened a few seconds later.

   "The boys seem to have had a good birthday, Kevin.  I need to get going,
and wanted to ask you something before I go.  My company has an employee
day at the amusement park just outside the city.  I normally don't have a
reason to go, but I would like to take Matt and Jason this year.  Its a
pretty good drive to your home, so I would like to come get them the day
before, and would bring them back the day after the event.  Would you be ok
with that?"

   Kevin thought about it and asked when the event was, and then replied,
"I've been wanting to take them there.  All kids should experience an
amusement park.  I just haven't been able to do it myself, what with my
back and all.  I will talk with them and see what they think.  Call me in a
couple days and I will let you know."

   There really was an upcoming employee fun day at the theme park.  Her
company, and its subsidary companies, leased the park for a full day every
Fall.  It was closed to the public, but fully operational just for the big
private event.  Renee had never attended herself, having isolated herself
so effectivly from the youth of the world.  Now she wanted to share this
experience with Matt and Jason, perhaps gaining more of their trust and
affection.  And not to mention, that if Kevin let the boys go, she would
have them with her for 3 whole days.  They would spend two nights in her
home.  Renee was excited at the thought.

   It had been a couple of days since her birthday visit, so Renee picked
up the phone and called Kevin.  He said both boys wanted to go, but Kevin
had a couple questions first.  He was concerned about the cost.  He could
save a little bit to give the kids in the 2 months until the event, but he
wasn't sure it would be enough.  Renee immediatly set him at ease by
explaining that the entire event was paid for, from admission, to food.

   Renee said to Kevin over the phone, "They won't need to bring any money.
The park and food is already paid for.  I will pay for anything that isn't
covered.  If the boys can't come, then I won't really have a reason to go.
And I have never been to the park and really want to go." Renee
intentionally put just a hint of begging into her voice.

   Kevins reply, "OK OK, you convinced me.  I will let them go!  There is
just one other thing I need to ask of you."

   After seeing Kevins living condition, and lack of income, combined with
his addiction to alcohol, Renee had expected at some point to be asked for
money or gifts.  She was fully prepared to 'buy off' Kevin for time with
his sons.  However what Kevin next told her over the phone caused her
breath to catch as her quick mind flew over the possibilities.

   Kevin continued, "I hate to even ask, but I am not likely to have a
better chance.  I've qualified for another surgery on my back at Medicaid's
dime, but I will be laid up in the hospital for a week.  I don't have
anyone close enough to watch the boys, so have put it off.  You think it
would be possible for you to pick them up a week early, and just keep them
until after the amusement park?  I know it's alot to ask, but you said you
work from home sometimes, and I know the boys will behave themselves for
you."

   Renee was glad that Kevin could not see the ear to ear grin that split
her face.  Could this be going any better for her?  She would have full
access and control of both boys for well over a full week!

   She assured Kevin, "Kevin it would be my pleasure!  I do work from home,
and I have spare rooms in the basement that will suite the boys for a week.
I am sure they will love it.  The boys and I seem to really get along well
together.  It will be fun!  Think nothing more of it.  I will pick them up,
and you can go get your surgery.  Your boys will be fine in my care while
you recover.  I will call after our day at the Theme park, to make sure
your up to having them back.  They can certainly stay awhile longer, if you
need the time.  And Kevin, it means alot to me that you would ask me to do
this."

   Arrangements were made, dates were set for picking up the boys.

   Renee made sure to do extra grocery shopping.  Loading up on things she
assumed preteen boys would thrive on.  Matt and Jason were both physically
fit, being very active outdoors, and involved in soccer.  They had little
to occupy them inside their home.  No internet or video games, and very
little TV since they only got 2 channels that still came in over the air.
They were twins, but Renee learned the little differences between the two.
She could tell them apart easily now.  Both were tall for their age, and
had the strengh and sculpted look of wirery youth.  They did not do
physical training, but oh how they played outside.  That combined with lack
of money for general junk food, made for some healthy and active boys. 
Renee also purchased a couple of games for the new video game system in her
basement.  She relied on the expertise of the young man at the counter of
Gamestop when making her choices.  She walked out with a racing game, and
an outdoor adventure type game, both of which she was assured used the full
body motion sensor to control the game.  The boys would get some exercise
while they played.  She decided that she would also take the boys clothes
shopping, but not until they arrived at her home.

   Renee had the park tickets ordered.  Her co-worker handling the tickets
showed a bit of suprise since Renee never participated in these kinds of
things, but put her down for 3 all day tickets.  She also let the CEO know
that she was taking the week before the event off from work, but would be
available for emergency needs.  It wasn't a problem for her to take the
time she needed.  And she planned on spending every second possible with
Matt and Jason.

   It was time to call Kevin, which Renee did.  Everthing was still good to
go.  Renee would pick the boys up the next morning, and drive Kevin to the
hospital.  He had arranged another ride home if he happened to be released
before planned.  Renee made the drive the next day with nervous excitement.
She knew she would be taking a huge risk with the boys this coming week. 
She would keep all the play, touching, and other interactions as innocent
seeming as she could, until it wasn't.  Hopefully by that point the boys
were accepting enough of her advances that they would at least keep the
secret.  She knew she could groom them into her own loyal little lovers,
given enough time.  Was a week enough?  It had to be or her life could be
ruined.  If they returned home with tales of being fondled or worse, it
could mean jail for Renee.  Best case in that situation was for Kevin to
take a pay off to keep it quiet.  But it would always be hanging over her
then, the threat of Kevin or the twins going public.  Better to make sure
the boys had the time of their lives, and wanting to come back for more. 
She would make them truly enjoy their times together, no matter what they
were doing with her.

   Renee pulled up to Kevins home at 10am.  She was greeted loudly by 2
very enthusiastic boys and led into the living room.

   Kevin sat on the couch and greeted her, "Are you sure you want to do
this?  These little monsters can be quite the handful!"

   Both boys objected to the description, and Renee just laughed, "I am
sure they will be perfect angels for me.  Right boys?"

   They both nodded as Kevin stared at them, looking doubtful.

   "You two will obey Renee and will not bother her while she is working.
You will do as she asks you to do.  You understand?  Renee is doing
something special for you, and is allowing me the time to get my back
fixed, so you respect her.  Don't make me regret letting you go!"

   Both boys nodded solemly and replied in unison, "Yes sir."

   Renee pulled some papers out of an evelope and explained to Kevin, "I
just need you to sign a few things, just as a precaution.  This form lets
me get medical treatment for them if they get hurt or sick.  And this form
just gives your written permission for the boys to be in my care while your
getting your back taken care of.  It's all just standard precaution stuff.
You can sign them at the hospital, where they have a notary to witness."

   So the car was loaded up.  Neither of the twins had much in the way of
clothing, especially considering their minimum stay would be a week and a
half.  Hopefully more, if Renee had anything to say about it.  They
escorted Kevin to the admissions room, after getting all the paperwork
Renee had brought signed and notorized.  The twins were now legally in her
charge and care until such time as Kevin was released from the hospital or
ten days passed, whichever came later.  Good byes were said all around and
Kevin promised to call Renee as soon as he could after the surgery.  With
last well wishes for his quick recovery, Renee ushered Matt and Jason out
of the hospital and into her car.  She noticed that while Jason seemed to
be excited to go, Matt's eyes were damp with tears that he was trying so
hard to hold in.

   Renee wrapped him in a tight hug before getting in the car, " He will be
fine, Matt.  The doctors know what they are doing.  Hopefully, they can fix
your dads back so he can drive and work in the yard, and do whatever he
wants to do"

   Matt hugged her back, wiped his eyes, then got in the car.

   "OK, boys!  First stop is lunch.  Where should we go?"

   Two loud shouts rang out in unison, "McDonalds!"

   That certainly would not be Renees first or second choice, but what the
heck.  This was for them and maybe something familiar would help ease their
minds.  After lunch they made the hours long drive back torward her home.
The boys were getting antsy so she decided to stop by the mall to get them
a few needed clothes, and to let them burn off some energy.  Neither boy
knew what size he needed, so Renee searched what they had on until she
found the size tags.  It was early Fall, but was still plenty warm for
summer clothes.  So she bought each of them swim trunks, loose exercise
shorts (she really liked the look of those), a few T-shirts, socks and
underware, Pjs, and a nice warm hoodie, just in case the weather turned. 
Combined with what they brought from home, it should provide a sufficient
choice.

   They finally arrived at her home.  There were many OOOhs, and Ahhhs as
they drove up the driveway, then into the garage.  Renee had a large, fancy
home.  It was one of the things she allowed herself to spluge on after
realizing how successful she could be in business.  They entered a utility
room from the garage and then into the large kitchen.  It was obvious the
boys had never been inside a home like this.  They were looking around with
eyes wide and mouths open.

   Renee said, "I guess a quick tour is in order.  This obviously is the
kitchen.  I have lots of snacks in the fridge and these cupboards here.  We
will be having regular planned meals but the snacks are available if you
just can't wait."

   Renee showed the boys around her home.  There was much excited chatter
about her huge TV mounted in the living room wall and the large gas log
fireplace as well.  She gave them a glimpse of the attached, closed in
patio behind the home.  They didn't notice the large, covered, built in hot
tub in the center of the octagonal patio structure.  She planned on putting
that to use this very night, oh yes.  Finally she led them down the
carpeted stairs to the basement.  The stairs opened right into the new
living room she had recently had built.  The whole basement had been
decorated as a young boys fantasy.  Renee was excited to see the looks of
awe and amazement on their faces.  They obviously spotted the TV and the
gaming system and were bouncing around.  She showed them their bedrooms. 
Both the same size, and decorated identically.  And she showed them the
bathroom.  There were curious looks at the shower, but they obviously
couldn't figure out how special it was.

   Renee let them look around their new temporary home in her basement.

   She then got their attention, "Ok Matt and Jason, I want you to know
your welcome here.  Everything down these stairs is yours while your
staying with me.  But I do have a few rules that you have to agree to."

   Both boys were nodding excidely, wanting to check out the game system.
Renee had them sit on either side of her in one of the love seats.  It made
for a tight fit but not too much since both boys were so lean.

   She put an arm around each of them as she spoke, "The first rule is that
while we are in this house, we are completely open and honest with each
other.  If I ask you a question I want an honest answer, even if you think
it is embarassing or not important.  There will be no emarassment or shame
in this house, no matter what we do or talk about, Can you agree with
that?"

   Both boys agreed to try to follow that rule.

   "The second rule is very important so listen carefully.  Because of rule
1, some of the stuff we do or talk about might be embarassing if others
knew about it.  So rule number 2 is that whatever we do in this house is
never talked about to anyone else.  Ever.  That includes your dad,
teachers, friends.  If you wan't to be able to stay here, and enjoy my
home, you have got to promise and swear right now that no matter what we do
here will remain our secret.  We will have so much fun here, and I can give
you so much stuff.  But there are things I will expect both of you to do
also.  So can you swear to keep everthing we do a secret."

   Both boys were looking much more nervous now, but nodded their
agreement. Renee insisted they say it, and both replied, "I swear to keep
the secrets"

   "Very good.  Just one more rule.  Your dad made both of you to promise
to do everthing I said, remember?"

   nods of agreement.

   "I want you to promise to do what I say, no matter how gross or
embarassing you might find it at the time.  I will never make you do
something that will hurt either of you, I promise.  So, keeping in mind
rule 1 about being open and honest and telling each other how we feel and
what we think, without shame or embarassment.  And keeping in mind rule 2
about keeping everthing we do together a complete and total secret to just
us three and never ever telling anyone else.  Keeping all that in mind.  I
want you to swear and promise to do what I ask you to do while in this
house, no matter what it is.  Will you promise that?"

   Both boys so promised, and Renee held each of their faces in her hands
and gave each a quick kiss on the lips.

   "We are going to have so much fun this week!  Now go and get your stuff
and bring it down.  You can play the video games while I make supper.  I
have a nice suprise after we eat!"

   The boys bounded out of the room and up the stairs to fetch their
things. Renee barely made it to the kitchen when she heard the noise from
the games starting up.

   Supper went well, despite having to call the boys away from their game
several times to go wash up.  They ate everything on their plate without
complaint, even the veggies.  Jason asked for seconds of the apple pie
desert, and Matt was quick to join him.  After they finished Renee asked
them to rinse the dishes and put them in the washer, which they did, again
without complaint.

   "Ok guys go wash up and meet me on the back patio.  I want to show you
something." A few minutes later the three of them were on the patio.  Renee
knew the smoked glass would assure their privacy even if someone happened
to be in her back yard, which was unlikely at best.  As the twins watched,
Renee pushed a button near the door and the thin cover retracted into its
hidden storage, revealing the large octagonal hot tub set into the ground.
This thing could easily seat 8, so it would do just fine for the 3 of them.
The water temperature had been turned down some so it wouldnt be too much
for the boys.  She tapped on the touch screen display and the hot tub burst
into life with roiling water and air jets.  Both kids nearly squealled with
delight as they walked around the tub.

   "Can we get in, really?"

   Renee replied, "Of course we are going to get in, thats why its here!"

   This was to be the first real test of the rules she had layed out for
the kids.  Would they go all in, or would they rebell and demand to be
returned home?

   Renee continued, hiding her nervousness, "I made a rule when I had the
hot tub put in that no clothing would ever be allowed in it.  So I will
wait in the house for a few minute while you undress and put your clothes
on that bench.  I will come in when you are in the water.  Remember all of
our rules.  This is fun to do!"

   Renee left the boys standing there looking uncertain of themselves.  She
went into the house and closed the door, wondering if they would strip and
get in, or bail out.  She waited less than 5 minutes before cracking open
the door and peeking out.  Sure enough, both boys were sitting in the tub,
all their clothes piled on the bench.

   Renee walked out and clapped, "All right!  My turn now!"

   She was nervous but determined not to show it.  She walked over to the
bench and turned her back to the hot tub.  Off came her shoes, then her
shirt, followed by her pants.  She was standing there in just her bra and
panties.  She could feel two sets of eyes on her back.  What were they
thinking.  She really wanted to know.  She slowly reached around her back
and fumbled with her bra, intentionally failing to undo the clasp.

   She put on this show for a couple of minutes before exclaiming out,
"Darn it!  This clasp is stuck!  Can one of you please come help me so I
can join you?"

   She heard no movement so she turned around to face them squarely.

   "please?  And remember, there will be no embarassment here, and no one
will ever know what we are doing," she smiled.

   Matt and Jason looked at each other.  Finally it was Jason who crawled
out of the tub, covering his privates with both hands.  Renee kept facing
Matt as Jason went behind her.  She explained to Jason how to undo the
clasp and she soon felt one hand on her bra strap.

   "Jason, you will need to use both hands to get it, I think its stuck."

   She felt both hands figuring out the clasp, and soon she felt the
tension release, "Ok great, now just pull it off around the front."

   Renee didn't need any help with that part, but wanted to give Jason the
chance to do it if he wanted.  He did.  He pulled the strap off her right
arm and walked around her, peeling it off as he went.  So focused was he on
her now exposed breasts that he forgot about having no clothes on himself.
Renee glanced down for a glimpse of Jasons limp penis.  It was not aroused,
but was still somewhat larger than Renee had expected for an 11 yr old. 
Before he could react, Renee wrapped him in a full body hug against her
nude chest.

   "Thanks Jason, your awesome, lets go have some fun in the tub!"

   With that, Renee stripped off her panties and slowly made her way to the
tub.  Jason had ran and jumped in to cover himself, but now both preteens
were watching her.  She took her time entering the tub, giving them time to
look at her.  And then they played in the hot tub.  Renee instigating
splashing and dunking fights with both boys.  They quickly overcame their
bashfulness at being nude in the tub with her.  She even had them taking
turns sitting on her lap facing away, allowing them to use her breasts as a
pillow.  Jason had just replaced Matt on her lap, and she re-arranged him
so that one of his legs went to either side of her closed legs.  She
bounced him on her knees a few times and then allowed him to settle back
against her.  She wasn't really certain but they seemed to be enjoying the
skin contact with her.  Maybe even preteen boys have the male fascination
with breasts.  Renee could not help herself.  With Jason in this position
on her lap, his legs spread to either side of her, the temptation was too
great.  She splashed some at matt who splashed back at her and Jason, Renee
proclaimed, "Protect me Jason, defend me from the splashing!" With that,
Jason cut loose with his arms, pushing vast amounts of water up at his
brother, who was splashing back equally hard now that a challenge had been
issued.  During this water war Renee allowed her arms to settle around
Jasons stomach, to hold him in place.  Then her hands drifted down to land,
one on each of his thighs.  Finally, feigning having to shift around to
wipe water from her eyes, she allowed her right hand to land firmly on
Jasons boyhood.

   He froze in midsplash, legs going tense against her legs, so she
whispered in his ear, "no embarassment, Jason.  We can do anything we want
here.  We will tell no one, so it is just us."

   He seemed to accept that and relaxed his legs.  Matt was still
splashing, not knowing what had just occured, so Jason started in at his
brother again.  And Renees right hand was slowly, gently, exploring Jasons
penis and scrotum.  She had planned on just lightly touching him.  But his
apparent acceptance of that touch made her more bold.  She gently squeezed
him, lifting up his penis and letting her fingers massage his balls.  Then
it happened.  She was starting to wonder if they were not too young yet. 
But Jason proved her wrong as his cock succomed to her massage and quickly
came up to full staff.  She felt the lenght of it and was somewhat
suprised. His cock had grown to at least 5 if not 6 inches!  She knew it
would get larger as he had not yet even hit puberty.

   But Jason was obviously uncomfortable now, so Renee released his cock
and wrapped her arms around his chest again.

   She whispered into his ear again, "Thanks Jason, I really liked that. 
Go whisper to your brother what I did, and have him get on my lap if he
wants the same.  Remember, no embarassment.  We are open with each other
here.  Did you like it?"

   Jason didn't speak, but he did nod once as he splashed off torward his
brother.  Renee lay her head back on the side of the tub, letting her eyes
close.  She heard the boys whispering, but couldn't understand them over
the noise of the bubbling tub.  She didn't open her eyes until she felt
Matt crawl onto her lap, and then straddled her legs.  Renee did not even
pretend this time.  She slowly trailed both hands down his chest, his
stomach, off to the sides and onto his inner thighs, then back up.  She had
barely run her fingers over his penis when she felt it responding, lifting
But he knew what she was doing, and his body responded quicker.  She
massaged his hardening penis, rolled his balls gently around in their sack.
She noticed that Jason was on the other side of the tub, looking
uncomfortable so she called him over.  She scooted herself out from the
wall a bit and turned some to the side, "Jason, I would love a good neck
and back massage, if you would be so kind..?" He splashed over, happy to
have something to occupy him while his brother got her attentions.

   Renee was not trying to masterbate Matt to climax.  She was simply
enjoying the feel of his arroused sex as it moved up and down in her hands.
On impulse she moved her knees apart, thereby pushing his legs further
apart also.  She massaged his balls lightly with the palm of her hand,
allowing her fingers to go lower, to that sensitive skin between the base
of the penis and the anus.  Finally the tip of her middle finger pressed
lightly at the center of his oh so tight hole.  She did not try to
penetrate, but used her whole hand to massage in slow circles, keeping her
finger pressing against his opening.  Her other hand firmly grasped his
shaft, and she let her thumb massage his glans.  Renee was giving Matt a 2
hand hand job, and she was loving it.  From his quick breathing and closed
eyes, she was fairly certain that Matt was enjoying it almost as much as
she was.  Renee wasn't sure if she could bring the preteen to climax here
in the hot tub, but she did not want to anyway.  She had other plans for
each of the boys' first orgasm, and it wasn't in the hot tub.

   She gave his cock a final loving squeeze, the wrapped her arms around
his chest, holding him tight, and she whispered to him, much like she had
with Jason, "Matt, that was amazing, I really enjoyed it, thank you.  Did
you like those feelings?"

   Matt nodded and squeeked out, "Yeah, it felt pretty weird at first, but
it felt really good." He leaned up a little and turned his head so he could
see her face, and he looked a bit embarassed as he said, "I thought I was
going to pee in the water if you didn't stop.  But it felt so good I didn't
want you to stop anyway."

   Renee knew he had indeed come very close to orgasm.  She simply said,
"no embarassment here, remember?  Even for something like that.  I am glad
it felt good.  Remember our rules, and there will be many more good
feelings this week."

   "Time to get out, boys."

   They both complained, but Renee could see how tired they were from the
days events.  This was still the first day.  They had taken their dad to
the hospital, endured an hours long drive back here, gone clothes shopping
with her, and spent nearly 2 hours in the hot tub with her.

   "We can do this again tomorrow night if you behave yourselves"

   The both cheered and seemed to be in really good spirits considering she
had just sexually fondled them both.  But they both said they enjoyed it
very much.  Renee climbed out of the hot tub and waited by the bench.

   "Well come on guys, nothing to be embarassed at now, remember?" They
looked at each other and shrugged, hopping out of the tub and walking over
to Renee.  She couldn't help but notice that Matt's cock was still standing
out at half-mast.  Renee grabbed a warm towel from the heated cupboard.

   "I am going to dry you off, then I want you to carry your clothes down
stairs and wait in your bathroom.  Don't get dressed yet."

   And so Renee gave each a rubdown with the soft towel and sent them on
their way.  And yes..  she did watch them as they walked from her into the
house.

   Down in the basement, Renee had the boys drop their dirty clothes in a
hamper, then directed them into the shower.

   "I know we just spent hours in the water, but we need to wash the hottub
chemicals off before bed."

   This shower was large enough for all three at once.  She tapped on the
touch screen controls, unlocking the top and side shower nozzels, in
addition to the normal front nozzle, and also made sure the temperature was
set right.  She chose a basic spray and the shower came to life, with
strong sprays from left, right, front, and above.  This shower could do a
whole lot more, but they would have a chance to play in it later.  The boys
were excited at all the options showing on the touch screen and were
spinnign around in the multiple shower sprays.  Renee held her hand in a
little alcove, and was rewarded with a squirt of liquid body soap.  She had
Jason move out of the spray and told him to hold still with his arms out to
the sides.  She soaped him up from the head down, using her hands, and not
a wash cloth.  She soaped up his hair, then each arm.  Then his back and
chest, then down each leg.

   She saw his penis starting to rise, so she got a bit more soap and said
playfully, "can't forget this guy", as she used both hands to liberally
soap up his cock and balls.  She looked around to find Matt watching her
soap up his brothers hard penis.

   "OK!  Switch places!  Rinse off everything really well Jason" Renee knew
real contentment when Matt became rock hard even before she started soaping
him up.

   Both boys were washed and rinsed more than the ever really needed to be.


   Renee said, "Ok, now I need to be washed too.  You guys can do it.  Matt
wash my right side, and Jason wash my left side.  I will get my own hair."

   Each boy got a handful of liquid soap from the dispenser and quickly
washed her off, spending a dissapointingly small time on those areas she
had hoped would draw their attention.  So she improvised, "my chest is
itchy.  I think I still have chemicals there.  Wash it better please"

   This really sounded lame to her, but it had the desired affect.  Both
boys stared at her breasts, then got more soap and rubbed it on.  Renee
took their hands in hers and moved them in firmly pressing washing motions,
to show them how, since they seemed like they were afraid they might hurt
her by touching too hard.  Once they got the idea they went at it.  Renee
closed her eyes and enjoyed this shower.  Each of the twins was washing,
and now squeezing and exploring one of her breasts.

   "Ok that should be good, give me a quick wash between my legs and we
will be done."

   Renee was glad just then that she had long ago decided to keep herself
shaved.  Multiple treatments at the laser hair removal clinic had assured
that she was baby smooth at all times down there, other than a narrow strip
of short trimmed brown fur.  Neither of the boys had grown more than the
faintest signs of translucent fuzz yet, so her hairless mound should seem
much more normal to them.  She stood there with legs spread as first one,
then the other rubbed and massaged her sex.  She wanted to let them explore
more, but the soap was burning, so she called it done, and quickly rinsed
herself off.

   Renee dried them off yet again with a clean towel and then walked into
their living room.  She found it cute and intersting that both boys
followed her naked into the room.  Neither had gone for clothes or
mentioned them.  Renee had them put their Pjs on and said to them, "You
each have your own room here, but I know you are used to sharing, so its OK
if you guys decide to stay in one room.  I will say goodnight now, and let
you decide where to sleep." She gave each boy a tight hug and a warm,
closed mouth kiss on the lips.  She headed upstairs to her own bed, and she
did not bother putting any clothes on.  It had been a good first day.

   Renee woke up early the next morning and donned nothing more than a pink
and white terry cloth robe that ended roughly mid thigh.  She tied it
closed at the waist.  She made her way to the kitchen, thinking to wake the
boys up with the smell of french toast and bacon, but she quickly realized
that they were up already, hearing the evidence of the video game, and
seeing the snack wrappers still on the kitchen counter.  She smiled and
decided to let them be while she made breakfast.  Soon enough feet stomping
up the stairs heralded their arrival.

   "Something smells really good!"

   Renee wasn't sure which twin said it, as she couldn't yet see them.  She
made them go wash up and had them set out plates and cups.  The boys both
inhaled their breakfast, and each got another slice of french toast.  As
Renee poured the maple syrup for them, an idea came to her.

   "Seems like you guys really like this syrup!" Agreeable grunts formed
around mouthfulls of syrupy french toast.

   "Its good, and the french toast is awesome.  Much better than we have at
home."

   "Well eat up, because I know a fun and interesting game we can play when
your done"

   Renee had the boys help her move a low, oval coffee table into the
kitchen.  She put a small pillow on one end, and covered the table and
pillow with clean towels.

   She said, "Ok, lets make sure this is strong enough."

   Renee straddled the table and carefully sat on it, then lay on her back.
With her head on the pillow, her behind was on the opposite edge, leaving
her legs free to bend down to the floor.  It seemed quite solid indeed. 
Renee noticed both boys looking at her legs, and she realized they could
probably see all the way up her robe as she lay there.  She resisted the
temptation to spread her legs wide for them.  That would come soon enough.

   She got back up and stood before the boys, "In this game we are playing
with the syrup, and we don't want it to get all over our clothes.  So take
them off."

   Renee untied her robe and removed it, setting it on the kitchen counter.
Jason started taking his pj shirt off, but Matt hesitated, saying "I'm not
sure we should be doing this stuff.  The hot tub was fun, but at school
they tell us to not take our clothes off for anyone, or let them touch us
like that."

   Renee stood in front of Matt, but she was talking to both of them, "That
would usually be perfectly correct, Matt.  But I am an old friend of your
dads, and I know you both well now.  And with the rules of the house to
make sure no one else knows, its ok to do these things that make us feel so
good.  I will never do anything to hurt you, and I know you won't hurt me.
We are not strangers, and you know that I love you both and want to have
very enjoyable times while your here.  Do you understand?"

   Matt nodded, and Renee helped him lift his shirt off.  "Remember, no
embarassment, and what we do here is no ones business but our own.  You are
told those things at school to scare you and to protect you from strangers.
Most adults do not want you to feel those wonderful feelings you had in the
hot tub and the shower.  They are jealous and think you are too young.  But
I want you to feel all that, and so much more.  I want to share those
feelings with you."

   Renee dropped to her knees in front of Matt and slowly slid his pj pants
partway down, until the base of his penis came into view.  She paused and
looked up at him, "Are you with us, are you ready to play?." She could tell
his throat went dry, and saw him swallow several times before he glanced at
his brother, who was already completely nude, and nodded down at Renee. 
She pulled his pj's down to his knees, and so she was face level with his
limp cock.  As she pushed his pants further down, she leaned in and made
sure Matt felt her hot breath on his cock, only inches away from her face,
it twiched in response.

   So, with the three of them once again nude,and now in her kitchen, Renee
produced a coin to flip.  The toss decided that Matt would have first
choice in this game.

   Renee said to them "Matt won the coin toss!  That means he can choose to
do the drawing first, or be cleaned first.  Choose wisely, young Matt, and
I will then give you the description of the game!"

   As she expected, Matt chose to do the drawing, so Renee explained the
game.

   "Jason, you will lay down on the coffee table like I did earlier.  You
hands will be under your head, and your legs will be apart with your feet
here."

   She helped Jason get on the table, and placed his feet appropriately,
which left him spread wide enough that Renee could see just a hint of his
little butthole through his pressed together ass cheeks.

   Renee saw him blushing as she was looking at him, so she just said, "no
embarassment."

   Jason still blushed, but he did not move.

   "Matt gets to do the drawing first.  What that means is that he will
take the syrup bottle and draw a single continuous line over Jasons body,
trying to keep it out of his hair, please.  The line can go ANYWHERE on
Jasons body, but the line cannot cross another line, so you must think
carefully how you draw it.  You only have 10 seconds to draw with the
syrup. When you are done drawing, I will have to clean him off, and I can
only use my mouth and tongue.  But syrup is tasty, so I am ready."

   Both boys' eyes widened when she made that statement.  She was going to
lick him?  Eww?  But Renee couldn't wait, and really hoped the syrup went
onto the more interesting spots.

   Renee handed Matt the syrup,and said "Your time starts .... ..  NOW!"

   Both boys were laughing and giggling as Matt raced the bottle over
Jason, leaving a trail of syrup starting on his nose, down across his mouth
to his chin and neck.  A series of wide S turns moved the line cross his
chest and stomach.  Then down is left leg to the knee, back up inside his
thigh, across his still limp penis and scrotum (which Renee was very
grateful for), then down his right leg.

   Renee called out, "Time up!  Stop the syrup!  WoW!  What a mess.  Maybe
I shouldn't have given you so much time, that is alot of syrup.  Now I have
to clean him up!  Don't move Jason, this won't hurt a bit!"

   More giggling as Renee moved over Jasons face.  He was still blushing,
but Matt was standing near and watching intently to see what Renee was
really going to do.

   Renee bent down and lightly licked the syrup on Jasons nose, warranting
an EWWW!  From him, And giggles, of course.  She licked again, and then
just put his whole nose in her mouth to clean it.  That done she followed
the trail to his lips.  She paid close attention here as the tip of her
tounge traced around his lips.  He was moving his head away so she had to
remind him to hold still.  He tried, at least.  She gently held his top lip
between her lips as her tounge cleaned it.  She did the same for his lower
lip.  The boys wouldn't really be seeing this as a kiss, but for Renee it
was a very intimate one.  Later she would further train them so they would
get the full sexual enjoyment from it.  She quickly cleaned the syrup from
his chest, spending some time at each nipple as she lightly sucked at it.
Down his belly and his left leg.  She moved to his right leg and worked
back up.  Soon the only syrup line left on Jason was right on his cock. 
The rest of him was a slobbery, sticky mess, for sure, but her job ended at
his penis.

   "Looks like we are almost done, just this guy to clean up now."

   Jason propped his head up and looked, "Are you really going to lick it?"


   Renee couldn't tell if he sounded hopeful or disgusted.

   But she laughed lightly, "yep, its part of the game and I made the
rules!"

   Matt looked like he was holding his breath when Renees tongue came out
and lightly licked at the base of Jasons cock.  She ran her tongue down the
full length to the head, then back down..  and she didn't miss the slight
gasp that escaped from Jasons lips.  She used her tongue to lift his penis
out of the way, where it rested on her face as she licked and sucked the
syrup from his scrotum.  His cock was coming to life now, standing straight
up.  Renee had felt it in the hottub and shower, but now she got a good
closeup look.  It was indeed over 5 inches long and nearly 2 inches across
the shaft.  It was perfectly smooth other than the slight ridge made by the
vein on top, with a darker pink head that was just slightly larger than the
shaft.  He had just recently turned 11 years old, and sported a penis well
within the average size of a grown man.  It would only get larger as he
crossed through puberty.

   Renee acted suprised, saying "Wow, I think this guy really likes being
cleaned, lets go ahead and finish him up!"

   So saying, she took his entire cock into her mouth and slathered her
tongue around his penis.  Up and down, over and under.  Jasons stomach was
clenched, and he was making strangly cute mewling noises.  She pulled off
of him and stood up.  "Ok Jason, its your turn to draw now" He looked
decidedly dissapointed that she had stopped 'cleaning' his cock, but said
nothing as he switched places with a very nervous looking Matt, who had
watched the whole thing in silence.

   "OK, same deal.  Jason will draw and I will clean.  But this time, he
only has 5 seconds to draw, and the lines can cross, and doesn't have to be
one single line, so you could put more in some places if you wanted to.  I
need to go get some water, so you could possibly work together to decide
where Jason should put the syrup."

   Renee didn't really need water, but she wanted to see how the boys would
work out the syrup.  Would it all go into the interesting places, or would
none of it?

   Renee returned shortly and said, "Time starts...  Now!"

   Jason was frantic with the squeeze bottle, syrup flying all over, but
most landing on Matt.  Sure enough Jason first hit Matts mouth and then
circled each nipple twice before making a line straight down to his cock,
which he literally buried in syrup so much that it ran down his crack to
pool onto the towel.  This was going to be interesting, indeed.

   "Times Up!" Renee almost forgot to call it as she watched Matts cock
getting syruped up.

   Renee was a bit more agressive this time.  It was obvious that Jason had
enjoyed her attention, and had focused his syrup for Matt on the places
that had felt the best for him.  What a brother!  Renee was more than
pleased to oblige as she ran her tongue over Matt's lips and sucked them
one at a time into her mouth to clean.  She even managed to suck his tongue
into her mouth briefly, claiming a bit of syrup got on it.  She quickly
licked up the thin line across his chin and moved to the little pools of
syrup on each nipple.  She licked, sucked, and even lighty bit his nipples,
scraping her teeth over the rigid flesh of his now erect nipples.  Matts
body was twitching, and his cock had come to full attention, rock hard even
before Renee's tongue made the slow trail down his chest, across his
stomach.

   She once again commented, "This guy is absolutely covered in syrup. 
This might take awhile"

   She grinned, and tossed a wink up at Jason, who was watching with
interest.  Renee wanted to enjoy this, and certainly wanted Matt to enjoy
it, but she did not want him to orgasm yet, so she had to be careful.  She
started by licking up some of the pooled syrup at the base of his cock,
then worked her tongue up to the head, over and down the underside.  She
licked and sucked his scrotum, actually taking his testicles into her
mouth. Without comment, she then moved up and took his cock into her mouth,
as her lips pressed against the base of his shaft.  She noted that both
boys made similar sounds while in this position.  She released his cock
just before she was sure he would explode, but she didnt get up.  Instead
she sat on the floor between his legs, inspecting the syrup still coating
him from below his scrotum, across his asshole, and into his crack.

   "Looks like we have a sticky situation here!" Renee said as she ran her
finger up his crack, causing a slight shudder in his body.  "Nothing I
can't fix though."

   So saying she put one hand on the underside of each of his knees and
lifted, keeping his legs apart.  This put his crack, asshole, and scrotum
all out in perfect view and access from her position down between his legs.
Still holding his legs up, she leaned in and gave long licks from as far
down his crack as she could reach, up over his puckered hole, to his
scrotum.  Renee had never in her life licked anyones ass hole before.  But
she found that she really wanted to do just that for Matt.  So she did. 
She tensed her tongue and firmly licked around his tight little hole, and
even pushed it against the center, feeling just the tip move in, and
tasting a strong, tangy flavor, almost metallic.

   She was curious, so asked him, "Matt, does that feel good for you"

   A muffled reply came back to her, "Oh god yes.  Can you push it in
anymore?"

   Smiling, she went back to work, knowing he was enjoying this.  She had
harbored no plans of ever penetrating either boys rectum with anything, as
it just wasnt her thing.  But now, she was pushing and prodding at his
tight hole, trying to get her tongue inside him.

   She came up for air long enough to ask Jason, "Can you help hold his
legs?"

   Jason stood behind her, holding his brothers legs even higher and
further apart, freeing Renees hands to help spread Matts butt cheeks.  She
occasionally felt Jasons cock touch her neck or the back of her head, and
she wondered if it was intentional.  She hoped so.  In this position, with
Jasons help holding Matts legs, she was able to probe her tongue deeper
into Matts anus.  He would clench, then relax, and she would push and
probe. During one of these clench and release cycles, Renee actually pushed
her tongue far enough in to feel his anus clenching around her tongue, but
not ejecting it.  She held the position for as long as she could.  She
pulled back, her tongue and jaw muscles aching.  She looked at his saliva
covered hole and thought to herself why not.  She put her middle finger in
her mouth and soaked it also in saliva, then gently pressed it against his
ass opening.  Almost immediatly her finger went in up to the first knuckle.
She asked, and he confirmed it was feeling great, so she slowly inserted
her finger as far as it would go and gently curved it up torwards his belly
then moved it around.  He jerked and twitched and she could feel his
sphincter clenching repeatedly against her finger.  She wasn't sure if he
had orgasmed or not, but she didn't think so.  But she regretfully
retracted her finger anyway and lowered his legs back down.  She helped him
get up.

   "Well, neither of you have had a chance to clean up syrup yet.  I will
draw myself with some syrup and you two can talk and decide who gets to
clean up which spots.  Its ok to use some force to get all the syrup.  You
won't hurt me no matter where you are licking."

   And she lay down and took the syrup bottle.  They watched as she very
deliberatly put several lines of syrup around and then right up the slit of
her vagina.  She then moved up and made syrup spirals around each breast.
Starting at the nipple and working out.  Finally she put some syrup around
her lips.

   "See not so much syrup, but you need to spend some time cleaning it,
like I did for you"

   She heard them whispering to each other but tried to not focus on them.
Soon enough Matt was near her face as he licked and sucked at the syrup
like she had.  Renee wanted to grab his hair and devour his mouth, but she
resisted.  She was enjoying the feel of Matts mouth on hers so much that
she was actually caught off guard when she felt Jasons tongue run right up
her slit, without so much as a warning.  She nearly bit Matts lip.  But
Matt moved down to one of her breasts, licking the syrup off.  She sighed
in satisfaction when she felt his lips lock onto her nipple and start
sucking.  But even that was lost to the feelings from below as Jason worked
to get all the syrup.  He licked it all away from her outter lips and she
thought he was done, but was in for yet another suprise when she felt his
fingers pulling the lips of her sex open, followed by his tongue moving
from just above her asshole, then pressing deeply into her vaginal opening,
continuing up and causing her to involuntarily spasm as his tounge firmly
crossed over her clit.  She had NOT expected him to do that, but it felt so
good!

   "Do that more, Jason, please" She all but begged.

   So he did.  His tongue repeated the same journey, over and over.  She
was loosing control, not thinking of much else, saying "Lick there, right
there.  And put your fingers inside me." Jason was licking all over her
clit now, but was trying to put a finger in her ass, which had no lube.

   "Not there, here" And she guided his fingers to her vagina.

   He slipped a finger in, exclaiming "Wow, its so hot and wet in there."

   And hearing him say that drove her even more toward the edge.  She
grabbed his hand, forcing 2 fingers inside, and showing him to move them in
and out rappidly, while still licking her clit.  She lost all control and
she didn't even care at this point.  She felt the pressure building up in
her pussy, and knew she would have to make Jason stop soon, if she could.
But before she could utter a sound, Matt bit down on her nipple, sending a
shockwave through her body that tipped her over the edge.  She cried out as
her back arched her up off the table, her thighs clamping tight around
Jasons head as the biggest orgasm Renee had ever experienced crashed around
her for the several minutes.

   As she regained coherence, Renee realized she was alone on the coffee
table.  She quickly got up and looked for the boys.  Not seeing them
immediatly, she called out for them.  She heard something in the basement
and went down there to find both boys in the far bedroom, behind the bed
huddled together against the wall, Jason with tears in his eyes.

   "We thought we killed you", Jason said.  "You screamed and went all
rigid, then you wouldn't answer us!"

   Renee knew she had some explaining to do, but not right now.  She threw
herself at the boys, grabbing them both in a tight hug, "You didn't hurt
me. You gave me a wonderful gift, and I thank both of you.  I will explain
it soon, I promise.  I am fine now!  Lets go take a shower"

   And so they did.  Renee unlocked the music sync feature of the shower
and selected a lively beat.  Add in the multicolor light show and it was
really something to see.  The many shower nozzles would pulse on and off in
time to the music.  High notes controlled some, while the lower notes
controlled others.  The boys quickly recoved from their scare once the
shower was under way.  Renee of course helped them soap up and rinse off,

   Matt and Jason spent most of that day enjoying the video games.  Renee
checked in with work and was relieved to hear there were no issues to be
solved.  They had a light lunch, afterwhich Renee actually joined the boys
in their games.  Of course they gave her no chance at all of winning, but
they all had fun.  Renee decided that it was time to explain what happened
that morning, so she hit the pause button on the game and got their
attention.

   "Guys, about this morning.  I am sorry I didn't warn you.  I know it was
scary when it happened.  What happened to me was not bad, it was just
unexpected.  In fact it was truly amazing what you guys did for me!  You
see, you guys were making me feel really really good with the game we were
playing.  It feels so good when you touch me in those places.  Well, when
those really good feelings get strong enough, then a special thing happens
in my body.  A super bolt of energy goes crazy inside.  It makes my body
twitch and jerk.  While it is happening, I can't think, hear, or see for
several minutes.  Thats why I didn't answer you.  And it is the best
feeling a woman can have.  You boys gave me that gift today.  Do you
understand?"

   The boys nodded, but looked uncertain, so Renee added "This morning when
I was cleaning the syrup off of you, did you start feeling really good down
here?" More nods.  "Well, if I had kept doing that for longer, then it
would start feeling better and better.  Pretty soon, you would have had an
energy bolt just like I did.  It is a little different for boys than it is
for girls, but it feels so good for both.  That is what other adults don't
want you to know about.  They are afraid you can't handle such good
feelings.  People who love each other can generate those feelings strong
enough to cause that energy release.  It is called an orgasm."

   "I stopped touching and licking you so you wouldn't have an orgasm
because I didn't want to scare you.  The two of you gave me one before I
could get you to stop" She giggled.  "But now you know what an orgasm is.
Now I would like to let each of you have your own orgasm so you know what
to expect.  They feel so good, I promise." " Jason, would you like to be
first?" Renee asked Jason, since he seemed to be the more adventurous and
outgoing of the two.  Jason exchanged a look with his brother, who motioned
him to go ahead, so Jason nodded at Renee.  She said, "This first time will
be private with just me.  Later we will let them happen as they will.  So
much fun!" She told Matt he could keep playing his game.  She took Jason by
the hand and led him into his bedroom.

   Inside his bedroom, Renee explained "I am going to bring you to an
orgasm.  I want you to just relax and enjoy the feelings of what I am doing
to your body.  I won't be talking to you so you don't get distracted.  Just
enjoy it, ok?"

   He smiled, saying "I'm kinda scared."

   Renee replied, "It will be something to remember I promise.  After this,
you won't be able to get enough!"

   She helped Jason remove the clothes he had put on after their shower. 
She decided to remain clothed.  This was for him, not her.  At least not
directly.  She had him lay on his bed with his head on the pillow.  She
started things off by running her fingertips over his lips, then trailing
down to his nipples, lightly rubbing and rolling them in her fingers.  She
traced slow, feathery touches down his stomach, along his thighs.  She was
watching him so she kissed one of his eyes, then the other, whispering to
keep them closed.  Her mouth gently kissed his neck, sliding around to
lightly lick his lips, which tickled him and he started to say something,
but she pressed her mouth down and kissed him like she had been wanting to
do from the day she first saw him.  She drove in, forcing him to learn to
respond.  She nipped and sucked at his lips, giving no respite.  She eased
up just a bit when his mouth opened slightly.  She probed her tongue
between his teeth, meeting up with his tongue.  He did not shy away from
this, having figured out finally what she wanted of him.  She supported
herself on one arm as their tongues danced together in both his and her
mouth.  Her free hand all the while moving along his body, finally seeking
out his now erect cock.  Not breaking the kiss, she gave him feather light
strokes with her hand, then caressed his balls.  She continued to massage
his shaft as she broke the kiss and trailed her lips down to his nipples.
First one then the other were teased by her lips, tongue and teeth.  She
planted kisses downwards across his stomach, moving to his inner thigh. 
She used her hot breath and tongue to form a trail from inside his knee to
the edge of his scrotum.  She moved to the other knee and smiled inwardly
as he groaned in frustration.  Yes..he would remember this.  Her tongue
trailed slowly upwards, finally making firm circles on his scrotum.  The
tip of her tongue caused his cock to twitch as she flicked it around the
head.  She licked along the underside of his shaft from the base to the
head, then back down.  Finally, feeling how tense he was holding himself,
she slipped her lips over the head of his cock.  His hands came down and
grabbed her hair and she briefly thought he was going to pull her down and
face fuck her, which she would have went with if that was his instinct. 
But he didn't.  He just grasped her hair, then moved his hands along her
face, feeling for her lips as they squeezed around his cock.  Her tongue
was running quick circles around his glans as her lips moved slowly up and
down, just on the head.  His instinct must have finally kicked in as he did
indeed push his hips up and tried to hold her head in place.  She held
still, other than her working tongue, as he pushed half his penis into her
mouth.  He pulled back then pushed it in again.  Thats my boy, she proudly
though.  She timed the movement of her head to his pelvic thrusts.  As he
moved up, she lowered her head, her mouth keeping a tight fit all along his
cock.  The effect was that when he withdrew, all but the tip of his glans
came out of her mouth, and when he pushed up, she came down and engulfed
the entirety of his cock, down to the base.  He did not seem to be in any
hurry with his thrusts, but was slow and steady.  She kept one hand
massaging his scrotum to feel for the tale tale tightening that might
announce his orgasm was on the way.  This rythm was maintained for several
minutes, and Renees' jaw muscles were on the verge of cramping.  This kid
had some staying power!  Then it happened, his legs went stiff, his back
arched, and he pulled her head down hard onto his cock.  He didn't scream
out, but he certainly made several grunting noises.  Renee managed to back
off enough to catch his first semen on her tongue.  There was not much, and
it was thin and watery.  But it was his first, and he had shared it with
her.  It was a memory she would treasure forever she thought, as she
swallowed it down.  She released his cock and lay down beside him, holding
him tight, whispering happy praises to him.

   She finally told him, "Relax here for awhile, I am going to take care of
your brother, then we can play in the hot tub"

   Renee found Matt still playing his game.  He looked up quickly as she
slipped out of Jasons bedroom.  Renee knew he was anxious for his brother
and probably even more afraid of what Renee wanted to do with him than
Jason was.  Before he could say a word, Renee put him at ease.

   "Jason is fine, he did great.  You guys can talk about it all with each
other later."

   Renee took him by the hand and gently pulled him torward his own
bedroom. He followed willingly, but she could see and feel his nervous
tension.  She closed the door and turned to face Matt.  She started to take
his shirt off.  He was about to say something, but she put her finger on
his lips, and he got the message to remain silent.  After his shirt was off
she ran her hands along his neck, across his shoulders, then down his chest
and stomach, just enjoying the feel of him.  She tickled his ribs lightly,
and also gave his nipples some brief attention with her circling fingers.
Her fingers roamed back down across his stomach and stopped at the
waistband of the sports shorts he was wearing.  She put one finger of each
hand under the waistband and let them slowly circle his waist.  His gaze
moved between watching her fingers, and looking up into her eyes.  Not
sensing any unusual discomfort from him, Renee slowly pulled his shorts
down and let them drop to his feet.  She lightly ran fingers around the
outside of the waistband of his white briefs, then let her fingers run down
his hips and continued down to his knees, dropping onto her knees to do so.
Her fingers traced back up the insides of his thighs.  She lightly traced
and squeezed his semi hard penis through his briefs, before looking up into
his eyes and slowly pulling them down to join his shorts around his feet.
He was watching her intently, so she kept her motions slow and obvious as
she reached for his rising cock.  She was giving him an opportunity to
object if he was too uncomfortable, but he didn't.  She gently took his
cock in her hands and just held it, enjoying everything that it symbolized
for her.  She kissed the head of his penis, then got back to her feet.

   "Matt, I want you to undress me now, like I did you."

   And he did.  He unbuttoned her blouse and removed it.  A bit clumsily,
he rubbed her neck and shoulders and ribs, like she had done to him.  He
paused briefly, then ran his hands over her cleavage, still contained by
her bra.  He went behind her and undid the clasp, and soon had the bra on
the floor.  He massaged her breasts some, seeming fascinated at how they
felt and moved under his hands.

   Soon enough Matt was working at her pants and slowly pulled them down to
the floor, where Renee stepped out of them.  Now she was dressed only in
her pink thong panties.  Matt waslked around her, letting his eyes and
fingers roam over her hips and buttocks, tracing the edges of the panties.

   She was suprised when he said, "You really are very pretty, and I don't
mean just because you are naked".

   Renee never really thought about it, but she supposed it was true.  She
stood right at 5'5".  Her amber colored hair fell just past her shoulders.
Renee stared at Matt with hazel eyes flecked with a darker brown.  Renee
had always controlled what she ate, and was still pretty active physically.
She considered her breasts to be a bit on the small side, having barely
graduated from a b-cup into a C.  But the few men she had been with seemed
to appreciate their perkiness and large nipples, nontheless.  Yes, Matts
simple comment made Renee feel a deep warmth for this boy.

   "I am glad you think I am pretty.  Right now, in this room with just you
and me, I am yours.  I want you to explore my body, satisfy any curiosites
you might have.  I will answer questions you might have, but just enjoy
yourself."

   Matt looked into her eyes and nodded slowly, acknowledging her
permission to be completely free in his explorations.

   Matt explored the tight fit of her thong a bit more, then pulled it down
and off.  His fingers played with the narrow strip of pubic hair she had
allowed to remain and he akwardly tried to feel her vulva as she stood
there.

   "Matt, would you like me to lay down?  You can ask me to move into any
position you want to see me in.  I will do whatever you ask me to do, you
just need to tell me."

   Matt said, "please lay down on the bed".

   Renee did so, and Matt crawled up beside her and quickly moved her legs
apart, where she held them open.  He was constantly glancing back up at her
eyes, as if making sure this was still ok to do.  She smiled at him and
nodded for him to keep doing what he liked.  Matt explored her pussy.  To
Renee it seemed as if his explorations were just a little sexual and very
much out of curiosity.  He rubbed and squeezed her vulva, then spread them
apart and looked inside.  Her sexual encounters with the boys had so far
been completely oral in nature.  She didn't think either of the twins was
familiar with actual intercourse, but she decided to gently encourage Matt
into that very activity if his natural instincts and curiosity did not lead
him into trying it for himself.

   Matts face was between her spread legs, he was examining her pussy as
his fingers felt their way around.

   "What is that smell," Matt said eventually.

   Renee replied, "my body produces a special fluid when someone is making
me feel really good, like you are now.  It comes from here."

   Renee reached down and caught his fingers, guiding them to the now moist
entrance of her vagina.  "It is very slippery, and feels really good when
you rub it around with your fingers."

   He looked unsure at this new development, but gently rubbed the wetness
all over her pussy.

   "Matt, most men like how a girl tastes down there.  I would like you to
lick me here, because it feels soo good."

   As she said it, she guided his fingers to her clit.  He rubbed and poked
a little before finally leaning in and giving a very tentative lick across
the small button.  Renee twitched and told him to stay near that spot.  She
enjoyed this for a few minutes, but he seemed to be loosing interest.

   "Matt, keep licking there, but move your finger into the hole where the
wet is coming from."

   She felt his fingers feel around, and press against her opening.  She
was so wet that his finger slid in easily.

   "Wow, that is really warm and slippery" He moved his finger in and out,
without her having to say anything.

   Finally, before she reached orgasm, Renee decided that it was time.

   She said softly, "Matt, your fingers feel really good moving in and out
of me like that.  There is something else you can put in there that feels
even better.  Do you know what I mean?"

   He shook his head no, but Renee did not miss the quick glance down at
his hard cock.  Obviously the thought had crossed his mind.

   Renee said, "I think you do know, why don't you give it a try."

   Matt said quietly, his voice cracking, "I felt inside with my finger,
it's too small for THAT to fit in there."

   Renee suppressed her grin.  It wouldn't do to cause embarassment just
now, at this critical point.  And an 11 year old boy just told Renee that
he thought she was too tight for his big cock.  He would learn differently.
But Renee loved him even more deeply at that moment.  He was stroking her
ego and confidence without even realizing it.

   "Try it Matt, I think it might fit.  I promise to tell you if it starts
to hurt".

   He was unsure, but obviously interested, so he let himself be coaxed
into position.  Upper body supported by his arms on either side of her
chest, with his cock over her, pointing down toward her vagina.  Renee kept
her knees raised and her legs spread, giving him as easy a target as
possible.  He lowered his hips down as Renee whispered encouragement to
him. She felt the head of his cock press against the outside of her vulva,
then pressed into her clit, but he was being so gentle and cautious that
Renee finally reached down and grabbed his cock, aiming it into position.
As he pushed down, his head slipped into her vagina, and he froze, an odd
look on his face.  His eyes closed as he oh so slowly sunk his shaft
completely into her.  Even as wet as she was, she felt the friction as his
cock pushed the folds of her insides apart to make room, and it felt
amazing.  It had been years since she had taken in a cock.  And of the men
she had dated, only a very few actually fucked her.  When things progressed
in a relationship, she always gave the guy a blow job.  The guy always
appreciated it, but it was really a chance for Renee to check out his cock.
She liked slender, shorter, younger looking cocks.  If a mans cock was not
to her liking, Renee would quickly end the relationship, under various
excuses.  This overly selective sexual partnering had left Renee with a
resilient, unstretched vagina that was clinging tightly to every inch of
Matts penis.  In fact, even at 11 years old, Matts cock was easily as large
as any as she had ever allowed the pleasure of her pussy.

   Matt was balls deep and seemed likely to stay that way as he looked down
at Renee and said, "I never thought I would feel anything better than when
you sucked on me.  But this..  wow"

   It was all he could say.  Repeating it several times "wow".  He moved
his hips around, and finally started on a slow in and out thrusting rhythm.
He was holding himself up so that his cock was pretty much the only thing
touching Renee.  She changed that when she pulled his head down toward hers
so she could deeply kiss him as he thrust into her.  He relaxed his arms
and was soon supported almost completely by Renee under him.  She did not
mind.  He wasn't heavy, and his body felt oh so good pressed against her as
he fucked her.  It did not take long before Renee felt him tensing up,
slowing down his thrusting.  He was feeling the pressure of his building
climax, and was not sure what to expect.

   Renee held him close, and whispered, "You feel it building Matt.  It is
natural.  It is good.  Keep up your rhythm, and try to control your muscles
to hold the pressure back.  Soon you won't be able to and that is when your
orgasm will hit and release all that built up energy and pressure.  Just
enjoy it, Matt"

   So Matt kept thrusting into her.  He had closed his eyes, and was making
little grunting noises which Renee thought was adorable.  She felt his
muscles clenching under his control as he fought so hard to hold off the
unfamiliar orgasmic release.  He lasted minutes longer than Renee thought
would be possible.  Her own orgasm potential had slipped away as she
focused all her senses on Matt to fully enjoy the experience of his first
orgasm as much as she could.  She moved her hands down his back and firmly
onto his ass, riding the up and down thrusting of his hips.  He was
sweating and shaking, but he was still not willing to hit his release.

   Sensing the time was right, Renee said into his ear, "Just let it go
now, your ready" He made 3 more quick thrusts and then pressed tightly into
her as if to go even deeper as his body clenched.  She felt the pumping
spasms of his cock as he spewed his first semen ever deep into her vagina.
Renee guessed that he didn't produce any more semen than his brother had,
but she wasn't sure.  Matts orgasmic spasms lasted longer and he had held
himself back from the edge much longer before he came.  Matt finally
relaxed, collapsing sweatily onto her.  She just held him tight, kissing
his face as she felt his cock getting softer inside her.  He did not move
to pull out, and she was content to hold him until he deflated enough to
slip out on his own.

   He was still semi hard after nearly ten minutes.  Then Renee was
pleasantly suprised when he slowly started fucking her again.  His cock was
eager to oblige his wishes, and came back to full hardness, as only youth
can do so quickly.  Matt thrust much faster and harder this time, seemingly
desperate to reach his release again now that he had experienced it..  That
was OK with Renee as she just went along for the ride, her pussy getting
pounded by her preteen lover.  His aggressive thrusting was causing him to
press into her clit at the bottom of each thrust.  Renee pulled his head
down onto her breast, demanding, "suck!" Matt took a nipple into his mouth
and sucked hard, rolling her nipple around as he continued to thrust into
her.  Many minutes passed during his energetic performance.  She felt him
starting to tense up, and told him to hold it back a little longer.  He was
trying.  Renee felt her own orgasm building under his attentions.  She
grabbed his ass and pulled him even harder down onto her, causing their sex
to grind together.  Matt whispered desperately, "I can't hold it anymore!"
But Renee didn't hear him as her own orgasm rolled over her at that very
instant.  Her pussy spasmed and clenched, grabbing Matts cock even tighter.
A few more hard thrusts and he too was beyond restraint, crying out as his
second load of semen was milked forcibly from him by Renees orgasmic
contractions.  They lay side by side cuddling as Matt tried to sort out
what he was thinking and feeling.

   All too soon a muffled voice came through the door, Jasons voice "Are
you guys done yet?  I want to go to the hot tub!"

   Renee smiled, remembering that she still had another whole week alone
with her new lovers.

   END of Part 1.  More to come, eventually!  Feedback appreciated.