Let's face it. I am - to begin with - a girl-crazy girl. Which just naturally leads to the assumption that I love cunt, and all appurtenances thereto. Which I do. Let's face it, cunt and tits and soft thighs and satin-sleek ass-cheeks, oooh, the mere thought gives me leaky plumbing! I like tongues, too, of course, daintily feminine or luridly female - tongues are uniquely adapted to the needs and nuances of my kind of love, all warm and moist and wondrously flexible in the curves and corners of kinky eroticism. Anyway, what reasonably sensuous lover would dare disagree?
Basically, then, I'm equipped with all the usual desires and sex-drives ascribed to the gay sisterhood. I mention this only in passing, though - it is not the main theme here. Oh no, I'm obsessed by a far more freaky twist, one that casts me in a somewhat different light altogether, adding another dimension to my lesbian life. Because of my name, no doubt, my curiously conducive name! Or could that be just an excuse, a fiction of my mind? Well, even so, I'd rather go on preserving it intact, a lovely romantic fiction. Or maybe a lovely freaky truth ...
My name is Loi Morlock. It's my real name, exactly as on the birth certificate, no phony. My father used to read a lot of fantasy and science fiction, a fan from way back. And with a name like Morlock, well, I guess his lifetime ambition must have been to sire a daughter whom he could legitimately call Eloi. Eloi Morlock, get it? - out of that old H. G. Wells classic, The Time Machine - the names of those two separate races of the future, the innocent Eloi and the wicked Morlock. (It's been done in the movies, incidentally, with Rod Taylor and Yvette Mimieux, an okay flick!) But my mother wouldn't stand for Eloi, seeing it as a half-baked Eloise - or so the story goes; wise woman! And somehow, by some obscure logic, they compromised on Loi. Which was fine with me - Loi Morlock, a very nice name, very distinctive - until I got a little older and began to see myself freaking out over its meaning. Like a kind of split personality - the original meaning, Eloi in conflict with Morlock - demure and submissive in one guise, evil and domineering in the other. Only it was already pretty well ingrained by then, rooted in unforgettable scenes from my childhood. Pre-teen childhood. Long before I understood the association with my own name. Long before I was even aware of it, oddly enough.
Childhood, then. Late childhood, a time of drowsy glands and awakening curiosity. A time when my first fumbling attempts at such an understanding could only fail, obviously; at that tender age, who could cope with X-rated transgressions? Actually, my first real experience did come by way of a book, though, only it wasn't any science fiction classic, not that one! Not with those pictures of nearly nude ladies, some even all bare, naked! - and wasn't it clever of me to snoop around and stumble upon such a rare grownup treasure? In the middle drawer of Bernadette's dresser, of all places, tucked underneath a neatly folded stack of pink nylon things, underwear and stuff. Snooping was always fun there, everything smelled of sachet, as sweet as baby powder but a lot spicier, the kind of woman-smell that could almost make me dizzy. Somehow, even in the farthest reaches of my memory, I had always managed to find that warm scent - or something quite like it - in the silky-stuff drawer of every maid who ever stayed long enough to unpack. Even the skinny old prune-face, the one who practically had a nervous breakdown the year before, keeping house for my father and taking care of me and complaining about her backache as if all three were symptoms of the same illness. Not that I did much sniffing of her silkies. I was glad to see the old witch replaced, especially by someone like Bernadette, so soft and plump and good-natured - and much younger, of course, almost too young for that motherly sachet smell.
Funny about that. The smell, I mean. Looking back at those childhood days, it seems fairly evident that I must have been nosing around in search of my dead mother, unconsciously. associating the sweet sachet with the bygone sweetness of maternal love. I wasn't two yet when she died, hardly out of the infant stage but still old enough to be already conditioned to the sweet-smelling shelter and security of her loving arms. As an only child then, lovelorn and lonely - brought up by a busy father and an endless succession of maids and housekeepers - was it any wonder that I pawed through silk-soft dresser drawers for a sniff of that lost intimacy? There was always just one grown-up lady living at our house, the maidservant of the moment, the one and only possible source of that nice dreamy woman-smell; was it any wonder that I usually adored her and curried favor like a pet pussycat starved for affection?
I curried well, too. The door to the maid's quarters was seldom locked against a poor little motherless waif, the room as familiar to me as my own. A very cozy bedroom, small but attractively furnished and decorated - and with a private adjoining bath, no less, all in back of the kitchen, as comfortable as anything upstairs and a lot more convenient. Even a telephone, an extension phone right at her elbow in case my father called from the office or on one of his out-of-town business trips. And a good color TV set, naturally, since that was his business, the biggest and best television shop-in the county. We weren't exactly rich, but were still unable to afford more than one sleep-in servant, so dear Bernadette had to put in a full day's work to earn her keep. But it didn't seem to bother her, except maybe when she fell behind in the housecleaning and had to scold me for getting under her feet. Nor did it bother me either, considering how gentle her scoldings were, always with a mock frown and a twinkle in her eye. Besides, whenever she got into that work-work-work mood, the noise sounded throughout the house, an all but certain indicator of her exact whereabouts. Which was just fine for me, the perfect time to sneak in a little undisturbed secret investigation of any secrets important enough to be hidden so carefully beneath a piled=up mess of pink underwear. A more leisurely look at that untitled thing in the middle drawer; what a thrill!
Oh yes, I saw it as a thrill somehow, even though the word itself had never rung a sex-bell in my innocent and inexperienced young mind. I had spent only a few minutes with the book so far, a hasty run-through followed immediately by a prudent and ever-so-painstaking return to its nylon nest - exasperating but executed with a wisdom beyond my years. Even if the pictures hadn't shocked me, the hiding-place alone was a dead giveaway, a sign that I was meddling in some mysterious province forbidden to inquisitive little girls. My snooping escapades required extra caution now, the prize was too precious for any but the most calculated of risks. And as I shivered and opened the fearful volume again - with one ear cocked for the comforting hum of the vacuum cleaner upstairs - the sensation became almost unbearable. The pages fell open to an illustration in color, three women, all naked, a chaotic but strangely beautiful entanglement of bodies; and in that single instant of insight I learned the difference between a scary thrill and a sexy thrill. Only how could it be sexy if there weren't any men, how could they fit together and make babies?
Fascinated but still somewhat dubious, I settled down to solve the mystery. The book consisted of pictures mostly, reproductions of oil paintings and watercolors. A scattering of photographs, too, real snapshots of women in all kinds of crazy positions. And a few black-and-white ink drawings, simpler than the rest and easier to understand. Easier for a kid like me, anyway. I couldn't make much sense out of the accompanying text, it was a mixture of English and French and some other foreign languages - sometimes just the name of the artist and a gallery or museum. At first I couldn't even tell if it was supposed to be an art collection or a book about sexy women without men. My reading ability was pretty good then, and I even knew some of the French words, drummed into my head at an early age by another of the long line of maidservants, one who must have fancied herself a high-class governess. And the French sure helped, I soon discovered, adding just enough to explain some of the scientific English. (Phony scientific, I found out later, but still loaded with goodies for a beginner like myself!) So after a while I got the hang of the thing and could look at it for pure enjoyment as much as for information. And that was the extent of my progress by the time I realized the vacuum hum had quit.
I didn't notice it right off, the sudden silence. It sounded eerie now, eerie and ominous and crackling with suspense as my ears strained for some telltale clue. Nothing reached me, though, and I leaped into action and got the all-important book put away in a mad rush. In its proper place, I hoped. With just the right tilt to the covering heap of silky panties and such. Only I was pretty panicky by then, too much in a hurry to stop and calm down and get everything perfect, especially with my hands shaking and my tummy full of butterflies. Anyway, it looked okay when I slid the drawer shut and finally strolled out into the kitchen, all smiles and coy innocence, hiding the secret that I knew about her secret ...
False alarm. Bernadette was nowhere in sight. I even considered going back in there for one last check, wondering now if the spread on her bed had been left noticeably wrinkled. And were the throw-rugs on the floor any different than before? Then, with a nervous little giggle, I simply shrugged the whole thing off and found myself almost wishing that she would catch on. After all, the mystery was no longer quite so mysterious - and what kind of woman would even dare own such a naughty book?
Hmm. What was that word again? Lesbian?
Chapter Two
It was routine almost, something we went through at least twice a week, and I should have felt relaxed and comfortable in front of my junior-size vanity table as the brush made a few preparatory glides. She looked relaxed enough. Brushing my hair was a job that Bernadette must have really enjoyed, always cheerful, always working with gentle patience, no matter how many snarls and tangles I had. And she did it often too, her own idea - the full treatment, not just a quick once-over to get me ready for school in the morning. As if I were a grown-up young lady. But that was how she usually acted toward me anyway, never bossy or mean, never taking advantage of her position. As if she knew I was advanced for my age. So even though it could get pretty tiresome just sitting still like that, I seldom raised any objections whenever Bernadette suggested it might be time for my hundred strokes of the hairbrush. Like now. For that matter, only moments ago I had even thought of suggesting it myself. Strictly routine. So why couldn't I calm down and relax? Couldn't I even keep my mouth shut?
"Hey, you're not counting!"
"You noticed that, eh? Don't worry, Missy, I've got my eye on the clock. I'm timing it. Unless you'd rather count the strokes yourself?"
"No, thanks. I think a hundred is too much, anyhow. Doesn't your arm get tired? I mean, for ugly hair like mine ... "
"Hush now, your hair is pretty."
"Bernadette, it's so red. Not even a nice red."
"It's a very nice red. And it'll be even nicer in a couple of years. You'll see. Hair like yours gets a shade darker after a while, a real auburn color, you know? Beautiful. It's enough to make me jealous. Mine is like dirty old straw."
I wasn't so tense and jittery now, just that little bit of conversation helped. The mirror still showed brassy red hair, though, and I wondered what auburn would look like on me. Maybe it would go all right with my brown eyes. I was pretty, sure enough, and I'd be getting even prettier in time - a dozen grown-ups had said so. But it was still nice to hear it again - beautiful - especially from someone like Bernadette, someone who really meant it.
The brush-strokes helped, too, so smooth and steady, a lovely familiar feeling - all the lovelier for what it signified, clearing up my last remaining doubts. Nothing to fret about anymore! My secret was still safe, apparently, everything was the same as before - the naughty book and the pink underwear and the secret within a secret. And Meanwhile I had seen one of life's mysteries unraveling, the kind that, other kids just didn't know about. Only in pictures, of course, but a lot more interesting than those dumb stories about the birds laying eggs and the bees buzzing around and carrying pollen from flower to flower. Who cared about naked birds and bees? Or even naked babies! But naked grown-up women ...
Lesbians. A book about lesbians. A naughty one, too - all that hugging and kissing and sticking tongues into each other - why would sweet Bernadette even have such a book?
Out of curiosity, I took a sneaky look into the mirror, angling for a different view this time. Her hair really was a mess, not as bad as dirty old straw exactly, just a dingy darkish blonde with no shine at all. Then, suddenly, something changed right then and there, her skin turned rosy, a real deep blush, and I realized that our eyes had met in the glass for one tiny instant. And it transferred itself to me, whatever it was - now I could only wonder if my own blush was as visible as hers. There was something hot and quivery crawling around inside me, something just outside the edge of my mind, a kind of secret excitement that seemed to grow bigger with every stroke of the hairbrush, the long down stroke that I could have sworn was getting longer each time. I got dizzy and had to close my eyes, letting my whole body sag and go limp, my head lolling out of balance, the start of a sway that could tumble me right off the vanity bench. And it sure would have, too, except for a little welcome support. Most welcome! She must have moved up closer behind me - I was leaning against her now, the back of my head sinking into softness, the soft prop of her breasts. Like a huge foam-rubber pillow, only warmer, much warmer. A cloud of perfume surrounded me, all mixed up, the powder-sweet sachet smell along with some of that deliciously tangy woman-smell ...
Downstairs a door slammed - the front door! - snapping me out of my feverish daze. My fattier was home. And for the first time in my life r found myself almost resenting him; couldn't he have stayed away just a few minutes longer? It affected Bernadette also, she became brisk and businesslike and finished the job quickly. Only I couldn't help wondering what might have happened if we hadn't been interrupted. Nothing, probably, not even if she was like those naked grown-up ladies in the book. Or could lesbians do all that naughty stuff with little girls too?
It was quite a while before the opportunity arose for another sneaky visit to her room. There were numerous possibilities, of course, but none that seemed safe for any length of time, no chance of an undisturbed hour or so with the fascinating volume. And I knew dam well how easy it would be to become engrossed and get caught in the act. So I waited somewhat impatiently, unwilling to take the risk, until at last Bernadette went into the city on one of her Saturday shopping trips, an all-afternoon affair usually, with a slow bus ride both ways. We lived on Chelsea Hill, a quiet suburb of Springfield - where my father had his business - and ordinarily I might have gone along with her, glad to see the sights of the big city. I begged off just this once though, making up an excuse about going to the library with some friends from down the street. It wasn't far from the truth, actually, since the kids were supposed to come by for me, but I got on the phone and canceled out after she left. And then, proud of my shrewd strategy but feeling a bit guilty too, I had the house to myself and wasted no time getting back there and into that middle dresser drawer.
What a disappointment! The big beautiful book was missing; in its place was a dog-eared old paperback with no illustrations at all, not even a front cover picture. Both covers had been torn off, for that matter, and so was the title page - deliberately, it appeared - leaving no clue to its contents, no indication of what the thing was about. In any other place, I would have passed it over without a second glance. But after waiting so long for this moment, I had to stay and give it an honest try at least, especially with the whole afternoon ahead of me. And I couldn't just thumb through this one, my reading ability wasn't that developed yet. So I stretched out on the bed and began resolutely, frustrated but still hopeful, still conscious of the secret hiding-place.
Midway through the first chapter, my frustration started to fade slowly as the story took shape and showed signs of life. -And pretty soon - what a surprise! - my disappointment turned to delight. In its own unimpressive way, this well-worn paperback might prove to be a real help to my education, an interesting supplement to the arty picture book, a kind of sequel almost. Some of the words gave me trouble and I thought about fetching a dictionary to work with, maybe even the fat one from my father's study. But I had a feeling those particular expressions wouldn't be listed anyway - and besides, it was growing easier to figure them out just from their repeated use. Even more important, I could feel myself getting all warm and tingly inside, quite familiar now, hardly the mood for looking up words in the dictionary.
I went on reading eagerly, stirred by the central idea and practically squirming around on the bed as the tale unfolded - all about a pleasure resort for women only, all lesbians, wealthy old guests served by lovely young girls. Or the other way around sometimes, whenever some beautiful waitress or bellhop got cocky and demanded service herself, sex-service from some worshipful old biddy who eventually wound up on her knees like a slave. Oh, it was weird! And even though I had all afternoon to finish it, the time rushed by so fast that Bernadette's clock seemed to be leaping from hour to hour. I had to zip through the last few chapters in a hurry, leaving a lot of blanks here and there - too great a hurry to get the full meaning and enjoyment out of those juicy end-scenes. And when the time finally came to play safe and tuck the book away, I was already impatient for my next chance to sneak back again, even more so than I'd been for the big one with all the naughty pictures.
Until then, though, I had plenty to think about - just as naughty and twice as shocking, it seemed like. A lot more educational, too, since most of the words had become pretty clear to me. I knew what a cuntlapper was. And I had a pretty good notion about sadists and masochists and that sort of thing. Like the rich bitch who couldn't be happy unless she was walloping some beautiful young girl's ass. Or the maid who turned around and began to dominate her mistress, getting her toenails polished and her feet licked just for an extra thrill. And more, so many more, all in this pleasure resort for women only, a luxury hotel that catered not just to lesbians but to perverted lesbians ...
Chapter Three
The next opportunity came sooner than expected. Or so I thought, anyway, having seen Bernadette go out to spend her night off with a relative who lived some thirty miles away, down in the farmland area. And when my father got tired of watching television and went to bed early, wel ...
I waited awhile, making sure he was asleep, and then tiptoed downstairs in my pajamas. As always, the hall lamp was on, throwing enough light through the kitchen doorway so that I didn't have to click any switches. Not that it made much difference, considering what a sound sleeper my father was, nothing short of an earthquake would wake him up before morning. I felt guilty, though, a guilt mixed with excitement - after all, I was doing something naughty. I even had an excuse ready, just in case, an excuse about coming down for a glass of milk and then deciding to use the maid's bathroom first - not very farfetched really, just the sort of thing a kid my age might do. That way I could read far into the night, keeping one ear open in case of emergency. A perfectly logical excuse. I had to congratulate myself on my cleverness, feeling guilty and excited and a little bit smug too; oh yes, I had everything worked out just fine! Or so I thought.
Breathlessly, nearing my goal now, ! glided across the kitchen floor, pausing only to check and make certain that no light peeped out from under Bernadette's door. Again, just in case! There was always the possibility that she had changed her mind and returned early, coming in quietly through the back-porch entrance. Possible but doubtful, and I only stopped for a quick glance - just to catch my breath mainly - before turning the knob and pushing the door open, eager to begin my night of grown-up fun. My night of grown-up naughtiness ...
It was naughty, all right, only I sure hadn't figured on anything that naughty. Even the light seemed sinful, a single red bulb that bathed everything in a rosy glow, bright enough for vision but too dim to be seen through the crack underneath the door. She was bare naked, standing in front of the full-length mirror, angled so that I could see part of her for real and the rest of her as a reflection. I stood there without a sound, paralyzed, looking at those two rose-colored Bernadette's and wondering if it was all just a crazy dream. Only it wasn't, of course, and I didn't have to pinch myself to remember lying in bed and waiting for my father to fall asleep and start snoring. Besides, what dream could present such a strange sight, what kind of dream could make my eyes bulge like this?
I saw her big bare bottom and her big bare breasts, round and swollen and sexier than any picture in a book. It turned me all warm and shaky inside, that nice itchy-quivery feeling, and I had an urge to touch myself, to scratch the itch, the deep-down-inside place where it itched the most And then her hands moved a little and I saw what she was doing with them - just a little, not much, just enough to prod my mind wide-awake and bring back memories of both books. It came in bits and pieces, the words, the pictures, all that storybook stuff; could it really be real?
Even my schoolbooks weren't about .real life. Geography books were full of faraway names and places, never Springfield or Chelsea Hill or Oakwood Street. Never anyplace deep down inside. The same went for history books, all about things that happened long ago and far away. Like a lady named Betsy Ross who sewed the American flag. Never about old Mrs. Yates, the lady who sold dresses and did alterations in her shop next to the supermarket. And as for storybooks, well, Dick and Jane and their dog Spot weren't any more real than Hansel and Gretel and the wicked old witch running a gingerbread bakery in the middle of the forest. And now all of a sudden I was seeing storybook stuff come alive! I was even an important part of it - me, little Loi Morlock - standing there and watching our maid Bernadette frig herself ...
Uh-huh. I had never seen Mount Everest or a lady flag maker or a gingerbread oven, but this was for real, and right in front of my eyes. Because that was what she was doing with her hands, frigging herself. I knew the word. Oh shit, I knew all the words. I wanted to say them out loud, to tell her how beautiful she looked with that big bare ass shining and those big bare tits shaking and shimmering, all rosy-red in the lamplight. Fingerfucking her own cunt, imagine! Was that how to scratch the itch, the itchy-quivery feeling, the horny feeling? She had both hands down there, down between her legs, working the fingers up and around inside her slit, the hairy cunt-slit that refused to show itself for more than a quick glimpse now and then, no matter how hard I squinted and strained for a better view. Each hand had its own job to do, I noticed, each with its own speed and style, the lower one always in motion, sliding in and out, fucking - while the hand above remained pretty steady, cupped and curved to give the fingertips a chance, caressing her clit, no doubt, the little love-button that was supposed to be hot stuff, at least according to most of the experienced lesbians in that book about the pleasure resort. Anyway, it was good to see a demonstration of something that I had read about with great enjoyment but not much conviction. (Let's face it, there are times when you gotta believe!) And it was even better to see how simple and natural it was, much easier to understand than all that silly nonsense about the birds and the bees and the flowers.
True, she was doing it alone, solo, and that was possible for any woman, not just a lesbian; it said so in the book. But the way she panted and kept her attention focused on the mirror, gazing as though it was more than just an image of herself - well, I was almost convinced that those two rose-colored Bernadette's were lesbian lovers. I felt embarrassed watching them in such intimacy, embarrassed even beyond my original mistake in opening the door. And I started wondering if there was a chance of my slipping out unnoticed. Only I couldn't tear myself away, not while the show was still going on and getting better, hotter, as that fuck-hand seemed to grow stronger and penetrate deeper - not hard, just long and slow and sexy. By that time I was craning my neck for improved visibility, hopeful of just one clear and conclusive glimpse of her cunt, a gleam of red maybe, a glistening flash that meant cunt and not just another reflection of the light bulb. It was something I was dying to see, something I had never seen before, a cunt, a real grownup woman-cunt ...
"Loi! Don't you knock any more?"
"I-I'm sorry. I didn't know you were home. I thought you went to visit your-"
"Never mind that now. Come in and shut the door. You got yourself an eyeful, huh?" Still panting, she grabbed for her robe and then tossed it aside with a shrug. "Hmph! Maybe you like looking at naked females. How long have you been watching me?"
"I-I don't remember. Not long."
"Shut it tight. Before your father hears us and wakes up. That's better. Now stop fidgeting and come here. I guess you think I'm pretty naughty, hmm?"
"N-naughty?"
"Naughty. I was only having some fun, really. But it's not the kind of fun I'd care to have anyone know about. Especially your father. You wouldn't want to make trouble for me, would you, Missy?"
"Trouble? Golly, no. Of course not."
"Good girl. When grownups are naughty, their punishment can be a lot worse than just a scolding. Or even a spanking. If you told anybody about me - about what you just saw me doing, you know? - I might even lose my job here. You don't want that to happen, do you? Then you'd have another maid to keep house and take care of .you, maybe someone like that old prune-face, remember?"
"Ugh. I won't tell. Cross my heart, Bernadette, I won't say a word to my father or anybody else. I like you, honest. You're the nicest maid we've ever had. I'd cry if you left."
"You darling. And you're the nicest little girl. There now, that's settled. Only you must learn to knock, my dear. I can't understand why you didn't."
"Well, uh, I thought you were ... uh ... "
"You thought I was spending the night with my cousin, hmm? I changed my mind. Good thing I did, too. Now I know who's been snooping in my room. So you thought I was out, that's why you didn't bother to knock. But if that's so, what did you come for? To poke around in my dresser drawers? To learn some secrets that were never meant for children? Secrets that even a lot of grownups would find shocking? Hmph! I won't be spied on, you hear?"
"I'm sorry. Please don't be mad. Don't scold me any more, I'll be a good girl from now on, I promise."
"Of course you will, you always are, darling. Even when you're naughty sometimes, you're still my good little girl."
"Oh. Then you're not mad? Bernadette?"
"Silly. How could 'I be mad at my little angel?"
"But-but the way you just scolded me ... "
"Hmm. I was rather harsh. Well then, there's only one thing to do now, and that's to even the score. It's your turn to be harsh to me, I guess. How does that sound?"
"I-I don't understand."
"A bit complicated, is it? Listen. You were naughty and I scolded you, that was your punishment. But I was naughty, too - when you first came in, remember? Playing with myself like that, standing in front of the mirror, and with this red light on; don't you think that was naughty? Not terribly naughty, but enough so that I ought to be punished. So it's only fair that you punish me for my naughtiness, wouldn't you say so, Missy?"
"You-you mean I should scold you?"
"No, dear, I'm afraid that wouldn't work, you're a little too young to give me a proper scolding. But if you think you're big enough to give me a proper spanking ... "
"Huh?"
"Right on my bare bottom, a good hard spanking, as hard as you can hit. I deserve it, I deserve to be punished; will you do it for me, darling?"
"You must. Then I'll feel as if I've paid for my naughtiness. And that's all the more reason not to tell anybody about it, too - a good spanking will take away my guilty feelings. Once the punishment is over, my conscience will be clear and I'll just forget all about it."
"Oh. But-but you're so much bigger than me ... "
"Bigger but weaker. I'm a naughty girl, that's all. And since you're the one who caught me, well, that gives you the right to use a little discipline to straighten me out - and what better discipline is there?"
"A spanking ... golly ... "
Chapter Four
I was pretty mixed up by then, confused by the way her attitude toward me had switched back and forth, the way she kept changing from nasty to nice and then back to nasty again. Then too, she had never put her robe on and was still naked; her body seemed so big in that small room, much bigger than with clothes on somehow. Or maybe that was because of the red light, so weird! - it made everything feel close, confined. Her tits bobbed and swung with every gesture, every movement, the nipples practically poking into my face. And with the door shut I could really smell her, the powder and perfume and the sexy woman-smell. I was conscious of her cunt all the time, conscious of it but afraid to look, too embarrassed to let her see me yield to childish curiosity.
But she wasn't being nasty any more, only nice now, calling me her darling little angel in a sugar-sweet voice. And I had to admit that the idea of spanking her sounded kind of cute, almost like a new game she had just made up for us to play together. Exciting, too, now that she was actually begging for it, exciting enough to be more than just some kid game ...
"Won't you, Missy, won't you punish your naughty girl? Give me what we both know I deserve. Look ... " She spun around. "See? See this naughty bottom of mine? It won't feel better until you slap it with your dear little hand. Good and hard, too. Or I'll never be able to sleep tonight, not with my guilty conscience."
My excitement flared at the sight of her buttocks, big and bulgy, all that grownup woman-flesh! Just touching it would be fun. And so would stroking or patting or caressing. But slapping it - spanking those plump cheeks - wouldn't that be even more fun? A noise burbled up inside my clogged throat, all but unintelligible, more like a grunt than a word of willingness. She must have gotten the message though, waggling her hips and twisting at the waist to glance back and utter one final plea.
"You'll do it then? Oh, you darling! How do you want me, over your lap? I might be too heavy for you, maybe I'd better just lie down on the bed, okay?"
"N-no ... wait ... " I managed to speak at last, spurred by an almost vehement need to object. Her backside was the target, sure, but there were things in front I didn't want to lose track of, things too interesting to bury in a bed sheet. "Not on the bed. Just stand there, right where you are, Bernadette. Just stand still and stick your bottom out, that's all."
"Oh. You-you mean like this?"
"Uh-huh. Fine."
She peered back over one shoulder, looking a bit nervous now, and then went into position again, bending even lower to make those dimpled cheeks jut out, They remained like that, tense and expectant, the skin drawn tight, certainly an inviting target. Even so, it was still too much of a muddle for me, the whole business, too strange, too sudden, too much for my inexperienced young mind to cope with; after all, how could a little girl hit a big grown-up woman? And my swing was halfhearted, hardly more than a tap.
"Missy? Is that the best you can do? Tsk, tsk. Afraid of hurting your hand maybe? You're sure not hurting me."
It was like a challenge. Gritting my teeth, I took aim and swung again - with better results this time, a resounding swat that must have caught her unprepared and off balance; her body jerked and then swayed as one knee weakened and bent deeper than the other. The sway changed direction an instant later as she struggled to regain her poise, but I didn't give her much chance after that, pounding away mightily with little regard for rhythm or accuracy and doing it for my own sake now rather than hers. Doing it because I liked the sensation, the heated contact, the fleshy softness, the smarting in my palm that could only betoken a far worse sting wherever it struck. I liked the way she was swaying back and forth, too, shifting her weight from knee to knee with a jerk and a twitch and a ripple of flesh, all spontaneous, out of control, responding only to the force of my hand, my small but apparently powerful hand; oh shit, was there ever such a sensation?
Her moans and groans finally bringing me to my senses, a kind of vague the midst of chaos. This was my first taste of power; couldn't I do something with it, something beyond its enjoyment alone? Surely there was some hidden potential here, a gain, a profit, a longer lasting benefit; in my moment of strength, couldn't I take advantage of her moment of weakness? But of course! She had bared her body but left herself veiled in mystery, and now it was time to bare a few hidden secrets.
"Bernadette?"
"Oooh ... darling ... "
"I spank good, huh? Listen, you naughty girl. As long as you're so worried about your conscience bothering you ... "
"Hmm? What?"
"About tonight. When you scolded me for spying on you. How did you know that, how did you know I was poking around in your dresser drawers? You been laying traps for me? What are you, a lady detective like on television?"
"Uh ... well ... uh ... "
"Never mind. It's not important any more. But if you knew I was doing it, why did you leave those books there? Books that weren't meant for children. Answer me that, huh? Or maybe I ought to answer it for you', since you're not talking much. I'll bet you wanted me to find them. Darn right. What other reason could there be? Oh, you really are naughty! - isn't that the truth?"
"It-it's true, it's true, darling."
"You're wicked, that's what you are."
"I know. I'm so ashamed. Punish me, punish me, I deserve all the punishment you can hand out. Just don't tell anybody, don't even breathe a word of it, please? Unless you don't like me any more. I mean, uh, if you'd rather have some other we've already settled that. I'm no tattletale, but I don't like being scolded, either. Not for a little thing like - well, you know."
"Uh-huh. I understand, Missy."
"You'd better. Or else ... "
"Ouch!"
"S'matter? Too rough?"
"N-no, never. It just took me by surprise. I had something on my mind, that's all. About what you found in my dresser. Honey, did you do any real reading? The one without any pictures, did you try to get through it?"
"Well, sure, what did you expect? I read it. That's how come I know how to spank so good."
"Oh! Those naughty words ... "
"I figured most of them out okay. It would have helped if you'd been around to explain the hard ones, though. As one naughty girl to another, you know?"
"Little rascal. That's not what I meant. At your age, some of those words are just too ... " Bernadette sighed. "But what's done is done, I suppose. And I've got nobody to blame but myself. It was just a stupid impulse. Oh, I'm so ashamed! If we could only forget the whole stupid mess-"
"Hey, you're beginning to sound like a broken record. Anyway, one book might have been just a dumb impulse, but two? - come on now, you were trying to arouse my curiosity. Pretty smart, I'd say. It worked, didn't it?"
"That's just the trouble, it worked too well. Darling, if you only knew how awful I feel about-"
"Shit! And I didn't learn that word from any book. Now quit whining, will you? And get back into position, keep your ass stuck out, your big fat lesbian ass, you hear me? If it's just words that bother you, I might as well give you something to worry about." I was punctuating my speech with sharp slaps, irritated by her gloom on what should have been a joyous occasion. "And stop making faces! Here. Swing around a little, move this way - see how shitty that looks in the mirror? Your face, I mean, your shitty face, it spoils the whole picture. Look at the rest of it, see how pretty we are? A big naked lesbian with her tits out in front and her ass out behind. And a cute little baby lesbian swatting away, blistering that ass good, turning it redder than any old red light. Hmm. Remind me to take my pajamas off next time, I haven't got a minute to spare now, I'm much too busy slapping the shit out of you. Nice big soft ass ... "
"Darling, please. Must you talk like that?"
I giggled. Peevish as she sounded, I recognized the expression on her face, a forced frown with an animated twinkle underneath, a phony frown on the brink of a genuine smile. About time, too. The shock of my naughty language had really horrified her at first, but she was getting over it in a hurry now, almost ready to start giggling right along with me. It was funny, the picture we made, a big naked woman wincing and shivering and dancing like a puppet on a string, under the control of a little girl half her size. Especially since I was trying so hard to make her laugh. But all that no longer seemed necessary at this point, her mood was already changing.
"Hey, you're smiling. Good. You're much prettier like that. Make it a sexy smile, though, lick your lips till they shine. Come on, open your mouth, don't be bashful, let's see what kind of tricks your tongue can do; isn't every lesbian supposed to have a real tricky tongue? Oooh, you've got a big one! But smile, too - even with your tongue out - like a cuntlapper smiling into a nice juicy cunt, huh?"
Once again she showed signs of reluctance, evidently distressed by my familiarity with such naughty shockers as cunts and cuntlappers. But I didn't let her dwell on it, I just gave her an extra fierce whack across the ass, low down and curving up into her concealed crotch, painful enough to draw a loud yelp. And then at last, secure in my conquest, I felt capable of pushing her toward the planned climax of our accidental night-meeting, taking a certain perverse pleasure in matching the end to the beginning. Only with a small personal touch of my own now, naturally, giving me complete supremacy and benefiting both of us at once.
"Remember what you were doing when I opened the door? I want you to do it again. Don't you hear me, Bernadette? I want to see you frig yourself. Like you did before. Only I'll be helping you this time, smacking your ass and punishing you - to ease your conscience, right? - so you won't have to feel guilty. Come on. Finger fuck that hot lesbian cunt!"
I gave her one more undercut, a well-aimed whack that brought another yelp and goaded her into action. She spread her legs and jammed her hands between them. And then I settled down to a nice steady rhythm that didn't interfere with her concentration or mine as she fucked her wide-open slit with one hand and caressed her clit with the other. Just like before. Only I was close now and didn't have to squint and crane my neck for a clear view of it, a clear view of the thing I'd only gotten a glimpse of, a thing I'd never really seen - all wet and slimy and shiny under its bush of hair - her cunt, a real grownup woman-cunt ...
"Ah! Oooh!"
It happened all too soon, much sooner-than I figured on. She made a lot of crazy noises, sobbing almost, and both hands stopped and seemed to go stiff inside the wetness. Her ass remained in that same position though, still bulging out, and I lengthened my swing and hit harder and harder. Until her knees began to buckle and she went limp and slumped to the floor.
Now there was only hoarse breathing. A heap of flesh. It was something I couldn't quite comprehend. In spite of what those books had taught me, I simply hadn't expected such an abrupt-finish. But I knew it was over, of course, all over for tonight.
After a while she raised her head, "Loi ... "
"Hmmm?"
"Thank you."
"You're welcome."
It sounded pretty silly. Thank you.' You're welcome. Like a lesson in good manners, very polite. But now I was just a kid again and Bernadette was a grownup. The fun had ended and everything was in its rightful place once more.
"I think you'd better go up to your own room, dear." There was firmness in her tone. "Go quietly, though. And remember, you mustn't tell anyone about me, about the two of us. Promise?"
"I promise."
"That's a good girl. Now scoot. Off to bed with you. Sleep tight and have happy dreams."
I scooted. But it was a long time before sleep came. The vision of that naked body hung in front of my eyes. All red in the lamplight, her big body reflected in the mirror. And even when my eyes got tired and let the vision blur, the palm of my hand still smarted. I pressed it to my cheek, feeling its warmth, a warmth that had cooled somewhat but was still reminiscent of the heat from her beaten buttocks, those two big dimpled ass-cheeks. I should have made her kiss it, I realized, that was how they usually ended a spanking at the lesbian pleasure resort. Whoever got spanked knelt down afterward and kissed the hand that had done it to her. It was like a ritual. Only they seldom stopped there either, what with one thing leading to another more often than not, and pretty soon the punished girl would be burrowing between the thighs of her mistress and acting like a cuntlapper who just couldn't get enough. Would she ever do that to me, would my grown-up naughty girl ever go that far?
It was something to think about. A tongue in my cunt, that great big thick tongue in my tiny little baby-pussy. I wondered how much better it would be than my finger. More exciting, no doubt, and a lot more effective - at least I hoped so! Because I was already trying that, trying every which way to soothe my tingly sensation, and it wasn't doing any good at all. I must have fallen asleep like that eventually, drifting off to a hoped-for dreamland with my fingers in my cunt.
Chapter Five
Ordinarily, it would have been a safe guess to say that we had started something big together. As it turned out though, such a guess would have missed the mark. Bernadette went moral on me and refused to participate. Worse yet, I got a nasty scolding the next time she heard me use one of the naughty words. What if your father heard you talk tike that? So maybe it wasn't morality as much as fear of losing her job - but whatever the reason, I recognized that as a real stumbling block. If even the words were taboo, how would I ever convince her of my readiness for sex, my readiness to become a lesbian?
Alone, upstairs in my own room, I muttered a curse. It made me feel daring and I did it again, a string of curses now, words that I knew were dirty and forbidden. Over and over. And even though it was done in anger and frustration, I became aware that just speaking aloud so boldly was having an effect on me. Yes, it did make me feel bigger and older and grown-up and daring ...
Daring?
To hell with her then, I just wanted another crack at those books. And now I saw no reason to hang around and wait for the perfect opportunity; after all, what if she did walk in and catch me? For that matter, I even thought about grabbing the stuff and carrying it upstairs to read at my leisure. Oh yes, I felt daring, sure enough - only that turned out to be a flop, too. The books simply weren't there. I checked all the drawers and pawed through her closet, only to come away empty-handed.
After mulling it over awhile, I decided to become her buddy again, a nice little girl who obeyed the rules and gave her no trouble. As if our night together had never happened. Still, on the pretense of offering a "little girl" brand of affection, I rubbed up against her and tried to get cuddly and did everything possible to soften her attitude toward me. But nothing worked; she just wouldn't snap at the bait - and I came to the conclusion that my old friend didn't trust me any more.
Time was the only remedy for that, time and good behavior, wiping out the bad memories. And so I really did become a nice little girl again, trying my best to pick up the threads of our earlier relationship. I did well, too, except that the thing deep down inside - the real me - wouldn't give up. At night, in the privacy of my own room, I tossed and twisted and could have sworn my mattress was developing lumps. Only the bed wasn't at fault, of course. My body was aroused, my poor little growing body had been cheated out of its promised and long-overdue payment. That big red lip-licking tongue, so near and yet so far; no wonder I couldn't sleep!
Even the weather turned against me, spring going into summer practically overnight, a summer heat that made my pajamas sweaty and unbearable. I switched to nightgowns, thinner and less binding, cooler and more comfortable - but that was only a minor relief, hardly a solution to the basic problem. My tummy still felt all quivery inside. Well, not my tummy exactly, but somewhere down there, a close enough estimate. (Anything closer was too close; nice little girls weren't supposed to know such words!) Anyway, even with thin sleep-wear and no school - no homework to worry about - the prospect of the long hot summer still seemed pretty dismal.
Until the night of the storm ...
Who could forget such a night? It broke around two o'clock in the morning following a heat wave, a freak hailstorm that was like, nothing I'd ever been through before. My first impulse was to run to my father's room, until I remembered that he had left that same afternoon for a TV dealers' convention, a two-day affair. So I remained huddled in bed, shivering with fright as the huge hailstones rattled the window panes. Great streaks of lightning lit up the sky and brought enormous thunderclaps in their wake. The noise and glare were horrible, too scary for anybody to be alone in, much less a kid like me. And it didn't help much when I ducked down and pulled the covers up over my head, a sheet and then the bedspread, not much protection against all that violence outside.
The thunder kept rolling. On the verge of panic, I jumped out of bed and scurried downstairs toward the maid's room. Surely I would be safe there. Unloved, but safe from harm. Lightning wouldn't dare touch big strong Bernadette. Her very presence would calm my fears. It might even calm the storm a little, too.
Her door was ajar, the small room dark. I stood there in breathless anxiety, too upset to go back upstairs and too timid to awaken her. And then I heard it. The noise. What could it be? No, not the wind and the rain and the hail beating upon the window. It sounded like somebody crying ...
Bernadette? Crying?
It must have been my imagination. My ears were playing tricks on me. I shuddered as a bolt of lightning blazed, a- close one that struck with an almost simultaneous crackle of thunder. It lasted for ages, filling the room with electric daylight, a whole year of daylight crammed into one tiny interval. A scream sounded, a shriek of terror. Ghastly pale in the surrounding brightness, Bernadette sat upright in bed for an instant and then - just as I had done a few minutes ago - she ducked low and yanked the covers over herself. Right up over her head, a big woman like that!
I couldn't understand it. Only children were supposed to be afraid of lightning and thunder. And this grownup was actually more frightened than I had been. More frightened than I felt right now, certainly. Sympathy welled up inside me. I had come to seek comfort; couldn't I offer it instead?
With that - and only that - in mind, I crawled beneath the mound of bedclothes to soothe her. She clutched me desperately, pulling me into her feverish embrace. Mumbled syllables oozed from her lips and I realized that she was praying. But her body was warm and soft and fragrant, and there was only the thinness of our two nightgowns to, separate us. I began to get that tingly feeling again. Under the covers like that, the perfumed woman-smell grew almost pungent, strong enough to make my nose twitch.
The storm abated at last - and so did Bernadette's tears, except for a choked sob every now and then. But she still held on to me and I started wriggling restlessly, trying to snuggle even closer. My nightgown got twisted and rucked up somehow, and at the same time hers seemed to gape open at the top, sliding off one shoulder almost as if by magic. We didn't speak. That was good, I knew instinctively; words would have been embarrassing. I just turned slightly and buried my flushed face between her breasts.
She uttered a throaty little noise, pushing the cover down to free both our heads. I thought it might be some sort of protest, but instead - as though my touch on her bare flesh had set her on fire - she went darn near frantic. Her hand moved all over my body, the other one stroking my hair and urging me deeper into the contact with her bosom. The sweet scent of her skin was intoxicating; my mind reeled and lost track of her roving hand, unable to cope with so many new sensations at once.
I poked my tongue out, licking one nipple tentatively until she gasped aloud. The thing became big and stiff and pointy and I wrapped my lips around it greedily, eager for an even bigger mouthful. A gasp sounded again as the upper part of her body arched to help me, thrusting more of the swollen flesh into my mouth. It was like an invitation, an offering of herself, granting me the right to kiss and lick and suck the spicy-sweet softness of her breasts, her womanly breasts - oh, such big soft titties! - even that hand down there continued its ever-narrowing circle of caresses. I was conscious of its whereabouts now, the hand between my legs, conscious of her fingertips grazing, tickling, probing ...
She moaned and pushed me away, ending my suck-kiss. I couldn't figure out why. And then, with her next hurried movement, the answer struck and turned my frustrated bewilderment into a thrill of anticipation. She was back under the covers again, but this time it wasn't in fear, oh no, it was for me. And I reveled in the notion, more than willing to give up the joy of my kiss for the hopefully greater joy of hers; wasn't that a far more intimate kind of suck-kiss? Now that the ice had been so beautifully broken, Bernadette seemed intent on making the most of it by going the limit with her lips, her own lesbian lips. And although it was still safer to maintain silence like a nice little girl, I was sorely tempted to speak up and let her know how I felt about it, exactly how I felt, welcoming those lesbian lips with my own little lesbian cunt.
I kept quiet though, except for a tiny whimper as her tongue-tip entered me - a whinny of pleasure, really - but my hips twitched and rotated wildly, rising and arching to meet the kiss more than halfway. The kiss, the lesbian kiss, the ultimate lesbian kiss - oh, there was no describing it, the hot gush inside me, the hot liquid gush of response that raced through my body to greet her mouth. I grabbed her hair with both hands and yanked vigorously, almost violently, jamming her face into the upward heave of my belly. It must have stunned her, this aggressive ardor of mine, a frenzied haste to bypass any further preliminaries to show her that my tight little baby-pussy was ready and waiting to be split wide open. Anyway, she froze right there, still withholding the full thickness of her tongue, still too cautious - or too stupefied probably - to shoot it into me. And at last I gave way to impatience, shattering the chaste silence with a brusque and deliberately lurid blast of exasperation.
"Suck it, suck it, sssuck my cunt! Come on, gimme some more tongue, gimme all of it, can't you see how hot I am? Fuck me with your tongue, that big fat lesbian tongue of yours, fuck me!"
She groaned and made a feeble attempt to pull away, but I was already reinforcing my grip on her hair with a wraparound clutch of my legs, aware of what her reaction might be. Again she struggled to escape - a token endeavor, at least - until I snarled my displeasure and used one hand to thump the back of her head. That did it, putting an immediate stop to the rebellion, and an instant later she was busily obeying my command.
A tremendous thrill surged through me. I could no longer tell what was going on down there under the covers. Lips and mouth and tongue besieged my squirming flesh, but I couldn't manage to separate one from another in my half-delirious mind. Only it didn't matter by then, since they all added up to a single feeling, my first such feeling, erotic beyond belief.
The bedcovers were somewhat constricting though, and I threw them aside jerkily. A distant flash of lightning lit the room as I watched the bent head trapped between my legs, wondering if the glare might frighten her again. But she didn't see it. She couldn't have, I realized, I had her locked in better than a pile of bedclothes, sealed inside my cunt where vision was impossible. It was even doubtful if she could hear the low rumble of thunder. My thighs were clamped over her ears -- and despite all that nodding and burrowing as she strove to heighten my pleasure, the total activity wasn't enough to slacken the taut tension of my encirclement. There were no hailstones, no howling gales, no lightning and thunder where Bernadette's face was so firmly lodged. Nothing to be afraid of. But we were in a storm nonetheless, a storm all our own, a lovely storm where the lightning flashed in rainbow colors and the thunder sounded like music and the rain was a hot-drenching cascade of delight. For a while I felt as if the liquid sensation might prove to be my undoing, though - too much gush and too little control - as if I might embarrass myself and wet the bed. Talk about scary sensations!
Luckily it didn't come to pass. Lucky for both of us! Although I doubted if anything could have bothered her at that point, truly a crucial moment in our lives, the kind of crisis that an experienced lesbian was bound to recognize and understand. Surely there was something sacred about a young girl's first orgasm; what lover-woman would dare interfere with such an awesome miracle of nature? What lesbian wouldn't be proud to participate, proud of her active role in its inception? Oh, she was one fine lesbian lover, my Bernadette, and wasn't it even more miraculous to grow up overnight like this, losing my fear of lightning and gaining an obedient cuntlapper all in one deliriously climactic stormy night?
Chapter Six
It was maddening. I rather expected it this time though, having been through the same thing before. Then again, matters might have been different if my father hadn't returned home on the following afternoon, a day early from his supposedly two-day sales convention. But return he did, casting a damper on my immediate hopes and plans; his presence in the house was enough to remind Bernadette of her guilt. And I knew better than to put any pressure on her, aware now that she had gone too far to quit cold and would eventually come around to my way of thinking all by herself. If only I could remain patient ...
We didn't touch each other, nor did either of us mention our strange entanglement on the night of the storm. On the surface - so silly! - it appeared to be a closed incident. And I began to wonder if it would take another cloudburst to put her in that mood again, the mood to give me what my precocious little body had developed such a craving for. It would be an excuse, at least, something to resurrect the apparently dead memory. So there I was, wishing for a minor typhoon or some such, even a nice little midnight thunder-shower with some nice crackling electricity, imagine!
But the weather stayed clear, darn the luck, and I started getting a bit irritated. I noticed that Bernadette was acting more nervous than usual, too, still good-natured but not quite her old placid self any more. That was encouraging somehow, bolstering my confidence enough to make me a little less cautious. And then, one night as she was helping me get ready for bed - hurrying me along, really - the moment seemed ripe and I couldn't resist an impetuous remark, a casual allusion to a far-from-casual subject. Despite the obviously clear weather, I figured it was the only sure way to sound her out.
"Looks like rain, huh? Think we'll have a storm?"
"A storm?"
"Like the other night. You know." I was seated on the edge of my bed, bending over and undoing my shoes, pausing to glance up at her with mock innocence. "It was so scary, remember? Maybe it'll be like that again tonight."
Her eyes narrowed. Then she dropped on her knees in front of me to help take off my shoes and socks, an unnecessary and overly indulgent gesture. But it was only to hide her embarrassment, of course. There was an odd tremor in her voice when she finally spoke up, a telltale hint of agitation.
"The other night, Loi darling. We mustn't talk about that. We mustn't say a word to anybody,"
"Never! Never, never. Then it wouldn't be a secret any more. And it is a secret, isn't it? Our secret?"
"Yes, dear. And a secret is precious, especially ours. I'm very proud to share it with such a smart little girl. Only you're not so smart about the weather, are you? I doubt if well get any rain tonight, it doesn't look stormy at all."
"Oh ... too bad ... "
She read the disappointment in my tone. With a small smile of resignation, she shrugged and then lowered her head between my legs, nudging them apart with gentle hands. And I felt her warmth penetrate me as she crouched and placed a kiss just above the crotch of my panties. I caught my breath, stifling a giggle, almost ruefully conscious of my own sudden excitement. But it was only a token contact, no more, a fleeting touch of her lips, and then she settled back on her haunches again.
"So? Missy? You like that, eh?"
The words lodged in my throat. Grateful for her understanding, I reached out toward her with both arms, intent on showing my joyful appreciation of our reunion. She stiffened, evidently under the impression that I was trying to tug her back down again. But my hands held her with loving tenderness, caressing her hair, her cheeks. I massaged her neck lingeringly, luxuriating in the sensuously soft smoothness ... But there was something even softer to lavish my affection on my fingers trailed downward to seek it out, eager to cup and caress those big womanly breasts.
"Please. Don't do that."
"Hmm?"
She pushed my hands away. "Please don't."
"You don't want me to touch you?"
"I-I'd rather you didn't. It just isn't right."
"Why not? What's wrong with it?"
"You know. Oh, darling, it's all so mixed up. I don't want to make a perverted girl out of you. And that's what will happen if you touch me. Pretty soon you'll be kissing me. And then you'll become one of those women ... "
"Bernadette, how about the other way around? How about if you touch me, is that okay?"
"Well ... "
"Yes? Tell me."
"I-I guess so. Only you might start to-"
"No. Wait. I won't, try to touch you. Or kiss you. So you needn't feel guilty about what I might become, how's that?"
"Umm, well, you promise?"
"I promise."
Her eyes sparkled. She grabbed at the waistband of my panties and stripped them off quickly. Then she slumped down again, making a funny little noise - like a sad moan of happiness, somehow - as her head ducked between my thighs. And this time there was no teasing with the tongue-tip, no holding off, she just mashed her face right up against me as if her need to do it was as great as mine was to receive it. After a while I leaned back on my elbows and tossed my legs up over her hunched shoulders, opening myself wide to let her lick deeper. At last my body, my cunt - my precocious little cunt! - was getting what it craved.
Once begun though, once the idea itself was no longer such a block, she relaxed the pressure enough to show me her bag of tricks, performing with style and technique rather than out of sheer desperation. That was the feeling I got, anyhow, even if it was just an uneducated guess on my part. She caressed me with her lips, her mouth, even with lapping motions of the flat of her tongue, long upward sweeps like a doggie kiss, lapping the full length of my wet slit. With a lovely delay every so often to dab at my sex-button, my undeveloped but already sensitive clitoris. Showing off, no doubt, putting her lesbian skill on display for me - but I sure didn't mind that at all. There were no covers over her, no darkness to conceal the action, so I was the audience as well as the subject for this demonstration of hers. I could look down and watch her bobbing head and see everything she did. Well, almost everything. Even the sound effects added to my enlightenment, lewd little slurping noises that echoed the rhythm of her tongue - and adding to my excitement, too, as I became less concerned with the performance as a whole and more involved with its coming climax.
Involved - oh shit, was I ever involved! All of a sudden I was shaking and squirming around up off the bed, my hands in her hair, hauling her closer, stuffing her face into the depths of my overheated cunt. My thighs clenched and convulsed, crushing her cheeks, and then a gasping sob burst from my lips as the hot pleasure gushed. I thought sure I was going to faint.
It was over for me. Bernadette knew it, of course, but she stayed right there. For a long time my lesbian lover went on caressing me softly, with a soft tongue, softer than a tongue could possibly be. I liked that. It felt so good! And I realized that this was another one of those grownup mysteries to remember, the tenderly sustained letdown after the sharp thrill at the top.
When she finally raised her head and looked up, it was with a half-smile, a kind of crooked grin. She licked her lips, peering at me in silence. Her chin and cheeks were all shiny, smeared with the liquid gush from my insides, but she didn't seem to care. Her eyes devoured me, just as her mouth had done. I had never thought of her as beautiful before, but that was how she struck me now, a big beautiful toy doll, soft but strong and durable, one of those permanent toys that would eventually outlast childhood.
"Well, little Missy?"
"Oooh, wonderful!"
"You really liked it, hmm?"
"Uh-huh. Very much."
"Then you'll expect me to do it again, I suppose."
"Sure. A lot."
"And you won't try to do anything to me? Loi? You won't even try to touch me?"
"If-if that's what you want."
"That's how it's got to be. Promise?"
"I already did. Okay, I'll say it again. I promise. And I promise to keep our secret, too. No one will ever know. Just the two of us. There now, is that good enough for you?"
"Ah, my little Missy Loi, so impatient to grow up. And so young, too. It -still makes me feel guilty."
"That again? I wish you'd just forget-"
"Never mind." She laughed dryly. "What's done can't be undone. Let's not worry about it." Then, almost a whisper, "Tonight maybe, later on, even if there's no storm ... "
"Huh? Oh. You'll kiss me some more?"
"Naughty little devil. But how can I resist? Yes, dear, I'll kiss you and lass you and kiss you. I'll eat you right up. You want your Bernadette to do that to you?"
"Uh-huh. You know. Every night!"
Chapter Seven
It didn't happen every night, of course - after all, we had my father to contend with. But sweet Bernadette was pretty much in agreement as to how often we should dream up an imaginary storm and have ourselves some un-imaginary fun. That night and many nights thereafter, we managed to find some moments in bed together, moments of unforgettable joy for me.
I was disappointed about not having those naughty books around anymore, but that was the way she wanted it. She had gotten rid of them (how or where, I never found out) and still felt a little guilty about how much I had learned from those few readings. The words, especially, the naughty lesbian words that I used whenever we were alone in the house - she was both distressed and stimulated by my gutter language. Anyway, I soon got over my disappointment; who needed books when the real thing was so available? It was nice to have a cuntlapper practically at my beck and call.
At my beck and call. That was the pattern we fell into. She seemed to enjoy my bossing her around, obviously excited by the commands I muttered under the influence of her sucking mouth. And it was always the same, that pattern, Bernadette put her face between my thighs and tongued me to an ecstatic climax. I never did it to her. I would have, but she didn't want that, quite serious about the promise she had extracted from me.
I did touch her, though. At least she let me do that much to satisfy my curiosity, even if only now and then. I caressed her big breasts; always an attraction, and once in a while she actually lay still and allowed my hand to sneak down over her belly and into the silky warmth of her cunt. It was delightful and I often wished for more, but that was as much as she would tolerate. I might act bossy, but my lesbian lover was still the real boss.
For that matter, sometimes my mind was a turmoil of strange urges that I had to suppress. I thought of other things for that mouth of hers to do, crazy things that I knew instinctively would have upset the smooth pattern and caused trouble between us. And despite my dreams of going beyond those vague but irksome limitations, I knew better than to risk anything that might loom as an actual challenge to her authority. It was still the basic authority of a grownup over a child, even when she was a "cuntlapper" taking orders. So I tried to remain content with what I had. And it was plenty! What other little girl was lucky enough to have such a maid? What other little girl had such a contented pussy?
Time flew by. The summer ended and I went back to school again, back to the old grind. My body began to develop, giving me cause for pride as my nipples became more than tiny bumps. Bernadette was pleased, too, and the attention she paid to them probably aided their growth. But she was happiest down between my legs, expressing her pleasure with nice long hot suck-kisses that made my clit-button feel as big as another nipple. She couldn't get enough of that part of me. And I was more than willing to leave it in her very capable hands. Or her capable mouth rather, with its talented and tireless tongue backed by years of experience.
So we had fun together. I played the saucy coquette when the mood came over me, often getting her all steamed up during the day, aroused to the point where she couldn't wait for nightfall. That was fine with me - sex in the afternoon - why not? And yet, somehow, in spite of all the goodies, there were times when I felt restless, times when I felt something lacking. I didn't know what it was that bothered me - except, perhaps, for those uncrossable lines, the irksome boundaries that kept experimentation to a minimum. I was ready for more. I wanted to learn. I yearned ...
Then, early one evening the phone rang - hardly any concern of mine, since Bernadette usually answered all calls. But the ring continued awhile and I figured she must have been in the tub or something, getting prepared for her night off; even now my father was supposed to be home from work. Anyway, I picked it up in the living room and it was my father, sure enough, calling to say there had been a change in plans, and would ! please put the maid on so that he could explain to her?
That sounded pretty cheery to me, a good possibility that she might not get away till late tonight, maybe even not at all. I scurried off to deliver the message. She was in her bathroom - in the tub, as expected - and would I go and hang up the other telephone as soon as she got on the extension here? I did that, waiting until her voice came over the wire, then hanging up and trotting right back to her room to hear the news.
The sight that met my eyes was worth racing around for. She stood there dripping wet, too wet to sit down even, clutching the phone in one hand and dabbing at herself haphazardly with the other, the towel all but forgotten as the call demanded her concentration. Her body looked terrific like that, bare naked, just out of the hot tub, all rosy pink and shimmering with rivulets of water. And I recognized it as a grand opportunity for me, of course, a chance to get real close to her without breaking any rules.
I took the towel and started drying her off. She nodded and smiled gratefully, inspiring me with self-confidence and a certain easy boldness, especially since the smile was meant only for me and not the apparently unwelcome word from my father. He had to go out of town, it seemed, and could she stay tonight and take time off later in the week? She was protesting a bit, evidently unwilling to break what must have been an important date. If only he had called sooner ...
She had my sympathy, if not my wholehearted agreement. Besides, I could tell by her tone that she was only hassling him for a better deal, an extra half-day perhaps. And I had my own fish to fry anyway, toweling her dry but becoming more and more intrigued by the vulnerable position she was in. There they were, right in front of me, right there for the taking, those two big bare breasts; and weren't the nipples already kind of puffy from the touch of the towel? What was I waiting for, an engraved invitation?
Faint heart never won fair anything. I leaned forward and took the plunge, sinking into the valley between them. They pillowed my head, surrounding my hot-cheeked face with their softness. Her body shivered momentarily, a sign of warning, but she was still tied up with the telephone, too occupied to pay more than passing heed to me. I interpreted that as a go-ahead signal, figuring the advantage was still all mine.
Stirred anew, I muffled a sigh of exultation in her flesh, aware now that she wasn't fighting me at all. On the contrary, one arm had even looped around me in a loose embrace, an almost mechanical gesture as she carried on the battle with my father. As if she was trying to shield me from such crass matters! And as she cradled my head close, I began to explore the big pink hills fervently, soon finding what my lips were searching for. One after the other, the pliant nipples grew taut under my open-mouthed caress.
"Oh, that's nice, darling. Your sweet lips ... "
Shocked, it took me a moment to realize that she had blocked the mouthpiece to speak to me. To spur me on as her nipple seemed to come alive inside the ring of my kiss. Better yet, she was back in the phone conversation again and now I could feel her free hand roving over my body in approval and encouragement. Then, repeating the cut-off movement once more, she bent her head and practically seared my ear with her heated whisper.
"You really love my tits, hmm? And you're so good at it. Ah! That's my darling girl. Uh-huh. Bite. It's okay. Bite my tits just a little. Go ahead, go ahead, you piggy-wig. Oh, I must be out of my mind doing this. But you got me so hot ... "
That was all I needed. Only I was given even greater incentive a minute later when the sexy scent reached my nostrils, the sexy woman-smell from down below - an aroused cunt - piercing through the flowery sweet bath odor with its unmistakable power. It filled me with a combination of desire and despair; should I risk everything by breaking my promise to her? Could I even resist the pull? I could actually feel myself being drawn to it, drawn into the rising cloud of scent, my body already crumpling shamelessly. But it was too late to stop. Because I was there now, hypnotized by the sight as well as the smell, the sight of that big hairy woman-cunt - and there was nothing left for me but total capitulation to a force stronger than my own will. I could only hope that the telephone wouldn't come crashing down on my skull in bitter retaliation.
It wasn't quite that drastic, of course, but her response did send me into a stew of frustration. She locked her legs together, preventing my entry. I slid my hands behind her knees hopefully, trying to pry them apart, and then surrendered and accepted the next best thing, gliding upward in a slow caress until my palms cupped her buttocks. They were big and soft in my hands, those lovely round ass-cheeks, and meanwhile I kept nuzzling into the seal of her thighs amorously, sniffing the musky sex-odor that all her resistance couldn't possibly hold back. Better yet, I couldn't help but detect the telltale tremors that had already begun to ripple through her flesh, cause for a certain optimism at least, if not outright exhilaration. Success was just around the corner, I figured, if only the phone call continued to occupy her enough to create a major diversion.
Tilting my face, I placed a wet kiss on the silky edge of her cunt-hair, thrilling to the taste and sliding my parted lips around to get more of it. For a moment there I was doing it all for myself, purely for my own enjoyment, simply carried away by this unprecedented degree of intimacy. Until, gradually, I recognized a change in the stiffness of her stance and knew that victory was mine. Her legs were opening, offering me the treasure between them; it was right there for the taking ...
Cunt!
Elated, sure of myself now, I suppressed my immediate instinct and made her wait a little, enjoying the vision of those kissable pink lips just an inch beyond the tip of my nose, the vaginal lips of a grownup lesbian woman. I could even see tiny pearls of moisture glistening, the sex-dew, the outcropping of a cunt already hotly awash with passion; how pretty it looked!
But the delay soon became just as unbearable for me, if not more so. Almost of its own volition, my tongue seemed to uncurl and slip out of my mouth, touching the little droplets and savoring their deliciously erotic taste - and then at last doing what it had always been meant to do, what it had been born to do, elongating voluptuously into the satiny wetness of all that intimate woman-flesh ...
"Darling, oh yes, you darling girl!" The hang-up clatter of the telephone announced the end of the call as Bernadette uttered her wail of rapture. "Oh, it's too much, too much. Get undressed and let me love you."
Intriguing as the suggestion sounded, I chose to ignore it and go on with my own activity, far more intrigued by this thing I was already doing, this thing that was like a revelation to me. I'm sucking it, I'm sucking like a lesbian, I'm sucking her cunt! And if the idea itself wasn't enough, I was inescapably enthralled by all the physical sensations - the touch, the taste, the smell, the total immersion in this sex-perfumed pool of excitement. So warm and wet, so soft and sweet and suckable ...
"No? Okay then, well do it your way. Lick me good, honeybunch, and I'll come for you, I'll cream a mouthful. Right on my clit, that's it, that's my little lover-girl. Ah! Wait now, let me get comfortable."
"Hmm?"
"Don't quit, don't you dare stop! Just stay with it, Missy, finish what you started. Next time maybe you won't be in such a hurry to bite off more than you can chew."
"Ummmm ... "
"Now. Uh-huh. Oooh, you little cuntlapper!"
It was like a badge of honor. Cuntlapper. A proud moment for me - and I stayed right with it until she finally got herself settled on the bed, both of us clutching each other to keep my face tucked into its rightful place. And after that, of course, everything was all comfy-cozy and I just burrowed in deeper as she twitched and shuddered and clamped her big heavy thighs around my head. Oh, it felt so right ...
Chapter Eight
And so a new pattern was established between us, based on my unquenchable need for her cunt. Even aside from her age and size and experience and rank in the household, it gave her the upper hand over me - and I soon became her little slave, eager for any possible chance to prove my devotion. She still felt guilty, true, speaking of it often - all too often to suit me - but that no longer stopped her from taking advantage of my willingness.
During the day, whenever my father wasn't around, she didn't even wear panties any more, just a loose housedress with a wide skirt, wide enough for me to get underneath it. All she had to do was put one foot up on the rung of a chair and utter an order - or even beckon me in silence - and I never hesitated to obey. Even her posture was exciting, the arrogance of it, the way she towered so high my crouched body. And then when she he hem of her skirt over me, it was like a sex-redolent tent compressing and enhancing ail the various sensations as I turned my face up into her crotch, the hairy nest between her plump thighs. Oh, how I loved being Bernadette's darling little cuntlapper!
Sometimes, often, I would sit in school and think of her, almost feeling those big soft legs around me, encircling my cheeks. It was always inside my head, the memory of that hot woman-cunt, available whenever I cared to bypass some dull class work and slip away into a delectable daydream. Now and then, too, quite deliberately, I would recall the more trying moments in our relationship, the times when she made me wait for my pleasure. Like the nights when she might lie naked on her bed, all limp and lazy, letting me just stand there and stew awhile. Watching her like that, it was all I could do to keep from undressing and throwing myself down alongside her. But I didn't dare, not without specific permission, and had learned to control my impatience the hard way. Yes indeed, she had taught me to wait and suffer until I was told what to do. It was always better to play safe and just look hopeful - and maybe lick my lips a little - until the invitation came. Or the command, more likely, direct and to the point, since that lazily relaxed attitude of hers was seldom more than sham. For someone who made her living as a servant, she was sure dictatorial, a bossy bitch if ever there was one. But that too was part of the excitement and I always seemed to wind up adoring her all the more for it. As if it was in my nature to be dictated to.
(Wasn't that the submissive side, the "Eloi" side of my nature already showing itself? Oh, but I was too young to understand, too young for such a psychologically complex concept!)
Anyway, I was Bernadette's obedient little angel and loved every minute of it. Whatever she wanted was fine with me. I worshipped at the shrine of her cunt and was ever so pleased to give her access to mine - anytime, anywhere, just a happy little girl. Those years with my favorite maid were good ones. The best, perhaps. Too bad they had to end so abruptly.
I never knew how or why it happened, not even whether she got fired by my father or quit of her own free will. Nor did it matter, actually, not to a heartbroken child - and I didn't even dare show the degree of my heartbreak! I just had to grin and bear it, the pain, the emptiness, truly aware for the first time in my life of a lesbian's need for secrecy ...
Eventually, of course, the wound healed over. A succession of maids came and went, none more than mildly appealing, none clever enough to see my overture of affection for what it really was. I gave up hoping in time, turning almost, normal as past memories began to blur. Almost but not quite. My interest in the opposite sex just wasn't as pronounced, comparatively speaking, as it should have been. The girls at school talked about boys incessantly; we were at the awkward-but-eager age now, out of childhood and into adolescences too young to date but old enough for parties and dances. And like any normal youngster, I too became one of the flock. Only I couldn't quite feel comfortable playing that game, always vaguely-conscious of something amiss - like a black sheep trying to disguise myself under a snow-white fleece. An off-color sheep, anyhow.
Not that it showed. Oh no, it was buried in my own mind, never rising to the surface. I saw only admiration in people's eyes, even envy in some, a genuine tribute to the beauty that was blossoming from within me. As foretold long ago, my garish red hair had deepened to a rich and attractive auburn. I was still a bit gawky, with coltish legs and a bosom that hadn't yet filled out, but the old predictions weren't far wrong: little Loi Morlock was developing into a beautiful young woman.
Nor was my popularity ever in doubt. At our parties and dances there were innumerable would-be swains vying for my favor. I partied and danced with them all - small boys, big boys, polite boys who stayed within the bounds of propriety, and politely sneaky boys whose notion of fun was to "cop a feel" and then brag about it. All of whom I handled with finesse, if not exactly a flair. And yet, deep down inside, I knew that the proverbial knight on the white charger wasn't for me. Or at least ! sensed it, puzzled but not overly pained by this rather strange discrepancy in my character.
Funny thing. For some extra pocket-money, I had been doing a lot of weekend and holiday baby-sitting - and even in that, somehow, my instinct was to avoid little boys whenever possible. With the exception of one brother and sister pair, all my kids were little girls, all easy to take care of. Easier for me, anyway, even though there wasn't much difference in the actual work. I just naturally leaned in that direction, feeling more relaxed and self-confident with girls. And there was no thought of anything sexy, either, I had long since swept all that childish foolishness into a dim and dusty corner of my mind. Oh no, baby-sitting was just a job to me, pleasant but usually pretty dull. Or so I figured - until little Jackie Quigg upset my applecart ...
The kid was no stranger to me. I had stayed with her before, although never overnight. For that matter, overnight sitting was something new for me, and Jackie's parents had even called my father to get his okay. It was a gala occasion for them, an anniversary or some such, and they had made reservations at a classy country-style hotel. For the first time, then, I was left in complete charge from Saturday evening until late Sunday afternoon. Oh sure, I had a list of instructions about food and the like - along with a phone number to ring in case of emergency - but it was still pretty exhilarating to be the boss of the house. And I rather enjoyed the way the little girl fawned over me, practically catering to my every wish.
She had permission to stay up late and watch television, a change in routine that a baby-sitter might find objectionable, but I really didn't mind. After all, I was being paid for this night's work. Then too, Jackie herself was good company, cute and cheerful and never one to complain, a cute little elf with dark hair and big blue eyes and a shy but sincere smile. Even the dimples in her cheeks seemed to light up when she laughed. She was ready for bed, too, freshly bathed and wearing only her nightie, so I would have no trouble tucking her in when sleep time came. Not that I anticipated any trouble at all actually, not from a child who had practically put me on a pedestal. The kid truly ';ked me. Although I didn't expect her to say so with such girlish enthusiasm.
"You mean it, Loi? I can stay up for the late movie?"
"Uh-huh. It's a jungle picture."
"You're so nice to me. Oh, I love you!" She reached out and grabbed my hand. "I'd rather have you than ... "
Only her voice faded, not the gesture. She was lifting my hand to her lips. Mildly embarrassed, I permitted the impulsive kiss but went on looking at the TV screen. And then I was too flabbergasted to pull away when the kiss turned into a prolonged caress. What the hell was the crazy kid trying to do?
It wasn't just her lips now, that squirmy wet sensation could only have come from a tongue. It was licking the hollow of my palm and dabbing between my fingers every so often, moving slowly, daintily, sending hot and cold chills through me. She did it like a finicky kitten testing a bowl of cream for texture and freshness, hungry enough but still taking time for a preliminary appraisal. And meanwhile I couldn't do a damn thing but sit there and stare blankly at the television set, feeling almost feverish as those shivery thrills raced up and down my spine.
Then the word sex popped into my mind. Followed closely by another word that I refused to confront consciously, it was just too ugly. Certainly too ugly for a baby-sitter entrusted with the care of a child. It jolted me out of my daze, though, and I managed to end the weird moment without creating a fuss, pulling away quite casually to 'stand up and go tinker with the TV knobs. At least I hoped it appeared casual, shaky knees and all.
The picture didn't need readjustment, but it was easy to make the pretense, knocking the colors out of kilter and then starting from scratch with the flesh-tones. Easy to stay there until I felt calm again, anyway. And I returned to my seat with a sense of relief, glad to see that Jackie had evidently gotten over her burst of affection. She had moved to the corner of the sofa, all curled up in a ball now, with only her tiny bare feet visible outside the nightie. All settled down to watch the jungle flick, no doubt -no more hand-kissing, no more childish declarations of gratitude, no more problem for me.
Or was I being unduly optimistic? I couldn't tell. Maybe the kid was just stretching her legs. Oh well, it wasn't as bad as that kiss - only the contact of her feet, one barely touching my thigh and the other behind me in the sofa cushions, snuggled against the sunken curve of my hip. Just keeping warm, perhaps. Only it wasn't exactly cold there in that cozy living room. Far from it, in fact. I could almost feel myself breaking out in a sweat, another attack of chills and fever coming on. And it got immeasurably worse when the pressure on my thigh increased and the toes in back of me began to wriggle around in a kittenish manner. Oh, she was some kitty cat, my little friend Jackie Quigg. I just didn't know what to make of this new development, this new and rather frightening facet of someone so familiar to me, familiar as an old shoe and usually just as pliant. Nor could I blame it on my imagination, either. One way or the other, I had to call a halt here.
"S'matter, honey? Not enough room for you?"
She giggled. I rose and sidled over a step - the sofa wasn't all that long really, just soft and deep - and then plunked myself down again. Only to find a lump under me, a very lively little lump that seemed to cleave my buttocks apart like a wiggly wedge. Its warmth penetrated my skirt and panties, her toes jabbing, right up into me - it could have been a hot coal down there, that was how fast I scrambled back up out of the cushions. While her giggle rang in my ear once again, rising almost to a shriek of laughter ...
Chapter Nine
Exasperated as I was, the humor of the situation didn't exactly escape me. I must have looked pretty silly shooting up from the sofa like a rocket off its launching pad. Goosed by a little bare foot, imagine! And it was only a bit of mischief, no more, just a trick that the kid was playing on her baby-sitter.
With a sheepish grin, I regained composure and sat down again, scooping her leg up by the ankle. Then, still grinning, I kissed the offending little foot and let it drop into my lap, making light of the entire matter. And like a good-natured teacher chiding an inattentive pupil, I murmured something about stopping all this nonsense and getting back to the TV film. Which might have worked, except that a commercial break came on at that very moment, just in time to undermine my authority. And all of a sudden I found myself regretting that impetuous little kiss, a conspicuously looming shadow now, picking up an unintended significance during the lull. Like the last move made in an unfinished checker game ...
"Oh, I do love you." It was the kid's turn to move now. She scuttled across to my end of the sofa, practically clambering all over me before settling down in my lap. Then, wistfully, pink lips pursed, "Kiss? Loi? A kiss for Jackie?"
"Honey, didn't I just -"
"Not on my foot ... "
"Oh? You don't think that's enough?"
"I mean a real kiss. Don't you love me at all? No. I guess not. "Her lower lip quivered and curled to a pout. "You - you just don't care." She seemed on the verge of tears, rejected, a pathetic little tyke pleading for recognition. "You - you ... "
"Hush. Of course I care."
"Well then?"
There was no dodging the issue, I figured. And anyway, what could be the harm in it? - a token of affection, hardly more than a peek on the cheek. Just a wee act of indulgence, a bit of warmth to dry the already glistening teardrops from those big baby-doll blue eyes. I did it. I bent just far enough to touch my lips to hers, deliberately ignoring the alarm bell that went off inside my head. And then, as her mouth opened, I moaned and heard the alarm rise to a discordant jangle, but it was too late now, too late to rescale my priorities; 'didn't it all hark back to that ugly word, the ugliness that really wasn't so ugly?
This was no ordinary child entrusted to my care. I knew that now. Ag I knew that this was no ordinary kiss. Sex. Sex with the proper girl-child. Lesbian sex. And wasn't it beautiful? How stupid of me to let the world and its prejudice interfere with my own perfection. Lesbian! What was ugly about that? Lesbian, lesbian, lesbian. I could almost hear the lovely liquid sounds purling around that tiny tongue in my mouth, the honey-hot lesbian tongue. Honey-hot and fire-sweet, unmistakably a lesbian kiss. The essence of beauty for a girl-woman like me. Truthful beauty, the beautiful truth! Never again would I feel like an eavesdropper listening to my gushy schoolmates giggle about boys. Hah! Anytime I cared to listen to some giggling ...
There were no giggles now though, only moans and mutters and kitten noises, animal noises, little throat-catching noises of a fledgling jungle-cat uncertain of its prey. Impatient, maybe. But more beastlike than anything coming from that phony tropical soap-opera on television. The commercials had ended, but it scarcely mattered now, the picture wasn't that good. We had our own X-rated thing going right here on the sofa. Full of mystery and suspense, too, since neither of us knew how it would come out. Oh shit, I wasn't even sure how we had gotten into it. Was it with sly cunning or out of childish curiosity that the kid had led me on? Was this capacity for soul-kissing - soul-sucking, it felt like - a natural talent or an acquired skill? How many other baby-sitters had this hot-mouthed little lesbian seduced? Or was I the first? Could the sitter preceding me have been even less concerned with morality and guilt and such? Where did it come from, this girl-love-girl notion, a playmate? an evil old aunt? a neighbor lady? an erotic book? a big grownup housemaid? Does every gay little angel have her own bitchy Bernadette?
I would never ask, never know, never let her tell me. It was better that way, a precautionary measure of my own: Let every budding lesbian learn that her secret has a right to secrecy. (A good policy for all concerned, a lifetime lock on the closet! Funny about that, reaching such an eternally wise decision in such uniquely bizarre circumstances. Me with my first mouthful of baby-tongue - in a state of shock, pretty near!)
It was slithering in and out between my lips, that short but busy tongue of hers, and I remained quite passive, allowing her the active role awhile. Except that I did keep my jaws stiff and the pressure tense most of the time, tightening around her rubbery little stabber like a pair of virginal pussy-lips and making her use force to get in. The kid was too young to recognize it herself, of course, but I wallowed deliriously in the idea that she was fucking me, raping me, fucking my cunt-mouth into submission against my will. Raped by a precocious brat, a child small enough to cradle on my lap; what a fantastic thrill!
Eventually, though, I got too hot to hold still for her and started to reciprocate, following her retracted tongue with my own in a brief flurry of give-and-take, and then at last plunging through the seal of our lips to invade her mouth. Once inside, I cut the thrust down to a slow-motion minimum, letting the now-hesitant rapist familiarize herself with the various possibilities of this new twist. She liked it apparently, yielding in good grace and browsing around in a lip-and-tongue nibble that was soft and gentle and almost leisurely, an inquisitive but unhurried caress. Until we both closed in on each other with lax and gaping mouths, fusing together with for greater intimacy than before, a depth of intimacy that opened all manner of hidden territory to one another's investigation.
Guided by a sixth sense - and a certain experience, no doubt - I simply relaxed and enjoyed the deep kiss and permitted my eager little lover to satisfy her taste for travel. And just as I had surmised, she finally hit pay dirt, licking the underside of my idle tongue to its base and all but going out of her mind from the sensation. I knew what it was like, that indescribable feeling down there, and could only gauge her reaction by my own in the past. Although I truly couldn't recall ever having gone into a complete and all-inclusive spasm.
That was what Jackie-girl did. Like one big muscle-cramp. Except maybe for her tongue under mine - I was just too shocked to take notice, shocked and a bit scared by such a huge convulsion, no longer intrigued by its source, our overlapping tongues. I ran my hands over her huddled body, kneading the stiff flesh back to softness. And somehow, without destroying the kiss, I managed to mumble a few intelligible words of concern.
"Kid? You all right?"
"Mmm ... "
"Hey! Jackie?"
"I'm okay, I'm okay. Kiss me some more."
"No. Let's take a breather."
"Uh-huh. Oooh, that feels good. Your hands ... nice ... "
"I'm rubbing the circulation back in."
"Could you do it, uh, rub me under the nightie?"
"Rascal."
"Oooh!"
"Is that better?"
"Wunnerful."
"Yeah. It figures."
"Loi? Could I do you like that? Just touch your pretty titties maybe?"
I let that one sink in, thinking it over, aware of how crucial my answer would be. But hadn't I already made up my mind? It was more a matter of degree now; how far should we go? The lead was mine, the lead and the responsibility, and I'd better set a limit for myself. Draw some guidelines. Only I couldn't clear my head that much, it just wouldn't function for something so abstract, not with the little rascal already cuddling up to my tits. Squirming around on my lap. That bouncy ass of hers ...
"Aw, come on. Loi? Please?"
"Be still. I'm thinking."
"Oh ..."
I was all thought out, though - and kicking myself for wasting so much time. Why take on unnecessary burdens? The kid had started the game, why not play by her rules? Good thing we didn't have to begin all over again, we were beyond the coy stage now. Not that I'd have minded really, it was kind of fun sitting down on that little bare foot. All those tiny bare toes wiggling up into the crack of my ass; oh, such a cutie-pie! Hmm, too bad my ass couldn't have been bare, also. Bare as this little body under the nightgown, so soft and smooth - oh shit, yes, my frisky kitty cat had the right idea about where to rub!
"It's okay, honey, you can touch me. But take your nightie off first, hmm? Before it gets torn. Besides, I like my little girl better that way. All nice and naked. If you feel like it, you can loosen some of my things, too. Look at this blouse, did you ever see so many wrinkles?"
No sooner said than done. Off came the nightgown, and then a moment later I was helping her undo the buttons of my blouse. I had a bra on underneath, but that didn't last long either, not after she wormed one hand up inside it and began squeezing. Pretty soon I was naked to the waist, naked and shamelessly aroused, my nipples all swollen and throbbing as those tiny childish fingers played adult games with them.
She became bold then, profiting by my obviously permissive attitude, and I could only quiver in mounting enravishment as her lips emitted a gleeful giggle and then smothered the sound in the bare flesh of my breasts. I wrapped my arms around her and just held on, sinking into a near-swoon, quite dizzy with the pleasure of her kiss, the sucking lips, the fluttering tongue, the moist little cavity of her mouth ...
"Loi? Your skirt's getting all wrinkled, too."
As if we needed any more excuses! Oh shit, I mumbled something that sounded like consent and then we were both clawing at it, panties along with the skirt, trying to get rid of everything at once. Only it didn't work like that, my body simply couldn't arch up out of the soft cushions enough to let her pull the garments off; they got stuck on the way down and just clung there, rumpling around the flare of my hips. Until at last, incited by her grunts and mutters of frustration, I sloughed off my sex-induced languor and managed to stand up resolutely if somewhat precariously, dying to tumble back into the comfort of the sofa again.
Once there, though, my head cleared swiftly and my shaky stance firmed. Besides, the kid was not sitting right behind me and I didn't dare risk losing my balance for fear of crushing her. So I stood tall and straight, waiting almost calmly for those busy little hands back there to finish their self-assigned task. My skirt had gotten twisted somehow, still clinging and resisting her tug, complicating matters with a certain unexpected difficulty, no doubt - but I refused to help this time, rather intrigued by the idea of letting her earn the privilege of making love to me. As long as she seemed so anxious, what the hell, why not? After all, wasn't it my body, not hers, that had become the main attraction here?
It took her awhile to get the hang of it, smoothing out the crooked skirt and finally forcing the waistband over my hips, down past that snug place. Along with the panties, naturally. And in front now my belly was bare and the curly fringe already visible, the fringe of curly cunt-hair, dark brown with just a reddish hint of the auburn on my head. But the kid hadn't seen it yet, of course, not from where she was sitting, and now I was less calm and growing more impatient every instant; oh shit, I could hardly wait to step out of these last rags and whirl around and confront her with it, my cunt, my hot cunt, my hot lesbian cunt right in her giggly little lesbian face!
Only it wasn't happening, it just wasn't like that at all, and I stood there puzzled as the skirt and panties came to a dangling stop halfway down my legs. As if she had lost interest in them. And so she had, I realized a moment later, her hands had let go and were gliding back up my thighs, a pleasant but still somewhat puzzling caress. I felt pretty silly then, ruefully conscious of those two saggy-baggy garments, silly and a bit frustrated myself now. Almost but not quite naked ...
"Oooh, it's beautiful! You have a beautiful tush."
It was cute the way she said it. Tush. Cuter still the way she stroked me there so respectfully, her palms skimming over my buttocks lightly yet eagerly, sensuous but with a near-worshipful touch. Like a little girl who didn't know any better, a child too undeveloped to grasp the beauty, the glamour, the sheer magnitude of a clitorally stimulated cunt. My tush was enough for her, apparently. Tush and titties, her own words, my beautiful tush and pretty titties. Okay, if that was how she got her kicks, my cunt could wait - until I decided to teach her otherwise, anyway. Which would only happen after exhausting all the possibilities of my inexperienced young lover's hopes and fulfillments. Only that might be sooner than anticipated, in view of how repetitious this latest caress of hers was becoming. Over and over again, with that same sensuously lingering devotion, a trifle wearisome now, too much lingering and not enough lust ...
"Loi? Your tush. Is it all right what I'm doing? All right if I kind of play around a little?"
"You like my butt, huh? Imagine that. Sure. Go ahead, it's all yours, honey. Whatever turns you on.
"Oh. Thanks. Uhh, even if I kind of ... uh ...
"Hmm?"
"You know. Kiss it a little maybe? Y'know?"
Chapter Ten
Sneaky-soft, a breathless murmur, just like that. Kiss it a little maybe? Kiss my ass? Was that what she wanted to do? It staggered me just a wee bit. Not noticeably, though, and I remained upright without any undue swaying, almost grateful now for the droopy skirt and panties down around my thighs. The outfit wasn't exactly chic but still a snug fit where it counted - right in the equilibrium, a steadying influence for sure. I was steady enough to shrug and come up with an answer, anyway. Not that it required much study. Or presence of mind. Just a little aplomb, nothing more.
"Like I said, sweetie, whatever turns you on."
She giggled her pleasure, a silvery sound, and I braced myself for the worst - or the best? - glad now of my earlier decision, my choice of the passive role. It was paying off in suspense at least, if not in explosive sex-thrills. But I knew better than to leap at conclusions, of course, and it would be foolish to expect this child's sexual prowess to equal her enthusiasm. For that matter, I was pretty much figuring on just a lot of feathery kisses, the same worshipful touch of her lips that she had offered with her hands. My well-developed and evidently much-admired bottom could hardly be any more kissable than it had been caressable, could it? And any kid who still called it a tush well ...
Uh-huh. Her palms were stroking again, skimming lightly, just like before. Only there was an added contact now, one that I could hear as well as feel, the smacking of primly pursed lips - about as sexy as a society matron exchanging greetings in the Little Theatre lobby and trying to preserve her makeup. (I was an usherette one season, kind of a Junior Deb thing, no pay but a real high honor!) Pigeon kisses, pretty much as expected, very respectful - a tribute to my judgment, only I didn't know whether to be amused or annoyed. Oh shit, who needed respect and such, how about a hot sexy tribute to my ass? Wasn't there some way to coax all those prim-lipped caresses into one pulpy melting-pot?
Almost instinctively, I softened the lines of my straight-arrow pose with a hippy curve here and there, flawed but more voluptuously fleshed-out, more appealing, more apt to pick up and reflect the gleam of an inattentive eye. Or so I surmised, based on past experience. Funny about that, very recent past experience - and with the wrong gender, too. Only since my body truly began to develop was there any purpose in practicing new poses and postures, trying out different struts and sways and swivel-hipped shuffles; and who would I test them on but the boys at school? Anyway, even just come to grips with my lesbian self - now and forever! - the practice time in the school halls wasn't wasted. I had learned the tricks of the trade, the technique of bodily flow and flux, the invaluable art of knowing when and how to inject a tincture of scarlet slut into the coldly chiseled white marble of virtue. And if it worked on boys, why shouldn't it do equally well - except for the jealousy factor, perhaps - with girls and women who leaned in that same direction? So I had a fairly good notion that little Jackie would sniff out and react to the change, maybe even unwittingly, aware only of the changes inside herself, a seductively compensating change to put her in rapport with mine ...
"Mmm, I love your beautiful tush."
"Of course, dear. Love it, love it. But stop a minute and look, just look and see how beautiful it really is. See? Maybe now you'll love it even more. Don't be afraid to show your true feelings, love is beautiful, too. Now pet it, kiss it, love it, love my tush!"
I used the childish word deliberately, her word, calm enough to suppress any laughter evoked by a sense of the ridiculous. But somehow, surprisingly, it had an opposite effect on me, matching my erotic level to- hers like the lock of a canal opening at exactly the right moment, allotting us one and the same ebb-and-flow. And I couldn't help but realize, although somewhat vaguely, that the capacity for compensating change was probably a universal trait, a built-in mechanism in all mankind. One to a customer. Something like that was sure as hell working inside me!
Once again my judgment was vindicated; the kid had returned to her kissing exactly as predicted, landing unerringly on the nice smooth hip-curve that I had jutted into prominence for her. Only it sounded much sexier now, little half-throttled sobs of passion burbling audibly, and no more of that dreary lip-smacking, thank heaven. Her open-mouthed kisses moved only in a glide, never leaving my skin, the parted lips moist and warm around her busily dabbing tongue-tip. And meanwhile, even in my freshly charged excitement, I was putting my body through some slowly rippling contortions designed to present a new and different kiss-surface for our mutual pleasure, each motion tiny but nonetheless' tangible, a feat to do a belly-dancer proud. Except that my belly was just an also-ran in this unhurried gyration, yielding to my buttocks in importance to both of us now. Even the craving in my cunt had become secondary, all but overwhelmed by the sensation of that feverishly obsessed young mouth practically worshiping my ass.
Aroused to an unprecedented plateau of need, my body rebelled against the gymnastics and began a spontaneous quiver of its own, on the brink of collapse now. I held out though, no longer in control but still on my feet, still determined to let my greedy little lover have her fill of me. Only she couldn't seem to get close enough, nuzzling and burrowing fitfully, a note of frustrated anguish sounding in her whimpers of desperation. And then some flashbulb in my brain went off and lit up the whole picture for a split-second, and I knew what was wrong. My fault. No wonder the poor kid was having trouble back there!
I did what had to be done, bending down in a hurry and stripping off the skirt and panties, unlocking the bond that had held my thighs together. That solved her problem. Oh shit, I never even got to straighten up again, not completely. Bent over like that, I had practically jammed my ass into her face - and with my legs suddenly free and spreading apart, everything was wide open to her. She just wrapped her arms around me and dove right in, tightening her embrace to keep my body at that same angle. Not that I had any intentions of changing it myself, oh no, all things considered, the discomfort was only a small sacrifice.
Her breath was hot on my flesh, intimate flesh, her head bobbing up half-buried between the spread cheeks. I felt her tongue licking right along with that up-and-down movement, inside the crack of my ass, the entire length, and it shook me to the core, a thrill I had never known before. She seemed to be experimenting, exploring, searching for something with that lapping tongue of hers. I knew what it was long before she did, aware of the telltale shock every time that wet tongue slithered over it. And when she finally got herself oriented, I was sure ready. It was almost agony as those last few licks narrowed down, an agony of impatience until she zeroed in on the place. And even then I had to wait while she experimented some more, using her lips now, pursing them right there and exerting a kind of suction. That was what it felt like, anyway, a suck-kiss! - or was such a tiling possible there, was she really doing it, just using her lips?
Sucking my asshole?
I didn't mind waiting now. Even if she went no further than this, I would have deemed myself lucky. But there was bound to be more, I figured - after such freedom, that inquisitive little tongue wouldn't remain trapped in her mouth forever. Wasn't it already showing signs of unrest? Uh-huh. That fluttering sensation, what else could it be? Just the tip though, the tip of her tongue touching me in the middle of the suck-kiss. A flutter, almost a vibration, the tiny tongue-tip vibrating between those sucking lips; what a deliciously lewd sensation!
But there was method in it, too, and pretty soon the pressure increased and the suction faded - and by that tune the well-lubricated pucker of my asshole was prepared for entry. Or so it should have been, surely, but at the crucial moment I behaved like a bashful blushing virgin and couldn't prevent that part of my body from going tense and contracting nervously. With good reason, perhaps - what could be more virginal? But it happened anyway, of course, there was no stopping her now, no stopping that small but surprisingly strong tongue of hers; it came driving in, breaking through the block with two sharp jabs and a final vigorous thrust that penetrated the taut muscle-spasm and put an end to my shy virginity. And once again, for the second time on this strange night, I felt myself surrendering to a rapist.
How I loved it! That hot little tongue slithering in and out insatiably, melting my insides with its ardor, I could only stand there in a half-crouch and moan piteously fucked in the ass! Fucked in the ass by a baby lesbian! Oh sure, I knew die was only striving to please me, paying tribute to my beauty, the tribute I had hoped for a while back; wasn't this a hot sexy tribute to my ass? A tongue-tribute. Lovely. But that didn't matter now, except for the way she was doing it. Oh, it was some fucking tribute, sure enough, some fucking tribute, and now my only hope was that the kid wouldn't get sleepy and cop out on me. A weird thought for a baby-sitter, no doubt, but not without a certain self-indulgent altruism; after all, we were still playing by her rules, weren't we? Come on, you little lezzie, fuck me, fuck me, fuck my ass, my beautiful ass, fuck my asshole with that hot little lesbian tongue ...
Chapter Eleven
After that one wild night - plus a dividend, an extra bit of fun before her parents got home next day - I had the kid practically eating out of my hand. Literally, considering how we had gotten started, our first inkling of sexual intimacy, the way she had licked my hand, the hollow of my palm; who could forget the shock of that incredible moment?
Then again, who could forget what came afterward, shock upon shock upon exquisitely prolonged shock. Talk about eating! Oddly enough, about the only thing she didn't nibble on was my cunt; it just had no attraction for her. Or - more accurately - no erotic significance, none at all. I unearthed that by dint of a little discreetly casual probing, more out of curiosity than desire. To her a cunt, any cunt, mine or hers, wasn't useful except maybe in the bathroom. Nor did I attempt to suggest otherwise, glad to subscribe to her "peehole" theory as long as she was such a glutton for my toothsome tush. Especially since I had already caused some changes in her tastes and eating habits and such. No sense letting my influence become any more conspicuous than necessary! For safety's sake, if nothing else.
Not that such changes would be conspicuous to anybody but ourselves. I had sworn my little suck-kiss gourmet to secrecy in a solemn rite, making sure she understood the gravity of the situation. And we shared only our secret, none out of the past, both of us content to let well enough alone. Although I did spend time wondering, admittedly - lying in bed alone, with the memory of that tongue up my restless ass - wondering how and when and from whom such a babe-in-arms could have learned her uniquely aberrant lessons. Or was it all just a natural-born talent? I wondered ...
Did sweet Bernadette ever wonder about little Loi?
It was three long weeks before the Quiggs called me to baby-sit again. And even then it came as an emergency, a Sunday night; could I come over and sit for just a few hours?
That was unusual; Chelsea Hill folks didn't do much gallivanting around on Sunday. And with school the next morning, I had to get my father's permission again - no problem, though, since my homework was finished and I had been getting good grades lately, a proper and trustworthy young lady. I hurried over there, anxious to see the kid but also a bit uneasy, worried that something might have gone wrong. Even the "safest" secret could be a burden ...
A wasted worry, as it turned out. Mrs. Quigg was both apologetic and grateful, even taking a moment to explain the emergency to me. They had gotten a late call themselves, strictly social but with some bearing on her husband's job. He worked in the Springfield branch of a big corporation, a junior executive struggling toward the higher brackets, and tonight's invitation involved one of the company big shots just in from the New York main office. It was the kind of social evening that enhanced a young man's chances for advancement, apparently, and the Quiggs were lucky to be invited and even luckier to get a sitter on such short notice. Jackie was already in bed, asleep probably, but would I be a dear and peek in on her after they left? See if she was tucked in all right?
Asleep? And me in such a rush to get over here! I was a disappointed dear, listening in vain for some note of cheer from upstairs as their car rolled off into the night. But I tiptoed up anyway, waiting in her bedroom doorway until my eyes got accustomed to the dim nightlight. No sound, no sign of life. A disappointment, sure enough. Not that I had expected anything wild, of course, not with school tomorrow and her parents due back so soon - two hours, scarcely time for an untroubled embrace, much less a comfortable margin of safety. But still, to be right here and not even say hello and good-night, well ...
That was when it reached my ear, just as I was swinging around to leave. Hardly a noise, more like a tickle in my eardrum. A soft breeze from the window maybe? Rustling leaves in the trees outside? Oh shit, it might even be a warning of danger, an attempted rip-off, not uncommon even in this quiet middle-class suburb, I froze, straining all my senses for a clue. Or was it coming from the bed?
Then, between giggles, "Loi? Are you going to stand there all night? Aren't you supposed to tuck me in?"
"You devil! Still awake, eh?"
"Sure. I knew you'd be here. What did you expect?"
"Never mind. Tell you what I didn't expect - and that's a mischievous child playing tricks on her poor baby-sitter. For a minute there I thought we had burglars in the house."
"Oh. I'm sorry. Please don't be mad. I guess that was pretty dumb, huh? Are you mad at me?"
"Silly ... " Drawn by the coyly plaintive voice, I sat down on the edge of the bed and patted her dimpled cheek affectionately. "How could I be angry with my little honeybunch?"
She put her fingers to mine, holding them there, rubbing the side of her face into my palm. Then, demurely, eyes lowered, she tightened her grip and turned her head until my hand was at her lips. I wasn't shocked this time, just somewhat dubious about allowing anything intimate to develop; our one long night of love had begun with just such a kiss! And yet I let it go on awhile, finding the appeal irresistible, sensuously aroused by the softness of those fresh young lips. Yielding to the sudden impulse, I touched them with my fingertips to make a more thorough appraisal, still maintaining a certain objectivity. But the movement was misunderstood somehow and she giggled again, opening her mouth wide, a coquettish little giggle - and I gasped as the contact seemed to thicken and gain immediate depth and intensity. Her lips had parted and then tightened to suck my fingers in, all the way into her mouth, and now I could feel her tongue coiling around, all moist and warm and impossibly soft, another degree of softness to appraise; was there no limit to the burgeoning sensation of this ominously enterprising kiss?
"Jackie, that's enough! You should be asleep already, isn't that what your mother said?" I tugged my hand loose, taking advantage of her stunned reaction to my sharp tone. "And if you want me to tuck you in ... "
"No. Not yet. Can't we-"
"Hush. Don't even ask. What if we start something and don't hear the car drive up? They could come home early, you know."
"You're right. We won't start anything. But how about just one kiss, huh? We've got time for that, I'll bet. One nice goodnight kiss? Loi? Just one?"
"I - I suppose so. Hmph! Little monster. Must you keep tempting me like that? All right then, tempt me some more, I haven't made up my mind yet. One kiss, and no nonsense. What kind of kiss?"
"Well ... uh ... "
"I'm waiting. What's the matter, stuck for ideas? No more wheedling, no temptations to throw in my path? Come on now, what kind of kiss? Better come up with something quick or we won't even have time for that. One kiss. Tempt me, tempt me."
"Okay. One kiss. Okay, okay. Listen, the only sure temptation I can think of is to leave it up to you. I'll go along with whatever you say. That's fair, isn't it, Loi? Anyway, you can't refuse. Make the choice yourself."
"Hmm. Fair. Oh, you are a little monster! Throwing it all right back into my lap ... "
"You don't like it? I just figured ... well, if you really think it ought to be up to me ... "
"Nope. I'm the one who's stuck now. Like it or not, you made me an offer I can't refuse. I won't shirk my duty. Hmm, that was quite clever of you, darling - kind of put me on the spot, you know? Now I've got to tempt myself. Oh well ... "
Silence fell. I made a speedy overall observation first, and acceptance of the problem as my own. It was a matter of pride now, I couldn't duck the issue without losing face. Nor could I choose some easy out - a kiss on the forehead, for instance - without looking like a spoilsport. And since we were both pretty excited at this point, any real sexy kiss would be too great a risk; it could end up with the folks walking in on us an hour from now. Oh shit, it was quite a problem ...
Or was it?
"Loi? What are you grinning about?"
"One kiss."
"Tell me, tell me."
"You'll soon find out."
"But-"
"Hush."
"Aw ... r"
I had my shoes off. The climb looked simple but turned out to be pretty precarious, first to my knees and then up to my feet. That was the difficult part, standing upright and trying to keep my balance on that soft mattress. I got the hang of it, though, and finally managed to maneuver up to where the headboard and the wall gave me some support. Not until then, lazily erect alongside her head, did I glance down to see how the kid was taking all my arduous acrobatic activity.
She stared up at me, her expression like an unfinished portrait, hopeful but with a touch of bewilderment, waiting for the blanks to be filled in. Then, as I held on with one hand and worked my panties down with the other, her big blue eyes shined with a luminous glow and it was as if the artist had completed the painting with a few deft strokes. She looked beautiful like that, ready for me, and I lifted one foot over to straddle her and then let my knees bend and my weight sink slowly.
We were both too close to the headboard, but my wide-eyed little lover-girl soon fixed that, wriggling toward the lower end a few inches, still on her back, peering upward and coming to a halt directly underneath me. Under my ass. With another tiny movement every now and then to keep herself centered. I didn't have to take aim, she was doing it for me. But I did, just the same, trying to match my descending buttocks to the dimples in her cheeks as the distance gradually lessened. Her lips were drawn back and I saw her white teeth flash, and the sight of that hungry little mouth sent a shiver of anticipation through me. The big eyes were transfixed, remaining open till the last possible instant, a kind of adoration gleaming in their depths. And then we lost visual contact and gained the long-awaited tactile as I settled upon her face, cleaving the crack of my ass.
Her tongue stabbed into me, her lips leeching around it. One kiss. A suck-kiss, a tongue-kiss, all one kiss. And after being apart so long, all that waiting - three weeks! - I knew her tongue would fuck my asshole to its turbulent climax only too soon, giving us plenty of time to put on our "normal" masks and join the big phony world again before the Quiggs returned. Oh, I felt marvelous! And so did my Jackie-baby, I could tell. Wasn't it amazing how much love could be communicated in just one kiss?
They came home exhilarated; the evening had been a tonic for their hopes - Mr. Q's promotion was in the bag, all his overtime work had paid off, and now they'd be going out more often. So would I be a dear and figure on sitting regularly for them? At least once a week?
I was a dear, the dearest, offering congratulations and giving them first call on my services, barely able to disguise a sudden exhilaration of my own. Oh, I felt wicked! Getting paid, especially, that was when it hit me - I took the money and got a kind of "whory" feeling, shameful but hot and sweet. And it was all the sinfully sweeter to be a "cheating" whore, letting the kid knock herself out to please me;-what a wicked bitch! I just wished my asshole would stop squirming.
Chapter Twelve
For a long and happy year thereafter, little Jackie Quigg was my eager and adoring lover. We had luscious nights together, hour after hour of girly-girl endearments. She liked licking me all over, my ears, my -neck, even under the arms. And my face, too, my eyelids and chin and nose - getting a bit playful sometimes and actually prodding my nostrils with that inquisitive little tongue of hers. But it was only inside the crack of my ass that we achieved perfection, a thrill that I could prolong indefinitely or build to a quick climax at will, depending on the time, our margin of safety.
That too was a thrill, the sense of authority, of being in complete control, a thrill in itself. Even aside from her worshipful attitude, I had the added advantage of my age and experience, an edge that filled me with a growing appreciation of the uses of power. (All it lacked was the label, the "Morlock" thing in the making!) And what depravity I would wallow in afterward, delicious, smiling angelically and holding out my corrupt paw to collect payment, money for services rendered ...
But alas, our beautiful idyll had to end. Mr. Q's step up the corporate ladder was only to groom him for the next higher rung, it appeared, a management position in another branch, grander but far away. Minneapolis. It might as well have -been Moscow! And so we said goodbye, my baby-love and I - a little tongue, a few tears - and that sweet segment of my life drew to a close, leaving me sad if not exactly grief-stricken. At least I had gleaned something out of it, a certain wisdom to sustain me in my loneliness; wasn't it nice to know what to look for?
What to look for. Oh sure, that was easy. But where to find it? Well, even the experienced driller doesn't strike oil every time. And I wasn't that experienced, truth to tell. Worse yet, I had lost most of my old contacts and was starting from scratch, practically, a baby-sitter looking for work. Once the word got around I was in demand again, of course, but that only added to the complications. There were too many offers of a steady deal and I had to keep making up excuses to avoid getting tied down, always on the prowl for a new and better prospect. Only the view got less and less prospective as I weeded out the possibilities one by one, overly critical perhaps but determined to go on searching. Somewhere in this town there was bound to be another little girl to suit my tastes, as cute as Jackie and maybe even as docile. Although my hopes did begin to wane eventually, bolstered only by my unflagging need.
That was when I ran across chubby little Trish Sawyer, no beauty, not even pretty, but vaguely responsive to my teasing overtures. And by that time I had become willing to accept whatever fate handed me, forgoing charm for compatibility, having moved into one of the recently constructed apartment houses, a status somewhat lower than the more solidly entrenched residents. So the youngster had no real friends and seemed pathetically eager to form an alliance with a baby-sitter who didn't treat her like a dumb kid. And by the same token, her parents were overjoyed to have such a reliable sitter on tap, never questioning my judgment about the bedtime hour and such - all in all, a rather promising situation.
I made the most of it. We played games of the roughhouse variety, with much wrestling body-contact. Our own version of hide-and-seek, for instance, when I'd end my search with a pounce and a tumble and a roll on the carpet, all accompanied by much shrieking and childish laughter. Trish was a dumpling of a child, soft and plump and cuddly, a pouty-lipped little butterball who seemed to thrive on such treatment. And it wasn't long before I decided she was ready for something more intimate.
The opportunity came shortly. In the middle of a rough-type game I fell and bumped my fanny hard, noticeably harder than usual, hard enough to make me wince and quit playing. The kid was immediately sympathetic, worried about being the cause of such harm. And with a shade of bravado, I forgot my pain in quest of pleasure.
"Oh, it's not so bad. I've got a well-padded tush, remember? Nice and soft ... " It did feel pretty solid in my tight jeans and I rolled over to show off a little. "See? Feel how soft, Trish. Yours will grow big and soft too some day."
Her touch was fleeting, a disappointment; then, "I'll bet mine is softer, you know? Feel it. Tell the truth now."
And all of a sudden there I was on my knees, doing it, running my hands over her fat little ass - and it seemed only natural that her pajama pants should get loose and slide down. And even more natural that I should kiss it, kiss those delectable dimples, and I just went ahead without thinking, pressing my lips to one cheek and then the other.
"Oooh, that feels funny. Do it some more."
I didn't mind. She was real soft and smooth there, and I opened my mouth and kind of nibbled on the flesh gently, a beginning suck-kiss that soon had her trembling in response. It should have been the other way around, of course, that squealing little pouty-mouth should have been worshipping my own ass - but I figured this was better than nothing, a step in the right direction anyway, the first overt introduction of sex in our noisy fun-games. And besides, her pajama bottom had already been taken care of, slipping down with a lot less fuss than my shrunken denim jeans would have needed. With so much going for us, why change now?
Then too, admittedly, I rather liked doing it. Seen from this particular angle, the kid was really quite cute, just a chubby pair of legs topped by a dimpled young ass, softer and ever so much bigger in close-up. She was jutting it back at me, all bent I over from the waist up. We could have gone on like that, neither of us uttering an intelligible word - just little whimpery noises now - but then I got greedy and began to edge my suck-kisses inward, fascinated by the dark dividing line between those dimples. I ducked low and ran my tongue up through her ass-crack, dipping in and swabbing the length of it delicately. And that brought our little scene to an abrupt end, triggering an immediate climax - or at least a reasonable facsimile! - in that young but apparently not too young body. She pulled away, staggering, and barely managed to reach the bed before collapsing in a heap, all shaky and shuddery.
"Loi? Oooh! Something's happening. Nnngg. What is it, what's happening to me?"
"Hush. It's a grownup thing, isn't it nice?"
"Mmm ... "
Wisely, I chose not to pursue the issue, soothing her instead with soft-spoken phrases about how good it felt and how sleepy she was getting - and best of all, how we could have more of this secret grownup fun as long as it remained a secret. Oh yes, I was careful to put that across. And by the time she dozed off, I had her purring contentedly and promising complete and wholehearted cooperation in whatever lay ahead.
It was a week before we saw each other again. I wore a short skirt instead of jeans, showing off my shapely legs - sexy without being too obvious about it. Her parents weren't going out until quite late, though, so Trish was already in bed when I arrived on the job. Not asleep yet, her mother said, just a sleepy little girl waiting to tell me good-night. And just this once, would I please be firm and not let her get up? Not even to wave goodbye from the window - an old family custom - it was too dark outside and they were already behind schedule, some ten minutes tardy for their appointment or reservation or some such.
I headed for her room as soon as they left, pausing only to put on some heavier makeup and douse myself with perfume from my purse, purposely brought along for the occasion. Again, as with the switch from faded denim to a real girl-type outfit, it was to make the kid more conscious of me, conscious of my feminine appeal. How could it miss? Even now, the scent had picked up the heat of my body and was rising rapidly, enveloping me in a fog of fragrance, strong, heady, intoxicating - sexy, obvious or not. A ripple of hot urgency skittered up my spine ...
"Loi? Oh, there you are. They're gone, hmm?"
"Uh-huh. Just. You're not supposed to wave, though."
"I know. It's okay, I'm kind of sleepy anyhow. I only stayed awake to see you. I mean, uh, after what happened last week ... " A note of distraction sounded in the small voice. Then, sniffing, "Hey, you smell nice. Perfume, huh?"
"Imported. You like it?"
"I'll say. Mmm ... "
"Want to try some? Here, let me give you a dab or two."
"Okay. But not just a dab. Unless you don't have enough to spare, of course." She rolled face-down, slipping the loose pajama-top halfway off her shoulders in the same movement. "Smear some on the back of my neck, will you? I just love that."
"Uh-huh. Wait. There. Like this?"
"Oooh, yes. Rub it in, rub it in." Her muffled tone faded to a drowsy murmur. "Hands ... feel so good ... "
"You falling asleep? Honey?"
"Ummm. Almost. But don't stop."
"Who's stopping? I might as well pamper you a little - all part of my job, you know? The customer is always right."
There was silence then, except for the sound of her breathing, regular and rhythmic, far more so than my own. Even the throb of my heart seemed suddenly erratic. Everything had gotten too still, though; was she dropping off already? Just to check, I ceased my kneading motion temporarily and got an immediate wriggle in reply, a peremptory and highly explicit wriggle of her body, undeniably a request for more. If not an outright demand! But regardless, well, I wasn't exactly averse to fulfilling it. Quite the contrary, in fact, and after a while I dipped inside her pajama-top from below, moving gently but eagerly, my palms and fingers spread wide to take in the most territory.
"How's that feel, sweetie?"
"Mmm ... nice ... "
"Your skin is so soft." I leaned down with bated breath, nuzzling under her hair and pressing a kiss upon the nape of her now-perfumed neck. She allowed it without a sign of either protest or pleasure, and my hands continued their caress, broadening the scope with every stroke. "Is it that soft all over?"
"You ought to know."
"Oh. But that was just a touch. And so long ago. How can I even remember? Ill just have to ... "
"Hey! What are you doing?"
"Let me. Let me love you."
"Well ... " Then, with a shiver, "Loi!"
"See? Ill be good to you. Darling, let me. You'll like it, you really will. Let me make you happy."
"I-I'm not sure what you mean. I won't know how to ... "
"Angel, you don't have to, you don't have to know anything. Ill do it-all. I know enough for both of us. I'll kiss you and kiss you-and kiss you." Desire turned my voice to a throaty whisper. "Please let me. I'll do everything for you. You'll love it."
"That's all you want? Just to kiss-me?"
I trembled, unable to say any more, painfully aware of how self-demeaning my outburst had been. And she wasn't even pretty! How could I have vacated my position of power so thoughtlessly, betrayed by my own emotional instability, and for a fat-assed little mooncalf of a child who lacked even the basic physical attractions? It seemed like a bad dream. Only it was still going on, of course - there were impassioned words on the tip of my tongue, but I had already uttered similar ones. I had begged. On impulse, I had laid bare my lecherous ardor, goaded out of control by the blind frenzy of need. And now, limp and unnerved, I could only hang on and hope for some sign of encouragement.
"Well, if you just want to kiss rue ... " She reached back, pushing at the waistband of her pajama pants. "Come on, then Do it. What are you waiting for?"
Dazed by the unexpected gesture, I stared, gasping, almost unconscious of my already active hands, mechanical hands that raced deftly to make short work of the clinging garment. Then, glowly, like some creature in a trance, I lowered my head. The first touch of my lips on her flesh brought a swift reaction, a lurch of her body that pretty much ended my trancelike state. Her middle came up off the mattress, ramming those plump buttocks against my face. And once again I dallied over the cute dimples, one ass-cheeks, then the other, evidently an appreciative caress that she too appreciated. At least she mentioned it, and that was appreciation of a sort, a compliment for me as well as herself:
"Hey, you do that as if you really like it! I guess you know a good thing, huh? Nice and soft ... "
"Ummm. Soft. Kiss it all night." I managed to enunciate my grateful mumble quite clearly, anxious to deliver the flattery intact. "Softest little tush in the world."
"That sounds silly."
"Hmm? Silly?"
"Tush. That's for kids. Or maybe you think I'm still just a baby, huh? Silly. If I'm old enough to get kissed ... " Then, almost angrily, "Never mind the kid stuff - that's my ass you're kissing, not my tush. You hear me? Loi? You're kissing my nice soft ass, right? Okay, so kiss it, kiss it, kiss my ass!"
Jolted by her words, I forgot the dimples and licked feverishly, plunging my tongue into the dark furrow and seeking to mire myself in its lewdness. It was lewd, sure as hell, and I felt the same goddamn way - lewd as that lewd little speech of hers, the lewder the better for both of us; oh shit, what a rush of excitement! She was all humped up high now, knees bent and tucked under her, opening the depths wide to my laving tongue, all but putting the tiny puckered hole on display for me. Not that I needed to be shown where it was, not with that versatile tongue of mine already tensing at the tip and squirming in lewdly ...
"Oooh!"
Her childish cry was like a commendation. I fluttered my hot tongue-tip around and around inside the equally hot ring of muscle tissue, intent on overcoming its instinctive shyness, its innate tendency to snap shut against any invader, even a welcome one. And then at last, after another minute or so of moistening and stretching, I squeezed through and took the final plunge, gliding in like the oil-slick piston of an internal combustion cylinder. Just like that, oil-snug now, a fitting climax.
Only it couldn't end there, naturally, that was only a kind of preliminary heat. Talk about internal combustion! It was a wonder we both didn't go up in flame. I had to encircle the kid's ass with my arms and hold on for dear life, otherwise she would have waltzed us right off the bed. Luckily we did more bouncing than waltzing though, all safely within the boundaries of our cozy little playpen, while I licked and sucked and fucked, fuck-fuck-fuck, ravaging that cherubic cherry asshole with my dirty old lesbian tongue ...
Chapter Thirteen
This too soon blossomed and became an idyll of sorts, although there were times when my role in the relationship seemed somewhat less than idyllic. Still, I couldn't complain. Or rather, I just didn't complain, and that amounted to the same thing - tantamount to total surrender. Oddly enough, I never quite understood my own reticence. Except that the idea of complaining usually occurred to me afterward, not when we were together and involved in our secret revels. And somehow - even in the heat of a possible "moment of truth" - I always managed to think of a conveniently logical reason to keep mum and just enjoy the inevitable. Bossy as she might be, how could I criticize a novice like Trish Sawyer for an attitude that derived from simply too much girlish enthusiasm? What if she took it to heart? Wasn't there a precautionary old adage about throwing out the baby with the bathwater?
And so, with only minor changes here and there, the impromptu early development of our intimacy became its steady sex-format, as predictable as a weekly half-hour TV show. Infinitely more exciting though, despite - or because of? - its predictability. I might wonder about getting into a rut, but once my tongue started its slurping swish through that sweet ass-crack, well, there was only joy for me in the happy ending to come. Repetition would erode a little something eventually, I figured - next century maybe - but meanwhile my suck-kiss didn't seem to be losing its thrill.
Out of curiosity, I asked Trish the obvious question: did it always have to be there? Never in front? Only the answer was just as obvious, almost - so easy for her to say - as if she hadn't given it a second thought herself.
"I just knew you liked my ass, that's all. Why? You want to kiss my pussy? I won't mind. I'll let you, it's the least I can do - the way you're always doing things for me, you know? So if you really feel like it sometime ... "
I didn't pursue the issue, hesitant to cope with the various complications and uncertainties that apparently lurked just below the surface. I was used to letting her make the decisions anyway; wasn't that the most fun? Besides, there was another reason, a silly one, even a bit embarrassing - the kid was too young, her pussy was too tiny, too bald, just a fuzzy little slit, a peehole, almost devoid of sex. Not my cup of tea. I liked her ass, sure, but in front my desire was for something big, something grand, something only a real woman could offer. Cunt. Huge and hot and hairy, that was the kind of cunt my mouth craved. A real suckable cunt for a sucking mouth. And T meanwhile, well, I wasn't exactly deprived of pleasure, not with those cute dimples to kiss and the butt-cheeks to lick and the alluring dark trench in between that seemed to have no other purpose in life but to entice the tongue out of my mouth and turn all these dainty suck-kisses of mine into one long slimy fuck-kiss ...
Matters were going through a metamorphosis at home. After years of making a comfortable living, my father had expanded his business and was on the road to riches. I was glad to see him stepping out at night more often, too, dating some floozie in Springfield till all hours of the morning. Or maybe he had more than one, maybe there were three or four, a rotating roster of bosomy consorts for bed and booze. Anyway, the old guy had it coming after all that toil and sweat, and I only wished he would take better care of himself and stay healthy enough to enjoy the fruits of his labor.
They must have been pretty ripe, those fruits - he always reeked of perfume the next day, a different brand each time usually, so I knew he was playing the field. I could tease him about it, sneaking in a mention of the late hours and lack of sleep, but my father was still boss in his own house, a generation older and supposedly that ranch wiser. And while we had always gotten along okay, there was never any real close communication between us. So I just kept my fingers crossed and prayed for his libido to spring a leak - as any dutiful daughter might do.
As far as I was concerned, the extra money didn't mean a great deal. There was talk of sending me to some snooty snob-college after high school, but I nipped that in the bud diplomatically, somewhat averse to higher education in general and social pedigrees in particular. And since I wasn't exactly hooked on elegant gowns and stuff, the new charge accounts were only incidental. Actually, the money became a problem for a while, almost a millstone around my neck, imagine! With a boost in allowance to keep me affluent, there was no reason for my baby-sitting chores anymore, disastrous, a bitter irony - the same wealth that bought my father's floozies might deprive me of mine! And I only had one . , .
My fat little floozy. Ah, but she was too precious to give up without a struggle, and I finally convinced the old guy that it was good for my morale to earn a few bucks; it made me feel like a useful and independent citizen. And wasn't that fine training for a young girl on the threshold of womanhood, a red-blooded American girl? Oh shit, I really had him snowed. Not that I found it anything to brag about, a daughter conning her father like that - but with so much at stake, what choice was there? If necessary, I would have draped myself in Old Glory and picketed the place, carrying an "Unfair to Loi" poster in one hand and twirling my flashiest silver baton with the other. Guaranteed to melt the hardest conservative heart. But it was already melted by then; virtue had triumphed, the disaster was averted - no shitty allowance boost was going to mess up my sex-life!
Even when the kid's demands became a bit audacious, I found her irresistible, succumbing to her every whim with often reluctant but always increasing fervor. She was particularly fond of putting me through some symbolic little ordeal right under her parents' noses practically, a kind of secret humiliation just between the two of us. I hated it, of course, but was too meek to protest, too eager for the shameful thrill that would already be creeping up on me. And soon we would both tingle with suppressed excitement, an impatience that drew us together in some fiercely erotic embrace the instant they were out the door.
Then, almost a ritual now - by order of Her Chubby Highness! - we would race to her bedroom window and wait for the departing parents to appear down below and look up and wave goodbye. But they weren't waving at me, obviously, so I'd just duck out of sight while she leaned over the windowsill and waved back. Down on my knees I'd go, wildly aroused and yet always a shade queasy at that moment, feeling perverted and terribly depraved, my insides churning with the nausea of self-disgust. But that too would only add to the enravishment as she giggled and went oh waving and at the same time put on an act just for me, a sway of hips, a shake of buttocks, the silent signals for a command performance. And how I performed! It never failed. Crouching there like some obsequious slave, I licked those dimples and heightened my own pleasure by thinking only of hers, burrowing in deep and sending my tongue on its ordained fuck-mission into her asshole. The kind of pleasure associated with my Eloi name, an intoxicating brush with masochism, a headlong rush to marinate my senses in the darkly mysterious ecstasies of sexual degradation ...
All went well and good. Except that matters at home had taken a turn for the worse. What a revolting development! My father had run out of floozies and gotten himself married. So all of a sudden I had a stepmother, a tall silver-blonde named Darlene. A high-class floozy, probably, although she was supposed to have been a schoolteacher of some sort. Anyway, she must have married him for his money; what else? I hated the slinky bitch.
At first, admittedly, I could find nothing very offensive in her behavior toward me. Just a general attitude of smug superiority, perhaps. I was even impressed by her beauty, indeed almost envious of it. But all that was mere camouflage; underneath lurked a snake who could spit deadly venom without flashing a fang. Even her eyes made me uncomfortable - peering out of the pallid-wax skin, they were like shiny black coals that never wavered. Anyway, whether it was her doing or mine, we soon became enemies.
Somehow, luckily, both of us managed to cool it when the man of the house was around. Any other time, though, we were at each other's throats, a kind of running hostility that was always on the brink of violence but never seemed to break out. Although she did reach the stage where she tried to browbeat me, threatening to take a belt to my backside if I didn't shape up.
Funny about that, the ire it aroused in me. My own motives and impulses were too deep to understand. I only knew that I was being consumed by unholy fires. Flames of jealousy, flames of hatred, flames of raw emotion. And if I didn't extinguish them soon, there would be trouble. The brink kept drawing closer. And yet, somehow, there was an inexplicable thrill in the danger itself. It was like watching a horror film and feeling myself drawn into the action. If she would just quit acting so bossy! I already had one female boss; who needed another?
It had to happen in the end. The big hassle, the showdown between stepmother and stepdaughter. Mostly my fault, in a way, but I just couldn't keep my temper bottled up. That threat of hers still rankled, the crack about beating my butt with a belt - it must have been on my mind at the time; why else would I have blown my cool like that? There we were, bickering as usual, no worse than any of a dozen similar spats, when suddenly everything just came to a boil inside me and I told her to shut up. Whereupon she snorted in righteous indignation and launched into a lofty tirade about rude young girls who ought to be taught some respect for their elders. And that was when I spoke the magic words.
"Oh, kiss my ass!"
"What did you say? How dare you!" Darlene's face turned a shade of purple. "You brat, you snotty little brat!"
I slapped her then. Hard, Right on the cheek, a full swing of my arm, hard enough to make my hand sting. We were both deathly still for a moment, stunned by the enormity of my deed. And then I whirled and strode away, anxious to get out of range before she started swinging back. But she just stood there, and I was almost up the stairs when her reaction finally came. No return blow, no violence -just the vitriol in her voice:
"I'll remember that. And so will you. Mark my words, young lady, I'll see that you never forget it."
A cold chill gripped me, and I knew right then and there that this house couldn't hold both of us. I packed a bag and dashed off a quick note to my father, telling him not to worry, I'd keep in touch and stay out of trouble and please not to report me to the police as a runaway child - I just had to get away and be by myself for a while. It gave me a pang of regret, but my mind was already made up; it was now or never!
I didn't even slow down to change clothes. Besides, the pleated skirt I was wearing would be less conspicuous than shorts or jeans, safer if not as comfortable, especially this close to home. I'd be riding the local bus into Springfield and then taking another one from the big bus station, far enough to get out on the open road. That would cover my trail a bit, in case my father decided to give chase anyway. And from there on, well, a girl with my legs wouldn't find thumbing a lift difficult. Who looks at thumbs?
Luckily, money was no immediate problem. I had some cash in my dresser drawer, a pretty good nest-egg to carry me through the bus trips and ward off starvation. If necessary, I could always telephone or send a wire and get help from home. My father would never let me down. But I was determined to make it on my own; after all, wasn't that part of running away? Oh, I felt confident, almost brave really, young and strong and ready to face the world. In fact, upon fleeing Chelsea Hill my only rueful thought was of those secret games I'd no longer be playing, the eager little body I'd no longer be caressing. Farewell, my bossy baby lesbian! What a shame to leave that fat little ass languishing for my suck-kisses come Saturday night, pining for my lesbian lips, my sexy lesbian mouth, my hot fucking lesbian tongue; such a pity! But I just couldn't see myself hanging around to face the -wrath of a vengeful stepmother.
Chapter Fourteen
My travel plans were okay, just about perfect, until I got out on the road alone. The traffic wasn't as heavy as I'd hoped for. But with hitchhiking illegal on the main highway, this one was my only choice, the only other road going in the right direction. I was headed toward the coast, the sandy beaches, the vacation resorts, an area vast enough to provide concealment. But now, after a couple of short hops with local folks, I seemed to be stalled temporarily, stranded alongside a rather barren stretch of concrete. And was that a storm cloud darkening the sky overhead?
A few drops of rain fell, almost cause for panic as the clouds thickened. I'd been pretty careful so far, shying away from cars that might mean trouble, but the oncoming flood called for desperate measures - and I was about to risk my pink-and-white with whatever came along, even obvious wolf-type salesman. Any. old port in a storm, I figured. And then - call it luck, call it coincidence, call it a miracle! - the car that swerved in and squealed to a stop was like an answer to a prayer. Two women. And as long as I was risking my pink-and-white body ...
The blonde behind the wheel gave me a wave of welcome. "Need a lift, honey? Climb aboard."
"Thanks. Going far?"
"All the way." The driver nudged her dark-haired somewhat younger companion. "Let her sit in the middle, Fleur. We'll share her." Then, as I slid onto the seat, "Like I said, honey, we're going all the way. Right to the shore and then across the bay to the peninsula. That far enough?"
"Uh-huh. Sounds wonderful, ma'm."
"Ma'm?" The woman grinned. "Do I look that old to you? Call me Amanda. And this is Fleur. And now, my little roadside waif, what's your name?"
"Loi." I spelled it out for her.
"That's an odd name. Loi. Cute, though. So tell me, just how far are you going?"
"Depends."
"Oh? Depends on what?"
I drew a deep breath. "On a lot of things. Mostly, I guess, it depends on how far you want to take me." .
Amanda burst into laughter. Patting my knee, she leaned over to speak to her friend in a mock confidential tone. "What do you think, Fleur? How far shall we take our charming little hitchhiker?"
"Beats me. You're the boss."
"Ah yes, I'm the boss." In silence, the woman concentrated on tooling the car past a small traffic snarl. Then, as the road cleared again, she dropped her hand from the wheel in another caress, less casual this time. "Well now. Loi? All the way?"
Up ahead, a ray of sunlight broke through the clouds. Seated between the two exquisitely feminine creatures, I felt just fine. Was she really serious about taking me out to the peninsula? So it appeared. I had never been there, of course - the peninsula was a kind of playground for the idle rich, dotted with luxurious summer homes, all on a grander scale than the mainland beaches. Was this offer of hers sincere? I sure hoped so.
"Well? All the way? How about it, honey?"
A genuine invitation, doubtless. I smiled and nodded my head, uttering my acceptance in words that seemed to fit the situation perfectly. "Whatever you say, Amanda. You're the boss."
That pleased her, evidently, and the subject was-tabled. As if it had already become a foregone conclusion. Ignoring me now, the two of them got into a discussion on routes and such, trying to decide whether to switch to the main highway. Until at last we pulled into a large one-step service station, complete with bar and restaurant, to fill up on food and gasoline and check the roadmap.
We sat in a booth and ordered sandwiches. Then, while they went over the spread-out map together, I went to the restroom to pee and primp a little. I felt upset now, slighted by their apparent lack of interest; had my presence already lost its novelty? And finally, right there alone in front of the mirror, everything welled up inside me and I shed a few tears.
Actually, the neglect of my new acquaintances had only triggered the reaction; it must have been building up ever since leaving home in such a hurry. I missed my father, I missed the security of my own bed in my own room. And it was quite a jolt to realize that I had become a runaway child once and for all, burning my bridges behind me, facing the world with only myself to rely on. No wonder the tears multiplied and began to gush.
That was when Amanda came in, all sweetness and sympathy the instant she spotted my woebegone expression. Her arms reached out to enfold me, tugging my head into the warm slope of her bosom, a gesture more maternal than sexual. Her hand stroked my hair gently, ever so tenderly, bringing on a second emotional torrent - tears of gratitude now. I buried my face in the softness, ashamed of my tearful outburst but truly grateful for her understanding. Delicate fingers caressed the nap of my neck, and I soon became aware of a change in my benevolent new-found friend, an increasingly rapid rise and fall of her breasts. It was no more than vaguely significant though, and I continued to seek the security I had been missing, the lovely sense of security that stemmed from her perfumed flesh pillowing my damp cheeks, so soft, so sweet, so motherly ...
Motherly?
Of course. Motherly, what else? She was still petting me, soothing me, crooning faint sounds of compassion in my ear, obviously concerned only for my welfare. The tenderness of a mother for her forlorn little girl. Any other involvement here was all in my own mind, a corruption of this intimate but sexless embrace. Only it didn't seem sexless any more, somehow, and a wave of shame overwhelmed me in the wake of such a staggering admission. I could feel the hot pulsations, the voluptuous stirrings of excitement in my body; what else could that clammy moisture between my legs have sprung from?
It was embarrassing, sure enough, but I couldn't resist the magnetic force that held me there. I fastened my sucking lips to the skin and lost myself in its scented magic. She seemed all tits and belly now, big flesh titties spilling half-naked over the top of her bra - and soft pouty belly undulating against mine, arousing me to even greater fervor. Then, unaccountably, I felt her caressing fingertips add a slight pressure, a downward nudge - as though a weight was on my shoulders, pushing me toward the floor. Or was it pulling .me down, that dragging sensation in my loins?
No matter. I couldn't stop to figure it out. Motherly or not, Amanda must have been infected by the feverish outcroppings of my erotic desire. It all happened so swiftly! One minute she was all sympathy and no sex, a moment later my knees were bent and the musky odor of impassioned cunt was setting my nostrils aflare from underneath her already partially rucked-up frock. It was as if I had been hurtled into some deliciously lewd adventure - in a roadhouse restroom, imagine! - an adventure that could only end with the open declaration of our secret, silent but eloquent, a horny little cuntlapper drenching and quenching herself in succulent cunt ...
"Wait. Oh shit, somebody's coming! And it's neither one of us, damnit - although I'm sure close, kid."
"Me too. Closer than you think." Giggling, I scrambled to my feet and returned to the mirror. "Hey, is that a blush or is it just warm in here?"
"Hush ... "
The door swung wide and three women trooped in, one carrying an apparently wet baby in her arms. I was pretty wet myself - and so was Amanda, no doubt - but that only emphasized the disadvantages of growing up. The baby got freshly diapered, but even a careful swab-job in the privacy of a toilet cubicle left me with my panties still clammy.
Back in the booth, Amanda hit the booze rather heavily, but I needn't have worried over her driving. She simply pushed a pile of clothes aside and curled up on the rear seat and passed out, an enigmatic smile on her face. Fleur inherited the wheel and handled it well, surprisingly capable for such a dainty doll. We took the highway route that led toward the ferry, the big ferryboat, big enough to carry cars across the bay; it was supposed to be easier and more restful than continuing on by motor and entering the peninsula at the mainland neck. Anyway, I was looking forward to the boat ride -among other things! - and could have pinched myself black-and-blue and still wondered when this fantastic dream would end.
Not that there was anything dreamlike about the way I felt at the moment. Even though all conversation had long since waned, I remained upright and alert, nothing like Sleeping Beauty back there. I enjoyed watching Fleur drive, hunched over the wheel like an integral part of the mechanism. Or so I thought. Only her driving didn't mean so much after awhile, it was her body that had become the main attraction. I hadn't really noticed it before.
Funny. With only her handling of the car on my mind, I had watched openly and without the slightest embarrassment. And now, all of a sudden, I became self-conscious and could only cast sidelong glances in her direction. It was quite a body, I realized, small but perfectly proportioned, almost a pixie look. Although that impression might have come more from her hair and eyes, jet-black hair cropped short and huge green eyes that dominated her cute little face. And despite her apparent daintiness, there was a certain air of poise about her, an inner firmness, not quite as flowerlike as her very pretty French name. Fleur. I whispered the word in silence -and could almost feel my lips tingle.
I glanced back at the other one, so comfortably asprawl on the rear seat, also a lovely sight. Irritating as the thought was, she reminded me of my stepmother. The same slinky blonde type. And just as bossy probably, although I couldn't see myself objecting in this instance. On the contrary. You're the boss, Amanda; hadn't I already established that fact? In a sense, I had even gone down on my knees to her. Hmm. If only that baby had stayed dry just a few minutes longer!
Facing front again, I licked my tingling lips and felt a faint twinge between my thighs, a soft spasm of desire. As if my cunt had developed a memory of its own. And once again, rapturously, it all seemed like a fantastic dream. How lucky could a girl get? I was sitting in a car with two beautiful women. Away from home less than a day and already my new life was taking shape - childhood's end! - no more puerile games, no more kid stuff. I was in the big leagues now. Two beautiful women. Three, counting me; wasn't I one of them now? Three beautiful lesbians ...
Chapter Fifteen
Dusk was falling as we swung off the highway and onto the ferry road. I could smell the salty tang in the air, familiar but always fresh. Peering ahead eagerly, I waited for my first view of the bay and wondered if the peninsula would be visible across in the distance. Wouldn't it look different to someone who was actually going there?
Fleur's eyes must have been sharper than mine. Or else she knew better where to look - off at an angle, evidently. Anyway, I was still pretty disoriented when she caught a glimpse and uttered an unmistakable snort of displeasure. Then she pointed it out to me through a cluster of trees and small bungalows, the ferryboat looming dark in the water.
"Over there. See? We just missed it."
"How can you tell? Maybe it's just coming in."
"Nope. No such luck. Or there'd be a line of cars, silly."
"Oh. Of course. I'm stupid, not silly. How long will we have to wait?" I was disappointed by the delay. "Maybe we ought to go back to the highway and take the other route, huh?"
"I'm thinking about it, sweetie." Then, "Oh, the hell with it, I'm tired of driving." Her hand fell on my thigh casually. "It's only a half-hour or so. We might as well relax. Kind of gives us a chance to get better acquainted ... "
Her voice drifted off, somewhat speculative in tone, but the meaning wasn't exactly ambiguous to me, not with that hand of hers still retaining contact as the car rolled in toward the entrance to the ferry slip. More than just contact now, stroking and gripping lightly, an obvious caress that continued while the other hand attended to the mechanical details, the wheel, the brake, the ignition. And then at last we were parked and in place, motionless except for those mercurial fingers on my leg.
I remained noncommittal, avoiding even an acknowledgment of the situation. Or at least that was the impression I tried to convey. But I couldn't control the rippling surge of excitement that raced through my body, surfacing here and there, a telltale signal that practically shrieked aloud. My nipples ached, sensitive now even to the fabric of their confining cover. Down below, the squirming sensation in my cunt came as a renewed reminder of how and when and where it had first gotten so clammy. Every ripple, every tremor, every unseen palpitation seemed to reach its own spiteful climax there, lacerating my clitoris with almost caustic precision. So wet how! Not just clammy any more, inflamed. As though each squiggle of body turbulence could end only by shooting its own hot little load, each wringing out a final drop of acid ...
"Like I said, honey, a chance to get better acquainted."
"Oh?"
"You know. After all, you're going to be one of the family, aren't you? No more roadside waif."
Even with her sexual advances turning me giddy with anticipation, I couldn't help but notice how she seemed to identify with Amanda somehow - the same "casual" caress, the same slightly condescending attitude, even the same speech patters. Did that portend the same style of lovemaking? Did she expect me to go down on my knees to her? I sure hoped not. Two bosses was one too many.
So far so good, though. As yet there were no overt indications of any such desire on her part. She was still fondling: my legs with a certain restraint, taking only partial advantage of their limpness, parting my thighs gradually but making no attempt to paw around under the skirt. Her hand almost seemed to be pleading. So far so good! Except that I figured it was time to find out what she was pleading for. Even in the descending darkness, the front seat of an auto wasn't exactly suitable for a gay get-acquainted party.
"Fleur? Are you going to fingerfuck me? If so, you needn't be so dam sneaky about it. I'm willing. I mean, uh, as long as it's kind of an initiation into the family ... "
"Fingerfuck? That's for beginners, baby. Wouldn't you rather have a little touch of tongue?"
"Sure. Who wouldn't? But not out here where everybody can see what we're doing. No, thanks."
"They won't see us. Only you."
"Huh? I don't understand what - " My puzzled voice broke off on a note of panic; it was suddenly quite obvious what she meant by that cryptic remark. Nobody was going to see her, certainly. And why would anyone even bother to look at me? Unless some busy-body got curious about a car with a disappearing driver.
She was already out from behind the wheel, one knee sinking to the floorboards. Her fingers, all ten of them now, were creeping up my thighs - under the skirt this time, a preliminary survey. Or was it just to put me in the proper mood? I sure needed a little more petting to calm my frazzled nerves. Think of the danger!
And yet, despite my well-warranted misgivings, I sat there without a squeak of protest, enumerating the various and sundry reasons to keep my legs open and my mouth shut. For one thing, I had brought it on myself with that deliberately vulgar "fingerfuck" talk; wouldn't it brand me a poor sport to back out now? Then too, only a few minutes ago I had worried about winding up with too many bosses - oh shit, that could have been me kneeling down there! - what a relief to breathe easy and hold my head high.
I squinted and swung my gaze in an arc, first one side and then the other. Out back, too. Checking for possible snoopers. There were cars lined up behind us now, dark and lifeless, just like ours. Hmm. Maybe they were all asleep. Just like the blonde boss-lady back there, missing all the fun. Wasn't anybody even interested? - One more reason to stay loose and just let it happen. If nobody else owed, why guilty-? Only I did, of course, I felt the guilt and the shame and the prickling excitement of danger - enough to give another thought to ending this foolish exploit before it got out of hand. There was still time. Still a final decision to make. Those clammy panties of mine; should I close my legs and arch up and let the last barricade tumble? Yes or no?
Hah! Some barricade. Too sheer and too sleazy. Fleur made the decision for me - a tug, a tear, a twist of the wrist - leaving my panties still on, but with the crotch in shreds. Oh well, at least they didn't feel so clammy any more. I couldn't scold her for it. It was quite comforting to do away with decisions and such - not to mention clammy underwear! - and besides, who could be angry at a moment like this? I was lucky just to survive. When that sucking mouth locked onto the lips of my cunt, I moaned and lurched and struggled to remain lucid enough to savor every tiny spark of sensation before it flashed to peak brilliance and faded into oblivion. Only the flashes came too hot and heavy to separate as the maddening suction aroused my flesh to thrill-swollen tumescence, and my bid for lucidity simply couldn't keep pace.
Not that it mattered. Survival seemed more important at this point. Something new had been added, a fluttering tongue-tip with the force of a jackhammer. Incredible! That was a small woman down there, a small young woman with a comparatively small tongue; where did all the power come from? I could almost hear it rattling inside my skull. Even the stiffest of tongues is soft by nature, but this one was chipping away at my cunt like a pneumatic drill let loose on an asphalt pavement. Fiendish! First the shredded panty-crotch, now a pulverized pussy; what was she trying to do, sabotage my personal body ecology?
Ah, but what a way to go! Kill me, you cuntlapper!
It was coming on now, the big blast, the beautiful orgasm achieved only among beautiful lesbians - the one I had waited all my life for. The first of many to come! Only I couldn't look that far ahead at the moment, not with that uniquely indomitable tongue-tip crowning its day's labor of love with an all-out assault on my poor defenseless clit-button. It was all I could do to seal my lips against a scream, choking it back down to vent itself as a visceral rumble. I didn't even know what to do with my hands, clutching that half-buried hidden head one minute and squeezing my hot-nippled itchy tits the next - all to the sexy rhythm of my high-spirited ass bouncing around on the car seat. My legs were no problem, though - she had long since draped them over her hunched shoulders, giving her added concealment under the canopy of my spread skirt.
And then for a little while I had no problems at all, blasting off from the released coil-spring of sexual tension, off on a magic carpet of clitoral excitation to float free and carefree in the gorgeous pink mist of my climax. A time of unwound clocks and unturned calendars. A time of unadulterated ecstasy ...
"Honey?" Her murmur dispelled the haze.
"Mmm. Huh?"
"Now your one of the family. Almost, anyway."
"Thanks."
"Remind me. I owe you a pair of panties."
I sighed blissfully. "My pleasure. Forget it."
"My pleasure. I insist. Panties, one pair. Not that you'll need 'em out on the peninsula."
"Oh?"
"You practically live in a bikini. Especially with . a figure like yours. Anyhow, dress is pretty casual - except maybe for panties and such, just to show off, you know? And even then, well, if it's a swinging party, just among us girls ... "
"Sounds wild, I think I'm going to like it out there."
"You should. Oh, you'll be a big hit, kid, you'll have the old biddies hot on your trail. With their tongues hanging out. Prime young stuff, just hatched. Cute little cunt. How can you miss?"
"Thanks a lot." I couldn't help scowling. "First you say I'm almost one of the family, whatever that means. And now you call me a cunt. Or even a cute little cunt - it's still not very flattering, is it?"
"No offense, honey. I didn't call you a cunt. Is that what it sounded like?" Fleur sat back on her haunches, still making no effort to rise. The touch of her hand was intimate but quick, hardly more than a fleeting gesture. "This was what I meant. You've got a cute little cunt. And I ought to know."
I suffered a small qualm, mildly embarrassed by my display of petulance. An apology was in order, probably, but it stuck in my throat. Her smile was faintly visible in the murky gloom, accentuated by a surface glimmer of moisture on her upturned face. On her lips and chin and cheeks, smeared with the sex-juices of my body. Wasn't that smile just a bit smug? Maybe I hadn't misunderstood in the first place, maybe she was weaseling out of it; maybe only the smugness was sincere, putting her one-up on me. No apologies then, no sheepish self-reproach. Better to smile right back and even the score.
"Uh - huh. I'll take your word for it. You ought to know, you cute little cuntlapper."
"Hmph! Just cute? My dear, I'm supposed to be an expert."
"You are, you are. Cutest little expert ... " We were grinning now, both of us, both aware of budding camaraderie, a rapport about to blossom. Only it got stomped on by the boss-lady, back among the living after her nap; what a shock!
"Well? Are you two going to fight or fuck? Although judging by what I've seen, you must be all fucked out by now."
I swung around, startled. "Oh! Amanda, you're awake?"
"Foolish question. Just take a sniff, darling, the inside of the car smells like sex under a blanket. I've been awake since your panties got popped. Either that or I'm in the middle of a wonderful wet dream. I am one horny bitch right now, with one big old horny cunt in need of exercise. Fleur baby, seeing as how you're such a cute little expert cuntlapper ... "
"Gladly. I'd rather fuck than fight anytime." Scrambling up eagerly, Fleur was already smacking her pretty lips - reactivating her taste buds, no doubt - but then she groaned and came to an abrupt halt in mid-journey. "Of all the bad timing! Look out there on the bay, the lights coming in; that's our goddamn ferryboat, wouldn't you just know? And there's no way out, we're at the head of the line. You want to come up front and drive? Then maybe I can duck down under the wheel and-"
"Shit! Never mind. It's too complicated. I'll just sit here and become a nun. What's a little agony, right?"
It must have been instinct that spurred me to action. I sure didn't stop to think about it, anyway. All of a sudden there I was, clambering over the back of the seat and tumbling into the darkness below, a brave young lesbian with a mission. 'Funny. Even then my motive wasn't exactly clear to me. Was it a duty to perform, a means of showing my gratitude? Or could it have been a deeper feeling, a drive, a basic urge, the very essence of my earthly existence; let's face it, Loi baby, cunt is cunt ...
"Oh, you darling girl! You were really serious about going all the way, hmm? Such a sweet little mouth. Does it do tricks, that little mouth of yours?"
"Ummm. I'm no expert. Just roadside waif, remember?"
"Not any more. You're one of the family."
"Mmm?"
"You belong to rue now. Suck, suck. No hurry, though. We've got plenty of time. I'll bet you've been thinking about this for hours. I know I have. Let's make it last, shall we?"
That was fine with me. I had forgotten how utterly captivating a mature lesbian cunt could be. Crouching low and nuzzling deep, I immersed myself in the rapture of its scented wet warmth, glad to sacrifice lucidity for this indescribably beautiful intoxication. It was like a happy dream, aglow with the myriad shades and nuances of erotic fire. Somehow, despite my lack of experience, I seemed to be almost intuitively attuned to the intricacies of the female body, the hot convolutions of flesh, the tortuous network of nerves, all the component parts of the miraculous lesbian love machine. It just seemed to come naturally. And it was encouraging, of course, to recognize a certain physical vindication of my judgment now and then - a twitch, a quiver, a voluptuously responsive purr of excitement ...
"Right there, darling. Oh, that's just lovely. You're very good for a beginner. Ah! Slowly, though. Slow and easy, my sweet impetuous honeybee, it's a long night and the honeycomb is heavy with honey. Just for you, all that cunt-honey; don't you just love the taste of me?"
Amanda had one leg up on the seat now, extended to the side; she was wriggling her hips languorously, moving like a lazy serpent with nowhere to go. Entwined in my hair, the caress of her fingers was vigorous enough to betoken possession. I didn't mind. In this intoxicating dream of mine, we belonged to each other. And as long as her sweet cunt-honey kept dripping into my mouth ...
Loud noises penetrated my shell intrusively, filtering through the thick perfume, the soft insulation of my dream-mood. Disturbed by the change, I raised my head to look around, almost panicky. But the hands in my hair drew me back down again, down to the honey-laden flesh that sucked my face in with a lewd gurgle of welcome. And then I heard her whispering from above, coaxing, wheedling, crooning a message of tranquility and amorous tidings: the ferry had docked and we were going aboard, but why bother with the grimy details of travel when I could remain right there and make the crossing perfect for both of us?
Why indeed? I felt comfy-cozy in the shelter of those silken thighs, shielded from the mechanical furor outside. Inspired, eager to show my approval. I diverged momentarily and got playful, ducking down lower to tongue-wash the slick little ridge of skin between her cunt and her ass, the taut stretch that separated one intimate orifice from the other. Only for an instant, though, and then I slid back up again to part the slippery vulva-lips with a bob-and-wiggle of my head, squirming deep to smear my face around inside the steamy slit.
"Darling, how nice! I had no idea. So it does do tricks, that clever little mouth of yours ... "
After awhile I became vaguely conscious of the car wheels turning and then the unsteady motion of buoyancy on water. But my shell had already closed around me, a scented thatch work of thrills that stood guard against further intrusion, shutting out the clamor, the gasoline fumes, the lights, the creak and shudder of the ferryboat breasting the waves. A good thing, too. How else could I be sure of carrying out the boss-lady's command to suck her cunt all the way across the bay?
Chapter Sixteen
No matter how often I went to the big bedroom, it impressed me anew each time. The entire beach-house had a kind of baroque splendor, but here the sheer 'luxury was unbelievable. Inches-deep carpeting on the floor. A bed the size of a tennis court, practically. Full-length mirrors on every wall, every sliding closet door. Even a small bar, compact but well stocked, including a supply of the milder drinks, fruit cordials and sweet wines and the like.
It was more of a suite, actually, with an alcove for dressing and a private bathroom. Here again everything was luxurious to the ultimate degree, with a huge sunken tub and fixtures that looked like golden gargoyles. Gold-plated, no doubt, but I wouldn't have been surprised if the things were 14-karat genuine. But then, well, if it was merely a matter of money, nothing my hostess could do would surprise me very much. Not after checking the fur decoration on the toilet - real mink, imagine! - on the seat too, not just the lid; wasn't that the height of something-or-other? If ever a wealthy woman knew how to enjoy her wealth, it was Amanda Whitcomb. Had her sexual tastes leaned toward the normal, she probably would have kept a gigolo and a stable of studs.
As it was, of course, she had no need for that sort of business deal to enhance her sex-life. The peninsula had its own secret social register. Or so I gathered, by dint of some snooping around and a lot of guesswork, hoping to satisfy my curiosity about this fantastic place and its freaky people. And it wasn't easy to snoop here, either, especially without the cooperation I had expected but didn't get. After that first fun-frolic in the car - the front-seat session, torn panties, jackhammer tongue-tip and all - I sure hadn't figured on such a budding relationship going sour so soon. Almost without reason, too! But that was exactly the way it happened, a rapport that budded with great promise and then got sidetracked somehow and refused to blossom.
Well, maybe there was a reason, -but it didn't seem logical to me. I hadn't intended anything like that. I wanted to be Fleur Halevy's chum, not her competitor. But that was how we wound up a week later, rivals vying for the boss-lady's favor - jealousy, pure and simple. What a silly predicament! Couldn't she see that I wasn't trying to steal her job? Wasn't it obvious that my one overriding interest here was a free summer vacation?
I couldn't voice that thought aloud, naturally, not without risking a few repercussions. But it was true nonetheless, and really rather ingenuous - innocent of guile, certainly - even though I did give the appearance of something new that gave me an advantage; the novelty was bound to wear off soon. Or had it worn off already? Standing there in the open doorway of the big bedroom, I felt a fleeting twinge of uneasiness. The change had apparently taken place without my knowledge; why else would they both be together like that? Only I couldn't understand what they needed me for. Maybe if I just ducked away unseen ...
"Oh, there you are. We've been waiting for you." Asprawl on the bed, Amanda was wriggling out of her negligee. "Do come in and join the party, darling."
"Hmm. Is it a party?"
"It is now. Or it will be, just as soon as you smile and accept my invitation. Then there'll be three of us."
Rolling this way and that, she had managed to doff the negligee and toss it aside deftly, even maintaining a certain dignity. Now she stretched indolently, putting her nude body on display in an almost dramatic sequence of seductive gestures. Fleur was undressing hastily, her hot-eyed leer focused on the posturing flesh even as she manipulated the fasteners of her garments. I averted my gaze queasily, unable to look without a sense of strain. Especially since the afternoon sun was pouring in, flooding the room with bright glare.
"Kid? Come on." Amanda's tone had a touch of authoritative arrogance, familiar and not to be flouted, "Aren't you going to join us? Come now, take off your clothes."
I closed the window blinds and drew the heavy drapes shut, throwing the scene with shadow. "That's better, isn't it? I like a little atmosphere. Long as it's a party ... "
No one paid any attention. I caught a quick glimpse of Fleur before she sank down upon the bed, just enough to feel a bit awed by the revealed perfection of her body. A moment later she was trailing her uniquely incomparable lips over receptive skin, one hand exploring in an artful guide. But they were both too impatient to drag out the preliminaries, obviously, and the dark head followed the gliding hand and bent to its task. I heard Amanda moan. But even as she made the soft sound, her slender arm rose and beckoned in a sensuously serpentine motion. And the moan crested on a shrill note, becoming a tone of command:
Loi?
Heat roiled my insides, melting my will, destroying the last vestige of self-determination. Resistance was impossible; there was a magnetic charm to this woman, something in her voice and manner that turned me curiously docile. I felt myself slipping into the Eloi mood - and loving it, of course, loving the emotional depth of this overwhelming sensation. Shedding my clothes on the way, I scurried to obey and plunged into the entanglement, accepting her body as the centerpiece.
Fleur made room for me, but not much. Hardly any, after a while, chewing on her precious mouthful of cunt and all but ignoring my presence. Left out, I moved up toward Amanda's breasts. But she muttered a word of dissent and pushed me back down again, turning on her side slowly, guiding me and letting that dark head between her legs go on undisturbed. So now there was room for me. New and as yet untouched territory, opening up for my delectation.
"There, honey. Do my ass. You know how."
My delectation, her pleasure. I kissed the quivering buttocks and then could procrastinate no longer as her impatience communicated itself. Wedging into the furrowed flesh, I licked up and down the entire length of it in preparation, pausing briefly to probe the tiny eyelet with a stiffened tongue-tip in the midst of each sweep. It seemed to please her immensely, pleasing me even more perhaps, since the line of communication remained open and simply added her pleasure to mine. Oh, if only I could have given her all of what she was feeling, in front as well as in back. Too bad I hadn't been born twins. Wouldn't it be grand to have two mouths, one here and one there? Two tongues, an ass-licker and a cuntlapper, both pleasuring her at the same time. So that I could take my rival's place and still keep my own.
The weird notion persisted, evoking a pang of guilt. It wasn't fair to be thinking of poor Fleur like that. After all, her job was at stake. It made me wonder if maybe I really did want to usurp her position - take her place in every way, not just in sex. Social secretary to a rich lady, not a bad idea! Especially since the rich lady was like a goddess to me. A lesbian goddess. Only I couldn't help but feel guilty about it, shocked by my own selfish greed.
Amanda's anxious murmur put all that out of my mind. I quit fooling around and jammed my face in hard, making the furrow wider and deeper. Deep enough to welcome me in as I glued the tip of my tongue to her asshole. Until at last my caress grew in intensity and became a thrust, an audaciously forceful thrust that broke through the ring like barrier and performed the ultimate penetration of her flesh. A sob of joy reached my ears at the crucial instant of entry, giving me cause for pride, Once there, force was no longer necessary; everything was soft and moist and warm, strangely succulent, almost brimming with the fruity-ripe taste of debauchery, this lewdest of lewd perversions. The noise was noticeable now, too, all sorts of squelchy noises, faint but audible - the sound of a tongue slithering through mucous ass-flesh, the sound of a tongue slurping cunt. Oh yes, I was still conscious of my competitor! More than ever now, I felt a need to outdo her, to bestow a greater pleasure, perhaps even to make this part of my beloved's body as sensitive as her clitoris.
I started experimenting, changing the pattern, adding the suck-kiss of my pursed lips to the cycle of my fuck-motion, a bubbly little vacuum to enhance every withdrawal. Now and then I switched to a circular movement inside her asshole, turning the thrust of my tongue into a kind of spiral and marveling at how the fleshy tube could stretch and shrink with such elasticity. It was working, too, I could actually feel the heat of her convulsive response, voluptuously synchronized to each succeeding variation.
Then, almost with a sense of shock, I became vaguely aware of another change, not of my own making. Was that a hand reaching for me, touching me? Uh-huh. And down here at the foot of the bed, it could only come from Fleur. Uh-huh. Pawing blindly but not without aim or effect, one small hand. How nice! It was an overture, sure enough, a renewal of friendship. True, I could still recall the rift, the rivalry, but wouldn't it be foolish of me to rebuff her? Basically, her desire was the same as my own - to make our goddess happy, what else? So we were partners, not rivals, and didn't that call for complete cooperation?
I helped her hand find the way and then extended mine to seek her out in return. We helped each other. I shuddered in delight at the touch of those wriggling fingers in my cunt. I got an extra jolt of excitement from the straining reaction of her moist flesh as it struggled to swallow my prying hand. The reaction of an unmistakably aroused cunt. Her cunt, my cunt. Her hand, my hand. And meanwhile we both shared the rapture of pleasing our beloved goddess, such a deliciously perverted rapture! Buried in the crack of that sensuously twitching ass, I was sure that my partner was sucking like mad. Sucking cunt, sucking Amanda's hot luscious cunt, while I tongued Amanda's equally hot and luscious asshole. But even though our mouths belonged to Amanda in the middle, we were giving our hands to each other. Nobody was jealous any more. Nobody was trying to outdo anybody. The spirit of cooperation was like a beautiful bond between us. And when the mistress of the manor began writhing in the grip of incipient orgasm, we joined forces and carried her over the top with our hot fucking tongues. All in that same beautiful spirit. Helping one another. Lending a hand, as it were.
Chapter Seventeen
Late that same night, Fleur came to my room, cautioning me to silence until she was inside with the door shut behind her. The gesture she made was a common one, a finger to her lips, but I couldn't look at it without seeing a sexy connotation. That finger had been in my cunt today. Those lovely lips had nibbled my clit-button to a climax once - with the aid of an unseen but incredibly dynamic tongue - would it ever happen again? I hoped so. Maybe that was why she had come tonight ...
"It's okay to talk." She parked herself on the side of my bed, smiling now. "Amanda's probably asleep, anyway. Not that she'd mind our being together like this."
I shrugged and remained silent, peering intently through the fringe of my half-lowered lashes," watching the movement of her pink lips, pink and shiny in the dim lamplight. The sense of intimacy was overpowering. She wore only a partially unbuttoned pajama-top nothing else. I had even less on, sleeping raw as usual, but at least there was a bedsheet over me. Only it had gotten all twisted somehow, leaving just one corner to shield my body. And I couldn't very well pull up more of it without appearing either bashful or coy, especially since my visitor was so obviously casual about her own droopy garment.
"As a matter of fact, honey, you might even say I'm here on the boss-lady's behalf. It's like I'm delivering a message."
"Oh? Do tell. Sounds serious."
"Well, it's only a feeler. About a job here. How would you like to work for Amanda?"
"You - you mean it?"
"Uh-huh. It wouldn't be till the end of summer, so you've got time to decide. Then if you wanted to, you could become my assistant, kind of. You'd get paid, naturally. And there wouldn't be a hell of a lot of work to do."
"Your assistant. Fleur, would that make you my boss?"
"Umm. Only in a manner of speaking. Oh shit, don't worry about that. There's just one boss in this house - and she isn't so hard to please, is she?"
"Not hard at all. But whose idea was it, hers or yours?"
"Who remembers? It just came up, that's all. Because of this afternoon, I guess. The three of us together, even the way we look, you know? A blonde, a brunette and a redhead."
"Auburn."
"Huh? Yeah, sure. Auburn. We still go great together. And it's still a good job for you, so think it over, doll-baby. Not now, though, you don't have to make any decision for a while. So if you'll just forget it and give me a pretty smile ... "
"I - I wish you hadn't told me. It's on my mind now. I mean the idea of having two bosses ... "
"You figure I'm the bossy type? Relax, darling, just relax and let me pet you and soothe you. Ill whisper sweet nothings in your ear and blow all the bad thoughts away, humm?"
A hush fell. Except that she actually did lean over and start whispering. As much as the words, her warm breath in. my ear sent a shiver through me. But the words were nice, too, what I could ' understand of them - all about how beautiful I was and how much fun we could have together and how easy it would be to fit myself into the household and just enjoy life. Our kind of life. Wasn't it almost like a dream come true?
I nodded my head, agreeing with anything and everything, even the breathy murmurs and monosyllables that didn't quite register. She was cuddling me close, massaging my back with soft fingers as her other arm formed an embrace that ended with the stroke of a soft palm on my belly. I was beginning to feel relaxed, sure enough, accepting her as a friend, a protector, almost an older sister. But there was something else too, the caress on my back had traveled slowly downward and I became acutely conscious of a churning excitement in my body. Now she was manipulating the separate curves of my belly and buttocks to the same rhythm, applying a gradually increased pressure with both hands.
The whisper faded, but her lips remained to nibble at my earlobe, bringing memories of a far more intimate bit of nibbling. And that was where those lips had just nibbled. Then, somehow, even as the tip of her hot tongue darted into my ear, she managed to get rid of the pajama-top without losing her hold on me. Not that I tried to escape, of course; why upset this lovely applecart? But even with a struggle, it wouldn't have mattered: - the in-between moment was simply too brief. Maybe she kept control with just her tongue in my ear, an exquisitely maddening sensation that didn't allow much rational thought. Regardless, now we were both naked and unencumbered, a major step in any seduction. If that was what this purported to be, a lesbian seduction ...
Well? Come on! Seduce me, lover, seduce the shit out of me with those hot lesbian lips!
I needn't have worried. She had a fresh grip now, and I found myself enveloped in her arms, my heart throbbing wildly as our overheated bodies cleaved together. Her breasts crushed me. Or were mine crushing hers? Who was dominating whom? She tightened her embrace to still my nervous squirming, and then I felt the silky length of her leg capture mine, entwining it to immobility and reinforcing the contact of our bellies. Some contact! Almost gratifying as a tongue-fuck. Her hair was crisp and bushy down there, thick enough to get tangled with my own. Only it seemed to go beyond that, threading its way through to agitate the lips of my cunt, the strands poking around to take advantage of every opening, pushing aside the pulpy flesh to scratch and scrape my clitoris with dogged determination. Fucked by a growth of hair, imagine; was such a thing possible?
She kissed me then, adjusting to the angle and ramming her tongue into my mouth roughly, brusque but understandable, necessary to seal and preserve the juncture. lake a dovetail joint. Except that flesh is more flexible than wood, thank heaven - ah, the flexibility of the female tongue! - and the core of our kiss didn't have to remain static. Far from it. The core, the molten core, a marriage of tongues. Cunt to cunt, tits to tits, lips to lips - and I licked the inside of Fleur Halevy's beautiful mouth and sucked on her soft tongue and mashed my clitoris against the relentless rasp of her pubic pelt, still wondering if such a mixed-up fuck could lead to a climax.
I never did get to find out. Still kissing, she unlocked her leg from mine and ended the tight embrace. All of a sudden there was space between our bodies; now the kiss seemed abnormal, the only thing we had in common, a meeting of mouths. I uttered a stifled groan, feeling terribly deprived and a bit bewildered by this apparently capricious letdown. She chuckled and touched me with her hand, just a touch, dabbing at my forlorn but still fervid cunt with one outstretched finger. My back arched as I jerked in spasmodic reaction, my torso flying up off the bed in a desperate effort to latch onto that hand, to fuse my craving flesh with that obscenely cruel finger. I sucked on her tongue, whimpering in my throat and finally coming to the conclusion that this woman was making a fool of me.
Only it wasn't so final. Once again there was a swift change, a momentary disappointment that culminated in sheer ecstasy, an end to one kiss and I the beginning of another. Her hot mouth moved with impetuous haste, breaking our last bond and swooping down upon my cunt to start afresh. Only it would have to be a short one, considering the state I was in. Somehow, important as it was, I couldn't even attempt an appraisal of her action. It was happening, the thing I wanted most to happen - she's sucking my cunt! - but that was about as much as my bemused brain could cope with.
Lips clung in soft suction. The tip of her tongue grazed my inflamed clit, sending me into an arch again, pitching and tossing so frantically this time that her head was dislodged. But she was back an instant later, and I managed to maintain a semblance of decorum even in the face of my onrushing orgasm. Oh sure, I wailed a little and spewed out a few elegantly dirty words, but no cuntlapper was ever made more welcome. I just loved that tongue of hers, the way it hit the high spots with a kind of practiced ease, an expertise recognizable even to an amateur like me. And after a while I sank into a semi-swoon and just let the erotic bliss billow over my body, deliciously unbearable ...
That night was like a revelation. To both of us, as it turned out - and our embrace was repeated often during the ensuing weeks. Despite a certain allegiance to the boss-lady, Fleur was ingenious at finding the time and the place. She seemed to get a peculiar kick out of being furtive about it, sneaking me off to the side for a feverishly quick session almost on impulse. It wasn't so very difficult really, since she was familiar with every nook and cranny of the house and surrounding grounds. As she soon became familiar with every nook and cranny of me. Even when there were guests around, she seldom failed to think of a likely spot where we might indulge in our little pastime.
Now and then it was impossible to go all the way. But her fingers were nearly as clever as her mouth, and even with other people close by she could bring me to a peak. Sometimes such daring actually heightened the sensation. It did for her, I was sure, and she took advantage of every opportunity. Once, in the haze of twilight, she backed me against a tree - just outside the screened porch where Amanda was entertaining; what a lark! - and I had to bite my lips to keep from betraying our presence. That small but slyly prodigious hand of hers had a magic touch.
But it was her tongue that I craved most, not her fingers, and we were both happiest in those moments of utmost intimacy when she could crouch and nuzzle into my cunt. Oh, there was no end to her ingenuity! And no end to my willingness to go along with her schemes, even the most rash and impulsive ones. Especially since they always led to satisfaction for me, That was important. Regardless of the circumstances, the pattern of our lovemaking didn't vary much. Fleur thirsted for my flesh and I gave it to her. And although I was aware that her body must have yearned for a reciprocal caress, she made no such demands on me. I liked that. It helped balance the other thing, my humility, the almost servile submissiveness that I manifested toward Amanda when my Eloi mood took over. I could even feel something akin to a Morlock frame of mind now; after all, it was pretty exhilarating to be the object of such zealous attention. And from such a beautiful little creature, too - what a thrill! - there were times when I actually felt loved ...
Well, perhaps that was an exaggeration. But certainly there was more than just friendliness in this intense and apparently inviolate relationship. The secrecy, the subterfuge, the clandestine nature of our liaison made it more than mere dalliance. Between us an invisible current had sprung up, a current charged with sex; we could .sense it in a wink, a gesture, a signal across a crowded room, even an all but innocent glance. No matter how innocent on the surface though, it was always an illicit kind of sex, dark and mysterious and rife with unknown possibilities.
Sex, then, not love. Fleur was a sophisticated lesbian sexpot, making me feel wanted but also wanton - so shamelessly wanton, what fun! - and that was inducement enough to sanction her advances under any label. To accept her, to welcome her with open arms. Or spread legs. Or whatever. And why not? Wasn't it in the cards for us, a cute little cunt and a cute little cuntlapper? Besides, the sheer physical sensation was breathtaking. Even when she had my bare ass backed up against a tree! And in the aftermath of each explosive episode came a soothing contentment that made life among the idle rich even more luxurious. Truly, I had fallen into the lap of luxury - not bad for a runaway roadside waif who had reached the peninsula like an illegal alien, smuggled in under a cunty skirt.
Chapter Eighteen
Maybe it happened because she was so good to me. Fleur. Tipping me off about the old biddies, for instance, telling me which ones to avoid; Not that I cared to get chummy with any of them, not even the younger set - admittedly some interesting types, still able to wear a bikini without looking ludicrous. Oh no, I had enough to keep me busy right here in the house, enough to satisfy my sex urges. For that matter, my one girlfriend would have been plenty, my little lover with the green eyes and short dark hair. And the pretty lips, the ever-moist mouth, red as a ripening pomegranate ...
Damn! I hadn't figured on anything like this. How could I let myself get serious about someone like Fleur Havely? Well, not serious exactly, but still an emotional problem to be reckoned with. And not even a problem really, except that it kept growing bigger, this feeling I had for her. The glow of her electric personality made my day brighter. I looked forward to seeing her, counting the hours from one rendezvous to the next. And when she wasn't around I began to experience a kind of emptiness, all hollow inside. No, nothing serious, just a grist for a psychoanalyst's mill. A shrink with a nice soft couch, preferably.
Oh shit, it wasn't all that bad. Just puzzling. Even my near-worshipful regard for Amanda had faded somewhat, shunted aside at least temporarily. I felt attracted only to Fleur. And having already discounted love as a possibility, I didn't even know what to call it. A schoolgirl crush, perhaps? Surely I had outgrown such adolescent nonsense. And anyway, despite an obvious difference in worldly experience, the gap between our ages wasn't wide enough to simulate the pupil-teacher relationship.
Gap or not, though, such a relationship did come about, quite apart from any possible romantic attachment. Quite apart from our own doing, in fact - a painfully touchy innovation, considering how close we were. It was thrust upon us. Just like that, out of the blue, a suggestion from the boss-lady: with time on our hands, why not broaden my education? Good lovers are made, not born; wouldn't I like to take a few lessons from an expert? Not that I was a dumb bunny in bed, mind you, but with a little training, well ...
In view of the source, any such suggestion was heard as a request and remembered as a command. I found it pretty humiliating, almost an insult - a stain on my escutcheon! - having seen myself as a natural born lesbian with an innate talent for lesbian love. Luckily the shock went to my stomach instead of my head, and I tasted bile but managed to keep my trap shut, swallowing my pride along with everything else. Which was a smart move, using a little discretion and preserving a lot of dignity - and saving further embarrassment, no doubt - or so I found out later from my teacher. And what a shock that was! Had I been wrong all this time? Was performance in bed really dependent on technique rather than talent? How would a good violinist, say, react to such a statement?
"Who cares? Fuck the violin! Nov.' if you want to learn how to fiddle around with a cunt ... " Fleur was obviously amused by the analogy; then, a bit wistful, "Forget it, honey. The whole deal, I mean - you didn't come here to go to school. Just fake it next time, she won't know the difference."
"No. Wait. It's not for Amanda, it's for me. I'd really like to learn. Won't you help me?"
"Well, sure. Since you put it that way. Okay, let's have a crack at it. What do you want to know?"
"Everything. But that's up to you, isn't it? You're the teacher, you're the one to decide what comes first."
"You've got a point there. You're really serious, huh? Yeah, I guess you are. Okay. Never mind what comes first, it's what comes last that counts. What the boss-lady was griping about, you know? Cunt. That's what you've got to learn. How to suck a cunt. Once you know that, the rest is easy. Understand, kid?"
"I - I understand, Cunt. Will you teach me?"
"It's a big job. How do you feel? You'll be doing all the work, I mean you'll be doing it to me, baby; how do you feel about that? Something new"
"Oh. I'm all right. I feel fine."
"Is that so? You look a little sick. Just nervous, I guess. Always happens on the first day of school, huh?" With a grim smile, Fleur rose and fumbled with the buttons of her housecoat. Then, almost fiercely, "Listen. There's no other way. I could talk all night, but you still wouldn't learn. You've got to go down on me, it's the only way. So how about it, you want to suck?"
The housecoat fell away, puddling around her feet. I had never seen her so beautiful. Or maybe I had never looked before, seeing her naked like that, a naked body taking on new meaning in my eyes. The jutting breasts, rosy-nippled. The taper of waist and flare of hips, surprisingly opulent for such a pixie type. Even the haunch, the one domed buttock half-visible from this angle - awry now, swaying slightly, a pelvic tilt - was there ever anything so alluring, so seductively contoured?
As often as we had been together, it was the body of a stranger, a beautiful stranger. For the life of me, I couldn't even remember if she had dimples back there. Only I wouldn't have noticed any way, not now, not any more - my wandering eye could wander no longer, it had succumbed to the lure at last, focused and fixed on the thick black tuft, the cunt-tuft. And look there - the shine, the glisten - was that a flash of pink peeping through? Oh, the sweet thing, the darling thing ...
"Kid? You got trouble making up your mind?"
"No trouble. Just enjoying the view. I never saw anything so beautiful. Will it taste as good as it looks? Oh, I do want to suck it, I want to, I want to suck your cunt!"
"Yeah. Get naked first, peel out of that nightie. Nice and naked, just like me." Fleur sank to the bed, lying back and sliding a pillow beneath her hips, lifting the luridly displayed hairy mound to even greater prominence. "Here 'tis. Pussy. The thing that makes every woman a whore. Cunt. Every woman a whore and every man a John. Pussy, pussy. Every home a cathouse - wedding ring and all, fuck, fuck, fuck. Aren't you glad you're a cuntlapping lezzie, kid? Come on down here. Look at it. Sniff it. Make friends with it. And you can just kiss the rest of the world good-bye. This is your world now, you lucky girl. My cunt. You getting acquainted down there?"
"Ooooh, I'm so hot! When you talk lib that ... " Crouched between her thighs, I gazed into my world and saw my future. "Let me suck it now, let me suck your pretty cunt."
"You're anxious, huh? Good. Suck!"
"Ummm ... "
"Hey, take it easy! Gently, gently."
I tried to calm down steeped in excitement, finding unforeseen difficulty even in simple mental concentration. All I could think of was the sadness, the waste - all that lost time! - I should have been doing this for my beautiful friend ages ago. Her cunt was hot and wet and tart-sweet to the taste, already writhing and quivering in sensuous response.
"That's better, baby. But move around a little more. Your tongue, that's it, your tongue ... "
"Mmm?"
"Lovely, Much better."
"Teach me."
"You're doing fine. Just enjoy it now. I'll tell you if you're doing anything wrong."
I lapped with skill for her and enjoyment for myself, reveling in the noises that soon oozed from her lips, little sighs and moans of commendation. She wasn't teaching me now, but that was all right; after all, we had to get used to each other this way, learning to know one another all over again. I should have been concentrating solely on her cunt, of course, but the position of her body led me astray. With that pillow beneath her hips, it was just too inviting, to much to resist, and I ducked down lower momentarily, running my tongue out of the cunt-slit and into the furrow of her ass. Flicking at the tiny hole ...
"Ooh! So you like to play kiss-ass, humm?"
"Ummm ... love it ... love it ... "
"Do it, then, Let's save the lessons for later. Wait, let me roll over and get comfortable."
Her body wriggled lithely, spiraling over. With the pillow underneath her belly now, I was treated to an unobstructed view of her backside. The vision all but stunned me; such a gorgeous pair of buttocks! The satiny skin was flawless, her soft rounded flesh without a blemish. Just two cute dimples, one on each dome, exactly symmetrical - and the crack midway between, the dark ass-crack that already seemed to be opening up for me.
Sudden desire scorched my insides like flame. I pulled the soft hillocks apart with my hands, giving myself an eyeful of what lay in the depths, the tiny pucker, a rosebud, an exotic little bud in the most sheltered of gardens. For a moment, I could only rest on my haunches and stare, licking my lips and savoring the utterly fantastic beauty.
"Kid? Do it. Kiss my ass!"
My shoulders hunched as I plunged forward and down, sinking my face into the secret place. No exploration was needed; my tongue was already on target, precise to the point of perfection, a paragon of unswerving devotion in its agile and enthusiastic effort to bestow pleasure. Right on target! I tapped at the daintily puckered little orifice, feeling it squirm and practically plead for more, all tense with expectancy. Kind of clenched, almost. As if the spirit consented but the flesh remained coy. Hardly an insurmountable impediment, of course, a single stab of my tongue was all it took to break through the apparently instinctive defense.
I heard her voice, a gleeful squeal. And then, miraculously, she managed to confer a wealth of pleasure back upon me, a greater degree of pleasure than I had anticipated. Who could have figured on such a phenomenon? The clenched muscle had developed a motion of its own somehow, clenching and unclenching around my tongue in a definitely patterned rhythm, alternately tightening and loosening its clasp. It squeezed and relaxed; was it actually sucking me? Like a pair of lips, a pair of hot sucking lips! She was kissing me back that way, sucking my tongue with her asshole ...
"Oh, that's grand. Honey? Listen. I'll teach you how to suck cunt, just to keep the boss-lady happy. But for me, well, you already know what to do. This turns me on. Well play the kiss-ass game often" huh?"
Chapter Nineteen
Dressed in a skimpy bikini, I wandered around the big bedroom doing my self-assigned chores, glancing almost compulsively in the direction of the massage table every now and then. Brief as my garb was, I still had more on than the two women over there. Both of them were stark naked.
Just a peek once in a while was enough to keep me aroused; all that ravishing female flesh! Stretched out on the table, Amanda's mature body rippled voluptuously under the massaging hands. But it was the other one, of course, that drew, my attention. Fleur was- so beautiful! And just as voluptuous in her own way, a charming pixie dedicated to the joys of sex. Every time those bright green eyes of hers sought me out - even casually - I shivered and almost came unglued in rapturous response. It was because of her that I stayed here in the bedroom on the pretense of performing chores, swishing a feather duster around. I just wanted to be near her. And anyway, now that the idea of working as her assistant had lost its oppressive aspect, I was anxious to demonstrate my compliance in advance, already looking forward to the eventual transition. So a bit of voluntary maid-service had its points.
But it wasn't her pixie charm or emerald eyes that kept me all stirred up; nor was even that sexy little figure really - except for one specific part. Not that I wouldn't have been glad to kiss those lovely tits or suck that dark-thatched dewy cunt. Anytime! But nothing could compare to the thing I adored most, the part of her body that had made me its enthralled captive. I had fallen in love with Fleur's ass ...
A flush burned my face. In love with her ass, imagine! Awash in my own embarrassment, I turned away and refused to look anymore, crawling into a shell. I even stopped listening to their conversation, interesting as it had been - all about the party they were planning, a lesbian orgy, no doubt, interesting indeed! But the more sultry details had already been disposed of and now they Were discussing the tail end of the guest list, just names mostly, names which meant comparatively little to me. So it was no hardship to duck into my own private shell for a while, no loss other than the lost vision of that soft and shapely bare bottom.
Even so, I was still helpless against intrusive memories, a messy litter of bits and pieces bouncing around in my mind, all sharp thorns and jagged edges. Painful to contemplate. And yet exquisitely pleasurable even in retrospect! I let the recollection carry me away, succumbing all over again to each and every enticement, watching myself wallow grotesquely in the steamy quagmire of my love. Such a unique and precedented kind of love, so lewd, so luridly submissive ...
Somehow it never seemed very lurid at the time, though. Just beautiful, mostly. Like the night she dozed off on my bed. Amanda was out, attending a small snob-type soiree that didn't include the hired help. Which was just fine for Fleur and me, giving us hours of uninterrupted privacy together. But we both got drowsy at last, quieting down for a little catnap.
I awoke first, checking the clock and realizing sadly that our tryst was nearing its end. With the boss-lady due home soon, my beloved little sexpot would have to be up and around to greet her, to serve her, to help her undress - and perhaps to lull her to sleep in sweet lesbian fashion. All part of the job. So anymore catnapping-was now a luxury we could no longer afford. Time to rise and shine. But nobody likes to be jolted awake; why not do it with tender loving care?
Resting on one elbow, I nuzzled into the nape of Fleur's neck, a kiss of reconnaissance, probing the depth of her slumber. She lay motionless, face down, her head half-buried in the pillow. Slowly, almost at a leisurely pace, I turned the kiss into a trail of soft-lipped caresses down her spinal column. Her body stirred in somnolent response, evidently about to come alive; one leg twitched and inched away from the other, broadening the gap between them. The movement was like an unconscious invitation, boosting my ardor to a breathless peak. Excitement churned thick and hot within me, becoming a problem as I struggled to hold myself in check.
Until that, moment I wasn't sure how I'd go about waking her tip. Or how I'd finish, rather. But now I knew only too well, cued in by this inviting position of hers. Or was it just my own desire that led me on? No matter. I lavished a flurry of open-mouthed kisses upon each dimpled buttock. And then, unable to stem my rising impatience, I burrowed tongue-first into the dark gully - and into the deepening darkness beyond ...
"Mmm. Darling! More kiss-ass?"
"Uh-huh."
"Do I really have to wake up?"
"Afraid so. I did it as gently as-"
"You're an angel. Thanks."
"I - I don't feel very angelic."
"Don't you? No, I suppose not. Angels don't go around sticking their, tongue up assholes, do they? Oh shit, I'm awake now, wide awake and hot to trot. Let's try something new, baby. I mean if we're going to play kiss-ass ... "
She moved abruptly - out from under my kiss and then up on her knees, tossing a leg over and nudging me onto my back beneath her. I obeyed her prodding without protest, too dazed to resist. And then she sank down upon my head, the flexuous ass-cheeks spreading and settling in a thickly fluid motion, her flesh molding itself snugly to every dip and rise of my facial features. I suffered in a kind of delirious ecstasy, straining desperately to bear her weight without smothering to death.
It wasn't easy. But I had sufficient motivation to see me through, her body claiming and clutching my tongue in a series of convulsive muscular contractions, a sensation that eclipsed discomfort and transcended danger. The tight channel was sucking again, kissing me back like a pouty little mouth - and wasn't it a joy, an unadulterated joy to feel my elongated tongue sucked up into the hot fleshy vacuum of her divinely precious asshole?
Bits and pieces! Like the time I went down on Amanda and ran into trouble. It wasn't my fault. She must have been tired that night, too tired for a quick orgasm. I didn't know that though, assuming only that a slow one was best; anyway, I luxuriated in the musky essence of her cunt, seeking to lose myself in its spell. She lay back and held on to me with both hands, practically stuffing my face into the humid flesh. It seemed like hours. And at last I realized that a crisis of sorts was in the making, a crisis without a climax. I redoubled my efforts then, using all of my resources, all the energy and enthusiasm and technical skill at my command, determined to drive her over the brink.
That did it. The boss-lady loosed a loud groan and her body lurched into a climactic spasm, grinding up against the pressure of my strenuously bobbing head. After a while her hands relented and returned me to freedom, an act of emancipation that didn't come a moment too soon. I gulped a breath of fresh air, gingerly conscious of my aching jaws and raw tongue. And yet I couldn't help feeling a touch of pride, aware that only my newly acquired technique - coupled with, the vitality of youth - could have turned the trick. I rated a gold medal for this one. Or at least an appreciative word of praise, a well-merited commendation.
"Amanda?"
"Ummm ... "
"Was it good?"
"We'll talk about it tomorrow. G'night, kid."
"Please tell me. How did I do?"
"You've got to know right now, eh? Oh hell, what can I tell you? As a matter of fact, you were pretty lousy. But you're young yet. You'll learn. Now haul your little fanny out of here and let me sleep, will you?"
Shocked, dejected, discouraged, utterly crestfallen, I picked up my shortie nightgown and slunk out. Once away from her, I was stricken by a numbing sense of outrage. Fleur's room was just down the hall, the door slightly ajar; I knocked and entered and suddenly found myself teetering on the verge of hysteria.
"Honey, what's wrong?" Clad in a pajama-top, Fleur was seated upon her bed. "Hey, you're shaking! You're all upset. What happened to you?"
I tried to speak but couldn't clear my clogged throat. Then the cork blew and my bottled-up emotions burst free, a sob of rage, a wail of shame - even a few tears, all but blinding me. Only I wasn't too blind to see the concern on my friend's sweet face, all sympathy and tenderness. Nor could I miss the provocatively costumed beauty of her body, an awesome sight, demanding unblurred vision and more specifically focused attention. And somehow, blessedly, the entire sum and substance of my displeasure seemed almost trivial, hardly more than a childish tantrum.
"Darling?" She smiled, opening her arms.
It was a picture worth a thousand words. I tumbled headlong into her embrace. We kissed. And then - as if the thought had struck us both simultaneously - she rolled over on her belly and I slid down lower in bed. Again we kissed, a rather different kiss now, but that lewdly intimate nook of her body was no less luscious than her lips - and I drifted into a transport of love, offering lingual homage to her adorable little asshole in a silent eloquence.
Well, no, not quite silent. I could hear my own noises, just barely audible but exciting beyond belief, the vaguely remote whisper of flesh upon wet flesh, a coy lisp of a sound, loaded with seductive innuendo. It was steeped in hot succulence, the aphrodisiac slither of a lesbian tongue in action, a sound drenched in scent and dripping with sex. But it still had only one meaning, of course, crude but unmistakable - like the subtitles on a foreign film - one simple meaning to cover a multitude of sins: I had fallen in hue with her ass ...
There were more bits and pieces, but my reverie had just been cut short. I was being summoned. Dropping the feather duster, I scurried over to the massage table, almost giving in to the impulse to perform a little curtsy for the boss-lady. But I was still a guest in the house, not a servant. Not yet, anyway.
"You want me, Amanda?"
"Yes, dear. Just to fill you in. This party we're having - there'll be a neighbor of yours invited. Someone from your neck of the woods, the Springfield area."
"Oh? I - I'd rather not get involved ... "
"Don't worry, you're safe. Besides, this one isn't the sort of person who would harm anybody. Just the opposite, in fact. She likes getting pushed around, the meek type, you know? Her name is Estelle Kincaid, in case you're interested. And while you're under no obligation, I do think you might enjoy a bit of fun with her - even if it's only a little teasing."
"Okay. I'll try."
"Good girl. Hmm. Now that I've interrupted your work ...
"Yes? Something I can do for you?"
"Uh-huh. A few kisses maybe, hmm? Nothing too intimate though, don't get in Fleur's way. I'm sure you understand."
I nodded enthusiastically, glad to join in. Especially since it brought me right up close to my beloved friend. Just being near her like this was a kind of crazy thrill, frustrating but certainly not dull. So near and yet so far!
But thrill or not, there was a duty to be done. I bent my head and began kissing Amanda's body, brushing the smooth skin with parted lips, making moist trails here and there. Nothing very intimate. And always out of the path of those kneading hands. I kissed the boss-lady's shoulders until the hands showed signs of approaching, then my attention shifted to her ankles. It was a rather pleasant task. But in moving around, I found an even greater pleasure. Passing behind Fleur, my face had come within scant inches of those beautiful bare buttocks. And now I could only lavish affection on Amanda's lower limbs and think of moving around on that same path again. It was bound to-.happen. Maybe this time I would come even closer.
When it happened again, I was almost delirious. Perhaps it was accidental, but now those two firm-fleshed domes made a tiny jutting motion that practically demanded a caress. I gave it eagerly. Just for an instant, I let my tongue slip out to one gliding sweep up the furrow between those attractive ass-cheeks. Just once, that was all, and then I was back up to Amanda's shoulders again, far from that thing of exquisite beauty.
"Fleur, dear?" The boss-lady's tone was languid.
"Hmm?"
"That's enough for today."
Glistening with oils and unguents, the well-massaged body went into a lazy spiral, supine on the padded table now. "I guess all that talk about the party must have affected me. And as long as Loi is so willing ... "
"Of course." Fleur stepped aside. "Go ahead, kid. It's ripe and ready for you. Do a good job."
My insides went tense momentarily, and I recognized a certain resentment at having two bosses. But there was no time for such self-indulgent notions, time only to scramble to the foot of the table and begin. Lowering my face into the hair-fringed slit between those languorously spread thighs, I felt a hand patting my head gently, an affectionate gesture. Fleur's hand? Yes, It had to be. And my inner tensions melted to nothing.
Oh sure, given the choice, I'd rather have made love to my darling friend's delectable ass. But it was still nice to leech my lips to this well-primed crevice and poke my tongue into the sensuously moist flesh of the mistress. Our mistress. I really did enjoy serving her, serving this maturely developed blonde lesbian with lips and tongue that were already eliciting a noticeable response from her blossoming clitoris. Despite our differences at times, the act itself hadn't diminished in enjoyment and I had no objections whatsoever to munching on this voluptuous meat. Enjoyment indeed! And yet, somehow, just that simple pat on the head had aroused a greater pleasure in me, unmatched by anything the boss-lady had to offer. Besides, the biggest thrill had already been achieved. Only for a fleeting instant, true, but the memory of that sneaky kiss - my tongue delving into the crack of Fleur's adorable ass - would sustain me infinitely longer than all the juices to be obtained from this ripe and ready cunt.
Chapter Twenty
Some night for a party! Clouds had threatened all day. Then, only minutes after the festivities began, the sky opened up and a summer storm broke. The wind howled, driving buckshot charges of rain against the picture window in the living room. There might have been hailstones, that was how noisy it sounded.
But inside, insulated by the drawn draperies, all was snug and cozy. Except that the weather was obviously affecting everybody. It was going to be a wild night, both outdoors and in. The torrent hitting the glass pane seemed no thicker or heavier than the liquor flowing within the house.
Amanda's taste in party guests wasn't bad. Not an ugly woman among them, not even the older ones - and quite a few were young and lovely. Estelle Kincaid, as it turned out, went for me in a big way and stuck pretty close to my side. I found her appealing but somewhat less than spectacular - brown hair, brown eyes, a bit hefty in the breasts and buttocks. Just shy of fat. But she was someone to know, just the same, a still-youngish widow whose late husband had left her scads of money; she had a summer place hare on the peninsula and an ancestral mansion back in Springfield. Her home was on the outskirts of the city, miles from Chelsea Hill, so I didn't have to worry about our having mutual acquaintances, luckily. But I was still careful not to tell her too much about myself, glad to let her do most of the talking.
Quite early in the proceedings, she tried to coax me into one of the bedrooms. I held out though, intrigued by the idea of such a gathering and anxious to see it all. From beginning to end, I wanted to sit in on a wild lesbian party - the wilder the better! - and was in no mood to succumb to Estelle's wheedling.
It got wild, all right. But not right away. First there was a period of drinking and chatting and whispering, all geared to what might or might not happen later on. A time for suggestive propositions and tentative acceptances. And I managed to get loose and circulate by myself awhile, meeting some interesting females and actually making a few speculative dates. I was the object of .much attention, of course - the youngest girl there - and each woman had her own method of wooing me, all quite novel. Just listening to them was a liberal education in itself.
There was Nancy, for instance, rosy-cheeked and pleasingly plump in dimensions, always yakking about clothes. Intimate garments, lacy panties, all sorts of provocative lingerie, apparently an obsession with her. And with each description, she kept raising her skirt or dipping into her bodice to demonstrate. I saw the length of her curvy legs from every possible angle.
Then there was Ramona, dark-eyed and sultry, with slim fluttery fingers that made graphic gestures to accompany her heavily accented speech. Her hands dominated her approach. She breathed unintelligible Spanish in my ear while her fingertips danced all over me, I found the motions a lot more understandable than the words, although both probably added up to the same thing.
Imogene, a baby-faced blonde with an incessant pout, stimulated me with tales of her naughty childhood. With many references to the stern governess who used to spank her. A governess with hair like mine, she said, the same rich shade of auburn; and wasn't it odd how just looking at me could bring back so many memories?
I got the message, somewhat embarrassed, and drifted away to cool my blushing cheeks with champagne. The atmosphere was growing more openly sexy and what had been on everybody's mind was now becoming manifest, increasingly so. The rate of booze consumption had picked up noticeably. Faces were flushed, eyes bright with hopeful hunger - beseeching, imploring, promising, insinuating, hinting at all manner of exotic lesbian delights and depravities. Evidently the real action was about to start. Here and there, I saw kisses take the place of conversation. Caresses began to augment mere handclasps; little giggles and squeals echoed from the dinner recesses of the huge living room. It hadn't reached the orgy stage yet, but this crowd didn't have far to go.
Nancy of the rosy face and plump figure cornered me again, intent on examining my lingerie. Having flaunted hers all over the place, she was carrying on with her peculiar kick by looking at everyone else's. And now she showed only a polite minimum of hesitation about coming directly to the point. I even got the impression that she wanted to trade with me. Right then and there. But I laughed and cut her short before she could blurt it out. I really wasn't shocked though; it might have been fun. Especially since our sizes were so different.
But it was too late for such childish nonsense. Throughout the room, zippers and fasteners were already coming undone, some boldly, some surreptitiously, doubtless depending on how well the halves of such a couple knew one another. And. on how successful their earlier overtures had been. In a few minutes a lot of bare flesh would be showing. Even now, the sultry Spanish girl had peeled her stockings down and was hanging them on a lampshade with great glee. And with help from all sides, too.
I wondered if there was going to be some pre-planned system of order and organization. Would we select partners and disappear into one of the bedrooms? Would we stay here in the living room and become a clustered group? Wasn't there some rule?
It didn't take long to find out the answer. We did both. It was unorganized. And the rules, such as they were, applied only to me; this was a night to spread myself around, I had been told - no sneaking off with Fleur somewhere. But I was reconciled to that by now, of course, and felt like a free agent. Well, comparatively free. Anyway, it seemed only fair - and prudent surely - that I should allow Estelle Kincaid to lead me away.
We didn't go far, ending up in one of the small downstairs guest rooms, unused except for parties like this. Not until we got inside did I realize how much of that nice pink champagne had trickled down my throat. It was sloshing around in my tummy now - not sick or even queasy, thank heaven, just mildly smashed. And in a good mood, too, just giddy enough to make me tolerant of my overweight neighbor from Springfield. Which was easy, considering how hard she was trying to make me happy.
Comfortable first, happy later, I sighed contentedly as she worked on my clothes with soft and gentle hands. Her body was soft and gentle also, once we were both undressed and cuddling together. But the cuddle was brief, giving way to an even nicer feeling as her impatient mouth began nibbling downward, setting my skin atingle everywhere it touched. My tits. My belly. My thighs. So warm and wet and soothing with every touch. Umm, no, not exactly soothing, not there ...
There?
Oh shit, she had reached her goal awfully fast. Now there were fingers high on the insides of my thighs, fingers pressed outward against the flesh, opening me up, spreading my legs apart, and I had the sensation of being split and entered and practically invaded. As if my entire body had become a cunt, one big hot cunt - all cunt! -just the right size for that invader. Wasn't it a blessing that a fat woman should have an equally fat tongue, a great big fat monster of a tongue?
My back arched and I gasped ecstatically, pitching and turning with the caress, rolling from side to side on the bed. My limbs twitched and jerked and at last flailed up in search of something to anchor them on. Something to grip and hold. Like that hard round thing down there, the bobbing head. Uh-huh. It felt good crushed between my thighs like that. Even with my legs wrapped around the anchor, she went on doing things to me with her tongue. Her big thick tongue in my hot little cunt; fuck me, fuck me! Until I sobbed in uncontrollable joy and simply lost track ...
After that, well, time stood still and everything became a prolonged blur. Somehow - who could tell when? -- I was no longer with Estelle. It was the same bed in the same room, but the woman along side me had changed. She murmured strings of Spanish and tickled my flesh with her fingertips until I nearly went crazy.
Then there was somebody else with me. I didn't have to open my eyes to know who it was. Only plump Nancy would keep her bra and panties on at such a moment. I didn't mind, though. The flimsy garments weren't at all in the way. Imogene would be next, I was sure, the pouty one who liked my auburn hair. Wouldn't she try to cast me in the role of her governess? No, thanks, not tonight; anyway, I had no intention of waiting around to find out. And when Nancy and I ground to a halt, we went back to the living room together.
A frenzied scene met my eyes. It was just a wee bit revolting, the mass action, the careless-type couplings and triplings and dumb daisy-chains. All the more so when Nancy plunged right in and became a part of it, lingerie and all. There were too many bodies. Too many arms. Too many legs. And the noises! Sighs, shrieks, moans, curses, muttered oaths that made my hair prickle.
I turned away, anxious to avoid the messy pile-up. Ai! of a sudden I wasn't alone though; Estelle Kincaid was right behind me, following my lead. I climbed the stairs, waggling my bare ass to give her a little extra incentive, figuring how nice it would be to have such amiable company far from that lesbian inferno. On an impulse, I headed for the big bedroom suite and could have cheered aloud upon finding it unoccupied - my favorite of all the rooms, the most modem, the most luxurious.
Once inside, I locked the door but brushed off any immediate ideas about sex between us. Quite docile in manner, Estelle nodded and scurried over to the small bar to find cigarettes and something refreshing to drink. We chatted then - and again I let her do most of the talking. About her home in Springfield mainly, an old-fashioned mansion that was due to be redecorated shortly - all of which sounded like mere chitchat until she got around to making her point. She was closing her peninsula place and driving home sometime next week to meet with the decorator people and begin work. And wouldn't I like to come with her?
Flattered by the offer, I shook my head nevertheless, not exactly enthusiastic about getting that close to Chelsea Hill. Whereupon she coaxed and cajoled and practically begged me to come. I liked that, naturally, but then the stupid woman spoiled it all by injecting a commercial note into the conversation. Could she buy me a few gifts to soften my heart, some new clothes maybe? Or even give me the money instead, so that I might shop for myself? After all, a beautiful young girl never had enough dresses ...
Horror froze me. And when she mentioned the possibility of a fur coat, the horror turned to hot rage. My temper flared and I couldn't control myself. Nor did I even try, not after hearing the old bitch put me in the category of a whore. I let go with a stream of blistering profanity and began slapping her. Across that smug face, back and forth, slapping furiously and not caring about anything else but venting my terrible wrath.
And she just took it!
She just stood there and let me hit her. At first I was too angry to understand; there was no thought or reason or attempt at making sense. I just went on cracking my palm across her cheek. Until my arm got tired and I had to pant for breath. But even then, after my burst of violence ended, I was still too enraged to fully grasp the situation.
"Puck you, Estelle. I won't be treated like a whore. Stay the hell away from me, you hear? I don't ever want to see you again."
"Loi ... darling ... "
There was a glazed look in her eyes. Then the tears welled up and started flowing down her cheeks. Her body went limp; she crumpled to the floor and wrapped her arms around my legs, wailing words of apology and entreating my forgiveness. I felt the heat of her face against my ankles. And then - almost like some weird nightmare! - she began kissing. Actually licking my feet! It made me feel like some kind of royal princess, a proud princess with absolute power over my fawning subject.
But I couldn't just stand there and do nothing; nor was I quite ready to forgive her, either. Instead, I whirled and strode away, moving into the bathroom. Mink. The sight of it gave me a silent chuckle, clearing my mind. If I lived to be a hundred I'd never grow accustomed to such luxury. Mink on the toilet seat. And it felt so good, so soft, so soothing to my ass ...
"Darling?"
"Huh?"
"Won't you let me talk to you? May I come in? Is there anything I can do for you? Help you? Some way to make up ... "
"I'm thinking about it. But come on in anyway, I'll figure out something for you to do." Then, harshly, "No, not like that, you bitch! Get back down on your knees." Relaxed, indolent, I watched the woman crawl clumsily toward me. "Yeah. That's exactly where you belong, wouldn't you say? On your knees."
I looked down at her, a wry smile on my lips, an expression meant to convey my acceptance of this change between us. Telling her that ours was a relationship of mistress and slave, not of lovers. She glanced up and returned my gaze momentarily, then dropped her eyes in meek humility, resigning herself with a piteous little whimper:
"Yes. It's where I belong. If only you'll tell me you're not angry, tell me I'm forgiven. Please?"
That was a foregone conclusion by now, but I still wasn't ready to turn sweet and go into a loving mood. Not yet. Although - in view of my position at the moment - there wasn't much I could order her to do by way of penance. In such an immodest situation, just groveling before me like that should have been humiliation enough.
Well, no, not quite enough. "Like I said, Estelle, I'm thinking about it. And meanwhile, uh, you can lick my feet some more."
She bent her head low. I felt her moist tongue on my toes, kissing, stroking, swabbing. Then - was it coyly? - she tilted her head and peered up at me. "Darling? Just your feet?" Again her gaze sank, pausing hesitantly halfway down this time, turning my exposed flesh hot with embarrassment. And now it was her face, not mine, that wore a wry smile ...
Drained but far from depleted, I unlocked the bedroom door and descended the staircase, a naked young girl on the prowl. Back there on the huge bed, Estelle Kincaid lay dead to the world, obviously in a state of exhaustion. My official duties for the night were finished now; who could object if I sought my own kind of fun? I had been separated from my darling Fleur long enough, painfully aware of her presence in the house. Couldn't we sneak a quickie?
Alas, she was nowhere to be seen. Squinting and scanning the dimly lit living room, I saw no trace of her familiar form in the writhing entanglement of flesh. That only increased the pressure building up in my loins though, forcing me to keep on with the search, still scrutinizing the orgiastic clusters. For what? Oh shit, I was truly a girl on the prowl now. The weather had died down, but a storm still raged within me.
Hungrily, my eyes darted around the great room, seeking an opening rather than any particular person. Couples and trios were still knotted together in a variety of lascivious postures, woven like an unfinished tapestry but without a single dangling thread. Then, off in a comer, I caught a glimpse of an interesting possibility, a woman with her head buried in cunt and her ass jutting high, a crouch that left her open and vulnerable to any passing stranger. I glided over there, vaguely pleased to find the prominent curves of her body still unfamiliar even in close-up. Somehow that made it more exciting. Strangers in the night. Hmm. Would this constitute a formal introduction?
Ha-ha. Very funny. It's only because I can't have Fleur. Isn't that why I'm so goddam hot? A pang of remorse lanced through me, a thing of shame, puncturing my excuses like computer print-outs on a spindle. I hated myself, hated my wildly beating heart, hated the dragging sensation in my loins that tugged me down behind the obliviously occupied cuntlapper. But even in my near-universal hatred, the temptation was too big a burden. I touched her, cupping the soft ass-cheeks in my palms. Her flesh stiffened in apparent shock, and then a moment later I felt the big round white buttocks go lax and wiggle in an obscene come-on. It was too late to resist, of course, and I dove inside her ass-crack like a' starving pig at a trough, shooting my tongue into her asshole to scoop out the more valuable hidden delicacies; where else would a pig search for pleasure? I tried to tell myself that the ass I had searched for was the ass I was sucking, but even that was denied me. Because of the shame, the thrill, the excitement of being a stranger in the night ...
Chapter Twenty-One
In a way, it was delightfully distracting. Something new for me - two. cunts to suck at the same time. I hadn't even expected it actually, I just happened to be there. They were squirming around on the big bed, Hissing and rubbing together, when Fleur raised an arm and beckoned me close. I leaped to obey, getting in between them and licking her cunt. The flesh was wet and warm from all that friction ...
"Me too."
"Hmm?"
Fleur tapped my head. "Both of us."
No further command was needed, and I switched over to Amanda and dug into her equally wet and warm slit. Evidently I was supposed to divide my attention, share and share alike. Distracting, to say the least - two cunts to suck! - but delightful nonetheless, and I tried to prove myself worthy of the task. With my cheek nestled against Fleur's thigh, I lapped Amanda. Then, whenever the mood struck me, I simply swung my head and dipped my tongue anew, finding a hot and steamy cunt wherever I turned, sinking into the intoxication of their mixed odors and essences. Above me I could see them kissing mouth to mouth, still rubbing and squirming even with my head buried between their bodies.
True, I would have preferred to be doing Fleur's beautiful ass instead. But then again, all of her had a special beauty for me, and I sucked that dark-tufted pussy with intense ardor, tonguing it feverishly and feeling my own untouched flesh grow swollen and humid with erotic excitement. It became increasingly difficult to tear myself away each time, but orders were orders - anyway, both would have been displeased had I shirked my duty.
Two lesbian cunts to suck! The idea spurred me on, inciting me to further boldness. It pricked me, jabbed me, pierced my brain, inflaming my body and provoking me to greater efforts. My mouth took on a personality of its own, endeavoring to bestow the most pleasure upon each one, almost like a game in which I played both sides. And there was no end to the treasure-prize of soft flesh that opened to my lips. It writhed and twisted and demanded attention, engulfing my face, squashing the back of my head. It became a silk-fringed gully in which I couldn't catch my breath. And then another overheated hairy nest that allowed me no more than an instant's hesitation. Until that uniquely contrived little sex-world split apart like an earthquake fault and spewed hot lava as it came to a cataclysmic finale.
Even then I remained right there and continued licking in a soothing manner, kind of swabbing with my tongue in the aftermath of orgasm. I lapped up the dewy moisture solicitously and slowly, a body-attendant now, a girl trained to go on pleasing her mistress - or mistresses - even after the lovemaking was over. Oh yes, I had been well taught!
Amanda evidently agreed. "Hey, she's getting good. Notice the way she ducks down low and swabs out the ass-crack too? Yeah, this kid sure has learned a lot. You're a good teacher."
"I can't take all the credit. Loi was a good pupil; she's the type of slave who takes pride in her work. Just wait till you get your ass done, I mean really tongue-fucked, you know? Even though it's not your kick ... "
"Don't worry, I'll give her a try. Gladly. Isn't it nice to have such a terrific little slave-girl?"
I suppressed a groan of anguish and went on with my obsequious performance. Right to the bitter end. But I couldn't suppress the emotional turmoil within me. Was I really supposed to be a slave-girl? Oddly enough, I hadn't minded that so much, not until Fleur had bragged about my ability as an ass-licker. That should have been a secret between us, the secret core of our love. And now there was nothing left, nothing but a poor hired servant with two bosses. A slave with two mistresses. At least that was the future I saw for myself here in this madhouse. Fleur must have been insane to think I'd succumb so easily, Amanda sounded insane talking about me like that - a terrific little slave-girl - almost as if I couldn't hear her. Some compliment! Insane ...
And me? Am I going insane, too? Will I spend the next party looking for more assholes to try my slavish tongue on?
That was when I made up my mind to leave. Only the decision wasn't enough, I figured - I had to make a commitment too, a firm and irrevocable commitment. And shortly after the three-in-bed session ended, I got to a telephone and called my father, person-to-person, collect, and told him to expect me home soon.
On the following afternoon I paid a social call on my new friend Estelle Kincaid. We kissed upon greeting and she led me to her bedroom, plucking at my clothes and discarding hers at the same time. Her lips were damp and quivery. There was a glazed look in her eyes, a familiar look now, and I was in no hurry to say anything about riding to Springfield with her. Why not let her beg me some more; wasn't it fun last time?
Slowly, quite gracefully for such a plump woman, she sank to the floor and pressed her mouth to my bare feet. Twice. One long and meaningful kiss upon each. Then, almost like a huge house pet seeking approval, she came out of the low crouch and peered up at me with big brown eyes that practically oozed devotion.
"So?" I patted the top of her head. "So we're together again and nothing is changed?"
"Nothing. I'm still your slave."
I stroked her cheek, inching backward toward the bed. She caught my hand and kissed it; then, shuffling along on her knees, she licked my fingers and took them into her mouth. I reached the bed and sat down, excitement bubbling inside me. She was breathing heavily now, a ragged rhythm, and I saw her tits swelling and stiffening, the nipples all but crying out for some kind of martyrdom. Or so it appeared to me. And I was right, of course - she gasped in sudden pleasure as my hand reached out and squeezed the massive mounds of flesh. I pinched cruelly, testing my own strange tendency, my need to hurt and humiliate, a need that could only have been aroused by her obvious masochism.
She flinched. But it was no more than an instinctive reaction, and she made no real effort to back away. Even with my fingers mauling her breasts fiercely, there was only resigned submissiveness in her expression. Which only excited me all the more, naturally, and at last I sagged backward on the' bed and muttered a sharp command to stir my slave to action.
I got action, all right. Even as she moaned her gratitude, my cunt became a mouthful and her tongue managed to rasp across something sensitive down there. Her face wedged into me, into my cunt-lips, nudging my thighs apart with the pressure of her cheeks, such a soft and gentle pressure! As if I had become an object of worship and she didn't dare profane my flesh with her hands. And meanwhile that tongue of hers, that big fat tongue, was busily sending me into a hot spasm of twitching and throbbing.
Wide open now, I arched up to meet her halfway, smearing my cunt into her face, up and down and all around, bringing us together in a nice cunty intimacy. And still that remarkable tongue went on, fucking me now, fucking the sweet shit out of me, and I grabbed a handful of hair and stuffed her head in deeper and had myself one grand and glorious climax as she stayed there, buried and still worshipful, even after my grip slackened ...
We talked after a while, lying there naked. Estelle was happy to learn that I'd be riding home with her. But she was disappointed when I refused to become her permanent guest. She even wanted the redecoration of her house to suit me.
"Especially the bathroom, darling." She had that coyly lewd look again. "Mink for your royal bottom?"
I grinned. "In that case, I'll be visiting you often. But please don't ask me to live with you, hmm? I've got to go home, my own home - some unfinished business to take care of ... " Then, as though speaking the hated name aloud would give me courage for the coming ordeal, "Some unfinished business named Darlene."
"Who?"
"Darlene. My new stepmother."
"Oh. I wonder ... " Estelle shook her head; "Still, it really isn't that impossible a coincidence. Tell me something dear, is your father in the television business?"
"Uh-huh."
"And your stepmother - is she tall and slim and blonde?"
"You - you know her? That slinky bitch?"
"I know her. I know her well. She's one of us - a good friend of mine, actually, although she prefers young girls. A bitch, sure enough - likes to use a whip, you know? As a matter of fact, she used to teach in a school for wayward girls. Handy with the whip. Or a hairbrush over a bare ass. If it's the same Darlene ... "
"Did she - did she ever whip you?"
"I shouldn't answer that. But I did say we were pretty close; I guess that's answer enough. Ooooh, I remember-"
"No! Don't tell me anymore. No more talk, you hear? I'll give that mouth of yours something better to do."
"Darling. Your cunt. "Not there. My ass!"
"Darling!"
She didn't have to move. I just raised up a little and plunked my butt down on her face. The response of her tongue was immediate and unstinting, right up my asshole. I slapped her cunt, feeling the wet flesh squish under my palm. I clutched the patch of hair and twisted. A groan of pain sounded from underneath my body and the big fat tongue increased its thrust noticeably.
I was only working off my anger, of course, trying to compensate for the ugly trick that fate had played upon me. Then again, maybe it wasn't so ugly; after all, finding out that my stepmother was a lesbian had given me a certain advantage. Or had it? Oh, if only I hadn't spoken those bitter words to her! Kiss my ass. How soon would it be before the sadistic bitch had me kissing hers?
Perched on my slave's face, I went to work on the cunt that was so open and vulnerable to my attack. I pinched and slapped it and pulled the hair, still struggling to vent that harrowed feeling, the pent-up rage. And now I was rocking my body hard upon the upturned face, jamming my cleft buttocks down around it, making her a prisoner of pain. It didn't help much. Except that I knew it would be nice to have Estelle available like this while going through my ordeal with Darlene. Some of the wicked Morlock mood to sustain me through my Eloi tribulations. Oh yes, I was a girl-crazy girl, sure enough, but my perversion went a lot deeper. Even now I was conscious of a special tingle of anticipation, an awareness of my own vulnerability. Would that slinky blonde bitch really make me kiss her ass? Would she beat me? Oh shit, I'd probably wind up kissing her ass and loving it!
I shuddered exquisitely. Even the idea of a whipping ...
