"She just kept on watching my peter and playing with it. She was really getting me excited. It felt good. I didn't want her to stop, but I was scared somebody would come down the hall and catch us.
"Then Ruthie asked me if I jerked off like she heard boys do a lot.
"I said, 'Once in a while.' I was ashamed to admit I did it practically every night, sometimes during the day, too.
"She asked, 'Do you squirt stuff?'
"I nodded, and she said real quick, 'Do it now. I want to see it.'
"Something made me say she could make it squirt if she jerked me off, and she said, 'How do I do it?'
"I said, 'Just jerk the skin up and down like you've been doing, only faster.'
"She started doing it real fast. I had to make her slow down. I showed her how to hold my peter and told her not to squeeze too hard. She was eager to do it right so she could make me squirt.
"After a minute of showing her how and telling her, then she got the right hold on it and the right speed and God, I started to get super-stiff and tingly right away. Getting jerked off by somebody else, especially a girl, is the best way to get jerked off there is.
"Ruthie jerked my peter just right and after a half minute she asked how long it took, and I said, 'I'm almost there now.' And I was. I made her stop and dig my hanky out of my pants pocket. I spread it on my shirtfront Then she started again and said, 'Tell me when it's going to come out.'
"She pumped me faster and watched and watched and I got that tight powerful good sensation that got stronger and stronger until I was all stiff and holding my breath and my peter was like a rock in her jerking hand. It was a terrific feeling. Stronger than I ever got from doing it myself.
"I told her, 'Here it comes,' and the stuff shot out like a bullet and hit the wall above the end of the bed over my head. Then another load of it almost hit me in the face. It landed on the pillow.
"Ruthie stopped jerking me and I was cheated of a lot of sensation. But she was surprised. Her eyes were real big. She said, 'Gee ... wow ... it really shoots, doesn't it?' She watched the stuff pump out and run down onto her fingers. 'Is there more?' She giggled. 'It missed your hanky. How come?'
"I said, 'I don't know. I never shot that far before.'
"She said, 'I bet it's because I was jerking it off.' She took her hand from my peter and looked real close at the stuff on her fingers. She smelled it and wrinkled her nose. She watched me wipe the pillow and wall. I handed the hanky to her and she wiped her hand.
"Ruthie asked, 'Can you do that again?'
"I said, 'Yes, but it takes a long time and I don't squirt much the second time.'
"She said, 'I wish I could squirt.'
"I said, 'You can't squirt, but you can get the same strong, good feeling. You can come. Haven't you tried to masturbate?' I stuffed my softened peter back into my underpants and zipped up. I was safe.
"Ruthie said, 'Sure. I diddle myself a lot. Dorothy showed me how a year ago. She tells me all about sex and things. She's fourteen.' She finished wiping her hand and smelled her fingers again. She said, 'If that stuff gets inside a girl's crack far enough she can get pregnant, can't she?'
"I said yes. She said, 'I want to jerk you off again pretty soon. I like to see you shoot. It feels good to jerk your peter like that. I like it. Do you want me to do it again?'
"I nodded. I sure as hell did. I didn't care if she was my sister or not.
"She smiled and said, 'Okay, and I'll let you put your finger in me and diddle me if you want to.' She hopped off the bed. She said, 'That was fun.' And she went out and I heard the hall floor creak and heard her go into the bathroom and wash her hands. After that, she went into her own room.
"It took me a while to get interested in reading my social studies book again.
"The next time something like that happened was three days later, on a Saturday. Dad went off all day to fish and mom went downtown to shop. I was supposed to go over to the park to play some baseball with the guys, and Ruthie was supposed to go over to a girl friend's house for a sewing lesson, later.
"So there we were all alone in the house.
"I was in the kitchen raiding the refrigerator when she came in and real quick groped for my peter. I didn't stop her. I'd been thinking this would be a perfect time to do something, if she started it.
"I took an apple from the crisper while she squeezed my peter through my pants. She said, 'It's getting hard already. Want me to jerk you off? You want to diddle me?'
"I said sure, okay. She took an apple too and we went into my room. She took a bite of her apple and said, 'You take down your pants and I'll take down mine.'
"So we did. We lay on my bed side by side and she started jerking my peter slow and easy while I started fingering her.
"It was the third time I'd ever gotten to do it with a girl, so I knew what to do. Every girl has a little sex button in her crack that's like the head of a man's peter, only it's real small and sometimes real hard to find. But it wasn't hard to find Ruthie's. Hers was a stiff little bump and she told me when I touched it with my finger. 'Rub me there. That's my hot spot.'
"She was sticky-wet inside her crack and that made it easy to rub.
"We had our heads propped up with pillows and we were chomping away on our apples. I asked Ruthie if she could come from the way I was diddling her and she nodded and said sure, in a minute. So I kept it up. It was easy, just rubbing the end of my finger over that little hard bump in her crack near the top.
"And she kept on jerking on my peter, too, and she had a smooth way of doing it. I was all hard and tight and getting that special feeling. I hadn't masturbated for three days, hoping we'd have a chance. I had a big load in me ready to shoot. "I finished my apple and dug my hanky out of my pocket. Ruthie asked me, 'Is it close?' I said yeah and she said to stop diddling her, to finish her off afterward, so she could really jerk me off good.
"She got up on her knees on the bed by my side and really started pumping me up and down fast and hard and good. God!
"The feeling got stronger and stronger. I started to get all tense. Then she shifted to her other hand and it felt even better, if you can imagine-it was something about the way her fingers gripped my peter.
"Anyway, I just barely remembered to hold my hanky up over my peter to keep the stuff from shooting all over me and the bed and everything, but Ruthie said, 'No, don't! I want to see it shoot up.' And she pushed my hand away.
"So that's what happened. I said, real tense like, 'Okay, then, you clean it up.' And she said she would, so I pulled my shirt up and just closed my eyes and let it build up and it just about wiped me out when it hit-God! I just let it happen! It felt like my guts were shooting up out of my peter.
"Ruthie kept on pumping me till I was all pumped out. I had to stop her. She said, 'You had an awful lot!' She giggled. 'It went up higher than my head!'
The temptation presented by a lush, ripe young girl, ten, eleven or twelve years old is often too much for a man to resist. If circumstances arrange themselves just so, many men of all ages (and an occasional woman) will succumb to the lure of a fresh, young, well-developed body. It is a legal crime to yield to that temptation, but for as long as Man has been Man it has happened, does happen, will happen.
It happened to the five people whose stories I am presenting in this book. These cases are the result of interviews, some taped conversations, one wild, incredible late-night phone call, and a scrawled confession on high-school notepaper.
Names and locations have been changed.
Don't condemn top harshly the adults in this book whose experiences brand them as child molesters, technically. Whether a ten or eleven-year-old girl has the body of a young woman, or nearly so, the male mind naturally tends to think in terms of sex. The body is old enough, is the inner whisper. A rounded, nubile body is often impossible to resist. Often there is no will to resist. Often the girl, curious and intrigued, impelled by newly burgeoning sexual urges, will invite exploration and new knowledge.
What then?
The stories in this book show you.
Chapter One: Louisa
How often in history has an older stepbrother "fooled around" with his younger stepsister? Times without number. It is perhaps true that no family, broken and then combined with part of another, is free of some sexual activity between the children involved.
One might even go so far as to say that such stepbrother-sister sexual activity, in one degree or another, is normal-because of its frequency and universality. It could be one of the better sexual education systems in modern society ... if society had the courage to investigate and admit it.
But I'm not praising it or trying to encourage it; the chances of sexual trauma are too great for the younger partner, whatever the child may learn about sex in the process. The adult in adult-child sexual encounters or seductions is not often a trained psychologist or interested in protecting the tender psyche of the sexually precocious but emotionally immature child he is dealing with.
But often he must go slowly, and cleverly, to protect himself, if the child is a stepsister and in a position to get him into deep, humiliating trouble.
Often parents of developing girls are careless in providing older stepbrothers opportunity, and stupid in not giving the child sexual information when she needs it.
This was the case with Donald and Louisa.
Donald began to tell me of his sexual adventures with his "sexy little" stepsister while he was drunk one night in a bar. He didn't know me beyond the fact that I was a writer of sex studies. He was anonymous-a young man in a dim booth talking softly under the blare of a juke box.
I asked him if he'd tell the story in detail into a tape recorder. I said I didn't want real names and if any slipped in I would change them.
He agreed and we went to my apartment. It took him about an hour to tell it all, with my prompting and questioning. I have edited the transcribed manuscript to omit my part and his many irrelevant asides. And, as part of my agreement with him, I have destroyed the tape after transcribing it.
The following is Donald's confession.
"See, there I was conned into staying in the house Friday night while my mother and stepfather went out to see this stupid movie with Julie Andrews in it.
"I didn't have anywhere to go. I didn't have a girl then. I was twenty-one and still a little scared of girls then.
"So mom and him lay out a lot of bribes-ice cream in the freezer for me-and some good specials on TV, and they track out to the car and go.
"Then I see Louisa in her bedroom and her door is open and I can see her reflection in the dresser mirror. She's undressing for her bath and I come alive because Louisa is only eleven years old, you know? But she has the tits of a sixteen-year-old.
"See, she's his daughter, and mom got her in the deal. He's Greek and we're mostly German-English, and his first wife was Italian-so you see Louisa had that hot Mediterranean blood in her. They bloom fast. She sure did. Eleven years old and she's got those big dark eyes, sexy eyes, like she was born knowing how to fuck.
"She was standing by her bed skinning down her jeans. I was in the kitchen and was looking down the hall to her room. My room was down in the basement. She stepped out of those jeans and I got a beautiful sight of her little round ass and nice legs. She had a body, a real body on her, and then she pulls off her sweater and stands there in her white bra-yeah, mom made her wear one-and she walks out of sight for a minute and I'm hoping she comes into view of that mirror again-and she does, and she's stark naked.
"I stopped breathing. Jeeeesus what a perfect little body! I got a hard on so fast you wouldn't believe it.
"I guess I'm a tit man, you know? All I could see was those beautiful white tits sticking out. Not round ... she had those pear-shaped kind that really stick out, with pink knobs at the tips. That's what knocked me out, too, was those swollen little knobs, and the nipple sort of a quiet little, darker pink nub in the middle of the knob.
"So I get a tight throat and a gut-empty feeling, and I'm staring like crazy, and my prong is stiff and hot on my belly. And she puts on her robe and I see she didn't have any pussy hair-smooth as silk down there, with a little slit far in between her thighs.
"Then she comes out of her room and goes into the bathroom and shuts the door. I got ideas plenty, but I was scared. I went into the Jiving room and turned on the TV. What the hell could I do?-walk in on her in the tub? Yeah, I thought about it.
"A half an hour goes by and I'm watching a comedy or something and I'm thinking about her and my hard on is gone, but it's still laying half hard, sort of tingling and feeling ready to go ... you know how your prick feels sometimes? I knew I was going to pull it out and jack off as soon as she went to bed. I've got a big one, too.
"Louisa came out of the bathroom all damp and steamy and her robe was just red cotton with white dots on it. And she came into the living room and the robe is buttoned, but her tits-God, those nice, juicy tits-stuck out and jiggled some when she walked over to see what I had on the TV.
"She wanted to stay up and watch some of the Cavett Show because he was going to have a big rock star on-I forget who now-and I started getting ideas.
"But she beat me to it. She plopped her ass on the sofa next to me and watched the stupid detective show that was on for a minute, and she makes a face and says, 'Donny, can I ask a question ... a sex question?'
"Sure," I said. I was casual but I was getting hard again.
"Myra told me boys have little babies in their nuts and they shoot them into a girl's stomach and that's how girls get preggie. Is that right?'
"It blew my mind, that coming out of Louisa, but we liked each other, and we horsed around sometimes, but I kept my hands safe, you know, and I swore a lot when the folks weren't around. Shit, kids know all the words anyway.
"So I said, 'Sort of. It's kind of complicated, though.'
"How?"
"I dodged at first and got cold guts and told her to ask mom. But she said she tried to and mom got up-tight and told her she wasn't old enough to know that yet. So it was my chance and I started building insurance all over-you know, 'I'll tell you but you got to promise not to tell mom or your dad I did.' Like that.
"She crossed her heart and promised. So I took a big chance and said I could show her easier than tell it, and asked if she'd ever seen a boy's nuts and penis.
"You know, she got a secret smile and said no. And, yes, she wanted to see mine, and it was just between us ... she was curious as hell.
"But my hard on was shrunk. Scared. But I unzipped and pulled out the limp little thing, and my balls.
"She stared and put her hand out and said, 'Can I feel 'em?'
"Sure." And she started playing and fingering the balls at first, in the sack, you know. She said, "They do feel like nuts-little walnuts. Is that where the babies are made?'
"I started to get a little technical and my prong started to fill up. And she saw it and started to feel it. She got her little fingers around it and lifted it up as it got longer and stiffer. She was all eyes and questions.
"God, it felt good with her handling it like that-that curious, innocent touch, first time holding a prick. She was a virgin to everything!
"She was all eyes at how big it got. I've got nearly seven inches hard, so you know it was pretty terrific to her.
"I told her the seed came up the tube inside the penis and squirted into a woman's womb. She didn't know what a womb was ... so I just casually, as if it was okay and perfectly right, I said. Take off your robe and I'll show you where your womb is.' Like I was doing her a favor and it was a bore.
"So she hopped off the sofa and unbuttoned her robe and opened it up and said, 'Where?' She was standing right in front of me.
"My heart was thudding away like mad and I was scared, but those lovely tits of hers were right there! And her body was so damn smooth and young and curvy. She had the shape of a woman- but no hair on her pussy. And those ripe, white pears sticking out, begging my hands to squeeze and rub.
"Shit, man ... I guess my hands shook but I reached out and pointed to under her belly button and pushed my finger against her belly and said, 'In there.' And I put my hand flat on her belly and rubbed in a small hot circle and told her, her belly would get bigger and bigger and stick out when she was pregnant. And I said her breasts would get bigger and bigger, too, when she was pregnant.
"And I did it, man, I put my hands on those sweet tits! God, they were like hot yeast, so spongy and smooth and silky and ... shit, what a double handful! That was the first time a man ever touched them. I was the first. God, were they nice.
"And that was the minute she knew I was getting sexy with her-the way I fondled her tits-and her eyes got sort of sparkly and warm. And felt her nipples get hard-sort of grow out those knobs on the end of her breasts.
"So there I was leaning forward, staring at my hands, and my hands rubbing over her sweet tits, and she was letting me do it, just standing there holding open her robe, watching my hands on her tits, and I guess she was getting a charge out of it.
"After about half a minute of me doing that, rubbing up her breasts, she whispered, "That feels funny.'
"I said it was supposed to feel good and make her sort of glow and feel itchy and want it more.
"Is this part of making love?"
"I nodded and said, 'It's safe, though. You can't get pregnant this way.'
"She said she knew that. She said she knew a man had to fuck a girl before it happened. And I kept on squeezing-rubbing her lovely tits, soft and easy, trying to get her hot, to see what else she'd let me do.
"She sort of edged closer to me, closer and closer, till I opened my knees up and she moved in between. She was watching my hands and was watching my prong, too. It was like a rock, sticking up out of my pants.
"She said, 'I want to do things with your penis.' She got down on her knees between my legs so she could reach my prong. And while I kept on playing with her tits she reached out and started playing with my prick and balls. God, what a situation.
"She didn't know how to jack a man off or anything. She just squeezed and rubbed and flopped it around.
"I asked her if she wanted to see me squirt seed, and she nodded quick and said, 'Go ahead.' She was kind of pink in the face ... warm all over. Her breasts were really warm, and her little nipples were hard. I saw she was pressing her thighs together, tensing her inner thigh muscles, like her little pussy was getting itchy.
"I said, 'You have to help me by rubbing the skin up and down.' I showed her how to hold my prick and how to jack me. Then I went back to rubbing her breasts.
"She started to pump the skin up and down, but too low. So I showed her how to run the skin up over the head.
"She started again and I knew from the first I was going to go off in a minute. She didn't do it very fast and her arm got tired quick, so she used both hands-like churning butter.
"I stared at her tits and squeezed them and molded them with the pink tips and felt the hot pressure building up in my guts ... and little Louisa just watched my prick like a hawk because she didn't want to miss seeing me squirt.
"She was getting tired just when I was on the edge. I said, 'Just a little bit more ...' and she knew I was about ready. She stuck her tongue out and concentrated on pumping me and got her face close. Shit, I felt it coming up and I squeezed her tits and went all tight and looked down at my prick and I was panting. And I said, 'Now--fast!' And she pumped faster and she took a tighter grip with both hands ... and that was it!
"I squirted like a fucking geyser. A gob of the stuff shot way up and landed on my arm and another gob went up and hit the cushion and then some got on her wrist and hands. But she had sense enough to keep on jacking me while I went off.
"Her eyes were big when she saw the stuff shoot up and then pump out onto her hands. She giggled, too, like it was funny.
"She kept on pumping till I told her to stop. She said, 'Did it hurt you?'
"I said it felt great when I shot, no matter how my face looked, because the feeling was so strong. I got out a hanky and we wiped up.
"She said, 'Could I get that feeling too?'
"Sure, if you want to."
"How? I don't have a penis thing to rub like a man."
"Yes, you do, but it's real small and you have to know where to look."
"She said she didn't have any little thing, and I said it was down inside the lips of her pussy-she knew what her pussy was-and she still didn't believe me, so I said I'd show her if she wanted me to.
"I was offhand about it because I was empty-you know-I was sort of desexed for a few minutes, and there wasn't any big thrill at the moment about fingering Louisa.
"She was suspicious. 'Okay ... but just with your finger. You better not try to fuck me.'
"So I agreed. I didn't want to fuck her then, anyway. I really didn't want to bust her cherry. I figured there'd be blood and she'd cry and maybe tell mom. I didn't need that scene. I was taking enough chances as it was.
"She sat on the sofa beside me. To make her feel safer I zipped up. Then I started feeling up her breasts again. I couldn't keep my hands off them.
"I told her the best way was to make her tits feel warm and itchy first, then rub her clit. I had to stop with her tits and show her, her clit.
"She had one, all right. She was a developed little girl. Up close, I could see the beginning of some fuzz on her mound.
"I got her to open up her legs wide, and hold her pussy lips open and look where I pointed. Her clit was a little pink pea that sort of peeked out when she spread herself that way.
"I touched it with my fingertip. I rubbed it for a second or two. She got a funny, surprised look in her eyes.
"I said, 'Rub that little bud and you'll get the same feeling I did, maybe better.'
"You do it, Donny. I did you."
"All right. I'll show you how." I wasn't any expert on fingering off girls ... I'd only done it four or five times to a girl when I was nineteen ... but I figured I could get Louisa off.
"I started sucking her tits ... and rubbing her clit at the same time. She liked it. God, it was incredible to suck on those knobs on her breasts and lick the nipple in my mouth.
"I had her squirming around on the sofa almost right away. 'It feels funny,' she kept saying, and she kept her eyes open, watching me suck her tits and watching my hand between her legs.
"She kept her thighs wide open and her little ass kept squirming. She was breathing through her mouth, too.
"My finger was in her juice, too. She was wet. Really slippery stuff. It made tickling her clit easy and I guess it felt wonderful to her.
"It took about ten minutes the first time. She fought it some. But I kept my fingertip flicking over that little pea, and she started breathing faster and faster and getting scared of what was going on in her ... the weird sensations, I guess.
"She was almost there and she was jerking her hips sort of automatically, and really hot, and gasping for air and she said, wide-eyed and like in a panic, 'What's happening to me?'
"I said, 'Enjoy it, it's what happened to me inside. It's natural. It's a climax.' And her clit felt to me like it had a charge of electricity or something-it had a special stiffness to it-and she suddenly just held her breath and her eyes bulged and she flopped away and fell away to the floor and started to cry.
"I was scared, too. I went down on my knees and soothed her and told her to take it easy, and asked what was wrong. And she said it was like something hot tearing open in her belly and it scared her ... like her insides were glowing and getting kind of 'wound up' and jittery.
"I petted her and said it was a climax and okay and nothing was wrong, it felt that way for everybody.
"But she was still scared. It was all too new.
"She went to bed. I tried to give her some ice cream and said she could watch Cavett, but she just went to her room and shut the door. And I started to sweat. I could just see mom calling me down for fooling around ... and if the old man ever found out-shit! So long, Donald! He'd probably hand me over to the cops!
"So I sweated all next day. And a whole week went by before I felt halfway safe.
"Louisa went around frowning a lot. She hardly said a word to me. But she didn't avoid me, either, and I kept cracking jokes to show I wasn't worried.
"One day a week later, when I got home from Mickey-mouse five-and-dime job I had then, she was the only one in the house. I didn't do a thing. I went right down to my room in the basement-it was a party room converted-and I started to change clothes. Then I heard her coming down the stairs. So I figured quick she was interested in doing it again, so I was in my shorts and shirt and I didn't bother to jump into pants or grab a robe.
"I was right, too. Louisa peeked in through the curtain that hangs in the doorway and smiled. 'Can I talk with you a minute?'
"I said sure and lounged on my bed and my prong started to get big in my shorts. I let her see it, too.
"She came into my little room and said she wanted to talk about climaxes. She was sort of blushing and quiet and wouldn't meet my eyes at first.
"I cut right through the fluff. I said, 'You want to try it again?' My prick was swelling up good. She noticed it-I saw her eyes take it in.
"She stopped pretending to be a nice little girl. She grinned and nodded. She said, 'I'll make you squirt if you'll rub my pussy like you did before.'
"Okay, but where's mom and your dad?"
"They went over to Aunt Florence's. They said they'd be back by five." That gave us at least a half an hour. I told her okay, but we'd have to get right to it. And I pushed down my shorts. The prong was hard, man, and jumping a little, with the skin down and the head out. It felt like it-was a foot long.
"Louisa came across and took hold of both hands again. She climbed up on the bed. "you ever put this in girls?"
"I said once in a while. Truth is I was practically a virgin, then. I'd only done it once. Anyway, I told Louisa she had to get undressed, too. She didn't want to, not all the way, because mom and her dad might come back early or something. So I said just take off your bra and panties and leave your blouse open and your skirt on. I wanted to suck her tits! They were mouth-watering. I wasn't just going to rub them this time!
"She did what I said, and settled down beside me on the bed and I pushed her blouse open all the way and there they were ... like strawberry-tipped scoops of vanilla ice cream-that's corny, Louisa's breasts were out of sight ... just ideal. Sticking up so pert and neat.
"I said, 'Let me work you up a little, first.' And I got my hands on her breasts and real easy started to squeeze and rub and finger the nipples to make them stick out ... it was fun to watch them grow and get stiff. And her knobs got sort of bloated, too, and harder than at first, when I started on them.
"After a minute I said, 'Know what feels good? Having a guy suck your titties.'
"She said, 'Go ahead if you want to.' But her eyes got a little wider.
"I got my mouth down on one of those knobs right away ... licking on it, licking the nipple, my lips tight on it, sucking the knob way into my mouth. It got to her, too, I could tell. Her breath caught and she made a little good sound, you can tell.
"I was in some kind of heaven. God, man, you have no idea how lovely her breasts were ... how they stuck up at you all by themselves, all pale and smooth like silk and warm and soft, sort of firm and yielding ... and those knobs ... puffed up with the nipple sticking up in the middle, just begging to be touched and sucked. God! It gets me, just remembering it.
"She really liked it. She really enjoyed it. Then she whispered, 'Do my pussy, like before.'
"I almost said I'd go down on her instead. But I had a flash that that would blow her mind too so soon. So I promised myself I'd get her to enjoying clit tickling, get her coming back for more and more, then lick her off and maybe ... maybe ... talk her into sucking me off!
"I slid my right hand down under her skirt and onto her naked mound and she opened her legs nice and wide for me. She remembered. And I stroked my finger up and down over the lips down there and I'm telling you they oozed juice. She was ready, hot, and she wanted that special tickling.
"So I pushed my finger in and did a little exploring ... in her hole, her vagina ... and sure enough, she was a virgin. Then I eased the fingertip up onto her hard little clit and she took a quick breath and her hips gave a little jump. Yeah, I knew she liked it! I had Louisa wet for coming.
"I started rubbing her clit in little circles, slow, very slow, tantalizing her, rolling that slippery little pea like it was a ball bearing in oil. And I sucked on her titties, too, all the time, keeping my mouth full, licking those sweet nipples and knobs.
"She was hot and getting hotter. And she wasn't scared this time, either. I think she experimented with herself in bed after that first time with me, and she fingered herself off, and it was good, but she wanted the fun of having somebody else do it. Because it's always better that way.
"She surprised me, then. She was squirming around again, rubbing her ass on the bed, and then she felt around with her hand and grabbed my prong and started pumping it fast as she could. She kept losing her grip because her hand was small and I've got a pretty thick prick, but it was so good I was close to shooting in a minute.
"But then she forgot about pumping me because she was going off herself ... and did she! Man, that little girl had a climax so strong I thought she was having a fit! I mean, she started moaning and breathing like she was running--fast, and jumping her hips up and down and squirming. Her chest and neck and face got all mottled, and that little slit of hers was drooling juice.
"She was so far gone I could have broken her cherry with my finger and she wouldn't have known.
"She finally went past the peak, though, and got quiet. I kept on fingering her. I was curious if she could come again right away. She didn't stop me, and I had another flash-she had tickled herself off in bed more than once ... she probably had done it a couple of times in a row, just experimenting.
"She smiled soft and nice at me. "That was wonderful, Donny. I like it a lot now.'
"I remembered we didn't have much time, so I said, 'Do me now, and if we have the time I'll do you off again.'
"She nodded and sat up and got up on her knees between my legs and grabbed a hold of my prong with both hands again, like the first time, and started pumping fast and good. Shit, what a sweet grip she had! Just right. I didn't have to adjust it or tell her how to do it again. She remembered.
"I was looking down my body and seeing her jack me off-with her lips pressed together in concentration and her luscious little breasts joggling and jiggling with the jerking of her hands shaking her body.
"It took only about half a minute. She got me going ... in no time I was gritting my teeth and feeling that stuff coming up the tube like I was a volcano.
"She knew, too. That little minx knew and she watched me shoot and she pumped me even faster and she said, 'Ooooo, that one went way high!'
"I felt like I was squirting my brains out. Jesus, that was a good one. I get a hard on just remembering like this.
"The stuff was all over-on the bed, on my shirt, on her hands. But she didn't seem to mind it. She even put her hand up to her nose and smelled it. She said it smelled like fish oil. I almost said, 'Taste it once,' but I didn't. I got up and got a rag and wet it in the laundry tub in the other part of the basement and came back and wiped it all up.
"That's the trouble with shooting off like that -it's so messy. I wish men didn't have stuff sometimes. It would sure solve a lot of problems.
"We didn't have a chance to do anything more. We heard the car come up the driveway. Mom and Louisa's dad were back!
"She got white in the face and got her bra on quick and was stepping into her panties just as we heard them come into the house upstairs. I got into my pants just as quick.
"I got cute and winked at Louisa and called up the stairs, 'Hey, mom, will you tell Louisa to leave me alone? She's down here bothering me all the time!'
"Louisa picked up on it right away. She yelled back she was just looking for something she lost and mom told her to come upstairs and help her get supper ready.
"So Louisa grumbled and grinned at me and went upstairs. I knew we had a thing going we both liked a lot. I knew I'd see her again first chance there was.
"But we didn't get a good chance to be alone for a couple weeks at least. Really alone so we could get undressed and have a ball.
"She came down to my basement room a lot of times to 'bother me' while mom was upstairs, or her dad was home, too. But she couldn't stay long ... it was just quick stuff. You know, she'd pull her panties down to her ankles and hop up on the bed and I'd give her a quick fingering-off.
"She was always wet when I got my finger in her little slit, too. And she went off quicker and quicker, too. Till, after the tenth time-she managed to see me sometime or other for a few minutes every night-after about the tenth time she could have a climax in about two minutes.
"And she learned to just enjoy it in silence, too. She'd sort of hold her breath and grab my pillow and press it over her face when she came. She moaned a little bit, but even I could barely hear it, and she bit the pillow, too. And her pussy was all over the bed, jerking up and down, and sideways.
"So that took maybe three to five minutes, giving her an orgasm, and then she'd sit up and I'd get my prong out for her and she'd two-hand me off-whoosh, you know? I was always ready for that.
"We'd drop a hanky over the end of my prick a second before I squirted to keep the stuff from shooting all over. She got better and better at jacking me off ... she could tell when to go fast. One time when we had time she pumped me up close till I was dribbling, almost ready to go off, then she stopped cold and let my prick simmer down. Then she grabbed it with both hands again and jacked me up to the edge. She did that three times and then the fourth time just kept on pounding her hands up and down-but fast-and I shot my nuts out! I thought I'd go through the roof! God! What a sexy little girl! God, what I had going for me ... and I blew it! Shit, if I'd been smart I would have nursed her along and waited till she was old enough ... right about now ... and married her.
"Louisa's almost seventeen now, you know?- and she's a knockout! You'd swear model or movie star. And those incredible tits of hers are so big and ripe now. God! And I can't get near her.
"Yeah. Back to how I blew it. That was stupid Donald at his most stupid, that scene.
"We finally got together-another time when mom and him went out to a show-and Louisa's eyes were shining with secret looks at me during supper. Was she hot for another long session! And I had a hard on like you get sometimes when you know a good sex time is coming.
"I was going to try something different with her. I figured she was ready for it.
"So when the car pulled out and away went the folks, I headed for Louisa's room. She was already getting out of her clothes. I started to unbuckle and sat on her bed. But she said she didn't want to do anything in her room, let's go downstairs, and let her take a bath first.
"That was okay, I wanted her good and clean for what I was going to do. In fact, I hurried up and took a quick bath before her.
"Then I went downstairs and waited. I could hear her fill the tub-the pipes thumped-and hear her pull the plug, and then hear her bare feet slapping on the rubber runners as she came down the stairs.
"I only had a robe on. I was laying on my bed with a hard on sticking up like a tent pole-to see what she'd say when she saw it that way.
"Louisa came through the doorway curtain and laughed. She was in a robe, too, the same one she wore that first time.
"She came over to the bed and climbed on. There wasn't any modesty or anything. She flipped open my robe and started playing with my prick. She liked to squeeze it as hard as she could to see if it hurt me. It didn't because she didn't have enough strength in her arms. She was just an eleven-year-old girl. In age and height and weight, yes, eleven years old. But with curves and those tits. Those mouth-watering tits. And she was learning quick about sex and she liked it a lot.
"She started whapping my prick around, bouncing it off my balls and like that. And I started unbuttoning her robe.
"I got her naked in a minute and started feeling up her out-of-sight tits. Then I slipped a finger down between her pussy lips and started tickling her clit in the juice.
"We were laying side by side, only opposite, in a kind of open sixty-nine, you know. That way it was easy for her to reach over and play with my prong and I had a clear way for my hand between her legs, and my finger doing little circles and up and down.
"And I said, after I had her going good, I said, 'Hey, Louisa, you want to feel something great, even better than coming this way?'
"She said, 'Maybe. What?'
"And I said, 'Let me go down on you. Let me tongue you off.'
"You mean stick your tongue in me?" Her dark eyes got wide. She knew what it was, I mean, she'd heard about it, but she didn't think I'd do it. She said, "You want to?"
"Sure. Why not? Nothing wrong with it. The girls love it!" I was bullshitting there ... I hadn't ever done it before. Other guys told me they did it, though, and they said their girls went crazy for it.
"And I had this wild yen to do it to Louisa. Give it to her for the first time in her life ... drive her up the wall with it. Make her want it all the time ... have her begging me for it, have her promising to do anything if I'd do it to her again. Yeah. Dream on.
"She giggled, just like a little girl, because she was embarrassed. She said, 'Go ahead and do it if you want to.' Then she said, 'But I won't put your thing in my mouth, just because you do it to me.'
"I asked why not-because that's just what I was working to, you know? She just shrugged and made a face and said, 'Just because,' the way kids do.
"So I said-stupid-I said she didn't have to worry about me squirting in her mouth if she did try sucking me once, for a minute. And even if I did shoot when she was doing it, I said the stuff tasted good, that lots of girls liked the taste.
"I told her all about a girl who liked to suck me off. See, this girl was a figment ... just made up ... and how this girl said it tasted like hot gravy.
"I could see Louisa was skeptical. She said, 'It smells like fish.' And I said, 'Yes, but she-this girl-said it tasted like warm gravy. So it can't be so bad, even if I did happen to go off, that's all.' I didn't push it. I let it go. I wanted to go down on her and get her crazy for it.
"So I shifted around and started licking her breasts and sucking up the knobs and getting her nipples hard and I kept on fingering her till she went off-wild ass jumping around and holding her breath and going "Mmmmmmmmmmm' in her throat even with the folks gone.
"Then I started kissing and licking down her body ... over her warm, smooth skin. She had skin like white velvet, and I loved to run my hands over any part of her, just to feel that warm, smooth skin. She was rounded ... no sharp corners or bones poking up. God, it was something to smell her like that, naked and sort of soapy and soft and warm and young.
"I licked down over her belly and onto her mound and I wet down the beginning hairs she had there, and I pushed open her thighs wide, real wide, and licked down into the warm damp place, down between, and licked along those dark pink pussy lips. I got a taste of her juice, too ... kind of tart and tasteless and a little bit metallic and acidy too. A girl's juice there has a special taste ... no way to tell in words what it's like. Every man has to find out for himself.
"I started pointing my tongue and stabbing it inside her there-and I was trying to hit her clit.
"I guess I stabbed right on the button because her hips gave a little jerk and I looked up and she was up on her elbows watching me do it and there was a funny look on her face ... kind of disgusted, but liking it, too.
"I was digging it. It was sexy as hell for me. I had a stiff on like a piece of lead. I finally got my mouth right down on her pussy-on those wet lips -and I dug my tongue right in and got a good taste of her in there and I licked around in there and finally found her clit-it was stiff, too, and a little higher up than my tongue was, so I lifted my head a bit and started licking that little hard pea in between those inside folds that almost hide it.
"It's altogether different for a guy, licking a girl off, than fingering her or fucking her. I mean, you're right down there with your face against her pussy, and she's got you with her legs, and it's a helluva lot more personal.
"Louisa was going 'Oooo ... ' and starting to squirm against my mouth almost from the beginning. She was really reacting, she really liked it. And the more she liked it the more I liked doing it. I licked that clit faster and faster, till my jaws were tired and my tongue was aching and felt strained.
"The thing was, I couldn't stop because Louisa was going into a big climax-rubbing her pussy all over my face, moaning and panting like a steam engine, and even rubbing and squeezing her own tits with both hands, and with her eyes tight shut and a scrunched up look on her face.
"I kept licking her and holding her hips and trying to breathe a little. She was wild, really out of control. I was really giving her something to think about. The climax was blowing her mind, just wiping her out.
"And it went on for a minute, a good long minute, before she started to relax. I stopped and lifted my head up out of that socket and asked her how she liked it. I was grinning.
"She looked used up, all loose and soft and sat-She just said, 'You know.' And the way she said it was great for me.
"I wiped my mouth with the sheet and figured I'd let my jaw and tongue rest for a while. I wanted to lick her off again before we had to quit.
"Louisa said, 'I want a drink.' She closed up her robe and went upstairs. I was afraid she wasn't going to come back, even to jack me off.
"But she did, with a glass of milk and a couple maple bars. Mom is queer for maple bars and so is Louisa. They eat half a dozen a day.
"She gave me one of them and got back up on the bed without spilling her full glass. She drank and chewed and swallowed and stared at me.
"I asked, 'You liked that, huh?'
"I guess I did pretty much." She swallowed and drank and broke into a grin. "Wow. I still tingle."
"Do it again for you if you want."
"Okay!" She finished her milk and had a little bit of her maple bar left. She fingered off some of the soft dark frosting and smeared it on the head of my half-soft prick. She giggled.
"What are you doing?"
"Making myself something to suck on."
"You going to do it?"
"I guess. I guess I'll try it once." She put the last of the maple bar in her mouth and licked her fingers while she started to play with my prick with her other hand.
"I got so hard so fast you wouldn't believe it. I kept watching the smear of brown syrup on the head of my prick and seeing her mouth down there on it-sucking, and licking.
"She took it in both hands and started jacking me off slow and easy. Then she brought her head close and seemed to decide, and then she stuck her little pink tongue out-like a kitten's tongue- and she licked at the syrup a couple times.
"She giggled and started to lick again, harder and faster, holding my prick like a club in her hands, and it started to get to me-the sensations. She was licking right in the right place, you know, underneath the head in that sensitive place.
"She stopped and asked, 'Feel good?' When I nodded, she said, 'Tell me if the gravy is going to squirt.' And she started licking again.
"After a minute she started to dig doing it; or something-she started taking the whole head into her mouth. Shit, it was like she was a born cock-sucker. She knew, she knew ... she started using her tongue and sucking and bobbing her head up and down, and on top of that, she started pumping the skin up and down, too!
"I couldn't take much of that! It was too effective! That cute little chick, with her long black hair and those lovely tits jiggling and hanging down, brushing my legs ... and that sucking mouth of hers, and the way both her hands had a hold of my prick, slowly pumping up and down, with her mouth coming down on it, taking the head and a couple inches besides, when her hands went down, and raising up when her hands came up ... like synchronized.
"God, it wasn't a minute before I got that hot, tingling, burning, gathering feeling in my guts. I knew I had to tell her but I didn't want to lose her mouth.
"So the feeling got stronger and stronger .and I was getting tense and tight and stiff, and I could feel it coming.
"I didn't tell her. I couldn't. I thought she knew I was ready, from the way I was breathing and stiffening up like a board.
"And then my prick was shooting and I was in some kind of orgasm! I thought the top of my head was going to come off. I couldn't see straight. God, I must have shot that stuff right into her throat ... I guess that first one came just when she had her mouth all the way down.
"Then I was squirting in the air and she had jerked her head up and she-her eyes were wide and shocked and her mouth was open and I saw the white stuff dribbling out and her mouth was turned down in an awful expression and she made a terrible retching sound and spit on my legs and the bed and everything. She didn't vomit but I thought she would.
"I said I was sorry but she started to cry and ran upstairs.
"I was scared shitless. If she was really mad and told ... So I went upstairs, too, and said I was sorry and everything. She was in the kitchen eating sugar right out of the bowl.
She said, "It's all slimy!"
"Anyway, I got her to promise not to tell. I gave her some money, too. But everything was ruined after that. I tried a couple times to make up and hint around that we could do the hand-and-finger routine again, but she wouldn't do it.
"So I blew it with her ... no pun intended. I really screwed myself up. God-when I think of her tits, and how she is now ... "
Sexually precocious Louisa is now, as one can guess from the foregoing, a thriving and lovely young lady. Donald, however, still suffers pangs of guilt. Thus we see that, although the child's psyche may be tender, the adult psyche, with its more fully developed superego, is more susceptible, in some cases, to harm.
Chapter Two: Betty
It is sometimes very difficult to persuade people to tape their sex experiences-especially in sensitive areas. And, concerning sexual relations with children, it is understandable if people shy away from self-disclosure. So I have often had to rely on my memory of a few intimate conversations, as well as voluminous notes, in reconstructing the following case history. Always, in cases where I have taped a conversation, the tape has been destroyed after I made my notes.
The following case history concerns a man in his thirties, whom I shall call Gilbert, who became involved with a young, subteen next-door neighbor.
The therapist cannot be held responsible for any mis-embellishments made in the course of my reconstruction.
Gilbert is in his thirties and four years ago lived in a rooming house next to a rented house in the rundown section of a small California coastal city.
In this house next door lived a tired blonde woman in her late twenties and her three children. The woman was divorced-or abandoned-and was on welfare.
Gilbert at that time was unemployed, living on the small amount given by the state as unemployment compensation.
He owned an old car which he kept in the garage of the rooming house. (For this privilege he paid by doing yard work.)
He was in the garage in the car, twisted around on his back, working on the wiring behind the dashboard one afternoon, when one of the next-door woman's daughters wandered in and peered into the car at him. Gilbert heard a sound and looked to the right-side door of his car.
A young girl appeared. She looked at him solemnly. She wore a dirty green dress, too short and tight for her nubile body. Her dark blonde hair was short, stringy and unkempt. It looked amateurishly cut. She was sucking on a piece of candy which she plopped into her dirty palm to look at critically for a second before popping it back into her sticky-lipped mouth. She had big hazel eyes.
He had noticed her in the other yard a few times, with the other children. She looked fourteen. She acted much younger. He thought she was retarded.
He pointed to a flashlight on the seat just out of his reach. "Hand that to me."
She climbed into the car and handed it to him. "Whatcha doin'?" She crawled into the leg area in front of the passenger's side and peered up at where he was fumbling.
"Trying to fix the ignition." He smelled her candy-sweet breath. He glanced at her-and looked again. Her dress was unbuttoned at the top, two big white buttons missing, and it gaped open from her kneeling, crouching position to give a stunning, shadowed view of the inner halves of rounded young breasts, her belly, and the unmistakable plump curve of her mound. She wore no underthings. Just the dress.
Gilbert smiled at her. "What's your name, Suzy-Q?"
"I'm not Suzy-Q ... I'm Betty."
He turned the flashlight on her and aimed the beam into the gaping dress. He could see everything. Her breasts were hanging down like soft, white fruit. Her belly button showed, too, sharply indented, and her child's pussy was smooth and bare. He couldn't see her vulva lips. Her thighs were rounded and white.
She saw where he was looking. "You're not supposed to see inside my dress." But she didn't move.
He turned the flashlight back to the wiring overhead. He shifted uncomfortably. The gas pedal was digging into his back. In this position blood throbbed in his head.
Gilbert asked, "How old are you, Betty?"
"Eleven. I'll be twelve in ... five months."
He blinked. He looked into her dress again.
She giggled. "I don't like to wear nothing underneath. Everything's too tight or too big." Then she said, "You're lookin' at me like the men look at mommy."
"You've got a body like your mommy."
"I know, but I'm not big enough to get fucked yet."
The word from her shook him a bit. But slum kids knew it all. He tried to work with one hand while holding the flashlight with the other. "What are you old enough to do?"
"Wouldn't you like to know!"
He smiled and reached for a screwdriver. He snapped his fingers and pointed. She handed it to him. He thanked her. He handed her the flashlight. "While you're here, point it up toward there-where my fingers are."
She nodded and directed the beam as he wished. She moved in closer. She watched him try to untangle wires. "Am I doing it right?"
"Perfect. I owe you a sucker." He fumbled in silence for a minute.
Betty asked, "Do you have a big pee-pee?"
"Why?"
"I heard mommy say once she liked men with big ones. Do you?"
"I won't tell. You have to find out for yourself."
Betty giggled. "Maybe I will. You want me to?"
"Sure. Go ahead." He smiled at her. "I dare you."
"Dares go first." But she shifted the flashlight to her right hand and reached over to his pants with her left. Her small hand groped around his fly- His cock began to grow down along his belly inside his briefs. Her fumbling was exciting as hell.
She giggled again. "There it is." She gripped it through his pants. "It's getting bigger."
"Reach in under my belt and get a good, honest feel of it."
"I shouldn't. But mommy does all the time, with her boyfriends."
"How do you know?"
"I peek at them lots of times after she puts us to bed." She hesitated, then slid her hand into his pants.
Gilbert licked his lips and kept his eyes on the ignition wiring, but he stopped working at it when he felt her small curious fingers find his cock.
Betty said, "It's hot!" She reached further in under his waistband and explored his length. "I guess it is pretty big. Can I see it?"
Gilbert got a bit nervous at that. He asked her, "Anybody around?"
Betty raised up and looked out through the front window at the view between the open garage doors. "I don't see anybody. If mommy calls me, I'd better go, though."
Gilbert felt oddly vulnerable and light-headed. His skull throbbed. One leg stretched up onto the back of the front seat. Most of his weight was centered on his shoulders on the old carpeting in the leg space under the dashboard. His head was resting at an uncomfortable angle on the drive-shaft hump.
He said, "Okay, Miss Curiosity, unzip me and pull it out."
Her hands fumbled at his fly and ran the zipper and reached in to his rigid flesh.
He watched, his chin pressed into his neck, as she lifted his cock free of his shirttails. Her strange, innocent and yet knowing handling brought his hardness to the point of jerking stiffness.
She asked, "Why is it wet on top? Do you have to go?"
"No. That's just ... a kind of natural oil to make ... fucking easier. It's automatic."
"Oh." She said defensively, "I'm not old enough to get fucked yet."
"I know. Are you old enough to let a man feel you up a little?" He reached out and slid his left hand up her leg, up under her dress, up the smooth, rounded, firm flesh to her naked hip.
She giggled. "I guess so. Some of mommy's boyfriends feel me like that. They feel my boobies when they can, but she doesn't like it when they do."
Gilbert slid his palm over onto the silky half globes of her ass. He caressed them and trailed his fingertips into the crack, edging them down deeper into her crotch.
Betty wriggled. "That tickles." She experimentally pulled his foreskin up and down over the head of his cock. She said, "Billy's pee-pee is real small. He's my little brother. How old were you when this got big like this?"
"About sixteen." Gilbert squeezed her thigh. He moved his hand around into the front of her crotch and cupped her naked pussy.
Betty wriggled some more. "That's not a nice place."
"Yes, it is." But he abandoned it as she reached down to push his hand away. He slid his arm further up into her dress and his hand passed over her belly and up onto one of her breasts.
Betty's young breasts were softer than he expected, yielding and fleshy, with flat, undeveloped nipples. He remembered her mother. The woman had big, low-slung, sloppy-soft appearing breasts ... she should wear a bra and mostly didn't. Betty would develop the same type of breasts.
Betty seemingly lost interest in his cock. She stuffed it awkwardly, stiffly, back into his pants. She asked innocently, "Don't I have nice boobies?"
"Umm-hmm." He continued to fondle them.
She struggled with his zipper, got it halfway up and gave it up. "Do you like me?"
"Sure. You're a nice girl." He tried tweaking a nipple, cautiously, not wishing to frighten her.
She said, "I better go now. Are you going to try to fix things under there again tomorrow?"
"I guess so."
"Can I help again?"
"Why do you have to leave now?"
"I have to go see if Billy is okay. Mommy isn't home."
He took his hand from her dress. She got out of the car and left the garage.
Gilbert readjusted his cock in his pants, zipped his fly closed and grunted as he worked his way out of his upside-down position.
He made a point of being out in the garage, working on his car, the next day at about the same time.
He had two all-day suckers in his shirt pocket.
Betty appeared silently when he had almost forgotten about her. He had managed to fix the ignition wiring and was fiddling with the innards of the radio which he had disconnected and pulled from the dash, when she peeked over the sill of the right-hand front window, which was rolled down.
He noticed her immediately, but pretended not to. A tension came into his belly. His cock began to grow.
Betty sank out of sight without saying a word. Then she opened the door quick and plunged in with a wild, happy, expectant "Boo!"
Gilbert reacted with an exaggerated start of terror. He juggled the radio chassis in his lap. Then he gnashed his teeth and growled at her.
Betty laughed and giggled, delighted. "I really scared you, didn't I?"
"Sure did." He probed at the radio's speaker connections.
Betty sat up on the seat next to him and swung shut the car door. "Is that broke?"
"It doesn't work, so I guess it's broke."
She giggled. Her giggle was beginning to bug him.
She wore the same dress, and it gaped at the top the same way when she leaned over to peer at the radio's tubes and wiring.
He pulled one of the suckers from his shirt pocket. "Here's for helping me yesterday."
She grabbed it and tore off the wrapper and plunged the sucker into her mouth. She said indistinctly around the mouth-filling disc of flavored, hardened sugar, "It's root beer. I like it."
"I've got another one you can have when you leave."
"Umm." She slurped sweetened saliva and took the sucker from her mouth for a few seconds. "You want me to feel your pee-pee again?"
"Sure." He put the radio up on the dash shelf by the windshield. Then he pulled her closer to his side. He put his arm around her and fondled her breasts through her thin dress.
She ignored that. She didn't seem sensitized to her breasts as sexual zones. Manipulating them didn't affect her.
She popped the sucker back into her mouth and attacked his belt and zipper. In a few seconds-with his help-she had his pants open and was digging into his white shorts for his hard cock.
She dragged it free and flopped it around for a few seconds. "Does that hurt?"
"No." He slid his hand down inside her dress to the naked softness of her immature breasts. They were like small skins of warm, firm Jell-O.
"Could I play with your bag of nuts, too?"
"Sure." He pulled his scrotum free of his shorts.
Betty was fascinated by the hairy sack. She held it tenderly in small hands and felt the egg-shaped testicles inside.
Her touch made him feel vulnerable and horny. His cock throbbed against his bared belly.
He squeezed one of her breasts gently and rubbed the flat nipple. Gradually the nipple responded and swelled up under his fingers-a tiny bump.
Betty squeezed his testicles. "Does that hurt?"
Abruptly it did! A quick lance of aching pain arced through his groin. "Yes! Don't-"
She let go immediately. "I'm sorry." She cautiously handled his cock. She began to pull the skin up and down to reveal and then cover the head. She said happily, "It's making goo again."
"Just keep on moving the skin up and down like that and it'll make a lot of goo ... it might even shoot white goo."
"Oh, I know," she said wisely. "That's called maserbashun."
"Ever do it for anybody before?"
"No ... but I saw-" She made a "secret" face and said, "I shouldn't tell anybody, I guess."
Gilbert was curious but decided not to pry just then. He caressed her breasts as she played with his cock. There was beginning to be a glow in his cock.
Betty stopped pulling his foreskin up and down. Her arm was tired. She played idly with his scrotum. "Do you fuck much?"
"Nope."
"Why not? Don't you like to?"
"Sure, but I don't know any girls right now who'll let me fuck them." It was weird talking like this with a retarded, overdeveloped eleven-year-old girl.
Gilbert turned more toward Betty and brought his left hand across to her thighs. He pushed her dress up to expose her upper thighs and her bare, chubby little mound. He put his hand on her thigh and worked his fingers down between her legs.
She pressed her legs together. She shook her head.
"I'm not going to hurt you. It'll feel good."
"I'm too young to fuck."
"I don't want to fuck you. I just want to feel you there. You're playing with my pee-pee, so why can't I feel yours?"
Betty sucked on her sucker for a few seconds and considered. Finally she relaxed her thighs and said, "All right, but only for a minute."
Gilbert pushed her thighs open and pressed his palm up against her bare slit. He moved his palm slowly, sensually, with light pressure. He watched her face for a reaction but there was none. She sucked absently on her sucker. Her hand lay almost unmoving on his cock.
After a minute or two he pressed his middle finger gently between the lips of her pussy.
She started to object. He said quickly, "I'll give you a couple big candy bars tomorrow."
"Mounds? Three Mounds."
"Okay." And he explored her narrow, damp, warm little vulva. He discovered that her hymen was broken. He pushed a fingertip through the tear.
Betty frowned. "Don't."
He slid his fingertip up into the warmer V of her inner vulva ... and found the tiny clitoris. Betty's eyes blinked fast. He rubbed the pinhead of flesh until it stiffened gradually and the small groove became wet and slippery. He smiled.
Betty was wriggling on the seat. Her face was flushed and she was playing with his cock again, squeezing and jerking the skin up and down with uneven, irregular pulls and pushes.
Gilbert said softly, wheedlingly, "Feels good, doesn't it?"
She nodded. She squirmed a bit lower on the seat and her hips and lower belly were exposed as her dress bunched more at her waist. She spread her legs wider.
"Ever do this to yourself?"
She glanced up and met his eyes guiltily. She nodded. She was breathing through her mouth, her sucker lodged in her left cheek, forgotten for the moment.
He kept on rubbing the tiny, slick nub. He had her near an orgasm. He slipped his fingertip lower, to her hymen, and quickly pressed inside, through the opening, into her vagina, to the first knuckle. Before she could object he withdrew and began massaging her clitoris again.
She was getting him awfully hot. Her small hand, pulling and hauling on his cock, awkward and inefficient, was still effective-with his excitement reinforced by his progress in making her hot.
Betty began to go tense. Her body went rigid. She breathed hoarsely. She clutched his cock fiercely, unconscious of her tight grip.
Gilbert grinned and flicked his fingertip even faster over her pinhead like clit.
For a long moment she was gasping, muscles locked, fixedly watching his hand and fingers in her open crotch.
He poked his finger into her vagina for a second, again, this time further, to the second joint, then resumed stroking her clit.
Betty started to wriggle again, but not urgently. She said, "I had me a good one."
"Good what?"
"You know ... a 'gasm ... a funny strong feeling ... down inside me there." She pointed to her lower belly. She resumed sucking on the sucker which she had temporarily forgotten. She giggled.
He slipped his finger into her vagina. She didn't object. She began jerking at his cock again. She said, "If I can make you 'gasm will you give me something?"
"What?"
"A quarter?"
"A quarter and the three Mounds bars?"
"Uh-huh." She pushed and pulled his foreskin up and down over the head of his cock. "Will you?"
"Okay, A quarter when you make me shoot and the candy tomorrow."
"Okay." She sucked in her lower lip and concentrated on jerking at his cock.
Gilbert said encouragingly, "That's good. Keep that up ... " It was good. The irregular movement and tightly gripping little hand was doing the job!
He kept his finger in her vagina. He probed gently and widened and loosened the opening in her hymen. He wanted to really fingerfuck her sometime ... in a week.
He wasn't really aware of what he wanted. He knew fooling with her at all was stupid, dangerous, but something in him wanted it-some twist in his makeup, liked playing sex games with a prematurely developed child.
Besides, she was available, she was easy, and she liked it. He didn't have any problem coping with her. Not like older girls. And there was her virginity in all areas of sex. That turned him on. That sent a thrill up his spine and down into his cock.
Betty complained, "How long?"
"Not much ... " He hugged her closer to his side. He took his hand from her crotch and sat back. Her little hand was pulling, pulling, pulling. The pleasure gathered in small wavelets of sensation. Each push-pull of her hand on his hot, rigid cock was a golden stroke.
He stared at her struggling hand ... at her straining little fingers. He was almost-
She stopped. "I'm tired!"
"Use your other hand!"
She did. The grip was different, the stroke was different ... better, a lot better, somehow, for some reason.
Gilbert grunted deep in his chest. He deliberately loosened his gut muscles and thigh muscles. The pleasure came like an all-enclosing tide ... a frothing, sweep of sensation. Strong! Jesus-strong!
He spurted and flowed all over her hand. She pulled her hand away.
"Don't stop, you stupid little bitch!" He grabbed his cock and salvaged what he could of the interrupted climax, but the precious golden seconds of peak sensation were wasted.
Betty was puddling up, her eyes brimming.
"Don't cry." He dug into his pocket and wiped her small hands. "I didn't mean to yell at you, Betty, but you shouldn't stop just then. Keep doing it until all the white stuff is out or until I tell you to stop." He wiped his cock and pants. She watched him put his cock away. She sniffled. She said, holding out a hand, "Gimme my quarter."
Gilbert dug into his other pants pocket for his change. He gave her two dimes and a quarter.
She reached over and patted his soft bulge. "Want me to do it again? I'll do it like you said."
"No, tomorrow. I'll be here with your candy."
"And a quarter, too." She regarded him with large, crafty, hazel eyes.
He grinned and nodded.
She was in the garage, waiting for him, when he came out to work on the car again. He winked and patted his shirt pocket where three Mounds bars poked up. He unlocked the car and let her climb in.
She wore dirty white shorts several sizes too big for her, and a colorful "Hawaiian" blouse. The shorts were pinned tight at her waist. She was barefoot.
"Gimme." She reached up and grabbed the candy bars from his shirt pocket. She tore one open and wolfed the first half bar.
Gilbert watched her gobble the candy. He knew he couldn't do anything with her until she was finished.
She ate the second bar, too, but more slowly.
"Why don't you save some for later?"
"Somebody'll take it. Billy always wants dibsies. Mommy would wanta know where I got it."
"Yeah. You better eat it all while you're here." He unzipped his pants to save time and pulled out his cock. He was half hard.
She watched as she ate. She giggled. Her fingers were getting smeared with chocolate. He asked, "Same deal as yesterday?"
"Okay ... a quarter and ... umm, fudge. A pound of vanilla fudge with lots of nuts in it!"
"Better settle for a quarter pound, honey. You couldn't eat a pound. It would make you sick."
"No, I want a pound!" Her eyes were bright with unreasoning greed. She licked her fingers.
"Okay, okay ... " He shifted toward her. He put his right hand on her bare thigh below the loose, too-big leg of the shorts.
Betty opened her thighs. She put her wet-licked hand on his cock and started pulling the skin up and down. "Want me to do it now, like yesterday?"
He nodded. He got his fingers into the crotch of her shorts and discovered she wore no panties. He stroked his fingertips over the chubby-fleshed, smooth mound, to the top of her slit.
He didn't bother with her breasts.
His cock was rigid. It stuck up out of his pants with dramatic length. Betty struggled with it.
He had a glow in his belly. He rubbed the lips of her slit and she opened her thighs further. The lips pouted slightly. He eased a fingertip inside to tender, pink wetness and warmth.
He easily, quickly, found her tiny clit. He began caressing it, working the slippery wetness over the pinhead of hardening flesh. He dipped his finger lower, to her vagina, and found a small accumulation of the slippery secretion.
Betty squirmed a bit. "Feels nice."
He nodded. She was getting the hang of gripping his cock correctly with her small hand. Her fingertips were positioned just right to pressure the sensitive dorsal area as she pumped the skin up and down.
Gilbert thought he could make her into quite an accomplished little lover ... if his small change held out.
He slid his finger into her vagina slowly, slowly, exploring the walls, seeking the end of the tight, hot channel.
"Why are you poking in me there?"
"To see how far in you go." He had the finger in her all the way. No limit. She was developed, all right. He slid his finger out and began working on her slit.
"I like that better."
He was curious about her mother. "Does your mother ever do things like this with her boyfriends?"
"Sure. I seen her and them. They didn't know it, though. I peeked." She giggled.
"What did they do?"
"All kinds of things. Fucking mostly. Mommy likes to fuck. She likes big ones like you got."
"You watch them in the bedroom?"
"No ... " Betty sighed at his ignorance. "Us kids sleep in the bedroom. Mommy sleeps in the front room on a bed that comes up outa the sitting place-the big, long chair by the window."
"The couch-the sofa."
"Uh-huh. They do fucking there. Mommy puts us to bed and closes the door, but I open it up and peek a lot."
Betty wriggled her rump on the seat cushion as Gilbert got her hot and bothered. She twisted around and changed hands on his cock. "Your pee-pee is hard to do when it's real stiff like now."
"Umm. How do you know your mother likes big ones?"
"She said so. She was playing with one, one night, when I was peeking at them and she said it."
"Was it bigger than mine?" Gilbert had half an idea to get to know Betty's mother.
"I don't know. I couldn't see it up close."
He slid his middle finger into Betty's slit and got the fingertip slippery. He had the loose leg opening of her shorts pushed over to expose her hairless pussy. He sank his finger deep and probed for the end of her vagina.
He had big hands and long fingers. Little Betty could take a man! It was just a question of getting her opened up more, and used to thickness. He resumed wet-rubbing her clit.
He asked, "Does your mother ever suck her boyfriends off?"
Betty shook her head. "She said it was nasty. One of them asked her to and she said she would never do it." Betty added, "I won't either."
Gilbert rubbed her clit faster. She was breathing fast, little puffs of candy-flavored breath. Her thighs twitched and closed on his hand and wrist. She was flushed and her body was tightening with the surge of pleasure of her orgasm.
Gilbert's own peak was close, too. Her hand speeded desperately.
He closed his eyes. He slipped his thumb down into her wet groove and eased a finger into her vagina. His thumb rotated on her clit.
He felt her leg muscles tense. She was getting that childlike hoarseness in her fast breathing he had noticed before when she came.
She shifted to her other hand and was suddenly pumping his cock as fast as she could. He groaned and hissed through his teeth. The intense pleasure coiled and broke in his loins.
In that frantic moment he kept his thumb pressing in small circles on the stiffened little pencil tip of her clitoris. And he pushed a second finger into her vagina. Her hips jerked but she only gasped a bit louder, and her hand squeezed his cock as hard as it could for a second.
That squeeze was the trigger. A giant fist closed in his belly and he spurted violently. He grunted as if in pain and plunged his two fingers in and out of her vagina.
She kept pumping until he told her to quit. Semen was all over her hand. It oozed off onto his fly.
He took his hand from her and pulled a clean rag from his pocket. He handed it to her. "Wipe off."
Betty said, "You hurt me with your finger."
"I'm sorry. I'll be more careful next time."
He felt drained, bored with her. He decided not to buy her a full pound of fudge. The little whore!
He brought a half a pound of fudge out to the car the next day. Betty wasn't waiting for him. He fiddled with the radio for an hour, then went back into the house. He ate the fudge-all of it-that night.
The next day he glanced out of the window and saw her playing in the next-door backyard. He went out to the garage.
She saw him and sneaked into the car a few minutes later. "I couldn't come yesterday. Mommy took us all to the zoo. We saw all the animals. Elephants and everything." Her hazel eyes were big with wonder and memory. "And lions!"
She wore dirty blue jeans and a clean boy's T-shirt. Her small breasts moved and jiggled loosely. Her nipples were faintly visible as tiny bumps. She wore plastic sandals on her dirty feet.
Betty looked expectant. "Did you get my fudge?" She put a small warm hand on his thigh.
"I had it and I ate it. I'll get you some more."
"No ... give me some money. Give me a dollar."
"What for?"
"For last time. And give me a dollar for today." She was very sure of herself, very positive.
"You're getting awfully expensive." He frowned. "What do I get for all that money?"
Betty unbuttoned and unzipped her jeans and skinned them down her childlike hips and thighs to her knees. There were no panties. "I'll let you do anything you want."
"Huh." He slid his hand under her T-shirt to her breasts. Each breast was a warm, soft handful. He molded the flesh. "How about you digging out my cock?"
"Okay." She used both hands to work at his pants. A moment later she was pulling and pushing his cock with unknowing skill. Betty volunteered, "I watched mommy and a man last night. He gave her some money."
"Oh, yeah? She's charging for it?"
"She climbed on top and sat on his pee-pee. It was a big one like this one. She liked it. She bounced up and down a long time."
"You want to sit on mine?"
"I'm too young to fuck."
"Try it. You might be surprised. You might not be too young."
Betty looked doubtfully at his stiff cock. She touched a finger to the smear of secretion at the tip. "It'll hurt."
"If it hurts too much you can stop." Gilbert put his hand between her thighs. He touched her naked pussy lips. He pressed gently and she opened her plump legs. He worked his finger in.
She squirmed as he tickled her clitoris. She decided, "Maybe I will. Will you do me like that when I do it?"
"Sure." A bright lust flared in his guts. He pressed two fingers into her. She didn't bat an eye. But it felt tight. His cock was as thick as three or four fingers.
Betty toed off her sandals and artlessly tugged off her jeans. "You better give me the two dollars first."
"Is that what your mother tells her boyfriends?"
"She said twenty "last night." Betty was impressed.
Gilbert dug two one-dollar bills from his pocket. He wondered if it- was worth it. He cursed himself in his mind.
Betty pushed the crumpled notes into one of her jeans' pockets. She got up on her knees on the seat. Her hips and legs were pale ivory. Her mound was a rounded, plump triangle, grooved between her legs by her pink-lipped child's vulva. She said, "Show me how."
"Didn't you see your mother do it?" He pulled her leg over his lap. She was in a straddling position, facing him.
Gilbert kissed her. He sent his tongue into her sweet young mouth.
Betty giggled. She pulled her lips away. "That tickled."
"That's the way your mother kisses her men friends." He put his hand between her naked legs and speared a finger up into her vagina. He rotated his thumb on her clit. He kissed her again.
Betty put her arms around his neck. Her breathing changed. Her rump became restless. She pressed closer to him. His cock brushed against her smooth, white belly. She soon got used to tongue kissing. She became enthusiastic.
Gilbert pushed a second finger up into her and fingerfucked her slowly. His thumb kept moving. Betty was panting lightly. "I like what you're doing."
"Try sitting on my cock now."
She looked down and raised up. He took his fingers out of her and positioned the head of his cock against her moist slit. "Just a minute." He used both thumbs to pull the vulva open. Wet pinkness appeared. "Now press down."
Betty pressed. Her weight set his cock head firmly against the opening of her vagina. "It's too big."
"Try ... " He stared down intently. He set his thumb against the splayed vulva and rubbed the slick, sensitive pinhead near the top of the groove.
Betty's big eyes narrowed in concentration. Her lips pressed together. She wriggled down on his cock. Her breath caught. "Ohh ... "
The head was in her! The ring of muscles at the entrance of her vagina was tight, but the head of his cock was in her! The straining muscles were spasming. It felt glorious.
He wanted to pull her down further, to drive up into her belly! But he gritted his teeth and did nothing.
Betty whimpered and lifted off the blunt impalement. "It hurt too much."
He nodded. There was a film of sweat on his brow. "Just jack me off now. We can try it again next time. You have to get used to it and get stretched."
"It hurt." She settled down onto the seat beside him. She struggled back into her jeans. She left them open. She automatically reached for his cock and started to pump him.
"But it was worth a dollar, wasn't it?"
"I guess so." She smiled and pushed the dollar bills deeper into the pocket. She pushed a dirty hanky in on top of them.
A moment later Gilbert cupped his hands over his cock as she energetically jacked him to a gasping climax. Semen spurted up against his palms.
He leaned loosely back in the seat.
"Want me to be here again tomorrow?" She was zipping up her jeans, "I'm broke. Better make it five days from now."
"Oh, you can owe me, I'll trust you," She smiled a little girl smile ... not quite yet a whore's smile.
Gilbert nodded. "Okay. Tomorrow, if you're not too sore."
She showed up. She slipped in through the barely open garage doors and waved. She had a cheap box of chocolates.
When she climbed up on the seat next to him, Gilbert asked, "Buy that with the money I gave you?"
She nodded, "Um-hmm," opened the box and popped a liquid-center chocolate into her mouth. The syrup dribbled down her chin. She wiped it away with the back of a sticky hand.
"How did you explain the money?"
"I told mommy I found it on the floor in the store. She made me buy a pair of socks with some of it."
Gilbert watched her enjoy the chocolate. Her eyes were half-closed with sugary delight. Her mouth was smeared with chocolate. Half the chocolates were gone.
"That must have cost about three bucks."
"I guess so."
A weird, jealous thought came to him-she was getting money from somebody else, too! The little slut!
He waited impatiently. His cock itched. It was crowding his shorts, trying to straighten itself from a doubled-over position. He unzipped and pulled it free.
He said, "If I smear this with a chocolate, will you eat it off?"
"No!" She put the box of chocolates on the far side of the seat by the door, away from his reach. "They're mine!"
"Get your jeans off, then. We haven't got all day."
She forced another big chocolate into her mouth and then wriggled down her jeans.
Naked from the waist down, she straddled him. "You have to make me wet first."
"I know." He had his hands on her bare butt. He cupped the smooth cheeks. He ran his hands up her back, under her T-shirt and around to her breasts. He pinched her little nipples gently. They grew firm, but not much more in size.
Betty asked, "Don't you want to kiss me like last time?" She stuck out her tongue. "I like it that way now."
"Who else have you kissed that way?"
Her eyes shifted. "Nobody." She looked down at his hard cock. She pretended concentration as she grabbed it with both hands and began pumping the skin.
He was pretty sure she was playing little whore games with somebody else. He said, "Let's try it today with you facing the other way-facing front." The idea of kissing her chocolatey mouth turned him off.
She shrugged. She turned around. She settled down and his cock stuck up between her spread-open thighs. She giggled and jacked him that way, "It looks like it's mine!"
Gilbert roamed his hands up and down her body. One hand drifted on silken skin down to her mound. He insinuated a finger into the lips. He lightly stroked the easily found clit.
His other hand caressed her soft, warm breasts, her stomach and belly, then her breasts again.
She relaxed against him. Her short, stringy blonde hair smelled sour.
It didn't take long to get her hot; she writhed in his arms as he probed two fingers in and out of her vagina while tapping her clitoris with a fingertip of his other hand.
Betty was fast approaching orgasm. She began to tense. Her small hands plucked faster at his cock.
Gilbert said in her ear, "Okay, raise up. Let's see how much we can get in this time."
She obeyed. He put his cock in position by fee!. She made a little grunting sound as the glans popped through the tight ring of entrance muscles. She grabbed the steering wheel to keep from taking more of his thick length. "Hurts."
Gilbert got his fingertip on her clitoris again. He slithered it in small circles. "Don't lift off yet. Just hold it like you are."
She let him have his way. She hovered, penetrated but not wholly taken. Her gripping muscles slowly loosened a bit. Her breathing became fast and hoarse. She began to tense with pleasure. She wriggled and squirmed on his cock. She knowingly or unknowingly took more of him. Her boyish, narrow hips began to undulate as if her body-mind was ready for true fucking.
Gilbert rubbed her clitoris faster and faster. He whispered in her ear: "Lower ... let yourself down lower ... "
Betty was panting. Her legs were trembling. She had almost half his cock in her. She was actually fucking up and down on it.
Gilbert was in a frustrated heaven. She was so deliciously hot and tight as she jerked in small, erratic moves on his glans and the two inches or so that was in her.
He wanted to sink it all in! His cock had to be completely buried in that spasming, velvet fist! He was gasping, too.
But then Setty's orgasm faded and the pain of her distension came keen and sharp through the dimming pleasure. She whimpered and struggled to get off.
He held her for a second, then let her go. He grated, "Finish me! Jack me off! Quick!"
She winced as she changed position. She complained, "I had almost all of it, but it hurt too much!"
He nodded impatiently. His cock was throbbing, tingling, demanding release.
She sat carefully on the rough old upholstery and reached blindly for his cock while she looked the other way to pick out a chocolate.
With her mouth full of creamy chocolate filling, Betty closed her left hand around his cock and started pumping. She was getting very good at it.
Gilbert clenched his jaw and closed his eyes as the intense pleasure fountained semen over his pants and her hand. He didn't give a damn; they were old work pants, dirty, soiled already. It. was a very good orgasm, but he felt cheated.
Before she left, again dressed, with her box of chocolates, Betty said, "Don't forget my dollar!"
"Be here on Monday and you'll get your dollar and another one, too."
"Okay. And I bet I can get it all in me next time, too."
"Double or nothing?"
"What does that mean?"
"If you do get it all in and fuck me that way, I pay you three dollars all together."
"Sure!" She waved as she went out through the garage doors.
Gilbert sighed and felt empty and dirty and contemptible.
Gilbert didn't masturbate in the intervening days. He wanted to have a full charge, a high lust, when she climbed onto him again.
He managed to borrow enough money to keep the date. He was sitting in the back seat of his car watching the barely ajar doors of the garage, checking his watch, fuming because she was late -he had been waiting for over an hour-when Betty slipped into the warm gloom and pulled the garage doors shut.
She saw him in the back seat. She climbed in beside him. She wore a new, clean yellow dress, and new unscuffed white shoes. Her hair was brushed and clean, with a green ribbon.
"What happened to you? New clothes?"
She nodded happily. "Mommy bought them for me. She got a lot of money from her men, Saturday and Sunday."
"I'll bet. Did you watch?"
Betty nodded and giggled. "They caught me. Mommy was mad but the man wanted to see me. He wanted to see me naked. He told mommy he'd give her ten dollars more. So she told me to come and take off my nightie."
"So you did."
Betty nodded and giggled. "I stood up real close to him and he patted my boobies." She patted her breasts with both hands. "I got a hold of his pee-pee but mommy slapped my hand away. They had an argument. He wanted to play with me and let me play with him. He said he'd give her twenty dollars extra!"
Gilbert pulled Betty closer to him. He moved his hand under her dress and found she was wearing panties. "Take these off."
Betty obeyed as she continued to tell about her adventure. She pushed her panties to her ankles. "Finally mommy let me stay and watch if he only played with my boobies and if I didn't play-with his pee-pee. He called it his 'prick.'
"So you watched him fuck your mother, huh?" Gilbert lifted her legs and pulled her panties (lemon yellow ones) from her shoes.
"Uh-humh. But he did something funny to her first. He put his head right down between her legs and licked her ... what he called her 'cunt.' He licked right inside ... where you rub me, you know."
"Yeah." Gilbert got his fingertip into Betty's vulva. "Right there." He tickled her clit, "Umm ... yes. He kissed there, with his tongue!"
"I guess she liked it, hmm?"
"She moaned a lot. And she didn't really want me to see, but he was paying, so she let me. His pee-pee got awfully big and hard and I touched it when she wasn't looking. He liked that." Betty giggled and squirmed as Gilbert hooked his finger deep into her vagina. "Umm, rub me more."
"Rub me!"
Betty started to open his pants. When she unzipped him she saw he hadn't worn underwear. She asked why not. Gilbert pushed his pants down to his knees. He told her it was to make sex easier.
His cock flopped stiffly on his hip, jerking with the pound of blood as it grew longer and longer. It crept sideways, angling up onto his belly.
Betty watched it. "I never saw it all like this, all naked. It's awfully big." Her hazel eyes were wide. She touched his scrotum. She poked a finger at his testicles. One of them stirred. She giggled.
Gilbert asked, "Think you can get ail this inside you for the extra dollar?"
"Mommy gets twenty for doing it."
"But you're not a grown woman yet, you're just learning, so you have to ask less."
"I guess so ... but that man would have paid me twenty dollars. He said so."
"We made a deal, Betty!" His voice carried an edge of imminent rage.
She heard it. "I know it. Okay." To placate him she began playing with his hard on. Her hand seemed very small on his cock.
He urged her to sit on his lap, sideways, with his cock sticking up between her legs. He got a gut-tightening kick from that sight: his length reached up two or three inches above the top of her thighs. The head throbbed gently just below her belly button.
His throat tightened at the thought of getting up in her that far. He moved his hand up under her dress to her breasts. "Did you like it when the man played with these?"
"A little bit. He was kinda rough, though. He squeezed too hard."
Gilbert fondled her gently. "Did your mother have an orgasm from the man's licking and kissing her cunt?"
"I think so. She acted like it Then she sat on him and fucked him;"
"How about you sitting on me now?"
"Rub me down there some more. Make me feel funny inside. Then I will."
Gilbert slid his left hand down between her legs. He had to shift her away from his cock a bit, to have room. He found her vulva slippery and hot. Her clit was a tiny, firm button. He rubbed it fast and with light pressure.
Betty wriggled her naked buttocks on his bare leg and put her arms around his neck. "Feels He kept it up, kissed her on the mouth and darted his tongue between her warm, open lips. She was eager for it.
His cock jerked against the back of his hand as he diddled her. His erection was almost painful.
In a moment Betty was writhing against his hand and was pushing her tongue into his mouth, playing sweet games.
Gilbert got so hot he couldn't get enough air. He pressed his face against her neck and hair. He filled his starved lungs. He flicked his fingertip faster and faster on her wet clitoris. His other hand caressed her back under her dress.
Betty was breathing quickly, her arms tightened around his neck. He detected the telltale pleasure-tension of an approaching climax.
He plunged two fingers into her vagina. She opened her thighs. He bunched three fingers and pushed them halfway into her. She was wet and dilated. Ready for his cock.
He whispered, "Now, honey. Straddle-facing me this time-and we'll get it all in this time."
She was breathing hoarsely, mouth open. Her child's face was flushed with arousal. Her eyes were dull, unfocused.
She did as he said. Her wet slit touched the head of his cock and easily spread open for it. She willingly pressed down and took the head and half the shaft into herself with a gasping, squirming move.
"That's it, Betty. It's easier this time, isn't it?" His cock was lodged in her cunt now, being forced up into her tight, virginal channel. He was gasping with excitement. He watched her face as more and more cock entered her and the head penetrated further and further up into her belly.
Her face seemed to slowly wrinkle as she frowned, clenched her eyes shut, tightened her mouth and drew her chin down to her chest. High= pitched, pained "Ummm's" sounded in her throat.
Gilbert was gasping raggedly. He was near to coming just from the slow, exquisitely hot, tight entry.
He whispered, "Just a little bit more, honey. You can do it. You can do it. Then you'll be a real woman, all grown-up."
The head of his cock was like a sensitive probe. It was an incredible distance into her. She had all but an inch of cock sticking into her.
Betty rose and fell on the big club that was bludgeoning in her belly. She pressed lower and lower ... and finally ... finally ... the wet, distended lips of her vulva touched his thatch of pubic hair, and then crushed down hard as she shuddered with the full engorgement.
Gilbert was almost delirious with lust. His cock felt like it was in the grip of a scalding, juicy throat! "Beautiful, honey. You did it! Don't cry. It hurts the first time, but-Now fuck it, Betty. Fuck my big cock! Up and down ... up and down." He got his hands under her buttocks and lifted and let her weight carry her down onto his rigid meat.
He groaned at that first long stroke. "Jesus-" He gripped her ass and lifted again. He shifted one hand to her waist and dug in his fingers to urge her down onto the long white pole that would dig up into her guts.
Betty whimpered, "I want to get off!"
"Not yet-God, not yet!" He lifted her and pulled her down again. The stroke of her cunt around his cock was a golden caress, too sharp and powerful to be described. His cock jerked in her and he couldn't stop the coming, the mind-shattering eruption, the burning-sweet spurting that followed. Gilbert frantically lifted her and pulled her down-twice more, three times-his heart shaking him, his arms bulging, his breath a storm in his lungs and throat. He was blind to everything but the sensations of lust.
Then it was over and his arms dropped away. He laid his head on the seatback and sucked air.
Betty gingerly raised up off him. She dribbled semen from her gaping vulva. She fumbled in his pants pockets and found a handkerchief. She wiped herself tenderly. Tears were drying on her cheeks.
Gilbert watched with disinterested eyes. "Wipe me, too, honey."
"I want my money."
He pulled out his wallet and gave her three one-dollar bills. He pulled up his pants as she pulled up her panties.
He put a hand on her thigh. "How about tomorrow?"
"I hurt inside. I don't want to do it again for a while."
"You can jack me off. Give you a big box of candy bars."
She made a face. "I want ... I want five dollars."
"Listen, honey, it isn't worth five bucks, even if I had it."
"And you can't stick your big pee-pee up in me again unless you give me twenty dollars."
Gilbert laughed. "Like mother, like daughter."
"I mean it."
"Okay, so you mean it. But I can't afford you anymore, honey. I don't have that kind of money to throw away on cunt. Even your nice tight one."
"Then I won't come in here to your car anymore. I really mean it."
"I believe you." He zipped up and got out of the back seat. He left the garage.
Gilbert saw her in a lot of new dresses after that. Then the family moved away. He never saw her again, but the landlady told him, before the move, of the increasing numbers of men visitors to the house next door late at night. Well-dressed men.
He consoled himself with the knowledge that he had had Betty first ... at a bargain rate.
Gilbert's behavior falls within the concept of deviant behavior, as defined by many therapists. Many maintain that the deviate act may or may not elicit guilt feelings. In Gilbert's case, it apparently did at times. Most therapists would subscribe to the view that at the moment his excitement is most intense, the deviate's impulse is something he wants to do for pleasure. This is evident in Gilbert's case.
Chapter Three: Sondra
An interviewer, for whatever purpose, soon develops a keen ear for the lie, the half-truth? the exaggeration ... and a finely tuned knowledge of character and personality through constant contact with various kinds of people.
I have been interviewing people regarding their sex lives for a few years now, and have talked casually about sex and themselves with many dozens of others.
I soon learned to read between the lines; a word, a phrase, a shrug, an expression at a certain time ... all can speak volumes.
So when I talked with Jonni about her life with her femme, May, and the subject veered to May's twelve-year-old daughter, who had suddenly run away the month before our conversation, I sensed a deeper story from Jonni's telltale tension and subtle alterations of tone and voice pitch.
Jonni "had no idea" why the girl, Sondra, had disappeared. When I asked what the girl looked like, Jonni said she was "an overdeveloped, ungrateful little bitch!"
Gradually, through body language, hints, key words and looks, and from what I knew of Jonni, I pieced that hidden story together.
To many, it may seem perverted, but it is an all-too-human story of compulsion and seduction.
Jonni is a white lesbian who lives with May, a young divorced mulatto woman. As the "man" of the family, Jonni dresses as much like a man as she can and is known in the gay bars as a "stomp-er"-aggressive, ready to fight to prove her manhood, and woman-crazy.
Somehow, Jonni's wives don't stay with her very long-a few months at best. But May had stayed with her for four months at the time of Sondra's leaving.
One other critical factor is known about Jonni: She's a lesbian who prefers to use a dildoe on her woman. Jonni loved to talk about her prowess with strap-on dildoes. She has a collection of them which she showed me ... and how much her women enjoyed their use on them. She is obsessed with "being a man" that way.
I also met and talked with May. She is a tall, voluptuous woman with skin the color of creamy chocolate and with startling, light brown eyes. If you can imagine electric brown eyes, you know what I mean.
May said her daughter was just like herself in looks-same eyes, same straight black hair, same body, but shorter and with a shade darker skin and a wider, more negroid nose, because Sondra's father had been black.
May is prejudiced against Negroes darker than herself and constantly regretted lowering herself by marrying a "black" man.
She is content with Jonni and doesn't realize that Jonni was the cause of Sondra's leaving.
There were pictures in Jonni's apartment of May and Sondra. I studied one such as we talked. Both were in brief, bright green bikinis on the beach.
Sondra, at twelve, is quite voluptuous. I can well understand why Jonni was irresistibly attracted to the child and why what happened almost had to happen, given the people involved and the circumstances.
I have reconstructed in narrative form what occurred between Jonni and Sondra. It is an interesting lesson in the psychology of the obsessive lesbian.
Jonni fucked May with her mind half on Sondra, who was maybe sleeping, maybe listening in the living room, just beyond the doorway, just beyond the thin wall.
Jonni wore the big strap-on double dildoe this time, a double-ended, fourteen-inch, soft plastic cock that was sunk six inches into her own cunt and was curved to send all the rest into May. And May was taking it, too. Groaning softly from the vigorous, seemingly endless penetrations.
Jonni was proud of her ability to fuck her women for long, long stretches at a time. She had trained herself by exercising for hours, by toughening her back and thigh muscles, by building up incredible stamina and endurance.
She loved to fuck a woman and make that woman into a believer! And now May was whispering those words Jonni loved to hear: "Oh, darling, you're so good ... so great ... ohhhh, you're better than any man."
Jonni kept on flexing her body, kept on sinking the artificial cock deep into May's belly. Each time she hit bottom, with each thrust, the six inches of cock in her own slot moved and wobbled -a weird sensation.
Jonni wanted Sondra to know-again-what a good time her mother was having, how good a lover was her lover, how great it was to be fucked by Jonni.
Jonni wanted May to get lathered up good and let go and howl when she spent, when that orgasm burst in her guts and exploded in her mind. That was Jonni's reward ... and in this case her advertisement.
For Jonni was helplessly attracted to Sondra. It was all she could do to keep her hands off the girl while May was out shopping or whatever. Jonni knew she couldn't resist forever. Sondra was the sexiest little doll Jonni had ever seen. Just that night the girl had come flouncing out of the bathroom naked as a skinned cat.
Sondra's breasts were big, heavy, exuberant, brown melons, as big as her mother's but still firm, still without the inevitable sag of time, without the inevitable stretch marks that gravity imposed and soft muscles permitted.
Sondra's waist was tiny. There was not an ounce of real fat on her, and her hips were still slim, not yet matured to the full depth and width of a woman's pelvis. Her V was only lightly fuzzed with kinky pubic hair. Her legs were perfectly shaped; rounded, tapering thighs, ideally contoured calves, thin ankles, dainty feet.
Jonni had been sitting in the kitchenette, reading a novel about lesbians, and had looked up and seen Sondra traipse over to her bed to put on her pajamas, and a twisting knot of want had churned in her stomach.
And so Jonni fucked May fast and hard and wondered if little, lush Sondra was listening and wondering if getting fucked with a dildoe was as good as it sounded.
Because May was beginning to lose control; she was jerking her cunt up and down to meet Jonni's plunges, she was working her big ass in ecstatic grinding circles as the long, imitation cock was thrust up into her spasming cunt.
And this corkscrewing motion on May's part created a similar, reversed movement to that portion of the double dildoe in Jonni's cunt.
It was a weird feeling for Jonni, that twisting side-to-side, up-and-down bulky presence in her belly, but she had never had an orgasm from it, Her only orgasms came from a prolonged, fierce, almost savage rubbing of her clitoris , ... most often by her own hand in the privacy of the bathroom.
But she wondered if she might not have an orgasm, a psychic orgasm at least-an intense mind-thrill-if she could ever fuck Sondra with this lovely double dildoe.
Could the girl take eight inches of thick rubber cock? Sure, once she was broken in to it. If May could, Sondra could. That sweet virginal cunt was waiting for it, was ripe for it! Sondra's first fuck had to be with Jonni! She'd never forget it!
May interrupted the erotic flow of Jonni's thoughts by clutching Jonni's sweaty back and panting loudly, "Harderrr ... fuck me harderrrr."
Jonni wished she were wearing the biggest dildoe in her collection-the ten incher! It snapped onto the post on the other harness and hung down nearly to her knees. That cock would give May the thrill of a lifetime, but May was afraid of it.
Jonni fucked May harder, with long, powerful arcs of her solidly muscled buttocks and thighs. She slapped her vulva against May's, sending the dildoe as deep as possible into both their cunts.
At this time she did feel small jolting flashes of sensation from those impacts, but it wasn't enough to build toward an orgasm for her.
May was going crazy-moaning, babbling loudly in half-words, shipping her loins in a frenzy of climactic lust.
Jonni was sending a thought-message to Sondra who was sleeping on the hide-a-bed in the next room: See how your mother loves it, baby? Doesn't it sound like fun? Wouldn't you like to try it, too? Aren't you curious?
The apartment was a crackerbox. She knew Sondra could hear her mother climaxing ... could hear the creak of the bed ... and knew what was causing it. There were no secrets. Sondra had seen all of Jonni's dildoes.
The first irresistible opportunity to make a play for Sondra came a few days later. May had to go downtown to the welfare office for a compulsory interview ... something to do with her eligibility and an adjustment of the money allowed her for Sondra on ADC.
Of course the welfare people didn't know the woman May shared an apartment with was a dyke. When the social worker came around, Jonni was either out or quickly put on a dress and acted disgustingly straight.
Sondra was sprawled on the floor, doing homework, when Jonni came home. Jonni drove a cab.
Sondra wore a minijumper over a dark green top. She lay on her stomach with her lovely legs spread. Her crotch showed. She wore cheap white panties.
Jonni got a hot sensation in her belly. She stared at the girl for a minute, then went into the bedroom to change. She came out a moment later wearing a red lounge suit. She sat on the floor beside Sondra. "Baby, I have to ask you something."
Sondra looked up expectantly. Her bright brown eyes seemed very wise. "What?" She was actually as beautiful, in her more negroid way, as her mother. Her large, round breasts were like firm pillows against the old carpet.
Jonni said, "I guess you hear May and me making it at night, don't you?"
Sex happened maybe twice a week.
"I guess so." Sondra looked back to her school-work. She fiddled with her pencil.
"Do you think it's wrong?"
The girl shrugged, not meeting Jonni's eyes, "I don't know. If she likes it."
Jonni nodded. "I treat you and May nice, don't I?"
"Yes."
"Then you ought to be nice to me, too."
Wary. "How?"
"Well you lay over onto your back and I'll show you."
"I don't want you trying what you do to mom."
"I won't. I promise. I just want to touch you a little bit. You're a beautiful girl, Sondra. You've got a beautiful little body. There's nothing wrong with me appreciating it a little bit. You can let me do that, after all I've done for you and May."
"Just so you don't try to use any of those rubber things." Sondra pushed her loose-leaf binder and school books aside and rolled over onto her back. "What are you going to do?" Sondra was tense and afraid. She lay with her hands clenched at her sides.
Jonni edged closer. She reached out and put her hand on the girl's stomach. She let it lie there and she said, "I had a funny fare today in my taxi ... "
Jonni told the story and made Sondra laugh. The girl relaxed and Jonni idly rubbed the girl's stomach through her clothes.
After ten minutes of stories about odd customers, after widening the strokings of her hand to the large globes of the girl's breasts and to the deep V of her crotch, Jonni suggested, "Let's take off some of your clothes, why don't we."
"You want me to get naked?"
Jonni nodded, her throat tight.
"Promise you'll only just do what you've been doing? Just rub me?"
"Promise."
"It kind of feels good, rubbing like that" Sondra sat up and permitted Jonni to undo her jumper and pull it down to her waist, and lifted herself to allow it to be pulled past her hips and down her legs.
Jonni's hands shook as she pulled the green top up and exposed Sondra's large round breasts in their cheap white bra cups.
Sondra raised her arms and Jonni pulled the garment up and off.
Sondra sat in bra and panties, a luscious brown virgin, aware of her too well developed body, almost afraid of it, afraid of Jonni.
Sondra asked, knowing the answer, "All naked?"
Jonni nodded, unable to speak. She was breathing irregularly.
Sondra pouted and hesitated. She looked searchingly into Jonni's eyes, then reached awkwardly behind her back to undo her bra hooks.
Jonni managed., "Let me." She shifted to behind the girl and coped with the tight straps that were indented into Sondra's mouth, buttery-brown flesh, "You can lay back now."
Sondra grabbed a pillow from the nearby hide-a-bed sofa and fell back with it clutched tight under her neck and head. She giggled and flopped. Her loose bra had slipped aside. The big cups were awry and both high-mounded breasts were exposed. Sondra lay breathing fast, watching Jonni. She wet her full lips. She said, "You're breathing funny."
Jonni whispered, "So are you." She smiled. Her face felt stiff and unnatural. She deliberately delayed touching the girl's large, perfect brown breasts.
The girl lay waiting while Jonni stared.
"Aren't you going to do anything?"
Jonni pulled the bra away. She said, astonished and delighted, "Your nipples are larger than May's."
"I know. That means I should nurse my babies a lot, doesn't it?"
"I don't think so. I don't think it means anything. Why mess around with men and have children ?" Jonni put a trembling hand on Sondra's right breast. She closed her eyes. Her breath caught.
The deep flesh was so warm and firm! She caressed the breast with knowing skill, tracing with her fingertip enticing patterns around and over the stiffening nipple ... and lightly running her fingers and palm over and around the full, velvety, globular mound.
Her other hand went to Sondra's other breast. Jonni kept her eyes closed. She enjoyed to the fullest the touching. She whispered, "Do you like it, Sondra? Do you like it?"
"Umm-hmmm."
Jonni thrilled to the answer. She ached to do more ... but she had to go slow. She caressed the girl's breasts for long moments, stroking the prominent nipples to puffed sensitivity. She opened her eyes and noted Sondra's quick breathing, her parted lips, her beginning restlessness, her slight flush. Sondra's eyes were now closed.
Jonni breathed, "Little darling, I'm going to kiss you."
Sondra did not say no.
Jonni leaned over and touched her mouth to Sondra's dry, hot lips. Sondra did not turn her head. Her eyelashes fluttered.
Jonni held the light kiss, the innocent, marginal, uninvolving kiss, for long seconds measured by her thudding heart ... and by the feel of Sondra's fast heartbeat under her left breast.
Jonni brushed her lips over Sondra's high forehead, pecked her nose, her cheeks, then kissed the pulsing hollow of the girl's throat. She was lured back to those wide, soft, full, parted lips. She kissed Sondra more firmly, more sensually.
The girl made a sound in her throat but didn't resist. Her lush, yielding mouth opened more and responded.
Jonni shivered with joy. She caressed the large, perfect brown breasts and deepened the sweet, intoxicating kiss. She moved her mouth erotically, excitingly, over the girl's mouth ... and then was unable to resist using her tongue to lick the girl's glowing lips, around the full contours, in to the inner surfaces.
Jonni's nostrils flared as her suddenly hungry lungs needed air. She moaned softly to herself, and sought Sondra's tongue .,. and with her hand explored the smooth-skinned path under the girl's panties to the plump mound, and clown into the hot juncture of the full thighs to the vulva's lips- those intimate, lower lips she wanted to kiss and lick and enter!
Sondra writhed and twisted in minor objection, tightened her thighs, but did not break the kiss. She finally lay restlessly passive as the kiss deepened and became all flickering tongue and wet, warm, moving lips.
Jonni insinuated her hand deeper into the girl's hot, moist crotch, and her fingers pressed in tiny, provocative pressures against the gradually puffing vulva lips.
Sondra pulled her mouth sideways and took several deep breaths. "I couldn't breathe," Her hands were relaxed at her side, her fingers plucked aimlessly at the carpet tufts. "You make me feel funny."
"Don't you like it, darling? You're going to like it more and more," Jonni kissed Sondra's throat again, and lower to the sharp swell of a breast ... to the wrinkled purple of an aroused nipple.
"You were only going to rub me a little."
"Don't you like it?" Jonni licked avidly at the crinkled bud of sensitive flesh. She boldly sucked the nipple into her mouth.
Sondra reflexively arched her back a little. A shiver went through her. Her inner thigh muscles rippled against Jonni's hand. "It's not nice. You're not supposed to do that ... you're a woman."
Jonni continued sucking. She threw all caution aside and stroked a finger into the girl's now receptive vulva. Her fingertip found the inner mouth and passed over to the narrowing groove that led up to the girl's clitoris.
It was there-and large-oh, large like May's, a rounded, yielding peanut of flesh that seemed to beg for a tongue to lick it.
Sondra twisted and used her hands to push Jonni's head away. 'Wo-"
"Why not? That's the spot, darling. That's what makes a girl feel so very good. Just let me rub it some and it'll make you feel like heaven is in your body."
"I don't care." Sondra. got a stubborn look. "You're a woman! You're a dyke!"
Jonni decided not to argue. "Be nice, Sondra! I won't buy you any more chocolate chip ice cream or give you money to go to the movies ... "
Sondra frowned. "I don't think it's nice."
"Just a few minutes more. Just let me how you how good it can be. I can make you feel so wonderful, darling. You're missing so much." Jonni reclaimed the girl's crotch. She lipped a nipple and suckled adroitly. Her finger entered the warm, wet vulva and again found the girl's well-developed, unawakened clitoris.
It took more than ten minutes of gentle stroking to bring the girl to her first orgasm.
Her first! Jonni was enthralled and tremendously excited. She wished she could get Sondra to rub her clitoris in turn, but knew the girl would refuse.
Sondra crossed her arms over her chest under her big, swollen breasts and hugged herself, seeking security and reassurance in herself as the strong sensations boiled through her body.
She was panting, flushed, writhing, her legs wide, stretching her panties which were bunched at the top of her thighs.
Her large brown eyes were wide and frightened. She sought Jonni's gaze constantly.
Jonni smiled and kissed the girl lovingly, briefly, and licked the puffed nipples, and finger-tipped the clitoris in a soup of the girl's newly flowing secretions. "Doesn't it feel so very good? Doesn't it?"
Sondra could only nod and gasp and writhe against Jonni's hand.
Her peak brought short, agonized, panting cries from her open mouth. She shook as if with a fever, then calmed surprisingly fast.
Jonni took her finger from the hardened clitoris and roamed her hand over the lax body. She lightly kissed the damp, sweaty skin here and there. She asked, "Wasn't that nice, darling? Aren't you glad I showed you how good your body can feel?"
"Yes."
"Would you like a big dish of special ice cream for dinner tonight?"
"Yes." Sondra smiled.
"And would you like me to make you feel good like this again?"
"I guess so. All right."
"I know even better ways to make you feel good. You'll feel what you just felt again and again! You'll love it." Jonni continued caressing Sondra ... the girl's breasts, always those magnificently formed half-globes, the flat belly, the thinly kinky-haired mound-a brief touch of fingers at the wet vulva between still-open legs-the slide of a palm over the rounded, yet immature hips.
Jonni patted Sondra's stomach. "Get dressed now and better start your homework. We'll have fun like this again. Lots of fun."
"You don't want mom to know, do you?"
"No."
"I don't either. She'd get mad."
That was the first seduction. Jonni had a plan of escalation. Next time she would go down on the girl and eat that lovely, seductive brown pussy. That big, virginal clitoris was just waiting for her mouth. Oh, how Sondra would squirm! How the girl would come and come!
Jonni's opportunity came two weeks later when May had the opportunity to make some money baby-sitting.
Sondra was nervous after supper. She knew why Jonni was looking at her a certain way.
After May left for the baby-sitting job, Jonni asked Sondra, "Want to take a shower with me?"
"I guess so," Sondra suddenly smiled widely.
Jonni saw the way opening up for her. The child was eager and willing now. Jonni said, "Let's get undressed, then."
In the small, circular, shower-curtained enclosure, standing face to face in the old tub as the hot water half dribbled, half sprayed down on them, each wearing a shower cap, Jonni, the white woman, and Sondra, the eleven-year-old Negro girl, grinned at each other.
Sondra said, inspecting Jonni's solid, hippy body, "You're not very pretty without clothes on." She touched Jonni's soft, shallow breasts. "I've got nicer ones than you."
"Of course you do. You're a beautiful young lady." Jonni soaped her hands and lathered the girl's jutting, rounded breasts. Her hands slid in circular foundlings on the film of wetness and soap. The nipples surged awake.
Sondra admitted, smiling, "I like that. It makes them feel funny inside-sort of warm and glowy,"
"I'm going to make you fee! warm and glowy all over ... inside ... especially in there." Jonni slid one hand down Sondra's firm, shapely young body to the hollow of her loins.
"Do you want me to do you the same way?"
"No, darling. Not this time." Jonni enjoyed the deliciously smooth, slick feel of the lovely breasts under her hands.
Jonni lathered and washed and rinsed all of Sondra's body, including the girl's pussy as hot water rivuleted down toward the natural between-thighs canyon and streamed off the tiny beard of pubic hair.
Jonni worked a soapy finger into the girl, and cupped water to wash the pussy lips clear inside. She impulsively leaned forward and kissed the inside of a brown thigh. She rubbed her cheek against the lightly fuzzed delta. Her hands caressed the firm, rounded buttocks.
Jonni dried Sondra with dainty, endless pattings of a big, thick, white towel. She kissed the warm clean damp flesh as she dabbed it dry.
Sondra then awkwardly rubbed Jonni dry.
They went into the bedroom. Sondra became nervous again. She was aroused, but this was where Jonni fucked her mother with those awfully big rubber things.
Sondra was reassured when Jonni settled onto the bed with her, naked, and didn't go to that certain drawer.
Jonni had taken a can of scented body powder with her from the bathroom. She sprinkled the giggling girl and smoothed the perfumed powder into the girl's velvety skin.
She let Sondra do the same for her. They had plenty of time.
Then Jonni began kissing Sondra on the mouth. They were sexy kisses, and they grew longer and more passionate. She squeezed gently the pliant buttery masses of Sondra's warm, brown breasts, and fingered the yeasty purple tips.
Her fingers slipped gently into the hollow of the young loins and grazed over the dewy lips. She aroused the girl to a squirmy, writhing anticipation.
"Aren't you ever going to finger me?"
"Something a lot nicer and better, darling."
"What?"
"Wait ... you'll see." Jonni kissed lightly the throbbing artery at the base of Sondra's throat. Then the swelling, rounded slope of the girl's left breast. Her hands enclosed the large, fat bowl of flesh and squeezed it to a higher, exaggerated cone, with the nipple a turgid, dusky red marsh-mallow at the top.
Jonni sighed and took the nipple into her mouth. She nibbled it with exquisite gentleness.
"Ohh ... " Sondra arched her back and pressed the mass of her breast against Jonni's face. "It feels like ... like little bees in my boobies." She giggled with delight.
Jonni suckled enthusiastically, while continuing to caress and fondle both luscious breasts.
Sondra's hands came to Jonni's back and neck for the first time, touching and hugging in appreciation and arousal.
Jonni spent long minutes reveling with the girl's ripe breasts and nipples ... sucking, nipping, licking, squeezing.
Sondra was flushed, her electric brown eyes sparkling with excitement and need. She was twisting and turning under Jonni's hands and kisses. She whispered, "Do me like before, Jonni. I want to feel that way again."
"You will, darling. Soon. It'll be even better."
Jonni regretfully abandoned the sweet, full breasts and kissed lightly, tantalizingly down the child's body ... to the deeply indented belly button which she licked and delved into and which caused Sondra to laugh and say, "It tickles!"
And then Jonni's lips were skirting the edge of the thin nap of pubic hair, and Jonni shifted down on the bed and eased herself between Sondra's shapely legs.
Sondra lifted her head and asked, "Why are you like that?" But there was a tone, an inflection, that told Jonni that Sondra knew. Overdeveloped eleven-year-old girls knew just about everything. She knew about dykes and what women did with women in bed.
Sondra was pretending ignorance.
Jonni said, "I'm going to kiss you a very special way that I know you'll like very much."
Sondra smiled an odd little, smile, at once willing, frightened, curious. She whispered faintly, "Okay."
Sondra braced herself on her elbows and watched as Jonni delicately kissed the insides of her thighs and gently urged Sondra to open them wider and wider.
Finally Jonni murmured, "Raise your knees, darling."
Sondra obeyed.
Jonni kissed a path up each inner surface toward the pussy lips which lured her. Those lips were puffed with desire, glistening with secretions, deeply flushed with blood, pouting.
Jonni was trembling. Her hands shook when they left Sondra's body for brief seconds. She kissed feather light in smaller and smaller circles, around the waiting vulva.
Jonni detected a faint trembling in Sondra, too. She could not resist her lust-to-give, her need to be wanted and to hear and feel a strong sexual response.
Jonni gave a small moaning cry and pressed her open, wet, hot mouth to the girl's waiting slit. Her tongue stabbed between the lips and instantly found the large, swollen clitoris.
Sondra's loins jumped and the girl inhaled sharply.
Jonni moaned with delight and lavished her tongue on the extremely sensitive nub. She tasted the girl's juices and loved them. She kissed and tongued in a frenzy of lust. She lashed the enlarged clitoris with her fluttering tongue, she licked deep into the vulva, into the vaginal entrance and tasted the slightly different juices there, and pressed her tongue against the girl's thin hymen and found, with her tongue tip, a small opening in the guarding curtain of tissue. She shivered and licked upward to the waiting, throbbing clitoris again, and generated in Sondra a gathering, powerful climax.
Sondra had fallen back on the bed. She was panting, her big breasts rising and falling quickly, pushed together as her arms again crossed over her stomach, holding herself tightly. Her thighs closed on Jonni's head in a soft-firm vise of warm, spasming muscles. Her belly tightened. She moaned roughly in her throat, then dissolved into fast, panting cries of ecstasy. Her vulva writhed and jumped against Jonni's clinging, insatiable mouth.
Jonni was in a heaven of her own. She had captured this lovely, lush child! She had shown Sondra the keen, special pleasure, the overwhelming pleasure, that a woman could give another. The next step was to prove to the child that she need never require a man, that a woman equipped with an imitation man's organ was a better lover in every way.
Women didn't need a man for anything!
Jonni kept her tongue moving on Sondra's clitoris until the girl's loosening, relaxing muscles told her the orgasm had run its course. The girl's thighs softened and fell open.
But now to show Sondra the wonderful world of another orgasm, and then another, and another. Each woman reacted differently, each had a different capacity. Jonni kept licking the inner folds of the still-tumescent vulva.
Sondra said softly, lovingly, 'That was better, a whole lot stronger than the other way."
Jonni lifted her mouth free. "Do you want it to happen again?"
"Can I?"
"Only one way to find out ... " Jonni began tonguing into the dripping vulva. The girl's clitoris quickly regained the special vibrant feel to Jonni's tongue that meant an orgasm was on the way.
Jonni shivered with her own kind of sexual joy and flicked her tongue in a double-speed flutter that sent Sondra into a second paroxysm of intense rapture.
A moment later Sondra whispered hesitantly, greedily, "Will you do it some more?"
"Of course, darling. As many times as you want."
The next half hour was a period of revelation for Sondra. She was enthralled with the intensity of her climaxes and the rapidity with which they came to her.
The more pleasure Sondra experienced, the more she wanted. And the more she came to like Jonni as the magical giver of this multiplied pleasure.
At the end, Jonni said, "We'd better quit now, darling. May might be home any time now."
Sondra said, "Ummm ... no wonder mom loves you. Can we do it again sometime?"
She was begging for it now! Jonni's eyes glistened with triumph and satisfaction. "Of course. The first chance we have. But don't tell May I've been making love to you. She wouldn't understand. She'd be mad and jealous."
Sondra nodded quickly, conspiratorially. She went for her clothes.
And May did not suspect. Both Jonni and Sondra acted as if nothing had happened.
They waited, each eagerly, as the days passed.
When May went to the store once, Sondra came to Jonnis face expectant. "Do me now."
"She'll only be gone a few minutes."
"That's long enough for once." Sondra pulled down her panties and lay back on the sofa. Her legs opened enticingly. Her vulva was visibly wet. "Can't you just lick me like this? We could hear mom on the steps coming up."
Jonni smiled. "You like it a lot."
"Sure. Come do me, Jonni!"
"Once." Jonni sank to her knees before the open thighs and eagerly applied her mouth and tongue to the child's already juicy slit.
"Ummm ... " Sondra greedily pressed Jonni's head tighter.
Sondra managed two quick, panting orgasms within five minutes. After that she began to worship Jonni with her eyes, Sondra began to try to maneuver her mother out of the apartment and to be home whenever May had to leave.
Sondra whispered to Jonni, "I get wet in my panties in school just from thinking about you licking me."
Then one night May got another baby-sitting job. Sondra bubbled with happiness and anticipation during supper before her mother left.
Jonni smiled secretly. This was the night. There were butterflies in her stomach. She was absent-minded as she drove May to the baby-sitting job. May was to call when the couple came home and Jonni would pick her up. It would be around midnight. May was happy to make the extra money.
When Jonni got back to the apartment she found Sondra waiting in her robe, fresh from a bath.
Sondra ran across the room and pressed herself eagerly against the older woman. "Let's start right away. I'm all clean and nice for you. I put on some of that powder." She opened her robe and showed her naked, youthful lushness. "Smell me."
Jonni pressed her face between the wonderfully full, round, out thrusting brown breasts. She rubbed the softness with her cheeks. She inhaled. "Umm-good!" She couldn't keep her hands away. She caressed the firm thighs, the hips and buttocks, the narrow waist and back.
They went into the bedroom. Sondra hopped on the bed. Jonni began to undress. Sondra waited impatiently.
Naked, Jonni went to the drawer where she kept her harness and dildoes.
Sondra said, "Hey ... no, I don't want--"
"You don't know what you're missing, darling." Jonni stepped into the wide, connected elastic belts and fastened them.
"I don't want you fucking me like you fuck mom with any of those things."
"You didn't want me to finger you off at first, either; and you didn't want me to go down on you, either, at first, and now you can't get enough of it."
"I know, but ... "
"Why do you think May loves me to fuck her so much? You hear her. You hear her almost every night. She's crazy for fucking. She likes it better than my going down on her."
"It'll hurt me. I'm not broken."
"I know, darling, but I'll be very careful and it'll hurt only a teeny bit in the beginning. After that, it'll feel better and better, nicer and nicer and stronger and stronger until you'll just scream for me to keep it up, like May does." Jonni felt herself trembling. Her voice trembled. "You'll love having me fuck you. You'll love it. You'll find out I'm better than any man. I can fuck for hours if I want. I can be as big as you want."
Sondra was doubtful. "I only want you to use your tongue like before."
"I will. I'll go down on you now, and give you orgasms. But then I'll show you how very, very good fucking can be." Jonni went to the bed without a dildoe attached to her triangular loin-mount. She palmed a half-used tube of sterile lubricant. She placed it unobtrusively on the bedside table as she kissed Sondra reassuringly.
Sondra took longer than usual to arouse. She was plainly apprehensive.
Jonni enjoyed the challenge. She worked on the girl leisurely-stroking, fondling, licking, sucking nipples, gently fingering the child's large clitoris, slowly awakening the glands, gradually building Sondra's passion.
Jonni swooped down to the girl's open, waiting loins and speared her agile tongue into the wet, warm, tangy vulva.
Sondra responded with a sigh and a swift undulation. Her velvety thighs clamped reflexively on Jonni's head. Jonni brought the girl along to a shuddering, panting climax.
Sondra was sighing a moment later, but sparkling-eyed, her hands playing in Jonni's hair as the woman lay resting her head on Sondra's belly. Sondra said, "More, please."
"Once more." Jonni lowered her mouth to the flushed, pouting pussy lips. She delved inward with her tongue to the inner gateway to the vagina. She tasted the acidy juices there, and teased her tongue against the slightly ruptured hymen.
Soon ... Jonni promised herself ... soon she would be rifling this sweet girl's channel, sending long, thick inches up into the virginal belly. She wanted to get this second orgasm over with quickly so she could fuck! She would make Sondra love her dildoes. She would spend long, ecstatic hours driving her stiff cocks into the wildly appreciative child. That was Jonni's dream.
She pressed her moving tongue up into the groove to the clitoris. She glided her tongue over that firm bump of nerve endings in long, effective, lapping strokes.
Soon Sondra began to move restlessly, passionately. She began to moan softly. Her lips lifted to follow Jonni's long, up-licking tongue.
Jonni gripped the girl's flexing buttocks and gave her tongue in lavish, swift, flutterings. She pressed her mouth tight to Sondra's vulva lips and worked the lips open until she could enclose the vibrant little nut-sized clitoris between her lips and suck it in tight and lash it with her tongue.
Sondra seemed to go crazy. She keened and thrashed and spasmed continuously for endless minutes.
When Jonni stopped, the girl was in a state of dull-eyed, melting, nervous depletion.
Jonni slipped off the bed while Sondra lay breathing deeply, sighing, eyes closed.
Jonni stood beside her open drawer and looked down at her collection. The massively thick six-incher? The thin eight-incher? The double-dildoe? The ten-incher? The seven-inch vibrator-dildoe? The nine-incher with all the rubber studs and ridges?
Jonni chose the relatively thin eight-inch model. It was smooth, with a small, heart-shaped head. It would be best.
She pressed it onto the two-inch post that projected from the curving, triangular plastic-and-foam-padded base that was positioned over her mound and held in place by the wide elastic straps that circled her hips and went through her crotch and up between the cheeks of her buttocks.
Jonni returned to the bed. The dildoe hung out and down, a very large, rubberized plastic cock in perpetual erection.
She sat on the edge of the bed and squeezed some of the lubricant onto the shaft. She spread the slippery jell lovingly over the long length.
When she turned to Sondra she found the child staring at the artificial cock with open-mouthed fear.
"It's too big!"
"Don't be afraid, darling. I won't even try to put it all in you. It just looks big. And May loves this one. It's not to big for her. You just don't realize how big you are inside. Most girls don't. A woman can take an awful lot when she is all hot and bothered. And I, know it feels wonderful to have a lot of something like this going in and out slow and easy while you're being kissed and loved."
"It'll tear me open. I'll bleed!"
"No, no ... I'll be very careful and gentle. You'll see." Jonni kissed Sondra. Jonni turned her hips toward the girl and the slick rubber cock flopped against the girl's brown thigh. Sondra trembled momentarily.
Jonni whispered reassurances between kisses, and stroked the girl's ripe body, and gradually worked up Sondra to a high point of arousal.
Sondra lay open-legged as Jonni fingered her. She was breathing fast. Her breasts were like brown flesh balloons.
Jonni pressed a finger into the opening in Sondra's hymen. Sondra's hips flinched. But Jonni pushed the finger all the way in. She slowly fingerfucked the child.
Sondra said, "It feels ... funny."
Jonni tried to widen the hole.
"Hurts!"
"It has to, a little, darling. I have to open your hymen a little more."
"I don't want to do it. I don't want you to fuck me." Tears came to Sondra's large, expressive brown eyes, turning them liquid.
"Don't be a little crybaby. It only hurts a little bit. It has to happen sooner or later. Wouldn't you rather I did it gently and tenderly, instead of some rough, brutish man who didn't care about anything but his own lust? They only want to stick their cocks into you and root around and shoot their messy stuff in you and then they don't care about you,"
"I like boys."
"See how much you like them when they try to rape you." Jonni stretched the hymen a little more. She noticed a film of blood on her finger. It wasn't much. She stopped fingerfucking and kissed Sondra. "I'm going to be down on you now and get you really hot, darling. You'll be so hot you'll want to be fucked."
Seconds later Jonni was licking up a few drops of red-tinged juices as she tongued the eager clitoris.
It took longer than she expected to bring Sondra up to the level of sexual abandon she wished. Sondra was truly afraid of being penetrated by the long dildoe.
Finally, though, Sondra was squirming under Jonni's mouth and hands, moaning, on the edge of coming again.
Jonni stopped tonguing the girl and reached for the lubricant to apply a fresh coat to the dildoe. She rubbed some of the slippery, melting jell into Sondra's vulva, already naturally lubricated. The vaginal entrance was drippy with secretions.
Sondra tried to close her thighs but couldn't. She whimpered. "Don't."
But Jonni was in position. The narrow, rounded head of the artificial cock was nudging the greased lips of Sondra's brown vulva.
Jonni leaned over the girl on elbows and knees and with one hand directed the head between the lips. She whispered promises: "It'll feel so good in a minute, darling. You'll love having me in you."
She lodged the head against the inner mouth. She kissed Sondra passionately and pushed.
Sondra screamed in her throat and tore her mouth free. She tried to squirm away from the impalement. The dildoe was partway in her! It hurt! It was so big in her!
"The worst is over, darling. The pain will go away in a minute."
Jonni was tremendously aroused. It seemed to her she could feel the inside of the virginal cunt -that the dildoe .was a part of her, alive, sensitive. A kind of madness seized her, a dizzying lust to fill the girl, to plunge her manhood deep, oh so deep, into the never-before fucked vagina, to make the girl her slave this way, too! To be a superman to the girl, to keep her forever, to make the little, full-bodied child forever dissatisfied with anything less in skill and endurance and pleasure than her.
And so, in her lust and in her dream, in her lesbian need, Jonni forced more and more of the long dildoe into the bleeding, howling child.
"Be quiet, darling. It doesn't hurt that much!"
She drew the dildoe out a bit and thrust deeper. She pressed a palm over the girl's mouth to muffle the raw shrieks.
Sondra screamed and twisted. She clawed to be free, to make Jonni stop.
Jonni gritted angrily, "Stop it! This has to happen first, don't you understand? A little pain is good for you!" And Jonni drove in and out, in and out ... thrusting ever deeper against the soft, yielding depths, knowing by body feel and position that six inches of the dildoe was in the girl now ... and now seven ... and now ...
Sondra's voice was hoarse from crying, sobbing, from screaming into the hand that cupped over her mouth. Her belly was a shredded ache, as if shards of glass were in her. A terrible club was beating in and out of her through that awful glass.
"You're a big girl now; you don't have to cry like a baby!" Jonni felt the first slap of her dildoe's base against Sondra's pussy. Her mind blazed with triumph and delight. Eight inches! Eight solid, long inches were sinking into the dear child's cunt!
Jonni whispered, "Now you'll start to feel good, darling. Feel it? Fell it?" There was a curving, rounded hump on the base designed to contact the recipient's clitoris upon full penetration.
Jonni thumped fast and hard, confident, sure ...
But Sondra continued to sob and struggle as the minutes passed. And there was an odd, wet, sloppy sound to fucking.
Jonni peered under-between their bodies-and stopped dead in mind-numbing shock.
Blood! So much blood! A large area of blanket was sopping wet under Sondra's thighs and buttocks.
Jonni pulled out. The dildoe was shiny wet with bright red blood. Blood dripped from Sondra's gaping, smeared vulva.
Sondra curled up into a ball.
Jonni was shocked into sanity. She hastily flung the pulled down bedspread over the stain. She stripped off the dildoe and harness. She put them away and shut the drawer. She got Sondra off the bed and into the bathroom. She ministered to the girl, again soothing, promising never to do it again, pleading to the girl not to tell May.
Sondra stopped bleeding soon thereafter. She could hardly walk. But she dressed, put on her coat, demanded all Jonni's cash, and walked painfully out of the apartment.
Jonni threw out the incriminating blanket and slightly blood-spotted top sheet. She told May later she had accidentally spilled shoe polish on them. She bought new ones.
She told May Sondra had been gone when she had gotten back from delivering May to her babysitting job.
To Jonni's relief, Sondra never came back. May reported her daughter missing after three days. She never suspected the truth.
This is the single case of a sequence of events where, although the young girl cooperated in her seduction, she objected to the forcible penetration by a dildoe. Jonni would have to be called a psychopathic personality. Like many lesbian psychopaths, she refuses to see a therapist. The prognosis in her case would appear not to be encouraging.
Chapter Four: Ruthie
Occasionally I receive in the mail a cassette cartridge sent by someone who had seen my ad in one of the sex tabloids. In that ad I asked for true sex experiences for use in books such as this.
I have received a number of letters, long and short, and rarely a tape recording.
But today's youth are oriented more to talking and tape than to writing and the printed word. It is part of the technological/electronic evolution of our culture and society.
The cassette mentioned above was an hour long and tells the story of Perry and Ruthie, brother and sister. It was narrated by the brother. He has a rather nasal, slurred young tenor voice.
I had to edit the transcription a bit; word for word it was too long, too rambling, too incoherent in places.
But what you are about to read is ninety-nine percent as it was spoken into the microphone.
When reading this account, please remember that it is Perry's version. He makes out Ruthie as the aggressor, it could be; activity such as he describes has been known to happen.
Here, then, is the story of ten-year-old Ruthie and seventeen-year-old Perry. I have changed names. The speaker may have altered names, too.
"My little sister Ruthie is real crazy, I think, the way she acts. She's crazy about my peter. She always likes to pull it out of my pants and play with it.
"She's ten years old-almost eleven now, but she was just past her tenth birthday when she started this business. Something set her off and I don't know what.
"She's got little breasts already, which is pretty incredible in a way. But she's got them. She showed them to me right off in the bathroom when she started getting curious about my peter. She was real proud of them.
"She walked right in like she owned the place while I was in the tub. Dad was working overtime and mom had just gone to the store. So Ruthie just opened the door and walked in and said, 'I've got tits! Want to see?'
"I crossed my legs fast and used the washcloth to cover that area, too. It sort of blew my mind, her coming in like that. She got a look at my peter, too, before I could cover up. What really bothered me was that I had a pretty good stiff-on at the time. I was thinking about how my date was going to go that night if I had my way about it. Just dreaming about feeling her up good and maybe she'd get all steamy and want more.
"So I had a stiff. And I'm like dad-I've got a helluva big one. I've seen him naked a couple times, and he's got a big one soft, so I guess I got mine from his genes. We're both tall and skinny and he's getting bald now so I guess I've got that to look forward to, too.
"Ruthie sort of takes after him, too, being tall for her age, and skinny, except she has mom's gray-green eyes and curly reddish hair. My hair is more blond and just naturally wavy. And my eyes are blue.
"Anyway, there I was with my big peter showing for a split second when Ruthie came into the bathroom like that. And she got a look at it. And she asks me if I want to see her tits. It was like she was showing off a present or something.
"I said, 'Hey-you shouldn't walk in on a guy like this.'
"She said, 'I don't care. What are you covering up for? I already saw it.'
"I said, Why do you want to show your tits?'
"She said, 'I just do, that's all.' She had on a robe because it was her turn to take a bath after me. She started unbuttoning her robe from the bottom. She said, 'Don't you want to see them?'
"I said, I'll look at them if you want to show them.'
"So she kept on unbuttoning her robe, which was green with white trim and big white fuzzy buttons, and she held it open and there she was all naked.
"I looked at her crack first. She didn't have any hair on it yet. I could see the crack, too, all the way down into her legs, because her thighs are skinny and there's a gap between.
"Then I looked up at her tits. She doesn't have much-they're just starting. They're really only like small dumplings sitting on her chest, with little pink wrinkled centers.
"She said, 'Mom said I have to wear a bra pretty soon.'
"I said I guessed mom was right. Then Ruthie said, 'Let me see you now.'
"I said, 'I don't think so.' She said why not, and I said, 'Because you're too young. You're only ten.'
"She said, 'I've got tits! That proves I'm old enough.' She got down on her knees by the tub. 'Come on, Perry. Let me see it good once.'
"So I said okay and took away the washcloth and uncrossed my legs and let her see it. I was soft by that time so I didn't care so much.
"She sort of looked real hard at it. She said, 'Get it up out of the water so I can see it all. I want to see your bag, too.'
"Her robe was hanging open and was pouching open more and I could see her little breasts up close. I could have touched them then, but I didn't have any yen to. Later on I did, plenty. I mean, after she kept after me for a couple weeks, going farther and farther. Then things got sexy with her.
"But that first time, when I was in the tub, I didn't have any sexy feelings about her. I lifted my hips up so she could see my peter and my nuts good. She looked and looked and said, 'Make it get big.'
"I said no. She asked why not. I said because she was too young and we shouldn't because it wasn't right for her and me to do things and see each other naked too much. But she wouldn't listen. She just said over and over she wanted to see it big and hard, and she reached down and grabbed it.
"It was a weird feeling when Ruthie touched my peter. It was like a small electric shock went through me. And it felt good, just that second. It was the first time a girl ever touched it. I could never get a girl on a date to feel it even if I was fingering her.
"I pushed Ruthie's hand away and said, 'Don't,' but she kept on trying to grab it with both hands. She was laughing and giggling and I was getting mad and swearing. And I could feel my peter getting bigger from all the flopping around and her getting her fingers on it every few seconds and everything. It started to really swell up and get stiff.
"Ruthie said, 'It's doing it!' And she stopped trying to get at it. She just looked.
"I guess I'm kind of proud of my peter, too. I let her see it. It was creeping up my belly, getting longer and longer and thicker and thicker and harder and harder. It actually gets to be seven and a half inches long, and it curves a little to my right, like a boomerang, and it tapers down to a kind of small head and it's real thick at the root.
"Ruthie said, 'Wow ... is that the way they all get? That big?'
"I bragged and said I probably had the biggest one in my Gym class. I said most guys had peters only about two-thirds my size.
"She started to reach for it again, but just then we heard mom's car come up the driveway and go into the garage. The driveway runs right past the bathroom.
"Ruthie jumped up and ran out. I had to get halfway out of the tub to reach out and shut the bathroom door again the way it should have been.
"But I guess Ruthie was fascinated by my big size or something. Whenever we were alone, she wanted to see it again, and she'd grab for it in my pants, and giggle, just to bug me, I think.
"One night around nine o'clock when I was in my room doing some homework reading in Social Sciences, I heard the floor creak in the hail and Ruthie came in. She said she was bored stupid with the old movie mom and dad were watching.
"I was lying on my bed with my head propped up with a couple pillows and I sort of sensed from the way she smiled and came across to the bed that she was going to start grabbing again.
"She did, too. She said, 'Let me see it again, Perry. I want to make it get big again."
"I asked why, and she said just because she liked to watch it grow. I told her mom or dad might come in, but she said we'd hear the boards creak first and the bathroom was at the other end of the hall where they'd be likely to go. She said I'd have plenty of time to zip up.
"She was right, but it wasn't right to let my sister play with my peter, even if she wanted to.
"But I liked the way it felt when she touched it. I started to get stiff just thinking about her grabbing it. I couldn't figure out why she was so queer for feeling up my peter.
"Anyway, I unzipped my jeans and she got her hand in before I could and started grabbing and pulling and working it out of my underpants.
"It got stiffer and stiffer while she was hauling it out.
"Finally she had it out and it was almost a hundred percent hard right then. She squeezed it and asked if it hurt and could I pee if it was hard like that, and what made it get so big. Dumb questions mostly. All this time she was playing with it, and starting to move the skin up and down. Then she said she wished she was a boy so she could grow one, too.
"She said she would give me her breasts and crack if she could have my peter. She said she thought her peter was cut off by the doctors when she was born so mom and dad could have a little girl. She said dad told her they made a deal with the doctor to have a baby girl.
"I told her that was just a joke and doctors can't change a baby's sex just by cutting off anything. I said it was glands and genes and everything too complicated.
"She just kept on watching my peter and playing with it. She was really getting me excited. It felt good. I didn't want her to stop, but I was scared somebody would come down the hall and catch us.
"Then Ruthie asked me if I jerked off like she heard boys do a lot.
"I said, 'Once in a while.' I was ashamed to admit I did it practically every night, sometimes during the day, too.
"She asked, 'Do you squirt stuff?'
"I nodded, and she said real quick, 'Do it now. I want to see it.'
"Something made me say she could make it squirt if she jerked me off, and she said, 'How do I do it?'
"I said, 'Just jerk the skin up and down like you've been doing, only faster.'
"She started doing it real fast. I had to make her slow down. I showed her how to hold my peter and told her not to squeeze too hard. She was eager to do it right so she could make me squirt.
"After a minute of my showing her how and telling her, she got the right hold on it and the right speed and, God, I started to get super-stiff and tingly right away. Getting jerked off by somebody else, especially a girl, is the best way to get jerked off there is.
"Ruthie jerked my peter just right and after a half minute she asked how long it took, and I said, I'm almost there now.' And I was. I made her stop and dig my hanky out of my pants pocket. I spread it on my shirt front. Then she started again and said, 'Tell me when it's going to come out.'
"She pumped me faster and watched and watched and I got that tight powerful good sensation that got stronger and stronger until I was all stiff and holding my breath and my peter was like a rock in her jerking hand. It was a terrific feeling. Stronger than I ever got from doing it myself.
"I told her, 'Here it comes,' and the stuff shot out like a bullet and hit the wall above the end of the bed over my head. Then another load of it almost hit me in the face. It landed on the pillow.
"Ruthie stopped jerking me and I was cheated of a lot of sensation. But she was surprised. Her eyes were real big. She said, 'Gee ... wow ... it really shoots, doesn't it?' She watched the stuff pump out and run down onto her fingers. 'Is there more?' She giggled. 'It missed your hanky. How come?'
"I said, 'I don't know. I never shot that far before.'
"She said, 'I bet it's because I was jerking it off.' She took her hand from my peter and looked real close at the stuff on her fingers. She smelled it and wrinkled her nose. She watched me wipe the pillow and wall. I handed the hanky to her and she wiped her hand.
"Ruthie asked, 'Can you do that again?'
"I said, 'Yes, but it takes a long time and I don't squirt much the second time.'
"She said, 'I wish I could squirt.'
"I said, 'You can't squirt, but you can get the same strong good feeling. You can come. Haven't you tried to masturbate?' I stuffed my softened peter back into my underpants and zipped up. I was safe.
"Ruthie said, 'Sure. I diddle myself a lot. Dorothy showed me how a year ago. She tells me all about sex and things. She's fourteen.' She finished wiping her hand and smelled her fingers again. She said, 'If that stuff gets inside a girl's crack far enough she can get pregnant, can't she?'
"I said yes. She said, 'I want to jerk you off again pretty soon. I like to see you shoot. It feels good to jerk your peter like that. I like it. Do you want me to do it again?'
"I nodded. I sure as hell did. I didn't care if she was my sister or not.
"She smiled and said, 'Okay, and I'll let you put your finger in me and diddle me if you want to.' She hopped off the bed. She said, 'That was fun.' And she went out and I heard the hall floor creak and heard her go into the bathroom and wash her hands. After that, she went into her own room.
"It took me a while to get interested in reading my social studies book again.
"The next time something like that happened was three days later, on a Saturday. Dad went off all day to fish and mom went downtown to shop. I was supposed to go over to the park to play some baseball with the guys, and Ruthie was supposed to go over to a girl friend's house for a sewing lesson, later.
"So there we were all alone in the house.
"I was in the kitchen raiding the refrigerator when she came in and real quick groped for my peter. I didn't stop her. I'd been thinking this would be a perfect time to do something, if she started it.
"I took an apple from the crisper while she squeezed my peter through my pants. She said, 'It's getting hard already. Want me to jerk you off? You want to diddle me?'
"I said sure, okay. She took an apple too and we went into my room. She took a bite of her apple and said, 'You take down your pants and I'll take down mine.'
"So we did. We lay on my bed side by side and she started jerking my peter slow and easy while I started fingering her.
"It was the third time I'd ever gotten to do it with a girl, so I knew what to do. Every girl has a little sex button in her crack that's like the head of a man's peter, only it's real small and sometimes real hard to find. But it wasn't hard to find Ruthie's. Hers was a stiff little bump and she told me when I touched it with my finger. 'Rub me there. That's my hot spot.'
"She was sticky-wet inside her crack and that made it easy to rub.
"We had our heads propped up with pillows and we were chomping away on our apples. I asked Ruthie if she could come from the way I was diddling her and she nodded and said sure, in a minute. So I kept it up. It was easy, just rubbing the end of my finger over that little hard bump in her crack near the top.
"And she kept up jerking on my peter, too, and she had a smooth way of doing it. I was all hard and tight and getting that special feeling. I hadn't masturbated for three days, hoping we'd have a chance. I had a big load in me ready to shoot.
"I finished my apple and dug my hanky out of my pocket. Ruthie asked me, 'Is it close?' I said yeah, and she said to stop diddling her, to finish her off afterward, so she could really jerk me off good.
"She got up on her knees on the bed by my side and really started pumping me up and down fast and hard and good. God!
"The feeling got stronger and stronger. I started to get all tense. Then she shifted to her other hand and it felt even better, if you can imagine-it was something about the way her fingers gripped my peter.
"Anyway, I just barely remembered to hold my hanky up over my peter to keep the stuff from shooting all over me and the bed and everything, but Ruthie said, 'No, don't! I want to see it shoot up.' And she pushed my hand away.
"So that's what happened. I said, real tense like, 'Okay, then, you clean it up.' And she said she would, so I pulled my shirt up and just closed my eyes and let it, build up and it just about wiped me out when it hit-God! I just let it happen! It felt like my guts were shooting up out of my peter.
"Ruthie kept on pumping me till I was all pumped out. I had to stop her. She said, 'You had an awful lot!' She giggled. 'It went up higher than my head!' She took my hanky and wiped her hand and wiped up the stuff on my belly and on the bedspread.
"She said, 'Can I keep it?' She meant my hanky. I asked why and she said she just wanted to, that's all. I didn't see why she wanted it-it smelled like that stuff smells and it would get all stiff when it dried, but I didn't care, so I said be my guest.
"So then we went back to me diddling her and her with her left hand on my peter, just slowly jerking the skin up and down.
"I'd never fingered a girl all the way off and I wanted to, so I tried to do Ruthie just the way she liked it best. I rubbed that little bump up and down and then around in little circles. She liked the little circle rub, and so I kept that up and she started breathing real fast and she started pumping me faster, too, without knowing it, I think.
"She turned her head then and watched her hand pump my peter. She stared at my peter and she made funny little sounds and she was breathing faster and faster and her crack was all wet and sloppy and she jerked her hips some, too.
"Then she kind of went all loose and limp and relaxed and her hand slowed down and stopped, so I slowed down my finger and started poking around in her crack.
"I found her hole ... her vagina, I guess it is ... and stuck my finger in, but she pushed my hand away. She said she didn't like it. She said, 'Can you go off again?'
"I said I guessed I could if she could keep jerking me long enough. I still had a stiff-on.
"So she grabbed a hold again and started pumping me and I slipped my hand over her dress and down between her legs again and got my finger into her crack-she was still real wet-and started fingering her hot little bump again.
"I hate to admit it, but it was fun. I told myself it wasn't so terrible to just fool around with mutual masturbation with her. It wasn't hurting anybody. It wasn't like I was screwing her, so it didn't matter if she was my sister. And besides, it was her idea every time. She started it each time.
"I was only about halfway to going off again when Ruthie started to act funny-breathing fast and jerking me fast and staring at my peter that way. She went off even stronger than her first time, I guess, because the noises she made in her throat were louder, and she really went limp afterwards, and she smiled real nice at me.
"She said, 'I want to go zam like that when you squirt.' She kept on pumping me.
"I was close by then, too, because her going off from my finger rubbing almost made me come at the same time, so I told her I was close and she slowed down and told me to do her again.
"So we got each other close and we were both tense and breathing fast and just about there, you know, and we looked at each other and I said, "If you go fast now ... ' And she sort of whispered, 'Fast circles!' and nodded and pumped me fast.
"It happened the way she wanted-we both went off at the same time. I had a lot more stuff left in me. She kept her eyes glued to my peter all the time and I watched, too, while I fingered her. I think my peter got up close to eight inches it was so big and hard. She had to constantly regrip with her hand because her fingers and thumb weren't long enough to get hardly more than halfway around it, especially around it near the bottom where it was thickest.
"So I shot off again and a lot of it got on her hand and I was gasping and panting and she was, too, and sort of going 'Uhh-uhh-uhh-uhh.' It's impossible to say what it sounded like, but she sure enjoyed going off with me that way and seeing me squirt.
"Then she did a weird thing. It made my stomach heave a little. She smelled the stuff again on her hand and then she got a dreamy look in her eyes and she stuck her tongue out and tasted it!
"Ruthie made a kind of face, but she didn't spit it out. She swallowed it. Then she came back to normal and used my hanky again to wipe my peter and her hand.
"I said, 'Why did you lick that stuff?'
"She wouldn't answer. She just shrugged and said, 'I guess you can't do it anymore for a while, can you?' And she picked up her apple and took a bite and pulled up her panties and hopped off the bed. Then she reached over and grabbed my soft peter and said, 'This is mine now. It's mine. I get to make it squirt all the time. I'll jerk it off any time you want me to. Just tell me.' She said it like she meant it. She patted my peter and looked at me very serious. Then she walked out of my room and went next door for that sewing lesson on the next door lady's sewing machine.
"That night with mom and dad in the house, she stuck her head in my door and asked if her peter wanted to be jerked off again. That's the way she said it: her peter. I said we'd better wait till the next day. I could have squirted again, but I was leery of letting her do it with mom and dad home. Knowing they could walk in and catch us red-handed was a turnoff.
"So we didn't have a good chance to do anything until after school the next Tuesday. Dad was into his overtime bag again and mom went to visit some woman for an hour or so.
"Ruthie was home from school early-one o'clock or something like that-on a half-day schedule. So she was waiting for me when I came in at three. She told me dad was going to work till nine and mom was over across town visiting her friend till five, so we had a lot of time.
"Ruthie's eyes were dancing. She said, 'How does my peter feel? Does it want to squirt good?'
"I went along with it. I said, 'It sure does. Does my crack want my finger?'
"She grinned and nodded. And so we went into my bedroom and I pulled down my pants and she took down her panties.
"We hopped on my bed and started to fool around. She asked, 'Did you save your stuff for me?'
"Yeah ... the tank's full to the brim." We kind of laughed. She started to jerk me off, smooth and fast. It felt great. It was worth waiting for. I figured she'd want to jack me off twice and I was all for it.
"I crossed my arm over, under hers, and started to finger her crack. She was wet real quick and I started rubbing her sex bump with my fingertip. She made a little 'Umm!' good feeling sound.
"Then I don't know why I said it. I guess I heard some guys at school talking about one of the senior girls they said would suck off any guy who took her out to a dinner and a show. Anyway, I said, 'Hey, Ruthie, why don't you try putting your peter in your mouth ?'
"She looked at me funny, surprised, and I had a shit-eating smile I know, and I blushed. I could feel my face get hot.
"But she looked at my peter and kept on jerking it and said, 'Maybe I will ... maybe I will. I never thought of it.'
"But she didn't do it that day. She just kept on moving the skin up and down and I kept on fingering in her wet crack until she got hot and hotter and came.
"When she went off, she whispered, 'Squirt now, Perry ... squirt." And her hand flipped faster and fester and her fingers gripped tighter.
"She wriggled up closer to me and she was warm and nice. Her skinny hips were jerking against my finger.
"I worked my right arm around her and pressed my face against her chest. I could feel the small softness of her little breasts through her dress. They were warm.
"My peter was hard as a rock and it was tingling, building up the charge for a big, powerful orgasm. But that time I didn't squirt until she was over her own coming. She was getting quiet and taking deep slow exhaling breaths and her hand was looser and slower.
"I had to tell her, 'I'm there-' and she did her best-she jerked faster and harder and watched as I shot my load all over.
"I had my eyes closed, but I felt a gob land on my neck. I was gasping and digging my finger deep into her hole-right into her vagina. It was easy. There wasn't anything in the way.
"Ruthie kept jerking me until I said stop, and then she said, 'Don't stick your finger in me like that! I don't like it. It hurts.'
"I said I was sorry. I watched her as she played with my stuff with her -fingers, and smelled it again and then pulled up her dress and slip and smeared some of it over her little pink nipples. She said, 'This won't make me have a baby, will it?'
"I said no. I thought it was a weird thing to do, frankly.
"Then we had to clean up. It was a mess. She didn't remember to aim my peter straight up, and I had squirted all over me and all over the bed.
"She wiped it up, but my shirt was all spotted and wet and I had to put it in the laundry and hope mom wouldn't see the dried spots and know what they were.
"We wiped a spot on the bedspread but it didn't do much good-the stuff was all soaked in.
"When I jerk off by myself I put a hanky the head of my peter when I'm shooting off.
"When I complained about it to Ruthie, she said she'd do better next time. She pulled her dress and slip up again to her neck, you know just under her armpits, to show me how much her breasts had grown, but I couldn't see any difference, except maybe the nipples were sticking out a tiny bit more. They had a glazed look-the nipples-from the dried stuff she had coated them with.
"She asked me to play with them. So I did, some. I liked to hold them both in my hands. They were like soft oranges, about that size. Small halves of oranges. And smooth and very warm. I could feel her heartbeat in one. Her heart was thumping away pretty fast. Faster than mine.
"She put her hand down between my legs and played with my nuts. She held them in her hand and warmed them that way, and jiggled them a little with her fingers. For some reason, her doing that got to me and my peter started to grow up my belly again, getting long and hard.
"She said, 'Hey, my peter looks like it wants to get jacked off again.'
"I guess I didn't like her way of talking that way-like my peter was hers. So I said, 'Your peter wants you to suck him.'
"No, he doesn't."
"Yes, he does."
"She put her ear down close to the pee hole and said, 'I don't hear him say anything.'
"So I sort of whispered in a high voice, like a mouse, 'Suck me, Ruthie.'
"She broke up, and I did, too. She said just a minute and went out to the bathroom and came back with a warm, soapy washcloth and a towel. She didn't say anything to me ... she talked to my peter. 'Does my big peter want his mommy to suck him?' She washed it good. 'Does you want me to put you in my mouth? Your own mommy's mouth?'
"It was funny but it sounded weird and it made me nervous. It was like I wasn't there at all, just her and my peter. She was doing it to bug me.
"She dried it with the towel and started jerking it slowly, real slow, nice and easy, getting it up real hard.
"I said, 'I guess I'll finger-fuck my crack a little bit.' And I worked my finger down into her pussy, in to where the opening was. First I rubbed up her sex button good. I figured if I got her hot she'd suck me.
"That's the way it worked, too. I got her so she was squirming around a lot and got her head closer and closer to my peter.
"I had to shift hands. I had to reach down behind her and under her skinny ass to find her crack to keep up the fingering. She was twisting around little by little. She was sort of crooning to my peter. She had it in both hands and was moving the skin up and down that way, and she stared at the opening. There was a drop of slippery clear stuff there from how hot I was and from her jerking.
"She was whispering to my peter and I couldn't make out her words. That was some game she was playing. It made me mad.
"I worked my middle finger over her sex bump for a bit, then slid it into her hole. It was hot and tight in there.
"Ruthie acted like she couldn't feel where I had my finger. She had her mouth real close to the head of my peter. She stuck out her tongue and touched the tip and tasted the stuff there. She whispered to my peter. I pushed my finger further into her hole, trying to find how deep I could get it in. I got my finger all the way in. I could feel the end of her hole, soft and bumpy. She gave a quick jerk when I touched a certain bumpy place way deep-I guess it was the entrance to her womb.
"She stuck her tongue out again and licked off the rest of the clear stuff at the end of my peter. Then she pulled my peter closer with both hands and put her lips on the head and sort of let it slide right into her mouth.
"It felt like nothing I'd ever felt before. If you can imagine dipping the head of your peter into warm taffy while it's being pulled. Then Ruthie started using her tongue and I forgot everything but what she was doing.
"She still had both hands on my peter and she had the head of it in her mouth, then she took more into her mouth, down to the top of her second hand. I guess she had about two inches of it in her mouth and it felt great. Her tongue was sliding around like she was still talking to it.
"She lifted her head away and licked her lips. She looked up at my face. 'Was it good? Did I do it right?'
"Sure. Do it again."
"So she did. She kept her hands on it and she sucked at the end, licking and sucking like it was candy or ice cream or something.
"I started finger-fucking her, then. I started touching that bumpy spot deep inside her hole and she always gave a little jerk of her ass and she did wild things with her tongue with the head of my peter in her mouth.
"It was like touching her in there with the tip of my finger was turning her on someway. Then I figured out it was maybe that, too, but mostly it was the way the knuckle of my third finger was hitting her sex spot, her clitoris, each time I pushed my middle finger into her.
"Whatever it was, my ten-year-old sister really got going good on sucking me off. I mean, wow, did she ever work at it. And I was getting that tingle and that gut-tightness that you get just before you go off. I wanted to shoot my load right into her mouth. I didn't care if it tasted like shit to her, that's what I wanted-to pump that stuff down her throat if I could.
"The feeling of her mouth and tongue kept getting better and better. She must have known I was close the way I was sort of breathing-moaning.
"I couldn't shoot off in her mouth without warning her, though. I just couldn't. So I said, 'I'm almost there!' And I know she heard me.
"But Ruthie kept on sucking like crazy so I figured she wanted to get her mouth full of the stuff at least once.
"I let it build up in my guts and belly. My peter felt like a tower. She kept jerking me off and sucking those end two inches till I thought my brains were going to cook.
"I kept on jabbing my finger deep into her hole, too, faster and faster and harder and harder the closer I got to going off.
"At the end, when I was in that last ten seconds before shooting off, I was finger-fucking her like my finger was a piston, really fast. And my knuckle was popping on her clitoris good.
"But then I just came apart, you know? I just closed my eyes and let it go. I couldn't stop it anyway.
"Ruthie was sucking and sucking and I shot that stuff right up into her mouth. I didn't want to see it, but my eyes opened anyway and I saw her face when that first squirt went up. She had my peter all the way in to her hand and was swishing her tongue against it and I groaned and I could feel my guts or something contract and my peter sort of throbbed and jumped and that stuff flew up deep in her mouth.
"Her eyes were half closed but they opened fast and she sort of choked and her mouth opened wider and she made a split-second move to pull her mouth away, but then she didn't. For some reason she closed her mouth and closed her eyes tight and let the rest of it pump up into her mouth.
"I was holding my breath. My peter shot stuff again and again. She just kept her mouth clamped tight around the head and let it come. And the best part was her keeping her hands going up and down on my peter so I got the pleasure out of it all. It would have felt a lot better if she had really sucked and used her tongue when I shot off, but she didn't know enough-and I guess the shock of that first gob of stuff shooting into her mouth short-circuited her mind or something.
"When I had squirted it all out and the feeling was almost gone, she pulled her mouth off, but kept her lips tightly shut and kept all that stuff in her mouth.
"I saw her work her mouth and make a face and swallow it.
"My stomach turned over. I mean, I almost got sick. Maybe she did, too. I asked her why she did it and she didn't say why. She just said, 'It's mine, isn't it?'
"I said, 'You want me to pee in your mouth, too?' She said that was different, and besides, she said, she wasn't going to suck me off anymore. She said, 'I only did it this once to see what it was like, that's all. Just to see.'
"Can't you spit it out? It wouldn't be as bad that way."
"I know what I'll do next time, You wait and see."
"The next time was three days later. She didn't change any-she kept hanging around in my room, telling me not to jack off until she did it for me.
"We sort of arranged a date for the third day because we knew dad over timed then and mom took the time to visit her sister, so we'd have at least an hour all alone in the house.
"Ruthie kept telling me, 'Don't you do anything with my peter!' And I'd say, sarcastic, 'I have to pee once in a while, you know!' And she'd say, 'You know what I mean!'
"She didn't want me to go out on a date, even. She really was ape over my peter ... she really thought it was hers. She said it, too: 'It should have been mine. God put it on you and he should have waited and made me a boy.'
"Anyway, the third day came and I hadn't jacked off and she winked at me that morning at the table. I kicked her on the leg.
"So I got home from school and she was waiting and we went to my room and she couldn't wait for me to get my pants down.
"She dug it out of my underpants and it was getting hard and she said, 'Umm, there's my big peter! Oh, and getting so nice and hard for me! Do you like your mommy's hand ... hmmm?'
"It was sort of sick. She treated it like a baby or a puppy or something.
"She said, 'You're going to feel good in a minute, big peter. I'm going to make you all well, Mommy's going to milk you and get all that white stuff out of you. Then you can get all soft again.'
"She petted it and played with it and rubbed her cheeks against it and said how hot it was and kissed it a couple times, but she didn't suck it. I asked her to, but she wouldn't.
"She got off the bed and left the room. She said she'd be right back. She came back with an empty olive jar with the cap on.
"She said, 'You'll see,' when I asked what it was for. She sat next to me on my bed and played with my peter and sucked her lower lip and frowned and thought hard. Then she smiled and told me to get up on my hands and knees over her; "her" peter was right close to her face.
"I did it quick. I thought she was going to suck me off again. But she started jerking me off in that position, with my peter sticking straight down toward her neck.
"It felt good that way, I've got to admit that. It was a different way to do it, and I had it figured- when I squirted it would be into the jar she had ready in her other hand.
"She jerked my skin up and down real smooth. She got a special kind of flipping action in her wrist in the position and it was easy on her arm.
"Ruthie kept her eyes on my peter as she worked the skin up and down. It was only a few inches from her face. She breathed through her half-open mouth. She said, 'Tell me when it's going to squirt.'
"I said okay. I was sort of crouched over her and looking under with my head upside down.
"Pretty soon I was getting that hot, tight, ready-to-shoot feeling. I told her.
"She put the open olive jar right under the end of my peter and kept on jerking smooth as silk. In fact, she even went faster.
"I was pumping my hips some, I couldn't help it, it felt so good, sort of like fucking. Ruthie told me to stop it. I tried, but I was right THERE and I looked under and saw the stuff shoot out-just like a cow's teat shoots milk-it shot into the olive jar.
"Then I raised nay head and just enjoyed it and stared at the picture of Laurel and Hardy on my wall over the headboard of my bed while Ruthie kept on jerking me and milking me and cooing as I gasped and moaned over her. My legs nearly gave way.
"When I was empty she stopped jerking my peter. I collapsed onto my side beside her. There was quite a bit of the stuff in the jar. A tablespoonful at least. Three days' work of my nuts went into it.
"Ruthie screwed the lid back onto the small jar. 'From now on this is the way we'll do it. There's no mess at all this way.'
"I asked her if she wanted me to finger her off She said okay and let me pull down her panties. I slid my hand down in between her legs and she was gooey wet in her crack.
"She said, 'Use two fingers, Perry. One to finger-fuck me, and one to rub my hot spot.'
"It was awkward at first because I had to use a finger from each hand to do it right. But I worked out a position and went to work on her that way. I got a good rhythm going, poking the middle finger of my left hand into her hole while I used the middle finger of my right hand to rub her clitoris in all that wet goo. She was really hot. She closed her eyes and held that jar against her chest and said she wished she could jerk me off at the same time.
"I had an idea. I pushed and kicked my pants and underwear all the way off and straddled her again, only this time facing her legs, so my peter and nuts hung down right over her head.
"I could still do her with two fingers by resting on my elbows.
"She reached up and started playing with my nuts and peter. 'Is there still some stuff left in there? I'll bet there is.' She started pulling me off again, slow and easy, to get me hard again, and she was looking right up at the bottom of my hanging nuts and peter, right up between my thighs. If I had squatted lower, her nose would've been up against my asshole.
"I was working my fingers pretty good after a minute, and Ruthie was getting close to coming. She had both hands up rubbing my peter and nuts, and the closer she got to going off, the faster she jerked me.
"It only took her a short time to make it. She was squirming around real good and I was finger-fucking and finger-rubbing her good and fast.
"She had her peak and relaxed for a minute. I stopped fingering her and rested, but didn't change position because she said to stay put.
"She kept on playing with me. And I was hard again, too. Seeing her all hot and having an orgasm got me interested again. My seven-and-a-half inches were wobbling around against her forehead and nose. There was a drop of that clear stuff at the tip and she licked it off. But she didn't suck or anything like that. She just kept on pulling on the skin smooth and regular.
"I started fingering her again. She was still gooey in the crack. This time we managed to make it off together, and she got another four or five good squirts from my peter.
"We both knew we'd do it again that way.
"And we did. Every two or three days we'd manage to get together alone and do it at least once.
"We never were caught, either. We got away with it every time.
"What got me was that Ruthie never emptied that olive bottle. She kept each drop of my stuff. When the first jar got full, she started filling up another one. I asked her why she did it, but she just clammed up and changed the subject.
"I think she kept the bottles-the full ones- hidden in the basement somewhere, maybe buried.
"We did that for three years, till I went to college. I moved away to-school. And Ruthie got interested in boys.
"It was embarrassing after that to even try to talk about it. So I just let it slide and she did, too.
"But, God, could she ever jerk me off good!"
The above episode, if it terminated the way Perry claims it had-and there is no reason to doubt his story-could be written off as nothing other than normal adolescent experimentation with the mysteries of sex. The one disturbing factor in the case is Ruthie's displeasure with the fact that she was not born a boy. This "penis envy" situation is, however, quite common with young girls, and is, quite often, outgrown with psychological and emotional development. The chances are, since Ruthie did become interested in other boys, that she, too, eventually overcame this feeling of inadequacy.
Chapter Five: Corri
You might title this last case history "One Last Fling." It is the story of Harry, a short man of fifty-seven years, gray-haired, fat, with puffy brown eyes and spotted skin who talked a blue streak about his great moment.
I met Harry in a local Laundromat. He is the kind of person who likes to talk; he will pour out his life story to anyone.
As it happened, we were alone in the place; it was almost eleven at night.
We first exchanged basic "positioning" and "status" information so we would know where we stood socially and personally.
He was intrigued with my position as a freelance writer of sex material. His voice lowered confidentially. I knew what was coming ...
I couldn't make notes, but I have a good memory, and I have a habit of as soon as possible typing out five and six page resumes of important, usable conversations with strangers and acquaintances and friends who don't mind if their experiences are used if they are assured of anonymity.
I always change names and keep places vague. So, with Harry, I listened attentively once I caught the direction and content of his story. I asked a lot of questions, too.
He had been divorced at fifty-five and was lonely. All the women he met who wanted to have anything to do with him were widows who wanted to remarry, and none of them appealed to him.
Harry wanted something young and beautiful to play with in his declining years.
But economics was a factor, too. He didn't have the income or the savings that would attract and keep a sweet young thing.
He was realistic enough to know his looks and personality would not be attractive to a young woman. There seemed to be no way out of his dilemma.
Then he decided that if he couldn't have it for long, he could at least have his dreams come true for one night.
Harry had worked for years in a fringe area of the entertainment industry. He knew some people who knew people who could arrange things, for a price.
He paid the price and set up a tryst-with a sexy young prostitute and her sexy ten-year-old daughter.
It cost him over four hundred dollars. But he had something he could remember and tell about and relive in his mind ... something he considered special.
And this is what happened:
He arrived at the big motel at five in the afternoon, bathed, shaved, dressed, had a fine dinner and returned to his room.
The mother-daughter team were due at seven-thirty. His wallet was heavy with cash and his overnight bag held some interesting items.
He was anxious as he waited. He was afraid and yet hoped nothing had gone wrong. He listened for steps on the concrete walk outside his room.
At seven-twenty-five there was a light rap on his door.
He swallowed and went to answer it.
The mother was breathtaking. She was as he had ordered-a young Sophia-Loren type, with heavy breasts and solid, yet trim, hips. Her face was pure Latin; full-lipped, oval, with large dark eyes, an olive skin, long, flowing black hair. She hardly looked twenty years old to him.
She wore an expensive gray pants-suit, the newly "in" square-toed shoes, and a big, glittering wedding ring. Large silver shells dangled and swayed from three-inch silver chains from her ear-lobes. She carried a smart gray leather purse.
She smiled. "Hello. Are you Mr. Zelton?"
Harry nodded, dry-mouthed. His gaze shifted to the little girl standing beside the young woman, holding her mother's hand.
The child was just beginning to develop; small breasts punched out bulges in her white blouse and light green sweater. She was skinny, with a boy's hips. Her brown plaid miniskirt ended at mid-thigh; her legs were slim-almost bony.
The child looked up at him seriously, shrewdly, with liquid brown eyes. He was reminded of a Kean painting. Her black hair was drawn back into a simple ponytail, accenting her youth.
Harry's stomach was leaden and oily. He was sweating and breathing fast.
The lovely young woman said, "I'm Mrs. Marcia Smith. This is Corri, my daughter. We're here about the interview."
He couldn't speak. He stepped back and gestured them in. He closed the door. He regretted everything. He wanted out. He was positive he would never be able to get an erection now, even though earlier during his shower in his wild anticipation his penis had been sticking out like some kind of pink-white handle below his fat belly folds.
Then he remembered the pills he had in his bag -the stimulants, the aphrodisiacs to make him potent again and again. They were dangerous- hard on the heart and liver, the disreputable doctor had warned him. But once ... well, for one night ...
And there were the devices in the bag, top. The dildoes he had kept hidden for years, with his fantasies, and the specially designed vibrators from the erotic arts store, and the French ticklers to wear, and the penis extenders ... because Harry wasn't well hung, barely five inches.
This time ... this time, with this woman he wanted to go deep, and feel the bottom of her!
And there were secret, very secret, wishes and desires in the back of his mind ... things he wanted to try with a little girl ... things he wanted the mother and daughter to do to each other ...
Harry thought himself a completely evil, dirty-minded man, and he didn't care. Not now. This one night there were to be no restraints.
The child, Corri, went to the TV and turned it on. She said to Harry, over her shoulder, "You don't look like you can go all night."
A smile twitched her mother's full-lipped mouth. "We must do our best for all our special friends, dear." Then Marcia smiled professionally and said to Harry, "But we have to have our fee, of course."
Harry blinked. "Down to business right away? Don't you want a drink first?" He waved at the bottles, ice bucket, and mixers on the wall table. That setup had cost him thirty dollars.
"We'll do whatever you like after you pay us. Until eight o'clock tomorrow morning we'll be yours to command. If you want us to get roaring drunk, we will."
"Well, I was just being sociable. I have the money ... " He took out his money-thick wallet and counted out the twenties.
He had already paid a hundred dollars to the "agency." Now he was paying three hundred to these two.
And he didn't think he'd get an erection! His penis was as limp as a noodle.
The money went into the purse and the purse snapped shut.
Corri had flipped through the channels of the color set. She settled on an old Western. When she heard the purse shut, she said over the growling threats of a black-clad gunslinger, "I'll bet he wants you to suck him off first."
Harry was shocked at the child's language.
Marcia laughed. She put her arm around his waist. "I'll have that drink now, Mr. Zelton. What's your first name?" Her large breast pressed against his arm.
Harry told her. He liked the feel of her and her friendliness. He forgave Corri her unthinking, child's frankness. He mixed a drink for Marcia. For himself he made a weak one. Alcohol diminished a man's capacity.
Marcia kissed him on the cheek with drink-wet lips. "You want me to do anything now, Harry? You're a little bit afraid of us, aren't you? You're not used to situations like this, I can tell. I can tell. I know men like I know my own body."
She led him to the king-size bed. She sat and put her drink aside. She embraced and kissed him sensually.
Corri ignored them. She was absorbed in watching a shoot-out.
Marcia rubbed the impressive bulges of her breasts against him. "Would you like me to undress?"
He nodded. Some life was coming back into his loin. He asked, "Is the little girl ... is Corri rosily your daughter?"
"Yes. I had her when I was thirteen. We get ripe young in our family. It won't be long for her now."
Corri half turned; she had been listening. "I'm never going to get pregnant."
Marcia smiled indulgently. "Famous last words, baby." She opened her suit top. She wore no bra or slip. Her flesh was dazzling-breasts like soft white cantaloupes, pale, blue-veined, with striations of barely visible stretch marks. And nipples ... ah, Harry fell in love with those giant mouth-watering nipples-reddish purple, sticking out like boysenberries, as big as the last joint of his little finger, and set in wrinkled circles of brownish red areola.
Marcia was proud of her breasts. She had taken a deep breath to project them dramatically at their unveiling.
Corri said, watching with envy and contempt, "My mother the cow."
Marcia broadened her smile as Harry stared and extended a shaking hand to touch one of the soft, round globes. She said to him, "They're yours now, Harry." To Corri she said, "These are in your genes, baby. Another year and you'll be sticking out pretty good."
Harry leaned forward and kissed the warm, soft, perfumed flesh. He closed his lips on one of the protruding nipples. He closed his eyes and sucked happily. His hands cupped the weight of the breast and lifted it slightly. He pressed his face into the smooth white flesh. His penis grew in his pants.
Marcia made happy, pleasurable sounds. "Do what you want, Harry. That's good, I like men who suck me like that ... ohhh ... yes ... " She sank back on the bed. Her arms held him close. He followed, continuing to suck. His tension drained away slowly. Her nipples were so satisfying.
After some minutes Marcia was sighing quietly. She stroked the back of his neck. He was sucking her other nipple now. His hands fondled both bowl like breasts.
She said softly, "Harry, you're actually turning me on. I love having my tits eaten like this, I usually never get enough of it. I could just lay here taking this for hours ... "
Corri switched off the TV. She came over to the bed and watched for a minute. "I'll bet he's going to want to suck mine, too."
Marcia nodded. She gestured to Harry's bulging erection. "Give him a thrill, baby."
"Okay." Corri reached over and felt his penis in his pants.
Harry trembled. He kept on sucking, but harder now.
Marcia sighed heavily. She unbuttoned and unzipped the side of her pants. She slid her hand down inside her panties. She fingered herself. "Umm, Harry, you've got me all sticky."
Corri continued groping at his penis. "It isn't very big."
Marcia made a no-no face at her. Then she said, "Give him a big thrill, baby. He's our daddy for tonight."
Harry trembled. He loved sucking these nipples. He loved lolling his tongue around them and grazing his tightened lips on them, and vibrating them with a rapidly flicking tongue.
He loved the soft warmth of her abundant flesh against his face. And now the little girl's hand was curiously grabbing and "sizing" his penis ... now he felt her trying to unzip his pants ...
They both wanted to please him. He could tell they knew what to do. He owned them for a night.
But he was ashamed of his big belly. He was reluctant to let them see it. But he had to.
Harry lifted his mouth from Marcia's left breast. He looked down at Corri. She looked up and met his gaze. Her big brown eyes were neutral; there was no enthusiasm in them. No lust.
He wanted her to want to do things to him. He wanted her to be enthusiastic and eager. He wanted her child's face transformed, masked with desire ...
Harry rolled aside and sat up. He gave his first command to his slaves for the night. "Get undressed. We all get undressed."
He turned his back to them when he took off his pants and shorts. His penis softened. He sat on the bed and peeled off his socks. He grunted off his undershirt and an aroma of underarm deodorant and body powder rose to his nostrils.
Harry heard Marcia and Corri over by the dressing alcove, hanging up their clothes.
He rolled onto his back on the bed and propped his back with pillows. His belly was not so prominent and shaming this way.
His penis was a small wrinkled turtle in a nest of curly graying hair. But it began to extend its head as he watched the young woman-what a body!-and the girl become naked for him.
Yes, the things he had dreamed were possible! Marcia was soft and loving and willing. Corri would do what her mother told her to do.
Marcia turned and winked at Harry. Her bush was a wide and thick triangle. Her legs were slightly imperfect-a few varicosities showing, a slight thickness in the thighs. She was all pale-white skin; not a hint of tanned skin anywhere.
And the little girl: skinny, tight little buttocks, hips so narrow, and little white fists of firm flesh on her chest, with small budlike nipples, a hint of her mother's huge ones. And a white little bare mound between her thighs, a small, pink-lipped cleft that sent swirling images and questions through Harry's mind.
Marcia squatted and pulled off Corn's anklets. She stood and took the girl's hand. "Let's go play with our papa now, baby."
They walked across the beige carpet toward the bed. Naked. Mother and daughter. Harry was a bit breathless for a second.
Then Marcia was on the bed, seemingly reading his mind, straddling his waist, dangling her white melons against his face, smiling down, nudging his chin and nose with their soft weight, enclosing his face in the deep, warm, perfumed valley between.
He guided a fat nipple into his mouth. He saw Corri get on the bed, too, and reach for his genitals. He experienced but could not see her small, slender hands playing in his crotch. Immediately his penis grew up out of the curly jungle.
She seized his penis in a hand and rubbed it skillfully with finger and thumb, an adroit caress that caused swift, complete erection. Harry said, "I want to see." Marcia got off him. She rested beside him, her massive breasts gently moving lures of white flesh, rubbery dark-red nipples.
Harry filled his hand with a breast and thumbed the stiff teat. His eyes remained on Corri.
She was so young! Such big brown, innocent eyes were seeing his penis, observing her little girl's hand play with it. She had her mother's full lips. Her mouth was slightly open, a hint of even white teeth, the tip of a pink tongue.
He wanted her to suck him! But he could not say it.
Corri started masturbating him slowly, her hand fisted around his thin, small shaft.
Marcia said, "Baby, I think Harry would like a special favor from you."
Corri made a slight face and said a reluctant, "Okay." She inspected his circumcised penis closely and then took his breath away by unexpectedly taking it deep into her mouth. Her face descended below the level of his corpulent belly.
Corri's tongue fluttered expertly in just the right place. Her lips tightened on the head, then swept down the length till she had nearly all of his five inches in her mouth. Her head rose and fell.
Harry was transfixed. The sight of her doing that! The incredible feel of it! His ex-wife had only done it twice for him in the twenty-two years of their marriage. And now, a lovely little girl-with her luscious mother looking on, approving, practically having ordered the child to do it.
A tumult of pleasure filled his loins. Harry was suddenly panting, clutching Marcia's full breasts, his big belly quaking, his penis spurting in Corri's clinging, working mouth, his heart thundering in his chest.
Corri kept on until his thighs tightened up and his knees lifted to force her head away.
She worked her mouth and spat his semen into her upturned palm. She left the bed and went into the bathroom.
Harry lay loose and amazed, unable to look at Marcia.
Marcia cuddled down against him, her breasts forming warmly against his arm and side. "Isn't she good at that? I taught her all the tricks. She can really do a job on a small man. It's so much easier, even for me. A girl can do so much for a man if he isn't too large."
Harry nodded dazedly. "How old is she?"
"Almost eleven. Another year or two and she'll be the most expensive call girl in the world. She'll be beautiful."
He nodded. His heart was slowing, beating regularly. He thought of the vial of pills and capsules in his overnight bag-and the implements.
Marcia put her hand on his mounded stomach and slid it down the thick, doughy folds to his shrunken, wet-tipped penis.
She fingered him gently. "I hope you can get a stiff-on again pretty soon. I want to show you what I can do. And I'm sure you want to do other things with us. Don't you?"
"I didn't pay for a whole night for nothing."
Corri came out of the bathroom. "Can I watch TV for a while now?
Marcia caught Harry's slight frown. "He's not paying us to sit and watch TV, baby. Come and see if you can help me get him hard again."
Corri wrinkled her nose. "I bet it'll take an hour."
Harry heaved himself off the bed, stung by her words. He said recklessly, "I'll be screwing you within fifteen minutes, little lady!" He grabbed his overnight bag and went into the bathroom.
Harry worried for a moment that Marcia or the child would steal the rest of his money, dress quickly, and run out. He listened at the thin door but heard no scurrying activity. He heard Marcia's low voice and Corri's giggling laugh.
He flushed. They were talking about his belly and his small penis!
He opened his bag and took a powerful stimulant. Amphetamine. Speed. Then from a small un-labeled plastic vial he took one of two golden capsules, and swallowed it. He drank two glasses of water as the doctor had advised.
He glanced at his watch. Ten minutes, the man had promised. Ten minutes and the pills would bring his penis up and keep it up for hours. Make love all you want, but not for too long at any one time. Your heart won't take it. If you didn't have that gut hanging out it would be different.
Harry washed his penis. He went out to the mother and daughter he had hired. He took his bag.
They were waiting on the big bed. Their nakedness-and his-was a slight shock. He was both appalled and delighted at Corri's youth and depravity. He liked the tremendous contrast in the development of their bodies. Mother and daughter! His mind danced with glee around the fire of their ages and relationship.
He settled heavily on the bed. H" asked Marcia, "You like a big one for screwing?" He rubbed her gently convex belly, smooth and warm like her breasts, and then pushed his stubby-fingered hand down between her fleshy thighs.
She smiled as his fingers rubbed over her bearded vulva. She opened her legs for him. "Are you going to surprise me, Harry?"
"You like a big one, do you, for good screwing"! A well-developed woman like you? How much do you like? How many inches?"
She pursed her full, red lips. She glanced at her daughter. "I don't let big men get into Corri. She isn't a woman inside yet. Shoving seven or eight inches into her little pussy would tear her. But you're not too big, Harry. She can take you."
"I talk about you." He was surprised to find her vulva slippery with secretion. She really did like having her nipples sucked like that; it was no act.
"Me ... I like to suck small ones and be fucked blind by big ones."
"The bigger the better, eh?"
She smiled and nodded. "I'll bet you've got a big surprise for me in that bag, haven't you?"
"How do you know?"
Corri sat cross-legged, examining her small, firm, round breasts. She said, not looking up, "A lot of old guys go in for using big rubber dicks."
Harry felt a slight glow of heat in his loins. The drugs were beginning to take effect. His heart was beginning to speed up.
He said to Corri, "I'm too heavy to get on top of you. I want you to sit on me and screw that way in a minute. First I want to show you and your mother ... "
He found his embarrassment fading. He found it easier to say things to them, and to give orders to them. He had no regrets now.
Harry lifted the leather zip bag to the bed. He reached in and took out the first thing-a new penis extension with a variety of soft latex flanges and ridges and bumps. With it on, he had a "reach" of seven inches.
Marcia took it and examined it. "I haven't seen one quite like this before. Harry, you'll drive me crazy with this."
He produced a huge latex dildoe with molded penis heads at each end. It was over a foot long.
Corri laughed at the sight of it. "He wants us to fuck each other, mom."
Harry grinned. "Yes? Can it be done?"
"We'll see. Maybe a little bit." Marcia bent the pliable cock in a circle. Almost to herself she said, "I'd have to take most of it ... "
He brought out a seven-inch penis-shaped vibrator.
Corri came alive; her face brightened and she reached for it. "That's what I like! Let me have it."
Harry kept it away from her hand. "I will use it as you like on you." He looked at Marcia. "You will get me hard with your mouth now." To Corri he said, patting the blanket, "Lay here beside me and I will vibrate you."
Corri obeyed. She stretched out, a skinny child, naked and vulnerable, sophisticated and cynical beyond her years. She said warningly, "Don't put it in me very far. I just like the end part on my sensitive place."
"On her clitoris, Harry." Marcia moved down on the bed so she could suck his penis. She rested her large, waggling, hanging breasts between his bony knees. She brushed her long black hair away from her face and pressed her face between his pale, hairy thighs. She began by licking his scrotum.
Harry's penis stirred. Her tongue brushed his glans. It stirred and lengthened.
He turned half on an elbow to Corri, beside him. He switched on the vibrator by twisting its butt end. It was the best model available; it hummed discreetly.
He handed it to her. "Diddle yourself for a minute." He put his hand on her small rounded, firm breasts. The flesh was cool. Only the budding nipples were warm. He could easily enclose a breast in his hand. He squeezed gently and rubbed.
He watched as Corri raised her knees and opened them wide. She placed the rounded, smooth, ivory-like tip of the vibrator against the lips of her pouting, hairless cleft.
The vibrator seemed to part the pink lips with its tiny humming movement. Its tip slipped between and the sound deepened slightly.
Corri sucked in her lower lip. Her eyelids fluttered over her big brown eyes. "Ooo, wow. This is a good one ... "
Marcia's mouth had enclosed the whole of Harry's hardening penis. Her full lips moved wetly at the hairy root as her tongue stroked and slithered the length of his growing shaft. The glans probed deeper, touching her palate, nosing the back of her throat ...
The doctor had said: You'll have dry orgasms after three or four climaxes. The sensations will be very acute when that point is reached ...
Corri was moving the buried tip of the vibrator up and down the length of her cleft. The sound altered and became subtly wet. Her toes curled down and she grimaced, eyes tightly shut, delicate nostrils flaring. Her breathing became fast and shallow.
The sight of her so aroused, in turn, aroused Harry. He whispered huskily, "Let me do it for you." He took the vibrator from her resisting hand and delved it lower in her now-sticky vulva. The pink lips were puffed and magically glistening.
The rounded vibrator tip found the entrance to her inner channel. He could not resist gently pushing it in ... and in ...
Marcia lifted her mouth from his stiff penis. She had been observing. She said, "Not too much, Harry."
Half the buzzing cylinder was sunk into Corri's young vagina. She had not resisted or showed discomfort.
He slid it out of her and nosed the tip high in her vulva to where her clitoris waited. She gasped delightfully.
Marcia resumed sucking his penis. She took her time. She did not use her hands at all. She took his length deep into her mouth again, then, with tightly clinging lips and fluttering tongue, yielded his shaft slowly. Then her mouth greedily took him again.
Corri clenched her small fists. Her sunken belly ridged. Her toes curled again. She opened her eyes for a second and watched her mother sucking Harry. She relaxed briefly. "Wow ... that's twice already."
Harry was getting a powerful glow in his loins, a slowly intensifying pleasure. He knew he'd spurt in a few moments if he allowed Marcia to continue her expert sucking. Her tongue was amazing.
He said, "I want Corri to get on me and screw me that way." He took the vibrator from Corri's center and turned it off.
Marcia wordlessly gave up his penis. She rose up and sat back on her haunches. She gestured to Corri.
The little girl straddled Harry's fleshy hips. She hovered over his penis as Marcia guided her.
Marcia put his glans in position. "Now, baby, down easy ... "
Harry could not see the connection, but he felt the entry-slick and tight. He wished he had a mirror as Corri sat lower on him and took him up into her hot vagina. Her smooth, bare cleft took him all and was pressed by her weight into the wiry nest of his pubic hair.
Corri said, "It tickles-his hair."
Marcia said, "Fuck him, baby. Get him off."
Corri looked Harry right in the eyes. She watched his face intently as she leaned forward and began screwing up and down on his penis with a surprisingly smooth, erotic arching of her pelvis.
The child was performing a skillful, twisting, acutely effective copulation, a breathtaking bump-and-grind on his penis.
And she watched his face!
She said, "I can make you come in two minutes."
She slowly speeded her liquidly moving, narrow hips. Her lips parted and she began to pant lightly from the exertion, and from the sensation of sweetly jarring her opened vulva against his fat-padded, hairy pubic bone.
She did it. It seemed no time at all before Harry was puffing in the throes of his orgasm, existing in that special, all-consuming universe of keen pleasure as he shot his semen up against her child's cervix, as she clutched a roll of fat at his waist, and pounded fast and hard down on him with spasming need, her ten-year-old face flushed, twisted as if in pain, mouth wide for air.
When Corri slowed and at last sat still, Harry's penis continuing stiff in her, Marcia said, "That was good for both of you, wasn't it?"
Corri wriggled on the hardness in her. "You're still big."
Harry smiled triumphantly, but wanly. His heart was trip-hammering. "I'm more of a man than you thought." He nodded. "Keep it up if you want."
"Mom-you want to?"
"Not yet. It's up to Harry, dear." She touched his cheek, "You're all sweaty. You're almost as white as paper." She nodded minutely. "You took something, didn't you."
Corri began rocking on his hips, in the saddle of his lap. "I can get myself off again in a minute."
"Let him rest, baby. He has to last the night." Marcia watched Corri slide off Harry. She said to him, "Go take a shower. You're oozing perspiration."
He agreed. Only an hour had gone by and already he had climaxed twice. Plenty of time. He had yet to attend to Marcia.
He sat up and was dizzy for a few seconds. He got to his feet and trudged into the bathroom. His pulse was fluttering wildly. Harry began to pray a little: Dear God, a few more orgasms and you can have me. Let me fuck the mother with my extender on. Let me see her and the child use the long dildoe ...
He turned on the shower. He adjusted the spray and stepped in. The hot spray felt good. Yes, a shower was a good idea. He didn't want to stink, and fat men sweated so easily. He felt better in a moment. He lathered and washed. He got an idea. He stepped out of the stall, the water still pelting down, and padded wetly into the dressing alcove.
Marcia was on the bed, unself-consciously working the head of the long double-dildoe into her pussy.
Corri had the TV on again and was ignoring her mother.
Marcia saw him. He waggled his finger at her. "Come to me. Bring with you that thing." He went back to the shower. He felt powerful now. His penis was sticking out, still hard, throbbing with a funny itch, like from inside.
Marcia came smiling into the bathroom, all white jiggling breasts and shapely legs. Her delta was a thick muff, a dramatic, real evidence of womanhood. She held the impossibly long pink latex dildoe in her left hand, and it swung like a soft truncheon.
Harry gestured her into the shower with him.
"I'll get my hair all wet ... " But she obeyed. Water instantly streamed over her shoulders, between her udder like breasts, down her curving belly, into her bush, down her ivory, veined legs. Marcia laughed and lifted her oval face to the spray. Her long black hair was quickly sopping wet, plastered to her skull, her neck and shoulders. She let her mouth fill and overflow.
Harry laughed and was backed in a corner of the tiled stall; he bent and took a big, wet water-stimulated nipple into his mouth. Water pelted his face. He closed his eyes. As he suckled he put his hands between her thighs. His fingers entered her and found her clitoris. He put one hand around on her buttocks and followed with a curious finger a stream of hot water into the deep, narrow crevice between the full cheeks.
Marcia spat the running water from her mouth. She kissed Harry's wet gray hair. "Go ahead." She caressed his neck as his fingertip found her anus and pressed inward, as his other fingers rubbed her clitoris.
She pressed her rump back against his hand. She asked, over the hissing spray, "Are you an ass man, Harry? Want to fuck me there?"
He pushed his finger deeper into her anal sphincter. He gave up sucking her nipple to lift his head and kiss her on the lips. He answered, "Yes ... and Corri, too? In the ass?"
"Of course, dear ... you can fuck my little girl in the ass."
Harry trembled. He rotated his fingers on her clitoris. The inside of her large vulva was slippery, almost juicy with natural lubrication. Marcia was hot!
He plunged two fingers into her vagina. She was loose and deep. He slipped in a third finger.
She kissed him passionately.
He drove a second finger into her anus. The rubbery, puckered hole yielded reluctantly.
She jerked slightly, then pushed her ass back against his hand deep between her buttocks, seeking more penetration.
He wormed the fingers in to their second joints. He finger-fucked her with both hands. His penis stuck out like a white lever from the plump cave of his loins. He wanted to use his penis! It was hard, and he was ready. To hell with his heart!
Harry had an idea. It thrilled him. He told her, "Turn around." And at the same time he took the long, dangling, forgotten dildoe from her hand.
Marcia turned. "You want to fuck me in the ass, Harry?" He nodded. "Anywhere." She bent over. Some of her long black hair came unstuck from her shoulders and hung, swaying, running water in a cascade. She laughed and reached back to pull the fleshy white globes of her ass apart.
He wanted to try it ... everything. He had never in his life done it in an ass. So why not now?
He cursed his interfering rolls and sags of belly. He pushed the head of his penis at the puckered brownish-red entrance. He pushed. He gripped her hips and pushed and felt the muscles yield.
His glans was in her asshole! He excitedly jabbed it in as far as his belly permitted. He hunched over her, straining and puffing. There was a forbidden pleasure ... a squeezing friction in her asshole!
He remembered the dildoe in his left hand. He held it by one end and reached back behind his own buttocks and slid it in between his thighs, past his hanging scrotum, and nudged it into Marcia's crotch.
She was puzzled for an instant, then reached under and felt the latex head. "Harry-you old devil!"
She guided it into her vagina.
Harry slid it into her from behind his own ass. He didn't know how much of it was in her. His grip was on the opposite latex glans and his fist was thumping away below his buttocks, awkwardly, and he felt the shaft rubbing wetly between his thighs, jostling his scrotum.
Then he kept his gripping hand in place at the back of his crotch and fucked her in the ass again, with the dildoe moving with him. He was fucking her in two places at once! He laughed and grunted and fucked in the hot spraying water.
Marcia waggled her ass provocatively. "Can you make it this way, Harry? Can you come? God, you feel good in me ... both of you." She laughed. "Would you believe I've never done this before? Oh, it's wild!"
Harry tightened his thighs on the dildoe. It was a part of him now; it was lodged snugly up against his crotch. He fucked hard and fast. He gasped and puffed and felt a weird, pressured glow in his penis. His glans was grazing in and out of Marcia's anus, right in the ring of clenching muscles. Beyond the sphincter was a nothingness, a softness that brought no sensation at all.
Marcia was in a stooping position, writhing her hips, jerking in smooth coital moves, hands braced on her knees. "Umm, God, Ham*y, it's getting to me ... "
His breath was a ragged wind in his chest. His penis was on fire somehow. He had never felt such a sensation before. A strange hot fist was tightening on his prostate ... tightening, burning. Great groaning sobs were torn from his throat. "HUHHHUHH ... " His vision darkened and filled with whorls of light and sparks of color. The burning in his penis possessed him and turned molten! He jabbed frenziedly in and out of her anus. He forgot to hold the dildoe. It flopped from her vagina and fell to the tiled shower floor. Harry's penis jumped and spasmed in her anus. He didn't know if any semen was spurted into her. His in-sides felt scoured and twisted, like slag. He slumped away from Marcia and leaned weakly against the tiled shower wall. The continuing spray of hot water pelted his belly and half-hidden genitals.
Marcia turned and straightened. "You liked that, didn't you? Are you all right?"
He nodded. His legs felt weak. His heart was fluttering again. He would have to rest on the bed for a while ...
Marcia knelt and lathered her hands with the small pink bar of motel soap. She cupped his genitals in her hands and washed him there. She asked, "What kind of a booster did you take? You're still half hard!"
Harry looked down at her lush white nakedness and wanted her! The aphrodisiac was working powerfully in his system.
When Marcia had rinsed him, he left the shower. He grabbed a towel and went out into the main room.
Corri was lying on the bed, watching a variety show on TV. Her skinny legs were crossed tightly. She watched him sit heavily on a padded luggage bench and begin to dry himself.
She said, grinning, "I heard you two in there." She uncrossed her thighs and showed him the vibrator humming away, half in her vagina. "I'm sure glad you brought this thing."
The shower was turned off. Marcia came out of the bathroom with a towel. She tossed the long rubbery dildoe onto the bed. "Baby, if it's okay with Harry, I'm going to need you in a minute." Marcia toweled her wet hair vigorously.
Harry asked, "For what?"
Marcia patted her big breasts with the towel. "I'm ready! I've been needing attention since you started sucking my nipples. That business in the shower ... You watch, Harry. Maybe it'll turn you on and you'll be rested enough to use Corri again." She rubbed the towel down her legs.
Harry nodded. He glanced at his waterproof wristwatch. It was only a few minutes past nine. He said, "Do whatever you want."
Marcia finished toweling herself. She went to her purse and brought out a tube of lubricant She sat on the bed and picked up the dildoe. She looked hesitantly at Harry.
He said, "What?"
"Can I use that rubber extension with all the things on it?"
He shrugged. His eyes widened when she took the item from the bedside table where it had been put aside earlier. She pushed and tugged it onto one end of the long dildoe. The soft flanges, ridges, and bumps made the dildoe an amazing object-like a rubber imitation of some vicious medieval club. And it was thick at the end now, as thick as Corri's forearm.
But Marcia's eyes were hot as she squeezed out dollops of the gel-like lubricant and smeared the stuff over more than half the length of the shaft plus the extension.
Corri pulled the vibrator out of herself and turned it off. She put it aside as her mother handed her the prepared dildoe.
Corri held it by its dry end. She made as if to hit her mother over the head with it. The dildoe flexed and whipped in a six-inch arc.
Corri giggled and looked at Harry. "Mom really digs this. It's a good show."
Marcia said, "Don't be cute, baby." She didn't seem embarrassed. She adjusted a pillow under her head, raised her knees and let her thighs fall wide open. Her bushy delta was split by a red-lipped slit that gaped to show pink, wet flesh inside.
Harry left the bench and came to the big bed. He had to see up close. He wheezed into position next to Corn.
Marcia smiled at Harry. "All right, baby ... now!" She closed her eyes.
Corri used one hand to part further her mother's vulva lips. Then she put the big, variegated end of the extension in against the small slightly gaping opening of the vagina.
Harry saw Marcia's clitoris, a pink grapelike bump of shiny flesh, almost like a tumor, swollen from between iiplike folds above the vagina.
Corri pushed the dildoe, turned it, twisted it, and the thick, multi-protrusioned extension sank into the expanded opening.
Marcia gave a sighing, pleased, "Ahh ... "
Corri pushed the dildoe deeper. The whole of the extension-four-and-one-half inches-disappeared. Inches of the thick, supple, dildoe shaft went in.
Corri said, "Say when."
"I will, baby." Marcia sighed as the slick imitation penis penetrated further and further up into her belly.
Harry estimated she had taken the extension plus three inches of smooth dildoe shaft when she made a small stop sound. She had over seven and one half inches of rubber prick in her.
Corri let loose of the implement. The dildoe projected from Marcia's body obscenely, a shaped glans at the end, with about seven inches of shaft in the air.
Corri gave the dildoe a small slap. It waggled, She laughed. She slapped it again, making the flexing movement more extreme.
Marcia lifted her head and looked. "Feels odd ... " There was a small action-reaction waggle in her distended vagina. She lowered her head to the pillow. "Fuck me, baby."
Corri said, "Now the work part." She gripped the shaft at a point snugly up against her mother's spread vulva. She pulled the dildoe out until half the bulging extension was clear, glistening, then thrust the whole of it back into her mother until her fist smacked her mother's open vulva and the knuckle of her thumb bumped the sensitive, protruding clitoris.
Marcia went, "Uhh!"
Corri shifted her legs slightly and braced herself with her other hand on the bed. She pulled the dildoe out and plunged it in again, hard! Again! Again!
"Uhh! Uhh! Uhh!" Marcia grunted happily. She began a fucking movement, lifting her pelvis to welcome the deep, ruthless plunges of the thick, club like combination of dildoe and knobbed extension. Her feet pressed down into the bed. Her arms were flung wide. Her belly tensed and relaxed ...
After about a hundred pullings and pushings Corn began to tire. "Mom ... "
"Don't stop!" Marcia was sheened with sweat. Deep-throated groans of pleasure came from her. She had climaxed once and was obviously close to a second powerful orgasm.
Corri had switched from one arm to the other. "My arms are dead." She looked to Harry. "You do it for a while."
Harry nodded. He was enthralled by the artificial fucking. He traded positions with Corri. He gripped the dildoe and pushed it deep into Marcia. He was surprised at the resistance there was in spite of the copious natural lubrication that coated the dildoe and extension. He realized, as he continued fucking Marcia with the massive implement, that she was clamping down on it, tightening her vagina around it, as she approached her peak.
She groaned, "Faster and harder ... use your weight ... "
His weight afforded him some leverage. He thrust the thick round artificial prick deep and smacked her open, slippery vulva with his gripping fist.
Marcia quivered. "GOD-yes! Oh, more ... "
He obliged her. He speeded the thrusts and put more power into them. His thumb joint seemed to crush her swollen clitoris with each smacking, wet impact. He began to pant from the exertion and from arousal. He identified with that deep-plunging prick. It was him in her so far, giving her so much pleasure. Yes, it was old graying Harry, the usually impotent lover! More, she wanted? He'd give her more! He began edging his grip further back on the shaft, little by little, sending a quarter-inch more ... a half-inch more into her spasming depths.
Harry was sweating too, wild-eyed with his own excitement. With his free hand he grabbed Corri's hand and pulled it to his rigid penis. "Play with me-suckme!"
Marcia was beginning to thrash and shudder. Her vulva leaped to take the ever deepening thrusts. "AHHHH-GOD! JESUS GOD! OH, HARRY!" Her voice tore apart into a series of high-pitched groans as she reached her ecstasy. Her hands clawed the bedding. Her face was mottled, her head thrown back, neck and throat straining, eyes wide and glazed, mouth wide open, gaping, big, quivering breasts heaving, her chest drawing huge, fast lungfuls of air.
Corri had been infected by the maddened sexuality of her mother and Harry. She squirmed quickly between his fat legs and seized his penis with her lips. Her small hands enclosed his scrotum and the throbbing base of his shaft. She made small passion sounds as she sucked. Her tongue was a wet, velvety serpent against his exquisitely sensitive glans.
Harry snorted and moaned and gasped. The strange, intense, different glow of pleasure that had come to him when fucking Marcia in the ass was coming on strong in his groin now. A weird, burning sensation of constriction was in his vitals. His chest began to hurt. His pulse boomed in his head. He didn't care. "Suck," he gasped. "Suck!"
He kept on thrusting the punishing length of dildoe into Marcia's stretched vagina. But she was quieting; her muscles loosened and the latex truncheon went in and out easily now.
Marcia begged, "Not so much ... " She seemed too weak to stop him if he persisted in the extremely deep plunges. Her belly muscles continued to flex with each massive penetration.
Harry barely heard her. His attention was wholly within himself. Corri's tight, saliva-warm mouth was sucking ... sucking ... SUCKING! Sucking his hot, writhing guts out!
He fell backwards. His hand pulled the dildoe completely out of Marcia. It came from her with a liquid suctioning sound. She wailed.
Harry's thighs fell open like a woman's. Corri greedily followed and kept her sweet young face buried in his hairy center. Her head moved up and down like a pump.
He gasped, "I'm dying ... " His penis was an ingot of iron, red-hot to him, jerking with empty spasms as not a drop of semen shot from it into Corri's slithering mouth. His loins were molten, wrenching, tearing open his mind. He didn't care if it killed him.
But he didn't die. He lay gasping for long moments after Corri had left him. He wondered if he could survive another such orgasm.
Marcia left the bed and returned with a warm, damp washcloth. She wiped his face and neck and chest and belly.
Corri unconcernedly returned to watching TV.
Marcia said, "Let's get something to eat," She patted Harry's stomach. "Couldn't you use a steak about now, lover?"
He sat up. "Yes, definitely."
They dressed. They left the room and went to the motel-inn's restaurant.
Forty-five minutes later Harry led them back. He felt much better with a salad and a fine rare steak in his stomach working with two martinis.
He still had a tingle in his penis. But there was also an overlay of tiredness on his muscles. He sighed deeply often. He wanted to sleep now. But he couldn't waste the rest of the night! He had paid so much!
In the room there was a silence at first, almost as if they were strangers again, as if nothing had happened between them. They were ail dressed.
But Harry said simply, "Undress. Get naked,"
Marcia easily began taking off her things. "You got some zap left in you?"
Corri pouted. She reluctantly took off her dress. "I'll bet he chokes up again."
Harry put his hand on her small, round breasts. "I am going to eat you, little girl." He chuckled.
"I knew he'd get around to that!" Corri. surprisingly, flushed and turned away. She took off her panties quickly.
Marcia was naked. She helped Harry off with his shoes and socks and tugged his pants down and off his bare feet. She whispered in his ear, "Corri loves to be eaten."
Harry asked aloud, "Who doesn't?" He climbed onto the king-size bed and gestured the girl to him.
Corri came to him, not quite meeting his eyes. Her pink, budlike nipples were sticking out, aroused.
"How is it done best, eh? I don't know."
Corri was incredulous. "Haven't you ever done it before?"
"Once my wife twenty years ago. She never let me again. I mean, for me I'm fat, so what is the best position to eat this little pussy?" He patted Corri's bare little mound.
Marcia smiled. "Show him, baby."
Corri looked at the blanket. "I can sit on your chest when you're laying down, or you can just do it like when I'm on my back ... "
Marcia added, "A good way is for you to sit on the floor beside the bed, Harry, and have her put her legs out over your shoulders."
Harry had an idea. "You show me how. You do it. Get her hot for me."
Corri said, "I don't want my mother to eat me. I don't like that lesbian stuff."
"He's paying for it, baby."
Corri's full, pink lips firmed. She scowled. "I want a new bike if I do."
Marcia said firmly, "We'll talk about that in the morning. Now come on ... let's give Harry our gay show."
Harry asked, "Doesn't she enjoy it if you do it?"
Marcia chuckled. "Of course." She took Corri into her arms. She lifted a breast and guided a fat nipple to the child's lips.
Corri avoided the big nipple for a few seconds, then reluctantly took it into her mouth. She brought her hands up and molded the heavy white flesh. Her big brown eyes closed. She sucked.
Marcia stroked her little girl's head. "That's my baby. Get mother going ... "
Harry shifted closer. "I'll suck, too." He found the other nipple with an eager mouth. His cheek rubbed that of Corri as they both nursed on Marcia's large, engorged teats.
Marcia soon was breathing fast. "Now," she whispered, "Now, baby ... " She gently disengaged from Harry. She laid Corri on her back and began licking and sucking the little girl's hard, applelike breasts.
After a few minutes Corri was stirring restlessly.
Marcia was stroking the girl's slender body with knowing hands. She mouthed the tiny nipples lingeringly, then kissed her child passionately on the mouth.
Corri kept her eyes tightly closed.
Harry was becoming excited again, from watching. Marcia was truly aroused, truly enjoying arousing her own daughter.
Marcia was now obviously tongue-kissing Com. The child made mewing sounds of helpless passion. Her tongue was obviously responding to her mother's.
Marcia's left hand was cupped over Corri's naked pussy, and Marcia's middle finger was stroking in and out.
Harry grasped his penis. It was hard and tingling. He began slowly to masturbate.
Marcia had Corri ready; the little girl writhed under her mother's kisses and finger-fucking. Her thin arms and legs jerked erratically.
Marcia began to kiss down Corri's white, boyish form. In a moment she had settled her head between the child's now-raised skinny thighs. Marcia brushed her long black hair carefully out of the way.
Corri had turned her face away from Harry's view. She was breathing fast.
Marcia kissed the child's white, prepubescent mound, the slitlike vulva. She kissed open-mouthedly, wetly, fervently. Harry could see Marcia's skillful tongue snake out and enter the slightly parted immature vulva.
Corri made a whimpering sound. Her thigh muscles twitched. Her small hands moved to rest with nervous fingers on her mother's gently moving head.
Harry masturbated faster.
Marcia now had her lush mouth fastened tightly to her daughter's slit. She was bringing the girl to orgasm.
Corri undulated against her mother's face. She was panting. Her toes curled down. Her fingers tangled in her mother's hair and fisted as she spasmed. She whimpered, "Oh, mommy-"
Marcia didn't stop eating her daughter. She continued tonguing the tiny, hidden clitoris.
Corri peaked again quickly.
Harry said, "Let me!"
Marcia lifted her head, wet-mouthed, and rolled aside.
Harry took her place. He pressed his mouth to the child's flushed, open vulva. He licked his tongue into her. She tasted vaguely, slightly acidy, yet was not unpleasant. He slurped against her and licked hard in her pink groove.
Corri trembled. Her hands came to his thin gray hair and clutched his head tight. "Do that again!"
He lapped his tongue firmly into her wet, pink groove. He licked upward with all the force in his tongue muscles.
She trembled again. Her hands pulled, urging his mouth tighter to her. "More. More."
Harry did it again and again. Each time a tremor passed through the child's body. Each time the tremor was more powerful.
Harry snorted and gasped for air and licked forcefully until his tongue was aching.
Corri was whimpering, a shudder racking her, now. She pushed her crotch tighter and tighter against his face. Her hands threatened to tear his hair out.
He managed to keep up his powerful licking. His tongue felt as if it were tearing free at the roots.
Corn's skinny thighs locked against his fat neck. She began to sob. A spasm rippled through her, another, causing her to cry out as if in agony. She abruptly pushed at his head and kicked free. She rolled away onto her stomach and buried her face in the bedding, crying weakly.
Marcia soothed her. "I know, baby. It gets too strong sometimes ... "
Harry struggled to sit up. He knew what he wanted. He had one more orgasm left in him, he felt, and he knew how he wanted to get it. He said, "I want to see Corri eat you, I want her to make you come!"
Marcia asked, "Can it wait a few minutes?"
"No! Now! And I will fuck her in the ass while she is eating you!" Harry had his penis in hand, caressing its precious hardness.
Marcia seemed about to refuse. Then she shrugged. "Baby ... " She tried to turn Corri over.
Corri resisted. "I don't want him to do that to me. It hurts!"
"We'll use the pain stuff I have in my purse. Like last time."
"I hate doing it!"
"Baby, we have to. It'll only be once and it won't last long. Come on now."
Corri let herself be turned over. She refused to look at Harry.
Marcia got her purse and took out a small tube of ointment with a surface sensation-deadener in it. She squeezed some onto a finger and worked it gently around and into Corn's small anus.
Marcia said to Harry, "Grease up. And go easy. She's still a child, remember."
Harry coated his penis with lubricant.
Marcia settled down onto her back. She opened her thighs for her daughter. To Harry she said, "Wait a couple minutes for the stuff I worked into her to take effect."
Then Marcia signaled to Corri who had lain silent but for an occasional watery hiccup.
Corri crawled between her mother's widespread thighs. The child didn't lie flat, but crouched with her head and shoulders down, but with her narrow hips up.
She used her thumbs to part her mother's thick-lipped, bushy vulva. She sniffled and daintily began licking the extended, visible clitoris.
Harry watched and waited impatiently.
Gradually, Marcia began to enjoy the light, delicate caress of her daughter's agile little tongue. She began to sigh. She whispered, "You always do it so beautifully, baby ... "
Harry grunted as he got up on his knees on the bed and moved around behind the girl.
When he put his hands on her thin hips, Corri tensed. Marcia said, between sighs, "Go easy, Harry."
"I will, I will." He looked down at the child's taut, narrow buttocks, at the shiny area between the cheeks where Marcia had applied the salve, at the tiny, puckered anus, so clean and actually pink. Everything about a young girl was pink and white, he observed. So virginal. So unused and fresh.
He looked over Corri's sloping back to Marcia's full-blown body. Magnificent breasts, erect nipples. Lovely face soft and loose now with pleasure.
Corri continued to lick her mother's protruding clitoris.
Harry poked his penis gently between the girl's cheeks. She tensed again. He used one hand to guide the head. Up against the anus. He pressed forward. He had to grip her hips. The head went in, Corri gave a high-pitched groan, and raised her head to look to her mother for help.
But Marcia said, "It'll be over soon. He isn't too big."
Harry was surprised at how easily he penetrated into her rectum once his glans had broached the child's tight anus. He went in and in, seeking more tightness, some friction. Finally he had fitted his loins and overhanging belly tight against Corri's buttocks, and his penis was buried in too-soft, too-yielding softness. He began gliding his penis in in-and-out movements. The constriction and "fight" of the anus was where the pleasure lay for him. His strokes became short and shallow. Yes ... yes!
Corri cried softly and resumed licking into her mother's puffed vulva.
Harry sawed his glans in her gripping ring of anal sphincter muscles. The pleasure was keen and sharp and increasing, expanding in his loins, filling his awareness with soft, lightning-like sensation. The peculiar burning was back, too, in his penis root, low in his abdomen. It opened like a fist in his guts, hot and acute. Harry fucked Corri's ass faster. His breath came in rasping pants. He glared, openmouthed, down at Marcia, who was petting Corri's moving head. His heart hammered in his chest. The edges of his vision blurred and darkened. Sweat rivuleted down the creases in his fat, Harry was possessed! The sweet, burning, cutting ecstasy was beyond relief! It was all worth it, even if he died now. He heard a strange coughing, barking sound and realized it was coming from his mouth. But the exquisite rapture that radiated from his penis-pistoning in Corri's ass-was too strong, too strong, too powerful to stop, to want to stop!
He trembled and shivered and his strokes became wildly erratic. He swayed on his knees. A great vise was clamping his chest. The incredible pleasure was going, fading ... He fell back on the bed, sucking air, wheezing. His vision was filled with warps and black spots. He waited for death, but it didn't come.
Marcia got a warm, damp washcloth again and wiped his clammy skin. "That should be all for you, Harry. I don't think your heart could take another one like that."
He nodded.
A few minutes later he closed his eyes, An instant later, it seemed, he awoke and it was day, with a warm sun pouring golden warmth through the closed draperies across the big window. Marcia and Corri were gone.
Unwillingness on the part of Harry's wife to vary their sexual life, to experiment, to broaden the horizons of sex in their marriage, was undoubtedly a strongly contributing factor in Harry's uninhibited, if not criminal, sexual binge. It is interesting to see to what excesses a repressed individual will resort once released to do so; however, it would be even more interesting to unearth the psychosexual history of Marcia, who made a ten-year-old whore out of her daughter. Which is tragic.
Conclusion
Do sex acts with adults harm a child, emotionally, even if she is physically capable of adult sex acts? It depends on the society and the cultural background. In some African and Asian countries this kind of sex is very common and shrugged at as of little importance. Their children absorb this attitude and are not disturbed.
In this country our puritan heritage creates, still, an anti-sexual atmosphere, especially concerning the children, upon whom old-fashioned adults project their own hysterical sexual fears and attitudes. American children absorb this and are often emotionally damaged by adult sex contacts.
But such contacts continue to happen. This is a tragedy that will probably continue for many decades.
