As so often happens in a Bonnee du Bomb novel, one finds oneself unable to resist the realism, even when it approaches, enters, and is, what, traditionally, is called sin.
In this latest shocker, To Love One's Sister, Bonnee travels into the sexual activities of a small, ordinary family, a family which because of its deep repressions must act out its sexual drives blindly, furtively, and without understanding, until slowly revelation of their mutual sexualities makes it necessary for the family as a whole to begin to accept themselves and human nature as the two really are: passion, love, romance between brother and sister, mother and son, sister and sister!
What Bonnie manages also to get across is that incest does not lead to death and tragedy; rather, it can lead to a mutual understanding that passions are things to be understood; that one does not have to give in to the curse of incest, but rather, if one comes to accept one's sexual desires one can then consciously decide whether or not one wishes to continue incest. Over and over again, the psychiatrist finds that usually those who commit incest do so again and again and with the same person; for, few who commit incest ever can bring themselves to mention or think about it; and it is this silence which is the true evil, and the evil which Bonnee's characters, by their honesty, manage to avoid committing.
Of the various sexual disorders in modern life, incest is very little understood, due to the fact mainly that Freudian analysts were not true scientists; the Freudians preached rather than explored life. Nor were the Freudians interested in the fact that disorders can lead to moral decisions: the Freudians, in their own way, were witches of evil; they propagated a belief that mankind was foul and that this foulness could not be overcome, unless one became an analyst oneself; that, in fact, analysts were themselves hardly all that pure and controlled is a reality every prostitute who has worked the expensive avenues knows and knows well!
Incest, by and large, is probably a fairly common, though not and never greatly common, phenomenon; in 19th and 20th century life, incest became greatly feared for the simple reason that social-sexual taboos had built up such a complete wall of fear around all sexual expression that, naturally, man, fearing to make a pass at a stranger, a girl, preferred to think in terms of his sister, knowing that a sister would at least-because of kinship-retain the secret of forbidden lust! In short, incest became increasingly feared: as lust in general became tabooed; for, with social promiscuity becoming too dangerous, man often dreamed and brought into the family circle what couldn't be brought out into the world of other human beings: sex!
Basically, then, the problem is not incest but rather social-sexual taboos in general; if a man accepts sexuality as a moral and natural part of being, he is able to approach outside the family for sex; and, that then is the message: one must learn to accept sexuality; for it is basic to one's relation with the world of other people; it is a bond which can be constructive or destructive, depending on whether one is free enough to think and use sex intelligently.
Dr. Henry Ofstaffer
CHAPTER ONE
Frank had just finished taking a shower, and he was lying down in his bedroom, rubbing his body down with the towel. He brushed off the pubic hair around his cock with the towel, and he felt a tempting desire to rub the cock itself with the soft warm towel. The thought itself was enough to make his cock start to harden with desire.
His thoughts began to drift to various girls he had tried to fuck recently. Because he was sixteen, he hadn't really had much opportunity to fuck around. Not as much opportunity as his brother Bruce who was seventeen and had had a driver's license for the last year!
Frank looked down at his cock which was slowly gathering that momentous weight and lethargic heaviness that would make sexual gratification a necessity.
More than once as he sat on the bed like this after a shower, he had wondered about sneaking into his sisters' bedroom and accidently letting them get sight of his nakedness with his big hard on sticking up in the air.
But his sisters were very modest and shy.
Frank lay back, and, touching the cock lightly with his fingers, he began to stir the trembling organ into fuller erection. How he was going to satisfy himself, he wasn't sure. But he knew from past experience that he could build his nerve up by getting the erection started. Once his desire was at its height, a period of reckless desire would come over him. Who knows, maybe today, he would just rush into the other room, let his sister take his erect cock in her mouth, and then he would give it to her in her belly?
Frank stroked the cock smoothly, tickling the long cock from the base where it jutted into his hairy pouch of testicles, up to the top of the cock, where gently he pulled back the foreskin and he could feel the heat of the exposed cock tip rubbing against his belly.
"Oh, my sweet little sisters!" he moaned, clenching his teeth, as his cock grew heavy and arched, and his body became sated with a violent throbbing restlessness.
"Judy. Judy." He moaned softly, conjuring the lush figure of his sister before his eyes. Judy was fifteen but already one could tell that she was going to be a real beauty. She had soft brunette hair that hung soft and flowing around her head and shoulders, and her sweet blue eyes looked out imploringly at one. As if she were saying: I want to be a woman, help me!
Frank stroked his cock more firmly now. Although he was lying on the bed alone, his naked body drifting into the dream world of desire, yet he kept his eyes closed and his fantasy of his sister Judy was growing so intense that it was as if she were in the room there with him.
He pretended that he wasn't her brother at all. He was one of the boys in high school, and he was meeting Judy in a lonely part of the school corridor, and he was pushing her brunette hair away from her cheek, and he was stroking her soft round cheek bones with his fingers, and her blue eyes were softly staring into his eyes, with anticipation and hopefulness and fear. Now he could see the fear, and the shame, and the oncoming humiliation, as she felt her heart throbbing and enjoying having him stroke her cheeks.
He could stop now and let Judy go back to her virginal existence. But his own desire was too strong. He needed her. He needed her body. He needed her cunt so that he could put his cock inside her body and rub his long cock against the soft dark walls of her vagina.
"Don't be frightened, Judy, dear Judy," he whispered, and he started to undo the buttons on her white nylon blouse that was like imitation silk.
Judy's blue eyes showed sudden protest. But her body could not break away from Frank's exploring and imploring hand. Her breasts were firm and hard in the bra. Frank was overjoyed at their nearness. He put his hand against the soft folds of her belly, and taking her closer and closer against his strong muscled body, he kissed her reddened lips and slipped his hand up along her back, until he reached where the bra was firmly clasped.
His fingers were working the bra loose, and then Frank felt his ears prick up, as he heard sounds on the steps outside his room!
He soothed his hard on, uncertain whether to let it stay erect, or whether he should get up and get into his clothes.
Confused, he finally gave in to his guilt, and got up quickly and jumped into a pair of pants. But the sound of footsteps retreated, and he knew that his sister was in her own room now. He wondered which sister, Judy who was fifteen and the subject of his masturbation fantasy, or Lena who was thirteen. He had often been tempted to fantasize about Lena, about raping her, and kissing her nubile breasts and her thin, girlishly curved body. But the idea of fucking a minor of thirteen always stirred up such tremendous guilt feelings that he was ashamed to think about fucking Lena. Instead, he forced himself never to fantasize fucking Lena. But Judy was different. She was more his own age!
Frank got back in bed, after throwing off his pants. Now he could hear Judy singing Somebody to Love! Frank got a hard on just hearing her sweet voice floating through the air. He lay back in bed, and now his cock was hard as a rock again. He closed his eyes and dreamed that he and Judy were on a date, and her blouse was falling from her shoulder.
The pure white breast that had always been withheld from his view was now between his fingers, and he began to tighten his fingers on it, pinching the nipple sharply.
"Oh, Frank, we shouldn't be doing this. This is incest, between brother and sister." Judy was moaning to him in his masturbation fantasy.
"Just pretend I'm a lover," Frank said, and he felt his cock growing taut and passion filled, as he continued to strip off all the remaining pieces of his sister's clothes. He dared to think whether he should carry his fantasies so far as to insert his cock into her white virginal cunt.
He stroked and beat the meat of his cock hard, and the strong sensations that quickly flooded his body removed all doubt and removed all hesitancies. Frank gripped his genitals fiercely, as he fantasized himself pushing the hair from his sister's face and taking her close to him, and wrapping his strong arms around her soft fragile body. He talked nice to her and bravely she let him stick his prick between the lips of her cunt.
The cunt was nice and warm. It was moist and heightened his desire to go deeper and deeper into her warm sweet innocent body. He felt great shame and humiliation at being so sinful as to introduce his little sister into these awful adult lusts. But he kept telling himself that she would be all right. She would learn to adjust and to understand that it was sex that was driving him to seduce her, and that crimes of lust should be forgiven because they are so strong and powerful and biological.
Now Frank thought more and more about moving his cock in and out of his sister's cunt. He could almost feel his cock stiffening and slowly its thrusts as it came up against the hymen which was still intact. Should he break it? Should he break his own sister's hymen?
Frank stroked his cock and thought about his sister's soft white body, with its rich abundance of curves and its sweet folds of skin around the belly, and the soft languorous flow of muscles that gave her such graceful poise.
"Judy! Judy! I must have you. I must have you. God damn it! I can't help it, Judy! I must! I must!" he moaned, arching his body in the bed and writhing in the sheets.
Then he began to rub his cock with wild abandon and he moaned deeper and deeper, his mind full of lust and raping of his sister.
"Oh my God! Judy, forgive me!" he sobbed, as his white spermy orgasm shot out of his cock and squirted over his hand and the bed sheets.
Frank was so overcome with fatigue and sexual exhaustion that he almost felt too faint to think for a moment. But the first thing that crossed his mind as his passions subsided was guilt, shame, and remorse. How could he be so insensitive as to want to have sex-even in masturbation dreams-with his own sister! Was he insensitive to all morals? He felt tears rushing into his eyes, and his mind kept telling him not to feel ashamed of himself. But deep in his heart, he felt guilt, and he wasn't sure how he would ever be able to sit at the supper table with Judy right there near him! Would she suspect that he had been masturbating? Would she suspect that he had imagined fucking her?
Frank rolled over on his belly and covered himself with the sheet. He wanted to fall off into sleep. But the wetness of the sheets kept reminding him that once again he had allowed his mind to entertain unhealthy ideas.
There was a knock on the door. Frank woke out of reverie immediately. But not soon enough. For the door opened, and his sister Judy stood in the doorway shocked and horrified by the naked state of her brother. She saw the spots on the bed, and her brother's cock became erect as soon as he saw her there before him.
"Oh, my God!" Judy moaned, putting her hand to her mouth, a look of deep disgust and revulsion settling into the innocent features of her face. "How could you!" she said, horrified. The tone of her voice made it quite clear that she had heard him calling her in the next room!
"Wait! Wait! Judy! Don't!" Frank called. But she slammed the door and raced back to her own room and closed that door and he could tell from the sound of the slamming that she wasn't interested in his explanation. What she had seen had told her all she needed to know!
Frank hurried back into his own room before anybody else in the house saw him naked. Blindly, he started putting on clothes. But his mind was reeking with guilt. He slapped his head between his hands. "How could I have done it! How could I have let it happen!" he asked, helplessly.
Finally, he threw himself down on the bed, and wept bitterly, and pulled at the sheets and at his hair. He wanted to never again use his cock so that it would embarrass him again! He didn't know what he wanted to do. But he didn't want to have to go all through life being the victim of his insatiable sexual appetite.
While he was lying in the sheets, his feelings of guilt and shame surrounding him on all sides, he could hear the springs bouncing in the next room. At first, he tried to forbid himself to think that Judy might be in the other room masturbating over the nudity which she had just caught Frank indulging in. But the sound of the bed springs was a familiar sound to him. It was the sound that he most feared during his own bouts of masturbation!
Frank hated himself for hearing the springs of her bed. He felt more evil now that he was hearing her in the act than when she had opened the door and caught him lying down naked.
Frank was torn with a desire to rush into her room and expose her as being just as much sexually tormented as himself. But he knew that that would merely lead to an argument and possibly a fight. But while his sister was jerking herself off, it would give him a chance to shower and clean up so that at least he would be clean and dressed when he next met her at the supper table.
Frank lingered for a moment or two, but finally resisted the desire to lie in bed masturbating while listening to the strange taboo sounds from his sister's bedroom.
He got clean underwear out of the bureau, and clean trousers, socks, clean everything. He brought his talc and cologne into the bathroom too, and turned the shower on very hot so as to wash away any of the germ or perspiration odors that his recent sexual activity may have brought about.
When he stepped into the bathroom, he waited a minute and listened for the sound of the bed. But the walls were tiled in the bathroom, and so he couldn't tell whether Judy was still masturbating. A. sense of shame and awful disgust with himself and his desire to listen overwhelmed him. Quickly he turned the water on, and he felt a great relief in hearing the water splash against the tub. Now, Judy wouldn't be able to accuse him of trying to listen!
CHAPTER TWO
While Frank was rubbing a lot of soap and hot water into his skin, and especially into his groin area, Judy was in the other room, opening the lips of her cunt with her fingers and praying to God to help her resist the temptation that was once again overcoming all her spiritual reserves.
She was naked, with the quilt covering all of her body. She had the door locked-as an extra precaution.
She grabbed her pussy and by rubbing her hand against it tightly, she hoped to give it just enough squeezing so as to satisfy her sexual thirst. But all she accomplished was to stir her sexual thirst even more. She tried to lower the quilt because the fabric was rubbing against her nipples, making them erect. But when she lowered the quilt, she began to have fantasies that someone might be able to see her through the blinds! It was impossible. But still, it bothered her. And all the while, she also was bugged by a need to find some instrument which she could stick inside her gooey hole-some instrument that would resemble that filthy and ugly and vile instrument that was peering out at her when she entered the room and saw her brother Frank's naked body.
She knew in her heart that it was not Frank she wanted. It was just that big juicy cock. Once when she had been walking home, one of the boys had followed her and insisted on carrying her books.
"I really would rather be left by myself," she had said.
"Don't be like that. You frightened of me or something?" Jimmy Fitzsimmons said, making a grab for her books.
"I don't trust you, Jimmy," Judy said, surrendering the books to him, as he was stronger and she was frightened of him.
"I know, Judy, you've heard rumors that I fuck a lot of chicks, knock them up and all that," Jimmy said, boldly.
Judy's face blushed, and she felt her breasts growing heavy and noticeable, as if his eyes were staring at them, with lust and determination. Judy felt like turning around and slapping Jimmy across the face. It was shocking that he dared tell her about his sex life-right to her face!
"I never heard anything about what you do with girls," Judy said, wrapping her raincoat tightly around her, rather than leaving it open. She kept her eyes fixed ahead of them, and tried to pretend that she wasn't aware that his eyes were staring down at her figure which was starting to jut out prominently in the breast area. Judy cursed herself for having such large breasts. Already she measured 34" at the bust, and she anticipated that she would probably swell to a 38" bust before the year was up. How she envied girls with only moderate busts!
"Why do you keep looking at the street? Why don't you look at me? Am I ugly or something?" Jimmy was saying, as they walked briskly along, with Judy trying to be as cold and uncommunicative as possible.
"All you're interested in is sex. Why don't you admit it, Jimmy, and leave me alone?" Judy said, annoyed and indignant that he should follow her around, thinking she would give it to him just because he was a boy and experienced.
Jimmy suddenly came to a halt. "If that's the way you really feel about it, I guess maybe I had better walk on a different side of the street. You sure give a guy a hard time, never letting him explain himself."
Jimmy had a hurt look on his face. He was not handsome, and it was his lack of really strong physical face features which made Judy think that he probably didn't mean to be evil, it was just that he had to use trickery in order to get girls to pay attention to him.
Judy began to feel ashamed of herself for having been so hard on him. "It's all right for you to follow me, Jimmy, but you mustn't try to trick me. You understand?"
"Trick you? Why should I trick you?" Jimmy said, walking happily along with her, feeling very confident that it would be only another block or so and then he would have her won over to his good side.
"I guess I have mistreated you." Judy said, her cheeks glowing with shame and anger with herself. Should she believe every piece of gossip she hears! How naive she had been! Jimmy meant no harm.
When they got to Judy's house, Jimmy walked up the front stairs with her.
"Thank you, Jimmy." she said, taking her books back.
But Jimmy just stood there, waiting for her to invite him in.
"Do you want to come in?" Judy asked, anxious to show her gratitude to him for having carried her books.
"Sure." said Jimmy, and he hurried into the house with her.
Judy had expected somebody to be home. But for one reason and another, everybody was out. She felt a tight feeling in her throat, at the idea of being alone in the house with Jimmy. But she forced herself to have more confidence in her ability to handle the aggressive male.
"I have a lot of homework." Judy said, suggesting that he shouldn't stay long.
"So do I. Why don't we do it together?" Jimmy said, taking a comfortable position in one of the arm chairs where her mother's embroidered doilies were on the arms.
"But you don't have your school books." Judy protested.
"I can use yours. You can teach me what you're studying. I like learning things."
"But what kind of things!!!" Judy thought to herself!!
"We will only confuse each other if we study together. I know it won't work." Judy said, keeping her books closed.
Jimmy got up and sauntered around the room. Then he came up close to Judy, so close that the masculine odor of his body was like a warm subtle caress. "You're beautiful, Judy, you know that." he said, pushing her hair gently away from her soft round angelic face. "Don't get angry." he pleaded softly, holding her hair tightly in his strong fingers.
Judy had always assumed that at such a moment, her virtue would come to her aid, and she would have no trouble resisting the sinful lusting male. But that was not so. Her mind wanted her to resist, but her eyes were fascinated and hypnotized by the lustful glare in his eyes. His lust was a genuine need. She had never expected that lust could be a necessity to a man, like eating, or getting drunk, or gambling. Yet, when she saw the way Jimmy was gazing at her, she knew that he would never be satisfied until his physical need was fulfilled.
"Jimmy, please, don't, don't!" she cried, tears streaming down her cheeks, as he grabbed her in his arms. She began to slap and scratch at him. Her frenzy was more of shame and alarm than hatred of sex itself. She didn't want to become pregnant, and she didn't want Jimmy to have the satisfaction of knowing she had given herself to him so easily.
"You little bitch!" Jimmy said, pulling her arms behind her back and holding both of her wrists in his one strong hand, while with the other, he ran his lusting fingers up her dress.
Judy couldn't believe what he was doing. He was pulling her panties down and his angry fingers were seeping into her cunt. She screamed, but he didn't pay any attention. Judy tried to scream harder. But she fell into a state of numbness and hysterical fear as she felt the fingers opening her cunt and moving up in her warm untouched hole.
"Oh, my God!" she thought. "He's not going to break my hymen!" she feared. "I'll never be able to get a husband if he does. I'll be no better than a whore!"
"Jimmy, please don't do this to me. I've never done anything bad to you." she pleaded, trying to woo him with sane, rational talk. But her voice was agonized with fear, shame, and a slowly rising physical desire to have the fingers go deeper and deeper in her. She had never felt such marvellous sensations in her cunt, and she now knew why people always say that a girl should never let a man ever start making love to her. It was such a great and beautiful sensation that she could imagine herself giving up everything, just to have Jimmy do to her again what he was now giving her, just with his fingers!
"Oh, Jimmy, please, darling, don't go any further. This is too much. Please, Jimmy! You've had me. Don't put that other thing in." she begged.
"Just relax, baby. You haven't had anything yet." Jimmy said, breathing close, a strange electric expression on his face which looked either like lust or an angry smile of contempt and conquest over a proud and arrogant victim.
"No. No." Judy moaned.
"You're going to like this, baby." Jimmy promised.
Judy moaned in protest. But it was too late. The cock was sliding into her cunt which was lubricated from the workings of Jimmy's fingers in her cunt.
Judy watched the wicked leering smile on his face as he rammed the cock up against her hymen. Jimmy grabbed her by the fat of her buttocks and squeezing her bottom, he pushed hard against her. Judy screamed with pain, and she felt the blood trickling down her leg as the hymen gave way under the strong force of Jimmy's earnest cock.
"Jimmy, what are you doing to me? Please don't defile me. Oh Please, Jimmy. Let me go." she pleaded, the cock driving its way furiously up her vagina and close to her womb where it would spill its seed and fertilize her seed!
"It's too late for me to take it out, baby. And besides, you love it." Jimmy uttered, his voice tense and breathless from the onerous activity of working his cock deeper and deeper into her own body.
Judy was disgusted at the filthy animality of sex. She felt like she was nothing more than a barn animal to him! She had expected sex to be full of tenderness and love. But it was very obvious that once the guy got his cock hard, all he could think about was getting his rocks off. Jimmy probably would fuck any woman who let her cunt open up to his advances!
"Stop it! Stop it!" Judy began to scream, and the intensity of her voice frightened Jimmy so much that he forgot about fucking and started to cover up her mouth with his hand. But Judy nodded her head this way and that, always avoiding the large hard flat of his palm against her mouth.
She was proud of her independence and her virtue. She would show him. She wasn't just some dumb animal in a barn. She would have to marry him first, if he wanted to fuck her.
Judy managed to get her hands free and she began striking him across the face. He grabbed her breast in one fist and tugged on it as though he were going to tear it off, if she didn't stop hitting him with her fist. Judy clenched her teeth as the pain pierced through her breast. And tears swelled in her eyes, for it was not just the physical pain, but the realization that he hated her, and that instead of being tender, he was actually crushing her flesh in his hand.
The cock slipped out of her belly. She suddenly realized what a hole a woman has down there! She forgot all about Jimmy and rushed her finger down to plug up the hole. But then she realized that once the vaginal muscles tightened, it would be all right down there.
Jimmy and Judy were now facing each other. It was obvious that Jimmy's masculinity and his hard cock were not going to remain satisfied with a postponement of more fucking.
Judy, however, was convinced that she mustn't allow the animal side of her nature to begin taking over again. After all, it was bad enough that she no longer had a hymen to give her husband on their marriage night!
"Jimmy, you're not going to stick that thing in me anymore. Do you understand? We stopped just in time. If you had stuck it in my hole any longer, you would have had an orgasm, and then who would help me if I got pregnant?"
"You really think I'm that kind of guy?" Jimmy pleaded.
"I don't know what you mean."
"You think I'd knock you up, without marrying you?"
Judy blushed. Perhaps she had been engaging in rash judgement when she decided that Jimmy was not the type to assume responsibility for a girl he knocked up.
"Listen, Judy, if I knocked a girl up, I'd propose right away, and we'd get married as soon as the lab tests showed we were ready and able to get a license."
"You would, Jimmy?" Judy asked, impressed by his authority and responsibleness.
"Sure, I'd marry you. But I'm not going to knock you up."
"How can you be sure?" Judy asked, feeling his hands under her blouse, and her nipples were growing red and erect under the pressure of his fingers.
"I don't know." Jimmy said. "It's just that some guys are more potent in their sperm than others. I've fucked loads of girls and none of them has ever got knocked up."
"You mean you can't ever give a girl a kid?" Judy asked, alarmed that his masculinity might not be as powerful as a girl would desire in a husband.
"I didn't say I couldn't knock a girl up. I just mean that it doesn't happen. It has to do with the way you give it to a girl. Like, if I were married to a chick and she wanted me to give her a kid, I'd be more relaxed when I shot the sperm in. You don't have to worry about me. I'm perfectly safe." Jimmy assured her, caressing her breasts firmly now, and his cock was grazing against the moist hair of her cunt.
"Oh, Jimmy, I wish I could refuse to go any farther." Judy said, tears running down her cheeks. But she knew that this was love. She had read in magazines about how when a girl fell in love, she couldn't help but give herself up to her young man. And it was true. She was totally powerless to resist Jimmy. His masculine arms were around her. She was helpless. Her emotions were all love and surrender. Her mind warned her that she was making a mistake. But she couldn't resist the physical allure of his body close to hers.
"Jimmy, darling, I love you so much." she said, opening her legs and letting him get the cock in good and hard.
"Jimmy, I love you." she said again, anxious to hear his reassuring voice. "Jimmy?" she said, questioningly, when all she heard was the sound of his breath strong and vibrant as he exerted himself fully into bringing their bodies into complete unity and union.
"Jimmy ... Jimm...." her voice gave out. The cocking was taking away every memory of her virginal existence. It seemed ridiculous and incredible that she could have waited fifteen years to experience this great powerful, physical force. "Jimmy ... Jimmy!!!" she moaned and repeated over and over again, as the cock rammed into her body without the slightest break or hesitancy. "Oh!! Jimmy!" she screamed with joy. Now she knew what being a woman really meant. She had often fingered her cunt, but she had never felt such a complete and total orgasm!
"Okay, baby!" Jimmy said, easing off of her, and standing away from her, with just her titties held in his fingers.
"Jimmy, did you come?" Judy asked, her voice full of eagerness and a happy desire to share all the intimate facts of sex with him.
"Didn't you feel it?" Jimmy said. There was something cold in his attitude.
"Jimmy, what's the matter?" Judy sobbed, unable to defend herself against his sudden lack of feeling for her.
"I've got to get going." Jimmy said, dropping her tits, so that they fell back against her soft body. "See you around."
"Jimmy! Jimmy!" Judy cried, hysterically, running after him.
"Hey, lay off the satin!" Jimmy said, angrily, as she grabbed him by the sleeve.
Judy was so shocked at his rejection of her that she feared to argue with him. She let go of his sleeve, but that didn't change anything. He looked at her once. It was obvious that he still liked what he saw. But then a disenchanted wrinkled look came over his lips, as though he knew that girls would only bring trouble.
"Jimmy, will you date me again?" Judy asked, hoping that she could hold on to him by giving him a good time on Saturday nights.
"Sure. I'll call you up in a week." Jimmy said.
Judy could tell that he was lying. But what could she do?
"Better go douche." Jimmy said, and then, sneeringly, he walked out and left Judy to figure out for herself what she should do!
Judy was at first much too upset about losing Jimmy to worry about whether she was pregnant. But after crying her heart out, she began to brace herself, and to begin to think about practical things first.
She heard the door downstairs slam and she knew that her mother had probably come back from shopping. Should she tell her mother?
Maybe it wasn't too late. She could probably douche now and then she'd be sure of not being pregnant. Judy knew that a pregnancy would frighten Jimmy away from her.
Judy kept telling herself that she should go downstairs and confess it to her mother that a boy had raped her. She tried to keep up her courage. But each time she wiped the tears from her face, she began to shiver with fear of what would happen if her mother grew angry and told her father about her being fucked!
Judy paced back and forth, totally undecided and more hysterical than ever about what she should do.
It was while her mind was crazed with confused decisions that she heard strange noises in the room next to hers. Judy and her sister, Lena, had one bedroom. On one side of their bedroom was the room where their two brothers slept. On the other side, was the bedroom where her mother and father slept.
So now her mother was in her own bedroom, probably undressing after an afternoon of shopping. Judy wrapped her arms around her waist. She was so nervous, she felt like vomiting. Was this the first sign of pregnancy. "Oh, my God! What should I do! What should I do!" she kept whispering to herself, as the increasing phantasies of being pregnant took possession of her.
Then Judy heard sounds of exclamation that were so similar to her own terrorized statements of complaint that she thought it was just echoes of her own voice.
But it couldn't be her own voice. For the grunts and moans were coming from the other room.
What could her mother be doing? Lifting furniture?
Judy couldn't understand it. She pressed her ear against the wall. Perhaps her mother was sick. That might be good. Sick people are always more tolerant of other sick people.
Judy stood still, but she couldn't figure out what the sounds meant. Her curiosity began to be aroused, and she started to sense that there was some pleasure in the noises. Could her mother be with a lover???
Judy was horrified at the filth of her own thinking. And she never would have removed the picture from the wall, and looked through the hole, if it hadn't been that her own affair with Jimmy made her feel it was important to catch her mother in the act-if such a thing were "possible. Then her mother would have to tell her about douching and all that. She would have the power of blackmailing her own mother!
Judy adjusted her eye to the smallness of the hole. At first she couldn't see much. But she could hear plenty!
Her mother was alone! Judy couldn't figure out how her mother could be having sex alone!
And Judy was sure now that the sounds she was hearing were part of the sexual act. For she had heard herself making those same sounds!
"Oh, give it to the whore. Oh, Holy Mary, I'm completely open!" her mother was shouting in a panting secretive whisper.
Judy peered more intently through the hole. She was getting used to the semi-darkness. She could see her mother standing near the vanity, bending over, and doing something with her behind!
Judy concentrated on getting a closer look. Suddenly she saw that her mother had a dildo or phallus screwed to the vanity table, and that she was screwing herself dog style!
Judy felt a great sense of shame and disgust at the idea of her own mother masturbating. But then she remembered what trouble she had got into with Jimmy, and she decided that she had better not be too severe on her mother because if she got pregnant, she might very well have to masturbate in the future.
Judy watched her mother lift her ass up high so that the dildo screwed right into her vagina.. Then the mother would reach into her asshole with her hand and massage her asshole as the dildo ran in and out.
Her mother looked much better naked than Judy had imagined. Now she understood why her father always got angry whenever the mother wore a dress that showed her neck down to the breast area! If only her father could see his wife now!
Judy felt a delicious sense of superiority in catching her mother in the act. She felt disappointed that it wasn't a lover who was giving it to her mother. But, maybe if she took down the picture and peeped through the hole more often, she might even catch her mother making it with a lover!
The mother evidently wasn't getting enough enjoyment out of the dildo going into her dog style. She took a screwdriver and unfastened the phallus and took it to bed with her.
"My sweet big cock of a cock!" the mother said, kissing the tall, thick stump over and over again. "You are my favorite lover! The only man I really love. Except for my sweet son Bruce, I don't give myself totally to any other man than you, my sweet hard cock," the mother raved on, talking wildly, and with total sexual abandon. It was obvious that the dog styled dildoing had put the mother into a state of sexual uninhibitedness. She was prepared to carry her dildo activities to still further climaxes.
Judy was ashamed to watch her own mother doing these obscene things. She wanted to stop watching, but her eyes wouldn't leave off looking. And Judy felt herself getting hot down there between her own legs. The more she watched her mother caress the phallus, the more it reminded her of when Jimmy had his big cock inside her. She wondered if women ever kissed the human cock, the way her mother was wildly, sensuously kissing the plastic cock.
Judy couldn't imagine a woman being so brazen as to actually lick a man down there. And yet! When she was fucking with Jimmy, hadn't she gone much farther than she had even dared to think about even in her wildest masturbation fantasies!
"Oh, sweetheart! Sweetheart!" the mother was screaming now, as she lay in the bed, plunging the dildo into her cunt and then into her ass, as she alternated between laying on her side and laying on her back.
Judy wanted to watch her mother climax. But she felt a new desire in her own cunt! She started looking around for some object that would allow her to ram her cunt, while watching her mother masturbate with the enormous dildo.
"My hairbrush!" Judy whispered to herself and quickly she got it, lifted her skirt, and stuck the hard plastic end or handle into her cunt, and she felt secure and happy in being able to follow her mother's dildoing simultaneously while giving it to herself.
The decadence of this obscene afternoon flashed through Judy's mind, but she was already too hot to care about anything, other than exciting her young body to the fullest and getting as much out of life as she could. She was convinced that whatever punishment she would have to experience at a later date would have to come. But until then, she was going to go wild and have a good time.
Her mother was thrashing across the bed. Sometimes her mother would kneel and squat down on the floor so as to reenter her vagina more deeply. Other times, she would sit on the edge of the bed, and give it to herself that way. Judy envied her mother this plentitude of positions, and she would have loved to have a well made phallus for her own cunt. But this was turning her on just the same.
How long they both screwed themselves with the dildoes was something Judy couldn't quite remember. All that she could recall was that when she finally came, she had a fear that her voice might have been too loud and that her mother might have heard her. But, Judy didn't have to worry. Because, when she looked through the hole again, she realized that her mother had been so busy with her own orgasm that she couldn't possibly have had any time or attention to lavish listening to whether there was anybody else sharing the experience with her!
Judy kept her finger near her cunt, and kept fingering her gooey hole and raising her moist finger to her nose. She liked the smell of her own come, and it was distinctly a sexual smell.
Her mother seemed to be falling asleep with exhaustion from all the energy she put into dildoing herself.
Judy continued to peek through the hole. She wanted to be perfectly sure that there was nothing else to watch.
Then, suddenly, she heard footsteps on the stairs. Quickly, she grabbed the picture, flung it back on the wall, and hurried into a corner of the room and checked herself in the mirror to make sure that if her sister Lena came in she wouldn't be able to tell that Judy had been jerking off!
Judy finished straightening her clothes. But still no one came into the room. She pressed her ear to the wall facing Frank and Bruce's room. Still, she could hear nothing.
Could it be that the strange person had gone into her mother's room!
Judy could hardly believe that there was going to be more of her mother's sex life unveiled right before her eyes! Should she listen? Judy couldn't resist. She knew it was wrong. But, what the Hell, she had done so many sinful things today, what difference would it make if she carried it one step farther! she told herself.
Quietly, she took the picture down from the wall. Excitedly she poked her eye into the hole. Sure enough! Her brother Bruce was standing next to the bed, and he was stripping his shirt off his strong muscled back!
"Bruce, darling, I thought you would never come," her mother was saying to her son!
"Mama, you know what I told you last time. I don't like you jerking off by yourself. If you're horny, you should take me aside at breakfast and tell me about it. Maybe I could sneak home during my lunch hour and give you a fuck. But as for this masturbation, that's girl's stuff and I won't put up with it."
"I won't ever do it again, darling. You know I love you, my son, more than anybody else," her mother said, pleadingly.
"Why did you use that plastic cock then? If you really loved your son, mama, you would never use a foul instrument like that. Don't you like my cock? Isn't my cock good enough for you?" he asked, throwing the buckle of his trousers open. He had no underpants on, and his cock and testicles were gleaming in the dimly lit room, like so many jewels.
"Oh, my Brucey, my Brucey!" the mother said, kissing the cock and licking it, and falling madly in love with the marvellous and strong equipment with which her son was well endowed.
Judy had never known that her brother had such a good body. It really amazed her that she could have lived with him for so many years without knowing what a sex god he was. But then, did he know what a good lay Judy was? It was obvious that there hadn't been enough communication in the family!
"Brucey, darling, give it to your mother. Punish her so that she won't ever masturbate again," her mother begged of her son.
"Don't worry, mama. I have every intention of punishing you for jerking off again. Now up on all fours and bark like a dog."
"Oh, I can't get on all fours. I hate that, I look so silly with my fanny up in the air," the mother complained.
"Up on all fours!" Bruce ordered, smacking his hand and fist together, so that the frightening noise made the mother get on all fours quickly.
"Now 'bark'!"
"Bark! Bark!" said the mother, humiliated.
Bruce got up on the bed, and he smoothed his hands over his mother's big buttocks. Then he parted them.
"Are you going to use spit?" the mother asked.
"I may or I may not." Bruce said, massaging his mother's rump and getting a hard on that would be sufficient for penetrating her bottom completely.
"Oh, Bruce, please put something on that cock of yours. The last time you punished me, I was so embarrassed. I could barely sit down for a whole week."
"Well, I thought that would teach you not to masturbate. But you obviously haven't learned your lesson. So I'm going to fuck you in the ass, so as to give you a punishment. And then I'm going to lower my aim and get down into your vagina so that I can get my own kicks. Ass fucking is a bore, mama, and the sooner you stop jerking off, the sooner, I won't have to bother myself and your ass by ass fucking you."
"Bruce, I'm so sorry I jerked off. Darling, forgive me just this time, and I'll never use that plastic dildo again. I'll throw it away. Honestly, Bruce, I'll give it to you and you can throw it away for me. But don't hurt my ass anymore."
"It's too late," Bruce said, and his mother groaned as her son's cock penetrated into the anal chamber and nearly burst her open with its massive width and demanding length and penetration.
"Oh, Bruce. God Help Me! You're breaking me completely open. Oh! Oh!" the mother sobbed, as her body swayed this way and that under the great pressure and assault of the cock.
Judy was horrified and disgusted by the way Bruce was treating her mother, and she was tempted to go right into their room and give Bruce a good lecture.
But Judy knew enough from her intercourse with Jimmy to know that you couldn't talk sense to people when they had already given themselves over to screwing each other.
Judy had seen her mother give herself a fuck in the ass with the plastic phallus. But this was completely different. Bruce was a strong and hardy young man. He heaved the cock in and out with a force and intensity that quickly outdid anything the mother had been able to do to herself with the plastic instrument!
Bruce wasn't completely heartless. After he gave the mother enough in the ass so that she was weeping and sobbing, Judy saw Bruce pull the cock all the way out of the mother's ass. And then Bruce threw himself on the mother's body, and the cock sank into her vagina.
Judy could tell from the mother's moans that Bruce was up to the hilt of the vagina. The mother was panting and screaming with pleasure and delight. She kept begging Bruce to keep shoving the beautiful strong cock into her again and again!
Judy couldn't believe what she was hearing! This was incest! Did her family know no shame!! But, of course, they had no way of knowing that Judy was at home, or that she knew about the hole in the wall so that she could watch everything.
Although Judy felt only disgust and shame at the way Bruce worked his cock into his mother without the slightest moral scruple, yet, she wondered if her beautiful brother would be coming into her room some day and fuck her with the same vigor and relentlessness with which she saw her mother taking the cock! Her brother Bruce probably didn't even know that Judy screwed or that she knew all about sex!
Judy was fascinated by all the possibilities. And she found herself telling herself that her body was much more youthful and well curved than the slightly heavy body of her mother.
Judy couldn't wait to get Bruce alone. She would really suggest sex to him, and watch the way he would slowly begin to show increasing interest in his little sister Judy.
Meanwhile, Judy had to be content watching her mother get the most beautiful fuck she had ever seen. There could be no doubt about it, Bruce was great in bed. He took a long time to come, and he made sure that the woman had had plenty of cock before allowing himself to unwind by orgasming himself.
Judy finger-fucked herself all the while that she was watching Bruce give it to their mother. She couldn't just stand and watch! How could she be expected to not want to participate, even vicariously!
Unlike some women who are sexually ignorant, Judy was pleased that her mother appreciated Bruce's hardy masculinity. Because the mother kept telling Bruce that he was the best fuck she had ever had.
After the fuck was over, the mother lay on her bed with her legs wide open and her clitoris sticking out where her son could see the sexual anatomy perfectly.
Bruce lost no time in getting down on his knees and running his tongue up his mother's cunt. The mother grabbed her son by the hair and ran her wild fingers wildly through Bruce's hair as she felt the intensity of orgasm rushing through the lower part of her body.
"Bruce, lick me, lick me. Oh, my beautiful son, you give the best head I have ever had. I wish your father could lick cunt like you do." the mother said.
Judy was alarmed by this reference to her father. Could it be that her own father was a bad lover? The idea that she was the daughter of a man who couldn't satisfy his wife in bed horrified and disgusted Judy. For her few sex experiences had taught her a great deal about the relationship of sex and sanity, and she suspected that if her father was a bad lover, that was probably why he also made dreadful mistakes in business and lost lots of money every now and then.
Although Judy felt only condemnation and contempt for her mother at first when she found out that her mother practiced masturbation and incest, yet, she was beginning to realize that perhaps her mother was the victim of sexual starvation at the hands of her husband who probably had not fulfilled her sexual needs adequately.
Judy determined that she would never marry until she had been to bed with her future husband and made sure that he was a great lover.
For the incest between her own mother and her own brother showed what a chain of perversity can result from a basically fucked up marriage.
Judy was eager to watch her brother finish going down on her mother. But now there was another banging on the steps. Judy knew that this was probably a member of the family who didn't know anything about the incest that was going on. Quickly Judy got into bed and pulled the sheets up over her so that it would seem as though she had taken a nap.
Judy waited a few minutes, and then she heard sounds in her brothers' room. She gathered that it must be Frank who had come home.
Judy felt a sudden, gleeful desire to walk into Frank's room and tease him about the fact that she knew something that he didn't know.
She got out of bed and combed her hair, and then hurried off to Frank's room.
As we have seen, when she opened the door, unexpectedly, she found her young brother, laying naked in bed, with his stiff erection jutting out.
Although Judy knew quite a bit about sex, she had somehow never thought of her brother Frank doing things like that in the day time. Frank had always appeared above that kind of thing, as though he never needed sex and other lowly physical things.
Confused, embarrassed, and frightened that Frank might never forgive her for walking into his room like that, she hurried into her own room, and hoped that Frank would feel he had shocked and horrified her.
After all, it would be marvellous if Frank would feel he had to come into Judy's room and try to explain to her that it was normal for him to need to relieve his sexual frustrations by jerking off after school.
Judy lay in bed. Frank hadn't come, and she was left with no other alternative, but to stick the hair brush up her cunt again, and try to relieve herself by thinking hard on Frank's large cock. Both of her brothers were well hung, Judy thought happily.
She felt guilty and ashamed of her open sexual desire for her own brothers. But she quickly rationalized it by telling herself that it would be good if her brothers fucked her. That way, if she got pregnant from Jimmy, her brothers would both feel guilty and they would probably help her get an abortion.
She tried very hard to tell herself that it wasn't the sex which interested her. She merely had to get fucked by her brothers so as to protect herself in case Jimmy had impregnated her.
Judy kept thinking up other excuses for rationalizing to herself that incest was all right. Finally, she felt so wet and hot down in the cunt that she didn't care about excuses anymore. She reached deep into her vagina and after much work, she managed to get a complete orgasm. But she knew in her heart that she would never be a masturbation person. With two brothers, well built, living in the same house, why should she resort to masturbation????
CHAPTER THREE
Frank knew nothing about his sister Judy's past sexual activities. After having put plenty of soap on his body in the shower, he felt much cleaner, and rested. He hurried into shorts and trousers and decided to go out for a walk before dinner.
That way he would not have to face Judy for another hour or so. As he was walking past Judy's room, he was tempted to stop and listen to hear if the bedsprings were going up and down again. But just at that minute, his mother opened the door to the hall from her bedroom.
"Oh, Frankie, darling. I didn't hear you come in." the mother exclaimed, hugging her robe to her.
"Are you sick or something?" Frankie asked, genuinely concerned.
"Oh, no, just woman's trouble!" his mother said.
Frankie blushed at this open reference to the period, or woman's curse!
He hurried down the stairs and got out of the house. He had had enough of women and the troubles they bring-enough of it, that is, for today!
Frankie turned down Maple Street and headed for the drug store. It would ruin his appetite to have a malt, but what the hell!
"Hey, Frankie, I've got something for you," a male voice called out boldly.
Frankie turned around. He looked up and down the street, but couldn't see anyone but some older people strolling home. Finally, he figured it must be his imagination, so he just kept walking on.
"Frankie! Frankie boy!" the voice called again. This time, Frankie discovered that the voice was coming from a thick cluster of hedges that surrounded the McDalon Estate.
"Yeah, what do you want?" Frankie called back, and hurried between the hedges before anybody noticed him.
"Hiya Frankie!" Jimmy said, putting out his dirty palm.
"Hell, Jimmy, I thought it was somebody important!" Frankie said. Jimmy was one of those rough kids that Frankie passes his time with now and then, just so as not to get on the toughs' bad side.
"What's the matter, Frankie, ain't I good enough for you? You're getting pretty high falutin now that you're on the football team. I could have made the team myself. But all that practicing stuff ain't for me. The only thing I like to practice with is what I got between my legs. Know what I mean!" Jimmy said, whacking him on the shoulder.
"Yeah, sure." Frankie said, frightened that Jimmy might have some trouble he wanted to share with Frankie.
"So how's things going with you, punk?"
"Great. Great." Frankie said, hugging his fists deep into his pockets, trying to create a tougher look.
"Knocked up any girls lately?"
"Not lately." Frankie admitted, thinking of his sister Judy and thinking that if he were going to knock up anybody, he'd sure as hell like to give his cock to his own sister!
"Say, how's that sister of yours?"
"She's all right."
"I know she's all right. But I mean, like, she's not getting hysterical or crazy or anything. Not cutting up, you know, crying and blabbing all over town?"
"No, she's all right." Frankie said. Now his curiosity was riding high. Had Jimmy fucked his sister???"
"That's good. She was a bit perturbed by the way I just dished it out to her. You got a nice sister, Frankie. And like you got a nice face, Frankie boy. I wouldn't want to have to put my big hand through it. So, you make sure your sister doesn't cause me any trouble. You hear, Frankie? I don't want no trouble from her. And since she's your sister, it's your job to make sure she keeps her mouth shut about her and me."
"Okay. Okay." Frankie said. But his mind was on something else. He was wondering how his sister Lena could have brought herself to fuck with Jimmy. He thought for a moment about his younger sister Judy. But Judy couldn't have been the girl Jimmy fucked. Judy was too young. So it must have been Lena that Jimmy fucked! And Lena had always said that men were stupid and that she couldn't imagine any girl getting so hot that she would let a guy go all the way with her!
"Okay, Frankie. I'm glad we understand each other." Jimmy said. "See you around."
"Right, Jimmy. See you." Frankie said, relieved that the tough guy was leaving him alone.
Frankie walked and walked the streets. He kept meaning to go to the drug store. But every time he thought of his sister Lena fucking around his cock started to get hard. It was a lousy thing to have to admit about one's self, but there it was: Frankie had always worshipped Lena as the goddess who was too good for him or for any man.
Now Frankie was feeling his thoughts going the other way. If Lena would sleep with a jerk like Jimmy, maybe she would let Frankie get his cock in. After all, a girl who can't control her emotions is just as likely to sleep with her brother as with a stranger. To a girl who's unable to control herself, a cock is a cock, and she needs to have that hard rod buried deep inside her!
Frankie knew that his parents would be horrified if they knew what thoughts were going through his head! And finally, his guilt overcame his sexual ambitions and he hurried home for supper. But just to make sure that his mind didn't wander during the dinner, he sneaked up to his bedroom and put on a small jock strap that pinched and held his cock and balls firmly in place.
When he got back downstairs, the whole family was at the dinner table: mamma, daddy, Judy, his older brother Bruce, and his sister Lena. Judy was the youngest 14. Lena was 15. Frankie 16. And Bruce was seventeen. Their parents had got married early and his mother Maggie at age 37 still had a good shape because she kept herself in good condition. His father, Lawrence, was the oldest: 42. But he was a well built man, with broad shoulders and his work in the construction business kept him in strong shape. Frankie was proud of the fact that his mother was devoted to their father, and there had never been any sexual unfaithfulness between his parents. Frankie had seen a lot of sexually broken up marriages. But nothing like that happened in his home.
Judy was very subdued all during dinner. Lena was talking about changing jobs.
"I must quit this awful newspaper office. All the men ever do is make passes. I spend so much time rejecting the men, I never have a chance to get any work done."
"If any of those smart alecks get too fresh, you just tell your father, and I'll come over there and throw a few of them out the window." the father, Lawrence, was saying.
"Just keep control of yourself, Lawrence." Maggie interceded. "You don't want Lena to lose her job."
"Why should she lose her job just because her father throws a few of those flirting salesmen out on their ears. They should be putting their advertisements in the newspaper and that's all. Why should they have to make a sexual pass at Lena, while they are working the layout over for the next edition?"
"Men are like that, Daddy. All they are interested in is sex." Lena said, bored.
"When I dated a girl, I treated her with respect," Lawrence said.
"Those days don't exist anymore," Maggie said. But her tone left it ambiguous as to whether she felt it was much of a loss.
"Don't worry, daddy, I don't let them get away with anything." Lena assured her father.
"I bet you don't," Frankie said, giggled jovially.
Everybody at the table was shocked at this type of behavior from Frankie, who had always been so well mannered.
Judy kept her eyes to her plate. She remembered seeing Frankie naked on the bed with his erect cock, and she knew that Frankie must be under a lot of sexual tension. She also wondered if Frankie knew something about Lena's sex life that none of the rest of them knew about. Was it possible that Lena and Frankie had ever done it???
Judy felt her palms grow moist with anxious perspiration, and she didn't dare look up at anyone, for fear that they might notice how beet red in the face she was.
"Frankie, what do you mean by that?" Maggie demanded.
"Oh, nothing."
"It didn't sound like nothing, son," Lawrence said.
"It's nothing. I was just teasing."
"Well, that's better," Maggie said with relief, fearing that her daughter's sex life might contain something terrible in it. Maggie had always been careful never to discuss sex with the girls, not even menstruation. She felt that it was best to let them find out from other girls. But in the back of her mind, she sometimes wondered if maybe things might reverse themselves, and her daughters might learn all about sex education from boys!!! So she was quite relieved when she found out that Frankie didn't know anything.
"Frankie shouldn't talk about my sexual behavior!" Lena said. "I bet he's out in some car every Saturday night trying to stick it in some innocent girl."
"That's none of your business," Lawrence said. "And besides, I'm sure that Frankie knows that he's to be a gentleman at all times."
"Oh, daddy, that's so ridiculous. If young men were gentlemen all the time, they would be virgins on their wedding nights. But I know lots of guys who do nothing but brag about how much more experience they had on their wedding nights than did their wives. So it's obvious that somewhere between puberty and the altar, Frankie is going to do what all men do. He's going to misuse some chick and wreck her life." Lena challenged.
"It's not right for a girl to talk so openly about sex. Now, I don't want this mentioned at the table," the father said, firmly.
Everybody kept silent after that. But as soon as supper was over, everybody went off to their separate room-supposedly to do homework and read!!
Judy and Lena were in their room. Lena was in her slip, sitting at the bureau, filing and polishing her nails.
Judy was sitting in a chair, with her legs provocatively open, and her eyes glued to a book about Shakespeare. Her mind was concentrating on listening to sounds. On one side was the room where her mother and father were having sex probably; and the other room was where Bruce and Frankie were. What were her brothers talking about? Was Bruce likely to tell Frankie that he fucks their mother?
Judy couldn't stand the suspense. She wondered how she could get Lena to take a more progressive view about sex.
"Lena, do the men really proposition you all the time at work?" Judy asked, knowing that her sister would love to describe again the way in which men make such nuisances of themselves.
"You bet, they always proposition me. But they never get anything. You can be sure of that. Before I give a man any of my body, he had better cough up something worth while."
"You mean a cock?" Judy asked, naively. But no sooner did she utter the word 'cock' when she realized her sister was hardly looking for cock.
"Young lady, you aren't supposed to even know men have such things at your age! But since you're being so smart, I'll tell you a few facts about life, so that you won't make a fool out of yourself when boys start trying to get their fingers into your pants," Lena said, turning toward Judy and polishing her nails and blowing on them while lecturing her younger sister.
"When a man makes a pass at you, that means he wants sex, and that's all he wants from you. If a man really loves you or has ideas about protecting you, sex is the last thing in the world he's going to ask for. He knows that a woman who will make a good wife is a woman who doesn't give herself and her body out freely. Think of it this way, if I tell a man that I have slept with five or ten men, he knows perfectly well that I have difficulty controlling my sexuality and that if he marries me, he'll have to be very careful to always be around so that I won't start sleeping with his business acquaintances."
"But wouldn't you, if you really dug his acquaintances?" Judy asked, feeling herself getting hot in her pants, just thinking of having a lot of handsome men coming to the house and all of them wanting to have sex.
"Judy, I can't believe you really mean what you are saying! Of course, I would never cheat on my husband, no matter how attractive his male friends were," Lena said.
"But how could you help it? I mean, if they got up close to you and started rubbing their thing against your cunt?" Judy said, feeling herself getting hot just talking about it.
Lena said nothing. It was obvious that she was trying to pretend that the prospect of a cock against her cunt did not interest her. But Lena wasn't a very good actress, and Judy could tell from her silence and the redness in her cheeks that Lena wasn't the virgin she claimed.
"Judy, there are so many things in life which are so much better than men. I wish you were older. Then I would feel freer about showing you what I mean."
"Oh, I know," said Judy, assuming that she understood. "You mean those plastic cocks like the one that mother gives herself a fucking with."
"Judy! How can you say anthing like that? Mother would never cheat on daddy with a dildo." Lena said, horrified.
"Oh, don't hand me that." Judy said, "I was peeking at her through the hole in the wall behind that painting. She gave it to herself real good."
"What business did you have looking through a hole in the wall?" Lena said. It was obvious that Lena was interested!
"I didn't mean any harm," Judy explained.
"I'm sure you didn't. But that still doesn't answer my question. What ever made you peek on your own mother?"
"Oh, I heard these strange sounds. I was curious, I guess."
"And you actually saw our mother giving it to herself with a dildo?"
"It was very easy to see," said Judy.
"I can't believe that mother would do a thing like that. She and daddy must not be having normal sexual relations." Lena said. Then she added. "You should be glad that your mother uses a dildo rather than luring some stranger up into the bedroom to fuck her."
"But she does fuck with someone other than daddy," Judy exclaimed.
Lena came over to Judy and suddenly slapped her across the face. Before Judy knew what was happening, she was laying on Lena's lap and Lena was pulling down Judy's panties and giving her young sister a good spanking on the bare behind.
Judy thought it would be awful being spanked. And the first few blows really hurt. But then she began to like the feeling and she rocked back and forth, pretending that she was resisting. But all the while she was getting hot and she felt her cunt getting all gooey with orgasm.
Lena laid the blows on hard. And then Lena began doing more than just giving a spanking.
She began to stick her finger into Judy's cunt!
Judy was tempted to tell Lena that that wasn't the way to give a spanking. But Judy was curious to know all about sex with women and so she refrained from scolding Lena.
In fact, the feel of Lena's probing fingers was so pleasant that Judy was more than happy to let Lena do with her whatever Lena wished.
Lena had never realized what a beautiful body her little sister had. It was shorter and more youthfully curvy than her own. Her sister had smaller breasts, but they were nicely shaped, and Judy's buttocks were soft and milk white and beautifully sculptured.
Judy opened her legs, knowing that this would be an open invitation to her sister's hungry fingers. Lena was delighted to see the legs open, and she began to work one finger into the cunt, and her thumb into the asshole.
"Lena, don't do this to me. Oh, I feel so ashamed of myself for enjoying it," Judy said, careful to keep her voice soft and appealing.
"Don't worry, my little sister. A little bit of sisterly love will do a lot to keep you out of getting into trouble with those filthy men who will only want to soil and ruin your reputation."
"Lena, it's so good of you to help me out. Frankly, I was beginning to develop urges which I feared I would not be able to control," Judy confessed.
"You poor darling. Lucky for us that we started playing with each other before you actually did lose control."
"Lena, you're so right about that."
"Just relax, darling, and let Lena give it to you nice and gently. Then you'll get up and start giving Lena some satisfaction."
"Satisfaction?" Judy asked, totally confused.
"Yes, of course. Don't you want me to enjoy sex also?"
"Of course," Judy agreed. But her heart was pounding with fear and terror. What kind of satisfaction could Lena be contemplating?
"What do you want to do to Lena?" Lena asked, being careful to run her fingers deeply and sensuously into Judy's holes so that Judy was so overwhelmed by the penetrations that for a moment she was willing to do anything Lena might wish.
"Do you want to lick my cunt until I have an orgasm in your mouth?" Lena said, swirling her finger in Judy's cunt until Judy herself had an orgasm.
"You mean girls actually drink each other's orgasms? Are you sure?" Judy asked, horrified at this new piece of information.
"Of course, silly. Orgasms taste nice. You'll like them."
"I don't care." Judy said, knowing that her present knowledge of sex was definitely deficient and wasn't going to get better unless she exposed herself to every form of sex imaginable!
"Now that you're through with your orgasm, get up off my knee Judy and kneel down in front of me and put your face up into my box."
Judy did as she was told. But she couldn't help being puzzled. "What is a box?"
"Don't be such a silly!" Lena said, laughing. "A box is a cunt. See this furry triangle, with the nice big red lips sticking out at you. Just put your mouth on those beautiful thick lips and then stick your tongue inside them and you'll be inside a nice warm hole. And you just keep sticking your tongue as far up that hole as you can get your tongue to go." Lena directed.
Judy did as she was told. At first she found the cunt peculiar smelling. But the more she licked at it-and she had no choice but to lick because Lena held her face tightly against her cunt-the more she began to grow used to the brine type of smell, and she even began to like the strange taste of her sister's cunt!
"That's the good girl." Lena said, her voice throbbing with rising satisfaction and desire. "Lick harder. That's right. Now deeper, deeper. Oh, that's so good. That's so good!" Lena moaned, feeling her body growing electric as her younger sister sucked and sucked her cunt. It was at moments like these that Lena knew that nothing a man could do to a woman could equal such heights as her younger sister was taking her.
"You have such a gooey hole!" Judy said, her voice more full of excitement than complaint.
"Well, if you don't like it, you can stop licking." Lena said. "Never let it be said that I made anybody do anything against her will."
"It's all right." Judy said, her voice making it quite clear that she was too much into the grooviness of sucking to want to stop-not for any reason!
Lena began to move around on the bed a lot. Judy knew that Lena must really be getting ready to have an orgasm. She reached her tongue deeply into the dark red hole of Lena's vagina.
"Oh, that's great. That's great," Lena moaned. And then her body twisted and turned wildly, as Judy began to thrust harder and harder against Lena's cunt with her tongue.
"Oh, my God, I just came!" Lena said, her voice rising and falling in ecstasy.
"I know you just came!" Judy proclaimed. "I've got come all over my mouth!"
"I'm sorry. I couldn't help it," Lena apologized.
"It's all right, Lena. I'm beginning to groove to all of this cunt sucking."
"I knew you would," Lena said, happily. "It's better than anything a man could give you."
"It's good," Judy said. "But I don't know that it's better than a man."
"Judy! How dare you say anything like that!" Lena shouted, getting up, and pushing her little sister away from her cunt.
"What's the matter?" Judy pleaded.
"Don't act coy with me! Who's done it to you?" Lena screamed and shouted, grabbing Judy by the shoulder and dragging her to her feet. "Tell me who did it to you. I want to know this instant. I could kill you, letting a man give you sex! How could you? Tramp! Filth! Degeneracy! That's all you are, you filthy little tramp. I can barely stand to stay in the same room with you."
"Don't hate me, Lena. I didn't mean to do anything wrong. Really, I didn't." Judy moaned.
"I bet you didn't mean to do anything wrong! Who are you trying to kid?"
"But I didn't. Honestly. It all happened so fast. I didn't know how to protect myself," Judy exclaimed, knowing in her heart that she was lying.
"Protect yourself against what? Did you go all the way? Did you let him stick it all the way inside you? Tell me. Tell me. I have to know."
Judy broke down in tears. She felt so ashamed and disturbed at the realization that her sister, Lena, whom she so adored would now have to know all about her sinful behavior with Jimmy this afternoon when she let Jimmy fuck her.
"It wasn't my fault," Judy insisted. "He followed me home from school. I tried to get him to leave me alone. But he insisted on carrying my books, and he pretended that he just wanted to be friends."
"I've heard that story before," Lena said.
Judy recognized the sympathetic tone in her sister's voice. She decided to tell Lena a real sob story so that Lena would feel very sorry for her.
"I fought him off as much as I could. But he was too strong for me. Oh, Lena, please don't tell mother about it. I don't want everybody to know that I'm not a virgin anymore. And it wasn't my fault. Really, it wasn't my fault," Judy moaned, and threw her face into Lena's crotch.
Lena tried to remain cold and angry. But the sight of her sister, pleading and helpless, made her feel sorry for Judy. After all, it wasn't as though Judy was one of those slutty types who goes running after the boys to get screwed. Judy was just young and helpless. And her tears stirred Lena's protective instincts.
"Don't cry, Judy. I won't tell anyone about your being raped, if you promise me that you won't ever let any man into you again, unless he marries you and promises to take care of you in case of pregnancy."
"I don't ever want to let a man touch me again," Judy said, knowing in her heart that she was lying and that she was going to try to seduce her brothers as soon as she had a chance!!!
"Well, I guess you've learned your lesson," Lena said, hugging and caressing her little sister and pitying her the awful horror she must have experienced in letting her innocent body be devoured by that filthy male cock.
The girls were hugging and caressing each other, when suddenly there was a knock on the door. Quickly both girls hurried into their slips.
"Who is it?" Lena asked.
"It's just me."
"Frankie?"
"No. Bruce. Hey, let me in. What are you doing in there?" the voice asked.
Judy's skin turned goose pimples! But Lena was very confident and coy.
"Now Bruce, there's nothing in here for you."
"I bet!" Bruce answered, his strong masculine voice riding through the air. Even with the door still closed, Judy felt herself going gooey between the legs. Bruce was so masculine. She couldn't help but start imagining Bruce's big cock entering her belly. It would be so much fun. Lena was crazy in hating men, Judy thought!
"Well, open up," Bruce said, his voice showing irritation at Lena's stalling.
"All right. All right," Lena said, taking one look at Judy to make sure that she was finished dressing. Then Lena threw open the door.
"Well, it's about time," Bruce said, striding in and throwing himself into one of the chairs so as to get a good look at both of them.
Bruce was exactly the type of man that Judy wanted to marry: Tall, and strong, and good looking, with deep, devilish eyes that surveyed all of a girl's contours in one strong, powerful glance.
"Why are you looking at us like that, Bruce?" Lena asked, her cheeks flushed.
"Oh, nothing," Bruce said, a slight, knowing snicker on the corners of his lips. Bruce had two dimples in his cheeks that gave him a devilish, boyish, seductive look.
"I don't know why you don't stay in your own room," Lena said, sitting on the bed, restlessly trying to avoid Bruce's eyes which were roving over her figure. It was obvious that Bruce was excited by Lena's hardness to men!
Judy noticed Bruce's sharp, challenged gaze at Lena, and Judy took steps to make sure that Bruce's sexual prowess wasn't wasted on her Lesbian sister.
"Bruce, would you help me with my homework?" Judy asked.
"What kind of homework?" Bruce asked, suggesting something coy and then quickly-under Lena's disapproving gaze-he straightened his lips and became serious. "Sure, sis, why don't we get to work on it right away?"
"Not in here, you can't," Lena complained. "I've worked hard all day and I have more important things to do than sit in my room listening to you two discussing spelling and arithmetic."
"We'll go into my room," Bruce said, eager to check Lena's haughty comment.
"Good! Go!" Lena said, lighting another cigarette, and anxiously waiting for them to leave so she could get under the covers and stick her finger into her cunt.
Lena had enjoyed being sucked off by Judy. But masturbation also had its good points, and Lena was not one to lose any chance to further her sexual pleasure.
Judy was not going to interfere with Lena's privacy. She and Bruce quickly went to Bruce's bedroom!
CHAPTER FOUR
Once Judy got into Bruce's room, she lost no time in suggesting sex. Bruce sat on the bed, and Judy got on his knee!
"Say, sis, you're really more pretty than I realized," Bruce said, letting his hand graze the top of her thigh.
"Oh, I know a lot about life ... and sex."
"Sex?"
"Sure. I know a lot."
Now Judy knew that Bruce was excited. She could see his crotch bulge and although Bruce crossed his legs so as to hide what was going on inside his pants, Judy knew enough about sex so that she wasn't fooled.
Judy wiggled her behind on Bruce's knees, and she raised her skirt a little above her knees so that Bruce could get a brief glimpse of his sister's inner thigh. That brief glimpse was all Bruce needed for his erection to become full, hard, and hungry for sexual relief.
Suddenly Judy became overwhelmed with fear and shame. She thought it would be fun for Bruce to seduce her. But now she wasn't so sure. She felt his hard cock pressing up against her bottom. It was different and frightening now that it, sex, was about to happen.
"I better do my homework in my room," Judy said, getting up and ready to flee.
"Why don't you get your books and bring them in here and you can do your homework while I sit on the bed and read the newspaper?" Bruce said, knowing that the innocence of this proposition was hardly anything his sister could object to.
Judy thought about it, and she decided that her brother probably was not a raving sex maniac and that it would probably be best if she took her brother up on his offer, as he could explain some of her geometry to her.
"I'll go get my books," Judy said, feeling a great delight that her brother Bruce loved her so much that he was willing to control his swollen cock, so as not to get her into trouble-and Judy knew from her experiences with Jimmy that trouble was something she got into much too easily because of her sexual hunger and her innocence.
While Judy was approaching her room, she heard her sister Lena moaning in their bedroom. Judy felt greatly embarrassed and she was bright enough to know that Lena must be masturbating!
Judy stalled before going closer to the door and then she heard a noise behind her. She turned around and Bruce was standing there.
"What's the matter? Why don't you go get your book?" Bruce asked.
Judy felt soft and meek and powerless as she heard the strong masculine voice of her brother.
"I think Lena is sleeping," Judy whispered.
Bruce put his ear to the door. "I guess it's a strange kind of sleeping."
"I think I'll go to the library and use the geometry books there," Judy said, feeling hot and gooey down in her crotch and knowing only too well that her sexual appetite was too strong for the nearness which she was experiencing in standing next to her brother.
Bruce put his arm around her. "I remember some of the geometry I learned in high school. Why don't we just go back to my room and I bet we can get a lot of homework done just by my working from memory."
"Gosh! Can you really remember that much?" Judy exclaimed. She had always known that Bruce was bright, but this was too much! Judy could hardly remember how to do geometry, even with the book open in front of her. She couldn't see how people could be involved in things that had nothing to do with sex. Sex was the most important thing in life. And it seemed to Judy silly for a girl to waste time on geometry, when she could be doing something important like learning about sex, and finding out who she wanted to marry, and love, and have her children by.
But Bruce was a great experience for her. He would show her how to do such boring things as geometry, and Judy was confident that some of Brace's brilliance would rub off on her.
While Brace sat on the bed, Judy sat in the chair and tried to write down what Bruce was telling her. But Judy didn't know how to spell all the words, and so she came over to the bed and Brace put his arms around her, while continuing to take the pencil from her and drawing triangles so that she could see how the different sides related to each other.
"Why are there so many triangles in geometry? That's all geometry ever is about."
"Triangles are like pussies. I guess people who are sexually frustrated turn to geometry for their sublimated sex," Brace explained.
"You mean mathematicians are sexually frustrated?" Judy asked, amazed that Brace could know such an intimate thing about an entire species of professional people!
"Well, I don't want to say that all of them are sexually frustrated. But I guess a good portion of the men who go into mathematics must have sexual hang-ups of one kind or another."
"What does that mean?"
"What?" Bruce asked, patiently willing to instruct his sister in all aspects of life.
"A sexual hang-up. I mean, how can you tell whether a mathematician is really just interested in math and when he's just sexually hung up?" Judy asked, interested in learning more about her brother's insights on sex.
"It's really very easy," Bruce explained. He put the pad and pencil aside. "If a guy is interested in chicks, he'll be able to show her geometry like I've just done, but then he'll start to get hot for her pussy and he'll find his hand straying away from the paper and he'll start rubbing her knees like this."
"That's not very sexy!" Judy said.
"If the hand goes a bit higher ... and higher ... and higher," Bruce said, his voice growing softly masculine and wooing.
Judy closed her legs, so as to keep her brother's hand from getting into her panties. But her brother still did not give up trying. He massaged her thighs until Nature made Judy so hot that she began to loosen her legs just a little, hoping that if she gave him a deeper feel of her thighs, he would be satisfied and leave her alone.
But Bruce's cock started to grow hard, and Judy began to sense something very determined in the way Bruce's hand penetrated between her inner thighs and his fingers began to rub against the crotch of her panties.
Judy felt her panties starting to get hot, and she wondered if she were wetting them!
"Bruce, darling, we had better stop," Judy said, horrified at the intimate phraseology which her height of pre-love passion was throwing her into.
"Don't be frightened, Judy," Bruce said, digging his fingers under the elastic of her panties. "You've got to grow up sometime."
Judy grabbed Bruce's hand, and tried to push it away. But Bruce was too quick for her, and suddenly his finger was forcing its way through her hole into the deep depths of her vagina.
Judy was careful not to say anything. It was early enough for her to coax her brother not to fuck her.
"Bruce, you're my brother. You shouldn't want to do this."
"I can't help myself, Judy. I've watched you ever since you were a little girl. I don't feel as though it's a sin at all if we play with each other a little."
"Will you promise me, Bruce, that that's all we'll do?"
"That's all, Judy. Let me finger your little hole for a few minutes and then I won't need to fuck you."
Judy wasn't sure whether or not to trust her brother. But how could she tell her own brother that she didn't trust him!
Bruce was obviously feeling very guilty about his sexual prowess toward his own sister. His finger was moving very quickly in and out of Judy's cunt-quickly as though he were anxious to take his pleasure and then never let either of them mention to each other this horrible thing they were doing to each other.
"Do you like what I'm doing to you?" Bruce asked, being very careful not to use any descriptive words that might suggest the vulgarity of lewd sexuality.
"We won't get into trouble?" Judy asked, feeling soft and warm in her cunt, and wanting his finger to go deeper and deeper into her body.
"Not unless one of us squeals on the other."
"I won't tell," Judy assured him, putting her arms helplessly around his strong neck.
"I won't tell either," Bruce promised, kissing her lightly on the mouth. "And don't forget, Judy, there are a lot of advantages to letting me finger fuck you."
"There are?" Judy asked, holding on tightly as the finger of his hand went deeper into her cunt. She could feel the fiery liquid from her cunt dripping into her pussy and down her leg, and her brother's finger had complete freedom in the way it moved in and out because her orgasms were more than lubricating his strong boned index finger. Indeed, it was the heat of her moist cunt that was driving him on. For this moisture gave him a sense of conquest over her. Judy wondered whether many brothers finger fuck their sisters! It certainly was a great form of sex. Nobody would ever know that they had done it to each other.
"Tell me when you come," Bruce said.
"I think I've already come," Judy said.
"Already?"
"I'm not sure. But don't take your finger out. I want more and more of this. I never knew a guy could fuck a girl without using his cock."
"Sure he can," Bruce said, enjoying the naivete and innocence of his young sister. "It's not as good as fucking the right way."
"It feels good enough to me."
"That's because you haven't had a lot of fucking. Once you get used to having a good strong piece of meat inside you, you won't find fingers very exciting."
"Piece of meat!"
"Cock. That's the slang word for what a man has between his legs. I'd take my cock out and show you what a real piece of meat looks like, sis, but I don't want you to think that I'm trying to push you into something you're not ready for."
"I want to learn everything there is to know about sex, and I don't care if I have to learn it from my own brother. I think it's silly the way people say brothers and sisters shouldn't do that kind of thing together. It's easier to do it with your own brother because then you don't feel strange and embarrassed."
"I think you're right about that, sis," Bruce said. But his hand stayed on her shoulder, holding her close to him.
Judy was growing hot and tempestuous with his finger still moving quickly up her cunt. She wasn't used to sex, and its power over her young emotions was fantastically strong and overwhelming. She felt as though she could let her brother do anything, absolutely anything and she wouldn't mind. There was no limit of degradation and shame to which she wouldn't lower herself for the sake of making her brother think she was mature and adult. She was tired of her brother looking at her as though she were a child who knew nothing about the sexual side of life.
"Are you going to fuck me with your cock?" Judy said, her passion breaking loose and making her licentious and provoking in her words.
"You would have to keep it a secret between the two of us. Would you be able to do that, Judy? It would be good for both of us if we could relieve our frustrations by enjoying each other's bodies."
"Oh, I'll do anything you say," Judy said, knowing only too well how true that was, especially when sex was the secret between them.
"Good," said Bruce. He pulled his finger out of her cunt slowly. Then he pulled her on his lap so that both of her legs were spread open and her crotch was against his bulging pants.
"What are we going to do?" Judy asked, wondering why he didn't make her he down on the couch.
"I'm going to break your hymen by making you sit on my cock," Bruce said.
Judy was terrified at the word hymen. She had tried to bring herself to tell Bruce about the way Jimmy had fucked her this afternoon, and then her own sister, Lena, had got into her pants too. But Judy couldn't stand to discuss sexual experiences which, in retrospect, disgusted her. Yet, what would she do if Bruce fucked her and then there wasn't any bleeding or any hymen to break!
Judy had never been so frightened of exposure in her life! She decided that she must learn to be a woman of the world. She must learn to invent excuses and stories that would make men feel sorry for her, no matter how badly she had behaved.
Judy was now sitting straddled across her brother's lap. She looked down between them and she watched as her brother unzipped his pants and his hard stiff cock came out of the hole where the zipper had been.
Although Jimmy had given her a good cocking, this was the first time that Judy had ever had a chance to actually study the anatomy of a man's sexual organs. Bruce was indeed well built. His cock was thick and very long. And she could tell from the twin bulge in his pants that his balls were thick and strong and powerful.
"Now what's going to happen?" Judy asked, her voice pleading that he do whatever had to be done slowly so that it would not be too much of a shock.
"First, I'm going to take your panties down, young lady," Bruce said. There was a sort of devilish glee in his voice and it was very obvious to Judy that he was enjoying this much more than if she were just another girl. She was beginning to realize that all these years when they had been living in the same house had been just so much foreplay for this momentous and shameful moment when he would pull her panties down and take a good long steady look at her delicious little pussy with its soft and sumptuous mound of pubic hair.
"Do I look nice to you?" Judy asked, as her brother finished lowering her panties and his fingers were moving slowly through the soft, billowing fields of her pubic hair.
"You look real nice down there. I could eat you up," Bruce said
"I don't care," Judy said.
"Okay. Let's make a deal. I'll eat you and then you eat me."
"Honestly, Bruce, I sometimes don't know how to take the funny words you use," Judy said, suspecting that the word "eat" was some sort of slang and not to be taken literally. "Eat
"Eat just means to lick something and pretend to be eating and tasting it."
"Oh," said Judy. "In that case, I'd be flattered that you like my cunt so much that you want to put it in your mouth."
"But don't forget, young lady. It's something that you have to do to me also. We can do it two ways. I can lick your cunt and then after you come, you can lick my cock. Or we can lay on the bed and I can put my head against your pussy and you can suck on my cock while I eat your cunt."
"But I thought you wanted to fuck me while I was on your lap."
"That's right," Bruce said, remembering his original plan of attack.
"I tell you what. I'll fuck you a little while you are on my lap. Then after we've gotten into the swing of things, we'll get in bed and eat each other for a while. Then I'll really get on top of you, and then I'll drive my cock into your vagina so hard that I'll plow through your hymen and all. It'll hurt a little. But don't worry about that. Just concentrate on all the pleasure that you'll have later on," Bruce said.
Judy was nearly hysterical. She feared that Bruce would beat her up or tell her parents if she confessed that her hymen wasn't intact. She got on Bruce's lap and she closed her eyes while the tip of the cock was inserted between the lips of her cunt. She waited until the expected pleasure of penetration occurred. Maybe if she allowed herself to get really high on the sensation of fucking, she would forget all about the hymen fucking, and it wouldn't be necessary to tell Bruce until later on that she wasn't a virgin.
"Hey, aren't you a virgin?" Bruce asked, his husky voice full of incipient disillusionment.
"Of course I am," Judy said, not knowing what else to say.
"Come on, sis. You better tell me the truth. My cock should be stopping right now. Instead I'm at least three inches into you."
"Well, I must have a hymen," Judy insisted, thinking that she ought to play dumb for a while. Maybe Bruce would remember some sort of natural illness which might explain why she wasn't supplied with a hymen even though she insisted that she was still a virgin.
Bruce was moving his cock in and out now. He was driving Judy crazy with the zigzag stroke of his cock inside her. She was clenching her teeth and trying to make it seem as though this was the first time she was experiencing fucking and thus she was very tense and unsure of what it would be like. Her actual emotions were quite different. For she was going wild inside her and she was dying to just wrap her arms around Bruce's neck and then pump and hump herself up and down on his cock. Although Judy had a small, lithe body, her feminine characteristics of breasts, etc., were very well developed and she also had a dominant woman's desire to control the force and strength of the fucking she got from the man.
"Sis, you take to fucking real well," Bruce said, with questioning puzzlement.
"I didn't want to tell you, Bruce, but Lena fucked me once before."
"She did!" Bruce said, his cock and indignation keeping equal pace.
"I didn't know anything about sex and she tricked me into letting her screw me with her dildo."
"You dug getting it with a dildo?"
"Oh, no!" Judy answered, humping her brother's cock. "But I didn't know anything about sex at the time, and well, at least it got me into sex."
"You poor kid. What an awful introduction to sex!" Bruce said, giving her the cock real hard, now that he knew she wasn't a novice. "But from now on, sis, you're never going to have to depend on Lesbians ever again."
Judy felt much better now that Bruce knew the truth about her not being a virgin. Wow! Gosh! Suddenly she didn't have to feel ashamed because she didn't have a hymen intact!
Judy gave herself over fully to being fucked. Although her brother had intended to only fuck a little and then get into the 69 position before fucking all the way, passion was completely overwhelming them, and their bodies were functioning like one highly synchronized machine.
They could not have stopped now even if they had wanted to. Judy was completely uninhibited. She was shocked at her own carefreeness, and all the while that she and Bruce were humping, Judy kept thinking of how much fun it would be to one day tell Lena that Bruce had got his cock inside of her. Lena would be as jealous as hell. "Take it easy, sis," Bruce said, as they were both sweating and kissing, and both were reaching a fast climax. Bruce's hands passed over her smooth breasts and he massaged her tits hard and tightly so that Judy could hardly breathe she was so sexed up.
Then she felt herself getting real gooey down there, and she knew that any moment now she was going to be wracked with spasms of orgasm.
"Oh Bruce, do you think we ought to do this?" she sobbed, thinking of how evil this was.
"Sis, I couldn't stop now even if you begged me to," Bruce said. He had no sooner told her that, when the sharp pleasure-pangs of orgasm hit and struck through her sexed up vagina.
Judy began to scream and moan. She had never known sex like this. Her brother had spread her open so much and his cock was so long, that he was fantastically deep inside her belly. After she throbbed with one climax after another, she threw her arms around her brother and held on to him as he finished pushing his cock in and out of her very hot and gooey hole. Finally he had experienced not only his orgasm but a short after-fuck fuck. Now however his cock was really beginning to deflate. And he pulled his out of his sister's belly.
"I guess you should go into the bathroom, sis, and put some water into your cunt," Bruce said. There was a boyish combination of mischievousness and fear in his voice.
"Why should I put water in my cunt?" Judy, in her naivete and innocence, asked.
"You have to wash the sperm out somehow. I don't know how you're supposed to clean yourself out, once the sperm gets inside of you. But I think you had better do something. Otherwise you're going to have a baby."
Judy was furious. Why was it all men knew about fucking, but none of them knew how to take precautions? Judy knew that water wasn't going to help her clean the sperm out of her cunt. She grew very hysterical in her mind, and she even felt such an intense despair that she almost ran into the other room and asked her sister Lena to help her. But Judy knew perfectly well that Lena would be no help at all. Lena would only be more than happy that Judy might be pregnant! Judy was still very innocent about sex but she sensed that the only thing Lesbians wanted was for girls to grow completely disillusioned with men.
Judy enjoyed the idea of getting it with a dildo by a woman. But it couldn't compare with getting screwed by a giant cock.
"Sis, since we're in this together, maybe we should fuck some more and just leave everything to Nature," Bruce said.
At first Judy couldn't imagine how her brother could take such an attitude to her possibly being pregnant. But when she put her hand between his legs, she felt his cock growing hard and firm for a second time, and she realized that men never had enough sex to satisfy them. She tried to tell herself that she really felt disgusted the way Bruce's cock was hard and thick again. But she knew in her heart that she was really delighted at the infinite number of fucks that a man could give a woman. She tried to tell herself that she shouldn't give into temptation. But it was very hard to resist-what with the cock rubbing against her pussy and the memory of their last fuck only a few minutes ago still strong in her mind.
"You won't get pregnant," Bruce said. "You have to fuck a lot for the sperm to build up so that you get stuck with a kid."
"That isn't true and you know it's not true," Judy said. But she felt proud that he was trying to comfort her.
What Judy did not realize is that sex is such a powerful emotion that once one gets involved in sex, it's very difficult to refuse a man any of the rights he might claim in order to satisfy his hard and powerful cock.
Judy was very naive. And her brother was not the type of person who was able to see that he should be teaching her to control her sexual capacities rather than giving into them completely.
Judy herself was soon more than willing to let her older brother give her a second fuck. As far as Judy was concerned, her older brother was like a god. He could do no real or deep wrong.
Bruce lost no time in taking advantage of his sister's strong trust in him. He got her down on the bed, and he opened her legs, and dipped his tongue into that nice juicy red sandwich of a gaping cunt. His sister had very large lips. Her clitoris was small, but when his mouth went down on it, it grew very hard and solid under his tongue working it over.
Judy had thought she knew all there was to know about sex. But 69 was a new experience. She had never felt a cock thick and hard in her mouth. At first she didn't know what to do with the cock. But gradually she started to lick on the cock in much the same way that Bruce was licking her cunt.
Judy was surprised to find that cock licking was very pleasant. It wasn't like licking a dildo. The cock was extremely sensitive to the heat from her mouth and it grew more vigorous and powerful, until the cock was going back and forth in her mouth, almost as if she were getting fucked in the mouth.
"Now we have to start fucking again." Bruce said, suddenly.
"But why?" Judy exclaimed, reluctant to give him his cock back.
"You'll feel the reason soon enough." Bruce said, and hurriedly he climbed on top of her and began to fuck her in the normal way.
Then Bruce remembered that there was another position that he ought to show his sister.
"Stand up on all fours, sis." Bruce commanded.
"Stand up on all fours!" Judy exclaimed. "Why should I do that? I'm not an animal!"
"Just do as I say."
"For Christ's Sake, Bruce, you do ask me to do the darndest things." Judy said.
"Just get on all fours and let me work out the details."
"I guess that's all right." Judy said. "You sure have been giving me lots of good sex, Bruce."
"And you're going to get a hell of a lot more good sex from your older brother. Now up on all fours."
Judy did as she was told. She felt the ovals of her buttocks parting as she straddled herself into position and for a moment she had a terrible fear that Bruce might try to penetrate her ass hole! It was an incredible idea. But she couldn't figure out what else he could enter from behind.
"What should I do now?" Judy said, her limbs trembling with fear.
"Just hold still." Bruce said, and grabbing her by her buttocks, he brought her gaping cunt up to his mouth.
So that was what Bruce was after!! The cunt from behind. Judy had often heard boys joking about getting a girl, dog style. But she had never been sure exactly how that would be done. Now she was getting plenty of lessons and instruction!
"It won't hurt if you fuck me from behind, will it?" Judy asked.
"The best way to answer that, sis, is for me to just stick my cock in and let you decide for yourself."
Bruce stuck the cock into the thick red mound of Judy's cunt. It wasn't painful at all. "It feels great."
"I knew it would. Do you notice how much more penetration there is from behind?"
"Gosh. Jolly-gee! This is real sex." Judy exclaimed, wiggling her ass back and forth, while her brother thrust his cock harder and deeper into her cunt.
"I knew you would like it." Bruce said, his cock at full erection. Now he was anxious to take advantage of his sister's fucking-high-mood and he decided to use his opportunity right now so as to give her a good ass fucking which was something he knew she hadn't had before. And it would be a safeguard against her having a pregnancy.
"Hold your breath, sis." Bruce said.
Then he put his hand on her belly and when he felt that she was calm and relaxed, he slowly pulled the cock out of her belly.
Although he hadn't told Judy that he was going to fuck her in the ass, Judy sensed that something like that was going to happen.
"No. Don't stick that big thing in my ass!' Judy exclaimed.
"Sis, you've trusted me until now. So just relax and let your brother do what's best for you."
Judy thought about this and she decided that she probably should let Bruce introduce her to sex the way he wanted to. After all, she was learning more and more about sex all the time.
On the other hand, Judy was becoming increasingly ashamed and guilty about all the filthy and disgusting and degrading things she had allowed men to do to her during the last few days. And she vowed to herself that after Bruce got through fucking her, she was going to change her life entirely and she wasn't going to ever have sex with a man again until she was married and it was all respectable.
These things and decisions about morality were what was going on in Judy's head. But her body was already too involved in sex for her to get free from sexual-body needs so quickly. She knew in her heart that she shouldn't let Bruce fuck her a second time; but her crotch was hot and sticky. And it made no difference anymore what her mind told her. She needed that cock in her, just as much as Bruce needed her hot cunt and ass for the fulfillment of his sexual needs.
"Bruce, can't you just fuck me in the belly again?" Judy said, trying to woo her brother away from that fucking in the ass. His tongue was already dipping into her little ass hole. She had thought that she would hate every minute of having her ass hole played with, but she had never imagined that her brother would use his tongue!!!!!
She wished that she had been careful to wash between her buttocks. She felt that she probably was clean there-but clean enough to get eaten in her ass! She wasn't sure about that one! But there was nothing she could do.
Bruce was determined to get her ass hole as hot for sex as was her crotch and it sure worked. Whether or not Judy was oversexed to begin with was something that Judy and Bruce had both wondered about-but they had never dared mention it because they were enjoying their little sex games much too much to try to figure out how much of what they were doing would be normal-considering the facts that they were brother and sister and Judy was still a minor.
"How does that feel?" Bruce said, referring to his licking of her ass hole. Bruce was a great lover. Even when he was licking Judy's ass, he still managed to keep his fingers in her cunt. So she was constantly getting sex from so many angles that she couldn't possibly get free from her sexual inclinations.
"Getting licked in the ass feels funny, Bruce." she said to her brother.
"Funny?"
"Sort of peculiar."
"Peculiar?" her brother exclaimed, surprised and puzzled by Judy's evasive attempts to answer his question of how it felt to get fucked in the ass.
Judy fought to overcome her shyness.
"I guess what I mean is that I didn't know that people used that place for sex."
"You mean you didn't know people fucked in the ass." Bruce said, realizing that his sister's evasiveness was just her naivete and innocence about sex.
"Well, I guess if you want to put it that way," Judy said, shocked at her brother's candor in talking about sexual matters. "I just didn't know that a guy would want to put his mouth in a place where...." Words failed Judy.
"His tongue isn't the only thing he wants to put in that crack."
Judy wasn't sure what crack meant. In her present position, her cunt and ass were both totally exposed to her brother. So he could be referring to one or both!
Judy didn't have to wait long. Bruce was getting hot just talking to Judy. For her innocence was something that he rarely found in chicks lately. And he felt a great love for his sister and a desire to see to it that she learned all there was to learn about sex.
He knew that she would be horrified and she might even hate him for fucking her in the ass. But eventually after she got married, her husband would probably want to fuck her in the ass and she would then be grateful to her brother that he showed her how to take the cock, without being frightened. He placed his cock at the hole in her ass. It was such a small, delicate little pink place that it looked almost too small and too innocent to be where the cock would soon be thrusting and ramming its way to complete sexual satisfaction.
Bruce grew cowardly at the last moment. He didn't want to hurt his sister, even though he knew that she badly needed some education in sex.
Judy, however, now knew fully what was about to happen to her. And she had resigned herself to the pain. For she knew that she had a responsibility to herself to learn all about sex.
"Bruce, do whatever you have to do to satisfy your sexual needs. Don't worry about me. I want to know all about sex and I'm willing to undergo any ordeal that is necessary."
"It may be hard for the first couple of minutes." Bruce warned.
"That's all right. I was frightened of fucking the first time it happened. But once I got the cock in my belly, I got so used to having cock inside me that now I can take the cock again and again and again."
"Well, it won't be that easy with getting cocked in the ass. But, of course, a guy only wants to fuck a girl in the ass every now and then. So it isn't something that will have to be endured all the time." Bruce explained, his emotions growing hot just talking about it to his sister, with his cock in her crack.
All he had to do now was to push the cock hard and make it break through the rigid little hole that was all soft pink and wrinkled.
"All right. I have to do it." Bruce said, firmly.
"Oh, my God!" Judy moaned, as the first thrusts of the cock rammed into her ass hole. She thought she would die from the pain. And no amount of pre-thinking about being brave changed the fact that it hurt a great deal to get the cock into her ass.
"I can't stand it." she shouted.
"It will only hurt for a few minutes." Bruce said.
"I can't take it. You have to take the cock out of me this instant." Judy demanded.
Bruce was tempted to do as his sister ordered. He certainly didn't want it on his conscience that he had injured his own sister.
On the other hand, he knew how young and innocent his sister was, and he couldn't help but wonder if perhaps some of her pain wasn't psychosomatic. After all, the idea of being fucked in the ass probably was so offensive to her that she probably was transferring some of her mental shock into physical pain.
Bruce wondered if this theory of his was true. Or, was he just trying to find some excuse for keeping his cock buried in her ass until he had an orgasm. After all, he didn't want to make the mistake of throwing his sperm into her belly twice. After all, it was bad enough that he had done it once already.
Judy was still moaning under the pressure of the cock in her ass. But she noticed that it didn't hurt her as much now. She was even beginning to start enjoying the pain-if that could be imagined!
"Don't pull it out." she finally told her brother.
"Are you sure you can take it in the ass?"
"Yes, Bruce. I'm getting used to it. It feels so funny."
"Funny?" he asked, once again puzzled by his sister's strangely juvenile vocabulary.
"I guess I just mean that it's embarrassing to get fucked in the ass. Or, at least it's embarrassing for me. I never knew that such a thing could be done. And I never knew that it could be pleasurable."
"Now I can tell from your voice that you're starting to like the way my cock is riding in and out of your ass hole."
"Yes ... oh, God! Yes." Judy moaned, as her brother increased both the strokes of his fingers in her cunt and the power thrusts of his cock in her ass hole.
Suddenly she was no more a little girl being taught about sex. She was a worldly woman who was getting fucked in as many combinations as was humanly possible.
Her body was wracked with desires so strong that she feared she might be so overwhelmed by them that she would have to become a woman of the streets to satisfy the love of sex that was building up inside of her!
"Are you coming?" Bruce asked. "I can't fuck much longer without my cock exploding and throwing its sperm into you." Bruce explained, delighted and excited by his sister's willingness to let him go all the way.
"Oh . ... Now! Now!" Judy moaned, referring to the fact that she was already climaxing and that he should let himself go as soon as possible!
Bruce did just that. And soon they could barely remember each other's names, they were so overwhelmed by sexual sensations.
But, no sooner did they start to rest after having experienced all the sex they could handle when guilt began to work its way back into Judy's young mind.
Frightened that she might lose control and burst into tears while Bruce was laying in bed with her, she hurried into her clothes and rushed out of the room without explaining herself to anyone!
Bruce started to follow her. But he knew enough about women, especially young women, so that he understood that he had done as much for her as he could. He had taught her all about sex. Now she would have to wrestle with her own conscience. The decision as to whether she would obey her sexual nature would be a decision that she would have to make with herself.
Bruce hated having to leave his sister to her own doubts and despairs. But he knew that every young person has to go through this same type of despair and decision making, and he would have done something to help her-if there was something for him to do. But he didn't want to push himself on his sister because then people would think that he was trying to be his sister's manager.
CHAPTER FIVE
After Judy had got fucked by her brother Bruce, she had gone through a conversion to chastity, and she held firm for the next two hours while she lay on the bed, hoping that she wouldn't give in to further temptation and start masturbating.
Fortunately, Lena had gone out for the evening, and Judy had heard sounds on the stairs which made her feel certain that Bruce must have gone out too. Her two main sources of temptation were not in the house. That was good!
But no sooner did she begin to feel safe and secure when there was a knock on the door.
"Who is it?" Judy asked, her voice full of weakness and temptation and anticipation.
"Frankie." her young brother said. Frankie was younger than Bruce by one year. But the difference between them was greater in many ways. Everybody knew that Frankie was more innocent and less aggressive than Bruce.
"Can I come in, sis?" Frankie asked.
He was disappointed that Lena wasn't there. Because he was eager to tell Lena that Jimmy had told him about having fucked Lena. That would be one of those secrets that Lena would never have wanted Frankie to know anything about. Although Frankie was a virgin, he still had pride in certain things, and one of them was his ability to find holes in his haughty sister's snobbery of sex and men. Frankie's other area of pride was the fortitude with which he refrained from making passes at Judy even though every muscle in his body yearned for a chance to put his arms around her and hold her soft body close to his own.
But he knew that Judy was still upset from when she had walked into his bedroom this afternoon and found him laying in bed with a full erection. He decided that he should show Judy how manly he was by apologizing for that rather than letting her think that he was a coward and was frightened of mentioning the incident again.
Judy told him that he could come in. But she had no idea that he was coming in to talk about that vile little sexual episode of this afternoon. If anything she thought her brother would avoid sex completely so as to be sure that she would not bring up the matter and tell him how horrified and disgusted she had been at what she had seen between his legs.
They were both shy when finally the door opened and Frankie came into the room.
They didn't know what to say, and Frankie could tell from the way his sister was under the sheet that she had been masturbating when he had knocked on the door.
His decision never to lay a hand on her weakened, and he threw himself into the bed and began to weep and beg her to let him touch her tits and to kiss her.
"I know it's awful what I'm doing. But I can't help it, Judy. I want you so badly." Frankie confessed.
Judy hardly knew what to do. She didn't dare let him open his pants. She knew from past experience that once he opened his pants, it would be impossible for him to get his cock back into his trousers until he had had an orgasm. And, after being fucked by Bruce just a few hours ago, Judy was determined not to give in to sex so easily again.
On the other hand, her brother differed from Bruce and Jimmy in that he genuinely needed her. It wasn't just the sex. He was lonely and tormented and confused about his sexual needs. Judy understood his sexual needs. For she herself had been tormented by sexual cravings until just this afternoon when Jimmy had suddenly and forbiddenly fucked her.
Judy knew in her heart that she must turn her brother away. That was what all society would have told her she must do. And Judy was not one of these people who seeks to flout all conventions.
But the image of Bruce fucking her own mother came into her mind. Perhaps if she hadn't seen that, it might have been easier for her to hate Frankie.
Yet, remembering that her mother and older brother were lovers merely raised in her mind the question: why should Bruce have unlimited sex, while poor Frankie was condemned just because of a momentary lapse?
"Judy, could you just let me stay next to you for a few minutes, and then I'll go away and I'll never touch you again." Frankie explained. He was so ashamed of what he was sinfully doing that he couldn't dare to look into her eyes, so he kept his head buried in her breasts.
Judy didn't want to torture her brother needlessly. As long as he understood that he could only stay in her arms for a few minutes, then everything would go well and there was nothing to be frightened of.
Frankie was grateful that Judy wasn't going to force him to leave her soft body-at least not right away! He knew that Judy must have a very low opinion of him, especially after the hysterically-passionate way he behaved after coming into her room.
No doubt Lena would not have minded at all, Frankie thought. For Frankie still believed that it was Lena-not Judy-who had let Jimmy fuck her!
And, of course, Frankie knew nothing about Judy having fucked with Bruce.
It was because Frankie believed that Judy was as virginal as himself that he rationalized his unnatural desire as being nothing more serious than a brother-sister affection. And he continued to tell himself that it was nothing more than that-even while he wrapped his arms around Judy and his cock was bulging so thickly in his pants that he could barely stand to keep his pants zipped.
Frankie and Judy had told themselves that they would only lie down in each other's arms for a few minutes. But already more than five minutes had gone by and there was no inclination on Frankie's part to take the initiative in pulling himself from Judy's soft body.
One of the things that held him tightly to her was a peculiar sense of familiarity. For, he had often dreamed of Judy in his wet sex dreams, and often he had stayed in bed for hours and rubbed his cock while masturbating to day dreams in which he would convince Judy that she ought to let him initiate her into sex.
This idea of mutual initiation by brother and sister was still a very popular idea in Frankie's mind and now that his sister was close to him, he couldn't help but wonder if perhaps that long dreamt dream might by some magical consent come true.
Judy however was not so easily given over to such romantic, dreamy ideas. After her experiences with Jimmy and Bruce, she knew that it was dangerous to have too many day dreams about sex. So far all of her day dreams had had a dangerous habit of becoming true!
"Frankie, I think we should stop this before it goes too far." Judy said, taking the initiative in trying to control their hot desire.
"Why? We aren't bothering anybody." Frankie complained, trying to encourage Judy to rationalize with him into making it seem as though this wasn't incest that they were playing around with.
"It isn't necessary for us to bother anybody. Incest is wrong. Everybody knows that. And you know it too."
Frankie was shocked that his sister could be so hard and blunt on the matter. He had no idea that her firmness came from much experience which had gradually done its damage to her mind so that now the very idea of incest was beginning to really terrify her and stir up fantastic feelings of guilt and shame.
"Frankie, I can't stand this kind of pressure. I told you that we could stay next to each other for a little while. But now you must be aggressive and get out of bed and go out and find yourself some nice girl."
"That's just the point. I am also your sister and it isn't right for you to try to woo me into a sexual thing with you. You know as well as I how disgusted we will be with ourselves tomorrow if we give in to our desires today."
Frankie knew that there was great wisdom in what his sister was saying. But the body is stronger in its needs than any logical needs of the mind, and all Frankie knew was that his cock was thick and heavy and the only girl in all the world who would be able to satisfy him would be his own sister. If he couldn't have her, he didn't want any girl. And if he gave up all girls, then he would grow crazy with unrelieved sexual tension.
Thus, although Frankie understood the wisdom of what Judy was saying, he could not overcome his inner sexual needs, and he found himself agreeing with her while his hands continued to play under the sheets and continued to reach hungrily for her tits.
"I know I shouldn't be doing this, sis. But I can't help myself." Frankie said, grabbing her tits.
Judy was nearly hysterical with rage. She knew that Frankie was deceiving himself if he thought he could play with her tits and then just stop all sex. After all, when he had first asked just to be able to he next to her, hadn't he deceived himself into thinking that after being near her for a few minutes he would then be able to give her up entirely, and hadn't the flow of events shown how wrong Frankie was?
For it was very obvious to Judy that each gesture of sex only made it harder and harder to stop further gestures of sex.
"Frankie, we must stop." Judy demanded. "All right, I'll leave. I'll leave." Frankie continued to promise. "Now." Judy insisted. "All right. Now," he repeated. "Well, why don't you get up?" Judy said, determined to settle the matter once and for all.
Frankie knew that he had to get up. He knew he was making a fool of himself. He should be trying to hide the fact that he's horny rather than advertising it by this wild behavior. What girl is attracted to a man who, by his horniness, makes her wonder whether he's handsome enough to be able to get another chick? He knew he was doing everything wrong. But he couldn't help himself.
"Judy, I'm going to rape you." Frank said, a new fierce manliness rising up in him.
Judy started to giggle. This was just like in the silent movies.
"Go ahead and laugh!" Frank shouted. But he wasn't as willing to put up with laughter as he pretended, and while Judy was giggling, Frank ripped the sheet off of her and jumping on top of her, he held her down with the bulk of his body and with one hand he tightened his hold around her neck.
Frank knew perfectly well that he would never hurt Judy, for he loved her too much. But it was important to his sexual tactics that Judy not know this.
Although Frank was prepared to hurt her by tightening his hand on her throat, it never became necessary. For Judy went through a few brief motions of protest and then she kept quiet and allowed Frank to undress and stick his cock in her belly.
By now she was experienced and resigned to the futility of trying to stop the sexual drive and determination of the aroused male cock. Besides she was curious to know whether Frankie was a good lover or not.
"Does it hurt?" Frankie asked, as it was the first time he had fucked a girl and he had heard girls say that it hurt to have that hard thing rammed up their cunts.
"No, it doesn't hurt at all." Judy said. And then she added. "But I still think you should take it out Frank before you get both of us in trouble. After all, I could have a baby because of this, if you lose control and your sperm gets into my belly."
"I don't care. I don't care." Frankie said, concerned only with fucking his younger sister. "I'll marry you if anything happens." he promised.
"Don't be silly." Judy said. "How could you marry me? Everybody knows that we are brother and sister."
"Not if we go to a different state and I pretend to be somebody else." Frankie said.
It was obvious to Judy that because Frankie had his cock in her belly, he was having a higher degree of fantasies than he normally had.
Frankie pounded his cock into her harder and harder. Although Judy had hoped to enjoy being fucked by Frankie, it became very obvious that Frankie was so guilt ridden about doing such a forbidden thing that he couldn't relax at all and he was trying to finish the fuck as soon as possible-as if getting it done quickly altered the seriousness of the taboo!
"I'm coming." Frankie exclaimed.
Judy was thoroughly disgusted. Frankie had made her so nervous that she hadn't been able to get aroused enough for an orgasm and climax.
She wiggled her hips and tried to work herself up to an orgasm. But it was too late. Frankie squirted his sperm into her belly. Then he pulled his cock out and got up out of bed.
"You aren't angry, are you, sis?" Frankie said. His face was beet red and it was obvious from the nervous frown on his face that Frankie was horrified and terrified that Judy might betray him to their parents. Frankie knew perfectly well that his parents would not look lightly on this at all, and they might send him away to a military prep school so that he would get a lot of discipline and learn to control his emotions.
"Frankie, sit down. I want to talk to you." Judy said.
Judy had always been frightened of sex. But now that she had been through it several times, she felt infinitely more wise and experienced than Frankie and she got a certain sense of power and conquest in being able to use her new knowledge as a way of education and initiating her brother into a freer life of sex and games of forbidden activities.
"Sis, I'm sorry about what I just did."
"You mean you're sorry you fucked me?"
"I guess that's it. I'm surprised you're able to use that word. It makes me feel disgusted with myself just to think about what we've just done."
"Don't feel that way." Judy pleaded, feeling very sympathetic and sorry for her brother who wasn't a mean person and deserved the right to enjoy life more than he was able to do with his present sexual fears and guilts.
"I can't help but feel that I've ruined my own life and yours by...."
"... by fucking me." Judy finished the sentence for him, determined to get him to use sexual words freely.
"I guess that's what it boils down to." Frankie admitted. And then shyly he asked, "Don't you hate me for what I've done?"
"Of course not, Frankie."
"No?" Frankie said, completely shocked that Judy could take the whole sinful matter so lightly.
"Frankie, there's more sex going on in most families than you would think. You have to grow up and accept the fact that sex is one of the hardest things to control and you're not the only one who has difficulty."
"That's nice of you to try to comfort me, sis. But I know a lot of people, and they don't sleep with their sisters. I seem to be the only one who not only dreams about committing incest but then goes right ahead and does it."
"Oh, you'd be surprised!" Judy said, thinking of her mother and Bruce and then Bruce and herself. Frankie didn't know the half of what went on in their house.
"Who do you know who has committed incest?" Frankie asked, noticing that his sister seemed to know some things that he knew nothing about.
Judy thought a minute. She wasn't sure whether she should tell him all of her secrets. After all, he might use the information as a means of blackmailing her. On the other hand, she could always tell their parents that Frankie had raped her, and that would more than get Frankie into trouble.
Finally, Judy decided to tell Frankie all about their mother and her affair with Bruce. That way Frankie would know that sex occurred in their family, but he wouldn't know that Judy herself also fucks with Bruce.
Judy told Frankie all about how she had peeked through the hole and she had seen her mother give it to herself with the dildo and then Bruce had come into the room and had given it to the mother with his good strong cock.
Frankie was horrified at these revelations. But Judy could see that Frankie's cock was fully erect and this could only mean that what was sinful was also exciting. So she continued her tale and told Frankie about how Lena had forced Judy to go down on her.
"I always knew Lena was a dyke." Frankie exclaimed. "She always acts so superior and pretends that she doesn't need sex."
"Oh, she's a Lesbian, all right." Judy agreed. "I found it interesting to engage in Lesbian activities. But I know that if I were a Lesbian, I would never want to have a Lesbian relationship with Lena. She is very possessive and the only thing which interests her is getting her own way."
"Do you think that she and mother make it together?" Frankie asked, his eyes flashing with excitement and curiosity and a desire to find out more about the sins that others commit.
"I don't know." Judy said. "I never thought about it. But Lena is so possessive that I wouldn't be surprised if she tricked mother into doing some sexual things with her."
"Lena is just the type of girl who would fuck her own mother." Frankie said. "She's so secretive about her need for sex that she must find people who would be so frightened of exposure that they would be more than happy to keep her secret with her."
"I bet you're right." Judy said. "Do you think we should ask mother about it?" Frankie asked.
"Oh my God! That would be the worst thing to do. I think you should never ask people sex openly. First you should find some way to watch them when they are in bed and then when you find out what they like to do, you then catch them when they are alone and you invite them to indulge in their favorite form of sex with you."
"I would never ask mother to fuck with me." Frankie said. "I'm not like Bruce."
"I'm not so sure about that." said Judy. "I think people who live in the same house together, year after year, tend to grow curious about fucking each other and seeing how the other person would react."
"Gosh! I hope not." Frankie said. "I feel badly enough about having fucked my own sister. If I fucked my mother too, that would really give me a guilty conscience."
"I tell you what." Judy said. "Why don't we peek through the same hole that I saw Bruce and mother through and then maybe we'll see them doing some other things?"
"That would be great!" Frankie said. "Should we do it now?"
Judy thought about it. "No. I don't think mother does anything sexual when we kids are in the house. The only way I found out about all of these things was because nobody knew that I was in the house."
"Well, when do you want to start doing our detective work?"
"Let's wait until the high school dance. We'll both go to the dance and ditch our dates early. Then we'll come back to the house and we'll climb up this tree that is just outside my window. I bet anything that if mother thinks we are at the dance and that Bruce and Lena are at the dance also as junior chaperons, she'll plan to have something happen that will give her her sexual kick for the evening."
"Do you think it will be with Bruce?"
"I'm not sure about that one." Judy said. "I suspect that mother is more clever than any of us think. She probably pretends to Bruce that he's the only one she has to fuck her. But she probably does some quick and shifty fucking behind Bruce's back."
"Gosh! This is really exciting." Frankie said. And then he took Judy up in his arms. "Honestly, sis, you're really the greatest!"
"Thanks, Frankie. But please, don't fuck me anymore. I've had enough experience for one day."
"Sure, sure, sis." Frankie agreed and after holding her for a few minutes he left the room. Frankie thought his sister was referring to the fact that their quick fuck had been tiring. But Judy was thinking about: Jimmy, and Lena, and Bruce, and finally Frankie, all of whom had got into her pants in one day!
What a way to lose one's virginity, Judy thought wildly.
CHAPTER SIX
The high school dance was a good two weeks off and Judy was quite prepared to lead a quiet life until then.
But the next day as she was walking home from school, Jimmy Fitzsimmons came up behind her.
"How about letting me carry those books of yours again?" he asked, a deep, knowing leer on his face.
"No thanks." said Judy, contemptuously. "Ah, come on. You know how much into chivalry I am." he said, making it quite clear that he was going to walk her home whether she liked it or not.
"Chivalry indeed. All you want is to do that thing again."
"Fuck!"
"For God's sake, don't use that word right here on the streets. Don't you have any brains!"
"I guess I'm not too much with brains. But I've got other things that are just as good. In fact some people think the things I've got are a lot better than brains."
"I don't know what you're talking about." Judy said, knowing perfectly well that he was referring to dirty things like cock and balls and tongue licking and all that.
"Say, Judy, have I ever shown you any dirty movies?"
"No, you haven't. And I don't want to see them either."
"Why not? There's nothing wrong with filming two people screwing."
"Doing it." Judy said, correcting his choice of words.
"All right. There's nothing wrong with filming two people doing it."
"That's only your opinion, Jimmy. Not everybody shares your irresponsible views on things."
"You'd be surprised, baby. A lot of chicks like to look at the films that I have."
"I think you're just a liar. You have a filthy mind and you think that everybody else in the world is stuck in the same filthy mire."
"You talk big, but you don't know much about people."
"I know a lot about people and their sexual habits, Jimmy. And I'm learning more every day." Judy said, and there was some truth to what she was saying. For she certainly knew a great deal more about sex now than when Jimmy had first fucked her and took away her cherry.
"I know some friends who are giving an orgy." Jimmy said, grabbing her books from her and putting them under his arm so that she was forced to continue walking with him in order to get her books back.
"I told you, Jimmy, I had that one thing with you the other afternoon and I never want to know anything about sex again. I think sex is the filthiest, most vile and awful thing that can happen to anybody."
"You're saying that now. But I remember the afternoon when I was giving it to you. You didn't seem to be minding it then."
"That's because I was so completely caught off guard that I didn't know what to do." Judy said, defensively.
She knew that Jimmy was hot to get in her pants and she knew that it would be difficult to put him off. Maybe she should go to this place where they showed nude films of people fucking. After all, she still had a great deal to learn about sex and what more innocent way was there than watching other people fuck on film. It wasn't as though she herself would be dirtying herself.
"I guess I wouldn't mind just looking at the films. But you have to remember, Jimmy Fitzsimmons, I'm not going to give you any sex. So don't ask for it." Judy warned.
"Let's go over to the Club house right now." Jimmy said, being humble and not arguing with Judy's desire to remain pure and innocent though looking at other people fucking.
"I'm not sure. Maybe we should wait."
"Wait for what?" Jimmy asked.
"I'm just not sure." Judy repeated. Old guilts and fears about sex were beginning to take over her mind and she wasn't sure whether she wanted to be along with Jimmy. After all, he was like a predatory cat who had nothing to do but wait till the mouse got hungry and tried to come out and get the cheese. But Judy wasn't any mouse. And Jimmy would have to get used to that fact. He wasn't going to be able to run her life for her. And he wasn't going to be able to fuck her whenever he wanted.
"Well, I'm still waiting. If you're frightened of sex, maybe you really should wait until you're older."
"I'm not frightened of sex at all! I know a hell of a lot about sex. I bet, in some ways, I know more about sex than you do." Judy said, wishing she dared reveal the sexual events that had taken place in her home.
"Well, we'll see. We'll see." Jimmy said, making it quite clear that whether she went to the clubhouse right now would greatly influence whether he would treat her as someone who knew something about the worldly realm of sex.
"I'll go with you right now, since you insist." Judy agreed, knowing in her heart that there would probably be some trick involved in all of this and she would probably have to force Jimmy to keep his hands off of her, otherwise he would rape her once more.
The clubhouse was not the dumpy little hide-a-way that Judy had anticipated.
Jimmy's friend, Ron Bryce, was about 22 years old and had his own apartment above the neighborhood Warehouse and Storage Building.
Ron was about six feet two inches, very muscular and extremely handsome. Like Jimmy, he had a shiftiness in his eyes and this made Judy feel very uncomfortable.
She took off her coat and Ron was very polite and hung it up. Then, just as Judy was beginning to resign herself to the fact that once again two men had tricked her into being alone with them so that they could begin to make passes, the doorbell rang. Two girls, very beautiful, were with one guy who was very short, scrawny and very almost ugly. Judy couldn't imagine what such good looking chicks were doing with such an ordinary looking man.
"Hello! Hello!" Ron chirped. Then he quickly began to make the introductions. The two girls were called Anne and Helen. Anne had shoulder length blonde-silver hair that was parted severely on the side, giving her a very masculine, aggressive profile. She was wearing a rose taffeta dress, as though she were going to the opening of a movie premiere party.
Helen was also well dressed. But she was more like an ordinary girl. She had on a nice print dress which was about two inches above the knee, and she had long tapered legs that were held in clear nylon.
Percy, the man of about thirty five who was with them was very badly dressed. He had on a sport shirt that had a great many wrinkles in it, and he wore baggy work pants. So it was very obvious that Percy was not a steady companion of the girls.
Judy was fascinated by Anne and Helen. They represented exactly the type of sisters she would have loved to have instead of prudish-whorish Lena who was always complaining and never felt that a woman ought to dress boldly because it only makes men think she's an easy lay.
Judy decided that she was going to enjoy this clubhouse. It had never dawned on her that the boys would be so aggressive that they would go out and get several girls to take part in the film watching.
Judy engaged in light chit-chat with both Anne and Helen. Judy's eyes roamed over their beautiful bodies and their heavy bosoms which were very well suggested by their low cut dress necklines.
Judy wished she could buy nice clothes like Anne and Helen were wearing. But she knew that even if she did buy them, she would never be able to wear them to high school. For all the boys would then be running after her and all the teachers would be sending her down to the principal to get her to wear something less sexy.
Anne and Helen were only about nineteen or twenty but they evidently had good hairdressers and tailors and both girls could easily pass for twenty-five and it was very obvious that they both were very worldly and knew all about sex.
"When are we going to get around to seeing those movie pictures?" Anne said. "I'm dying to see how they came out."
"Are you actually in the films?" Judy asked, shocked and amazed that a girl like Anne would lower herself to doing sex in front of a camera-and with a man fucking her!
"Oh, we're all in these particular films." Anne explained, referring to Percy, Helen, and herself. "We had ourselves a little orgy last weekend and Ron Bryce took films of the whole thing. Boy, did we all fuck! I had a dry cunt for the next two days."
Judy nearly peed in her pants. She was so hot and shocked at the way Anne was talking so openly about what Judy had always regarded as one of the most sinful things a girl would ever do!
"But you don't strike me as being a whore!" Judy said, and then she realized that she shouldn't have used that word 'whore."
Helen noticed Judy's embarrassment. "Oh, don't fool yourself, Judy. There's a great deal of difference between a whore and an artist. Anne and I are artists and so are Ron and Percy. I mean, we are into sex for its deeper meanings. We are concerned with exploring our sexual identities and learning all about what makes human beings need each other and how they should give of themselves to each other."
"See, I told you the clubhouse wasn't a dump!" Jimmy said, eagerly rubbing Judy's nose in the fact that his friends were not the sex maniacs that Judy assumed Jimmy's friends would be.
"I never said the clubhouse was a dump!" Judy answered, embarrassed as hell that Jimmy would let his friends know what a low opinion she had had about Jimmy and anybody associated with him.
"Oh, don't feel embarrassed." Anne said, putting her small hand on Judy's knee. "You're only about fifteen. At that age, I was suspicious of sex too. But you're lucky that Jimmy has brought you here because the most important thing in life is to meet sexually mature people while you are young enough to still avoid all the pitfalls of a sexually repressed life."
"I'm not at all sexually repressed." Judy exclaimed. "If anything I am oversexed."
"In that case, you and I will get along great." Percy said. And suddenly he took off his trousers.
Judy was horrified. She stood up and got ready to leave. But everybody was getting out of their clothes and Judy felt that she would only make a laughing stock of herself if she tried to walk out on the whole thing.
"I thought we were going to look at movies?" Judy said, trying to keep her eyes off of Percy's cock which was the longest, thickest cock she had ever seen. Now she knew why beautiful girls put up with Percy and his old clothes!
"We just want to have a little sex first. Why don't you take off your clothes and let Jimmy cock you a little." Ron said. "I'd be more than happy to give you a little cock, Judy, but I know that you're a bit frightened of sex and so I and the other guys and gals are going to let you do everything with just Jimmy-at least for this first visit."
"I don't want her all to myself." Jimmy complained.
Judy was shocked and terrified at this sudden insult to her beauty. And from Jimmy of all people-it was just like a man to insult a chick once he's got his cock into her!
"Why don't you want a beautiful young chick like Judy?" Ron asked, amazed.
"Ah, she doesn't give me head or anything. And even fucking her is a drag. She keeps pretending that she's all pure and innocent. I can do without that stuff. Why should I have to defend myself because I have a normal sex drive! Girls like Anne and Helen never ask a guy to explain why he should need to fuck them. Anne and Helen know that a guy has to fuck in order to survive and they just open their legs and are nice to a guy."
Judy felt dreadfully embarrassed and ashamed of herself. She had been so concerned with her own social reputation that she had never before thought about sex in this light. She had never thought about a man's problems. She had always assumed that the whole burden of sexual need was with the woman and that men got all the sex they needed. But it was very obvious that most girls were so sexually stingy that someone like Jimmy was a very frustrated male and was beginning to dislike girls like Judy.
Judy also knew that in the eyes of the other people at the orgy, Judy was not going to look very mature and sexually progressive.
Although Judy had vowed to herself that Frankie was going to be her last fuck until she got married, yet she knew that she would have to prove to these people at the clubhouse that she wasn't a prude.
"You don't understand me at all, Jimmy. I was only cold to you because you were coming on so strong that I thought you only wanted sex. I didn't know that you would want to date me and introduce me to your friends. I thought you would fuck me once and then I would never hear from you again." Judy explained.
"Well, you've heard from me again." Jimmy said angrily. "So, I don't see your legs open. What do you want me to do start to rape you again and beg you to let me have your pussy. You're just one of these teases, Judy. You aren't happy unless the guy's so horny, he's going out of his mind."
"That isn't true." Judy said, indignantly.
"Well, prove it."
"Yes, let's see you prove it. Fuck him." Helen said, her eyes flowing over Judy's body.
Judy might have refused at this point and stormed out of the room. But she noticed Helen's intense eyes and she felt that Helen would think badly of her if she turned shy about sex at this point.
Also Judy couldn't figure out why Helen was looking at her so intensely!
"Jimmy had the wrong idea about me. I'm not in the least bit repressed. I just live in such a straight scene what with my family and school that I didn't want to run any risks of Jimmy getting me into trouble by telling other people that I screw around a lot. But I know I can trust you people because you understand about man's sexual needs."
"Good girl!" Helen said. "I knew you weren't going to be a coward. And after Jimmy gets through fucking you, I want to eat you and fuck you myself."
Judy was astounded. How could Helen admit to wanting to engage in Lesbian activities! Why, Lena would never have let anybody know that she did Lesbian things! And Lena hated men.
Judy was completely fascinated by Helen. It was the first time she had ever met anybody who was bi-sexual. And Judy was also aware of something that she had never thought about before. Perhaps she herself was a bi-sexual! She had never thought about that. But it might be true and it would definitely explain her inability to curb her sexual desires. Bi-sexuals probably have over-sexed sex lives because they need orgies and things like that so that they can have sex in every possible combination.
Judy took off her clothes and she noticed that Anne was also looking at her, with great interest and approval.
But Anne's attention was soon broken by the fact that Percy had opened Anne's cunt with his fingers and then proceeded to get on top of her and shove his cock into her belly.
Anne was completely taken aback by Percy's large and strong cock.
Ron and Helen also got to work. Helen started to lick and suck on Ron's cock, while Ron sat on the couch and Helen kneeled down on the floor.
"Why don't you give me a head job like Helen is giving Ron?" Jimmy suggested.
"Do you really want me to? It doesn't seem as pleasurable as fucking."
"You'd be surprised. Lots of guys go to prostitutes just to get blow jobs. Most women are too immature to realize that a man likes all forms of sex, not just fucking with cock and cock into each other."
"I didn't know blow jobs were that important to a man." Judy exclaimed, as she got on her knees and felt the hard swollen cock graze against her lips.
"Come on boy, get up and kiss the lady." Jimmy said to his cock.
"What did you say that for?" Judy asked. But she didn't have to wait long for an answer, for Jimmy's cock came to complete erection, and as it grew erect it stuck out from Jimmy's body like a pole and it kept hitting Judy on the lips, like so many obscene kisses. Judy was embarrassed by Jimmy's uninhibited reference to his prick. But she decided that she would have to grow up and learn to be uninhibited too.
She had taken the cock into her mouth when she had fucked with Bruce. So it wasn't a completely new experience.
In fact, she was beginning to see why men like getting blow jobs. It's very exciting for a girl to feel a man's genitals in her mouth and a girl can't resist squeezing and licking the genitals so as to see how hot and enlarged she can make the man's cock get. And the more she puts the man into a heat the more eager she becomes to get that big cock down in her belly.
Judy was beginning to get more uninhibited and all the while that she had Jimmy's big cock in her mouth she rubbed her crotch against his legs so as to remind him that she wanted the cock between the legs.
Jimmy made her wait a while until her hot lips had really turned him on. Then he got her down on the floor and rammed his cock up her cunt.
Judy had never been so overwhelmed by sex before. And no sooner did she begin to kiss Jimmy madly and wildly, when she noticed that other people were coming over to them so as to have a private little orgy.
Anne was putting her tongue in Jimmy's ass so as to get Jimmy hot and to make him roll over so that both Jimmy and Judy were laying on their sides while fucking.
Judy hadn't quite understood the meaning of this until suddenly she felt Ron getting behind her and feeling her ass crack with his cock. Was it possible to get fucked by two men at once!
Judy tried to struggle free. She was so overwhelmed by one cock that the idea of having two cocks in her at the same time filled her with a terrifying feeling that she might lose control of her emotions and go completely insane with wild sexuality. How could she be sure that she wouldn't come out of this orgy, a nymphomaniac? Judy had read about nymphos and she knew from her reading that it was completely impossible to keep such a trait a secret because her sexual needs would be so great that she would have to fuck every man in sight-and maybe girls too!
But as so often happened to Judy, her good judgment meant nothing when the actual confrontation with sex occurred. And Ron got his cock in quickly and he was ramming her and kissing the back of her neck and stroking her breasts all at the same time.
Judy was a completely possessed person. She didn't have any feelings except that of complete, pleasurable sexual abandon. The two cocks flooded her body with strong rhythms that nearly drove her crazy with desire and fulfillment.
And that wasn't all. Anne and Helen and Percy were also getting in on the scene. They hadn't had a virgin in the club for quite some time and they were more than equal to the challenge.
"Are there any holes left." Helen asked, and everybody was laughing.
"There's still her mouth." Jimmy said, his own voice being rather stiff and strained as he was busy filling Judy's cunt with his cock.
"I'll take that beautiful mouth." Helen said.
"Oh, no. I want it." Anne said.
"Neither of you girls is going to get it." Percy said, diving in between them and taking her mouth for his own possession.
Judy was amazed at how violent a kiss could be. Percy's tongue plunged in and out of her mouth with the same force as if it were a cock entering her holes down below.
Anne and Helen felt very left out. But they decided not to let their lonely state remain lonely long.
They had two choices. They could screw each other or they could each grab the ass of a man who was busy giving his cock to Judy.
"Percy's cock is free." Anne noticed. "He's still kissing Judy with his mouth."
"Oh, good. Grab his cock before he decides to have her give him a blow job." Helen directed.
Percy heard them, and before Anne could grab his cock, he quickly changed positions and straddling Judy, he plunged his cock into her throat. Percy had such a long thick cock that Judy wasn't sure at first whether she would be able to take the whole thing into her mouth.
She moaned for a while, hoping that Percy would catch on and go back to kissing her with his tongue rather than his cock.
But her moans only made Percy more excited and he threw his cock down her throat with more forcefulness than ever.
Judy would have found this very painful, except that Jimmy and Ron were fucking her so hard in that cunt and ass that she had no desire to relinquish any sexual pleasures and she was more than happy to take all the blows and to forgive an occasional touch of pain in her ass or throat.
Anne and Helen were wild with jealousy that Judy was getting all of this attention and they were left out in the cold.
"What nerve!" Helen was saying.
"We don't need them." Anne said. "Why don't we just fuck each other?"
"I'd love to." Helen said. "But let's be honest, Anne, we can fuck each other any time we want. The big thing today is getting into Judy's pants. And I think we should try to get some of Judy's cunt. It isn't fair that the fellows should have her completely to themselves."
"I agree." Anne said. "They should be sharing her more."
"Definitely." Helen answered, and the two young women watched Judy writhing with wild abandon as all three cocks were ploughing into her three holes. Not even her tits were free from an abundance of eager male fingers, pinching, caressing, titillating them into various stages of erection and heat.
"What should we do?" Anne asked, poking and prodding with her finger, but unable to get any of the men to give up Judy so that Anne and Helen could have a chance.
"Let's start ass licking them until they have premature ejaculations." Helen suggested loudly.
"No. No." Jimmy complained. "Give me just another minute or two and then I'll turn her cunt over to you."
"I don't know about that." Anne said, uncertain whether or not to bargain, when by putting her tongue to Jimmy's ass, she would be able to get him so hot that he would climax and then his cock would deflate so that Judy's cunt would become free for the next taker.
"All right, I'll leave you alone." Anne said, in good spirits, "but you have to hurry up because I want to get some of Judy's cunt before she's worn out for the night."
"Okay ... okay." Jimmy moaned. He pushed his cock deeper and deeper. It was easy for him to finish fucking Judy. For his cock was so hot that it took only a few penetrating thrusts and then his climax occurred and he felt almost dizzy from the extreme power of the orgasm he had. It was only in this blinding moment of passion that he suddenly began to wonder if maybe Judy wouldn't make a good wife for him. She was intelligent and kind and innocent and sweet, and she did all the things that a sexually mature wife would have to do in order to keep a husband sexually satisfied.
Jimmy pulled off of Judy and gave Judy's body over to Anne. He didn't want to rush into things, and he decided to wait and see how Judy behaved during the rest of the evening. After all, a lot of his thinking would be influenced by what his friends thought about her.
He didn't have to wait long to find out what his friends were thinking.
Anne quickly jumped between Judy's legs and Helen got between Judy's legs. The chicks took turns giving Judy a blow job and Judy kept moaning and groaning with pleasure as she felt her vagina once again falling into spasms and orgasms from all of the attention the hard working mouths of her girl friends were giving her.
Judy reached down and pushed the girls' heads more firmly down onto her pussy. But she couldn't do too much, for Ron was climaxing into her ass and Percy was deluging her mouth with sperm. For a moment, Judy thought she was going to choke. But as so often happens with sex what is momentary pain soon becomes pleasure.
Although Judy was disappointed that the men were pulling their cocks out of her belly, she yet felt a certain sense of pleasure in knowing that the girls would now be free to work her over completely-in girl fashion!
"Okay, she's all yours." Ron said, as he and Percy and Jimmy sat on the sidelines and watched the three girls have sex with each other.
Anne and Helen lost no time in capturing Judy in pleasure chains that would make her not want to escape their clasping holds on her flesh.
"What are you going to do?"
"Let us worry about that."
"Oh, this is so sinful. Isn't this Lesbianism?" Judy asked.
"Not quite." Anne said, chuckling.
"Give me my dildo." Helen said to Ron.
"Where is it?"
"Over there in my purse."
"What's a dildo?" Judy asked.
"Something to make you real happy." Anne said, smiling.
"I don't understand." Judy said.
"You will. You will." Jimmy said, knowing that all the guys would probably jerk off while Judy got turned on by the dildoes.
"Oh, my God!" shouted Judy when she saw Ron giving the dildo to Helen.
"What is that for?" Judy insisted.
"Don't worry about a thing." Helen said, authoritatively.
"She's right." Anne assured Judy. "Helen will give you a good fuck. It won't hurt at all."
"But you are just going to watch?" Judy asked, somewhat disappointed that Anne wasn't going to get deeply involved in sexing Judy.
"Oh, I'm going to do more than just watch."
"Well, what are you going to do?" Judy insisted. By now her curiosity was such that she couldn't stand the suspense.
"I'm going to put on a dildo too." Anne said. And she smiled at Ron who knew that it was his turn to go to Anne's bag now and get her dildo for her.
"Oh my God! Gosh! You're both going to give it to me with dildoes?"
"Why not?"
"I don't know if I can take that."
"Don't be silly." Helen scolded.
"You took two cocks, didn't you?" Anne reminded her.
"Yes. But that wore me out. Now you want me to do it all over again. I'm just not sure."
"We're going to do it whether you like it or not." Anne said.
"That's right." Helen agreed. "You may be worn out, Judy, but Anne and I are hot as hell after watching the guys give it to you."
"I can't get used to the idea of girls being hot for me." Judy confessed.
"Haven't you ever known any Lesbians?" Ron asked. (Ron was always curious to know about all the sex experiences of girls who were under twenty.)
"Oh, sure. In fact, my sister's a Lesbian." Judy said, knowing that would shock all of them.
"Has she ever fucked you?"
"In a way. My sister is very mixed up about sex. She keeps saying that she hates sex. But she can't control herself enough to remain celibate. So she keeps having sex and then she contradicts herself by saying that she just did it because she was so horny she had to do something. But she isn't really one of those people who need regular sex." Judy explained.
"She sounds pretty fucked up." Helen said.
"She certainly does." Anne agreed.
"I never thought about it that way." Judy admitted. "But I guess there is some truth to that. She certainly would never go to an orgy. She would regard that as too humiliating."
"Well, I'm glad that you don't share your sister's prejudices." Helen said, strapping on her dildo and taking one final long intense look at Judy's smooth body before plunging her dildo into Judy's young vagina.
"Oh, I don't share Lena's opinions at all. I think men and sex are great and I don't intend to become an old spinster the way Lena will probably end up if she continues to feel the way she does about sex."
"Don't worry about your sister." Helen said. Her voice was sweet and kind. Judy felt almost as if she were going to faint. She had never really been close to a sensuous woman before. When Lena had had sex with her, it had been a purely mechanical thing. But when Helen's nipples pressed against Judy's tits, Judy realized what love between women could be-if not love, just yet, then intense physical attraction, erotic stimulation.
"You aren't frightened, are you?" Helen asked.
"No. I like you a great deal." Judy said, surprised at her own openness and her own sense of security and trust in Helen's maturity.
"Now lie back, and breathe easy." Helen said. She made it easier for Judy by kissing her lightly on the lips and massaging Judy's breasts with such tenderness that once again Judy began to notice that there are certain times when women do not need men in order to experience all there is to experience in sex.
"Will you let me know when you are going to put the dildo in?" Judy asked. For dildoes always gave her the creeps. Even though they were supposed to be soft and plastic, they never seemed as soft as they should be and certainly never as soft and velvety as the skin on a real cock.
"Just let me make the decisions." Helen said.
"What about Anne?" Judy asked, noticing that Anne was kneeling beside them.
"She'll have her kicks soon enough." Helen said.
"Roll her over on her side." Anne said, strapping her own dildo on. I need to have her legs wide open so that I can get into the ass hole quickly. I don't want to hurt her by having to try for the hole several times."
Judy knew enough about sex now to know that when two people are entering her at once, it is very wise for her to get on her side so that each of the lovers has an equal chance to get into her body.
The energy that Helen was putting into massaging Judy's breasts was certainly paying off. Judy was so hot with passion that she no longer cared what they did with her body, just so long as they gave her those plastic cocks with as much forcefulness and pressure as they could possibly bring against her.
Helen and Anne lost no time. The cock slipped first into Judy's cunt and it began to probe deeply up her vagina. Judy felt so exposed and naked that instinctively she put her hand over her ass hole so that no further entry into her body would be made right now. But it did no good. Anne quickly brushed the protecting fingers away and she parted the ovals of the buttocks and within a matter of minutes, both dildoes were firmly implanted in Judy's writhing body.
Why Judy was writhing more under the forcefulness of the two girls than she had been writhing under the entrance of the three male cocks into her body is hard to understand, except that once again the excitement of doing what was most offensive to society added a tinge of forbidden eroticism to an already precocious adolescent erotic personality.
Judy could not control herself now. She found herself talking the language of love and passion.
"Oh Anne, break my ass.
"Oh Helen, harder, harder. Oh my God! You girls are the greatest." were only a few of the thousands of passionate confessions of love and surrender that poured from Judy's uninhibited lips.
"Wow! She's really turned on!" Ron said to Jimmy.
"Yeah, I guess she is." Jimmy answered. But he was inwardly very upset by what was happening before his eyes and he was determined to break up the orgy as soon as possible and to give Judy a bit of his cock once again before she became a complete Lesbian on him.
Any psychiatrist would have gathered great insights if allowed to watch this uninhibited display of licentious Lesbianism. All three of the girls were going wild in their lovemaking and they were uttering words of endearment to each other. Words which could only bring them shame and discomfort the moment the orgy was over and their ordinary way of heterosexual communication came back. For, as the Freudians have shown, bi-sexuality is very common, and so often those who conceal their bi-sexuality suddenly find that an orgy brings them into such close contact with both sexes that they cannot continue to repress the forbidden side of their sex fantasies.
"Anne, give Judy all the fuck you can. We girls have got to stand together. We are so beautiful. No man can truly appreciate us. We are goddesses, and they merely mortal men." Helen, who had always had butch traits, was saying.
"Helen, darling, I love the way you are making love to me. Oh, Helen, Helen, you're the best lover I've ever had." Judy sobbed, as her body thrilled under the continual thrusts of cocks into her body.
"Helen, give it to her hard in the vagina. I want Judy to experience such ecstasies that she will always feel that we girls are the height of all sexual experience."
"Good. I'm going to give her the cock all the way now." Helen agreed and promised.
Judy felt the sudden increase of dildoing in her cunt. She felt a sinfulness in the thoroughness of the fucking she was getting.
"Oh, my God! My orgasms are coming." Judy shouted, frightened to death of the vast sweeps of spasm that would be flowing through her vagina. She felt for sure that her body would never recover from all of the sex that was driving her body from one height of pleasure to another.
The girls continued to fuck Judy as hard as they could. Their breasts were all swaying back and forth in wild frenzy. And soon even the girls were climaxing.
All the girls, early a mountain of increasing ecstasy, were now a mound of exhausted but delighted flesh and bodies.
"Oh, that was great. That was great." Anne kept saying, as she sprawled out on the floor and tried to rest after her exhausting and beautiful fucking of Judy.
The guys lost no time to move in. Percy got on top of Anne's prostrate body and forced his cock into her cunt before she had a chance to get up.
"Oh, no. Percy, I can't take any more." Anne protested.
"Don't be silly, Anne. You never get enough cock." Percy replied, knowing more about women than even women know.
"That's right." Judy said, feeling the moisture between her legs and knowing that all this multiple fucking had only awakened her sex urges rather than satisfied them.
"I think you've had enough fucking for today." Jimmy said, coming over to her and trying to put her panties on her.
"Jimmy, this is an orgy. You're going to ruin everything if you have me put on my clothes." Judy complained.
"Judy, I'm sorry I ever brought you to the clubhouse. You were a nice, clean, decent girl. If I let you stay here, pretty soon you'll forget all about your sweetness. You'll become just an insatiable nympho." Jimmy explained. This time he managed to get her legs through the holes in the panties and he was now pulling the panties up over her genitals.
Judy protested a great deal. She was tired of the way Jimmy kept making decisions for her. If he wanted to fuck her, then he made the decision that she should get fucked. If he wanted her to go to an orgy, then he made the decision to take her to the orgy. And if-as was now happening-he decided to take her away from the orgy, then it was his decision which made it necessary for her to leave the orgy immediately!
"Jimmy, I'm not sure that I want to leave just now." Judy said.
"I don't care." Jimmy replied. "We're leaving and that's all there is to it."
Judy wanted to protest more. But there was nothing she could do. Jimmy was raising such a scene that none of the other people at the orgy would have wanted to risk a commotion by telling Jimmy to leave Judy alone so she could make up her own mind. Judy also got the uncomfortable sensation that since they had all had their gang-bang with her, they were eager for her to leave so they could choose a new victim for the next gang-bang.
Judy was practically in tears as she hurried into her clothes. She had never meant to lower herself to the level of just lying on the floor and letting everybody stick cocks and dildoes into her.
But as always happened to her, her oversexed sex drive made her the victim of forces and circumstances which she couldn't completely avoid.
Knowing that once again she had lost control of her morality, Judy decided to leave with Jimmy as soon as possible. Although she wanted to stay, she knew that once she was away from temptation, she would calm down and get involved in more ordinary things.
"Okay. I'm coming." she said to Jimmy. Her heart was sad at the thought of leaving this orgy. She said good-bye to everybody and they all invited her back in a couple of weeks when they were going to be giving a real wild party.
"I'll have to ask Jimmy before I come." Judy said.
"You certainly will." Jimmy agreed, glad that Judy was recognizing that he was the one who decided what her sex life was going to be about.
And then, as soon as they got outside and they were walking to Judy's house, Jimmy took up the subject of his authority once again.
"Judy, I want to start dating you. I mean I want to date you seriously. I want you to get to know all about me, and I want to get to know all about you. I think you're the type of girl who might be good for me. You sort of are able to understand the type of wildness that comes over me all the time."
"I guess I do." Judy said. She had never thought about it before. But it was true. She did identify with Jimmy's wild sexual excesses. She knew that it was wrong to do all the things they had done. But she also knew that human nature, especially human sexual nature, much harder to control than the guys in the church pulpits tended to admit.
"I don't know." Judy said, reluctantly. "Frankly, I've begun to wonder lately if maybe I am just some sort of nympho and that maybe I would just wreck the life of anyone I came in contact with under the guise of a romance."
"I can't believe you would say something that vicious about your own self." Jimmy said.
"But you don't know all about me, Jimmy. I seem totally unable to resist any sort of sex experience: heterosexual, Lesbian, anything." Judy said, horrified by her own experiences lately.
"Don't be like that, Judy. I've done some awful things too. But like maybe it's good that we did those things because now we have a good general knowledge of what sex is like and we can now begin to like to go into our feelings about each other more deeply. I think there is a lot of truth in that old saying that one has to sow one's oats before one can settle down to just one love."
"Honestly, Jimmy, it sounds as though you are proposing to me."
"Well ... maybe I am." Jimmy said, almost shocked to find himself proposing, of all things. But he knew that it was the right move. He didn't want to lose Judy ... not after all they had been through together.
Judy was rather frightened of the idea of a steady boyfriend. But she decided that it was one of those things that she would have to just allow herself to get used to. After all, the other boys in high school would never allow Judy to go to orgies and things like that. And Judy knew that if she ever got married, one of the advantages of marrying a sexually progressive person like Jimmy was that they would be able to do things like wife swapping and orgies, while still remaining faithful to each other.
So, for better or worse, Judy decided to accept Jimmy's suggestion that they begin to date each other regularly.
"I'll be good to you." Jimmy said when she told him she would accept his dates.
"Just don't get me pregnant, Jimmy. That's all I ask."
"Gosh! Haven't you done anything about contraception yet?"
"When did I have a spare moment for things like that?" Judy exclaimed. "A virgin one day, and the next an experienced sexually mature woman. Believe me, I've grown up awfully fast."
"Yeah, I've grown up too. I guess sexual exploration does that to people. They learn the facts of life quickly."
"They certainly do." Judy said. In her mind, she was wondering about her brother Frank. It was only a week now before she and Frank were going to plot against their own mother and try to catch her having sex with a secret lover, lover.
Judy thought that perhaps she shouldn't go through with it now. After all, she was a girl who was going steady and all that.
But after Jimmy went home and Judy wandered into the house, she felt that old curiosity seeping back into her brain. And she couldn't help but become very anxious to know what effect it would have on her brother Frank when he saw his mother engaging in sex.
Would Frank want to rape Judy afterward??????
CHAPTER SEVEN
The days of the dance preparations breezed by and when the actual night of the dance came, Frank and Judy were as excited as little kids. They each had paid off friends to act as escorts and then to disappear so that Frank and Judy could hurry back to the house and climb up the tree and get into Judy's bedroom so that they could peep through the hole and see what their mother was up to.
When they actually looked through the hole, they were both rather disappointed. Their mother was sitting in a chair, reading True Confessions and eating chocolates. For minutes and minutes, it seemed as though Judy had made a mistake and that they really should have stayed at the dance and had some fun.
But then, just as they were about to give up waiting, the phone rang. Judy's mother picked up the extension in her bedroom.
"Who is it?
"Well, it's about time.
"No. I'm still available.
"Well, if you hurry, we can still have a good time in bed.
"Very well. I'll put on my vinyl suit and I'll expect you in five minutes. Make sure you ring the doorbell three times, then two times. I don't want to go down to answer the doorbell and find it's my neighbors seeing me in vinyl.
"Yes, bring your set of whips. I have a set of my own which I brought down from the attic. But one never has enough whips."
Frank and Judy were horrified. What kind of sex did their mother indulge in!!!
They had only five minutes to wait. During which time they saw their mother take out this enormous black cape which she wrapped around her shoulders. Then she put on black leather boots that went up the full length of her legs, touching the triangle of her pussy.
Judy reached between her brother's legs and she was not surprised to see that Frank was already developing a hard-on.
"Sis, don't touch me there. You know if I get a full hard-on, we'll have to start fucking," Frankie whispered.
"Don't be silly." Judy said. "Fucking is a bore compared to what we're going to be seeing mother do."
Finally the doorbell rang and the mother disappeared for a while. When finally the bedroom door opened, the mother came into the room, taking heavy strides in her black cape, with her black heels clicking against the floor.
"Oh, my God!" cried Judy. "That's my boyfriend, Jimmy Fitzsimmons. No wonder it didn't bother him that I couldn't go to the dance with him!"
"Now get down and lick my boots." the mother was saying to Jimmy who quickly threw himself down to the floor and began to kiss her boots.
Judy felt a deep deep sense of disillusionment in Jimmy. She had always thought of him as such a strong young man and here he was reduced to nothing more than a morsel of servitude.
"All right. That's enough boot licking. Now hold out your hands and let me snap my whip across your knuckles."
Jimmy held out his hands. This was more than Judy, however, could tolerate.
Judy lost no time in leaving her bedroom and hurrying into her mother's room.
The first thing she did in her mother's room was to take the black riding crop out of her mother's hand.
"Give that whip to me, you old witch." Judy shouted, taking the whip and slapping Jimmy on the knuckles just to show him that he was naughty to have submitted to her mother's request.
"Judy, dear, how dare you come into my bedroom like this. Whatever possessed you? Why aren't you at the dance?" her mother was shouting. But it was very obvious that the mother's greatest fear was that word would be all over town that she engaged in these perverse activities with young men.
"Mother, this isn't just any man. This is Jimmy Fitzsimmons, my boyfriend. And I request that you leave him alone. If he needs a whipping, I'll give it to him." Judy said, greatly angered.
"Very well. Very well," her mother chirped, trying to be pleasant and to get on Judy's good side.
"I guess the reason you used to whip Bruce and I so much when we were children was that it got you hot in the crotch." Frankie said.
Until now the mother had not noticed that her own son, Frankie, was among those present.
"Oh my God! Frankie! What are you doing here?"
"I came with Judy. We decided to peep in on you and see what kind of strange sexual activities you would indulge in while we were supposed to be out at the dance."
"I can't believe it."
"Believe what?" Judy asked.
"That the two of you, my own children would betray me like this. Do you have any idea what a scandal you will cause if you allow people to know about this?"
"It's rather late for you to be thinking about that mother." Judy said, sarcastically.
"Oh, Judy, please, let's not have a family fight. A family ought to be able to forgive and forget."
"Not so fast, mother." Judy said. "For years you have been telling me that men are evil and that I should never let a man come near me. Meanwhile you are fucking and whipping every man you can get cornered up to your room."
"Judy, you were just a child. I have to inspire trepidation in you. Otherwise, every dirty old man in existence would have been after you so he could get his hands in your pants."
"Well, from what I've seen going on in your bedroom, mother, I would think that little boys ought to be warned that they should not let their mommies get too close to them. What about Bruce? I suppose you aren't a dirty old woman!" Judy accused.
"Oh, how can you do a thing like this to me, Judy? You know everything! Please, daughter, I beg of you. Don't ever let your father find out. He thinks that I've been faithful to him all these years."
"I'll have to ask Jimmy and Frankie about that, mother. If they want me to keep it a secret, then perhaps I will. But perhaps I won't. At this point in the game, I'm just not sure how much I want to protect you. After all, you always told me when I was small that I would never be popular with men and that I should always remember that the best place for a girl is to always take care of her old mother. You wanted to brainwash me so that I would never have a sexual identity of my own."
"That isn't so, Judy. That isn't so. I was just trying to train you to think of things in a practical sort of way."
"Well, you can try to figure out what would be a practical solution to the present problem. How are you going to make it worth my while to keep it a secret that you have entertained not only young men, but your own oldest son in your bedroom when your husband was out at work during the night shift?"
"All right, Judy. I'll do anything you say." the mother promised. And there was a desperation in her voice that made Judy feel a real sense of conquest. She had never realized how much she wanted to humiliate her mother. But Judy was not a vicious sort of person. She knew that if she could humiliate her mother now, it would be easier in times to come to get her mother to be friendly when Judy was having trouble.
After all, the only thing Judy would have to do in order to make her mother be nice to her would be to remind her mother of all the secrets which Judy kept from their father.
"Are you sure, you will do anything in order to make me keep it a secret that you fucked men other than your husband?" Judy repeated.
"Oh yes. Yes. I'll do anything, Judy. I always knew that you were a bright girl, Judy, and I'm sure you wouldn't force your mother to do anything that wouldn't be fair."
Judy thought about this, and she tried to think of what would be a good punishment for her mother. And then the idea suddenly came to her. Her mother was always bragging about how much money she had managed to save and that when the children were older and the parents were dead, the children would get an inheritance. Judy was not concerned about inheritances. It seemed to her that the important thing was to enjoy life while you were still young.
"Mother, I want you to put a down payment on a house so that when Jimmy and I get married, we will be able to go into housekeeping immediately."
"Housekeeping! Oh, Judy, don't rush into marriage. You're too young, sweetheart."
"Mother, don't give me that nonsense. I notice that my boyfriend wasn't too young for you to drag him up to your room and get him to engage in perverse activities with you."
"All right. I'll put the down payment on the house for you. But I still think you should think about it a bit longer. Marriage is a serious thing."
"That's another thing that I want you to change. I want you to stop saying loony things. It gives me the creeps to listen to you."
"Very well. But you'll see for yourself, Judy. Not everything is going to work out the way you think it will."
"Now that's exactly what I mean. Nothing dreadful has happened yet. But already you are telling me about it and warning me to beware of dangers that you have no way of knowing are ever going to happen."
"Give her a real punishment." Jimmy said, suddenly.
"Yes, sis, I think we are being too easy on her." Frankie echoed.
Judy thought about this and finally she decided that the best punishment of all would be to take both Frankie and Jimmy and have them fuck Judy but not the mother. That would really be a punishment.
Judy told the boys about it. And everybody agreed that they would have their own little orgy.
Jimmy was the first to get on top of Judy and to ram his cock into her cunt.
The mother sat in a chair nearby. Her wrists and ankles were tied to the chair so that she wouldn't be able to move.
"Oh, Judy, give your mother one of the men." the mother moaned. "I never have much fun. Please, Judy, let me fuck one of the young men."
Judy was so deeply involved in fucking that she didn't want to spend too much time arguing with her mother. But there was one brief comment that she did manage to get off her chest: "Mother, one of these men is my future husband, and the other is your own son. I think you should stop fucking in the family. Incest, as you yourself used to say, is evil."
