Good novels have always served a more important purpose than entertainment. Fiction should always tell of people; the good and bad of people, the circumstances of their lives, and how conflicts and problems are met and resolved - or are not resolved - within the framework of the society in which they live. Good novels should present characters from whom readers can gain self-knowledge - characters who give inspiration or issue warnings; or move readers to evaluations of their own existence, perhaps even question their own emotional patterns.
SKIN SUMMER is such a book. Many of the characters are burdened with sexual neuroses, which they play out - which the sexually neurotic individual cannot help but play-out - through their interpersonal relationships with other characters. And fictional characters are, after all, representations or reflections of people who exist in our midst. So, in SKIN SUMMER, we have characters with sexual problems, just as our society has people with sexual problems. If this novel shocks the reader, it is only because - if we were to know the truth - the lives of some of the people around us are also shocking. And if the story serves to enhance the knowledge of the life around us, well, then, our publishing responsibility has been fulfilled.
-The Publisher
CHAPTER ONE
When Linda tugged off her faded jeans, pulled them down her long tan legs and dropped them on the floor beside her rumpled bed, she was clad in only a bra and a very brief pair of yellow panties. Through the thin amber silk, Sam could see the dark patch of her bush. In a few moments, she would be offering that sweet rounded hillock of flesh between her lags, and he would be accepting what she so badly wanted to give. This was the third time in two days they had met in her cabin to make love - always at her suggestion. It was that way with him. He very seldom needed to do the seducing.
Sam Walker was a beautiful boy, only twenty, but very much a man where it counted. His body was smoothly muscled, tawny. Afterwards, when he laid in bed with his women, they could never resist feeling his body with the same tenderness and passion a man usually feels toward a lovely woman. He had the face of someone you were certain you had seen in the motion pictures, and he would keep his boyishness, like Gary Grant or Hudson, keep it well through middle age. But it wasn't these things alone that drew women to him. He had an air of sensuality about him that was undeniable. He radiated a male virility that a number of types of women could not resist. Fortunately for him, he could come through in the bedroom well enough to insure that his original impression remained when the women left him. It was this talent with his male baggage that had gotten him spending money, a used car, and any number of other little luxuries during his first few years of college. It had also come in quite handy in one or two courses for getting better grades than he deserved.
"Get undressed," Linda said from the bed where she sat, her long, well-formed legs stretched out taut before her.
"You first," Sam said from where he stood by the door, still fully clothed. "I like it much better when you're naked first. Then you can undress me."
She shrugged her shoulders, pushed a strand of long, brown hair back from her face. He knew she would agree. Women always agreed with whatever he had in mind - especially after he had banged them once before. She reached behind and unclasped her bra, shrugged it down her arms, and dropped it on top of her jeans. Her breasts thrust out proudly, handfuls of warm, white flesh, a violent contrast to the darkness of her tan. He could see that the nubs of the nipples were standing high and tight in the middles of the huge pink-brown rosettes. She was ready for him now, wanting him badly now. She would do anything to get him in her.
When he had first come to Daley-Hanover Camp for this summer job, Sam had been momentarily worried about being able to work his racket as he wished. It was essential that he be able to bind the camp director to him as insurance against being prosecuted for what he planned to do - and, more simply, as insurance against being fired. But the director had been Mrs. Amanda Worley, in her early sixties and well past the point where he could use his baggage to make her his tool. He had been about to abandon the entire idea, when Linda Mock had come into old lady Worley's office, and he had discovered that it was Linda who actually ran the camp, supervised the labor. Mrs. Worley was a figurehead and did a little paperwork, nothing else. She owned the camp, but she knew little or nothing about what went on in it.
And he knew he was going to be able to make it with Linda Mock, for she had given him the familiar cow-eyed look the first moment she had seen him, the look that said he could crawl into her pants any time he wished without any dues being involved. It was a great relief, for it not only meant he could keep his job and work his racket when the camp opened, but it meant he could enjoy Linda whenever he wished - and she was certainly an enjoyable enough female.
She had her panties off now, and was massaging her pubic thatch. "Come on, now," she said to him. "I want you quick."
Sam stood by the door a moment, making her wait. It was no good to do anything her way, for that put her in charge. He must always be the dominant partner if he were to keep her as a tool. At last, he crossed to the bed and stood before her, looking down at her thirty-eight size breasts, further to the curling black hairs at the bottom of her belly. She had been working her cunt with two fingers, and there was a trail of her sweet juice through her thatch.
"I want you to take my clothes off," he told her again, and he stood waiting for her to move.
She dropped to her knees before him and worked at his belt, then the snap on his Levi's.
"My shoes," he said.
She worked his shoes off, loafers, and his sox, then drew down his jeans. When he stepped out of those, she pulled down his white cotton shorts as well, helped him get rid of those, then turned back to the thick penis that hung in front of her face, bloated, red, throbbing with a hot rush of blood. She took it in her hands, feeling the heat of it, marveling at its size. It was between seven and eight inches long, but very much wider than most organs she had seen. She closed her eyes, kissed the knob of it, then stood and helped him out of his shirt.
She ground her bush against his crotch, pressed tightly against him, the curves of her luscious body molding into him, her heavy knockers hard against his chest. "Now?" she asked.
He smiled. She was possessed of some understanding now: she had no say and she realized it. She must do what he wanted of her. He put his hands on her shoulders and pressed down. "Suck my cock," he said. "For starters, anyway."
She went down before him and pressed her face between his legs, smothering herself in the heavy equipment nestled there. She was breathing heavily, excited. A moment later, she pulled back and grasped his penis in her hand, held it like a banana, looking at it with very wide eyes. Then she bent her head and slid the knob of his beast between her full, wet lips.
He started at the warmth and slickness of her mouth, felt his balls jerking on their cords. But his great talent had always laid in his ability to keep from ejaculating for excessively long periods, and he soon had a firm grip on himself.
She pulled back, letting the beast bobble before her, glistening with her saliva. "It's long," she said, still looking at it, unable to pull away her glazed eyes. "But that's not so important as the thickness. It's so wide, so thick."
He did not say anything, merely pushed her head nearer his aching rod.
"Wait," she said. "Can we move to the bed? Lay down, and I'll suck you then."
"Sure," he said, lifting her, cupping her large breasts and squeezing them, kneading them. He felt his prick jump between her legs like an animal with a life of its own. "Come on," he said, turning her to the bed. He stretched out, his head on a pillow so he could watch her work over him, then smiled at her.
She kissed his chest and belly, then his heavy penis. She slid the brute into her mouth, stuffed it back until she gagged. She tilted her throat at a slightly different angle and was able to get more of it in, tonguing the underside of it, pumping it in and out as if he was really buried in her cunt and not her mouth.
Sam gripped the sheets and concentrated on getting the most out of her soft mouth without spitting any precious cream. He was going to need every ounce of vitality starting tomorrow, and he would have to conserve on his fluids from now on. Daley-Hanover Camp was a summer retreat for the daughters of extremely wealthy families. The parents went to Europe or South America, and their daughters came here where they would be out of the way. The staff of the camp was female, except for the handyman needed for heavy work. This summer, Sam Walker had landed that post. He was confident that the paycheck he picked up from the camp would be secondary to the money he could get out of some of these wealthy little bitches.
There were bound to be a number of swinging chicks spending the summer here, away from civilization (the hottest place around was Tannersburg which had a population of two thousand) - and horny as hell. He was going to play as many of them as he could find and bend into the semi-slavish status he enjoyed with women. So now he must start conserving his juice.
Although it was difficult. Linda stirred him terribly as she pumped her mouth on his rod, faster and faster until every inch of his big organ was tingling mercilessly. He watched her eating him, then said, "Come on. You can do better than that."
She whimpered, then took the hairy sac between his legs and fondled the rocks inside while her mouth continued wetting the big penis. Her face was wild now, her hair in chaotic disarray, her own saliva over her chin and cheeks as she slobbered over his meat.
He drove his hips at her, trying to sock the organ down her throat. At last, when he felt the steaming of come in the base of his rod, he withdrew from her mouth and breathed deeply a moment until he knew he was safe from ejaculation.
"What do you want now, Sam?" she asked. She straddled him, a knee on each side of his chest.
He looked up at the knockers that hung over him like small mountains, ran his hands from them, down over her smooth belly, then grabbed her hips and rolled her sideways, moved on top of her. He took her right nipple into his mouth and sucked on it with greedy enthusiasm, squeezing the resilient flesh with both hands. When he left it for the other nipple, it stood ridiculously high and hard. Then he went down her body, kissing and licking her tan flesh, rustled his face in her bush, then spread her legs and brought the wet lips of her cunt into view.
He teased her with his fingers until she was writhing on the bed, making little noises deep in her throat and fighting for breath. Then he found her slit with his tongue and tasted her love box honey, nibbled gently at the button of her clit.
"My God, my God...." she sighed, arching her back, pushing the hot mouth of her love hole into his face.
He grabbed her round, taut buttocks in both hands and drew her up so that he could lick more deeply. He knew she exploded when her cunt walls convulsed, squeezed gently at his probing tongue. But he didn't stop there. He tongued her further, more thoroughly than even before, until he had brought her back to the brink of a second orgasm. He stopped then, came up to face her, dipped his fingers into the open Vaseline jar on the headboard, coated his prick to the base.
"Ask me," he said to her, looking into her face, keeping his eyes on hers.
She swallowed and clutched at him.
"Come on," he prodded. "Ask me now."
She closed her eyes and said, "Fuck me, Sam. Please fuck me. Ram your cock into me, Sam."
"With your eyes open," he said.
She opened her eyes, her face flushed red.
"Come on," he said.
"Fuck me."
"More," he said, not taking his eyes from hers. "I want to hear more than that."
"I love your prick," she said. "Put your lovely Goddamned prick in me. Please, fuck me, Sam."
He smiled, moved between her legs, and touched the tip of his burning organ to her wet slit. He hesitated only a moment, then drove it home, up to the balls, shivering with pleasure as the warm, sucking walls of her box slung to it and drew upon it with a thousand mouths.
She jerked upon the bed, threw both lovely legs around his back, strained to bring him even more deeply into the channel of her being. He probed her, slamming his organ in and out, faster and faster, keeping it against the top of her love tunnel to give her the greatest sensations possible.
"It's coming out my mouth," she said, clutching him. "Oh, Sam, it's so damned good. So fucking big."
"Fucking big," he agreed, somewhat breathless himself now.
"Here it comes," she said, wriggling, pounding, bouncing beneath him. "Oh, squirt now, Sam. Squirt me full. Come with me."
He clung to her, knowing he would have to come. This had been too good. If he didn't let go tonight, he would have blue balls for at least a day, aching cords and sac that would be a nuisance. But he didn't want to let it go this way.
Linda came, gurgling unintelligibly in her throat. When it was over for her, Sam withdrew his prick, straddled her, and nudged it against her lips once more.
"It's not clean," she said.
"Come on," he prodded.
"It's got my pussy on it - and your come."
"I haven't come yet," he said, thickly.
"You're not going to squirt in my mouth, are you? I don't like that. You know I don't."
"SUCK IT, DAMN YOU!" he shouted, ramming the blunt end of his big tool against her lips. It slid across her face, lubricated by her juices.
She opened her mouth and took him in, made a face at the taste of her cunt fluids and the Vaseline that remained. He was over her now, and he slammed his prick into her as if he were plunging her vagina. His balls slapped against her chin, adding to the wild sensations building hotly in his groin. Then, abruptly, the thick cream surged up his staff, burning through the tubes. She felt the surge and tried to pull away, but he grabbed her head and held her mouth on his penis, jetting the sweet load of his balls into her throat. He continued to pump until the last dribbles of fluid had been drained out of him and until his organ had become limp and useless.
"You shouldn't have done that," she said, still with the taste of his load in her mouth.
"You're hung up, baby," he said. "You won't grow a mustache or get a deep voice just because you ate me."
He stood and gathered his clothes, began dressing. She watched him from where she lay in the rumpled sheets. At last, when he was tightening his belt, she asked, "Will you be back tomorrow?"
He came to her and took a tuft of pubic hairs between his teeth, chewed them, then looked up at her. "Of course, lover. You're too good to avoid, you know."
"Do you mean that, Sam?" she asked, sitting up. When he nodded, she said, "I'm so glad! You're so good, and I want to please you as much as I can. You make me come three and four times. No man ever did that before. I want to keep you as long as I can."
He leaned forward and kissed her, holding her breasts in his hands, thumbing the nipples. When he pulled back, he said, "I'd like to stay. You know that. But tomorrow's the first day with the kids here, and we're going to need our energies."
"I know," she said.
He stood and left her there, closing the door to her cabin and walking down the trail between the pines to his own place. He chuckled as he walked. He had told Linda they must save their energies, and that was most certainly true. But while she would be saving them for the work of running the camp, he would be storing his own up for the little rich bitches of fifteen, sixteen, and seventeen years that would come through the main gates tomorrow.
CHAPTER TWO
The first two days were not as Sam Walker had expected. For one thing, he was run ragged with work until he felt that the spiel Mrs. Worley had given about the "easiness" of the job was a load of crap. He toyed with the idea of quitting, but fought the impulse. Things had to get better, he assured himself at night, just before he would drift into the soundest sleep of his life.
Finally, on the third day, things did get better. When he reported to Linda, she had only one piece of business for him. A fuse needed changing in one of the cabins, and he could do that at his leisure. Linda was still so busy that she did not even think to ask him over for a tumble that night. She flitted about her office with terrible efficiency, and he felt relieved when he got out.
Thus far, he had seen several likely prospects among the girls who had arrived three days earlier, though he had not been able to contact them, to hustle them. Now, he could begin to start the serious business, begin to pick up the extra change he expected.
He decided that a place to start might very well be with the cabin that needed a fuse. He got the proper size fuse from the maintenance shed and set out for the cabin number on the maintenance order form. When he found it, he stood among the trees, observing it for a while. It was set against a cliff, sheltered by the overhang and by a number of tall, cool pines. It was completely in shade and one of the most pleasant of the cabins he had seen. The nearest other shack was about a hundred yards away, almost totally concealed by an even thicker stand of trees. At last, when he felt in control of himself, he walked across to the door and checked the names. There were two girls, as always, living here. The names on the bell were Cindy Harter Dean, and Leah Mason.
He rang the bell, standing close to the entrance so that his physical presence would be a bit overwhelming the moment the door was opened. But when it was opened, he stepped back. One of the ugliest broads he had ever had the displeasure of seeing stood on the other side. Her hair was mousy and scattered as if windblown. Her eyes were close-set, her nose too large. She had an ugly swath of pimples on her chin and another on her forehead.
"I came to change the fuse," he said, his voice hoarse.
"Come in," she said. "I'm Cindy Dean."
He nodded and made his way to the fuse box in the kitchen. Another shock awaited him here. The second girl, Leah Mason, was - if anything - more of a dog than her roommate. She sat at the kitchen table in a robe, drinking coffee. He nodded to her, changed the fuse, and beat it out of there as fast as possible. It was just as easy for an ugly girl to fall for him as a pretty girl. And these two seemed to be showing interest.
He was almost away into the trees when he saw the other girl entering the nearby cabin. From where he stood, she looked a knockout in body as well as face. He had remembered seeing her in the dining hall. She had given him the look he expected from a woman. He cursed under his breath and damned all the Gods he could name for not making the fuse blow out in her cabin instead of back there where the witches lived.
But then, why couldn't he go change the fuse in this other cabin, tell the new girl it was routine. He stood, thinking about it, and there were genuine possibilities to the scheme. The fuse he now had in his hand was no good - but how would a little rich bitch know that? He could fumble around, screw the old fuse out and screw it back in. She'd never be the wiser for it.
He walked over the carpet of needles, up the steps to the small stoop before the screen-door of the cabin. He was about to knock when he decided against it. He opened the door quietly, pushed open the inner door, and stepped into the main room of the small cabin, closed the doors behind. The girl he had seen was not here. He walked cautiously into the kitchen and found she was not there either. For a moment, he stood there dumbly, trying to find some excuse for checking the bedroom and bath. But the fuse box was in the kitchen, and there was no believable story he could hand her for bursting into the other rooms.
He cursed again, then fumbled at the fuse-box, making enough noise to draw her into the kitchen. A moment later, he heard the bathroom door open, heard the slap of bare feet. He turned as she came into the kitchen, smiled. She was wearing a pair of white panties, but no bra. Her breasts were each large enough to fill a cup, no bigger, but perfectly formed.
"Well," she said, making no attempt to cover herself, "I thought you were my roomie."
"No," he said, "I'm the handyman for the summer. I came to change the fuse."
She smiled. "I can see that." She walked past him to the stove where a pot of water was boiling. "Would you like any coffee?" she asked.
He was impressed with her cool. The little bitch wanted to prove she was a swinger, and she wasn't about to act angry because he had caught her with half her underwear missing. "Yes," he said.
"Instant," she warned.
"That's fine."
She fixed the cups and handed him his. "The couch is more comfortable," she said, smiling. He nodded and followed her into the room.
She sat on the couch, tucked one leg under her, and sipped the coffee. He sat next to her, only not so close that she would become afraid or angry, sucked at his own drink.
"I saw you at supper yesterday," she said. "You're name's Sam Walker. Some of the kids think you have a thing with Miss Mock."
"Friends," he said, "But how did you find out my name?"
"Asking around," she said. When she shrugged her shoulders, her breasts jiggled. He could see that the little brown nipples were hard, and he knew that he had found his first target.
"I can't see why you'd ask around about me. Pm only the handyman, and you're a rich little girl."
She drank, watching him over the rim of the cup with her blue eyes. She was a very attractive girl, in her middle teens. She had long, blonde hair in the current hip style. It framed a face that was sensual. Perfect complexion, blue eyes like patches of the sky, a pert nose, very full lips. Her body was not lush, but it stirred him anyway. Her breasts would each fit into a hand, unlike Linda Mock's, but they were so deliciously upturned and well-formed that he hardly cared about the size. Her belly was flat and smooth, her legs long and delightful.
"Well," she said in answer to his question, "you aren't just a handyman after all. You're a senior in college this fall. And you look like the type with the drive to go places."
"Perhaps," was all he said, still letting his eyes linger over her breasts, which she seemed to take every opportunity to jiggle.
"And there aren't many men around here," she continued. "The place is a total drag. You're the only thing worth looking at."
"Gee, thanks," he said cynically, though with a touch of humor. "You've just said I'm the best man around, then qualified the statement by saying I'm also the only man around. You really know how to flatter a guy."
She shifted on the couch. Consciously, or unconsciously, this new position strained the fabric of her panties against the mound of her bush and gave him a delightful look at the outline of her hill of pleasure. "Well," she said, "you are very attractive anyway - whether or not you have competition."
"You compete well yourself," he said, setting the coffee down on the table in front of the couch.
"Another thing I like is your composure - and your lack of hang-ups." Her breasts jiggled again. "Most guys are so hung up they would have blushed like crazy or run right out of here when they saw my bare boobies."
"I find your bare boobies highly pleasing to look at," Sam said, his crotch now tight with his erection. "Unless you're a ball breaker of a girl, there's no reason to run."
"You really like my boobs?" she asked.
He nodded. "Emphatically."
She looked down, took one and cupped it in her left hand. "I thought they were too small."
"Not at all."
"Really?" She looked at him in that special way, and it was a request for action.
"Really," he assured her, moving next to her, pushing her hands away, and taking her breasts into his hands, squeezing them. "Anything beyond a handful just goes to waste."
"Maybe," she said.
When he dropped his hands, she sighed and said, "How can you stand this place? It's such an utter, utter Goddamned bore!"
He looked her in the eyes, then dropped his head and took her right nipple into his mouth while his hands slid over the silkiness of her young body. Her nipple came even more erect as his tongue teased it, and he moved onto the other breast, sucking and licking it. She held his head in her hands and urged him on as his kisses went down her flat belly. He hooked his fingers in the waistband of her panties, then looked up at her. "Your roommate?"
"She won't be back until this evening. She's at the pool and plans to stay there...until after supper."
He went on with what he had been doing, rolled her flimsy silks down her legs, baring her fur, which was also a golden blonde. His hands ranged over her thighs and hips, slid upward to her quivering boobs, then back to her thighs again, loving the smoothness of her girlish body.
She opened her legs to him without much prompting, sighed when he spread the lips of her vagina with his fingers. She leaned back against the couch, shivering as if it were cold in the room - when it was really quite warm.
He touched the inner wetness of her love box, slicking his fingers with her juices. He dipped further in, found that she was sloppy with her lubricants and as hot as he had ever seen a woman. He moved forward and stuck the tip of his tongue into her box, slid it over the silken texture cunt flesh.
"Eat me, please," she said, the words shallow and almost inaudible.
He licked the hair around her box until it was plastered down, then worked on her vagina, sucking and licking at the tiny clit which swelled and grew ridiculously large. He knew, this first time, he would have to give her so much that she would grovel for it from now on. She was about to be put through more sexual eruptions than she had ever had before and would very likely never have again. He tongued her mercilessly, liking the taste of her, until she popped, writhing and screaming like a little animal, her love box shuddering with pleasure.
She started to sit up, but fell back when she realized he was not finished. He tongued even more wildly than before, used his teeth in the gentle way he knew drove women nearly mad. She shuddered again, clamped his head between her gorgeous thighs, thrust her hole against his face, begging with her body to be eaten and eaten until not a drop of her was left. He complied, tonguing until he knew a third eruption was imminent. Then he pulled away from her. "I'm not even undressed, and you've made it twice," he said, grinning. "Finger yourself while I strip. I like to watch a good looking girl finger fuck herself."
She was eager enough to grant his request. She fingered herself, faster and faster until, he knew, she had climaxed yet a third time.
He moved in on her before she had a chance to come down. He pushed her backwards until she was stretched out, her lovely body glowing healthily, flushed from head to foot. He clambered onto her, brought his cock against her breasts and rubbed it gently back and forth.
She reached out and grabbed the organ, held it in two hands. "You're so big," she said. "Are you going to put it in me?"
"Try and stop me, gorgeous," he said.
"Will it hurt?"
"You've been fucked before?" he asked.
She laughed.
"Then," he said, "it won't hurt a bit. I know how to use it."
"Ram me, then."
Sam spit in his hand twice and lubricated the huge organ. Wet and red, it was the most obscene thing she had ever seen, and she cooed over it, urging him to hurry. He brought it between her legs, sank the burning tip into her. Before plunging in, he looked her over and asked, "How old are you?"
"Seventeen," she said.
He slammed in to the hilt, his hands on her rocking hips, and drove his meat like a piston in a perpetual motion machine. Her fluids were pressed out of her love tunnel and made both their pubic thatches soggy with sex juice. She was a very tight girl, and he was amazed that she even encompassed his prick as well as she did. She was so tight that the sensations burst the length of his stick and not just under the burning head.
"I'm coming...again," she moaned as he drove her upward and upward into ecstasy. "Four...four...Goddamned...times!"
Her box clutched him, but he slammed her more, again and again, giving her no rest. All the sex manuals said women could have more than a single orgasm, an unlimited number. He meant to see what score he could rack up with this broad. "Let's get you on top," he said.
"You're not stopping?" she asked, her eyes glazed now, her lips slack as her mind grew numb and her entire existence centered on the slimy walls of her young cunt.
"No," Sam said, rolling and placing her above him, still impaled on his meat lance. "Now you can screw me."
She giggled. "I'd like that. You just lay there and let me fuck you."
She rolled her hips, sliding his prick around and around in her soup until she was once again mumbling and crying out, gasping for breath when she forgot to take it. He grasped her boobs, leaned up and took them in his mouth, one after the other, until they were wet and his saliva ran down her stomach. He clutched her ripe buttocks and pressed hard, seeking the erotic nerves buried deep in the sexy flesh. He found them and massaged them until she exploded with another climax.
They rolled back until she was on the bottom. He had thought he might not let himself ejaculate, but it had been two days, and the girl was good. It wouldn't hurt to shoot her full. "Do you take pills?" he asked, the words tight in his throat.
"Yes," she gasped. "Yes, shoot me full. It won't matter. Fuck your cream into me."
He obliged, slamming harder and harder, deep into her sweet wet warm hole.
"I can...feel your...balls slapping my...ass," she said.
He moaned as the hot load spurted out of his tool and splashed the insides of her. This last, tiny sensation must also have spurred her to a sixth orgasm. She thrust upward against him, as if she would chew his cock off with her vagina muscles, then collapsed backwards, exhausted.
He pulled out of her and sat up on the couch, staring down at her lithe body. He traced circles around her breasts, then down her belly. He moved his fingers gently over her love box, fingered her for a moment, then brought them out. She reached for the sperm-slimed fingers, brought them to her mouth, and licked them clean.
"You've got the most gorgeous dick I've ever seen," she said, dropping a hand to his limp organ. "It's so thick I don't see how it fits."
"But it does," he said.
"Will you come back again?"
"What do you think?"
She smiled. "Maybe it won't be such a bad place after all." Then she burst out laughing. "I think you ought to know my name. It's Brenda Markwell."
He smiled at her. Now was not the time to go for money. That would be after he screwed her again. Then, if she wanted more, she would be generous. Of course he would be back. He would be back tomorrow. His type could never fail to return, either for fucking, or money. Returning for both was better than anything. Yes, he would indeed be back tomorrow.
CHAPTER THREE
Walker was beneath the shower for exactly twenty minutes. That was the maximum time he allowed himself, for any longer than that would be a damage to his body, not a benefit. He washed with soap, then lathered himself with skin cream and worked it in, rinsed it away. The last ten minutes, he stood in water as hot as he could bear, feeling his body rise to the challenge, the blood flowing faster in his veins. He dried himself thoroughly and went into the bedroom where he did a series of pushups, setups, toe touches, and deep breathing exercises.
He took good care of his body. He always had - ever since he had come to realize it was his greatest asset in life.
Sam Walker had been raised in a broken home. No one ever knew what had actually happened to his father, where he was or what he was doing. His mother did nothing to repair the rift in the family, nor did she attempt to make up for the love Sam lost by not having a father. The boy was often left to shift for himself while his mother went out for dinner with a variety of men who seemed responsible for most of the money that supported them. Often, she did not come home at night - or she came home with one of her companions.
A neighborhood girl, a year older than Sam, had told him that his mother was a whore. The girl had gotten him into a shed she used as a playhouse and had tried to get him to touch her between the legs and let her feel his things as well. Frightened, confused, he refused her. She grew angry, and she spouted the truth about his mother.
That night, he had thought quite a bit about what he had learned, and he realized, perhaps for the first time, how lonely he was in the world. No one loved him, no one even really cared about him - least of all his parents. But the neighborhood girl had shown him that he had one thing: his body. She had cooed to him, had told him how beautiful he was and how nice it would be to touch him, just touch him, only for a few moments, nothing more, just touching him between his legs.
From that moment on, he had worked for and with his body, developing it, preening it. He had done well with it, and he intended to do even better. It was the only friend he had. Now he needed money for the last year at the university in the Film Education Department. After that, he would need more for a trip West and to keep him alive while he dredged up a job in some studio where he might have a chance of advancement.
Here, in Daley-Hanover Camp for Girls, he the chance he had been looking for. He finished his exercises, picked a new magazine off the coffee table, and got into bed to read for a while.
He had gotten into the second paragraph of an interesting article when there was a brusque knock at the door. The portal came open, admitting Linda Mock. She closed it behind her and crossed, sank into the chair at the foot of the bed. She was wearing a pair of tight green shorts and a white blouse. Her big breasts tented the blouse, and her buttocks balanced by stretching the shorts to the breaking point. He felt a rising sensation in his prick as the blood poured in and the spongy tissue swelled with desire. It was no use looking away from her legs, for he would only have to look at her boobs or face, and both would excite him.
"Rough day," he said.
She looked at him evenly. For the first time, he realized she was angry. He panicked for a moment, probing his memory for something he had forgotten to do or something he had done incorrectly. There was nothing he could think of.
"Rough day?" she asked sarcastically. When he didn't say anything, she snapped, "What were you doing in the Markwell girl's cabin for two hours?"
He looked at her dumbly. He had perfect control of his face, and he knew he had not given himself away with an errant expression of surprise. And he had not blushed. He never blushed.
"Well?" she asked.
"I don't understand," he said, thinking as fast as he ever had, trying to decide what she knew and what those facts could be twisted to mean.
"I saw you go in there at ten o'clock," Linda said, eyeing him suspiciously. But it was apparent she was now uncertain. "You didn't come out until just before noon. Jenny Sansom saw you then."
Jenny Sansom was a small, dark woman who did secretarial work for Linda. She had an air of authority and honesty that he knew he would not be able to discredit. Besides, he could not lie and say he was elsewhere and risk her not believing him. "It was the drain in the kitchen sink," he said. "I changed the fuse that you told me about in the cabin next door. I was coming back to my own place up on the main line when this girl - Markwell, was that it? - called to me. I had to turn off the water to the cabin, take out the trap joint below the sink. It hadn't been cleaned in a long time. It should have stopped up long ago."
She looked at him, trying to decide whether or not to believe him.
"What did you think took two hours?" he asked, suddenly becoming the aggressive one. He knew he had her snowed now. If he acted self-righteous, he would embarrass her into accepting his explanation.
"Well...." she started.
"Shit!" he snapped, slapping the magazine against his sheet-covered thigh. "You thought I went in there and screwed around with that little kid."
"She's only four years younger than you," Linda reminded him.
"She's flat-chested!"
She smiled meekly and lowered her eyes now, willing to accept what he had told her. "Just the drain?"
"Do you want me to leave?" he asked.
She looked up, her eyes wide. "I couldn't get another man on such short notice. Besides...."
He watched her, his eyes moving over her bare legs, up to the mounds of her breasts, to her lovely face, the fall of short brown hair around it. "Besides what?" he asked.
"Besides...."
It was time to gain control of her again. "Besides what?" he insisted.
"I don't want you to go."
"Come here," he said.
She rose, moved to the bed and leaned down. He reached, grabbed her breasts through her blouse, and pulled her down onto him. He found her mouth with his, darted his tongue between her lips. When her own tongue sought his mouth, he sucked on it.
"When I think of all the other summers I had to go around horny as hell," she said, "I could kill that bag Worley. She always hired broken down old retired janitors. I don't know why she broke from tradition this year."
"My charm," he said.
She worked the sheet away from him and grinned broadly when she found him naked. She bent and kissed his swollen prick and pressed it against her cheek. "He's certainly ready for me," she said. "Big old fellow."
"Get the hell undressed," Sam said throatily. "You're keeping him waiting."
She peeled the shorts off, stepped out of flimsy bikini panties. He grabbed for her fur, snatched a handful, and drew her down again. She squeaked a quick protest, then surrender as his hot hands worked her out of her blouse, then out of the bra beneath. He loved big knockers, and she loved to show these off. She thrust them at him, burying his face in the warmth. He blew air, made a fluttering noise, then pulled back and sucked hard at her nipples until they stood out. He bit them softly with his teeth, loving them, loving the taste of her.
He pushed her down until her face was in his crotch, then ordered her to suck him. This time, there was no argument at all. She devoured his penis hungrily, as if she really would eat it. He watched her working him. "I like that," he said. "No, don't stop. I like to watch you suck. You've got such a pretty little face, so innocent. It's somehow twice as dirty as anything I've ever seen to watch your face split by dick meat. Have a suck. Faster, dammit!"
She held his balls and worked with them, rolling them easily in her hand. Finally, he pushed her away, though she didn't want to leave his baggage this time. "You've got such a beautiful cock," she said. "So smooth and satiny. I like sucking it. I wouldn't mind if you want to come in my mouth. I wouldn't make a scene like before."
"No," he said, pushing her onto her back. "I want to fuck more than your mouth or box. I want to fuck all of you."
"I don't know if I could take it in the ass," she said, her voice shaky. "It's so big."
"Not what I mean," Sam said.
"What then?"
He found the Vaseline, took out a huge scoop and began applying it to her big breasts, smoothed it over them until they were cunt slick. "I am going to fuck your gorgeous tits awhile, baby."
She giggled but made no protest.
He brought his red, throbbing meat up and - a knee to either side of her chest, laid it between her breasts. He used his hands to push the mammoth mammaries together over his rod, then stroked as if he were indeed in the jelly valley between her sweet legs. He closed his eyes and bit his lip as the thrilling waves struck out from his meat and coursed throughout his entire body. When he knew he had control of himself, he looked down. The knob of the prick peeped between the tops of the breasts at the peak of each stroke.
"You want to cream on my tits?" she asked.
He felt his balls jerk in the sack. He pulled away from her. "No. I can't come. I've got to hold out."
"But that was fun," she said.
"So is this."
He swung around, almost sitting on her face. "Put my nuts in your mouth. One at a time."
"The hair...." she started.
"Do what I tell you!" There was a commanding tone in his voice that could not be ignored.
She raised her head just enough to slip his sack in her mouth. It was too large, and she gagged.
"One at a time, I said. Come on!"
She felt the sack with her fingers, separated the two trembling globes and engulfed one in the saliva-rich hole of her mouth.
"Wallow it around," he said.
She wallowed it, rolling it deliciously on her tongue like a child savoring a hard candy. His whole frame shook with the excitement of it. He gripped his own thighs and concentrated on not ejaculating. It wasn't easy, but he didn't want to give Linda everything and not be more than ready for the Markwell bitch tomorrow.
"The other one," he said.
She was nearly delirious with sensation now. She obliged, quickly, seemed to like it. He could feel her slobber running down his thighs.
"How's it taste?" he asked.
She mumbled pleasantly. When she had him on the precipice of explosion, he pulled away from her, went down into her fox with his face, nuzzling it. "I like the way you smell," he said. "You smell like a woman should smell down here. Clean and good. Prime meat."
"Please," she said. "Will you lick me?"
"What will you do for me if I do?" he asked, stringing her along, debasing her as much as he could.
"Hell, I'll suck you off."
"That's not enough."
She looked perplexed. It was plain that she was in no condition to think clearly. Her attention was centered on his prick and tongue and what they could do to her sweet pot. "I mean I'll swallow what you shoot."
"Not enough. Will you suck me until I'm ready, then let me shoot on your face?"
"Okay," she said more readily than he would have thought. "But make me come now. Hurry."
He spread her slit and licked at the glistening red membrane. She bucked beneath him, panting, wild, on the brink of blasting off. He realized that she must have gotten super-heated just by sucking his nuts. He licked faster, chewed her until her sweet aroma changed, grew stronger and muskier. She climaxed twice within a few minutes, wrapped her legs around him, begging for more tongue work.
Instead, he mounted her, brutally, without any more Vaseline than was on his cock from screwing her boobs. He sank deep, began the most vicious motion he could maintain.
"Jesus Christ!" she whimpered, clawing at his back, digging her nails in his flesh as his probing meat made her explode again, again, then a fifth time.
"No, I'm...not...Christ," he panted. "But I think I'm...a...very good second."
"Yes, yes," she moaned, tearing at him as he reamed her, "your prick is God. I worship your damned prick."
He pulled out of her, brought his rod to her lips. He had not planned to shoot his wad, but the idea of spewing his cream on her pretty face was almost too much to bear. He poked at her mouth, and she accepted him, slimy with her juices. But she showed no distaste now. She slobbered and pumped and tongued until he felt as if the top of his head would blow off. Then the steam from his sack was coming, and he knew he could not wait or control it any longer. He pulled free of her mouth, holding himself with his right hand, pumping his meat.
A jet of milky fluid spouted out of the meatus and spattered across her nose. Then another jet, as large as the first struck her forehead. He jerked at his penis until the last droplet had spilled onto her face.
Linda brought her hands up, shaking, uncontrollable hands, and began to smear the cream into her face, as if it was a beauty treatment. Soon, her entire face glistened with his sperm. She licked the residue off her hand and smiled at him. He came down on her, kissing her face, licked his own cream away, kissed her, striking deep with his tongue. He felt the hard lump of his prick and found it had not gone limp. He mounted her again, plunged wildly, and brought her to a climax twice again, though he did not ejaculate any more of his valuable fluid.
* * *
She stood by the door, fully clothed again, and looked at him where he laid on the bed, still naked and beautiful. "I'm sorry about accusing you," she said.
"That's okay, Linda."
"No, it's not. I could have lost you. I wouldn't like that."
Then she was gone, closing the door behind. She stood in the cool night air, sucking it in, thinking about him, about his love making. When the summer ended and he was gone, she was going to miss that eight inches very much.
She turned back toward the cabin at the head of the main line in which she lived the summers of her life, had lived the last six summers ever since she was twenty-two and had started this job. She reached the door, unlocked it, and went inside. When she flipped the lights on, she was confronted by her secretary, Jenny Sansom. "How did you get in?" Linda asked.
"I have a key, remember?"
Jenny Sansom was a bird of a woman, five feet one inch tall, a hundred pounds. She was dark complexioned, with close-cut dark hair. She had a mean look to her, though Linda knew that - at certain times of ecstasy - she was genuinely beautiful.
"What do you want?" Linda asked, slipping out of her blouse and hanging it on a rod in the closet.
"You were down there with him a long time."
"We talked about the Markwell girl."
"I guess he has you fooled."
Linda looked at her sideways. "That's no way to talk. He's perfectly innocent. He was cleaning a stopped drain."
"Brenda Markwell's no virgin - her little drain isn't stopped."
Linda laughed. "You really hate him, don't you? I can't see why. Or maybe I can."
"You were in bed with him, weren't you?" Jenny Sansom asked, moving closer, more belligerent now.
"What if I was?" Linda asked, turning to her.
So quickly that the movement was almost unnoticeable, Jenny Sansom made a fist and slammed the tiny thing into Linda's stomach. The big girl doubled over, retching. Jenny used the same hand to slap her on the face, again and again.
"You were in bed with him!" Jenny shouted. "I wasn't!"
"Admit it, you filthy little bitch!" Jenny's eyes were wild now, her face contorted almost beyond recognition. Her thin lips were drawn back, exposing fine, white teeth.
"Really, Jenny! He didn't touch me!"
Jenny Sansom swung again, landed a blow alongside Linda's head. It was solid and painful. The big girl went down, hit the floor with a solid, crashing noise. Jenny drew back a foot and kicked her hips until the younger girl clutched them in misery. She ran into the bathroom, came back with a wet towel. When Linda tried to raise up, she pushed the girl back, got her bra off her, and slapped the wet towel against the heaving breasts of the young girl.
Red lines began to appear, and soon the great, beautiful tits were a solid crimson, and Linda was crying, shielding her face in her hands, bawling like a child.
Jenny stopped, exhausted, and seemed to see what she had done for the first time. She threw the towel aside and fell on the big girl. She was crying now too. She began kissing the breasts, licking them, soothing them. "Linda...forgive me. I love you. Pretty...pretty titties. I don't know...what got into me. Please...Linda."
Linda pulled the birdish woman against her stinging, heaving breasts and consoled her. "It's all right, Jenny. Don't cry. You didn't hurt me so badly. And I was with him, even though I said I wasn't."
Jenny blubbered from between the breasts. "You shouldn't fall for him. He wants to use you. Put it in and take it out of you. That's all."
Linda squeezed her more tightly. "But he is so good. He makes me come so often."
"I'll make you come," Jenny said. "And I don't have any big ugly organ to hurt you with. Just my tongue." She pulled down Linda's body, worked her out of her shorts, and began kissing her between the legs. "You smell of him," she said. "I'll lick you clean."
Linda laid back on the rug, her breath catching in her throat, and let Jenny prove herself.
CHAPTER FOUR
The next day contained two major events in Sam Walker's life. First, he obtained his initial money as a camp hustler from Brenda Markwell. Second, he met Susan Calderwood-Logan. In the end, he would find the second girl was a much more important moment in his life than receiving money from the first.
When he came back to his cabin after lunch, most of his assigned chores already completed, Sam found a note from the Markwell girl. It was cryptically written so that no other eyes would understand it, but he knew what she meant and wanted. Her roommate was going to be gone until three, and that would give them the time they needed. He washed his face and hands, put on a touch of shaving lotion, and left for her cabin.
He was careful to be certain no one saw him go to or enter her cabin. Even though Linda was bound to him, word might get back to old lady Worley, and his ass would be grass.
Brenda Markwell was waiting for him, dressed only in a light blue robe. She pressed against him, asking for a kiss, and he gave her one she would not likely forget while his hands divested her of the robe. Her body was vibrant and exciting as he remembered it, and his swelling prick tented the front of his pants. He caressed her breasts, ran his hands down the marvelously curved back, clamped her buttocks, squeezed them until she whimpered, then continued toying with her breasts.
"You too," she said. "Undress."
It was time to make her grovel, to bind her to him with her own desire, the way he worked with all women. "You do that for me," he said.
She didn't mind. She took off his shirt, socks and shoes while he sat on the bed, then worked him out of his jeans and shorts, his prick springing free and bobbling heroically before her face.
"You couldn't fuck a virgin," she said playfully, squeezing the huge tool. "You'd kill her."
He pushed her head down, and she willingly licked his organ, starting at the hairy base and running her sharp tongue up the underside of it, then back down. It was a delightful sensation. When she tired of that, she stuffed him into her mouth while petting his heavy nuts.
At last, when he could take no more, he took his prick out of her pretty little lips and drew her onto the bed with him. He mounted her with skill, and she gasped as she was penetrated. It was no chore to hold down his cream, for his supply of the stuff had been quite depleted when he had shot onto Linda's face the night before. He slid his massive prong in and out, withdrawing all but the very tip, then slamming it in to the base. She convulsed twice before he pulled out of her.
"You haven't made it," Brenda said.
"I'm trying not to, baby. I want to give you a good ride."
"Do you mean that?" she asked.
From her expression, he could tell that she was asking for some special service. It might be unpleasant if it were some freaky hang-up of hers, but he did not dare reject offhand - or he could almost stop counting on ever prying a dime out of the little cocksucker. "Anything you want," he said.
"I...." She was embarrassed now. And this was the girl who never blushed, supposedly.
"Yes?"
"I like to be mistreated," she said, her voice stiff, as if she were asking a very proper question. He could tell that she expected to be refused offhand.
"You mean you want me to beat you?"
"No," she said. But she did not elaborate.
"Look, Brenda love," he said, "I can't read minds."
"You'll hate me," she said.
"God! Hate you for a hang-up. Hate these beautiful tits and that hot little box? Never. I don't care what turns you on. Tell me."
"Would you...could...piss on me," she said, not looking at him, trying to be as small and miserable as possible. "I don't like beatings. The pain lasts after the fun. But if you could...."
He had trouble controlling his face this time, for the first time in his life. At the same time as he was disgusted, he was also excited. There was something about the idea that appealed to him immensely. He liked his women debased, and there could hardly be any more humiliating act he could perform on her. And when he saw how bad she wanted this, he knew it was the key he needed.
"Okay," he said, watching as her face lighted and she became more animated than ever before - more than when he had eaten and screwed her. "Before we get carried away," he said quickly, "there's something I've been meaning to ask you."
"What?" she asked.
"I haven't gotten my first paycheck. And I have some bills I just have to pay or get jailed for. I was wondering if I could borrow some money from you."
She looked at him out of lowered lashes, just flecks of her brilliant blue eyes showing. She flipped her blonde hair out of her eyes and smiled at him with a mixture of impatience, anger, humor, and irony. "It's like that, is it?"
"Like what?" he asked.
"You're hustling me."
"I want to borrow...."
She leaned forward and grabbed his stiff pecker. "No, sweets. What you've got here and what you're willing to do with it are worth paying for. Without you, I'd die in this ghastly hole. How much?"
"How much have you got?" When she laughed, he got off the bed and went to the dresser, opened her purse and found the wallet. There was a hundred and twelve dollars inside. "Can you get more whenever you want it?"
She laughed again and said that she could.
"I'll take fifty then. Does that sound fair." When she agreed, he laid the bills on the dresser and closed her purse, went back to her. "Where do we do it. Not in the bed?"
"No," she said. "On the floor where I can clean it up later. In the living room. There's no carpet."
They went into the living room, and she knelt before him, then stood up. "You'll never manage it all stiff like that. You'll have to lose your hard." She went away, came back with a cold washcloth. He jumped when she wrapped his dick in it, but he soon wilted as she wanted him too.
"Hurry," she said, "On my face. Please on my face." She closed her eyes, waiting.
He knew that he would grow hard again soon, and he strained his bladder. "I've never heard of this," he said.
"You don't hate me?"
"No. No, but why?"
"I don't know why," she said impatiently, and he realized any further questioning would only infuriate her.
Then he felt the warm urine coming up his limp staff. A moment later, it streamed out, struck her face. He raised and soaked her hair, then trained it on her breast, back to her face. Yellow liquid dripped from her nipples, her nose, her full lower lip. She licked her lips and hugged herself. He saw her contract, quiver, climax twice. He had not realized a masochist could have an orgasm just from being debased and humiliated.
Then the fluid would not come anymore, for his prick had grown again, larger than ever before. Brenda scuttled forward and began sucking it. The unusualness of the situation had brought him to an apex of sensuality from which he saw only one way down. He slammed his hips into her urine slimed mouth until his cream charge spattered down her throat and there was no more male milk in him.
"You can go now," she said. She looked him in the eye, unashamed. "I'll clean this up before my roomie gets back."
He dressed and left without a word - but with his first fifty dollars.
* * *
He checked in at the office to see if Linda had any work to be done. He noticed that she seemed to be dragging this morning. There were large dark circles under her eyes, and her face was drawn. When he came into the office, Jenny Sansom rushed over as if guarding the younger girl. When he saw what there was between them, he only smiled, took the three job sheets Linda had for him, and left.
It did not surprise him that she was AC-DC, that she could use that marvelous body with women as well as men. Linda was oversexed, and she probably rarely ever received as much loving as she wanted. As long as Jenny Sansom wasn't able to turn Linda against him, he didn't care who ate her cunt.
He fixed a broken window pane in the dining hall door and replaced the washers in a cold water kitchen sink tap in one of the cabins. It was on the third job that he met Susan Calderwood-Logan, and that was to change just about everything.
The water that had been coming out of the taps the last two or three hours had been somewhat muddy. Linda wanted him to drive up to the small reservoir on the mountainside above the camp and check the pumps and filters to see what was malfunctioning. It was only a mile, but he did drive rather than waste energy walking.
The reservoir was kidney shaped, the second lobe invisible from the first, screened by a copse of trees and brush. He checked the pumps in the first lobe of the kidney and found the intake pipe had slipped off its mooring post and was lying on the floor, sucking up mud from the reservoir bottom as well as water and weeds. It was a simple matter to reset the pipe and secure it. When he was done, he heard the splashing noise from the other lobe of the kidney, listened a moment, wondering whether deer were down to drink. He worked his way along the shoreline, around the trees, and carefully peered out, looking for the deer. He saw nothing at first, for he had been so certain of animals that he had not been adjusted to the sight of a girl. She stood in two feet of water, half facing his direction, completely nude.
It had to be one of the girls from the camp, for no one else could have reached the reservoir. He watched her, admiring the absolute beauty of her body. Despite the experience with Brenda Markwell only hours before, he felt his penis stiffen and nudge at his shorts, anxious to be free.
For a fleeting moment, he was amused at the way sex could so easily slip into his mind. It seemed that he was perpetually ready to plunge his meat into anything female, like a stag without sense. Yet sex was what life was all about, wasn't it? Men and women welded together, making it in a million homes at any given moment. Sex was a shout of endorsement to life. In times like these, when war and hatred and ugliness seemed to bloom everywhere, sex was perhaps the only good activity left. He felt a moment of guilt when he thought how he had used and was still using his body - for profit, not for love - and he doubted his actions. But he had handled himself this way for too long to let that guilt establish itself. Rather than lose confidence in his body and the tightness of his use of it, he stepped out from concealment and walked along the beach toward the naked girl standing in the water, splashing it with her legs, bending and throwing it up over her.
He came to the edge of the water before she saw him. He had time to examine her closely, and his breath was taken away by what he saw. She was, without question, the most madly, wildly beautiful chick he had ever seen. She stood about five feet nine. Her legs were very long and lovelier than any legs he had ever seen. He could feel them pressed against his back as she writhed beneath him, and he knew he must have her. Her hips were ample, her ass so ripe that it made him ill. Her waist was tiny, which made her already large tits seem absolutely startling. Her face, framed in pitch black hair, was a vision. Wide lips, small nose, green eyes, smooth, clear skin. Her mouth had a constant sensual pout to it, and he wondered what it would be like to plow his meat into it.
She looked up, gasped, and went into the September Morn pose.
He laughed and said, "You've nothing to worry about. Besides, I've seen everything you've got anyway."
She dropped her hands from her breasts and put one on each hip, immediately transforming from modesty to brazenness. "Do you always sneak around looking at naked women?"
"If they parade around in the open," he said.
"You're the handyman here," she said. "I know that, so don't try anything funny." She laughed to show she meant it.
"That depends on what you mean by funny." He watched her luscious, creamy knockers. "Are you coming in?"
"Why don't you come out?" she asked.
He stood, watching her, looked around at the thick trees on all sides, thought about the isolation of the reservoir, and said, "Fine." He took off his shirt, dropped his pants and shorts, and went out to her.
"Well, well," she said, eyeing the hobbling, steel prick between his legs. "So you did have nasty thoughts."
He objected: "They were beautiful thoughts."
"Well," she said, "the cold water will take care of that."
He looked down at the protruding lance, took it in his hand and tested its stiffness. He looked up and grinned. "I don't think so."
She bent, her dizzying breasts even larger as they hung away from her, the nipples as big as chocolate drops, and splashed water onto him with her hands. She backed, laughing, as he tried to catch her, still splashing, make it impossible for him to close the distance. At last, when he was totally drenched, he dashed forward oblivious of her attack, closed with her, grabbing her, bearing her down into the sand and water.
He splashed her, then, until her lovely raven hair was plastered tightly to her head. Unlike most girls, she was unable to take exactly what she had dished out, and she sat in the water, her beautiful tits specked with sand and water droplets, laughing. He saw that she had perfect teeth, white and not so small that they looked like the teeth of an animal. When she was as wet as Sam, he stopped splashing her, and they sat in the water that came up to the bottom of her breasts, and laughed and joked with each other until she said, "Well, I bet that cold water worked, huh?"
He stopped laughing, only smiled now, and stood up in front of her. His great prick was still as stout as a wooden club, blood gorged, throbbing, aching along its length for a taste of her jelly.
She looked up at him, slightly shocked. "Are you the mythical God Pan?" she asked. "You must be."
"Someone once told me I was Jesus Christ," he said, laughing, watching her, wondering if she would react favorably if he tried for her now, tried to plunge her sweetness now. God, she made his balls throb and hurt with a physical pain! He had never seen any woman before who was so absolutely perfectly built, so designed for sex.
"To have a perpetual erection must be an attribute of a God," she was looking different now, more sensual. He knew that she could not take her eyes off the bloated organ, and that the longer that she looked at it, the more chance there was of having her.
"It's not perpetual," he said. "It takes a helluva chick to keep it up through all we've just done." He reached down and took it in his hand, toyed with it, held it toward her, the blind eye winking at her in the hot red knob.
"You're only trying to excite me when you play with it like that." She made no move either to come to him or to leave. Her indecision, he decided, was a good sign.
"Does it excite you?" he asked, still holding the lead like lump in his hand, milking it.
"Yes!"
"Well, you can hardly expect me to stop."
She raised her shoulders and shivered, making her king-sized boobies jiggle and tremble, bounce up and down. The nipples were swollen an inch and a half beyond the rest of the breasts. He felt his mouth go dry as he considered the delight of chewing and sucking them. "I've never seen one that size," she said, eyes still on the meat log in his hand.
"How many have you seen?" he asked. God, she was going to make him spurt right now, without even touching her. He slowed his hand and brought the trembling organ under control.
"Not many," she said. "Half a dozen. One of those was my brother's. I caught him jerking off in his room. Quite by accident, you understand."
"What did he do when you walked in on him?"
"He jumped up off the bed and tried to hide himself. I told him I only wanted to watch. I was fourteen. He was thirteen. He didn't want to let me at first, but then he got hot to the idea. I used to watch him every once in a while. But he wasn't that big. And neither were any of the other five I've seen."
Sam continued to stroke his penis, then dropped his hand and cupped his balls in it, stood massaging them. He saw her lick her lips. She was not, he could tell, the sort of whore that Brenda Markwell was. She was just a girl of the free sex generation, still a bit hung-up, but free none the less. She had to be coaxed and led into giving herself, but he was confident he would have her. "How old are you?" he asked.
"Almost seventeen," she said.
"When did you see your first one?"
"I was thirteen. A year before I caught my brother. It was the gardener's boy."
"Gardener?" he said. So she was rich. More than a little. If her family had a live-in gardener, they had a lot of other staff too. Here was a source of lucrative income if he could bind her. Perhaps better than Brenda Markwell. "The others?" he asked.
"The other what?" She was slightly dazed now, hypnotized by his hands as they worked over his male baggage.
"Pricks. The other cocks you've seen."
It seemed to be the words "prick" and "cock" that finally turned the tables. They had been using euphemisms to refer to what dangled between his legs. Now that he had named it, some dam broke in her, and she came to her knees, walked a few steps on them, and pushed his hands off his organ, took his baggage into her hands and caressed him.
"That's nice," he said.
"I didn't know they were so big," she said. "It's long, but more than that - it's so damn thick!" She fondled it a while longer. "How do you ever get it in a girl?"
"Let me show you," he said.
"Yes," she said. "Of course. Oh, I wouldn't let you get away without letting me feel this in me." She stroked the hot root until a droplet of lubricant, clear and syrupy, rose out of j, the meatus. She giggled. "He's very anxious, isn't he?"
"I guess so."
"And what do you do with milk once you have it?" he asked, urging her on.
"Drink it," she said, leaning forward and licking away the drop with the tip of her tongue.
"Was it good?"
"Ummmm," she said, licking her lips.
"More?"
She leaned forward without warning and took most of his organ into her mouth and sucked it with expertise he had never before encountered. It was like being trapped in a machine built especially to drain a rod, a machine that science had spent the last hundred years perfecting. No girl with only five experiences should be able to suck like that. She knew enough to trace light patterns on his balls with the tips of her slender fingers, and before long his knees were so weak that he could no longer stand.
He pulled his prick out of her gorgeous lips and dropped onto his knees beside her. He took one breast in both hands and still could not contain all the warm, vibrant flesh. "I can't believe you're sixteen with tits like these."
"They're too big," she said. "What are they?"
"Thirty-nine C-cup."
"Not too big." He squeezed them, massaged them, concentrating oh the enormous nipples. "Though you could never breast feed a baby. He'd never get these buds in his mouth. But you're not too big. I don't like girls thinking their breasts are wrong. If you've got big tits, that's a wildly happy bonus for your man. But even if they're small, they're delightful. Small girls usually have better formed breasts. Though yours are perfect."
She pressed them up at him, and he took the hint, suckling the big dark nipples, still astounded at the size of them. While he licked and drew on them, he felt her hand going between his legs, clutching at his cock and squeezing it tightly. He continued to suck her tits, but used a hand to find her snatch and plug it with a finger. She bucked against him, mashing his head in her breasts, and he finger-fucked faster, more thoroughly.
"Don't make me come yet," she said. "I want to come with this in me." She squeezed his organ.
"That too," he said. He had almost completely forgotten about the money he might get from her if he could play this right. Her body had intoxicated him until he was dangerously delirious. But a small segment of his consciousness kept reminding him that he had to give her a long ride, multiple orgasms like she had never had. There was no other way to bind her to him so that he might eventually hustle her.
"I can't make it more than once," she said. "I'm a limit chick."
He swirled his finger in her soup, drew back his head to look at the rest of her. "Baby, with the stuff you've got, you're anything but a limited chick. If you've never come more than once at a time, you've just not been in the right hands."
He pulled her to him, crushing her breasts, working his fingers in her snatch faster and faster. His penis was pressed against her belly, and she moaned every time it throbbed. Then she was clutching him, pressing even closer, until she exploded, hissing hot air between her teeth and clamping her mouth down as if biting her own tongue off.
When it was over, he led her into the shallow edge of the reservoir where the water was only an inch or two deep, laid her down and moved his face between her silken legs until he was directly before the fascinating mound of her cockpit. It was unlike any vagina he had seen. The flesh was thick, the lips fatty and puffed out. It was a caricature of womanhood. He spread the furry lips and did not have to search far for the pearl of her clit. It was big, three times as large as any woman's nub he had thumbed and sucked before. When he tickled it with his tongue, she arched her back and threw her fine legs about his head. "Eat me," she said. "Gobble me up. My God, I really do think I can come again."
He set to sucking with more delight than he had ever felt. As her juices coated his tongue, he found that she had an indescribable musky taste, sweeter and creamier than any woman he had ever tasted. He worked his quick tongue all over the lips of her slit, as deep into it as he could go. He wished he had a serpent's tongue to lick the farthest recesses of her fantastic fuck-box.
"I'm coming...coming!" she moaned, tossing on the sand, wriggling her gorgeous body, burrowing her plump buttocks into the sand.
He licked faster, more furiously, and brought her through a twin explosion in less than three minutes. He planned to lick her until she came at least twice again, but he could not wait to screw her. His cock throbbed heavily, and he knew that he could not hold back his load much longer. He had never been with a woman he could not bring to at least half a dozen climaxes.
He moved up and probed at her sopping slit with the smooth head of his organ.
"Yes," she said, breathless, excited.
"I usually can give a girl more fun before I have come," he said, apologizing when it wasn't necessary.
"You come," she said. "I know I will. I have to with that Goddamned huge thing in me!"
She thrust her hips up.
Her puss slid around his swollen organ.
"Oh, God!" he said, falling onto her heavy tits, clutching her sides. "God, do you have a tight hole!"
She had her head thrown back now, her mouth open, eyes closed. Little grunts and squeals echoed up her throat as he rammed his log into her. She tossed her head from side to side, gasping, murmuring incoherently.
He grabbed her tits, tried to keep from shooting. He stopped the wild strokes and gritted his teeth, but it was too late. The big prick jerked and pulled against the slimy walls of her box, and a heavy wad of thick sperm spilled into her.
"Fill me up," she whispered. "Let me milk you dry." She began flexing her cunt muscles, squeezing the prick tightly. He gasped, felt his nuts jerk. Another spurt of cream jetted out of the meatus and spattered over her warm tunnel. Again and again, the prick bounced and heaved, though there was no longer anything for it to produce. When it was over, he understood that he had had at least one orgasm beyond the usual, probably as many as three.
He rolled off her magnificent body, onto his back on the sand beside her. He looked up at the sky, at the few white clouds that floated there. She had given him as many climaxes as he had given her. There had never been any woman who had come close to that. One was his limit. This was no way to conserve his energy.
"What are you thinking?" she asked, rising on one elbow and looking down on him. Her tits hung over him, delicious mounds of soft flesh. The nipples had softened, but they were still large, and the rosettes were still enormous.
"You were good," he said.
"Me? What about you!" She reached forward and took his wet, limp organ in her hand and fondled it. She went down and licked and sucked it until she had cleaned it of his glistening sperm and her own cunt liquids. She dried it with her pitch colored hair.
He watched her, knowing she could not arouse him for at least another hour. Even then, she might have trouble. He needed rest and time for recuperation before trying her again. But he could still use his mouth, and he thought that might be wise. He had only given her four orgasms, when his trademark was to make them come until they nearly passed out. Even if he had a limp rod, his tongue would be active enough. He got to his knees and pushed her back.
"Again?" she asked, wide-eyed. She had such a little girl face to go with such a shocking body.
"We came out even so far. I always like to give more than I take."
He went down between her legs to the soft mound of her box and ate her as thoroughly as before until she had bucked and kicked and come twice again. Then, satisfied that they were on the basis he liked - with her owing him something - he quit.
"What time is it?" she asked suddenly, sitting up.
He found his watch in his pile of clothes.
"Four-thirty."
"We have to get back," she said. "If you'll drive me most of the way, I'll walk the last hundred yards. They shouldn't see us come back together."
He took her in his arms and squeezed her, feeling her, kissing her long and hard. "Will we be doing this again?" he asked.
"What do you think, Sam?" She giggled as she slipped into her clothes.
"Tomorrow?"
She looked surprised. "If you're up to it."
"Here," he said. "Tomorrow. At three o'clock. Wait a couple of hundred yards out from the camp. I'll pick you up in the jeep and we'll come up here."
And tomorrow, he thought, I'll hit her for a little money. Not much. And I'll have to give her a better time than today. But she ought to be good for quite a pile. And it'll be a pleasure to get paid for beating my meat off in that kind of skin!
Unfortunately, Sam Walker had made the mistake of thinking only on the physical level. Some girls - many girls - he had known could be bought with his body. Susan Calderwood-Logan was somewhat different. He would find that out before long.. .
CHAPTER FIVE
Linda Mock stood looking down at the bed, then pulled the sheets back and began to undress. She piled her clothes on a chair, then stretched out on the sheets. A moment later, the door opened and Sam Walker came in. He closed the door, turned, saw her for the first time. He looked at her a moment, then said, "I don't think I can tonight. I have a huge headache and my stomach is tender. I got a bug or something."
She sat up in bed, and watched him as he went into the kitchen and came back with two cups of coffee. "Maybe a little ride is exactly what you need to make you feel better."
He looked her over, smiled wanly. "If any broad could cure a man with her body, it's you. But I'm afraid I don't believe in faith healing."
"This would be sex healing." She sipped her coffee.
"Sorry."
"Damn!" she said, slamming down the cup.
He looked at her, saw that he was losing her. "I could eat you, if you want. Though I know I couldn't get hard. Not the way I feel."
She sat up and drew her clothes from the nearby chair, struggled into them. "No. It's less fun when you don't make it. I don't want to be a bore."
"I want to," he said.
"I know," she said.
When she finished dressing, she came to him, bent over and kissed him. "You take care of yourself."
"Yes, ma'am."
"Take some Anacins."
"I have. I'll take more."
She walked to the door, turned and looked at him with a new expression on her face. "A headache?" she asked.
"That's what I said."
She watched him a moment longer.
"What's the matter?" he wanted to know.
"Nothing," she said, and left.
He watched the closed door for a long time after she had gone. He knew what she had been thinking as she stood there. She had suddenly wondered if he had been with Brenda Markwell again and couldn't get hard for her because there wasn't any juice left in him. If she only knew how right she was!
He finished his coffee, washed the cup and put it on the drying rack. He had eaten ravenously at supper, but he was still hungry. He made a Dagwood sandwich with the fixings he had in the half-sized refrigerator, ate that with half a bag of potato chips and a bottle of cola. When he was finished, he went in for his evening shower and calisthenics.
When he finally fell into bed, naked between the cool sheets, he was more exhausted than he had been at any time in his life. His prick, depleted, had shrunk pitifully between his legs until it was little more than a button. He rolled over only twice, then fell into a sound and velvet sleep.
Though there were dreams.
Dreams.. .
All sorts of them.
They danced behind his eyes.
Little scenes that washed across his mind, eddied a moment or so to be looked at, then were carried away by the following wave which brought yet another scene.. .
They started out very pleasant, then alternated from happy to sad to frightening.
And it seemed, as the night wore on, that the percentage of frightening dreams grew and grew, until he finally woke with dregs of a nightmare clinging to his tongue. But to start with, they were pleasant.. .
A Dream: He was very small, perhaps as young as three. There was a man at the house, a man who had been coming quite regularly for some months, the first father-figure Sammy had ever known. He was a big man, tall and blond with wide shoulders. And most interesting of all, he had a mustache, the first Sammy had ever seen on anyone he knew. He liked to sit in the big man's lap and play mustache, tweak it gently until the big man - pretending - cried out that he was being hurt and begged Sammy to spare him any further suffering. The big man used to bring him gifts. Little things. But to a boy unused to gifts, they were the brightest moments in his life. A picture book, a box of candy, a toy truck. Anything that cost more than a quarter seemed like one of the most valuable riches of the ages. Sammy's mother, Helen, seemed to dislike the attention the big man paid the boy, but she could not - even whining - get him to completely ignore her son in favor of herself. Nice days.. .
A Dream: A black dream. Bordering on nightmare. Sammy woke one morning, a Saturday, and went downstairs to get something for breakfast. He was four, going on five then. His mother would be sleeping, he knew. It was barely nine o'clock and she would not rise until just before noon. He poured himself juice and took it in the living room to drink; there he saw the overcoat and hat he associated with the mustached man. He ran from room to room downstairs, looking for his friend, but could find him nowhere. Finally, he decided to disturb his mother to find the mustached one, even though he knew that Helen would be angry at being bothered for something she would consider so trivial. At the door to her room, he paused, doubtful now about the wisdom of waking her to ask about the man's whereabouts. Then his excitement won over his fear. He pushed the door open and went into the room. At first, he grinned, for the mustached man was here in this room. Then the full scene came to him, and he was frightened. The man was on top of his mother, both of them naked. The man was supporting himself with his hands, flat palms open on the mattress, one on either side of Sammy's mother. Sammy could see the thing between the man's legs stabbing his mother. His mother was gurgling, clawing at the man, trying to fight him off. The man wouldn't let her. He stabbed and stabbed. Sammy screamed. And again. And on and on for almost twenty minutes before they could calm him.
A Dream: This scene was later in his life, but just as hazy and colored as scenes from his childhood. He was fifteen now, and had long since sampled the joys of the female body, knew what had happened in his mother's bedroom long ago when she thought she was being stabbed. It was a Friday night, and he was fifteen. His mother had a date for dinner and the movies, and Sam brought home the girl he had been making it with, a red-haired chick with tiny breasts, a hugely hairy crotch, and fine, milky white legs that were strong, could almost crush him when she wrapped them around him. He undressed her in the living-room, had her stretch out on the couch. He greased his prick with saliva, and probed her love tunnel from the back. Her ripe ass pressed up into his stomach as he slammed into her. Then they turned, and took the standard position. He slogged her soupiness until she gurgled, cried out, and came, clutching at him, calling his name. He had not come, and he pulled out so that she could go down on him. She was settling on her knees by the couch to work on him when there was a sharp intake of breath behind them. His mother had not gone out. The man who had been supposed to take her had had a last minute business appointment. She stood now in the archway to the stairs, looking at her naked son and the lithe body of his lover. She started shouting at them. She slapped the girl, kicked at her, called her rotten names. When she turned to strike Sam, lie stood before her, naked, and his prick still jutted before him. She looked at, then slowly up to his eyes. He saw what was happening and knew that he should use it. He took his organ in his hand and slowly milked it, watching her. After a moment, she fled upstairs again.. .
A Dream: He was a young man now. He was buried in Susan Calderwood-Logan's soup. Up in her soup. Up tight in her. Way up there. And she was slamming her hips at him. And she had not climaxed, but he was going to. She kept asking him to wait...He couldn't. He shot...She cursed him...He had failed her.. .
A Dream: Susan undressed before him, and he shot without touching her. His cream splattered on the floor. Only looking had done it.. .
A Dream: The mustached man, stabbing his mother. His mother screams...She tries to get up. The mustached man takes his weapon and stabs her in the mouth...She dies.. .
A Dream: Susan lying naked before him, and he is limp. He milks it, but it stays small. She sucks, but can not help it...He has lost the use of his body...He is unquestionably impotent. Forever...He screams.. .
A Dream: In this scene, he is stabbing his mother. In her mouth.. .
A Dream: His mother bites him off. He has nothing to give Susan Calderwood-Logan.. .
A Dream: He is lying on a bed, a large white bed in the middle of nothingness. There is no floor beneath him, no walls around him. There is no earth nor sky. There is only his body, the bed - and the women. There is Linda Mock and Brenda Markwell, and his mother, Helen. There is the little red-haired girl he has forgotten. And here is Susan, her perfection more than any man should be able to stand. But his prick is limp. He works on it, watching them, watching their naked breasts, their fur patches. But none of this helps. The red-haired girl takes him in her mouth and sucks him, but it is no use. His mother massages his organs, but to no avail. Then, abruptly, Jenny Sansom pushes her way through the crowd, comes to the edge of his bed. She is dark, wiry, not much of a female. She too is naked. She tells the girls that Sam is useless. He tries to argue, but she shouts louder than he can. She tells them she can do more for them than he can. He says that is untrue. She takes Linda onto the bed and eats her cunt. Linda moans and calls love names to Jenny, begs her for more. As does his mother. And the red-haired girl. And Brenda Markwell. And...And Susan. And he can do nothing. And Jenny comes after him, saying she might as well bite his cock off if he can't use it. Just extra baggage...He tries to get away, but there is nowhere to go beyond the bed. Her teeth are very sharp. She is grinning...The others...The others are cheering her on.. .
Sam woke, gagging, sweating, almost out of bed. He was tied up in the sheets, testament to the fact that he had been tossing and turning, fighting against the imaginary Jenny Sansom for some time. He pushed out of bed and went for a beer from the refrigerator. He often had dreams such as these, only with different characters. They always led to the final nightmare wherein someone wanted to cut or rip or bite off his rod. Had he wanted to think about it afterward - which he surely did not - he would have realized that this nightmare was a sign of his own unhealthiness. Life, to him, was nothing more than a sexual game through which he could gain what he wanted. He had never tried, since he was a small boy, to reach another human being for sheer companionship. Other people - men and women - were to be used, as he saw it. Used to gain what he wanted. Sex, therefore, was a tool to him. It brought him physical gratification - but it also made tools of anyone he wished, bound them to him so that he might get whatever he wanted at that time. He had never loved. Perhaps that was it. He did not see sex as a sharing of affection - only as a sloughing together of genitals.
With that kind of outlook, he would eventually strike rock bottom.
Unless someone came along who could not be bought and enslaved by his sexual virility.
He had already met that someone.
In another cabin, Susan Calderwood-Logan slept peacefully, with fond memories of the afternoon, of what had been shared. She did not know she was expected to be a tool. She wasn't the type, anyway.. .
* * *
Linda Mock sat in the easy chair while Jenny the panties down her legs, then began to massage the big girl's luscious thighs. Jenny was also naked. The contrast of bodies was odd. Where Linda's breasts were magnificent, Jenny's were almost boyish. Linda's hips were full; Jenny's were bony and narrow. Linda's legs were long, healthy, showgirl legs; Jenny's legs were of the Twiggy type, not unshapely but thinner than the legs of the Playmate of the Month.
The little woman burrowed her head into Linda's crotch, chewed on the dark, springy hair there. "You smell good," she said.
"I love you, Jenny," the big girl said, caressing the smaller woman's head.
"Then get rid of that beast."
"Please, Jenny."
"Get rid of him. He's causing trouble here. You know he's causing trouble. How do you know he wasn't with the Markwell girl again?"
Linda writhed, trying to press her warm box to Jenny's face. "Because he promised me there was nothing going on."
Jenny laughed. "Helluva lot of good his promises are. I tell you, darling, he's hustling some of these mixed-up kids."
"Really, that's absurd," Linda said.
"Then why did the Markwell girl go into town to cash such a large check? What does she need money here for?"
"That's none of your business."
"Isn't it?"
"Jenny, please. Let's drop the subject. I need you very much, darling." As evidence of this, she pressed her pretty crotch up again, begging to have it loved.
"Promise me you'll at least think about getting rid of him," Jenny insisted.
"Jenny, you can't hate every man...."
"Promise!" Jenny said, her voice sharp now.
Linda hesitated. "Okay, I'll think about it. But I don't know where I'd get another handyman at this late notice. I'll think, nothing more. If he gets into major trouble, if you can ever prove any of these things you tell me, then I'll bounce him. I'd have to. But he's all right, Jenny. Believe me."
Jenny Sansom made a gruff noise of disbelief.
"Eat me, Jenny."
She used her tongue to part the girl's labia and began a thorough cunnilingus that had the big blond ecstatic in relatively short order.
"Ooohhh, Jenny, Jenny," Linda moaned, writhing in the chair, her body breaking out with sweat against the black leather.
"I'm better, aren't I?" Jenny asked, looking up.
Linda pushed her head back to the wet, pounding cunt.
The little woman went back between her legs and brought her to a furious, throbbing climax that left the big girl happy and more than ready to return the favor with her own tongue and teeth. As she ate the dark woman's love-box, she thought about how much she liked sex - all kinds of it. She could make it with a man or a woman. It didn't matter. She could go for straight on fucking, for cocksucking, for licking a pussy. She had no hang-ups whatsoever. She felt a sadness inside her for people like Jenny Sansom who were so disturbed, who could not ever know the joy of a man inside her. But she also found sadness in the people who could not enjoy homosexual relations as well as heterosexual relations. Both were exciting acts for different reasons. To go through life without making love to both sexes was a major crime. A girl should know what a man feels when he eats her, should make love to another girl to find out. And a man ought to understand what a girl feels when his prick was lodged in her mouth, when he shoots down her throat. When she was younger, in her teens, she had thought she was sick, mentally ill. Society had told her that these kinds of things were wrong. But with education and maturity, she came to understand that it was society that was sick, not her. She was mature. Society was still in its inimagine. Now, she could enjoy herself with anyone she had affection for.
She tongued Jenny harder.
The little woman erupted.
Linda felt her velvet passages getting wet as Jenny's own began to lubricate, and she knew their ecstasy was not yet ended. They would roll together, enjoying the feel of their bare skin, exploring each other's recesses, kissing, caressing, licking the silken flesh of private, secret parts. At last, they would fall exhausted into bed, Jenny's head nestled in Linda's big breasts, their crotches pressed at different places on each other's bodies. And the perfect night would end in sleep.
* * *
In his cabin, Sam Walker was asleep again.
And dreaming again.. .
Pleasant dreams at first.
Then he began to toss about in the sheets.
And to moan.
His dreams were becoming nightmares!
Bad ones.
The same old ones he knew from other nights.
He pitched, kicked the sheets. He would wake before dawn.. .
CHAPTER SIX
Sam had been up since five-thirty, had taken the standard series of vitamin tablets he swallowed regularly every morning, and had just finished his shower. He was doing calisthenics in the bedroom when he heard the rattly bell of the front door. He finished the last three push-ups, slipped into jeans, and went to answer it.
Brenda Markwell stepped inside when he opened the door, encircled him with her arms, and darted her tiny, pink tongue into his mouth, touching along the base of his teeth, caressing his gums, striking out at his own tongue. When he could finally pull away from her, he closed the door and said, "This is craziness!"
"It's only six-thirty in the morning. No one's up. And I was careful that no one should see me coming here."
"You damn little bitch! They're going to see you leave if you don't get right out of here. And they already suspect something is going on between us."
She paled at that, but didn't ask what he meant. "Please don't send me out. Let me stay a while."
He thought of Susan, of that fantastic body he would be able to plummet the depths of this afternoon. He didn't want to waste an ounce of juice or energy. He had hoped to avoid Brenda today, but obviously that was nothing more than wishful thinking. He tried to find some way of getting rid of her without losing her as a possible source of income. "I have to go to work," he said.
"You don't have hours. You do the chores at your leisure."
"You don't understand what...."
"I'll pay," she said. She opened her purse, fumbled with some bills, pulled out four twenties.
He watched her, saw what was in her eyes. "That's not enough," he said.
"Yesterday you took fifty."
"That was yesterday."
She smiled knowingly, extracted two more twenties. "A hundred and twenty dollars for say two hours of your time?"
"Where'd you get that? I left you with sixty-something yesterday."
"That was yesterday, as you said. I cashed a check."
He took the bills and stuffed them into his jeans. "You've paid for this kind of thing often, haven't you?"
She shrugged. Her blonde hair was absolutely lovely, freshly washed, falling over her shoulders, to the tips of her breasts. "Not many guys are willing to do what I want."
"I guess not."
"I've always had to pay for the strange stuff," she said. "It's easy enough to get straight screwing, but the others comes expensive."
She reached into his jeans and found his hard prick. "Ummm," she said. "My lollipop."
"I'm afraid I already pissed," he said.
She grimaced. "You're trying to embarrass me, but I like it. I like to be called names and humiliated. That's what I'm paying for."
"Suck me," he said. "Over here on the bed."
They went into the bedroom. She unzipped his jeans and freed the massive lance that lunged at her as if powered by a spring. He stepped out of the jeans. When she was naked, he said, "Come on you little cocksucker. Work it over."
"Yes," she said. "Yes, call me cocksucker. I like that." She shivered, her breasts quivering, the nipples swelling.
She dropped to her knees while he sat on the edge of the bed. His baggage was slung over the mattress. She slid the long phallus, between her lips and tongued him expertly.
"God, God, what a bitch of a whore," he said, obliging her desire to be humiliated. "A cock-sucker, whore-mouthed bitch."
She sucked faster, jiggling his balls in one hand and stroking the inside of his hairy thigh with her other. She worked at it as if her life hung on her success. She chewed and drew, licked and nibbled until she had him gritting his teeth and cursing her.
At last, he pushed her away. "Lay on the beds whore."
"Yes," she said, timidly, doing exactly as he directed.
When she was stretched out, he came over her, holding his prick in his hand. He laid it on her closed eyes, drew it across her forehead. He held it under her nose, as if trying to stuff it up her nostrils. "Smell the meat," he said.
She sniffed it.
"Does it smell good?"
"Yes," she said. "Oh, very nice."
"Tell me how crazy my cock smells."
"Tremendous. I love the smell of it. I love to smell and lick your cock. It's delicious."
"Open your mouth," he said.
She obeyed.
He stuffed the stone general in between her lips until she gagged, then pounded it in as if he were lodged between her tanned thighs. She gagged, choked, but made no protest as the heavy blood-filled lance reamed her throat.
When he could no longer hold down the surging river of love milk that wanted to find egress from her body, he took his meat from her face, went down her body, kissing her, and worked his tongue into her tunnel, made her come. When she finished shuddering, he raised his head and said, "Anything special you want?"
"Make me do something awful," she said. Her face was strained. He knew she had climaxed, but that her greatest thrills would come not from what he did to her that was normal - but what he could force her to do that would make her an animal. He turned, came around, remembering how he had made Linda suck his nuts. He almost sat on her face now. "Lick my asshole," he said to her.
"Oh, God," she moaned, and he knew he was doing the right thing.
"Lick it!" he ordered.
Her tongue probed the little hole, gingerly at first, then more enthusiastically.
"Suck on it."
And she did. She worked and sucked, and brought him almost to the verge of a climax himself. Fortunately, she writhed under him, rudely arched her back, and came herself, twice. He moved away from her, picked up the clothes he was going to wear for the day, and dressed. When he was ready to leave, he said, "Hurry the hell up, bitch. I don't want you seen."
Fifteen minutes later, she was gone. Clean and sweet, he thought. He was sure no one had seen. He had earned a hundred and twenty bucks. He had gotten a good bit of fun out of the stupid chick. And, perhaps most important of all, he had not ejaculated. He held all his reserves for Susan Calderwood-Logan. He would need them. When he was done with her, if he could hold out, she would be a second paying customer.
It never occurred to Sam Walker that there might be a woman somewhere who was not a paying customer. Somewhere inside of him, there was a human being with all the emotions, with all the ability to love that every man possesses. But that had been plated over with the exterior Sam Walker. The exterior Sam Walker, the facade he presented to the world, was that of a businessman, a computer that knew its limitations and abilities and was using them for the greatest profit gain.
He had no idea that all of his plating, that every inch of his facade would crumble and fall away.
Soon.
Quite soon now.. .
* * *
When Sam went into the office after breakfast, Linda Mock was not there. The only person in the place was Jenny Sansom. She was pounding away at an electric typewriter, reading from a typists' stand next to her right arm. She made pretty good time on the keys, and he stood watching her, enjoying her proficiency. Suddenly, she seemed to become aware of his presence. She whirled her head, looked up at him. The expression on her face was one of total hatred. Her eyes were narrowed, her nostrils flared almost like the nostrils of a wild animal in rabid madness. Her lips were firm, tight against her teeth. Every muscle in her face was strained.
"Any work for me?" he asked.
"There are some forms on the counter, on the nail." She glared at him; her tone of voice was bitter - she made no attempt to conceal her animosity.
"Where's Linda?" he asked, going to the counter, lifting the four slips up and reading them spottily.
"I wouldn't know."
"You're her secretary."
"I'm not her nursemaid."
He tucked the work slips into his shirt pocket and went behind the counter to Jenny's desk. He sat on the edge of it, looked down at her. "Why don't we be friends?" he asked.
She started typing again.
He reached to the floor socket and ripped the machine's plug loose. "Like I said, why don't we be friends?"
"I've got work to do," she said.
"So have I. But it would be a whole lot pleasanter around here if we could be nice to each other." He smiled, stared her in the eyes. She could not manage to return the gaze. She looked at the dead keyboard instead. "Friends are so much better than enemies."
"I can't get my work done with you here. Would you plug me in, please?" Her voice was cold, evenly measured. It was plain that she did not know how to cope with the situation.
"I'll do more than plug you in," he said, grinning. "Why don't you let me turn you on?"
"What...."
Before she could speak, he leaned forward and cupped her breasts in his hands, squeezed them through the bra. He slipped two fingers between the buttons of her blouse and down the bra cup, fingered her nipple. She leaned toward him, her face slack, her mouth open, confused. Her nipple hardened beneath his touch. Then, abruptly, she pulled away and fended off his hands. "You pig!" she hissed.
"I just like women," he said. "I guess the same goes for you, huh?"
"I know about the Markwell girl," she said. "And sooner or later I'll catch you with her."
"What are you talking about, Jenny?" He knew his face showed puzzlement as genuine as any face could register the emotion.
"You know damn well," she snapped.
"I'm afraid I don't."
She looked at him now, vicious, a frightened animal anxious to strike back with all her equipment, all her deadly tools. First, he had come in and taken Linda away from her. Apparently, other summers, Linda Mock had been Jenny's lover exclusively. Next, he had dared to arouse the latent bi-sexual urges that she had fought her entire life to keep down. He wondered why she chose lesbian relationships rather than a man-woman set-up. Whatever the reason, she would be a wildcat when the chance came.
"I'll get you," she said, malevolent as any woman he had ever seen, her teeth bared.
He shrugged and went to the door. As he was about to go out, he turned around and said, "You have very nice little breasts. They aren't huge like Linda's - but nice just the same. I think, if you were handled correctly, you would be a very good lover - for a man."
She called him a sonofabitch as he closed the door between them.. .
* * *
Brenda Markwell spat out the mouthwash, then took in another swallow, swished it around and around, cleansing her tongue and gums and lips of the taste of his anus. When there was nothing but a fresh peppermint mist in her mouth, she stopped the cleansing process.
Now, after she had been satisfied, she could again think clearly. As always, she tried to discover why she was a masochist, why she liked her men to abuse her, to treat her as a loathsome animal form and not as a woman. She had often attempted self-analysis, but had never come close to discovering her problem or the root of it. It was no different this time.
Had she been able to look into the past, she would have been able to understand, to come to grips with the trauma that had warped her life and had made her what she was today. And knowing the trauma and the basis of her hang-ups, she could have solved some of her problem. But the incident that had warped her life had been effectively blocked from her conscious mind. It was too terrible a thing for her to recall, so she pretended that it had never happened.
A psychiatrist could have probed for that trauma. She knew this, certainly. Yet she would not go to a psychiatrist. Her subconscious preferred not to have to face that hidden memory - even with medical help.
The thing had happened when she was eleven years old. Six years ago. She had managed to forget it within a year. After the initial scene in her bedroom, her parents had refused ever to speak of it again. That sort of unhealthy attitude only served to make it easier for Brenda to conceal the incident from herself, let it fester in her subconscious, let it grow into a many-tentacled beast that would strangle the remainder of her life.
She had been in her bedroom, standing before the full-length mirror in the wall at the foot of her bed. She was a well-developed girl for such a tender age, though still quite a child. Her breasts had begun to bud, and they swelled delicately, charmingly, their little rosebud noses straining toward the ceiling. Her body was downy soft, streamlined, smooth, combining all the sexuality of a precocious child and an experienced woman. Between her creamy, sweet thighs, she was beginning to grow a patch of soft golden down over her sex lips. She was one of the few girls in her class who had reached this stage. In gym, the others looked at her growing thatch and whispered about her, envious. Now, she ran her fingers through that new hair, dared to touch the sweet, chubby slit of her sex. A thrill swept up her body, and she bent slightly to accommodate it.
Suddenly, there was a knock at the door, and it swung open. She whirled, confronted her uncle who had come to visit them for the Thanksgiving holidays. She was so surprised that she did not even think to cover her breasts or thatch.
He stood in the open doorway, smiling at her, though the smile was frozen in place. He was young, not quite thirty. She had always had a crush on him, had always been his favorite niece. He looked so handsome now, so grown up and intelligent and knowing, that she felt ridiculous, standing bare before him. She blushed.
To her surprise, Uncle Leonard closed the door and stood inside, still looking at her. "Well, I didn't know my little Brenda was getting so big," he said.
She relaxed. She had thought he would make fun of her, and she could not have borne that. Now, knowing he appreciated her budding sexuality, she thrust her hips forward a bit, a supremely innocent gesture, the mark of a child wanting praise.
"I didn't know you wore a bra," he said.
"I'm almost twelve. I been wearing one for a year or so." She was conscious of her pink nipples. They had grown turgid, were straining as if to launch themselves off her breasts.
"You don't say."
She made a face, wondering if he was about to tease her. "I need a bra!" she said defensively. "I really need one. I'm not like the girls who wear them and have nothing."
He came across to where she stood and looked down at her breasts. "I can see that," he said.
"You aren't kidding me, are you, Uncle Leo?"
He touched her breasts with his fingers, gently, softly. "No," he said.
As he moved his fingers on her nipples, she felt chills sweeping up her back. Her knees went soft, like jelly. She had always wondered what it would be like to be touched by an admirer. Now she knew. Her sex lips grew wet, and the inside of her cunny was creamy now. She was a little frightened, but more curious than anything else.
"And you're growing up other places," he said, looking down to her golden fur.
"Not many of the other girls have any hair yet," she said.
"A really big girl," he said. He dropped a hand to the bottom of her round belly, tangled his fingers in her pubic hair.
"You make me feel funny," she said, shivering. Her little tits bobbled enticingly.
"You want me to stop."
She hesitated. "I - I don't - think so."
"Good," he said, sighing heavily. "'Cause Uncle Leo doesn't want to stop either." He lifted her quickly, as he had when she was even a much smaller child, laid her on the bed. He sat beside her, alternately caressing her breasts and her fur, sliding his hands over the thrilling smoothness of her body.
She purred for him.
"Have you ever seen between a boy's legs?" he asked, his voice thick now, his words slightly slurred. His hand trembled on her fabulous child-flesh.
"Yes," she said. "A boy who came here for a party. My birthday party. Down on the south lawn, we were playing hide and seek, and he and I hid together. He took his thing out of his pants and let me touch it."
He moaned slightly, caressing her faster. "Would you like to touch mine?" he asked.
"Sure, Uncle Leo!" she cried, excited now.
He unbuckled his trousers, pulled down the zipper. He dropped his trouser and shorts around his ankles. His ramrod was huge, bigger than even he had ever seen it. "There," he said, holding it in his hand, feeling the beat of his blood in it.
She sat up, reached out a tiny-fingered hand to take hold of it. When her fingers laced about the base, the beast jumped and kicked in her hand. She giggled. "His wasn't anywhere near this big, Uncle Leo."
"No," he said. "It wouldn't be."
"Can I touch it all over."
He was breathing very heavily now. "Yes," he said. "Anywhere you want, kitten."
She ran her hands over the staff, pulled at the red knob, spread the meatus as if secrets were contained in the tube beyond. She let her fingers wander down to his balls. "He hardly had any hair here," she said.
"Who?"
"The boy who let me touch his thing."
He moved onto the bed, laid down beside her. He moved into a sixty-nine position and fingered her. She gasped, squeezed his prick. For a moment, he thought he would explode, but he managed to fend off the climax. He fingered her more and more, until her little body was twisting through wild gyrations. When she came, he shot into her hands, made her fingers sticky with his cream.
He had not lost his hard. It beat as solidly as ever. The sensations of the situation were enough to keep him perpetually erect. He moved down to give the delicious child a good job of cunnilingus. She was writhing, kicking as his tongue probed her slit, clutching her own little tits with her sperm-slimed hands. Her nipples were milky with his cream. She bucked, bounced, was near to a second orgasm, when the door opened and her mother entered the room with a package that had come for Brenda in the mail.
Her mother had screamed. Her father had thrown his brother out of the house after nearly killing him with a series of horrid blows to the face that left Leo black and blue for weeks. Then she was beaten until welts raised on her plump little behind. They called her names and made her understand what a slut she had been. For six months afterwards, she spent an hour every evening, after supper, with their parish priest. He instilled in her a loathing for the things she had done, an understanding of her lewdness.
Yet she continued to have sex. There was no way her priest or her parents could convince her that it was not fun. She liked the feel of the organ pumping her, of all the other ways it could be done. All that the priest achieved was a trauma that left her a warped young woman. She could not give up sex, for she enjoyed it too much. Yet she had a tremendous backlog of guilt building in her, more with each orgasm she experienced. Eventually, she came to realize that she would not feel too guilty if her sex partner humiliated her. If he made her crawl and grovel, it was like a penance for the sin of intercourse. Thus the masochism developed.
The Puritanical parents and the narrow-minded priest had failed to make her a morally acceptable young lady and had, instead, ruined any chance she had at a healthy sex life. Of course, her Uncle Leo had not been laudable in trying to have sex with his own niece. Yet if they had not been disturbed by the accidental appearance of Brenda's mother, he would probably have treated her gently, would have introduced her into the world of sex in much better fashion than most girls are initiated. His crime, in one way, was less heinous than that of her mother and father.
But now, Brenda could remember none of this. It was there, down in her Id, buried in her subconscious. She would be an extremely lucky girl if she ever managed to ferret it out and solve her problems. At least, she had come to grips with her perversions and had learned to live with them. Even now, she was a healthier girl than her mother had ever been.
CHAPTER SEVEN
Susan was waiting beside the rugged dirt road that led up to the reservoir, back among the trees he could not see her. When the jeep was about a hundred yards off, she stepped into the open and waved.
He pulled up alongside her, reached over and opened the door for her. She clambered in, leaned over and kissed him. It was a mildly passionate kiss, but it was enough to start his muscles aching in all the proper places. She was dressed in shorts, white and very tight. He could make out her Mound of Venus, straining against the cotton. She wore a halter top out of which half of her moonlike breasts peeped. She was as stunning as he had remembered her yesterday. The greatest knockout he had ever seen.
"Do I turn you on?" she asked.
He squeezed the breast nearest him, bulged it even farther put of the blue and white check halter. "Even your voice turns me on," he said. When she laughed, he shifted gears, let out on the clutch, and took the jeep up the bumpy mountain trail toward the camp reservoir.
It was a beautiful day. The sunshine slanted through the trees, catching what dust was held in the air and lighting it like fragments of diamonds. They did not need to talk yet. They enjoyed the view.
He parked by the pumps at the water, and they walked hand-in-hand along the sand, their shoes left behind them at the jeep. She was a super-dazzling wench in the sunlight, her black hair reflecting bits of golden light, her eyes sparkling the greenest green imaginable. She asked him about his college life, what he was doing there, what he expected to do when he got out. He told her about film making, about his plans for Hollywood, for working his way up through a major studio. He had big plans, and she did not laugh at them as most people did.
After a while, after walking several times around the little lake, they talked about her. Her father was big in frozen foods. He had started one of the very first companies. He had expanded into other things, picking up stock in major companies like most people acquired trading stamps. She loved her parents, though she admitted she knew little about them. She expected to go to some girl's college next to some ivory-walled boy's university. Though there was a year of high school to finish yet. What she would take in college was a mystery. She liked literature and little else. She thought maybe she would like to write. She realized there was not often much money in that occupation, but she was honest enough to admit she didn't have to ever become a real success, for she could live off a fraction of what her inheritance would eventually be.
Sam waited for her to become amorous, to touch him, so as to be touched. That was the way women were to act. She should have been bound to him. She had said that he was a fantastic lover, had made her come more often than ever before. Yet she seemed unconcerned about whether or not they would make it today. When four o'clock came and they had spent an hour talking, he finally broached the subject himself. He pulled her into his arms and kissed her, worked his tongue into her mouth.
Although she had not seemed interested, she responded easily now. Her arms went around him, and she shoved her enormous knockers against him. Her fingers found the buttons of his shirt and worked them open. She allowed her halter to be unsnapped. It fell away onto the sand.
He sucked breath at the sight of her breasts. They were beautiful, more beautiful than he had remembered. He bent and kissed them, took the chocolate drop nipples between his lips and chewed them into ridiculous erection.
She pushed him back and took his shirt off, then unzipped his pants, reached in and brought forth his stick. "I was afraid it might have shrunk," she said, laughing.
"As you can see...."
She stroked it. "Yes, yes." She dropped to the sand, stretched out for him.
He knelt beside her, slowly stripped her of her shorts. She was not wearing any panties. "Dirty little girl," he said, making a tching noise with his tongue.
She giggled. "I read it in a book somewhere, about this girl who never wore any panties. She eventually became a nun."
"You're religious?"
She motioned for him to get out of his pants. He complied. She sat up and took his swollen meat in her hands and caressed it lovingly. "I could see this every day for the rest of my life and still not get used to it. It's so thick. Like it was overweight and then someone beat it with a hammer to spread it out."
"The worst beating it's gotten, Suzy, is when you smashed it up in that sweet little tunnel of yours." He worked a finger into her sweet, dripping honey cunt.
"Ahhhh," she said. She arched her back a bit, making her creamy tits jut up at him like twin mountains. He buried his face in them while he fingered her.
"I want to be fucked," she said in a little voice that caught in the back of her throat.
"My pleasure," he said.
She spread her astoundingly lovely thighs and engulfed his big organ on the first lunge, up to his hilt.
He tightened his stomach muscles and used his sphincter muscles to draw up on his balls. If he didn't take precautions right off, this fabulous cunny would drain him in minutes. Methodically, he pumped her, taking the longest strokes possible. Sinking to the base of his shaft, his testicles crammed against the split labia of her slit. He held onto her big breasts, gripping them tightly, while he plunged her, much like a cowboy holding onto a saddle horn.
She threw her long legs about him, beat at his back with them. "Uhhhh-oh!" she cried bumping and grinding with a solid, joyous orgasm.
He continued to stroke, faster than ever. He knew she must not be allowed to go down. It was easier to give her successive orgasms if he were already just below a high peak. And she exploded once more, the walls of her tunnel clutching his stick and trying to milk it.
He pulled out of her and slid down, buried his head between her legs, bit at the flesh of her thighs, leaving little red teeth marks on the sensuous curves. Then his tongue was teasing her secret flesh, and he was leading her on, further and further until she made it again. He moved up then, sitting on his knees, one to either side of her waist, caressing her boobs. His hot prick jutted out like a steel ingot.
Her face was the most exciting he had ever seen. It spoke of sex, of oral contact, of new heights of sensation. He longed to take his meat and stuff her pretty, innocent mouth with it. But that could come later. Now, he had to carry through with his plans.
"You didn't make it?" she asked.
"I guess maybe I'm worried about too much. But I can give you a few more rides."
She looked concerned. "What are you worried about?"
"It's none of your concern. Just enjoy yourself."
She rolled her head back and forth on the sand, her dark hair spilling out in an aura around her. "Now that's stupid. How can I have fun when you are too worried about something to come?"
"I'm sorry I said anything."
"Tell me, Sam. I ought to know. Maybe I can help you."
He made a show of deciding whether or not to say anything. "It's some bills I have at college," he said. "They gave me credit at the bookstore and dining hall. But my payment schedule is behind. Now they say I either have to pay in full or not come back next year."
"I can help you with money," she said. "I wouldn't want to ask."
"Why not? How much do you need."
"I couldn't...."
"Oh, hell, Sam! You'll pay me back. Now how much?"
"Say a hundred dollars?" he asked.
"That's all?"
He immediately wished he had quoted a figure at twice or three times that much, but there was no possibility of changing it now and maintaining credibility. "That's all," he said.
She pushed to get up.
"Where you going?" he asked.
"To get it."
"I want to screw you again," he said.
"The money's here," she said.
"You carry that much with you?"
"It's pocket change. I told you daddy was a collector of stocks instead of stamps. I meant it. He's worth something like forty million. You think his daughter can't have a couple hundred to spend when she wants?"
"The idle rich," he said. "But I will appreciate this."
He let her up. She went to her clothes, found her wallet, and extracted some tens and fives. She lifted his jeans and balled the bills up, stuffed them into a pocket. And suddenly froze.. .
She brought her hand out again, but this time she clutched two rolls of money. She laid her own hundred dollars aside, opened the other bills and counted a hundred and twenty. He stood, his erection lost now, and frantically tried to think of some explanation. They were, of course, the bills Brenda Markwell had given him. But he could not tell Susan that. The entire hustler's bit relied on each woman thinking she was the only one. Except in Brenda's case, perhaps. She might like the humiliation of knowing he cared not a damn for her, only for her money. But not Susan. Never Susan. She was a different sort of girl.
"I thought you were broke," she said, holding up the hundred and twenty dollars.
He could think of nothing to say.
"Where did this come from?"
"I...." But there was no more.
"You've been conning me, haven't you, you bastard?"
"Susan, I would never...."
"You stinking sonofabitch. There's nothing lower than you. You imagine yourself a whore, a male whore. You're good, but you are not that good, friend."
She put her own hundred back in her wallet, then began gathering her clothes. He went to her and grabbed her swinging tits. "Susan...."
She batted him away, kicked sand at him. When he made another try, she grabbed a handful of sand and threw it in his face. "Stay away from me!"
"But...."
"You were using me, and I won't ever be used. I'm not ever going to be someone's puppet. No Goddamned prick is so big to make me a slave to it."
"You're talking nonsense," he insisted. But he made no attempt to grab her.
"Where'd you get the money? What girl was it?"
"Look, Susan...."
"You're sick," she said, making a face at him. Even grimaced, her features were lovelier than those of any woman - common or movie star - in the world. In his world, at least. "You didn't feel a thing between us, did you? You really weren't interested in balling me just for the sake of balling me. It was all a game. No, not a game. More sinister than that. It was a business venture. You were investing capital in hope of a gain. Your capital was your Goddamned cock. And your gain was to be my money. You're sick, man. Dismally sick."
She was dressed now. She started to walk away.
"I'll drive you down. Wait till I dress," he called after her.
"I'll walk," she shouted over her shoulder.
"It's a mile down there!"
"I don't care if it's fifty miles."
"Wait!"
But she didn't wait.
He ran after her a few steps before realizing he was naked. He went back to his clothes, dressed, and ran to the jeep. She was just passing it. "Let's talk about this a minute," he said.
"Nothing to talk about. And you don't have to worry about my turning you in. I don't want anyone to know I fell for your rotten come-on. Just leave me alone."
"Susan, will you let me speak?"
She kept walking.
Her ripe ass bounced and swayed.
"Susan!"
Then she was gone around the bend in the trail, out of sight, out of reach.
He got in the jeep and sat a while, thinking. He did not consider the lost money for some time, and when he did think of it was surprised that that was not the major thing that bothered him. What he chiefly wanted was to be with her. She could keep her hundred dollars. But there was no way to approach her, to talk her out of this rejection of him. For she was right. He had been using her. And there was no lie to change that.
"Shit!" he hissed, and started the engine of the jeep. He pulled away from the reservoir and down the dusty trail. To hell with High and Mighty Susan Calderwood-Logan. There was plenty of other quim and other quim was usually not adverse to paying him. He didn't need that little piece of ass. Not in the least. Brenda Markwell was paying well. And though there might be a limit to how much he could safely drain her for, there were other chicks running around horny too.
When he passed Susan, he revved the engine, threw dirt and stones back over her.
He didn't need her at all. Did he?
CHAPTER EIGHT
In the dining hall, he found he could eat only a very little. His stomach was queasy, and he was strangely depressed. He thought that it had to do with losing Susan, but then struck that idea from his mind. She was only another mark, nothing more. He couldn't afford to let himself get hungup on her. Still, he ate little.
On the way out, he met Linda Mock who was coming in to eat. He stopped her, a hand on her shoulder. "I shook that headache," he said.
She grinned. "Good for you. I wanted to talk about some maintenance problems with you. I'll be down later."
He smiled, left her there, and walked back to his cabin.
He stripped, showered, creamed his skin and washed the lotion off, did his exercises. He stretched out on the bed with a paperback and tried to lose himself in a good mystery story. But every few paragraphs, he would find his mind wandering, find himself remembering the slope, the curvaceous tilt of Susan's breasts, or the long lines of her perfect legs, or the rounded cheeks of her ass that fit so nicely in his hands.
When Linda came in an hour later, his prick was standing like a flagpole, though he still struggled to concentrate on the book. She laughed, ran lightly across to the bed and grabbed the lance. "You were thinking of me," she said, bending and kissing it.
He tossed the book aside and raised his hips, pushing the rod into her mouth an inch or so. She worked on it with expertise, sucking it so tightly that it seemed she would strip the skin off layer by precious layer. Then she stopped and looked up. "It was me you were thinking about, wasn't it?"
"Who else turns me to stone?"
She chuckled and stood, quickly undressed and laid on top of him, his iron cock pressed between their bellies. He bent his head forward just a bit and gnawed at her tits, thumbing the nipples to make them hard as bullets.
"What did you say to Jenny today?" Linda asked.
"Why?"
"She ran a two hour tirade against you when I came back to the office this morning."
He bit her breasts again, nuzzled them. "I just told her she could make some man a very good lover if she tried."
Linda laughed, showing a lot of bright teeth. "That's cruel, but it's still funny."
"She didn't think so."
"I know." She rolled on him, turning his cock back and forth between them. "Poor Jenny is so hungup on her girl-loving."
"You make it both ways?" he said.
"Don't you?"
"Just once," he said.
She slid forward and shook her boobs in his face, slapping him with them. "You should run both ways. You don't know what you're missing."
"Yes I do."
"Oh, you sucked one cock," she said. "What does that prove?"
"Proves I didn't like it."
She shook her hair. "Proves nothing. How was it when you fucked your first girl? Wasn't tremendous, was it."
He laughed. "No. As a matter-of-fact, I thought about giving it up."
"So what makes you think the first cock you sucked was the best you'd ever have? Two guys making it is cool in a way."
"You're ahead of me."
"You're just hung up. You should swing more than you do. Not necessarily more times, but in more ways."
"Well," he said, putting his arms around her, crushing her firm body to him, "how about settling for doing it straight?"
"Agreed."
He rolled her over, climbed onto her. He slid the thick rod into her box without lubricating it. It caught a few times, but he merely rammed harder until it broke through into her well.
"Ungghhh," she said, clinging to him. "There's nothing at all wrong with the straight way."
He stroked, wanting very badly to spurt into her. He had held himself this morning with Brenda, again with Susan. He had not lost any of his vital energies, but now it was essential to get rid of them so that he could forget Susan's body, forget the tightness of her crotch soup. Otherwise, he would not get to sleep.
"You're tearing me up!" she moaned. "No, don't slow down. Shred my cunt with that thing! Pound it in!"
He pounded it in. But though she exploded and her creamy liquids ran down her thighs, wet his own balls, Sam could not ejaculate. He could keep a hard, but he could not get rid of it. He tried thinking of Susan, tried imagining this was her that he was buried in. He envisioned her tits, but the vision was replaced by the slightly smaller, slightly less up-thrust tits of Linda. He tried to see Susan's face where this girl's was, but he had no luck. At last, dejected, he pulled out of her and rolled onto his back.
They laid there, talking inconsequentialities until, his hard now gone, she left for the night. When she was gone, he got out of bed and brought back a bottle of concord grape wine he had been keeping in the half refrigerator in the kitchen. He poured a glassful and drank it. If there was no other way, he would get blasted. At least, he would sleep.
* * *
There was a point during the long evening hours when he began to have trouble with his movements. His tongue felt thick, and his eyes were watery. It was the middle of a heavy drunk. The wine was gone, and so were three of his remaining cans of beer. He opened the fourth can and worked on it.
This was supposed to have been a skin summer. Plenty of screwing and money. But it was turning into something else. Because of...Of Susan.
But he refused to think about that.
So he drank.
That beer and another.
Sometime after that, his actions became unclear even to himself. They seemed disjointed. Each act was a quantum moment in time. Seconds seemed like minutes. Then, at other times, minutes seemed like seconds. Each thing he did was separated by blank periods of time wherein he was either asleep or all but unconscious.
Item: He was on his way to Brenda Markwell's cabin. If he could not manage to shoot into Linda, he could find release in Brenda. Sweet little Brenda. Coming into the kitchen with her little tits hanging out. Pretending not to care. Little Brenda with piss dripping off those tits. Little Brenda, warped, sick little Brenda could make him shoot. But then he remembered her roommate would be there at I night, and he stopped, standing in the woods, weaving, try to think. At last, he turned and started back toward the main area of the camp, walked into a period of blankness.. .
Item: He was in the office, had entered with his key. He was standing in the dark office, looking through the files of the girls who had registered at the camp. When he found Susan's name, he committed her cabin number to memory. He put the files away and went to the door. At the door, he could hot remember whether he had put the files away or not. It would not do to let Linda or old lady Worley know he had been snooping. He went back to check. When he reached the door again, he had forgotten what he had found. Were the files away or laid out? He started back, hoping that this was not the Twilight Zone.. .
Item: He was standing outside of Brenda's cabin. He moved alongside it, looking in the windows. At last, he saw her. She was sleeping on top of the sheets, for it was a warm night. She wore no pajamas. He studied her body, felt his penis growing rigid. He wanted to go in to her, to hold her. But her roommate was there also. And if he was caught, he would lose his chance to hustle Brenda and other chicks. He turned and stepped into the darkness.. .
Item: He was standing next to a pine tree, pissing. For a moment, the trunk was transformed into Brenda Markwell.
Item: He was before a strange cabin. For a moment, he could not recall where he was. Then he remembered that he had looked up two names in the files. Jenny Sansom lived in this cabin during the summer. He went to the door and tested it. It was locked. He put his weight against it, but it held. He stood there in the night.. .
Item: He was prying at the window to the living room of Jenny Sansom's cabin. It creaked, gave a bit. He slid his fingers under the tiny crack that had opened, shoved the window up. It made a dry rasping sound in the cool darkness. He went through, moving surprisingly quietly for a man in his condition. He went through the shadow-filled living room into the bedroom where she was nestled in sheets. He stood, watching her sleep, then moved to her, took the corner of the covers, and lifted them away from her, dropped them to the bottom of the bed. Still, she did not wake. He stood over her.. .
Item: She was wearing nothing, her small, dark body very fragile against the white sheets. He reached down and placed a hand on her thigh, moved it slowly up to cup her little cunny mound. She mumbled, rolled completely onto her back. He put his first finger into her soup and slowly twirled it around and around. Abruptly, she opened her eyes.. .
Item: She started to scream. He clamped his other hand over her mouth. They met each other's eyes and locked their gazes.
Item: His finger revolving in her cunny, revolving and revolving until she began to react, until he could feel her cunt contracting with pleasure.. .
Item: Her eyes. They softened as he worked his finger.
Item: "Will you scream if I release your mouth, Jenny?" he asked her. When she shook her head negatively, he released his hand and slipped his mouth over hers, darted his tongue into her lips, between her teeth. She did not react, just laid there, trying to stifle the rising excitement in her sparse body. When he pulled away from her and began to unbuckle his trousers, she said: "Will you hurt me?"
"No, love," he said.
"You can do whatever you want," she said. "Just don't kill me, please."
He looked down at her when he was naked. "I only want to love you. I won't kill you."
She could only say it over and over: "Do whatever you want to me, but please don't kill me. Don't kill me."
Item: Sam got into bed with her.
Item: "This will be good," he said. "Wait. You'll see." He worked with her cunny until it was dripping, went down on her and ate her until she erupted, moaning, crying but ecstatic.
"I'll be gentle," he said. "Do you have any Vaseline." She didn't, but she had some unobnoxious hand cream, and he worked a glob of that into her pie. Then he lubricated his big staff and gently, gently, very gently worked it into the channel of her pleasure.
Item: She was crying, but less and less as he stroked her. He worked his meat softly as if she were but a child. She had been fucked before, for she was broken, but she was tight from inexperience and did not know how to move to complement his strokes. He fondled her tiny breasts as he worked his dick, and he felt the buds grow, swell, reach a peak just as she came for a second time. And a third.
Item: Sam clung to her, dizzy with liquor, unable to see straight or to know just what he was doing. But he did know that he had forgotten Susan. He was going to shoot. He stroked several quick thrusts, shuddered as the thick load of semen burst out of his organ. "Jenny, Jenny," he whispered in her ear. "You're draining me dry, Jenny." He burst twice, then spurted only droplets until his cock had shrunk and fallen out of her.
Item: He was dressed again. She was naked. She was lying on the cooled sheets, a hand to her crotch, holding herself not so much in pain as in disbelief. He left her there, went out into darkness.. .
Item: He was in his own bed. He felt depleted. He tried to think why he was so relaxed when earlier he had been so terribly uptight. But sleep stole in and claimed him before he could dredge up a suitable answer.. .
Item: He had changed. He had met Susan, had had his character dissected and laid out for him, and had found himself unpleasant. And now, perhaps even without his conscious knowledge, something was greatly different.. .
CHAPTER NINE
It was a dreamless sleep for Sam Walker.
When he woke the next morning, he laid very still, waiting for the hangover headache that would soon crash down on him. But it did not come. He moved his head experimentally and was pleased that he was only a mite dizzy, nothing more. He looked at the clock beside the bed, then sat bolt upright. It was eleven-thirty! He had slept through the entire morning!
There was a rattling noise, and he realized that was what had wakened him. Otherwise, he would have slept on. Someone was knocking on the door outside. He pulled on his jeans and ran fingers through his hair, untangling it. He went quickly through the main room, unlocked the door, and looked out at Linda Mock and her secretary Jenny Sansom. Linda pushed by him, leading Jenny by the hand.
"Close the door," she said.
He closed it and turned to them. "What's the matter?" But he knew what it was about without asking any questions. Jenny Sansom was crying, holding a Kleenex up to her small face, but looking at him around the edges of it.
"Is what she says true?" Linda asked. Her face was set in hard lines that he had never seen before.
"What does she say?" he asked.
Linda pushed Jenny into a chair, then came back to face him. "She didn't come into the office this morning. I didn't think much about it until a little before eleven. Then I went down to her cabin. She was so upset it took twenty minutes for me to find out what she was saying."
"Which was?" Sam asked.
"That you broke in last night and raped her."
"That's what she said?"
"Is she telling the truth?" Linda leaned toward him, belligerent now, demanding.
"Not exactly," he said.
"But you did fuck her?"
Linda slapped him hard, twice. Her palm print remained on each of his cheeks. "Get out before supper. Pack up, go into town, and then keep going."
"Jenny," he said to the little woman sitting behind Linda.
"Don't go near her," Linda snapped. "She was right about you." She tried to slap his face again, but he grabbed her wrists, twisted her arm, and pitched her sideways onto the couch. He bent next to Jenny Sansom, took her hands away from her face.
"Stop it!" Linda snarled.
"Oh, shut up," Sam said disgustedly. "You either didn't get the entire story or she didn't tell it plainly enough."
"What do you mean?"
He traced the line of Jenny's delicate jaw with his fingers. "You reacted to me, Jenny. It wasn't rape."
"You would have killed me," she said.
"Not at all. You knew better. You climaxed, Jenny. More than once. You liked it. You made it."
"No," she said, trying to look miserable.
"What are you trying to do to her?" Linda asked.
"I told you to shut up."
"But...."
"SHUT UP!"
And she did.
He turned his attention back to Jenny. "Look at me, Jenny." When she faced him, he took her chin in one hand and kissed her lightly on the lips. She didn't object. When his tongue penetrated her mouth, she tried to pull away for only a moment. Tentatively, then, her own tongue slid between his teeth. "You're lovely," he said, breaking the kiss. "You're as good as any women. You can enjoy it like any woman. You were too tight. Something hung you up, lover." He continued the kiss, his hands falling to her breasts, squeezing them gently.
"I'll be damned," Linda said.
He opened Jenny's blouse and took out her breasts, shoving her bra above them. He rolled the nipples in his palm, and they grew stiff. Then she had her arms around him, crying, but with happiness. Carefully, he pulled away her blouse, unhooked and removed her bra.
"I guess I should leave," Linda said.
"Stay," he told her.
"The three of us?" Jenny asked, her voice trembling.
"Yes," he said. "It shouldn't matter. We love each other, at least a little. There's nothing to be ashamed of."
Gently, he removed the rest of Jenny's clothes, then his own. When the three of them were naked, he drew Jenny to the floor, directed her to stretch out. He moved his head over her crotch, went down on her. His tongue found her feminine perfume, lapped it. The smell of her made his already stiff organ jerk.
"I want in on this," Linda said.
He nodded. "Jenny, sit in the chair. I can eat out from there."
When she was in the chair, he knelt before her and tongued her pretty hole. Linda stretched under him and took his bloated cock in her mouth, began working on him. Jenny looked down, amazed as the stiff meat probed her female lover's mouth. When she had come, she said, "Can I suck you?"
He grinned. "I think that can be arranged."
They all moved to the floor, in a rough ring. Jenny slipped his pecker into her mouth. Her eyes went wide when she found how big it was. Then she worked with it, trying to please him, her little cheeks full of his meat, ballooned out.
Next in line was Linda. His face was between her legs, and he sucked at the button of her clit, had her squirming and cooing. Linda, completing the daisy chain, had her face in Jenny's crotch, was performing lesbian love on her.
Jenny whimpered. "God, God, God...." Then she attacked Sam's root with more vigor than ever.
He raised his head, using his fingers to work on Linda, and looked around at the tangle of arms and legs, the fiercely working mouths and organs. Flesh slid over flesh; bodies bucked and jumped as the right nerves were licked, pinched, sucked; legs kicked; hips writhed; Linda's breasts quivered, one flattened against the floor. Sam realized that this was different. This was not the same sort of sex he was accustomed to. For one thing, there was no profit motive. He was not trying to bind either of these women to him, not any more. Furthermore, he was not only trying to get pleasure himself - but to give it for the sake of giving. He wanted to please Linda and Jenny. Not to collect money from them later, but for the sheer joy of pleasing them. It was a totally new experience for him, and he marveled at it as he lowered his head back to Linda's hole and made love to her with his mouth.
In a moment, she came, and he followed, quickly, blasting his heavy load far into Jenny's mouth. The little woman gagged, but continued to suck, swallowing the gooey juice until he had no more to offer her, until he was bone dry in his bone.
When they had finished and were depleted, they laid together on the floor, idly fondling one another, thrilling to the sweet softness of each other's genitals, of each others muscles and flesh. Eventually, the conversation drifted to Jenny, to the change in her. Both Sam and Linda were curious about why she had never been able to make it with men before, and slowly, in pieces, the story came out of her.. .
Jenny Sansom's family had immigrated to the United States four years before she was born. She became a citizen, actually, before her parents. Her father owned a small grocery in Philadelphia, a hole-in-the-wall place that had a delicatessen section and supported them mildly well only because the old man kept it open twelve hours a day, seven days a week to catch even the smallest purchase. Jenny was the last born of the four Sansom children and grew up in the grocery and the apartment above it where the family lived.
When she was four, two of her older siblings died from food poisoning. She had become terribly ill, but somehow had survived the ordeal. The only children in the Sansom family now were Jenny and her brother Peto, who was six years older. Her mother and father had made a great show of tears and anguish at the deaths of the others, had hardly been able to bear the funeral. Yet Jenny was always somewhat certain they actually were relieved that the number of mouths to be fed and the number of bodies to be clothed had been so drastically reduced.
When she was seven years old, Jenny was a lovely little girl with dark skin and big, dark eyes. (At this point, both Sam and Linda interrupted to say that she was still lovely.) She was a precocious child, and a very inquisitive one. Everyone said what an attractive girl she would grow up to be. But then things changed for her.. .
She had gotten into a pie which was to be reserved for supper, a peach pie that her mother had made that morning and had put into the refrigerator before lunch with the warning that it was not to be touched until she cut it herself at supper. For the first part of the afternoon, Jenny hung about the refrigerator, opening and closing the door, eyeing the brown-crusted pie. Her mother and father were in the store. It was a Saturday, and her brother was out somewhere with his friends. At last, being a child with little will power, she could not help herself, and she cut a piece of the dessert. She ended up eating two pieces and feeling a little unwell but happy.
When her mother found the violated pie, she did not require much time to discover the culprit. It was decided that her father would have to spank her with the hairbrush. It was the first time for her. She had seen - or, rather heard - her now dead siblings receiving it in time's past, had listened to the sharp slap of wood on flesh when her brother Peto had trespassed. She was frightened, but it was a trait of hers not to even seem cowardly. When her father led her into her parent's bedroom and closed the door, she did not snivel.
She wanted to.
How she wanted to!
Her father instructed her to lie across his knees while he sat on the bed. He was a big man, with arms like cords of wood, hands so large that one of them could completely conceal her tiny face. He held the standard hairbrush in one of those hands now, and waited for her to comply. She crawled up and stretched out, gritting her little, sharp teeth and waiting for the first explosion of pain.
Her father pulled up the dress she was wearing, rolled her cotton underpants down to her knees. She was surprised at this, for she had not known it was to be a bare spanking. She was confused and a little embarrassed.
Then the hairbrush bit into her flesh, and she had no room for embarrassment.
Only pain.
Crack!
Again and again, he slammed the wood home until she could no longer control herself, stoic though she was. She burst into tears and wailed loudly with the childish hope she could stir some sympathy in him. But she did not achieve that goal, of course. After a dozen more whacks, he finally did stop. There was a pause while she waited to see if there was more. Then she felt his big hands on her plump little behind. At first, she did not understand that this was not part of the punishment. But it felt good, soothed some of the pain, and she quieted while he massaged her cute flesh.
His fingers slid down between her ass cheeks, down the smooth crack of the fatty lips of her little sex. One finger entered the edges of it, and she felt a slow, pleasant tingling. He worked the finger until she was dizzy.
When he withdrew it, she put a hand back and pressed his fingers to the wetness again.
He tickled her more.
Then, there was a knock at the bedroom door, her mother. Her father pushed her off his lap, and she fell to the floor just as her mother came in. Her father lectured her severely, as did her mother. She knew, innately, that it was not wise to mention what he had done, where he had touched her - though she did not fully understand his actions. She thought about it that night and found she could achieve much the same feeling he had given her by using her own little finger on her second set of lips.
That night, two weeks before her eighth birthday, lying alone in the darkness of her tiny, stuffy bedroom, she experienced her first orgasm, though it was on a mild order compared to that a full grown woman could experience.
Still, it was a turning point in her life.
She fell asleep with her hand between her legs.. .
Two days later, on a Monday, after school, she was alone in the apartment again. Peto had gone out to meet friends, and her mother and father were downstairs in the store. She was reading, in the shadowy living room, when her father came in. He stood in the archway between the living room and kitchen, watching her. She asked him how the business was in the store. He did not answer her, but stood, staring intently, until she felt distinctly uncomfortable.
At last, he said, "Come here." He went to a chair, sat, waiting for her.
She knew better than to ask why or to refuse. She got up, put her book down, and went to him. He put his hands on her chest, but finding no breasts, he moved them to her bare legs. "Have any boys touched you here?" he asked her, moving a hand to the crotch of her panties.
"Only you!" she said.
He slapped her. She stumbled, fell onto the floor on her rump.
"You tell no one that!" he snarled. "If anyone asks, I have never touched you. You say nothing. You hear me? Hear me?"
"Yes," she said, holding her cheek where his hand had left a crimson stinging imprint.
"Stand up," he said.
She stood up.
"Come here."
She walked to him.
He put his hands on her legs again, caressed her small thighs. His fingers found the elastic of her cotton panties, and he pulled them down, made her step out of them. He unbuttoned the front of her dress, baring her. She had no breasts, and her gentle mound of venus was hairless. Still, he worked a finger into her tiny slit, watching her face.
She closed her eyes and clung to his shoulders while he fingered her. She shuddered and whimpered and bit at her lips.
He seemed to grow more excited. He came out of the chair and onto the floor with her. He kept his finger in her child's cunny, but used his free hand to take out his dark prick. It was bursting with the blood of his desire. "Touch it," he said.
She didn't mind. It was the first she had ever seen. She had thought men were like women down there. When she took it, it started like a frightened rabbit in her hands.
He took his hand out of her, dropped his pants and shorts to his ankles, and pushed her face down into his crotch. Without being told, she kissed his organ. When he shoved it at her, she managed to get the head in her mouth.
He directed her to lick it.
When she did, he spouted his cream against the side of her face, a great, gushing explosion of it. When he was finished, and she was curiously wiping the jelly stuff off her, he pushed her down and used the tip of his tongue to make her come.
After that, he avoided her for two months. She had enjoyed herself, and she wanted to make him spout again, have his tongue in her. But she knew she dared not broach the subject. Finally, he came to her again, and they had sex again. After that, he made love to her on an average of once every month for the next two years. It was gentle sex. Chiefly, he wanted to gratify his own lust - but he incidentally gratified her as well. He seemed to have no guilt whatsoever at having sex with his own little daughter. Later, she would find that he was not the sort of man to worry much about what was right or wrong. Statistics would have told her that eighty percent of all sex crimes are committed by immediate relatives; thus, she was no exception.
She was halfway to her eleventh birthday. Her breasts had now begun to bud slightly, though they were almost totally nipples. There were a few strands of dark hairs around the lips of her love box. She was proud of these things and hoped they made her father more happy with her body.
The trouble came on a Saturday, the same day it had started years ago.. .
She was naked in her room with her father. She was able to get more of his large organ into her mouth, and she had begun to milk and swallow what he gave her. He was stretched out, filling her bed, and she was between his hairy legs, hands on his massive thighs, his organ between her lips. He was grumbling as he always did just before ejaculation, and she was preparing herself for his liquid. Abruptly, her brother called her name and thrust open the bedroom door, back long before he should have been.
He stood in the doorway, mouth hanging open.
Her father tried to rise, but he only succeeded in driving his loaded prick further into Jenny's throat, as she had not let go of it.
Her brother smiled, recovered now. "Go on, sis," he said mockingly. "Eat him. I'll wait."
She had never known that what they did was considered wrong by some people. She had known that she was not to talk of it, but she had not necessarily made any connection between oral sex and other's judgment of evil. She saw nothing wrong with continuing to suck her father.
The old man moaned, tried to pull away. She took his actions for lunges, and doubled her sucking frenzy.
Abruptly, he spouted into her mouth, long, drenching explosions of his stuff, and she wallowed it around in her mouth, swallowed it without protest, drew for more.
When she let go of him, his pecker was limp and useless. He rolled to the edge of the bed, looked up at Peto. Her brother had used the last moments of her father's explosions to get out of his clothes. His own pecker was thin and hard, but very long. A snake between his hairless young legs. "Move over, old man," he said.
Peto had not gotten along with their father for years. It was expected that he would leave soon, as quickly as he could get onto some racket in the uptown part of the city where they lived. He was not one bit frightened of the old man, and proved it often. Now, he had something on him that the old man could not afford to let get out. Peto was saying he wouldn't talk if he could screw Jenny too.
Her father stood, let Peto on the bed. "Try some of this cock, sis," he said. "Tastes better than old meat."
She took it in her mouth, wallowed it, held his bag in her hands.
"God!" Peto said. "You've trained her real good in whore mouthing, old man."
Her father stood, watching. His organ was hardening between his legs.
Peto pounded his meat into her face, harder than her father ever had, not caring whether he hurt her, not gentle in any way. When she gagged, he stuffed all the harder.
When she could feel his balls quivering in her hand, he pulled his snake from her lips and pushed her down, spread her legs and fingered her cunt. "Is there room?" he asked her father.
"Don't do it to her," her father said. "I haven't."
"A cherry?" her brother said.
"She's not even eleven yet."
Her brother laughed. "Look who's talking!" He got off the bed, went out into the hall, to the bathroom, came back - long prick swaying before him - with a jar of petroleum jelly. "We'll make it easy on her."
Her father was solidly hard again.
"What are you doing?" Jenny asked as lubricated his staff.
"I'm going to fuck you, sis. You never been really fucked."
He laid down on her, guided the ramrod to her slit. Then, with a heave of his hips, he slammed into her love box. He met membrane, bounced off it. She squealed with pain, and he clamped a hand over her mouth. He rammed his stick into her four times before the hymen burst and he slid home. "Christ what a cunt!" he hissed.
"Please," she said, crying now.
But he wasn't interested in her, only in getting off his rocks, losing his own tension.
Life from that point on until she left home four years later, was a nightmare. While Peto slammed into her bleeding love nook, her father, excited now - acting like the animal he was - came around and fed his prick into her mouth, let her suck him - made her suck him - until Peto groaned and blew his wad into her jelly-jar. She was unbelievably sore. The ache spread up through her guts. But as soon as Peto was out, her father took his staff from her lips, climbed on and thrust deep into the territory Peto had opened. He pumped while Peto took his place, making her work her mouth on his snake, wet with her cunny and blood and his sperm, until he shot again.
They left her on the bed, crying, shivering, and warned her to clean up and say nothing to anyone if she did not want to be hurt, spanked and struck by both of them.
After that, they fucked her any time they got the chance, usually once or twice a week each. Every time - though now and then she came near a climax - they were rough and inconsiderate, beating out their cream, then leaving her. They continually hurt her.
Once, when she tried to tell her mother, she was slapped and called a liar and turned over to her father for handling. And he handled her, making her eat him while he slapped her with the hairbrush across the shoulders and back, leaving bruises that lasted a month.
The penis became an object of fear. She dreamed of it, and in the dreams, it was a knife that sliced her.
A gun that blasted her, ruining her insides.
A prodding steel pole.
A harpoon.
And finally an animal, a wicked, demonish beast separate from the men on whom he grew. It was a thing out to destroy her, and she hated it with every ounce of her being. She was certain it would kill her, and she could do nothing but wait to be reamed too deeply, to start pouring blood out her cunny, to die.. .
When she left home, there were no more men.
But there were women.
And then, Sam.
When she had wakened in her room, she had expected him to kill her with his penis. She had been resigned to death. She had begged him not to kill her with it, but there seemed little hope. Then he had put it between her legs, slid it deep, and had fucked her gently, gently. She had never felt anything as remotely exciting. She had exploded twice with his rod buried in her, and he had left her satiated and without pain.
After she had accepted the fact that she was not dying, she tried to rebuild the hate she had for men. She couldn't do it. She realized she had judged all men on the performance of her father and brother. She had narrowed her mind, had closed out the world, and had tried to be happy as only half a woman. She laid awake all night, fighting with the knowledge that she had wasted much of her youth. She had not been willing to admit that until she had seen Sam here again, in this room. When he had kissed and touched her, she knew the old life must be destroyed.
When she finished her story, she bent to Sam Walker's lap and took his wilted penis in her mouth. She felt it swell against her cheeks.. .
CHAPTER TEN
They drank some, and talked as they sat on the floor of Sam's cabin, and eventually he told his own story. He could see, now, that he had been sick, just as Susan had said. Sick because he did not understand that sex is a display of love. When you love someone, there is no more wonderfully complete method of letting them know, of reassuring them than by giving them your body for pleasure. Sex should never be a tool to extract something from another person. That is subverting what Nature has provided and what your body was originally intended for. He could see where his hang-up had originated, back in his broken home, back with the first girls he had been with. Now, perhaps, he could shake it. For the first time, with Susan Calderwood-Logan, there had been love involved. He had fallen for her that first day and had not understood the emotions raging within him. He had stumbled on, working his con the same way as always. But not only had he met someone he loved, but someone who was too self-controlled to fall for his standard routine.
He had gotten drunk and gone to Jenny. The only way he could explain that was that he felt sorry for her, for her inability to lead a normal life, for her hostility that would not allow her to get all the joy out of her world that she could if she faced it more cheerfully. He must have had some idea of curing her, of showing her she could enjoy herself with a man. It was an absurd idea. Nine times out of ten, it would have failed. In Jenny's case, it worked. And he had enjoyed himself as much as he had with Susan - because, again, love was involved and not just the profit motive.
He understood all this now.
But he still had a bad problem.
Which was Susan Calderwood-Logan.. .
He knew now that he loved her very much, that he respected her. She was the kind of girl-woman he had unconsciously been searching for all these years. She was a match for him, both physically and mentally. To lose her would be the worst event of his life. But he had surely lost her. She had told him he was mentally ill, had told him she did not ever wish to see him again.
"But it can't end here," he said, finishing his confidences with Linda and Jenny.
Linda puckered her lips, preparatory to saying something. She looked prettier than ever now. He thought that is was because he no longer viewed her as an object or a mark for his con, but as a vibrant, complex human being. "Don't let it end," she said.
"What can I do."
"It looks hopeless to me," Jenny said. "But then, if she's as open-minded and free a girl as you say, she should be able to forgive you and to accept the fact that you are trying to change."
"Maybe," he said, unconvinced.
"Tell her you're sorry," Linda said. She crossed one long leg over the other and leaned against the base of the sofa. "Go to her now and tell her you have re-thought the whole thing."
"Sounds too shallow," Sam says. "She'd not even listen to the first two sentences before slamming the door in my face."
"I agree," Jenny said.
"Well," Linda said, "what could you do to prove you've changed? What evidence could you offer?"
"None," he said dismally. "No matter how convincing I was, she'd always wonder when I was going to ask for money. She would never be certain the change was a reality."
"You could start," Linda said, as if she had not been listening to his answer, "by giving Brenda Markwell back the money you've gotten from her. That would be proof. Then, if Susan is still not convinced, send her to Jenny and me. We'll talk to her."
He looked at both of them, grinned. "There's no chance of it working, but it's the only thing left to try." He stood up. "I'll take the money back to Brenda now, I'll see Susan supper."
CHAPTER ELEVEN
He rapped on the door of Brenda Markwell's cabin. The echo seemed unusually loud. He was nervous, his hands trembling slightly. In his left hand, he held the hundred and seventy dollars, tightly folded. It burned his flesh, pricked him like a thousand pins. Somehow, he felt the transfer of the money back to Brenda Markwell was the point at which his lifestyle would really be changing. True, he had made the decision to try to love when he had first met Susan. But now, getting rid of this cash was the symbol that made the decision real. Years from now, it would be this moment that thrust out of his memory as the turning point in his life.
The door opened, and Brenda smiled at him. She was wearing a white blouse without a bra. He could see the nubs of her nipples against it. She had on shorts, was barefooted. She was an exceedingly pretty girl, all yellow-haired and tan skinned, her blue eyes flashing, animated, warmer than he remembered them. "Come in," she said.
He hesitated, then stepped past her, into the living room. There was one reading light on over a stuffed chair. A copy of an adventure novel was spread on the seat. There was a bottle of cola on the stand beside the chair. He looked around for her roommate, could not find her.
"She's at the pool again," Brenda said, coming up behind him and closing her arms around him.
"She's coming back, isn't she?" he asked, anxious. He was not sure he trusted himself to go through with what he had planned. Was his will strong, or had all these years weakened it beyond repair?
"No," Brenda said, laughing deep in her throat. "At least not in the immediate future." She came around before him, unbuttoning her blouse. Her lovely teacup breasts were buoyant before him.
"Wait," he said.
She dropped her hands from her open blouse. "What?"
"There's something I have to...."
"Money," she said. "Of course. Wait, and I'll get you some. How much do you want?"
"It's not that," he said.
"It's not?"
"No."
"What then?"
"Brenda...." He hesitated again.
"You're acting funny."
"I came to give you this," lie said, holding out his tightly clenched fist.
"What? You're hand?" She laughed.
"Don't laugh at me," he said. He was obviously quite embarrassed, and he was trembling.
She stopped laughing and eyed his hand. "Well, you'll have to open it for me."
He did.
"The money," she said. "Is that the money I gave you for...For doing those things?"
"Yes."
"Why?"
"A hundred and seventy dollars," he said, thrusting it into her hands, sighing heavily when he no longer held the sweaty cash. The burden had been raised. The symbolic moment had come and had passed, and his decision had been attested to with this ceremony.
"But why?" she asked again, staring un-comprehendingly at the bills, then up at him.
"I hustled you," he said.
"So?"
"I hustled you. Don't you understand?"
"You don't make any sense, Sam."
He was exasperated now. He grabbed her shoulders, squeezed them to emphasize what he had to say. "I saw you and set out after you to play you for cash."
"I knew that," she said.
"I shouldn't have," he said.
"But I knew. It didn't matter to me. I've told you how I've always paid to have those things done. There's no reason why I should not pay you. I don't care."
He shook his head. "But I do."
She held the money out to him. "Take this. It doesn't mean much to me. You can use it. And you earned it, after all. Here, take it back and forget it."
"You're not listening to me!" he shouted, shaking her by the shoulders. Her hair flew about her head, and her green-blue eyes danced. "You don't understand."
She looked frightened, her eyes very wide, her lips trembling just the slightest bit.
He let go of her.
She still held the money towards him.
"You don't care that I hustled you," he said. "But I care. I don't want to be a hustler. I don't want to be what I was. Things...Wells things have changed."
"There's nothing wrong with hustling," she said.
"Yes, Brenda. Yes there is."
"What?"
"Sex for money is wrong."
She shook her head negatively. Her breasts quivered deliciously. "No. You're wrong, Sam. There are people like me who need things that we can only get if we are willing to pay well for them. Without hustlers, we'd never be satisfied."
"I tried to justify my actions with lines like that," he said. "But it doesn't work anymore."
"But it's true!"
"No. Hustling you because you are sick, because you are hung up on masochism is wrong. Brenda. Terribly wrong. I am only using you. If I cared for you, I would not hustle, but would love you and help you, and try to find some way to help you understand yourself."
"Shit!" she snapped, tossing the money across the room. "You sound like you've just been to some wild-ass tent meeting and got your first taste of religion!"
"It's not like that."
"It sounds that way. It sure as hell does."
"You're afraid," he said. "You're afraid of anyone trying to help you. You want only the humiliation of having obscene, debasing things done for you. You want the need filled, but you don't want to dare to search for the cause of the need."
She came up against him, rubbing her resilient boobs against his chest. The smell of her warm flesh was heady, the strongest perfume a man could breathe in. She ground her pelvis against him, pressed him backwards toward the couch.
"Brenda...."
"Fuck me," she said. "You just need to get hot. Then all this bullshit won't mean anything."
"No," he said, pushing her to arm's length.
"I'll pay you twice as much as before," she said.
"Brenda, try to understand...."
"TWICE AS MUCH, DAMN YOU!"
When he shook his head sadly, negatively, she struck at his arms and knocked them away from her. She came in, dropped to her knees tore open the snaps and zippers of his jeans. His cock sprung forth, limp. She stuffed it into her mouth, and felt it grow.
"Brenda...." he said.
She sucked.
He pulled her head away from his erect penis, dizzy, wanting her to continue but afraid he would not be able to make his point, to continue the break into a new lifestyle.
"What's the matter with you?" she hissed.
He pulled her up, her breasts in his hands. "I'd love to screw you, Brenda. More than ever now, because I feel something for you. But not under these conditions. Not as a paid hand."
"You can do it for nothing, then."
"No," he said. "You'd still want to be punished, debased. And I am no longer a hustler. I respect you as a person now. I can't do it. I can only love you and please you as I would a woman without your hang-ups. And that would not satisfy you."
"Damn right!" she said, furious now, her eyes wild, her hair hanging down over her flushed and contorted face.
"Let me love you," he said. "Let me try to help you. There must be some reason for your masochism. Something we can dig up. Let me help you find out what it is."
"Go to hell," she said.
"Brenda...."
"GO TO HELL!"
The shout echoed about the room.
"Please," he said.
"Get out of here." She had the look of a wild-woman, of someone close to violence. It was wise to move, to get out, as much as he hated to leave her like this.
"I'll go," he said.
"Fast!"
He put his limp organ into his trousers and zipped up. "Look, Brenda, if you change your mind...."
She spat on him. "Come to me if you want."
"Damn you!" she whined, crying now.
"Anything you want. You know where my cabin is. But no ugly stuff. Just love."
She grabbed a glass ashtray and threw it.
It missed him by inches.
He went out the door.
She slammed it behind.
CHAPTER TWELVE
After his confrontation with Brenda, he did not know whether he was prepared to face Susan. He wasted some time about it, walking along some of the shady trails in the camp, thinking what he would say. After half an hour of this self-torture during which his tension became far greater instead of less, he turned and went to her cabin. She was changing clothes for supper, and she came to the door in a robe, her abundant figure bursting at the seams.
When she saw who it was, she tried to slam the door, but he got a foot in the crack and wedged it open, held it against her pressure with his hands. "My roomies' here," she said. "If you try anything, they'll be two of us to handle."
"I'm not here to try anything," he insisted.
"You're breaking in."
"I am not. I only want to talk to you."
"There's nothing I want to hear from you."
"There is," he said.
"Please, Sam, go away. You know that I don't want to see you. Forget it. You won't get any money from me. I said I wouldn't talk to anyone about it."
"I don't want your money. I don't give a fuck about your money. That's changed."
She looked doubtful - and beautiful. He could not conceive of his former stupidity in trying to use her as a mark, in not giving her the love she deserved from the start. He had been an emotional cripple; she had been a faith healer.
"If I listen, will you go away?"
"Yes," he said.
"Go on, then."
It was difficult saying the things he had to say, but he managed to get them out. He told her about his family, his unknown father, his mother and her friends. He told her about his first sexual experiences, how he found he could get what he wanted with his body, how he did not know what love was. He told her about Brenda, about returning the money. About how he had fallen for her, Susan, at once but had been too stupid to know it. About Linda and Jenny and what they had talked out. About what he hoped for them, how he wished he could undo it and make her accept him again.
It was a long speech, and when he was finished, he waited for her reply.
She said nothing, only looked at him, her eyes cutting deeply into his eyes.
At last, he said, "You don't believe me."
"I don't know," she said. "I don't think so, Sam. I really don't think so."
And she closed the door.
Left him standing there, sick.
* * *
He did not go to the dining hall for supper, but returned to his room and showered, exercised, trying to forget, through the sedative of routine, this rejection he had just received. But there was no hope of blanking his mind so easily. He loved Susan, and that love could not be erased like music on a tape. It ate at him, walked around inside his head until he could not sit or lie still. He was a man possessed, a man with a monkey on his back. And that monkey was his own, ugly past which would not leave him be.
He wrestled with it, but could corns nowhere near conquering it. At last, when he knew he was going to have to put up with misery for a while, he went into the kitchen and came back with some beer he had purchased that afternoon, after Linda and Jenny had left, before he had built courage enough to go to Brenda Markwell. He nursed the first bottle, letting it ice his throat and numb some of the nervous strain that plagued him. The second bottle, he pulled harder, drinking it like a man who wants to be bombed, who wants to cross out his memory and operate only in the present where things could be as rosy as the liquor could delude him into viewing them.
He was opening the third bottle, a few minutes before seven o'clock, when there was a knock on the door. He was in his jeans and a tee-shirt, so he went and answered it. It was Susan Calderwood-Logan.
He looked stupidly at her.
When he said nothing, she said, "May I come in, Sam?"
He nodded. "Sure. Come on in."
She went past him.
He closed the door.
He turned and faced her, his eyesight a little bleary from two fast beers and no lunch or supper. She came into his arms then, circling him with her own arms, mashing her huge breasts against him, burying her face in the hollow of his neck.
"What's this?" he asked.
"Sam, Sam," she said in a tiny voice.
He held her, afraid she was a vision, a smoke ghost that would vanish if he didn't clench her to him.
"I was wrong," she said. "As wrong as you were yesterday. You are trying to change. And - And you do...you love me, don't you."
"Yes," he said.
She raised her head, pressed her moist lips against his, found his tongue with her own and washed him with it. She scoured his gums, his teeth, picked at him with the sensuous tongue, pried and teased and excited him.
When they pulled away, breathing hard, he said, "But you didn't believe me."
"I wasn't sure. I wanted to believe. But experience has shown me that people always say they are changing from bad habits and never really do. I couldn't commit myself. If I had, and you were just on to a new method of hustling, I would have been destroyed. I would not have been able to take that. You see, I love you too. I don't know how much, but I know love is there."
This time, he initiated the kiss, a long and amorous one. His hands roamed the contours of her tits, and he longed to free them, to kiss and suck and squeeze the bare, warm, vibrant flesh. And it was nothing but love now, no hope of profit.
When they pulled apart again, she went on. "I told myself that I should forget you. That if you were hustling me still, I was only in for heartache. But the part of me that loved you wouldn't let it rest there. It kept telling me to check your story out. Be sure. Know for certain. So I went to Brenda. I had found out yesterday that you had been hustling, conning her. She was angry. Said you'd given her money back. Sam dear, I think she needs help. I don't know exactly why, but she seems ill to me. Mixed up, anyway. Troubled. So, after I left her cabin, I took your advice and looked up Linda Mock and Jenny Sansom. They were waiting for me. It was all as you said. I think Linda loves you. Though not as much as me. So I want to try again. Do you think we could?"
He hugged her. "I don't see what's standing in our way."
"Just...."
"What?" he asked.
She kissed his lips tenderly.
"What?" he repeated.
"Don't ever let me down."
"I won't."
"I couldn't bear that."
"I promise. Look, the old Sam Walker makes the new Sam Walker sick. Besides, now that I've been able to open up, just a little, to people, I don't want to go back to being like I was. There are easier, better ways to make money."
She kissed him again.
Long this time.
Lots of tongue.
And her hands on him.
Moving down him.
Searching and finding the iron of his organ beneath his pants.
"Now?" she asked.
"If you want."
"I do."
He kissed her.
"Do you?" She asked.
He was fevered with the smell and taste and feel of her. "What?" he asked.
"Do you want me now?"
For answer, he worked loose the buttons on her green blouse, reached under it and unzipped her bra, grabbed her breasts and kneaded them. They were fiery in his hands. The nipples, hard and pointed, burned his palms especially. He helped her out of the blouse and waited while she shucked the bra down her arms. When her breasts were free, he grabbed them again, cuddled them, loved and kissed them.
"You too," she whispered.
She helped him off with his tee shirt, pressed her heavy knockers against his chest. The nipples bored into him, made him want her more than ever, want to lose himself in her, in the sweet ecstatic aura she radiated for feet about her.
He found the zipper to her shorts, got her out of them. She was wearing no panties. When she pulled off his jeans and found that he wore none either, she laughed. He went to the floor with her, laid beside her, feeling her tremendous body with quick, gentle hands, loving the curves and mounds, the great, animal heat she threw off. He pressed his prick against her hip and slowly rode it up and down against her silky flesh. He went on top of her, on his knees, one to either side, and took handful of her breasts. She reached out, in turn, and clutched the straining cock that thrust from between his hips, masturbated him while he massaged her flesh.
"Big," she said, cooing over his tool.
"You're able to swallow it all," he said.
She giggled.
He moved down, pulling his prick out of her hands, kissing her heaving breasts, chewing the nipples until they vibrated in his lips. He went on to her belly, kissed and licked it. There was a fine golden down there that he had not noticed before. He licked it until it was plastered down and a few shades darker. He took a tuft of her pubic hair between his teeth, teased it.
She had raised her head, watching him. "You look like you have a beard," she giggled.
"I'll have a mustache in a minute," he said, burrowing his head between her creamy, sexy thighs, parting her pussy labia with his tongue and licking the button of her clit.
"Ungghhh. Oh!" she writhed. "Eat me, darling. Suck me."
He worked harder, faster, devouring her alive until she burst, leaped, gurgled in her throat and called him her lover, her cunt-licker, her baby.
He moved up, then, between her legs. There was no time for Vaseline. He could wait no longer to be buried in her. He spat on his hand, wet his prick, and sliced into her holy box with a savage but wonderful plunge.
"God, you've got a helluva box!" he gasped, stroking, twisting back and forth from one side of her gorgeous, soup tunnel to the other. His hands moved on her breasts, and he nestled in them while he fucked. He sucked the nipples, blubbered in the moons of warmth. "And lovely, lovely tits. Big, yet really well-formed. I could come on your tits. Just having it lay on your beautiful tits."
She moaned in reply, ground her cunny against him. "I love you," she said. "Fuck me, darling. Fuck and fuck and fuck me until...we can't...move."
"Until our parts freeze up?" he asked, grinning.
"Until we rust!"
He plunged, sucking in his breath at the tremendous sensations of her love well. After a few moments, he said, "You want the top?"
"Yes," she said. "That would be nice."
"Let's roll then. Keep him in as we go over."
"Yes. Keep him in," she said.
They rolled together, keeping the stiff prick inside her, until he laid on the floor and she rode above him. From this vantage point her tits were an awesome sight. They look twice as large from beneath, jutting out over him, the nipples huge, made to be bitten and chewed and loved. He raised his head and took one into his mouth. While he brought it even further erect, she ground her cunt against the lance of his dick, clutching at his shoulders.
"It fills me up," she said. "There's no room in there at all."
"Well," he said, loving the slickness against his rod, "I don't have anything else to put in, so we don't have to worry about the lack of space."
She ground faster while he pressed hard on the deep erogenous centers in her fabulous ass. Then she was coming, blubbering, almost crying, calling his name over and over again as if in pain. And it was pain of a sort, the most exquisite pain a woman can ever know. When she fell onto him, he rolled her back until he was on top.
"Will you come now?" she asked.
"I want to hold it. Until you've made it as much as possible."
"You're better than before," she said. "I can tell it's different with you. I can tell there is love in it. I don't know why I couldn't tell there wasn't love the first time."
"There was," he said. "There's always been love with you. But I suppressed it those first times."
"Take me up again, then," she said. "Take me wherever you want to take me."
"Going up," he said, pounding swiftly but easily into her hot, wet trough.
It was better than before for Sam too. There was a thrill in his body that he had never known before. He had glimpsed it those first times with Susan, but had not felt it in its full force. Now, admitting his love, caring for another human being, the well of his emotions was spouting the water of his soul high into him, and he had never felt remotely so wonderful.
When he had brought her through another climax and felt his balls screaming to explode, they were interrupted by a knock on the door.
He stopped, listened.
Whoever it was used the doorbell this time.
"Better get up," he said.
"Damn!" she said, grinning.
He plummeted her slick depths one last time, making her gasp, then pulled out, rolled away, found his jeans and struggled into them. Behind him, she slid into her shorts and started putting on her blouse, not taking time to sheath her breasts in the bra.
When he opened the door, he found Brenda Markwell standing on the other side. She was looking depressed, had heavy bags under her pretty eyes. She fidgeted, looked at him, then looked down at the wooden stoop as if she were a child that had done something wrong and had now come home to admit it.
When he could think of nothing to say to her, she raised her head again and asked: "May I come in."
"Yes," he said, stepping away to let her by. He could not imagine what she had come here for. He hoped that there would be no scene to ruin the evening. Then he decided, with Susan now his, nothing could ever possibly ruin the evening!
He closed the door and turned to her. She had seen Susan, caught sight of the bra lying beside the sofa. "Oh," she said. "Maybe I'd better go."
He turned her away from the door. "Not at all," he said. "You're welcome."
"But if I've interrupted...."
"Shush," Susan said, smiling at her.
Brenda turned to him and said, "I came...I thought that...." She looked back to Susan. "I guess not...."
"Brenda, what is it?" he asked.
"Well, you're with her."
"So?"
"Well, I thought you were serious this afternoon."
"About giving up hustling?" he asked.
She looked surprised. She stared at Susan, looked even more confused when Susan only smiled. "But...Well...."
"I was serious," he said.
"But...."
"I'm here without strings attached," Susan said.
"I meant what I said, Brenda," Sam said.
"Really?"
"Really."
"Well," she said, licking her lips. "I came to ask you if...."
He put his arm around her.
She cuddled against his side.
"If you...could give...me the help you mentioned and...and you also...you said something...about loving me too...just a little...but you said it."
He kissed her lightly. "I remember. Did you think I didn't?"
"I was afraid," she said.
He kissed her again. "I love you."
She almost broke into tears then.
"Now, now," Susan said.
"I do need help so much," Brenda said in a small voice, a lonely little voice.
"We'll try to help," Susan said.
Brenda looked at her. "We?"
"Yes," Sam said.
"You too?" she asked Susan.
"Me too."
Susan opened her blouse and took it off. "You've got beautiful breasts," Brenda said. "You're beautiful."
"We'll talk later," Sam said. "We'll talk, and we'll make love, and maybe we'll help. But if all else fails, at least we will have each other and will have shared with each other."
He pulled the zipper on the light sweater Brenda wore, raised her arms and pulled the garment over her head. He took off her bra, cupped her breasts in her hands. He brought her down onto the floor with Susan and himself. Susan caressed Brenda's tits. "Yours are also lovely," she said. "Every bit as lovely as mine."
Sam nodded. "I don't know which of you turns me on more."
Brenda smiled, kissed him.
"Relax now," he said. "And don't ask us to humiliate you. We love you. We couldn't debase you."
She leaned back, offering them her body.
"Sex is not a sin," Susan said. "You don't have to atone for it by having yourself degraded and hurt. Just enjoy it. It's based on love. Accept it."
"I want to," Brenda said.
Together, Susan and Sam ministered to the girl's body with the tenderness of priests at the side of the dying. For she was dying now. Just as the old Sam had died, so the old Brenda would die, given time. It was love that she needed, someone who cared for her and for whom she cared. Given that, there could only be success.
They touched her with their hands and with their bodies, and they made her feel wanted and alive....
