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Maggie's Moist Mouth ....(87k)    by Jed Cleland

CHAPTER ONE

Hi. My name is Maggie and I love to suck cock. That is about as honest and blunt as I can be. Really, I hope that doesn't turn you off, because I've been wanting to tell my story for a long time now, and since I'm finally sitting here picking away at my typewriter, I want you to like me and enjoy my story. It's all true.

I could go on and on telling you how I was born and all that biological crap, but it would just bore you. Later, I'll get to it. Right now, I want to tell you what's on my mind. Last night, the thing that happened last night!

You see, I live in this apartment house in Hollywood, one of the "swinging singles" places where all the apartments surround the big swimming pool and everyone knows everyone else's business. Anyway, I happened to be sitting out by the pool last evening, reading a bit, but mostly relaxing and dreaming, when it suddenly came to me that I was being watched.

I had never seen him before. He was sitting on the opposite edge of the pool, staring, really staring at me. I know guys always look at me, because I'm damned attractive, but usually they turn away when they realize I've caught them staring. Not this one. His eyes were glued to me. All of me.

I brushed my hair from my face and let my hand slowly descend my neck till it reached my breasts. I stopped my fingers there, in the crevice between them, above the white material of my bikini top. He smiled and continued to stare.

I felt the usual feeling coming over me: I wanted him to stand up. I wanted to pull his swimming trunks down and take his cock in my lips and suck him off right there next to the pool. It's a compulsion. It's what I do best in life. It's my thing, as they say.

I took a good look at the guy as his eyes focused on mine. He was handsome, dark and tan, with huge eyes and a light, almost childlike smile. But that was the only childlike thing about him. He certainly had a good body and when he stood up I saw the huge bulge in the front of his trunks.

I'm pretty good at sizing guys up right away, not that it makes any difference, really. I like cocks, any size and shape, just so they're in my mouth where I can do nice things to them. I knew I would have this guy, knew I had to have him.

He stood up and stared directly at my legs. I spread them open a bit and set my book directly over my pubic area, teasingly. The guy didn't move, didn't blink. He brought his eyes back to my face and I licked my tongue around my lips. I could see his bulge getting even larger.

My pussy was getting warm as my blood rushed through my body. I was aware of nothing but desire then, and I think he sensed it somehow. He walked toward me, slowly, still looking directly into my eyes. I just stared at the tight trunks he was wearing, as if they had mesmerized me into some state of sexual hypnosis. He stopped only inches from my chair and I couldn't pull my eyes from the place where his hairy legs came together.

"Hi," he said, almost in a whisper.

I turned my head up and smiled. "Hi yourself," I said.

"Live here?" he asked, still standing above me. His crotch was just inches from my face.

"Yes. Do you? I haven't seen you here before."

"I'm just visiting my pal from college. He lives in 3-A."

I immediately wondered if his friend in 3-A had told him about me. I had done nearly every good-looking and available guy in the building, but I couldn't remember who exactly lived in 3-A.

"Sit down," I told him. He did so, crossing his legs on the cement in front of my chair. "I wonder if I know your friend? What's his name?"

"Oh, he only moved in here a few days ago. I doubt that you'd know him. Name's Tom Lingon."

I didn't know him, but I made up my mind at that moment that I was certainly going to get to know him. New man in the building? I'm the welcome wagon!

I can't remember another thing we talked about. Honestly, it just seemed so unimportant, so trivial, such a waste of time. We were discussing something dumb when I asked him if I could suck his cock.

"What?"

"You heard me. Can I suck your cock?"

"Wow. I mean wow!" He was speechless for a few moments while he grooved on what I had said, but I didn't want him to just think about it, I wanted him to experience it!

"Please, I'd love to suck you off. You look like you'd be up to shooting a good load in my mouth." I thought I had stunned him because he looked like he was going to turn purple and fall in the pool.

"No one has ever said anything like that to me in my life!" he babbled.

"Well, I just did, and I meant it!" I said, standing up. I smiled, one of my really sensual smiles, and I don't mean to say it was forced. I wanted him more than anything in the world at that moment and my tits were hard inside my bikini top, hard as rocks. They always get hard when I'm excited.

He stopped talking. I reached out my hand and led him across the patio to my apartment door. We were inside in a flash and I locked the door.

The poor guy hardly knew what hit him! I mean, here this guy gives me an interested look and in a moment he's being dragged into a strange apartment by a girl with a leer on her face! I do get carried away, but I understand myself. I wonder what that guy was thinking at the time? He probably was wondering what the hell was happening. He just stood there, not knowing what to do next.

Only the light near the couch was on, and I didn't bother turning it off, you have to understand. I wasn't thinking about romance or wanting to do a whole scene where it's great to see everything. I just wanted to do him.

I stood in front of him and kissed him lightly on the lips. He brought his hands up and touched my back gently, as if he were a bit afraid. I whispered for him to undo my top and he did and it dropped to the floor. He looked down at my tits. I held my shoulders back, which made the nipples stand out straight, and pressed against his hairy, naked chest. He groaned and I felt the bulge in his trunks pushing at my thighs.

"You've got beautiful breasts," he said, holding me to him.

"You've got a hard cock," I returned, pressing my lower half as tightly to him as I could. We kissed a few times and I felt his hands pulling my bikini off my buttocks. I stepped back and the little roll of material fell to my feet as I stepped out of them. I stood naked and proud before him and he stepped back to observe me closely. I could tell he liked what he saw.

Then it was my turn. In one fast swoop, I pulled his trunks from his body. His cock sprang out and stood up in front of him, bobbing up and down. I was right, it was long-I guessed at least eight inches-and very fat. The head was rounded and thick-reminded me of a fresh mushroom I saw at the Ranch Market just the other day-and his balls hung low between his legs, swinging there as his penis bounced.

I brought my fingertips to the head and touched it lightly. He loved it. His legs parted and his eyes closed and a moan came from somewhere deep within his throat. I fell to my knees and held the huge thing in both hands.

"Listen, you don't have to, we can fuck if-"

I had heard it so many times. I just said simply, "Don't think, just relax. I don't like fucking. I want to give you pleasure, and this is the best way I can do it."

He looked down at me, happy but a bit shocked at my honest remarks.

"Baby," I said, still holding his cock between the palms of my hands, "You have a beautiful cock and I'm dying for you to come in my mouth! Please!"

I thought he was going to cry! He looked as if he had just won a million dollars. He nodded his head and closed his eyes and waited.

I brought the tip of it to my lips and kissed it. Already there was a tiny drop of semen on the end, and I licked it off and swirled it around my lips. I took the head in my mouth, slowly sliding it along my tongue, until it touched the back of my throat. I bit slightly with my teeth and felt his entire body shiver.

He spread his legs as wide as he could and I brought my hands around the back of his buttocks and started rubbing the hair between them. He was on fire by that time and so was I-my pussy was burning-I had to manipulate myself now, and so I brought one hand down to find my hard clitoris.

The pleasure was incredible. I started moving my head back and forth, using hard sucking movements on his long shaft, as I held tightly to his expanding balls, while my other hand nearly drove me out of my own mind with excitement.

He was watching as closely as he could. I looked up to see him looking at his cock sliding in and out of my expert lips. He touched my head with his hands and then brought his fingers down along his groin, till they wrapped around the bottom of his penis, where my mouth met his pubic hair every few seconds.

His fingers touched my lips, which were around the thick base of his cock, and forced them open so he could feel the fingers in there with his organ: fingers and cock, being sucked, licked, tickled with my tongue. He grooved on it all, my lips, my saliva, my face, his balls. His hands ran over his body, over my face, down under my chin. He was in ecstasy and I was nearing my climax.

I began sucking as hard as I could, pulling on his cock, drawing the full length of it into my throat, and then almost completely out till only the mushroom head stayed locked in my lips, and back in again. He had his right hand wrapped around the base of his organ, so each time I pressed forward my lips touched his fingers. His left hand was pulling my hair.

The pain of his manly grip on my hair, the feel of his huge hard cock violating my mouth, the sound of pleasure pouring from his lips in short gasps, the incredible glow on his face, and my hand working my little bud into a frenzy all drove me to the point where I could not hold back any longer. My hand felt the juices beginning to pour, and soon my legs were wet with the warm liquid of my orgasm.

I worked harder and harder until I heard him shout and felt him release the grasp on my hair. I grabbed his balls and squeezed them tightly as I felt them shake and jump in their sack. He came. He rammed his penis down my throat and held my head there, against his wet pubic hair, as the jets of cum poured from the end of his cock and floated down my throat without my even having to swallow.

I stayed there, even though he released his grip on my head, till the last of his white liquid had poured from the tip of his cock. He kept his balance, though I knew he was dizzy, until I released his balls from my hand and pulled my head from his cock. It fell from my lips and hung, half-limp already, against his leg. Then he fell to the floor and rolled onto his back, lying in front of me with his legs stretched.

I remember he just lay there moaning how great it had been, how fantastic, how he couldn't believe it. I believed him. Really, it had been great. His cock was so well-shaped, curved at just the right point to enter my throat, and the skin was so smooth and light. I'm hung-up on cocks, I guess. Well, I could think of a lot worse things to be hung-up on.

And so he stayed there, on the floor, for what seemed like hours, while I played with his soft cock. It was fascinating. Here was six inches of soft, gentle cock just resting there between his legs, and I took every advantage of it.

I kissed it and nibbled on it. He spread his legs and brought his hands up under his head to form a pillow for himself. He loved every minute of it! And so did I! I flicked it with my tongue and took it into my mouth. How different it felt! It amazed me how something so rubbery and gentle could grow into something so hard and powerful. I buried it in my mouth and licked the hairs at its base while I swirled it around with my tongue.

I let it slip out of my lips and I licked his balls, sliding my tongue over them till they were wet and slippery. Then I sucked them into my mouth at the same time. I love doing that, but it's hard to do, since the scrotum usually tightens when a guy's excited. But once in a while I'm lucky. Here he was, one of the few unusual ones. His balls hung inches from the base of his cock and I could get every bit of them into my mouth.

He brought his hand down and took hold of his cock. I watched as his tightened fingers began to slide up and down the organ as it grew hard. One moment it had been hanging there and now it was standing what seemed like feet above my face. I sucked hard at his balls, moving my teeth and tongue over the hairy warm skin, as I brought my little finger up to playfully rub the entrance to his asshole. He was in heaven.

My concentration was on that huge thing above me and I kept imagining what the eruption would be like. I dig sucking, and I dig getting sucked and fingered sometimes, but I also dig watching a guy shoot, especially if his cock is big and I can catch the load in my mouth, or lick it up afterwards.

So I watched him, .watched his fist jerking his cock half off his body, felt his ass bump on the floor and his balls swim in my mouth. I thought, looking at that hand, how like my brother he looked. I'll tell you about my brother later, but this guy's cock looked incredibly like Billy's, the way it was shaped and the way his hand ran up and down it, almost hurting himself just the way Billy used to.

And he came the way Billy did, too. Like a man. I slammed my fingers straight up my cunt as I saw the shot from the end of his cock! It flew into the air and landed directly on my nose. Then it kept coming and I closed my eyes, for fear it would land there. I've had that happen before and I can tell you it burns! But it didn't hit my eyes. Just my face, all of my face, and after I knew it was finished, I released his throbbing balls and rolled my face all over his thighs, over his cock, his hand, over his balls. I licked and brushed it with my hair and I must have looked a mess when I got up off the floor, but who the hell gave a flying damn? I wasn't competing for any beauty contest. But I sure was winning the cocksucking contest!

Just when he left, I don't remember. I was in heaven. I think we stayed on the floor for hours. Anyway, he left very happy and I crawled into bed and fell asleep. It was only nine, but it had been a good night. And a tiring one, too.

CHAPTER TWO

I feel better-more relaxed-now that I've told you about last night. I was so excited by the incident, I just had to tell someone, to get it off my chest, so to speak! And now I can settle down and begin to tell you about myself, my life, and my loves.

I will concern myself only with sexual matters because I don't want to bore you; but when I really think about it, that's all that interests me anyway-most of my life has revolved around sexual matters. Sex has been the driving force in my life, it has been my existence. And I think it will be my future also.

I should begin with Billy, my brother, who introduced me to the world of sex. Later I can get to Greg-the guy who changed my life. I'm over the hurt of that now. I think I can tell the story with a good amount of objectivity.

I have a cigarette here burning next to me. A glass of Scotch is handy to keep me cool. And I'm ready to let down my hair and talk to you. So let's get going ...

When people-especially in Hollywood-ask where I'm from, I tell them Milwaukee. Actually, the truth is I'm from a little dump called Two Forks, which is in the heart of the farm lands of Wisconsin, but Milwaukee sounds better.

Thus, Two Forks is where I was born and raised. On a farm just outside the city. I'm the only girl in the family. I have a brother four years older: I'm almost twenty-one, so Billy is twenty-four. But I always think of him at the age of sixteen-for a very special reason.

Billy was sixteen that day I first saw him playing with himself in the barn. I can't remember much of anything regarding sex until that time. Oh, I played with myself before that, and I remember seeing Billy naked when we were little kids, but nothing more than that. Being brought up on a farm taught me about sex quite early for it wasn't possible to watch the horses and other animals go through the act of intercourse and not know exactly what they were doing.

But, even though that kind of freedom and education was there, my parents were strict Catholics. Questions about sex were never asked for fear of getting a mouthful of Fels Naptha soap, the stuff Mom cleaned the floors with. She did it to Billy once when he asked what "motherfucker" meant. I never attempted to ask a question regarding sex after that.

Instead, I always asked Billy, or a few of my girlfriends at the little country school we all went to. A few years later I realized how uneducated I was in the matter of sex. At that time I had nothing to go on but hearsay. Until that day in the barn.

Billy's birthday party was great fun. Any kind of party was fun on the farm-we had acres of land and used it to play games and ride the horses. Mother made the best apple cider in the Midwest and all of us kids longed for it, especially since we were allowed only to drink it on special occasions.

After the party was over, and the guests had all departed, Mother asked me to carry two of the empty cider bottles to the storeroom in the main barn. Normally that would have been Billy's job, but no one had seen him since the last few guests left. We figured he had gone for a walk with his dog, Corky. So I picked up the two jugs and carried them toward the barn.

The side door of the main barn was open, which was unusual because Dad had finished milking the cows almost an hour before and he always kept the doors closed. I walked into the barn and looked around. Seeing nothing unusual-I thought a stray animal might have pushed the door open-I turned to leave. Just as I was about to step out of the barn I heard Corky bark.

I turned, wondering where the sound had come from. Corky barked again. This time I could tell the sound was coming from the far side of the building, behind the huge threshing machine. I began to walk toward it when I heard Billy telling Corky to be quiet.

I can't remember why I didn't call to him, or ask where he was hiding. Perhaps I really knew something was going on-I sensed Billy was doing something secret he would want to hide. So I walked near the threshing machine very quietly and set the bottles down on the floor.

Billy was behind a large partition that separated a corner of the barn from the main area. It was a place where we stored bushel baskets and scarecrows and such things. There was a bale of hay on the floor. Billy was sitting on top of it. His pants were down around his ankles.

I stopped dead, breathless-he couldn't see me-and stared at him. I had seen him naked when we had been young and for some reason had always thought his penis, the size it was then, would be the same now. I never had any idea it could grow! And so I was shocked when I saw what stood between his legs.

Let me tell you right here that Billy was beautiful-still is-in a very masculine way. He may have been my brother, but I had always been attracted to him. I would get excited at school when I would overhear the other girls talking about him, how good-looking he was, how they would give anything to have a date with him, how they thought he looked like a movie star. I was proud that he was my brother!

So you can imagine my shock when I stood there looking at my handsome brother almost naked. His eyes were shut tight and the intense expression on his face was almost frightening. His whole body seemed to be concentrating on his hand which was running up and down along the thing between his legs.

And what a thing! I can remember even now the tingle I felt through my entire body as I watched him beat it up and down. It filled his hand completely and the head was a dark color, darker than the shaft or the fingers of his hand. Each time he drove his hand up it, the huge sac between his legs lifted and fell. And everything was surrounded by thick dark hair. I was mesmerized.

Looking back now, it couldn't have been but a minute before he came. At the time it seemed like hours. He worked his hand up and down the long organ as Corky sat in front of him watching. His pants were in a clump around his feet and his underpants were about thigh-high, and I thought they would rip because he kept spreading his legs farther apart. The look on his face changed to a big grin and his moans seemed to transform into light sighs. Then it happened.

White liquid shot from the tip! I couldn't believe it at first-I thought something terrible had happened. But I recovered quickly as I watched the look of absolute pleasure come over Billy's face as the liquid shot up onto his shirt and into the air. Corky barked as some of the semen hit his nose, which sounds funny now, but at the time seemed to add to the unbelievability of the scene.

I thought it would never stop. It finally did, of course, but it all seemed in slow motion before the final gush ran down his hand. I watched as he leaned back and relaxed, bracing himself with both hands. His cock flapped back against his stomach and started getting soft. The head was still there! I thought it had exploded. There was white thick liquid all down the long organ, on the sac between his legs, and even on his undershorts.

Billy sat like that for a moment and then sat up straight and looked down at his penis. He seemed quite happy. I didn't know if it was because of his birthday party or because of what had just taken place. I guessed it was the latter. And, of course, I was right.

I was still standing there like a frozen statue when he stood up and pulled his undershorts up and over the long-hanging organ. It was after he began to buckle his belt that I realized I wasn't supposed to be there and had better run fast or be caught. Of course I didn't know then that Billy liked to have an audience when he masturbated. But I was to learn it very soon.

I crept away, none too soon, and hid behind the threshing machine till he and Corky had left the barn. Then I got up and returned the bottles to the storeroom and made my way back to the house. I can remember clearly that there was a strange feeling down between my legs that night. I was excited. I don't think that feeling has ever quite left me.

I was so amazed by the incident I fell asleep immediately that night. But a week later, when I witnessed the same situation in the barn, I couldn't fall asleep at all.

After supper, that particular evening, Billy said he and Corky were going to walk down the road and back around the huge cornfield. I asked to go along, but Billy said he wanted to be alone-I think he said he had to memorize his Latin for class the next day. So they left, but when they did I noticed something in Billy's eyes that told me I should follow them and see just where they would end up. Sure enough he made for the bale of hay, just like the first time.

They had cut through the cornfield-not around it as Billy had said-and gone directly into the main barn. I followed and entered behind them. This time I was more cautious. I found a slit in the boards of the partition that afforded me good protection from Billy's gaze, and still gave me a perfect view of the action.

He pulled his pants to his feet and then lowered his underpants. His organ was much smaller than I remembered it-I didn't know then how it could change. He touched it with his hands, lifting it, dropping it, rubbing it. Suddenly it seemed to lengthen-then thicken. The tip grew into a smooth rounded bulb. The long stem was wide now, like the other time, and Billy wrapped his right hand around it. Immediately, he began to rub it up and down. Corky lay there, content to watch his master. I stood there, not content at all.

Something was burning inside me. I brought my hand down to my pants and pressed there between my legs. The sensation was a good one. I pressed harder, spreading my legs a bit. I could feel the lips of my young pussy spread apart a bit and moistness was evident because my fingers felt damp.

I watched Billy lay back on the bale, his right hand still on his penis, so only his legs were visible with the big sac and the long thing standing straight into the air. His hand worked up and down in rapid strokes and I almost moaned out loud because I was so excited.

I moved my legs again, rubbing the lips of my pussy together. My whole body seemed to be filled with pleasure. I wanted to drop my pants and touch myself, but I was afraid to. Billy was hidden from view, but if anyone had walked in the main barn door they would surely have seen me.

It happened again, only this time Billy's hand stopped it from shooting into the air. Instead, it poured down his fingers. Actually, it seemed to ooze from the head and run down his hand over the moving sac between his legs, into a puddle on the bale, where it quickly soaked in.

Again, I hid until Billy left the barn and then went back to the house and tried to fall asleep. I couldn't, no matter what I tried. Even warm milk wouldn't do the trick. My whole body seemed to be jumping. It was the first time I was really aware of sexual excitement, and it was only the beginning.

In the months that followed two things happened. I followed Billy into the barn just about every time I could. Also, my body seemed to be rapidly developing from that of a gawky girl into a young woman. My breasts were beginning to grow, my pussy was beginning to be covered with soft hair, and my thoughts were constantly on this matter of sex.

The focus of my mind all the time was on my brother's penis. It was all I knew about sex, it was my only knowledge of the male body, but it showed me what kind of emotion the sight of it could stir up in me. I wanted to touch it. For months I dreamed of one thing: being able to stimulate Billy's cock as I knew r could from studying his own manipulations on all these trips to the barn.

I was soon to get my wish.

CHAPTER THREE

One morning, about five months after that first momentous scene in the barn, r was sitting in the swing hanging from the old oak tree in our backyard when Billy entered the barn. It was normal for him to go in the barn on a Saturday morning, helping Dad with the chores, but by now I was really spying, so I noticed him give a long hard look around before he entered, as if to insure privacy.

He may not have seen me, or perhaps he did and thought I was so engrossed in my reading that r didn't see him. He ducked into the building. I knew what he was up to, even though he had always gone into the barn at night, and I was surprised when he went in there early Saturday morning with that look on his face.

I crept to the front door. Dad was far out in the field and Mother had gone to market, So r knew, as I suppose Billy did, no one was about to disturb us. I walked quietly across the floor to the partition and took my usual place behind the thresher.

Billy was unbuckling his jeans quickly. As soon as they dropped to his knees, I could see his penis hard inside his undershorts. He pulled them down and took hold of his organ with his hand, as usual. But then he stopped. He bent down and unfastened his boots and sat on the bale and pulled them off. Immediately after that, he kicked his jeans and undershorts off his legs, so he sat clad only in his shirt and socks. He spread his legs wide and cupped the sac between his legs with one hand while the other worked his penis in the familiar up and down strokes.

I pressed my hand against my crotch, the way I always did while watching him, and something deep inside me quivered and tingled. My knees felt weak and I began to sweat. I tried to breathe easily, fearing that Billy would hear me. But he was breathing so heavily himself, I doubt if he could have heard anything.

I watched him in amazement, because this time he did something I had never seen-nor dreamed possible-before. He fell back against the bale, as he had done many times in the past, and spread his legs wide. Usually he worked his penis with his right hand and held onto the bale with his left, or rubbed it over his scrotum.

This time his left hand worked itself down to the crack of his ass. He rubbed it, stroked it for a time, and then started flicking his finger exactly at the opening. He was moaning and every few seconds his legs jerked as pangs of pleasure shot through his handsome body.

Then it seemed I was watching his finger and nothing else-my eyes were glued to it. He moved the index finger to the opening of his anus and slowly pried it open, teasing it gently. Then the finger slid up his ass! It honestly slid all the way up there! I couldn't believe it. I felt hot and wet between my legs and I thought of his finger going up my ass and I nearly fainted there in the barn.

Billy evidently loved the sensations the finger was causing because he began to move his hand faster and faster as his head rolled from side to side. In a minute, he lifted his legs into the air and shoved his finger in as deep as he could get it to go and then he spurted-the largest load I had ever seen pour from him.

I was in a trance. I memorized the picture, at that moment, and thought about it for weeks, months, years after that. I still think about it. I t was quite a sight.

Billy left the barn as usual and went back to the small field where he had been working. Later that afternoon, when I had finished the book I had been reading, I strolled over to the field and offered Billy some of the chocolate bar I was eating. We sat on a tree stump and shared the candy and. talked. In the middle of our conversation I said something that I shouldn't have.

Billy said to me, "Darn, Maggie, I think I lost that fifty-cent piece I had in my pocket. I can't find it."

And I replied, "Maybe you dropped it in the barn."

There was a prolonged silence. Billy's face flushed red for a moment and he looked embarrassed. Even if I had not known what he had been doing in the barn, he would have made me suspicious by the look on his face.

"How ... how did you know I was in the barn?"

"I saw you go in. I was reading my book in the swing."

"Oh." Silence again. Then a phony explanation. "I needed some tools so I came back to the main barn."

"I didn't see you leave with any," I said, which complicated matters for him.

He stumbled over his words and said something about not finding the tools he needed. I don't remember much more of the conversation, but I knew from that moment on he was suspicious and I was careless. I should have been extra careful when hiding and watching him, but I wasn't. I think I secretly wanted to be caught, because I certainly was longing to touch his penis the way he did.

A few days later, after supper, Billy went to the barn with Corky. I followed. Everything went well until Corky happened to get up and walk around the partition just as I was sliding my hand into my panties. The dog scared me-had been so intent on Billy that I forgot to watch Corky-and I jumped and let out a yell. Billy came around the partition in a matter of seconds, his hard penis standing out in front of his jeans, which he had tried to pull up without much success. He just stood there staring at me while Corky kept barking. We didn't know what to say or do, we were both so embarrassed.

Finally, I turned and ran out of the barn-heard him call me but I didn't turn around-and across the yard to the house. I darted in the door and locked myself in my room, shaking with fear. I didn't want Billy to be mad at me, that was my first concern. We had always been close friends and I didn't want to lose that. We had always been in a kind of conspiracy against our parents, not that we didn't love them, but rather as a reaction to their strict moral code. We had little in the world other than one another.

It was late that night when I heard the tap on my door. I sat up, wondering where I was, for I had fallen asleep and had been dreaming I was walking along a seashore someplace. I blinked my eyes and realized I was lying on my bed and someone was tapping lightly on my door.

"Maggie? Mag? Open up, it's Billy. I have to talk to you." I recognized the voice immediately, but in it I recognized a gentleness that told me maybe he wasn't mad at me for spying on him. I quickly opened the door. He came into the room and locked it again.

"Billy, I'm sorry ... " He stopped my words by placing his hand on my lips.

"Maggie, listen, don't be sorry. I would have been doing the same thing if it was you behind the partition. You've been watching for some time, haven't you?"

I thought it best not to lie. "Yes," I said softly.

"Well, I don't know how to explain," Billy said, thinking I needed to be told just exactly what it was he had been doing.

"Billy, I know what you were doing. I mean, I know what this is." I thought I did, at least.

"What's it called?"

I pronounced it very slowly and clearly. "It's called mas-tur-ba-tion." I was really proud of myself for having said it so perfectly.

Billy smiled. "Right, little sister. It's just that mas-tur-ba-tion is something a girl your age shouldn't even be thinking about, much less watching. In fact I don't think I should be doing it, but I get these urges!"

"I do too."

He stared at me, realizing maybe that I wasn't as little as he thought. Hell, I thought to myself, hasn't he noticed my breasts? Didn't he realize some of the girls he talked about dating were girls in my class at school? I was always "little sister" and I suddenly wanted that to change.

"What do you mean?" he asked, interested.

"Well," I continued, "sometimes I like to touch myself down there, like you do, and it feels really good. I especially like to do it when I watch you because that's when I'm really excited."

"Maggie, you shouldn't!" He almost screamed at me and started walking around the room. I think it was his big-protective-brother image falling apart. He had to realize that I was growing up as rapidly as he was and I was just as sexual as any other person my age. Or maybe more.

Finally, I blurted it out. "Billy, damn it, I like watching you! What else can I do, dream about it? I never even knew what a man looked like till I saw you in the barn! How am I supposed to find things out? I even want to touch it like you did!"

He stared at me in astonishment. I was a bit astonished that I had said it, but it was true and I was glad I had finally said it. It knocked him cold for a few moments, but it certainly warmed him up inside. He sat on the bed and looked at me and smiled. He was scared, I could tell that, but more than that he seemed suddenly excited.

"You really want to touch it?" he asked timidly. "You wouldn't tell Mother?"

What did he take me for, I wondered. "If I didn't tell Mother about you in the barn, why would I tell her about it now?"

"That's true. Maggie, listen. This is all so amazing to me. I mean, I didn't think you even knew about such things or cared about them. I guess it's kinda nice that you do, 'cause now we can talk about it. Tom and I talk about it a lot, 'cause we're both horny."

Tom was his best friend, a nice guy who lived about a mile from us, on another farm. One day, a few weeks earlier, I had seen Tom walk into the barn alone, and I immediately thought he was going to do the same thing with himself that Billy had done, but he emerged in a minute carrying a bushel basket.

"Can I touch it?" I asked simply.

"Now? Here?"

"You locked the door," I reminded him.

"Yeah, 'cause I thought Mother might come snooping or something. I wasn't planning on taking off my pants in front of my little sister."

I decided to grow up a lot for him in those few seconds. "Look, Billy, I'm not 'little sister' any more. I'm a friend who wants to play, have fun, learn things ... "

His laughter stopped me. He often has referred to that moment sitting on my bed. I guess I must have looked pretty silly sitting there demanding that he no longer be my brother, but rather a teacher of sex and a playmate in sexual affairs.

But he listened to me. He never again called me "little sister" in that context. He did become a friend who played with me, taught me a lot of things, and had a lot of fun doing it.

"Okay, Maggie, you win," he said, opening his zipper. He opened his belt and then his pants and pulled them to his knees. Then he took my hand and placed it over the lump in his white shorts. I was crazy with excitement as I felt it stir under my fingers. Then he stood up and pulled his shorts down and his penis jumped out, just inches from my face.

I stared at it, looked it over, touched it lightly with my fingertips. The skin was soft, much to my surprise, and yet the entire thing was rock-hard. I brought my little finger up to the tip and rubbed along the little slit in the end, and then down along the long shaft to his heavy balls below.

"I have big balls," he said quite honestly. I didn't know if they were small or large, but I knew they felt nice in my hand. They were covered by dark hairs and seemed to move by themselves as I cupped my warm palm around them.

Billy stood there as his pants fell to his feet, and then he spread his legs as much as he could so I could hold even tighter to his balls. I was fascinated with everything I was touching. When I held his balls, he made his penis move up and down in front of my face.

"How do you do that?" I asked, amazed.

"Easy. Muscles," he replied, making it bob up and down again. I grabbed it and giggled, thinking it was very funny.

I held tightly to it as Billy sat on the bed next to me. He let me play with it for a long time, and I knew he was enjoying it, because his organ stayed hard the entire time and every now and then he would sigh or moan in pleasure.

He finally got so excited he couldn't stand it any longer. He pulled my hand away.

"Don't," he said, "I'm going to come!"

"Yes, do, I want you to!" I said. He looked at me strangely. "Really," I added.

"Really?" he asked.

"Really," I said, grabbing his penis again. This time I tried to do exactly what he had done, pulling my closed hand up and down it, drawing the skin up and down, rubbing the head with my thumb. I put my other hand under his balls and held them gently in my hand feeling them move in their sac.

"Oh, Maggie, yes, that's nice," he said softly, watching what I was doing very closely. His hips moved slightly, in rhythm with my hand, and I could feel his entire body beginning to stiffen as he neared his climax.

"Is it okay?" I asked, seeing the smile on his face.

"Yes, yes," he whispered, still watching my hand pumping on his organ. "Maggie ... I'm going to come!"

As he said it, the white liquid poured out. My hand was suddenly soaked with the warm sticky fluid I had seen so many times but had never touched. I stopped moving my hand as he grabbed my arm. He murmured something I couldn't understand as he watched the cream gush from the end of his penis and run down my small fingers, over his balls below.

"God, Maggie," he said, releasing my arm relaxing his whole body. He fell back against the bed and stretched out, as if he had no breath left. "That was wonderful."

I released his penis from my grip and wiped my hand with a tissue until most of the liquid was off, and then I rubbed it against my jeans till it was almost dry. His penis was still wet and shining, and I wiped it with a tissue, but had a hard time getting all the fluid off his heavy balls because they kept slipping and I was afraid to press hard. Finally I just sat there staring at his male equipment, thinking how beautiful he was.

"That really was great, you know," Billy said, looking up at me. He winked and then pulled me down next to him and put his arm around me. "I think little sister just grew up!"

"I think you're right," I answered. He rubbed his hands along my body, playfully, not sexually, until he stopped at my thighs.

"You saw me, now it's my turn to see you," he said, resting his hand on my leg.

"I'll bet you've been peeking into the bath room when I'm naked," I said.

"It's impossible. I tried," he admitted with a sly grin. "I do want to see, though."

I felt embarrassed. "Oh, you don't really," I said, but it didn't convince him.

"Please, Maggie?"

I relented and stood up and slipped my jeans off my body and then pulled my panties down to my knees. He stared for so long that I began to feel something was wrong with me, that I was deformed or something. I didn't know what to do or say, just standing there almost naked in the middle of the floor.

"God, Maggie you're really something!" he finally said, at the same time grabbing his penis again. I was surprised to see that it was growing hard and long again, and even more surprised to see his hand beginning to move up and down it again.

"Maggie, take off your underpants," he ordered, quietly. I obeyed, pulling them from my feet. Then I stood there with only my shirt on, spreading my legs far apart so he could see my pussy clearly.

"Do I have a nice pussy?" I asked. He nodded, as if he were in some trance. No one said a word then-we just looked at each other as we both grew excited.

Billy motioned for me to spread my legs even farther, but I couldn't do that without falling over so I sat down on the chair facing the bed and lifted my legs and planted my feet on the front of the chair, so my pussy was facing him, open and very wet now that I was so excited.

Billy sat up on the bed and faced me, spreading his legs wide also. He had a tight grip on his penis and worked it faster and faster, never for one moment taking his eyes off my pussy. When I ran my fingers over the lips and the folds, I thought he was going to fall off the bed.

Finally, I took each side of my pussy and spread it apart with my fingertips. The sensation of pleasure rippled through my body, and at the same time Billy fell to his knees in front of me and once again the white liquid shot out of his organ onto the floor.

I thought it would never stop! I had no idea it could happen again so soon, much less that it could happen again with so much of the sticky substance still to come squirting out. A shudder of excitement gripped my body as I watched him shoot, and knowing that I had been the person that had caused him to get excited again gave me a great deal of satisfaction. I think I felt closer to my brother that night than any time in my life.

It happened just in the nick of time, for almost immediately Mother was rapping at my door.

"Margaret? Why is this door locked?" her voice demanded as Billy smirked, trying to pull his pants on. I threw the rug over the puddle of semen on the floor and then pulled my bathrobe from the closet.

"Billy's here, Mother. We're just talking," I lied, killing time.

"Well, open this door now. Billy shouldn't be keeping you up. He should be in bed already himself." She rapped on the door again. I heard my Dad call to her to come back to bed.

"Coming, Mother," Billy said, buckling his pants.

"Remember we're going to early Mass tomorrow morning!" Mother shouted, walking down the hall.

Billy clicked the lock on the door and smiled at me and left without a word. I fell on the bed and started to giggle. It all seemed so wonderful to me, so utterly strange and amazing. I had liked what had happened, and didn't feel the least bit ashamed of it. I couldn't wait to do it again.

I can't remember all that happened between that day and the day I had my first lesson in fellatio, but some of the incidents pop into mind ...

One afternoon, Billy and I were walking home from school and he said he had to pee, so he jumped over the nearby fence and went up to a tree close to the road. I stood watching him. Perhaps it was the power of suggestion, but I suddenly felt the urge to urinate, so I climbed the fence and walked up to him just as he was shaking the last few drops of liquid from his penis. He looked at me, surprised.

"I have to go, too," I said. I walked farther into the woods, set my schoolbooks down on the ground, and pulled my panties down and off my body. I stooped down and spread my legs wide. The tips of the grass tickled my pussy.

Billy was right behind me. As soon as I stooped to the grass he called to me and asked me to stop. I looked up to see him pull his pants down to his knees and take his penis in his hand. He knelt in the grass, about four feet in front of me, and started pulling on himself like he always did.

"Okay, Maggie, go ahead and pee," he said, watching intently.

I was unable to do so at first. The situation was so new, so different, something I hadn't thought about. I knew Billy liked to masturbate while looking at my open pussy, but I had never thought of it opening to expel a trickle of urine while he played with himself. But now it was happening and I was afraid I couldn't do it.

Finally, it came. It spurted at first, but then a steady stream poured onto the green grass below and the hairs on my pussy were wet along with the tips of the grass touching it.

Billy made not a sound as he stared in a kind of perverse delight. As my trickle of golden liquid began to stop, his explosion of white liquid began. He bent forward, bracing his body with his left hand, so none of the cream fell on his body or clothing. I watched till he had finished and then wiped myself with a leaf and stood up. Billy did the same. We left the little woods-left two wet spots in the grass there-and continued walking home from school.

We never spoke about that incident again till some years later, when we would often recall the things we had done. We still do that now when we see each other. But at the time we didn't need to talk about it. We would experiment and that would be that. We didn't need to explain, apologize, be worried, upset or angry. We really understood each other and things worked out because of that.

I remember another day when I asked Billy to put his finger up his rear for me. He thought I was nuts at first, but then he realized I must have seen him do it before. He did it for me, and I watched closely, playing with my pussy the whole time, getting very excited because of it.

After Billy reached orgasm with his finger up his anus, I asked him to try putting it up mine. He tried to, but that's as far as he got. It hurt too much. I loved when he rubbed it, just as I loved when he rubbed my pussy, but trying to slide it up there was too painful.

Another time I made Billy come just by holding his penis with both of my hands. I squeezed tightly as he rubbed his fingertips along the lips of my pussy and in a moment my hands were filled with his semen.

Up until that time, we had only touched and experimented with each other's genitals. My breasts had yet to be seen by my brother, until one day in the barn. It was after supper when we sneaked in there, and it was already quite dark out. We were afraid to light a lantern, for fear Dad would see it and come out to see what was going on. So we sat in the near darkness and Billy removed his pants and I took off my skirt and panties.

We touched each other for a time, and then I began to work his penis up and down. Suddenly I felt his hand slide up along my stomach, under my blouse, until it reached my left breast. I wasn't wearing a bra. I hardly ever wore one around the house, under my sloppy shirts. I liked the freedom of it, even in those days before Women's Liberation was ever heard of.

I stopped moving my hand because of the chill that raced through my body. I could feel my nipple grow hard as he tweaked it in his fingertips. I felt rigid, like a rock. I held my breath as his hand moved to the other one, and cupped it gently. His penis grew even larger in my hand.

"Like that?" he asked, almost whispering into my ear.

"Yes, it feels good," I said, grasping his organ with all my might. "Press hard."

He did press hard and I sighed-the sensation was one I had never before experienced. I quickly brought my other hand down between my legs and rubbed my pussy, which only added to the sensation. I tried my best to move my other hand on his penis, but I was too excited to concentrate on it. So Billy took hold of it himself and in less than a minute he came.

Now we had another thrill added to our list of many: playing with my breasts. We did all sorts of crazy things with our bodies. Billy would stand up and rub his penis against my breasts until my nipples became hard and his penis began to get stiff, then he would rub it between them until it came and the white creamy liquid would run down my chest, over my stomach, and sometimes all the way down to my pussy.

Another time Billy masturbated with just the tip of his penis touching one of my hard nipples, as I held my hand under his balls. He came on my nipple and it felt as if someone had just poured hot molasses on it!

I remember too the day he let me put my finger up his ass. He made me cut my fingernail before we tried it, and I'm glad I did, because it was worth it. I wet my finger with my saliva and slowly slid it up his warm anus. I was entranced with the idea of having part of my body in his. I remember having all my fingers jammed in my pussy as I did it. And Billy was so excited he almost screamed at the top of his lungs-he told me so later.

In all this time, however, we had never once thought of anything more than touching. The idea of kissing, sucking, fucking, anything like that, was foreign to us, or at least to me. Then one day I learned something big and that started me on the road to where I am today ...

One day, in May, near the end of the school year, I was supposed to be at my grandmother's house helping her with cleaning the attic. I remember being in a terrible mood and I had decided that I wouldn't go. I called Grandmother immediately after breakfast and told her I wasn't feeling well and that Mom said she thought I should wait a day to help her. So that was that. Only I didn't tell Mother. I packed up some sandwiches, apples, and my favorite books and headed for the hayloft-my sanctuary from the world. Mother was planning to go shopping, and when she returned she naturally thought I was at my grandmother's. I would have the entire day to myself and my own dream world. Or so I thought.

I heard voices while I was reading. I looked out, of the little window above the door to the main barn and saw Billy and his pal Tom calling to Mother, who was in the garden.

"Have you seen Maggie?" Billy shouted to her.

"No, she's at Grandmother's! That's where you should be instead of doing nothing around here," Mother called to him, waving her hands in the air.

"Aw," Billy said, "I'll go tomorrow. Or the next day."

Mother shouted back. "That next day is Monday and you know you'll be in school"

"All right, I'll go there later," Billy shouted back, turning away from her. Mother just shook her head and continued working on her planting ...

Tom followed Billy up the drive till they stood immediately beneath my hidden perch. Billy looked around. I knew that familiar look, but why was he doing it now that Tom was with him? Before I had time to figure it out, they entered the barn and closed the large door.

I listened closely. They walked across the floor to the partition.

"Are you sure she won't come up here?" Tom asked.

"Who?" Billy said.

"Your Mom. Or your sister, what if she comes home?"

"She won't. Look, if you don't want to, that's all right ... "

Tom stopped him. "Hell, of course I want to. I'm as horny as anything. I just wanted to be sure, that's all."

I heard the sound of familiar buckles and zippers, the sound of shoes hitting the ground, the sound of pants being pulled from their legs. "Who's first?" Billy asked.

"Doesn't matter. I will," Tom said, quickly. Then there was a silence.

I had to see what was happening. I knew the floorboards of the loft creaked, but I took my chances. I crawled over to the area just above the partitioned section and brushed the hay away enough to find a crack in the boards. I looked down and my eyes must have bulged out of my head.

Tom was kneeling on the ground, his legs spread wide on the floor. I could see his naked ass move back and forth from where I was, but I couldn't see his face because it was buried in Billy's lap!

Billy was sitting on the bale of hay, bracing his body with both hands behind him, his legs wide on each side of his friend. His penis was in Tom's mouth, or rather it was in and out of Tom's mouth, because Tom's head was moving up and down on the long organ, drawing it in and out of his lips. Billy was gasping, and I immediately felt angry because he looked like he was enjoying it more than anything he had ever done with me.

I was jealous, but more than that I was fascinated. I had never seen anything like it, nor had I even thought about anything like it. I suddenly thought to myself, why hadn't I thought of that? Billy looked like he was in ecstasy as the other boy's head slid up and down his hard penis. I wondered immediately what it felt like inside his mouth, what it tasted like, how far it could do down his throat, how did he keep from biting it and hurting Billy? My mind was a jumble, so much so that when Billy gave a short cry and took hold of Tom's hair, I didn't even realize he had reached orgasm.

It was minutes later, then Tom lifted his head from Billy's groin and said, "Wow, did you come a load!" that I realized what had actually happened.

But what had Tom done with it? He hadn't spat anything from his mouth. And he was speaking. Could he have swallowed it? I couldn't believe it, couldn't accept it, and yet I was dying, at that moment, to do the same myself. It was the first pang of desire to perform fellatio that I had ever had in my life. It has never left me.

As if to excite me even further, Billy then did the same thing to his friend. Tom remained, standing as Billy knelt and took the boy's slender penis into his mouth and began the same kind of movements as Tom had executed. I watched intently-learning how-as Billy sucked gently but firmly on the boy's organ. Tom had his hands on his hips and Billy was playing with the boy's balls at the same time. I had my hand stuffed in my pussy and it was wetter than ever.

Tom shouted, like Billy had, and grasped my brother's hair as he filled Billy's mouth with his semen. Billy choked at first, because the boy thrust his penis deep in his mouth, but then he stopped and he held Tom's ass tightly until the boy's orgasm was over. Then they both collapsed to the ground and sat there while their organs softened.

"Christ, that just makes me hot to fuck a girl," Tom said.

"Yeah, one of these days. I wonder if it's as great as they say it is?" Billy asked.

"I'm sure it is! A blow job turned out to be better than we thought it would, didn't it? Same has to happen with fucking."

I was going wild up in the rafters. I wanted to jump down and take both their penises in my mouth and then have them both fuck me, too. I knew I had to keep quiet and it was killing me.

Tom started hitching up his pants. "You think your sister would ever let me watch when she jacks you off?"

You bet I would, I thought to myself.

"No," Billy said, "I don't think so."

"Damn. She's really pretty. I'd love to see her doing that to you. I'd love to have any girl do that to me!"

That's all I remember them saying. They got their clothing straightened out and left the barn. Mom started yelling and I think Billy left for Grandmother's. I just sat there, thinking about what I had just seen and heard. I moved my hands over my body, over my hard nipples, down to my crotch, and I placed one finger into my vaginal opening. The sensation was exciting, so I put another finger in, and then another. I moved them around and suddenly my whole body began to shake. I felt wet down there and thought for a moment I was going to black out. The roof of the barn tipped and the walls seemed to be falling in on me, but I kept my fingers moving even though my senses were all running together. I had experienced something-some feeling-that I had never before felt. It troubled me, because I couldn't figure it out. Why had I felt so wonderful for those few moments? Would I ever feel it again? I lay there wondering that till I fell asleep.

Dad finally found me after dinner and there was an uproar in the house because I had lied to Grandmother and had spent the entire day doing nothing. I was confined to my room after school for two weeks, but that didn't bother me. What did bother me was the look Billy gave me when he found out I had been in the barn all day. He knew that I knew what had been going on.

Late that night, I got out of bed and crept down the hall to his room. I opened the door and quietly entered, and shut the door tightly behind me. Billy was awake, sitting up naked in his bed. He didn't look too happy with me.

"I thought you would be asleep," I said softly.

"I thought you would be asleep!" Billy said, a little too loud for the circumstances.

"Shhh. They'll wake up."

"You saw it, didn't you?" Billy asked in a sharp whisper. He sounded upset.

"Yes, I saw it," I said, calmly.

"Okay, so we give each other a blow job now and then, so what? Can't you mind your own business?"

I was hurt. I hadn't come to him to berate him or make him feel ashamed. On the contrary, I wanted to tell him how fantastic I thought it was and ask him if he would let me do it some time, or teach me how to do it.

"Well?" he asked.

"I couldn't help but overhear and I wanted to see. I thought it was great. I really came in to ask if you'd teach me how, or let me do it to you sometime."

He almost fell over. I think I really stunned him with my words, but I've always felt-even then-that honesty is the best way to get through to someone. So I was honest and he loved me for it.

"How long have you and Tom been doing that?" I asked.

"Couple of years, off an on. It's a release. Most of the guys do it, though they won't admit it," Billy said, moving over to let me get on the bed beside him.

"Do girls do it?" I asked, again honestly.

"I sure hope so! I haven't met anyone yet who would do it to me. A few of my dates have felt my prick, but none of them have even come near to doing as much as you've done. But, then too, I haven't had many dates."

We both laughed. I suddenly remembered I hadn't locked the door, so I got up and locked it. When I turned around, Billy had flipped the covers off his legs and he held his penis in his hand, waiting for me to come and take it. I walked to him and placed my fingers around it.

"Are you sure you want to do this?" he asked, hoping that I would say yes. I was very excited that I was going to be the first girl ever to take it in her mouth.

I knelt on the bed, next to him. He spread his legs and rubbed my breasts for a moment and then winked at me and nodded to his genitals.

I bent my head and moved close to the tip of his penis. I could see a drop of fluid already on the tip of it, and I flicked it with my tongue and licked it off. Then I parted my lips and let the head of his organ slide between them. I fitted them around the bottom of the head and swirled my tongue over the soft skin of the tip. Billy moaned, so I was sure I was doing the right thing.

Then I let it ease into my mouth a little at a time, until I had all I could take. Billy pulled back and drew the organ out, and at first it scraped across my teeth, but the second time he did it I knew how to handle it and soon it was sliding in and out as easily as it had slip in and out of Tom's mouth.

"Maggie, Maggie, good, good," Billy whispered as my head moved back and forth. I knew I wasn't doing the best job in the world-think back now and realize how awful it must have been-but I knew Billy was enjoying it. In fact, he enjoyed it so much he came in my mouth in a matter of minutes. Suddenly my mouth filled with spurts of the hot semen and I started swallowing, afraid that I might choke or let it drip down my chin, and I wanted every bit of it inside me. I didn't even choke, just drank it all down and surprised myself that it went so smoothly.

Billy lay back on the bed, exhausted and exhilarated. He didn't say a word, and neither did I. I put my head on his leg and watched his penis grow small with the passing minutes. Finally, when I started dozing off, he lifted me and helped me down the hall to my room.

I fell into the bed and Billy stood there for a long time, looking down at me. Then he bent down and opened my robe and suddenly I was naked in front of him. He was only wearing his undershorts.

"Can I kiss you goodnight?" he asked.

Kiss me goodnight? I didn't know what he meant. Had he suddenly fallen in love with me? Did he want to peck me on the cheek? Or did he want to really kiss me on the mouth? Out of fear, I just nodded, taking my chances.

I'll never forget what he did as long as I live. Billy smiled, bent over, spread my legs apart and planted his head between my thighs and kissed my virgin pussy with all his might! He opened his mouth and sucked and let his tongue flit between the lips of my pussy as he pressed his face there. Then, as fast as it had begun, it was over. He got up without a sound, turned and walked out the door.

It was a kiss, but one like I had never had before. I started crying, I was so happy that night. I dreaded the day he would leave for college. Everything was beginning to work out so well. I fell asleep praying I would never lose him. I knew I would always be his "little sister."

A few days later, Billy and Tom invited me to go to the barn with them. My pants were wet by the time we got to the partitioned section. And they were off the minute I got there.

I had the time of my life-holding a penis in each hand, working them up and down at the same time, holding them together and working them like one big organ. I put Billy's penis in my mouth while Billy took Tom's in his, and then we reversed. Then I sat on the edge of the bale and Billy got on his knees and continued where he had left off the other night, licking and sucking on my pink young pussy. Tom stood next to us, jacking off, and I reached up and rubbed his balls while he beat his cock up and down. I was going wild from the sensations Billy was causing between my legs, and at the same time he was playing with his hard organ between his legs.

Tom began to gasp and I knew he was ready to come. Billy looked up just in time to see Tom slide his penis into my mouth. As soon as I felt the tip of it hit my tongue he exploded and I felt the release hot inside my throat. While Tom was still coming, Billy jumped up, holding his penis in his hand. He tried to shove it in my mouth, along with Tom's, before he spurted, but some white liquid squirted out and hit my breast just as he put the rigid organ to my lips.

I opened wide. The second shot of cream dribbled down my chin, but then he pushed it in and my lips were forced to receive both organs at once. They were both coming, and I swallowed but could not take all of the hot liquid that was pouring into my mouth. Some of it ran down my face and fell to my breasts and stomach.

I had both hands cupped under their heaving balls, making sure my middle finger of each hand was touching their anuses.

I couldn't keep my mouth open any longer. I made them pull out together, and they had to hold onto each other to keep from falling over.

I swallowed, smiled, wiped some of the thick liquid from my body, and watched them as they recovered.

Later, when we were all dressed, we were sitting on the grass in the yard when we had an interesting conversation. We talked about fucking. Tom wanted to do it to a girl. Billy wanted to do it to a girl. And I wanted it done to me. But we never connected on that point, never suggested that we try it with any combination of our threesome. We would do all the sucking in the world, we would place fingers up each other's asses, and the boys would put their fingers in my pussy, but never did it cross our minds to try actual intercourse. I think going that far with Billy would have violated that moral code the good nuns had preached at us-incest was a mortal sin. Anything short of intercourse was not incest in our minds.

Fellatio was our thing, cunnilingus was our thing, and we practiced them almost every day for the next months. It was one of the happiest times of my life. But it ended in horror.

CHAPTER FOUR

The day-that horrible day-began as any other, and was actually quite pleasant for the most part. Billy and I worked in the fields during the morning, and then we drove into Milwaukee in Dad's pickup truck and did some shopping and various errands. We stopped at Marquette University so Billy could pick up some information. He was planning on attending the university full-time in the fall, and I knew I would miss him living at home. But my fears that day all disappeared when we stopped for a huge ice cream soda on the way back to Two Forks.

Driving back in the truck, Billy told me he had a date for the evening. I can't remember what her name was, but Tom had introduced him to this "new girl in town" just a few days before. Billy seemed very excited about his upcoming date and I was saddened by it-I was in an extremely sexual mood that afternoon, and I would have given anything to spend a few minutes in the barn with Billy, but I knew he wouldn't want to since all he was thinking about was his date.

We arrived home in time for supper, but didn't eat much. Mother yelled at us for spoiling our appetites, but we held true to the story that we had been on an all-day fast. Billy kicked my leg under the table. We could hardly keep straight faces.

After supper, Billy took a hot bath and shined his shoes and spent almost an hour in front of the mirror. I didn't talk to him much because I was depressed. I knew Mother and Dad were going to a wedding reception and I would be home alone. They had invited me to go along, but I hated those dumb affairs where everyone stands around in a hot, crowded hall and makes noise. I decided to stay home alone.

Billy left about seven o'clock-Dad let him use the pickup truck, which I thought was a pretty terrible way to squire an important date around-and my parents left shortly after that. Corky and I sat on the front porch for a long time, watching the sun sink into the fields. I felt as sexual then as I had that afternoon, and I didn't know what to do about it. The act of intercourse had been on my mind for the past week-I don't know why, but it had. I thought of it often, dreamed of it, wondered what it would be like, wondered what it would feel like.

I stood up, trying to get the thoughts out of my mind, and started walking down the walk to the road. Corky stayed on the porch, sleeping. I walked toward the orange glow in the sky to the West, wishing Tom would drop over to visit Billy, wishing that Tom would spend a few hours alone with me since Billy wasn't there.

I was so lost in my thoughts that I didn't even see the car pass me. I only realized that one had when I saw it turning around about fifty feet ahead of me. I kept on walking, thinking nothing of it, until it slowed down right next to me.

When I turned my head I was greeted by the smiling face of a man I had never seen before, but immediately found attractive. I think now it was love at first sight. My Prince Valiant had appeared from out of the sky. I stopped walking and smiled.

The warning my mother had given many times in my youth immediately flashed through my head-"Don't talk to strangers or accept rides from them!" -and I immediately forgot about it. This guy's smile was all I needed to get me in that car.

"Hi! Listen, is the Johnston farm around here somewhere?" he asked in a pleasant masculine voice.

"Who?" I asked, thinking I hadn't heard him correctly.

"Johnston."

I had heard him correctly. "No," I said honestly, "I've never heard of them."

He paused a moment, looking me up and down. "Well, I guess maybe I got the wrong directions."

"Yes, maybe," I said, smiling back at him.

There was a strange feeling in the air and I sensed it. I was fascinated by his good looks and his deep voice, not to mention his big beautiful car. He didn't look rich, but he looked more sophisticated than any of the boys I had known or had gone to school with. He was older than my friends, older than Billy, but he didn't seem like a father-type. I secretly-in that two minutes on the road-wanted him to be my boyfriend.

"It's beginning to get dark," he said, leaning his head out of the window of the automobile.

"Yes," I said, walking slowly closer to the car.

"Is there a motel anywhere nearby? I'm from Chicago and I don't plan on spending any more time trying to find the Johnston farm."

I looked at the license plates on the car-Illinois. I thought about a motel, knowing well there was one in Two Forks and hundreds in Milwaukee, but I didn't tell him the truth.

"I don't think there's one for miles," I said, not really knowing why. Perhaps I just wanted him to stay and talk to me for a few minutes, to keep from getting too lonely. It is hard to look back now and see it clearly.

He said something about resting for a few minutes and then driving back to Illinois, which I thought sounded very natural. And so I invited him to drive up to the house and have some lemonade with me on the porch till he was rested. I almost asked him if he wanted to spend the night in the barn, but then I realized that was a silly idea. Billy had told me a dirty joke once about the "farmer's daughter" and it passed through my mind at that moment.

He agreed to stop up at the house with me, so I got in the car with him and we drove the short distance to our house. I volunteered all kinds of information.

"My parents went to a wedding and my older brother is out on a date, so I'm kind of glad you came along. I don't like to be alone." I got out of the car and he did the same.

Corky jumped up when he heard the car door slam and immediately began barking. I told him to stop, but he didn't seem to like the man, and so I put him in the house.

"Just wait here on the porch. I'll keep him in the house," I said, dragging Corky past the screen door.

"Fine," he said, sitting in one of the chairs.

"My name's Margaret. But you can call me Maggie," I said from inside the door.

"I'm Gene," he replied, smiling. I giggled and went to the kitchen to get some lemonade.

I had no fears, and not too many ideas or hopes of anything happening sexually between us. I knew that even if I thought it, I wouldn't be able to go through with it. My only sexual contact had been Billy, and I didn't know how to handle it with anyone else. Even with Tom, I felt secure because Billy was present. Oh yes, I had thought about being alone with Tom, but I knew if that dream ever became reality, I wouldn't know how to handle myself. I was scared to experiment without the help and guidance of my brother.

I took the pitcher of lemonade from the icebox, grabbed two plastic glasses and placed them on a tray, and then arranged a few sugar cookies I had baked the day before on a plate and added that to the tray. With the poise of a little hostess in my plain yellow dress, I carried the food to the porch.

When I opened the door I couldn't help but look at Gene's crotch. He was sitting with his legs wide spread in front of me and I thought for a moment I saw a long bulge in his pants, just like Billy had when his cock-I started calling the male organ a "cock" because that's how Billy and Tom referred to it most of the time-was hard.

Gene stood up and I had to take my eyes off his pants or I would have dropped the entire tray into his lap. He helped me set it on the little table between the chairs, and we both sipped lemonade as we talked.

He asked me all kinds of questions about my family, our house, my brother, my schooling. I don't remember being able to ask him much of anything because he was talking so fast and questioning me so rapidly. I know he told me he lived in an apartment in Chicago and was looking for the Johnston farm because of a business deal.

All through the conversation I kept looking down to his crotch to see if it was really there. Sure enough, it was very evident, a long thick bulge that showed along the leg of his pants.

I suddenly felt the desire to fellate him. I wanted to do to him what I had become so good at, what I did to Billy every few days. But I didn't know how to suggest it, or even to allude to it.

To my surprise, the subject of our talk suddenly turned to sex and I had my opening. He asked me something about living on a farm, away from so many people, how does a young girl gain sexual release or find boyfriends? I told him I had a few boyfriends, but I didn't play around much like some of the girls. I only did a few things.

"What do you mean, a few things?"

I didn't know what to say. "Well, you know, not actually giving up my virginity ... Other things." I didn't know what I was talking about any longer.

"So you're a virgin?" he asked, amused.

I just nodded. "But I've had relations with boys. Two of them, as a matter of fact." I wanted to sound so mature, so grown, so attractive.

"You know something, I like you. I really do. I like girls your age, they're so sweet and honest. Older women really seem dull in comparison." He stared at me with his huge blue eyes. I melted.

"I like you too, really, I do," I said, perhaps a little too strongly.

Gene reached over and touched my hand with his. I trembled as my skin became prickly under my yellow dress. This was it, I told myself, I had to let go or tell him to leave. I let go.

Shaking with fear, I stood up and moved close to him. He put his arms up and I sat on his knee and immediately my face met his in a long kiss. He moved my lips open with his hard tongue and pressed it into my mouth. No one had ever done that to me in my life, not even Billy or Tom, so it was a totally new thrill, one that I liked a lot. Then I did the same to him, pushing my tongue into his warm mouth as far as I could. His arms grasped me tightly.

I could feel his hard organ under my thigh pressing up against my flesh. He held me tight as he moved his body a bit to rub it even harder against me. I broke from his lips and jumped up, brushing my hair back from my eyes. He thought I was going to tell him to leave-I could see it in his eyes. But I didn't do that, I wasn't even thinking of anything like that. I wanted to do to him what I would do to Billy if we had just" hugged and gotten excited.

I fell to my knees and started to open his zipper. He didn't let me. He did it himself, like a madman, quickly pulling the zipper down, unbuckling his pants, opening them. He slid his undershorts down to his thighs and his huge penis popped out in front of my face.

It was bigger than Billy's, so big I wondered if I could get it in my mouth. I tried immediately, smashing my head to the stiff organ, taking the purplish head in my wet lips and sliding down until the tip rested in my throat.

Gene went wild. He began saying over and over, "I don't believe it, I don't believe it!" I worked as hard and as well as I could, taking his long thick cock in fast plunges, running my tongue around the tip every time it came to my lips. I wanted to play with his balls, but his pants were tight around his thighs and covered them.

I worked expertly, driving him to near frenzy. Perhaps I shouldn't have been so good, or so attractive, or whatever it was that drove him to the point he reached. He was like an animal, fucking my mouth now rather than allowing my lips to control the act of fellatio. He began shouting and his arms banged against the arms of the chair.

All of a sudden, he jumped up. His cock ripped from my lips and bounced above me as he pulled his pants down to his knees. His balls hung low between his legs and I immediately lifted my head to take them in my lips, but he pulled away and would not let me.

He fell to the floor of the porch next to me and started kissing me again, moving his hands to my breasts. His wet penis rubbed against my leg as he rubbed my firm breasts. He tried to get to them from the neck of my dress, but couldn't. Then, instead of opening the buttons at the back, he just ripped my dress from the neck down the front. I screamed. One of the prettiest pieces of clothing I owned had just been ruined.

I knew then something terrible was going to happen. I held my breath in fear for the first time in my life. I prayed for Billy to come home, but no one came.

After he ripped my dress, he thrust his hand in under my bra and took hold of my breast. He squeezed it and moaned in my ear as I remained silent, too scared to protest, too confused to fight him.

He moved his other hand up under my skirt to my burning pussy. I had been excited all day and my panties were terribly wet now the way they always got when I performed fellatio. His fingers drew them down my body, over my buttocks, and off over my feet. He spread my legs with both hands, releasing his pressure on my breast, and then began to rub his hand along the sensitive lips of my pussy.

I think it was at that moment that I realized what he was going to do to me. He was going to fuck me and I didn't want him to. It was all wrong-it was supposed to have been in a bed with someone I really loved and cared about and it was to have been done only after a long "going steady" period and a lot of touching and feeling and kissing. But there we were, on the porch at night, a total stranger and a young girl.

"Maggie! Oh, Maggie! I'm going to fuck you for the first time in your life! I'm going to fuck you, you little bitch!" He wasn't screaming, but rather talking low and intense, as if some supernatural force had possessed him. Tears welled up in my eyes and I began to cry as he positioned his large body over my helpless one. I didn't want it to happen, I wouldn't let it happen. I brought a knee up and smashed it in his stomach.

He doubled up and rolled next to me, swearing, as I sat up and tried to get away. He was much faster than I, and he grabbed me and knocked me to the floor. I don't know exactly what happened after that. I remember struggling, trying to push him off me, trying to scratch his face. But he pinned me to the floor and held me there with his powerful hands.

I looked up to him and realized that the face I had thought was so attractive now had turned to some kind of raving animal. He reminded me of a dog I had seen when I was little-a dog with rabies who had to be shot. I wanted to shoot the man above me, the animal above me, and I heard Corky's barking as I felt the huge penis pressing its head against the inside of my thighs.

I must have screamed, but I can't remember. I only know that suddenly there was a pain in my body, through my entire body. There may have also been a jolt of pleasure, but I don't remember it. It was the ugliest moment of my life, the most painful and disgraceful one. I passed out cold, I think not so much from the horrible pain but from the desire to withdraw from the situation, to block it out of my consciousness.

My parents found me on the porch. I was bruised and in a state of shock, and they carried me into the house and called the country doctor. I remember waking up and hearing someone saying something about semen being on my yellow dress and how it was ruined. Then my mother sat on the bed near me and pressed a cold compress to my forehead. I asked for Billy.

I wanted to see Billy, for he was the only person in the world who could comfort me, the only person who would understand. I slept and wakened alternately while policemen talked to my parents and the doctor kept taking my pulse. Finally, after what seemed like days but was actually only hours, Billy walked into the room.

I opened my eyes and looked up.

"Little sister, it's okay," he said gently, sitting down next to me. We were alone in the room. I started to cry.

"Hey, come on now, it'll be all right, it's over. You just sleep and never mind explaining it, they can all wait till tomorrow." He tucked the covers in around me and gently brushed my hair from my eyes. I watched him, content, feeling safe now, feeling better. I was in safe, protective hands. Billy would never do such a terrible thing to me as that man had done. No one would. Ever.

CHAPTER FIVE

Of course, they never found the man who did it and Billy never got his chance to beat the hell out of him, as he said he would. I recovered, but the incident left me a cripple as far as sexual intercourse was concerned. From that day on the thought of it was repulsive-any mention of the word "fucking" brought that moment back into my mind, that ugly, sick moment on the porch with that ugly, sick man.

The incident also made me turn even more often to my brother for sexual release. I needed to suck him every time I thought about the horrible incident on the porch. I needed to fellate him every time I became horny, for fear that I would start having nightmares about the incident. I needed Billy's cock in my mouth to satisfy me, to pacify me, to relieve my fears and frustrations, and to make me happy.

The summer drifted by and soon school would be starting and Billy would be moving away from home. I dreaded his going, and more than I wanted him to stay, I wanted to go with him. I was very excited about the prospects of living in a big city, away from the farm, away from parents and strict morals.

The day before Billy was to leave for college, we packed a picnic lunch and walked far into the woods behind our property and spread our blanket and spent almost the entire day there together. We stripped off all our clothes and ran through the trees like carefree children.

We found a little stream and stepped into the cold spring water, splashing around in it for a few minutes. On the other side of the creek was a soft path of green thick grass, and we jumped across the water and fell down there together.

"You know, watching you so beautifully naked today has made me realize how good you look. You have a beautiful body. Better than anyone I've ever seen," he said sincerely.

"Thanks. So do you."

He grinned. But his words stuck with me for a long time. I decided then and there that someday when I could get away from the farm, I would let my beautiful body work for me.

"Kiss me," I said, and he did, the way he always did, right between my legs. He pressed his lips to my cunt lips and nibbled softly, flicking my hairy mound with his tongue. I gently spread my legs and let my body relax on the grass. The sun was shining in my eyes and I closed them tightly.

Billy reached over to the water and dipped his fingers in the cool stream, cupping some in his hand, and then poured the icy water over my pussy. I moaned and immediately he replaced his warm lips to my vaginal opening and made me hot again.

He started moving his tongue in and out of my pussy, sending shivers of excitement through my body. I grabbed the grass and pulled on it with my hands. His tongue was lashing against my pussy lips, flicking inside me, touching my hard little clitoris, causing me to feel wet and warm inside.

Then Billy lifted my legs and pushed them back so they rested directly above my face. My buttocks were spread before him and he held me in that position until I could feel the sun burning against my tight anal entrance. I grabbed my feet with my hands, so Billy could use his hands to pull my buttocks even farther apart.

He touched his fingers near my anal opening and pulled to each side. The tight lips parted a bit and he brought his mouth to the nub, licking it warmly with his tongue. He licked up and down, nibbled with his teeth at my fleshy buttocks, and poked at the entrance with his tongue. Finally it entered me just a bit and I felt another surge of excitement run through my body.

I dropped my legs to either side of Billy and again his tongue fitted into my pussy. This time I worked my hands near his face, pulling the lips apart for him, slowly slipping a few fingers into my vaginal opening next to his tongue. The sensation of his tongue running along my fingertips as well as my vaginal walls was a marvelous one. He began licking my hand as I played with my hot little clitoris. I knew I could come like that, but I wanted to do it my favorite way this last time we would be together. I wanted to masturbate myself as I fellated him.

I pulled my hand from my crotch and sat up, my legs spread on both sides of my naked brother. He looked like a god there in the afternoon sun. His cock was standing tall between his legs.

We got up and I led him back to the trees searching for one with a branch just high enough for him to sit on so I could suck him while standing. I found one and led him by his hand to the place I wanted him to sit. Billy did so, smiling, his cock harder than I had ever seen it.

Billy jumped up on the tree branch and made sure he was steady. Then he spread his legs and let his balls hang so they touched the branch.

I stood in front of him. My nipples were only inches from his standing cock, as I stood between his legs. He took hold of his penis in his right hand and brought the tip of it to my breast. They rubbed together, and Billy pulled back on his cock a few times to produce a small white pearl of cum at the tip. I, in turn, held my breast and touched the nipple to the wetness on his penis. The white drop sat on the tip of my hard nipple as I looked down at it. I wanted to keep it there, hoping that it would dry and stay there forever. I wanted Billy's semen all over me.

He braced himself with both hands on the tree branch as I stood between his legs and took his cock in both hands. He watched me intently, begging me to take it into my mouth. I played with it for a little while, drawing even more drops of semen to the tip.

Finally, I couldn't stand it any longer. I had to have it in my mouth, so I slid my head down over the long hard shaft as quickly as I could. I could immediately feel the rounded head deep in my throat. Billy's penis had grown in the time since I had seen him in the barn playing with himself. His cock was fatter now, longer too, and his entire body was more muscular than it had been, and he looked more mature.

I sucked his cock like I had never sucked it before. I sucked with all the power still left in my almost breathless lungs, nipping like a hungry pecking animal on the hard organ positioned between my viselike teeth.

I touched his balls with my hands, rubbing them as they bloated in their sac as his excitement grew. My parched lips pressed down and gnawed their way into the thin ridge beneath the huge tip of his penis.

Eagerly I took my mouth all the way off his penis. He held his breath, waiting for me to sink my lips back over the head. It was wet and shiny all over and my mouth was tingling from having sucked so hard. I started flicking it with my tongue, on its underside where it was the most sensitive, licking it from the top to the nest of pubic hair at its base. Then I licked over the sac, sucking on it, drawing both of his testicles into my mouth, swirling them with my tongue.

I moved my head back up the shaft of the organ and stuck my tongue out and fitted the tip into the little slit on the tip. I used my teeth again, holding onto the big tip of the organ while moving my tongue over the head, across the slit, then I quickly opened my mouth and took the whole head and everything inside.

I was dizzy with excitement. I reached down and stuffed my fingers into my pussy. I felt very wet as my fingers slid in easily. Immediately I found my hard clitoris with my index finger and began playing with it.

My mouth started moving faster and faster on Billy's familiar cock until the head felt swollen and ready to burst in my mouth.

My tongue was working harder than any other part of my body, squirming around the organ, over the tip, along the underside. Pleasure was rippling through my body. I tickled my pussy hairs with my fingers as the feeling raced through my entire body. My knees felt weak and I thought I was going to fall to the ground ...

Billy held tight to the tree branch for fear I was going to push him over backward with my thrusting head. I buried my face in his lap and sucked till I was blue in the face. I knew he was on the brink of orgasm and I wanted it to be the best he had ever experienced.

I think it was. He let out sharp cry of pain and pleasure and I felt his body stiffen and shiver as he held his breath.

The hot liquid gushed out of his penis and filled my mouth like never before. There seemed to be twice as much cum as usual and it felt like it was never going to stop. Spurt after spurt squirted against the roof of my mouth and I swallowed many times till I had all of it inside my stomach, where I wanted it to remain forever.

Billy didn't moan, he didn't sigh, he didn't say a word after his initial sharp scream. I think he was somewhere in the clouds when it happened and he was beyond any normal reaction. When the last gush came I thought he was going to fall off the limb. It seemed as if he returned to reality and was winded, like he had just crossed a desert on foot.

I kept his penis in my mouth for as long as I could, but my legs were giving out, and I knew I needed to sit down and rest. Finally, I pulled my head off his cock and fell to the ground, almost underneath him, and sat with my legs up and spread apart, on the ground, grass and a few dead leaves.

Billy looked down at me, smiling, catching his breath. The odd thing at that point was the fact that his penis still remained hard. It usually softened right away, sometimes even in my mouth. But this time was different; this time it stood as erect and tall as when I had begun sucking on it. Billy wrapped his hand around it.

"Maggie, I want to cum again! I can, I know it!" he said, moving his cock up and down.

I started to get up, ready and willing and anxious to suck on it again so soon, but Billy stopped me.

"No Maggie, do it to yourself, what I like to watch ... "

I sat back down on the ground and fell back to the grass, looking directly up to see his testicles hanging over the tree limb and his hand pumping his huge cock above. I wanted to stay there, to watch the white semen float in the air to my body, as I brought myself to orgasm.

I played with my vagina, with my clitoris, with my anal opening, all as I watched my brother masturbating above me. His legs were swinging on the tree limb now and I moved my legs to allow my fingers to better excite myself.

I still tasted his cum in my mouth and the thought of his huge cock coming between my lips caused a sensation to pierce all my thinking, my awareness, so that now I thought about nothing, only felt what was happening. I was beginning to come. I felt the wetness in my hands and rubbed my clitoris until I thought I was going to faint.

Billy threw his legs stiffly into the air and before I knew it white jets of liquid were falling to my face. I opened my lips. Drops of cum fell to my lips, my cheek, my forehead. I closed my lips, trying to lick the semen from my cheek, when another gush fell onto the tip of my breast. I jammed my hands as far as they would go into my pussy as the cum rolled down the inside of my breast and down my slim belly.

Billy gasped as he jumped down from the branch, landing in a kneeling position on top of me. His hard cock bobbed over my breasts and I lifted my head to lick the remaining drops of cum from its head. Then I fell back to the ground and held tightly to Billy's thighs with both of my wet hands.

Billy finally bent over and kissed me on my cheek and then wiped the semen from my forehead. In a few moments we got up and walked back to the creek and washed ourselves.

We spent the rest of the afternoon in silence as we lay naked on the blanket, looking up into the trees, seeing the sunlight slowly sink into the distance. When dusk came, we dressed, ate our last bits of cheese and homemade bread, and started back to the farmhouse.

Billy and I were to be parted from that day on. Oh, we would be together again many more times, and we would have sex together many more times, but that walk back to the farmhouse was like a walk out of a particular era, a particular and special time in one's life. How young and untouched from the big world we were then. I've often wished that time had never come to an end.

CHAPTER SIX

I didn't get to see Billy till Christmas. Yes, he was just miles away in Milwaukee, but it seems his schedule was so rough and I was so busy with chores, school and Four-H that I didn't have time to get to Milwaukee to visit him.

But Christmas was wonderful, as usual. More wonderful than most times because Billy brought a friend home for the holidays-Greg. They were roommates. Greg was the most beautiful hunk of manhood I had ever laid eyes on and I was captivated on first sight: I didn't make the mistake of "falling in love" at first sight, as I had that night on the road, but rather I just let Greg's charm grow on me till I found myself imagining sleeping nestled in his arms. I was jealous that Billy got to spend most of his days and nights with him.

Our Christmas Eve celebration was a happy one, with the family gathered, including Grandmother and Grandfather, everyone giving and receiving presents, the tree glowing in the corner of the living room, the snow falling outside. Mother made a delicious traditional meal and we all said prayers and then opened our gifts.

I got many nice things, but the special present was a tiny gold locket from Billy.

His picture was in there next to mine. I still wear it today.

Later that evening, we all piled into Dad's car and drove to the little church and attended midnight mass. We got home at two in the morning and sat around drinking hot cider and eating Grandmother's delicious Christmas cookies and fruitcake. Finally, after a long but beautiful day, I got up to go to bed and as I crossed between the living room and hallway, I found myself standing beneath the mistletoe. That's when Greg kissed me.

It was a harmless, friendly kiss, the most natural kiss in the world-but to me it was proof of his love and faithfulness forever. I walked into my bedroom stunned and fell asleep in a matter of minutes.

A few days later, after Greg, Billy and I had gone ice skating on our pond, we sat around the living room waiting for supper. Greg told us about his parents-they had been divorced when he was young, he had been raised by his mother, and now was alone. Then he spoke of how this Christmas had meant so much to him because he had never in his life had a real Christmas with a family. Billy said that Greg was part of the family. I certainly didn't think so. I wanted him to be part of me!

Later that evening, after everyone had gone to bed, I got up and unlocked my door. Greg was sleeping with Billy, but Billy promised to visit me as soon as Greg had fallen asleep.

I sat on my bed waiting, listening to the powerful cold wind outside blowing across the prairie. In a few minutes Billy entered my room and locked the door.

"I hoped you'd wait up. I was afraid you'd be asleep," Billy said, sitting next to me on the bed.

I put my hand on his leg. "Greg sleeping?" I asked, reaching for his crotch.

"Yes," he whispered, reaching inside my robe for my breasts. He pulled one out, rubbing the nipple between his fingers. The robe slipped down my shoulders and I sat naked to the waist in front of him. I felt his cock rise and meet my searching hand.

Billy stood up and started pulling the bottoms of his pajamas down. "You really like Greg, don't you?"

I didn't answer. I just grinned, watching him taking his clothing off.

"I can tell you do," he said, holding his cock between his fingers.

"Sure, I think he's really nice," I said, bringing my lips to within inches from the tip of his penis. At the same time I opened the belt on my robe and spread it. My pussy was exposed now.

"Take it, please, Maggie," Billy whispered in a pleading tone, standing between my legs. I slipped the head of the penis I had not seen or touched for such a long time into my hungry mouth. It was as if it had never been removed since that day in the woods. It was familiar it looked the same, felt the same, tasted the same. I was going wild with passion as I thrust it down my throat, trying to get every inch within me.

Billy pushed toward me, so my whole body fell back against the bed. His cock fell from my lips, but he was immediately kneeling above me and he dropped his balls into my open lips and sat above my face. I sucked them hard, pulling them from his body, swirling them around in my moist cavity, feeling the coarse hairs that lined the sac with my tongue.

Billy's cock bounced above my nose and he took it in his hand and began masturbating it above me. I could feel each pull of his hands as his testicles tightened and moved up as the skin was being pulled up his penis. Then Billy, released his grip on his organ and braced himself with both hands as he pulled his balls from my lips and replaced them with his penis. He was above me, supported by his arms and feet, doing pushups on the bed above me as his cock slid in and out of my sucking lips.

Each time his penis pulled out, I kissed the tip, quickly running my tongue over the swollen head, sucking hard at the end alone, then increasing my suction as the organ once again slid into my throat. I kept it up until Billy could stand it no longer and my hands were wet with my own juices.

Billy lifted his body from the bed, holding himself in the air above me just by his long arms and rigid legs. I held his cock with one hand-directly above my lips-and milked the white cum from it. It poured into my mouth as I watched it happen. Long streams of white cream fell from the tip of his dark organ into my waiting mouth below as I helped push each spurt from the tip with my tightened hand. I 'was going mad with lust by that time, and I hoped the orgasm would never stop. I wanted him to keep filling my mouth till I fell asleep for the night. I never wanted him to go back to school. I hadn't sucked anyone for almost two months-you see, two months ago I had sucked Tom off after school one day, in the janitor's room. I didn't tell Billy about it. I thought perhaps he wouldn't like it.

Billy dropped his cock into my mouth and fell beside me and I turned to my side and kept his penis between my teeth till it softened. Then I let it drop out and fall against his relaxed body.

"My God, Maggie, you're amazing!" he said whispering as he stroked the lips of my damp pussy.

"You haven't found anyone better," I asked, trying to ask casually a question I had been afraid of-I wanted to know if he had done it with anyone else since he left for college.

"Are you kidding? The girls at that school are all virgins. They don't even know what it's like to touch a cock, much less put it in their mouth. God, what I left when I went away to school." There was a certain amount of relief I felt when I heard that, but there was another question I had to ask him, and I was afraid. I lay there for a few minutes, silently stroking his smooth buttocks, and then blurted out the question.

"Bill, do you and Greg ever do ... know ... what you and Tom used to do?" I held my breath.

Billy giggled. "No, hell no. Back in high school that stuff is labeled 'fooling around' but if anyone continues it in college he's immediately labeled as being a queer. I think a lot of guys still want to, but no one is going to risk being called that. Sometimes I get horny and think it would be nice for Greg to give me a blow job, but I don't have the guts to ask. No big thing. I don't think he'd go much for it, anyway."

That was all I wanted to hear. I may have been quite grown up, but I was still a child when it came to romance. I wanted Greg to be mine. I didn't even want to share him with my brother, whom I loved more than anyone in the world. Greg would be mine someday, I would see to that.

I don't remember what we talked about, but I know we were up most of the night. I was only interested in finding out about Greg and that's all I can remember, at least of our conversation.

I do remember we had sex again that night. Billy put his face to my pussy and gave me more pleasure than I had ever given myself. And again, I sucked him off, very gently, on the bed, cupping his balls in one hand and holding onto the base of his penis with the other. He came in another explosion that rocked the top of my head. It certainly was a good way to spend a cold winter night.

CHAPTER SEVEN

Billy and Greg left the next morning, and I vowed secretly to myself that I would see Greg again. Billy promised to keep the sexual aspect of my relationship with him a secret from Greg, which made me very happy. I couldn't tell if Greg was interested in me or not. I only knew he had been kind to me and that I was developing a powerful crush on him.

The months went by quickly, and instead of my crush on Greg diminishing, it became stronger. I saw him occasionally, when I had the chance to visit Milwaukee, and though there was no close relationship developing between us, we at least were friends and felt very comfortable with each other.

I started, for the first time in my life, to be asked out on dates. I turned many boys down because I knew all they wanted to do was fuck me. And, on the other hand, I accepted many dates because I knew what the boys wanted-a good blow job. I had a reputation for giving good blow jobs and it lost me a lot of girlfriends but gained me many many boyfriends.

My reputation didn't matter much to me, at least my reputation in Two Forks, Wisconsin. I was counting the days till graduation, till I could break away and go off to college far away from home.

The day did come, and I'll remember it till the day I die. Graduation day was probably the single happiest day of my entire lifetime. Mother and Dad were proud, since I was graduating with honors and had just received a scholarship from the University of New Mexico, and Grandmother and Grandfather were quite excited for me, also. But it was Billy, and even more so, Greg, who made the day so special.

We had an outdoor ceremony and the June sun was shining and there was a light wind which blew our gowns up over our knees. Billy and Greg were sitting in the first row and they clapped wildly when I accepted my diploma. I was thrilled.

Back at the farm, we had a reception with all of our family friends, which was fun, and I was surprised to see all the presents people had either brought or sent me. Greg played the piano and we all stood around singing songs for hours. We were having such a great time, we were sorry it had to end.

There was a strange feeling in my body that night. I don't know how to explain it. It was as if I had suddenly been released-set free-and I knew there was a world out there, but I was wondering if I was prepared to live in it. The farm had been so secure, my brother had been such a good friend and teacher, such a good sex partner, and there always was a warm meal to greet me and a place to run to when I needed to be alone. Now I would have to find a replacement for each of these things and I was frankly very scared.

Just about the time everyone was leaving the party, Greg asked me to go for a walk with him. Nothing could have ended the day more perfectly. We told everyone we would be back shortly and out into the fields we walked.

It was a beautiful walk, a beautiful moment that we shared. Greg surprised me by telling me he had been thinking about me for a long time now. He told me he always looked forward to my visits and my letters-he even mentioned that Billy would often remark, "Just whose sister is she?"

I told him I had been thinking about him myself. I tried to play it very cool, but I don't think I succeeded.

"I'm going to miss you," Greg said, holding my hand as we walked.

"I'll miss you too. You're ... well, you're special to me," I said honestly.

"Really? Am I?"

"Yes, you are."

We stopped dead, looking into each other's eyes. I think we stood there for five minutes, just looking at each other. It was the first time we connected, the first time we really let our feelings show. Greg pulled me into his arms.

"Can I kiss you, Maggie?"

"Yes," I whispered, thinking I could feel his cock in his pants pressing against me.

He kissed me and chills ran up and down my spine. My crush turned to love at that moment. I wanted to be in no one's arms but his and I wanted his penis in my mouth, but I controlled myself and made no sexual advance whatsoever. Neither did he.

"Maggie," he said, still holding me tight, "I graduate in January. I've really been thinking of going on to graduate school at the University of New Mexico."

My eyes lit up. I couldn't believe that in January we would be together, in another town, far away from Two Forks. Suddenly the prospect of being away on my own wasn't so frightening. Here was the security I needed, as well as the emotional and physical attraction. He told me he liked me very much and that he would really be looking forward to getting to know me without the pressures of family, school, the farm-everything that was surrounding us.

I told him I liked him very much also and that I would be counting the days till we could be together in Albuquerque. We kissed again, hard and for a long time, just before we entered the house. Billy looked at my eyes when we entered. I think he knew.

The summer went quickly, I dated several boys but couldn't find anyone to take my mind off Greg. We wrote to each other every few days, and saw each other every few weeks. He was in summer session with Billy and they were both very busy. I did nothing all summer except help on the farm, prepare for college and fellate the best-looking boys in the county.

I really was having a great time. Often three or four guys I knew would come over and we'd say we were having a "picnic" in the woods and that way Mother and Dad wouldn't question what we were doing. I'm surprised that they never asked why I was the only girl in a group of boys, but I guess they didn't notice.

I remember one afternoon I went for a walk with three of the guys I knew from school. We got to the woods and played a game of strip poker, which wasted a lot of time but was always a way to get into it without feeling ashamed or embarrassed, and then when we got down to our underwear things got pretty wild.

One kid had an enormous penis and I sucked him first while the other two ran their hands all over my naked body. One of them licked at my pussy as I sucked crazily on the big boy's huge cock. When he came he pulled his cock to my lips and let it dribble down my chin and over my cheeks so the other guys could watch.

Then I fell to the ground and the guy who had just come began to suck hard at my pussy, driving his long tongue way up me. The other two guys took turns sticking their cocks into my mouth, masturbating them as they pulled away, just over my face. I grabbed their balls with both of my hands and let a finger or two slide over their anal openings. Finally, just before they were about to come, I tried putting my fingers up their asses, but their buttocks were not spread enough and there was nothing to lubricate my fingers with. I had been excited about finger-fucking ever since I saw Billy slide his finger up his ass in the barn. I liked to watch it done and enjoyed doing it myself as well.

Both boys came, almost at the same time. Again, with both of them trying to get their cocks in my mouth in a kneeling position, the cum dribbled down my cheeks, over my ears, into my hair. I loved every moment of it and between my legs the big boy was tasting the bittersweet fluids of my feminine lust.

After that, we varied our positions, but all our action was oral. No one tried fucking me, because they knew it was something I couldn't put up with. Pleasure with my mouth was the only kind of sexual gratification I could give, and having someone play with or suck my pussy at the same time-or even my own hands playing with myself-was the best kind of gratification I could receive.

By the end of summer I had performed fellatio on guys ranging from the age of fourteen to twenty-seven, in cars, barns, fields, forests, behind the schoolhouse, in my father's pickup truck and even in the middle of Laker's Pond, a nearby swimming hole.

I left for New Mexico a very experienced girl.

CHAPTER EIGHT

The transition from small farm town to big city was not as difficult as I had expected, and I certainly was adjusted to college life within a few months. I was bored with school by that time, however, and I think I just stayed with it because Greg was going to join me so soon and for no other reason.

And join me he did. At the end of January. I had seen him at Christmas, back home, and it was as beautiful a time as the year before. Billy didn't spend much time at home with us because he was dating a girl who lived in Milwaukee and he was with her often. But Greg and I had a great time together, and we went from the point of kissing to some foreplay, but never anything with our clothing off. By the time he arrived in Albuquerque I was climbing the walls out of frustration. Oh yes, I was sucking off every guy on campus, but Greg was the only person I really desired, the only person who could fulfill the need in me to be loved and protected.

The incident of the yellow dress on the porch floor crossed my mind many times, especially when a guy would start playing around in such a way that I knew he wanted to fuck me. None of them ever succeeded, but I had to put up some fights.

It occurred to me also that perhaps Greg would want to fuck me. Of course Greg would want to fuck me! I suddenly feared having to tell him that I couldn't do that. I wondered if he knew about the rape? Had Billy told him? Could I bring myself to tell him? I would have to. I could never, even for Greg, have submitted to intercourse.

Greg arrived and confused me terribly. At first he was aggressive-we began petting where we had left off and forward, but then gradually, in a few weeks time, it began to wear off. We dated, we told each other we loved each other, we spent a great deal of time together, and yet there seemed to be no sexual interest on his part. I didn't want to be his sister-I had been much more satisfied by being Billy's sister-but rather his lover and, hopefully, his wife someday.

About three months passed and I was a nervous wreck. My grades began slipping as my frustration grew to such a point it needed to find release somewhere. I took to sucking cocks-any cocks that may have been nearby -and I did everything I could to conceal it from Greg.

We saw each other often, remained close, very much in love, but we didn't touch each other. At that time I thought perhaps he could live without sex, but I couldn't. I stood around the Union Building one night waiting for Greg to pick me up when I met a good-looking guy who asked me for a date. I told him I would suck his cock if he wanted when I got home from my date. He blinked and was speechless. After my date with Greg, I met the guy and gave him a blow job in the deserted snack bar in the Union Building. That was the beginning of my obsession with sucking cock. Hell, I went wild! Night and day, that's all I thought about.

Greg had no idea of what was going on. He was in the graduate school and had very little contact with underclassmen. We dated, eating lunch together each day at school, and spent just about every weekend together. However, kissing was our only form of sexual expression. And with each kiss I wanted more. I had to get it from others.

I met a man on the street in downtown Albuquerque who asked me to his motel room. He had a small cock, but loved what I did to it. He came three times in my mouth, and then once again as he watched me spread my pussy lips open in front of him.

I left him only to meet the guy in the Union Building again and fellate him on the back stairwell of the building. He stood up a few stairs from me and opened his zipper and pulled his cock out. It became hard almost immediately and I sucked expertly as his hands stroked my hair. He came without a sound and said he'd see me again.

The next day a stranger came up to me just before history class and told me he was a friend of the guy I had done on the stairs and he asked if I would do the same to him. So I skipped history-I figured fuck the Romans and spent the hour with my head nestled between his legs, doing everything I knew how to his cock and balls.

I was sick then, I realize that now, sick with an obsession to put the male organ in my mouth and to keep it there. I didn't even care any longer if the person didn't touch me or play with my tits or my pussy. I needed to suck cock and that was all. My language grew coarse and my very neat appearance gave way to that of a cheap slut. Greg said he was worried because I didn't look well. I thought that was kind of him.

Damn! I loved him so much! I needed him, I wanted him, I dreamed of being with him. But he stopped every time we came close to touching each other. I could feel him shudder and freeze up. I wish that I could have been honest at that time, wish that I could have openly talked with him. But I was afraid of losing him and he was afraid of something also, though at that time I didn't know what.

It finally got to a point where I couldn't take it any longer. One night in April-I remember it was raining-Greg and I sat in his car after we had gone to dinner at a nice restaurant. He told me he had just received a letter from Billy and was looking forward to us all getting together sometime soon. In other words, he was killing time and making conversation that meant nothing. I think also he was trying to say we were all mainly good friends to try to ease the tight bond between us.

I blew up. I screamed at him that he never touched me, that he never cared about me, that he was more interested in his damn school work and in Billy and all of us getting together than he was in me. I told him he didn't love me and he had been lying. Then, before he could say anything, I jumped out of the car and ran down the street in the rain. He told me later he sat there crying for a long time, but how could I have known that then? I really did believe he hated me. And I loved him so desperately.

I ran to the Union Building and the kid I had done on the steps was there. He looked at me strangely when I came in dripping wet. But he didn't ask questions, for he knew what I wanted.

Just as we were walking toward the dark stairwell, his friend appeared, the other guy I had done in place of history class. So the three of us went to the stairs. I sucked on both of them, taking turns, and brought the guy's friend to orgasm first. Then I worked on the other one till finally he too filled my mouth. They hitched up their pants and left me standing there in that cold, damp stairwell.

I walked outside. The rain had stopped and now the campus was crowded with people crossing from one building to another. I saw a young boy-he couldn't have been more than fourteen-coming up the walk to where I was standing.

Looking back now, I can hardly imagine myself doing such a thing-this kid was hardly old enough to be out after ten, much less to be sucked off behind some wet bushes-but I did do it. I said hello to him, took him by the hand placed it on my breast, looked into, his eyes and walked him behind the bushes near the side of the building.

The soil was muddy and we slipped a few times as I pulled his pants down, but he leaned against the wall of the building and kept his balance. I don't know if he fully realized what had hit him. I think he was so stunned he just stood there and obeyed, without saying a word.

I pulled his pants to his knees and took the tip of his cock in my lips. It was soft and rather small, so unlike Billy's and the others I had seen and tasted, but there was a certain fascination in that itself. And the boy had very little pubic hair and his testicles were tight between his young legs. Here I was, almost raping a young boy, and loving every moment of it.

I felt mad, wild, uncontrolled. My only desire was to give him pleasure, to make his cock rise and come in my mouth. I sucked gently as he relaxed, and slowly his little penis burst into life, growing longer and wider within my lips. It was still rather small when it was hard which I loved because I could float it around in my mouth, kissing his pubic hair at the same time, even running my tongue down the top of his balls as it was in my mouth.

The boy started moaning. He said it was his first blow job, and I believed him. He came almost immediately, small hot gushes that were pouring into a person's mouth for the first time in his life, and he banged his head against the wall as he sighed.

We didn't talk. He stood there looking at me in a mixture of fascination and horror as I got up from the kneeling position I had been in. Mud was caked on my knees and legs and my skirt was ruined. I must have looked like I had escaped from a mental institution.

The boy looked at me for a moment then quickly lifted the front of my skirt and looked under. I was as shocked as he was when I first grabbed him and dragged him into the bushes. With his other hand, he pulled my panties down just enough to see my pussy. That's all he did just looked at it. Then he ran away. I never saw him again.

I wanted more. I didn't know what to do. I was afraid to go into any of the buildings looking as I did, but I had to find some cock somewhere. Then I thought of it. The art theatre on Central Avenue. I had seen guys going in there at every hour of the day to see sex films. I could walk around the back of the blocks, where no one would see me.

And I did so, cutting through a few alleys and two backyards. I walked to the end of the street next to the theatre and quickly dashed down the busy street to the ticket booth.

"One, please," I said to the man.

"Ladies are free with an escort," he replied sounding like a tape recording.

"I don't have an escort," I said, feeling like the whole world was staring at me standing in front of that sleazy theatre.

"Hell, it's stupid to pay, why don't you wait for some guy to come along ... "

"One, please, I'll pay!" I said very loudly. The guy looked at me for a second and then waved me in, without having to pay.

I quickly ducked into the dark, smoke-filled theatre. Most of the men present were sitting near the back of the house, so I stayed there, taking a seat on the aisle in the last row.

In a few minutes I caught my breath and began to realize what was going on there in living color on the screen at the front of the theatre. A very good-looking woman with gigantic breasts was playing with a man's cock. The man was sitting on a bar stool and the woman was wearing her garter belt and nylons, but no underpants. Her pussy was covered with dark thick hair.

The man rubbed her head, pushing it toward his cock, but she apparently wasn't ready to do that yet. Instead, she spread his legs far apart and planted a kiss directly on his balls. Then she knelt down and started kissing his feet as the camera came in close to get a shot of her rounded buttocks.

The woman knelt there until she was kissing the boy's knees. Then she took her hands and spread her ass for the camera and her anal entrance was visible in colored detail on the screen.

The guy got off the stool and rolled on the floor till his head was just beneath her spread cheeks. Then she raised herself and let her ass drop to his waiting tongue, as he began to masturbate himself. She seemed to be sitting on his face! He kicked his legs, his mouth smothered by her ass, driving himself wild with his hand. Then he came and the camera caught it all in a close-up-cum running down the length of his cock like lava from a volcano. I was going wild. My hands were stuffed up my pussy.

Then another guy entered the scene and the one on the floor watched as the new guy prepared to fuck the girl. That's when I got bored. I started looking around the auditorium.

About three rows in front of me sat a college kid, or least he looked like a college kid. I knew he was masturbating because of the way his head was bobbing. He reminded me of Billy the first times I had watched him. The row was about half full, with eight or ten guys in it. The aisle seat, the one next to the college kid, was empty. I moved there.

The kid almost passed out. Not only did he not expect anyone to sit there-no one sat right next to each other in that theatre-but he hardly could believe it when a girl sat next to him! He quickly moved to cover his penis, but it was too large and too hard for him to get it back into his pants.

I reached over and grabbed his hand, which was clamped around the shaft of his cock. Finally he took his hand away so I could stroke it, and I did so in time to the couple-on-the screen's fucking. I felt the guy begin to enjoy what I was doing and I knew the men behind me were all watching me more closely than they were watching the movie.

I bent my head down and licked the tip of his cock. He shuddered. I was afraid he was going to come right then and there! I didn't want that. I needed to have it in my mouth needed it to shoot off in my mouth, needed it to fill my body, my brain, so I wouldn't have to think about Greg, wouldn't have to think about Greg's cock which I desired more than anything m the world next to his love.

I bent my head back down, drawing the organ deep into my mouth this time. I nibbled at its underside, directly under the glans where the skin is so sensitive, and he shook all over with passionate delight. He worked his hand to my pussy and felt the wetness of my underpants, and then I decided to help him out.

I stood up, pulled my panties down and off my legs, and tossed them over my shoulder. I immediately heard a scramble and I knew then what it was like for a bride to toss her bouquet. I wondered who was the lucky guy to get my panties and if that meant he was to be the next one to be sucked off?

I sat back down and let the college kid play with my pussy lips as he watched the film and I sucked his cock. I began slow steady movements up and down it-it felt like rigid steel in my lips-and soon I felt the head starting to swell. It burst into me as his hand pressed tightly against my vaginal entrance. My mouth was filled with delicious hot cum and I swallowed and drank it all down as fast as it shot from the end of his cock.

Then I moved to the next guy. The row was filled by now and men were moving close to us from all over the theatre. I was becoming a better attraction than the damn film they had all paid five bucks a head for!

I got onto my knees on the dirty floor of the theatre and heard zippers opening as I sank my head between the legs of the guy next to the college kid.

I sucked for only a few seconds-up and down a few times-and the guy came. He couldn't hold it back, he was so excited. I moved to the next.

He was holding it in his hand. He was black, and I had never seen a black cock before in my life. It looked just like a white one, to my surprise, but the head seemed to be larger than any I had ever seen. I shoved it into my lips and began to suck as the guy whispered for me to bite it, and so I did, not hard, but hard enough to hurt him, which is what he apparently wanted.

As soon as my teeth sank into the shaft of his penis, he filled my mouth with an enormous load of cum. At the same time the guy standing behind him in the next row of seats-I had noticed him there when I looked up to see the black guy's face-came and the cum shot past the black guy's head and right onto my nose. I jumped up quickly and took his cock in my lips, catching most of his load.

I was standing between the black man's legs, sucking a cock over the black man's shoulders while his long cock rested inside my thighs: I leaned on his shoulders as I released the penis from my mouth. Immediately another guy, standing also, slipped his penis into me and came as he jerked himself off into my mouth.

I suddenly thought that the black guy might get the idea that I wanted to have him fuck me since my pussy was directly over his standing cock, so I pulled back and again fell to my knees down the row.

I started sucking every cock in the row, going from man to man, some old, some young, some circumcised, some uncircumcised, some big, some small. Nothing mattered to me-as long as they were ready to be sucked, I wanted to suck them.

We were causing quite a commotion in the theatre by this time and suddenly a handsome young usher came down the aisle with his flashlight. The men who were standing around watching moved away and suddenly I was hit with the beam of his huge flashlight. Only my eyes looked up. I kept the penis I was sucking in my mouth. The usher couldn't believe his eyes. He just stood there, frozen, shining the light as I performed fellatio on the floor of the damp theatre as about fifty men stood around masturbating themselves.

The guy came and I pulled my head back, still in the usher's spotlight. I stood up and lifted my skirt, to wipe my mouth, and his light moved to my pussy, which was sparkling wet by now. He gasped. I dropped my skirt back down.

He was wearing a red usher's jacket and black pants, which were growing tighter and tighter as his penis hardened in them. I moved the few steps to him and kissed him on the cheek and lightly pressed my hand to his crotch. I knew immediately that I had to have him, too, and I didn't even give him a chance to say anything.

I fell to my knees at the urging of the crowd around me, and quickly opened the handsome usher's pants. He held the flashlight above, still on my face. His cock sprang out and struck me in the face. He shined his light on it. It wasn't very long, but it was extremely thick, almost fat. The tip already looked moist and I quickly flicked it with the tip of my tongue. It responded, jumping an inch or so into the air. Then I opened my lips, and looking up at him, staring at that flashlight, I brought my head forward slowly so his penis slid into my mouth without actually touching my lips. Then I let my eyes drop and I shut my mouth around his fat cock. The flashlight dropped to the floor, but immediately another guy picked it up so everyone could see clearly what I was doing.

The usher just stood there, balancing on the heels of his shoes, the gold buttons on his red jacket sparkling in the glare of the flashlight, being given a blow job by a young woman with mud on her knees and a lot of semen in her belly.

I sucked him harder than I ever thought I could, to the point where I think it actually hurt him. I wanted to open his pants and lick his balls and stick my finger up his ass, but it would have taken too much time and I knew he was ready to explode from the first moment his penis touched my tongue.

I held the base of his cock in my fingers, pulling it to my lips, and then swirling my tongue around and around over the enormous tip until I heard the crowd on onlookers cheering. I knew the guy was coming. Sure enough, his cock shook and he shoved it as far into my mouth as it would go, and the hottest cum I've ever tasted fined my mouth. I swallowed, pressing as close against him as possible, as the flashlight struck the right side of my face. One man yelled as he saw some of the usher's cum dripping down the side of my chin, and another suddenly thrust his cock against the back of my neck and I felt his semen run down.

I almost passed out then and there. Someone was rubbing my pussy from underneath me, but I didn't know who it was, nor did I care to find out. I'm sure there were others that wanted the same done to them, but I was weak now, and I had had enough-I had to get out. The usher stood there with his limp cock hanging from the front of his uniform as I got to my feet. He steadied me and told the others to go back to their seats. I don't think anyone had. We were all concentrating on what I had been doing.

I walked up the aisle as a few men whistled and called me names, but I didn't listen to them. The usher took my hand-he stuffed his cock into his pants with his other hand-and led me to the lobby.

"Are you going to be okay?" he asked me in a concerned tone.

"Yes" I said walking to the door. I was so ashamed, I didn't know what to say. I couldn't look him in the face.

I left the theatre. It was raining again and I walked in it, getting soaked to the skin, but it felt good, as if the rain were cleansing me. I could still feel the man's semen on my back and I could taste cum in my mouth. I wanted to get home and wash and sleep.

I entered the dorm through the back entrance and quietly made my way down the hall to my room. As soon as I entered the dark room, my phone rang. It was Greg. He begged me to come right over to his apartment. I showered and changed clothes and ran all the way, across the campus and down two side streets, to his apartment.

He stood in the doorway with his arms open to me. I fell into them and he shut the door and we stood there for a long time, just holding each other.

"Maggie, I sat in the car and cried. I do love you, you must believe that. I need you too-if only you could understand. I'm ... I'm just afraid ... "

I couldn't stand to hear it, not after what I had done. "Greg, please don't say anything. I didn't mean the things I said and I don't want to talk. Just hold me, love me," I whispered over his shoulder.

To my absolute and delightful surprise he picked me up and carried me into the bedroom and set me gently on the bed. Then he took off his clothes.

I lay there in shock, watching him as he dropped his pants, then pulled his socks off, then his undershirt. And finally, directly in front of me, his jockey shorts. His cock was beautiful. I stared at it in the dark room as if it was some work of art or some surprise in my life. An hour ago I had been sucking on every penis in Albuquerque, and now I was looking at one as if it was the very first time I had seen one. I thought it was the most perfectly shaped cock I had ever seen.

Greg sat down on the bed next to me and began to take off my clothes. I wanted to help, but he wouldn't let me. He unbuttoned my blouse and slipped my skirt from my body. Then he reached under me and opened my bra and pulled it from me, and then my panties.

He looked at my body for a few seconds and then said, "You're beautiful, Maggie."

I felt tears beginning to fall down my cheeks as he took me into his arms. His cock grew against my pussy and became erect almost immediately. We kissed for a long time.

"Maggie, let's just hold each other all night, tightly ... I don't want to fuck," he said, which was exactly what I had wanted to hear. I wasn't ready to put up a fight about intercourse and I was happily amazed at his request. So we hugged each other and fell asleep, naked and very much in love.

The next morning I awakened before him and saw that his penis was limp, lying against my leg. I reached down and took it in my fingers. It was soft and warm and I cupped it gently in my palm.

Then I noticed dried white spots on my pussy hairs, on my belly. At first I thought Greg had fucked me in the night, but I realized that was absurd. He had had a wet dream and had come all over me. I remember thinking only that I wished that it could have been in my mouth.

But we were naked, together, and we were going to have sex with each other now. I was very happy.

CHAPTER NINE

Greg finally woke up, kissed me, and together we had breakfast and went for a long walk in the crisp morning air. As we were walking, he began telling me how he felt about sex.

"You know, Maggie, there are so many things to do in bed instead of straight fucking. I mean, that's all some people do-just jump on, bang, bang, all done. God, what they're missing."

"Yes," I said, knowing very well what they were missing. "I'm not too turned on to the idea of intercourse."

"I know about what happened. That you were raped. Billy told me. God, what a thing to have to go through!" Greg said, concerned.

"I'm over it. That may have stopped my interest in intercourse, but it sure didn't curb my sex drive. I'd like to make love to you, Greg."

"I'd love it," he said, smiling. We turned and went back to the apartment.

I was very happy Billy's best friend turned out to be a guy who didn't like to fuck. He honestly didn't. It was something he didn't want to talk about and I respected his wish. I was very happy in our oral relationship, which was just beginning.

We hurried to the apartment. Greg's penis was hard before we got there. I was excited just thinking about putting his cock in my mouth. I couldn't wait.

Greg locked the door and took me in his arms, kissing me hard on the lips. I moved my body down his until I was kneeling in front of him. I reached up and unbuttoned his shirt, and then he removed it. He was breathing hard in anticipation.

I opened his belt buckle and then the top of his pants. I took the zipper in my teeth and drew it down very slowly, just to excite him more. His bulging shorts pressed out of his pants and I fitted my lips to the tip of his standing penis beneath the white material. I blew warm air through the undershorts till he moaned.

Then I pulled his pants down to his ankles and pressed my head against his naked legs. His cock was trembling under his shorts as I licked at the white lump with my tongue. Then I wrapped my mouth around his cock, still covered by the shorts, and bit slightly into the thickness.

Greg's hands touched my head gently. I stopped and looked up and saw an excited smile on his face. Then he stepped out of his pants and spread his legs wide, planting his feet firmly on the carpeted floor.

I covered his undershorts with kisses, over the shaft of his penis begging for release, down under the fullness of the balls filling with sperm, over the cushioned spots which covered his nest of pubic hair. Greg was going crazy watching me, feeling me. His cock throbbed desperately.

I then took the elastic band of his shorts in my teeth and pulled them down to his knees. My fingers dug into his buttocks as his huge cock jumped up and hit the side of my face. Greg stepped out of his shorts.

I pulled my head away, reached out and took hold of the palpitating shaft between the palms of both hands and began to rub it back and forth, slowly, enticingly. Greg's breath whistled out in gasps between his tightly clenched teeth at the excruciating pleasure I was causing in his loins. I cupped and stroked his balls, and lightly fingered his tight anal entrance with my index finger.

I quickly jumped up and stripped my clothing off. Greg watched me as if mesmerized as I slid my little panties down and off my slender legs, exposing the hairy-fringed pinkness of my young cunt to his gaze.

Greg moved down to the floor and lay back with his legs spread wide. His penis stood up hard and tall, along his belly. I positioned myself on all fours between his hairy legs and began stroking and caressing his aching cock so that he thrust and twisted his hips harshly against the soft carpet.

My breasts were swollen, large and ripe, and swayed under my body, brushing his inner thighs. Greg's hand found my nipples and played with them, squeezing them till they hurt.

I stared at the semen-slick, reddish head of his penis-fascinated by its hugeness, by its perfect shape, by its quivering movements. Then I let my head drop as I fitted my warm lips over the head of the gigantic shaft, my tongue probing the little opening in the end, drinking away small drops of lubrication that appeared.

Greg brought his hands up and caught them in my hair as he lifted his loins upward to sink his cock deep into my warm mouth. I opened my lips wide to accept the full length of his trembling penis.

"Maggie, Maggie, suck me hard!" Greg said, stretching his arms out on the floor beside him. His eyes were closed and it seemed as if he was in another world.

I did suck hard, as hard as I could. I licked circles on the underside of his shaft, concentrating kisses on the glands, biting there, resting there till he could stand it no longer. I pulled my head away just as he was about to come.

Greg breathed deeply and relaxed. I moved my lips down the shaft of his penis to his balls. They were hanging soft and low between his legs and I brought my mouth up under them and sucked as hard as I could until both of them floated into my mouth. I swirled them around, brushing them with my tongue, and I could feel Greg moving his hips in excitement as he spread his legs farther.

Greg then lifted his legs into the air and grabbed his feet with his hands. I released my suction on his balls and let my tongue work its way down beneath his scrotum, to the hard cleft just before his anal opening. I licked the hairs there, applying saliva so that it ran down over the hot little opening to his asshole.

Then I kissed the opening. I firmly planted my lips there and let my tongue probe his anus until it relaxed and became less tight. Soon I was able to get the tip of my tongue up it and Greg gasped as I did so.

I took my tongue away and replaced it with my finger. I was mad now, like an animal in heat, and I knew I would try to do what I had seen Billy do to himself, what I eventually had done to Billy. I was going to slide my finger up Greg's ass.

I pressed lightly. He spread his buttocks as wide as he could possibly get them.

"Yes, Maggie, do that, put it in there," he said quickly.

I pushed my finger in slowly, as far as it would go. My entire body shook as I watched it disappear up his hairy asshole. I felt the warm flesh of the narrow passage envelop my finger and hold it tight once it was in. Greg breathed spasmodically.

He dropped his legs to the floor and I lifted my body over his right leg so the lips of my pussy touched lightly at his knee. I was in control-I could move up or down, depending on how much sensation I wanted to feel. My finger was buried up his asshole and with my other hand I grasped the base of his cock and pointed it toward my face. I sank my mouth onto it.

Our bodies were glistening with sweat, almost looking as if they had been bronzed. My breasts swayed rapidly as I began to pump on his organ in steady, fast movements. Greg brushed my hair, my shoulders, my bobbing head. He brought his fingers to my lips to feel the wetness of his cock as it slipped in and out of my mouth. I kept my lips ovaled so they slid easily over the head, and then down to the base. The tip rested in my throat each time I sank my head onto the shaft, and each time I thought it would rip my tonsils away. Greg's sperm-bloated testicles rubbed against my hand as I wiggled my finger up his ass.

My head danced up and down like a driving piston as I performed the finest act of love I was capable of. I moved the finger buried inside him in rhythm with the plunges my head was taking. Greg's body followed in the same way, moving up to meet my lips and down to thrust the finger deeper up his asshole.

The pressure was growing-I could see it in his balls as they tightened and swelled-and I could feel it in the contractions in his anus and the hardness of his penis. He was ready to come and I was more than ready to receive. I used every trick I knew, sucking faster and faster, rubbing my wet pussy on his knee, letting my breasts stimulate his sensitive thighs.

I wanted it, wanted it desperately, wanted to taste Greg's flowing hot cum, wanted to drink it down and feel it rest in my soft belly.

The first torrent of liquid flooded along the passage of his cock as Greg threw his hips into the air. I had to push my hand up hard to keep the finger up his ass. A gush of hot liquid pored out from the tip, erupted, exploded, as I tried to swallow. Rush after rush of burning semen bloated my cheeks outward until I had to swallow crazily to keep from choking. His testicles rolled uncontrollably as the sperm pushed up the long shaft of his cock. I could feel each contraction deep within his asshole. Greg's hands worked spasmodically in my hair, ramming my head down harder on his swollen penis, burying it deep in my throat. Then, with one mighty groan, he emptied the final spurt of his virile young sperm into my hungry mouth. Then he dropped his hips back to the floor and I slowly pulled the finger from his anus.

"Maggie, no, please ... "

I didn't know what he meant.

"Maggie, your finger, put it back in ... please, till I relax, till it softens ... " His words drifted off into a slur of sounds. I slipped my finger back up his anal canal, pushing it in as tight as I could get it, and he again moaned in pleasure.

I continued to nibble gently at the fleshy organ, milking every last drop of his semen until the satiated cock began to soften in my mouth. Greg flung his arms outward in exhaustion, a great sigh of absolute fulfillment coming from his mouth, as I released the organ from my lips and rested my head in his groin, watching it closely as it softened.

When it was normal size and I could tell that Greg was relaxed, I slid my finger from his anus. He smiled.

I rolled off him and sprawled out on the floor next to him.

"Where did you ever learn to do that?" he asked.

"I read a book," I replied.

I'm not sure how long we lay there naked, but it seemed like hours. We were both half asleep, or so I thought, until I felt something tickling at the hairs on my pussy. I lifted my head and looked down to see Greg's tongue lightly brushing against my cunt lips. I put my head back to the floor.

Greg brought his hand up my body, over my smooth stomach, until he cupped my breasts and squeezed them hungrily while his mouth found the open wetness of my young pussy. He slid his tongue between the lips and quickly found my clitoris.

His sharp white teeth took the throbbing button between them and nipped it gently, rubbing his tongue around and around it in circles. I cried out in pleasure, grabbing Greg's hands as they pressed into my breasts.

He sucked hard on my pussy until I felt his tongue beginning to fuck me, sliding as far up my channel as it would go, his saliva mixing with my own love juices.

"Greg, turn around," I said, pulling his hands from my breasts. I wanted to be in a sixty-nine position with Greg on top of me, so I could watch his bouncing balls and cock and spread asshole as he sucked at my pussy.

He got up and positioned himself over me, kneeling on either side of my torso, fitting his head perfectly between my legs. His cock was only half-hard, and it bounced against my breasts as he raised and lowered his hips.

I grabbed the tip of his penis with one hand and with the other I brushed his balls, which were only inches from my mouth, bringing my fingertips up to gently caress his spread anus. His cock grew hard and long in my hand and soon I was able to pump it as he slid his tongue in and out of my cunt.

In a matter of moments I reached the pinnacle of my climax. My entire body convulsed and I sucked Greg's balls into my lips to keep from screaming as his hot tongue slid in and out of my cunt. My entire being shook as the climax raced through my flesh-as my hot flowing liquids gushed down over Greg's lips into his gasping mouth, painting his face with a sheen of lust and heat.

He sucked until it was over, until the last drop was in his mouth, as I feverishly pulled on his organ and swirled his balls around in my mouth. Then, as soon as Greg pulled his face from my crotch, I let his balls pull from my lips as he knelt above me.

His hand replaced mine on his organ and he began to work it as fast as he could, looking down at my spread pussy in front of him. My hands were on his buttocks which were almost directly above my face, and I spread them so I could look at his anal opening. Then he brought his body down so the opening of his asshole rested directly on my lips. He sat on my face, gently, carefully, as his balls rested between my breasts. And immediately after that he came.

I felt drops of hot cream hit my stomach, my legs, my pussy hairs. Greg moaned in pleasure and stopped beating his cock as the cum poured over the lower half of my body. I spread my legs when I felt the thick liquid hit my pussy, and I licked his asshole as fast as I could.

Finally, Greg released his grip on his cock and pulled his ass from my face. He knelt there for a minute, catching his breath, as I pulled my legs together. Then he fell to the floor next to me, still in a sixty-nine position, and we cradled each other's bodies in our arms as we fell asleep.

I was falling asleep with Greg's penis resting on my neck-Greg, the same Greg Billy had brought home for Christmas, the boy of my dreams. Those dreams had come true.

I only questioned Greg about his experiences-sexual experiences-once. We had finished supper in a small restaurant, a few days after our first night together, and were talking quietly, honestly.

"Have you had sexual relationships often?" I asked.

"How do you mean? Fucking?"

"Well, yes, or anything ... "

"Maggie, listen, there isn't much to say about it. Yes, I had intercourse when I was in high school. I was raped, actually, by this big broad." He stopped.

"Yes, go on," I urged.

"There's nothing to go on about. I balled a few other times, but there never was any real satisfaction in it for me. I really liked jerking myself off better, or getting a blow job, but they were hard to come by in high school," he said with a smile, remembering.

"I really don't care for fucking, honestly," I said. And he believed me. I knew he believed me.

"Neither do I," he added. And I believed him.

You see, since I didn't want to have intercourse and didn't like it, I didn't think it so unusual that he felt the same way.

It seemed we were made for each other. We got along like good pals, we enjoyed each other, we laughed together and cried together. We ate together and slept together and had sex together. After about three months I realized I was practically living at Greg's apartment, so I decided to do just that-live with him.

Greg borrowed a pickup truck, much like Dad's back on the farm, and we piled all of my books and records and clothes and cartons of junk into it and hauled everything to Greg's place, where I realized something had to go. There was no room in the small apartment for us! We even wanted a dog, but it would have been unfair to the animal. Heck, he would have had to sleep in the sink.

About that time we found out that Billy had been hired by a large corporation in Chicago and now was living there. We called him often, just to say hello and see how he was. After all, he was my big brother, and I felt the need to "report in" and let him know that I was happy. And Billy was overjoyed when he heard Greg and I were living together. Once when Greg wasn't home, I called Billy myself and told him about my sexual relationship with Greg, which amazed him, but he was happy that things worked out for me.

I remember saying, "It's too good to be true!"

"Careful, Mag," he warned. "Nothing is that good!" But I didn't listen. My head was in the clouds. I was Greg's woman now and I loved every moment of it.

CHAPTER TEN

Just after we had gotten settled and were able to fix up the apartment, we met Danny and Lois. Oh, my God, what a couple. I don't think I'll ever forget them. They were fun-that much is true-but they were weird.

One afternoon, just after I had returned to the apartment after my last class, the doorbell rang. I opened the door and in the hall stood this girl. She had long blonde hair and a very pretty face, and she was wearing a gray pants suit outfit-which she shouldn't have, because she had enormous hips.

"Hi, listen, my husband started taking a shower a few minutes ago and he discovered we don't have any soap and I don't want to go out in the dust storm and he'll kill me if I don't get some soap 'cause he's a soap nut and I was wondering if you could lend me a bar of soap." She was like a machine someone had dropped a dime into. She spurted it all out in one gulp and then shut up. I didn't know what to make of her, and I almost began laughing.

"Oh, sure, come in," I said, opening the door farther so she could walk into the apartment. "You know what's funny?"

"No," she answered.

"My husband-I mean my boyfriend-is taking a shower right now also!" Greg was in the shower. I could hear him singing through the bathroom wall.

"Really," Lois said, sitting on the couch. "What a coincidence."

"Sure is," I said, starting to the kitchen to find her a bar of soap.

"You're not married!" She almost screamed it, as if it had just hit her. I stopped and turned back to her and said, "No, but we live like we are. I'm Maggie. That's Greg you hear singing." Just then the singing stopped.

I went into the kitchen, leaving her in an apparent state of shock in the living room, while I looked through our crowded cabinet under the sink for a bath size bar of soap. I found one, grabbed it and shut the doors of the cabinet. That's when I heard her scream.

I ran into the living room to find Greg standing absolutely bare naked in the middle of the room as Lois sat there, her eyes bulging out of her blushing face, staring at him. I guess Greg had not heard the bell ring while he was in the shower, so both of them were surprised as hell at such a meeting.

Greg recovered from the incident faster than Lois and ran to the bathroom to fetch a towel. I tried to make light of the situation with the "shocked virgin" sitting on our couch.

"Oh, Greg didn't hear you come in. He always walks around naked. So do I. I like the freedom."

"Huh? Oh, yes," she said, recovering. "Denny always wears his undershorts."

"In the shower," I asked.

"Oh no," she replied quite seriously. "I mean in bed and around the house. I don't go naked either. I'm very susceptible to colds."

"Oh," I said, still holding back the laughter. The whole scene was something out of a movie.

Greg came back into the room with a towel wrapped around his middle, which still left his cock quite visible in front of him. Lois couldn't take her eyes off it, though she pretended not to notice.

"Hey, I'm really sorry," Greg said. "I didn't know we had company."

"Greg this is Lois. Lois, meet Greg. Oh, you've already met, haven't you!" I thought I was very funny.

Lois crossed her skinny legs and smiled again. "I came to borrow soap for my husband."

"Oh, sure," Greg replied, wondering who the hell she was and what was going on.

I handed her the bar of soap and she jumped up, eager to return to her husband who by this time must have been near melting in his shower.

"We'll have to get together for coffee some time," Lois said, still looking at Greg's crotch.

Greg sat where Lois had been sitting and spread his legs. We could see the tip of his cock under the wet towel. "Great," Greg said.

Without a word, she vanished down the hall.

I shut the door and broke into hysterical laughter. "Can you believe her, her husband's in the damn shower and she's out borrowing soap and turning on to other guys who are taking showers."

"Where'd she come from?" Greg asked, pulling his towel from around his waist.

"I don't know, down the hall I guess." I knelt in front of him and kissed the tip of his penis. It stirred.

"Have a rough day?" he asked, watching me lick the tip of his penis.

"No, it wasn't bad. History was a drag." I took it in my mouth and warmed it.

"Want me to suck your pussy?"

"Yup!" I said, falling back to the floor. I lifted my skirt and slid my panties down to my ankles. Greg pulled them off my feet and knelt over my body, in a sixty-nine position. Just as he buried his face in the warmth of my cunt-just as I put the head of his lengthening cock into my mouth-the door of the apartment opened and a voice said:

"Oh, I forgot to say thanks for the ... " She stopped dead and took a deep breath. I turned my eyes, with Greg's cock still in my mouth, and he lifted his head from my pussy and looked at her.

" ... soap," she mumbled and closed the door.

I think her trip to our apartment was the fastest education she had had in her entire life. And it seemed that she wanted more.

Two weeks later we received an invitation to dinner in their apartment. I didn't want to accept, but Greg talked me into it. He thought it could prove to be fun. I was afraid the evening would be a terrific dud. I was wrong.

We arrived right on time and Lois opened the door almost before we knocked. She greeted us with a huge plastic smile and a loud "HELLO!"

Then we met Denny. He was shorter than she and he wasn't at all bad-looking. I guess I would say he was timid-looking, but quite intelligent in a mechanical way. He was a nice guy. They seemed perfect for each other.

The dinner was an experience. Lois first spilled wine all over herself and then on her husband. She forgot to tighten the plug on the bottom of the salt shaker so I suddenly had a dish of food covered with a pyramid of salt. Then she baked a lemon pie so much that we had to crack the meringue with an ice pick.

After dinner, we all sat in their living room -maple and chintz-and sipped brandy and talked.

"Have any hobbies?" Denny asked Greg.

"Sex," Greg replied immediately. Lois giggled.

"I like going to the theatre, but there isn't much of it here in Albuquerque," Denny said.

"I like live plays a lot," I said.

"Oh, me too," Lois said proudly. "I used to be in the theatre, you know. I was a stage manager and a sound technician-until I accidentally erased the entire tape of background music for a show the day before opening-and I still love the theatre."

"You erased an entire tape?" Greg asked, wondering how in the hell she did such a thing.

I pushed the wrong button she said. Then she slammed her glass down on the coffee table. "Oh hell," she snapped, "the director was an ass anyway, served him right."

Denny looked at her crossly. "An ass, huh? His new show opens on Broadway next week."

Lois ignored him and poured herself another glass of brandy.

Well, that's an idea of what we talked about, until we all got roaring drunk. Then the mood changed. It reminded me-since we were thinking about plays-of Albee's Virginia Woolf where the new couple come to visit George and Martha.

Lois started telling us how she hated kids and didn't want children and Denny kept saying he wanted them. Lois got louder and louder as they started arguing about it. Greg and I felt very uncomfortable.

"Of course you don't want kids! You don't even know how to fuck!" Lois screamed. I collapsed-I couldn't believe she had said it.

"Oh, sure, blame it on me! You just like your banana better!" Denny shouted at her.

"It's a hell of a lot bigger!" she snapped.

Banana? What were they talking about? Denny kindly explained as Lois pouted.

"You see, it all goes back to her childhood. Some girlfriend of hers told her it was great fun sticking a banana up her twat and so she tried it and got hooked! She's got a banana fetish! Everytime we fuck, she's gotta do it with the banana first, to get warmed up."

"Oh, honey, come on ... " Lois gurgled, slouching in the chair.

I wanted to hear more. It was so perverse and crazy and interesting. Greg felt the same way.

"She used to have a plush monkey. All the other kids had teddy bears, right? She has to have a monkey so she can identify with the damn bananas. You should see the trick she does with it!" Denny said with a glimmer in his eye.

"Trick?" Greg asked. "With the monkey!"

"No, with the banana!" Denny said. He looked at his wife for a moment and then grinned.

"Oh no," she said, curling up in the chair. "I'm not going to do any performances!"

"Honey, come on!" Please! Do the banana number for us!"

Greg and I looked at each other. We couldn't believe what we were hearing. Greg decided to use a little reverse psychology.

"I'll bet you can't. Nobody can do anything with a banana."

"WHAT?" Lois screamed, sitting upright in the chair. "I'm the best banana buster in the world!"

"Please show us," I urged in a feminine tone.

"Well," she giggled, "it would take a few minutes to get ready. My costume and all."

"We'll be glad to wait," Greg said.

"Yes," I added, "the night is young!"

"Okay," she said; getting up. She had a little trouble getting out of the room-she walked smack into the wall-but finally made it to her bedroom and shut the door.

While she was getting ready, a strange thing happened. There suddenly seemed to be nothing to say. Denny felt nervous and he got up to put a record on the stereo. Greg looked at me and I knew at once that we were both thinking the same thoughts. I reached up and put my hand on Denny's leg.

Denny froze. He stood there, record in his hands, looking down at me. I smiled. Then he looked at Greg, and he too smiled. Denny set the record down, gave a look to the bedroom where his wife had just disappeared, and knelt down on the floor in front of me.

I moved to the floor and kicked my shoes off. Greg did the same. Then I quickly lifted my short skirt and slid my panties down my legs. Greg pulled them from my feet and my pussy was wide open in front of Denny's gaze. He stared at it transfixed.

I brought my finger down to rub against the lips, curling the hair as I did, petting myself as the guy stared with his mouth open. Then Greg moved his head to the floor and crawled between my legs and planted a good solid kiss on my cunt. Denny looked like he had never seen such a thing in his life.

Then Greg and I turned to Denny. Without saying a word, Greg made him kneel upright, and held his hands behind his back. Then I quickly undid his pants and pulled them down to his knees. The shorts that Lois had said were always on her husband slid down easily and his cock jumped out.

It was quite small, but nicely formed. His balls hung loose in their sac and the hair around his organ was blond, with light brown tufts. I touched it with my fingertips until it reached its full length. Then I kissed it.

His whole body shivered. I realized at that moment that he probably had never had a blow job in his entire life-Greg said later that he doubted that they had gone past page four in the marriage manual-and I was determined to give him his first.

Greg released his grip on Denny's hands and brought his fingers down between Denny's legs to rub his balls as I took his penis into my mouth. As I began to suck on the hard cock, Greg moved around and did various things to excite both of us. He played with my breasts, licked at my pussy and buttocks, and rubbed Denny's balls when my saliva dribbled down them. Then Greg pulled his long cock out of his pants and started masturbating as he watched me suck Denny's cock.

I slid my lips over Denny's hard penis till all of it was in my mouth. I reached for and clawed at the smooth, bronzed globes of his ass cheeks. He had almost no hair on his body, except for his head and his pubic area. His legs were smooth, his arms were smooth, and his ass was smooth, almost like a woman's soft skin.

He was soon slamming upward into my mouth as my head bobbed up and down his slick cock. It rubbed across the roof of my mouth and lightly scraped my upper teeth. His cock had an upward curve to it.

Suddenly at that moment I thought of the boy I had sucked off in the wet bushes, that awful night some months before. There was something much the same about this situation, something much the same about this guy. In a matter of minutes, when they had least expected it, they had been given a blow job by a nice girl. Their cocks were even much the same size. And they were both virgins-at least I thought so-to fellatio.

An abrupt movement forward caused his cock to reach my throat, and I felt the swollen head press deep into my mouth, pounding violently as if it had a heart of its own. I turned my eyes to see Greg beating his penis up and down, fascinated, watching closely, enjoying every moment.

Some saliva ran down my chin and dribbled to Denny's balls. Greg rubbed it with his free hand, moving the slippery liquid all over the guy's balls, which were tightening now, filling with semen. Denny's eyes were shut. He was lost in pleasure.

My thirsty sucking mouth couldn't seem to get enough of his cock, especially with Greg watching me, even when the pistoning stab slowed to a steady driving rhythm, sliding quite easily in and out.

I dug my hands fiercely into his cheeks and fastened my mouth around the small fist of Denny's cockhead. I sucked hard at the ridge, running my tongue along the glans, over the tip.

My cunt twitched, convulsed and ground itself down against my kneeling leg. I wanted to milk him dry-especially with my audience-just as I had milked Greg so many times, and so many countless others before him. I wanted to taste him, to swallow him, to feel him in my body. I wanted to take from him what he had never given his wife that way. I slid my greedy lips up and down the length of his throbbing hard-on and I could then feel my clitoris beginning to get harder and stiffer.

I sucked with all the power still left in my almost breathless lungs, nipping like a hungry pecking animal at his stiff penis. I always feel like an animal when sucking a cock, a beautiful animal-it must come from being raised on a farm. Sometimes I dream I am a beautiful bird pecking at wild bird seed, pecking at food, pecking at the thing that would give me life. A guy's cock is life to me-semen is the food that makes me live. I've even heard it's full of protein!

Greg moved his hand back to Denny's balls, seeing he was ready to shoot, and brought his other hand down to finger my clitoris. As soon as he touched the hard little nub, I felt myself coming, felt myself beginning to lose control, felt myself floating in a world of pleasure.

Cum filled my mouth. He stopped moving his cock and I stopped moving my head. I felt it slide out, every bit of it, onto my tongue, against the back of my throat. I held it in my mouth as long as I could without swallowing and he groaned as the hot semen surrounded his cock in the confines of my mouth.

Finally I had to swallow. I felt it move quickly down my throat, sliding along my neck and down past my breasts and into my belly below. It tasted bitter after I swallowed, as if the sweetness had now gone away. I wished I could have held it in my mouth for hours, to feel it go cold, to feel it thicken, to have some of it dry on my lips and my cheeks.

Some of it did drip down my chin, and Greg caught it in his hand and rubbed it over Denny's swollen balls. Denny didn't say a word, didn't make a sound. He just knelt there in astonishment and pleasure, not knowing, I'm sure, exactly what had hit him. I only know he loved it.

I pulled my face away just in time. We heard the bedroom door open and a voice call out.

"I'm almost ready."

"Christ!" Denny said, snapping back to reality. He pulled his pants up over his wet cock and quickly zipped them up. Greg stuffed his penis in his pants. I grabbed my panties from the floor and quickly slid them over my feet. Denny started the record player.

"Here goes!" he called to his wife, and then turned the lights down. The room was a dim orange glow now and the silliest music I had ever heard-Carmen Miranda-started to screech from the stereo.

And out she came. She was wearing a kind of bra with patches of fake fruit on each breast, a headdress made of huge plumes and ostrich feathers, and from her crotch, attached to a little bikini, hung a bunch of grapes! In her hand was a banana.

We were in spasms of laughter, which we realized at once was not the reaction we were supposed to have, because Lois shot us a look of displeasure. We stopped laughing and pretended to be interested.

She danced, flinging her grapes from side to side, jiggling her small boobs, dipping her feathers. At one point she came too close to the wall and knocked a painting to the floor. Finally her damn grapes became too heavy for the bikini and they fell to the floor, ripping the bikini apart, and in a second that too was on the floor. I don't think she even noticed. She was so caught up in her little number that she didn't realize her pussy was flapping in the wind before our eyes.

Near the end of the song she began to get dirty. She licked the banana and slid it where the grapes should have been. She gave a startled look at her crotch, and then like a good artist (the show must go on!) just ignored it and continued-and rubbed the banana over her big ass.

She dropped the bra to the floor and shook her nipples at us. Her breasts were small but they were all nipple-they were enormous. In fact, her whole body was a set of mismatched parts. Her hips were huge, her legs slender. Her tits were small, but the nipples were gigantic. Her pussy was little but she had more hair than any woman I had ever seen. The cheeks of her ass were rubbery, but she wasn't at all fat. She had a small head with beady eyes, but her hair was beautiful and hung to her ass.

Finally we got to the climax. Denny was sitting there watching her, evidently excited again, his hand rubbing his cock through his pants. Greg sat next to me and I could feel him laughing as his whole body shook. Denny and Lois, what a couple!

This was it, the moment we had been waiting for. Denny sat at attention as Lois planted her feet on the ground-she had big ankles too, but small feet, I noticed then-and gave us a nice spread shot of her cunt. Then she slid the banana up it, slowly but surely, and as she did it her eyes seemed to roll around in her head. Finally almost the entire banana was up there, and I wondered where the hell she put it all! It was a long banana!

The music reached a crescendo and stopped abruptly. Lois looked as if she were straining to take a good shit or to scream across a football field. She sweated and tightened her muscles and screamed, "OH ... OH ... GUACAMOLE!" The banana suddenly shot from her cunt like a torpedo from a submarine! PFFFT! And it landed halfway across the room.

I was stunned. Greg mumbled that he couldn't believe it. Denny was applauding like crazy and Lois was so damned happy I thought she was going to cry.

"Honey, it really went far tonight. I should have set up the measuring stick," he said to her, still clapping his hands.

She stood there, holding on to the wall for dear life, catching her breath. She smiled and finally fell to the floor and lay in a slump near her husband. He started petting her breasts.

One thing led to another and soon we were all naked. I thought Lois was going to have a heart attack when she saw the size of Greg's cock. I guess she had never seen any other penis but her husband's, and I felt sorry for the pleasures she had been missing.

We all touched each other and played with each other for a few minutes, but we could tell that Lois felt embarrassed or afraid somehow, which was hard to understand after shooting a banana out of her pussy in front of total strangers. But we respected her feelings, and confined our petting to each other, and Denny and Lois did the same. Then they watched us as we made love.

We did a sixty-nine position for them, lying side by side, and they watched closely as we went through the entire act till each of us came. I felt myself reaching my climax first and Greg was groaning as he tasted my juices. Lois stuck her head so close to Greg's that he thought for a moment that she wanted to stick her head up my cunt also.

Then Greg came. Since Lois and Denny were watching closely, I made sure Greg's cock started to come on my lips. I opened my mouth wide with the tip of his organ just touching my bottom lip so they could see the white sperm ooze out of him and float along my teeth and tongue. I closed my mouth over the end, felt it come some more, and then opened my lips again to allow some of the hot cream to drip down my cheek and run along my face. Lois and Denny were in ecstasy-Lois had both of her hands pressed against her breasts and Denny was working his cock feverishly in his right hand I His left hand was rubbing along Greg's ass, but Lois didn't see that.

Finally, when Greg had poured all his semen into my mouth, I pulled away and fell back to the floor. Lois gazed at Greg's hard cock for a moment and then wrapped her hand around it, fascinated by its size. It began to grow smaller, and while she still held it tightly a drop of cum appeared on the tip. Greg lifted his head and looked at her.

"Go ahead, lick it off. It's not going to bite," he said gently, lifting his hips in the air.

Lois stammered a bit, and then quickly licked the white drop from the end of his penis. She smiled and looked as if she had just won the Irish Sweepstakes.

And now their turn had come. They fucked. In the regular position. Which was as boring as could be, but at least there were signs of humor. Lois was forever kicking her feet when Denny would slide it hard into her. She giggled and purred and made all kinds of theatrical sounds. Finally she grasped the banana in her hand and smashed it against Denny's back.

"Oh, honey, honey!" she called, mashing the banana all over his naked shoulders.

I looked at Greg. We were still amazed at what seemed like nonsense to us, but it obviously turned them on.

Denny lifted high and then slammed into her and we knew he was coming. At the same moment Lois let out another cry, "OH ... on ... VINCENT LOPEZ!"

Guacamole? Vincent Lopez? She had to be nuts. We left almost immediately after they had finished. As we stepped into the hall we felt as if we had been let out of a cage of some sort.

"Who the hell is Vincent Lopez?" I asked, turning the key in our door. We were both amused.

"Hell if I know. Probably her father. God, I'm glad we got out of there. Next thing she would have probably smeared grape jam all over her boobs and had us lick it off while she would scream crazy names."

I opened the door of the apartment. "Guacamole. Jesus, what a night. Aren't they too much?"

Greg flopped on the couch as I closed and locked the door. "Did you catch him rubbing my ass?" he asked.

"Sure did," I replied, sitting next to him.

"Strange couple." Greg put his arm around me and held me close to him. "I love you," he said.

"And I love you, Let's go to bed."

And we did.

CHAPTER ELEVEN

Summer vacation came and we talked about getting married. We had been living together for months now and we felt it was time to make it legal. I knew Mother and Dad would be pleased to hear that, even though they loved Greg and accepted the fact that we were living together out of wedlock. Billy was very happy for us. We planned to be married just before the beginning of the school term, in August, back in Two Forks.

But before that we decided to take a vacation to California, a place we had never been. California, land of eternal sunshine and orange juice, twenty-four-hour supermarkets, weirdos and radicals and freaks and overnight religions and beautiful people, We wanted to experience as much of it as we could. We planned to stay almost four weeks.

It is hard to look back on that time with any objectivity, for I seem to remember only the bad. There were good things, it's true, but they had nothing to do with my sexual life and that is what I'm supposed to concern myself with here. Just for the record, however, I fell in love with Los Angeles on sight and loved the city, the people, the way of life. I knew I would live there someday, and now I do-I live in Hollywood.

What happened to my sexual life at that time? It died. Overnight. Greg and I had been having a wonderful sexual relationship up until the day we arrived in Los Angeles. We would have oral sex many times a day, often sharing each other with other couples-we stayed away from the Banana Buster and her husband, however-and there seemed to be no problems regarding sex in either of our minds.

But once we hit the West Coast Greg seemed to grow nervous and distant. I thought he wasn't feeling well, or perhaps something was bothering him about our marriage plans. But he wouldn't talk about it. The second night we were there, after he had spent the day being very sullen and moody, he went for a walk on Santa Monica Pier-we were staying in a big motel just off the beach in Santa Monica -and didn't return till hours later. He didn't say a word, just stripped and got into bed with me. I felt him shaking, and I tried to put my arms around him, sensing he needed comfort. But he pulled away and asked me not to touch him. I fell asleep listening to him sort of crying softly on the other side of the bed.

We had always been honest with each other-except for my past experiences with Billy, and the horrible things I did when Greg and I were having such a terrible time communicating. Actually they weren't so horrible at all, but after Greg and I got together I looked back on them with revulsion. Now it seemed we couldn't be honest. He wouldn't say a thing. I had been so happy. I knew we both had been so happy. What had happened? What had I done?

I wrote Billy and told him every thing-how Greg had been acting and his new treatment of me. I asked his advice-he knew Greg as well as I did-and told him what I truthfully thought was happening. I told him Greg seemed to be tired of me. He was spending more time away from me than with me, and he was beginning to come back to the motel late at night or not at all. We had been there only ten days and I felt lonely, afraid to make a move for fear it would be something that would make Greg disapproving. I was confused.

Billy called me a few days later. His call came at a bad time-or perhaps it was the right time. Greg had just screamed at me that I was spying on him when happened to walk by the phone booth in the lobby and found him talking to someone. We went back to the room and he told me the marriage was off and it was all my fault. He said he knew that I didn't trust him and he wasn't going to have a wife who spied on him and followed his every move.

I had never done any such thing. I respected his privacy and I loved him and the least thing I thought about was the fact that he might have something to hide. I had felt we had been honest with each other, but then I wasn't so sure. Thank God for Billy. He left on the next available flight.

I must have sounded pretty broken up on the phone, because when I met him at the airport he was surprised to see that I was standing up and coherent.

"Are you okay?" he said, holding me in his arms.

"Yes, yes. Oh, I'm so glad you're here. I was afraid you'd tell me to go back to Albuquerque or something."

"Hey, come on, let's get out of here and make you my happy little sister again."

He was beautiful. He always knew what to say at the right times and he gave me all the strength in the world. We walked to the baggage claim area, picked up his suitcases, and drove my rented car to Santa Monica. All the way there on the freeway, we didn't say a word to each other. We just relaxed and let our strong feelings for each other talk.

I spent about two hours telling Billy every detail of what had happened since we had arrived in California. I got very emotional, but he understood how upset and totally mixed up I was at the time, and he promised to have a talk with Greg that evening.

Greg called the room shortly before dinner. I didn't know where he had been-he told me a few days before that he had met some old college buddies from Milwaukee and was going to spend some time with them-and I asked if he was coming back to eat with me. He said he'd see me in about an hour.

When Greg walked into the room about an hour later, his mouth dropped open when he saw Billy sitting in the chair across the floor.

"Bill!" He stood for a moment, amazed, and then opened his arms. Billy jumped up and hugged his friend.

"Billy! Christ, I didn't know you were coming! What brings you out here?"

"Well, I like to surprise people. I needed a vacation, you know?"

Greg was evidently quite happy to see him. I just stood there, pretending to smile. I thought it seemed so sad-why did we have to pretend?

"Maggie," Greg asked, "why didn't you tell me he was coming?"

Billy rescued me. "I didn't know myself till this morning. I just called and told her to be at the airport. Good thing you rented two cars or I'd have been sitting there still."

"Yeah," Greg said, in a slightly embarrassed tone.

We had supper together near the motel. It was a strained affair. I guess Greg thought Billy had no idea of what had been happening because he talked as if nothing was wrong, as if everything had been just great between us. It was ludicrous.

After dinner Billy made up some silly excuse about spending a night with the boys and he asked if it was okay to take Greg away from me so they could talk together. Of course, it was all planned, and I said yes. I hadn't spent a night with Greg in quite a while anyway, so what difference would it have made?

I sat on the edge of the bed for hours, waiting, anticipating, hoping that Billy would find the key to what had been happening. More than that I hoped desperately that it would be something simple, trivial, that it would all work itself out in a matter of hours. I really loved Greg. The idea of living without him was frightening.

Billy came back after midnight. I must have fallen asleep while worrying. He turned on the lights and I first thought it was Greg who entered the room. But I blinked and then realized it was my brother. I blinked again and realized the expression on his face was one of great concern. I don't think I had ever seen him look quite so serious before.

He sat next to me on the bed. I looked into his eyes. I knew the news was not good.

"Tell me," I demanded softly.

"Maggie, Greg has wanted to tell you but he couldn't think of a way to do it. He can hardly tell himself the truth, much less you. He's ashamed and I'm afraid he won't ever be able to face you again."

I couldn't believe what he was saying. I couldn't accept that. "What?" I begged.

"Maggie, that second night you were here, the night Billy went for a walk on the Pier. He met someone that night. It was arranged. You see, actually he had met him during the day and then they planned the meeting on the Pier."

"Him? Who?"

"His name is Paul, but it doesn't matter. Well, Greg met this guy, a good-looking blond surfer type, you know, and he was attracted to him." Billy paused, looking away from me. He had never done that before. He had always been able to look me straight in the eye.

"Billy, don't turn away, tell me!"

He sharply turned his head and faced me. "This is TOO hard, dammit!" he said, almost on the verge of tears. "I mean, hell, I introduced the guy to you! He was my pal, I loved him. And then you loved him and fell in love with him and now ... "

Billy took a deep breath. "Okay, Maggie, Greg is queer-gay-whatever. He's been repressing homosexual feelings all his life and has never been able to admit them to himself, much less to anyone else. And that day, on the street, everything inside him broke loose. He's been seeing Paul all this time. He loves you still, Maggie, I really believe that. He's a mess right now. He didn't want to hurt you."

"It's okay, Billy," I said, not really realizing what I was saying. My world had collapsed, in one simple moment. I was alone, afraid, crying out for help. I wasn't mad, I didn't hate Greg, I didn't even have time to develop any revulsion -I was just scared. Suddenly I was the girl on the porch floor again, wounded, hurt, in need of comfort. And again, Billy was there.

Tears fell from my face as I buried my head in my brother's arms. I can't remember what happened exactly, or what I was thinking. My head was a jumble of thoughts and emotions and all I knew was that I needed something physical to calm me, to soften my pain, to give me courage. I pulled at Billy's pants despite his protestations against it, and finally got his big cock into my mouth. I sucked on it as hard as I could and it grew solid within my lips.

I was sobbing when I first began sucking it, but like magic my tears subsided as I concentrated on sucking, on giving my brother pleasure. I needed his semen in me now, just as I had needed it in the past. I wanted it to take the place of something else I had this evening lost in my life. I wanted it to fill me and make me happy.

Billy came. His whole body jumped in the air as he shouted in pain and pleasure. My finger was up his ass and I could feel the contractions within him as each shot erupted from the tip of his swollen organ. Cum filled my mouth and ran from my lips, down the shaft of his cock and over his low-hanging balls. I moaned as I swallowed, like a newborn animal sucking her mother's mille

Billy's gasps subsided as his cock stopped spurting. My heart was racing and I was breathing heavily as I opened my eyes, feeling full now, feeling compensated. It was then, as I opened my eyes and looked up from Billy's loins that I saw Greg standing in the open door.

I jumped up, onto my knees on the bed, and froze in horror. Billy lifted his head and he turned pale. Greg just stared at us. Then he turned around, closed the door, and we didn't see him again.

I fell asleep in Billy's arms wondering if Greg had come back to me? I wondered if he were at least going to give it a chance? Or maybe he was coming for his clothes, so he could run off somewhere with Paul the surfer. I wanted desperately to know. I have never found the answer. I will never know.

CHAPTER TWELVE

Greg didn't return for days. He didn't call, he didn't write. He had disappeared. Billy had to get back to Chicago and I was ready to face Albuquerque alone, so we planned on leaving.

We planned to go back together-Billy was going to fly into Albuquerque with me to see that I was okay-but the day before we were to leave he got a call and found out he had to be back for a business meeting that same afternoon. So I drove him to the airport and saw him off. I promised him I would be fine, and I truly was over the initial shock. I figured what Greg had seen in that room that night was no worse than what I had been told about him. So we both had been to blame, we both had kept secrets from each other, and we both would have to make new lives for ourselves.

I drove back to the motel quickly, planning on packing Greg's things to have them shipped to our apartment in Albuquerque. I figured sooner or later he would have to let me know where he was and what we would do about all the things we owned jointly.

I parked the car and walked through the lobby and down the hall to our room. I opened the door and stopped dead. All I remember seeing at first was a huge cock driving itself up someone's wide-spread ass. I thought I was in the wrong room at first, and I turned my head, and then immediately turned back. There were balls under the ass that was being fucked like lightning. It was the right room! And it was Greg that was being fucked on that bed.

I grabbed the door to keep from falling over. It shut, but I leaned against it, staring at the two men. The blond guy pulled his cock out of Greg's ass almost immediately and scurried to the far side of the bed, trying to get the covers in front of him. He looked frightened.

Greg's reaction was what amazed me. Instead of trying to hide what had been going on, instead of trying to make the situation easier on us all, he made it worse and as ugly as it could possibly have been.

Greg stood up and screamed at me, his cock hard, bouncing in front of him. "You bitch!"

"Greg ... " the blond, who I assumed was Paul, warned.

"Shut up," Greg said to him, turning his head sharply back to me. "You suck your brother's cock and then you have the gall to come in here looking like you're seeing something perverse? You're perverse, you know that?"

"Greg, I didn't know you-" I tried to talk but he wouldn't let me.

"Shit! I came back for my stuff-I sat out there waiting for you, I thought you'd never leave-and we figured why not do a little fucking since we have the time and the place. You and Billy sure took advantage of this room, didn't you?"

I was mad now. "You should talk about Billy! At least I was honest with him. You were never close to being honest with him. You were in love with him, not me, and you only went for me because I was part of him, the next best thing to having his cock in your mouth!"

He slapped me across my face and I went flying halfway across the room. I heard Paul let out a holler as I fell, and I didn't know what hit me at first.

Greg was screaming at me, telling me he hated me and never wanted to see me again. I kept up my strength and pulled myself to the chair and stood up.

"You are jealous that I was sucking Billy and not you, you dirty queer! You loved it when asshole Denny stroked your rear! That's why you've always been so damned free in our group things, always willing to touch another guy, always preaching the bisexual route! QUEER!" I screamed it at him as loud as I could.

"You incestuous little whore," Greg said softly, locking the door of the room with one hand. "You'll see what queer means. You'll see what it's like ... "

I still, to this day, believe he was temporarily insane. What he made me do-what he made Paul do-was beyond any sane comprehension. He was like a madman and we were too scared to fight.

"Kneel, damn you," he said, with a look on his face that told me I had better do what he ordered.

"And you, come here," he said to Paul. I really felt sorry for that poor guy then. He had no idea what he was getting himself into and if he had sincerely liked Greg at the time, I'm sure he never saw him again after that little scene in the motel room.

"Maggie, now you're going to see what it's like to suck a queer. While he's getting fucked by a big fat cock from behind. You're going to suck me till I come all over your goddamned face!"

Paul started to plead with Greg, but he wasn't strong enough to fight. Greg grabbed the boy's soft cock and started working it up and down. It was shiny from the lubrication they had been using and Greg's hand slid up and down it easily.

Greg kissed the guy on the mouth. I felt a churning in my stomach and I hoped I wouldn't throw up. I looked away but Greg saw me and screamed at me again. I watched.

Soon Paul was hard again and he stood facing me, his .legs planted on the floor, holding his long cock before him. Then Greg turned his back to the blond boy and bent over and spread his ass. I watched as Greg backed onto the boys cock, easily and slowly, as his own penis rose steadily into the air.

Greg then moaned and stood up straight, letting the blond guy control the movements. From the floor I could see. Paul's balls hitting between Greg's legs each time he drove his penis up Greg's asshole. Paul's eyes, when they met mine, seemed to apologize. I began to feel sorry for him. And I even felt sorry for Greg. He had been my ideal of manhood-virile, strong, good-looking, powerful-and now he seemed so weak.

"Okay, Maggie, suck on it. Suck on it while his cock rides up my ass! Suck on the queer's cock!"

I did it. I put it between my lips and began my movements in rhythm to Paul's strokes. Greg's cock slid in and out of my lips but this time there was no feeling of pleasure for me, no feeling of love. I hated him and I hated what he was making me do. His cock suddenly seemed dirty and ugly to me and I didn't want him to come in my mouth. I started crying and I felt as if I wanted to die.

In a minute I heard Paul panting and then his movements started to speed up. In a few moments he came, and he slammed his cock as hard into Greg as he could. Greg's cock pushed itself down my throat and burst hot cum into my mouth. I choked and pulled my head away. He grabbed my head and pulled it back against his cock, so his semen covered my face, my hair, my eyes. It burned as it mixed with my tears and I sobbed as I heard him beginning to laugh.

His laughter continued as I rolled myself up into a ball on the floor. How could he laugh at such a thing? How could he have done it? He had loved me, I was sure he had! And now he had degraded me and was laughing.

Paul dressed quickly and I looked up to see him run out of the apartment without looking back at Greg. I turned to Greg. He sat there staring at the open door, looking sad and lonely. I knew he was sick, but I had no compassion, no understanding. I was at the point of mental and physical collapse-I had been tortured--and I wanted to run away from it all.

I stood up and wiped my face with a towel that was lying nearby. Then I turned to look him in the face. He sat there naked, his masculine body trembling on the bed. I took a step toward him and spat into his eye. Then I walked out of the room and slammed the door. I never saw him again.

He left the apartment some time later, and I waited on the beach for hours until I was sure he was gone. Then I went back and packed my suitcases and drove to the airport and took the next plane out. I scarcely knew where it was going. I bought a ticket and got on it. I had to run away.

CHAPTER THIRTEEN

I found myself in New York City, alone and without a cent to my name. I sold my suitcase, pawned the engagement ring Greg had given me, and owned only the clothing I was wearing. I walked the streets in search of food, food for my body and food for my passions.

One led to the other. For a good blow job I was given enough money to buy two or three meals. I didn't know what month it was, I didn't know exactly where I was, and I didn't care. I had left my life behind" and now I lived for lust alone. Sex was my life. Cocks were my business.

One afternoon after I had been in the city about a month, I met a freaky girl who invited me to join her at the Fillmore East that evening. A big rock festival was taking place and she told me there would be a chance to get in on some good action, as well as some good money. I didn't even know her, but I trusted her. She was a mouth girl also, and she had heard about me from a guy who remembered how good I was. So we planned to meet at the Fillmore.

The place was packed. Sue, the chick I had met that afternoon, had tickets-I don't know where she got them-and once in the place she introduced me to two other girls, both professional groupies. One of the girls told me what was happening.

"See these guys-the guys in the group are into oral stuff, you know? And most of the chicks I know wanna get balled. So I figure, what the fuck, we'll get a couple of nice mouth girls over here and really have us a good time later."

I smiled. She was direct, honest, and very stoned. I asked her if she had any grass. I had been smoking it quite a lot since I got to the city. It helped me forget about the past.

"Listen," the groupie said as we sat in our seats, "I think it's gonna be a good night. Yeah, I really feel it, you know what I mean? Sue? Maggie? You feel it too?"

"Um, yeah, sure," I smiled. Feel what? I just wanted to suck some guys off and get a decent warm meal.

When the group came out on stage, the groupie leaned over and whispered in my ear.

"Hey, that's Randy, he's the leader. You'll faint-he's got a cock twelve inches long. See, he wears those leather pants like Jim Morrison. Far out."

I looked. Sure enough, there was a long hard outline in his tight pants. I felt something stir between my legs. I couldn't wait for the concert to finish.

When it was over, we fought the crowds of screeching teenagers in the alley behind the building, until we came to a roped-off section.

The head groupie-I found out her name was Judy, and the other one was Janet-called to one of the uniformed guards standing near the stage entrance. He recognized her and let us by the ropes, and we stood waiting at the door.

In a few minutes, as the teenagers yelled, the four members of the group came out the door. Judy hugged Randy and got into the back of the limousine with him. Then we all piled in, and it was some squeeze. Even before the driver got us out of the alley, Randy had his tight leather pants to his knees and Judy was sliding her lips up and down his incredibly huge penis.

We traveled to a nearby hotel room and all I can remember is having sex, sex, sex. Randy's cock was the biggest I had ever seen in my life and I was dying to suck it. As soon as he got his pants off, I sank my mouth down on it. I tried to get it all in my mouth but that would have been humanly impossible. In fact, when I took it in as far as I could, there was still room for Janet to lick the part of the shaft that wasn't hidden by my lips.

Randy and the other three guys loved being sucked, and we all took turns sucking them, licking them, masturbating them. The drummer, Tom, liked one girl to suck on his ass while another went down on his penis. Janet particularly liked putting her tongue up guys' assholes, and she had a perfect tongue for it-it was very pointed at the tip. Randy bent over and we all watched as Janet knelt behind him and spread his ass cheeks with her tongue. Then, with the help of her hands holding his buttocks apart, she inserted the tip of it into his asshole.

The guys did things to us also. Each one of them sucked each of us, driving our bodies wild. Randy was especially good' at nibbling on my clitoris. I was going crazy on the floor with his head plastered between my legs. Above me the drummer was beating off, and he came just as I did and his cum dripped into my open mouth. I felt the warm gush between my legs and Randy's lips and tongue lapping it all up.

One of the guys asked Judy if she cared to do the "special" and she said sure she would. Sue and I wondered what they were going to do, so we followed them into the bedroom and watched as Judy got into the dry 'bathtub and spread her legs wide open. She held her' pussy lips apart as the guy positioned himself next to the tub.

Then we all watched in fascination as he let a hot stream of urine fall from the tip of his cock directly onto her cunt. She squealed as the liquid hit her, and the guy's penis grew larger as he was peeing, starting to become erect, and he had to hold it down. I was utterly captivated, since I had never before seen a man urinate. Not even Billy or Greg. I had seen hundreds of orgasms, but never once had I witnessed a penis urinating. This was the first time.

The stream stopped and Judy giggled as the guy shook his penis and drops of urine fell to her body. Then she turned on the water in the tub and he got in with her as the bathtub filled. She began sucking him as the water reached his cock. We left them alone.

Back in the living room, Sue, Janet and I knelt on the floor as Randy and the two others stood in front of us. We played with their cocks with our tongues, our noses, our hair. Finally, when they were hard, we took them into our lips and let them fill our throats. We then had a race to see who could come first. We worked hard and fast, driving our lips back and forth as best we knew how. The boys were panting.

Randy came first, in Sue's mouth. The drummer was second, and I received his load. The other couldn't come again and Janet seemed disappointed. He made up for it by sucking her pussy for a long time.

And the night continued like that until exhaustion set in. I sent down to room service for a snack and then we all fell asleep. I curled up beside Randy and the drummer and held their cocks in my hands as I drifted off. It had been a good night.

The next morning I was back on the street, searching for another man, another cock to suck in trade for a little money.

I met a guy near Macy's department store, and we went down to the men's room in a nearby bar. The place was almost deserted and the man smiled at the bartender, who seemed to know what was going on.

I sat on the toilet and watched the man unzip his pants. His cock fell out in front of me and I opened my lips and let it slide in. I ran my tongue up and down it, flicking the underside of the head until I heard him moan in pleasure. I looked up. His eyes were closed and he was holding onto the toilet stall with both hands. I realized then, for the first time, how handsome he was and how rich-looking. I decided to do as good a job as I could.

I stopped sucking and pulled -his belt open and tugged his pants down to his knees. Then I did the same to his undershorts and he took the tail of his shirt and held it up against his stomach. His naked loins were ready for whatever I wanted to do, and I did everything I knew how to do.

I licked the shaft of his cock a few times, kissing the end every time I brought my tongue up it. Then I moved my lips down to his testicles and licked them, applying as much saliva as I could. When I brought my lips back to his penis, I took his balls in my hand and slipped them around in my fingertips.

Then I began my hard back-and-forth movements that nearly drove him wild. I pulled on his balls, as if I was milking them, each time his cock slid deep into my mouth. He spread his legs and began moving his hips in rhythm with my strokes. His undershorts were stretched so far between his knees that they started ripping. His pants were in a ball around his feet.

I knew he was near his climax when he gasped and began driving his cock in and out of me, fucking my face. After about four strokes, he pulled back and I clamped my mouth around the tip of his penis, holding tight between my lips, gnawing on the flesh there. The first shot of hot cum poured along my tongue and dribbled down my throat. Then I let him slide his penis back into my mouth, and I held tight and sucked and swallowed until all of his sperm was inside me. I wouldn't let his cock free until it began to grow soft within me. I let it fall from my lips with a gentle plopping sound and kissed it before the man pulled his pants up.

"That's the best I've ever had," he said to me as he buckled his belt.

"Thanks," I said, hoping he liked it enough to give me ten bucks.

"What the hell you doing picking up guys on the street? You should be at Sonja's."

"Sonja's?"

"Sonja's," he said clearly,

And that's where we went.

He took me to Sonja's brownstone on the East Side. Miss Sonja was one of New York's finest madams, with a small (only ten girls) but extremely exclusive business. She was a huge woman-she weighed about three hundred pounds-and had almost a foot of hair piled on top of her head.

Her girls were the cream of the crop and before she took on anyone new, the applicant was tested. It was my luck that her best mouth girl had fallen in love with one of her tricks and had run off with him just a few days before. Ted, the guy who introduced me to Sonja-or Miss Sonja, as she was called by everyone who worked for her-was a close personal friend of hers.

"Sonja, I give Maggie here my highest recommendation. She's incredible," he said, remembering the great blow job I had given him. Miss Sonja reached out her hand-her fingers were covered with huge rings-and touched my arm. She smiled and looked at me in a motherly fashion.

"I trust your word, Theodore," she said, looking back to Ted, but Maggie will have to be tested."

Tested? I had to be tested? I didn't know what to think at first, but I soon found out I had nothing to fear. Sonja liked me from the start. I think she also felt sorry for me. She said I was a beautiful girl and it was a shame that I was out in the street in the cool autumn air having to perform for next to nothing. She told me she would let me stay in a spare room in the house until I felt well enough to go through my test.

I did stay there three days, three of the best days I had had in months. My food was brought to my room, I met and liked all nine of the young and attractive girls, and Miss Sonja was taking an interest in helping me out of my emotional state. I told her briefly what had caused me to come to New York and she assured me that things would be better.

I told her I was ready. I had no idea what I was going to have to do to prove I could perform fellatio like a master. But I soon found out.

Everyone gathered in the parlor, a large waiting room with many chairs and sofas. The girls sat around waiting for Miss Sonja and when she entered she was not alone.

The most magnificent hunk of manhood I had ever seen was standing next to her, holding her hand. He was about six feet tall and had dark, curly hair and deep green eyes. He was dressed in tight, deep red, bell-bottomed pants and a beautiful rust-brown sweater. He smiled at me.

"All right, girls, quiet. You all know Todd. Todd, meet Maggie. Maggie, go to work" She plopped into her chair-all three hundred pounds of her-and settled down to watch my performance. Todd brushed his hand through his hair and smiled down at me.

Soft music began to play in the background as I reached up to unzip his zipper. That was my first and only mistake. There was no zipper. The pants had buttons on the fly.

So I opened the buttons, very slowly, and each time I did so his pants fell open more, until the top of his undershorts was visible. Then I grasped his pants in my teeth and pulled them down to his knees. I heard Miss Sonja clap quietly in approval.

And then, with the nine girls watching, plus the head lady herself, I really went to town. I pulled Todd down to the floor and took off his boots, his socks, then his pants. I had him lie back on the floor and spread his legs, and I pulled his sweater up to his chest.

His undershorts were bulging as I brought my lips down to nuzzle between his legs. I brushed my tongue over the underside of his balls, up over his swollen shorts, and finally to the end of the bulge, which was standing up to the left, across his hip.

Then I turned him over on his stomach and placed my hands on his curved ass cheeks. I took hold of the shorts in my lips and drew them down over his ass. Then I pulled them down his body and off his legs. Todd spread his legs and with one hand pulled his cock so that the head of it rested on the floor, under his balls, between his legs.

I knelt between his long legs, covered with thick dark hair, and rubbed his buttocks with my fingers. Then I stroked his back under his sweater, each time pressing my breasts against his ass. Finally, I held his buttocks apart and blew between them, at the hard little cleft guarding the entrance to his asshole.

He moved his legs even farther and spread his arms out on the soft rug. I began to lick his ass cheeks as if I were licking a giant sucker. I ran my tongue all the way up his ass from his legs to his back, and came back down the middle, between the cheeks, and lifted my tongue just before I touched the cleft.

Then, finally, spreading his ass wide with my hands, I slowly brought my tongue directly between the hairs at the opening and touched lightly at the entrance to his rectum. He squirmed in pleasure on the floor and I heard gasps from the girls as they watched.

Then I kissed his asshole, pressing my lips to his anus as hard as I could, moving my tongue back and forth over the opening as my lips sucked there. He undulated on the floor as his cock got even harder between his legs. My pussy was burning between my legs. I wanted to strip off my clothing and stuff my fingers up my vagina, but I knew I was supposed to be the one who did the exciting here, not the one who was getting excited.

I moved my lips down to the hard spot between his asshole and his balls and licked there for a moment. Then I kissed his balls and brought my tongue down over the underside of his swollen cock, which was turned up, facing me. I covered it with my lips and licked at the glans until he could stand it no more. He lifted one leg over my head and twisted around so he was on his back. His cock stood proudly from his smooth loins and I grabbed it in my hand.

It was long and dark and the end looked like a giant mushroom. It was long and not very fat and his balls were the largest I had ever seen. They hung down almost to the floor and I was worried for a minute that I wouldn't be able to get them in my mouth.

But I first put his cock into my mouth. I slid it in slowly and moved my head just slightly, to drive him mad with lust. Then I pulled away, just as he was starting to move his hips. I kissed it, nibbled on the head, stroked the balls with my hands. Then I took it in my mouth again and sank it deep in my throat. Todd moaned.

I moved my head down in perfect strokes, twisting my lips a little each time, running my tongue along the underside of the head. He moved his legs up and down and to the sides. I knew he would come any minute, but I wanted to have him hold off for a time yet.

I dropped the penis from my lips and began kissing his body. I kissed his navel, his pubic hair, his legs, thighs, his balls. I even took his fingers into my mouth and sucked on them. I kept rubbing his cock with one hand as my lips roamed the lower part of his body. I brought my head down to his knee and licked there and then moved farther until I sucked on his toes. He thrashed around on the floor. I looked up, or glanced up rather, to see a few of the girls with their hands under their skirts, rubbing their hot clits as they watched our performance.

Then I tried to get his balls in my mouth. I knew that everyone thought it impossible, but I wouldn't give up till I had every bit of the huge globes into my lips. I lay flat on the floor, between his legs, and pushed them up so his knees were in the air. His balls hung before my face and I lifted my lips to them. I knew I wasn't going to be able to get them into my mouth in that position, so I moved to his side and put my head under one of his legs, so I was on my side next to him ,and his balls fell right against my mouth.

I opened wide and sucked as hard as I could. I needed a great deal of suction to get his scrotum to contract enough to get into my mouth. But I did it. His balls suddenly disappeared into my soft lips and the crowd gasped and applauded. Todd just squirmed and I grabbed his cock with my free hand and began beating it up and down.

I kept doing that until he was near orgasm-I could feel his balls swelling up hard as the semen readied itself for release. I stopped, let the testicles fall from my lips, and got up and knelt on the floor next to him.

Todd reached up and felt my tits beneath my sweater. I tingled. I wished at that moment that we both could have been naked and sucking in a sixty-nine position, but I was being tested and it was my job to give him the best blow job of his life.

And I did. I took his cock in my lips and began to work on it like a woman gone mad, driving it deep in my throat, thrusting my head up and down till he grabbed my hair in his hands and practically pulled it out of my head.

He filled my mouth so full of semen, so fast, that I hardly knew what hit me! I tried to swallow, but each time I did the huge organ pumped more cum into me and I found myself on the brink of choking. He came more than anyone I had ever been with and I thought he would never stop. His cum was hot and tasted almost sweet as it filled my mouth.

I held his balls with one hand, trying to push as much semen up the shaft of his cock as possible. I wouldn't let the organ from my mouth, even after it softened. I kept it there until Miss Sonja pulled me away with her hands. She grabbed me and hugged me and looked down to Todd. The guy was evidently in ecstasy.

"Wow! Incredible!" he said, his eyes glazed over.

"Maggie, you did it," big Sonja said, patting me on the back.

I spent three happy months with Sonja and the girls. Todd became a special friend of mine and we often spent the night together after work. He knew how to suck a pussy better than anyone in the world and I couldn't wait to take off my panties and spread my legs on the bed for his long probing tongue.

His special talent, besides sucking pussy, was being able to come buckets. I knew he had come an unusual amount in my mouth, and it never ceased to amaze me when I sucked him off or watched him reach orgasm. I think it may have had to do with the length of his cock and the way he shot. His come would spurt from the tip of his cock and land four or five feet across the room. Sometimes it shot high into the air like a geyser. Often, three or four of the girls and Sonja and myself would all play with him together, running our hands over his body, his balls, his cock, his ass, until he came in the air in the middle of us. His cum would shoot in the air and fall all over our bodies. There always was enough for all.

I soon developed a reputation for giving the greatest blow job in New York City. Some went so far as to say I was the best in the country. I was Sonja's most expensive girl and I received only the richest and finest men in New York during working hours. I sucked off many important figures in the world of politics, business, and entertainment. But after hours I spent a lot of time with Todd or with guys who really appealed to me. I found myself being attracted to young, eighteen through twenty-five, good-looking boys, freaky types with lots of hair and beards. I don't know why I was attracted to them while I was in New York-perhaps it was just a reaction against the type of "straight" guys I was servicing as customers. But it was fun and I enjoyed sucking young boys' cocks, especially if they were virgins, but there weren't many of them around that city.

I think I would have stayed at Sonja's much longer had Billy not cared about me so much. One night, while I was with a trick, Sonja knocked at my door. She never interrupted any of the girls while they were working-in fact we had always kidded that the world would be coming to an end and she would wait till we had all finished before giving us the news -but there she was, at my door, calling to me. I excused myself-it's not easy for a girl to slip a cock from her lips and excuse herself politely-and went to the door. Sonja looked concerned and whispered to get rid of my guy and come to her office.

I went back to bed and sucked him off faster than I knew I could. He came, he dressed and he was gone. With the cum still sticking to my teeth, I headed to Sonja's office.

"Come in, Maggie, sit down."

I did so. She leaned forward from behind her antique desk. "Listen, someone was here looking for you tonight. He told me he knew you were here, that he would get a search warrant if he had to. I knew he wasn't a trick right away and told him I had never seen you before."

"He had a picture of me?"

"Yes, standing in front of a farmhouse."

BILLY! I felt faint. Billy had been searching for me and now he had found me. Many things rushed through my mind at that moment. What should I do? Could I let Billy know I was working as a professional oral artist, sucking half the guys in New York City? Could I let him know what I had been through in New York? I knew I had hurt him by running away-I worried about my parents, too-but I was ashamed and couldn't bring myself to face the hurt I knew would be in his eyes. I had to run again.

Sonja understood. I know she hated to see me go, not only because she would lose a lot of money, but because she honestly liked me, as she liked all the girls who worked for her, and because she was worried that I would fall back into the depths I had been recovering from since she found me. She gave me my savings and sent me on my way, that night, before Billy could return.

I took a cab to the airport. I cried all the way, upset because I didn't have time to say goodbye to anyone, especially Todd. I didn't know where to go. It seemed as if history was repeating itself. I got on a plane, bound for Chicago, of all places.

Why I let myself go to the very city where Billy lived was beyond my comprehension. Maybe I wanted to get caught, but if so I didn't know it. I lived there for two weeks in fear. I found myself in the midst of a harsh winter, with no friends to keep me warm. I abstained from sex for as long as I could, until one evening I met a man in a movie theatre in the Loop and he invited me to a party.

The party turned out to be a small group of middle-aged men who were sitting in a dark apartment watching fuck films and drinking beer. I felt repulsed at first, but as soon as I was on my knees between a man's legs with a cock in my mouth I forgot all about feeling repulsed or "good or bad or anything at all. I was falling back again-falling back into the scene I had been into in New York. I was running away and I was becoming a wreck.

I remembered, walking home in the snow that night, the farm and my parents and how near to them I was at that moment. It would have taken only a short but ride to Milwaukee, then Two Forks. I had missed Christmas for the first time in my life. I thought about the fields covered with snow. I wondered how Billy's dog, Corky, was doing. He was getting old. I wondered if the partition in the main barn was still standing.

I couldn't bear it, all the memories, all the thoughts of things I had thrown away. I went back to my room and checked out of the hotel. My money was dwindling, but I didn't notice. I was soon on another plane for California, not knowing where I would go nor what I would do. I only knew I had to keep moving, keep running.

I landed in San Francisco and checked into a hotel downtown.

CHAPTER FOURTEEN

I can't remember how I first met Master-that's all I ever heard him called-but I sure do remember that I lived with him for as long as I could bear it. He was the "King" of the hippy-drug-subculture that existed in San Francisco, and I drifted into his crowd when I had no money and was searching the streets again in hopes of finding a cock to satisfy me and a man to give me money.

He made me strip naked in front of a large group of his "family"-a zoo of people, about twenty hard-core drug addicts, runaway teenagers, older dropouts from society-and show off my body. He sat at the end of the large room in the rotting Victorian mansion, staring at my pussy and breasts. I may have been hungry and depressed, but my body was still beautiful.

"You like to ball?" he asked me in a deep voice, in front of the others.

"No."

"What do you do?"

"I suck cock."

There was a murmur amongst the crowd and Master stood up and motioned for me to join him in another room. I picked up my clothes and walked through the doorway, following him. We went down the hall till we came to a room with only a mattress on the floor. He sat on the mattress and told me to shut the door. I obeyed.

"Keep your clothes off," he said, staring up at me. He was incredibly handsome and had the darkest eyes of anyone I had ever seen. His hair was shoulder length and he had a dark beard. He was wearing a long robe and had a string of beads around his neck. His right wrist was covered by a large leather band.

"Turn around," he said. I obeyed. I turned and stood with my naked buttocks facing him.

"Why doesn't a girl like you enjoy getting balled? How about in the ass?"

"No, not at all." I turned back to him. "I was raped when I was in high school and ever since that I just don't go for it."

He paused for a moment, looking away from me, thinking. "You really give good head?"

"The best."

"Show me," he said, almost defiantly. It made me mad, the way he shot the words at me, and so I was determined to suck him as he had never been sucked before.

I pushed him back on the mattress and lifted the robe up to his waist. He wasn't wearing anything under it. His cock was perfect-I mean it fit him, fit his body. It wasn't real long-about seven inches-but it was extremely thick, fat, especially at the base. I couldn't wait to feel it between my teeth.

He pulled the robe over his head as I started playing with his penis. He spread his legs and propped his arms under his head, as if telling me to go ahead and try to make him come! He was the most arrogant person I had ever met and I hated that immediately and yet was fascinated by him because he was so different. There was something about him, something I could not explain if I tried-something almost magical, mystical.

But his cock was very real. There was nothing magical about it-it was as human as any, and I treated it like any. I pushed it down my throat and wrapped my mouth around the length of it. He did nothing to help me. He wouldn't even lift his hips.

I sucked at the tip for a long time, rubbing my tongue under the glans, waiting for some response from him. His balls were drawn up in his scrotum so they appeared almost flat against his hairy groin. But there was no movement, no sound of approval just a stare from his deep dark eyes.

I licked at the shaft and then ran my tongue over his tight balls, and down between his legs, lightly flicking the tip of it at his hairy asshole-but still no response. I figured he had to be liking it. His cock was hard as a rock and his balls were drawn up, excited, and he was breathing hard. But nothing. Just the stare.

I tried some more, sucking up and down his fat cock till my lips actually hurt, but nothing happened. Finally I pulled my mouth away and looked at him. He smiled.

"Come here, get on me like this ... " he pushed me into my favorite position, on top of him in a sixty-nine. My pussy was directly over the bearded face and I sank my mouth over his cock once again. But this time I did get a response, one that I wasn't counting on.

Suddenly, Master brought his arms around my buttocks and pressed my cunt to his face as he sat up on the bed. My body felt as if it was going to bend and break, and his force pushed my head down hard on his groin and his cock slammed against the back of my throat.

Then he stood up. He held tight and lifted me into the air and held my pussy tight against his lips. I grabbed his thighs, just near his ass, and kept my head glued to his penis. He held me there, against him, upside down. Blood rushed to my head and I felt dizzy for a second as I realized what he had done. I still sucked his cock as hard as I could, and I could feel his tongue searching the inside of my pussy.

I spread my legs in the air so my cunt opened wide under his lips, and I moved my feet wildly so the lips of my pussy contracted and spread, allowing his tongue to find my clitoris in one easy movement. He licked circles around the tiny hard bud as I practically chewed on his burgeoning penis.

We fell back to the mattress and pulled our bodies away from one another. Master knelt on the sheet next to me, looking down at my body. I lay there, facing him, my legs spread. He touched my nipples, pinching them between his fingers. Then he rubbed my pussy and let his middle finger slide all the way up it. Then he pulled it out.

The next thing I knew he was on top of me, kneeling over my chin, his balls brushing against my lips as he pulled on his cock. I stuck my tongue out and licked the underside of his scrotum, then at the hard hairy flesh beneath it. He moved down a few inches so his cock was hanging over my face. Then he took it in his right hand and began slapping it against my lips.

I tried to get it into my mouth, but he wouldn't let me. He held it and banged it against my face, hard, stinging me on my cheek. I cried out, thinking he was only playing and wanted me to suck it again. But he wouldn't let me get it into my lips. All he kept doing was slapping it against my face. It began to hurt.

"Please, let me suck it ... " I whimpered, but he wasn't listening. He beat his cock against my face in a rage now, becoming more excited each time the organ struck me. It hit my eyes, my forehead, my cheeks and lips, my nose. I begged him to stop. I dug my nails into his buttocks, the more I protested the more he kept it up.

I was fighting back tears when I felt the first gush of sticky fluid hit my face. I looked up to see his thick penis striking my face with a line of white liquid falling from it, splashing against my eyelids and my hair, hitting my flesh with its wet tip.

He came all over my face, still slapping his cock against my flesh with a lack of compassion. His balls shook with each spurt and he moaned like a wounded animal. I was covered with cum.

Immediately after the last of the semen left his organ, he jumped up and walked out of the room. He was gone only for a minute when the door opened again and he stepped in. He was still naked, but his cock was soft now between his strong hairy legs.

"You'll do. You can stay," he said softly, and then left again.

I didn't know what to think. It was a place to stay, a place to call home for a while. I kinda liked him even though I suspected he would turn out to be a cruel bastard. It was another life, another world, and that's what I wanted to find. I had left the other one.

My life with Master and the Family was strange, hectic, painful, but at times-and not too often-beautiful. I remember one day when we all went to the mountains and took off our clothes and romped through the woods. It was a free feeling, being naked in God's beautiful forest, and it reminded me of the time Billy and I played naked in the forest near the farm.

Another time we had a feast-someone had ripped off a grocery store the night before-and we cooked turkeys, chickens, vegetables, rice, just about everything we had and invited every bum and derelict on the streets of San Francisco. I had never seen a happier bunch of people.

But those were the exceptional occasions. Most of the time, things were not so good. Life at Master's wasn't as bad as life on the streets but it had its own trying moments.

Everyone would have to get up at six in the morning for "meditation"-on the roof. We would wake the entire house and go up on the roof and sit in the sun or the rain or the fog for about twenty minutes while we prayed to the gods that things be "cool" or "good" or something like that. Master was the ruler and he was regarded as infallible as the Pope. No one ever disobeyed him.

If he wanted his cock sucked in the middle of the afternoon, he ordered someone to do it and that person did it or faced being thrown out on the street. At Master's you always could count on good food, good dope, and a good time. Everyone did their own thing-straight, homosexual, lesbian, it didn't matter. No one cared as long as the persons were happy.

It was rough for me, especially for me, to watch any homosexual couplings without getting upset. My memories of Greg were so vivid that I almost ran out of the house that night when Master asked us to watch two guys -I had to admit they were beautiful men-fucking and sucking. But I forced myself to stay and in time came to accept it as part of the life of the house.

Getting roughed up was part of the life of the house also and I was often the recipient of Master's sadistic impulses. He would tie me to four bedposts and beat me with his cock especially on my face and breasts. He loved my pussy and never hurt me there. Often he would suck on it for hours, gently, especially when he was tripping on mescaline.

But more often than not I was beaten, by his hand as well as his cock. If he didn't like the way I had been acting, he'd beat me till I fell to the floor and then would caress me and hug me until I forgave him. Or other, times he would order another guy in the house to beat me and then Master himself would beat the guy, screaming at him for hurting me. He was a strange man, but I always had a great attraction to him and I did forgive anything he ever did to me.

Master had a thing for me that he didn't have for any of the other girls in the house. There was something about me he liked more than anyone and he often went to great lengths to show it. I always rode his motorcycle with him. I was invited to share his bed, often with Paulo, a hunky Italian boy he also had a thing for, and the three of us would make love. I sometimes sucked them both at the same time while one of them ate my pussy and the other licked at my anus.

But because Master liked me in a special way, he was easily upset when I was attracted to anyone else. Jealousy can be a bad thing. I was his woman, and I loved him in my way, but I needed to suck other cocks as well as his and he couldn't understand that. He didn't mind if I gave Paulo a blow job because he loved Paulo and was jealous about him also, but as for anyone else, he would throw them out of the house or cut off their drugs or beat them bloody if he caught them with me. And, of course, then he'd beat me till I could hardly walk.

My biggest mistake came one night when we had two guys staying at the house for that evening only. They were hitching their way across the country and they both must have been about eighteen years old. They asked us if they could crash for the night and we told them they could, since they were nice honest kids, and they went to sleep in the spare room down the hall from Master's bedroom.

I had noticed the sandy-haired kid-one had sandy hair and the other blond-staring at me for a long time at supper and I felt a sexual connection between us without having even talked to him. He winked at me and I knew he would be waiting for me in their room.

About three in the morning, when I was sure Master was asleep, I got up and put on a long cape and walked down the hall, past Master's door, to their room. I opened the door and entered.

The boys were sitting cross-legged on the floor, in their shorts, smoking grass around a flickering candle.

"Be real quiet and I don't dig fucking," I whispered, which I'm sure startled them.

I shut the door and sat down on the floor next to them and pulled the cape from my body.

My breasts hung out in full view. I lay back and opened my legs and shut my eyes. I wanted them to love me a little before I sucked them off.

I felt lips touching my fingertips and then the mouth ran itself up my arms, over my naked hard breasts, up my chin and to my mouth. The sandy-haired boy kissed me hard for a long time and I sucked on his tongue in steady rhythmic movements. His hands fitted themselves over my breasts and played with my granite-like nipples.

The other boy was brushing his fingertips along my legs, between my thighs, just touching lightly at the hair that covered my pussy. Then I felt his index finger touch the lips of my cunt and spread them apart, pressing into the warm folds, as his other hand joined in and pulled my cunt wide apart.

Then I felt his face against it, licking and biting, and I kissed the sandy-haired boy's lips as hard as I could. His fingers were hurting my nipples now and I moaned as I brought my hands to his head and pulled on his long hair.

He pulled his face away and moved his lips to my tits where he sucked my left nipple into his mouth and held it there, sucking on it like a baby. The other boy was beginning a steady movement as he fucked me with his tongue.

Then the sandy-haired boy knelt next to me and let me touch the hardness in his white shorts. He pulled them down to his knees and then slid them from his body. I grabbed his balls in my hand and watched as his cock bobbed above them.

I reached up and took his long slender penis between my clenched fingers and pulled it to my mouth. His body followed, pulled by his penis, until he sank the length of it into my waiting face. I held his balls as tightly as I could, as he braced himself with his arms and began to fuck my mouth.

His cock rammed in and out of me, faster and faster, until he fell to the floor, on top of my head, and came in one huge, long explosion. His abdomen pressed against my forehead and his balls rested on my chin as his burning young penis bloated my mouth till I had to swallow to relieve myself of the hot buildup. I stroked his soft ass until the orgasm was finished, and he pulled away.

The boy between my legs stopped licking my cunt when his friend fell to my face, and he watched as the cum filled my mouth. He had his shorts off in a second and was masturbating his cock as he watched the sandy-haired boy pull his cock from my lips.

Then I moved from the floor and took the blond boy's cock in my hands and rubbed it up and down between my fingers. It looked exactly like the sandy-haired boy's penis! I thought for a moment they could be twins. Their cocks were exactly alike.

I knelt between the boy's legs and pushed his feet into the air so his balls rested against my pussy. I let his feet drop to the floor beside each of my thighs, and I took his cock in both hands and started beating it up and down.

The sandy-haired boy moved and stood over his friend, facing me. He let his cock slip into my mouth as I lifted my head and soon it got hard again.

So there I was, kneeling back on my haunches, a boy with his legs spread over mine, his cock only inches from my cunt, another boy standing above us, his cock in my mouth-I was in heaven. I sucked and masturbated them at the same time and I could feel the cum building in both of them.

The boy on the floor in front of me began moaning and sighing, and he moved his ass so his balls pressed harder against my pussy. I pressed forward on the cock in my mouth each time I pushed down on the other long penis with my two hands. I wanted them to come at the same time.

Just as the boy between my legs started to spurt hot juices from the tip of his cock, the door to the room burst open and Master stood in the doorway, naked and sinister and powerful.

I froze. The cock in my mouth plopped out and stood in front of my face as the sandy-haired boy began to tremble with fear. I kept my hands glued to the long young penis in my hand as cum poured from its tip.

A second later the room was a tangle of naked bodies. The candle had been knocked over, and we didn't realize it then but it rolled out the door and started the drapes in the hallway on fire. We fought, screaming and yelling and hitting and pulling ...

No one knew who was hitting who. We only knew Master was trying to kill us and we had to get out of there. The sandy-haired boy got up and broke away from us and jumped into the hall. He saw the flames rushing up the wall and screamed.

We didn't hear him. Master was on top of me, striking me across my face, screaming "COCKSUCKER!" at me while I tried to hide from his blows. Then the sandy-haired boy grabbed Master's shoulder and pulled him off. That's when we all became aware of the fire.

We ran-fast-down the hall, warning the others who were just getting up to see what the yelling was about. Very few people had any clothing on, and no one took the time to put any on. We ran from the building and stood across the street. Soon the house was a mass of flames and the sound of sirens approached the area.

I remember seeing Master running around like a crazy man, looking for me on the street. But I was well hidden behind a fence and I had been able to grab my cape as I ran from the room. I had it over my shoulders as I took one last look at the burning house and at my Master and then ran.

I borrowed a dime from the first person I met and ran to the nearest phone booth. I called information in Chicago and found Billy's number. Then I called him. I had given up. I wanted to stop running. I wanted to join the world again.

CHAPTER FIFTEEN

Billy did it all very easily. He made me realize how much there was to live for. He taught me to remember only the good times that Greg and I shared and to forget about the bad memories. He taught me to accept my role in oral sex as something special, something good, not something that controlled my life. I would now control it, but it would still remain very important to me.

I loved my brother even more than that day he flew to San Francisco to rescue me. Seeing him was like seeing hope come alive. I was breathing again.

We went to Los Angeles and found an apartment and got me settled. Billy explained to me that he had been dating a girl very regularly and was thinking of getting married. I was happy for him, but I certainly wondered if that would keep us from having sex together again.

"I'll always keep some for little sister," he said, hugging me.

"And I'll always make room for you," I replied.

Then he kissed me on my cheek as he opened his pants and pulled out his cock. I took it in my lips and made love to it as I had back on the farm in Wisconsin. I felt good again, like myself. Billy always knew how to help me.

Two weeks later, we visited our parents in Two Forks and a lot of tears were shed when I saw my mother and dad for the first time in years. They didn't ask any questions. They only assured me they loved me and would always love and care about me wherever I might be.

Later that night, Billy and I went to the barn and sat on the bales of hay behind the partition just for old time's sake.

"Why didn't I see you in New York? Why did I run again? I could have saved myself from that whole drug scene ... " I would never forgive myself for having run from Billy that time in New York.

"Hell, I guess I would have done the same thing. Were you ashamed?"

"Ashamed? God, you bet! I couldn't face you, with you knowing I was a professional whore!"

"You can face me any time," he said with compassion. I looked up at him and smiled. He was too good to be true.

"Maggie, I think I'm going to move to Los Angeles. I can get the company to transfer me. I really like California. Linda was born there. She finishes college in June. I know she'd like to go back out there."

"Fantastic!" I was surprised and overjoyed. I felt a tremendous relief to know Billy would be nearby, able to help, someone to run to for that strength and protection that I needed so badly.

"Hey," he asked softly, "care to do it once for old times?"

"Sure," I giggled, already opening his zipper.

CHAPTER SIXTEEN

It has been one year from the day that we sat in the barn talking. Billy moved to Los Angeles a few weeks later and we lived close to each other. He spent most of his time at my apartment in Hollywood-he liked the pool-and we treasured our special relationship. Having sex with him helped curb my appetite for just anyone off the streets-although I did go for a nice young boy every now and then-and it helped me conserve my energy for other things.

I found a job as a waitress and soon was making enough money to take care of myself. It was a good feeling to work and be paid for something other than sex. I met others and made a few friends, and even found a good close girlfriend, Arlene, the first real woman friend I ever had in my life.

Arlene lives in my building also. She is fascinated when I relate my latest sexual conquests. I must tell her about the guy last night-and I must remember to find Tom Lingon, that guy's friend who lives upstairs.

And so with Arlene and Billy and with work and lots to keep me busy, I'm happy. Often I think about Greg, but I pity him now and wonder where he is and what he is doing. I'm afraid he isn't happy, and that is sad.

Though I don't suck cock as much anymore, I'm still the best in the world. I've had quite a time here in Los Angeles, with some of the biggest and best organs I've ever seen or tasted.

Just two weeks ago I sucked off a kid who happened to be coming out of Hollywood High as I was driving by in my little Pinto. He started thumbing while he was still on the school steps and I slammed on my brakes and nearly caused an accident on Highland Avenue. He got into the car.

"Where you going?" I asked.

"Anyplace away from school," he replied in a husky voice. He was fair and tall and was wearing tight faded jeans and a sweatshirt.

"How about my apartment? Wanna get sucked off?" I was always direct. It saved time.

"What ?"

"You heard me," I said out of the corner of my mouth.

"Yeah, I did. Sure. Great?" He had an erection by the time we arrived.

Once in the apartment I pulled his pants down around his ankles and went down on him as I pushed my finger up his ass. His cheeks opened and it slid all the way in as my lips parted and rolled themselves along the shaft of his eighteen-year-old cock. He came in minutes.

And that's typical. Like the guy by the pool last evening. That's my life. Maggie the Mouth Girl. That's me. That will always be me.

I should end this story with the words above, but I can't. I wouldn't be telling it all. I would be cheating you out of something.

There is still something missing-inside me. It is that one thing that I had with Greg even if it was for a short time-that I have never felt with anyone else. Love. I'm a dreamer, a romantic. No matter how many cocks I suck and how rewarding the experiences are, I'll always be sitting here with that little glimmer of hope in my eyes waiting for the right man to walk into my life and sweep me off my feet. Maybe I'll wait forever, but I can't help it. Billy has always told me to hold on to the happy moments-he's doing that now that he and Linda are married-and I think of those happy times with Greg and I feel great inside. But they're only memories. And I want the real thing.

And so I close. Hoping and waiting for love to come. But in the meantime, I'll have a good time waiting.

CHAPTER SEVENTEEN

I couldn't end there, not after what happened in the last week since I wrote that.

You remember the name Tom Lingon, the one who lives in my building? Well, we met. And I think he's IT! I think he's the ONE!

I was coming home from the Ranch- Market, carrying two bags of groceries, when this handsome dark guy standing near the pool offered to help me. I gave him one bag as I thanked him and stared at the lump in his swimming trunks.

I opened the door to my apartment and we both entered.

"Just set it near the refrigerator, that'll be fine," I said, setting my bag on the kitchen table.

"Okay, fine," he said, doing as I asked.

"Thank you so much. Wow, it's warm today," I said, shutting the door to the patio. He noticed.

"Oh, sorry I left that open," he said, standing in the kitchen by the refrigerator.

"Forget it, the air conditioning's on," I said, standing near him.

"I've never seen you before. I just moved in not too long ago, so that probably explains it. I'm Tom Lingon." He held out his hand.

"Oh!" I said, a little too startled. I took his hand in mine and squeezed it. We stood there staring at each other for a few seconds.

"Your friend told you, didn't he?" I asked. "Yes. But that's not why I'm looking at you like this," he said softly. "You're beautiful"

"I am?" I was puzzled. I thought all he wanted was a blow job.

"I never expected-I mean, I thought you'd be some messed-up chick who did nothing but drag guys in to blow them. Say, you're beautiful" He said it as if he were in love with me already, in those few minutes.

He reached over and put his hand on my shoulder and pulled me to him. Slowly, his lips met mine and we kissed for a long time, lightly and gently. The blood raced through my veins.

He pulled away and asked, "Can I see you tonight?"

We went out to dinner that night and started talking and never stopped till we got back to my apartment. I told him most of my life's story, and he told me his. We were so at ease with each other, so honest. We couldn't believe it was happening. At least I couldn't. And he said so, too.

He was nuts about me. I knew it already. And soon he was nuts about the way I was sucking his cock. We rolled around on the bed until I finally pulled it from his pants and started fellating him. He was immediately knocked out by the pleasure rippling through his body and I sucked him till he came, with-out opening more than his zipper. He was in tears when I finished. He told me he had never felt anything like it.

Then it was his turn to give me pleasure. And he did. Perhaps more so than Greg ever had. He sucked on my pussy and made love to it with his mouth until I reached the highest orgasm I had ever experienced.

The next day was even better. We spent the entire day together, and then the whole night in his bed. We had oral sex again, but we spent much more time making love, hugging and kissing. I felt it happening to me again, as it had back in Two Forks when I met Greg for the first time. I was falling in love.

He was already in love with me. He told me so that night and I believed him. He seemed to care for me in such an honest, truthful way. He didn't seem to say anything he didn't mean. I could tell.

We have been together ever since. I wouldn't tell you all this, because I would have thought that perhaps it would all end in smoke and he would be added to my list of former tricks and that would be that. But after what happened last night, I knew my life had changed.

We were in bed, holding each other, his arms strong around me. Tom's long thick cock was pressed against my belly. He had one hand on my breast. Suddenly I felt his cock moving down my stomach, down to my pubic hair. It felt good as it pressed against the lips of my pussy.

Tom pulled his head back and looked into my eyes. I felt it then, too, even before he said it. I suddenly knew I wanted his beautiful cock up my pussy. I wanted to be fucked!

"Maggie, I want to fuck you," he whispered.

I took a deep breath and moved my hand down to his cock and took hold of it. I aimed it into my pussy and nodded my head. I don't think I was afraid. I trusted him so that I knew if it hurt too much or scared me he would stop.

I spread my legs. Tom pushed the head of his huge cock into the lips of my moist, quivering pussy. I shook in a mixture of pain and pleasure as I felt the thing I had feared for so long entering my body. I spread my legs even more and Tom looked into my eyes and smiled. I nodded again.

Then he slowly slid it in me. The pain was great at first, but I wanted that pain, I needed it. I pushed forward with my hips as the long organ buried itself inside me and rested there. I could feel it shaking as Tom looked to my face again to see if I was in pain. I looked up and smiled.

"Oh, Maggie, I love you," he said, as he began to slowly move his cock out of my cunt, then back in, then out again, and so on.

I thought I was going to faint. I had never experienced anything quite so wonderful. His body was in mine, was a part of mine, and soon he would fill my hot virginal pussy with his semen.

I liked it. I really did. All the fears, all the frustrations seemed to gradually drift away as a totally new kind of pleasurable experience enveloped my body and my mind and lifted me to new heights of passion.

Tom drove his long cock into me in long, even strokes, building his tempo as his orgasm neared. His hands pressed against my shoulders as he moaned with each thrust of his loins. His balls slapped against my ass.

Suddenly he froze and then rammed the entire length of his cock deep inside me and I could feel the hot jets of semen pouring from the tip of his gigantic organ. My pussy was heated now as the cum trickled down along his cock and rolled out down my asshole. He moved his hips slightly and more spurts of sperm filled my insides. I held tight to his heaving body, holding back the tears in my eyes.

I wouldn't let him withdraw until his cock had softened within me. When he did finally pull it out, I knew I would want it there again soon.

I'm not going to make any statements like "I know this is true love" or "I like fucking better than sucking" or anything like that. All I know is-and I'm being as honest as I can be-I've met a guy I like a lot and he loves me, I now know another way of having sex that can only add dimension to my life, and I'm going to go with it and see what happens.

Fucking will never take the place of the joy of having a thick cock in my warm mouth, but it will be a lot of fun in between sessions of sucking.

And Tom and me. I think something will work out.

Wish me luck. I'm Maggie. Saying 'bye for now.

THE END
Maggie's Moist Mouth ....(87k)    by Jed Cleland




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