scat poop constipation constipated I remember it must have been right after I was potty trained probably, one of my earliest memories. I would poop into toilet paper I pushed against my butt probably to feel like a diaper again. When I was a little older maybe five my friend and I were playing and she said she needed to poop I told her to go since we were at her house but she said she didn't want to because she liked to hold it. I had never even thought about not pooping when I had the urge but it sounded like a fun game. I started not going when I had urges. I remember one day shortly after lunch I was playing outside at school I had a really strong contraction and I pooped myself accidentally. It was the first time my body involuntarily had a contraction and I wasn't ready for it. It was a really huge load I must have been pretty backed up it filled my panties and went down my legs ruining the pants I was wearing. I had to tell an aid and she took me in to see the nurse who was too disgusted to touch me and made me clean myself as best I could with some warm wash cloths in the bathroom while I waited for my mom to come get me. I remember the nurse getting mad at my mom for letting me get so constipated telling her there was no way a normal girl should have so much poop inside them and waving my loaded panties which she had put in a clear bag in my moms face. All my mom said was that I needed to be more careful and to go when I needed. My parents basically didn't want to talk to me about it I think they figured I was embarrassed enough so they didn't confront me. After that I still liked to hold my poop as long as I could but I was more careful to control my urges when I knew I had to poop. After a while I didn't even feel like I needed to poop more often than once a week, and going two or three weeks with out pooping wasn't uncommon. When I was a little older it became my main turn-on. I liked hanging out with my friends and having a dirty little secret, I had three weeks worth of poop inside me. I always wanted to go a full month 30 days but the most I ever managed was 26 days, not even February. When I was old enough to drive I started going out to all night techno parties where I started taking ecstasy. It felt so good to have the huge poop inside of me while on the drug. I used to sneak out of the parties and go to my car to play with myself then I would find someplace dark to poop where someone would be likely to see it I knew. Stories of my huge logs began to float around and it always turned me on when I heard other people talking about it while I pretended I didn't know who did it. They always thought it was some sick dirty pervy guy, no one ever suspected it was a cute little girl like me. I almost got caught mid poop a couple times and even had to pinch it off once but I always managed to hide just in time.