The vast interest in sex created by the sexual revolution, has caused all sectors of society to exhibit far more curiosity than ever before.
The realization that women can experience far more sexual enjoyment and satisfaction than presumed in the past has given new force to women who hitherto had never tried to experience the ultimate orgasm.
Men of all ages have tried to explore their sexual selves so that they might realize a great array of sexual satisfactions that they previously would never consider.
Oral sex has become especially popular. Techniques of fellatio and cunnilingus are studied carefully in a bold effort to experience all the stimulation and sexual excitement and satisfaction this form of sexual expression can afford.
Anal intercourse is also "in" as men and women seek to break the monotony of routine, traditional face-to-face intercourse.
Human-animal sex relationships are also becoming popular as the fears of sexual experimentation are eliminated.
In the modern sex manuals or in the clinics dedicated to improvement of sexual performance, men and women try a great variety of sexual positions. By employing a variety of positions, it thus becomes possible to know the positions that are the most exciting, thrilling and achieve the ultimate orgasm.
Some will feel this is a dangerous thing, feeling sex must be confined to a limited spectrum. Others will see in this sexual experimentation phase that society is presently experiencing a new wave of freedom and intellectual enlightenment.
Of one thing we can be sure; knowledge and scientific research in the field of sex as begun by Freud, carried on by Kinsey, and a host of other famed sexologists has taken us out of the sexual dark ages. As people can reveal what they feel sexually, understanding can follow. When no force is used and physical injury, venereal disease, and unwanted children not a byproduct of a sexual relationship, potentials for physical and mental health and happiness exist.
But there are those who have become so carried away with the exciting sensations of sex, they cross all barriers of restraint. Fathers wanting to seduce their own daughters, mothers desiring sex with their sons, older women, young boys, old men turned-on by young girls. These are some of the people who often find sex has become a powerful force dominating them. At this point they often seek help. The following case histories deal with people who explored the byways of forbidden sex. Even though present-day society has greatly reduced the sexual restraints, there are still acts and sex connections that are considered unhealthy and psychologically damaging and dangerous. To get to the core of the problem it is essential that the entire sex history is revealed. Only when all the facts are in can the help become available.
The first case we will go into in this book is the case of a very attractive older woman who wanted to try sex with young men. She had married very young and had almost no sex contact with anyone but her husband who was considerably older. At his death, she decided to take a trip to some of the "in" places for sex and see if she could recapture her youth which had flashed by her.
But the beautiful sunshine transforming the shimmering waters into a fantastic blue, the beaches into sparkling white, and the sun-tanned, healthy bodies into sexually appealing playmates, can often be very deceptive. While the sunshine will show up the grandeur of nature to advantage, and intensify the glamour of youth, it can also reveal the lines, the wrinkles of age. The young men who parade the beaches on the "sex-beaches" the world over have trained their eyes to instantly spot the sex-starved older woman who is loaded. She becomes their victim, while all the time she thinks she is actually succeeding in turning-on some desirable young man. The whole affair often ends tragically as it did for the woman whose story hypnotized me while she told it frankly and bluntly.
CHAPTER ONE
The attractive middle-aged woman in the white leather micro-mini and snake-skin boots sitting in front of me had rather over obviously tried her best to appear twenty years younger than I knew she must be. But that was all part of her problem, and as she began telling me her story I could understand why she dressed in such a bizarre outfit.
"I don't like revealing some things about myself," she said quietly, "but I do need help."
"If you need help badly enough you'll level with me and tell me all."
"I'll try to begin at the beginning," she said nervously, biting her lips and lighting her third cigarette.
When she'd had another life-saving puff, she continued.
"I think it began with my father. He was from the old country and had some awful funny ideas about sex. He liked to have me sleep in his bed when mom was gone. I didn't know any better so I liked it. He'd hug me to him and call me his 'Sweetheart.' Mom didn't like him calling me that. She had good reason. One day he tried to make me. I was only fourteen years old when it happened. We were on a trip to Chicago and staying in a hotel. We had double rooms. In the morning, while mom was in the bathroom, I ran into their room and jumped in bed with daddy.
"That was the wrong thing to do I soon found out. Daddy had a morning hard-on so when he pulled me close to cuddle-up to him I felt it.
" 'What's that?' I asked him.
"'You want to see it?'he chuckled.
" 'I do, please let me see it daddy.'
" 'If you promise not to tell mom I let you look, I'll let you.' "I whispered my promise.
" 'Get down between my legs,' he whispered. I got down there and did I get a big surprise. It was a huge, thick thing with a big head on it. I enjoyed playing with it. He asked me to massage his balls and then he told me, and I'll never forget this, 'Suck on it for me.' "I put my mouth around it and he pushed it in. It felt fantastic. I sucked away, enjoying it when mom would have to interrupt us.
" 'Guess who is in the bed with me?' he joked.
"I knew enough not to jump out, exposing daddy's big prick. Instead, I slipped up under the covers and mom, daddy, and I had a big laugh.
"That was my first experience having sex with daddy, but not the last. When mom was safely gone, he introduced me to a variety of sex acts. Once when she was away for a week-end, he became his boldest.
" 'Val, baby,' he insisted, 'why don't we do some real exciting things tonight?'
" 'I don't want to,' I told him flatly.
"But when he came nearer and put his arms around me, the desire for sex built within me. I wanted him.
" 'Why don't we go upstairs and have sex?' he whispered. I nodded silently. We didn't take long to get our clothes off. His big old pecker jutted out nice as you please. He was awfully proud of it and he had every right to be.
"Its glistening head turned me on. He caught my gaze and I caught his glance.
" 'You like it, don't you?' he smiled.
"I nodded.
" 'Let's suck each other,' he grinned.
" 'Alright,' I agreed.
I could hardly wait to fasten my mouth on his big old prick. He was doing it upside down. His face was in my pussy and my face was even with his dick.
" 'Suck on daddy's prick,' he whispered, smiling nice as you please: "It didn't require much urging. I was horny to have him. I licked along the underside of his huge, thick thing and capped the crown of it with my mouth and sucked away.
"I felt his tongue licking along my slit. It felt fantastic. When Daddy's tongue slid inside my pussy I was on fire. I grabbed his penis and sucked it harder while he ate me. We kept this up until we both came. He ate me and I licked the last drop off the head of his dick.
"I looked up at him. He smiled at me.
" 'Oh, daddy, I love sex with you.'
" 'I love it with you too, honey,' he patted me on the ass.
"Words were hard to find to fit my feeling. I was growing jealous of mom and I couldn't tell him this. If I let him know I was falling for him he might stop having sex with me. I feared this more than anything.
"I stroked his penis and found it getting hard again.
" 'Don't you ever go down?'
" 'Not if I can help it,' he smiled.
"He changed his position and soon he was straddling me. He pushed his big pecker between my breasts and squeezed them. It felt fantastic to have this huge, thick penis there.
" 'You like your daddy, don't you honey?'
" 'You bet I do.' "Mom came back and all our fun and sex games ended. I dated the neighbor boy Tommy who had a crush on me and I guess I surprised him when I reached over and felt his pecker in his pants at the drive-in.
" 'You want it?' he asked like a dumbbell.
" 'What do you think?' I smiled, unzipping him. By now his face was turning red with embarrassment. I knew he wanted it so I went right ahead. Pulling out his joy stick I knew he was horny for me. I bent over his lollipop and began sucking. It didn't take him long before he was pushing his pecker into my mouth. I sucked on it and he drove it to me.
" 'Suck it off,' he said, ramming it harder. 'Eat my dick.' Once he got the thrill of it he was kind of rough and dominating. But I liked him rough.
" 'Eat it, eat my dick, eat it all up.' "I let him plunge it down my throat till I nearly gagged. His hands reached out and held me in place. I kept on licking it while he rammed it to me.
" 'Suck, suck, suck my prick,' he demanded. And then he came. His hot jism flashed down my throat as he rode me.
"Pulling my mouth off his penis I looked up at him and he was really smiling.
" 'You like it?'
" 'What do you think?' he grinned. 'You're a great cocksucker.'
" 'Your first time, Tommy?' "He didn't answer.
" 'What difference does it make?' I interjected. 'We had a ball.'
" 'We sure did,' he assured me. Tommy was just the beginning. I began going out with different guys and they all wanted sex. Some would ask me, and I'd make the first move with the others. It all added up to my growing up sexually. Soon, I recognized there was a chance to make a little bread. So, I accepted an invitation to a frat fuckathon as they called it.
"They had two chicks and forty guys. I'd been promised ten bucks a lay, which was mighty good money. Two hundred bucks for 'quickies,' as Tommy called them when he suggested the job to me. I agreed if it could be blow-jobs. I figured that would be quickest.
"I'd never met the other chick until the night I took them on. She was a cold gal who worked at a topless, bottomless place. I tried to speak to her but she didn't want to be friendly at all. I got undressed and the boys all stripped. They lined up for us to blow them.
"Tommy wanted to be first in line so I let him fuck me first. He was sure hot to trot.
" 'Show 'em how you do it, honey,' he chuckled as he held his huge pecker in his hand. I dropped to my knees and pulled his ramrod to my mouth. He slowly shoved it in. I massaged his nuts and when he got hot, he suggested, 'Why don't you shove a finger up my ass while you suck me?' "I continued sucking and shoved a finger up his asshole. He was turned-on all the way. I let him thrust his huge dick down my throat and I kept on fingerfucking his asshole.
" 'Ohhhh, I like that, I like that,' he panted as he pushed it to me.
"I kept on sucking him in. His balls bounced on my chin, my finger felt his ass twitch.
" 'I'm almost there ... faster, faster,' he moaned as I sucked on his manhood.
" 'Ohhhh, baby, I'm coming, I'm coming,' he gasped as he unloaded his creamy thick cum in my mouth.
"I'd developed a taste for Tommy and his delicious cum made me tremble.
" 'Suck it all out, sucker,' he begged as his hands gripped my head, holding me impaled to his penis.
"The boys insisted he release me so I could continue the blow-jobs.
" 'Knock it off, Tommy,' they told him, 'we gotta get our rocks off too.' "Reluctantly, Tommy pulled his poker pecker out of my mouth and let me take on the next one in line. A handsome, husky black young man was next. His enormous black penis stood up, its throbbing, juicy head almost ready to explode.
" 'Come on and suck on it,' he demanded. I pulled his black prick to my mouth and slowly began licking its swollen head. He smiled down at me, whispering, "you like black dick, huh?' "I nodded, letting him slowly slide his huge, quivering penis into my mouth. Reaching down he held my head in place while he thrust.
" "'That's it, baby, suck it,' he said tightly, 'suck that cock... eat it up, eat my black prick, ohhhh, that's nice ... suck it, suck it off.' "With hard thrusts he drove his tremendous pecker down my throat, almost choking me with it. He kept a good pace going and then drove harder.
" 'Eat it, eat it up,' he panted. I kept eating him and it wasn't long until he hammered it home.
"I held his balls while he shot his wad.
" 'Ohhhhhh, ahhhhhh, that's beautiful, eat it up, eat my hot cream, baby, eat it...
"Gulping his juices down I found myself enjoying it. There was something strangely wonderful about being joined to a man by his penis. The connection was the most intimate possible. Even though I'd never see him again, I felt I knew him because he screwed me.
"The next fellow who stood in line overpowered me with his huge prick. The fellows behind him laughed.
" 'I'm Cliff, the cock,' he chuckled.
" 'I can't take all that in,' I told him bluntly.
" 'Just get the head in your mouth and I'll slide it in slow.'
" 'I'll choke to death if you try to ram that hammer-head all the way in,' I protested.
"The fellows in line broke up. Apparently Cliff, the cock, was very proud of his size and it was up to me to give him a good blow job.
"Tommy came to my rescue. 'Val, baby, don't worry. Cliff knows he can't get it all in. Just suck on the head of it.'
" 'Alright,' I agreed, hoping he wouldn't try anything funny. I let him shove his head in and let my tongue wander all around it, while I played with his balls.
" 'Suck it,' he panted, 'ohhh, that's nice, let your lower lip slide down over, the head.' Apparently anybody sucking Cliff had to have a special technique as it would be impossible to get that thick thing all the way in.
"Letting my lower lip drag over the edge of it, I got him going at a good tempo.
" 'That's it, now you got the technique, keep that up.' I kept doing the same thing and he went out of his gourd.
" 'Suck me, ohhh, that's nice, suck me off.' "I realized something. By focusing the suck on the head he could derive all the sensations to shoot his load. I grabbed his prick and held it while he eased the head smoothly in and out. Playing with his balls helped trigger him too.
" 'Take it, cucksucker, he finally gasped, as he drove it to the back of my throat. 'Suck it off... come on, suck it off.' He was shooting his gusher and grabbing me tightly at the same time. I kept eating until he finished shooting.
"By now I didn't feel I could take another prick. I wanted to lie down and rest but Tommy urged me on.
" 'You only gotta make it with six more guys,' he whispered, "you can't conk out now.'
" 'How about a break... you got anything to drink?' Tommy nodded, rushed away and returned quickly with a bottle.
" 'You drink it out of the bottle?'
" 'Best way,' he smiled.
" 'Not for me, I want ice cubes in a glass and a mixer.'
" 'Yeah, Tommy,' the other guys chorused, 'get her a glass ... what kind of host are you?' "After a good strong drink I was ready to continue.
"The next fellow, a big football type of a guy had a wild idea, 'Three guys can screw you at the same time,' he smiled.
" 'I don't have three mouths,' I laughed.
" 'No, but you've got three holes,' he winked.
"The other guys insisted we try a three-way, so I agreed. I got on the bed, lay on my side while one stud got his mouth in my cunt, the other shoved his plunger up my ass and the third drove his penis in my mouth.
"I felt full of pricks.
"The kid eating my pussy was doing a nice job. His tongue licked excitedly as I thrust it to him. When my cunt ground around the kid shoving his pecker up my asshole got his kicks. Suddenly the boy removed his mouth and got his penis in. With three big cocks inside me, I felt turned-on like I never dreamt possible. I felt locked to three wild fuckers and the thrill was three times as great as taking on one guy.
" 'Fuck her faster,' Tommy told them. 'We gotta split this scene, men ... now, give it to her good.' "They all took his advice and rammed their prongs up me full speed ahead.
" 'Fuck, fuck, fuck it,' they told each other as they drove their daggers up my cunt. I trembled to their three-way screw. Again, I found myself digging wild sex. I guess I was a natural-born nympho to get such a charge out of this gang-bang.
"The kid driving it up my ass, thrust his gusher in to the hilt, slapping my ass playfully.
" 'Fuck it,' he said tightly, fuck it.' "While all this was going on I hadn't paid any attention to anything. But Tommy, along with the other fellows had disappeared. When the manager walked in, he got our attention fast.
" "This is no whorehouse, you cheap bums, get the hell outta here.' "The fellows were all upset. They knew enough to pull their peckers out and we all lay there bare-ass naked like we were in a daze.
" 'I'm turning you all in,' he said angrily. And he kept his word. Dad was notified and came to pick me up. On the way home, he tried to console me.
" 'It's all your fault,' I whimpered. 'If you hadn't gotten me started on your dirty old prick, I wouldn't have wound up at the orgy.'
" 'Don't blame me,' he said sternly, 'you asked me for it.'
" 'I asked you,' I shot back. 'Why, of all the lies. I hate you.' "His hand hit my face with sudden impact.
" 'You shouldn't have done that,' I said, rubbing the side of my face to ease the pain.
" 'I'm sorry,' he said quietly. 'I don't know what got into me.'
" 'I'm clearing out,' I told him. 'I'm not going to tell mom a thing, so don't worry. But, I'm through with living at home. I'm old enough to go out on my own.'
" 'Don't do that,' he argued, 'we can patch things up ... it'll all work itself out.'
" 'No, it won't,' I told him.
" 'I love you,' he said, reaching over and feeling of my pussy. I moved his hand firmly away.
" 'Baby, suck on daddy's tool,' he said as we drove toward home.
"I didn't want any more of him. He'd wrecked enough of my life. But he was so horny for me he took out his pecker and grabbed my hand and made me touch him.
"When I felt that big old prick I got turned on and he didn't have to force me. I bent over and sucked on it for him. He pushed it slowly back and forth at first. Building his tempo he finally got me so hot I just kept sucking. He shot me a good load of his stuff and I really enjoyed it.
"When we got home, I told daddy we had to break it up. I knew I had to leave home and get out of his way 'cause when we were together all we wanted to do was screw.
"It was awful being attracted to my own daddy. How mom couldn't figure it out was amazing to me. I decided I'd go to another town and begin all over again.
"At first I bitterly regretted leaving home. Daddy had been a source of inspiration to me. But I soon found someone who reminded me of him. Len was just starting to grey, had that mature sexy look and I dug him. He could take me to the expensive places the other men couldn't. I wanted to have sex with him the first night out. But I knew what he'd think of me if I tried to blow him or let him screw me. I played it cool all the way.
" 'I'm sorry, Len,' I told him flatly, 'I don't believe in the new morality. I'm an old-fashioned girl.' "This got him going. He got turned-on thinking of my pretty little pussy being his exclusive property. The fears of the VD epidemic sweeping the nation vanished. He was hot to trot in my fresh cunt.
"I learned then what a good thing a gal has going if she will only use a little imagination. The man can't respect a chick he can lay too easy. It stands to reason; he's going to swing from one chick to the next if each chick has her legs spread. I'm a leg-spreader, but for a price.
"My price for Len was marriage. Dad and mom visited us after we got hitched. I didn't want anything to stop us and I feared dad might make a scene.
"The big jolt came when we had sex that first night. Len had a pecker that wa? so small in comparison to daddy's big dong I really got a big disappointment.
"He pushed it in me and I couldn't get turned on. I know some experts say size doesn't count. Well, that's what they think. I figured he might as well learn to eat my pussy so I could get a few kicks out of that. I got a sex technique manual and tried to interest Len in pussy eating. He got uptight.
" 'I'm no pussy eater,' he declared angrily.
" 'You're uptight,' I told him flatly.
" 'Who wouldn't be?' he shot back, 'asking me to eat your cunt!'
" 'Did it ever occur to you that you have a small prick?' I snapped.
"Then he really got blazing mad.
" 'You cheap little bitch,' he blared, 'how dare you insult me like this? My cock doesn't get real hard for you 'cause I suspect you are a cheap slut, pretending the chastity bit. Well, your innocence hasn't fooled me . . . asking me to eat your cunt, hell for all I know you could be a hooker.' "At the moment Len said that, a deep hate set in my body for him. I vowed to make him eat his words. The sooner he was out of the way, the better for me. I knew just how to help him along. .. travel.
" 'Why don't we ever go anyplace?' I complained.
" 'Where do you want to go?'
" 'Acapulco,' I smiled. 'Honey, when we are soaking up the sunshine and relaxing we can enjoy each other.' "He fell for it like a ton of bricks.
" 'Sure baby,' he winked, 'we need a good vacation.
"We do,' I said quietly, meaning a vacation from him. On the sunny beaches of Acapulco I soon discovered a chick from the states with a good body has all kinds of opportunities. But I had to rid myself of him for a few hours.
" 'How'd you like to see a bullfight?' Len asked excitedly.
" 'Honey,' I told him, that's not for me. You go ahead.'
" 'I can't leave you alone,' he insisted.
" 'You must, sweetheart,' I told him. 'I can catch up on the novels I haven't read.' "Once he was convinced it was alright with me, I laid my plans. My first efforts would be laying on the beach in my flimsiest white bikini.
"It didn't take long before a deeply tanned Mexican young man was sitting beside me, eyeing my body.
" 'How are you, senorita?' he grinned sexily.
" 'Very good,' I said, eyeing his swim trunks.
" 'You want me?' he asked quietly.
" 'Yes,' I nodded, so hot to go to bed with him I could hardly wait.
" 'I have to charge, I no have much money,' he smiled.
" 'How much?' " "Twenty American dollars.'
" 'Where?'
" 'I cannot go to my place,' he smiled.
" 'My hotel will be all right,' I assured him, rising and starting to walk toward the hotel. He followed. When I asked for my room key, the clerk looked at me with a knowing smile. I -tried to play it straight and walked to the elevator. The young man followed.
"Once inside my room, I locked the door. I knew it was dangerous to risk Len's return. It would upset everything. But I was so hot to fuck I didn't give a damn at that moment.
" 'We take shower,' the young Mexican asked.
"Slipping out of my bikini, I nodded.
" 'You are very beautiful,' he smiled excitingly, eyeing my boobs and my cunt.
"He slipped out of his swim trunks and his huge penis jumped up for me. I gripped it and squeezed it.
" 'You like to have sex,' he smiled.
" 'I love it,' I panted, dropping to my knees and pulling his pecker to my mouth. I couldn't wait for a shower before I sucked him. He was so hot he was trembling.
"Pulling his pecker to my mouth I began sucking on him.
" 'Suck it,' he whispered in a soft voice. I didn't have to be told. I could hardly leave him alone.
"As he pushed his penis to me I sucked on it evenly. I wanted the thrill of it to last.
" 'Suck it,' he gasped, 'suck me, senorita.' "Employing all my skill, I massaged his big balls, even running a finger up his asshole to guide his prick.
" 'Ohhhhh, I like it, I like it,' he panted, 'Suck me.' "With harder thrusts he drove it in and out. I thrilled to the sight of his enormous brown pecker as it slid in and out. The huge head of it reached to the back of my throat and I trembled to its touch.
" 'I dig it, I dig it,' he gasped, 'suck, suck my prick.' "The huge penis drove with force and impact. I felt I'd come to life again. My memories of fucking with the studs back in school flashed before me. How I wished I could have a dong all my own to suck on. Len's little thing haunted me.
" 'Senorita, suck my cock,' he insisted. I sucked on its mammoth head, anxiously awaiting the eruption of sperm.
" 'Suck, suck, suck it off,' he demanded. I pulled him closer to me and sucked on him for dear life.
" 'Ohhhh, senorita, fantastic,' he panted, 'suck, suck, ohhhhh, ahhhh, senorita, I'm coming, I'm coming.' "His huge brown prong erupted in a spasm of sperm as I kept sucking. He tasted delicious. I thrilled to the taste of his thick, creamy cum.
" 'Ohhhhh, I dig it, I dig it,' he gasped when I finished sucking him off.
" 'You sure know an awful lot of English,' I laughed.
" 'Many American women come to see me in Acapulco,' he chuckled.
" 'I can see why,' I laughed, looking at his still rigid penis. 'We'd better shower now.' "We showered together. I soaped him all over. He was a beautiful specimen of manhood with rippling, brown muscles and an appealing face, with intense brown eyes.
" 'I want to fuck you,' he told me when we got back in the bedroom. I couldn't wait to have him ram his rod up my cunt. Spreading my legs for him, he hastily straddled me and swiftly shoved his whole thing up me and fucked.
" 'Ohhhh, I love it, I love it,' I groaned as he drove his nine-inch dagger up my slit.
"His hairy chest pressed down on my breasts. I shook with emotion as I reached back to grip his buttocks and pull him toward me.
" 'Fuck, fuck, fuck me,' I begged him. He didn't need much urging. He threw his whole self into the screwing session. Kissing me passionately, licking with his tongue in my ear, he drove it in and out with hard thrusts.
"I felt of his buttocks, stroking him teasingly while he screwed me.
" 'Ohhhh, baby, fuck, fuck,' I cried, throwing my pelvis up to meet his wild cockthrusts.
"It had been so long since I'd really been screwed by a good big dong I guess he thought I'd flipped. But you don't know what it's like to want a big prick up your pussy when you've got a nice tight twat to offer.
"He ground it in good and fucked me. I squeezed his buttocks and hollered for him to give it to me good.
" 'Fuck my cunt, fuck it, fuck it.' "My dirty talk turned the fucker on and he rammed it way up there and gave me a super screw.
"When he cut loose with his ball load, I gripped him with my cunt muscles and let him pour his white-hot jism into me.
"We had another shower, a drink, and his prick was still rigid.
" 'Ever have it up here?' he smiled, tapping my buttocks.
" 'You want my ass?' "He grinned, 'I like ass-fucking.' "He made me get on all fours on the floor near a floor-length mirror. He wanted to watch. He drove it up my asshole like a wild fucker. He spit on his hand, wiped it around his penis head and got it in that way. I pushed my buttocks up to him to meet his cockthrust.
" 'Fuck, fuck, fuck it,' he gasped, as he drove his big, thick penis in and out. I trembled as he rammed it up me. He bent over and gripped my breasts with his full hands. He pinched my nipples and I got still more excited.
" 'Fuck me, ohhhh, baby, fuck me,' I begged as he rode me. I loved having him with his body pressed down over mine, his penis pushing in and out my asshole, his fingers pressing on my nipples. I dug watching in the mirror. We were quite a fucking team. His balls were on fire, my cunt was too.
" 'Fuck it, fuck it,' he panted, driving in to the hilt. I gripped his tool as he rode me and then the explosion. He came, shooting a big load of cum up my asshole.
" 'Oh, baby, let me ram it in,' he gasped, driving it in farther as he unloaded his balls.
"When he pulled it out, it came easy, my cum-slickened asshole letting him exit easy.
" 'Thanks,' I said, handing him two twenty-dollar bills. He glowed with appreciation. Moments later, he left me and I was alone, haunted by the taunting memory of really being fucked. Len came home from the bullfight, all excited about the wild action in the bullring.
" 'You really missed something,' he went on. 'It was fantastic to see this matador kill this bull.' "I didn't feel like talking about bulls being killed. I felt like fucking. And I told him so.
" 'Why don't you screw me?' I smiled.
" 'You oversexed little cunt,' he grinned, stripping. It didn't take him long to ram his penis up me and I ground out a good screw for him. Maybe it was a sympathy screw ... I knew he needed to get his rocks off and I felt it my wifely duty to give him a good fuck.
"I guess I was doing a good job because he was groaning and grunting and carrying on like he was going out of his gourd.
" 'Ohh, baby, you're beautiful,' he wheezed, ramming it up me. And then I felt uncomfortable. I thought he was having an attack. I pushed him off gently.
" 'Call the doctor, quick ... quick ...' he begged.
"I got in trouble trying to get a doctor. I couldn't speak a word in Spanish. By the time they finally understood me, poor Len was dead.
"They were confident it must have been a heart attack. Back in the States, I gave him a decent funeral and then I was alone, just a basic black dress, and a black veil.
"It was so sudden, so unexpected it left me numb.
" 'I'm closing the house and selling the furniture,' I told dad on the phone. Mom tried consoling me and I thanked her. I needed a change. I put the house up for sale and decided I'd be a vagabond. Len had left me a good sum; enough to live comfortably if I lived carefully. But I wanted a luxury fling south of the border.
" 'Operator, give me TWA,' I requested. They, in turn, told me to check with Mexicana Airlines. It didn't take me long to get on a plane bound for Mexico City and Acapulco. As the great plane took off I couldn't help think about the wild time I had with the Mexican beach boy. I knew it was a business virile, young Mexicans pursued. I determined to find another young man and enjoy sex once more.
"I selected another hotel. I didn't want any reminder of Len's last moments. At the sun-drenched La Chica I found what I wanted ... a private suite with a balcony and a huge bedroom with mirrors above the bed.
"The first night I went right to bed and slept soundly. I didn't want to go into the sun until I was rested. I thought perhaps the burning heat at the bullring had done poor old Len in, along with a cunt-snapper like me.
"In the middle of the night I awoke and couldn't get to sleep. I stepped out in the balcony in the nude. Looking out across the deep blue sea, the moon cast its soft light. Directly below the balcony I looked down on the beach. This was where I'd find sex tomorrow.
"I had my breakfast served in my room. Fresh papaya, pineapple, and tropical orange juice. I couldn't wait to get out on the beach. I found an oversize pair of sunglasses, put on a red bikini, and made sure I had a lot of suntan lotion on my body to protect myself from burning. I took a large beach towel along with a book and left for the beach.
"When I found a spot where there were some nice-looking people I lay down and started reading. I had trouble concentrating on my reading with all the sexy naked bodies around me. I overheard one girl arguing with an American about price. He wanted a blow job in the regular screw and she refused. Such open bickering over price almost had me laughing out loud.
"A young man in a white linen coat from the hotel asked me if I wanted a drink.
"I thought I needed one and ordered. As I sipped the drink I spotted a man I knew I wanted. He was real dark-skinned and husky. He was looking my direction. I got up and started walking over to him. As we walked toward each other, we eyed each other. I got so hot for him I could hardly stand it. Our eyes locked, yet we walked past each other. After we had passed each other, we could no longer look at each other. I turned to see him once more. He turned to see me looking at him. We both turned around and he smiled, 'Hi, baby,' when we got close together.
"Instantly I knew he was as anxious to fuck me as I was to screw him.
" 'Hi,' I smiled.
"We didn't need to do much talking. We both knew what we wanted and we wanted it fast.
" 'Your hotel?' he asked.
" 'Yes,' I nodded, 'my place.' "When we were in the room we didn't waste any t time at all. Our swim suits came off quickly and we didn't need to ask questions. He jumped on the bed, his brown body a striking contrast with the white sheets. He hastily slid a pillow under his ass and spread his legs invitingly for me. I crouched between his legs and licked his balls, eagerly anticipating the fantastic thrills waiting for me when I sucked him. I got so carried away I put each of his balls in my mouth and sucked on them. I really enjoyed that.
" 'Suck my ass, senorita,' he insisted.
"I hadn't done this before, but his beautiful smooth ass looked so inviting it wasn't difficult. I licked all around it. He loved it, squirming every minute.
" 'Put your tongue up there,' he panted, 'tongue-fuck me.' I knew what he wanted and I was anxious to please him. Stiffening my tongue I gripped both his cheeks firmly and stabbed his asshole. My tongue glided in smoothly. Now he twisted his ass every direction. I'd turned him on with my tongue.
" 'Oh, senorita, you drive me crazy,' he sighed as I gave him a wild tongue-fucking.
" 'Keep it up, ohhh, baby, keep it up,' he begged me as my tongue did its thing.
"With his ass wiggling, my hands holding his buttocks in place I continued exciting him with my tongue stabs.
" 'Ohh, suck me, suck me,' he begged. I figured he was about ready to shoot his load so I'd better get my mouth back on his dong. I covered his penis with my mouth and sucked on just the head of it.
"He rammed the whole thing down my throat and pumped it to me. With his hands running through my hair, holding me tightly to his pecker, I had to finish him off.
" 'Ohhhh, I love it, I love it,' he groaned, 'suck it off ... eat me ... suck, suck, ohhhhh, I'm coming, I'm coming.' "His penis exploded in my mouth, sending its creamy thick cum hurtling down my throat.
" 'Suck it, senorita, suck it all out.' "With eager, passionate desire I sucked on his tool, devouring him.
"He was really enjoying himself as he held me down. When I'd finished him, he wanted to eat me. He eagerly got down below my legs and I swiftly spread for him.
" 'Suck me,' I begged him. He held my ass in his grip, as he drove his tongue down my slit and, stiffening it, tongue-fucked my cunt.
"What was so fantastic was the way he licked my clit. With short tongue lashes he kept the action up until his teeth took over and he nibbled it.
" 'I love that, I love that,' I groaned in sexual ecstasy. For the first time in my whole life I was being loved the way every woman should be loved. I came like I'd never come before. He licked at me, devouring me. Suddenly I saw his huge penis getting hard again.
" 'It's impossible,' I laughed.
" 'What's impossible?' he asked after he finished eating me. I had gushed like a fountain. He'd gone after it with such eager desire I knew he was an old hand at eating pussy.
" 'Your prick?' I chuckled. 'You've got a hard-on.'
" 'I'm good for nine rounds,' he smiled. 'I've tried it... nine times.'
" 'You are very good man,' I assured him, wondering if he'd really made it nine times or if he just wished he'd shot it off that many times.
" 'I like to fuck ass,' he grinned.
" 'I know,' I told him, 'I've been here before. The last beach boy who screwed me made me get on all fours and he came at me from behind.'
" 'You like?'
" 'I love,' I nodded, getting on all fours so he could get his manhood up there.
"He didn't take long. He used some baby oil in the bathroom to slosh around his dick and grease my ass. Slowly he slid his tool to the anal ring. I was quivering.
" 'Relax,' he chuckled. 'It won't hurt.' "I tried relaxing as his hands lightly slapped my buttocks. And then he drove his enormous, thick penis up my ass, and I thought he'd split me in half.
"But once he had it in there, he drove it smoothly and it felt just great.
"I let him give my asshole a good workout, enjoying every fucking second of it.
"He taught me how to do it just right.
" 'When I drive it in,' he explained, 'grab it with your ass ... oh, that's it... oh, keep it up.' "Clutching his cock with my ass muscles I gave his long hammer a good workout.
" 'Fuck, fuck, fuck it,' he demanded, slapping my buttocks playfully.
"Driving it into the ass with long, hard, thrusting motions he built his pace to climax.
" 'Ohhhh, I'm coming, I'm coming,' he gasped, 'keep this up ... that's it... ohhhh, baby, that's it.' "I felt his huge pecker unload. I dug having him screw me like this. In and out he drove his penis. With one final thrust, he drove it up there, and then slowly pulled it out.
" 'I like it, I like it,' he told me.
" 'What's your name?' I asked him.
" 'Carlos,' he smiled.
"'Val is my name,' I told him. 'I wish you' could be with me back in the States. I need a pecker like yours.' "Gripping his still rigid penis, we both laughed.
" 'Val, baby,' he grinned, "have cock, will travel.'
" 'Maybe I'll pack you up when I go and we'll fuck all the time ... okay?' "'I like,'he nodded.
"I didn't want to become attached to any one man at this point. I had just found my first freedom I'd ever known. Now, I had the time, the money, the desire to travel, I determined I would do so. I invited Carlos to have dinner with me at the Sao Paulo Restaurant, an open-terrace place with a spectacular sea view.
"He did look exotic, exciting, and I was entranced at the idea of having a big prick like his to play around with at home all the time.
"Yes I wanted more adventure.
" 'You are unusual woman,' he smiled.
" 'You are not satisfied with one man,' he winked.
" 'You a mind reader?'
" 'No,' he smiled, 'but I know you. Would you like to come to party?'
" 'I... I'm not dressed for a party.'
" 'You don't have to be dressed,' he laughed, 'you have to be undressed.' "Suddenly the idea of naked bodies turned me on. I wanted to see everybody screwing. I wanted to take all the cock I could get. His eyes intoxicated me into sex-orgy thinking.
"We left the restaurant and a taxi swept us to the top of the mountain where we had a great view of the cliffs and sea smashing against the rocks down below.
"Getting out, I turned to see a white wooden gate, with blue lights casting a soft glow from the two rock posts. Inside a young Mexican boy was guarding them.
" 'Pedro,' he smiled. 'It's me, Carlos, with a senorita.' "Pedro acknowledged him, opening the gates and admitting us. The air of mystery turned me on. I was curious to know what was going on.
"It didn't take me long to find out. The house was white brick, modern one story. Inside the place, I saw white walls, black terrazzo floors, and a long hall. When we got to the end of the hall I saw everybody was bare-ass naked. People were sitting on white Naugahyde sofas, laughing, joking and drinking. Sliding glass doors led to the patio where people were splashing in swimming pools.
" 'Let's go swimming,' Carlos suggested. I quickly got out of my swimsuit and so did he. His big old jabber was standing straight up. We swam across the pool and jumped out on the other side. Here I saw a brown-skinned man eyeing me.
" 'You like her?' he asked him.
"The man nodded warmly.
" 'We fuck together,' he suggested. And it was simple as that. We got up and walked upstairs together. In one of the bedrooms we found a king-sized bed. Locking the door, we all wasted no time getting on the bed. The man who dug me, wanted to straddle my breasts so I let him.
" 'I like Americano women,' he grinned, 'you have good bodies.'
" 'I dig Mexican men,' I told him.
"The feel of his buttocks brushing against my breasts excited me. I reached out to feel his penis. His balls were swaying gently around my titties.
" 'You like my cock?' "I smiled, 'Yes.'
" 'Suck it for me,' he said, pushing it closer to my lips. Reaching out he gripped my head and held me in place.
" 'Suck it,' he demanded. 'Suck my prick.' "I took the head of it in my mouth and sucked on it. He inched it back and forth slowly, watching while I ate him. Carlos spread my legs and was licking all around my crotch. Sliding his tongue up and down, he slipped inside my slit and I shook all over I got so turned on.
" 'Ohhhh, baby, suck me,' the fucker cried.
"I let him unreel his hammerhead down my throat and he drove it in and out with a fury.
" 'Suck me, suck my cock,' he demanded. I liked his crudeness, his roughness as his hands held my head in place while he screwed me.
"His balls bouncing on my chin felt wonderful. I dug having his manhood thrust down my throat. I liked the connection. I felt like part of him.
"He was getting hotter and hotter. I could tell from the way he thrust his pecker up me.
" 'Ohhhhh, I like that, senorita,' he panted, 'keep sucking ... keep sucking.' "He didn't have to urge me. I was enjoying sucking him off immensely. Two men was certainly better than one small-size, tired old dick such as I had had to put up with Len. This was living. Two throbbing peckers, one tongue savagely loving my pussy.
"I wiggled my cunt to keep Carlos's tongue lashing inside my moist mound.
" 'That's it,' he said, jabbing down my throat still farther, 'Ohhhh, senorita, ohhhhh, ohhh, I'm coming, I'm coming.' "The hot sperm flashed down my throat. He unloaded with a small gasp as he shoved.
"I felt myself gush in Carlos's hot mouth. He licked it excitedly. I never felt so loved in all my life. I wanted to love every man at the party.
"When the big prick pulled out of my mouth, I licked at its head, eager to devour every delicious drop.
" 'You are very good, the Mexican man grinned. "Holding his tool, I squeezed. 'So are you!' "Carlos was turned on. He wanted to screw me. So I spread.
" 'You are best leg-spreader at the party,' he complimented me excitedly.
"I felt I was totally alive for the first time in all my life. I wanted to get some more handsome young Mexican boys and get fucked. My cunt needed it. My mouth wanted them. My ass burned for them. I must be a nympho, an oversexed, nympho.
"When Carlos was screwing me, I was imagining what it would be like to fuck a whole line of dicks. I reached for his ass, gripping him tightly as he gave it to me.
" 'I like it,' he gasped delightedly as he drove his penis up my tight box. I knew what he liked. I knew damned what he liked. I gripped his thrusting tool with my cunt muscles, making him enjoy his fucking all the more. With my cunt muscles grabbing, releasing and then grabbing again, he really got his pecker turned on.
" 'Snapping pussy,' he chuckled as he smiled down at me, his lips soon kissing mine.
"My cunt was so well lubricated he just kept pumping it into me.
" 'Look at him go,' the other man laughed, 'you are a wild fucker.' "And then he walked over to the door, unlocked it, and left. This burned me up. I liked people watching.
"I reached out with both hands and gripped the firm, round globes of Carlos's ass. He liked that. I opened the crack wide and slipped one finger up it as he kept screwing me.
" 'Fuck, fuck, fuck it,' he panted, grinding it up there with intense thrusts. And then I saw the door open. In walked a group of Mexican men. They came over to the bed and watched Carlos fucking.
"Their hands went out and soon they were stroking while they watched Carlos.
" 'Good fucker, eh?' Carlos grinned as he turned to them.
" 'Si, si,' they chorused. Their hands pumped their peckers. He kept ramming it up me, enjoying every screwing second of it.
" 'Fuck, fuck, fuck it,' he said. I gripped his manhood with my cunt muscles and massaged his hard tool.
" 'Ohhhhh, I'm coming, I'm coming,' he panted.
" 'Faster! Faster! That's it ... keep it up, faster,' they panted. The pace increased as they kept it going.
"I felt his member shoot over and over as he pressed farther inside me, his great balls touching my slit.
"My hands gripped his ass while he hammered it home. When he pulled out, the men were on top of me.
" 'We all fuck you,' they said. I turned on my side and in a matter of moments three men were fitting themselves into me. I saw the one, kneeling and holding his enormous pecker to my mouth. I licked on its head and he rammed it up me. Sucking it smoothly, trying to calm him down till the others fitted themselves into me, my hands held him off.
"One man was parting my ass cheeks, while the other was fitting himself into my slit. I enjoyed this. It reminded me of the orgy when we got caught. Only this time we were free to fuck and suck and nobody would give a damn.
"This freedom to fuck any old way was exhilarating, lifting me to a sex high like I never got before.
"The man sliding up my asshole, doing it smoothly didn't hurt me one bit. The other man riding it up my cunt thrust gently. Soon, we were going to town; the ass, the cunt, the mouth all crammed with juicy cock.
"I took just the head of the man's penis in my mouth, focusing my attention on the underside. With my lower lip dragging, I could see I was arousing him. Massaging his balls and feeling his butt kept him really excited.
" 'Fuck, fuck, fuck it,' he panted as he drove it in hard. It reached to the back of my throat, the balls bouncing on my chin as he thrust it to me.
"The men driving their jackhammers up my ass and up my gash were plunging hard now.
" 'Ohhhh, I like your asshole,' the one screwing me there gasped. 'Keep that pussy moving,' the man fucking my cunt commanded.
"My body was trembling with passion and excitement. I'd never been so turned on before in all my life. I couldn't believe anything could be half so thrilling.
" 'Fuck, fuck, fuck,' the man pushing up my ass panted. 'Ohhhhh, I'm coming, I'm coming.' "His prong popped its sperm-load and he shot a good hot load of cum up there. The man screwing my cunt came too. In one powerful lunge, he exploded in my pussy, his hot jism coating me with cum.
"The man shoving his pecker in my mouth shot his wad. I gulped his delicious, creamy cum down, thrilling to his delicious taste.
"The other men were frantic to fuck.
" 'Screw her ass, gang-bang fuck her,' one man suggested.
"I got on all fours and they took turns driving it up me. The first man got it in easy, the cum-slickened pathway allowing him quick, smooth entrance.
"Bending over, he gripped my titties with both hands and kept driving his huge tool up there.
" 'I like it, I like it,' he gasped. 'Ohhhh, keep it up, keep fucking ... ohhhh, baby, keep fucking.' "I had it figured how much twisting I had to do with my tail to make them cum. It didn't take long. When he was pinching the hardest on my nipples I knew he was nearest making it.
" 'Fuck, fuck, fuck it,' he gasped, almost pinching them off my breasts. His big old dick shot its load and he groaned and gasped like he was going out of his gourd.
"When they'd all finished screwing me, Carlos sat down beside me.
" 'You were beautiful,' he smiled, "beautiful.'
" 'I think we should get married,' I told him.
" 'If you want to,' he smiled quietly.
" 'Let's go swimming, I need a refreshing swim and something to drink,' I told him flatly.
"We walked downstairs and across the room where the lights were now dim as people were fucking up a storm all over the place, including the swimming pool. We got cooled off, had a good drink, and looked up at the starlit night.
" 'Acapulco is the only place,' I told him.
" 'Yes, yes, senorita,' he sighed, 'and if you buy me a boat I support you.'
" 'How?' I laughed.
" 'Fishing,' he said seriously.
" 'Fishing?'
" 'Yes, senorita, we make good money fishing ... I must be your man, I support you.'
" 'But you need the boat to be my man, to support me?' I smiled, wondering naturally if this was really all he wanted.
" 'Yes,' he said softly, massaging my ego with his hypnotic adoring brown eyes. 'I like you.'
" 'We get married?'
" 'Oh, yes, yes,' he replied, 'I want you.' "And so I did something I've regretted ever since. I married him ... Carlos, life-guard, beach-boy and fisherman. But naked he was a handsome hunk of man. And it was because of the powerful muscles, the big pecker, the way he knew how to use it, I went along with him!
"But when he drank, I got more than I bargained for.
" 'Carlos, you've got to quit drinking,' I reasoned.
" 'I got to fuck you,' he slurred, drinking now from the bottle. Reaching over, he pulled me by the hair and demanded, 'Get on your knees, you are the woman,' he commanded.
"I didn't dig the sex-slave routine. Hell, I'd been through my sex-slave days with Len. It bugged me.
" 'On your knees,' he snarled.
"I got on my knees reluctantly. His hands reached out and pulled me crudely to his huge prong stretched out before me. I stroked him.
" 'Now, suck it,' he demanded.
"Reaching for it, I brought it to my mouth.
" 'Ohhh, that feels great, keep doing it for me,' he begged. I kept the action up, and he was enjoying himself. Ramming it roughly down my throat, he soon tired of this act, and demanded, 'Get on all fours like a dog ... I fuck your ass.' "This was too much. I wasn't going to be his dog.
" 'Go to hell,' I snapped.
"That did it. Defiance made all the fires of his manhood burn with purple rage. He grabbed me and threw me to the floor. I felt pain flash through my left side. I couldn't help sobbing aloud.
" 'I fuck you,' he said, getting down on the floor behind me. Ramming his huge penis mercilessly up my ass, he drove it up there roughly.
" 'Fuck, fuck, fuck it,' he commanded.
I threw my ass back to meet his cockthrust as his hands savagely gripped my buttocks. I didn't want anything more to do with him, but he was my husband.
" 'Fuck me, fuck me,' he insisted, roughly thrusting his huge dick up my asshole.
"In and out he drove it, paying no attention to my pain. When he bent over, his hands crudely grabbed for my breasts, his fingers eagerly pinching my sensitive nipples. I cried, 'Oh, Carlos, stop it, stop it.' "My torment only turned him on all the more.
" 'Fuck it, damnit, you bitch,' he bellowed. 'Ohhh, that's good ... fuck, fuck, fuck it.' "At last his big ramrod exploded. The hot flash of cum erupted in furious thrusting movements as he drove it in to obtain every possible sensation.
" 'Beautiful,' he panted, 'keep that ass going.' I twisted it for him, and he finally pulled out of me.
"I knew I had to divorce him. He'd almost wrecked me. He was a costly adventure in sex. I had bought him a five thousand dollar boat.
" 'I am sorry, senorita,' the lawyer explained, 'but Carlos was already married. There would be much trouble. We just annul the marriage and you let Carlos keep the boat.'
" 'I don't want to lose the money,' I snapped.
" 'It would be best,' he smiled.
"I was so disgusted with the whole affair, I got up, and asked him coolly, 'How much are your charges?'
" 'Only two hundred to annul the marriage,' he said casually.
" 'What's two hundred more?' I said disgustedly as I paid him his blood money and left.
"I knew the setup. Carlos and the lawyer sharing the proceeds of the venture. But I was in no mood tO fight his wife and my reputation would be further ruined if it ever got out I picked up with a married Mexican beach-boy.
"Going back to the States I felt considerably poorer and much wiser. I was through with sex, or so I thought. When I got into my crisp, modern apartment I thought re-decorating, buying new furniture, and all that would keep me so occupied I could forget sex. But once the excitement of getting everything fixed up was over, I began thinking of how great it was to really get fucked.
"But where could I find fucks? I went to bars and the only man I found there was impotent. He wanted to eat my pussy. I didn't mind being eaten, as a matter of fact I enjoyed it. But, there was no exchange. He had a limp penis. And that was that. I feel I'm probably a nympho by nature. Only place I could make it would be in Nevada where they recognize a chick with fire down below has a right to let men cool it off.
"Yet, I wouldn't dig the trade. I like young men, fifteen, sixteen ... when they're fresh fucks. None of this stale old meat for me. A young, clean cock ... a kid who'll eat my cunt and not complain ... this is what I need. But where in hell do you find it? I don't know."
SUMMARY
Val is a talented and gifted woman with a very sexy body and an unquenchable sex appetite. No doubt her early sexual encounters with her father have colored her entire sex history. Not being able to adjust to and cope with these traumatic, for her age, sex experiences, she branched out to practice on young boys the things her own father had taught her.
She liked the adulation and attention of the boys and in her warped mind probably felt she was pleasing her father by engaging in a series of sex acts.
The ending of these encounters was another blow to her ego and balance that hit with great impact, propelling her into a rejection of sex beyond which was wholesome. This inevitably led to an older man; a father-image and someone with whom she would feel secure, pure and safe.
Her safety with Len brought little or no satisfaction. While insulated from financial worries, she couldn't find release from her own craving for wild sex action. Therefore, at her first opportunity away from home, when she thought she could not be detected, divorced or chastised because of her act, she took on a young Mexican man.
When her husband's death left her with money and time, she headed for the beaches South of the border and the sex she had always sought.
Carlos proved the love of her life until he was unmasked as a drunken, sadistic, scheming man who was using her to finance a fishing venture by having her buy his boat.
She might have gone along with that. But when she found herself in physical difficulty because of Carlos's drunken sex demands, she recognized the very real threat he posed to her life. At that point, she abandoned the superficial marriage vows, learning in the process Carlos was already married. This turned her off sex temporarily.
Once the fascination of the new life, new apartment, etc., had worn off, the old sex urges surfaced. She craved sex with virile, young men. Men her age couldn't satisfy her. She knows she needs help and that is why she has come to reveal her entire sex history, no holds barred.
Hypnotherapy would probably be the quickest and easiest way to erase the guilt-shame syndrome that dominates her thinking, creating a compulsion for wild sex with young men. Once this has been straightened out, she can be guided toward mature sex goals, which offer a satisfactory sex adjustment.
Proceeding in the future along the same emotional lines to find sex that she has in the past, she will most certainly be doomed to failure. Hope, help, and happiness are available, providing she is willing to cooperate in coping with her traumas and finding the answers.
CHAPTER TWO
Janet A. is a stunning, young woman. Her long, brown hair, her intense brown eyes, soft olive skin complimented by a shapely body, make her an instant turn-on for almost all men. She knows this and her manner indicates she has been spoiled in the extreme.
Her background fascinated me as I wondered how a girl who apparently had most everything could find herself in such a grim predicament.
"It isn't easy to be happy, when someone you love is dead, and the other person you love is in jail for killing your other love."
"It sounds quite complex," I agreed, "tell me about it so I can better understand what help you need."
"Alright, if you're not easily shocked," she began.
"Perhaps the one thing I have in common with watches is being shock-proof," I smiled.
"Good," she said, adjusting herself in the chair in front of me.
"A lot of women try everything they can think of to become beautiful," she said quietly, "sometimes I have to laugh at them. If they knew the price I've had to pay for having a sexy body and a beautiful face I don't think they'd trade places with me.
"When did you first notice your body was attracting boys?"
"And girls," she added.
"Well, when did it all begin?"
"When I was five years old," she smiled, "and I've had trouble with men ever since."
"Tell me about that encounter," I asked her seriously.
"Basil, the neighbor boy wanted to see me naked. So, he got me into his bedroom and took off all his clothes and mine too. He tried to press his little penis into my pussy and his mom caught him."
"What did she do?"
"Slapped his bottom and gave him the devil," she laughed. "That was an early start, don't you think?"
"Very early," I agreed.
"Next came Allen," she continued. "Allen was a quiet kid. He was only eleven years old when We used to date. He taught me how to massage his balls and jack-off a guy's prong."
"Did he do anything to you?"
"Diddled me," she continued.
"Just continue being frank and I think we can make real progress."
"Very good," she smiled.
Relaxing a moment she paused, then went on!
"I suppose it is easy for you to realize I was very proud of my ability to attract the boys. I enjoyed seeing them naked and they dug me. Probably the thing that brought us the most fun was a little game we used to play. About twenty miles outside town there was a little stream that the kids liked to bathe in. It was considered a real swinging thing to go there and swim in the nude. I went with Allen and that was when I got my first screw.
" 'Just take off your clothes,' he insisted and when I saw everybody else doing it, I got in line. It seemed the most natural thing to do to go down to the stream, jump in, and swim. After a little while of this sexy moonlight and water, every guy was so horny to fuck, we would see first one couple emerging from the water and then the next. They'd walk up to a private patch of grass and just plain screw.
"Allen whispered, 'Let's split this scene.' I nodded, the look in his eyes told me what he wanted and that he was in an awful hurry to get it.
"We jumped out, my boobs bouncing in front of me, with his eyes glued to them. Finding a spot where nobody could watch us, I lay down in the grass and soon he was on top of me, sliding his big old pecker in my slit.
"I spread for him, as anxious to get his dong up me as he was to shove it.
" 'Fuck it,' he said, sliding it swiftly in and out. I threw my arms around him tightly and trembled to his powerful thrusts.
" 'Ohhhh, that's great, fuck, fuck, fuck,' I begged him as he drove his dong up my slit.
"The more he shoved it, the more I loved it. I guess I wasn't bound to any puritanical sex, even in my subconscious. I just loved having a man on top of me, driving it home.
" 'Fuck, fuck, ohhhh, baby, fuck,' he gasped. I kissed him, foolishly imagining he had some feeling for me. Later, of course, I caught on, he had feeling alright, but it was all in his pecker.
" 'Put your hands on my butt,' he asked me. 'I like your hands all over me.' "I was almost clawing away at his back, and I lowered my hands to grip his firm, round buttocks, pulling him tighter to my cunt.
" 'That's it, ohhhh, baby, you're grooving,' he gasped, thrusting it higher up my twat. In another moment, his panting told me he was making it.
" 'Ohh, God, God, I'm coming,' he cried, 'keep fucking.'
" 'Not so loud,' someone called out. The other kids laughed. We didn't pay any attention. It was our duty to screw. And we did it up brown. His hammerhead gushed his cum all over my cunt. He was trembling and so was I.
"That was my first big fuck. It was followed by many more big fucks. Allen's brother Robert was just returning from Viet-Nam duty and he gave me the eye.
" 'Why don't you let me show her how it's done?' he whispered loud enough for me to hear one night.
" 'It's okay with me,' he smiled, 'if Janet doesn't mind!' "I shook my head slowly, smiling sexily up at him. 'Maybe I could teach you a few things too.'
" 'Maybe you could,' he nodded.
"He instantly seized the opportunity to have sex with me and left poor Allen all by himself. In a way I felt bad about leaving Allen. However, his brother Robert wasn't half bad and I wanted some adventure.
" 'You glad to be back?' I asked him.
" 'In some ways,' he smiled.
" 'We've got everything better over here,' I insisted.
" 'Not everything... like the Lick Houses.'
" 'The what?'
" 'The sex houses where the girls lick you all over. They call them the Lick Alley houses.'
" 'You like having women lick you all over?' I smiled.
" 'Love it,' he winked. 'How'd you like to lick me all over, baby doll?'
" 'I would love to,' I assured him.
" 'I'll give you that chance later tonight.' "First he took me to a topless, bottomless joint which I didn't particularly enjoy. When we were about to be served, the waitress asked for my I.D. I had to go. This burned me up. I'd never seen a show where women were throwing their boobs and butts in men's faces and I wanted to watch.
"Once outside, he drove to a liquor store and bought some booze. When he came back to the car, he grinned, patting me on the pussy, and announced, 'I'm a wild fuck!'
" 'I'll bet you are,' I nodded, hoping he'd prove it soon. He found an old motel and went in and registered. When he came back, I asked, 'Use your own name?'
" 'I never do,' he assured me.
"Inside the motel, the first thing he wanted me to do was drink some booze. I lifted the bottle to my lips and poured some raw bourbon down my throat. I gasped for breath. He laughed.
" 'You got a perverted sense of humor,' I told him.
" 'That ain't the only thing I got perverted,' he winked, sticking his tongue out, grinning.
" 'I'm going to make you eat your words,' I laughed.
" 'While I'm eating you?' he smiled.
" 'Yes,' I assured him. We got on the bed and it didn't take him long to straighten me out about what he liked. It was a good thing I was loaded 'cause I don't know if I'd done everything he asked if I wasn't.
" 'I like to eat ass,' he said. 'Why don't I sit on your face and you eat my ass out while I bend over and do you?'
" 'Alright,' I agreed. He straddled me, lowering his ass over my face. I reached up to grip his buttocks as he pushed his ass closer.
"Turning back, he smiled, as if delighted to see my reluctance to tongue his ass.
" 'It won't bite you,' he grinned, 'it's just my butt.' "I didn't answer.
" 'Go ahead and suck it,' he insisted.
" 'Alright,' I told him, poking my tongue out and letting it touch his cheeks.
" 'Lick all around the asshole,' he demanded.
"I closed my eyes and began licking as he insisted.
" 'That's it, ohhhh, I like that, keep that up,' he panted. 'Now I'll do your asshole ... you're doing mine real great.' "He bent over and spread my ass-cheeks and got his tongue down in there and began stabbing my butt with it.
" 'That's beautiful,' I gasped, when his tongue began lashing with its wet excitement all around my ass.
" 'Keep sucking on my ass,' he told me. I returned to lick on his ass while he licked on mine.
"He wiggled his ass while I licked it. I had to grip his firm round buttocks to keep him in place. He was obviously turned-on with the whole thing.
"He buried his face in my butt and suddenly I felt his stiffened tongue stabbing my asshole. I assumed that was what he wanted me to do. I stabbed it and thrust it back and forth. He really wiggled his butt now. I held on tightly as I kept my tongue-action going.
"I felt sensual thrills flash through my legs as he ate my ass out. I could hardly believe sex could be so wild, so uninhibited.
" 'Baby, I better eat you now,' he said, tearing his face away from my ass a minute. 'And, honey, fasten your mouth on my prick and give me a good blow-job, okay?'
" 'Yes, yes,' I gasped, 'I'll suck you off.' "Pulling his now throbbing prong to me, I took the mammoth head in my mouth and began slowly sucking. He licked my slit, suddenly stabbing me with his tongue. Again, my legs vibrated with his hot tongue's probing movements.
"I tasted the first drop of sperm. I let him shove his member all the way in. He dipped deep inside me and sucked on my erect clitoris like an all-day sucker.
"Massaging his heavy balls, I kept urging him to drive his pecker farther. With one sudden plunge, he pumped it to me and continued a rapid-paced fuck.
"Again, I found myself enjoying sex completely. His tongue was driving me out of my gourd, his piston pecker thrusting down my throat with his balls bouncing on my chin made it a wild ride.
"Pulling his face away from my pussy, he cut loose with a gasp. 'Ohhhh, baby, you're doing it just right... just right... keep that licking up ... I love it. Ohhh, I'm shooting.' "His thick, throbbing peter unloaded its big load of creamy, hot cum in my mouth. I tasted it, enjoying every succulent second, gripping his hips as he lunged forward.
"I was dripping, and he went to eat me swiftly. Eagerly he slipped his tongue inside my box and ate me. We were both vibrating together, tuned-in, turned on and way-out.
"His tongue lapped me up like a cat lapping up milk. I hated to let go of his dong. But he pulled it out of my mouth and got up and went into the bathroom and closed the door.
"During that moment without him, I realized how wonderful it might be to have a man all the time. It would be like cloud nine to always have sex close by. Robert walked back into the room, his face aglow.
" 'I felt that cocksuck clear to my toes," he grinned.
" 'Come over here,' I asked him. He walked over to the edge of the bed and sat there quietly smiling.
" 'Why don't you say something?' I asked him softly.
" 'What should I say?' he smiled.
"I knew he was scared shitless I'd ask him to screw me again. He was a one night stand man and that was that.
" 'Let's go,' I told him flatly.
"Bending over, he started licking on my breasts. I couldn't stop him. His tongue, his mouth excited me so much. He licked down to my slit and then he straddled me.
" 'Lift your legs,' he whispered. I lifted them, his huge pecker was standing up now, ready.
" 'I'm gonna fuck your ass,' he laughed. 'You got a real cute ass.' "Spitting in his hand, he prepared to ram his rod up there and fuck me.
" 'You'll like this,' he grinned. I thought the hell I will, but I didn't say a word. Slowly, he eased his huge tool up my behind.
"Getting it past the anal ring was the hardest job of all, but he did manage to succeed. I cried out in pain as he roughly rammed his whole joystick up my asshole.
" "That's mighty fine fuckin',' he panted as he drove his hard penis in and out swiftly.
" 'You are a wild fuck, just like you said,' I told him tightly.
" 'Yes,' he grinned, 'I'm a wild fuck ... keep your backfield in motion ... like that ... yes, yes ... faster, faster!' "I churned my ass around, trying to keep his pace increasing. As he climbed to climax, he began sweating all over.
" 'Ohhhh, that's beautiful,' he gasped. 'I'm really getting it up there ... ohhh, feel it.'
" 'Yes, yes.' I sighed, lost in his lust.
" 'Oh, baby, fuck, fuck, fuck ... that's it, that's it ... ohhhh, ahhhhh, I'm coming, keep fucking, keep fucking.' "I kept my pace up allowing him full cock-thrust. Driving in to the hilt, his huge balls touched me.
" 'Ohhh, you're a great ass-fuck,' he panted, 'really swinging. Keep that fuckin' ass going.' "He didn't want to quit. His penis didn't either. He kept unloading his gun.
"When it was over, he swiftly slid his dick out.
"Patting my buttocks playfully, he said, 'I like that.'
" 'I guess you do,' I told him. "When he was driving me home, he asked, 'You in love with Allen?'
" 'No,' I told him quietly.
" 'You in love with me?'
" 'No,' I replied quickly, but it was a half truth. I did find Robert and his ramrod fabulous and I wanted him to screw me again and again.
" "That's good,' he smiled, 'I mean, I can't fall in love.'
" 'You can't fall in love?'
" 'What guy in his right mind can?' he asked, grinning.
" 'You're right, you know. All this sex stuff is just animal emotion ... it's not love ... but it's a lot of fun, isn't it?'
" 'You've got the right idea,' he nodded, scratching his chin nervously. 'I never dig screwing the same chick twice.'
" 'I feel the same way,' I lied, hiding any feeling I felt.
" 'Beautiful,' he smiled, 'then you won't feel hurt if this is out?' he asked, as he pulled up to my house.
" 'I wouldn't want it any other way,' I assured him. 'We had a good fuck, that's enough. So long.' "I think I surprised him by not hanging on for any more small talk. I didn't dig his attitude. It wasn't me. But it clued me in young-what men are like, and for that I'm glad as hell. It's only safe to have a tough hide. Why throw your heart at men, when all they really want is your cunt in their face? Let them eat pussy ... I vowed I'd avoid going down on them. My personal vengeance against all men. As long as they ate me, beautiful.
"The next week Allen met me in the hall at school. He was busy studying for finals, just as I was, so we hadn't seen each other very much. But he looked at me with that horny look and I knew it was my time to strike.
" 'How about Saturday night?' he asked anxiously.
" 'Sorry, I'm busy,' I told him quickly.
"'Who with?' he demanded. 'Not my brother Robert, I hope ... I don't think he did the right thing taking you away from me.'
" 'Maybe you didn't do the right thing offering your girl friend to your brother ... that thought ever cross your contaminated little mind?' I snapped.
"Saying that, I stalked away in a huff. He followed at my heels, right where I liked to have him.
" 'You're not fair, Jan, come on ... please, I'm sorry...'
" 'Forget it, grow up,' I snapped again.
"The hurt look on his face almost made me change my mind. Yet I knew I was wrong in trying to continue our sex relationship. He got the point; it was finished.
"Entering a beauty contest I focused on putting myself ahead. I nearly flipped out when I won it, hands down. With a silver swimsuit and wearing gold shoes, I paraded before the dirty-minded judges. They voted me highest honors ... the most glamorous chick in the finals, Queen Cunt, the one they wanted to fuck the most... big deal. But if it makes their conscience feel good not to lay a finger on us, but eye us and think about it... beautiful. I had it all figured. Every honor I could get would make me a more desirable catch. I set my sights high ... a man with money. Why not? They were in the market for snatch ... I was wise to that. I figured if they wanted a good piece of pussy they should have to pay a pretty penny.
"One nice-looking young guy saw me at a dance and dug me right away. He introduced himself as a dentist and got so turned on I had to play it cool.
" 'What's your name?'
" 'Doctor Martin,' he smiled.
" 'Oh, I'm so impressed with men who know science.'
" 'Well,' he grinned, 'it's not exactly science, but...' "I deliberately kept him on the string. I gave him my phone number and refused to accept any dates. I thought it was good strategy to be busy ... real busy, until I was ready.
"Leslie, a model I worked with, told me she knew how to help me land the man who'd keep me ... and keep me in style. I dug Leslie. She was slim, blonde, and had such innocent blue eyes. One night after we'd gone out on a modeling assignment we talked so late, I invited her to have dinner with me.
" 'Do you have any booze around here?' she asked, looking about curiously.
" 'Oh, sure, what do you like?'
" 'Vodka,' she smiled, opening her eyes wide in expectancy. I found the vodka for her and she mixed drinks for both of us.
" 'I've never told you about myself, have I?' she grinned.
" 'No,' I shook my head, 'shoot.' "'Straight from the shoulder?' " "That's the only way to fly,' I laughed, trying to match her witty comments.
"Four drinks later, she slurred, 'So you see baby, after what little old Leslie has been through, you can't blame me if I hate the bastards.'
" 'No, darling,' I can't. "I hate some of them too.'
" 'I hate all of them,' she laughed. 'Say, you've got a beautiful body, haven't you, luv?' "I was a bit taken aback by a woman eyeing me like she was at this moment.
" 'I exercise,' I grinned, blushing in embarrassment.
" 'So you do,' she smiled, reaching out and motioning for me to strip.
" 'Let me see you naked,' she slurred.
"'Why?' I laughed lightly, biting my lip nervously.
" ' 'Cause I bet you've got a beautiful pair of knockers, honey.'
" 'If you want to see them, alright, look at them,' I said, tiring of all the broad hints to strip.
"When I got out of my dress, undid my bra, and let my breasts fall free, her eyes zoomed in on them.
" "They're beautiful,' she sighed, 'just beautiful.' "I gulped, scratching my neck, not knowing what to say next. Soon she began undressing.
" 'Is the door locked?'
" 'Well... why?'
" 'We don't want some sex maniac to come charging in and see us like this,' she laughed drunkenly. By now she was standing before me, bare-ass naked. Her blonde boobs were standing up by themselves nice as you please and her cute little cunt was shaven nice and clean.
" 'Like the body?'
" 'You have a nice body ... yes,' I said, choosing my words cautiously. I moved to the door and locked it.
" 'Let's have another drink,' she suggested.
" 'I don't think we need another drink,' I told her flatly.
" 'Oh ... oh, yes, I do,' she insisted, pouring herself a drink from the bottle and not bothering to mix it with anything. Gulping it down, she sighed heavily.
" 'Ohhhh, that feels so great ... honey, let me see you naked. You turn me on.'
" 'I'm no Lez,' I finally told her flatly.
"A hurt look flashed across her face. She looked as if she'd cry. My body meaning that much for her to see shook me up. I was caught between my own disgust for this kind of thing and her tormented, sorrowful face.
"Reaching out, I touched her, consoling her as best I could.
" 'Alright,' I agreed, 'if you want to see me I guess it won't hurt anything.' "Slowly the hurt look left her face as a smile surfaced when I slipped out of all my clothes and stood before her naked.
" 'Oh, God, you're gorgeous,' she gasped.
" 'Maybe I should put my clothes on,' I said softly.
" 'Oh, no ... no,' she begged, 'let me just look at you ... it won't hurt anything to look ... please, let me look.' "She eyed me cagily, glancing from my breasts to my cunt. She suddenly began sobbing.
" 'Why are you crying?'
" 'Because,' she interrupted her tears, 'you hate me ... I want to go to bed with you and you hate me because I do.' "I sat down beside her quickly, putting my arm around her consolingly. As our naked bodies touched, it was as if electricity passed between us. I felt it, she felt it. I drew her to me and kissed her, our breasts pushing against each other.
" 'Ohhhh, you're beautiful, you're beautiful,' she whispered, 'just let me eat you once ... just once.' "In that moment of her utter despair I got a new glimpse of what some women feel in their innermost souls. They want to express their finest feelings with women. They'll screw with men and do all the dirty things they demand. But, for love, feeling, affection, they know women surpass men here.
" 'If you want to,' I told her softly, 'you can have me.' "Her face beamed as a triumphant glimmer flashed across it. 'Oh, I do love you ... I've loved you from the first moment I saw you at the modeling school.' "Leslie and I went into my bedroom and a whole new sex vista spread before me. She got down between my legs and softly sucked on my gash. I dug her tender tongue movements. She wasn't on a race track the way so many men are when they eat you. Gently, earnestly, she sucked on me. Reaching up, she squeezed my breasts. Pinching my nipples with her fingers, I got turned on.
" 'Oh, Leslie, I love it, I love it,' I moaned as her tongue stabbed my cunt. With skillful movements, she probed, licking my clit with eager strokes. When she nibbled on it, I writhed about so much she had to hold me still. I was coming, her mouth sucked my hot juices in.
" 'Ohhh, God, love me, love me,' I gasped. Her fantastic tongue did its thing expertly.
"I had multiple orgasms. I never got so turned on when men ate me. Why shouldn't I respond to what I felt? If she could make me come the most, then I dug her. Not that I preferred women to men, but I did recognize a woman could understand how it all felt better than a man because a man's organs are different. While I was caught in my own dilemma .. . was I or was I not turning Lez ... I refused to deny my body the thrills I was feeling at this very moment.
"The next morning Leslie was quiet. I knew she was thinking. So was I. Finally she looked up at me with her strange little, half smile and asked, "Should we be friends or lovers?"
" 'Can't we be both?' I kidded her. In the days that followed I found out a lot more about her.
" 'Modeling cannot bring me enough money to keep me in my expensive pad,' she explained. 'I need a side income.'
" 'You mean modeling is a front, you're a hooker?'
" 'I don't like that word,' she said, 'hooker, it sounds like a hook, a sharp ugly thing. I prefer calling myself a sexual entertainer.'
" 'So, you are a sexual entertainer,' I laughed.
" 'You could get out of this dump and move up in the world, if you'd care to.'
" 'I ... I ... don't want to be a sex slave to any man,' I explained to her, 'I want to get married to some rich guy who'll buy me all the things I want.'
" 'You've got a good body, a good mind, and you are doing all right modeling, but baby, in this setting you can't meet the kind of man you want ... think it over.' "Looking about, I did think it over. The place was rather seedy. It was a furnished apartment, and the tired old sofa sagged, the worn, soiled silk covering looked anything but impressive.
" 'I'll earn some money and get a sharp pad, then I'll lure my catch and make it.' " "That is very indefinite,' she mused. 'If you'd move in with me, within one year I guarantee you, Jan, you'd have a sharp car, a beautiful apartment all your own, and money in the bank as well as a wardrobe.'
" 'Your offer tempts me,' I admitted.
" 'We'd make a great team,' she persisted.
" 'I don't like the idea of going down on men,' I told her flatly. 'It humiliates me. I think I'm above sucking their cocks, eating their asses out ... I just don't like it.' "Walking over to me, Leslie put her arm on my shoulder, and looked into my eyes with her clear blue eyes.
" 'Baby, we all have to do some things we don't dig. But when you get well paid for it, you have power. You can't afford to have all those ridiculous inhibitions.'
" 'I'm not inhibited,' I snapped.
" 'Oh, yes, you are,' she smiled, nodding. 'Today, people do everything. A sexual entertainer, like myself, would be out of business if we told our customers, "Sorry, sir, I don't dig blow-jobs, and ass sucking is out of the question!" No, we'd lose all our customers if we talked that way.'
" 'You see, I'm just not a hooker,' I told her flatly.
" 'Alright, it was just a suggestion. You do as you will. But I assure you Jan, one year from now, you'll probably still be here, driving the same car, a little money in the bank, a few new dresses..."
"The big car, the sharp pad, the clothes ... all these flashed before me. Just one year, and then I could rent a new lease on life, with a new apartment.
" 'Don't rush me,' I laughed. 'Let me think it over.'
" 'I don't want to rush you,' she explained, 'but I'm a working girl and I have an appointment. The man wanted a couple of chicks, and I just thought, if you wanted to you could join me.'
" 'Tonight?'
" 'Tonight,' she nodded.
" 'What can I wear?'
" 'Your silver slack suit shows you off real nice.'
" 'Is that what you're wearing?'
" 'I like white,' she smiled, walking over to admire her body, looking sharp in white silk slacks.
" 'It looks so pure, so virginal,' she grinned.
" 'How much?'
" 'Five hundred each,' she grinned. 'He's a rich one, but I must warn you, he wants a lot of action.'
" 'I'll take along a little booze flask in my purse,' I said, as I slipped out of my mini-dress and got into my silver slacks. With a silver chain belt, and a gold coat, it looked great.
" 'Baby, you're on,' she winked, 'let's split.' "We drove in her car and she took us to a section of town I'd never been in before. There was a guard at the gate and when she gave the name of the man we were going to see, he quickly admitted us.
"Driving through the heavy iron gates, I saw huge mansions set on rolling lawns. Towering trees protected them, giving them a spectacular setting. When we finally pulled up to the English Tudor mansion, I got some idea of how loaded this fucker was. A Rolls-Royce was parked in the driveway. Leslie headed her Lincoln in, parking it proudly next to the silver Rolls.
" 'This is living,' I sighed.
" 'Wait till you see his place.' she winked.
"Inside the beautiful home I felt I was moving in a different world. Everything was class. You could tell some rich person lived here. Then we met him. He was about six feet tall, very distinguished-looking with sober black eyes, tight nervous lips, and graying at the temples hair. He smiled at me as he introduced himself, 'I'm Rodney Thornton ... and you are ...' " "This is Janet,' Leslie introduced me.
" 'What a beautiful name,' he smiled, 'perhaps you girls would like something to drink.'
" 'You know what I like,' Leslie told him.
" 'I'd like scotch on the rocks.' "When we had our drinks, Rodney suggested, 'Why don't we have a swim?' " "That sounds like fun,' Leslie quickly agreed, obviously trying to do everything he wanted. But then he was paying; I could see her reasons.
"We went up to his bedroom, undressed, and Rodney insisted we swim in the nude. While he was swimming he got a big hard-on. He came up to me and smiled. 'Anybody ever fuck you underwater?'
" 'No,' I laughed. 'You want to try?'
" 'Yes,' he said, drawing me close to him. 'I'll make a sex sandwich ... Leslie, you throw your arms around me and let me feel those titties while I have Janet's body on the other side of me.' Leslie quickly wrapped her arms around him, pressing hard against him. He eagerly got his penis in place and shoved it in. It felt fantastic, water fucking.
"He began French kissing me as he screwed me. I found myself enjoying every wild sensation of his throbbing penis fucking me.
" 'Oh, baby, you're beautiful,' he panted as he continued fucking. 'I love it ... fuck, fuck back, baby ... ohhhh, that's it ... keep that ass grinding.'
" 'I told you she was tremendous,' Leslie whispered.
" 'You were right, honey,' he grinned.
"Keeping his pecker driving in hard, long thrusts I kept my ass moving and found myself panting in time to his gasps.
" 'I'm almost there ... ohhh, that's it, now, now ... ohhhh, ahhhhhh, fuck, fuck, fuck it.' "He shot his load. I squeezed his penis, milking it of its contents. Excitedly he nibbled my ear, licked my face, turned-on like I'd seldom seen any man turned-on.
"We went back to his bedroom and we had another round of drinks. I dug his bedroom. The walls were grey, the carpeting white and a white marble fireplace sent a flickering glow across the room.
" 'Can I whip you?' he asked as he playfully pinched my nipples.
" 'If you go easy,' I told him.
" 'Oh, I go real easy, don't I?' he turned to Leslie for affirmation.
" 'Oh, yes, he's no damned sadist, just gets a charge out of snapping a whip across a bare ass. Who doesn't?' "He strode over to the corner, picked up a whip and came back to the bed, with a strange smile playing across his face.
" 'Come on, baby, turn over so I can turn-on.' "I flipped over, exposing my bare buttocks to his whip's biting lash.
" 'Beautiful,' he smiled. 'Spread your butt. That's it. Oh, you're going to like this ... discipline, baby, discipline.' "As he brought the whip down across my buttocks, I saw his penis becoming rigid. Soon he had a mammoth hard-on.
" 'You like that?' he grinned, his face glowing.
"I didn't answer, not wanting to encourage him too far in this direction.
"He put one foot up on the bed and really began beating me. I didn't dig it, but he had me right where he wanted me.
" 'You're hurting me,' I finally blurted.
" 'I hope so,' he smiled, starting to stroke his big pecker with one hand while he whipped my ass with the other.
"My ass was burning with the persistent sting of his vicious whip.
" 'For God's sake, stop it,' I begged. My pleas only turned him on all the more. He was really stroking his penis now. his big balls bouncing up and down as his hand gripped his cock.
"Leslie cast a sympathetic look my way, but said nothing. Rodney's body was beginning to sweat all over. He lashed me again and again, jerking all the time.
"His face was red, his entire body flushed as he flunk the whip aside, got on the bed and buried his face in my ass. I felt his hot tongue licking all around my asshole, as his strong hands arched my ass up to meet his tongue-thrusts.
" 'You've got a sweet ass, baby,' he gasped, 'real sweet!' Stabbing my asshole with his tongue he proceeded to give my ass a super fucking. I enjoyed this.
"Pulling his tongue out, he proceeded to straddle me. I felt him fitting his huge prong up my ass.
"Gripping me firmly, turning my ass upward, he said, 'You've got a good fucking ass ... spread for me.' "I arched up as best I could, watching in the dresser mirror as he fitted himself into me.
" 'Put on some good fucking music,' he told Leslie. She stepped over to the stereo and hastily searched.
" 'How about some African drumbeat?'
" 'Beautiful,' Rodney told her as he drove his huge member up my asshole.
"The wild, savage drumbeat sounded. It was a call to screw to Rodney's prick. He stabbed with powerful thrusts, duplicating the wild drumbeat.
" 'How do you like that?' he panted. "That's African fertility rites being pounded out for us to fuck by.' "I sighed, 'It's great.' "Watching him slide the huge pecker in and out my ass in the mirror, I flipped. I could hardly believe he could drive that huge tool up there.
" 'Fuck, fuck, fuck it,' he gasped, driving it in fierce hard thrusts.
"Suddenly I grasped the beat through my body. I began trembling to the passionate excitement of it all. Throwing my ass in gear I began fucking back to the beat.
" 'Ohhhh, baby, now, now you're groovin',' he groaned. I was too. I dug the African drumbeat, timing my ass thrusts to the tempo of an ancient fertility rite.
"His huge pecker drove in to the hilt.
" 'I love it, I love it,' he said, 'ohhhhhh, baby, fuck, fuck, fuck it...' "Leslie stood on the sidelines, amazed at how fast I'd picked up the craft.
"With long, hard, thrusts he built his tempo. I knew he couldn't ride my ass long at this pace.
" 'Beautiful, keep grinding that ass,' he begged, 'ohhh, ahhhh, I'm coming, I'm coming,' he sighed, as his penis exploded inside my asshole.
"He slowly eased himself out, tapping my butt teasingly as he walked over to the bar.
"Leslie came over, held me in her arms, and kissed me. A sudden urge to kiss her back swept through me. What was happening to me? I was enjoying all kinds of sex.
" 'You and Rodney were really fucking up a storm,' she whispered.
" 'Rodney is a real cocksman,' I smiled up at her.
"Rodney, did you hear that?' Leslie chuckled.
" 'No,' he winked, 'what'd she say?' " "That you were a real cocksman.'
" 'Baby, with an ass like you've got, you'd make anybody go ape.' "We drank again and he pushed a button at the top of his bed. I looked up and saw the ceiling sliding back, revealing a ceiling mirror.
" 'How nice,' I laughed, 'you can watch everything.'
" 'Don't think I don't,' he grinned. "He propped a couple of pillows under his butt and promptly proceeded to order us about.
" 'You eat my ass,' he told Leslie, "while she blows me.'
" 'Alright,' she said, getting beneath him. Worming her way around carefully, she got her face in line with his asshole. Then he demanded, 'Suck my ass out.' "She obeyed quickly. Her hot tongue poked inside his buttocks and soon she was tongue-fucking him at a great clip.
" 'You worship my cock,' he said sternly. I didn't dig eating any guy's dirty old dong, and when he put it to me that way, I'd like to have bitten the head off it.
" 'Come on,' he insisted, 'worship it.' "Gripping it tightly, I bent over it.
" 'Worship my penis,' ho demanded, 'suck it.' "I pushed my mouth down over his rod and began sucking. He shoved it to me quickly.
" 'Ohhhh, that's nice, I like that, I like that,' he panted excitedly. I bent over in an attitude of worship. Of course I was acting, as I despised any man making me feel subservient to him just because he had a big old prick and balls.
"He was watching in the overhead mirror.
" "That's beautiful, Leslie, I like it... keep that tongue action going ... ohhhh, I dig, I dig ... suck it out. Eat my ass out... eat it, eat it up.' "She had her face buried in his butt, emitting slurping sounds while she sucked.
" 'Eat that cock, cocksucker,' he gasped, ramming it down my throat. I nearly gagged on it but I kept the action going.
" 'Worship it, worship my cock, worship it,' he demanded. I sucked on it smoothly while he hammered it to me. For a weirdo moment I found my- self enjoying acting out the slave role. I wanted to worship his penis. I enjoyed sucking on his tool.
"His strong hands pressed my head down farther on his thrusting rod.
" "That's it, baby, eat it, eat my dick ... I got a nice load of hot cum just waiting for your hot mouth.' "Leslie was stabbing away at his asshole, driving her tongue smoothly in and out.
" 'Massage the balls,' he begged. 'Ohhhh, that's nice ... that's real nice ... play with them ... play with them.' "His large balls felt good to me. For once I was enjoying being dominated by a male.
" 'Suck, suck, suck that prick,' he commanded. I kept my sucking action up and then he came, gushing in my mouth.
" 'Ohhhhh, I'm shooting, eat it, eat my cum,' he insisted. 'Worship my pecker, worship it... eat me ... eat me up.' "I sucked on his pulsating penis, thrilling to every exciting moment as he hammered it home.
" 'Baby, you're a great cocksucker,' he said, pulling his enormous tool out of my mouth. Leslie slid her tongue out and we lay in a heap, laughing.
" 'You see,' he smiled, 'sucking a good pecker can be a pleasure ... that's what I always tell the chicks who blow me, anyway.'
" 'You're quite a man,' I said softly.
" 'She digs you,' Leslie smiled. 'Maybe it's the hypnotism bit . .. I think you hypnotize us to eat your prick.'
" 'Do I have to?'he asked.
" 'No, luv, we adore you naturally,' Leslie assured him. She had the right thing to say all the time. I admired her.
"When we left Rodney's nice little place we were five hundred bucks richer.
" 'You enjoyed him, didn't you?' she smiled.
" 'Well,' I sighed, 'I never knew a man could be quite that wonderful ... I mean, I dug having a guy eat my cunt, but I never did enjoy going down on a man.'
" 'That was because you did the wrong men.'
" 'Maybe you are right,' I admitted.
"We had quite a few double dates and then I went out on my first single business appointment.
"I had an all-night stand for a hundred bucks. Business had dipped for us like everyone else and I had to take what I could get where I could find it.
"I got off on the tenth floor and looked for 310. Finding it, I tapped. A tall, young blond man answered.
" 'Come in,' he smiled.
" 'You are Janet?' " "That's my real name.' I smiled.
" 'What do you like to do?' he asked.
" 'Oh, everything,' I giggled, trying to act casual and relaxed.
" 'Well, baby, that's great 'cause I do everything,' he winked. 'Drink?'
" 'Oh, yes,' I told him, 'Scotch is good.'
" 'One Scotch coming up,' he said, going to a small bar and reaching for a bottle. He poured himself a strong drink and came back to me.
" 'Why don't we drink this in the nude?'
" 'Oh, sure, why not?' I laughed.
"We didn't take long to peel out of our clothes. His big old pecker stuck straight out, rigid, beautiful.
He was hot alright, a crystal drop of cum glistened on its mammoth head.
" 'You've got a nice set of boobs,' he grinned.
" 'Good sucking,' I nodded.
" 'You like to eat cock?'
" 'My favorite food is cum.'
" 'Mine too,' he laughed, 'I'm a first-class pussy eater.'
" 'I'll bet you ... how about another drink?'
" 'Do you need one?'
" 'No, but I want one.' "He walked over to the bar and as he walked away from me I studied his beautiful body. He was suntanned, athletic, and so good-looking I couldn't imagine why he hired chicks ... I'm sure they would do anything he asked. That is until, he asked me to go along with his sex hang-up.
" 'Shall we keep the bedroom busy?' he smiled. 'I've got a few fun and games for us.' "Walking into the bedroom I saw books, pictures, and a couple of plastic penises, and one double dildo.
" 'You are a sex maniac,' I laughed. 'Why in hell do you have all this crap lying around?'
" 'No, I'm not a sex maniac,' he laughed. 'Call me a sex adventurer ... please.'
" 'Alright, sex adventurer, say it your way ... what does all this crap mean?'
" 'I like to fuck different ways ... I'm paying for it, now you do what I tell you.' "I sure as hell didn't like his attitude. But I thought it best not to make a big stink about it.
" 'You just try that dildo on, sweetheart, and I'll tell you what to do.' "I picked up the straps and the dildo and couldn't figure out for the life of me how to get it on.
"He came over to me, smiling and gently helped me get the straps in place.
" 'God, I look ridiculous,' I told him, when I finally had the straps fastened and the huge plastic prick stood out from my body.
"He didn't listen to me. He was so absorbed in his own desire to have a screw. He came over to me and tugged me to the bed. He got on the bed and threw his legs up and out at a wide angle.
" 'Use the Vaseline to lube it,' he explained, 'and then I want you to fuck my ass.' "I sort of straddled him and tried lining up the plastic penis even with his asshole. Guiding it carefully, I thrust with all my might.
" 'Now, that's it,' he gasped. 'Give it to me.' "I was so disgusted by the whole sickening spectacle I wanted to hurt him, and I thrust hard. Maybe this was how he designed it ... maybe he purposely, wanted to motivate my fucking.
"And then I caught on what he expected. His huge, throbbing penis was coming closer to my lips as he arched himself, so I could fuck him with the penis and suck him off at the same time.
" 'Suck my cock while you fuck my asshole,' he demanded.
"The enormous penis was pressing hard on my lips. I opened my mouth and it slid smoothly in. He gave a hard thrust and I felt it reaching to the back of my throat.
" 'I dig two-way action,' he panted. 'How do you like it? You get to fuck me and suck me at the same time.' "Momentarily pulling my mouth off his thrusting pecker, I smiled, 'Oh, that's very clever ... you're an inventive fucker ... I never even read of anybody doing this before.'
" 'I invented it myself ... of course, I do a lot of reading of sex books and I pick up an idea here and there ... now get your mouth back on my pecker and give me a good blow-job.' "I gripped his penis and plunged my mouth over it as he pumped it excitedly down my throat.
" 'Keep it up ... keep the action going ... ohhhh, that's nice ... that's real nice.' "The throbbing cock jabbed this way and that as he tried to drive it to orgasm. I stabbed his ass with my dildo; he loved having it fucked.
"We kept the screwing action going until he got to where he was ramming so hard I knew he couldn't keep that perpetual motion up forever.
" 'Ohhhh, Jan, Jan, suck on me,' he insisted anxiously. 'Suck on it . . . suck, suck, ohhhhh, ahhhh, baby, suck it off.' "He came, his penis erupting in spasms of white hot cum. Enjoying eating him, I continued fucking him and he continued grinding his ass to the tempo of my dildo thrust.
"When I finished eating his penis, I slowly slid off it and he was aglow with satisfaction.
" 'You're a good fucker,' he laughed.
" 'I enjoyed it too,' I assured him, as I pulled my plastic penis from his smooth blond ass.
"That night he tried everything he could think of. I certainly earned the hundred bucks. But he promised me he'd not only screw me again, but told me he'd recommend me to his fucking friends.
" 'Well, thanks,' I told him, 'you're a good guy.' As I left the hotel alone around ten in the morning, a strange sorrow swept through me. I wanted more than this. I wanted marriage. Fucking every man in sight wouldn't bring me the permanence, the peace of mind I must have.
" 'Leslie,' I began over bruNch, 'I'm going out of business. This one-night-stand trade, anyway.'
" 'What?' she giggled, trying to play it down, 'you can't be serious. You're just beginning to make the big bread.'
" 'I know ... I know very well what I'm doing, but I've got to ... and we each have to do what we must do.'
"She looked at me stonily for a split second and then changed her approach. 'Honey, we need a vacation ... I've been thinking of Hawaii ... how does that sound? I've saved up enough to take us both.' "Her desperate plea told me she cared much too much. 'Leslie, darling, thank you ... but no ... I can't.'
"I looked into the desperation flashing across her face and the pain of seeing her so hurt crushed me. But I couldn't betray myself.
"A week later I moved all my things to a west-side apartment. I found a sharp place, rent wasn't too bad, and I tried to find a job. I managed to get one as a secretary to a bank president. He dug me from the moment I walked in his office. I could also tell he would put the make on me. But I knew enough at last to say no unless there were strings, tied with dollar bills . . . and lots of bigger bills too.
" 'We haven't gotten acquainted,' he smiled after a couple weeks, 'why don't we have dinner together tonight?'
" 'Oh, I'd love to,' I smiled, "but I am busy tonight.' This competition is super to whet the appetite of the male wolf. Why hadn't I played the game before ... I'd make up for past error quickly.
"He asked me three more times before I could find the time in my busy schedule and then I held him at penis length. My body wasn't a playground for a dinner. Even as a hooker I got more for it than an expensive dinner, which was probably going to force me to diet more next week.
"Finally he bought me things. This was an advanced stage of heartburn and I loved it.
" 'You shouldn't buy me things,' I insisted, "but I do appreciate your thinking of me.' "This gift routine went on for a couple months and then he put the big make on me one night with an emerald bracelet gift.
" 'I could put you up in a nice apartment and we could be together ... just you and me,' he smiled.
" 'Nice of you, baby, to want to make me ... make me your mistress,' I assured him, "but, no.'
" 'No?'
" 'No!'
" 'Then I guess I'm going to have to propose marriage,' he said, a frown crossing his forehead.
" 'Hurt that much?'
" 'Well, er, no, but I have been married before. I got off alright because ...' "'Because why?'
" 'She needed an eye operation and I let her put it on my family insurance plan even when we'd been separated two years.'
" 'Noble of you,' I smiled.
"Rodger laughed, 'Baby, let's get married fast ... how about slipping off to Vegas for a weekend?
We can fly up, marry in ten minutes, and make love ten hours.'
" 'I don't know,' I said quietly.
" 'I don't know ... what are you talking about?
" 'I promised you marriage ... isn't that what you've been angling for ever since you went out with me?'
" 'No' I shook my head, 'I wanted someone who loved me.'
" 'I love you.'
" 'My body ... fucking me ... or me?'
" 'Is there any difference?' he demanded.
" 'A world of difference,' I snapped. 'All my life men have been after my body ... but now and then I wonder if a man ever finds it possible to look beyond boobs and that cute little cunt?'
" 'I don't like the way you're talking,' he said abruptly.
" 'Do I shock you?'
" 'No, you disgust me,' he said, gunning the engine, looking ahead and driving swiftly down the street. 'I'm taking you home.' "I was silent all the way home. When he pulled up to my pad, he said nothing and I didn't either.
" 'You're home,' he said, finally, not even looking at me.
" 'Forgive me' I asked quietly.
" 'Nothing to forgive.'
" 'I'll marry you anytime you want.' "Turning to me, his eyes glistened in delight.
" 'Oh, Jan, you do love me ... don't you?'
" 'I always have.' "And with an acceptance as off-beat as his proposal, we made plans for Vegas. I bought a yel- low mini-dress and a pair of yellow matching shoes and a purse. He bought a new suit and we flew up to Vegas.
"When we were married, a strange feeling of power swept over me. Now, it was all right for me to hold my head high, love a man, command respect, not just the price of a fuck.
"At the hotel where we stayed, on the same floor I met the blond man I fucked with the dildo. I flipped. He would have to see me. He winked. And my husband caught it.
" 'Why did he wink at you?'
" 'How would I know what men see in me?'
" 'You didn't know him?'
" 'Of course not ... are you getting jealous already?' I teased, trying my best to play the whole sordid incident down.
"I undressed slowly, trying to play it cool. Now was not the time to be knowledgeable about sex. Rodger was a reserved type, as bankers most often are. He was clean-cut, meticulous and kind.
"But he was all man when he was bare-ass naked.
" 'I can't wait to see you naked,' he glowed at me.
" 'I hope I don't disappoint you,' I smiled, as I stepped out of my panties and undid my bra. My boobs bounced out and so did his eyeballs.
" 'You're a gorgeous hunk of woman,' he smiled.
"I thought this was a hell of a lot nicer than being referred to as a nice piece of ass.
"I got on the bed, and lay there quietly, making sure I acted like the virgin-type.
" 'You've had sex before, haven't you?'
" 'Just one man,' I said sadly, 'but it wasn't love ... it was experimentation ... you know, kid stuff.'
" 'Oh, baby, I love you,' he said, hopping on the bed and going to work on me. 'I really do ... I love you.' "He began kissing me all over my face and working down to my breasts. He played with them, gripping them in each hand and then sucking on the nipples.
" 'Ohhh, lover, you're beautiful,' I groaned, putting it on thick.
"He knew his way around alright and he headed directly for my cunt ... nice guy. Licking along my slit, he slipped his tongue in like a pro. Didn't anyone refuse to eat pussy anymore, I wondered. He drove his tongue in, licking all around me, focusing his sucking action on my erect clitoris. I wiggled, making appropriate moans and groans, and suddenly I began loving him. His total love turned me on. Even though he was a conservative type of man, he was a totally uninhibited lover and I liked this immensely.
" 'Love me, love me,' I groaned as he did his thing down there. When he had finished licking and sucking I felt his throbbing penis being shoved up there.
" 'Ohhhh, baby, fuck me, fuck me,' I begged. He kissed me passionately, Frenching me as he drove his ramrod up my slit. I knew how to keep him fucking. Grabbing his penis with my cunt muscles, I kept him coming.
" 'Fuck, fuck, fuck it,' I gasped, feeling his heaving buttocks and stroking them. Slipping a finger up his asshole I guided the cock-thrusts.
" 'You're beautiful,' he panted, 'you're a wild sex animal ... I don't need other women when I've got a beauty like you caged up at home for me.' "Driving it harder, he kept the thrusting action up until he unloaded his gun. I grasped him and kept him coming.
" 'Fuck, fuck, fuck it,' I told him. In and out my lover drove his tool. Gripping it, releasing it, we continued screwing until his body shuddered in anticipation of climax.
" 'Ohhhh, baby, I'm coming, I'm coming,' he groaned as he shot his wad. I really dug sex with him. He did me three times that night. He'd wake me up and want to fuck me. Each time I accommodated his lust.
"When he, finished, I sighed, 'I do love you, darling ... much, much more than I ever thought I could anybody.' "When we got back to the city, I moved everything and gave the phone company a referral number. One night I got a call from Leslie.
" 'Where in hell have you been?' she began. 'I've missed you.'
" 'Oh, Leslie, Hi... I... I got married.' "The phone went silent.
" 'Oh, thanks, honey,' I spoke up as Rodger was listening. 'I want you to meet him, of course.' '"I'm desperate,' Leslie said feverishly, 'I've got to see you ... I've bought a club ... The Blue Note over near the beach at Malibu. Come over there ... please, love.'
" 'Yes, yes, I'll try to visit your new place.' "'Who was that?'Rodger asked. 4
" 'An old girl friend,' I brushed it aside.
" 'She somebody I should meet?'
" 'Oh, I don't think so,' I said, 'she owns a little bar in Malibu and she just wanted to tell me about buying it.'
" 'Which bar ... I used to live in Malibu.'
" 'The Blue Note.'
" 'Ohhh, that's a nice place,' he said quietly, but he was thinking.
"I wished Leslie could have left me alone, but she couldn't. Luckily the next time she called Rodger was at work.
" 'Honey,' I told her, 'I've given up the life I led in the past.'
" 'You have?' she smiled, a smirk forming on her face. Wrapping her arms around me, she kissed me passionately. I kissed her back, a sort of sympathy response, nothing meaning I dug her.
" 'So you've forgotten little old Leslie?'
" 'Why do you make it so tough on me? You like tormenting me ... do you?' "Of all things, Rodger came barging through the door.
" 'Oh, hi, honey, look who dropped by to see me? This is Leslie, my friend I was telling you about.'
" 'Oh, hi, Leslie,' he smiled coldly.
" 'Well, I'm happy to have the honor of meeting the lucky man ... you must be quite a man ... Jan always had everyone nuts about her.'
" 'I'm sure she did,' Rodger said bitingly.
" 'Well, I just dropped by for a minute ... drop down to see me when you can,' Leslie smiled.
"After she had gone, Rodger looked at me search-ingly, 'What kind of woman is that you call your friend?'
" 'I lived with her before I lived with you don't say anything bad about her ... do you hear me?' "Caught in the turmoil of feeling sorry for her and my own new feelings I was enjoying with Rodger, I was trapped.
"One night I decided I'd go down and see her. Rodger was going to be out late to a bankers' convention and I thought it would be as good a time as any to straighten things out with Leslie.
"The Blue Note was set right on the ocean. The windows looked out on the sea and spotlights illuminated the waters below. There was Leslie, serving people champagne, nice as you please.
" 'Ohhh, baby, I'm so glad you came to see me,' she said, 'I'm going to give you the best in the house.' She looked around for a special bottle of something, opened it dramatically and poured me some.
"I thanked her and drank it and it must have been powerful stuff. The evening flashed by and soon it was two in the morning and I wasn't even thinking of Rodger. Apparently she had doctored-my drink, but good.
" 'Why don't you spend the night at my place?'
" 'Why not?' I laughed.
"When I got to her pad, she had the good sense to tell me I should phone Rodger and let him know where I was. She said he might have the police out looking for me if I wasn't there when he got home.
" 'Rodger, Rodger,' I told him, 'I ... I'm staying over at Leslie's place tonight.'
" 'You're stinkin' drunk,' he bellowed, 'get out of that Lezzie's clutches or I'll kill her ... you hear me? Now, get a taxi and get home here.' "I laughed in the phone and hung up on him.
" 'What did he say?' Leslie asked nervously.
" 'He said it was alright,' I lied, as I looked at her naked body. She was so damned beautiful. We had sex together that night and I loved it.
"The next night when Rodger came home, he was roaring drunk and in a real bear of a mood.
" 'So, I married a Lez?' he snapped.
" 'You sonofabitch,' I told him, 'how dare you call me names?'
" 'I'm just telling the truth, ain't I, baby?' he blared, in a rage. 'Aren't you a Lez? Now 'fess up, didn't you and that dyke Leslie have sex last night?'
" 'I hate you,' I told him, 'your first wife was a fool. She let you off easy ... I won't... I'm gonna grab all I can when we split.'
" 'The hell you will,' he boomed, 'I'll expose you ... right in court. I'll tell them the cunt I married is queer for women. How would you like that? Good publicity for your next attempt at marriage?'
"I went into the bedroom, got my clothes, and threw some of them in a suitcase and walked out on him, slamming the door behind me. I drove down the freeway much too fast and had to slow my speed when I saw a police car behind me.
"Finally I got the Pacific Coast Highway turn-off and sped in the night down to Malibu. I went into the Blue Note parking lot, putting my suitcase in the car trunk and then went into the club.
"The look on Leslie's face was almost too much. She smiled like she was going to blurt out something embarrassing to me.
" 'I'm leaving him,' I whispered.
" 'Good,' she smiled warmly, and then fear streaked across her face. I turned to see Rodger walking in with a furious look on his face.
" 'I'm going to put an end to your love affair,' he smiled, pulling out a revolver, and then I heard the awful sound of Leslie shrieking for dear life.
" 'He shot me, he shot me ...' "She collapsed behind the bar. Rodger didn't have a chance. They grabbed him, wrestled the gun away from him, and the police hauled him off to jail.
"He didn't have a chance in court. But the papers finished me off in a wave of dirty, rotten publicity. Now, I feel tainted, dirty, rejected."
SUMMARY
Jan's entire sex history has been one of sordid affairs. It could not help but end on a tragic note. The strange alliance she formed with her Lesbian lover, Leslie, foredoomed any attempt she might make for marriage if Leslie could locate her husband. Leslie had a genuine feeling for her, but it was warped. Rodger, having become embittered from his first marriage failure, wasn't anxious to take chances or be taken. When he put his faith in Janet, he found it betrayed when he discovered one phase of her past.
As the loser in a Lesbian triangle, his ego defense mechanism surfaced and he decided he would even a few scores. He hated Leslie so much, he could only think of destroying her. In his emotion-twisted mind, he thought her death would bring him satisfaction, and possibly bring Janet back to him.
However, it all backfired. Leslie lost her life, he went to jail and Janet was left with haunting memories of a tormented, ugly past.
Her only hope would probably be to move away from the scene of so much misery and try beginning again. She will have to be careful not to discuss her past or the whole sorry syndrome will plague her. She can begin again, provided she is willing to expend the effort demanded to create a whole new attitude and outlook toward sex, and probably settle for much less in the way of financial security.
CHAPTER THREE
Maybe it's too much to ask any virile single man to always say no when sex is thrown at him by some beautiful young girls. This explains what happened when the clean-cut, twenty-two-year-old blond young man went on his first job assignment.
Marvin R. was an athletic, ruggedly handsome young man with a lot of eager desire to achieve.
"You're a schoolteacher?" I began.
"Was," he smiled nervously, "before I got fired."
"From what I gather you had a little difficulty keeping your hands off the girls you had in your class."
"Right," he replied reluctantly.
"If you'll just be frank and tell me the facts, I will try to analyze them objectively and advise you accordingly."
"Well, I guess it began when I got the urge to do something meaningful," he sighed. "I was tired of the damned neglect some of these young kids in the ghetto schools get. I wanted to do something about it. So, I decided to go to Harlem and teach when I got my degree. At first, my folks thought I was nuts. Then too I was a blond, and no minority group member. Would I be rejected?
"I found out, however, I was far from rejected. The very first day one of the sharp little chicks sitting in the front row, smiled up at me and said, 'I'm gonna like it here this year.' Turning to her classmate, she winked. The kids laughed. But when it came grade time, I met my stiffest challenge. I gave what I thought to be fair grades, and this one chick that was really stacked told me she wanted to see me after school.
" 'What about?' I demanded.
" 'See if we can't do something 'bout those grades,' she smiled sexily.
" 'Alright,' I agreed and that was my first mistake. After class I met her. She was all aglow as if she hadn't a problem in the world.
" "That grade,' she began, slouching over my desk so her weighty bosoms would reveal their large nipples.
" 'Yes,' I said, gulping, not wanting to notice her but finding her body unbelievably appealing.
" 'If I could just explain to you why I did so bad on that test,' she protested.
" 'I'm sorry,' I told her quickly, my face reddening, my penis becoming rigid in my pants, 'but I must discuss this another time.'
" 'Why?' she smiled slowly, her expression revealing she knew full well why.
" 'I'll see you tomorrow,' I said firmly.
" 'Oh, alright,' she said softly, rising slowly and opening her mouth temptingly.
"Her mulatto tone skin, her lustrous brown eyes, and her shapely body were too much for any man to have flung at him. I was about to pick up my briefcase, when I saw her standing by the door.
" 'Do you want something?' I asked.
" 'I sure do,' she winked. Then she turned and vanished down the hall.
"When I got in my car and was driving down a street about five blocks from the school, she came running up to the car.
" 'Give me a lift,' she begged.
"I knew better than to say yes, but I did in spite of myself.
"She began sobbing, 'Oh, sir, you don't know what it's like to live in this ghetto hell. I can't do no school work 'cause my old man is so goddam drunk all the time he won't let me ... he tried to do something with me last night and I'm so upset about it... I won't do things ...'
" 'That's too bad,' I had to agree, 'I'm sorry but I don't know what I can do about it.'
" 'Just talk to me,' she pleaded. So I let her unravel her story to me.
" 'My mom didn't want me,' she began, 'she left me to die and my poor old drunken daddy took me in and fed me. He isn't so bad but it's the booze that makes him act the way he does. Anyway, I'm growing up and I guess I got sex appeal now and he wants me to sleep with him ... I can't do it.'
" "Of course you can't,' I agreed. 'I give you a lot of credit for trying to do the right thing.' "We kept driving and finally it was getting dark.
" 'I bet you live in a real nice place, don't you?' she asked. 'You always look so sharp in those nice clean clothes ... yeah, sure I know the kind of place you live at ... they wouldn't let no black people live there.'
" 'I live here ... in Harlem,' I told her.
" 'You do?'
" 'I have to ... how could I get back and forth to school quickly if I lived too far away?'
" 'You're right,' she said, 'you couldn't.
" 'Could I just see your place once?'
" 'It's not much to see,' I tried to tell her.
" 'Because I'm black, you don't want me to come to your pad ... I know.'
" 'You're wrong ... if it means that much to you I'll take you there.'
" 'Alright,' she smiled, 'you're a good man.'
"Somehow the tone of her voice as she said that convinced me it could bring me no harm to have her up to my pad.
"She liked my pad. I couldn't believe anybody would rave over it, but she did.
" 'It's beautiful,' she insisted, 'all these shades of brown, beige walls, brown sofa, deep brown pile carpeting ... oh, God it is so much nicer than anything I've ever been in before.'
"I sat down beside her, amazed at how much she was enjoying the place. She began sobbing. I put my hand to her shoulder. She moved in closer.
" 'I can't help it,' she cried, 'I just wish I had a decent place like this to live ...' "As I held her, I felt her hand reach out and fall on my lap innocently. Soon my old pecker got a roaring hard-on and she just stroked it.
"I knew I was in deep trouble, terrible trouble but an overpowering urge to fuck her flooded through me. My job, my reputation, my future all focused on this torturous minute. As she stroked it, she said, 'Can I see it?'
" 'If you want to,' I said softly, almost automatically. Slowly she unzipped me and fished around for it and pulled it out. Her eyes glistened.
" 'You've got a beautiful white one ... I've never seen a white man's prick.'
" 'Is it different?' I laughed.
" 'Yes, yes, it's beautiful ... white is beautiful too.' At this point, I wanted her to blow me.
" 'Can I suck on it just a minute, teach?' she begged.
" 'If you promise never to tell anybody,' I told her.
" 'I promise,' she whispered, as she bent over and touched the head of it with her tongue.
" 'Ohhh, that feels great,' I sighed.
" 'I'll suck you off,' she said, taking her mouth off a minute.
" 'But you shouldn't ... honest to God, you shouldn't!'
" 'My daddy makes me eat him all the time,' she said, swiftly slipping her mouth over my pecker.
"And then she gave me a fantastic blow job. She reached inside my pants and pulled out my nuts. Massaging them while she sucked she brought me near climax. I reached down and held her over my throbbing penis.
"Thrusting it in all the way I felt the head of it touch the back of her throat.
" 'Suck, suck, suck it off,' I begged.
"She sucked and sucked until I erupted in her mouth. 'Ohhhh, baby, I'm coming ... I'm coming,' I gasped as she continued eating my prick.
"Slowly I slid it away from her. Her mouth clung to my cock as if she never wanted to let loose.
"Once I'd shot my load, I realized what I had done. I could be fired, held up to total disgrace by everyone if anyone knew. I couldn't help but wonder if little Debbie knew what power she held over me.
" 'I like you,' she smiled, cuddling up to me. My arms went around hers. There was a knock on the door.
" 'You go to the bedroom, quick,' I told her, as I put my pecker away. After she was safely in the closet I went to the front door.
" 'Well, how are you?' my landlord smiled. 'Anyone here? I mean, I hope I'm not disturbing you.'
" 'Not at all,' I smiled nervously, not inviting him in.
'Well, I just wanted to let all my tenants know the laundry room automatic washer is working again. Somebody got to monkeying with the coin gimmick and got it all fouled up.'
" 'I'm glad it's working .. .thank you, thank you so much for telling me.' "All the time he was searching my place with eyes so anxious to check out the action.
" 'Alright, I guess that's what you wanted to tell me,' I nodded, 'I must get back to my papers I have to correct.'
" 'I understand,' he smiled knowingly, and turned to walk away. I looked after him a painful moment and then returned to my problem at hand ... Debbie.
"I put the double lock on the door and went to the bedroom. Debbie was lying there naked, looking limp-eyed, so damned appealing my old ramrod was getting stiffer by the second.
" 'You get rid of him?'
" 'Yes,' I nodded.
" 'Why don't you lie down here ... take off your clothes.' As if hypnotized, I obeyed. Peeling off my clothes quickly, I slid down beside her on the bed and began kissing her weighty breasts.
" 'I like a man to suck,' she told me.
" 'I like to suck on a pretty girl,' I smiled. She let me lick on them and then I nibbled gently.
" 'You're good,' she whispered. 'Now, why don't we do some real wild stuff ... like the guys around here like ... okay?'
" 'Okay,' I told her. I instantly saw her shuffle her body around so she was even with my penis. Pulling it to her mouth, she licked on the head of it, and then buried her face in my crotch, parting my ass cheeks.
" 'Lick ass,' she suggested.
"She had a smooth brown butt and I spread it and licked all around her nifty little asshole.
" 'You learn quick,' she laughed. 'I guess I'm your sex-teacher ... right?'
" 'Right,' I assured her. 'I dig that sensation.'
" 'You like being licked around your asshole, huh?'
" 'I sure do,' I told her flatly.
" 'Let's keep doing that and then we can tongue-fuck each other, till we're both ready to come ... maybe we can make it come on target... okay?'
" 'Okay,' I said, spreading her beautiful butt again and slipping my tongue inside and continuing the tongue-fuck.
" 'Ohhhh, keep that up ... keep it up,' she insisted as I slid my entire tongue up her asshole.
"Our tongues slid eagerly in and out of each other's ass, as we held on tight.
"I could tell she was starting to drip. At that point, I pulled out my tongue and dipped it inside her box.
"When I did this, she followed, cupping her mouth on the penis.
"I was really enjoying the super-suck. Her moist, young cave was beautiful. Her erect clit standing up like a small penis made me suck on it.
"She was sucking on my dick like crazy, tugging lightly on my balls, enjoying herself immensely.
"I couldn't stand it, the sexual excitement surged through my body.
" 'Ohhhh, I'm coming again, I'm coming,' I groaned as she gobbled down my prick.
"Returning to her cunt I licked excitedly. She was coming and it tasted fantastic.
"When we had finished our second orgasm, I just lay there, hardly believing so much could happen.
" 'You're a real good teach,' she whispered.
" 'You're a beautiful student,' I smiled.
" 'You got soul,' she nodded.
" 'Soul?'
" 'You know ... heart... feeling... you're not a phony like a lot of people down at the dump.'
" 'I better get you home,' I said, when I glanced at the clock. It was seven-thirty.
" 'My old man won't know the diff,' she said, with a smirk. 'He's just wondering where I am ... 'cause I go out and fetch his goddamn booze about this time.'
" 'I wish I could take you away from all that,' I told her frankly.
" 'I wish you could too,' she nodded, then looking off, 'doesn't do much good dreaming. I've been dreaming ever since I was born and none of my damned dreams ever come true.' "When I drove her back to her dirty old apartment house, I really did feel sorry for her. It was an eyesore of a tenement. Even the toilet down the hall made you think places like this were for expose stories, fake expose stories, but not for real.
" 'How do you like it?' she whispered.
"'I hate it,' I told her. 'I wish to hell I could get you out of here.'
" 'Not anymore than I do,' she said wistfully. I wanted to speak to her father, hoping he wasn't so drunk he'd beat her for coming home from school so late on my account. That would make me feel awfully cheap.
"But she insisted I go. I left, but with a heavy heart. The next day at school I did my damndest not to let out one sign I'd been so close to Debbie. It was difficult. There were times when I'd look at her I feared my feelings could be quickly picked up by an alert student.
"A couple days later, on Friday, she asked me something. 'Teach, I got to see you this weekend ... something important has come up.'
" 'Call me,' I told her, 'I'll give you my phone number but don't give it out to anybody or tell anybody anything ... please, you do understand, don't you?'
" 'I'm no fool,' she smiled wisely. Almost too wisely for comfort. I waited Friday night for her call ... it never came. Saturday, just as I was ready to go out for lunch around one, she phoned.
" 'This is Debbie,' she began, 'I've just got to talk to you tonight.'
" 'Alright... where?'
" 'I'll come to your place ... what time?'
" 'Anytime that is alright with you ... I'll just be correcting papers.'
" 'About nine tonight,' she said. 'I can slip out then 'cause eight is booze time, nine is blackout... he don't know nothin' then.' "I told her it was fine at nine and went out for lunch. I saw the landlord in the hall and couldn't help feeling squeamish as hell. He knew I was a teacher. And he was black. Bringing a black girl up to my apartment was kind of obvious and it worried me more than a little.
" 'Good afternoon,' he smiled in his friendly manner.
" 'Oh, good afternoon ... and thanks for telling me about the washing machine working ... I did some laundry today.'
" 'Anytime,' he grinned. All that day and evening I worried. Debbie might be followed. God only knows who might want to tail her. She was a mighty cute piece of ass and I had a feeling she had her own line of pricks that would want sex with her.
"After dinner, I did more correcting of papers and I hadn't even noticed the time pass. When I heard the doorbell ring, I was brought back to reality swiftly.
"I got up, answered the door, and Debbie stood there, with her girl friend Marion.
" 'I just brought Marion along with me 'cause she's in trouble.'
" 'Trouble?'
" 'Oh, not that kind,' she laughed, 'grade trouble.' "Not wanting to call attention to my night visitors, I hastily invited both Marion and Debbie in.
" 'I was just correcting papers,' I explained.
" "That's what I wanted to talk to you about,' Marion burst out. 'My mom says she's going to punish me if I don't get at least a B in your class.'
" 'But,' I groaned, in exasperation, 'you are doing D work.'
" 'I know that,' she said, 'but Debbie here told me about you and her and I asked her if maybe I could...' "My death-knell as a teacher sounded louder.
" 'Oh, my God,' I gasped, 'what did you tell her, Debbie?' " "The truth,' she said matter-of-factly. 'Oh, honey, don't be so upset. I know you men ... but girls have to confide ... honest, we're different.'
" 'Debbie told me not to tell anybody ... and honest to God, I promise on a stack of Bibles, I won't tell anybody you and Debbie sixty-nined.' "As she said the words 'sixty-nine,' my heart nearly popped out. I gulped, sweat coming to my forehead and grim reality smashed against my face like a fist.
" 'I don't know what I'm going to do,' I said in anguish, in despair.
" 'Couldn't we have an orgy?' Debbie suggested. 'We could have sex and you could figure out some way to help Marion's grade. Marion is a real good girl. She'll do anything you ask her.'
" 'Almost anything,' Marion corrected.
" 'See, I kept my word. I didn't tell a soul, just my best girl friend Marion ... and we always tell each other everything ... don't we honey?'
" 'Ever since we was little girls,' she nodded in agreement.
" 'I need a drink,' I said, walking to the kitchen to get the bottle.
" 'Just like my daddy,' Debbie giggled, 'he always says the same thing, "I need a drink." But he never thinks maybe his little daughter Debbie needs one. Oh, teach, give us a drink .. . we won't tell... anybody.'
" 'I'm not going to start you girls drinking.'
" 'But I need one,' Debbie said. 'All this worry about grades and sex and keeping my mouth shut about sucking you off and how you ate my pussy the other night is making me nervous.'
" 'So nervous you had to talk,' I snapped, pouring myself a strong shot of raw bourbon.
" 'You're mean,' she said defiantly. 'Marion and I will go right now if we can't have a drink too.'
" 'Alright,' I agreed, figuring drinking might be a lesser evil than screwing, insofar as a minor is concerned.
" 'I'll mix it,' I said, 'getting the ice cubes, glasses, and mixer.'
" 'Don't you feel grown-up now?' Debbie asked Marion.
" 'I sure do,' Marion replied. 'When I'm a drinking woman, I'm adult... all the way.'
" 'And you promised him you'd do him,' Debbie reminded her.
" 'And I always keep my promises,' Marion smiled as I handed her a drink. She sipped it and then put her head back and gulped it down.
" 'Another, please, sir,' she asked, drunk on her first drink.
" 'I'm riding cloud nine,' Debbie cried out delightedly. 'It's a pink cloud ... I love it ... it used to be a blue world, now it's all rainbows ... and big old pricks and cute little cunts.'
" 'You ought to take up poetry,' Marion laughed. 'Hey, where's my drink?' "By this time I was so loaded it didn't bother me to pour them both another one, and another.
" 'Time to strip,' Debbie insisted, peeling off her clothes. Marion chorused, 'Time to strip, time to strip,' as she undressed. I took off my shirt, unzipped my pants, and pulled them off. My bulging penis so excited Marion, she came over and pulled - my shorts down.
" 'Oh, God, a white rod,' she gasped. 'Look at it ...look at it!'
" 'Don't play that virgin bit again,' Debbie laughed. 'You're the biggest whore in school.'
" 'That's not nice,' Marion spit back. 'Look who's talkin', I hear you took on forty guys one night, one prick after the other ... "For blow-jobs, phone Debbie" .. . remember when those crazy coupons got passed out after assembly?'
" 'Yeah, and I nearly killed the sonofabitch that printed them in printing shop class,' Debbie giggled.
"Coming over to me, she pulled me by the penis to the bedroom.
" 'I want to eat his big white prick,' Marion insisted. 'Dibs on his dick.'
" 'Sure, 'cause it's your first white joint,' she laughed. 'Go ahead, sugar, 'cause I'm gonna "get my pussy eaten.' "I flopped on the bed, Marion going for my dick, and Debbie straddled my chest and shoved her juicy cunt in my face.
" 'Lick it, teach,' she insisted, 'eat it ... eat my pussy. Come on, eat it up.' "Shoving her cunt in my face, I decided I'd give it a good suck. Pulling her ass toward me, I let my tongue lick her slit. The brown, curly hairs around her cunt formed a beautiful frame. She ground her pussy in my face as my tongue turned her on.
" 'Suck,' she said, 'suck a black chick's cunt ... suck.' Licking inside her box, I focused my tongue action on her erect clit. Sliding my tongue up and down on it, I felt myself trembling all over.
" 'Eat it, eat it,' I heard her say, as she gripped my head, rotating her ass all around, while I lapped away at her fiery young pussy.
"Marion really dug eating prick. She got down there and licked along the crack in my ass, bringing her tongue up to my nuts. Slowly she pulled each ball into her mouth and sucked on it. Next she licked the underside of my penis and then brought her mouth over the crown of the cock. But she did one thing no woman had ever done for me before. She let her lower lip drag over the underside of the head of my penis. This brought all kinds of tremendous thrills to my body. I really dug her cock action.
"For a split second I tore my mouth off Debbie's sensational box, and told her, 'Baby, you're giving me a blow-job that's out of sight. Whoever taught you to drag that lower lip knew one hell of a lot about sucking a guy's prong.'
" 'My brother did,' she informed me. Returning to my big old dick, she let her mouth slide all the way down. I returned to eating Debbie's box. The dual sensation of eating a fresh young chick's cunt and having my big old prick eaten at the same time was tremendous.
"In and out I thrust it, ramming it hard down her throat.
" 'Fuck, fuck, fuck my cock,' I said, finally getting so turned on I had to devote full attention to fucking her face.
" 'Massage my balls,' I cried, while I diddled Debbie's cunt, keeping her turned-on full fucking speed.
" 'That's it... bow down baby, eat it... eat that big, thick prick ... eat your first white dick ... I got a nice big load of creamy white stuff waitin' for you, baby ... come on, black baby, eat your white daddy.' "Saying this sort of turned everything on inside her. She ravenously devoured my pecker. I rammed it to her and once again went back to eating Debbie, fiercely thrusting my stiffened tongue way, way inside her moist hot cave.
"My cock was riding her now. With hard, penetrating thrusts I screwed her. Maintaining the same wild speed, I sucked on Debbie's pussy.
" 'Ohhh, baby, I'm there, I'm there,' I groaned as I felt my balls unload in her sucking mouth. 'Eat it -eat my stuff... eat it... ohhhh, ahhhh, I dig it... I dig it.' "Seeing the stuff ooze out of Debbie's beautiful cunt lips, I quickly licked it.
"She pressed her pussy to me.
" 'Eat my pussy ... that's it, lover teacher ... eat it ... ohhhh, Debbie likes it when men eat her ... eat it...' "When I quit shooting, Marion pulled her mouth off my rod. Finishing eating Debbie's hot box, I licked her tongue and pressed my lips against her in a soft kiss.
" "Thank you, teacher-lover,' she sighed. 'I never got done like that before.'
" 'You've got a beautiful body,' I said, reaching up and gripping the soft flesh of her breasts and I pinched the generous-sized nipples until she complained, 'You're hurting me.'
" 'It hurts so good,' I smiled.
"My old dong wouldn't go down. The super stimulation of the fabulous cocksuck wouldn't let it go down.
" 'Marion, chick, you're a real pro.'
" 'How "bout that grade ... do I get an A?'
" 'Oh, sure you do ... any chick who can blow a guy like that deserves an A... yes, sure, I'll give you an A.' "We got off the bed and went into the other room and had another drink.
" 'Oh, baby, we gotta get goin' ... I was supposed to be home early tonight,' Marion explained.
" 'Alright, but I want to talk to both you girls a minute ... okay?' "They both sat on the-sofa, bare-ass naked and looked so innocent I felt I was back in the classroom.
" 'Well, the important thing is that you don't tell anybody ... and I mean anybody.'
" 'We won't,' Marion said, "but I do expect an A ... I earned it.'
" 'In what... blow-jobs?' Debbie giggled.
" 'You were mighty good in that department,' I assured her. The two girls started dressing and soon they were gone. But I had a queasy feeling. I was walking on dangerous ground that could cave right in underneath me at any moment.
"The next week at school Marion came to see me and informed me that she had to see me after school ... alone. I didn't welcome seeing any girls with body appeal as I thought I might get the reputation for being a teacher who kept their kids after class ... for reasons other than teaching school work.
"Three p.m. came and I dreaded it. Marion walked in my classroom, closing the door behind her.
" 'I have to talk to you, teach,' she explained, ' 'cause I...'
" 'If you want to thank me for the grade ... okay ... but we shouldn't talk much around this place.'
" 'Maybe I'd better see you later, teach, your place?' "I hesitated, but looking at her beautiful breasts poured out before me, I was sunk again.
" 'Alright,' I agreed, 'I'll see you later.' "At eight p.m. sharp she rang the doorbell. I answered and almost dropped dead when I saw Debbie and another sharp-looking girl with her.
" 'I thought you ... wanted to see me, not all of you!'
" 'Can we come in?' Debbie asked. 'The hall has ears.'
" 'Do come in,' I nodded, eyeing the landlord looking in the distance.
" 'We wouldn't have bothered you,' Marion explained, "but something awful important come up and we had nowhere to turn to.'
" 'Well, what is it?'
" 'We need fifty dollars,' Marion said sadly ... 'and we need it fast.'
" 'What on earth for?'
" 'I drove my older brother's car and dented his front fender ... it costs fifty bucks to fix it... and he says he'll beat the shit out of me if I don't give him the cash and quick.'
" 'He can't expect that of you.'
" 'He does . . . oh, can you help us out? I even brought Betty along so we could have a nice little orgy party ... if you could give us fifty.'
" 'I couldn't.. . no, I... I.. .'
" 'Oh, you've gotta help her out,' Debbie insisted, 'You've gotta . . . you just don't know her brother ... you don't know.'
" 'Why don't I just give you girls fifty dollars ... and we can skip the party.'
" 'That wouldn't be right,' Betty smiled, as she slipped out of her miniskirt and pulled off her blouse. Standing there in her blue bra and panties she was quite a sensational chick.
" 'I've never had a white man,' she said softly. 'I'd like to try one.' "Debbie's hand went automatically for my zipper. Pulling out my penis, she began stroking me.
" 'He's something else,' she smiled. 'I've sucked him off. .. and his juice tastes so good.' "The three girls hastily undressed and my old ramrod got up again. Debbie bent over and sucked it till I was rock hard. Pulling her mouth off, she asked thoughtfully, 'What can we do? For fifty bucks it oughta be swingin'.'
" 'I've got an idea,' Marion said. "One chick eats his ass out, the other one sucks him and he eats one of us.'
" 'Let me eat his prick,' Betty demanded, 'and Debbie, why don't you lick ass while I'm blowing?'
" 'And he can eat my pussy,' Marion smiled, delighted at the thought of her teacher eating her.
"We all went to the bedroom and I stretched out, lying on my side. The beautiful black Marion spread before me, revealing her genitals. I pulled her smooth black ass toward me as I stuck my tongue on her slit.
"Soon I felt the mouth of Betty nibbling on my pecker. I shoved it to her and she eagerly took it all in. It was a lot of fun to have a three-way orgy and with all this young cunt around I might as well make the most of it. I knew my days were numbered, but while they lasted, I determined to make the very most of it.
"I felt the tongue of Debbie lashing around my asshole. She was an experienced ass sucker at sixteen. I could tell from the way she held my cheeks apart, licked in a variety of strokes, and then put her mouth to it like a suction cup and sucked on it.
" 'You're a good ass-sucker,' I told her.
"Promptly Betty pulled her mouth off my prong and asked, 'Don't you think I'm doing a good job on your prick?'
" 'Oh, of course you are,' I assured her.
" 'Hey, aren't you ever going to eat me?' the owner of the black snatch aimed for my mouth demanded.
" 'Alright already,' I chuckled, 'I'll eat your pussy.' Sucking, licking, and finally sticking my tongue in her and probing inside her all directions I enjoyed her.
" 'Eat it,' she whispered sexily, 'eat my black patch professor, eat it up.' "Dirty talk turns me on. I stabbed inside her box and feverishly licked her hole.
"With the wild tongue-fucking of Debbie and Betty impaled on my prick we were an orgy running wild. I felt so alive at last, sexually liberated ... free. All this young cunt was enough to make any man burn with passion and lust.
"I stuck a finger up Marion's black ass and guided her cunt as she fucked me.
" 'I like that,' she squealed. 'I like it.' "That turned me on. I tongue-fucked her pussy faster, faster. Debbie was really going to town on my ass and I rammed my pecker down Betty's throat.
" 'Ohh, baby, that's beautiful,' I gasped as my cock reached down her throat. 'Eat it ... eat my cock,' I cried out excitedly as I slid it in and out of her greedy mouth. 'Ohhh, I'm there ... suck, suck, suck me.'
" 'I'm coming too, teach,' Marion groaned. 'Eat my pussy.' Rushing back to her snatch I began licking her quickly, gobbling down her delicious cum.
"Debbie's tongue-stabbing in my ass continued till I quit thrusting down Betty's mouth.
"When I pulled my mouth off Marion's cunt, she moaned, 'Teach, we should pay you fifty dollars.
You're some wild fucker ... honest to God, I've been eaten before.'
" 'Sure she has, teach, by all the men in the ninth and tenth grade.'
" 'You talk out of school,' Marion laughed.
"The girls were well satisfied sexually and so was I. I paid them the money and then I had to insist, 'For God's sake don't tell anybody else... we'll all be in trouble.'
" 'Oh, no, I'm not talkin',' Debbie promised, "but teach, they could send you up for a long spell, couldn't they?'
" 'Let's not talk about me,' I chuckled. 'I'd rather forget.' "Betty's hand was still on my pecker, and with her other hand, she was massaging my nuts slowly.
" 'I really enjoyed that,' she said softly. 'It was fun sucking you off.'
" 'I dug it too. You got a nice hot mouth.'
" 'Thanks,' she smiled, squeezing my prick.
"During the next few days at school I lived in constant fear. I wondered what the girls might demand next. Now, there were three grades I had to make sure were always As.
"The question didn't bug me for too long because Debbie cornered me in the hall one day and said, "Teach, something real important is coming up in my life, and I must talk to you about it.' "She came over to my apartment at nine. Again, I looked both ways down the hall and thanked God the landlord wasn't around. She slipped in quietly.
" 'I'm pregnant,' she announced just like that.
" 'Oh, that's terrible,' I said, 'Who is the father?'
" 'A Mexican bean and he doesn't want to marry me... and anyway I don't care much for him ... so that's why I'm here.' "Fear flashed through me. Did she expect me to say I'd be the father? What did she expect of me ... at a touchy time like this?
" 'I need money. I must have an abortion,' she said seriously.
" 'Oh, God, how much is that?'
" 'Just two hundred,' she said eagerly, 'you make a lotta lettuce ... that shouldn't be too much for you, should it, teach?' " "That is a lot of money,' I told her, "much too much for me to be handing over to you.'
" 'I've got to have it. Now, don't think this is blackmail. You're a soul-brother, baby and when things get rough I try to get a little help.'
" 'Sure you do,' I gulped. 'I ... I ... hope this won't happen very often. The last time it was fifty bucks and now it's up to two hundred.' "She bent her head and began sobbing. I wrapped a comforting arm around her. Instantly, she reached out, just as she had done the first night we had sex together. Her hand landed on my penis, and just like it did the first time, it got a super hard-on.
" 'You will help me,' she sobbed.
" 'Sure ... sure, I'll help you, but try and be careful.' "Unzipping my pants awkwardly, she looked up, 'From here on, it's blow-jobs and pussy-eating ... no more of this baby crap.' "Pulling my prick out, she slowly slid her lips over it, massaging my balls with her hand.
" 'You sure know how to make a horny guy happy, honey,' I told her as she sucked on it.
" 'Ohhhh, baby, keep sucking ... you're doing me real nice now ... that's it... keep sucking ... suck, suck, suck it.' "Driving my penis in and out swiftly, she sucked on it with great feeling, like she really dug me. She was a fantastic pretender or a super cock-sucker-maybe both.
" 'Ohhh, eat me, eat me,' I begged as she got down there and put her all into it.
"I rammed it down her roughly, enjoying every sucking second of her blow-job action.
" 'Suck, suck, suck it off,' I told her. 'Ohhh, baby, that's it... keep sucking ... suck, suck, suck it' "I shot my wad, my penis exploding in her mouth. She drank me down excitedly, enjoying every sucking second of it. I was so excited my body was trembling.
" 'Eat it... eat my dick ... that's it, go after the juice, baby, suck, suck, eat it up.' "She went after the juice and when she pulled her mouth off my joy stick, there wasn't a single drop left.
"I just sat there, holding her close while she stroked me gently.
" 'I give a good cock-suck?' she asked cagily.
" 'Super,' I told her. 'You gotta be the best little cock-sucker in school.'
" 'That's what the boys all tell me,' she chuckled. 'I only regret what I did when I got pregnant ... big damned fool.' "It was a beautiful sex interlude; one I'm sure we both enjoyed; sex souls interlocked with a throbbing penis.
" 'I gotta be goin',' she said softly, 'if you could give me the two hundred.'
" 'I don't have it now,' I explained, 'I have to go to the bank.'
" 'When do you think you will have it?'
" 'In a day or two ... is it that urgent?'
" 'I'm nervous, teach,' she sighed. 'I'm just so anxious to have it all over with.'
" 'I don't blame you,' I agreed. 'I'll try to get it as soon as possible.' "I did too. When I got to school the next day I arranged to take a break during banking hours to get the money. Debbie was asking me about it first thing when she came to class. I quieted her and told her after school.
"She came to me after class and asked, 'You got it?' I nodded, handed her a notebook she'd turned in and told her quietly, 'It's inside here, in an envelope.'
" 'Oh, thanks, teach, thanks ever so much ... you'll never know what you've done for me.' "I could take that little comment two ways. I was almost afraid there was only one way to take it-I probably never would know how big a lie she put over on me, and very likely I'd never find out where she spent the money ... my hard-earned schoolteacher salary money.
"When I went home I felt alone. I wanted to avoid any more sexual involvements. They were getting too costly. But my eyes nearly dropped out when who should I see standing at my apartment door but Betty with her boyfriend Tyrone.
" 'Hi, Betty,' I greeted her.
" 'Hi, teach,' she said seriously. 'Tyrone and I got a problem we want to talk about.' "I opened the door and the damned old landlord would have to step out of his apartment and give me the big eye.
" 'What is it?' I asked, curious as hell to know what Betty was up to.
" 'Well,' she began, 'I told Ty about you and me and Debbie and Marion.' "I groaned, 'But, baby doll, we agreed we tell nobody.' ,
" 'Hold it, teach,' Tyrone broke in firmly, "I got my chick trained ... she tells me all ... and I mean all. I know you fucked her and I know plenty more. You screwed Debbie and you fucked Marion ... so who's kidding who, huh?'
" 'You believe everything people tell you?' I snapped defensively.
"Reaching out proudly to hold Betty's hand, he winked, 'My chick don't lie to me no more.'
" 'He whipped me, teach ... and if you ever got him beatin' you to a bloody pulp, you wouldn't lie neither.'
" 'You've got a point there,' I agreed.
" 'I want something of you, teach,' Tyrone smiled. I slouched down in my chair. What was left? Sure not much loot. Living costs were astronomical, salary income from teaching mighty low ... low as a snake's hips.
" 'I'm a real sexy guy,' Tyrone grinned proudly, 'Ain't that right, lover?'
" 'He sure is,' Betty nodded.
" 'And my girl, she don't lie,' he winked.
" 'What do you want or should I say how much?' I demanded caustically.
" 'No, teach, you got me all figured wrong.'
" 'I hope I have,' I nodded.
" 'I like to fuck ... I like wild sex ... I wanna watch.'
" 'You want to watch what?'
" 'You fuck my girl,' he smiled.
" 'You gotta be kidding,' I told him.
" 'No, siree, sir,' he chuckled. 'I know lots of guys who get all steamed up watching a white man fuck a black girl ... and then I hears about rich people who like to hire a big black prick to fuck their wives, and they watch.'
" 'I'm supposed to have sex with Betty while you, her boyfriend, watches?' " "That's right,' he smiled. 'How about it?'
" 'I... I don't like the idea.'
" 'You have much choice, teach?' he asked threateningly.
" 'If you put it that way, I guess I have no choice at all,' I admitted.
" "That's the way the ball bounces, baby,' he smiled.
" 'What do you want me to do?' I sighed, feeling like a prisoner of the whims of the kids I taught!
"We walked into the bedroom and Tyrone was out of his clothes in a few seconds and Betty didn't take much longer. Her big black boobs stood up jauntily and her silky black skin did turn me on. My old white pecker got rigid again. I was down to my shorts and Tyrone told me edgily, 'Go ahead, teach, let me see what it looks like.' "I pulled my shorts down, allowing my penis to pop up rigid, hard.
" 'Ohhh, I like, I like,' he gasped, 'now, let me direct this,' he said, starting to stroke his dick with his hand.
" 'What do you want me to do?' ' 'Animal fucking,' he grinned.
" 'Animal fucking?'
" 'Yeah,' he laughed, getting down on all fours to illustrate. 'You see, the chick gets in this position and you do her dog-style.' "Betty got on her hands and legs in the middle of the bed. I crawled on the bed behind her.
" 'Go ahead,' he urged. 'Shove your prick up her ass.' "I gripped her glistening black butt and pulled it apart. Poking my pecker up there, I got it ready for the big push.
" 'Fuck her,' he commanded, standing beside us, watching and pulling on his pecker.
.
" 'I dig,' I smiled. 'You get your charge watching.'
" 'I sure do, fucker ... now drive that horny old pecker up her asshole and fuck her.'
" 'Teach,' Debbie smiled, 'why don't you diddle my pussy while you do my ass?' "Reaching down I diddled her pussy and rammed it roughly up her ass.
" 'Ohhhh, I like that, I like that,' she moaned. 'Fuck, fuck me, lover ... ohhhh, keep it up fuck, fuck, fuck it.' "I found myself enjoying the whole fucking bit ... even got a charge out of watching Tyrone peeling his pecker while I fucked her.
"He jerked like a wild man, his eyes aglow with all the sexual excitement he felt surging through him.
" 'Fuck, fuck, fuck it,' I commanded Betty as I rode her beautiful black ass.
" 'Black is beautiful, huh, teach ... and that includes black ass!' "With my pecker pushing up her fantastic asshole, my finger diddling her pussy, I climbed to climax quickly.
" 'Oh, look at that white fucker go ... ride her, ride her good,' he smiled excitedly, as he reached down to jiggle his big black balls.
" 'We can make it the same time, teach,' he smiled.
" 'Okay, maybe we can make it come three ways,' I laughed, "how's that pussy, Betty?'
" 'You're doing just fine, teach, just fine. Only faster ... work your fingers faster.'
" 'Slide your ass faster, faster,' I panted, slapping her beautiful black ass. She pushed it back to me at an increased pace. I was enjoying every fantastic second of it.
" 'Fuck, fuck, fuck,' I commanded. She kept on fucking and I kept on driving it up her.
" "That's beautiful ... that's it ... ohhhh, ohhh, I'm coming.' Gripping her ass tightly with one hand, diddling her quicker with the other, I brought Betty to climax.
" 'Ohhhh, ahhhhhh, I'm shootin' high,' Tyrone gasped, 'Ahhhh, fuck her, teach, fuck her good.' "The creamy, thick white cum flashed forth from his huge black dick. It splashed down his hand, dripping to the floor.
"With my fingers full of Betty's cum, I realized we had all made it on a triple play.
" 'Who says fuckin' ain't fun?' Tyrone chuckled.
" 'Can I take a shower here, please?' Betty asked.
" 'If you let me wash you,' I told her.
" 'I'll shower with the both of you,' Tyrone suggested.
"Three in a shower is a bit crowded. Betty insisted she wash both our cocks off. I slipped the soap up her cunt and in her ass and washed her.
"Tyrone got a bang out of washing her titties off, finding the slippery soap and her slippery skin a difficult match. We finished showering, dried off and then we dressed, adjourning shortly to the living room.
" 'Do you have any marijuana, teach?' Ty asked.
" 'I don't smoke weed,' I told him.
" 'You don't?' Betty asked in surprise.
" 'No, I don't, do the other teachers?'
" 'Some of them do,' she nodded.
" 'We gotta split,' Tyrone announced, looking at his watch.
" 'Oh, teach, thanks for a great night ... we always have a good time. I dig having you ball me.'
" 'You're a lot of woman,' I told her frankly.
"I went to bed, tired, satisfied. Two weeks later I got a jolt at school. Tyrone nervously approached me in the hall and whispered, 'Teach, I got something real important to see you about... when ... where?'
" 'Why not after school?'
" 'Too personal ... your place ... when?'
" 'Tonight,' I told him, anxious to clear whatever was bugging him up.
"He came at eight as I suggested.
" 'Come in,' I told him. He came in quickly. I sat down. He appeared very nervous.
" 'I need a fix,' he said, 'and you're going to help me get one.' "I realized I was looking at a high school dope addict, pulling a big-time gangster tactic on me.
" 'What the hell are you trying to pull?' I demanded.
"He smiled nervously, pulling something out of his inner coat pocket and throwing me the small photos.
" 'What have you got there?' I demanded.
" 'See for yourself. Don't you recognize the fuckers?'
" 'Goddam you,' I blared, 'you took pictures of me fuckin' Betty up the ass.'
" 'How did you guess that?' he laughed drily.
" 'I'll fix them,' I said angrily, tearing them into shreds.
" 'Why'd you do that?' he laughed. 'I've got ten more pictures of each pose ... plus the negatives.'
" 'What in hell did you do this for?' "' 'Cause I've got a very bad habit,' he said bluntly, 'and it costs plenty to feed it.'
" 'Blackmailing me? That's your game. You're no sex watcher ... you're a low down blackmailer at sixteen.'
" 'Seventeen next week. About the other part, you are so right ... now I need a hundred bucks.'
" 'I won't give you a goddam cent,' I told him hotly.
" 'Yes, you will,' he nodded.
" 'No, I won't.'
" 'I'll show these to the principal tomorrow morning, only I'll show him the 8 x 10 blow-ups.'
" 'You little bastard,' I glared, knowing I was cornered, trapped, his willing victim.
" 'Now, that isn't nice to call names ... is it, child molester?' he said smoothly.
" 'Nice little racket you got figured out to finance your twisted desire for drugs!'
" 'I think so,' he smiled. 'Now when will you have the hundred bucks ... I need the bread fast.'
" 'If I should give you the hundred dollars where will it end?'
" 'I don't know, teach, I really don't know. But I do know it'll be the end for you tomorrow if you don't have the money for me. I'll be back, tomorrow night, same time [ "Tyrone got up, walked to the door, and turned to tell me, 'I hope you don't disappoint me.'
" 'I'll try not to,' I assured him.
"I paced the floor after he left, feeling like a caged animal. I didn't want to feed his habit, and I didn't want to be blackmailed.
" 'You're finished,' I said aloud, 'go tell him tomorrow ... tell him before you get any deeper.' "Somebody knocked on the door. I didn't want to answer. I knew I must. Opening the door finally, I saw the landlord.
" 'I'm sorry,' he said, glancing about the room as if looking to see what he could see, 'but the washing machine has gone on the blink again.'
" 'That's all right,' I assured him, trying to get rid of him as quickly as I knew how. 'I'm taking my things to a little Chinese laundry across the street.'
" 'They do good work,' he commented, obviously trying to carry on further conversation.
" 'If you'll excuse me,' I told him, 'I've got some papers to correct.'
" 'Oh, oh, yes of course,' he smiled, as he turned away and I closed the door.
"I checked my bank book and realized I'd been making deductions right and left; the car accident, the abortion-now the drugs ... oh, God, where would it end?
" 'Tomorrow,' I said aloud, 'tomorrow, I'll make a clean breast of it and begin again ... all over again.' "I poured myself another shot of booze and went to bed. But I didn't sleep well. I was troubled all night long. When I awoke the following morning I knew I was trapped. I would give the little sonofabitch his hundred bucks.
"I got time off from my classes to go to the bank and get the cash. When I returned to school a sudden urge to tell all and get it over with swept through me. But it passed and I saw Tyrone after school and gave him a book with an envelope containing the money.
" "Thanks, teach,' he told me, thanks an awful lot.' "I felt the need of something, something to make me forget the nightmare my life had become. A good whore ... a fucker my age might turn me off the young screws, I reasoned. But that would take more money. But it might be worth it, my mind argued. So, I decided to go to a bar and see if I could get some action.
"That night I went to the bar down the street from where I lived. I was on my third drink when a dark-skinned, very sexy girl sat down beside me.
" 'Can I buy you a drink?' I asked her immediately.
" "That would be nice,' she said, glancing up, smiling the knowing way at me.
"After a couple of drinks I reached over and brushed my hand against her leg, pushing my leg against her simultaneously. She pushed back and didn't object to my hand resting on her knee.
" 'How much?' I whispered.
" "That depends,' she replied softly.
" 'On what?'
" 'You want the regular or the special?'
" 'What the hell difference does it make?' I demanded testily.
" 'Fifteen dollars,' she smiled. 'Fifteen for normal sex and fifteen more for the kinky sex.'
" 'What do you get if you buy kinky sex?'
" 'Oh, just everything,' she smiled, her eyes lighting up delightedly, trying her best to sell me on the more expensive sex setup.
" 'I'll buy,' I said, looking down her breasts and feeling of her warm snatch.
" 'Your place or mine?' she said softly. 'And don't let that no-good bartender hear us... he's trying to run me out.'
" 'Your place,' I insisted, knowing I didn't dare have much more traffic running through my place.
"I paid the bartender, avoiding tipping him, figuring it was good enough for the bum, trying to cut out the whore trade.
"When we got outside, she hailed a taxi. She told the driver the destination and we were soon speeding down the darkened streets for her pad.
"She lived in a red-brick older apartment house. With windows right out of 1930's modern, it wasn't half bad. I paid the driver and we went up to her place.
"The high ceilings and the sharp-looking furniture made it a beautiful place.
" 'What's your name?' I asked.
" 'Does it make any difference?' she laughed, starting to undress. : "'Well, I guess not.'
" 'Call me fuck ... some guys call me screw or better yet lay ... I hate whore, but fuck is fine.'
" 'Okay, fuck.' " "That'll cost you,' she giggled, 'put your money where your mouth is.' "I gave her a twenty and a ten. She smiled appreciatively, putting them in a drawer, which I saw out of the corner of my eye was crammed with money.
" 'I've gotta' go to the bank soon,' she smiled.
" 'You do alright,' I nodded.
" 'Time... it's 'cause I watch how I spend my time.' Now she stood naked before me, her giant-size breasts with their big round nipples got me hard looking at them.
" 'I hate to hurry you, honey,' she grinned, 'but business is business. And just because I'm in the fuckin' and suckin' business doesn't mean I got all the time in the world.' "I peeled off my shorts, my penis jumping up. She eyed it with a pleased smile, walking over and gripping it firmly.
" 'I dig,' she glowed. 'You've got a tremendous tool there.' " "Thank you. How about some mouth action?'
" 'One hour baby, that's how I time it... I'm yours to screw any damn way you want... but keep it to one hour.'
" 'Shall we get on the bed?'
" 'Anywhere you want, but first I'm going to mix me a drink.' "She proceeded to the bar and took out a bottle and taking the top off, threw her head back and gulped.
" 'Ohhh, that goes down hard,' she gasped, after she'd had a long shot.
" 'I thought you said you were going to have a mixed drink.' " "That's what I had,' she chuckled, 'I'm mixin' this drink baby, with all the other booze I got in me.'
" 'You've got a point,' I laughed, 'let me have a slug.' Generously, she handed the bottle over to me. I took a good swig and gasped, 'Suck off.' " "That's what I like,' she giggled, 'a real free fucker.' We went into the bedroom, and she quickly got on the bed.
"I followed her quickly. I lay back and spread my legs. She crouched at my crotch.
" 'Lift your ass, honey and I'll suck it.' "I raised up, she got in there and parted my ass cheeks and soon her tongue slipped inside my butt and she was tongue fucking me.
" "That's nice,' I gasped.
"When I told her that, it turned her on all the more. She licked passionately, jiggling my nuts all the while. I dug her animal-like lust, her total lack of inhibition. Continuing her wild tongue-thrusting she kept it up.
" 'Suck, suck, suck it, suck,' I commanded her as she went on licking away at my ass nice as you please.
"And then she went to work on my prick. She pulled back and licked its underside, crowning its top with her hot mouth.
"I jabbed it to her.
" 'Eat my dick .. . eat it.. . suck, ohhhhhh, I like it, I like it,' I gasped.
"She was a great cocksucker. I kept her eating my dick, as I held her head there. Her hand movements were skillful, professional.
" 'Come on you dirty cocksucker, eat my prick,' I demanded. Running my fingers through her hair I kept her impaled on my prong. I could tell from the way she made a double dive for my dong, dirty talk turned her on.
" 'Suck, suck, suck that cock,' I cried out, ramming it to the left. Her head followed. And then I jabbed it down her throat. She gurgled on my penis like it was choking her. I found this very exciting.
" 'Sshhh, baby, eat it up, eat my prick... eat that big stiff prick... come on, you want it, you know you do ... ohhhh, baby, that's it... like you're doin' now, ahhhh, ohhhh, fuck, fuck ...' "Her head bobbed up and down with piston precision, her fingers worked on my nuts. One finger slid up my asshole as she continued her sucking action.
" 'Ohhhh, I like it up my ass ... keep finger fucking me. That's nice... suck it off, eat my prick ... eat it up.' "With a sudden hard job, I thrust with all my might and exploded in her mouth. She made excited gurgling sounds as I savagely fucked her throat.
" 'Ahhhhhh, Ohhhhhh, eat it up, eat it up ... that's it... suck it out... go after the juice ... get it all out... it's nice and hot. . . oh, baby, keep that mouth going... like you're doing ... Ohhhh, my repeater peter is giving you two loads baby, keep sucking the cream.' "She slowly pulled her finger out of my asshole and slid her mouth off my penis. I gulped, I was never so well sucked off as this cute little cunt had managed to do.
" 'You've got a nice penis,' she smiled, 'wow ...
were you loaded.'
" 'Take the credit yourself.. . you've got a hot mouth, and I mean hot, honey.'
" 'Like to try eating me?' she giggled. 'My snatch is real tasty they tell me.'
" 'I'll take their word for it, honey ... let me eat you.' She climbed over me, straddling my face.
" 'Suck my ass out first, huh?'
" 'Oh, sure, luv,' I laughed, enjoying the feeling of being completely uninhibited and doing everything.
"I stabbed her asshole with my tongue, thrusting it swiftly in and out. She dug the action.
" 'Ohhhh, that's good, keep it up ... keep it up.' With hard thrusts, I fucked her ass, and she ground it around, thrilling to every second of it.
"When I noticed her mound starting to drip, I took my tongue out of her tail and applied it energetically to her sharp little slit. Sliding it in swiftly I felt her love button. Licking it eagerly I kept the action sustained.
" 'Suck, suck it, you pussy eater,' she panted with pleasure, running her fingers excitedly through my hair.
"Dirty talk turned me on, full, sucking speed ahead.
" 'Ohhhh, that's beautiful,' she groaned, 'I never had my snatch eaten better, baby... keep that tongue action up.' "When I felt her starting to come, I grabbed a hold of her hips and held her in place so I could reach in there and lick her all out.
" 'Ohhhhh, you're riding my pussy with that fiery tongue,' she gasped, 'ohhhh, honey luv, I'm coming ... eat it up ... eat my nice cunt... eat it, pussy lover, eat it.' "I ate it, enjoying every succulent second of it.
"We took a break, she making it a point to glance awkwardly at the clock.
" 'Just a little more than half an hour to go,' she whispered.
" 'You have to talk about the time it takes,' I asked disgusted over her blatant commercialism.
" 'Oh, sure,' she giggled, 'time is money ... and I'm in the money, honey, with a hot mouth, and a swinging little cunt.' "I found myself getting rigid again. She reached for my prick.
" 'Ohhh, baby, doll,' she smiled, 'you're ready to roll, ain't ya'?'
" 'I guess so,' I grinned.
" 'You tell me,' she smiled, 'I mustn't direct sex ... I mean, a man has to have some rights ...'
" 'I'd like to fuck your cunt,' I told her.
" 'Shall I ride your rod?'
" 'Sure,' I told her ..., 'ride my flagpole.' u "I lay on my back, spread and she got her cunt sliding down my cock, facing the other direction.
" 'You can get good aim,' she turned to inform me. 'My men tell me they dig this route.' "This little hot box knew whereof she spoke. Her glove-fit cunt gyrated around my rod, as I reached out to grip my handsful of tittie.
" 'Ohhhh, that feels good,' she said, twisting her ass around my cock. 'Jab it up there... fuck it wild.' "Using my full hand to grip her titties I drove it in hard. She squealed, in delight, 'Fuck her, you sonofabitch, fuck her.' "That's what I liked. A wild black woman, turned-on, giving my old white prick a fucking I could never forget.
" 'Fuck it, fuck it, fuck me,' she demanded.
"I pinched her titties, she squealed again, I drive it up her tight cunt at all angles and she knew just how to work her cunt muscles and twist her tail to produce the most fantastic emotions I ever felt in my life.
" 'Fuck, fuck, fuck it off,' she begged. I kept screwing her, enjoying every fantastic second of it.
" 'Ohhhh, you're doin' me nice,' she groaned, 'keep it up, keep it grinding honey ... I love it, I love it.' "She did love it too. She threw herself into the fuck with such force I didn't know if my penis could keep pace with her pussy.
" 'Faster, faster .. . fuck it faster,' she cried out excitedly. 'Ohhhhh, that's it ... man, alive, you're gettin' way up in there ... ohhhh, I dig it... fuck, fuck, fuck it off.' "With a hard, driving thrust, my penis exploded up her cunt.
" 'Oooooweeeeee,' she groaned, twisting her tail around my pecker, 'Ooooowwwweeee, that was fuckin'.'
" 'Ohhhhh, God, I'm coming, I'm coming,' I gasped, grasping her breasts and squeezing them still tighter, 'I'm coming ... ohhhh, ahhhhhh, keep twisting, keep grinding your box, baby.' "I wanted to make every fantastic second of the fuck last. Why couldn't time stand still? Why couldn't this magic moment of climax stop everything for me? Now, I felt on cloud nine ... I didn't ever wanted to come back to earth.
" 'Ohhhh, baby, what a fuck,' I sighed, as she slid off my pecker.
" 'Good timing, too,' she smiled, 'ten minutes.'
" 'Must you always mention time?'
" 'Long as I'm gettin' paid for fuckin', yes,' she laughed. I got a quick shower, dressed and as I left, I turned and said, 'Here's five more, fucker... it was worth it.' " "Thanks you big prick,' she snapped, 'I can always use the lettuce... and don't forget the pad ... here's a card.' " "This says Dancing School.'
" 'Sure, you expect me to advertise whore house?'
" 'Take it easy,' I laughed.
" 'I'll take it anyway I can get it,' she crinkled her nose, and smiled as I left her, left her life, but her imprint will remain.
"The next day at school Debbie was waiting for me with Betty. The two girls looked awfully worried about something.
" 'We've got to talk to you,' Betty announced.
" 'It's very important... very,' Debbie chimed in.
" 'I'm sure it is,' I agreed, 'but classes are to begin in five minutes.'
" 'Won't take five minutes to tell you what we gotta tell ya, teach.'
" 'Go ahead,' I nodded, disgusted everyone could see us obviously concerned about something, that probably had nothing to do with school work. Suspicious glances followed us all over the schoolyard as she walked toward the front door.
" 'Tyrone's in jail,' Betty blurted excitedly, tears streaking down her eyes.
" 'It's true,' Debbie said, 'they let him make one call and he called Betty.'
" 'He told me,' Betty began, 'to tell you he wouldn't tell nobody who gives him the hundred dollars you gave him, if n you is gonna get him out
" 'Oh, God,' I gasped, 'I can't get him out of jail.'
" 'Teach, people is watching, big ears listenin'... take it cool...'
" 'You must,' Debbie whispered, 'he tells Betty he'll expose you as giving him the cash... and you know what'll happen to you then.'
" 'Meet me after school,' I said sternly, as the Principal saw me and curiously continued watching me talking to the girls.
" 'Okay, we'll split, I see the Big Eye watchin'... but you better be at your place right after school... nobody see us there.'
" 'Okay, Debbie... you and Betty come over there and we'll talk this whole thing out.' "That entire day was one of the worst I ever lived in my life. I was haunted, tortured, tormented by what lay ahead.
"I could hardly teach. Every moment I felt myself breaking out in cold sweat as I could hear the Principal say, 'you're fired, through, finished'... and then an idea hit me. There wasn't anything to stop me from resigning. It could be simple and then Debbie and Betty would have to find another pigeon in the place. Who knows but some other male teachers who were single, horny and had been offered sex, had succumbed. Let them get Tyrone out of jail. It could take me off the hook. But why would I be resigning? That big question mark tormented me. A visit from the Principal brought all this into focus. His stony stare as he came into my last class period of the day didn't make me feel that was a sensible way out at all.
"After a rather shabby attempt to conceal my nervousness, my ugly fears, my recognition of what sex with some students might well cost me, the day was over. Mercifully, the Principal, walked out the rear back door. But then, he soon reappeared at the front door, and came walking over to my desk with a frown fastened on his face.
" 'I want to talk to you,' he said.
"I scratched my head. This was a nervous giveaway. I worried about that. God, I was even worrying about breathing just right. What in hell was happening?
" 'I'm sorry you haven't stayed after school to help with sports activities,' he commented dryly.
"Relieved that might be his only concern, I quickly told him, 'Oh, you'll have to forgive me... teachers were told to volunteer so I figured...'
" 'You figured you wouldn't volunteer,' he said shortly.
" 'I planned to later.'
" 'Would it be imposing too much on your time?' he said coldly, 'if you stayed on the playground today. Mr. Jeffries has been ill. He always stays. With him gone, some of the teachers who haven't volunteered once will have to pull up the slack.'
" 'Oh, yeah,' I gulped, 'I'll pull up the slack.'
" 'One hour after school,' he insisted.
" 'Sure, sure ... I'll do it... today.' "A close call I thought as he walked out. I didn't want to rock the boat... hot now, I was too close to sinking in my own personal seven seas of hell I'd invented by accepting sex with a student.
"On the playground it hit me. I was supposed to be back at the apartment. The girls might think I didn't care about them. What would I do? I couldn't phone the landlord. He was already suspicious, I couldn't contact them. The kids were urging me to direct the basketball game.
" 'Oh, yeah, I'll keep score,' I told them, my face turning ashen at the thought of all the things that could go wrong. The Principal was watching on the sidelines.
"Finally the hour was over. I walked briskly to my car, forgetting my brief case behind me.
"I didn't even bother to notice the Principal standing at the curb, probably wanting to talk to me about how I could help the boys play a better game or God knows what he had on his fever-pitch brain. All I knew was I was in a race with the hands of the clock. The girl's wouldn't wait forever and I didn't want them to spill the beans to anybody because I knew full well it could mean my professional neck if not my neck period.
"I almost got a traffic ticket I drove so fast. Finally I pulled up in front of the apartment house, got out and went in. I had my heart in my throat as I walked up to the third floor. Would they wait? Had the landlord spied them? My fears were without basis, for when I got to my floor I saw them standing down the hall in front of my apartment.
" 'We sure waited long enough for you to show,' Debbie said angrily.
" 'Five more minutes and we was goin' for good,' Betty added as we walked in my pad and I closed the door, locking it securely.
" 'I'm really sorry, girls, but the old Principal kept me today. He made me work on the athletic field ... I'm sorry.'
" 'Well, if you got the money for the bail bondsman, everything will be alright,' Betty said quickly. i
" 'How much is Tyrone's bail?'
" 'Just two thousand . . . some go higher if they on dope.'
" 'Oh, Jeeez,' I groaned, 'I don't have two thousand.'
" 'You got a father, haven't you?' Betty demanded, her eyes grim lights of rage.
" 'Yes, but I can't.'
" 'Go to that phone if you know what's good for you, teach . . . you shouldn't be giving kids money for dope ... I thought they taught you teachers not to do stuff like that to poor kids. Now, call him up.' "Trapped, I had no alternative. I stepped over to the phone and dialed O.
" 'Operator,' I began, 'I want to make a person to person call to California... to Mr. William Bennett. .. reverse charges.'
" 'I'm sorry,' Debbie said, coming over to me and feeling my penis.
"I put my hand over the receiver, 'not now.'
" 'You need to relax,' she said seriously, 'a little suckin' and you'll forget your troubles.' "Damned if she didn't drop to her knees, unzip me and pull it out. It was flaccid, of course. Who in hell could get a hard-on in a trap like I was in. But when her mouth went over my penis I began getting hard.
" 'Hi, Dad, I began, 'I'm in trouble... yes, money ... two thousand dollars ... I've got to have.' "He shot back, "Not one cent till you tell me what it is for.... Keep talkin' 'cause I'm just half-listenin' this time.' "And then the knocks sounded on the door.
"Putting my hand frantically over the phone, I whispered to the girls, 'Don't answer it... and stop sucking my prick.' "Debbie wouldn't listen. She continued sucking on my tool and I had to tell Dad, 'I'm in a hell of a jam ... and it is ...' "'A girl?' he said caustically, 'couldn't keep your prick in your pants.' "Suddenly the door broke open. The landlord with the Principal behind him came bounding in. Debbie pulled her mouth off my penis, gasping, 'Oh, My God.'
" 'Look at him, that student ... sucking him off... just like I thought.' "I got so excited I forgot to put my hand over the receiver. Dad heard all.
" 'Call the police, call them this instant, book him for child molestation,' the Principal demanded.
"The landlord smiled so much I think he was genuinely happy with what he'd accomplished.
"Debbie thoughtfully put my pecker back in my pants and zipped me up.
" 'I'm sorry, Dad,' I said into the phone at last.
" 'Don't call me Dad, you dirty sex fiend,' he blared, 'I disown you as of this moment.' "He did too. I never felt worse. The police didn't take long in coming. The bracelets appeared. I was taken off in them and the girls protested.
" 'He's a good guy,' they insisted, lie never done us no harm ... leave him be.' "The whole apartment house turned out in the halls to watch them take me off to jail. It was the most horrifying moment in my life. I felt like the eyes of the world were on me, like accusing searchlights.
"The trial was a mockery. I was sentenced before it began. Ten years with five years probation for good behavior. In jail I learned what hell like can be. Now, I'm out, a free man, but where can I go from here? My Dad has informed me if I ever go home he'll sic the dogs on me. Knowing Rollo and Ronnie, his big old police dogs I don't think I should provide them with a nice evening meal.
"I'm through with my job, natch, and wherever I go I have a horrible record to follow me. I've thought of suicide, but I'll be honest, I haven't got the guts to kill myself, but it would be the kindest thing to do.
"Instead I just go on existing. Each day drags on like it will never end. I don't have any friends. I'm a loner! Who would want to deal with a dirty old sex fiend?
"But I know if I'm going to live I've got to make some kind of an attempt to adjust. I don't know how. I want to but I don't know how. "I still get hards-on and I still feel sexy when I'm watching some of those topless, bottomless broads throw their
meat around. But I just don't feel like fuckin' them. Maybe it's because too many damned unpleasant memories connected with fucking still haunt me.
"I don't know ... I don't know!"
SUMMARY
Possibly the most tragic cases of men involving child molestation occur when a man has no sex outlet and sex is pushed before him daily!
As is so often the case with many men, they focus their attention on their professional goal for so long, they skip the vital sex contacts and expressions needed during the time they are obtaining their education.
Once the education has been accomplished, they are way behind emotionally and sexually as they've cut off the natural sex expression for a period of years. Nothing can be more disastrous to the psyche than this alienation from natural sex. It surfaced in all its ugly impact when the teacher saw beautiful, young Negro girls with their generous bosoms and their appealing young bodies.
In an effort to better themselves, the girls decided it might be much easier to offer sex in exchange for grades. They found a willing victim as the tangled web was woven. At this point, one talked to the other until word spread as it invariably does among children.
By the time the teacher had come to his senses, he was too deeply embroiled in their intimate desires, plights and problems to extricate himself without damage.
His own foolish trail tripped him and after having served a jail term for his misbehavior he is discovering the huge problems involved in making the social re-adjustment back to a society hostile to child-molesters, even when sentence has been served.
The reason for this is that certain kinds of sex- ual expressions are considered as particularly disgusting and unforgivable by the society in which we live. One, in particular, is that involving underage children.
No doubt the reason runs something like this. The young mind is incapable of defending itself or knowing itself at such an early age. So, it is really not a difficult thing to seduce a child. The child will often be gullible, naive and accept the offer of the molester. Once the child has learned what favors may be gained by offering sex, it becomes a powerful driving force; a means to an end, and can prove to be a threatening weapon as the teacher found out. Now, he will have to regain his status in society. The total rejection of his family will prove a handicap, but it need not prove disastrous.
First, he must recognize he did wrong, but he paid his debt to society. The next thing he must realize is that a job or work that will not be around temptation will make adjustment easier for if his background was discovered this could cause instant distrust and fears to surface.
Once he has gone within his own psyche to forgive himself, he can find himself. With clear conscience, he must begin anew. But it is vital he finds some appropriate sexual outlet. Otherwise he is inviting temptation.
With a meaningful job, satisfactory sex outlet and new perspective on life, he can achieve a good adjustment. It is now up to him, to do all in his power to make this possible.
CHAPTER FOUR
The twenty-two-year-old young man sitting before me had a cocky air about him and was dressed in the latest mod attire. He wanted to get over his hang-up and I'll admit it was an unusual hangup.
"I dig older women," he began, "and I guess it's about time I whip it on some young chicks but I don't get the urge to screw them very often."
"Would you like to tell me how it began?"
"Yeah," he smiled, "I guess it began when I got adopted. This older woman didn't have no kids and she and her old man were loaded. So, they came to the orphanage and saw me. I was only two years old, with curly brown hair and they tell me, real appealing brown eyes.
"Well, seein' as how I was a nice-looking kid they up and adopted me. Oh, I was really happy at first to have a mom and dad who cared for me. Mom took me everyplace with her and they got me real nice clothes and people paid me a lot of attention.
"But trouble began when my poor old daddy died. I felt so bad to lose him I couldn't quit cryin'. She had me sleepin' with her after that till I was ten years old.
"Maybe that was where I got used to being intimate with older chicks. I used to cuddle up to her. She hugged me to her and I felt safe, secure next to her generous breasts. I saw her breasts close-up and they weren't bad, considering how old she was.
"Well, let me tell you I had my problems. I was beginning to get turned-on at ten. She caught me jacking off all the time and didn't say anything.
"I'd spread out those Playboy centerfolds and push against the floor, a pillow or just plain jerk-off. I really dug her and she dug me. And I think she might have been spying when I was having myself a solo ball.
"Anyway, her lady friend was a widow. She wasn't bad looking either, and fortyish and she dug me.
" 'Why don't you let David work at my place?' she suggested.
" 'I think that would be good for him to get used to doing odd jobs,' she agreed. Little did she know how odd the jobs I'd end up doing would be.
"This widow Mrs. Merton had a big apartment house and man what I didn't see there. I was fourteen, almost fifteen and my balls were on fire for one of two girls who lived there.
"This chick was a model and real popular and all so I knew I couldn't try anything ... hell, I was just a penniless kid. And even then I knew, pussy costs money ... sometimes lots of it, depending upon the snatch, natch.
"Anyway, one day when I was doing the lawn for Mrs. Merton, I took off my shirt. She saw me mowing and I thought she was giving me some real admiring glances.
"When I came in, she said kind of breathlessly, 'why don't we ... I mean you take a shower?' "I felt like telling her she was right the first time. God knows I'd like to seen her naked body.
" 'Might be a good idea ma'am,' I told her.
" 'Just call me, Helen honey," she said softly. I went into her huge master bedroom and she led me to the shower.
" 'Lots of room in here,' she smiled.
"I got undressed, stepped in the shower and when I came out, she was just looking at me, staring a hole through my big old penis.
" 'My, but you're a handsome young man,' she said.
" 'I shouldn't be standing here naked,' I said, wrapping the towel around myself.
" 'No, no, you shouldn't,' she sighed.
"I closed the door, and she opened it suddenly.
" 'Oh, forgive me, David but I haven't seen a naked man for so long ... I've got to see you.'
" 'Well, I guess it won't hurt nothin',' I grinned, 'look.'
" 'I used to be a registered nurse,' she said quickly, 'so I've seen it all but when you're away from a man, it is awful... and I mean awful.'
" 'I guess you know how I feel,' I told her quietly.
" 'What do you mean?' she asked, opening her eyes innocently.
" 'I mean a young kid like me, horny as hell, well, I'm curious to know what a woman looks like.'
" 'Haven't you ever seen a naked woman,' she smiled strangely.
" 'No.'
" 'How old are you, almost sixteen?'
" 'Yeah,' I lied, 'almost.'
" 'Well, if we didn't talk about it, I suppose it wouldn't hurt if we looked at each other.'
" 'I don't think it would,' I insisted, anxious to look at her body. She was stacked, I could tell from the way her breasts bulged inside her dress.
" 'Why don't you ... let me ... help?'
" 'If you really want to,' she smiled excitedly, obviously delighted to expose me to her multiple charms.
"I undressed her down to her bra and panties, my old pecker getting harder by the second.
" 'Wow,' I growled.
" 'Sounds like a wolf growl,' she giggled, 'I used to get a lot of those....'
" 'You still could with all you've got to offer,' I eyed her body excitedly, my penis now standing up rock hard.
" 'Finish undressing me,' she grinned, 'the best is yet to come.' "I slowly undid the hook behind her bra and her beautiful breasts popped out before my eyes in all their natural glory.
" 'You are really stacked,' I told her, 'honest to God, you are really built like a brick shithouse.'
" 'Pull my panties off,' she breathed heavily. As I slid them down I knelt before her cunt. The beautiful slit was shaved smooth.
" 'Ohhh, honey, kiss me there,' she begged. It didn't require much urging. My tongue instinctively went to work, licking her beautiful pussy.
"Her hands instantly groped my head as she pushed me to her warm body. Soon I entered her moist mound with my tongue, stabbing deep inside her.
" 'Oh, lover, eat me,' she moaned.
"Hearing a naked woman ask me to eat her almost made me shoot my gun.
"I stiffened my tongue automatically and stabbed her cunt as if it was a penis. She accepted it like a fuck, spreading for me and grinding her hips around as she held me.
"'Eat it ... eat my cunt, eat it.' she panted roughly. I felt sure she'd been fucked a lot 'cause no woman talks like this unless she's been around.
"I pulled her firm buttocks to me as I buried my face in her snatch and did my best to give her a hell of a good pussy-eating job.
" 'Suck, suck me ... oh, lover, do what you're doin' right now ... keep that up ... I'm there ... ohhh, lover, eat it ... oh, don't it taste good... eat it up.' "I ate her box, enjoying every sucking second of it. When I finished I slowly looked up at her. She was smiling down at me, with that knowing look written all over her face.
" 'I'm gonna' do you baby,' she grinned, dropping to her knees and pulling my pecker to her mouth.
" 'Anybody ever do you before?'
" 'No,' I laughed nervously, 'this is the first time for me.'
" 'I'll do it real good,' she grinned,' 'cause you're a real great guy ... I mean it, you got balls, baby ... balls.' "She reached out and held my ball sac in her hand and sort of worked them together in a funny way that really got me steamed up.
" 'Ohhhh, that's fantastic,' I told her, 'I dig it when you play with my nuts like that.'
" 'Don't that feel good?' she nodded, 'I know how ... I know lots about sex ... I sure do ... my husband, the late ... God rest his soul, Mr. Mer-ton used to make me blow him all the time ... and with the big old prong he had I loved it.'
" 'Am I as big as he was?'
" 'Bigger, baby, bigger,' she winked. 'I'll show you someday a real thing ... sex around the world, honey, but now I'll just give you a simple little blow-job.' "She held my penis to her lips and slowly licked its head. Suddenly the whole thing was engulfed in her warm mouth.
" 'Ohhh, I like that,' I gasped, 'that's a new sensation ... I never knew anything like that before.' "Saying this excited her all the more. She let me jab it in her mouth, down her throat and she went on fucking.
" 'Fuck, fuck, fuck it,' I gasped as I rode her. "That's it ... keep that action going ... ohhhh, you're a good cocksucker ... you know how.' "She did too. She let me plunge my pecker down her throat and it didn't bother her none when I pumped it down so far I thought she'd choke on my meat.
" 'Suck that cock ... suck it, you hear me, suck it.' I said excitedly. This was my first blow-job and I thought I'd go out of my mind.
"I parted my legs so I could get a good aim. With hard, long thrusts I fucked her. If she wanted cock, I'd show her ... I'd give her nine hard inches. I'd measured it. I knew it was a damned good pecker.
" 'Suck my prick, eat it, eat me,' I panted as I ground out my fuck. 'Now, now ... ohhhh, ahhhhh, eat me, eat me.' "I was coming gallons. She sucked all my juices. Her hands never let my balls alone. We really made it that day.
"After she'd pulled her mouth off my penis, still kneeling, she looked up admiringly, and asked, 'how's that, lover?' "I patted her head affectionately.
" 'I'd better split,' I told her, 'Mom is expecting me home for dinner.'
" 'Baby,' she smiled, 'we are going to be good friends, right?'
" 'Right,' I replied. She got up and I wrapped my arms around her. I felt like a man at fourteen. Her soft boobs pressing against me, her lips all over my face excited me.
" 'I really gotta go,' I insisted, pulling away from her reluctantly.
"When I got home, I think dear old mom suspi-cioned something.
" 'How'd things go?'
" 'Oh, just fine, just fine,' I told her.
" 'Mrs. Merton is a very nice woman, I guess,' she said, leaving a chance for me to comment dangling. I didn't bite.
" 'You know I heard something today I didn't like,' Mom finally blurted.
" 'What?'
" 'I heard she's been carrying on with one of her young tenants, a young man named Dale.'
" 'I don't know anything about that,' I told her flatly.
" 'I didn't think you would,' she said softly, 'but I was afraid she might make a pass at you ... if that was true.'
" 'People will talk,' I hedged, 'She is a sexy woman ... I mean, who wouldn't want to ... well, you know what I mean.' "She picked that up quickly, smiling as if she'd won a victory in a war of wits.
" 'I think I do,' she nodded, speaking each word slowly, meaningfully.
" 'I've gotta' cut out,' I told her, 'I'm going to go study at the library.'
" 'You don't go there except for Saturday mornings,' she interjected quickly.
" 'I must spend more time there ... if I want to get top grades.' "Not knowing whether to believe me for sure or not, she hesitated, then cautiously spoke up. 'Well, you know I do want you to do your very best in your school work.'
" 'That's what I always thought,' I told her, smiling, picking up my school books, a notebook and pencils.
"I made a slight detour to the library, stopping by Mrs. Merton's apartment house. She took forever answering. When she did, she had a towel wrapped around her. I thought this was awful funny because she was going to take a shower right after I left a few hours ago.
" 'Yes,' she replied, just poking her head out.
" 'I've got to talk to you,' I told her.
" 'Save it for next time, I'm really tied up.'
" 'It's important,' I urged.
" 'Are you sure it can't wait?'
" 'Sure, I'm sure,' I said. She relented and slowly opened the door. I walked in, sat down in a wing chair next to the fireplace and she sat on the sofa facing me.
" 'Now, what is it David, that is so important?'
" 'Mom suspicions,' I told her frankly.
" 'Suspicions what?'
" 'Us.'
" 'That's ridiculous,' she said nonchalantly.
" 'No, it isn't. Somebody on the grapevine told her you were playing around with your tenant Dale.'
" 'That's a lie,' she blurted defensively. 'I never mix business and pleasure.' "At that very moment, Dale poked his head out of her bedroom. His shoulders were embarrassingly bare.
" 'Ain't you ever coming back here?'
" 'I'm busy,' she said tightly. 'Well, I suppose you must know everything.' Turning to Dale, she suggested, 'come on out ... the kid might as well know the score.' "Dale stepped out bare ass naked with a big old hard-on. He walked over to her and demanded, 'You nuts? He's a minor, what in hell are you doing screwing kids?'
" 'He's sixteen,' she said quickly.
" 'He is not,' he cut her short.
"Walking over to me, he asked, 'how old are you?'
" 'Fourteen, almost fifteen,' I told him.
" 'See,' he said, exulting in her ignorance of my age, 'he's jail-bait. You're playing with fire fucking a kid.'
" 'I'm sorry I came over,' I told him.
" 'It's a damned good thing you did,' he said flatly, 'She's got no right playing around with kids....' "Now she was sobbing.
" 'For god's sakes quit badgering me,' she protested, 'I'm sick and tired of you two arguing about whether or not I should have sex with a fourteen year old. I thought he was sixteen ... he lied.'
" 'He's still a minor at sixteen,' Dale snapped.
" 'But sixteen is closer to eighteen,' she explained tearfully.
" 'I'll cut out,' I said tightly.
" 'Not yet kid,' Dale demanded, 'now I'm going to tell you something I want you to listen straight. Okay?' "With his menacing eyes glued on me, I nodded
" 'She never fucked you ... got it?'
" 'I got it,' I nodded, 'She never fucked me.'
" 'And I'm gonna' tell you one more thing ... and you sure as hell better get me straight on this count... are you listening.' "By now I was so disgusted with his attitude, treating me like some little kid, when my cock was bigger than his, only his age made him more man, only his age allowed him to talk down to me, I spit back, 'I'm all ears, sir.'
" 'You better be,' he said sullenly, ' 'cause you could get in all kinds of trouble with me if you ever come back to this house again. Understand?'
" 'Yes, can I go now?' I asked anxiously as he placed his hand on my shoulder, and stared a hole through me.
" 'Don't be so rough on him,' she protested.
"Turning to her, he smiled, 'If you hadn't been such a bitchin' sex fiend you had to take a kid on ... I wouldn't have to clean up your dirty messes.' "She turned away and sobbed, unable to face his angry glare cast her direction.
" 'Let me go,' I said, rising, 'You don't have to worry about me ever coming back here again ... I'll tell you that for damned sure....' "Anyway, I left Mrs. Merton's place, went to the library and when I got home that night I went into mom's bedroom, sat on the edge of the bed and told her quietly, 'If it'll make you happy, I'll never go near her again.'
" 'Oh, son,' she cried, 'I've been praying that you would see the light...' "I hugged her tightly, kissing her good-night and went to bed.
"I kept my promise for two weeks and then I was sorry I ever made any damned promises. I got so hot to fuck her I thought I'd go crazy. I could feel her mouth on my pecker, I could feel her hands working on my balls.
"I wanted to eat her sweet little pussy. But I had promised mom, that damned demon Dale and and I didn't dare break my promise. As I lay in my bed with my hand on my throbbing pecker I didn't know what to do about it.
"Finally I gave in. I threw back the sheets and pulled on my penis. With one hand working on my nuts like she did I decided to give myself a super hand-job.
"Pulling it hard, I imagined she was sucking on it. My imagination did a fabulous job. I could almost feel her mouth taking it in, inch my inch till the head of it touched the back of her throat. Her wonderful hands working on my balls, all this really turned me on.
" 'Ohhhh,' I panted aloud as I shot my wad. I squeezed my balls, making me get so excited I trembled all over.
"But a few nights later, the same haunting memories flashed before me. I had to have her again. I determined I'd figure out some way to have sex with her without anybody being the wiser. As I walked to school I stopped at a phone booth and called her.
" 'Helllo,' she slurred into the phone like I'd just woke her up out of a sound sleep.
" "This is David,' I began, 'you remember me?'
" 'Oh, God, yes,' she almost shuddered through the phone.
" 'I've got to see you,' I told her.
" 'I'm sorry, honey,' she told me, "but it isn't good for us to get together. It really isn't.'
" 'Please, please,' I begged, 'I'll go crazy if I can't see you again ... I mean it... I've got to see you just once more.' "She woke to full life when I told her that.
" 'You poor darling,' she sighed, 'you're all shook-up over me.'
" 'Yes, I am,' I told her, 'I dream about you. I can't get you out of my mind.' "I thought she was crying. She hesitated. At first she said, 'No ... no.' And then, she said, 'Maybe we can get together. Could you meet me at the shopping center at Fifty-fourth and Liberty Streets after school. We can make it casual conversation, like we just happened to go there.'
" 'All right, but don't you fail me.'
" 'Oh, I'll never fail you, honey, never,' she said quietly.
"When I met her she was wearing a deep blue slack outfit and wide-blue circle glasses, almost totally disguising her as she seldom wore anything but conservative dresses.
" 'Hi,' I whispered, so elated at the sight of her.
" 'How's the disguise?'
" 'Perfect,' I laughed.
" 'Don't you know of someplace where we could talk?'
" 'My car I guess,' she admitted begrudgingly I could tell. I followed her to her car.
" 'Let's go someplace where we can be alone.' "She gunned the engine and we got out of there in record time. Now I had to let her know how much one more time would mean to me.
" 'I've got to fuck you,' I told her flatly. 'It's driving me crazy.' "We were just going by a huge motel with different colored doors all opening out on a balcony. I hit upon the great idea of stopping off at this big place.
"'Stop,' I told her. She pulled the car to a screeching halt.
" 'Don't do that,' she said, putting her hand to her chest quickly. 'Please, love, don't.'
" 'Well, we can make it here,' I explained. 'You rent a room and we can have sex ... beautiful sex ... you and me and the bare walls.'
" 'I... I can't,' she said quickly.
" 'You must,' I said firmly, 'If you don't I'll talk ... and people will listen ... I'm a minor ... remember that? Dale clued me in on how this thing works.'
" 'Damnit,' she spit, 'you're blackmailing me.'
" 'So what?'
" 'I don't like it,' she snapped angrily.
" 'I don't like having a woman blow me and get me turned-on eating her snatch and then cooling off like a refrigerator ... dig?'
" 'I didn't do it to hurt you ...'
" 'I didn't say why you did it,' I told her, 'I'm just saying you got my balls in an uproar and my sex life hasn't been the same since. I mean I used to be able to jerk off looking at pictures in Playboy but not after I've had a woman, not anymore.'
" 'Oh, all right,' she said, "but I know this is bound to end in trouble for both of us ... I don't like it.'
" 'I don't like it either,' I told her flatly, 'but that's the way it is ... I wish it wasn't that way.'
" 'I'll go in and register,' she said tightly, 'if they check my license plates to verify if I put the right ones down, they'll know I'm forging false identification and they might get suspicious and call the police.'
" 'That's easy, put the right license down.'
" 'Proof they'll have,' she spit, 'that I stayed here.' "When I had gotten over this hurdle, so she'd quit worrying about them knowing her license plates, she registered in her own name, giving the correct plates.
"I watched her from across the street and down half a block from the office.
"I walked up to the second floor, knocked and she opened it up quickly.
" 'I'm all ready,' she said, and she was. She was standing there bare ass naked, nice as you please.
" 'What a body,' I said, tearing out of my clothes as quickly as I knew how. 'I can't wait to screw you.'
" 'Okay, let's get it over with.' "She lay up on the bed on her back and I straddled her. She reached out to stroke my prick. I aimed my penis at her slit and shoved. It slid in nice as you please.
" 'Ohhhh, I love that, I love that,' I gasped as I drove it up her pussy. 'Give it to me, grab it with your cunt.' "She was really horny. She pulled me to her, clutching my cock with her cunt muscles.
"I drove it high up her cunt, and she gasped in sexual ecstasy, 'Fuck it, fuck it for me.' "I kept ramming it hard as I could, trying to get the biggest thrill I knew how out of my first lay. Blow-jobs were great, but cunt-fucking was really cloud nine.
" 'Fuck me, fuck me,' she panted, reaching around to feel of my buttocks.
" 'I like your hands on my ass,' she told me, 'I like it. Keep playing with my butt.' "I felt her fingers parting my ass cheeks as she slid one finger up my ass and fucked it.
" 'Ohhhh, man, that's good,' I said, hammering it home. 'Fuck, fuck, fuck it off.' "Now she threw her pelvis back to me and the two of us were grinding out a screw like you never saw before.
" 'Fuck, fuck, fuck it off.' "In and out our heaving bodies went, the excitement building to a pitch I thought I'd lost my senses. Her juicy, soft titties pressing on my chest excited me. I trembled as her finger slid swiftly in and out of my asshole, and I drove it up her j clutching cunt.
" 'Anybody ever tell you, you're a supercunt?' I asked excitedly eying her mouth. Before she could answer I put my mouth on hers and Frenched her.
"This brought another wild wave of sexual passion surging through me, her pelvis thrusting up to meet me.
" 'That's it... that's it... fuck her, fuck her ... ohhh, baby, now you're grinding, that's it.' "She was a fantastic grind. I never dreamt any chick could screw like she could.
"No wonder men would go mad to fuck when a woman's tight smooth hole could do such wild and fantastic things with a man's prick.
" 'Fuck, fuck, fuck it,' I told her, going in all the way. And then the dam broke. My pecker shot its load.
" 'Oh, David,' she moaned, 'David, I love it ... keep fucking ... I'm almost there ... keep doing it to me.' "I continued screwing her cunt until she climaxed.
" 'Ohhhh,' she gasped, 'Ahhhhh, I came, I came.' We gripped each other tightly and I continued screwing her until we'd made it.
" 'I dig you,' she laughed, 'I really do.'
" 'Am I a better fucker than your tenant?'
" 'You're twice the fucker he is,' she complimented me, and I really think she meant it.
" 'Can we make it again?'
" 'Yes, oh, God, yes,' she assured me, 'I couldn't quit now ... I dig you ... I honestly got to have it.' "Reaching for my firm prick she squeezed it.
" 'I like little David too.'
" 'I'm glad you do ... 'cause we dig your pussy, baby, and I mean it.' "After a few more caresses, kisses and laughs, we got dressed and I went out first. I waited about two blocks away until her car went and then I took a bus back home.
" 'Where have you been, son?' mom demanded the moment I walked in the door.
" 'I've been down to the library,' I lied, covering up as smoothly as I knew how, 'what's for dinner?'
" 'Are you telling me the truth?'
" 'Well, sure I am,' I affirmed my lie.
" 'All right,' she said, suspiciously, 'I had a nice roast all hot for you an hour ago, but you never showed up.'
" 'Aw, mom, gee, I'm really sorry . . . you're too good to me. You shouldn't go to all that bother.'
" 'I'm your mother, son, it's no bother for me at all. But remember when you lie to me, you lie to yourself and a man who'll lie to himself will someday reach the point where he can't tell the truth from the lies ... you know what I mean?'
" 'Yes, yes, mom, I do . . . mmmm, that food smells good.' "By talking about her nice dinner, avoiding any mention of Mrs. Merton whatsoever I covered up beautifully. But what she had told me troubled me. I didn't want to reach the point where I couldn't tell when I was lying and when I wasn't.
"The next day I felt great. I guess getting my sex needs taken care of helped me one hell of a lot. A knock sounded on the door.
" 'You'll be late for school, son ... get up.
"I looked at the clock on the dresser and flipped. I was going to be late if I didn't split and fast.
"When I got to school I looked at every woman differently. I knew firsthand what fantastic pleasure rested between their legs. I knew they had a sex potential that a good, hard prick could make the most of.
"I was okay for a week, but when Saturday night came I was finding myself thinking of her all the time. I wanted to fuck her so bad I could taste it.
"I finally phoned her.
" 'Hello, there,' she said softly.
" 'I gotta see you tonight real bad,' I told her tightly.
" 'I need you too,' she admitted.
" 'Where can we meet?'
" 'The same place,' she told me.
" 'Okay, about eight o'clock tonight.'
" 'I'll be there ... same disguise,' she laughed, 'and for God's sake, tell nobody ... nobody.'
"I promised her I wouldn't and then I went home to figure out what I should tell mom.
" 'I'm going to a show tonight,' I began.
" 'Which picture are you seeing... are there any without naked women all over?'
" 'I'll find one,' I told her.
" 'Well, don't get home too late . .. you know I worry.'
" 'You musn't worry about me,' I begged her. I went to the bedroom and got out my best sport coat, changed my shorts and socks after I showered and even put on some after-shave.
" 'My but you look handsome,' mom smiled as I left her.
" 'Goodnight, mom,' I smiled, kissing her and going out for my adventure.
"When I saw Mrs. Merton she was in her same disguise, all right, the wide circle glasses, the black slacks, and a nervous smile traced across her lips.
" 'You are a little late ... it's ten past.'
" 'I'm sorry but blame it on the bus service in this town.' "We got in her car and she explained, 'I'm hunting for some out-of-the-way motel ... where we'll never be found. Dale reminded me today they could put me away for making it with a minor.'
" 'He's my enemy,' I told her, 'he's just jealous 'cause you like to fuck me ... don't pay any attention to him.'
" 'Don't worry, lover, I don't,' she laughed, 'if I listened to all the busy bodies around this town I wouldn't have any fun at all.' "Reaching over, she felt of my rock hard penis.
" 'How's little David tonight?' she smiled.
" 'Little David is Big David,' I laughed.
" 'I'm going to stop at the Sierra Canyon Hotel. It used to be a real fabulous place but when they switched to the freeway, people didn't come here anymore, but I still like it.'
" 'Did you used to come here with your husband?'
" 'How'd you guess it ... are you psychic or do you have E. S. P.?'
" 'I don't think so,' I told her, wondering if I did have. We pulled up under a spreading tree and she told me she'd only be a minute. I watched her go into the manager's office and I wondered if he might get suspicious. I felt like hiding. When she came out, all aglow, I knew she was safe and we were home free.
" 'Swell,' she smiled, 'I got the big master suite ... same price as a small one. He remembered me. I haven't been here in years but he said I still looked the same.' "Trying to get her off her ego-trip, I asked, 'but will that mean trouble ... I mean with me along?'
" 'Oh, no,' she laughed, 'I was a pretty freewheeling fucker in those days and this place was built for swingers ... like me.'
"Parking in a garage next to one of the bungalows, we got out. Inside everything looked like the late forties. She dug it, reviving some good screwing memories.
" 'Let's get fuckin'
" 'Slow down, lover,' she laughed, 'you can't be that horny.'
" 'You're wrong,' I told her flatly, 'I'm horny as hell.' I unzipped and pulled out my penis. The size of it caught her attention.
" 'I'm nine inches, nine hard inches horny, luv,' I told her frankly.
" 'I see,' she nodded, dropping to her knees and licking its head eagerly.
"I shoved it in. She took my meat hungrily.
" 'Ohhh, baby, suck me,' I told her.
"I couldn't wait to strip. I had to fuck her and fuck her fast. She pulled me to her, understanding instantly my terrible desire to have her devour me.
"Reaching down, I gripped her head, trying hard to keep her mouth over my rod till I unloaded.
" 'Suck it, cocksucker, suck,' I said, getting turned on at the audacity of my own commands. 'Ohhhh, that's good, that's good, keep sucking . . . suck, suck, ohhhh, baby, that's it, that's it.' "Jabbing it down her throat, I drove it home.
" 'Suck, suck, suck it off,' I panted, spurting spasms of creamy, thick come down her throat.
"She devoured me greedily, sucking on it till it tickled. I pulled her off it.
" 'Ohhh, that's enough, that's enough, it tickles.' She understood, slipped her mouth off and got to her feet.
" 'Let's get undressed and I'll show you some wild fucks,' she said excitedly, 'you still haven't gone down.' "When we were both bare ass naked we got on the bed, and she said, 'I like it up the ass ... I brought along some lube for a lube job.' "I put some grease on my penis, and she insisted, 'grease my ass too.' "I greased my cock and I ran it up her butt. It went in hard at first, but once I got it up there it was easy riding.
" 'You should bend over and play with my titties, while you're fucking my ass,' she told me.
"I drove it up there and she ground her ass just right. Bending over I reached for her breasts. Putting my full hands around them I went out of my gourd fucking her.
" 'Now, you're doing me right, I dig it, I dig it,' she gasped, 'keep fucking me just like you're doing now.' "With mean, hard thrusts I kept shoving it up her. She could take it all in. Driving in to the hilt I thought for a moment I might even prefer ass-fucking because she was tighter there it seemed.
" 'Swing your ass different directions,'
" 'Oh, you like that,' she said, churning her ass every direction.
"It didn't take me long to get there.
" 'Oh, baby, fuck it now ... fuck, fuck, ohhh, I'm coming, I'm coming,' I begged her. She ground it around for me, churning her ass up good. I shot my wad and she accepted my thick cum up her ass.
"Sliding it out was easy. I still wanted to screw her cunt. She flipped over.
"Spreading her legs invitingly, she asked, 'Don't you want a break?'
" 'I want to fuck ... you, baby, you.' "I reached down and felt of her warm, wet cunt, Slipping my penis swiftly inside her box I began fucking. Her hands gripped my firm, round globes and she pulled me to her.
" 'Ohhhh, David, I love it, I love it just as much as you do ... oh, keep that pecker drilling.' "My penis plunged up her hot cunt. Her twisting pussy, gripping it, made my whole body shake.
" 'Why are you shaking?'
" 'I'm so turned on, that's why.' "I kept on screwing her hot cunt. Driving it way up there, I enjoyed the third round the most. The thrills hadn't lessened, they'd increased.
" 'Ohhh, baby, fuck, fuck, fuck it,' I told her. She gave one more twist and I shot my load.
" 'I'm coming, Ohhhh, I'm coming,' I panted, as _ I finished shooting my sperms in her pussy.
"I just lay there in a heap on top of her after I finished fucking her.
"She smiled dreamily. 'You're a real cocksman.'
" 'I hope so,' I assured her. When we got up, showered and dressed, she asked me for a kiss at the door.
"I paused. 'Don't fall for me ... I'm just a horny kid ... I want experience, nothing permanent . . . please, 'cause I'll hurt you and I don't want to.'
" 'I've been hurting all my life,' she said, tears dimming her eyes, 'I'm not hurting now, I'm happy.' "'But for how long?'
" 'Tomorrow is tomorrow,' she said, pulling my face to hers and kissing me passionately.
"I Frenched her and then we got in her car and drove down the highway till we hit an intersection where I could get a bus home.
"Mom would have to be up.
" 'See a good movie?' she asked first thing.
" 'Oh, yeah ... it was a great show.'
" 'What was it about?'
" 'Mom, I'm real dog-tired. I gotta turn in.'
" 'All right,' she said knowingly, 'good-night son.'
" 'Good-night mom.' "I tried phoning Mrs. Merton the next week and made a startling discovery. She had moved. She had arranged to have the whole damned place put up for sale' and moved, cleared out. I was alone. I didn't know what I'd do. I went home and couldn't sleep. Thoughts of screwing her kept flooding through my mind. Jacking-off to Playboy center- folds wouldn't satisfy me anymore. I needed a hot piece of ass, and I needed it bad.
"I hit upon an idea. I could get a mail box at the post office where people could communicate with me. If I advertised in one of those sex journals I might find the fuck I wanted. I got the box, had to wait three miserable months but I got it and then I put my ad in:
" 'Horny young stud needs leg spreader. Wants all forms of sex. Box 542' and then I put the post office and the town. I didn't have to wait long. I got a hell of a good response. The first one read: " I'm a widow. I won't lie about my age. I'm fifty-two years old, but damned well preserved (pix enclosed)
I'll pay you by the hour for stud service, amount depending on how good you are.' "And then she put her address and phone number down. I phoned her first.
" 'Hello,' she began in a happy kind of voice.
" 'I'm the guy who put the ad in for leg-spreader.'
" 'Oh,' she said, 'Could I take this in the other room. I'll catch it on my bedroom extension.'
" 'Sure,'I told her.
" 'Oh, thank you,' she said, picking up the phone, 'I didn't want anyone listening.'
" 'I can understand,' I chuckled.
" 'First, you are young?'
" 'Sixteen,' I told her.
" 'Good,' she told me, 'I dig stiff young pricks. How long are you?'
" 'Nine.'
" 'Nine inches ... hmmm, well that sounds good, do you know how thick it is?'
" 'I haven't measured lately,' I said, becoming bugged with how completely meat-market commercial she was getting.
" 'It's not skinny, I hope,' she insisted, 'I like a good thick prick. They give the best fucks.'
" 'You sound like a cock connoisseur.' " You might say that,' she laughed, 'I've been around. Flesh is the cheapest thing there is in the world. Always plenty of men who are willing to do anything ... for a price, of course.'
" 'Of course.'
" 'You do, do everything... I mean you eat pussy, eat ass ... everything?' "At this point I didn't give a damn about anything so I shot back firmly, 'Everything.'
" 'You sound like a man I could enjoy,' she nodded, 'how about meeting me for a preliminary conference?'
" 'Where?'
" 'My pad is as good as anyplace I guess. I give ten bucks for checking out the joint, even if I don't buy ... that's only fair.'
" 'Yeah,' I told her, 'and I'll check you out.'
" 'Well,' she said, a bit miffed, 'you are rather demanding.' "She gave me her address and I went over to see her after school the very next day. She lived in an older, but posh section of town in an apartment on the eighth floor. As I walked down the thickly carpeted hallway I couldn't help wonder what the dear old gal would look like.
When she opened the door I didn't have to wonder anymore.
" 'Hi,' she smiled.
" 'Hi,' I told her.
"Her shining eyes told me right off the bat she was pleased with me.
" 'I've got the blinds pulled and the drapes all drawn so we can undress with no one knowing ... would you like to save us both a lot of time by stripping?'
" 'If you strip too,' I told her, eyeing her boobs, which looked perilously close to popping out of their taut container which served to hold them in at the border of her negligee.
" 'I like your style,' she smiled, 'I know I'm gonna be a good paying admirer of yours.'
" 'You don't look like a woman more than thirty,' I gasped, when she let the negligee fall and her bedazzling breasts popped out for me to see and her smoothly shaved slit caught my eyes.
"I undressed slowly, trying to build up the suspense for her. Unbuttoning my shirt, I took it off and then I slid out of my pants. When it came time to take off my shorts, her eyes focused on my cloth-covered crotch. I pulled my shorts down and my penis popped up.
" 'Ohhh, I like that, you've got a big, thick cock.'
" 'How much is it worth to you?'
" 'By the hour?'
" 'By the hour.'
" 'And you'll do anything I ask?'
" 'Anything,' I promised her. Her fascinated expression told me in advance it was a deal before she opened her mouth.
" 'I accept,' she nodded. 'Fifty bucks an hour.'
" 'Wait,' I gasped, 'You said, you accept ... doesn't my acceptance count?'
" 'You are a male hustler, aren't you?' she snapped.
"I hesitated.
" 'Well, you advertised. I hope I don't have to take you to Better Business for false advertising,' she teased as she stroked my dick and touched my nuts.
" 'Okay, let's fuck.'
" 'First, I'd like to have you lick my ass, and then eat me.'
" 'Okay,' I told her biting my lips. I didn't dig the idea of eating anybody's butt.
"She pounced on the bed excitedly and I followed close behind her.
" 'I've got a cute ass, don't you think?' she asked, rubbing it in no doubt.
" 'Oh, yeah,' I chuckled, 'real cute ... should I begin licking?'
" 'I wish you would, at your prices, we must make every minute count.' "I held her ass in my hands and slipped my tongue inside her crack and began licking.
" 'Here,' she said, reaching up for a pillow and placing it under her ass, 'I'll get it up there so you can have a good vantage point for your tongue.'
" 'Oh, gee, thanks,' I grinned.
" 'Go to it, lover boy,' she winked.
"Now her ass was spread wide for me. I got between her legs and gave it to her good.
" 'Ohhh, do me, do me,' she said as my tongue whipped around her tight little ass.
"Gripping her buttocks firmly I really slashed into her ass. She loved it, wiggling all around the place for me.
" 'Ohhh, that's great,' she panted, 'now stiffen your tongue, honey ... and poke it up there.' "I got my tongue real stiff and then stabbed her butt.
" 'Tongue-fuck it, that's it, use your tongue like a big old dick.' "I kept her turned-on, until I saw her mound begin to moisten.
" 'Switch holes,' she panted, 'I'm starting to come.' I switched tongue-positions and got my tongue sliding up her twat. She was going. You've had good training. Training tells, in any profession ... you're a real pro.' "Big deal, I thought, a professional ass-sucker and pussy-eater ... they should give me the cunt of the year award.
"I licked her clit, sucked it like a prick. She sure dug that, grinding her fingers into my head.
"And then she started to come.
" 'Don't stop now,' she panted, 'keep that tongue action going. Eat me. Ohhh, God, eat it... You're a fantastic pussy-eater ... eat it up, eat it up.' "I licked her clean, using my tongue on her like her cunt was candy. She dug my tongue-action. I knew she did from the energetic way she threw her pelvis at me when I sucked on her cunt.
"After I finished licking my chops over her nice little naked lunch, she was all aglow.
" 'Let me do you now,' she demanded excitedly.
" 'How do you want me?' -
" 'Straddle me, lowering your ass on my face and I'll lick your ass before I eat your peter, okay?'
" 'Sounds good to me,' I chuckled, 'if you dig eating my ass, it's yours to eat.' "I brushed my butt against her soft boobs as I got up closer so I could get my ass in line with her face.
"She looked up at it, anxiously awaiting the chance to suck ass.
" 'Hurry up, luv,' she told me, 'we are working on an hourly time basis and your eating ass isn't cheap.'
" 'I got a sweet ass,' I laughed, 'I gotta charge.'
" 'Tell me,' she said breathlessly, as she pulled my butt over her face. Sliding her tongue all around it, I got turned on with its wet probing motions. She continue d this until she began tongue-fucking it.
"I never knew the asshole could feel so great. I slid up and down on her tongue. This really excited her. Her breath came short, her face turned red and she was pulling on my buttocks.
" 'Suck it,' I told her, 'suck my ass out . . . eat my ass ... eat it... eat my dirty asshole.' "This got her even more excited using her tongue dramatically as she continued doing me.
"She reached up for my prick and began stroking me. In a moment, she switched to my peter and I rammed it down her throat.
" 'Fuck it,' I told her as I drove it down her throat. She gulped it greedily, my balls riding on her chin.
" 'Eat my prick, eat it up, you dirty cocksucker ... eat it... that's it... eat my cock.' "She gobbled my prick like a professional cock-sucker from way back.
" 'Come on, cocksucker, gobble down the juice. It's loaded. Got some nice creamy cum inside my balls, just for you.' "This got her going.
"Jigging my nuts, feeling of my buttocks, she continued her sucking action.
" 'Suck, suck, suck it off,' I demanded.
"My commands brought super sucking sensations as she devoured me eagerly.
"When I'd finished jabbing because I couldn't stand the excitement anymore, the damn thing exploded in her mouth. I couldn't have pulled it out of her now without losing one nine inch prick.
" 'Eat it up, go after the juice, you dirty cock-sucker, go after the juice . . . that's it . . . eat my prick.' "Eat it, she did. I slid out of her hot mouth, well satisfied and flipping out to think of getting paid to boot.
" 'You're marvelous,' she said, 'I'm going to have you over again ... you're really sensational.'
" 'You've got that blow-job action down to perfection,' I complimented her.
" 'Nothing like experience in each kind of sex action,' she glowed proudly, 'and baby, I've done it all, you name it... I've done it.'
" 'Beautiful,' I laughed as I lay there, relaxing.
" 'Now, I'm not trying to run you out,' she laughed, "but I do have a dinner engagement.'
" 'How long is it?' I laughed.
"'I can't have sex around the clock,' she laughed.
" 'I think I could,' I told her, glancing down at my still rigid prick.
"Squeezing it, she admitted, 'Maybe you could.' "I got up, dressed and she handed me a fifty dollar bill. That was my not so humble beginning as a male hustler.
"Phoning her a week later, she suggested, 'I could give you a real nice time if you want one.'
" 'What are you talking about? I don't read you.'
" 'I'm talking about you and me and a couple of other women who dig young men. If we gave you a hundred for a session with all three of us, how would that be?' "'Bitchin',' I told her flatly, 'bitchin' ... when?'
" 'A week night is good for us,' she explained, 'one woman is married and her husband does it to her on Saturday nights.'
" 'Wednesday, all right?'
" 'Wednesday,' she paused a moment, 'yes ... Wednesday would be beautiful.' "It was set for seven p.m. and I couldn't wait to have some more super housewife cunt.
"I got up to her pad and she opened the door slowly, carefully looking all around down the hall and back.
" 'Come in,' she said in a low voice.
"I entered the place and saw the other two women. They looked like a well-preserved fortyish age and were not bad at all.
" 'David, meet Myrna and Jessica ...' "Myrna was a dark-haired girl with flashing brown eyes, while Jessica was an innocent, blue-eyed, brown-haired female with plenty on the ball.
" 'Well, there's no reason to waste any time, doll,' she smiled, 'Let's all get undressed and fuck.' "In a matter of moments, Myrna, Jessica, my patroness of the pecker and I were naked on the bed.
" 'I get to eat him,' Myrna insisted. 'I'll suck his ass out,' Jessica giggled.
" 'Well, then the only natural thing to do is for him to eat my pussy.'
" 'He eats me next,' Myrna insisted.
"I spread out on the bed, lying on my side so I could give each woman a chance at my body.
"Myrna fastened her mouth to my erect prick and was. doing a fantastic job of blowing. I felt Jessica's tongue slipping around my ass as she attempted to give my ass a good ass-suck.
" 'Baby,' I told her, 'take your hands and spread me. Get your tongue licking all around the asshole and then tongue-fuck it.'
" 'I don't do this every day,' she laughed.
" 'Pity,' I smiled.
"Soon the pussy was placed in front of me. I licked it, my tongue finding the slit and soon I was sucking.
" 'That's it, lover, eat my cunt.' "Her rough, tough manner turned me on. A bitchin' broad with a hot box. I tongued her, licking up and down her hard-on clit.
"She ground her pussy in my face.
" 'Ohhhh, I like that, I like it.' "The two females working on my ass and prick got turned on too as they saw me worked up over her cunt.
"Myrna toyed with my balls as she sucked on my prick. I rammed it down her throat.
"She got excited and was doing a super job of sucking. With hard, long, driving thrusts I kept building up momentum down her throat.
'"Ohhhh, I'm coming, I'm coming,' I gasped, 'Beautiful.'
" 'Eat me, damnit,' my sex purchaser protested. 'I'm coming too, doll.' "She was too. While I shot my wad, I ate her pussy. We traded places until I'd eaten each woman. When our time was up I was a hundred bucks, three pussy-eating operations and three cock-sucks richer.
"I suddenly realized I had power in my penis to make life easy for me. Why should I knock myself out, when I had a fortune stick between my legs?
"Mom began getting suspicious when I came home with new clothes I'd bought.
" 'Where did you get this stuff?' she demanded, pointing to a couple new sport coats and some slacks in my closet.
" 'Bought them,' I said casually.
" 'With what?'
" 'Money,' I blurted, 'don't bug me?'
" 'You wouldn't have to feel bugged if you weren't doing something wrong that you're not telling me about.'
" 'Mom,' I told her, 'I'm a man. I'm eighteen and I'm going to lead my own life.'
" 'You aren't going on to college?'
" 'Why the hell should I?'
" 'Because anybody knows either you have a college degree these days or you have one hell of a time getting a job.'
" 'I'll always find jobs,' I said angrily.
" 'Doing what?'
" 'None of your business.' "In amazement and anger, she came closer to me.
" 'Don't you. ever talk that way to your mother, big shot!' "I didn't say another word but plans were forming then and there to strike out on my own.
"I did ... I went to a resort town and learned from other male hustlers how it's done. Tony, a nice-looking smooth-skinned Mexican lifeguard explained.
" 'You gotta develop a sixth sense for women who dig young men on the beach. There, see, that woman, the blonde with the big sun-glasses. I'll lay you eight to ten she would buy if you gave her the pitch.' "I took him up on his bet and walked over to her.
" 'Hi,' I smiled.
" 'Hi, yourself,' she grinned.
" 'Mind if I lie down here beside you?'
" 'Should I?'
" 'If you don't like horny guys, tell me to shove off.'
" 'Oh, but I could never do that,' she winked, 'I dig horny guys ... I tell them to shove it up ... me.'
" 'Beautiful,' I laughed, lying down beside her.
" 'Where you from?' she asked quietly.
" 'Nowhere,' I laughed.
"And I suppose that's where you are going ... would you like to make it with me?'
" 'When?'
" 'You name the time ... and the price ... I have the place.'
" 'Like now, fifty bucks ... your place.'
" 'Why not?' she smiled, rising and folding her beach towel. As I studied this blonde charmer closer, I could tell she was an older woman, but very well preserved.
"I followed her across the beach to her small red sports car parked on the black top. As we drove off, I turned to wave at the lifeguard, who held up his hand and made a small-circle sign and grinned, indicating he was confident he'd won his bet on this sharp little broad.
"She had a nice place and I enjoyed socking it to her. She wanted it every way but upside down.
"After a couple of good rounds, she asked excitedly, 'We haven't forgotten anything, I hope.'
" 'One thing,' I laughed, 'the dildo.'
" 'I have one of those,' she laughed. 'Did you ever see one?'
" 'No,' I laughed.
" 'I'll screw your ass with it,' she giggled. She went to her dresser and opened the bottom drawer.
" 'I keep all my special sex equipment in here.' "Pulling it out, she placed the straps on, adjusting them so the huge plastic penis stood straight up.
" 'How's that for a cock?'
" 'Not bad if I dug cocks.'
" 'Lie down on your stomach,' she suggested, 'I've got a big surprise for you.'
" 'How many inches?'
" 'Nine.'
" 'Oh, God, I'm nine inches.'
" 'Well,' she laughed, 'if you've ever screwed a chick up the ass with your nine incher, then you're gonna mighty soon find out what it's like to get screwed . . . there.' "Arching my ass up, I made it easy for her to gain entrance. She greased it, then jabbed it. I thought she'd kill me with it.
" "That hurts like the devil,' I told her flatly.
" 'Feels good,' she laughed, 'to me, that is.' "Suddenly she stabbed it hard, getting it way up there. I flipped as she rode my butt with the damned old plastic prick.
"It felt good, damned good. When she finished doing me that way, I suggested, 'We never sixty-nined.'
" 'No, damnit, we didn't,' she agreed, 'well, there's one sure way to take care of that oversight.'
" 'Yes,' I laughed, 'and let's do it while we can.' "We got in positions and soon I was licking her hot cunt. She pulled on my prick and was sucking it into her mouth. In a matter of moments, we had those springs squeaking as we sucked on each other's genitals.
" 'Suck, suck, suck it,' I demanded.
" 'Get back on my cunt,' she commanded.
"Returning to her box, I focused my tongue on her love button, nibbling, making her wiggle her ass like crazy. She played with my ass, massaged my nuts and sucked on my tool. Driving it hard down her throat I gave her my load.
" 'Ohhhh, I'm coming,' I gasped, as she sucked my creamy, thick come in her mouth.
"I returned to eating her pussy. It tasted fantastic. She was a good pussy-suck.
"My life kept up like this for the next three years. I'd work first one resort, spending my time keeping the body toned, sharp so I'd turn the older women on. Making money fast appealed to me and I built up quite a sizeable bank account. And then one day, it hit me . . . like a bolt out of the blue. I couldn't get any more erections. When you are in business with your prick it's a major disaster to have your dong quit getting long on you.
"I read every book on impotence I could get my hands on. Practically all the authors agreed a man who can't get his penis hard usually has some kind of emotional, psychological block.
"I flipped. What block was preventing me from getting my cock stiff.
"Going out with women had become embarrassing. I had to let them know the truth ... that I could eat their cunts, and let them suck on my penis. But I couldn't lead them to think I was a big cocked stud who could let them enjoy a long suck on my big prick because it wasn't there.
"I tried everything the books suggested. Nothing worked. I even went to see young naked women perform at these topless, and bottomless emporiums.
"Sure, I enjoyed looking at them throwing their naked titties, and their bare asses all over the place. But it didn't mean a thing.
"Finally I vowed I'd quit screwing if I couldn't do it up brown. Having been a professional male stud I felt I'd become a real loser.
"I sought other work. When I told them I had no background in whatever field I applied for, I was more conscious than ever before of the mistakes I'd made in my life.
"Older women still turned me on, younger women leaving me almost completely cold. In desperation, I saw a nice, sexy older chick and I tried making it.
"I liked her body and was dying to eat her. Up at her place she made a dive for my dick and when she found out I was no good there, she didn't want to play. I really got burned. Hell, what kind of crap was this. If a guy couldn't have his joint working right. . . what could he have?
"I left all the spots I'd hung out at and decided to go back home and begin again.
SUMMARY
David's over-protective mother got him off to a very bad start. When his father died, he grew to depend upon the mother. Therefore, he gave an older woman all of his affection and this foundation became the cornerstone upon which he built his entire sex life.
He was in effect having sex with his mother when he had affairs with the chain of older women who paraded through his young life. Until he could free himself from this mother-dominant role, he couldn't release himself emotionally to the point where he might mature and enjoy normal sex relations with a girl his age.
Fear of failure troubled him, but he really did want a young, appealing woman. But to spare himself the failure he feared to the point of a psychosis, he found it easier to have sex with older women and women who paid.
This warped trail has led him to impotence. It didn't happen overnight. It was a long time in coming. Now that he realizes the path he was following brought him to emotional disaster, not satisfaction; he can turnabout.
To come to grips with his impotence problem; he must first come to grips with the warped, sick basis of his male hustler sex life. After, he recognizes how this life clashed with his own innate desires, and sees it merely as a manifestation of the chaos that existed within his mind concerning his parent-security image, then he can begin life anew, trying to find happiness with an understanding woman about his own age.
