"It really isn't fair, you know," Jill said, wiping her leg dry. "I mean, Mom doesn't enjoy it. She's more or less told me that, and whenever Daddy starts getting over friendly, she comes up with a headache. Sometimes I can even hear them at night. And she never moans and whimpers and cries aloud with the ecstatic joy of it, the way ladies do in books and movies. But I know for a fact that Daddy makes her do it two or three times a week, at least. And here we are. I want to do it, and you want to do it, and we can't. If it wasn't so pathetic, it'd be funny. How does this look?"
She stood up and did a slow turnaround for me in her new bikini. The effect was dynamite. I really envied her that suit, not to mention parents who'd let her buy it in the first place. Strings and patches-that's all it was, and the strings were stretched tight across the smooth reaches of bare skin between patches. Jill's nipples were primly covered, but not the rounded curves of her boobs, and the fabric was clingy enough to let her nipples stand out visibly against the taut material. Under it, I knew, she was creamy, tanning flesh with delicate blue veins rimming her pale brown nips. Her belly was long and flat, the navel puckered and demure; below that stretched the bottom half of her new suit-what there was of it.
In the back, the bikini was cut low enough to show off the upper third of Jill's ass crack, and in front-well, if she took a deep breath and made her tummy suck in just a little bit, everyone on the beach would know by the slippage that her beaver was just as fluffy auburn as the hair on her head. Long legs below, slim and tight and young, not to mention freshly shaven because I'd made a little joke about them just a few minutes ago.
"It looks good," I said, swallowing my jealousy, "but you kinda forgot something." I pointed to her crotch. On either side of the narrow strip of cloth which ran between Jill's thighs and protected her cunt from undeserving eyes, there were little puffs of that auburn beaver poking out-and more whenever she moved. Jill had a full bush, and the bikini pants were too skimpy by far to contain all of it.
"Oh, shit!" Jill griped, sitting down. She eyed the fuzzy exposure. "It really looks gross, doesn't it?" I didn't think so. I thought it was cute. But I knew what she meant. She picked up scissors from her vanity and started to snip away at the offending hairs.
"You'd better let me," I volunteered, slipping off the bed and onto my knees beside her. Jill surrendered the scissors, then untied her bikini pants to give me better access.
I pulled softly at the clumps of tufted fuzz, clipping where it seemed necessary. She felt like spun silk to my fingers and I had a hard time taking my eyes off the center of her auburn delta, where a very ripe, very pink ravine peeked vertically through the curls. Once upon a time I'd have touched her there. I'd have tickled her gash with my index finger, tracing up and down the puffy outer works until the tight space between them was just beginning to dew over with a coating of mist, and then I'd have started to work my way inside while she chewed on her lip and squeezed her boobs and patted my head once in a while, and Pd hear her purr and make sudden, little groans that could have been anguish or joy-groans that made a matching dewy moisture spring out of my own depths and coat the lips of the little love trap I carried between my thighs.
And in another moment Jill would have her hand in my panties, petting me as I petted and played with her. But where I was always so soft and gentle, she was usually frantic and frenzied, and she'd have her middle finger jammed up me before I'd even finished the preliminaries on her clit. As if it mattered. Because when she thrust up me, I'd go all glassy-eyed and round-mouthed, and I'd giggle, and then I'd start giving her pussy bloody hell. Once upon a time.
Jill is Jillian Cynthia Pettit, which I think is a beautiful name. She's my best-just about my only-friend. For the record, I'm Dianna Dawn Sayers, Didi for short, and we've been tight since fourth grade, when we got into a hair-pulling, kicking, biting fight about something neither of us can recall, exactly. While we were waiting for the principal to give us a reprimand, we started chatting and found out that we had the same birthday. It was incredible. I'd never met anyone born the same day, same year as I, and neither had Jill. From that time forward, we were inseparable. Together we set out to discover life.
We did discover a lot together. All the usual growing-up things. I found a lost joint on the school bus and we shared it in the girls' toilet that day. It wasn't as much fun as the gin that Jill was able to sneak out of her daddy's liquor cabinet. We had brief acne scares which fizzled out, and we both got our periods and started blossoming body-wise in sixth grade, and once we didn't speak for two or three days because we both had crushes on the same boy at school, only it turned out he didn't like either of us.
During that difficult time when our bodies were growing faster than we could keep track of, and unusual urges with them, one of us lucked onto masturbation. Which? I can't remember. All I know is that for days we didn't do anything else. We'd go to Jill's house, up to her room where no one would bother us, and we'd take down our panties and sit on the bed gasping and sighing as we fingered ourselves to shivery-sweet orgasms that left little buds of wet juices on our just-thatching beavers. My titties were bubbling up then, and after a couple hours of frigging my pussy, the nipples would ache like crazy, and I'd have to rub them to make the sore go away. But it seemed the more I rubbed, the more oozy and shuddery I felt all over, and I felt a gnawing inadequacy, too, a sense that surely there was more to it than just this.
The first time we did switch-about masturbation, it was unplanned and unexpected as could be. But Jill's fingers on my little fuzzy were fantastically more satisfying than my own had been, and I couldn't wait to return the compliment. She agreed in full, and our relationship entered a whole new phase. Instead of each girl watching the other play with her cunny, we'd get into freaky twists and postures and do it to one another. Jill was more inquisitive, and she initiated the lip-to-nipple aspect, which I really got off on.
We never actually got up to eating one another, because at the time we'd never heard of such things. But we did everything that one girl can do to another with hands and fingers. Jill even invented the technique of using her stiff little nipples to tickle the lips of my gash. That felt good, no matter whether I was giving or receiving.
But it was only a phase. Both of us shied off from it about the same time. It was really amazing how much alike Jill and I were. Sometimes I'd be at home by myself, thinking something, and I'd realize that Jill was thinking the very same thing at the very same moment. Or at least it seemed so. Anyway, during the summer between eighth and ninth grade, we quit playing girl games with each other. I still did myself, when I was alone, and I knew damned well Sill did, too, but we didn't make parties out of it any longer. Why, I don't know. For a while it seemed very embarrassing even when I only thought about it, and I wondered if maybe I shouldn't quit hanging around Jill so I wouldn't have to remember how sweaty and excited we'd gotten rolling around on the big bed in her room.
But we didn't drift apart. We had other things to keep us together. Jill's parents had plenty of money, unlike mine, but she didn't act rich and conceited the way some kids at school did. In a lot of ways, we were like sisters.
For one thing, neither of us was exactly a raving beauty, face-wise. Nothing gross or ugly, see, but they weren't asking me or Jill to do magazine covers, either. Jill's features are sharply-defined; if she does her makeup just right, it's a striking effect, but I was about the only one who ever noticed. As for me, my face was the last refuge of my baby fat, and only lately had the puffy outlines begun to take shape. Maybe by the time I was twenty-five or so ... But nobody except my patents thought I was cute.
That was unfortunate, because Jill and I were very normal for our age, and we thought about boys most of the time. Occasionally we had dates, and we'd both been kissed and felt. But nothing more than kissing and feeling. We were both interested-very interested-but very afraid, too; What if we got pregnant? What if we got caught? I suppose every girl goes through that whole routine of doubt and dread before she finally says "To hell with the consequences!" and ties it on with some hard-tooled young stud. Well, we hadn't gotten to that point yet.
Partly because we didn't get too many chances. Jill's parents and mine weren't averse to our having dates with guys, but there weren't many guys asking. We're both very tall-almost five-eight barefooted, so you can imagine how we look with shoes on-and guys our age seem afraid of our height. It isn't fair, like Jill said. If the right guy asked me to do it with him, I'd probably weep with joy and pull down my panties, asking him to be very gentle. But so far...
I finished trimming Jill's fur with the scissors, and her pubic triangle looked a bit more like a triangle. And I hadn't even touched her in the places I knew were naughty for big girls like us to touch. She pulled the bikini panties into place. "There," I said. "Now you won't get arrested for obscene hair showing on the beach."
Jill's long legs flashed as she strutted across the bedroom. I knew what she was thinking. Her body was really getting there, with plump, round boobs and a high, jiggly ass. If there were guys at the beach, they'd be noticing her for damn sure.
"It's too damned bad your parents won't let you go with us," Jill observed, lifting the curtain aside and peering down from her window. "I feel awful about going off to the beach and leaving you here alone."
"Not half as bad as I feel," I agreed, going to join her. I looked down, toward the backyard pool and patio, and my heart did a little fandango behind my left breast. Jill's brother was down there lifting weights beside the pool, and I could feel my saliva's flow increase fantastically.
Remember what I said about the right guy a little bit ago? Well, maybe it was only a teenaged crush-maybe it was just the kind of infatuation you get when you re young and susceptible-but as far as I was concerned, Greg Pettit was Mr. Right, with a capital R. He's just turned eighteen, which isn't an awful lot older than I am, and he has it all. Everything. He's tall and he's built, with sunburnt hair and a Pearl Drops smile and the bluest eyes a boy ever had. When Jill and I were much younger, it was great pretending that Greg was my big brother as well as hers, but the last couple of years he's seemed so much more.
As if he noticed. He's going to college this fall, and most of the time he keeps on treating us like the little kids we used to be. He's nice, and he always has a smile for me, but I can tell that as far as he's concerned, I'm just his sister's little playmate. Last spring I began to get these really hot urges for him, if you know what I mean. I'd lie in bed with the lights out, and I'd see his face gleaming in the darkness, brightening the whole room with his desire for me. And I'd shiver and shake under the covers, positive that any day now he'd look at me in real life and see the hungry, yearning woman hidden inside my ripening teenaged body. And he'd know. His arms would enfold me, he'd bathe my face with his eager burning kisses, my breasts would harden-not to mention his pecker!--where our bodies rubbed and pressed together, and he'd lay me down upon a bed of silk where I might surrender to him the pleasure of my virginity.
Dream on, Didi! He didn't even think of me as a girl, I was positive, let alone as an available, willing girl. And how could I settle for the kind of nerds who were available to me? It was like craving meat, but eating a Big Mac.
"Isn't he beautiful?" I asked Jill, heart throbbing in my throat. Oh, he was! He did his exercises while we watched from above, and if I moved my legs just so, the pressure on my pussy would send me bubbling into a cream like you wouldn't believe.
Jill shrugged. "I wish he was Elton John."
"Why?"
"Because I can ball Elton John. He isn't my big brother.
Greg was wearing a sleeveless T-shirt and a pair of very snug, form-fitting trunks. He had the best ass I've ever seen on a guy, and the trunks clung to it like a layer of green skin. And when he turned around to re-weight his barbells, I could see that the trunks fit him just as closely in front. The shielded, but definitely revealed outline of his cock made me ache. It looked like a snake inside his pants, and I wished that it were inside mine instead. I've touched guys dicks-once I even rubbed a boy off, though he didn't take it out of his pants; I just used my hand on the big hard lump until he groaned and his jeans got all wet in front and he stopped groaning-but I'd never seen one that I wanted to touch as much as I wanted to touch Greg Pettit's.
"What would be wrong with balling Greg?" I asked her. Our bodies were very close as we peeked out the window, and I could feel the smooth warmth of her leg, even through the jeans I was wearing. "God, why aren't there guys like him around for us?"
"It's incest when you do it with somebody in your family," Jill pointed out. "No matter how cute he is. It's against the law in this state, I think.''
"I'd be willing to take a chance."
"You're sex crazy, Didi."
"And you're the one who brought up the subject in the first place."
"I did not!"
"Did too! You sat there shaving your legs and moaned about how your mom doesn't like to get laid, but has to a dozen times a week, and how we'd really dig it, but can't get it at all."
"Maybe I did. But it seems sick, even to think about doing it with Greg."
"Not to me. Sometimes I think about him when I'm playing with myself. I close my eyes and pretend it's his hand on me, and that he's kissing me and stroking me, and all of a sudden my fingers are very wet and they smell like fish."
Jill giggled, turning to fix me through and through with heavy-lidded eyes that are a kind of slate gray that makes me think of a later fall sky breaking up to rain. "Want me to put in a good word for you? He's not going with that yucky Robin any more, or did you know?"
I didn't, and my heart danced faster just to hear it.
One of the great pangs of my young life was coming over to see Jill and noticing Greg and his dainty blonde sweetheart laughing and talking together. I used to fantasize about her getting hit by a semi. Who knew? Maybe with her out of the way, he might be in a mood to see what a precious young jewel had been at arm's reach all this time. But she was only kidding about putting in a good word for me. Greg wouldn't listen even if she did, because as far as he was concerned, Jill was only a kid. Like me. Damn it. I didn't feel like a kid, especially when I stood watching him tone up his already superb muscles. "Listen," I said, talking really fast because the idea excited me, "if you really need it the way I really need it, Jill, baby."
"Hi, Greg," I said in my milkiest, silkiest voice, stepping onto the patio. Jill had lent me one of her bikinis, a last year's model, nowhere near so revealing as the one she'd bought for this summer, and my titties jiggled in the loose-tied cups as I walked toward him.
He paid little attention, which was par for the course. He stood there, lifting the barbell over his head and tensing, then lowering it to chest-height, then up again. It was poetry, the way his body flexed and rippled as he exercised, and I couldn't repress a sigh of admiration. I sprawled on the tiles about a yard from his toes, twisting my body this way and that to let him see how splendidly I was filling out the bikini. I stretched my legs, which are long and, I like to think, a trifle more shapely than Jill's, and I curled and uncurled my toes, smiling at him.
"You're beautiful," I said suddenly. "I think I'm in love with you."
He had the barbell high above his head. "What?" he asked. But by then it was too late. Jill had come up behind him on cat feet, and she had her long slender fingers firmly caught in the waistband of his trunks. She gave a quick jerk, she trilled a triumphant laugh, and Greg was there, hanging out in all his glory. "What're you-" he started to say, but I didn't let him finish. I crawled toward him on all fours-actually on threes, because one hand was up, reaching for the pink dangle of his lovely cock.
He staggered when I touched him, and when I made a fist around his prick he nearly dropped the barbell on my head. Good thing he was on guard, because it was heavy enough to have busted my skull-but a busted head would have been worth it, I knew as soon as I felt the thudding burst of energy that flooded his cock. Oh, God! I squeezed him, wanting to feel it all over again, and he began to stiffen in my hand the way I knew he would!
"Stop it," he said weakly, but there was no conviction in his voice, His mouth might say no, but his penis was telling me yes. "At least let me put this barbell down," he added.
Jill was out of her bikini by the time he set the weights in the grass, and she shifted herself from foot to foot, very nervous, very naked. Her nipples were standing up all tight and hard, and I remembered the way they used to throb when I plied them in my fingers, back when we were both into that sort of thing. But now I could see our games and fantasies for the childish pastimes they were. As Greg's cock swelled and hardened in my clutching fist, I knew that we were on the verge of something far more important.
With one hand still clutching his rod, I tugged his shorts all the way down and he stepped out of them. "Greg," I panted, kneeling before him, "we want you. Both of us. But me especially. Teach us. Love us. Fuck us!"
He looked from face to face. Jill had knelt beside me, and she sat there like a happy puppy, her paws up in the begging position. Her face was bright and her eyes pleaded. "Please," her soft light voice chimed in, "we need to learn, and we want you to teach us."
"I never guessed-" he said wonderingly. "God, I didn't know that the two of you needed me so much!" He put one of his warm, strong hands on my head, the other on Jill's. "Of course," he went on. "If you need me, I'm yours. All of me. And it's the best way to learn, from somebody you love, somebody who loves you. Where do you want to start?"
"Right here!" I gurgled, opening my mouth and stuffing his cock inside. He lunged toward me, jamming his rod into my hunger-crazed orality. His hand became tight on my head as he slid across my tongue and I, working by instinct and certainly not experience, closed my lips on him. Twisting my head gracefully, caressing his hard, throbbing length with my tongue, I began to suck and swallow his gorgeous tool.
He was long, eight or nine inches hard at least, and he seemed to fill my mouth to overflowing. I felt as if I'd strangle on him, but I didn't want to stop sucking him, either. I heard him groan in sheer, undisguised pleasure, and he said, "Oh, God, Didi, don't stop! No matter what, don't stop! It feels so goooooodddd!"
And that pleased me, because I was pleasing him. I sucked furiously, taking him as deeply as I could, and my hand stroked up and down his bare hard thigh while I gobbled. Jill was busy somewhere-I could hear loud smacking , and her long auburn hair was near me, for I could smell it and feel its ticklish brushing on my skin. Was she kissing his balls, maybe? I reached for them to find out, and my finger got a swiping from her tongue. Good old Jill!
Her body thumped mine now and then, and one of her stiff, passion-gorged nipples scraped my forearm. A throbbing started where she touched me, a throbbing that raced through my veins and muscles to hammer somewhere near the base of my brain. And Greg kept fucking his cock in and out of my mouth, moving with a growing eagerness, a willing surrender to the luscious sensations I was spooning out so freely. His cock rammed deeper and deeper, till I thought surely all of his masterful erection must be wedged into my straining mouth, but it didn't matter. He could suffocate me with his rod and that would have been delicious by me.
"Me now, me now!" Jill was chanting beside me, and she had her hands in play, trying to pull her brother's dick out of my mouth.
"Nnnnnn!" I grunted, still sucking. It had been my idea. She could wait her turn. I wanted to suck him.
"There's enough for both of you," Greg suggested, and I had to admit to myself that he was probably right. A few desperate, lingering sucks for goad measure and I pulled back. His rod eased from my mouth, wet from its big red tip to its flaring base with my spittle, and I saw Jill gasp as she took in the dreamy sight.
"Oh," she purred, taking him in hand. She rubbed his wet glans across her lips, nuzzling, kissing it, and then, with a dainty smile of acceptance, she opened her mouth and let him go inside.
His eagerness had been stoked to fever pitch by my instinctive, expert sucking, and when he plunged into his sister, it was with a fury that startled her. Jill's body stiffened in dread, and she tried to pull her head away from him, but I grabbed her shoulders and forced her back into the right approach. She leaned forward under compulsion, and I could see how Greg's peter was almost fully imbedded in her little red-lipped mouth. Her cheeks pulled in and she began to suck him hard, though I could tell that she was tense and nervous and wasn't giving him as good head as I had. I looked up at Greg, smiling, and he smiled back, a smile that seemed to say, "It'll be your turn again soon, Didi, and I can hardly wait."
Nor I, lover, I tried to tell him with my eyes as I stood to undress. First I undid the bikini bra, letting it flutter to the ground as my tits bobbed into his view. I looked down at them, knowing that he was looking, too, and I tweaked my pink nipples until the areolae reddened ever so slightly and the teats sprang up long and stiff and pointing. Greg smiled to see how long my nips could erect, and I smiled to remember how good they felt when they did. I untied the bikini pants, moving toward him as they fell. My bush is a small cluster of dark fin, very thick around the slice itself, but without much outward extension. And now every one of those dark hairs was coated with sweet-smelling bubbles of girl juice. For him.
"Thank you, Greg," I told him, leaning up to kiss his neck. He is six-two, so I had to stand on tiptoes. For the first time in my adolescent life I was glad I was tall, because if I'd been much shorter I'd have had to use a stepladder just to reach him.
"The pleasure is all mine," he replied, thrusting his hand between my legs so he could feel that vibrant little clump of beaver and the promising treasures within. His hand clamped on me, and he squeezed me just so. I squealed and stood even taller as he fondled me, and I wondered how I'd ever been satisfied doing myself for such a long time? But I was so glad it was Greg preparing to break me in, and not some other lout of a classmate of mine. I needed a man, not a boy, and I knew I'd found a man.
Jill was still scarfing her brother's prick, and the slurpy sounds she made were an aphrodisiac to my ears. I chewed Greg's flesh, and kissed it and licked it, nuzzling my dark shag of hair against his face, and I leaned into him so he could do more of those magical things he was already doing to my pussy. "I love you," I whispered. "I always have. Will you fuck me now, Greg?"
His eyes started to roll in their sockets and his face twisted toward a grimace. Something told me surer than words that Jill had him trembling on the brink. I couldn't endure the thought of missing his orgasm. Prying myself out of his grip, forcing my lips to desert his shoulders, I fell to my knees, shoving Jill as I moved into position. "It's mine!" I yelled. "It's mine!"
Jill's head slumped back, and Greg's big hard dick emerged, foamy with saliva from his sister's mouth. On the sweet round glans there was a coating of thin saliva mixed with a thicker, creamy-looking substance that had to be-oh, yes!
I got my hand on his tool and gave him a furious shake. He throbbed, he swelled, his pecker convulsed internally while I held it, and then he let fly with his jism. A fountaining arc of cum it was, that soared majestically from his red piss-slot as I watched enthralled. That first jolt hit Jill squarely in the face, landing on the side of her nose, just below the right eye. A second took her almost directly in the mouth, which was still open and moaning for joy, and she licked automatically with her tongue, savoring the taste delights. Her hand came up to touch the dabs of cum on her face, and she painted herself with them, licking her fingers from time to time as well.
My own reaction was as instinctive as Jill's. I could watch him orgasm for only the briefest of moments before something inside told me that I must take him in my mouth again, ere it was too late. Gladly! Eagerly! I opened my mouth and pulled him toward it, even as he kept spurting his thick, hot spurts of juicy pleasure.
"Yes, Didi! Suck my cum! Drink me! Drink all of my cum!" he wailed, fucking furiously into my mouth while I sucked and drank and swallowed. My eyes were shut as tightly as my mouth was locked upon his ramming pecker, and I didn't even think about Jill, watching from no more than a foot away. She was my friend. We'd done this together. I should be sharing the delights with her, but my greed for her brother's semen was too hot, too strong to be denied.
He creamed like an oil well coming into gusher. My cheeks were full of it, my throat clogged with the sticky, sweet fluid, and thin trails of his jism seeped from the edges of my mouth. And still I felt him pulse and thrust and explode as he unloaded his seed.
And when the spurts ceased at last, his cock didn't go soft. Not at all! It remained in my mouth, kept hard by my nonstop vigil of sucking, and when I finally let him go, he was as stiff and as fierce as when we had started. "Now," I gasped, leaning back on the sunbathed tiles. My legs parted naturally, invitingly, and the reddish pink of my gash went onto display, coercing him to enter with his manhood. "I want you to fuck me now, Greg," I purred. "Make me a woman with your big, beautiful cock! !"
He threw himself upon me like a madman. Obviously my sucking, my gluttony with the cum of his first orgasm, the wanton freedom with which I offered myself-all these were combining to make Greg desire me as much as I desired and needed him.
He took my tits in his big strong hands and he squeezed them till I thought the pink-capped mounds would burst like abused balloons. I writhed and twisted, feeling his cock bang me on legs, on tummy, and his mouth covered mine in a kiss that taught me, for the first time, what kissing was all about. His tongue was in my mouth, and my tongue in his, and our legs were tied in knots that might never be undone. I felt his hard manhood resting between my thighs, its thick, hot, damp barrel scraping ceaselessly back and forth on the slice of my cunt, and the sensation took my breath away. I moaned, I gasped, I screamed my need and pleasure into the skies above us..
"Now! Please! Don't wait another second! Greg, darling, fuck me, fuck me, or I'll die!"
Chapter Two
"My God," Jill said, not entirely in displeasure, "I feel so funky dirty I ought to take a bath! You have an imagination and a half, Didi. Bet you could make some money writing dirty books. Anyway, he is my brother, so it would have to be just the two of you and besides, take a look. The neighbors can see the patio and pool from their living room and from their kitchen, not to mention the upstairs bath."
"Yeah," I said glumly, "I suppose. But it was good while it lasted." Down by the pool Greg was finishing up his exercises, unaware that he'd just played a starring role in my dreamiest fantasy yet. And that's all it would ever be-a fantasy, I reminded myself. A fantasy compounded by too much reading in sex novels where people spent twenty-four hours a day fucking and sucking, not even bothering to take time off for meals or sleep. That, and the usual adolescent longings. How come I could be so aggressive and forceful in my dreams, but when it came to real, flesh and blood boys, I was too nervous to open my goddamned mouth? I suppose it could have been worse. I could have been a wallflower in my fantasies, too. That would have been an unbearable bummer.
What wasn't? Tomorrow afternoon Jill and Greg and theft parents were going off for a month's vacation by the sea, and I'd be stuck here in the middle of Ohio, all by myself for four lousy weeks. With Jill away I wouldn't have anyone to talk to, even, let alone share my secret dreams and wishes with. Was I supposed to chat with my mom and, in the process, tell her about this dreamy fantasy I had of getting fucked by Tony Orlando or Robert Redford or Jill's big brother Greg? Fat chance!
Horseshit! Why couldn't Mom and Daddy have let me go along with Jill and her family? I'd been invited, but my parents said no, I didn't need to be running off, so here I was. Stuck. About the only thing I could look forward to doing the next month was a lot of masturbating. What else was there, for God's sake? I felt alone and deserted already, even with Jill standing beside me. It was like she was already gone.
She went across the room toward her bed, stripping off the tiny new bikini as she walked. Picking up her shorts and halter she turned in my direction, and I had a quick glimpse of her naked front-the little-mouthed smile, the soft, brown tipped boobs, the auburn thatch of her beaver which I'd helped trim into shape for the nude look of summer. I wished, then, that we weren't so gown-up and sophisticated. It would be nice to tell her goodbye by rolling on the bed the way we did when we were kids. I'd kiss her lips and chew daintily at her nipples, and she could do the same for me. We'd get all sweaty and musky, and our pussies would be so drippy-warm and ready that fingers would slide into the slippery depths with no trouble at all, and we could moan and sigh together as we climaxed like angels in heaven. Maybe-now that I knew it was a normal thing to do-I'd even be brave enough to part her cunny lips with my fingers and use my tongue on the coral pink slickness inside, and of course she'd have to do the same for me. I wondered how it felt to have a tongue working on your cunt. I used to wonder about that a lot. The books all said it was ecstasy unrestrained, and I wished I knew how ecstasy unrestrained felt, because I didn't have the least idea.
But Jill was dressing, and clearly she didn't share my ideas about the proper way for two girl friends to say goodbye for a month. Oh, it was kid stuff anyway. We hadn't known what we were doing, really, till after we quit doing it and got a little older and wiser. Now it was too late to recapture the innocence of the past. Who even wanted to?
We needed guys, guys of our own, to do all the magic things to us that so far we'd only been able to dream about.
"I wish you were coming with me," Jill sighed, tying her halter into place. It covered her titties like a coat of paint, and her nipples were thick and obvious in the fabric. She smoothed her hand across them, then looked at me with a shy smile. "Wow," she confessed, "sometimes they still ache the way they did when they were filling out. Remember? And I get so horny, Didi! I'll bet we could find ourselves some male talent if we were cruising the beach together. Guys who weren't afraid of our being so tall and ugly, guys who'd want nothing more than to ball our brains out. If we have any brains, I mean," she giggled. "God, I may even give it a try without you! I don't think I can live through this summer if I don't get some, and I'm not talking about a tan!"
"Lots of luck," I said flippantly, but I knew exactly what she meant.
"C'mon," she said, "Mom and Daddy aren't home yet. We can sneak a couple of beers out of the refrigerator and get tight before they come in." It looked like the best available so I followed her downstairs, my heart tiding inside me a little lower than my ass.
Six draggy days later I got Jill's first letter. I should tell you now that she is a compulsive letter writer. When we were in sixth grade, and I was out of school for a week with measles, she wrote me every day-six, seven, once a ten-pager. It was that way every time we were separated for very long, and when I saw the envelope in the morning mail, I knew this vacation would certainly be no exception. So I grabbed a can of sugar free and went to my room to read the news from my old buddy. Ten minutes later, after stifling an unplanned scream of shock, I decided I'd better walk down to the park and finish reading it:
Dear Didi, I haven't seen you in three days, almost, and it seems like a month at least. So many things to tell you already, and we've only just gotten settled in here. We're staying in a hotel on the beach, and it's fabulous-soda like Las Vegas by the sea, except that there's no gambling, of course, and no gangsters. At least, none that look like gangsters, but you remember Al Pacino in Godfather? He didn't look like a hood, but he sure was.
Anyway, the place is mostly staffed with college kids earning themselves a beach vacation. The girls all sound like they're from Boston or someplace you know-'Pahk the cah'-but some of the guys are definitely righteous, and I just wish you were here so we could ogle them together. And there are bikinis even skimpier than mine on the beach. I saw a girl who was wearing what looked like two Band-Aids and a cork; she was brown as a Negro, and if you know my Dad, you know who he was looking at. Mom got a little pissed, of course. I don't know why. She oughta be glad he's thinking about putting it to somebody else, if she doesn't enjoy having it put to her. Greg, of course, is the hit of the seashore. I hardly ever see him. He's usually surrounded by an army of girls, most of them disgustingly beautiful. Maybe you should have tried that little scheme on him the other day, after all.
There are millions of boys here, or so I'm told, but I haven't seen that many yet. Mostly middle-aged men, balding, with paunches and sicky patches of white skin all over, not to mention fat wives whose best friends should have told them how terrible they look in tight swim suits. Someone saw a shark this morning, but no one seems to care. The people on the beach are thick as ants at a picnic; I don't think I'm even going to venture out today. Maybe I'll go for a walk instead. They tell me that the crowd thins out considerably a mile or so down the beach, and since nobody's paying my string suit enough attention, and since I just missed the mail pickup anyway, If think I'll go strolling. Bye for now.
DEE-I AM BACK AND YOU HONEST TO JESUS GOD WILL NOT BELIEVE THIS!!
Let me get my head together, sugarplum. I need a drink to steady my nerves, I think. Or do I? Who knows? Who gives a shit? This is too fabulous to hold back, so sit down and get ready!!!
I went for my walk, fight? Past the lines of beach umbrellas and past the yelling little kids and their sunburning parents, and I just walked and walked. I was wearing my new bikini, the sexy one, and the sun was cooking me on the way, and it felt good, sooo goooooddd, I just wanted to splash in the water and maybe do a bikini ballet on the beach or something. The sky was incredibly blue, and the smell of sea water made my head giddy.
Well, I must have walked two or three miles, just strutting along, and after a while I didn't see anybody at all. Just me and God and the seagulls, communing with nature. Until I rounded a little point of land that angles down to meet the tide, and THERE HE WAS!!! Just like in a book or a movie, Didi! It was a boy, and he was lying on the sand watching the sea, almost as if he were waiting for me. Stretched out on a blanket, six and a half feet of tanned young manhood-his height, I mean; he had two feet like anybody else-and he was beautiful. Try to imagine, if you can, Michelangelo's David come to life. Swim trunks covering up the most interesting part, sure, but they were tight trunks, the kind Greg was wearing the other day, and they didn't exactly do a fig leaf's job of concealment.
I saw him first, and I just stopped, dead in my tracks. My heart was beating a mile a minute and I was getting wet between the legs. God, it was just like when Robert Redford took off his shirt in that movie and you knew he was gonna go to bed with the girl and both of us were sitting there moaning, wondering why it couldn't be one of us-or better still, both of us. I
Anyway, where was I? Oh, yeah! I stood there, Didi, staring at him the way a dog stares at a fresh juicy bone, and finally he must have realized I was present, because he looked in my direction, his eyes sparkling as they surveyed me up and down, and then he kinda sat up and said "Hi." "Hi." Two little letters. Why should they make you break out in a sweat all over? Why should your legs get so weak you don't think you can stand on them another second?
So I said "Hi", too, and he smiled-ohhhhh, did he ever smile!!!! And I still couldn't move, not even when he patted the blanket and said, "You going anywhere special?" At least I didn't think I could move. Silly me! When I looked down at the tips of my toes, I noticed that they'd come to a stop less than a foot from his nearest, prettiest thigh. Sitting down with him was a surprise, too, but it was a very nice surprise. And I looked at his face, Didi, and it was so beautiful I think I fell in love right on die spot.
He asked me what my name was, and I told him, and he said his was Kerry. Kerry Sullivan. Very Irish, huh? And he speaks with a marked New England accent, so I suspect he's from that rich Boston Irish crowd, you know, like the Kennedys? Well, we didn't get down to backgrounds, exactly, tough we may later. And before you bother asking the question, the answer is yes!!! There will most certainly be a later for me and Kerry!
Why? you'll probably asking yourself. Why does one of our fair city's matching pair of storks believe that she has the wherewithal to capture the attention of the world's most gorgeous piece of boy? Let me tell you, darling, and promise beforehand that you won't hand me any moralistic bullshit or, even worse, hate me for jumping the gun, so to speak.
We talked a little while, me and this lovely boy, and he told me I was really cute, and he put his hand on my leg. Well!! I turned to jelly inside, you'd better believe me. His fingers were like five little sticks of fire burning my all-too-willing flesh, and I said "Ohhhhh" in a dreamy, moany kind of voice, and then he kissed that moan right off my lips.
I put my arms round him, not to fend him off like a good girl should, but just to steady myself. You can't imagine the way he kisses! He uses a lot of tongue along with the lip work, but his hands are even more interesting.
He put one of them way, high up, the inside of my thigh. If we hadn't trimmed me, Kerry would have been finger deep in my pubic spillover. I know you've been touched there before, just like I have, but Didi-this was completely different! He wasn't some nervous classmate testing to see how far he can get before we bop him in the snout. He knew what he was doing. His fingers danced a minuet on my skin. They didn't paw me, they didn't rape me with insistence. They caressed, they stroked. Tenderness-finesse-oh, look in the dictionary or the thesaurus or whatever! All I know is that when he got those fingers inside the brief bottom of my suit, he found himself in a swamp of damp fuzz and tingling, vibrating skin!!
His other hand was just above my navel, stroking a provocative circle on my tummy, till I felt butterflies inside me and I held him all the tighter. He kept kissing me, too, moving from my lips to my cheeks and chin, to the tip of my nose-he let his tongue glide across the ticklish areas surrounding my mouth, and little pins and needles of excitement darted through my brain. And while I was rippling with that excitement, Didi, he untied my bra and it fell away and he put his hand right on a nipple that was harder than I can ever remember it being before. He closed his warm fist upon me, and he squeezed my boob until I couldn't breathe, and I think I jumped two feet into the air. Or maybe I jumped because he was touching my slit with one finger, just rubbing up and down, soaking himself in the free-flowing pussy juice I couldn't control if I'd wanted to. I thought I had a firm hand when it came to finger-play, but I learned more than I can tell you in the briefest space of time imaginable. I don't think now that I can ever be satisfied with doing myself again!
So there I was, Didi, sitting with Kerry on the blanket, the sun bathing us, and my bra was off and he was kissing me and feeling me, and fifteen minutes ago neither of us had known the other existed. It was an incredible feeling, let me tell you!
Oh, it makes me drip just remembering it for you, now! My thighs are sweating, and so is something else, if you can call it sweat. Ha ha. I think I smell like a Chinese whorehouse, or if I don't, I should. You figure it out.
Where was I? In Paradise, that's where!! So, Didi, I'm there half-naked and not believing that it's me all this is happening to. He took his hand out of my pants and brought it up to join the other one that was already going to town on my tits, and he began to caress me with ten fingers and two hot palms. I think they were hot. My titties seemed to be on fire. So was the rest of me. I just kept twisting my legs around in an effort to scratch this fantastic itching that had sprung up between them, and it wasn't helping much. Not enough, anyway. So I got my legs into play and twined them around one of his. The hair on him tickled me, and I giggled. a little, but it was a desperate kind of giggle. Somehow, Didi, somehow I knew that the time had finally come.
His thighbone pushed against the hot crotch of my bikini bottom, and I forced myself into that thighbone, rubbing myself on it, gasping as the pleasure swelled and ebbed and swelled again. I think I had two or three orgasms right then, while he was still playing with my boobs and I was jerking off on his thigh. And let me tell you, his thighbone wasn't half as hard as what I could see pointing out the front of his trunks. God, those little pants of his were tight, and little more substantial than a modest girl's bikini, and how he managed to keep his cock inside them, I can't begin to guess, even now! His crotch looked like the high point of a tent, with a hell of a king-sized pole holding things up!!!
I reached out, daring myself to touch it, and touch it I did. Oh, you know I've touched them before, but it was never like this! He was big and thick and hard as a steel rail, and as I traced the huge lump poking out his nylon trunks, I couldn't believe that it was up hard like this for me!!!
We were in a tangle, rolling off the blanket onto the scorching sand, hurrying back on as soon as the blazing sand alerted our bodies, and sometimes I was atop him and other times he was on me, rubbing my entire shape with the power of his hard-on. Oh, I had to do it! I stuck my hand inside the elastic top of his shorts and grabbed that thing for dear life! It was all I could do to encompass it in my hot little hand! He was that big, that thick, and each time I squeezed on his hungry, horny flesh he seemed to get that much bigger and thicker and harder. The end of him was already damp with sticky little drops of what was, I guess, his pre-seminal fluids, but he wasn't wet at all in comparison to me! My ass and Pussy were sopping, and my bikini pants clung to the drippy flesh as if I'd just come out of the ocean!
Right then, goddamn it.. something bounced off the top of my head and I returned to the world in which I was so cruelly left alone. I'd been into Jill's letter, really into it-she might talk about herself being wet. Well, she oughta take a look at the inside of my panties right now, if she wanted to see wet! And there were still three or four pages of delicately written letter to get through. I wanted to skip ahead and see how it turned out, but I couldn't allow myself to do that.
"Hi, Di," said a voice from behind me while I sat on the park bench and rubbed the bounced place on my crown. "You seen our Frisbee?"
I probably had. Or at least felt it. "There," I said, pointing. "Is that one yours?"
"Sure is," he agreed, coming around the bench, and I saw that it was Rocky Graham, a guy from my class at school. He's pretty big shit, or at least he thinks he is. Last winter he was named to the all-state basketball all-star team, and I hear that a couple of colleges are already talking to him about his enrolling there in 1978. Hmmph! He'd even called me by name. I didn't know that he knew I had a name. On the other hand, he was kinda cute and he moved rather gracefully, and when he bent over to pick up the Frisbee I could see that his gym shorts covered a very nice ass. No underwear, definitely, not even a jock strap, because I could see the teeniest flash of his balls in the loose leg of the shorts, and Rocky's rocks made an intriguing lump past the point of seeing. He turned around, jumping high as if he were making a hook shot with two seconds to play, and I saw his dick move inside his gym shorts too. I didn't know Rocky well enough to like or dislike him, but there was something very charming and eye-catching about the flop of his pecker, and I looked up at him, smiling. By then he's already scampered past me, eager to get back into the stupid sport of Frisbee tossing. Screw you, I thought, and picked up the letter again.
"Oh, please stop," I whispered. "I shouldn't be letting you do this to me."
"Let me do something else to you," he hinted, breathing in my ear like vapor off a teapot. His hands were still on my tits and he was working my nipples between his fingers, pinching them up to throbbing points of erectile tissue.
I looked around wildly. "Oh, what if someone comes along and sees us?" I ventured. Didi, I have no idea why I was protesting! I didn't want him to stop! Not then, not ever! In fact, for a couple of minutes I was positive that I was only dreaming, that I'd awake any second and it would all be over.
"Look," said Kerry, and he pointed to the dune that rose behind us. I looked, and there was a sharp, painted-pretty van with an awning on the near side. "It's mine," he said, "and it guarantees privacy. Wanna go up?"
What could I say to that? I grabbed my bra and took his hand and together we climbed the sandy slope to his Chevy van. God, telling about it is nearly as exciting as doing it was!! I'm not going to waste another minute, Didi, because I know you're as excited as I am. Aren't you???
He put his hands on my butt and lifted me up into the side door, and in the process the scoundrel untied my panties so that as I went in, they went down and off and out. I was naked as a baby, and much, much more appealing, I hoped, when I flopped down upon his comfy, clean-sheeted mattress. "Ready or not!" he hollered, and then he was with me on the mattress, puffing down his trunks as he rolled against my body.
I moaned uncontrollably when I got my first sight of his big, incredibly hard cock. Oh, Didi, you can't begin to appreciate it unless you could see it for yourself!! I could wrap both fists around it, and still the big, purple knobby head and the shaft portion just beneath stuck out, untouched, gleaming with lust and the juices of passion.
Kerry threw himself upon me, kissing me, touching me, bruising my body with the hardness of his manhood, and we rolled about like sex-crazed animals. He grabbed me by the cunt and he squeezed until his hand was juicy with my vaginal secretions and my lips and throat were sore from moaning and twittering my acceptance. One of his fingers flirted with my slit, trying to open the snug petal of my sex and get inside, and I contorted myself disgracefully in the effort to give him more and more access. My legs were split and my heels thumped high on the wall beside us.
And then-then, baby-HE DID IT! He thrust his head between my legs and planted his mouth smack on my pussy."
I screamed in joy as his tongue slid between my cunny lips, passing where his finger had been too large, and when he found my clit with the tip of his tongue, all my resistance ended. Kerry split me with his hands, laying bare the whole expanse of my gash, and he began to lap me hungrily.
Most of the time he concentrated on my clitty, sucking it, kissing it, fiddling all around its base with his tongue then pressing down on the very tip of my sex trigger---which you'd better believe was standing up on end, harder and hotter than I'd ever gotten it with my fingers. And between those cunning maneuvers, the dear boy was fond of jabbing his tongue up my twat and making it wiggle there like the homiest, sexiest snake you'd ever want to meet, and I hope someday you do.
I had him by the dick all this time, and I scarcely realized that I was giving him a handjob to end all handjobs. My fist was wrapped tight on him--a crowbar couldn't have pried me loose-and I just shucked up and down, moaning when he naughtied in my snatch, groaning when I felt his cock throb and shudder in my grip. Oh, wow, Didi, can you see how my hand is trembling while I try to write it down for you? It's like he's doing it tar me all over again, here, now, while my mother takes a nap in the next room.
"Now," he said huskily, eagerly, raising his face from my pussy. "Let me fuck you, Jill!"
"Fuck me?" I whispered in reply, and my teensy voice seemed to reverberate inside the van. I was holding him by the cock still, and I tightened my grip ever so slightly, till he whimpered manfully in response. "But it's so big," I went on, and it was big--so big I didn't think he could get it up my tight channel. I was afraid then, really afraid, as I tried to imagine his big stabber in me, fucking me!
"Es something wrong?" he wondered, shifting position so that he lay beside me, our faces only an inch apart. He kissed me then, and I tasted my juicy cunt on his lips. For a moment I was willing, determined, but his cock touched me on the leg, all hard and burning with its passion, and I knew my fears once more.
"I-I've n-never d-d-done this before," I stammered. "I'm a virgin. And I'm scared. I'm afraid you'll hurt me with your-your-"
"I wouldn't hurt you, Jill," he protested. "You're too sweet to hurt. And I need you. Feel how much." Once more I had my hand on his tool, guided there by his fingers, and his need for me was fully as strong as my fear of his need. Oh, what was I going to do? I wanted to get fucked-he'd built me up perfectly, and I was livid with my erotic desires, but I was so goddamned little-girlish scared, too! My face was red with shame and my tits were hard with arousal. Passions rolled and flowed inside me, Didi, and I shivered on the mattress despite the strong, tender clutch of his arms around me.
"Maybe," he said, smiling, "if you'd rather not fuck-" and with that he put his hand on my head and started to push gently but very firmly. I was looking his cock eye to eye before I really understood what he meant. Didi, he wanted me to suck him off!!!! Can you dig it? We've talked about it a million times, and now I was face to face with the reality of the idea!!
"I don't know," I said tensely, stroking with one finger on the underside of his penis. "I've never done this before, either."
"Don't worry," he said, his voice surprisingly gentle and reassuring. "If it doesn't work out, we'll try something else."
He understood! He wasn't going to force me or cajole me or do any of those demeaning things horny guys feel compelled to do, and I think that gave me all the courage I needed. I steadied his cock with my fingers surrounding its base, and I brought my face closer, tongue emerging as I moved toward him.
I only used the very tip of my tongue at first, flicking his dick with it, but the third or fourth pass it seemed as if he suddenly became magnetic or something, because my tongue fastened auto him and I couldn't pull it away for anything. And now I could taste the meaty urgency of Its need, for it was radiating outward through the skin pores of his cock, right into my tongue. I started to lick him up and down, slowly at first because I was still unsure of myself, but with a growing speed. He touched my head, brushing hair up and away. "I want to watch you," he said, "and your hair gets in the way. You're beautiful, Jill."
It was all I needed. Would you have asked any more than that from him, Didi? Be honest. Wouldn't you have done exactly what I did then, if you'd been in my shoes?
What I did was to lift my head and make my mouth a welcoming circle. With that circle I kissed the tip of Kerry's rod, moving my lips clockwise, then counter-clockwise, stimulating him as well as myself. His cockhead had a slightly rough texture, which tickled my mouth and sent shivers up and down my spine. And the taste-I can't describe that to you at all! He was slick-wet from the little dabs of jism that were slowly seeping from hint, and my lips tasted the delicious flavor for the very first time even Ohhhhhh!!!!
I knew there was more than this, so, bringing to the surface every bit of boldness I possess, I opened my mouth a little wider and he slipped inside so easily, so graciously I couldn't believe he was there until the tip of his cock slid across my tongue and my eyes bugged out. I closed my mouth to take off the slack, and he was in me, big and hot and stiff as a board, and it was as if all my past life had been centered upon this very moment, Didi, as if the only purpose of my whole existence was to be in this van at this instant, sucking Kerry's cock. So I sucked.
Jesus, did I ever suck! I didn't know it was so easy, and neither will you until you finally get the chance to try it for yourself. A man's pecker, a girl's mouth-they're made to fit together. REALLY!! He filled me, but it was a perfect kind of filling, not at all uncomfortable, and I had no trouble breathing around his imbedded presence, big as he was.
"Oh, suck it, Jill," he encouraged, holding my head, shifting his body on the bed so that just a little more of his prick danced up into my hungry mouth. "That's perfect, the best blow job I've ever had from anybody! Are you sure this is the first time you've done it, you sweet, gorgeous piece of girl?"
Talk about smug! I was red with pride and fiery with lust. Could it be me, Jill Pettit, that he was talking to? Oh, it must be! No one else had his cock in her mouth at the moment. I was sucking on him, and he was lying there loving it. Euphoria bubbled in my brain and I made up my mind to give him a suck off like he'd never dreamed of getting. I was gonna make my debut with a block buster.
I wish you could have seen me then, Didi. I must have been beautiful, because I felt beautiful and I behaved beautifully. I sucked him up, down, every way but off. I wanted it to last a million years, but I knew it couldn't. He was moaning too feverishly as I sucked on him, and I knew that he'd have to explode in his orgasmic release soon or his entire body would explode from the stored-up need. So I gave it to him, just like a hired whore anxious to get hired again. I sucked and I nibbled as I sucked, and I used my tongue on his rod, my hands on his balls and belly and the insides of his legs and even one fingertip prodding and poking around his asshole, the way hot girls always do in dirty books. He couldn't lie still while I did him, what with his twisting and bucking, and his attempts to fuck all of his big, gorgeous dick in to my mouth. I'd have strangled gladly in the attempt to blow him, but I knew I didn't have to. I could handle him. That was the greatest part of it all, Didi. I didn't feel inadequate in the slightest. Even though it was my first time out, I felt right at home, and I know that I was born to be a sensuous woman, the kind who gives pleasure to all men and derives her own in response. God, what a thrilling moment, to be so aware of my destiny!!
It seemed that I sucked and nursed his cock for an hour, but it couldn't have been. My time scale must have slowed way down as I savored the delights of living so fully. Still, it was all too short a time before Kerry wailed and really grabbed me by the head and held me in place while he filled my mouth with the juice of his orgasm. Cum, cum, cum.
You can't guess how delicious the stuff really is, not until someone fills your cute mouth with a bucketful of semen. If I could have saved a sample of Kerry's for you, I'd have done it, because this is something you have to try soon, Didi, but I'll confess-I was a greedy little pig and I guzzled down his jism as fast as he shot it into me. And I sucked on his cock until it quit spurting altogether and started to go limp on me. Oh, I didn't want him to be soft! I wanted him to be hard for me, all the days of our lives, but I guess that can't be, because he did shrink up. I consoled myself with licking all the spilled jism from his dick, with scooping up the big sticky drops that had oozed from my mouth in the excitement of the experience, and then with licking my wet fingers dry as well. My body throbbed with desire and increased awareness of my female nature-for now, I was really a woman, or so almost a woman that the petty distinctions didn't count so much. And it does make a change in the way you look at things The sky seemed so much bluer, the ocean so much more alive, when we emerged from his van hand in hand. And I looked at him, and he looked at me and I think he knew that he'd given me the gift of life itself, that he'd awakened my sensuality and created a new, a real woman where a dumb little girl had existed before.
Well, I had to get back, because the folks were expecting me for supper. Of course, I'd drunk of the wellspring of life itself, and mere food could never satisfy my needs again, but I had to put in an appearance lest they get the cops out looking for me. Kerry and I bid a passionate, tender farewell, and lie's invited me to come swimming with him tonight, when the moon is up and the stars can shed a canopy of twinkling lights for our love. And---Didi-tonight, I'm going to let him fuck me. I know I din. I can't chicken out again. Not the way I feel now. God, I'm going to be nineteen in September! HOW have I lived this long without knowing the joy of raw, hot sex?
I'm writing this in the hotel room. Mom is getting out of bed after her nap, and we'll be going down to supper very soon, so I'd better knock off now. There will definitely be further word, as soon as I have further word to send you, dear Didi. I hope you don't resent me for taking this really giant step without you, awl I feel so sorry for you, trapped in Ohio with no one to give you what Kerr is going to give me, and so soon-so soooooonnnnn!
Goodbye for now, Didi. I'll write again.
Love, Jill
Chapter Three
It certainly wasn't your proverbial cold day in July, but I was shivering and trembling as I sat on the bench. Jill's letter was in my hands and I was staring at it, but my eyes were all blurred, as if a mist had settled across them. If that Frisbee had bopped me on the head then, if it had taken off the whole top of my skull, I probably wouldn't have noticed until the blades of grass tickled my nostrils.
Jill and-and a boy! God in heaven! It was as unplanned and as irresistible as a sex scene in one of the porno books we used to read to each other, but this-wow, this had actually happened! And to my very best friend in the whole world!
She'd asked me not to feel hurt because she'd gone ahead without me, but I couldn't help it. I did feel hurt, and left out too. But it was silly. Jill and [were only friends, even though great friends. She had a life that belonged to her, and so did I, and neither of us could live the other's. If she wanted to throw herself away on some guy she didn't know from Adam twenty minutes before they met, wasn't it her business?
And wasn't I showing my catty little claws, too?
I thought, very angry with myself I was jealous. Jill had sucked a guy's prick to throbbing, gushing orgasm in her tight-lipped little mouth, and she had obviously dug the hell out of doing it. I hadn't, and I was jealous. It was that simple.
Well, it wasn't because nobody had ever asked me. Freddie Miller, the last guy I dated for any length of time-six dates, all told-had begged me to just kiss the tip of his dick. He'd even taken it out and showed me how stiff and red it had become as a response to Freddie's hands roving on my young body. I had told him by way of answer, "Not in your fucking life!" Freddie wasn't my type, even if he did care enough to ask me out. But I thought that letting him kiss me and feel my tits was payment enough for his consideration. Dating the tallest in high school certainly didn't entitle him to all the ass he could digest. Besides, he was a nerd, and I was waiting for Prince Charming to come along and charm the pants off my hot, but unconvinced bottom.
So it looked as if Jill's Prince C. had finally shown up. Where the hell was mine? I felt more alone than ever as I folded the letter, put it into my hip pocket, and rose from the park bench. I'd walk home the long way, to give myself time to think about all these new developments. Jill wouldn't be the same Jill now. She'd be someone I didn't really know any more. Like she'd said in the letter, she had been a silly little girl; now she was a woman. And that meant I was still just a silly little girl. What would it do to our friendship? God, when Jill got home, she wouldn't want anything to do with me! She'd only want to talk about this guy Kerry, and what she'd done with him in his van.
"Tonight," I said in a half-whisper. "Tonight she's going to fuck him!" But it wasn't tonight. The letter had been mailed two or three days ago. Last night, or the night before, Jill had experienced her first fuck. As far as she was concerned, the letter I'd just read was all past history. What else might she have done since writing it? Goddamn the Postal Service and their dead-ass, draggy mail delivery! The news I'd gotten today was stale and decayed by now. "Shit," I grumbled, kicking a small rock out of the way.
My shoe came unlaced and I knelt to retie it. j
if heard giggling on the path behind me, and I turned my head in time to see a couple of kids walking along, holding hands, red-faced from chuckling at some private joke.
The guy had red hair and a face full of freckles, and she was a pigtailed dishwater blonde, wearing frayed denim cutoffs and a yellow tube top which didn't quite meet and left her navel and tummy exposed.
Just as I finished lacing my tennie, they stepped off the path, into the woods, and disappeared. Hmm, I thought. The only thing in that tangle of frees and close-growing underbrush was the old memorial to the county's Civil War soldiers. A towering shaft of granite, topped by a statue of a mustachioed Yankee, the memorial had been dreadfully neglected in the past thirty years or so. With the local G.A.R. post closed down indefinitely, the city didn't even bother cleaning away the forest growth around it, so that you had to be Frank Buck if you wanted to go in and take a look. One very nice thing about it was its isolation, though; the difficulty of access meant that only the determined would visit it. During school term you could always luck into a pot-smoking gaggle around the base of the monument, and maybe somebody would sell you a cap of speed.
I wondered if these kids were intending to blow a joint in the seclusion of the memorial. Probably. Maybe I could even bully my way into a few tokes. Or maybe I was just nosy. At any rate, with my shoe firmly tied, I started into the woods myself, my nose pointed like a compass needle toward the spire of the monument.
I heard them before I saw them, the woods being so thick iii there, and there was a good bit of moist smacking mixed in with the giggles and soft talk. It didn't sound like weed-smoking to me. Maybe they were just discovering their body changes and had come out for a little petting party. Giggle, giggle, I thought. How does the bubble gum generation respond to the first urges of sex, anyway? I crept closer, parting bushes with my hands.
"Gee, Audrey," the boy was saying in a voice that was halfway through the change, "either your titties are getting bigger or my hand is getting smaller. Wonder which it is?" She laughed in the silly manner of little girls.
Laugh she might. The kid had pulled down her tube top, allowing her little boobs to spill over its upper edge, and he was tickling them with his fingertips. Audrey took in a deep breath, which made her titties lift for him, and she gave her shoulders a little shake to make the cupcakes bob as much as they could. She wasn't very well developed yet-her breasts were swells of flesh, their ends covered by dark smears of nipple. If her boobs grew in the proportion her nipple size suggested, she ought to look like Chesty Morgan by the time she's twenty-one.
"You're getting bigger, too," Audrey chirped, and I saw that she'd already unzipped him. Her hand was a lump inside his pants and he was twitching from foot to foot as her fist moved around in there. His face got so red I couldn't see the freckles. God, I thought, has the sexual revolution gotten to seventh grade already?
It had, definitely. These were only kids, strictly speaking, but there was nothing childish about the way they related. In a moment Audrey was on her knees, telling him, "Jimmy, why don't you sit down on the base of the memorial?" It was awkward for him to move with her hand jammed inside his pants, but he got himself seated, and she guided his stiff young cock into the open air.
"Oooooooohh!" she exulted. "Look how big and hard it is! It's even bigger than last time, isn't it?"
"Uh-huh," he agreed proudly, undoing his belt buckle. As soon as he was unfastened, Audrey pulled his jeans all the way to his ankle. The little snot wasn't even wearing underwear, and he squirmed his ass on the granite as his boppery girl friend began once more to fondle his cock.
"Mmmmmm," she purred, rubbing it on her cheek. And she knew what she was doing, I had to admit. She really seemed to be getting off on the facial pecker contact, and so did her boy friend. Jimmy stretched above where she knelt, and all I could do was shake my head in disbelief. Well, it wasn't all I could do. I mean, I could have left them in the privacy they'd come here to seek, and gone on about my business. But this was a shade too fascinating to abandon just now. I took a deep breath and made sure my feet were anchored solidly, then I craned my neck forward just a trifle.
Audrey opened her mouth and sucked him in. He wasn't very big in the dick department, at least he didn't look very big-about the size of a pipe stem, and maybe five or six inches long-but when she got him in her mouth that didn't seem to matter. A guy at school had a deck of dirty playing cards last spring, the brand that features action shots of all the big porno movie stars, and Audrey's face had the same rapt, meditational look that was on the playing card girl whose mouth was full of Big John Holmes' world famous thirteen and a half inch dick. Her eyes were shut tight, and her face seemed to glow, and you might have thought she was engrossed in prayer if you didn't know that her head was bobbing up and down as she swallowed little Jimmy's hard boyish prick. I could hear the slurps and smacks she made, even from ten feet away, and I could certainly hear Jimmy's groans of pleasure.
"Oh, yeah, Audrey! Suck it off! Let me squirt in your mouth again!"
"Mmmmmmm" was all Audrey replied, but she couldn't very well speak with her mouth full. Her head moved faster, and I saw that she was taking him right to the hilt. Of course, he wasn't very long or very thick, either-Linda Lovelace would have called him an hors d'oeuvre before the main course, but I suppose he was big hot stuff to his baby-faced girl friend. He pulled on her pigtails as she ate him off, and I guess he got kinda rough, because she whimpered around his penis and he stopped pulling, real fast.
After a few moments more, Audrey raised her head and she gave him the sweetest, most open smile I could ever remember seeing. She looked just like a dainty little girl who's been given an unexpected present from her daddy and mommy for being so cute and sweet and dainty and polite. Jimmy's dick was frothy with her spit and still looked hard as a rock.
She stood up and unbuttoned her cutoffs, stepping out of them with one foot so that they dropped and citing on the other ankle. Her legs were skinny, and her ass was just beginning to fill out. The cheeks were slim and pale as snow, with only the first traces of maturity. Jesus, I thought, she might be as young as ten or eleven!
Tossing one leg across his lap, she mounted him where he sat on the monument's base and, since the Civil War soldier didn't cover his granite eyes above them, I didn't feel any necessity to do so from my cover in the bushes. Audrey reached under her little buns and straightened up Jimmy's dick, and then she sat down on it, using her hand to get it up her pussy. I'd caught a brief glimpse of her pubes when she was undressing for him, and she had a few whiskers of beaver, but not much. And fucking already, I reminded myself.
"OOOHHH, JIMMMMEEEE!" she squealed as her bottom ground against his loins and, obviously, her little pussy took a full dose of his prick. She squirmed and rocked atop him, pigtails swinging freely as she shock herself The skinny cheeks of her fanny rose and fell in alternation as she rode the boy, and his outstretched toes patted on the ground. He had her firmly by the waist, and from time to time I could see him thrust up into her. The upward lancing penetrations weren't on a regular basis-he seemed to do it whenever the urge got too strong to resist-and I think she liked it better that way, because she yelped and yipped in unfeigned excitement every time he did it to her. "Ooooooohhh, Jimmy!" she kept whining, her voice high and childish to begin with but raising an octave when the boy's wiggling prick squirmed aggressively up her tight little twat.
He moved one hand from her waist onto the delicate swell of her ass, arid he took a few fingers worth of Audrey's tight-fleshed butt in tow. She wiggled all the more as he pinched and kneaded her baby buns. "Oh, Jimmeeeee!!! Kiss my titties! I think I'm going to come!!"
What could she know about coming? I wondered. Surely the child was too young to have ever had a real orgasm. When I was her age-but girls were developing so much faster, or so it seemed. My mother didn't have her first period or wear a bra until she was sixteen. I started at eleven. And Audrey couldn't be any older, yet she was already sucking and fucking her young contemporaries. It made me feel the slightest bit antique.
Not Jill, though. She'd wasted nearly as much time as I had, but she had also redeemed herself heroically. And I was sure that when I got the next letter from her, I'd get a blow-by-blow description of her first fuck. Which left me in the slightly ridiculous position of hiding in the bushes, watching a pair of children going at it, the closest I'd ever been to the real thing.
Jimmy got one of her big dark nipples in his mouth and he sucked so hard the little girl had to wail and moan again. It would serve them right if a cop heard them and hustled his ass into the park to investigate. Bust their tender asses. Show them that reckless fucking just isn't tolerated here in Albany, Ohio, especially when more deserving young people have to go totally without, while their best friends are fooling around on the beach in a manner that would get the green light from Casanova or Catherine the Great.
My pussy ached inside the tight crotch of my jeans, and I reached down automatically to rub that ache, to scratch the tremendous itching that oppressed my private parts. Why did they have to be so fucking private, anyway? If Jill could share hers, with the world, why couldn't I-why shouldn't I-do the same? Besides, it was obviously a very simple thing to do.
Audrey moaned it out, long and husky, "I'm coming! I'm really coming this time, Jimmy! We did it!" but Jimmy wasn't saying anything at all. He was holding on tight and romping up into her so hard and fast that Audrey bounced on his lap. He mightn't be advertising the fact to the world at large, but it was evident that Jimmy was coming, too.
They parted finally, Audrey rising from his lap and his badly shriveled pecker. She touched herself between the legs, rubbing the half-formed slice nestled among the stray whiskers of bush, and she giggled, "Look how it drips out of me, Jimmy! And it's so sticky, too!" She brought the finger to her mouth, stuck it in, and sucked as enthusiastically as she'd sucked his young cock a few minutes ago. "But you taste so gooooddd!"
Look at her, I thought. She isn't wasting her time hoping that Robert Redford or Charles Bronson or somebody of the same type will wander along and introduce her to the unabated busses and joys of getting laid. She isn't scared and making excuses to herself about how nobody is really worth the honor of getting in her pants. She's goddamned doing it, so that when Prince Charming comes along after all, she'll be hip enough to appreciate him and give him his jollies in return.
What an asshole I'd been! Jill was smart enough to see her chance and grab it. Those fucking little kids were smart enough to see their chance. Why was I hanging back like a slick in the mud? I pulled my head and shoulders back, quietly so I wouldn't rustle in the bushes and disturb the children at their post-coital smooching, and I tiptoed out of the vicinity. So I had the determination, sure enough, but it seemed that I needed a minor something besides that. Like a boy. Ah, there was the rub!
There's a basketball court in the park, and as I got near it on my way out I could hear the thumpety-thump of a basketball bouncing on the hard asphalt. Did my eyes deceive me, or was the guy playing himself a game of ball none other than the Frisbee tosser who'd bounced his thing off my noggin not so very long ago?
"Hi, Rocky," I said, leaning against the wire that surrounded the court. He flipped the ball through the hoop, swung in to catch it, and dribbled in my direction. Not bad at all, I thought, and he plays damn good basketball, too. "Did you give up the Frisbee for something safer?"
"Oh, hi, Didi," he smiled. "Just keeping myself in shape. I'll be on varsity this winter, and basketball practice starts sooner than you might think."
"Yeah," I agreed. "You know, Rocky, I was thinking about trying out for the girls' varsity team myself. I figure that, as tall as I am, it's just going to waste and I might as well do something with it. You know?"
The syntax was pretty garbled, but he seemed to understand. "Basketball's a great sport," he told me. "You'll like it. There aren't many girls in school as tall as you are, so they oughta be glad to have you on the team."
At least with Rocky I didn't have to stoop and hunch my shoulders to appear shorter than I was. He had been six-one at the start of eighth grade, when the junior high coach discovered him, and now, almost two years later, he had a head start on seven feet. "hey," I said, looking up, "how about letting me try my stuff with you, huh? You can tell me where I need to improve. Okay?"
He didn't have a chance to say no, because I'd already opened up the gate and was coming onto the court with him. Rocky just shrugged and grinned and tossed me the ball. I stood holding it, trying to remember how in the hell you go about dribbling the thing in the first place. I'd only played the game in gym class, and most of my effort consisted of running around, blocking shots, and yelling a hell of a lot. The teacher thought it was great team spirit and gave me B-pluses every six weeks.
My dribbling was pretty rotten but I managed to get within a fair distance of the hoop, and I dodged him as I made my shot. Not good, but not that bad. Almost sank it. Rocky caught the ball as it bounced back, and he started showing off for me, circling round and round as he dribbled and faked. I pretended to be eagerly looking for an advantage, and the pretense worked well enough. Besides, guys like to strut for girls and hear the kind of admiring oohs and ahhs I was dishing out for his benefit.
"Wow, you're good!" I gushed, reaching futilely to steal the ball from him. "I better forget about frying out for the team."
He leaped high, swishing the ball through the basket, and this time he wasn't fast enough. When it fell through I was waiting, and I got that motherfucker, and I bounced it on the floor three or four times, watching him like a snake and mentally weighing my chances of sinking one.
Rocky paced around me as I turned this way and that, seeking a free spot to shoot, and he said, "Get you on a holding foul."
"Sure," I laughed back, jumping high into the air and aiming that ball at the hoop with all my might. Rocky jumped with me, hoping to block the shot, but he was a fraction of a second too late and instead of retrieving the ball, his hands landed on me.
It was only an accident that he grabbed me by the tits. His hands should have lit on my shoulders, but I moved back just as he touched me, and his fingers slid downward, until my boobs proved that nothing is unstoppable. My eyes met his as he clung with sudden interest to my titties, and I saw clearly that he enjoyed feeling me. The ball swished through the hoop and bounced onto the floor behind him, but he didn't move to catch it and carry on with the game. Instead, the two of us stood there, staring at one another, both of us kinda rocking on our soles, and he rubbed his palms across the swells of my tits. He had to know they weren't basketballs, especially when my nipples sprang up hard and hot to punch through the fabric of my T-shirt and tickle his hands.
"Get you with a holding foul," I said, trying to sound chirpy and flirty, but my throat was suddenly very dry and my boobs felt very hard, like heavy weights on my chest. My heart was pumping faster and faster, and I know how red my face must have been. "Mmm," I said, leaning toward him, pressing so that my tits thrust insistently at his caressing hands, "if you re gonna feel me up, you might as well kiss me, too."
When our lips met I ground my loins against him. His crotch touched me just above my own, and the more I rubbed myself on Rocky, the better
I felt about the way today was turning out. Life flowed into his cock in discernible spurts and shudders, and I clung to him as I felt that life become a raging hard-on. Well, I thought, Jill wasn't the only girl around who had her shit together. I seemed capable of doing it, too.
"Gee, Rocky," I said finally, "you don't know how long I've wanted to do that."
"Yeah, Didi," he sighed, his lips still wet from the hungry caress of mine, "and, uh, say-are you dating anybody now?"
I wrapped my arms around his waist and hugged his chest. "No," I puffed, "not really." I looked up, starry-eyed. "Is that an invitation, maybe?"
Chapter Four
"What a swell day it's been, what a swell mood I'm in," I sang as I fluttered around the bedroom getting ready. I'd showered, and I'd re-shaved my legs and under arms just in case, and I'd sprinkled talcum powder at the juncture of my thighs to keep me from sweating too much. At the moment all I had on were my panties, the lime green ones, with white lace trimming. They're not cute, as cute goes-not like the white ones with the big cherry on the crotch or the yellow pair adorned with Smile faces-but I thought they would be more suitable for this evening. And what an evening it was going to be! Maybe Rocky Graham wasn't the guy I'd hate chosen to bust me, if I'd had a full field to pick from, but he was handy when I made the decision to be busted and I knew he was gonna work out just fine for me. I could still feel the hot throbbing life force shooting through his cock as we hugged and rubbed bellies on the basketball court, and I knew that tonight would bring me a lot more than hugging and belly rubbing.
"Didi," Mom called from outside my room, "Rocky's here.
"Okay," I said. "Tell him I'll be down in just a minute." It was time to get dressed. But which outfit should I don for this night of all nights? A pantsuit seemed a little too cumbersome. An ankle-length granny might discourage him from trying anything. It should be the mini, definitely.
Minis are out now, or so all the faggot designers tell us. Thank God Albany is a smallish town! Nobody worries much about styles and trends here, so you can wear what you want. Besides, I have pretty good legs, and they look nice in a miniskirt. If I was short and dumpy, I'd probably hate them like all short, dumpy women. So I picked up the mini and went to my mirror.
Oh, you look great, Didi! I told myself, blowing a kiss at the girl I reflected. Like I said, I'm not a raving beauty. Photographers aren't breaking down my door, you know, but I'm not tad. Tall, like I said, with very long legs that curve in all the right places and look sexy even without stockings. Or so Jill says. My face is a little chubby, mostly in the cheeks, so I keep my hair cut in a shag which frames me like a raven-dark helmet. My eyes are large and my mouth is wide. Someday I'll probably have a double chin, and maybe sooner than I want it.
But my neck is longish, and that helps.
I did a couple of turns before I dressed, eyeing myself from front, side and rear. Oh, the tits were fine. Rocky hadn't had any complaints when he was holding them this afternoon. They seemed to fit his hands perfectly. My bra size is 34-B, which isn't really big in view of my height, and I hope the nipples always tilt up at the same perky angle. I rubbed the nips then, using a thumb and finger to squeeze and fondle each of them so that they'd be up good and hard the first time Rocky pulled me against him for a hot, soul-exploring kiss. MMM! Just right! My nips are a pastel shade which fluctuates between pinkish and very light lavender depending on how excitement-flushed my titties are, and right now they were about as lavender as they ever get. A very good sign.
I rubbed my tummy, too, proud of how flat it was, and I let my hand slide down across the crotch of my lime panties. Definitely a quiver of response from inside. Yep, my pussy had punched in. I stroked the cheeks of my ass through the nylon panties, too, and I did a special profile shot so I could appreciate and get confidence from the delicious way my butt slicks out. Just like a tautly-drawn bow, I thought, but it should be so much more rewarding. Rocky wouldn't have any reason to kick himself in the ass for dating me, I told myself, and neither should I. This was gonna be a night to remember.
"I wonder how it was for Jill," I said half-aloud as I got into the mini. Well, I should know by tomorrow or the next day, if I could just wait that long for the mail to get here. And would I have a story to send her!
With the mini I wore a loose silk shirt decorated with the faces of old time movie stars. No bra, of course. I like my boobs to hang as loose as a goose. It took a fight with Mom and Daddy to establish my constitutional right to do just that, but I had to make some compromises for family peace and quiet. Like, nothing sheer and nothing which clung tightly enough to display the points of my nipples.
Well, it was a small price to pay for freedom. I left the shirt half-unbuttoned. From his high posture Rocky couldn't help but look down into my cleavage every time he looked down.
When I went into the living room Daddy was talking sports with Rocky. Both of them were agreed that Albany High should have a great basketball season this fall, especially with Rocky on the team. Daddy seemed to like him, and he barely looked at the way I was dressed. Usually he'd have been throwing a shit fit because the tail of the mini doesn't quite cover the crotchstrip of whatever panties I wear under it, but I guess he figured it wouldn't matter if I was with a sports star and all-American boy. "If you're ready," I said to my date, smiling and beaming and aglow with excitement. He was ready, but he couldn't have H been as ready as I was. Not by half. Despite the talcum powder I'd used, my crotch was damp with longing, and the swish of my legs as I walked was about to drive me batty. I felt like throwing him down on the hallway floor and doing the deed without leaving the house.
It was just starting to get dark outside which means that it must have been about 8:30. "What would you like to do?" Rocky asked as we walked down the street holding hands.
"What did you have in mind?" I countered.
"Well, I thought maybe you'd like to stop by the Burger Castle and get something to eat, then maybe drop down to the movies? Have you seen All the President's Men yet?"
"Mmm," I purred, fully aware that Rocky was following my plan to the letter. His voice spoke to me, but his eyes were talking to my unbuttoned shirt and the creamy round inner breast curves exposed at the top. "Well, gee," I went on, "I don't think the movie lets out till 11:45, does it? And I have to be home by midnight, so if you were planning on trying anything, it wouldn't leave you very much time, would it?"
I said it all so matter-of-factly that I don't think he caught the grasp for a minute or two. "Oh," he finally said, his eyes brightening, his lips curling into a big, happy smile.
We went to the Burger Castle, of course, because he was a growing boy and he needed frequent injections of food to keep his motor running. I had a Coke and salad, and I watched him put away six hamburgers and two orders of french fries, plus a super-jumbo milkshake, and when we left he was looking so hungrily at the illustrated menu on the wall that I wondered if he was more interested in food or fucking. But I got him out the door, and we started for the obvious place, Albany's own lover's lane.
Actually, it's the cemetery behind the old Presbyterian Church. And it felt funny as hell to be invading the place with the purpose I had in mind, but I reasoned that the people buried there weren't in any condition to raise a ruckus about our activities. It's secluded, with hundreds of trees surrounding the graveyard on three sides, and no one can see it from the road or from the rather few houses in that part of the town, and it's kinda traditional for make out artists to head up to the cemetery to do their numbers. It was the only place we had, besides, and it would just have to do. And, best of all, let Jill try to top this one! She was gonna-damn it, she probably had already-gotten laid on the beach, but what was the beach compared to an honest-to-God cemetery with tombstones and everything?
It was romantic because the night was so warm and moonlit. I suppose that if it had been raining and thundering, with flashes of lightning jagged across the sky and a lone dog howling somewhere in the background, I'd have been scared shitless, just like at a Frankenstein movie. But the moonbeams spread a blanket of soft light over the grass between a pair of old, established graves, and the ground was slightly kissed by evening dew when Rocky laid me out, himself beside me, and we started to roll and kiss and feel everything there was to feel.
"Hmmmmmm was all I could manage to say as
I sucked on his tongue. He had my partially unbuttoned shirt fully undone by then, and his fingers were pinching the hell out of my eager nipples. I hummed and purred around his tongue and cuddled just a little closer. Close enough to feel the thick stabbing length of the hard-on in his pants. He was up good and big and savage, and I put my hand on his crotch to verify it once again. Oh, yeah! I thought. Jill couldn't have gotten anything better than I was on the verge of getting. When she came home from her vacation, let's just see who had the best stones to tell!
"Oooh, don't stop now," I gasped as Rocky undid the whole front of my shirt and spread it wide to bare my breasts. The moon went behind a cloud just as he undressed me, and I doubt if he really got a chance to see how attractive my nipples are. But that didn't stop him from getting a warm, loving mouthful of each. His teeth gnawed at my soft young titties, and his tongue rolled in frantic circles around the nips, and I twisted myself this way and that, thrusting each boob into his mouth in turn.
He was quite obviously experienced in the ways to light a girl's fires. Of course, high school and junior high school jocks tend to get more than their fair share of pussy in the first place. What girl can resist a trim, well-made body and a sexy letter jacket? I hadn't been able to, apparently. And I didn't seem to mind as he showed my tits what suckling was all about.
"Yeah, right there-lick my nipple again, please! Ooh, right on!" Me talking, of course. I was lying there in my teen-aged glory, getting the hell sucked out of my tits, running my fingers through and through my shag-clipped hair so that even my scalp tingled in time with the rest of my body as his tit nursing really got to me where I lived.
Something excruciatingly warm and rigid brushed insistently on the flesh of my stockingless thigh, and I went "MM?" in curiosity. With one hand I reached down to touch it, to identify it. Somehow Rocky had managed to unzip his pants and get his cock out while he was taking care of my breasts, and my fingers locked around the superb pole of his young manhood. Locked and squeezed in delighted, improvised response. If the groping of my hand was any sure sign, it wasn't exactly as big as the one belonging to Jill's new found friend, Kerry, but it certainly felt big enough and hard enough for me, my first time out.
"Ooohh, you feel so good," I gushed. "Isn't this better than All the President's Men?" Treasonous words indeed, the way I felt about Robert Redford, not to mention Dustin Hoffman, but neither of those particular dudes was stretched out with me on the dewy grass in the old Presbyterian Cemetery that particular evening, so as far as I was concerned it was a hell of a lot better way to kill time.
"Sure is," Rocky groaned, unclamping his mouth from my tit. "Now it's your turn." And with that he pulled himself up, even as he pulled my head downward, toward that big lance jutting out of his undone fly.
His cock bumped me on the forehead, in the eye, and on the mouth before I steadied it with my hand. "Go ahead and suck it," he invited, and he kept shoving it at my face. Well, I thought, Jill had done it, and she'd done it perfectly her first time at bat. I could do no worse than try.
"Let me have it," I teased him, and while my lips were still parted, he let me have it all right, shoving that dick into my mouth so deeply I thought I'd gag and barf all over him. The tab of his fly scratched my chin when he made his thing twist and lurch in me, and I had to swallow hard, afraid I'd really overstepped myself.
For one thing, I was salivating too much, and I kept choking on the surplus of spit. And for another Thing, he kept ramming it in and out, even before I had a chance to use my lips on him the way Jill had described in her letter. I went "Nnnnnnhhhhh", which translated roughly, "Slow down and give me a chance to find out what the fuck I'm doing!" But Rocky wasn't listening.
I was up on one elbow, bent into his crotch, and he had me by the head, guiding me as he used my mouth. That's all he was doing, too. I suppose I couldn't have been anything more than a wet fist, as far as his cock and libido were concerned. Oh, fuck! I thought. Get with it, Didi Sayers! So I got with it as best I could, sealing the looseness of my lips and setting my tongue into play soda like the way he'd used his on my nips. But it was hard to do much tonguing, because his dick kept pulling out and shoving back in again, hard and fast, and I had all I could handle just sucking while he fucked me in the mouth.
All of a sudden he said "NNNFFF!" just like that, loud and grunty, and his dick swelled up and throbbed against my tongue, and before I knew what was happening, my mouth was full of this warm, mushy, sticky stuff that seemed to roll around like mercury. Yuck! I thought. It tastes like snot! I knew I oughta swallow it, like a good girl, but the taste and the sensation were so new and disconcerting that I just couldn't. My lips weakened their hold on Rocky's peter, and his sperm oozed from my mouth, dribbling down across my chin. I felt warm drops of something tap me on the breasts, and I knew where his cum was dribbling to.
He went soft while he was still leaking, and his dick fell out of my mouth. The cum-sticky tip dragged across my chin, making my flesh sticky, and I felt more droplets of his goo falling onto my titties. Rocky let go of my head and he sat up on his haunches, hand shucking his cock with a desperate intensity. "Just a minute," he kept telling me. "I'll get hard again in just a minute."
Well! I was busy wiping his cum from my mouth and wishing that it had been as exciting and spiritual an experience for me as it had been for Jill. There was a little of his semen still in my mouth, and I swallowed it along with the residue of saliva that had built up, but it didn't taste as good as I'd always thought it would. In books the heroines were always guzzling cream like it was fine wine, and they were complimenting the stud-heroes on how sweet and juicy their sperm tasted, but it reminded me of raw egg, and I had to swallow twice to make sure it went down and stayed down.
"Look at that," said Rocky, taking his hand away and showing me how his peter had regained its stiffness. Golly gee, I thought sarcastically.
But he threw me down onto my back in the dewy grass, and he suckered onto my neck and breasts, chewing and smacking my flesh. Goddamn it, I remember thinking, I hope Mom and Daddy are reconciled to sucker bites, because I was gonna have a body full of hickies tomorrow morning. His hands were busy on my legs, stroking me, petting me, lifting the hem, of my mini skirt and sticking his fingers inside the frilly-laced legbands of my panties.
I wasn't as ready as I could have been. Sucking him off hadn't turned me on the way finger diddling, or even reading Jill's letter, could, and his fingertips brushed pussy lips that were pretty dry. But he was active, and energetic too, and as his fingertips began to make partial entrance to my slice, the little beads of wetness began to form on the petals of my puss. He pushed a little harder, and I got a little damper. It was a nice progression and I was beginning to enjoy it.
Until, all of a sudden, he jerked down my panties and moved his body atop mine. "Mmmfffff!" I grunted, because he was heavy and because he was crushing the breath right out of me. By then my panties were down to my knees and he was wedging his legs between mine, getting me widespread, even though the elastic cut into my thighs and hurt just a little. Panties weren't made to stretch as widely as I was being stretched.
"Mmm, baby, here it comes," he purred to my right titty, and suddenly he wasn't quite so heavy on me. His loins had risen from mine, and he was supporting himself with knees and one hand, and he'd brought the tip of his dick into my playground.
It rubbed my beaver, tickling the lips of my cunt, and I opened my eyes in surprise. I'd never felt a cock's blunt snout nuzzling my bare, moist pussy before, and it felt strange. "Wait a minute," I started to say, intending to tell him that I'd never let anyone fuck me before, that he should be a bit gentle if that was at all possible.
Apparently it wasn't. He shoved his cock at my slit, the same way he'd shoved it at my mouth, and he managed to part the tight lips enough to wedge his tip inside me. "OHHHHHH!" I yelped, for it hurt like all hell. The splaying effect of his preliminary insertion was so painful I wanted to beg him to stop, for I was somewhat past second thoughts, and onto thirds and fourths.
"Jesus, you're tight," he said admiringly. "I think you've got the tightest snatch I've ever fucked." And with that he braced himself and thrust forward, driving his cock into me, all the goddamned fucking way into me.
I screamed like a banshee when he broke my cherry, and for a second I thought I was dying. But only for a second. He moved quickly past the mined signpost of my virginity, into the deeper reaches of my cunt where nothing had preceded him, and each plunging stroke spread me wider and wider for his pleasure.
It wasn't doing a hell of a lot for mine, not at first. I was virginally tight, past the little antechamber where my fingers had been fond of exploring, and Rocky's prick was a thick, hard tool that opened me like a crowbar. I twisted and writhed beneath him, trying to pull myself away from the plunges of his dong, but he had me pinned and all I could do was take it like a good girl.
"Oh, you bastard," I groaned in a tight, hurt voice. "You're killing me."
"That's what they all say," he chuckled, and he bit me on the neck like a goddamned vampire. One more hickey for the cold light of day, I told myself, enduring. Jesus, was it always this uncomfortable? Or was I just lucking out?
But the pain faded as his cock kept on reaming out my tight young twat, and almost before I knew it, the discomfort had changed into something else. His cock was young and strong and athletic as O.J. Simpson. Sometimes he went deep, sometimes not so deep. I don't know if all that was planned, or if he were just fucking as his own passions dictated. But my protesting grunts were changing discernibly into purrs and come-ons of interested excitement.
"Oh, that's better," I said. "A little deeper, please, and more to the right-your right, not my fight-oh, I think-"
And then he jerked his cock out of me and he rose to his knees above my outstretched, still writhing, still twisting body. "Huh?" I asked, not quite understanding what was going on. My cunny had just gotten really adjusted to the feel of his rod inside it, and he was cutting me off?
The moon's shadow of clouds drifted away, and once more the light came down upon us where we lay in our somewhat sacrilegious pleasures. Rocky was above me, shucking furiously at his cock. I called his name, begged him to put it inside me once again so I could get off on the riding thrusts of his erection, but he apparently wasn't listening. He just groaned and grunted, and his head tossed in the moonlight.
Spurts of his ejaculation began to fall upon me. On my belly, on my fingers as I stroked hopelessly at the hungry lips of my pussy. His cum arced in the moonlight, aiming for my body, and it fell upon me in splattering bursts. Oh, shit! I thought, kissing goodbye to my last hopes for a night of unsullied ecstasy.
Something warm and oozy seeped through the silk of my shirt, touching my ribs underneath God, I thought, he's ejaculated all over me! i swayed and moaned on the grass, my ass wet from the dew and from the seeping secretions of my cunt and from the cum he was dribbling onto me. And it could have been good for me, too, I regretted. Really good. I was on the verge of getting into it, but he'd gone too fast and left me way behind.
"Jeeeeeesus!" he yipped, "that was gooooooddddd!" His hand fell away from his cock. In the moon glow I could see that it wasn't fully limp yet. "Wanta do it again?"
"Again?" I said bitterly. "You finished so goddamned fast I wasn't aware we'd started the first round yet. "By now I could feel more of his cum leaking through my shirt. There were sticky gobs on my skirt, too. I had a sinking awareness that these clothes would forever be stained by Rocky's jism, that I'd never be able to Biz the cum tracks away. "If you're done," I told him, "why don't you help me up? I think I'd rather go home."
Chapter Five
Rocky called me the next afternoon, but I told Mom to tell him I'd died. I had no intention of becoming just an orifice a stuck-up jock could masturbate in. Besides, I was busy reading Jill's second letter. It had come in the morning mail. My initiation had been a shitty experience, pure and simple, and it pissed me to read what she had to tell me about her own:
"Dearest Didi, I suppose you're wondering what happened: It was terrible, cutting off the way I did, but I wanted so much to tell you about Kerry arid me, and I just couldn't wait till all the votes had been counted. Soooooooo- We came together in the frothing, splashing high tides of the evening, Didi. His body drifted upon mine as though the sea had brought him to me, and I responded eagerly, intensely, locking him with my arms and legs. He rubbed his crotch upon mine, and I knew that he wanted me as much as I wanted him. Thank God he'd been wise enough to have patience in the afternoon. He hadn't rushed me, he hadn't forced me, and the foretaste of the pleasures Kerry could give had made my whole afternoon a study in patience.
The sea bathed us, and I knew that nature itself was smiling upon our union. The incoming tide swished and played across our bodies as we kissed and petted in the surf, arid sometime during that lovely interaction, my bikini bra was tossed onto the sands, far beyond the tide's reach. In a moment more, my panties had gone to join the bra, and I was naked in the tide. "You're like Venus born of the sea," Kerry whispered between gentle nibbles at my ear, and I thrilled to hear him say it so perfectly.
He cupped my breasts and squeezed them so deliciously I thought my heart would burst for joy. "Oh, Kerry," I sighed, "I know that I'm ready for you, ready, and willing, and oh, so eager--please love me now!" The sea flicked at my pussy with the gentleness of a seasoned lover, and my legs opened again and again to allow the tide that sweet pulsating caress.
Above us the moon was round and full, a yellow face glowing in the heavens. A face, indeed, that seemed to say, "Go ahead, my children, your pleasure and delight is mine as well." Don't laugh at me, Didi! I could almost hear the moon talking to me then.
"Are you sure you're ready for this, Jill?" Kerry hummed into my ear, his fingers plying my nipples and pussy with alternate strokes that seemed to explode lightning inside my body.
"Oh, God, Kerry," I panted back at him, "if I'm not ready now, I'll never be! Fuck me, love me, make me scream with my climax!"
He threw his own trunks onto the beach then, too, and I couldn't help noticing that they fell directly between my bra and panties on the sands. It appeared to be a very good, a very promising sign.
His cock was hard and, oh, Didi, it was so big and throbbing that it took my breath away to clasp it in my burning fist. I felt his need, knowing that it matched my own. The waves rushed across our bodies, pulling at us as they retreated, bathing us afresh when they swept in again, and my breasts rose and fell in time with the action of the tide.
"Open your legs for me, Jill," he said, touching my tummy. What else could I do? I spread myself wide, and he moved his body into the gap I had created. As soon as he was firmly entrenched, I closed my thighs around him in a grip that was intended to be permanent. There was no turning back for me then, Didi. I had to go through with it, come hell or high water.
We kissed and fondled for a long, long time. He made my body move in the water, and I had orgasm after orgasm just from the sensation of his body rubbing mine, of his prick caught in the viselike trap of my legs. Yes, I had him against my cunny, the hard barrel of him lying full length upon my slit, and he moved provocatively and sensuously. My pussy lips ached from the rubbing presence of his cock long, long before we were ready to take the ultimate step in sealing our love.
"Jill," he told me, "I can't believe how lucky I was to meet you. Did you know that I'd planned on going home to Boston tomorrow morning? I thought there was no use in staying here any longer. Now-God, how can I leave you behind? If you're going to be here a week, then I'll stay a week. If a month, I'll stay a month. If you've taken up residence, I'll register to vote m the local precinct. Whatever it takes, I'm going to stay here, to be close to you, to hold you in my arms like this, to feel your burning nipples in the hair of my chest. Kiss me again, darling!" And what else could I do but kiss him again? His mouth fastened onto mine, and we twisted and rolled in the night tide oblivious to all that surrounded us.
Later-God, how much later I don't know, for time had no meaning in his arms-I heard Kerry say, "Jill, may I please fuck you now? Are you ready for me?"
"Yes, Kerry," I replied, my heart pounding like a steam drill in my breast. I clutched him tighter, my hands reaching low to capture the cheeks of his ass and pull his hard manhood against my feminine gash. "Yes, Kerry, I want you, I need you. Please fuck me now. Stuff your delicious cock up my pussy and fuck me fill I scream for mercy!"
The sea raced in upon us while we reveled in our Love, and the tide's insistent ripple massaged my cuntal parts like the caress of a million tiny, ticklish fingers: That, coupled with the unmistakable pressure of Kerry's cock against my femininity, caused excitement to swell massively in my breasts. I gasped and moaned and called his name into the night air, though it was hard to hear anything above the regularity of the tidal inflow. But he could see my lips moving, and he kissed the words from them with bewitching sensuality, and I felt his heart beating against my chest as we embraced and rolled with the rippling waves.
"Now," I told him, my voice breaking with passion, "now, now, now, now!" And I reached between us, grasping his penis and drawing its tip to the hungry mouth of my cunt. Kerry jerked and bucked in the water as I manipulated him, but he gave me the reins. It was as if he could read my mind, could decipher the frantic need I felt for him, and he let me express that need in the best way I could express it.
I led him to my pussy, and I spread my legs so widely I thought I was about to split. But the incoming sea caressed me and kept me dripping wet for him, and when he touched me with the fat, strong point of his cock, I knew that waiting had been worth it. How glad I was that I hadn't thrown myself away on some cheap high school boy back home-some child who would know nothing better than to crawl on me and shove his cock inside. Kerry was special-our meeting had been so beautifully unplanned, so obviously destined, and it seemed now that it was also destined for us to be here in the tide, ready to make glorious, wild love!!
I rubbed my silt with the tip of his rod, and fires kindled inside me. I was wet, from the sea and from my own arousal, and he was hard and ready against me. Didi, the sensations of it-the fantastic, incredible sensations!!!!
"Now?" Kerry asked, breathing the words into my ear so I couldn't miss them. "Do you want me to fuck you now, Jill?"
"God, yes!" I screamed. "Fuck me now, and don't stop fucking me! Ever!"
My hand fell away from his dick and he took control of the instrument that would soon make me completely a woman. He stroked me with it a few more times, finishing the job I'd begun. My lips itched for him to stab his way between them, and my womb called out for his presence and his seed. I twitched and writhed and rolled in the water as he slid his dick over and over my puffy, bulging cunt, and then he placed the point squarely against my slice and gave a tentative prod of entry.
"Ohhhhh," I called in sudden panic, for he seemed so big, so unexpectedly big, flirting with the petals of my pussy. They yearned to take him home, all the way home, but they were nervous and tight despite my unprecedented degree of arousal.
"Please, be gentle," I said. "Remember that this is my first time ever."
"I won't forget," he whispered, the moonglow turning his handsome face into a tender, loving work of art. He kissed me on the lips and on the nose, smacking the salty drops of sea water that were upon me, and at almost the same moment he did a twist of the hips that pushed his cock further into my snatch.
Snatch? Oh, Didi, snatch is really the word for that marvelous organ you and I have between our legs!! Mine caught hold of his cock and began to suck it in, in, further up me. I wasn't doing it consciously. It was just as if my cunny were a living, breathing organism with a mind and will of its own. It pulled on his penis, pulled with jerky, milking strokes, and I heard him laugh aloud in delighted surprise. I laughed, too, for it didn't hurt at all. There was a fond, ticklish feeling to the way his penis wiggled and squiggled inside the mouth of my twat.
Our bodies were slippery and hot, despite the chill of the sea, and we clutched and clung as our sex organs brought themselves to union. I could feel my tightness yielding as he pushed a bit deeper, and I sighed, for I wasn't at all displeased. The painfulness of it is really overrated, as I hope you're lucky enough to find out someday, dearest Didi.
He moved deeper still, and now he'd come to grips with my hymen itself. I bit my lips to restrain the cry of alarm which blossomed in my lungs, and my head went back automatically as his penis knocked for admission to my virgin chamber. "Yes," I gasped then, "do it! Break my cherry, darling!"
"Brace yourself, Jill, because it may hurt."
"Nothing you do could ever hurt me. Fuck me, please!"
And he did! He fucked me all the way, Didi! His cock rammed at my maidenhead and I couldn't repress the scream of culmination then. Not because it hurt-I didn't feel anything-but because I was making my grand entrance upon the stage of adulthood! Oh, to know that, to feel it in every pore of your being-Didi, there is nothing which can remotely match that experience! How much I miss you, how much I regret that you can't be here with me, perhaps finding your own fulfillment as I am finding mine. I only hope that you're not too bored back in Albany.
But I'm being cruel. I know you're very happy for me, and I know that you're anxious to hear what happened next, so I won't keep you in suspense any longer, dear.
His cock slithered up my hot, hungry channel, and before I could close my lips from that cry of cherry-popped joy, he was in me to the fullest and our bellies were grinding together in the most primeval of rhythms. I closed my eyes as flames of orgasm burst inside my head, and I rocked and rolled where we lay, my cunt a shuddering glove of liquid fire around his inserted prick. He could feel my contractions upon his organ, and he remained pressed to me for a long, long moment, allowing me to pump in delight and ecstasy.
And then he began to fuck me, the way I'd always known a man would someday fuck me. My cunt was raw and vibrant inside, and the fast in-out tempo of his balling made sure that I didn't have time to lose any of my responsiveness. He drove into me so forcefully that his strokes actually bounced me in the water, almost as if I were swimming in on the tide. My body seemed weightless except for the hard, heavy male presence of him in my cunt, and I could almost imagine that we were screwing on a magic carpet high above the clouds. I never wanted it to end, but of course it had to. Kerry pulled me tightly to his chest, and he shook his cock inside me, and I could feel it unloading its cargo of semen. Oh, Didi, each pulsating thrust of his ejaculation was a lesson in body awareness for me, and if I'd climaxed at the start, now I was coming like a geyser. His pricktip moved around thrillingly inside my tight glove of a cunt, and each place it touched me burst spontaneously into an orgasmic explosion of its very own. I had my legs around his body and I locked myself to him, wishing never to part from this boy who had taught me to be a woman.
Later we dragged our sex-weary bodies from the surf, and we collapsed onto a blanket strategically placed on the sands. Kerry built a small fire, we shared some beer and sandwiches and a pipeful of hash, and then we fucked. Again, and again, and again, into the night. The moon smiled its approval upon our writhing, fucking bodies, and my cunt drank again and again of Kerry's nourishing man-juice.
It was nearly dawn when he took me back to the hotel, and I caught bloody hell this morning from
Mom, though she doesn't seem to guess my secret yet. But I think I'll have to be more careful in the future. There will be a lot of future, too. Kerry has postponed indefinitely his plans to go home, and I'm going to fuck myself bowlegged with him. God, I wish you could do it, too, Didi, but who are we to question the workings of fate? Some power neither of us can understand has decreed that you must stay in Albany and vegetate, while I'm sent here to the ocean to find the type of ecstasy every woman dreams of, but so few seem to attain.
I know you're not much of a letter writer, but please drop me a line from time to time if you can. Tell me how things are back home. If Kerry leaves me any free moments, I'll try to send you word about how we're progressing, if, of course, you're interested. Oh, I hope you're happy for me, darling. Love and kisses from your friend Jill.
"There really isn't a God," I said aloud, dropping the last sheet of her letter onto my vanity table. I stared at myself in the minor. Good-looking enough, with a graceful body and more than my fair share of desire. Jill couldn't say a damned thing more about herself. She was no prettier, no better built, no homier. Yet she'd latched onto nirvana and I'd wound up in the sewer. Somehow it didn't seem fair, and I couldn't believe that any divine providence would let things turn out this way.
Me and Rocky, for example.
"What's wrong?" he'd asked, after I expressed my desire to be escorted home immediately.
"Nothing is wrong," I snapped back, "and nothing is very right, either."
"Didn't you come?"
"Didn't I come?" My eyes blazed in the moonlight. "You gave me exactly five strokes, you oversized jock! I barely had time to catch my breath, let alone come!"
"Well, look," he shot back, "I give you seven inches of gristle, and I rammed it all the way up your tight little snatch. All the other girls I've balled have had juicy wet orgasms, and none of them bitched about it afterwards. Are you always this hard to turn on? Jesus, Didi, I thought you were a hot number, the way you were rubbing your pussy all over me in the park. And you were the one who wanted to get right down to fucking. Rubbing my cock under the table all the time I was trying to eat. Licking your lips every time you looked at me. Christ, I'd have had another burger or two if I'd known you were so goddamned frigid!"
"You gave me seven inches of gristle, huh? Well, I gave you my cherry. But I suppose you were in too much of a hurry to notice, weren't you?"
He grinned, then stuck a finger in his cheek and made a popping sound that I, thought was most uncalled for. "You should've told me. I'd have taken more time to break you in. Your cherry, huh? Gee, now that you mention it, though, I don't remember ever hearing anybody talk about fucking you."
"You can do plenty of that now," I pointed out.
"So let's get going. Okay? Or do I have to walk home by myself?"
"You sure you don't want to try it again? All this talk about your pussy is giving me another hard-on."
"Maybe you can stretch far enough to stick it up your ass," I suggested.
And as soon as I got home, in the privacy of my room, I could see that my skirt and shirt were both stained pale brown with dried cum. Somehow I knew that those stains would never come out, no matter how hard I scrubbed them. Scratch up for the evening's total cost-one broken cherry, one ruined blouse, ditto one skirt-and a set of illusions shattered beyond repair.
Jill's letter didn't do a thing to help the state of my psyche. Her defloration had of course already been accomplished by the time mine occurred. She'd had a marvelous time, finding paradise in the arms of her Kerry. All I'd gotten from Rocky was a sore pussy. Why did life have to be so unfair? Why should Jill get the fun while I had to take the shit? Even those little kids I'd spied on at the park had a better time fucking than I'd experienced. What rankled most of all, I think, was the notion that here I'd gone and thrown away my cherry all for nothing. I should have let Freddie Miller screw me, like he was always panting to do. He was a wimp, sure, but Rocky had turned out to be just as wimpy.
On the other hand, I was semi-experienced now. At least my pussy was opened up, irrevocably. I could fuck anyone I wanted and it wouldn't make much difference. But who would I fuck, for Christ's sake? Rocky had probably told everybody in town about busting me, so all the guys would figure I was definitely on the make. Who among them could I expect to give me any better than Rocky had given, though?
Greg Pettit? Jill's big brother was the least wimpy guy I knew, but when he came home from vacation he'd certainly hear about me on the grapevine. And he'd probably figure I was just your typical teen-age hot pants. Wow! What a transition! In his eyes I'd move directly from kid sister's little friend to town slut, with no intervening period for him to take note of me as a flowered woman, desperate for love. Well, anyway, daydreaming about Greg was nothing but a waste of time. It would be terrible if he heard about me and felt contempt-but what if it didn't even matter to him, one way or the other? If he just said, "So what? Who cares about her little cunt?" I didn't see a woman in my minor-all I saw was a loser.
Oh, hell, Didi, I reasoned with myself. You're over dramatizing. Does anyone really care, besides yourself, that Rocky Graham took the first score on you? He probably got so much pussy that he'd already forgotten about mine. As for Greg, he'd never be interested in the first place, no matter how much I wished and fantasized. There are people born to luck out in the game of life and there are people born to score a big fat zip. My friend Jill, it appeared, was among the former. She'd found love on the beach and she'd entered her maturity with beauty and excitement. Guess where that left me?
I could have gotten dressed and gone to the park or to the Burger Castle, just to see if they were talking about me, or to try my luck at getting mated again, but it didn't seem worth the effort. Jill had lent me her paperback of Helter-Skelter, and I might as well pass the time till her return by reading it. The way I felt right then, I needed a cheery subject like the Manson murder cult to brighten me up.
Chapter Six
At first I didn't care if I never heard from Jill again. She kept asking me not to be jealous or hurt-mustn't she have known just how much I would be? And, of course, I was. So, for a while, I didn't leave the house except when it was absolutely necessary. I worked on my tan in the back yard, and I read Helter-Skelter, and I drank a lot of Tab, but that was it. It seemed an ideal, if vegetable existence, and for a couple of days I didn't even look at the day's mail to see if it contained a letter from Jill.
But when four days had gone by without even a postcard, I became unfit to live with. I quarreled with Mom and Daddy, especially when Daddy asked if I wasn't still dating that Graham boy. "He's one hell of a basketball player, and I wouldn't mind seeing him around the house, if I had to see any boy friends."
I'd lay awake at night wondering what was happening down at the seaside. Why wasn't she writing? Could she be that busy fucking? God, she seemed so anxious to gloat about it all at first, the rotten bitch. Why was she keeping me up in the air now? Oh, I could imagine what she must be up to. Nightlong orgies in surf and sand, fucking till her pussy ached with gluttonous joy, sucking gushers of cum from his cock and smearing her face and brown-teated breasts with the sticky cream of life. Oh, Jesus, what if she got knocked up? She wasn't on the pill or anything, and she hadn't mentioned him using rubbers or withdrawal on her. Wouldn't it be delicious if she got herself a belly full of cum and presented the world with an illegitimate blessed event early next spring? Wouldn't it, though! One night I diddled myself to sleep just thinking about how Jill would look as her belly swelled in pregnancy, how she'd waddle around Albany while everyone snickered behind her back. It was nasty and vicious. She was my friend, and she just happened to be lucky. I couldn't compete with her, as events had proven all too clearly. Why should I hold grudges and wish evil upon her? Because it made me feel better, goddamn it! That's why!
I read her two letters over and over, and sometimes I'd finger myself while reading them, pretending that if was me instead of Jill that all the good things were happening to. Once I even bucked half out of the bed, two fingers jammed up my tight snatch and worked like a cock in me, and I panted and sighed Kerry's name into the darkness of my room. It felt so good I did it all over again, as soon as my first orgasm's tremors subsided. Thank God my parents are very sound sleepers. That would have been a difficult position to lie my way out of if Mom had happened to come investigating.
By the fifth day I was waiting outside for the postman, heart thumping like a drum as I anticipated a letter from Jill. It didn't come that day, nor the next, and Sunday was a torture beyond belief. I was really bitchy at dinner, and Mom told me that if I didn't start behaving, she'd send me off to bed right then and there. "You're not too old for a bit of discipline, young lady!" she snapped at me, as if I were a little kid. I wanted to tell her differently, to tell her that I was a big girl, too, thanks to that nice basketball player Daddy kept asking about and thanks to my jealous desire to keep up with Jill. But discretion was the better part of valor, so I kept my mouth shut and jabbed the mashed potatoes with my fork, fuming internally and trying to smile on the outside.
Next morning the mailman handed me our consignment and I flipped through the envelopes, not daring to believe what I saw. Jill's hand, sure and plain, and it was certainly time! Smiling for real now, I tossed the other mail into Mom's lap and rushed up to my room to see what news Jill had sent me. My hand shook so terribly I ripped hell out of the envelope and tore a gash in the folded letter itself:
"Didi- What's wrong? Why haven't you written? I think you're terrible! Are you having so much fun that you can't spare a minute to tell me that you're still alive? Is this all our friendship means?
I'm Sony I started off so bitchy, dear. But things haven't been going too well for me the last few days. Kerry and I-well, he's gone home. Do I really have to say any more than that? I don't know if you can appreciate the way I feel right now, Didi. There's an empty place in my heart that may never be filled.
It wasn't my fault, and I suppose it wasn't his either. Perhaps we were meant only to share a few days of passionate love, then doomed to part forever. I know I'll never see him again, and when we said goodbye, it was with bitterness that gnaws like a worm at my heartstrings, now when I remember it. Dear God, how can a relationship be so perfect and yet collapse so completely?
You're the only one who knows, Didi, the only one I'll ever tell. Mother and Daddy sense that something is wrong with me, but they can't begin to guess the real reason for my malaise. Greg hasn't spoken more than a hundred words to me since our arrival here-he spends all his time with some dynamically handsome young beach studs, and I imagine they're screwing their way through the plethora of talent on hand. Only this morning I had to go to his room to borrow some tanning oil, and he came out of the bathroom wearing only his shorts. You'd have been delighted to be there, Didi, as thrilled as I was embarrassed. His prick was very noticeable, semi-erect in his underwear, and he flushed when he saw me. I did too, but it wasn't entirely an innocent blush on my part. Greg is a very handsome young man, and he really is well-endowed. I don't doubt that he's bigger cocked than Kerry was, and that's saying something. At any rate, I heard a noise in the bathroom, and even before I could ask him for the tanning lotion, the door opened again, and who should come strolling out but the floor maid!!! She's a prime young piece, about nineteen I suppose, with vivid red hair and a million freckles and limpid green eyes. And she was buttoning her dress!! When she saw me she said "Awwpp!" and turned on her heel, disappearing into the bathroom again. Greg just cocked his head to one side and smiled roguishly, and I smiled back. He seems to sense that I'm not the same little girl who came to the beach a couple of weeks ago, though he's never said anything to me about it. Well, I grabbed the lotion and left them to their games, but I wish to God I had someone to gamble with! The worst thing about being laid, Didi, is that it becomes so essential a part of everyday life. I thought I'd never have to masturbate again, but now I'm doing it six and seven times a day, whenever I can get a moment by myself And it doesn't satisfy the needs that Kerry helped to instill.
Right now I'm at the pool. Yes, the hotel has a pool as well as a beach. I suppose there are those who'd rather swim in fresh than in salt water. Greg is gone, as usual, and Mom and Daddy took off yesterday. Mom wanted to do sonic shopping in Charleston, and Daddy has an old army buddy from Germany that he wanted to look up. So I'm at loose ends at the moment. They won't be back till day after tomorrow, and I don't know what to do. I suppose I could stroll down the beach and look for a guy, but I'm too afraid of being hurt again. The waiter just brought me another Manhattan. Maybe you can tell that I'm just a little tight right now-well, not as tight as I was before Kerry took me in hand and started reaming me out-that started to be a joke, but it doesn't sound as funny as it did before Kerry sneaked into it.
I have to do something, Didi. I can't keep masturbating this way, because I'm getting calluses on my fingers. Oh, there's an itching between my legs right now. Maybe I'll cross them and saw on my pussy like-this-mmm, see how relaxed my handwriting has become-it's working, sort of- I need a man. You can't know the feeling, can you, Didi? I only wish I could communicate the desire to you in all its terrible, beautiful intensity. My pussy screams to be filled by throbbing muscle, to have its fires drowned by floods of male peckermilk.
Oh-I just saw him! A man. He's only just come onto the pool area, and something about him draws me like a magnet. Didi, he's not a boy. He must be-oh, God, forty, at least. His hair is graying at the temples, and his face is weather kissed, as if he's spent a lot of time in the sun. Perhaps on the steering deck of his sloop? He looks the sailor type. A trim, elegant body, long and lean and oozing with proud, confident masculinity. Try to imagine Cary Grant, only more outdoorsy. That's him exactly, Didi. Mature, seasoned, desirable.--Didi, it's driving me crazy to sit here and just watch him. Oh, he's coming in this direction! I know he doesn't even see me, but-he's coming closer-he's stopping to talk to someone, a really classy brunette in a beach jacket draped open to show off her slim body and outrageous bikini-Didi, you should see the way his head moves when he laughs!--oh, I'm going to top writing now, Didi, forgive me for deserting you, but I have to have him. I don't know how I'm going to manage it, but I know that I'm gonna make him notice me, make him want me-make him-goodbye for now!
That was the end of a page. Her handwriting just drifted away, as if she'd dragged the pen across the sheet, and I sat on the edge of my bed sweating cold and damp, afraid to turn and see what she'd tell me next. If I closed my eyes I could see the whole thing so clearly-the crowded patio-bar area at the exclusive resort hotel, the beautiful people fluttering around, Jill in the midst of those beautiful people, watching everything, telling me all about it-but stopping when sudden temptation arose and she found herself compelled to answer its call.
At, Jesus, the emotions that were rolling in me then! I hated Jill for the bitchiness with which she'd passed along that dirty bit of gossip about Greg and the hotel maid, for one thing. Didn't she know how much it would hurt me to hear a story like that? Or did she think that I was only a little girl with a puppy crush on her brother? But I couldn't hate her very long, even so, because I knew how ridiculous it was for me to nurse a Greg passion, innocent or not. And I shared her heartbreak over the loss of Kerry, even though I'd never met him, even though I despised him on general principles for getting to her and making her someone I didn't really know any more. Maybe her pain at losing him was something like the pain I felt at knowing she'd grown up faster than I could hope to.
And now, for God's sake! I could envision her on the patio around the hotel pool, watching the beautiful people flutter about. She was probably one of them by now, sitting there in her string bikini, certainly drawing stares from the men. And I could easily picture how giddy she must be with a couple of drinks in her. Jill always got giggly on a bottle of beer, let alone a sneaked shot of the hard stuff. The booze must have really gotten to her, if she was seriously contemplating making a pass at an older man for no other reason than that she found him sexy.
My legs were spread wide as I sat in a sort of lotus position on the bed, and I found myself unconsciously rubbing the tight-stretched crotch of my cutoffs. I didn't know I was doing it until a smoldering glow began to fluctuate through my body, and then it was a little too late to stop. I looked down and saw where my hand was, and I blushed. Furiously. Here I'd been, a few days ago, thinking I was a big girl just because Jill had turned out to be, and the fluttery strumming of my fingers on my crotch were so much more satisfying than any heterosexual experience I'd enjoyed yet. Maybe I wasn't mature enough. Maybe Rocky had done it correctly and I was just too much of a little girl still to respond.
Well, no matter of that. I could dig the hell out of doing it to myself, and as I thought about Jill and her sudden mad passion for the middle-aged yachtsman type, I slid my fingers beneath one frayed leg of my cutoffs and beneath the elastic of my panties and I made contact with a puffy young snatch that was already beginning to seep with excited wetness.
Before I knew it, I had my whole hand jammed inside the cutoff denims and under my panties, and I was squeezing the hell out of myself. I hadn't been quite so excited in days, and I congratulated me for that. Jill might be rapidly turning into a mature woman of the world, finding pleasure with male bodies and cocks, but she couldn't feel a goddamned bit better than I felt right now, frigging my immature cunt.
The lips of my pussy swelled and dampened as I kneaded them with my fingertips, and I scratched and tickled the soft tingly labia until my breath grew tight and my nipples erected against my halter top. It was a delicious way to feel, and I used my other hand to squeeze my titties till they ached. If a love of masturbation is a sign of childishness, then I suppose I should've been wearing diapers and playing with rattles, but I loved what I was doing to myself and I wouldn't have exchanged it for a hundred nights like that evening with Rocky in the Presbyterian Church cemetery.
"Oooh, a little deeper, honey," I panted in a low voice. "A little deeper and sexier, if you can swing it." I giggled, finding it funny that I should be speaking to my hand as if it were someone else. But I didn't giggle when my fingers moved in reply to the invitation. They parted the lips of my cunt and moved inside, stroking delicately but assuredly, and the deeper they pressed, the more cunny juice flowed from my depths to meet them, to make further entrance easier and wetter.
But it was getting awkward. My hand was cramped from the access route it had chosen, and my fingers couldn't work with the free expression I needed. I took my hand out, undid and unzipped the cutoffs, and let them fall to the floor. Next went the panties, and I stretched out on the bed, bare from my halter to my toes. Mmm, it felt nice to rub my thighs and ass on the silky bedspread! I rolled and turned, not even touching myself actively, just drinking in that luxurious stimulation. This mightn't be what Jill was finding for herself on her vacation trip, but it would do me till something better came along.
I stretched one leg way out, and then bent the other one at the knee, pulling the heel toward me fill it brushed the fuzzy puff of my cunt. My foot was very soft, but the hard bone at the base of my leg rubbed with a provocative intensity which soon had me purring in approval.
But as the novelty of that type of cunny-rubbing wore off, I discovered that it alone couldn't keep my engine humming at the proper idling speed. So I let my foot fall away, Though I kept my legs widely parted, and I reached down with both hands to grind my starter again.
I pinched my, cunt between index fingers, squeezing till it hurt me with the most enjoyable kind of aching, and I used my thumbs to brush the pooched-up lips. A moisture was already beginning to mat the thicker hairs around my slit, and for a pleasant minute I squashed down upon my dampening cuntal mons with the heel of one hand. It made for a sweet pitching in my tummy and a warm glow that seemed to radiate in the marrow of my bones, and I smiled a very smug smile. Top this, Jill baby, I thought.
The slice of my sex ached with desire before I decided to quench those desires with the leisurely insertion of one finger. I moved it into me only a little way at first, squishing it round till the juice coming from inside had made the tip and nail slippery-slick. My clitoris was up by then and I caressed it impatiently, sighing each time my finger pressed down upon it like a push button. Rocky hadn't bothered about my clit, I remembered.
Didn't he know that the way to a girl's heart was through her joy buzzer?
Maybe he didn't. Funny. I never neglected the little trigger of flesh when I was playing with myself, and I could testify to the effectiveness of that brand of consideration. Like right now. I was hot all over, and tingling all over, and my nipples were stiff as pencils inside my halter. My pussy was awash in sweet, musk-scented juices, and I discovered when I tried that I could suck a linger right up me with no trouble whatsoever. Hell, I felt so venturesome that I added two more fingers to the one already in me, and I made them move in and out like a fast-thrusting cock. The clutch of pussy lips was tight upon them, but it wasn't a strained kind of tightness. My cuntal sheath stretched and yielding precisely as my finger motions demanded, and the sensation was eminently satisfactory. Warm beads of sweat rolled from my hair across my forehead, into my eyes. I blinked at them as if they were tears.
I made it four fingers, then, and when I realized that the digital bulk was not a bit smaller than the barrel of Rocky's dick, I found that real tears were beginning to ooze from my eyes. My breath was coming faster and faster, mounting as the thrust of my stiff, bunched-up fingers mounted, and I knew then that the fault of that disastrous night hadn't been mine. Not all of it. Rocky had been a_ hell of a poor choice to be my seducer, from all indications. I was doing ten times better with my fingers. Did that mean that maybe I had a chance after all? Perhaps I wasn't an immature washout.
When the contractions of my pussy started rippling up and down my thrusting fingers in mad, eager waves, I let myself go. The bed shook under me, and my feet thumped on the headboard as if I were dancing on my back. My head twisted from side to side and my eyes were blurry and dripping tears of pride and joy.
Deeper and deeper sank my fingers as I fucked myself into one hot blinding come after another. My throat ached from the raspiness of my breathing, and my tits were so swollen with arousal that I thought they'd smother my face. Beaver fuzz, the insides of my thighs, my hand almost to the wrists-all were coated with the hot fluids that kept crashing out of my depths like the tides that had bathed Jill's first fuck with Kerry.
"Oh," I said, "oh, ohhhhhh!" and I felt as if passion and pleasure were about to choke me where I lay tossing and writhing in orgasmic explosion. It was a fantastic come, the best I'd ever known, and that, rather than the mechanical cherry-popping I'd gotten from Rocky, was truly my initiation to womanhood. Masturbation seemed too mundane a word for what I'd done to myself. I preferred to think of it as unlocking the door of my sensuality. As the glow of release clung to me, radiated from me, as my weary fingers slid from the gash they had abused so delightfully, I began to think that there was nothing I couldn't do if I put my mind to it. I'd lost my hymen days ago to a boy, but it took me and mine to turn me into a woman.
Later I picked up Jill's letter and started in where I'd left off. But I wasn't jealous now-merely interested. Once I even found myself yawning as I read her fine-lettered hand. That was a very good sign.
She was full of detail-the episode covered six sheets of paper, front and back, and the time span was nearly twenty-four hours. I should have been slavering with envy, but that was the old Didi, not the smug, proud creature who sprawled on her bed, pussy still moist and tender. Jill and I were equals once more, and not what we'd been in my mind the last several days.
She described in vivid detail how she met her quarry. A casual bumping, a drink spilled from her hand onto the patio, his courteous offer to buy her a replacement. Yes, I thought, a relatively good ploy. It suckered him in without advertising the fact. Though if he were as sophisticated as she said, he should have guessed that he was being picked up. Or maybe older men found it so pleasant to be noticed by prime young pieces that he didn't mind a bit of manipulation.
His name was Edmund, though he'd become Ned by the second sentence recounting their poolside chatter, and he was in his middle forties, quite wealthy and a yachtsman of note. Her initial guesses had been pretty accurate, she was delighted to advise, and apparently he found her as attractive as she found him, for by the next page he'd taken her out to his sloop for an afternoon's sailing.
With her newfound savoir-faire Jill managed to slip off her bikini as soon as they were at sea, and Ned was so impressed by the handsome charms she revealed to him that he immediately dropped anchor and fucked her buns off on the deck of his boat. He had a marvelous body, a tool nearly twelve inches long, and tremendous staying power. I read with admiration her paragraphs describing how she'd sucked him to orgasm after orgasm, her mouth dripping with his copious floods of hot cum. But that wasn't all. He'd flipped her onto her belly, wedged her legs open with his knees, and descended from behind to ram his semen-sticky pecker up her twat in one shuddering insertion that seemed dangerously close to ripping her womb asunder. She actually felt the tip of his rod fucking into her uterus. Words alone were inadequate to express her intensity of feeling, and she used nineteen underscores and nearly a hundred exclamation points through the narrative. Except that it was happening to a friend, a very dear, very close friend, it reminded me just a little of the passages of some of the porno novels we used to read aloud to one another.
She came in torrents, moaning and whining and beating her fists on the polished deck of the sloop. I stroked myself as I read, knowing how she felt when the orgasmic explosion rocked her body, for hadn't I just experienced the same thing myself? Well, almost the same thing, and I was sure that it was close enough.
Ned was obviously very impressed by her sexual responses, for that night he took her to dinner, then to his private cabana on the hotel grounds. Jill's parents were still away and she accepted his invitation to stay the night. A night of apparent ecstasy. She described it in bursts of fiery prose, every stream of consciousness, drifting from fuck to suck to-good Lord! She even let him stick it up her ass? I shivered as I read that paragraph over twice, strumming myself furiously even as I doubted my own ability to perform that particular act. My finger slid into the crack of my butt and stroked tentatively at the super-tight back hole. I dug curiously, but I didn't even try to stick myself there, Unh-uh, I thought. Not for me. No matter how much Jill grooved on being buggered.
There was more, but she'd finished the hot parts and I put the letter down. Hmmmm, I pondered. Maybe she had a point. Didn't it stand to reason that a mature male would know a lot more about sex than some boy wet behind the ears? God, Rocky was in my class at school. So it was my fault after all, in a way.
But nothing serious. I wasn't damaged, just deflowered. So what was next? Well, Jill was charting a pretty good course for me. I'd be foolish to ignore it. We'd have some far-out things to talk about in the future, especially once I'd gone out and tried a man on for size just like she'd done. Mmmm-hmmm! And why not tomorrow?
Chapter Seven
I suppose I could have tried it in Albany, but I was afraid that somehow it would all get back to my parents. Albany isn't a very big town and a little gossip goes a long, long way. Besides, by the time school started in September, everybody in junior and senior high would know that Rocky had busted me during the summer. Surely I'd contributed enough to the gossip mills already.
So I bought a bus ticket to Columbus. Round trip is only a couple of dollars, and the trip is just forty-five minutes, thanks to the Interstate. I told Mom I was going shopping, maybe to see a movie, too, and she allowed as how it sounded like a good idea and I should have a nice time. Uh-huh, I thought, a very nice time, if everything worked. The bus left at 10:00 the next morning and I was on it, my little ass itching to get into the game Jill had already tried. It was sorta like going to work, you know? The last bus for home evacuated Columbus at 6:00, so I had eight hours to make a score.
The only big handicap was, I didn't know how or where to begin. I walked along Broad Street, window-shopping for clothes and men alike, and I must have seen dozens of guys I thought were the type I was looking for, but how in the hell did I go about letting them pick me up? Did I just walk up to that gray-templed, super distinguished-looking man with a briefcase and a three-hundred-dollar suit, flash him my pearliest smile and say, "Hi, my name is Didi Sayers and I really think you could do me some good in a motel room. What do you say?"
All the way up on the bus I'd been rehearsing how easy it would be. I'd see him, he'd see me, we'd get together, and fifteen minutes later he'd be showing me the ropes, the way Jill's Ned had done. But there were so many people. I couldn't accost somebody on a street corner while we were waiting for the light to change. I tried, damn it, but the words froze in my throat and the man, who looked rather like a state official of some kind, just walked on while I stood behind blushing for shame.
I even tried my hand at cruising the cocktail lounges and bars which looked ritzy enough to attract the right clientele, but I got thrown out of two before I could even ask for a drink, and in the third the bartender let me order but then he asked me for an I.D., so I just got up and left. How had Jill done it at the poolside bar? She didn't look a bit older than I did. Or maybe at the hotel they just didn't give a damn. Could that be it? All I knew was, I was sure striking out, every inning.
Maybe the OSU campus would be a good bet. I'd read a dirty novel about a couple of freshman girls and their first year at a big university, and in it, all the male professors (not to mention most of the lady profs, too!) were constantly on the make for hot young girl stuff. If real professors were half as horny as the ones in the book, I might be in luck.
Admittedly I was beginning to have second thoughts by the time I'd walked up to OSU. My legs were sore, and my cunt didn't burn with quite the same degree of hunger, and it really looked as if I'd blown the bus fare. Well, I rationalized, anything Jill could do, I could do.
It was interesting to walk around Ohio State, because if I make it through high school I'll probably end up as a student here. My sincerest wish, though, was that I'd know more about picking up men when I was eighteen than I did now. It was summer, and the campus wasn't exactly over-populated, but there were plenty of guys and all of them looked like older men to me. However, each time I thought about making a pass, I just froze in panic. Talk about depressing! I couldn't get experience, not like Jill's, without sampling a lot of action, but I couldn't get the action because I wasn't experienced enough to know how. So I just walked.
There was the stadium. It doesn't have a gold plated statue of Woody Hayes yet, but it will someday. If he ran for President, he'd carry Ohio. I stepped into the street, framing the stadium with my hands so I could describe it in case Daddy asked any questions, and that was when I heard brakes squealing like hungry pups and felt something give a hell of a jerk at my waist.
I thought at first I'd been hit and was being thrown toward the sidewalk, but that was only panic. A university maintenance truck was still braking on the street, and the driver, a rat-faced guy with a beard, was shaking his first at me through the window. I suppose I'd walked right out in front of him.
"Are you okay?" said a voice at my ear, and I turned around to see who had dragged me toward safety.
"Yeah," I told him, because it was a him. Very small-two or three inches shorter than I am-with a face like a leprechaun, he was steadying me with a hand on my waist, and that was I had begun to shake uncontrollably, I realized how close I had come to being smeared by the truck.
I just collapsed against him, holding on for dear life and sobbing rather hysterically. "Oh, thank you!" I told him again and again. "That guy would have killed me!"
"You were asking for it," he said. "Didn't anyone ever tell you to look both ways?"
I just smiled, straightening a little and taking a closer look at him. He wasn't at all the distinguished type I'd planned on meeting today. He had a tobacco and whiskey aroma hovering close to his body, but it wasn't unpleasant, and there was a friendly, lived-in look to his face that rather attracted me. Jill probably wouldn't have given him a second glance, but she seemed to be drawing constantly a higher class of man than I could find. "Wow," I said, "I think I'd like to sit down and get my head together again." In ten minutes his Pinto had shuttled us to his front door, on a quiet side street not far from the campus.
We exchanged names. His was B.E. Courtney. I asked what the initials stood for, and he told me "B.E.", which seemed pretty definitive. His house was small, rented, and sparsely furnished. Like a good host, he allowed me the sofa and took the floor for himself.
The shock of the near-accident was wearing off when I finished my coffee I felt a lot better, so he poured me a jolt of Canadian Club, which really hit the spot. I felt a whole lot better. My shoes clattered to the floor and I stretched on the sofa, wondering if he'd noticed that I had a prime young body. Like I told you, he wasn't outstanding, not like any of Jill's males. His hair was receding and he was short and kinda skinny-looking. I guess he could've been anywhere from thirty to forty years old. But his eyes were nice, and he'd saved my life, and it didn't look as if I were going to turn up anyone else. So I'd make do with B.E. Mightn't be too bad.
"Yes, I think I would like another drink," I told him, "but do you have any soda to mix with it?" When he went into the kitchen to get the soda I hopped off the couch and skinnied out of my blouse and slacks. When I lay back down again, posed like Cleopatra, all I had on were my panties.
I'd never been that naked in front of a man before, and I wondered how it would feel. There was sweat under my arms and on the curves of my tits as I waited for him to come back from the kitchen. "Hi," I said, trying to sound available.
"Hi," he said nonchalantly, handing me the whiskey and soda. I had to sit up to take it, and I thought at first that it spoiled the effect completely, especially since he went back into his lotus on the floor as if he hadn't even noticed how cute and naked I was. Then I saw his eyes.
Even while he took a healthy swig of straight Club, his eyes were on me, sharp as an eagle's. He wasn't missing any of what I had. My nipples hardened under his stare and my knees felt all woozy. If this was how it felt to be almost completely naked in front of a man, I was pretty sure I liked the feeling.
"What happened to your clothes?" he asked.
"I took them off," I replied evenly. With one set of toes I pointed to the shirt and slacks on the floor. He nodded in agreement but didn't say anything. "It occurred to me," I went on, "that maybe you were entitled to something for saving my life. You know what I mean?" He put down his glass and looked at me, a smile just starting to form on his mouth. "Well?" I asked him. "Is there anything wrong with me? Why aren't you speaking?"
He picked himself up and walked toward me, holding out one hand. I rose as he came nearer, and he pulled me against his body. Because he was shorter, I had to kiss down, but he was kissing up and we made a fascinating combination. Especially when he put his hands on the cheeks of my ass and started to knead the firm, but yielding flesh through the nylon of the panties. I started to rock from foot to foot, my hips swiveling up and down, and he kept plying my flesh as if he were holding bread dough. I liked it.
My breasts hardened where they touched his body, and the nipple ends seemed to be afire with passion. Now I knew what Jill had meant in that first letter. Half an hour ago I hadn't known B.E. was alive, and here I was, rubbing my naked body against his so ferociously that my thighs ached, and kissing him so hard that my lips were growing numb.
He seemed so casual about it-in the beginning, at least. But the more strenuously we kissed, the more passionately I slid myself up and down his front, the more involved his hands became with the curves of my ass, the more noticeable, too, his dick was becoming. I could feel it inside his pants where we touched, and it was filling up faster and each passing second of body contact. So! It looked as if little Didi could arouse a man with her body just as easily as Jill could. I didn't have to take a backseat to her on this count.
He put his hands into my panties and one finger moved up and down the crack of my ass. I started twisting and wiggling with a slightly different rhythm, and the action of his finger in my anal crack was so deliciously like the kind of masturbation I enjoy doing to my pussy that I opened my mouth wider, intending to swallow his whole face.
His breath tasted of whiskey, but mine must, too, and the first drink I'd taken was already in control of my head. Being a little sloshed-that was a good excuse, if I needed one, but I didn't. Seducing a stranger to prove I could do it-that was its own excuse, and a delicious one, too!
I pulled my lips from his and let my tongue trace circles around his mouth. "There's more," I hinted breathily, "if you think you can handle it." Jill had told her older man the same thing and, I hoped, in the same inviting vocal tone.
"How old are you?" he asked, breaking the spell.
I stepped back, taking a deep breath so my tits would jiggle for him. With any luck, the effect would hypnotize him. I couldn't see why not; the nipples were very hard, tilted up saucily, and their color was that shade of purplish pink they get when I'm really hot. "Eighteen," I said lightly.
"Christ," he said, smiling sardonically. "Where was the goddamned sexual revolution when I was in high school and really needed it?" B.E. shook his head. My face fell, because I was certain that he was about to order me out of his house. Why did I have to be so truthful? Why did he have to be so accurate in his guesses?
But instead of the expected reaction, B.E. reached out and took one of my breasts in each hand. He stared at my face as he squeezed the firm young mounds, and I licked my lips to show him that I dug it. Between his fingers, my nipples sprouted, even harder, even longer. He bent in closer and let his tongue slide across my stiff teats before he caught each in turn between his tight lips for some pulling and suckling. I sighed in relief.
He laughed. "And I had to wait twenty years to get one. Well, if you're in the mood for education, so am I. Come along. He led me across the room, my hand in his, and both of us were laughing because I knew it would all be right and good for me now.
Two doors faced us, and he guided me through the one on the right-hand side. His bedroom was sparsely furnished, too, with just a bed, a chair, and a small chest of drawers. This must be the ascetic life that everyone says is far superior to materialism, but I wondered where I'd put all my clothes in a room like this one. B.E. did a courtly bow and indicated the bed, which was rumpled and umnade, though the sheets were pretty clean.
"Don't you want to know why I'm doing this?" I asked, taking off my panties and hauling my wiggly ass onto the mattress.
"Later," he said, undressing. His clothes were plain and utilitarian-just a shirt, sleeves rolled up and sweat stains at the armpits, and a pair of faded denims. Underneath, nothing except his erection, which lurched into the open and pointed in my direction. "Well, my compass is still working," he observed drily, and then he was on the bed with me, making it shake as he did a four-point landing at my side.
I rolled onto my back, legs open, knees up, and I reached down to spread the lips of my pussy for him. His cock wasn't extraordinarily big-Rocky's had been larger and, compared to the twelve-incher Jill had described to me, B.E.'s tool was pretty small. But it was stiff, the knobby tip glowing like a polished ruby, and I smacked my lips to imagine it rammed up me, thrusting with muscular hardness.
He rejected the invitation. Instead of fucking me right on the spot, he covered my snatch with his hand, kneading me there as he applied his mouth once more to my engorged nipples. If I'd thought them hard a few minutes ago, I was learning differently now. My nips swelled in the trap of his mouth and Throbbed excitedly as his tongue lashed them to ever-lengthening erections. He sucked me as if he meant to draw milk from my tits and, who knows? If he'd kept on sucking just like that, he might have gotten himself a warm sweet mouthful.
B.E., rubbed my pussy vigorously as he nursed my breasts, and his mouth was busy, shifting from tit to tit and kissing and licking the tingly flesh of my cleavage en route. He sucked me, he bit me, he chewed me, but his mouth was gentler and more experienced than Rocky's had been. I sighed and purred, and always the sensations rolling in my bosom were erotic and delectable. My hand caressed his head as he suckled, and I found a small balding spot at his crown which I massaged with loving, grateful fingers.
Slowly he began to abandon my breasts. His lips shifted under the curves of my titties, nuzzling me there where it was ticklish and arousing, and almost before I knew it he was on my ribcage, his tongue fluttering across my skin like a little bird walking down my body.
He found my navel and rimmed it with his tongue. I hadn't known how good that could make a girl feel, but I found out very quickly. "Mmmmm, don't stop, please," I hummed, even as he moved further south, toward my waiting delta.
B.E. relaxed his handhold, but I kept wiggling my bottom as friskily as though he were still squeezing my cunt. I was wet by then, and my labia were so aroused and sensitive that the friction of pressed-down cunny hairs on them was likely to drive me batty. B.E.'s tongue dragged through my pubic beard, dividing the fuzzy curls and streaking the skin beneath, and he was upon my slit itself before I knew it.
No one had ever licked my pussy before, and my first reaction was that it was a million times better than being fucked or than diddling myself. His tongue traced the outer swell of pussy lips, moving up and down and all around them before he parted me gently with his fingers and stole in to worship at the shrine of my vulva itself.
By that time I was as wet as though I'd just pissed myself The whole room seemed full of the scent of aroused snatch, and I was getting wildly drunk on the aromatic, sexual smell. My head flipped from side to side and I noticed on one toss that his body was placed at an angle to mine, head and feet reversed. If I stretched my left arm just so, I could get him by the cock.
And I did, my fingers closing around the six-inch pride of his body. Without his clothes, B.E. looked more wiry than skinny. He was tight and trim everywhere it counted and, lying abed, it didn't matter that he was a couple of inches shorter than I am. A bed makes everyone the right size. And his dick seemed exactly the right size for my hand to play with as he went about the task of introducing me to cunnilingus. I felt him pulsate against my fingers, and I squeezed him lovingly as that pulsation continued.
He had them split wide by then, though not painfully. His fingers pulled me open, and my tender but excited labia tingled beneath his caresses, oral and digital. Inside, I must have looked like a bathtub full of water, and I thought I could hear a squishing every time he touched my juicy twat, but that could only be my inflamed imagination working overtime. Still, I was very moist, and his tongue and fingers increased the degree of moisture expertly.
My clit was erect, too, but he was ignoring it for the time being. All his attention seemed concentrated upon the mouth of my hole. He reamed it with his tongue, slithering around and around, poking shallowly now and then with his thumb, and I kept pushing my snatch up, trying to suck his nose and chin into me. Whenever he leaned into my cunny, his lower body seemed to pull away from me, and I gave his peter a pulling that caused B.E. to shake and shiver just a bit. He couldn't stay cool and calm forever, I was discovering.
I had my first orgasm by spontaneous combustion, because he still hadn't gotten his lips or fingers onto my clit when the eruption went off inside me. It was a good orgasm, the kind of sudden creamy oozing I can get almost anywhere, anytime, just by sawing my thighs upon my pussy in a special, unobtrusive way. Especially in study hall, when I don't have any lessons to work on. The feeling is nice, but it usually fades very quickly in spite of the momentary high of release, and somehow I knew that B.E. wasn't about to stop so soon.
Not at all! He put his thumb at the base of my clitty and started to push my nub around, not actually touching it, but arousing the shit out of my fleshy trigger. I could feel it pulsating, just the way his cock was throbbing in my hand, and I moaned for happiness. The mouth of my pussy was like a warm, mucky swamp, and without warning he eased his other thumb into the hole. Not very far-just enough to let me get a cuntal grip on his thumb. I started squeezing him with vaginal muscles as he moved to my love button with hand and mouth.
The glow of that first orgasm was just wearing off when he began to lick my clit, and it was like a breath of wind across a dying spark. The fires swept into life afresh and I nearly jumped off the bed. His fingers squeezed the flesh around the base of my bud, causing the clitoris to push up, wet and gleaming-I could look down between my tits, across my tummy, and see him in action-and he covered that wet, gleaming nub with his mouth.
His teeth scraped me, so unexpectedly I screamed, though not exactly from pain, and his tongue slithered across to lick away any hurting he might have caused. My tender trigger quivered and trembled as he adored it with his mouth, and I could no longer concentrate on the handjob I'd started to give him. Oh, I still had a grip on him, a grip so goddamned tight, it's a wonder I didn't cut off circulation in his cock, and it got even tighter whenever his lips sucked hard on the nipple-like extension of my clit. My ass bobbed on the bed, and when he wasn't right down on me, sucking and mouthing, I was trying to fuck myself up and get him started again. Everything inside me was turned to jelly. I was an entire orgasm that had finally happened.
"Oh, God," I screamed, "I didn't know it could be like this!" It was like I was being kicked in the belly over and aver, but from the inside out. That's the only way I can describe it. And he wouldn't let go! He held onto me like a dog with a rabbit, and my cunt jerked and shuddered uncontrollably as one orgasm became another and still another after that. He had that one thumb stuck in my cunny hole, and the muscles of my pussy were shucking and contracting on him as if he were a fucking cock. This, I thought insanely, was what Jill had found for herself and now I'd found it, too!
He raised his face from my pussy, but my orgasm continued even without his active sucking and licking. Getting his thumb out of my cunt was a slightly harder proposition, because my snatch was snatching fiercely, possessively, but somehow he managed it. Which meant that I lay writhing and twitching and moaning on my own, unaided by any external stimulation. But the itch between my thighs--how could I live another moment if there was nothing down there to scratch it for me? I thrust a hand into my gap frigged myself mercilessly, my other hand locked like a vise on B.E.'s hard cock. He had to pry myself loose, using both of his hands to undo my fingers and, as he moved, his cocktip brushed me on the cheek. A little trickle of precoital fluid was leaking from him and it touched my face in a moistly sticky kiss.
I turned my eyes toward him and saw the ferociously red knob of his prick, the slitted opening glaring at me like a wet vertical smile. Once again I grabbed him by the dick, sucking him into my mouth for a minute of abandoned oral contact. B.E. clearly intended to screw me, but he relaxed and let me have my way briefly. His cock moved just enough to let me know that he was still in command of it, and I sucked as it glided across my tongue and toward the opening of my gullet. Then he put his palm on my forehead and gently extracted himself from my slobbering mouth. I let my windpipe fill with air once again and I watched as he hurried between my Legs.
He pried my frigging hand from off my snatch, spread my knees wider, then guided his cock to the mouth of my sex. "Yes," I groaned, "shove it in now! All the fucking way in! Don't waste time! Fuck me, oh, fuck me!"
He did precisely that. There was no question of me being too dry or too tight to receive him. B.F. had taken care of that. His sucking and licking had made sure I was awash with pussy juice, and his thumb's probing inside me had accustomed my cunt to the presence of a foreign object. He put his dick on the hole and I took care of all the rest.
As I felt the tip making penetration, I put my hands on my hipbones and shoved myself up at him. My feet kicked high into the air, then came down to enfold his body, and I felt his balls swishing against my ass. He was in me, all the way.
B.E. leaned forward then, beginning to fuck in and out, and I helped him along by tightening my legs around him. He took care not to lie fully upon my body, and his mouth descended upon mine as his fucking picked up speed. His lips were musky with cuntal honey, and I licked it from them with a wanton eagerness that astonished me. My girl cum had a delicious, exciting taste, and I savored it on my tongue as B.E. and I kissed.
But kissing wasn't all we were engaged in. His cock wasn't big, like I told you already, but my cunt was still very, very tight, thanks to my youth and lack of experience, so the sheath of me was a clinging glove on his rod, and he filled me as fully as I required to be filled. His strokes were sometimes deep, sometimes very shallow, and there was a noticeable difference of effect. When he rammed me deeply, so that his balls tickled me between the buttocks and all my internal organs seemed to jump into my upper chest. That was far-out, and I whined and wept and sucked on his tongue. But when he pulled nearly all his cock out of my snatch, then inserted it just far enough to cause a friction and quivering about two inches up my channel-ah, that was when my legs clamped his body the way my hand had been clamped on his dick, and I'll never understand why the frantic orgasmic clutching didn't break him in two. My legs flexed and tensed with the resilience and cling of steel struts. Rut he was lithe and wiry against me, his body moving with mine, and what he dished out to me I think [needed more than I'd ever needed anything else in my young life.
He kept alternating his strokes, the pattern of thrust unpredictable so that I couldn't know until he'd plunged what sort of response I'd be making-a soft chittery "Hmm hmmm or a more involved set of purred "Oooohhhhs" or, when he fucked me the way I was discovering I most enjoyed being fucked, a low-pitched, protected, very heartfelt "Aaahhhhhhh!!!"
Jill was right. A boy was okay to do the dirty work, like breaking a cherry, but it took a man to teach me how to fuck. A man whose exciting technique made learning the kind of enriching experience you never seem to find in school. Oh, Jill and I would have notes to compare when she got back from her vacation! I'll bet that between us we already knew more about fucking than any five girls in Albany, and we could only get better. By fall, everybody in town would be after my ass and Jill's, but I had no intention of being easy to make. Only the best would satisfy me, and I'd accept only the very best.
We traded tongues, each of us fucking into the other's mouth, and sometimes our tongues even battled little friendly duels in the tight open space between our faces. We'd fence back and forth, licking, sloshing spit, and the winner would plunge home with the same furious impatience that B.E.'s cock displayed as my cunt opened wide to receive his driving thrusts.
I couldn't help thinking of my first time with Rocky in the cemetery that night. The whole deal had taken maybe five minutes, from the preliminary petting to the moment when he jerked his cock out of me and sprayed cum on my stomach and rolled-up skirt. B.E. had spent more time than that just licking my pussy, and the quivering fever pitch of my entire body was proof positive. Fucking didn't have to be a bunny-tempo encounter, though someone more patient than I would have to teach Rocky that essential lesson.
"Where were you when I was eighteen?" B.E. wondered between nibbles on my lips. His mouth was so close that my teeth vibrated with his soft-spoken words, and I just giggled.
Chapter Eight
"I didn't know it could be like that," I said. "Fucking, I mean. I'd only done it once before, and it wasn't any good at all. But you made it right for me.
We were still on the bed, sharing Canadian Club and a cigarette. I just puffed and sipped, very lightly because I don't really smoke or drink, but he was doing nearly as good a job on the whiskey as he'd done on me. "Some women never get around to enjoying it," he said, exhaling a smoke ring. "I had a wife like that once. You're doing just fine." He poured more whiskey into his glass and tossed most of it down.
I put my hand on his cock, feeling how small and gentle it was without the angry stiffness of erection. The wiry hairs around the base were thick and dark and ever so scrapy on my fingers. I circled the base of his prick with my fingers and began to squeeze delicately, wondering if he could get all red and hard for me again.
"Take it easy," he said. "I'm an old man. Besides, it's getting late. Do you, perchance, have a home to go to?"
Oh, I did! And it was a little after six. No matter. I'd call my mom, tell her I'd missed the bus, and that I was staying at the Y. "If it's okay with you," I added.
"It's fine with me," he shrugged, "but what will your mother say?"
"Oh, she'll believe me. I've never lied to her about anything important before. It should be good practice. But I can stay here, can't I? And you will fuck me again, won't you? As many times as we can make it? Oh, God, B.E., there are so many things I still don't know-I don't know how to suck a man oft for one thing, and-would you like to fuck me in the ass, maybe? I've never even thought about that, but I'm willing to try. Jill said it was dynamite. Oh, if she was here, I could kiss her! Everything she told me was true. Forget about boys, she said, and find yourself a man! Wow! I never thought-"
"Before you think," he cut in, "why not try an explanation of some of the cryptic references in what you just said. Jill, for example. Who is she, and how does she get into this picture?"
So I told him, but it was kinda hard because he started laughing halfway through and kept it up nearly to the end of the story. When I'd finished, he lit another cigarette, poured himself two fingers of Canadian Club, and said, "Christ! I've written that story three or four times but I never thought I'd be living part of it."
"Written? Are you a writer or something?"
He smiled sardonically. I didn't really know much about him, beyond his name and his bedroom ability. "I used to be," he said. "Sixty-odd paperback novels, a lot of short stories. Today, however, I prefer to think of myself as a philosopher and an aging alcoholic. Of course, those aren't profitable occupations, and I make my daily bread on campus. I'm second in command of the custodial staff at the Law School."
Oh, hell, I thought. Jill picks out a yachtsman, I get a janitor! But I hated myself as soon as I'd thought it. That was nothing but snobbery. She couldn't have gotten a better ride from her rich man than I'd gotten from B.E. "Well, I don't care who you are," I told him. "Would you like to fuck me again?"
Would, and did! Right on the bed, after he'd put away his bottle and ashtray. His cock swelled when I used my hands on it, and I sucked for awhile too, but I knew I wasn't doing a neat job in that department yet. "No matter," he said, "we'll work on that later." And this time he didn't have to eat me out in order to get me primed and ready. My pussy was tingly and a little sore from its recent workout, but he slipped into me without a hitch and in two seconds my legs were up in the air and he was giving me the meat. Nympho hooker meets sailor just home from a five-year cruise. That's how it was. His cock hard in my snatch, ravaging, invading, above all else educating me, and my nipples sticking out in inch-long erections and I wailed my gleeful acceptance.
He sucked my breasts as he fucked me, and his teeth played on my nipples. I only wished that I could have given him milk as he sucked. That would have made it perfect. Because he shot a pint of hot, sticky milk into my cunt just before my own explosion came, and the driving jabs as he unloaded his tool were what kicked me whining and sweating over the edge of my orgasmic eruption. For the second time that late afternoon I reached between my legs and fingered the puffy, swollen, aching lips of my cum-dripping slice. I coated my fingers in the juices of our coming, and I even licked at the mixture on my skin. It was sweet and tangy, and it made me want more than anything else to have his cock discharge in my mouth so I could taste the full flavor of his male fluid.
He took a nap after that second fuck-at his age, I guess people need all the sleep they can get, and I'd given him a hell of a workout with my tireless, hungry young body, so I went out and called Mom. I told her I'd gone to see the new Jack Nicholson movie-there's always a new Jack Nicholson movie-and had fallen asleep in the theater and missed my bus. She believed me, of course, because
I've always been truthful, and when I went back into the bedroom I got the reward of my deception. B.E. was sitting up, awake, nursing both a bard-on and a fresh glass of Canadian Club. I suppose he really was an alcoholic, not at all the kind of guy I'd want to get serious about, but he was like a dream come true when it came to teaching me how to ball and be balled.
This time nothing would do me but learning to give a blow job. Jill had apparently taken to it like a duck to water, but that first time with Rocky, when he'd stuck his dick in my mouth and suddenly gushed cum all over my tongue and lips, had been a real turnoff for me. However, sucking cock was something any sensuous woman had to know about, and I was eager to learn.
"Don't just suck it," he said. "Lick it, too. Up and down, from the tip to the base and back again. That's better. Now, let it go for a minute-just let it lie along your cheek, because I like to feel your skin close to mine. And use your lips and tongue on my balls. Right! Suck them, too! Are you sure you're not just putting on an old man? I think you've done this before."
I hadn't, really, but I'd read a few sex novels and seen some dirty pictures at school, so I had a little bit of knowledge to draw on. Of course, the knowledge was all empirical, but it was a pleasant surprise to discover how well the theory worked when I put it into practice on B.E.'s rod.
I licked a long time on him, so long, in fact, that I almost forgot about sucking him. His prong still had flavorful overtones of our two shared orgasms lingering on the flesh, and I tasted them with growing delight. Cum had started to dry under the sharp-edged rim of his glans, but my spit made it liquid again, and my tongue tingled as I sopped up what would otherwise have been wasted.
I used my hands on him while I sucked his testicles, just plying the tip to make sure he stayed good and hard all the way down. Maybe I was born to be a cocksucker. I certainly took to the sport once I had a chance to do it right, and R.E. moaned now and then in real pleasure. He wasn't the kind of man who'd make me think I was doing a good job when I wasn't, and the guttural hums that came from his mouth were like music to my ears. I rocked his sac in the loose cuddle of my mouth, so that his stones kinda rolled inside, and he swayed tremulously when I did it. Chalk up one for Didi, I thought.
Like I've told you already, he wasn't enormous in the size department. Rocky's cock was a lot bigger in length and thickness, but the poor jock didn't know what to do with it, while B.E. had already fucked me to two moaning, screaming orgasms in a row. And anyway, when I got him in my mouth, he seemed very big, filling me delightfully. Once or twice I even thought I'd choke on his meat, but always I sucked it and rolled my tongue inside my mouth as he let me control the penetration and depth of attack. It was a nice way to learn about cock eating.
"You're getting better," he said, his voice a little strained. I could tell I was getting to him as well as improving, so I decided to make it just a little bit sweeter for both of us.
I took his cock out of my mouth and rubbed the wet shaft lovingly on my face, till my cheeks and lips and chin and nose were coated with the spit I'd liberally applied to him. Back and forth went his knob, rubbing across my lips, tilt the friction almost drove me batty. My thumb was on one of the big veins in his dong, and I could feel his pulse stepping up as I did it, so I knew that he enjoyed it, too.
Well, why shouldn't he enjoy it? Like he said, he was twenty years older, I think it was-and when you get to be that old, I guess you don't get to fuck very much. And how often does an old guy get the chance to initiate a hot-blooded, willing, nubile young thing like me? God, I hated the thought of growing old! It seemed that this was the very prime of my life and that I'd already wasted too much of it.
Back into my mouth he went, after I'd rubbed him and licked him and kissed the vertical aim-slice at his tip until it bubbled with a stray drop of thick cream. That startled me when it happened, for I thought surely he was going to gush in my face prematurely and spoil the whole lesson. But he didn't. He groaned, and his stomach pulled in, and I saw his chest muscles tense up, but he held onto himself. All the better for me. I licked up that first dab of jism, and it was delicious, and then I pulled him into me for the third act. When he came out of my mouth this time he'd come out shriveled and shrunken, and his cum would no longer be boiling inside his testicles-it would be slithering down my throat and into my tummy.
B.E. was sitting with his back braced against the headboard of the bed and I lay across his loins. I used my hands on his stomach and legs as I sucked up and down, and one finger rimmed his navel while another began, lingeringly, to find its way to the underside of his nuts and into the crack of his ass. No one had ever told me that would please a man as much as it pleased B.E. When my fingertip brushed him on the asshole, a tremor seemed to shoot through his body-a tremor that rippled through his cock where my mouth held it upright, and for a second I thought that he was again ready to orgasm prematurely.
But I was selling the man short. He didn't come. If anything, he seemed to harden a bit more, and to engorge even more in the clutch of my lips, and I started to move again with slow, teasing passes of my head.
I did it to him that way, with tantalizing slowness, like a whore getting paid by the hour, and sometimes he swayed and sighed under my ministrations, and occasionally his hands stroked gently up and down my spine, trailing lower and lower till a finger disappeared into my anal crevice. He'd rub me there, only reminding me that I'd promised him my anal cherry, because I wanted to do it all with him. The touch of his fingertip on my asshole was almost electric; the very thought of his cock ramming into my butt was enough to make my pussy cream and I worked a little harder on his dick.
Too hard, as it turned out. My sucking became faster, more inventive with each passing second. I brought my hand down from his stomach, fingers sliding through his pubic hairs, and I linked fingers around the base of his prick. At the same time my other hand got more energetic in the crack of his ass, and I was giving it to him with three organs at once. B.E.'s cock shuddered in the midst of one of my up-down head swoops, and then he grabbed me by the head and, instead of me sucking him, he began to fuck me in the mouth. His body rammed up against me, so that an incredible amount of his dick vanished into my mouth, all the way to my throat, and I just sucked. It was the only response I could make. His hands and pecker held me a willing prisoner.
When his cum began to fly in massive ejaculatory spurts, I had just enough presence of mind to begin swallowing. There was so much of it that I might have strangled otherwise, and he kept ramming that thing up into my orality, dumping jism with each ram until he was depleted and the tense stiffness was deserting his manhood. I swung back into control then, as his grip loosened, and my lips and teeth snagged onto his rod.
"Why are you sucking?" he gasped. "I'm creamed out! Ohh, you're making my balls hurt, you little bitch!"
But I kept him in my mouth, kept him fiercely hard, and I cupped his nuts in the palm of one hand for some squeezing that made his groans and protests double their volume and intensity. But inside, I was giggling. A man who could stay this hard, even after dumping all that gravy down my gullet, could be nowhere near creamed out. His cock throbbed in my mouth, fully erect, and I raised my head to let the cum-stained tool stand free.
"Now," I said, "you were saying something about fucking me in the ass?"
Not then, unfortunately. He said, "I don't have the goddamned time!" and pulled me across him so that my head and shoulders went completely off the bed and I had to brace myself against the floor for support. As I got myself positioned, he pulled me across his lap, then stuffed his fiery rod up me from underneath. It was a weird setup, but the first insertion brought his dick scraping across the trembling nub of my clitty, and each subsequent penetration intensified the contact. I couldn't see what he was doing to me, but I could bloody well feel it!
This time we fucked like a pair of horny rabbits, but we knew each other so well it didn't matter. I came in an absurdly short span of time-he'd only given me six or seven strokes before my pussy went into convulsions and the come lasted, beautifully, until he poured his own stuff up me to quench the flames of lust.
Later I said, "Tell me a little more about yourself, B.E. How come you quit writing, if you wrote so many books?"
He was on the Canadian Club again, and his breath was enough to make me drunk from kissing alone. Of course, I'd been sipping a little, too, and it doesn't take a lot to get me giggly high. I liked the feeling, so I kept sipping.
"Two reasons," he said. "First, I realized that I didn't have any talent. And second, after an unpleasant divorce, I realized that I didn't want to write about people fucking and sucking any longer. Call it jealousy, I suppose. Christ, Didi, do you know how long it's been since I've even had an erection? And this day I've fucked you I don't know how many times! Maybe I'm not as far over the hill as I like to think. Or perhaps this is just the last gasp of my sexuality. Who knows? Who gives a damn? Which reminds me-do you have a name other than Didi? That has such a coy, little girl sound I get mildly sick just saying it."
"My real name's Diana Dawn," I said. "Hence the Didi-from my initials-D.D."
"Diana," he said grandly. "The huntress. The queen of the night. She was the Roman moon goddess, you know. It fits you. Or it will, someday, when you grow up a little more."
"I think I'm doing okay as it is," I protested, "and so does your peter!" I tapped the organ in question with the end of my middle finger, but he was fucked out for now and his cock didn't even stir in reply. Rut I liked the sound of Diana when he said it. Maybe that would be a nice thing, to call myself by my real name instead of a cute nickname. It would be a sign that I was grown up.
"Anyway," I went on, "What did you mean when you said you'd written about me and Jill?"
"Not you and Jill as individuals," he said. "Just the plot line. Christ, I thought I'd gotten away from all that. When you're writing you tend to see human beings as actors in a story line. It gets schizophrenic after a while. Anyway, Diana Dawn, what I meant was, I'd used that story a few times. You know-hot young girls set about becoming women, get themselves fucked. It's a popular plot, or it used to be, at least. Oh, hell, I'm starting to outline it again in my head, with you as the main character! Pour me another drink, for the love of Christ!"
"No!" I giggled. "Tell me, how would you use me as the main character?"
"Shit," he grumbled. "Well, I'd keep it pretty much as it's gone so far, I suppose. I'm vain enough to include myself in the story, though, and I'd definitely be an influence on your life. You'd leave here a woman, ready to fuck anything or anyone that struck your fancy. And you'd owe it all to me, because I'd helped you awaken your sensuality. Years from now, you'd still be lying in bed at nights, masturbating yourself as you remembered how great it had been here with me."
"Are you a mind reader?" I asked. "That's exactly how I do feel about you! My God, B.E. I mean, even if you are an alcoholic and kinda older than I am, do you think that maybe we- "Definitely not," he cut in. "If I ever see you again, I'll call the police and have myself locked away from temptation. So where was I? Yes, I'd fill out the story with a twist ending. Something clever and unexpected. Not unpleasant, but a twist all the same."
"What kind of a twist?" I wondered, but he was downing his drink, and when he put down the glass, it was to grab me for some kissing that led to my very first asshole fucking. All in all, my trip to Columbus was time well spent. When I caught the bus to Albany next morning, my only problem was how to get rid of my shit-eating grin before I got home. Some things mothers don't understand.
Chapter Nine
When I got home there was a letter from Jill in the mail. Mom didn't seem to suspect anything, for which I was grateful, and I only wished it weren't so clearly over with B.E., because I could have dug seeing him again. It would have been easy to flit up to Columbus once or twice a week for return engagements, but he was right. We didn't have anything in common and it wasn't a healthy long-term relationship. "Find yourself a young man, now, he'd told me. "One who's kind of inexperienced. Then teach him what you like, only make him think he's teaching you. That's good for the male ego."
Oh, maybe, I thought, tearing open Jill's letter. I wondered what she was up to now, but I didn't see any need to follow her lead. From here on out, I'd have to make my own way, to do the things I wanted to do. She'd gotten me started because I was jealous and felt left out, but the time for imitation was past.
It was a funny letter. I mean, first of all she started off talking about how she met these three guys on the beach, and how they shared a few joints of great hash, and it turned into an orgy. But right in the middle of her description of a three-way fuck (one guy in her pussy, another in her mouth, the third mounted on her midriff and fucking between her tits) she stopped short.
Didi, what is wrong? You haven't written me once! Are you dead? Did you break your wrist? Or-I hate to ask this, but I have to, Didi-is it just that you don't want to be my friend anymore? Damn it, what's wrong with you? Is Albany still there? Are these letters all going to the Dead Mail Office?
I'm knocking myself out down here, and you aren't even bothering to drop me a line saying "Hi, Jill, I'm still alive and kicking." Really! If this is all our friendship means to you, then I just won't bother. We'll be home soon, so if you have anything you'd like to say to me, I guess it can wait till then. I'm still your friend, Didi, and I hope you're still mine.
Bye for now JILL
"Talk about weird!" I said out loud. Here she was, fucking everything on two legs and wondering why I hadn't gotten around to writing her. Did she have enough time to read letters, for God's sake? With all that screwing, she couldn't. But the tone of her words bothered me most of all. God, until yesterday nothing worth writing about had even happened to me. And that definitely counted that klutzy Rocky. And here she was, worrying the same things about me that I'd worried about her! Oh, I should write her, but she said they'd be coming home soon, and the letter was mailed when? Three days ago? If I wrote, the hotel would just have to forward it to her in Albany, most likely, and we'd have already said everything that we needed to say by then. Besides, I wanted to tell her about it face to face, so she could see the sparkle and gleam in my eyes and know that I, too, had found awakening this fantastic summer.
That afternoon I rode my bike downtown. I needed a few personals from the drug store, and I took a detour on the way back so I could get a banana split at the Dairy Bar. It was delicious, though not really the kind of banana I was in the mood to eat right then. And the way home I kept thinking about yesterday with B.E. and all the tomorrows that lay ahead for me, and my legs pedaled frantically on the bicycle because it helped slightly to assuage the renewed itching between my thighs. And if I pressed my cunt down just so on the seat, well! Bicycles may be the only kind of socially acceptable masturbation device for teenaged girls and I sure got mileage out of mine.
But because I had gone out of the way to visit the Dairy Bar, my route home took me past Jill's place. I looked at the house automatically as I pedaled by, and almost at once I slammed on my brakes. The front door was open, which meant either a burglar or my friend's return. I pulled into the yard and went to find out.
"Oh, hi, Didi," said Jill's cute big brother, who came to the door in his gym shorts. He was shirtless, his nicely developed torso on display, and I couldn't help recalling how much I'd wanted him when I was just an eager little virgin dreaming about cock.
Recalling? I didn't have to recall! He was as handsome as ever, and my heart thrumped when he smiled at me. Oh, wow, I thought, if he had any idea what I was thinking, would he still be smiling?
"Are you home already?" I asked, astonished to see him.
"Come on in," he said, opening the door and stepping aside for me. "Dad and I came back night before last. Mom and Jill stayed on a couple of days to work on their tans, I guess, but they're in Columbus now. Dad's just gone up to the airport to fetch them home. Probably be another hour or two, anyway. You wanta wait?"
God, I thought, they're coming back at least a week early. I wondered why. Could-my heart nearly stopped-could Jill's parents have found out about her beachfront activities by some mishap? Jesus, what if there had been a horrible scene? I felt chilly inside, nervous about my friend. "Mmm," I said, trying to test her brother, "did you have a nice vacation?"
"So-so," he shrugged. If anything untoward had gone on, he didn't betray it with his eyes or voice.
I remembered Jill's account of Greg and the hotel maid, and jealousy blazed inside me. For the moment any possible dilemma Jill might be involved in vanished. Greg walked toward the kitchen. "Would you like, a Coke?" he asked, but I scarcely heard him. I was watching the way his fine ass moved against the clinging fabric of his gym shorts. He had great legs, too, and a body made for screwing. I could almost feel it pressed to me, his cock dropping to plant hot kiss after hot kiss on my lips and cheeks and chin.
Goddamn that bike! I thought. It's got me all hot and bothered At one time I'd have had no choice but to go home and try to do something about that hot bother, but that time was past. Greg returned to the living room, two Cokes in hand, and when he leaned in to pass me one, I saw the way his cock moved inside the front of his shorts. It looked like a pretty cock. I wondered how big it got when it was hard, how skillfully it could move inside a tight, clutching pussy. A pussy just like mine.
As I took the Coke with one hand I reached up with the other, fingers coming to rest on his shoulder blade. He gave me a strange look, but by then my hand had clamped around his neck and I was lifting myself at the same time, lips already puckered for a kiss that only he could respond to. My mouth closed upon his as I stood up straight, and I made that kiss cling and endure.
He didn't resist, though he didn't seem overly involved either. His lips were there and I could kiss them, but that was all. I wondered if I'd made a mistake. Perhaps once a blunder might have embarrassed the ass off me, but no longer. My lips smacked off his and I eased onto the soles of my feet, looking up at him with a frank gaze. His eyes were incredibly blue, incredibly flustered. He looked so cute I wanted to kiss his embarrassment away.
"I've wanted to do that for a very long time," I told him huskily. At the same time I put down my Coke and took the one he was holding for himself. Now we had four hands, all of them unoccupied. I know what to do with mine, but what about Greg?
"Jesus, Didi," he said.
I cut him off. "Don't call me Didi," I suggested. "I think Diana sounds more grown-up. Don't you? And I feel very grown-up, Greg, dear. Can you tell?"
"I think I can," he said, as if in amazement. His eyes got bigger and bluer, and they really were the dreamiest eyes any boy was ever graced with. I felt as if I could just sink and drown in them.
My body pushed insistently against his, and I put both arms around his waist, hugging him lightly. His cock moved inside the shorts, just like a lovable snake, and I ground my hips into that snakey motion, reveling in it. I had to go on tiptoes to kiss him again, but he wasn't unwilling when I got there, even though his hands continued to hang limply at his sides.
My mouth was open when it fell upon his, and I used my tongue on his lips until they parted and allowed me inside. Greg caught my tongue-was it only an automatic response? -and he began to suck it cautiously. I took one of his hands and steered it around my back, moving in a little closer to him as I did. Something started to happen to his cock. It felt larger than before, and its end began to rise against the front of my shorts. Right about then Greg put his other arm around me. I kissed him a little more eagerly, thrilled to know that he was starting to respond correctly.
Correctly? Jesus, I don't think that's precisely the word! Greg's hands swooped low to grab the cheeks of my ass, and I didn't have to stand on my toes anymore, because he was pulling me up into the prolonged kiss. He squeezed me, he kneaded me, he made my ass twist and I wiggled it for him happily. At the same time I let my hands ride a little lower on him so that I had him by the ass too, and we did the good, old bump and grind on the carpet till his prick swelled majestically against me and my heart leaped into my mouth, where it had to keep dodging the thrusts of his now-active tongue. Talk about responses! His seemed to be right on target.
Finally he let go, and once more I sank onto my feet. I couldn't hide the smug grin on my face, nor could he mask the uncertainty of his own. "I think you do feel pretty grown-up," he acknowledged warily. "But you're just a-"
"A kid?" I filled in. "I'm no more a kid than Jill is, dear Greg. Hmmm?" If he knew what I meant, he didn't betray it. Maybe Jill had managed to keep her activities secret from him after all. Well, perhaps I'd tell him some day, if our relationship progressed far enough to include sharing secrets.
But she'd have to give her okay first. I couldn't betray Jill's confidence in me.
No more than I'd betray Greg by telling Jill I'd fucked him. And that's exactly what I was going to do. God! I nearly choked on a giggle then. B.E. had been fairly close to the mark when he told me to look for a young guy without much experience, one that I could train to suit my own needs and pleasures. Greg seemed to fit the description. I couldn't help wondering how many girls he really had made it with. He didn't seem at all suave or sophisticated when I put the make onto him.
Maybe, I thought, this was what B.E. meant by a twist ending, the kind he'd throw in if he were writing mine and Jill's story. Wouldn't that be a cute one, though? Here I am, about to get it on with the guy I used to fantasize about. My reward for being a diligent little girl in search of sexual enlightenment? Far fucking out!
"Would you like to screw me, Greg?" I asked him, putting all my cards on the table. As I spoke I took a half-step back and undid the knot which kept my halter closed. I flung the ends aside and treated him to the sight of my stiff-nippled breasts. "Mmmmm," I said, running my palms across my breasts, feeling the inch-long tabs hot against my skin. "It would feel a lot better if you did it."
He did! He reached out, stars gleaming in his eyes, and he took me by the titties, and this time it wasn't a childish fantasy. His hands closed upon me and I knew that it was all for bloody real! "Ohhhhhh," I groaned ecstatically, swaying as he plied my boobs.
It was like a million hopeless dreams all coming true in one beautiful, blinding instant. When I felt his hands grind upon my tits I knew that I had him just where I wanted him, where I'd always wanted him. This was definitely the twist RE. had spoken about. It was the fulfillment of a passion which had been so futile I'd forced myself to ignore it.
And Greg enjoyed it, too. I knew that as soon as I saw his cock spring up, really hard and big, inside his gym shorts. God, I don't know how he kept his erection inside them.! He swelled and his meat stick pointed toward me, and it was excitingly obvious that he'd gone too far to get out of it now. He was as ready to fuck me as I was to fuck him.
"Yes, Greg," I purred invitingly. My hands covered his and we played with my boobs together. "Yes, hold my tits-can you feel how hot my nipples are? I've wanted you for such a long time, and today I knew I had to have you. Will you fuck me now, darling?"
"Oh, yes," he whispered hoarsely, "I'll fuck you, Didi!"
"Call me Diana," I murmured softly. "Doesn't it sound a lot sexier?"
"Diana," he agreed, "I want to ball your little buns off!"
"Ball away, stud," I ginned, reaching down to unsnap my shorts. They were tight and skimpy, and I peeled them down my thighs and stepped out of them. Reaching across to Greg, I locked my thumbs in the waistband of his gym trunks and jerked furiously. They fell, just as they'd fallen in my poolside fantasies about him.
His pecker sprang toward me. I groaned in delight as I saw its erected beauty. He was big and thick and red as a flame. B.E. had gone a long way toward showing me how unimportant cock size really is, and I'd have loved Greg's tool if it had been four inches long and a pencil's thickness, but it was sweet and dreamy to get my hand around his big joint and feel its hard male beauty throbbing in my fist.
Greg's hands left my titties and moved down to the panties which were all that separated him from my pussy. He pulled, and my bikinis yielded to his pull, and then he fixed on me with his eyes. "Diana," he said, and I loved the way he said my name, "I should tell you something. Before-before we do it, I mean. I haven't fucked many girls, and I don't think I'm very good at it."
"Of course you are," I assured him. "You're handsome and you have a gorgeous cock."
"Really," he said, in so revealing a voice that I couldn't help feeling for him. "That's why Robin and I broke up. She said I wasn't a worthwhile lay."
Oh, the rotten bitch! I thought, recalling her dainty figure and blonde hair and little China doll face. If she didn't like the way Greg screwed, she should have taught him. Probably she didn't know enough to teach him the ropes. I'd never liked her, principally because she was Greg's girl friend, and now I hated her. On the other hand, if she hadn't dumped him, I'd have been much less likely to be here with him now, so maybe I shouldn't feel all that snotty about Robin.
Anyway, I didn't see how he could be so awfully bad in the hay. And if he was, I knew how to straighten him out. God bless you, B.E. Courtney, I thought.
Somehow we got ourselves undressed, then stood eyeing our naked bodies in the middle of the living room. "Let's go upstairs," I suggested. "Like to your bedroom, maybe?"
He just stood there, so I flipped him on the dick and said "Tag! You're it!" and ran for the staircase. He was close behind, but I didn't let him catch me till his bed loomed in front, big and inviting. We rolled onto it, Greg's mouth beelining for my nipples, and I let him suck me like an overgrown baby as we sported and romped. How does this compare with upstairs maids at resort hotels? I wanted to ask, but I held my tongue. No sense flustering him further, and, of course, he'd wonder how I knew about that.
"Your cock," I gasped, "I want to suck it."
"God, yes!" he replied, taking his mouth off my tits and easing back onto one shoulder. His cock lanced toward me and I angled into it, my tongue coming out naturally, automatically, as I got near enough to touch him.
He had a strong, sweet taste. Different from B.E.'s, different from Rocky's, too, and I wondered if all cocks had their own individual flavors. If so, it promised a life of delightful discovery for me.
"Ohhhh!" he whined as I began to lick him, precisely as B.E. had taught me to do. I held him by the root of his tool and adored the end with my tongue, licking up and down until I was licking fingers instead of him. That was a sure sign for me that it was time to move north once more.
The knob of his cock was big and round, with flaring edges. It reminded me of a swollen bruise, while its taste WBS literally indescribable. Watery juice was oozing from the wound at his tip, and I lapped the stuff with my tongue. It was clear, virtually flavorless, but it was fluid from the depths of my Greg and I loved it.
From time to time I let the end of him slip into my mouth, where I sucked as if he were a lollipop. Obviously he'd never been sucked like this before, because he couldn't lie still while I did it to him. He twisted and writhed on the bed, and he tried to grab me by the head and impale me on his dick, but I just wasn't ready for that scene yet. We had plenty of time. If his dad had gone to Columbus to pick up Mrs. Pettit and Jill, as Greg said, then we could easily fuck ourselves crazy before they back.
"Don't stop!" he groaned, swiveling his ass so that his cock head jumped around in my mouth. I tightened up and allowed him to sink in a little further. Stopping was the furthest thing from my mind. He couldn't guess how many times I'd dreamed this to him, nor could he know how excited I was now, to be dong-mouthed with his tool.
Goddamn that hand! He couldn't keep it off my head, and I didn't intend to let him take charge of his own seduction. I took his hand off me for the fifth or sixth time, and instead of letting it flop away, I put it to good use. Guiding it toward my crotch, I slid a little closer to him so that his fingers made contact with my wet, aching pussy.
He touched the little bush of hair, fingers poking through to the sweaty, tingly flesh beneath, and then he found my slit, already pooched open. "God, Diana," he said admiringly, "I think you have the nicest pussy I've ever seen.
"Nnnnnnn!" I said around his thrusting cock. But words weren't important. What counted was the way I twitched my bottom for him, the way that he got his middle finger between my velvety soft cuntal lips and started to use it on me like a miniature version of his penis.
I was wet, sloppy wet, and ready as I'd ever be. His finger plumbed me, causing more and more wetness to flow inside, and I closed my snatch on him, milking his finger with the muscles I'd begun to develop down there. Greg thrust happily into my sucking cuntal tightness, and I paid him in kind, my mouth sucking up his cock the way my pussy ate his finger.
But it could be better still. I wanted him to lick me now, to probe with his tongue where he now had his finger, and I gave my buttocks a heaving twist that plopped my crotch onto his face.
Greg tried to say something, but he could hardly speak with his mouth full of my cunt, and he gave up the attempt. Instead, he got his hands on my ass, prying the tight-cheeked hillocks further apart, and he started to work me over with his tongue.
To be honest, he didn't do a very good job. He'd been okay with his finger, but he seemed to lick everyplace except where I needed it. I don't believe he ever found my clit. Though it was sticking out so hard and hot that it should have burnt the end of his tongue off with even the slightest contact. The end result of it was to frustrate the hell out of me, because I wanted to be eaten, and I'd put myself where he couldn't help but eat me, and here he was, muffing it.
But even if he wasn't so great, he was enthusiastic, and his tongue seemed to be as long as his cock, and I had a pretty goad notion that I could train him to eat me the way I wanted to be eaten. The talent was there. All I had to do was channel it.
I was torn between desires. I wanted Greg's cum in my mouth, but I also wanted his cock in my pussy, and I couldn't be sure we had enough time to get it off orally, then swing into a hot flack from scratch. So, reluctantly, regretfully, I uncocked my mouth and purred into the summer warmth of the room, "Greg, darling, will you please throw me onto my back and fuck my little buns off, like you promised?"
Such a sweet, sultry, inviting voice-what could the dear boy do but flip me over, arrange me on my back, and get between my legs? I brought my fret up, resting the backs of my ankles on his broad strong shoulders as he knelt there, and I looked down my belly at the wet, red lance jutting outward from his loins. I'd made it wet, I'd made it red, I'd turned it into the ready, randy lance that it was at this moment, and shouldn't I have the honor of leading it into my hungry snatch?
I reached down, taking him by the cock, and I lined him up with my pouty twat. Pouty, yes, the way a spoiled child is pouty, and aching with the need, the desire to have him balls deep and rutting away in my female wound. "Here," I said, rubbing the tip of him on my slice, through the spit-matted clump of my pubic hair. "Here is where I want you!" and with that I placed the end of Greg's tool against my waiting hole.
He started to push toward me, but he was a beat too slow. I'd already gone into a writhing that brought me quivering and sighing at him, and his dick trembled as it vanished up my sucking maw of a pussy. "Come on," I panted, "you've gotta help, too, baby!"
Oh, he helped! He got his hands around my upraised thighs and started to pound his peter into me as I bounced my ass to meet his thrusts. He went deep, and he reamed massively, and I twisted and wiggled with squeals of passion and zeal.
"See?" I whispered, "you're great! Fan fucking tastic!"
"Yeah," he agreed, his eyes bright and sweat beading on his head and chest. "With you it's perfect!"
As we fucked I reached down to pet my pussy, and I made sure to fondle and rub the clitoral nubbin Greg had overlooked while he was eating me.
"Here," he said, "let me touch you, too," and his hand moved into the fray alongside mine. He stroked at first with no apparent plan, but he soon noticed that I was paying a lot of attention to one special spot, and he moved there, too. "What's this?" he asked when his fingers first touched my clit.
"Keep rubbing," I croaked, dry-throated from lust, "and you'll find out!"
That did it as far as I was concerned. With his cock ramming deeply, fiercely, with his hand busy and energetic on my sex trigger while my own fingers pulled and tweaked and twisted my stiff, aching nipples, all I had to do was lie there and soak in it. My first come struck me without warning, and I screamed and bucked and it must have startled Greg, because he stopped fucking for a moment.
"Work, goddamn you!" I squealed. He got the message, and he redoubled his efforts. My clitoral region was afire beneath his fingers and my pussy rippled in contractions that sucked up his dick, then spat it out. He had to do precious little beyond keep his cock where it belonged.
And the harder he stroked my clit, the more apparent it became to me that I was about to have another climax, more intense than the first. What a beautiful day this is, I told myself, allowing that come to hit me like a big ocean wave, and as it faded there was still another to take its place. I stopped thinking about that time and threw all my energies into my blinding, shattering response.
So much so that I scarcely noticed when Greg's own explosion came. I was vaguely aware that his cock had begun to rabbit-fuck inside me, driving in and out with desperate, penetrating jabs, and I think I felt the shudders of him as he unloaded deep in my twat, but by then I was nearly numb from the intensity of what my own body was feeling, and the most important thing I drew from Greg was the warm closeness that seemed to radiate from his body as we rocked and bucked and thrust together in our own private realms of excitement.
And when it was over, when the waves had subsided and my body sprawled in contentment with their passing, when Greg's tool had popped from my cunt to allow the seepage of thick streams of our fuck juice, when we lay together side by side, kissing and purring and touching each other where it felt best, he looked into my eyes and I looked into his and we saw only pleasure and delight.
"One more time?" I asked, and there seemed to be an echo in the room. Until I realized that he had asked me precisely the same question just as I spoke. We both laughed, and he put his lips to my breasts while my hand sought out his dick, and I hoped we could get at least one more fuck in before his family arrived from Columbus.
Chapter Ten
We did, and we even managed to get downstairs and into our clothes before the Pettits pulled up in front of the house. Jill squealed happily when she saw me standing with Greg beside the front door.
"Oh, Didi!" she hollered, running across the lawn. She took my hands and bounced on her heels, eyeing me this way and that before leaning in to plant a kiss on my cheek. "How are you?" she asked breathlessly. "Why didn't you write? Did you get my last letter? I said some kinda nasty things in it, but I didn't mean any of them! Honest! You look funny. Is something wrong with you, Di? Have you been sick or something?"
I wondered if she could tell by looking at me that I'd just gone twice around the Horn with her incredibly sexy stud of a big brother. They say that a girl's eyes look different once she's been busted. Maybe that's what she noticed. But, no. It couldn't be. I looked back at Jill, and she seemed to be exactly the same as always. No telltale hints of knowledge, of experience, lurking in her blue eyes, no sneaky wrinkles at the corners of her mouth, no smirky set to her chin. She looked like the same old Jill.
"How come you're back so early?" I asked. "You were supposed to stay another week." My voice dropped. "Or am I treading on dangerous ground?"
"Huh?" she asked, clearly not understanding. "Oh, the weather was hideous. It rained half the time, and it was cold the rest. Look at me. Spend three weeks on the beach and-God, Di, you got a better tan in Albany than I did in South Carolina!"
It was true. She looked pale. Her parents had already gone into the house, greeting me on the way. Greg followed them, giving me a look of love with his eyes. Jill didn't even notice. "C'mon," she said, "help me carry my stuff up. I have a present for you. It's a poster of The Fonz. I saw it and knew you'd love it. He's got this hoody grin on his face, and he's holding his hands up, so, c'mon, Didi!"
As soon as we got into her room, while she was rummaging through her vacation luggage for my present, I shut the door firmly and turned to face her. "For Christ's sake, Jill!" I exploded, "you are talking about everything under the sun except what I want to hear. How many guys did you make it with, all told?"
She looked up. "Guys?" I nodded. Jill's eyes sparkled and she began to laugh in her silvery voice. "What are you talking about, Didi?"
"Your letters," I said. "Kerry, Ned with the yacht, the three guys who were doing it to you at once-"
Her laughter became almost hysterical. I started to blush because I couldn't see what was funny.
"For-for God's sake!" she sputtered. Jill managed to get partial control of herself and she sat down on the edge of the bed. "Weren't those letters gorgeous?" she trilled. "Be honest with me, Didi-I bet you frigged yourself while you read them, didn't you? Did they turn you on? God, sometimes I'd be writing and I'd start to tingle inside, and I'd have to reach down and nib my clit till I could calm down enough to go on writing. But I showed you, didn't I? You're not the only one who can cook it up."
"I don't think I understand you," I said, realization starting to dawn, unwillingly, on me. "Didn't all that-didn't it happen?"
"Oh, you poor child!" Jill said, her eyes enlarging. "So that's why you didn't write to me! You read those letters, and you thought it was all real, and you-you-I bet you felt all left out and jealous! Oh, Didi! Couldn't you tell it was a goof? God, I larded it on so thick I thought you'd know!"
"I didn't," I said blankly. "It sounded real."
"Oh, come off it," Jill taunted. "You know damned well that it was only a scam! What else was I supposed to do when it was raining and drizzling and too cold to go on the beach? I sat on the balcony and made up a story for you. Just like the one you made up for me that day, remember? About you and me and Greg, you nasty-minded child! Of course, mine was longer and better connected. I wonder if I have a future in literature? Jesus, Didi, I thought you'd see through it right from the start. That was why I got mad when you didn't answer my letters. I figured you'd send me a few of your own little fantasies, and we could at least share our hot dreams through the mail. God, can you actually see me doing any of those things I wrote about? The only person less likely for it is you, I guess. Let's face it, kid. We're both chicken, no matter how much we think we want it. But pretending doesn't hurt, does it?"
"I guess not," I said.
Jill stood up. "Here we are!" She handed me a rolled-up poster. "Your very own Fonz. See-I'm your pal, kid. I brought you home a man! Or at least the closest to a man we're going to get for quite a while to come.
"You know," she went on, "you really do look funny, Didi. It's your eyes, I think. They don't look quite right. Are you having trouble with them? God, I hope you don't have to get gasses! So anyway, how were things in Albany while I was gone? My letters were probably the only thrill on the market, huh? God, I can't get over how gullible you're turning out to be. Don't go to New York-or, if you do, watch out, because somebody will probably try to sell you the Brooklyn Bridge. Listen to me. I'm doing all the talking, as usual. Say something to me. Share the latest news and gossip, huh? Or has the cat got your tongue?"
She stood rocking on her heels, eyes blue and bright, her smile chipper and innocent, and now I really knew what B.E. had meant by a twist ending. She was precisely what I'd feared appearing in her eyes. But I still loved her like a sister, and if I could help her, I'd do it. She had pushed me into becoming a woman, unintentionally, and the least I could do was return the favor. "Jill," I told her, "why don't you sit down again? I have a hell of a lot of news for you, and I'm not entirely sure how you're going to take it. So, if you're ready to listen-"
