This book of documented, researched case histories will delve into the warped sexual obsession of the female who is a voyeurist.
In an effort to better understand the abnormal cravings of the female who is a Peeping Jane, let us discuss the sexual nature of the peeper in general. Much research has been done upon the male and while the female too becomes sexually stimulated when looking in secret upon sexual activities, she has escaped exposure. Our discussion will be non-sexual at first. The case histories as well as transcripts of tape recorded interviews of apprehended and compulsive female peepers will emphasize the so-called "second" sex.
The Peeping Tom or Peeping Jane is an individual who derives sexual stimulation by secretly viewing the private parts of another person, male or female, or a number of naked persons, either in a state of sexual arousal or in a condition of ordinary nudity.
This form of sexual behavior is also known as voyeurism, scoptophilia and mixoscopia.
The origin of the name "Peeping Tom" or "Peeping Jane" dates back to the year 1040 A.D. At that time, according to the legend, Lady Godiva the wife of Leofric, Earl of Mercia in England, objected to the oppressive taxes imposed by her husband. Lady Godiva declared that unless he removed these taxes, she would ride stark naked upon a horse through the streets of Coventry.
Lord Earl Godiva refused to remove the taxes and immediately sent notice to all his soldiers to clear the streets and roads of people who would view his naked wife.
Thus, Lady Godiva made her famous ride in the nude, and according to legend, the streets were void of people. However, one curious tailor peeped at Lady Godiva during the ride and was struck blind by the archers accompanying the Lady. The tailor's name was Tom, hence the origin of Peeping Tom The name Peeping Jane is lost in obscurity.
The word "voyeur" is taken from the French which means "to look upon" or "to see." A voyeur is a person who looks upon or sees the naked genitals of another person.
Scoptophilia is a word taken from the Latin which has about the same meaning. Mixoscopia is a more direct definition since it is taken from the Greek: "mixo" means "sexual union" and "scopia" means "to look at." This sexual union of others may be intercourse, lesbianism, fellatio, cunnilingus, or anal intercourse.
Writing in "The Sexual Offender," Benjamin Karpman differentiates between scoptophilia and voyeurism by explaining: "Scoptophilia consists of excessive interest in looking at genitals, sex acts, etc., as a sexual stimulus. Voyeurism is a socially illegal act, motivated by the desire to see the unclothed or partially unclothed sexual object."
Joachim Flescher, M.D., in "Mental Health" points out: "Voyeurism is a synonym for scoptophilia but used most frequently when the tendency to look at others' genitals has become a perversion, that is, an exclusive pattern of sexual gratification."
A full and more comprehensive understanding of the sexual nature of the Peeping Tom and Peeping Jane is made in "All the Sexes" by George Henry, M.D.:
"The impulse to look at other persons for the purpose of appraising sexual qualities and propensities is a universal experience.
"Response to this impulse is found in the desire to be admired by others in the display of the body and in the use of adornment.
"Peeping, scoptophilia, or voyeurism is just as common as exhibitionism and is indulged in equally by both sexes.
"Inspection is a part of all amorous engagements, but it is often regarded as immoral when it is obviously sexual, and it is illegal when it invades the privacy of others in the form of peeping.
"Scoptophilia is really a counterpart of exhibitionism. Both tendencies are often closely associated, and both are manifestations of insecurity and narcissism. A man who places himself in a position (or a woman who does so) to view the partially clad or nude body or the genitals of a woman is often one who has been unable to satisfy himself sexually by closer contact, and would be embarrassed if he had the opportunity.
"like exhibitionism, scoptophilia is a juvenile form of sexuality, the purpose of which is self-gratification.
"Exhibitionism and scoptophilia obtain freest expression in nudist camps under the guise of pursuit of health through exposure of the sun.
"An apologetic explanation is given that public nudity lessens sexual attraction. The approximation to nudism at bathing beaches and swimming pools constitutes a major attraction to those who come to display themselves and to look at others," concluded Dr. Henry.
A complete and thorough understanding of the sexual nature of the Peeper is made by Edward Podolsky, M.D. in the "Encyclopedia of Aberrations":
"The Peeping Tom or Jane is an individual who obtains a great deal of sexual stimulation by observing the genitalia or sexual activity. An exaggerated interest in looking as a sexual stimulus is called scoptophilia or voyeurism. The technical term for the Peeper is voyeur (to look upon) or scoptophiliac, which simply means watcher.
"This exaggerated interest in looking at or observing is always accompanied by feelings of excitement of a sexual nature. The Peeper obtains great satisfaction by looking at the sexual organs and various forms of sexual contact from casual love making to sexual intercourse.
"She seldom actively molests her victim; her interest is a passive one; she just loves to watch and she obtains her thrill merely by watching."
Voyeurism also becomes specialized, according to the "Encyclopedia of Aberrations," which goes on to explain:
"There are many varieties of voyeurism. Some Peeping Janes obtain pleasure in watching a special part of the body such as the breasts or buttocks. Some like to watch a person disrobe to a given point. Some like to watch sexual activity in some form. It is the opinion of sexologists that the eye corresponds to an erotogenic zone in voyeurism."
The fact that visual excitement in the female is a normal instinct is explained by Richard Lewinsohn, M.D. in "A History of Sexual Customs." Dr. Lewinsohn has studied female voyeuristic cases in all parts of the world and tells us:
"Among those who do not practice normal coitus, sexual pathology distinguishes a visual type, the so-called voyeurs, who derive their chief satisfaction from seeing naked individuals of the opposite sex and staring at their sexual organs or even watching the coitus of others.
"It is only in extreme cases that this could be called perversion, since pleasure in the sight of the naked body is common even among normal persons. The lust of the eye is the first stage of sexual pleasure.
"In certain cases, however, it is also the last stage, because the love action, for one reason or another, goes no further. Either accompanied by onanism (masturbation) or pollution (involuntary emission without coitus) or without them, it becomes a substitute for the normal final act.
"Often a voyeur does not even get a sight of the living woman; he contents himself with a representation. It is thus a double substitution. This substitutive eroticism is, however, no peculiarity of the abnormal.
"A soldier in an outlying post who pins up a photograph of a naked woman on the wall is not made a perverse voyeur thereby, any more than an impotent old man to whom seeing is the only thing left him, is necessarily a pervert."
Dr. Lewinsohn tells of an interesting observation which he came across in Paris where "automatic machines were installed for the benefit of the poorer people who through them could view a series of photographs of a woman undressing, showing each successive motion. Other pleasures were at the disposal of well to do clients. There were luxury brothels in which two daughters of the house displayed variations of intercourse between man and woman ... Tourists still more curious were taken by guides to quiet parks outside Paris, or into houses where they could get close up views of loving couples in their intimate embraces.
"The average tourist was satisfied with what he saw on the stage. It was thought daring if dancers or chorus girls let something of their breasts be seen. The high point of exhibitionism was the can can in the Moulin Rouge or the Tabarin, in which the dancers revealed more than a little of their natural charms."
The overwhelming compulsion for viewing the sexual organs is emphasized by Dr. William Graham Cole in "Sex and Love in the Bible":
"The fact of the matter is that all sexual pleasure has its final goal and climax in the orgasm which is centered in the genitals. All sexual aberrations are defiant methods of stimulation-but irrespective of variety in those methods, the physiological orgasm reflex is the same!
"This is true of deviations both in aim and in object. One may derive sexual pleasure from attention paid to parts of the body other than the genital organs and from association with persons or objects other than members of the opposite sex. But the sexual pleasure is centered in the genitals, not elsewhere. If the genitals are not involved, the pleasure is not sexual but alimentary or related to some other biological system."
As we shall see in this volume, women have an obsessive urge to look upon the exposed privates and genitals of others, although they are more restricted by social decorum and are very discreet about their desires.
Eustace Chesser, M.D. in "Love Without Fear," tells us:
"Usually voyeurism is regarded solely as a man's vice. This view is entirely wrong. Many women like to witness sexual scenes or to be able to watch naked men.
"But 'feminine modesty,' or a desire not to seem lacking in it, generally causes women to make quite certain that they are not-likely to be caught in the act!
"Moreover, women can usually explain then-presence on such occasions. Indeed, when discovered watching men displaying themselves, women have been known (with truly feminine lack of sportsmanship!) to denounce the men for insulting them!"
Innumerable case histories have been recorded in which women admitted to enjoying voyeurism-some women went so far as to request the male partner to expose his complete naked body; and, they ask the male to masturbate while the highly excited female peeper watched every motion. Many female peepers want lots of light during intercourse. They become sexually thrilled at watching the male during the vigorous motions of intromission and his facial expression when he ejaculates.
Many women attend public athletic events, such as boxing, wrestling, basketball and other sports in which males are in as naked a state as is generally permitted. Although the women allege to be interested in sports, the motivating force behind their interest is to see near-naked males with almost revealed genitals, in vigorous physical movement.
Why does a female become a peeper? V.C. Branham, M.D. in the "Encyclopedia of Criminology" offers this explanation:
"Voyeurism is the derivation of sexual excitement and satisfaction through viewing the genitalia or the nude body of an individual. The perversion is closely linked with that of exhibitionism. The exhibitionist exposes himself to look at another individual, whereas the voyeur seeks gratification in looking at others. Usually she prefers to remain unseen and gets special delight in viewing the disrobing of persons.
"The perverted interest shown by such individuals is really a fixation of an infantile curiosity instinct. The young child learns his relationship to other people sexually and socially by observation. He endeavors to learn the functions of his own body by observing those of the other individuals. A certain amount of peeping is required for this.
"If such a process becomes unduly emotionalized and remains of emotional interest to the individual in his adult years, he may find himself in the position of deriving his chief satisfaction through this infantile practice."
Among the various causes for female peeping are these:
I. Fear of sex. The female peeper has a fear of sex which may be caused by guilt, possibility of pregnancy, the power of a male, an unnatural modesty.
2. Fear of failure. The female peeper is afraid she will fail during the sex act. She feels she may be frigid. She has a neurotic attitude about sex. She uses peeping as an outlet.
3. Fear of punishment. Early sexual affairs may have ended in punishment. Apprehended by parents, chastised by the authorities, taught that sex is "sinful" with the all-too-common adult warning, "Don't ever let me catch you doing such things." These remarks instill fear into a growing sexually aware girl and cause her to become sexually introverted for fear of punishment.
4. Inhibitions. The sum total of all the causative factors, the inhibited female is one who possesses a healthy sex urge, but must repress her instincts. The inhibited girl resorts to peeping which is a solitary act, void of contact and without any of the above dangers; the only danger is that of being caught during peeping.
Sexually speaking, the female peeper feels herself excited and stimulated when seeking the genitalia of another person. Usually she hides herself when she peeps. She may place herself in a darkened apartment, the window of which overlooks the bedroom in an adjoining building. Here, she obtains sensual thrills if she sees someone undressing, or in an intimate embrace with a person.
During the viewing, the female peeper becomes so sexually aroused that she has to masturbate and thereby find an outlet.
One overwhelming emotion experienced by many female peepers (if not the majority of them) is that of erotic superiority.
As explained earlier, many female peepers are timid, inhibited introverts with feelings of sexual superiority. It is a natural feeling of dominance and superiority if she can see the nakedness of another without his knowledge or prior approval. To strip a person naked is to obtain authority. It is a well known fact that many prisoners of war, as well as criminals, were compelled to stand naked before clothed captors in an attempt to humiliate them into divulging secrets.
The sexual parts have always been regarded as private and highly intimate. To force unwilling exposure of these parts is to ridicule and shame the person-the captors thereby derive a warped and abnormal sense of superiority.
Therefore the female peeper gains a tremendous power when she sees the naked parts of an unsuspecting person.
Since male genitalia is external and in complete view, they present an even greater thrill to the female peeper who may have felt that she was inferior.
If she peeps upon the male genitalia, the testicles and the penis, which she has been taught were a man's exclusive pride and a "gift" only upon his sanction, then the female voyeur gains the advantage. She feels superior to the male because by peeping she has obtained something from him which he ordinarily would not give.
Otto Fenichel, M.D., in his Collected Papers, tells us that, "the experience of childhood on which the voyeurs are fixated, as a rule, resemble the primal scene (watching the intercourse of their parents). The influence of fixations of such a nature is most clearly seen in those cases in which gratification is obtained only if the sexual scene which they wish to witness is subject to certain definite conditions; these conditions represent either a repetition of the childhood experiences which are the foundation of their perversion, or attempts to deny the absence of a penis in a woman."
Males, incidentally, are generally more hesitant about revealing their private parts because of their external anatomical position. Although, manly pride causes them to deny such a shyness, we do know that the male strongly objects if he must disrobe before a female nurse.
Rare is the male who appears for medical treatment before a female physician. He would be embarrassed by having to display an erection under such circumstances. However, females derive a thrill out of peeping at such an unexpected occurrence.
Dr. Harold Greenwald, in The Call Girl, has this to say: "A noted theatrical personality, who is a frequent client of several of the call girls, would come armed with a magazine of 'art poses' brought from the newsstand showing girls scantily clad in various positions.
"He would request the call girls to assume these positions and dress as shown in the magazine and would autoerotically (masturbate) reach orgasm while the girls assumed such positions."
Many prostitutes have told of customers who paid much money for the opportunity of watching a couple in a sexual act. The peeper never touched the girl, but obtained a pleasure through self-induced methods, or masturbation.
Is peeping normal? Havelock Ellis in "Psychology of Sex" feels that, "to a certain extent this tendency is absolutely normal; and indeed, much the same might be said of most departures from 'normality.'"
Dr. William Graham Cole also feels that voyeurism "is found partially in many normal persons without indicating neurosis. It supports all burlesque shows, striptease dancers and many modern magazines. Nor is Hollywood unaware of its presence and power. Whether the desire is pathological or normal depends upon two factors:
"If sexual satisfaction is in some sense dependent upon seeing, so that the orgasm cannot be achieved without it, and if the urge to see is so strong that it breaks the bonds of rational prudence, resulting in the Peeping Jane, then a verdict of neurotic voyeurism must be returned.
"A pleasure in sexual sights of various sorts is perfectly normal from the psychological point of view, providing that it is not the sine qua non of satisfaction and that it is obtained under more or less acceptable circumstances."
Accordingly, we realize that if voyeurism becomes a portion of sexual relationship which ends in heterosexual climax, it is regarded as normal. In fact, to view the intimate parts of another person (the sexual partner) is quite an essential component of satisfactory sexual enjoyment.
A normal and healthy person becomes stimulated by the nakedness of the partner. Sight is one of the sexual senses. But-when these desires are practiced to the exclusion of heterosexual relations, then the tendencies are classified as abnormal.
The "Encyclopedia of Aberrations" draws the line on normal vs. abnormal by explaining:
"It is common knowledge that covering of the body continuously arouses sexual curiosity and serves to supplement the sexual object by uncovering the hidden parts. The desire for looking becomes a perversion which is exclusively limited to the genitals, and when instead of preparing for the normal sexual aim, it suppresses it."
Manfred Guttmaeher, M.D., in "Sex Offenses" also explains with regard to peeping:
"In many individuals, these are normal components of the sexual foreplay which precedes sexual intercourse and they are often indulged in sporadically by quite normal individuals as an end in themselves.
"The temptation felt by a male to caress momentarily an attractive female by touching her body is very frequent and is often given in to. Eagerly watching a strange woman undress when she has failed to pull down her window shades is common enough."
Dr. Guttmaeher also points out that the human body is regarded as private and inviolate by the law and peeping is against the law!
At mixed group parties (which we shall discuss in case histories in succeeding chapters of this volume) where any possible sexual act may occur, the peeping theme is evident in another variation. A good many people, male and female, find that it adds to sexual excitement to watch their own sexual activities in a conveniently placed mirror.
This last named method may be regarded as normal if it provides a mutually accepted mode of pleasurable stimulus.
Let us reflect upon the words of Dr. Theodore H. Van der Veld in his book "Ideal Marriage":
"It is the sense of sight that gives the first impressions between the sexes. And these may be decisive and conclusive. But fortunately, everything does NOT depend on visual impressions, for otherwise there would often be only a very slight prospect of the awakening of love or of its preservation.
For many females, peeping is a compulsive desire, and it is the only way of fulfilling their warped urges. This book is concerned with such twisted and sexually perverted females.
CHAPTER ONE
Peeping Jane in Lover's Lane
"When I was 10 years old, my 14 year old brother took me to a darkened side street where young college couples were necking in parked cars. He showed me a spot where we could look right into a car. There was a young college boy with two girls. The two girls had opened the giggling boy's pants. They took out his rigid member. It was the first time I saw a boy's 'thing.' Then one girl started to lick and kiss his 'pole' while the other one pushed her uncovered breast into his mouth. The boy moaned. He sounded like he was having a good time. My brother, meanwhile, took out his 'thing* and told me to pull on it while we peeped. He said that if I peeped long enough, I would grow a 'thing* also. I pulled until he went off. I was mad because I did not have a boy's thing."
Alice J. Divorced Mother Age 26.
This particular Peeping Jane is a rather lovely looking young woman, a secretary to a leading corporate executive in K (the name of the city as well as the names of the participants have been deleted to safeguard their privacy). ... California.
"I can always look back upon that early experience," says Alice J., crossing her well-shaped legs and revealing her rather firm thighs, "as the turning point in my life. I had always thought about a boy's sex organs and even seen my older brother's outlined on his jockey shorts when he'd come out from the bathroom. But I never figured a boy could have so much pleasure from his erection. That is, until I looked into that car and saw how the girl was (performing fellatio) and making the boy feel just great.
"I masturbated my brother and from the way he felt, it was obvious that he had something that I wanted. It was his erection! I tried to masturbate myself but the pleasure was not as great as his must have been. I especially thrilled to see his ejaculation which, he said, was 'groovy' and the 'best part of a guy' that a girl always wanted."
COMMENT: It was this form of penis-envy that shaped and influenced Alice to become a pathological Peeping Jane. She has always wanted a penis and, under analysis, she reveals her inner self-fears of being a castrated female! By peeping, she is able to have a feeling of superiority. She is looking upon the taboo, without the male's knowledge, and, in effect, she thereby takes away his penis for herself.
Alice J. was married for several years and says that while her husband had a regular coitus with her, there was little "excitement" about it.
"I would have liked it if he had playfully let me peep at his sex organs in the semi-darkness; or else, if he had gone into another room and masturbated, while I peeped in through the keyhole. But he said that was too odd for him.
"Instead, he would lick my nipples, then run his mouth and tongue all the way down, then stick his tongue into my (vagina) to get me excited.
"When I was worked up, then he'd straddle me and poke me. It hurt me. I never really cared for it that way. I was not necessarily frigid but it is the way I am stimulated that makes all the difference.
"He would shove his erection in and out while I was all screwed up with pain, and when he ejaculated, it was a relief to me because I knew it was over with."
Here we can see that Alice J. has a compulsive urge to use voyeurism as a means of stimulation. There were several occasions, she says, when she used a telescope to peep into the bedrooms of the adjoining building of their large apartment house couples. "I saw the way a young honeymoon couple was making the scene. The groom, he looked like one of those mod-hippie types, and he was turning the girl over on her tummy, then he was taking her the back way. I could just about hear him say, 'I like a girl who can make it feel like a gay boy,' as he made that anal intercourse on her. It was weird the way he kept using her like an animal. She didn't like it. I could see she was biting down on her hanky to keep from crying out. The boy had a thick rod as big and round as his wrist. I could see that. I could even see the way his (testicles) kept swinging back and forth as he took her in the rear. He was a real stud.
"But this peeping turned me on so that when my husband later took me (normal coitus), it made me as horny as a nympho. I had an orgasm before he had his! The peeping did it. Otherwise, I'm somewhat flat."
COMMENT: The early experience of peeping left an indelible sexual stamp on Alice J.'s psychosis. Furthermore, the incident of having to masturbate her brother and noting his sexual orgasm and ejaculation while she had no such emission, made her sexually envious. Furthermore, she displays a deeply-rooted incest fear. While she had no actual coitus with her brother, the intimacy of masturbating him until he ejaculated in her hand, created a strange fear. She confesses, under intensive therapy, that she always feared he would sodomize her because he said that lots of the boys at school bragged about doing it to their sisters that way. He says she would not get pregnant by being sodomized. But this threat was never consummated.
In her maturing years, Alice J. made secret trips to Lovers Lanes to do her peeping in private. She recalls that her brother's laughing statement that if she would peep and masturbate, and then she would grow a penis, had a strange influence on her.
Apparently, this was another compulsive action to prompt her peeping; she hoped to be able to thus grow a much coveted penis.
Here is one excerpt of a peeping experience in a Lovers Lane:
Alice J. had been experiencing continual frustrations from her inability to have an orgasm, even though her husband was mature enough to know about stimulation. He would fondle her clitoris, pull on her vaginal lips and insert both of his thumbs as a means of "abrasive" action on her inner and moist vulvar fleshy parts. This helped start some response but it was minimal.
He would have coitus until he ejaculated but Alice J. was still denied her own clitoral orgasm because of her self-induced fears of incest; furthermore, her overwhelming urge to peep appeared to blot out normal responses.
It was a bright and moonlit night; the moon was a huge golden orb that lit up the tree-shaded area of the local Lovers Lane.
Alice J. saw a large car with huge picture windows that was parked at the far end of the rather sparsely occupied street. For some reason, there were few cars parked. She noted that a street lamp furnished further illumination.
She secluded herself behind a tree and hedge that was almost adjacent to the parked car. With pounding heart and a rising well of sexual desire, she positioned herself so that she could see and also hear.
There was a young couple in the car. With a start, the discovery was that the young man was a Negro! The girl was, by contrast, a Nordic blonde type, with silky blonde hair, a pair of well-shaped breasts, and mini-skirt that was hiked up so that her smooth, milky white thighs and the approach of her groin could be seen.
"Of all the..." was Alice's thought as she began to grow hot and prickly with heat. "That white blonde girl is going to..."
She could hear the conversation as clearly as if she were in the car with them.
The black boy was saying, "Come on, honey, if you just plays with it, then it makes me get hard. Wants give it a lick job?" He giggled. His black palm was massaging the inner slopes of the white thighs. "Hey, you got nice white stuff. Lots of black boys would give their right (testicle) to have that!"
Plainly, the girl was frightened. She tried to push him away, but he used his other hand to open her bodice and take out her melon-shaped breasts.
"P-please, someone will come along," she was moaning, while the black boy's kinky-haired head dipped. "Ohhhhh, what are you...? Sucking my nipples ... ohhhhh. ... "
Peeping Alice saw the way the black boy's thick lips were fettered on the girl's enormously elongated nipples, then the black tongue (figuratively speaking!) was lapping the creamy white flesh. Peeping Alice felt a warning spasm in her groin. She almost swooned from the sheer ecstasy of peeping on a black-white sex scene.
Silently, she whispered, "Go on, you blonde tramp, take this black thing in your mouth!"
The black boy and the blonde white girl, lost in their own carnal orgy, were oblivious of the peeping.
"Take it in your hand," he paused from sucking and biting the nipples to open his tight jeans. "Go on ... just slide it ... then you can kiss it ... and I'll kiss yours, too. How's about that, whitey?"
She flinched. But even as she forced her small white fist around his stirring black member, sliding the pendulous black ribbon-like foreskin up and down the glans corona, she felt a tremulous desire.
"You ... you'll lick me ... down there?" She parted her thighs, in the cramped front of the car. "It's what lots of them do ... won't get pregnant that way. Lick it, make me ... go off. ... "
He laughed. "I'se gonna lick your white stuff, baby. I'se gonna stick in my tongue ... but you'se gotta lick mine, too ... makes you red hot, it does."
He thrust his groin upward as he raised his pelvis, and in the bright illumination, his enormous black phallus and the nestling black testicles resembled those of some gorilla.
The peeping Alice was now stiff with desire. She saw the tufts of the black boy's kinky pubic hair, the gleam of his rod, and as if that wasn't enough, she saw the blonde head going down.
"N-no ... it's ... it's dirty," she was on the verge of tears. "I didn't know you'd want me to do it," a choked sob, while her well-shaped and firm breasts bounced up, the nipples as elongated as a pinky finger. "I thought you'd just work your mouth on me ... isn't that what all you nigger boys like?"
Seeing all this, seeing the way the two struggled, made peeping Alice grow rigid. She inserted her hand under her dress. (COMMENT: When she went on a peeping jaunt, Alice would wear a regular length dress but no panties or underwear. She fit a typical Peeping Jane pattern in that she wanted to make it convenient to masturbate.) She started to fondle her vaginal lips, then she tweaked her clitoris.
Under her breath, through gritted teeth, she was murmuring, "Go on, white girl, suck him off! I'll get hot to watch it ... ohhhh. ... " She was already aroused by the spectacle of peeping upon black-white oralism and this, in itself, was sufficient to cause a flow of vaginal lubrication that would facilitate masturbation of her clitoris. But Alice J. wanted to see the white girl perform fellatio upon the black boy's rigid and now upstanding phallus. "Hurry up..." she mouthed the silent command.
The blonde girl was still hesitant. "P-please ... just play with me . . suck me down there ... I mean ... I'm nice and blonde, and you black boys love that ... " She was pleading with him as the black boy's head dipped. "Ahhhhh, roll your tongue around it ... . "
There was a blur as his dark head went all the way down. From obvious moans and little gasps, it was apparent that he was licking the white girl's privates while she was sliding his pendulous black foreskin up and down his mahogany tinged erection in an effort to masturbate him to ejaculation and thereby ease his craving.
But the black boy was clever.
He pulled her down with the harsh guttural command, "Come on, or I'se gonna slice you ... I got me a knife ... come on, whitey ... suck me. ... "
The girl sobbed as she felt the black member being forced into her resistant pink lips. "No ... no ... I ... " There were gurgled noises.
The black boy was ecstatic. In the semi-darkness, his eyes rolled around in white contrast to his gleaming black face and his flaring flat Afro-nostrils. His face aglow with carnal lust.
"Oh, lick it ... ohhhh, nibble ... ahhhhhh
Peeping Alice was as horny as if someone had given her Spanish Fly. To herself, she muttered, "That's good ... ohhhhh, I'm so hot ... I'm so hot...." Her breasts ached and her groin was aflame with red poker hot craving. She kept masturbating herself until she felt the warning spasms..."Ohhhh...."
All the while as she masturbated, Alice peeped into the car from her hidden point.
(COMMENT: It is noted that the female peeper must continue looking at the forbidden sex scene while she masturbates. It adds to her sense of thrill.)
The black boy was now gnashing his teeth, twisting and moaning. His black fingers entwined in the blonde girl's long, flaxen hair. His mouth fell slack as he moaned, "Go on ... more ... more ... GO ON ... Oooohhhhh," he made a yelp as it was apparent he reached his climax. "Take it all, whitey, Swallow it ... . " He was twisting and moving around in the seat as he thrust his rigid black member deeper into the white girl's mouth. Oooohhh," he was in the throes of his carnal ecstasy. "That's it ... Ooohhh--"
Simultaneously, the peeping Alice was now experiencing her own voluptuous orgasm, almost coinciding with the black boy's ejaculation into the white girl's mouth. "Good, good," she moaned as she felt the spasms rock through her female genitals. The release from the mounting tension was merciful. "That's the way. ... " in a half-sob.
Now, she saw the way the ecstatic black boy was dipping his head.
Hardly had he finished his spasms, hardly had the sick-looking white girl removed her mouth, than he was now oralizing her vagina.
"Oh, what ... ? "
She was startled. For a moment, she had felt the almost uncontrollable urge to heave up. The nausea was overwhelming. She had, obviously, never before performed fellatio or-ingested the seminal discharge of any boy; to have done it to a Negro was even more distasteful to the point of throwing up. But now, the blonde girl was introduced to another sensation.
"I'se gonna do it to you, white baby."
His tongue was velvety wet as it snaked over her exposed privates. His mouth fettered itself on her groin, his fingers gripped the backs of her silky smooth buttocks as he performed cunnilingus.
Peeping Alice was still rigid. "Of all the ... another scene..." It was incredulous. She felt herself grow weak with apprehension. "If only I had a man with me ... I would become a nymph from this scene," she lamented as she felt impelled to peep.
The girl's face was twisted in a grimace of the most bizarre form of ecstasy. "Oh, go on ... it feels sooo good ... oohhh, that's it ... stick in your tongue ... aahhh..." She raised her groin and when she felt the peak, her breasts rolled wildly on her expansive rib cage. "Ahhhh. ... "
The eruptions were back-breaking as the blonde hair twisted in her movements. "Ohhhh..." She felt the same liquid release as the peeping Alice.
When it was over, the two mumbled other words which could not be heard by Alice J.
That was when several police prowl cars started coming down the street. There were flashlights and calls of, "Get moving ... go on ... out of here. ... "
For a moment, Alice felt a panic. What if she were caught? She had to crouch down low behind a hedge and remain there until the prowl cars as well as several of the other parked cars had gone away.
Then she returned home.
COMMENT: Alice J. eventually divorced her husband. The sexual frustration was basically her own since she experienced increasing frigidity that made sex a burden rather than a joy. She realizes that she has incest fears which she wishes to have treated. She also realizes that her compulsive voyeurism is so great, she finds she cannot obtain any form of stimulation by other means.
"I won't even masturbate unless I'm able to peep. I just can't get sexually stimulated by any method except peeping."
Intensive therapy is aimed at removing the incest fears, the penis envy and helping to restore her feelings of having sex without guilt. Eventually, it is hoped, she will find another male who will be sympathetic and help her in her struggle to achieve freedom from peeping.
CHAPTER TWO
Lesbians Who Are Peeping Janes
"I hide in the department store's fitting room and peep into the stalls, looking at naked women who try on lingerie. The sight of naked breasts makes me horny. Then I masturbate while peeping. I don't get that much of a thrill if I am in the room with a naked girl. It's more of a kick if I peep on them in secret."
Janice R., age 24, Lesbian store clerk
The lesbian, or female homosexual, is an individual who has desires for members of her own sex. She often displays a mannish attitude and will even perform, with mannish aggressiveness, during an intimate sex act with a girl. Because of her fervent desire to emulate a man, she is often the victim of what was once considered an all-male perversion, namely peeping.
Here is a partial transcript of a tape recorded interview session of young Janice R., a lesbian store clerk, who was apprehended while peeping upon several office girls who were fitting on panties as well as the more revealing type of panty hose. When caught, Janice R. was arrested by the store detective and it was only when she agreed to submit to therapy that she was saved from legal punishment.
DOCTOR: When did you first have this desire to peep upon naked girls?
JANICE: When I was very young, about ten or eleven years of age. I was an only child. My father treated me like a boy, played games with me, taught me horseback riding, hunting, outdoor camping. I guess he wanted me to be the son he never had. I always had a mannish way about sex. I liked looking at girls. When I was ten, I was sent to an all-girls camp and found myself getting excited to peep at the other naked girls in other tents. It would feel all goose pimply to see their budding breasts. I like a very young girl who is naked. She has no pubic hair and her (vagina) is completely exposed. It makes me red hot!
DOCTOR: When was your first sexual experience with a girl?
JANICE: It was with a school nurse. I went to an exclusive all-girls school, by the way. That isolated me from boys, made me all the more girl-obsessed. The school nurse had me wait in another room while she examined a girl. I peeped through the keyhole. It made me get hot to see this girl, about fourteen or fifteen, strip flesh naked. She had a little hair on her groin. She was a genuine blonde girl and that made her all the more "clean" with less hair, if you know what I mean. Anyway, seeing her naked bottom, the way she would bend over when the nurse told her, those lovely soft breasts and pink nipples, all turned me on. I got hot as all get out.
DOCTOR: But what about your first lesbian experience? I have to proceed in an orderly manner, Janice, and I must have direct answers to my questions.
JANICE: (Impatiently.) All right, all right, I'm just leading up to it. Now, where was I? Oh yes, the peeping on the girl made me get hot. I had the feeling I was looking on something taboo. That makes it all the more exciting. Anyway, after I was called into the examining nurse's room, I was so tingly, I could scarcely control myself. The peeping had done that.
I got undressed, then when the nurse poked and touched me, I almost had an orgasm. She looked at my groin and saw that I masturbated a lot. Don't ask me how she knew, but doctors can tell by the way the vaginal lips are bruised or pinched with some lacerations. She said it was unhealthy to do it and she threatened to put it down on my medical file.
I was scared and hot at the same time! I mean, to have her palm my groin, to cup my breasts and pat my swollen nipples; add that to getting hot by peeping-wowie!!
So I told her I'd do anything if she would keep quiet about it. She made a proposition. That's right. She was a real hot lesbian! She started to stick her fingers into me, then she went down on me. Did me, right there! Wow! Was that ever-lickin' good! I must have gone off at least twice! But I was always scared the nurse would say something. I didn't fool with her again.
DOCTOR: Without peeping as a stimulant, would you feel sexually stimulated?
JANICE: Not especially. I don't dig men, that's for sure, but I like to peep on them (a case history follows), yet I get hot by peeping on naked girls. I would like to watch a couple of girls or even a girl-boy combo, making the scene, but I don't have the nerve to peep into a bedroom.
DOCTOR: Now, tell me about the events that led up to your peeping in the dressing room...
CASE STUDY:
Janice R. was a dress designer who had access to just about every part of the huge department store in which she worked. She preferred loitering around in the lingerie department because the girls who tried on some of the very intimate wearing apparel would often put on skin tight panties or flesh-colored tights that would require denuding their groins completely. It also called for baring the breasts.
One early afternoon, when Janice saw a pair of long legged young girls go into the private fitting room, while carrying a pair of panty hose and some other intimate skin-caressing items. The two girls had bouncy bottoms; they wore see-through blouses which gave evidence of rich, uptilted breasts. Just seeing them made Janice R. grow tingly with excitement. She decided to sneak into an adjoining room which was more of a storage supply room, than anything else.
Here, amidst the mops, brooms, various supplies, she stood atop a bucket and then peeped through a small hole which had been bored by a peeping predecessor. Because the walls were thin, the voices could be heard easily.
Janice heard the long-legged brunette say, "I'll try on these flesh-colored scanties. My boy friend gets so horny when he strips me down to them. Honestly, he just gets as hard as a rock," she giggled. She had already begun slipping out of her dress. She unhooked her bra, letting her red-nipple crested breasts bounce free. The breasts were the shape of enormous pears with twigs that poked impudently.
The other girl said, "Just wait until you get on your honeymoon, dear. You'll get tired of men with big (slang word for erection) wanting to poke you. Men can be such a bore."
The second girl slipped out of her pants suit, then worked down her panties and unhooked her bra. She shook her heavy hanging breasts, then cupped them. "This is what they want, just let them lick and suck these nubbies and they can get hard as a rock." With a slur, she patted her raised podex, fingered her pubic thatch lewdly. "It's best if you can get a man who'll (vernacular for cunnilingus) and bring you off that way. Feels real good to have a hot tongue on you, bringing you way up to the sky." She laughed and looked dour. "My husband just stuffs his (erection) into my (vagina) and as soon as he (ejaculates), then he pulls out, pats me and it's over. Honest, if I didn't use a candle or soda pop bottle to shove in and out, I'd go crazy."
Hearing all this, peeping Janice felt an experience akin to that of ants crawling up and down her insides. She had already lifted up her skirt, peeled down her panties. When her fingertips touched her vagina, it sent a shudder of voluptuous sensation streaming through her loins.
In muted breath, she said, "Go on, girls, wiggle around as you get into your panties. I like to see the way your buttocks get nice and taut as you push your (vagina) into the crotch of the panties."
The first girl, obviously the unmarried one, was now getting into her flesh-colored scanties. Bending over, the enormous virginal-like breasts were like huge melons from a bough. The nipples were spreading areolas, with moist rocky ridges and crevices.
"Well, I let my boy friend tongue me a little; I have to admit, I do it to him, too. It's a safe birth control device," she giggled. "Sometimes, he does it to me in the back. But he says it's too tight that way and it's kind of queer to him. He admitted he did it to a few queers when he was hard up."
Hearing the lewd talk made Janice all the more stimulated. She was now on tiptoe on the upturned can and strained her eyes to see the way the two girls were innocently naked.
"What a pair of beauts on the girl who isn't married," she whispered. "And that nice snatch ... I'd like to (she whispered coarse lewd words to herself regarding an act of lesbian cunnilingus) and really make her feel sky rockets."
She kept inserting her forefinger and middle finger, as a wedge, in and out of her quivering female orifice. Janice was not ordinarily aroused as speedily but it was the peeping that made her vividly stimulated.
(COMMENT: In later consultations, she said that she liked to dream-illusion putting her mouth on a girl's moving torso, particularly the vagina. She said that when she peeped, she was especially stimulated by a moving girl, rather than a naked one who, for example, might be stretched out on a bed and immobile. The movements brought muscular sinews into play and the twitching of the female privates created a special stimulation for Janice R.)
"Come on," she said to herself as she felt perspiration drip down her body, "go on, bend over ... I'll get so hot, I'll go off right in my hand."
The second girl was now slithering into the panty hose, her lyre-shaped buttock cheeks parting and flaring in female-stallion undulation. The dividing gorge became nakedly and rather lewdly exposed. It was a moment of sheer aphrodisia.
Peeping Janice moaned as she saw the raw slice of the girl's rump and she felt a warning spasm. "Ooohhh, I can't hold back ... " in a screwed up tight voice. A hammer slammed at the base of her head. Her heart pounded in her throat.
"I sure wish I could suck. ... "
The movements of masturbation were so frantic that just as peeping Janice was about to have the clitoral-abrasive orgasm, she lost her footing.
There was a crash.
From the adjoining room, the girls were heard to say, "Goodness, is someone in there?"
The next Janice knew, she was being taken down to the administrative offices and submitted to the most embarrassing oral examination.
When she consented to have therapy, she faced the choice of a scandalous and branding imprisonment, or else she could be treated and when showing signs of a response, she would be released from probation. Her career appears ended. It is doubtful if she will get references to be able to work in another department store. She does say she will have to change her name, move to another city and try to start all over again.
Here is another partial transcript about Janice's progress after several months of almost twice-weekly therapy:
DOCTOR: Do you think you would be able to surrender, sexually, to a man and enjoy normal or heterosexual relations, Janice?
JANICE: I don't think I could be a sex stud piece to a man. My father brought me up to make me wish I would have been a boy. I feel rather boyish or masculine, sexually speaking. If a man tried to (intercourse), it would make me feel degraded and cheap. Also, I would feel that I was giving in to him. No, Doctor, I like being a lesbian. With a woman, I can command the sex act. With a man, I have to obey him-and that, I won't do.
DOCTOR: Are you able to become sexually stimulated when looking at a man, while peeping, that is?
JANICE: Oh, it gives me a little charge to peep into a man's dressing room. I like to see an unsuspecting man in his birthday suit. It gives me a thrill. But not like it would with a woman.
DOCTOR: Apparently, you seek to lord it over a man and you feel superior to see his naked genitals, knowing that it would probably embarrass him if he ever found out. It's a form of sexual degradation. I imagine you would become sexually aroused if you could place yourself in a dominating position and force a man to stand naked before you. That is your way of emphasizing your superiority over him.
JANICE: (At this, she is reluctant to speak but from fragments, it appears she has had such dreams and nightmares.) Well, when I was a kid, I'd sort of dream ... I mean, day dream ... and I'd imagine myself a powerful Amazon who had captured those powerful Greek gladiators. I'd strip them naked and force them to masturbate in front of all the watching girls. Or, I'd force some of the men to sodomize the others, use them like women.
COMMENT: Frequently, Janice explains she is troubled with such nightmares. It is a form of castration. That is, in her dreams, she is forcing a stud male to sodomize another male, using him like a woman; in effect, it is a form of castration. This relates to her penis-envy because, as a lesbian, she feels she is a man ... without a penis!)
Janice resists therapy to relieve her aggressive-lesbian urges and this will require more treatment. She is beginning to ease her peeping urges. Therapy is aimed at saying, "If you can't have it, then why look at it?" One ray of hope is that she may form a physical lesbian relationship with another girl. This will be a start of easing her peeping. Then, treatment will be aimed at helping her make a heterosexual adjustment.
ADDENDA: Janice says she has had a few lesbian attachments. She met femme-type girls in local "gay bars" or cocktail lounges. But she says that she still feels more excited if she can peep and masturbate. It is apparently a fixated physical sensation that has been the result of several years of pattern behavior. Treatment is aimed at helping her share the sexual experience instead of its becoming self-directed.
PROGNOSIS: The peeping may be eased. The lesbianism may require more intensive therapy. The outlook is fair.
* * *
CASE STUDY FEMALE PEEPER: Carol W., age 19, a stockroom clerk.
Young Carol had several rather bitter experiences with boys; when she was about sixteen, she went on a date with two boys who then forced her to submit to anal intercourse, saying it was "safe" and gave them "queer kicks." They were eventually apprehended by the authorities and sent away to a reformatory for a year. Through others, Carol learned that the two boys were forced to submit to anal intercourse under knife point by other prison inmates. This made Carol feel avenged. But at the same time, she dislikes all males.
"I was sent away to a rest home where another girl had been sent because she was an alcoholic," says Carol. "The girl was a real swinging dyke. She taught me the book. Said the greatest thrill was making a girl 'come' in her mouth. She worked me over with her mouth, then made me use my tongue on her, too.
"It was a groovy feeling. It sure beat having some ape of a boy stick his big thing in you and hurt you all the time."
(COMMENT: In various sessions, it appears that Carol W., has an almost obsessive fear of being sexually hurt. While she was sodomized and her vagina remained untouched, she still has the fear that the same pain of anal intercourse will occur when she is vaginally penetrated. While anal sphincter muscular tissues are more constricted than those of the vaginal orifice, the girl maintains her morbid fear of having a male perpetrate intromission.
Furthermore, in her emotional state, the other lesbian (the hardened dyke at the institution) was able to take advantage of her and initiate her into lesbian satisfaction. This created an even deeper psychosis.)
Carol W., as a stockroom clerk, was curious about peeping. At one time, she overheard a few of the adolescent boys whisper-giggle about several peep holes in certain corridors that permitted voyeurism This alerted her to peeping. She had curious ideas about seeing other naked people.
At the first opportunity, she hid herself in a very narrow air conditioning duct on the fifth floor of that city's leading department store.
She was able to prop herself high up, to the ceiling high air vent and thereby peep into a dressing or try on room.
"Of all the..." She felt the blood pound in her head, and there was a hot sensation that triggered a bullet-like feeling that erupted in voluptuous spasms. "That boy ... he's stark naked!"
She found herself peeping into what was apparently the dressing or fitting room of an athletic goods department. She saw a well-built young high school boy, completely naked. He was well shaped, with broad shoulders, rippling biceps and a lean torso. She stared at the tufts of reddish-blonde hair that surrounded his pendulous penis and his low hanging testicles that swung impudently between his strong bronzed thighs. Seeing the intimate privates of the boy, the way his phallus grew slightly hard as he was trying on a jock strap, made the peeping Carol grow all hot and bothered.
The boy was oblivious to the peeper. He was about to try on the jock strap when his organ swelled. He looked ill at ease and nervous.
Peeping Carol saw him give an aimless shrug, then he cupped his now-rigid and upstanding erection and started to slide his wet hand up and down the steel-like shaft.
"He's...,playing with himself!" Carol was moaning as she watched what was ordinarily a most intimate scene. "He's going to do it right here. ... " She was never before so excited. She watched as the excited boy continued sliding his moist paw-like fist over his rigid protuberance. "He looks so ... excited, so red-faced," she said to herself.
It was a bizarre peeping scene that thrilled Carol to the point where she would have masturbated except that she had inserted a tampon within her orifice and it would be difficult to fondle herself under such circumstances. This added to her frustration. She could only satisfy herself by peeping but not by masturbation. "He's going off ... . "
She watched as the boy ejaculated onto the floor; it took several spasms as his hard-muscled buttock cheeks contracted with the rhythmic sensations. Then, he slowly grew flaccid.
She watched as he wiped off his organ, then proceeded to try on the jock strap and other athletic gear, as if nothing had happened.
Carol W. liked to peep upon unsuspecting persons. She related once having peeped upon a storeroom boy and a girl he brought into the hideaway.
"They thought they were alone, and when they saw me, waved and said, 'Wanta see a free show?' They laughed as the girl pulled down her panties, and the boy opened his pants. He had a big erection right from the start. He hugged the girl; all the time they looked back at me, getting their kicks by my watching. Then, as the girl leaned back over a crate, with her feet on the floor, but from the waist up she was flat on a crate top, the boy stuck his erection into the soft, murky depths of her snatch. They both went at it like a pair of mules!"
Carol says that she was not especially thrilled by this peeping. "It's the forbidden that I like. It's less of a thrill if they know I'm peeping and put on a show for me."
Carol W. prefers peeping upon girls since this offers her a form of lesbian gratification. But her sexual activities are not fixated at the peeping level.
"Sure, I groove with girls. I use my mouth or they can tongue me, too. But I get a big charge if I can peep on a girl. Still, I don't have to have peeping."
This is inconsistent with her later activities. She was once peeping upon two lesbians in a basement and that was how she was caught. The lesbians ran out before the watchman could nab or identify them. Carol W. however, at this time, had been fondling her privates, with her working pants pulled down around her ankles. This made it most embarrassing.
"That dirty old man of a watchman ... he forced me to let him (an oral-vaginal act) or else he wanted to tell on me. I had to let him. Ugh. It was disgusting to have his tongue all over me. I don't like men at all. But I had no choice."
After that, Carol exercised greater caution. She occasionally peeps through the windows of all-girls hotels or special athletic clubs for girls. She has an emotional block that precludes permitting men to have satisfaction at her expense, so to speak. This leads to her lesbian compulsion.
It is hoped that she will be able to ease her peeping, and make a heterosexual adjustment after being able to self-understand her fears of being hurt based upon her early anal-sodomizing experiences.
SUMMATION: The female homosexual or lesbian seeks to emulate men on every level. They will frequently display such mannish sexual perversions as sadism and voyeurism. In an effort to be like men, they will invade the so-called all male world of all male perversions. It is the purpose of this report to create a self-understanding of the masculine drive behind peeping that is responsible for female voyeurism.
CHAPTER THREE
The Peeping Schoolteachers
"In our coed school, I peep upon boys in the shower room and girls in their locker room. I get my thrills that way. I have to suffer being surrounded all day with virile, young boys and girls while I have no sex life of my own. I've had a few disappointing sex experiences. Also, I've had to support my mother and invalid sister, ever since I can remember. I never had time for dates or fun, like other girls. Now, I feel bitter and lonely. Peeping is about all I can do to get some kind of thrill. There's no harm in it. I didn't bother the boys or girls, did I?"
-Dotty W., schoolteacher, age 34.
When she was apprehended, this prim, proper and rather bookish looking young schoolteacher gave the above as her reason for peeping.
As for having caused "no harm," this is an invalid reason because several of the boys and girls who knew they were being peeped upon, were later given various emotional tests, (that is, tests designed to ferret out any emotional disorders) and found to have increasing desires at exhibitionism and frustration.
Peeping is an invasion of privacy and it is an immoral, illegal and sexually degrading perversion.
Dotty W. had very little social life, as she already reported. She was always a hard worker and would study hard to become a teacher. This involved long evenings at the library, and even later hours at home to study for tests.
"Once, I was in the library bathroom and was able to stand up on a stool and look through an air vent, right into the men's room. It was not too pleasant since I don't especially like to see any man doing natural functions. But it made me grow excited. If I couldn't have it, at least I could look at it, I reasoned."
She says that there were several times that male homosexuals would loiter around the bathroom. "I liked to peep as two of them made contact. A few times, I watched as a male homosexual would kneel before another male and then take out his erection and (perform fellatio). It was exciting. But I don't have to peep upon sexual activities. Just to see nakedness, while the others are unsuspecting, is thrill enough for me!"
COMMENT: There is little doubt that Dotty's almost Spartan upbringing and sexless environment made her bitter and frustrated. She says that she would occasionally masturbate while looking at pictures of naked boys and girls in a smuggled-in nudist magazine, but that this was too "solitary." She was examined by a gynecologist (a physician who specializes in female problems) and according to electroencephologic tests, found to have a very low sexual curve. Her clitoris is very recessed and covered with a thick hood. In addition, she has very flat, almost boyish, breasts. She reports having had a few sexual experiences with males.
"One was a janitor at a private library. He was in his late twenties, very good looking, but he was something of a dullard. I think he was retarded. He talked to me, then he took me to a little store room or something. Here, he pulled out his penis and asked me to play with him. I felt repulsed, but I was so sexually starved, I was willing to do anything.
"I liked to touch that muscular member, to play with him while he moaned and winced. Men may be big brutes, but they're sensitive down there. I liked holding it in my hand and then playing with his testicles. They were as big as baseballs."
Later, she let him perform intercourse on the floor. She had lifted her dress and slithered out of her panties. There was some pain but she said she was willing to endure it. She felt a slight tremor which she interpreted as an orgasm. "I felt cheap and sordid, after it was over," she says, "but I had to do it or go crazy!"
There was another situation when a young cab driver flirted with her and then drove her to a cheap hotel. This, to use her own words, made her "feel like some dirty whore" but she went through with it, in desperation.
"This time, the young cab driver made me feel better. I'll admit that. He undressed me, then played with me. It's so much better when both of you are nude, don't you know?
"I was excited over his body, explored it, played with his genitals. He laughed and said it felt good to have a girl fool with him.
"Then he licked and kissed me all over, and told me to do the same. When I said it was disgusting, he looked unhappy. He said it was the 'in' thing. Also, if I would take his thing in my mouth, he would twist his body around and take my (vagina) in his. That it was a terrific sensation to do it at the same time with your mouth."
(COMMENT: This refers to the practice known as soixante-neuf or "69" as it is called.)
Dotty says she succumbed to the temptation. "I took his thick rod in my mouth and felt choked. But the feel of his heavy hanging testicles against my jaw, and then the shock-pleasure of feeling a wet mouth on my vagina was just-ohhhhh, it was just great!"
She felt the tingle of pre-coital orgasm sweep through her loins. The most pleasurable sensation overtook her loins. Every nerve was screaming. She felt a hammer slam at the nape of her neck.
"Ohhhhhh, here it ... OOOOOOhhhhhhh!! ! ! "
The young cab driver's body was ramrod stiff like that of a young athlete. He pounded the young schoolteacher, making guttural moans and grunts. "Oh, damn ... this is great ... yeeee ... ahhhh. ... " His handsome face was contorted in a rather bizarre tortured expression. Hs gasping lips planted themselves on Dotty's groin and his tongue caressed the tickling roof until the two erupted with a cataclysmic power. "OOOOOO
It was the most provocative sensation that she could recall. The cab driver pulled himself wearily up and now he embraced her. His pounding and heavy breathing was tantamount to that of a speed racer.
"Whew! You sure had it saved up," he gasped as his strong palms caressed her sweaty sides and then patted the raised mound of her womanhood. "Sure was a load. ... "
She felt strangely displeased.
"So did you. ... "
She later recalls:
"When I felt his ejaculation in my mouth, it was somewhat acrid and fetid. It made me feel so ... dirty and degraded! But the feeling of having him (perform cunnilingus) eased the feeling of being some cheap streetwalker. Still, it was something that did not add up to my dream of perfect love-satisfaction."
(PSYCHOSEXUAL COMMENT: Many female peepers are victims of a strange and immature dream-idea of a perfect mate. They are still dwelling in the undeveloped canyons of their pubertal minds. They want perfection in their mates and this creates frustration since it is impossible to find a mate to fit your dream-illusion. Thus, they seek a partial satisfaction out of voyeurism in that they can gaze upon nudity and sex activities, without any interference and with self-satisfaction that is interpreted as egotistic dream fulfillment.)
Dotty says that she liked the cab driver and might have wanted to have more sessions with him and perhaps find a normal method, but the shock of discovering he was married soured her attitudes.
"To make it worse, he told me that his wife was pregnant and he was so 'hard up' that he had to have a girl, any girl! I had to bite down my tears and hide my choked emotions. Is that all he thought of me? As a ... mouth on his (penis) to make him have an orgasm? I almost broke down and cried. I felt cheap and sordid! He said, as he drove me home, that he could have gone to a whore but liked regular girls. He said that he didn't care to (perform coitus) because he didn't want to risk getting a girl pregnant and getting himself in trouble!
"There again-it was himself that he thought of, not of the girl or me. He even said that while his wife was pregnant, if he got the hots, she would either masturbate him or take it in her mouth but she did not like to do that."
Dotty felt like slapping him, but she had to keep her emotions down. It just would not do to lose her temper. The nerve! she thought. His wife wouldn't suck him, but it's all right to make me do it!
For days afterward, she retreated into her sexual shell and became introverted. Gradually, she again emerged and then started to peep upon the naked boys and girls.
One afternoon, several of the boys (age group from eleven to fifteen) were in the shower room. She had a secret hiding place so she could get a real good view.
"The boys were in their glorious nudity," she says with rising desire. "There's something so sensual to see the twelve and thirteen-year-old boys with hardly any pubic hair. So virile. Such symbols of innocent sex. A few have such long organs and such developed testicles, even though they're so timid and shy.
"I get a special thrill out of knowing that I am looking at the nakedness of the same boys that I teach in my class. In fact, whenever a new boy comes into the school, I find myself wondering how he looks naked. Then when I do see him, it gives me such a feeling of power."
(COMMENT: Here it is obvious that Dotty seeks a form of sexual mastery and she does this by sublimating her urges into secret voyeurism. It is as if she is MENTALLY RAPING the boy and thereby asserting her mastery over him through naked humiliation.)
"As for looking at the naked girls, it's a different reaction. They're usually more subdued than boys. They're shy. They don't strut about, showing off their sex organs as do boys at their discovery age. Rather, they're giggly and bashful and make little jokes about their budding breasts and their groins.
"Sometimes, a girl will play with another in a lesbian act, but this is most rare. I think I would like to see nude girls have a lesbian session. It would be something unusual and exciting."
She-likes the very young girls who symbolize virginity and purity because of no pubic hair.
"One girl who has a big pair of prematurely developed breasts, and a baby face, also has a still-smooth vulva. Hardly a hair on it. I can see her clitoris and her labia majora as if it were right in front of me. I even have strange fantasies about seeing one of those hairless girls with a hairless boy, making it with each other. That sure would be something to see."
She says she once saw a fourteen-year-old boy with a huge erection, still innocent about it (some male youths are emotionally puerile and still regard an erection as a natural phenomenon, unassociated with sex) walking around the locker room.
"A few older boys," says Dotty, "jeered and laughed and one even grabbed the frightened boy's rigid member, and as another held him back, the first boy masturbated him. That's right. It must have been his first sexual experience and the boy was being publicly masturbated. I watched right through the entire scene as the ejaculation went all around. The nakedness of the hot and sensual youths was so overwhelming, that it made me almost weep in my lonely frustration. But I have to peep, don't you see? It's my only outlet."
PSYCHOSEXUAL PROGNOSIS: Dotty W. was noticed by other teachers for having sneaked off to peeping sites and this led to her apprehension. She was recommended for emotional treatment. This is directed at first removing her rather dislike of actual sex. She is having her sexual urges redirected from peeping-passivism to actual participation with a normal male. It is encouraging to see that she is willing to respond and eventually it is believed that believe that she will be cured.
CASE STUDY Frieda L., age 25, high school coed teacher.
SITUATION: Frieda L. is married and has one child. Her husband is not an especially amorous type. Further investigation revealed he is at least twenty years her senior and that they married because Frieda met him at a convention and in a wild moment, she gave in to him. Becoming pregnant, she was forced into the marriage. Her husband feels that he was trapped into it. This attitude plus his approaching middle age has created a form of impotence. Frieda is therefore forced to live a rather sexless life.
"We may have sex every other week, but it takes him long to get an erection. He hardly plays with me or kisses me. I guess I can hardly blame blame him because we were both forced into this marriage and now we can't divorce because of our child. But I'm trying to make the best of it. Why doesn't he?"
Frieda is a school teacher at one of the better areas of the country in the West Coast. Her school has healthy young people and they are as virile and erotic as young people anywhere.
"I never thought much about peeping, except that I once overheard several of the male teachers laughing when they said they looked through a ventilator or some other outlet and saw some of the girls naked in the locker room.
"They were talking about 'big boobs' and about 'young snatches' and how they'd sure like to 'plow' a virgin girl. A few said they'd give anything to be able to take a girl with a hymen. They made all kinds of dirty jokes about the girls and laughed at having been able to peep without the girls knowing it."
This gave Frieda an idea. She, too, decided to peep and when she saw the nude boys and even nude girls, it made her so hot that she fashioned a dildo (an artificial penis, made out of any objects that simulate the real male member) and would use it for masturbation while she watched. She especially liked seeing very young, naked boys who were shy about being nude.
"Our school has a rule that boys must swim naked in the pool. Lots of them are so shy, they have erections when they're on the poolside. The swimming coach laughs and humiliate them and makes motions with his hand (to indicate masturbation) and tells the boys to do it at night to 'cool off.' I think it's cruel of him to say such things. A twelve or thirteen year young boy has an erection because of naked shyness and to ridicule him while he's naked in front of the others only makes it worse. But I can't say anything. But it sure is thrilling to peep into the swimming pool and see those young, virile bodies splashing around. Many of the boys will masturbate one another under the water. It's true. I've watched and I get hot by watching."
COMMENT: Frieda is only worsening her own sexual problem by this compulsive peeping. She is married to a man who is becoming impotent and hates her because they were forced into it by her unexpected pregnancy. But instead of trying to resolve this problem, she uses peeping as an outlet and she soon will face a double problem: her sexless marriage and her compulsive peeping.
SUMMATION: The schoolteacher is a peculiar innovation, so to speak. Since she is surrounded by symbols of virility, she can become quite frustrated. Peeping is but one deviation to which she succumbs. Often, she may seduce young boys. Else, she may become a lesbian. Peeping is one symptom of the female who wants to remain young and virile. She associates herself with the naked virility of the unsuspecting victims and has a fantasy-illusion about being desired. In effect, she is alienating herself from what could be a normal sexual adjustment because of solitary and lonely peeping.
CHAPTER FOUR
Female Peepers at Honeymoon Resorts
"A paradise for Peeping Janes is the typical honeymoon resort. I work as a chambermaid at the biggest one in (name of state has been deleted to preserve privacy) and I sure see plenty. The young couples today are real perverted when it comes to sex. They use their mouths, they do it the 'back way' and there was one couple that had brought in a bellhop and asked him to get undressed and masturbate while watching the couple in a 'rear end' act! That was a real eyeful for me. I get all excited when I peep on unsuspecting couples. I work for low pay as a chambermaid but it's okay because I sure see lots going on in the honeymoon suites."
-Lottie, age 39, widow.
There are more Peeping Janes at honeymoon resorts than is actually known. The reason is that, as Lottie says, the young couples are "real perverted" which is somewhat of a lewd exaggeration. Suffice it to say that the young and newly marrieds are excessively sexually tense and they are uninhibited and willing to practice any aberration as long as it provides a sensation. Many of these honeymoon couples will continue in their sexual degradation and eventually participate in swap parties, orgies, troilism (sex for three) and other abnormal actions. Still, many more young couples will eventually face up to their guilt feelings and find their marriage falling apart.
In this chapter, several interviews were conducted amongst resort maids, chambermaids, social directors and others who were known Peeping Janes. The names and places have been changed, as they originally appeared in the private documented files of social-medical-legal practitioners, so as to avoid further embarassment to the Peeping Janes and to the couples (who are probably reading this volume) who would feel disturbed over knowing they have been peeped upon in their intimate debauchery during the honeymoon.
Here are several reported case studies.
FEMALE PEEPER: Lottie. She is close to forty, has been a widow for many years and forced to earn her own way. She has one grown daughter whom she rarely sees. It is believed the daughter is a runaway hippie type and an aggressive lesbian. Lottie does admit:
"My daughter had a few drinks too many at one time when she invited a few boys and girls to our basement rumpus room. We had our own home then, before taxes and the mortgage took it all away. I heard lots of giggling and sneaked down to have a peep.
"There was my daughter, flesh naked, with her thighs parted, pushing her (orifice) to another girl and saying 'Go down on it. Lick me ... lick me and make me go off!' The other girl had her blouse off, and her big breasts were being sucked by a boy. And that boy was naked, too, and there was another boy who was dressed, who was going to kiss this naked boy's rod. It was sticking straight out. A real queer orgy. I almost blew my stack.
"I wanted to burst right in and break it up, call the cops or something. But peeping made me so fascinated, I watched my daughter in this queer orgy as she was being sucked by a mannish-looking lesbian while a boy was also being given a 'mouth job' by a queer boy.
"They looked like they were having a real ball. Maybe the drinking did it. I don't know, but they sure looked good. That was when I felt I had been wasting my years, working hard, trying to make ends meet, while those kids were having hot sex and fun!"
Afterwards, she and her daughter drifted apart until the latter took up with a pot smoking and LSD crowd of long-haired, guitar playing hippies. "It's her life, let her live it!"
Lottie works at this very large honeymoon resort. After having lost her home and being driven to financial desperation, she sought work in the menial class because it was all she knew.
But after some questioning, it was learned that she had a knack for hotel management and could have obtained more lucrative work, but she remains here because it satisfies her overwhelming urge to peep.
She tells of one honeymoon couple: Barry W., and young Lisa had checked in, after the car boy drove away their "just married" sign-plastered roadster to the parking lot. As soon as Lottie saw them go to their honeymoon cabin, she felt a tremor and scintillating desire.
"That Barry was a horny young guy. He had those tight pants and he was showing off his (erection) right there. He sure had a big one. That Lisa had a pair of breasts that bounced like rubber balloons. Little tease wasn't even wearing a bra," recalls Lottie. "Could see her nipples poking through. They looked real hot. I had to peep!"
She had tiptoed up to the rear window of the small cabin and when she stood atop a telephone cable box attached to the wall, she had a good view. She was careful not to come too close to the window, lest she be seen. Since it was dark outside, she would be indistinguishable, considering that the snug cabin was lit.
Barry had just come out of the shower, naked and broad-shouldered. "Okay, honey," he reached for his half-naked bride with a laugh, "now you'll see what kind of a man you married."
Young Lisa shivered and it was plain to see that she was not as sexually mature as her ramrod-stiff husband of a few hours. Her eyelashes fluttered as she saw the enormity of his gleaming phallus and the huge scrotum that nestled on his crotch, in its soft cushion of tufts of dark brown pubic hair. She felt fear.
"You-you'll hurt me ... no ... don't pull my nipples," she swallowed a choked sob as she tried to push his hands away. "Stop ... please, you said you'd be gentle. ... "
Barry's hands massaged Lisa's soft breasts while his lips nibbled and bit, then sucked on a juicy good red crest. He sucked hard and then said rasply, "It'll hurt the first time. After that, it'll be real good."
Peeping Lottie felt her heart pound with dizzying excitement. "I sure wish," she whispered to herself, "I had that young stud! I'd take that rod and drain it out. Wowie! What a bull! Wish I had his tongue on my. ... "
(PSYCHOSEXUAL COMMENT: Many female peepers have a subconscious desire to be in the position of the girl having sex with the male. As the female peeps, she envisions herself as the partner of the male and satisfies her wish fulfillment. It is this emotional gratification that is behind the compulsive desire to peep.)
The young bride was forced out on the bed, her lean limbs and her fulsome hour-glass figure now turned into a sexual plaything for young Barry.
"I'll get you so hot, it'll make your pills come out," he laughed as his wet mouth began to lick and suck, from the magnificent satin-like breasts, down to the sucked-in midriff, and when he reached the thatch of her pubic mound, he inserted his tongue. There were several lascivious sounds that could have been vulgar under other circumstances. "How do you like that?"
Lisa was still rigid. She moaned and then she twisted her fingers in his hair as she felt the stab-stab-stab of his penis-like tongue in her labia majors.
"Oh, Barry ... take me ... like that...."
She was moaning, sobbing as her gnarled nipples were seized and as Barry twisted them like knobs. "Go on ... more ... more. ... "
Peeping Lottie was getting hot and tingly with excitement. She could feel the same rising heat and the same threatening approach of a voluptuous orgasm. "Go on, stud, take her!" she whispered. She was getting perspired and hot. "I sure want to see her bounce up and down when she goes off!"
Barry raised his head, then eased up and his flushed face was on hers. "Nix, honey, that's for later. We do it the straight way ... this sure will make the pills worthwhile. ... " He straddled her, the gleaming knob-head of his member poised at the entrance to her vulvar groove. "Now. ... "
That was when the frightened and constricted young bride blurted out, "I didn't take the pills."
"What?? " The young groom looked angered and frustrated. Every muscle in his Apollo-like body was tense. His rigid member looked like a parody in his angry condition. "I thought you had a whole bottle and ... I told you that we can't have any kids just yet!"
She was sobbing. "B-but they make me sick ... I don't like the pills. I wanted a diaphragm but you said it hurt you and ... you didn't bring any. ... (She used a coarse term to describe a male prophylactic.)
"I hate those damned fish skins," he snapped and the roll of his biceps on his bronzed arms indicated he would have hit her if just given a moment more. "Damn you. ... "
"Please, Barry, let's just...." But she, too, felt frustrated. "I don't know...."
(COMMENT: It is believed that Lisa was somewhat frigid, a symptom of many new brides, and that she purposely omitted taking the pills to help avoid an unwanted coitus. If Barry had been mature enough to know that she needed cultivation to correct her fears, it might have been a more successful marriage.)
Peeping Lottie now felt frustrated. She strained her eyes to see the naked Barry now stretch out beside his big-breasted wife. "What'll he do now? That horny stud ain't going to sleep! Maybe she'll give him a jack off to cool him down. Damn! That sure ain't worth the price of peeping!"
Barry was pulling his bride up, then saying, "Straddle me!" in a harsh tone. 'That's it, get up on my groin."
"W-what?"
She was still sobbing as she mounted him. "What do you. ... "
He used a lewd term to describe fellatio.
Peeping Lottie felt a jolt. She whispered, "Hot dawg! That's what I call a real surprise. He's gonna make her mouth job him! Real good. I go for the queer sights."
(PSYCHOSEXUAL COMMENT: Most of the interviewed female peepers said they were sexually stimulated by secretly watching abnormal sex. It offered gratification to their already abnormal urges. Few preferred watching normal coitus, but since peeping offers surprise, the female consoles herself with the sexual thought that she never knows what will happen. It is this surprise that whets her perverted appetite, so to speak.)
"N-no, I ... I...." She looked disgusted.
"Please, let's just...."
Lisa's sweaty hands gripped Barry's rigid member and she began to slide his foreskin up and down and also titillate his scrotum. "There ... I'll do it until you. ... " She swallowed down her tears. She felt his spasms and tremors as she began to slide his slippery penis flesh up and down. "My brother does it to himself ... I know ... it cools him off...."
Barry whacked away her hands. He was screwed up with sexual tension. His well developed chest was alive with sinews. His pectorals gleamed like a Roman breastplate. His naval was a wink on his washboard abdominals.
Peeping Lottie liked the roughly built physical males and she derived a carnal thrill out of seeing them naked.
"Go on ... put your mouth on it! That's gonna be your punishment for forgetting the pill!
Each time you forget it, you either do that or in ...
Peeping Lottie was jolted as she saw Barry stick in several fingers right into Lisa's anus and make her jump and cry out.
Lisa moaned, "No, don't use me that way ... I'm no animal!" Tears of frustrated humiliation streamed down her face. "Please. ... "
"Go on. ... " (Barry used lascivious words to describe fellatio to the culmination of ingestion of his seminal discharge.) It's time you learned that man is the master!"
After considerable conflict, Lisa bent her head, and her groom seized her heavy hanging breasts, stroking the silky soft underside, while another hand reached to her crotch and fingers played a masturbation-tease to keep her aroused.
Peeping Lottie was thrilled as she watched Lisa perform oralism on her ardent and super-sexed young husband. She watched Barry's handsome face become twisted in a grimace of carnal ecstasy. His lower lips went slack. His eyeballs rolled around in their sockets. His nostrils flared. Every muscle was rigid.
Lisa felt his hard squeezing of her twisted nipples. She mouthed the member, obeying his groaning command to use her tongue in the most degrading manner. She felt a shudder, then she felt the eruption.
A copious flood filled Peeping Lottie as she recognized the obvious signs of the young groom's ejaculation. She was filled with a similar reaction as if she, herself, were performing fellatio on him.
"That's it," she said to herself, "go on ... you've got a hot and hard man there, make the most of him!"
Lisa almost erupted herself from the strange way of marital initiation. She mouthed him until she felt the receding spasms and his command:
"Oooo, that's all ... lemme out ... whew ... I'm pooped ... ooo, is that good ... I almost went crazy. ... whew!"
Lisa hurried to the bathroom, her buttocks bouncing up and down, the narrow gorge nakedly revealed. Her breasts were enviously well-formed, and her red crested nipples were like mashed strawberries that formed bottom cups. Bluish streaks of veins emphasized the whiteness of her breasts. She was a sensual bride.
In the bathroom, she became sick.
Peeping Lottie pulled herself away. She later said, "I didn't care to see more. It was over with. Strange, after the couple make the scene, it's as if I had my climax, too."
(PSYCHOSEXUAL COMMENT: In this particular situation, Lottie, the patient, does not masturbate while peeping. She transfers herself to the female who is the recipient of sexual pleasure and, emotionally speaking, in her dream-fantasy, she experiences a climax and also has a pseudo-satisfaction as if she were the actual partner in the coitus being peeped on.)
Lottie says that she-likes to peep on perversions rather than "straight sex" because it's "more fun" that way. It is obvious that she has an obsession about perversion and has a secret desire to practice them. She envies her daughter, the lesbian hippy, for sexual freedom that she, herself, never had.
(PSYCHOSEXUAL PROGNOSIS: Lottie is aware of her compulsive peeping and she appears infrequently for therapy. A problem here is that she is close to forty, and after having lived so many years without sex, would appear to be unresponsive if she had an opportunity with a man. She is not promiscuous and has not had any intimacies since her husband passed on. Treatment will be difficult since she has to establish a sexual outlet which, for the time being, is confined to female voyeurism.)
Case Study
Emma, age 23, somewhat dull-witted, resort maid.
"There were these two young couples," she says in halting terms, since her speech is not as free flowing as among mature people, "who had a double wedding. They made reservations for connecting rooms. That made me excited. I figured I'd get a peeping eyeful," with a strange laugh. "I'll tell you what I saw."
The two couples had gone to their individual rooms, but the connecting door was unlocked.
They were unaware that Peeping Emma had positioned herself in still another adjoining room to a vacant suite. She had locked this door so there was no chance of someone opening it and catching her at the keyhole.
She watched and listened. ...
The first couple had gone down to their underwear. The young husband looked shy and somewhat embarrassed. His erection poked through his tight jockey shorts. His bronzed chest was heaving up and down with nervous anxiety.
The young bride was a typical swinger in her flesh-colored panties and naked breasts. She poised and said with a wicked sideswipe of her tongue, "Okay, honey, now we'll have some fun." It was apparent that she was the aggressor. "Here, let's see what you've got."
He laughed nervously as his bride pulled down his jockey shorts and grasped the rigid pole. He quivered at her inspection. "Can't we ... alone, I mean?" He swallowed hard.
"Hey, this is too good to keep for one session," she was fondling his heavy hanging testicles. "I'm glad you're 'clean,' honey. That'll make it better for the other gal to (fellatio). "
"What...." His words were trembling. He was rather shy and inhibited. His rigid pole was being fondled and inspected by the aggressive wife. "Are you...? "
Peeping Emma felt her heart pound. Simultaneously, she felt a strange oral-respiratory sensation.
(COMMENT: A physical examination showed that she had a respiratory condition. It further showed that she had allergic tendencies. Psychiatry suggests that Emma has compulsive fellatio-cunnilingus desires in a bisexual curve. She does not satisfy these, and the symptoms erupt in physical causes.)
Peeping, she felt a surge of desire in her groin. She inserted one hand under her dress and fondled her crotch. She used another hand to insert in her mouth. She was going to suck two fingers in a form of pseudo-fellatio!
"I'm not letting the other bride (coitus) with you," said this one. "I'll let her tongue you to cool you off so you won't have ... what do they call it? Oh yes, premature ejaculation. That's it. The first time, you go off in her mouth and cool down. The second time, you go off in my. ... " She patted her groin. "That's the best cure for a quick male-work him over with your mouth."
Before too long, the other couple joined them. Here, the man was the swinger while his young bride was shy. They were both naked.
"Hey, how you like my bride?" This second groom patted her on the rump, inserted his hand between her rear thighs, laughingly made her cry out as his finger twisted her pubic mound and imprisoned her groin and she wiggled and danced in embarrassment. Her breasts were conical shaped with enormous flush-red aureoles that were almost half-breast cups. "Wanta give this stud," he nodded to the rigid groom who was lewd with his ramrod erection, "a cool mouth loving?"
"I ... I guess so. ... " She was shy about it but in a few more moments, as the two couples swapped, all on the enormous triple bed that was typical in a honeymoon lodge, she was an obscene fellatrice.
Peeping Emma almost burst forth in her own climax as she watched the way the young husband cradled his head in his bent arms, stretched flat on his back as the swapped wife oralized him.
She saw the other couple-but this was a reverse, so to speak.
The other couple called for the wife to stretch out and command to the swapped husband. "Go on, give me a mouth loving."
He, too, performed aggressive cunnilingus and all the while, he kept looking at the way his wife was mouthing the other husband's rigid member and then nibbling and chewing until the obvious climax was a shattering blow to their sexual libidnal lusts.
Peeping Emma jolted at their climax.
She told this analyst: "I like to watch mouth scenes. I suck my fingers while I watch. It's exciting."
(PSYCHOLOGICAL COMMENT: It is obvious that Emma, too, derives carnal satisfaction out of peeping upon an abnormal scene. While she frequently enjoys normal coitus, she says it is not as satisfying as "mouth" or "rear end" jobs. Sometimes, she will bring along a candle or any phallic-shaped object and either suck on it, or insert it into her anus and thereby identify with the perversion being peeped on.
She is slightly retarded and unable to freely communicate with others. This has made her severely introverted and passive. She has no sexual outlet other than peeping and self-stimulation. Treatment may be useless.)
(SUMMATION: The young marrieds are symbols of excessive sexuality and the female peeper considers them choice in any selection of sex objects for secret watching.)
CHAPTER FIVE
Housewives Who Peep
"With my husband gone most of the day, and often he has to go on business trips, I'm left by myself. After the kids are away at school, or when they're in bed at night, I get this awful horny feeling. I don't know how I started peeping, but it happened once when I was coming in from the garage at night, and glanced in our neighbor's house. The bedroom was all lit up. The shade was partially drawn. I couldn't resist. I tiptoed up and looked in. There was this older housewife who I had known briefly. She was with a young boy. I recognized him as a delivery boy. She was laughing as she said she was going to make a man out of him as she pulled down his pants."
-Marcia, Housewife, age 30.
The average housewife is often a creature of ambivalent sexual emotions. In the case study of Marcia, we find an average housewife who lives in a smart suburban housing development, is married to an affluent executive type, belongs to approved social clubs, yet she has apparent sexual "hang ups" as the phrase goes.
When interviewed, Marcia G. was slightly embarrassed about having been seen by a nocturnal neighbor who was unable to sleep. He looked outside and saw her standing near a rear bedroom window with a pair of binoculars, no less. A frantic call to the police and Marcia was summarily hauled before the authorities.
Fortunately, as Marcia explained, "my husband is very influential and he managed to hush it up. Not a word appeared in the newspapers or on record. But they thought it would be best if I underwent therapy so here I am. It's a compromise. I'm glad that my youngsters didn't know about it."
Here is a partial transcript of one of a series of consultations with Marcia G., the 30 year old housewife peeper:
DOCTOR: Did you become sexually stimulated when you peeped upon your neighbor and saw her with the younger boy?
MARCIA: Of course! It was one of my first peeping experiences. I saw this lovable little boy, hardly more than 14. He had just come out of the shower. He was a doll, with such lovely curly brown hair, such white skin, and then where a boy becomes a man (she made a child-like giggle) was his--. It was so enormous. And those heavy hanging balls! Goodness, with hardly much pubic hair, he looked like one of those statues of the ancient Greeks, with such a virile member and such an innocent little boy virgin. (A rash of giggling.)
DOCTOR: Would you kindly explain what happened when you peeped? That is, what happened to your own sexual libido, please?
MARCIA: My what?
DOCTOR: (Patiently) Your libido or your sexual urge. How did you feel when you saw this precocious ... that is, prematurely developed lad ... boy with the older woman?
MARCIA: Oh, yes. It made me get so excited that if I had been there, I would have (performed fellatio) on the little fellow. He was so sweet, so shy, so rigid, like a bridegroom-a virgin bridegroom. Anyway, he just stood there, not knowing what to do. The older woman just squealed with delight. She had gotten out of her clothes and wanted him to play with her breasts.
DOCTOR: Did he?
MARCIA: Not really. At 14, a boy is often more undeveloped about that but he was sure overdeveloped about more important things. Anyway, he played a little with her breasts while the woman started to lick his lovely smooth body. She kissed and licked and went all over. The boy was so red faced. He was almost in a state of shock when she opened her wet mouth and then took his gorgeous 'thing' and held his heavy smooth balls while she (performed aggressive and rather audible fellatio). Honest, the boy almost shot to the ceiling. It was the first time that anybody had ever seen or touched or (oralized) his gorgeous (erection). He was almost sobbing. It took a few minutes and he went off (ejaculated) like a ton of dynamite. It was wonderful. The woman later hugged him, held him like a doll, wanted him to stay all night-I think she's a widow-but he had to leave. He had the sweetest little bottom you ever did see. I'd even kiss that!
DOCTOR: Did you personally feel any sexual response from peeping?
MARCIA: Yes. I wish I could have had that boy.
DOCTOR: I meant-physical response.
MARCIA: Well, if you must know, I went home and into the bathroom where I took a smooth handled hairbrush. I stuck the long handle into my (vagina) and pulled my clitty-the clitoris-and masturbated while I kept visualizing the two of them. I often think of myself having a sweet young boy-and sometimes, I think of having one as a sex doll, if you know what I mean. A living sex doll stud-a boy slave.
PSYCHOSEXUAL COMMENT: In later episodes, it was revealed that Marcia was undergoing an unnaturally premature menopause and the hormonal imbalance was obviously responsible for her emotional derangement. Furthermore, she confessed to having bizarre dreams in which she was a prize choice of a harem filled with pubertal young boys. This almost phenomenal desire to have young boys with absolutely no pubic hair is symptomatic of many menopausal females who are suffering from anxieties of waning youth. They often hope to cling to their youth with a captive boy stud. Treatment was concurrent with a gynecologist who administered regulated hormones, estrogen and progesterone. This helped normalize her endocrine balance and ease her emotional condition. Psychoanalysis was then utilized.
The main point of psychoanalysis was to ease her fears of losing youth and the "bored and sexually useless housewife" image that prompted the peeping compulsion. Progress is good and an eventual halting of her compulsion is to be anticipated.
CASE STUDY: Wilma A., age 33, housewife. SITUATION: She has had innumerable bisexual experiences and until she married Fred A., she was living with a notorious lesbian who almost killed her before she was released from this homosexual bondage. Wilma has a history of performing all forms of deviations. She refrains from masturbation. In her own words:
"I don't have to play with myself. It's kid stuff and it's not much fun when you have to do it alone to yourself. I like having a man or a woman work me over. I get a terrific kick out of seeing others in the raw sex act. No, I don't care too much for seeing just nude people. I don't like to see a guy with his (genitals) hanging down. I don't care much when I see a girl with her big boobs and her (female orifice) just walking around a bedroom. It's no kick for me.
"I like to see them in action, any type of action, and I like to see it real close."
It was this fervent desire to witness an "up close" sex scene that led to her eventual apprehension.
Here are some related experiences as told by Wilma A., with regard to her peeping experiences:
She had taken a late evening walk, allegedly to air her dog, but the prime purpose was an excuse to peep in parked cars along lovers' lane regions.
In one such car, positioned behind a huge tree, she peeped into the window. Fortunately, the car's dashboard was illuminated. From her hiding place, with her small pocket telescope, Wilma saw two young boys with a girl. She could hear them talking.
"Take me first, Suzie. Just move over and let me stick it in your (vagina) and Bobby will try to stick his (erection) into your mouth."
"I ... I don't know. What if someone sees us ... ooooo ... Bobby, your finger ... it feels so good when you wiggle it all the way up my ... ooooOOOOOO ... push it in and out ... oooo."
Bobby, apparently, was the one who said, "Want me to lick it and get you hot? I'll do it to you if you'll do it to me."
"I ... don't know..."
Now, peeping Wilma pressed closer. She could see the distinguishable forms of two erections and ... she was due for a surprise to see that the girl, hardly more than fifteen or sixteen, was absolutely naked!
She saw that it was early dusk. No doubt, they had all gone swimming that day and coming back in their trunks, could easily get undressed. It was a trick of many such young couples who wanted a "quickie." They'd wear trunks or briefs that could be pulled on and off in a cramped car in a matter of moments. Now, Wilma saw that one boy was half crouching.
"Damn! Too cramped," he was saying. "Ouch! Hit my head." In the dim light, his slim nakedness was revealed. He had a big, thick erection in his pubic hair mound. "Here, Suzie, just take it in your mouth and play with my (testicles) and I'll stick my finger in your. ... "
The other boy was somewhat heavier as peeping Wilma saw him move and in some bizarre juxtaposition, was able to penetrate Suzie's groin.
"Ooooooo..." The three of them moaned in erotic ecstasy as they formed this bizarre consummation of fellatio and intercourse as well as finger penetration of the girl's spread anus. "Ooooo..."
Pressing closer, Wilma A. focused her telescopic binoculars on the trio of youngsters and saw how that "cheap harlot of a girl" was oralizing one "disgusting boy" while the other was performing coitus.
She watched with mounting excitement until she heard familiar moans.
"I'm gonna ... ohhhhhhh, Suzie ... roll your tongue around it. Yeah, yeah, yeah ... Ooooo..."
She saw the boy being oralized as he was in the throes of ecstasy. He was twisting his groin and mashing against Suzie's mouth. The girl clutched onto his skinny buttocks and played with his testicles. When he erupted, the muscular contortions were obvious of his power. Peeping Wilma felt a simultaneous twitch and a strange flow of some moisture in her groin. It was almost as if she had ejaculated while secretly peeping!
Then she saw the other boy as he ejaculated in Suzie. The three of them soon fell off in a slump as they split.
"Whew! That sure felt good," said Bobby as he stuffed his still rigid erection into his bathing trunks. "It sure beats whacking at it and my oV man caught me once and beat the-out of me for doin' it. Said it's dirty and disgusting. Nah! He'd sure have a fit if he knew what I did now!" Suzie was laughing. "Well, I stole my sister's diaphragm, so it's safe to-me. And it sure is safe to suck on a boy 'cause I can't get pregnant that way!"
Peeping Wilma could feel herself growing "flaccid" in a strange sex sympathy with what had happened. It was as if she too had had her orgasm.
(PSYCHOSEXUAL COMMENT: Many female peepers are warped to the level where they have an obsessive and neurotic identification with the scene they secretly peep upon. This is a driving reason why they are determined to witness actual perversion or coitus since they project themselves in the position of the participants and have a pseudo-sexual orgasm.)
That was when her dog began barking and the car's orgiasts looked outside. There were some hoots and yells and in a matter of moments, the car had sped off.
Wilma was terrified lest a policeman come and apprehend her. "Oh, shut up!" She tugged at the dog's leash as she hurried away. "You almost got me in trouble."
In succeeding peeping situations, Wilma located a town swimming hole.
"It was a typical rural swimming hole where the boys would go naked into the pool. I really didn't care for it because all I saw were twelve and thirteen year old boys with partially developed genitals. They had (erections) but they just joked and kidded about them. I once did watch as a fifteen year old made a twelve year old kid take his erection in his mouth while the other nude swim kids looked on. The little boy (fellatio) and even swallowed it! I wasn't too excited since I don't like the queer scene."
There was one occasion when she saw two girls and a boy go nude swimming.
"That was really exciting. It was a moonlit night. They laughed happily. It was so exciting to see the two naked girls with their big breasts and raised (pudenda) without any hair-they were that young. They played with each other (lesbianism) and then they licked the boy's penis and got him ramrod stiff.
"It made me so hot that I sure wish I could have joined the party.
"That boy was hung! He had a thick, big rod and it was 'clean' or circumcised. It really showed all. He had swinging balls, too, that the girls rolled around in their palms.
"The kid kept moaning, 'Come on, take me quick before I (ejaculate). Come on...' The girls took turns in (oralizing) him. Since he was young, after he shot off, he could then (intercourse) with the two girls. What a hot stud he was! I watched it all. I kept sticking fingers into my (orifice) and kept jacking off.
"I loved that orgy. It was like something you read about in the newspapers or scandal magazines or about a stag, underground movie."
In other episodes, Wilma was a peeper in a movie balcony.
"Saturday afternoon or evening, those kids turn real queer. I sat in a rear balcony row one night and saw three boys go down on a girl. She was real high! She pulled up her miniskirt. Little tramp wasn't wearing panties. She let the boys stick fingers into her (orifice) and pull apart her (genital flaps or lips) and suck on her (labia major and minora) and then (masturbate) her until she was all pooped out."
The girl, according to peeping Wilma, also performed fellatio on several of the boys until the usher flashed a light and it was all broken up.
"Worse thing," she laments, "is that none of them even cared about being told to get out. This snoopy usher flashed the light on a girl who was taking a boy's 'rod' in her mouth and licking and sucking all along! What a cheap little (coarse language for a female oralist) to do it like that! I bet she got her charge out of letting others watch!"
When asked if she, herself was sexually stimulated by this act, she replied, "I sure was. I sure wish I could have had one of those boys myself. I'd make a real man out of him." She declined to say exactly what she would do.
PSYCHOSEXUAL COMMENT: Wilma A. is a confirmed voyeur in that she becomes physiologically stimulated by watching an actual act of debauchery. Her emphasis on wanting to see perversion stems from her own warped life with a lesbian. She shows symptoms of resistance against normal, heterosexual activities with her husband. She firmly insists that she has put aside her lesbian desires, but from her almost phenomenal urge to see debauched sex in peeping is an indication that she still wants to practice perversions.
Wilma A. appeared for help because she self-recognizes her peeping urge and she fears she may be apprehended and this would lead to conflict. It is this willingness to be treated that offers hope for resolution of her perversion-quest through voyeurism!
CHAPTER SIX
The Rooming House: Female Peeper's Paradise
"Why do I always live in rooming houses? Because I can see one orgy after another. I just walk down the corridor at night and make sure my footsteps don't creak. Then I peep through the keyholes. They're as big and old fashioned as the houses. Once, I saw a man taking a woman in the back way while he was sticking his fingers into her front. She didn't like it. But he sure was hot over it. Another time I saw a woman with a little poodle. She was lying sprawled, naked on the bed. She smeared her groin with some dog food, then had the poodle lick it all off. She was so excited she kept jumping up and down as the dog lapped her (vagina) to get the food. Rooming houses are as perverted as whorehouses!"
-Rosanne, age 34, peeper
The average rooming house caters to oddballs. The people who live under such sparse and somewhat fetid circumstances are often warped to begin with, else they would serve to better themselves.
In one reported situation, Rosanne, age 34, was evicted from three different rooming houses because she was caught while peeping in the closed bathrooms while men or women were taking showers; she was also caught while peeping upon a whore who brought a man up to her room. Apparently the rooming house was more concerned with keeping the rent-paying whore than with Rosanne who would "impinge" upon the privacy of the other tenant.
"I had a lot of different sex jags," says Rosanne, "but I liked the bottle so I could never hold onto a man. Besides, with me, it's just in bed and have fun and that's all. Nothing permanent."
(DOCTOR'S COMMENT: Peeping or voyeurism apparently offers this impermanent attitude to the warped female. She wants to have sex without any involvements. She can visually satisfy herself by peeping, masturbate or just console herself with "eye lust." When it is finished, she just gets up and walks off.
Many interviewed female peepers showed an aversion to permanent alliance with a man. Furthermore they have an immature attitude about sex which is too physical-focused. They refuse to give of themselves, creating a twisted sexual dementia.
Rosanne was a victim of her own pubertal upbringing in which a strict and over-religious mother kept raving and ranting against sin. This made her frigid. When she matured, she was able to break away but now she turned to drinking as a means of asserting her freedom from her mother.
She also drank to "psychically punish" her mother who had forbade it!
She has increasing bouts of alcoholism as well as a strong feeling of guilt about sex. This leads to frigidity.
Her voyeurism is another deliberate disobedience to her mother who always shrieked that sex was the invention of the Devil and that Rosanne was never to have anything to do with it and "never to look at such dirty things."
The taboo had now become the obsession!) Rosanne continues:
"I find it hard to hold down a job because as soon as I have enough money, I start getting tanked up. Then I get 'up tight' because no matter what a man does to me, I still feel all wound up.
"I like living in a rooming house because when I keep losing my job, I can stall off the rent. It's paid by the week, you know.
"Also, it's a real hot scene to peep through keyholes in rooming houses."
Rosanne once peeped upon a rather well dressed older woman. She rented the room by the week. That is, she would move in for a week and then move out (just a suitcase) and be out of sight for a month or more. Then she would come back again for another week.
The room was rather quiet. Peeping through the keyhole, Rosanne saw that the older woman (in her late forties) was cautioning someone to keep quiet as she removed her clothes.
Rosanne strained to see who the man was.
Suddenly into view came two adolescent, teenage boys!
Now the voices could be heard through the cheap and dank smelling rooming house door.
"Now you boys must be quiet. If you're good and you can both (coarse language for intercourse) then I'll give you a nice little gift."
When she was naked, she held out her rather pendulous but huge breasts. She waddled, while her .plump stomach looked unsightly.
"Jimmy, strip down ... and then suck my nipples."
The boy, Jimmy, had overly long hippie hair, nice features and sensual lips. He was shy, looking at his buddy who was called Robbie. "Want him to watch us?"
"That's part of the fun, you lovely little boy." She patted his thick swollen member beneath his tight khakis. "Oooo, all hot, aren't you? So am I."
Robbie was just as embarrassed. Apparently, these two pubertal boys had no previous sexual experiences and to have to be nude before one another would create sexual shyness.
"I ... I don't know ... " he faltered, swallowing nervously. "I mean it's kinda ... groovy, but ... "
The older woman approached the trembling Robbie. "It'll make you a man, darling boy," she cooed. She ran her hands up and down the boy's sides. "I'll help you..."
That was when the three of them moved out of the sight range of peeping Rosanne who was now frustrated as she crouched to the keyhole and craned her head in a desperate effort to be able to see more.
Her heart pounded with anxiety. "I just gotta see those kids and that old bag," she told herself, while her hand fondled herself. She could feel her blood coursing through her body. At the same time, peeping Rosanne's nipples grew hard and gnarled.
(PSYCHOSEXUAL COMMENT: Visual stimulation to the perverted voyeur is often as erotic and provocative as tactile friction. While the female is usually stimulated by direct body friction, when she peeps, she envisions herself in the projected image of the other female and this exerts such a severe emotional shock that she can actually have a clitoris erection and breast swelling because of the stimulation. In Rosanne's situation, it was later noted during a gynecologist's examination that she was insensitive to normal stimuli. It is possible that her compulsive voyeurism caused her physical reactions to become regressed and now she is fixated at the peeping stimuli solely.)
Peeping Rosanne was now rewarded with another good view. The two naked boys and the naked older woman suddenly came into her sight range.
She almost erupted, so to speak, to see their young, firm buttock cheeks, their smooth bodies, and their poking erections that symbolized raw youth. They laughed with the shyness of youth.
The older woman fondled each one and then said, "Robbie, just poke your finger in Jimmy's
--while I--on him!"
Robbie was hesitant but when the older woman promised to (perform fellatio) on him, that was all the incentive that he needed.
"Okay, this'll be fun."
Robbie began to finger penetrate the squirming Jimmy, who yelped, "Hey, don't stick it in..."
The older woman knelt before the squirming Jimmy who was being anal-sodomized by finger penetration. "Now, I'll let you stick your (erection) in my mouth and I'll give you a (coarse language for fellatio) that'll make you (ejaculate) like a real storm."
Her mouth imprisoned the boy's rigid member while the older woman stroked and cupped his heavy and firm testicles. The boy moaned and then made yelping whimpers at the response.
"Ohh, lady, that sure feels ... 30000 ... good ... go on, do it more..."
The woman now totally absorbed the boy's quivering erection and in the few blurring movements, as her head bobbed up and down, the peeping Rosanne saw how she performed aggressive mouth stimulation.
When the boy erupted, he yelped, "Oh, I'm gonna ... oooooOOOOO, I can't hold back," he was half-sobbing, half-yelping as he rocked on the balls on his feet while he used the older woman's mouth in a pseudo-erection penetrating vagina. "Oh, oh, oh, oh, ... oooooo..."
All the while the other boy was finger penetrating him with an indication that he had latent homosexual desires.
"Me, next, me next!" He pushed Jimmy out of the way and now he poised before the somewhat flustered older woman. "Here, take it in your mouth!"
Rosanne almost collapsed from the sheer ecstasy of having to see a double-fellatio experience with two naked boys and the older woman.
"I sure wish it was me," she muttered to herself as her hands began to masturbate. When she felt the dynamic explosion of her clitoris-induced erection, she almost swooned from the emotion of it all. Everything was hazy.
Later, she told this psychoanalyst:
"I tried to hold back, to wait until that other kid (ejaculated) so that I could 'go off' at the same time. I always like to time it that way. But this time it made me so hot I just couldn't wait. But it sure was a kick to see those young studs in their bare bottoms and their real big (phallus) poking out. Makes me feel great to know I watched them without their knowing!"
(COMMENT: Many interviewed twisted female voyeurists also have this phenomenal desire to see sexuality IN SECRET. They said that if the unsuspecting subjects were "putting on a show" or if the subjects would become exhibitionists, then much of the personal thrill would be gone.
One interviewed female peeper said that she tried to break away from her compulsive urge to look through rooming house keyholes or over transoms of adjoining doors.
She said that she met several rather sexually promiscuous roomers and suggested that they have sex while she, in pseudo-secret, looked on through the transom or crack in the adjoining door.
Apparently the others were exhibitionists because they eagerly agreed. They performed sodomy among one another. The female voyeur said that there was a complete absence of personal response because the other roomers knew that she was peeping and were doing it for her thrill.
"It's lots more exciting if they don't know I'm peeping," she said.
This apparently, is part of a familiar pattern.)
In another situation, a rooming house peeper was a lonely, youngish spinster type who had regarded sex as "dirty" and all men as "animals."
Here is part of her experiences:
CASE STUDY: Mathilda, age 36, Librarian, plain appearance.
Mathilda earned a very modest income as a librarian for a small law firm. She was prim, proper and completely lacking in sexual attributes. She never wore makeup. But underneath it all, she had a strange desire for peeping upon others. She says quite openly:
"My parents brought me up to regard sex as dirty and sinful. My mother always said that being pregnant was a painful punishment for a girl's sinful act. She said that it is best to refrain from the physical and develop the emotional and the spiritual.
"I suppose it was this curiosity that led me to peeping. I was non-communicative during my schooldays. I think I became an introvert because of my parents' stern attitudes.
"While I could not participate, I still could look! I could satisfy my eye and no one would ever know."
(COMMENT: Many voyeurs have fixated their sexual desires upon the visual. This offers them security and safety in that they do not participate and no on can invade the secrecy of their minds and eyes. It is a sort of shield. Behind the shield, they peep and enjoy secret lascivious thoughts ... but no one knows it!)
She recalls one such episode which led to her eventual compulsive peeping:
Mathilda had gone to the library storeroom to fetch some reference books and she heard some laughing and giggling from an adjoining room. Curious, she went to the door but she did not open it. Instead, she peeped through the keyhole. She later said:
"I thought that there was some ruffian inside or some trouble and I did not want to walk inside. I thought I would peep through the keyhole and if there was trouble, I would summon help.
"Instead, there was this part time shipping boy who always used to look at the girls (never at me, mind you!), and would scratch himself where boys always scratch when they become sexually excited.
"There he was with his pants open. I saw his erection. It was so ... so powerful ... so rigid ... and he looked so excited.
"With him was a part time stenographer, sent by one of those temporary office services; she had her skirt hiked up around her hips and the boy was pulling down her panties."
Mathilda was rooted to the spot.
This was her very first sexual exposure and while she was not a participant, having the experience of peeping was sufficient to offer a weird form of satisfaction.
She watched as the boy patted the girl's sensitive raised mound. She heard him say, "You got a nice (vagina). Hey, you shaved it off."
His head dipped as his mouth feasted at the girl's clean shaven podex. His tongue entered the petal soft vaginal lips. The girl jolted. The boy removed his mouth and laughed. "I bet you like me to do that. I'll do it to get you hot, then I'll
(perform coitus) and we better do it quick, 'cause if we get caught, they'll cut off my (testicles). " He laughed again.
Peeping Mathilda felt forbidding sensations as she saw the boy lick and stimulate the girl's smooth shaven genitals.
"Hurry, hurry," she was moaning. "Put it into me, oh, please..." She was leaning against an upturned crate and had thrust forth her pelvis so that the eager and ramrod stiff boy could further arouse her. "Oh, I want it, do it now," she whined.
He was perspired and flushed from the anxiety. "Okay, baby ... just hold it ... "
Mathilda peeped as she saw the way the boy now poised, then thrust his rigid column into the fleshy female orifice.
Moans and groans could be heard.
The boy's body was a blur as he pounded. He held onto the girl, kissing her lightly, but his sexual thoughts were self-directed, and he was consumed with the urge of his penis.
"Okay ... now ... oooo..."
Peeping Mathilda was almost in a state of sexual nervous collapse as she saw the way the boy reached his climax and apparently thrilled to the physical release. She hardly noted the girl. She was totally absorbed in the boy's actions and had a fleeting vision of being the recipient of this longed for sexual pleasure.
When it was over, the two hugged one another briefly, and the boy said, "We better get out of here."
Mathilda said that she scurried away in time. "But that made me so excited that for the rest of the day, I was on pins and needles. Whenever I saw that disgusting boy or the girl, I kept thinking and seeing their naked privates all over again. I found myself wishing that the boy-disgusting or not-had done it to me!"
(SEXUAL COMMENT: Mathilda is a spinster by her own rejection of active sex. She prefers to retreat to the safety of her imagination where she can have dream like sex without any responsibilities or guilt. When she awakens, she will be safe and secure in her own little niche of life without sex.)
Mathilda was thus initiated into peeping by this early experience. Furthermore, living in a rooming house afforded her other opportunities. Had she lived in another type of house without temptations, her voyeurism might have receded into mental oblivion. As it turned out, she found many more chances for perverted peeping.
"One time, a restaurant worker, a man about 30 or so, went into the hall bathroom. He took a shower. I was about to go down to the other bathroom when his door came open. In these rooming houses, the old wooden doors with those old fashioned handles are always coming loose.
"There he was, this naked young man, under the shower, and he was soaping his privates. He saw me. Instead of being embarrassed as I was, he laughed, pointed to his organ. It was lying flaccid. He started to soap it up and then he developed an erection.
"I was almost transfixed to the spot. I saw the way he was masturbating himself and pushing his pelvis back and forth.
"I suppose I should have been repulsed, but I felt fascinated. I was seeing something intimate. It was embarrassing, but to me, it was exciting!
"I watched until he stiffened and then he ejaculated. I saw it all! I saw the way (she describes the act of visualizing the ejection of the man's seminal fluid from his erection) and I saw how the man looked so ... strange by it all."
Mathilda says that as soon as the man ejaculated, and this bit of exhibitionism was over, she felt a slackening of desire. Suddenly, her prim and proper attitudes came back and now she felt repulsed. She sneered at the man in an imperious countenance, then stalked away.
"I was curious about seeing a man ejaculate and that was why I watched his masturbation. But I'll say that I never again wanted to publicly expose myself to an exhibitionist.
"A lot of the personal excitement evaporates when a person publicly puts on a performance. I prefer to peep in private!"
PSYCHOSEXUAL ANNOTATION: Mathilda has a similar attitude as others of the female voyeurs. They thrive in secrecy and relish the self-knowledge that they are peeping without the other's awareness. This means everything to them. There may be some modifications, as we shall see in succeeding chapters, but the basic urge of the female voyeur is to peep in private!
CHAPTER SEVEN
Mate Swappers: Female Peeping Parties
"We had moved into this new community after my husband got his job transfer. We had no friends and felt kind of lonely. I met a nice woman in the supermarket and she told me it might be fun if a few of us couples got together for a Saturday night party game. Out of lonely desperation, I made a date for my husband and myself. It sure was a swinging party.
There were two other couples. We played games for swapping! I got a kick out of another man (performing cunnilingus) while my husband was (sodomizing) another wife. But I got a real big thrill out of pepping on the others. It was like a Roman orgy and I was watching it all. It sure is kicky to peep on others who make the scene. like a stag movie come to life."
-Diana, age 23, suburban wife
Many a female peeper finds a bizarre satisfaction out of watching several couples, especially when one person is her husband, in the act of perversion. Psychosexually, many a woman peeper has a strange sadistic compulsion. She-likes to see her husband participate in an unnatural act which he finds repulsive. It is a form of psychic castration. Its basis may be a form of sexual disagreement in their married life.
Diana is married to a successful young advertising man, Andrew R. She says she is sexually mature but, from several brief discussions, she appears to have some sexual guilt-caused complexes.
Here is a short excerpt of a psychoanalytical meeting with Diana: DOCTOR: How often do you and Andrew have intercourse, Diana?
DIANA: I would say about three to five times a week.
DOCTOR: Do the two of you practice any other types of sexual gratification?
DIANA: (Somewhat cautiously) There are times when Andrew wants me to uh ... uh ... take his ... member ... in my mouth.
DOCTOR: Do you want to do that?
DIANA: Not especially. I don't care to do that to a man. But to keep him happy, I do it.
DOCTOR: Does he perform mouth-vagina love to you? That is, does he perform cunnilingus?
DIANA: No, Doctor. He says that it's dirty-that only queers do it and he doesn't want to be considered queer. Yet he thinks it's great if a woman does it to him. I even have to ... swallow it ...
(COMMENT: Many females feel it is degrading to perform fellatio upon a man, yet they would be most gratified to have a man perform cunnilingus or oral stimulation of their privates. This may be considered a form of self-directed sexual desire. The sexual instinct seeks an orgasm as its outlet and the female is concerned with her own orgasm ... much as the male is concerned with his own orgasm.)
DOCTOR: You could refuse to participate in an act if it is distasteful to you, Diana.
DIANA: Yes, I have done so many times. But Andy-likes variety and if I don't ... do it with my mouth ... then he takes me ... in the back way. It hurts and I don't like it.
DOCTOR: You mean, if you don't perform fellatio, then Andy sort of punishes you by anal coitus, or sodomy, is that it?
DIANA: That's about it.
As a voyeurist, Diana has few of the compulsive urges as evidenced in the other case studies interviewed for this scientific, documented and well-researched work on the subject of female peepers.
Yet, when she was at the wife swap party, she derived a strange form of gratification out of peeping into another room where her husband was being pulled (she says "dragged is more like it") over to a naked wife-her husband had been with Diana.
It all began when the three couples had a party game and then swapped mates. Diana was somewhat shy and rather inhibited about it all. But she felt a familiar tugging of her libidinal impulses and curious about swapping, she said, "Let's have some fun, Andy. Maybe you'll get another wife to (perform fellatio) and that'll make you feel real good, won't it?"
The others laughed while Andy appeared red-faced and embarrassed to have his intimate desire so boldly revealed.
He did agree out of sexual longing. "Okay, but we gotta have privacy. I don't like doing it right out in front of a crowd."
Another wife laughed as she began to undress. "That's okay, but part of the swap party rule is for all of us to get bare bottom in front of each other. So, after you strip down naked, you big stud, you can go off with your swap partner and have a mouth-watering good time."
Amidst raucous laughter, the three couples began to divest themselves of their clothes. Naked, the three wives were symbols of young virility. They have enviably good breasts but it was Diana who had uptilted, firm breasts. The nipples were poking forth like lipstick tubes and as red as her tongue. She patted her upraised pudenda.
"Who wants to have a feast?" she laughed.
Naked, some of their reservations had melted. The young husbands sported gleaming, moist erections. Diana's husband had no foreskin which made the other young men feel different and this led to their jibes.
"Hey, Andy, did your wife suck off your skin?"
"Bet you jack off so much you just wore away your skin, eh?"
Andy was shy and lasciviously aroused at being nakedly inspected. "Yeah, I sure got a big one and it's good to eat, too. Better'n your long skins, boys."
They feinted grabs for one another's sex organs and to Diana, seeing this while in the same room, it was dizzying in sensual arousal. She could feel herself grow rigid with desire.
She had a secret wish to have all three of them perform coitus and make her feel jubilantly thrilled over the excitement.
"Come on, come on," another husband stopped, grabbed Diana by the wrist and then inserted his palm between the upraised mounds of her fleshy buttock cheeks. "I got something more important to do."
"Oh yeah?" laughed his wife who had taken Andy and was cupping his testicles while he was inserting his fingers into her vaginal orifice. "I'm gonna do something, too. I sure like the 'clean cut' type of boy." She made a lewd noise with her mouth to indicate audible fellatio. "Let's all go and swing ... "
"Mine are swinging all right," he laughed, indicating his genitalia as he was being pulled to an adjoining bedroom.
Peeping Diana later said, "It was quite a sexual charge for me to be naked as well as to see so many hot and horny naked people. But I'll confess that it was not as exciting as peeping in secret which I did, a little later on."
She and her swapped partner went into a bedroom, and then he began to rouse her, stimulate her physical urges, and he was soon performing oral arousal.
"I love it, I love it," Diana kept moaning as she snaked her firm, lyre-shaped hips around the man's head and thrust up her steaming cauldron of female sex. "Go on, stick your tongue all the way ... oooo..."
Diana experienced one head-slamming shock after another as she felt the eventual eruption.
She thought she would explode from the sheer heart-pounding heat that had enveloped her. She poked her breasts to the man who was bent between her splayed thighs. "Play with my nipples," she half-screamed. "Ohhhhh, that's good ... twist my nipples while you suck my-"
There was a tooth scraping abrasion as the man nibbled on her clitoris.
A shock of colorful pleasure tore through her groin.
"Ooooooo ... OOOOOOO!! ! " Little yelps of pleasure-pain streamed through her loins as she felt the pleasurable and voluptuous swelling that kept slamming like jungle tom-toms in her vulvar groove. "Ohhhhh..."
The man was licking his lips which (Diana later recalled) may have looked strangely fascinating at that time, but eventually filled her with a sensation of revulsion. It was somewhat disgusting.
"But," she told the psychoanalyst, "I loved being (having oralism on her vagina to the point of orgasm) and I just went wild over it."
The man now pushed his rigid member toward her mouth, but when she demurred, he said, "All right, it goes where my mouth was..."
Diana had a slight pain as the rigid column imbedded itself in her still throbbing orifice. She reared up and made a grimace.
"Easy, oh, please, it hurts, it hurts..." She raked his back with her nails. "Ohhhhh..."
"This sure is a tight squeeze, tighter'n my wife and she's with your big stud man in the next room. Bet they're having a ... oooooo..."
His handsome bronzed face now twisted up into a strange pleasure-pain countenance. "Oh, baby, oh, baby, oh, baby..." His muscles stood out etched on his sweating body.
He gripped her breasts. He pushed his mouth on hers and Diana felt repulsed that the same mouth that had just oralized her vagina was now being put on her lips. But in the heated frenzy, she obliterated her personal feelings as she felt his thick wedge going deeper and deeper.
She rose up and matched his frenzied pace.
"Give it to me!" she found herself screaming. "Take me! OOOO..."
When the man reached his climax, he mashed himself so deeply that the male scepter almost ripped her apart. She felt a release when his ejaculation told her that he had reached his pinnacle.
Exhausted, the two lay nakedly together but spoke comparatively little.
(COMMENT: It has been noted in most situations of sexual debauchery, there is rather little of personal or emotional feeling. The participants are solely concerned with release of their physical lusts. This absence of emotional outlook tends to warp their sexual urge which is best served by a fusion of mind and body.)
"I wonder what that husband of mine is doing?" Diana roused herself. "I'll be right back," she told the now flaccid and rather inert man who just lay on his back, breathing heavily.
She peeped through the keyhole and this gave her more of a jolt. She saw her naked husband and the two other men-they were forcing him down on his knees, and between the sprawled woman. "What the--? "
Diana then heard one man say, "You better (cunnilingus) this broad 'cause your wife is getting a mouth treatment from her husband. It's part of the swap game."
"I ... I don't ... "
Diana peeped, fascinated to see the way the two men were actually forcing her husband's head between the anxious woman's thighs.
"He's going to..." She felt jealous because her husband never wanted to do that to her. Yet she also felt increasingly stimulated by peeping and seeing him perform compulsory cunnilingus to the wife of the man who had just both oralized her and also used her in coitus. "I've got to see this through..."
The husband disliked his enforced cunnilingus but another man clamped his hand on the nape of his neck. The next thing Andrew knew, his lips had enveloped the fetid female orifice.
He gagged.
They laughed.
He continued moving about in an effort to get free, but this only served to further whet the wife's lascivious response.
"Go on, suck on it!" she cried out in carnal anxiety as she locked both of her thighs around his head, rolled wildly, cupped her breasts as she moaned to another man, "Suck my nipples while he's sucking my-" She was wild with desire. Her body was bathed in her woman sweat. "Go on ... oooooo..."
One man remained as a master to force Andrew to continue his cunnilingus. He pressed one hand as firm as an iron clamp on Andrew's neck. Then he dug his bent knee into Andrew's spinal column and another hand forced his shoulders down.
But the other available husband was orally greedy. "I'll bite those juicy nubs off!" He nibbled, bit hard until the wife screamed but in their carnal embraces, pain was as desirable as pleasure.
Andrew oralized the wife until she erupted. But his punishment was insufficient.
Peeping Diana watched as he was gripped tightly in a wrestling hammerlock as one man forced him flat on his stomach.
"Now, I'll get myself a 'woman' the way a man is the same."
That was the other husband who had not had his outlet. He straddled on the small of Andrew's back. A moment later, he gripped Andrew's muscled buttock cheeks, pried them apart as the latter winced from the sharp pain and the horrible realization of what was going to happen to him.
"No ... don't ... don't ... use me like a woman!" was all he could blurt out. Hands covered his mouth.
Peeping Diana watched with morbid fascination as she saw her masculine husband being sodomized! The other husband had penetrated Andrew's anus and was now punishing him with painful intromission.
Peeping, it gave Diana a strange feeling of thrill to see this abnormal and bizarre act upon the husband who would perform cunnilingus to another woman but not to herself.
She later said that Andrew was morose and gloomy for a long time afterward.
"But it soon worked itself out and we went back to our usual lovemaking," she said. "Still, he wouldn't want to use his mouth on my you-know-what. And ... he still insisted that I do it to him."
Diana says that she would like to go to other swap parties but that Andrew refuses. After the sordid experience in which he was sodomized by a man, one can hardly blame him.
"I like peeping," she says. "Now, I even like to peep through someone's back window and maybe I can see what I'm not supposed to see."
(COMMENT: Again, we see this puerile desire to see the forbidden which becomes sexually stimulating basically because it was forbidden!)
Diana says further, "I don't especially care to be in a room with naked people as there's not too much excitement that way. I like peeping in private. I never told Andrew that I saw what happened to him. But I sure would like to see it happen to him again!"
This apparently stems from her desire to see him punished-castrated because he has forced her to perform oralism while he would not perform oralism upon herself.
(COMMENT: This woman has increasing desires to peep and it may create an emotional block in her marriage unless she is able to make a normal adjustment. Therapy is aimed at helping to remove her guilt feelings of fellatio. This may help establish a balance.)
Swapping is performed for the purpose of practicing an abnormal act that might ordinarily be shunned. The excuse is that when one swaps, one has no choice but to pay the penalty as a loser in some game. This is just a soul-searching excuse that gives license to the act of performing a taboo sex act. Peeping is one such perversion practiced in swapping.
Another interviewed female had this to say: "I like to go to those swap singles parties. No, I'm not married. I don't mind if a man has me, and I'm willing to go all the way, but I get the weirdest kick out of looking, in secret, on what people do at a swap party."
She manages to hide herself or otherwise make herself inaccessible at swap parties.
Then she watches the various debaucheries. "I once saw two women whip a naked man on his back-they used real raw leather whips. Bull whips, I think. They really punished him and then they strapped on a dildo and sodomized him.
The guy had welts on his broad back from the whipping. He kept hollering and screaming as the women each sodomized him in turn. But I think he liked it. As for myself, I got so hot and tingly while I watched, I had to masturbate. I don't think the thrill would have been so great if I had stood next to them, as did the others."
SUMMATION: Peeping may be on practiced perversion at swap parties but it still has to have its air and cloak of secrecy to add to the depraved pleasure. Female peepers often display sadistic tendency toward men and derive an abnormal emotional gratification when seeing a man carnally abused by women. This further adds to the female voyeuristic perversion.
CHAPTER EIGHT
The Nurse Who Peeps
"As a nurse, I have many opportunities to see nudity in the small and exclusive private sanatorium-hospital where I practice my profession. But I get a strange thrill when I see a naked male or female without their knowing that I watch. I don't have much opportunity to see actual intercourse, but I derive sufficient satisfaction when I see nudity."
-Barbara T., age 39, single.
Barbara T. is a rather intelligent looking woman with good grooming. She has had a good education and is able to obtain medical work with some of the leading physicians. She says that she has had innumerable sexual affairs but this appears to be an exaggeration.
Barbara has made several admissions that when she was young, she found herself attached to another woman and formed a lesbian relationship.
"Her name was Rita and she was a student nurse. She was kind of masculine and had a rather flat chest. Her breasts were small but firm. We shared the same room. Rita was always saying that men were disgusting creatures and it was better to look than to have! At least, there were no repercussions."
(COMMENT: This attitude is found recurring in many compulsive and habitual female peepers. They want to have a vicarious "affair of the eye" without any attachments. It is this immature sexual attitude that warps a normal libidinal fulfillment.)
Barbara says that Rita often oralized her and that she, herself, "played the queer part with the girl" and found it was satisfactory. "After all, I had my 'shots' or my orgasm, if you prefer, and that's all I really care about. But later, when I became a professional, I sort of drifted away from any sex scene.
"A nurse's hours are whacky and it's hard to make dates. I don't think I've ever really cared for men. I may like to look at them and get hot and even masturbate, but I don't have that awful urge to have a man 'spike' me the way lots of girls do."
(COMMENT: Barbara is a latent female homosexual and has strong inhibitions. She cannot unblock her lesbian urges that would then help release her pent up store of normal heterosexual urges.)
As a registered nurse, Barbara often helps patients undress in readiness for examinations.
"If I stand by and see a woman completely undress, the thrill is almost non-existent. But I like to tell a woman to undress behind a screen and wait for the doctor to come out; then I go into an adjoining room and look through a keyhole or else leave the door slightly ajar. If I look at a pair of naked breasts in secret, it gives me quite a sexual thrill."
Although Barbara would dislike having normal coitus, she has a curiousity about seeing naked genitals of the male.
"Most men are shy about undressing in front of a nurse, or even a woman doctor. So, I usually tell the man to wait for the doctor and then I go right out of the room.
"I am able to put the screens in certain positions of the room so that when I peep from my secret hiding place, I can watch the way a man takes off his clothes, right down to his skin."
(PSYCHOSEXUAL ANNOTATION: Many a female peeper derives a bonus lascivious thrill out of seeing a so-called male striptease! She confesses to a strange overall heat of excitement by seeing a man removing his clothes. It is seeing an intimate act that the man would feel embarrassed about if he knew.
It is this attitude that twists and titillates the female peeper-namely, knowing the man would be embarrassed by her peeping.
This gives the female peeper a masculine thrill and a feeling of superiority over the so-called dominant sex. Again, the desire for "psychic castration" is paramount.)
She reports watching one nervous, shy young man who removed his clothes behind the screen. "Seeing his naked buttocks, then as he turned, to see his dark pubic hair, then his rigid phallus and huge testicles, was something good to me.
"Yes, he had an erection. Even when the doctor called him out from behind the screen, the kid had that big erection. He sure was embarrassed. The doctor frowned, then in a few deft motions, he seized the boy's phallus and masturbated him into a towel!"
Barbara received such a sexual stimulation that she says, "I almost erupted, myself. It was one of the few times when I masturbated because of the way the doctor was sliding the boy's prepuce up and down in frantic motions. I never thought I'd see such a thing."
The doctor grunted:
"Boy, you either get yourself to a regular Saturday night whore, or whack it off yourself. I can't have kids with hard rods standing around here."
The boy almost wept from red-faced stammering embarrassment. "I ... I can't ... " He stammered nervously.
"Okay, just let's examine you now," the doctor proceeded on in his routine as if nothing had happened.
The peeping nurse, Barbara says that she would like to see some coitus or other sexual activities but that in a medical hospital, such things are not available.
She also made a pointed remark, "You'd be surprised how many doctors, nurses and even interns, get a peeping jolt out of seeing a naked person who is unaware of it!
"It's just not the same as when you have a naked man or woman in front of you, during an examination or a treatment. There just isn't that much of a thrill."
(DOCTOR'S COMMENT: Many peepers have about the same attitude that it is more sensually thrilling to see nakedness without the awareness or the consent of the person. This creates a feeling of sexual mastery over the other person and a form of emotional superiority.)
In another reported incident, a young nurse was detected for peeping.
CASE STUDY:
Ruby, age 25, newly married, has peeping urge.
Ruby has a normal curiosity about the nude body which marriage should satisfy but there is something amiss in her marital relationships.
"My husband says it's just not 'normal' for a girl to want to play with him or even see him in the nude in bright light. I would think many a husband would give his balls to get a girl to fool or play with him or even (fellatio) but my husband doesn't care for anything but either (active cunnilingus) or (intercourse).
Ruby says that she finds satisfaction during these methods but "I still get a charge when I see a man's (genitalia) and his pubic hair and his (anal gorge). It's something I can't explain."
Ruby worked for a doctor who was a gynecologist; that is, a physician who specialized in female problems.
"There was one woman, about 30, who always came for a vaginal test or something. Now, I looked at the charts and I know she was perfectly healthy. Truth is, I think she just liked to have the doctor poke around her. He would pull apart her labia majora, insert an instrument, pull it in and out and that would get her real excited.
"All the while, the doctor would make believe that he was just examining her and that there was nothing wrong about how her nipples were getting hard, how her eyeballs rolled around, the way she'd moan and groan.
"Then, when he would brush his hands against her clitoris, that was all he needed to do to get her real going.
"After he masturbated her-and that's what he did-he would tell her, 'In perfect health. I'll arrange another appointment for further examination.' It was all part of a trick. It Was done to whack her off and the doctor made a neat twenty dollars out of it."
Ruby would often hide herself in a clothes closet and peep through a crack to see it.
She thrilled to see the way the woman would hug and cup her breasts and pull on her nipples while the doctor made his perfunctory examination and pretended that he was just doing a routine test.
"I liked to see the way she hit the top," says Ruby. "She'd bounce up as if someone had stuck a stick of exploding dynamite in her-"
(COMMENT: While Ruby would peep on the patient, she had her own sexual feelings but for reasons too complicated to discuss here, she did not masturbate or otherwise resort to self-stimulation. But she did not masturbate or otherwise resort to self-stimulation. But she did say that a peeping scene made her so super-sexed, that she could have intercourse with her husband at least three times that night.
(As we have noted, for many persons, voyeurism serves as an unnatural and artificial stimulus, like an aphrodisiac.
The sex problem here is that it frequently becomes habitual and addictive to the point where the female peeper is frigid without this form of stimulation.
We may well put it in the same classified category as spanking or whipping; the sadist uses it to whip up his libido and the masochist needs it to become stimulated. It is an abnormal perversion.)
Then there was the time when the peeping Ruby made a noise in the closet and that led to her apprehension.
The doctor was as infuriated as the naked woman who made foolishly clumsy efforts to hide her pubic mound and her firm and heavy breasts.
"You ... you were in there!" screeched the red-faced woman as she pointed to the closet. "You watched everything ... you little-peeper!! ! "
The doctor was just as enraged.
"Ruby! Of all the nerve! I never expected."
The doctor looked as if he was going to strike the terrified and cowering nurse. "I ought to report you..."
But it was the naked woman who had a lascivious leer on her twisted face. (It might be mentioned that she was in the midst of being stimulated and had not yet received her orgasm. This left her in a state of sexual anxiety and sexual tension which warped her attitudes.)
"Make her ... take her clothes off!"
The doctor had a similar leer on his face. "That'll be your punishment. Strip down, Ruby! Since you like to peep on naked people, then you get yourself naked and a taste of your own perversion. That ll be the best cure for you peepers and perverts!"
"N-no, please, Doctor-, don't ... " She was very embarrassed about having to be naked before others. This is one fear noted amongst the majority of female peepers. They may derive carnal gratification out of seeing other unsuspecting persons naked, but they, themselves have a morbid terror of being so indelicately exposed. "I don't ... "
Her protests fell on deaf ears.
Ruby says, "They both stripped me naked, joked and laughed as they played with my nipples. The woman stuck her fingers into my (anus) while the doctor did it to me in front. I was penetrated from both sides.
"I have to confess that it felt something sensational, having them both penetrate me and make fun of me. But I still felt embarrassed at being naked before them.
"Then the doctor said I was to masturbate."
The doctor offered his bizarre explanation:
"I always tell any anxious parents that if they catch their boys or girls masturbating, force them to do it in front of everyone. That'll cure 'em. That'll cure your peeping, too!"
Ruby almost swooned from the debilitating embarrassment and humiliation.
"I ... I just can't ... "
A slap on her naked buttock cheek made her jump.
"I'll whip you if you don't do as I tell you!" The doctor, clearly, meant business. "Now, start rubbing yourself."
Before the clothed doctor and the naked woman, the peeping nurse had to insert fingers into her vagina and pry apart her genital folds. She masturbated before them. She later said she experienced quite a sexual jolt that may have been embarrassing but somewhat thrilling.
She was later discharged and while it ended her employment with this particular doctor, it did not end her career or her compulsive peeping.
"Now, I find I just can't get away from it!
Being punished and told it was wrong only served to make it worse!! ! "
(COMMENT: When a sex act is punished by compulsory masturbation (which is archaic and a medieval attitude) it only causes rebellion and a desire to continue that taboo sex act.
The peeping nurse is as sexually human as any other female and perhaps the constant exposure to physical environment tends to distort her normal sex image.)
CHAPTER NINE
Black Peepers
"I live in one of the new desegregated sections of........City. I can look from my window right into a neighbor and I can see all sorts of goings on. The neighbor is a white guy and he brings up girls. He's real horny, that white guy. Sometimes, he turned a naked white girl over his lap and spanks her with a paddle, then makes her take his big thing in her mouth. Other times, he takes a girl in the rear end. I sure get a thrill out of seeing a naked white guy. It makes me feel better than those whites think I am."
Edna, age 24, black.
Among the many interviewed demented females, there was a modest percentage of black girls who had an obsession for seeing naked white people in their intimate act.
An in-depth psychologist of integrated sexuality had this to say:
"The blacks have always been considered the 'inferior sex' and also associated with degeneracy because of their lack of, or shall we say, freedom from, guilt. They have always been looked-that is, peeped-upon by whites during sex acts.
"In many European and South American countries, black couples, or white-black couples, will put on a private sex show for tourists. It used to be big in Cuba.
"Even in the South, up until the most recent times, a few white kids would round up the scared black kids and force them to perform sodomy, homosexuality or ever fellatio-cunnilingus, while the whites would watch.
"Many of our salacious literature also deals with the naked and exposed sexual activity of the blacks.
"But with this new wave of Black Power, it is on the decline. Now, the blacks feel a strange form of sexual mastery if they can see naked whites. This leads to the female voyeurist who is black. She has a sexual charge when she sees the genitalia of naked whites and naked white women. In particular, if she sees a white couple copulating or performing a perversion, the black peeper considers herself superior. She has reversed integration and now she is the black and the master race!
"There are more female black peepers than we would ordinarily suspect and nearly all of them have a compulsion to peep upon whites ... not blacks ... in sexual acts."
The interviewed black peeper, Edna, is a we ll-shaped girl with uptilted breasts. An examination revealed that she was excessively sensitive in her genitalia. Her vulva groove is very shallow and her clitoris has a thick hood. It was recommended that this foreskin be excised which would then provide her with more sexual sensitivity, but she seems reluctant to undergo this type of sexual surgery.
She has a scant covering of pubic hair which should create more nerve exposure to her privates, yet she appears to have a strange apprehension about coitus.
"I used to have a few white boys, but they just shove it in and hurt me like the devil," she laments. "Lots of them back South like it when I (she used lewd words to describe fellatio or mouth-genital contact) and they laugh when I have to swallow what they (ejaculate) in my mouth. Yeah, it makes me feel kind of cheap and degraded but down South, a black girl has to do what the whites want her to or she really gets it!
"Some white boys would take me in the back way. That didn't hurt too much, except that they always used to say to me when it was finished, 'That's the way you black mules got to be used!' I always felt that the whites were superior. I never got much chance to touch or feel a white boy."
Edna came up North, took a commercial course and showed good ability for office work. She earns a modest income and is pleasant to talk to. She does no date or have any social activities with the men in her office.
"The white boys sort of smile at me, but I'm not going to get involved with them. I had a few black boys. One put his mouth on me ... down there ... it sure felt good. Another one said he would jack me off it I would (fellatio) to him. It sounded nice so I did it to him. Then he started to stick his long fingers into my snatch and pulled and twisted so much, it hurt and I made him stop. I jacked myself off while he watched me."
(COMMENT: While Edna may be guilt-free about sex, she appears to be confused in finding a satisfactory role in a normal sex life. From her various interviews, she appears to be constantly participating in so-called abnormal or, shall we say, unusual sex activities. Coitus is rather painful because of her constricted vaginal muscles and it is this form of vaginisimus as well as her early Southern treatment at the hands of cruel white boys that has warped her sexual instinct.)
Edna then appeared for consultation and here is an excerpt of an interview:
DOCTOR: When did you first start peeping?
EDNA: Oh, it didn't happen just like that.
DOCTOR: I beg your pardon?
EDNA: You sure are polite to a black girl, Doctor.
DOCTOR (with a smile): I'm polite to all girls. Now, would you explain how you happened to start peeping, Edna?
EDNA: It came about during a moonlit night. I think it was a holiday weekend night when most people are away-or else, they're relaxing at home. I didn't have anything to do so I sort of stretched out on my couch and just relaxed. That's when I looked through the window and I saw the lights go on in the other apartment, just opposite mine.
DOCTOR: Did you look into the apartment?
EDNA: Sure thing, honey. I couldn't help it.
DOCTOR: What did you see?
EDNA: There was this nice looking white man. He was young, had curly blonde hair, a good body and a nice sexy look about him. I used to see him all the time in the elevator or street, but never bothered much with him. Anyway, he had these two girls with him. Look like floozies, but I don't care. He started to mix drinks. They played some music, had some laughs, and it didn't take long before this nice blonde guy stands up, tells the two girls to do something to him.
DOCTOR: What did they do to him?
EDNA: Well, he stood up as the two girls started to undress him, and then they started to peel off their clothes. Soon, they were all naked. The guy had a real big (erection) and the biggest balls on a white boy that this black gal ever did see.
(PSYCHOSEXUAL COMMENT: Edna, the black peeper, has a sensual thrill out of seeing the sexual privates of a white man. Furthermore, seeing a white erection appears to give her a sense of interracial equality!)
DOCTOR: What did you feel when you saw the naked white man?
EDNA: I sure felt hot and tingly all over, more than I ever felt. I started to open my robe, then I put my hand on my nipples and pulled on them to get them hard. I sure wish I could have been there with that white man.
DOCTOR: Did you masturbate?
EDNA: Unh, not really. I just liked to look.
DOCTOR: Tell me what happened next, please.
EDNA (giggling): You sure get a kick out of listening to all this, don't you, Doctor--?
DOCTOR: Let me say that I listen to hundreds of patients tell me about their private sexual problems, Edna, and after a while, they become as routine as if I listened to datamatic computer reports. Now, please continue because I have another patient waiting.
EDNA: Oh, all right. Where was I? Oh yes, the white man stood up there as the two white girls started to play with his big rod. They had real nice boobs, nice and white and such pink nipples. I sure would like to be strawberry pink and white. One was a real blonde girl. She had blonde hair, all over her you-know-what. The other ... would you believe it, Doc?
DOCTOR: I can believe anything!
EDNA: She had shaved off her snatch hair and it was as smooth as a baby's. Oooo, you could see the smooth lips and the way it opened. I sure got hot lookin' at it and I ain't no queer gal.
DOCTOR: Of course not. Now, will you kindly continue on? I would suggest you give me your personal reactions to what you felt while you peeped. This is of more help than knowing what the trio did.
EDNA: Sure thing, Doc. The guy stood there like some king of a harem or somethin'. The blonde girl moved against him, let him suck on her nipples while she held onto his balls down below. He sure acted like he was in his glory. He was all hot and perspired. Then the other girl knelt below and she took his big poker right in her mouth. It was real wild. Here he was, sucking on a girl's boobs while she's playing with his big balls down below ... and he's sticking his fingers into her blonde (vagina). And then the other girl is kneeling and she's giving him a mouth treatment. It sure turned him on. After a couple of minutes, he went off like a dynamite blast. When it was over, he just about collapsed on the couch.
DOCTOR: What did you feel (patiently) while peeping, Edna?
EDNA: It got me so hot, I started to stick my fingers in and out of my (vagina) and twisted myself so hard before I had my 'shots' that I had an achy feeling down there for a few days. But I had to do it or else I'd go crazy.
DOCTOR: That was all you saw?
EDNA: Nah. That big stud was just getting worked up. He then had the two girls do a queer act while he watched it. Those two girls acted like real dykes, sticking tongues all over their (genitalia) and their (anal regions) until they had their big explosions. All the while, the guy was getting hard again. Me, too.
DOCTOR: Did anything else happen?
EDNA: Wasn't that enough? (A raucous laugh.) Well, a half hour later, the girls started taking turns to (perform fellatio) to get him red hot again. It took a while and there was his big rod sticking up again. Now, he took one girl in the rear en; while the other watched. I guess he got a kick out of letting a girl look while he (performed sodomy or anal rape) on the other. I kind of liked that, too.
(COMMENT: Afterwards, the three washed up and then they left and that ended the peeping session. Edna says that she especially thrills to seeing whites in copulation. She says she would not be especially stimulated to see normal coitus. But she would like to watch a black-white scene in which a black girl is (cunnilingus) by a white man. Apparently, this wish is a form a degradation that black Edna wishes to instill upon a white man. It has been noted by this interviewer and many others that oralism as well as analism is considered humiliating and that many a black girl wishes to degrade a white man by having him perform cunnilingus upon her. Many a black man has a desire to perform sodomy or analism on a white girl to humiliate and degrade her and ease his own feelings of humiliation at being black.)
(SEXOLOGICAL SUMMATION: Edna appears to resist treatment of her peeping. She has progressed from peeping into this one apartment to looking in parked cars while feigning to take a walk; other times she will hide herself in fitting rooms and peep at partially clad women. She is more of a scoptophiliac in that she-likes to watch sexual acts amongst naked white folks. No doubt, her early maltreatment at the sexual hands of white boys in the South has made her a compulsive peeper. It is hoped that she will be able to reconcile herself to her situation.
Treatment is aimed at helping to restore her self-confidence and dignity as an equal human being. If this is successful, then her peeping compulsion may be eased. Basically, her peeping upon naked whites is a means of avenging herself for having been degraded by whites in the early years in the South.
Case Study
Rowena, age 45, unmarried, part-time domestic worker, a black woman from South Carolina.
Rowena lives in a rather sparsely furnished attic room of a ramshackle house in a large city in South Carolina. She supports herself by working as a part-time domestic in the homes of well-to-do Southerners.
She is not a compulsive peeper but she has virtually no other sexual outlet. She does feel that she is poor, downtrodden, and looked down upon because she is black. "I never did like those uppity whites, but I say nothin' 'cause I got to work for them.
"I never had time for my own social life. Been workin' ever since I was 'bout fifteen or sixteen. Some of the white boys and even one white husband where I worked, would fool with me. They'd (intercourse) and then go off and that's that. Never really cared much about my feelings. White men are like that even with their white women. So I never had much of anything. Now, I'm in my middle forties and ain't much to look at. So when I am able to peep on a couple who make it, I kind of like to imagine that I'm the girl.
(COMMENT: This same recurring pattern is noted in the vast majority of female peepers. They have sexual frustrations of their own and wish to resolve them by projecting themselves in the position of the woman being sexually serviced in the peeping scene.
These female peepers would be unable to sexually respond to the same degree as the person being peeped upon. The reason is that the female peeper has her own sexual problems which act as a block to normal fulfillment.
Peeping serves as a SUBSTITUTE for the real sex act.)
Rowena then tells how she once was dusting around in a parlor and heard some noises from an adjoining room. She tiptoed, peeped through the keyhole.
Inside the adjoining bedroom was the white woman who owned this house. Rowena says she was in her late 40's, same as herself.
The older woman had a very young boy whom Rowena recognized as a delivery boy from the local market. The boy had his pants pulled down to his ankles and the laughing older woman was pulling down his briefs.
Rowena felt aroused to be able to see this rather bizarre scene. She could hear the boy saying in his adolescent tone, "I hope we don't get caught, ma'am."
"We won't, darling Teddy. My husband is away and we're alone in the house. The maid is somewhere off today." She cupped the boy's testicles and then she began to stroke his rigid erection, making him wince, moan and half-yelp from the nerve-drenched sexual tensions. "Ahhhh, you young studs are hot when someone just touches you."
"It feels good," the boy had a pair of spindly legs, but he was precociously developed in that his genitalia were completely mature. He had an enviously thick erection and heavy testicles that seemed out of harmony with his thin thighs and his very narrow waistline. He had thick tufts of dark pubic hair that formed a base for his organ. "Will you pull it up and down, ma'am?"
She was laughing. "I won't waste it that way. But I'll let you put it into my..."
She worked herself out of her clothes. Naked, she was pendulous and heavy and did not present an image of especial sexual desire. But in most situations when an older woman has a younger boy for debauchery, there is little personal selectivity.
The older woman purposely wants a young boy who Will be immature and all-physical and would not know that she is unattractive. To a thirteen or fourteen year boy, debauchery is a thrill for itself and if the woman is ugly, old or degrading, it means nothing to him. That is the prime purpose for the rise in seducing the young.
Rowena felt her heart pound with desire but she says she felt no localized sexual arousal. "I don't feel too much down there. I just like to look. That white woman took the skinny boy with that big (erection) and those real heavy (testicles) and she let him (a series of thrusts that indicate fornication) until he went off. He sure was one excited little boy."
Rowena watched it until it was over, feeling hot and tingly. "But as I say, I didn't feel no big thrill down there, and just got a kick out of peeping on the white woman and seein' how wicked she was with that nice white boy who was hardly more than fourteen or so."
In later psychoanalytical sessions, Rowena says that she is somewhat envious of the white women having sexual fun, while she must continue working at menial jobs to support herself.
"I guess I wish it was me, having all that fun," she sighs.
(SUMMATION: She continues peeping whenever she finds the opportunity but she does not deliberately seek sites for peeping. Un-like other female peepers, she does not have the compulsive urge to find sex orgies; rather, she is passive and just peeps whenever she is able to do so. She has phantasies in which she transposes herself to become the white woman in the scene. Treatment is apparently difficult and may be useless since Rowena has virtually no sexual outlets or desires.)
(COMMENT: Black peeping may be on the increase as the black girl seeks to rise above their so-called sexually inferior status.)
CHAPTER TEN
Couples Who Peep
"I was working as a girl social director in this very plush summer resort. The lifeguards used to fool with me and we had a good time. Then there was Ronnie, an athletic lifeguard who once took me into a poolside bath house and showed me some holes in the wooden partitions. He pulled down his trunks, told me to play with his rod-those were his exact words-and to jack him off while he peeped through the hole at a girl in the next booth. I was curious, and while I kept sliding his prepuce up and down, feeling his member grow rigid and hard, I peeped to the next both. I saw the naked girl, applying lotion to her real big breasts, then patting her groin, and rubbing oil on the insides of her thighs. It got me so hot that I had to (oralize) the lifeguard while we both peeped. I never felt so excited before in my life. Now, I don't care too much for peeping, but if you do it with someone and have a jag while you do, it can really turn you on!"
Helen, age 23, social director
As has been noted throughout the scientific, documented and well-researched case histories of this volume on the female peeper, most of these feline voyeurists are victims of their own warped and twisted sexual dementia.
Basically, the female voyeurist has a hang-up about a sex problem and she uses peeping as a substitute-outlet. She may masturbate while projecting herself in the position of the woman who is receiving a form of sex that she, the peeper, secretly wants but won't admit it.
Or, the female peeper transfers her physical-emotional sex responses and displaces them to the level where she enjoys EYE INTERCOURSE. That is, her eyes create a photo-image on her sexual psychosis and her eyes have a visual-intercourse.
This is a form of substitute sex that uses peeping as a means of emotional stimulation.
Or as has been said before, it is a form of MENTAL MASTURBATION or EMOTIONAL INTERCOURSE. It exists solely in the thoughts and dreams. Basically, the female peeper has this personal and intimate problem which is treated as a means of easing her voyeuristic compulsions.
But, as we noted from the statement made by Helen G., at the start of this chapter, many a girl is a peeper as a means of stimulating herself so she can then have intimacy with a partner.
Yes, there are couples who peep!
SEX PERSONALITY: Helen G. is an attractive and intelligent girl of twenty-three, who comes from an average middle-class family who saw to it that she received a good education. She and her sister, who is a few years younger, had some lesbian-incest, and it is possible this has made her somewhat introverted.
She does admit, "I was once reading one of those hot paperbacks and it turned me on, something fierce. Usually, I don't get especially stimulated by reading. (COMMENT: It is true that females remain unmoved by salacious photographs or literature; males, on the other hand, are physically aroused by external stimuli such as sex movies, books, photos. Females are more emotionally stimulated by internal methods such as fondling and lovemaking.) But I was so hot, I had to do something.
"I sneaked up to my room, took out a candle and then spread out on my bed. I was wearing shorts and a halter-it was a warm day-so it was easy for me to peel down. I like being all nude when I'm having sex.
"So I was shoving this candle up and down in my (vagina) and rubbing my nipples and bouncing up and down on the bed. The silk bedspread was so fleshy-feeling, it made me hotter than a rut bitch dog in heat!
"I really went off! I mean, when I had my climax, it was like a bomb exploding in my innards. Then, I settled down and felt better about it.
"That was when my sister came into the room."
Helen says that she, herself, was red-faced with hammering shame at having to be discovered masturbating by her younger sister.
"But I was caught with half of the candle poking out of my (groin) and what else was there for me to say or do except that I just couldn't help it?"
The sister said that she didn't always masturbate, but if she wanted "kicks," then she'd
"groove with another girl from school."
Before the day was over, the two sisters had cunnilingus in an abnormal incestuous lesbian affair.
Helen recalls, "It was good to feel wet lips and a mouth on me; also, I kind of flew to the top when I put my wet tongue on my sister's--.
It really made me hot. But ... I mean, it just isn't normal for two sisters to do it. I think my sister is a lesbian because she hardly ever has dates at school. But that's her private life.
"Of course, our folks don't know about it. They're strait-laced about such things. They'd hit the ceding. But you can't expect them to react any other way. Still, I don't dig the lesbian scene, anyway."
(COMMENT: It is possible that this initial sexual experience had a decisive and warping influence on Helen's sexual development. She keeps insisting that she is able to make a normal and natural adjustment and has demurred from future incest or lesbian scenes. But we do know that she has some incest fears and this renders her somewhat incapable of enjoying complete sexual fulfillment.
(She has a long history of almost chronic masturbation; she appears to have self-directed sexual desires in that she is basically concerned with her own satisfaction. In other words, Helen does not have the normal desire to share the sexual experience. She prefers her own release.
(Apparently, prolonged masturbation . has further re-directed her sexual desires to become sexually introverted. This, together with the incestuous lesbian affair and the following peeping-oralism affair, have twisted what might have been a normal sexual development.)
Helen then related this particular bath house peeping scene that further warped and twisted her libido into a perverted craving: Helen had been lured into the adjoining wooden stall by Bruce R., a young college athletic supervisor at the sprawling and rather exclusive resort.
He was in a pair of tight white latex trunks that he deliberately favored because it outlined his genitalia. He said, "I like to 'put out' for the old bags who come here. I catch them looking at my rod and I know they get the hots for it. I make extra money that way. Sometimes, I do it with a few queers but I don't care for that. I like the old dames."
Helen was in her bathing suit; she is a long "edgy with over-developed (if they could be so described!) breasts that were soon being fondled by Bruce, making her squeal and giggle.
She was fondling his poking erection and exclaiming, "You sure have a lot of good stuff." She cupped his hirsute scrotum and hefted his testicles in her hands. "I wish I had something like this."
(COMMENT: Penis envy is a common symptom among lesbians as well as women who are compulsive peepers.)
"You can have it, baby, if you want to (then he used lascivious words to describe fellatio) cause we're too cramped up here to do anything else. But first ... "
He squeezed himself against the wall, while he held onto Helen's sweaty hand and guided it to his erection. "I get my kicks ... by peeping ... don't you go telling about it, hear?"
She felt a tremor as she squeezed his thick member, then she fondled his gans corona. "I won't tell ... hey, what are you looking at?"
She was now seized by what many might consider a natural curiosity.
Helen found another tiny, minute knothole in the wooden partition, and there she peeped into the adjoining stall.
"Hey, it's ... "
"Keep your voice down," he cautioned her in a barely audible whisper. "Keep slidin' it ... then you go down on it." He was moaning. "I got a 'clean' one, see? The foreskin's been cut off. They did it to me when I was a baby. Makes (fellatio) real good." He was whispering frantically because he and Helen now peeped upon a naked girl, a natural blonde, who had stripped bare.
She was applying an oily suntan lotion to her out-thrust breasts, rubbing the areolas, then running a soft hand between the twin mounds.
It was apparent that the girl derived a secret sensual thrill out of smoothing the oil over her privates; her sinews became constricted and her pubic mound had visible twitches.
A soft gasp was noted as the girl continued to oil her well-shaped buttock cheeks.
When she bent over so that she could apply sun tan oil to her lower limbs, her enormous breasts hung as if they were a pair of slick balloons. The nipples pointed downward.
"They're so firm," Bruce observed and his hard-muscled mannish buttock cheeks twitched and then the dimpled moons became deeper from the obvious penis-stimulation. "Come on ... go down on it, Helen ... go down ... " He was frantic, having become super-sexed by the peeping.
Helen felt a similar surge of desire. Seeing the naked girl made her grow rigid with desire.
"Turn around ... ahh..."
She says about this experience: "I never knew it was so groovy to do it to a boy with your mouth. When I took his big rod in my wet mouth, I felt as powerful as a man. I mean, I held the power to make him go off. If I stopped, I would really torture him.
"Bruce was rocking on the balls of his feet as I kept sliding my mouth and tongue over his big pecker. It was as hard as steel. But it had such a strength that I wanted to take it for myself.
"I kept on and on until he suddenly jerked bolt upright. He mumbled something. He became stiff. His face looked pained. He pushed his groin into my face, grabbed my head with his hands and told me to keep on, to keep on. He sounded so frantic.
"I loved it! I loved having the power. I had a thrill from knowing that my mouth was going to give him his orgasm. It's different than if he 'spiked' me. Because then, I have no control over it. I just take it. But with my mouth-I have the control!"
COMMENT: Helen is not a real confirmed female peeper but she says that she does experience a physical sensation when she is able to look upon the naked privates of unsuspecting people.
She has a slight favor toward peeping upon naked girls and this may be her hidden lesbian desire.
"I sometimes think of myself as the girl in the peep scene if she is getting laid. I often wish I could be a man and be able to stick it into a girl."
PSYCHOSEXUAL OBSERVATION: Helen is modern, a swinger, as stated above, and is intelligent enough to know that she is sexually frustrated. But to use her own excuse, "It turns me on and makes me feel good, so who cares?"
Treatment is going to be difficult because Helen does not show signs of wanting to be cured!
CHAPTER ELEVEN
The Secret Dream World of the Female Peeper
It is true that one hardly hears of the voyeuse or the Peeping Jane.
But as the case histories of this volume point out, they most certainly are in our midst and they do present a sexual problem to themselves and to others in their midst.
It is true that proportionately few females find the genitalia of the sex object physically attractive or sensually stimulating to any alarming degree. They are different from males who are very definitely stimulated by external exposure of genitalia-their own and others!
But then, a great portion of the female population is ever as initially aroused in or attracted by raw sex appeal as the average male.
Among the one-third of the females who are as sexually receptive as the male, there are a great number who receive at least some stimulation from observing others undressing, in the nude, or engaged in abnormal or even normal sexual acts.
The voyeuse, like her male counterpart, the voyeur, often masturbates while observing people nude, semi-nude or in intercourse and fornication.
She may also receive pleasure from looking at erotic photographs and films.
This researcher only recently noticed a young woman in her middle twenties masturbating herself while watching an adults-only underground type film in a New York City theatre during a torrid spanking-whipping lesbian scene. It depicted one naked girl spanking another girl's bottom while the latter was sucking on the insides of her thighs.
The cunnilingus was apparent.
The young woman was a voyeuse and became sexually stimulated while watching the film.
One reason why so little is heard of the female Peeping Jane is that she appears to stay out of trouble far easier than the Peeping Tom.
Few officers will arrest a woman who looks in windows unless she is actually trespassing on private property or committing some obvious offense.
In a rooming house or hotel, or even a restroom, hardly any male is going to lodge a complaint that a female was peeping at him while he was exposed or nude.
In fact, if the average man knew about it, he might even enjoy it!
The urge to peep, rather than participate, in sexual acts, is frequently prompted by a personality problem which makes it difficult to communicate with other human beings in a normal way.
The female exhibitionist cannot communicate normally, so she shocks the other person into recognizing her sexuality.
The voyeuse fears becoming involved at all-prefers to live in her own dream world of self-created sex.
The voyeuse is not necessarily a compulsive masturbator, as noted in the case histories of this documentary, but she will resort to this method if the peeped scene is sufficiently erotic.
If the sight is unusually erotic, the Peeping Jane may even achieve a clitorid-climax without manipulating her genitalia.
Where the Peeping Jane is much like the masturbator is in the dream illusions which she creates as we have seen in these various case histories.
The Peeping Jane may watch a couple at a drive-in movie petting heavily, and then dream-imagine all types of erotica between them.
The whole conception of sex then becomes IDEAL instead of REAL. This is the dream-illusion that the Peeping Jane conjures and it is the dream-illusion in which she escapes from the responsibilities of normal sex.
When the moment does arrive, as it almost inevitably will, that the Peeping Jane does participate in normal sex relations, she is frequently disappointed by reality.
CONCLUSION: The Peeping Jane is an emotionally sick female and she requires understanding and treatment. It is hoped that this volume will offer a modicum of assistance to self-understanding of the abnormal female!
