The saying goes that there is a reason for everything that happens in the lives of men. If this is the case, then the desire for pre-teen children by older men and women has a place in our world although at times the reason for such desire is difficult to discover. In regard to the man or woman who lusts after the barely formed bodies of children, it can be said they are definitely sick. But just how sick? That is very difficult to answer even by our trained psychiatrist.
By violation of children-sexually immature individuals-it must be understood that this includes all the possible acts of a sexual nature that can be committed with a person under the legal age of consent, acts that are not comprehended in terms of rape. While force is often used by the pedophile, the term violation, or carnal abuse, is most often used in charging a pedophile, these terms comprehending that which is worse than sheer rape ... acts which signify the most horrible of perversions, possibly only to a man-or woman who is a complete salve to lust and depravity, who is morally weak and, in every sense, a pervert and deviant of the worst order.
A common feature of violation of young children is that they are unmanly and in at least a third of the cases committed by young men who either lack the courage for contact with an adult woman, or have no faith whatsoever in their virility.
In addition to these moral outcasts and those afflicted with psychic-moral weakness, congenital or induced by mental aberration, there are also those cases in which the pedophile is drawn to children not because of degenerate morality or psychic-physical impotence, but because of a true psychosexual perversion-full blown erotic pedophilia. Such a person is a true pedophile.
The acts committed by pedophiles on children cover an enormous amount of psychosexual ground. Some of these tormented men and women are content with only fondling the genitals of the child, rubbing or pinching slightly between the thumb and forefinger, along with masturbation, the latter being particularly true of female pedophiles who seduce small boys. There are no statistics, but it is believed that practically all male pedophiles force, or attempt to force, their victims to fellatio. Older pedophiles seem to have a preference for cunnilingus, perhaps because older men and-women feel more insecure and, unconsciously, have greater longings for a mother-substitute. It has been said that cunnilingus is a direct substitute for Mother.
Most cases of pedophilia are in the heterosexual class ... an adult male either desiring a female child, or an adult female desiring a male child. A further classification is homosexual pedophilia, in which case we find the male or female pedophile desiring a child of the same sex.
Male homosexual pedophiles enjoy themselves with fellatio and anal intercourse, while female homosexual pedophiles utilize cunnilingus and tribadism. There are cases in which the latter have even resorted to an artificial phallus, a dildo made either of leather, rubber or plastic.
Pedophilia is often only one symptom of a disordered and diseased libido; on this basis it should not be surprising that many pedophiles indulge in numerous other perversions, the disorganization of their id forever seeking and trying new forms of sexual expression for gratification. There are cases of pedophiliacs being bisexual in their choice of adult sexual partners, while others indulge in orgasm-grownup sex, troilism and orgies. Many more are simply voyeurs. But very few are active masochists, for some reason.
It has been said for centuries that one picture is worth ten thousand words. There is much truth in this profound statement. There is also truth in the statement that the intimate confessions of pedophiles are worth countless textbooks and explanations regarding the cause and cure of pedophilia, which, since the beginning of time, has plagued the human race.
Confession is good for the soul, and confession is vital for an understanding of pedophilia.
Chapter One
MANY people still are burdened with the false impression that adults and children in grandfather's day were somehow devoid of all sexual desire and feeling. According to this unrealistic view of society, they were "supposed" to be. Sex was not to be discussed at all costs, certainly never mentioned in polite society. A man was expected to "sow his wild oats," a licentious state of affairs that was accepted and tolerated but not condoned. However ... "boys will be boys," but girls had to remain sexless at all costs--even prostitutes in public houses were not permitted in taverns and saloons-virgin-pure and lily-white of virtue and character! Sex was "God-given and sacred," but still dirty and exceedingly nasty. A wife had to "give" herself to her filthy and obscene husband, because it was the order of things; husbands were like that-dirty and filthy, thinking only of the "fuck." And even the "antifuck" establishment had to admit grudgingly that sex was necessary for the propagation of the precious race. But only a lustful wife would enjoy such a filthy act!
During those days it was quite natural that many women became as frigid as icebergs over such warped teachings, retained from childhood. But not all. Some of those grandmothers were real swingers. Some were even pedophiles!
An elderly retired man in his eighties, told this writer: "I don't like admitting it, but I bad an old maid aunt who must have been a pedophile. I was born and raised in the Midwest, a little old farming community. One winter-I believe it was around 1890 or someplace in there-I was sent to visit this old aunt, about a hundred miles from my home. My parents didn't accompany me, and the only reason they sent me was to escape the flu epidemic that was going around.
"My aunt-she was about thirty-had a small house on the edge of town, and she was a dressmaker and well thought of in the community. I was about eight years old at the time. I slept with her because she said I would be warmer by being in her bed. Naturally at my age, I suspected not one damned thing. I had no reason to; she was my aunt, wasn't she?
"About the third night of my visit, I was in bed with the old dame and was half asleep, when I felt her hand working through the slit of my pajamas. I lay there, startled and frightened to death-completely immobile. I do confess that when her searching fingers found my cock and began caressing it, I enjoyed the sensation very much. Understand, I knew nothing of the sexual process, but you don't have to sit on a red-hot stove to feel the heat. By the same token, children don't have to have the sexual knowledge of a psychiatrist to enjoy the sensations produced by their budding sexual processes. I lay there, pretending that I was asleep, and let my aunt play with my prick.
"The next night--and I was anxious to go to bed with her by then-she repeated her fondling performance, only after a time she discovered that I was not asleep. She caught me with my eyes open. She stared at me for a moment, startled to learn that I was aware of her actions. Quickly she drew back her hand from my prick, uncertain of what she should do. I decided for her. I took her hand and placed it back on my hard little prick. This surprised her, and she said, "You won't tell your mother, will you? You must not, you know." I said I would not and she went back to playing with my cock.
"After a bit she pulled back the covers, undid my pajamas and pulled them from me, so that I was naked from the waist down. Then she began to suck my cock. Naturally I couldn't have a come at that age, even though the mental stimulation was there. I guess you might say I had a dry run.
"After the old bitch sucked me, she really got dirty. I suppose that since she felt I enjoyed it and wouldn't tell my mother, she could go whole bag, so to speak, and do anything she wanted with me.
"She removed my pajama top and began kissing me all over, even sucking my nipples. She asked me to perform cunnilingus-eat her pussy-on her. I didn't know what she meant or what the act consisted of, but she said she'd show me. She lay on her back and told me to get down at the foot of the bed and put my head between her legs. I did so, having my face only inches from her hairy cunt-and I do mean hairy! She was covered from belly button to asshole with a thick thatch of dark blonde hair. She took both hands and pulled my face to that wet slit, telling me to, in her words, 'put your tongue in through the hair and lick my hole all over. You'll like it ... really enjoy doing it.'
"I certainly didn't like doing it, but I was afraid to refuse her. I found out that she had another reason for having me lick and suck her snatch-to hold the act over me. She said, 'Remember, Donnie, if you tell your mother what I did to you, you'll also have to tell her about putting your tongue between my legs and into my hole. You just remember that.' I nodded and said I wouldn't tell, and she continued, 'Crawl up over me and put your cute little pee-pee in my mouth.' I did so and she sucked me some more, after which she had me crawl between her legs, like a man would. She placed my cock in her wet cunt and began moving her hips and telling me to move up and down on her. All the while she held me to her placing her hands on my ass-cheeks.
My aunt almost went crazy. She moaned and whimpered and squealed and I thought she had finally flipped her cork. She kept saying, 'Oh, John ... Oh, John' over and over and this confused the hell out of me, since John wasn't my name. Years later I realized that 'John' must have been her dream man or a lost love she was thinking about in her sexual reverie. She muttered, 'Oh, John, I'm coming!' Of course, I didn't know what coming meant either.
"Spent two months with my aunt and she sucked my little cock and fucked me almost every night. She even had me lick her pussy several times until she came off. When I say she got real dirty ... I mean downright dirty, because she would lick my asshole and made me do the same for her."
Another case of pedophilia was revealed to this writer by a young teen-aged youth in, Los Angeles, California, a homosexual, who admitted to me that numerous times he had serviced an aging, retired movie actress.
According to this boy: "This old bitch has a sort of agent who does nothing but scout around for boys and girls-even the real young ones. I mean boys and girls under ten! I can't prove it and even if I could, you wouldn't be able to tell who she was unless you wanted to find yourself with a lawsuit on your hands. Hell, I don't care if you believe me or not. I know it's the truth and that's all that matters.
"This old twat's in her middle sixties if she's a day. She doesn't look it, but I've read all I can find about her in the library, and she sure ain't no doll in her forties or fifties. She was a big deal way back in the silent films. She had this big mansion out in the canyon in Beverly Hills, complete with Olympic-sized swimming pool. You know, the whole fucking works!
"I got into the thing by accident. I guess you could call it that. I hang out at this bar on the Strip, and one night I made a play for this guy. I sure wanted to play around with his cock, then give him a good blow job. He was about forty years old and a real Daddy type. The only thing was ... he didn't buy the bit. He was a straight ... he didn't go in for homo stuff. Sure, the place was a hangout for the gays, but still a lot of straights come in. Mind you, I said this guy was a girl-fucker, not a priest! He just didn't want to get sucked off by a boy, but he ups and buys me a beer and pops this weird proposition to me, asks me how I'd like to make fifty bucks a session out at this old gal's house. Okay, so I'm a big prick queen, but I'll fuck a female if I get paid enough for it, although it takes a helluva lot to get my prick hard when a woman's involved. But long green dollars is what I'm after. Man, I'd fuck the Grand Canyon if enough bills were involved!
"Sure, I got ears for this offer, and I ask him about the deal. He clues me that this old sexpot digs orgies like crazy, and that I'd have to do anything she wanted, you know, like sucking and fucking her and doing the same with other boys and girls. He added, 'Hell, kid ... you'll enjoy every minute of it. After all, you get your kicks eating cock and fucking in the ass, and there'll be plenty of nice young boys there you can work on; This old dame likes to see a queer in action! She tosses these parties about once a month, and it's an easy way to make yourself some bread, kid.'
"I told him it was a deal, if he was on the level, but only on condition that he stop referring to me as a queer and stop calling me kid. That really tickled his ass, but he just laughed and said, okay, it was a deal.
"Say, buy me another drink. You can, you know. Won't anyone say anything in this joint.
"Getting back to my story. Man, I tell you that first party at the old whore's house was really a smash! And, dad, I've made the scene at some real blowouts! But that one-Woweee!
"This old movie star was painted up with enough war paint to fill a Max Factor factory. She had a bedroom as big as an arena. She was all propped up on silk pillows and as naked as the day she was born. What a sight! She was a fat two hundred pounds, with titties that hung down almost to her gut and cunt hair as thin as leaves on trees in wintertime.
"There were four of us present, other than the old snatch. Me, a black boy about my age, and two girls. I was really surprised when I saw those two little girls. Hell, they weren't over ten years old. That old bitch had us strip naked and take a shower; then we returned to her bedroom.
"She didn't pull any punches with her language, either. 'Boys and girls, I like to fuck and I know all of you do. Black boy, you get on me and screw the living shit out of me, and the rest of you watch. And I want you to chant fuck, fuck, fuck ... suck, suck, suck-and call out encouragement to this here nigger bastard as he fucks me. I really get my kicks like that!'
"Well now, I figured she was an exhibitionist, but us standing there calling out fuck and suck-man, that threw me, dad!
"The two little girls and I watched, as the jungle bunny hopped her. His cock looked about half as big as a telephone pole and he looked like he had just stepped off a slow slave boat from Africa. Black as the tar in the pits! And grinning like some kind of fucking idiot! He shoved that big black cock into her cunt and it almost made her eyes pop out! That nigger-boy fucked her pussy like cunts were a thing of the past, you know, like it was his first piece of woman ass, and she grunted and groaned and carried on like a drunken virgin at a gang-bang! It's a wonder the huge bed didn't just break up and fall down!
"Me ... I began to feel as useless as a prick on a priest because after that black boy finished fucking her, she called to the two girls. 'We'll have some sucking now, dollies,' she said in that god-awful booze-tinged voice. 'Little blondie, you crawl up between my legs and eat my cunt-suck this black bastard's come out of me, and you, sweetie-she meant the little redhead- climb up on my face and let me suck that pretty little pussy of yours until you almost faint. You boys just stand there next to each other and keep saying those very fine words.'
"Those little girls got right to work. One began eating the old broad's pussy and sucking at the come dripping out of her hole and the other one straddled her face, squatting down and letting the old whore suck her cunt. All the while me and that stupid grinning black boy-he was just too goddamn stupid to feel stupid-just stood there, saying, 'fuck, suck, fuck, suck ... eat that cunt ... lick that pussy,' and things like that.
"My turn came later when the woman asked me if I was gay-only she said queer. I could have busted her right in her cock-sucking mouth. 'You like to suck cock?' she said. She knew damned well I did-and she was right! She had seen me take the black boy's prick in my mouth and blow him, and I tell you right here and now, that was some project! Getting that pole into my mouth. He sat grinning in a chair and I knelt on the rug while I ate his dong-straddling the redhead girl, my knees on either side of her shoulders, fucking her in her little mouth as I sucked the black boy. I didn't come off. Getting my prick mouthed by a girl doesn't send me at all. I squirted later when the black boy sucked me, though-gave him as much juice as he had given me.
"We did about everything with that old bitch. The two little girls ate each other, they sucked me and the black and we sucked their little hairless cunts, and all of us had to take turns sucking and licking the old girl's pussy and even ass-eating her and each other. Me and the black screwed each other in the ass, and he lucked the little blonde. Now let me say right here that, although he had a cock on him that would wilt a full-grown woman, the little girl could take half of it inside her twat, but she had to get on top of him. I had never seen anything like before. White ten-year-old pussy taking a huge black cock up her hairless twat. The redhead wouldn't go for it, though. Hell, she wouldn't even try. 'I can't take a peter that big,' she said, eyeing it warily. 'And I ain't gonna try for no amount of money.' She did take me on, though. Hell, I almost came in her little snatch ... because she was so tight it was almost like an asshole! But it fizzled. I just ain't built in the mental department for a girl. The minute I got my cock in her snatch, it started to wilt and droop. The old whore thought this was very funny and almost fell out of her goddamn bed laughing.
"We carried on for almost four hours with that dirty-assed bitch. She certainly was a dirty old fart. At one time we all went into the bathroom with her. That bath ... it was something else ... as big almost as her bedroom and with a tub that must have been eight feet square. Just like you see in those Japanese movies, big as hell and sunk right into the floor. Tell you what the fat slut made us do. She made me and the black kneel in the tub while those two little girls walked around us giggling and pissing on our backs and chests. Man, you ever had that piss flowing over you?
"The old bitch really dug that scene. 'Open your mouths boys and have a drink of piss and I'll give you an extra twenty,' she cooed, fingering her own sloppy snatch. Now, maybe I'm not exactly an up-standing pillar of the community, but draw the line at drinking piss. Maybe I'm gay, but I ain't crazy! But the black boy did. He might as well have been a camel on the desert! He held his face up, lips open, and let the two little girls take turns pissing in his mouth. Shit, I bet he drank a quart of piss! What surprised me most, though, was those two ten-year-old girls dug the piss bit, too.
"Well, the old slut got into the tub with us and we had to smear her from head to toe with honey. We filled her cunt and the crack of her ass with the sticky stuff. She then had us lick it all off her body. It was the first time I ever ate pussy and got actually aroused and from the girls, too. We all got smeared with the stuff.
I had to suck the black boy off again and this time his black cock was the sweetest and stickiest prick I've ever had inside my mouth. We had to wash for an hour getting all the stuff off. All the while the old bitch sat there watching us while we washed each other.
Watching and finger-fingering-not her pussy, but finger-fucking her old asshole!-and sipping a drink of whiskey. She wouldn't give us any. She said she didn't believe in children drinking! Imagine that!"
Female pedophilia is not at all uncommon, as we have seen, in spite of the fact that we seldom read of such cases in the papers-child molestation cases in which the offender is a woman. For that matter, few cases of 'male pedophilia ever reach the newspapers, for one reason or another. A good many cases are not reported Often the child does not report the incident to the authorities or parents because of fear and shame Girls and boys in their early and pre-teens are especially prone to remain silent after being molested, unless actual rape has taken place and they are in pain. Many parents often remain silent even after the child has told them of being attacked. After all, what will 'the neighbors think?'
The following case is intriguing as it explains in depth the operations and motivations of a female pedophile who was caught-a rarity in the world of sexual crime. Because of limited space, the case will be told in narrative form.
Mary was in her middle thirties and a teacher of English at one of the local high schools in a city of large population. A widow, her husband having been killed in the conflict of the fifties, Mary is a fairly attractive brunette. Her figure is excellent; her manner and demeanor are those of education and good breeding. She has a degree in education from a good women's college. She is well thought of and respected in her profession of teaching. She has no children. To look at her, to talk with her ... one would never think she was a pedophile in the worst way, and addicted to numerous perversions.
Mary was not always a pedophile, and there is nothing in her sexual history to indicate the trauma that triggered the change from normal psychosexual drives to the paraesthesia of pedophilia. She reports her childhood as happy, filled with love and all the material necessities. Her family was without any moral or social blemish, all its members the products of middle class morality and social outlook. Not the least trace of neuroses or sexual abnormality. Mary has a sister and two brothers; all are married and well adjusted.
Mary had her first sex experience when she was fourteen years old, at a high school dance, when her date tried to fondle her breasts. She did not permit the boy to do so and stopped him immediately. A year later, however, she submitted to fondling by another boy, enjoying the sensation so much that she even. Permitted him, finally, to masturbate her to an orgasm-her first. She did not touch or caress his penis nor permit him to have intercourse with her; yet she did watch with fascination as he masturbated himself to ejaculation-before her eyes.
Ages sixteen and seventeen, Mary dated frequently, petting to climax with some of her dates, indulging in activities that were on par with other girls-and boys of her age and social group. Petting consisted of kissing-mouth---breast fondling and Mary's receiving digital stimulation from the boy. Now and then her date might suck her breasts and nipples while she satisfied him with fondling and masturbating him. In spite of what many parents think and pretend to believe, such sexual activity between teenagers is considered normal and not the least bit surprising to sexologists.
A boy performed cunnilinugus on Mary when she was eighteen, an act which shocked and disgusted her, leaving her with a feeling of intense shame. As she related: "I had expected my date to masturbate me, knowing my personal morals, as he had dated me previously, he knew I would not permit sexual intercourse. I had permitted him to remove my panties to facilitate masturbation. I was startled when he got between my legs and began sucking and licking on my vagina. For a very short time I enjoyed the sensation, the manner in which his tongue explored my vaginal lips and washed my clitoris; then conscience overcame pleasure and I forced him to stop. I never dated him again."
At age twenty, while in college, Mary met Raymond, the young man she would eventually marry a student of industrial engineering at a neighboring college. After almost a year of steady company, Raymond proposed and Mary accepted. During this ten and a half months of dating, their sexual activities consisted of mutual fondling, caresses and masturbation. After a time, Raymond proposed intercourse and, during one of their petting sessions, when both were very excited, tried to force penetration, stopping only when he became convinced that Mary meant what she so often said, that full intimate contact would cheapen their relationship and severely shake the foundations of their future marriage.
In her words: "I had been taught as a child that pre-marital sex was wrong, and although I love Raymond very much, I was determined to remain a virgin until marriage."
It was Raymond who introduced Mary again to cunnilingus-and fellatio-as a prelude to sexual intercourse, during their honeymoon. She did not consider these oral-genitals acts perverted. Preparatory to marriage, she had read a great many authoritative books on marriage that explained that oral acts were not obscene, if they, led to sexual union and if they were enjoyed by both man and wife, provided one partner did not force the act upon the other.
Mary enjoyed cunnilingus as performed by Raymond, his adeptness causing her to have numerous orgasms. 'She had no moral nor religious scruples against either fellatio or cunnilingus, and her previous dislike of the acts lay not in any realm of ethics, but in the fact that the boy attempting the act was not her husband.
Mary did not dislike fellatio, either. She told this writer: "Raymond enjoyed it more than I, of course, as it was he on whom the majority of sensations rested. I did enjoy giving him pleasure in this manner-using my mouth and tongue-and after the first four or five times of sucking him, I began looking forward to it, I began enjoying sexually the very act itself. I delighted in licking his prick and letting his cock head slide in and out of my lips and mouth. I delighted in the fresh clean man-smell. I never swallowed his discharge, however. Raymond would come in' my mouth but I'd spit it out right away, then suck his cock as it wilted. We did graduate to doing sixty-nine--me on top. Raymond would even divide his time between sucking my pussy and licking my asshole, the latter of which I also enjoyed a treat deal. It made me come faster and more often. I saw nothing wrong in the act. We always bathed before having sex and we both enjoyed him doing this to me, although I could not bring myself to introduce my tongue to his asshole. Raymond did not press the issue. Like myself, he did not believe in making the partner do something distasteful.
"Raymond and I enjoyed sexual intercourse tremendously. We experimented with various positions and frankly, I enjoyed being fucked!"
Raymond graduated from college two months after he and Mary were married and obtained a good job with an engineering firm. He also became a reservist in the army. Fourteen months later Mary obtained her degree and began teaching third grade in an elementary school the following September.
Mary and Raymond were happy; he had a good job with a growing company, with ample opportunity for advancement; they had a nice four-room apartment and a German shepherd named Brute-and since they both worked, their income was more than sufficient.
Mary and Raymond wanted children. But Mary did not become pregnant. After four years the couple decided that Mary's barrenness might be a medical problem, and the family doctor was consulted. Tests were given. Mary was totally sterile-a revelation that left her ashamed and with a deep sense of inadequacy. The physician suggested adoption, and Mary and Raymond discussed this numerous times, discussions that led to shouting sessions and violent arguments, with Raymond, in the heat of anger, even accusing Mary of being "only half a woman." They always reconciled in bed and while Raymond always said he was sorry, he invariably returned to the subject of adoption. While understanding his need for a child, his need to be a father, Mary simply felt she had to be honest with him, and with herself, knowing full well that she could never adopt a child and love it as her own. It was not her nature. Nor could she understand how Raymond could expect such an impossibility of her, to love a stranger, a child whose ancestry was uncertain.
Their lives, like those of millions of United States citizens, were then disrupted by the police action half way around the world. Raymond was ordered to active duty and was sent overseas five months later. Within a year he was dead, killed instantly by a sniper's bullet. Mary was then twenty-nine years old.
His death was a severe emotional blow to her, sending her into a state of shock whereby she was hospitalized. She recovered slowly, forcing herself to face the bitter reality of the situation. Gradually, picking up the forces of the psychic processes, Mary resumed her place in life. She resumed teaching on the advice of her doctor, this time taking a position in a high school.
Although she did not realize it at the time, a change had subtly descended like a dark cloud over her. Men asked her for dates, but she refused, preferring books, her work, and the favorite company of her own thoughts. Occasionally she became sexually aroused, wanting desperately to be satisfied, her need crying for the caress of the male phallus; yet for some reason which she herself could not explain, the very nearness of men seemed to fill her with a strange repugnance.
She was thirty-three years old when she received her master's degree and switched schools. Mary was an excellent teacher, well liked by the students, respected by the rest of the faculty. No one suspected the terrible forces of repression 'boiling with her-least of all herself!
Mary's students were in the sixteen-year-old group ... boys and girls of whom the majority considered life one big party, although there was a minority of serious-minded students with their eyes on the future.
It began during Mary's second term at the high school: her becoming sexually excited over some of her teenage male students ... filled with an intense desire to fondle and kiss them, to play with their genitals to have them send her to the heights of lust with cunnilingus-and she desperately wanted to perform fellatio on them. It was a huge, burning hunger-and a ravenousness that began to strangle not only her waking moments but her dreams as well ... a grasping, raging need so 'powerful she was completely defenseless against it ... like a man whose wind is being cut off. He doesn't reason; he doesn't pause for logic nor explanation; he only fights for air ... for life!
It was that way with Mary. She had to be satisfied. She got her opportunity one afternoon after school while driving along the street. She spotted Harold walking along the street, probably going home since he lived in the vicinity. Harold was one of her students, a tall, muscular sixteen-year-old, very popular with the girls and a fullback on the football team. Harold was a serious-minded student, wanting an education in the worst way; unfortunately, he didn't have the ability to match the ambition.
Mary pulled up alongside of him, honked the horn. Harold walked over to the car. "Get in, Harold. I'm going your way," Mary said pleasantly. Once Harold was in the car and they were moving down the street, Mary cleverly steered conversation to the subject of his grades ... with Harold mentioning that if his grades continued as they were, he'd probably be kicked off the team. He was counting on a football scholarship to see him through college.
"Do you think I'll flunk English?" he asked.
"I'm afraid so, Harold, at the rate you're going," Mary said. "But I can tell you how you can be assured of passing, at least in my class, and English is your poorest subject."
Naturally Harold was interested. Mary told him, driven by her need, explaining bluntly that if he would make love to her and satisfied her sexually, she would see to it that he passed. She could tell that Harold was staggered at the idea, but at the same time flattered. The foolish teenager probably thought she was in love with him! He accepted her offer with some hesitation, but asked, "B-but where? I mean ... how do we go about it so ... "
"I'll tell you where and when, Harold ... "
That night Mary and Harold checked in at a motel, a complex with a reputation for shack up jobs, about twenty miles from the city in which they lived. Once inside the dimly-lit cabin, they quickly undressed and fell to the bed. Mary was pleased to see the boy already had a huge erection, and frantically she pulled him into her arms, her hand reaching for his stiff organ, her thumb digging into the moist surface of the head.
"Ooohhh ... love me," she moaned.
Harold began caressing and feeling and kissing her breasts, his own body trembling with passion, his hands trembling violently. He began sucking at her bone-hard nipples while his fingers toyed with her dripping, pulsating vagina. Her skin was as warm as tin lying in a hot sun. She squirmed and writhed madly when he shoved his finger into her moist, heated hair-lined orifice. Grasping his throbbing penis, she jerked it up and down in her fist, moaning and whimpering.
Harold began kissing her on the belly-and she could stand the urge no longer. "Bring it up," she panted. "Bring your sweet prick up to my mouth and I'll blow you! Hurry ... give it to me ... let me suck your cock ... let me feel it in my mouth! Please let me suck your prick!" She delighted in the reality, the vulgar sound of her words. Harold arched himself over her head, his knees on both sides of her neck. He placed another pillow under her head and leaned forward, bringing his erection closer to her lips. Mary took the throbbing phallus in her hand and began jerking it while she looked up at the dripping, inflamed head, saying, "I want this beautiful cock as hard as I can get it."
Slowly she began working on the young boy's penis. Harold, on his hands and knees above her, rocked forward and backward rhythmically, meeting her raised head with each thrust. She continued to suck him smoothly and evenly, then suddenly she changed her tactics, becoming almost violent, lightly brushing over the skin of his penis with her teeth, taking a fast short stroke which she balanced against a deep, full one, working her lips over the throbbing organ fast and furiously. As the boy watched his penis slide in and out of her tightly stretched lips, he felt the pressure building up inside of his body ... while below him Mary's head darted almost too fast for his eyes to follow-a blur of speed that created sweet sensations of pleasure on his erect phallus.
Her hand began sliding up his naked buttocks, her finger feeling its way along the shivering crack until it reached his puckered, clenching rectum. Up inside it delved eagerly ... searching, darting, finding and stimulating his inner passage way. This action of Mary's, combined with the frenzy of her sucking lips and swirling tongue, the caressing motion of her mouth on his huge penis brought blood rushing to the boy's head with such force that he thought for a second he might pass out. But he didn't. Instead, he lifted his head and drank in the sheer sexual ecstasy of the intense suction she was applying to his organ. The pent-up power within his body suddenly exploded, sending a river of thick fluid gushing into the back of her throat.
Breathing heavily, the young teen-ager felt his entire body tingle as the woman twice his age underneath sucked the last droplet of semen from his jerking, convulsing penis. Mary continued her withdrawing movements, her tongue fluttering insanely around the smooth head, slowing them down gradually until the boy had been drained dry ... her lips massaging the body of his penis as she allowed it to slip from her mouth inch by inch. Finally, she licked the last gleaming tiny drop from the small, inflamed slit and let it sag. Harold, his eyes almost rolling, sank' to one side of the bed, his' mouth gaping as he struggled for breath.
Mary wiped her mouth on the bed sheet. "Now ... it's your turn to suck me," she said. "And I want you to suck my cunt slowly and hard ...
Harold had not expected her request, his reluctance all too evident in his manner. "I haven't ever done that to a girl," he began. "I don't know ... I ...
"You'll do it for me ... or I'll make sure you never pass," Mary whispered fiercely. "And that will be the end of your football days, too. Now ... get down there between my legs and suck ... suck my pussy and make me come."
The boy's face was flushed with embarrassment as he said, "Well ... sit in a chair. I think I can do it better that way."
Mary sat in a high-backed chair and spread her legs widely, while Harold sank to his knees before her. His tongue began clearing a path to her waiting, steaming vagina, sliding gently and moistly along the inner flesh of her long thighs.
Mary lifted her buttocks from the chair and said, "Place your hands under my ass."
Harold slipped both hands under her legs and caught the unseated bottom of her buttocks where he could manipulate them. Reluctantly he slid his head along the glistening warm thighs until his nose buried itself in the warm thatch of curling hairs at her crotch. He began darting his tongue down and flickered warily at the top of her moist, pulsating slit. Mary lifted her buttocks again and slumped down in the chair trying to trap his tongue in place where the young boy would be forced to continue. But this wasn't what Harold wanted. Since he had to suck her wet orifice, he felt he would tease her to' the point of sheer torment. He quickly retreated his tongue and waited for her to settle down once more. Besides, the boy found that sucking and licking her vagina was beginning to excite him. He could feel his organ growing, stiffening into hardness again. It was a sensation he had never experienced and, while he enjoyed it, he still remained puzzled over the feelings.
Mary couldn't settle down. Her body trembled and squirmed, her breathing coming in harsh pants. Imagination and promise had built up 'a gasping desire within her body that manifested in weird convulsions controlled by spasms of the muscles in her lovely bottom that flashed her vaginal lips up and down before Harold's probing tongue and eyes. Each time the jerking threw her luscious buttocks up, the lubricant-covered lips of her vagina would twinkle at him wetly and wantonly.
All at once, in a sadden burst of passion, Harold dove his head between her smooth, slender 'thighs, protruding his wet tongue and hoping to find her-sweet, steaming inner recesses. The mark found him instead. In a violent convolution of her naked hips, the delicate, sensitive lips of her vagina wiped across his tongue, bathing the brim of his mouth in a flux of hot viscous liquid.
"Ooohhh ... " Mary wailed.
Harold drank it in and began the process of sucking, attempting to draw all the dripping juice from the hair-fringed cavity. As the liquid flowed into his waiting mouth and over his tongue, he brushed and pampered her quivering, sensitively inflamed clitoris, causing more of her heated sex balm to gush out. Harold slid his eager tongue from the little hardened bud of flesh, down along the delicious lips of her vagina until there was a gradual dropping away of membranes; the sides of her vagina felt like tense muscles, but the automatic resistance gave way under the pressure of his darting, snaking tongue. Inside, the tongue found pliable, soft, smooth folds of flesh which responded to each darting thrust, causing Mary to moan and whimper and jerk her yawning orifice up close 'against his mouth. Her legs shivered in passion and she crossed them behind the teenager's back, locking him to her. Her mind blazed. My God! It's ... it's good! Raymond ... never did it ... this good!'
Very suddenly the sucking and licking tongue became violent ... furious ... her buttocks, swelling and clenching, flying up and down so fast they would slap down against the seat of her chair, her open groin wiping at his face. She went so rapidly in her copulating motions that Harold would have lost all contact if her hands had not sped down onto the back of his head and pressed him firmly into place, burying his lips into the gaping passage of her heated opening.
As the sucking action reached supersonic proportions, there arose a series of moans and whimpers in Mary's throat which issued out of her nose and open mouth, Harold now worked his-tongue with a maddened frenzy, forcing his love-teacher to an orgasm that literally smothered him, inundating his face with the floodwaters of her delightful come.
"Ooohhh ... Ooohhh !" Mary screamed, thrashing in the chair, her fingers knotting like snakes in the boy's long dark hair. Then her body began to slump as the spasms subsided and exhaustion came over her.
That first night was only the beginning. For almost a year, there were many other nights-at least once a week, depending when Harold could get away from his home-in which Mary and the sixteen-year-old boy wallowed in mindless, blind passion and lust. Mary was becoming more depraved by the day. "I turned that boy into an expert little pussy eater. He literally became addicted to my cunt. Why ... I'll bet he's trying to suck and tongue every little twat he meets right now!" she said.
There were many others, other youngsters with whom Mary had sexual relations-and not infrequently with groups of boys in other towns ... on weekends. She would pick up a boy and ask him if he had any friends who wanted a good "blow job and fuck." Of course the boy had close friends, all of them only to eager to "gang-bang" an attractive woman in the back seat of her automobile. Mary would suck the boy's organs-one after the other-then each boy would take his turn enjoying sexual intercourse with her.
Gradually the word got around, even in the town where Mary taught school, that she was an "easy lay willing to do anything a boy wanted her to do."
Her intense desire for boys never left her psychosexual system, and when boys weren't available, when she was too busy correcting papers and so forth, she used the dog she still had, for cunnilingus and many times she had performed fellatio on the animal. Mary toyed with the idea of letting the huge animal satisfy her with sexual intercourse; however, she never attempted this perversity, fearful that the German Shepherd would become entrapped with her vagina as she had seen dogs do.
Mary had become so depraved, she committed sexual acts unknown to anyone but her analyst-and only a minority of them are given in this case study because of lack of space and lack of time regarding my interviews with her analyst and Mary herself.
There was Herbert, nick named Pee Wee, the ten-year-old son of the custodial manager of the apartment house in which Mary lived.
A friendly and likable boy, Pee Wee ran errands for the tenants, walked their dogs, and did various odd jobs for them, earning himself a little spending money in the process. He was a sort of mascot around the place and practically all the people in the building remembered his birthday, and of course he received presents from all of them at Christmas.
Mary often gave Pee Wee a dollar to help her clean or rearrange furniture in her apartment. For some time Mary had considered him as a sex partner, and one day she made up her mind; she would do it; she would take his little penis into her mouth and suck it. She realized she would have to be patient and plan very carefully. Knowing the boy as she did, she also realized that at his age he would have an intense secret curiosity about all things sexual-didn't all boys, no matter what their age?-and was probably playing with his penis every day. She began her campaign to entice and arouse the young boy by deliberately leaning over in front of him when he was in her apartment, exposing to his gaze the smooth valley between her breasts; and since she wore no bra, it was not at all difficult to see the pink nipples which topped her creamy white mounds. Or she would leave unbuttoned the lower part of her robe, her forgetfulness allowing her upper thighs to show when she walked.
For a month Mary used this subtle exhibitionism, all the while studying the young boy intently out of the corner of her eyes, feeling with pleasure and anticipation the boy's eyes riveted to her near-nakedness when he felt she could not see him.
One Saturday Mary decided his virginity was ripe for plucking and, as they dusted the furniture, she accidentally let her hand brush the front of his pants. Aahhhh ... parading around, leaning over and revealing her breasts, had finally paid off. The little boy had a delicious hard-on.
Later, after they had finished cleaning her apartment, Mary said, "Pee Wee ... do you ever think about girls?"
The boy stared at the floor, blushing and embarrassed.
"Aw ... sometimes, I guess," he said awkwardly. "Have you ever seen a girl naked?"
Pee Wee's eyes widened, and he shook his head. "Would you like to?"
Mary didn't wait for the boy to answer, knowing he would be to shocked and embarrassed to reply. Smiling at him, she slowly unbuttoned her robe, spreading it wide open so that he could see her breasts and the triangled thatch of hair that almost concealed her opening, yet a tinge of moist pink could be seen between the silken strands.
Pee Wee stared, his eyes as wide as saucers. His breathing became labored.
Mary reached out and took one of his trembling hands, placing his palm directly on one of her swelling breasts.
"Go ahead," she urged, voice throaty with growing passion. "Feel my titties. After all, you've been wanting to, haven't you?"
Like a robot, Pee Wee nodded his head. And he reached up and felt of her other breast with his other hand. He began tweaking and pulling at her hardened nipples, making them grow erect between his thumb and forefinger. He cupped them and hefted them, caressing the resilient smoothness while Mary stood there, shivering and looking down at him as he fondled her breasts.
"Let's go into the bedroom, darling," she whispered. Her voice hardly recognizable now, "and I'll do something real nice to you. I'll do it and you'll feel ever so good."
In the bedroom, she had the boy lie on his back, then she sat down beside him on the bed. Quickly her fingers unzipped his pants, her hand darting inside to find his little penis, already hard and warm and throbbing.
"What you gonna do to me? What ... huh?" he asked in a shy voice.
Mary showed him. She leaned over and parted her lips, sucking the innocent boy's organ far into her mouth. It was so small, she had no difficulty whatsoever in taking the full length far back to her throat. She began applying a hard, tongue-swirling suction that stimulated the young boy to a high pitch of sexual intensity, making him move about as though he was being consumed by ants instead of Mary's warm, moist oral cavity.
She reached inside his opened fly and began fondling his hairless testicles as she sucked and licked her tongue around his small penis, rubbing them with her fingers and the palm of her hand while her face bobbed up and down, the pressure of her mouth slipping his pink phallus in and out of it, moving the soft foreskin back down to reveal the boy's smooth, virgin glands to her tongue. "That's g-good," the boy said through clenched teeth. "Keep doing that to me. Do it some.
Knowing he was too young to ejaculate, therefore having all the time in the world to play and suck on his penis, Mary stopped ... telling the boy to get on his hands and knees, undo his belt and let his pants drop-"then turn your sweet little ass toward me, darling," she whispered.
Excited now, Pee Wee hurriedly complied with her request. When he was in that position, Mary began caressing his buttocks with her hands, pulling the cheeks wide and peering in at his tiny, clenching anus. Lowering her face, she kissed each cheek, then wiped the flat surface of her tongue over the smooth, hairless globes, sending searing fire through the boy's body, her emotions thrilling to the way he trembled and whimpered from the tongue caressing of his bottom. After a time, she pulled his buttocks apart again, pressing her face between them until her lips closed around his tightly constricted anus, and her tongue snaked out, shoving against the virgin orifice with, moist, gentle force. A slightly harder shove, and she succeeded in placing the tip of her tongue inside his rectum. Now, reaching between his thighs, she took hold of his still hard penis and began stroking it, masturbating him, as she tongued in and out of his tight anus.
After a few minutes of having his anus penetrated and sucked, Pee Wee gasped, "Do ... do it with your mouth again. I like that ... better."
Mary decided she would comply. With the boy still on hands and knees, she arched herself, on her back, sliding her head between the boy's thighs, and once more took hold of his penis with her clasping lips, her tongue swirling eagerly around his virgin organ. She was delighted when he started moving ... moving his small hips up and down. She placed her hands on his bottom, urging him to continue his movements. Once the young boy settled into a slow, erotic rhythm, Mary reached around and began rubbing at his moist anus, worming a finger into him there, and as she sucked at his penis, she began working the finger in and out of his rectum. The shock of this unexpected penetration into his body caused the boy to plunge his penis deeply into her mouth-as far as he possibly could-and began urinating, unable to control his bladder. Mary, instead of being horrified at finding the boy utilizing her mouth to dispose of his urine, was delighted, and she began drinking as if through a straw. The boy moaned his shame, but Mary continued to suck the hot soup of his urine that rushed down her quivering throat.
Mary didn't stop with her sexual attacks on Pee Wee. She found that the young pre-teen boys could be excellent sexual partners for her growing depravity. There was one little boy-only eight years old! Deliberately, Mary went about running into the boy's mother in the hall and engaging the woman in conversation, cultivating her friendship, feeling that sooner or later her opportunity to baby sit would present itself. It arrived one Sunday afternoon when the woman's regular baby sitter-a student in Mary's class-called to say she was ill and would not be able to sit with the young boy that evening. Mary happened to be in the woman's apartment at the time and offered to sit with her young son. The mother agreed, remarking later, as they left for the evening, what a good neighbor they had in Mary.
Good neighbor indeed! The mother and father hadn't been gone an hour before Mary fellated the young boy and she used her mouth on the boy at least four times on four separate occasions, when she was baby sitting the child.
At the same time she was satisfying herself regularly with Harold, as well as another member of the football team, a' seventeen-year-old Negro boy with whom she indulged: in fellatio, cunililingus, vaginal and anal intercourse in her car his and twice she even went so far as to smuggle the youth into her apartment.
Almost a year had passed since Mary had turned to pedophilia boys will talk, they are more than prone to brag about their manhood, especially when it involves an adult woman The black boy often bragged about how he was satisfying a certain white cunt, and one day he happened to let slip the word, teacher. Mary was not his only female teacher, there were two others. Even though he denied that the white cunt was one of the three, when pinned down by his pals, the secret was out. The boys talked. Rumors spread. Students snickered and glanced knowingly at her when they passed her in the hallways. But fortunately none of the rumors reached other members of the faculty.
Even so ... the best laid plans of mice and pedophiles often blow apart at the seams. It was Mary's passion for ten-year-old Pee Wee that caused his parents to charge her with child molestation and contributing to the delinquency of a minor. One day Pee Wee's greedy little mind had caused him to demand money from Mary, saying, 'If you don't let me have some money, I won't let you put my thing in your mouth again." Stupidly, Mary agreed. Worse, she offered him ten dollars if he would also put his tongue into her hair-lined vagina-to which the boy quickly agreed.
Pee Wee's parents found the ten dollar bill in the boy's pockets, and knowing he did not make that much money-not at one time-running errands for the building's tenants, they questioned him as to how and where he had obtained such a large sum.
Fearing the wrath of his father-who was somewhat of a religious fanatic-Pee Wee blurted out the entire filthy story, placing full blame on Mary's shoulders. Sickened, the parents went directly to the authorities. Mary was arrested, of course, and went to jail, was sentenced to an indefinite period to the state mental institution for treatment.
Mary felt extreme guilt. Alter her husband's abrupt and sudden death, this guilt was intensified, magnified all out of proportion. Don't forget the arguments she had with him before he died and how often he told her in anger that she was only half a woman. This was a tremendous blow to Mary. After Raymond 'had been killed, this half woman feeling became stark truth. Now Mary knew she was a failure as a human being, a failure in the eyes of her husband and in the eyes of society. Somehow she also rationalized that she had contributed in no small part to Raymond's death.
This intense feeling of guilt, this tremendous feeling of inadequacy-these her super ego could not stand. It had to do something ... anything to escape that feeling of complete and total frustration. It could do only one thing: attack the situation. This it did by a perverse sort of rationalization which revealed itself in Mary's pedophilia. Her acts with children, perverted as they were, were really born not only of her sincere love for children-as ridiculous as it sounds-and her desire to have a child of her own-even though this desire was now deeply buried in the unconscious-but also of her flight of conscience to escape her feeling of guilt.
Then again, her super ego might have demanded retribution-punishment, humiliation and being degraded as by the young boy who urinated into her, mouth. Her perverted acts could have been the result of this punishment need, her super ego demanding her self-destruction. What better way to do it than with sex acts with children, feeling that eventually she would be caught!
Female homosexual pedophilia, in which the female homosexual prefers teen-agers and pre-teen children only for sexual use, is thought to be rather rare. But is it? After all, statisticians who draw straight lines from insufficient data to foregone conclusions prove not a thing! Some sexologists even are of the opinion that lesbians outnumber their male counterparts. Almost never do they come to the attention of the public, because of their natural tendency of greater caution-you seldom catch a lesbian cruising around a public washroom-plus the fact that a lesbian can indulge in her preferred perversion much easier than a male homosexual, without being noticed by the public at large. Two women can walk hand-in-hand on the street and no one is going to think anything about it, but just let two men try the same thing! Another factor in favor of the lesbian is the public's lack of knowledge about female homosexuality. What the average person thinks he knows about lesbianism ... what he accepts as fact-he doesn't, and it isn't!
Like male homosexuals, lesbians can be divided into two groups: the active and the passive. But physical characteristics are not an indication of either group; appearance means nothing. Many a woman has been unjustly accused simply because she has a deep husky voice and a large-boned frame. Such a woman may be a very feminine creature, while the soft-looking dainty type of woman may be as queer as a five-headed calf!
Then again, the mannish-looking woman might be an active lesbian, and the demure, soft-looking woman might very well be an active passive homosexual, who delights in being forced into sex acts by the active female partner. To simplify the terms ... active meazis the lesbian who takes the initiative. Passive refers to the wife, to the female homosexual who receives the action and attention.
A lesbian in her twenties might seek a sex partner in her middle teens, or a bull bitch in her forties might seek a girl in her late teens or middle thirties The catch is that age, as such, is not the first consideration, attractiveness-to the lesbian-of the younger women is.
However, a pedophiliac lesbian-while she does not consider age either, as the first and primary principle is always drawn to children ... unable to accept sexual satisfaction with even a passive partner ten years younger-or more-than herself. She will pursue and seduce girls who are children, in every sense of the word. Girls who are nine, ten and eleven years old and even younger, including babies! Now and then she will seduce teenage girls, if adolescents are not available. And what she does to the child, the acts she commits, are the very same acts she would indulge in with an adult passive lesbian.
Let us examine a few of the terms as applied to lesbian activity.
First, cunnilingus is the preferred act of the majority of lesbians-the rubbing of the tongue and lips and mouth over the clitoris and vaginal opening of the sex partner, an action that can be either simultaneous or reciprocal. Cunnilingus is considered the natural act for homosexual women-according to Kinsey, who found that ninety-one percent of all lesbians practice cunnilingus.
Secondly, tribadism is next on the list, the reciprocal rubbing of the female genitalia, with the active lesbian acting out the part of the male-or husband role-to the passive lesbian who plays the woman's part.
Thirdly, mutual masturbation is also very common in lesbians, and some sexologists feel it is the most common of all lesbian acts, along with breast caressing and kissing and sucking with related diverse body kisses.
Finally we have coitus. Now, this sexual act may come as a surprise to a great deal of people, since a female cannot possibly penetrate another. But the lesbians who practice coitus use an instrument called a dildo. This artificial phallus is introduced into the passive lesbian's vagina, with the active lesbian working it in and out as if she were a male.
Cunnilingus and mutual masturbation are the acts usually preferred by the lesbian who is also a pedophile, as we shall see by the following cases.
One of the strangest to come to this writer's attention is that of an executive in a large advertising agency. This woman, aged fifty-three, whom we shall call Ellen, whose appearance was not masculine. Yet she did have a distinct drawback, insofar as men were concerned: she lacked fully developed breasts, her mammary glands having been dwarfed in childhood by a severe case of mumps. She was fairly attractive, although not pretty, and her figure was not at all unattractive. But her habits were definitely masculine. She smoked great black cigars, and she drank whiskey like a sailor.
Ellen's attraction to girls was not due to her inability to attract men, but because she was a lesbian.
She had always been attracted to girls, very young girls, as far back as she could remember, being particularly drawn to those who were undernourished children from the ghettos and slums. Ellen, playing the role of an idealistic do-gooder, would induce the parents to allow her to keep the girls at her home, telling them their children would be provided for in every respect. She never took in more than two girls at a time.
One of Ellen's motives was genuine kindness, for she was a compassionate and altruistic person; and for the benefit of the girl to whom she was in love with at the time, she was ready and willing to make any sacrifice.
Ellen usually took the girls to live with her in a mother-and-daughter relationship, but her relations with the girls were strictly of a homosexual nature. Mutual masturbation, deep mouth kisses and petting of the body were a daily occurrence, with the masturbation to relieve the girl of her nervousness. Ellen often resorted to cunnilingus. Strangely enough, these acts were not resented by any of the young girls she took in.
One regret Ellen had was that some of the young girls would not reciprocate by performing cunnilingus on her vagina.
"I love doing those things to the pretty little girls," she said. "They have such sweet, pretty little pussies. Why ... they liked what I did! I made them very happy by kissing and tonguing their little clitoris and cunt holes."
Any history of a lesbian, and this includes a pedophiliac lesbian, usually reveals a missing or totally inadequate father, along with an overly dominant or overly protective mother. In fact, some schools of mental illness have the tendency to confuse the lesbian's obsessive preoccupation about her mother with love and sexual excitement. Because she spent so much of her time and energy dwelling on her mother, the lesbian has little time to develop other skills and interests. Often she hates her father, considering him a weakling.
Barbara's father was an alcoholic, and whenever he was at home, Barbara's mother nagged him about his liquor bills, resulting in his staying away from home as much as possible, his absence growing from days to weeks, and from weeks to months. Finally, he simply stayed away for good.
Having lost her husband, Barbara's mother's emotional attention now became focused on her daughter. Barbara was loved, petted and her every whim indulged in. At the same time, her mother demanded enormous displays of affection as well as complete and utter obedience. Barbara would become angry with her mother over her dictatorial attitude, to which mother dear would reply, "How can you talk like that to your mother, after all I have done for you? Remember, I love you very much; I'm not like your father. He doesn't give a damn whether you live or die or become blind for life!"
When Barbara was ten her mother was promoted to buyer in the department store where she worked, and again the mother's interest shifted, this time from her daughter to her career. Now she placed most of the housework on the young girl's shoulders, saying that, "If you really loved your mother, you wouldn't mind helping her." All the while her critical, perfectionistic attitude made life a living hell for Barbara. Everything had to be just perfect, not a speck of dust anywhere.
Barbara spent a good deal of her time alone. As a child she had been neat, cheerful and quick to learn in school. Not any more. Now she was resentful, sullen and disconsolate. Not infrequently she neglected her school work, house work and even her own appearance to read love magazines-all of which resulted in more scoldings. But she was still scolded when she applied herself, so what was the difference ...
When Barbara was thirteen, a new family moved into the apartment house with their eleven-year-old daughter. Immediately, the two girls became good friends. For the first time in years, Barbara found herself loved and adored; and again she felt like a human being. Her old spark returned. Her grades, her house work and behavior improved. Her mother, delighted at the change, encouraged the friendship, not realizing what such a friendship between the two girls could lead to.
One day Barbara and Jodie were playing movie star, trying on Barbara's mother's dresses and experimenting with cosmetics.
Years later, Barbara stated: "Really, it all happened so fast, I didn't have time to think. Well ... it just happened, right out of the clear."
Barbara was fourteen, and her figure was that of a blooming teenager, with breasts that were just beginning to bud. She had a slim waist, and hips that were no longer strangers to a curve; and her legs were long and slender. Jodie, who was only twelve, was naturally open in her admiration. Her own breasts were still those of a small child and she was still thick waisted.
Jodie cupped Barbara's breast in her small hands.
"Gee, I wish my titties were as pretty as yours-," she whispered.
Barbara felt a weird feeling possess her as Jodie cupped her swelling breasts ... a strange and exciting sensation. For the first time, she was actually conscious of her body.
The two girls kissed. The kisses didn't seem at all wrong to Barbara. Her mother kissed her a good deal, and every now and then would take the child on her lap and hug and pet her.
The kiss led to another ... then followed caressing. Then Barbara was suddenly fondling and feeling of Jodie's pubic area, a compliment that Jodie quickly returned. Barbara's vaginal lips were moist and sensitive and ready, and Jodie's probing fingers touched her small inflamed clitoris.
"That really did it," Barbara explained many years later. "Something wonderful seemed to burst up within my body when Jodie touched my sensitive clitoris. I must have moaned or something to show how exhilarating it felt, because Jodie touched me right on the button again, this time deliberately. My hips jerked and my buttocks clenched up each time she touched me there, and in a very few moments she brought me to complete orgasm. It was my first come, and it kind of frightened me so, even though it felt so delicious and pleasurable, that I had to stop her. When I told Jodie to stop rubbing me there, she didn't listen to me, keeping her finger moving up and down the quivering clitoris. I have no idea why she didn't stop. She kept it up, moving her fingers up and down and sort of twisting and pulling at my clitoris a little and in a short time I experienced another orgasm.
"Later, after Jodie went home, I realized we had played something dirty with each other and that we had done wrong. I had heard my mother and other women make jokes about women loving each other up, and I knew such acts were considered terrible.
"That afternoon, when Jodie came back to my home I told her we must never do that again. But Jodie just laughed and put her hand up beneath my skirt and felt of my pussy, slipping her fingers underneath the leg band of my panties. When she started feeling and stroking my pussy, I grew weak and couldn't do anything but tremble. I wanted to pull my pussy away from her probing hand, but I just couldn't move. The pleasure was too intense ... too great ... the sensations holding me rigid. Jodie brought me to orgasm three times that afternoon with her delightful fingers on my pussy."
From that day on the relationship between Barbara and Jodie changed. Barbara no longer was able to take the lead she was no longer the older girl, the boss Jodie, the twelve-year-old, was. And whenever the two girls had a disagreement, Jodie would quickly slip her hand between Barbara's thighs and manipulate and fondle her vagina and clitoris until Barbara became excited, almost out of her mind with passion. Then she would abruptly stop her masturbation until Barbara agreed to do what she wanted and begged her to continue with her hand and fingers on her overheated genitals. Barbara did not like this new arrangement, but was helpless to do anything about it. The spell of masturbation ... the pleasure-pain of orgasm was all consuming, taking possession of her body and mental facilities.
In Barbara's own words: "Numerous times I tried to break away from Jodie, but somehow she always lured me back. I couldn't resist her wonderful fingers and what they did to me down there, the intense feeling of exquisite pleasure that rippled through me from head to toe. She gave me just too much pleasure for words. But actually, Jodie never enjoyed it as much as I did. When I started feeling around of her cunt, she didn't seem to mind whether I did it or not. She much preferred feeling of mine. Once, after a particularly heated argument over some childish thing, Jodie brought my emotions to such an intense boiling point, I was climbing the walls, yet she wouldn't continue feeling of me-stroking and rubbing my pussy. Finally, she told me that I had to do something for her. She teased me about it, then lifted her skirt and pulled the leg-band of her panties away from her pussy, telling me that I had to kiss and lick her pussy.
"She didn't have much hair around it, but the pink lips looked absolutely wonderful to me. Besides, I was so hot, I was ready to do it. She sat down on the edge of the bed and opened her legs, telling me to get between them and start eating. I used my tongue a lot, licking at her tiny, delicious clitoris for a long time, then I worked the tip of my tongue into her pussy and moved it in and out, tongue-fucking her. While I was doing this, Jodie was stroking my head saying how much she loved me and how nicely I was kissing and sucking her sweet cunt. I sucked her hard, but even that didn't excite her very much. And for a long time afterwards, she would make me eat her cunt almost every chance she had, though she seldom came off. When she did enjoy a climax, it was after I had sucked and tongued her pussy for an hour or more.
"We continued doing those things to each other all through high school. Then Jodie got interested in boys and I lost her forever. She finally got married, after she graduated. The last time I heard of her she had three dirty-pants kids. That was years ago.
"Boys? A lot of the boys wanted to date me, but I hated the sight of them. I hate all men! They think all they have to do is wave their nasty cocks in a girl's face and she'll lay down and tear her panties off right away! Alter losing Jodie, I decided that women could give me far greater sexual enjoyment than a hardcocked man, who just couldn't do anything for me except make me throw up! Besides, I wasn't about to be bossed and controlled by them either, as I had been by Jodie. I'd seek my sexual partners in girls too young, too inexperienced to be devious. And ... I'd be the master!"
Continuing her education, Barbara went to college and obtained a degree in sociology. Three months after her graduation, she went to work for a civic organization in a large city, a position that brought her into frequent contact with children, particularly children of the slums and other deprived areas.
Slum children become wise in the ways of sex very early. Living in substandard, overcrowded quarters, often sleeping with an older brother--or sister-or in the same room with parents who indulge in sexual acts when they think the children are sleeping-but aren't the child at an early age becomes initiated into the mysterious byways of sex and sensual pleasure. Such children are not easily shocked. They aren't apt to be surprised if an adult molests them-except for violent rape, of course-provided they receive a little money from the molester to buy those tiny luxuries denied to children of very poor parents.
It was children from poor and slum areas whom Barbara recruited for her sexual purposes.
"I never had a bit of trouble," she explained. "None of the little children ever seemed surprised when I began playing with them. Most even enjoyed my hands on their little cunts ... particularly when I would suck them and use my tongue on the hairless genitals. I meet these children on picnics the organization for which I work gives. Or I meet them in their homes during the course of my work. I'll tell you this, from my experience ... most little girls around eleven and twelve are really sweet little sexpots. I should know. I haven't kept a record, but I do know I've sucked and jerked off at least a hundred of the sweet pussies, and I have yet to have one become really frightened over what I do."
Barbara is also exceptional in the wild and weird world of lesbian pedophilia in that she uses an artificial phallus on the young girls.
"I had it special made. It cost me over seventy dollars, but I didn't want a full-sized rubber cock. You see, the tiny cunt of a little girl will not accommodate a man-sized organ. I had a small one made, of hard rubber, three inches long and an inch in diameter that could easily be inserted into the sweet pussy of a little girl. It is a very fine instrument. It even has rubber balls, but these are large ... man-sized.
"I will tell you how I derive pleasure from using this rubber prick," Barbara continued. "It's not from the actual insertion of the cock into my little partner, as many people might think. You see, this little device at the base-when I have it on-creates friction on my clitoris while I pump it in and out of the little girls.
The base spreads out, flattens to the exact shape of my pubic area-a perfect fit-with two hip-straps on each side. It's the rubber knob that fits against my clitoris that instills sensation in me. Why ... you might say it replaces the male cock ...
"Cured? I'll never be cured. And quite frankly ... I don't want to be. There isn't a thing in this world that will ever replace a sweet little girl who enjoys being sucked and fucked with my toy ...
Female homosexual pedophilia is a part of our society. We don't like it, but the illness is there. Just how much a part, we will never really know, for unlike an iceberg whose greater bulk lies submerged beneath the silent surface of frigid waters with only a tiny peak protruding, pedophilia in general, and homosexual pedophilia in particular, remain completely hidden.
Many illnesses and diseases give a warning of some sort.
Pedophilia doesn't!
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AS we have just seen, female homosexual pedophiles are invariably active lesbians. And how many there are in the United States, well, that's anyone's guess. No one knows for certain. There aren't even any basic statistics on the subject. We can only base our studies on the few and scattered cases that are made public in some way, cases known to be fact and without the least trace of speculation. It is suspected the male homosexual pedophiles outnumber female homosexual pedophiles. But again ... do they? Or is it only because the former, being caught more often, receives more attention?
Numerous cases of pedophilia are also cases of incest-cohabitation between adult and child related within the degrees wherein marriage is prohibited by law. Incest is a sex crime ... a vicious one that is seldom discussed and seldom reported to the authorities; it is also a crime that is regarded with absolute horror by all civilizations and at all times during the history of the world.
Paradoxically, the crime and the offense against nature is committed every single day of the year, even far more frequently than rape. Some states lump this perversion of libido with child molestation-pedophilia-while others call it by its true name ... incest, or sexual intercourse between blood relatives. Of all transgressions against morality, this particular one is considered the most terrible. And the frequency with which incest is committed is rising, meaning that incestuous pedophilia is also rising.
The Greeks prohibited intercourse between blood-related family members, but uncle-niece and nephew-aunt marriages were allowed. Very common were marriages between cousins, and sister and adopted brother unions were sometimes obligatory to retain the family honor and property. Sexual intercourse between father and daughter, mother and son, was punishable by ostricism and, if they had any honor at all, the guilty ones were expected to commit suicide.
Incestual unions between the old gods are described in mythology: Kronos and Rhea, Oceanus and Hyperion, Zeus and Hera. But ... what the gods could do, human beings, the mortals, could not. A god might have sex with his goddess-sister, but humans were forbidden to diddle such a blood relative.
During the Middle Ages death was always the penalty for incest, the method of execution differing with time and the passage of history-beheading, burning at the stake, drowning, burial alive, breaking the back on the wheel, and so forth.
Obviously, while a good deal of pedophilia is of an incestuous nature, not all incest is of a pedophiliac nature, provided the parties are considered adults by law. A man having sexual intercourse with his eighteen-year-old daughter is not committing pedophilia, but incest. Should the girl be younger, then the man is guilty of both incest and pedophilia.
While laws and penalties regarding incest- and pedophilia-differ, all states prohibit marriage and or screwing between parents and children. In those states where intercourse between step-parents and step-children is not considered incest, the act is usually called lewd cohabitation. All states prohibit children of the same biologic ancestry from marrying each other, as well as between children and grandparents, aunts and nephews, uncles and nieces.
Sexual intercourse between in-laws, while very common, is not considered incest by the courts-if one of the participants is under age, then the crime is pedophilia. In fact, the in-law sexual intercourse is a classic plot in many fictional works-in motion pictures and on television such as, the wife falling in love with her husband's brother, or the husband to have an affair with his wife's sister.
One factor in pre-teen sexuality is invariably present in a brother-sister relationship: the children have always had considerable sex freedom. Too, it is usually found that the brother was not subservient to the father, or at least was never controlled by him. Usually the brother works at some sort of job and is of an aggressive nature. The result might be as follows:
The words of a fourteen-year-old girl: "I have always been afraid of my brother, ever since I was eight years old. He was seven years older than me and I couldn't do anything about it. My mother had died when I was six, and Daddy, well, after Mom died, he just seemed to go steadily down hill. He was always cross and didn't seem to care about anything. He was a tool and die maker in a machine plant. He'd come home from the factory and start drinking after supper. And he thought the sun rose and set on my brother; that's why I didn't tell him how George used me sexually.
"It started one night toward the end of the week. My father had come home from the bar, drunk and staggering, as usual, and had gone to bed. George was watching television, every now and then making some vulgar remark about the girls in the picture we were watching. He and I had never gotten along with each other very good. He was always telling dirty jokes in my presence and making fun of my going to church ... anything to make life difficult for me. I never brought what few friends I had to the house, because I never knew just what my brother or my father would say or do.
"My brother and I were sitting there watching television, and George looked at me and said, 'See that girl there? She's the type to have a real big cunt. You do know what a cunt is, don't you, Jenny?'
"Not being able to take any more of his dirty talk, I decided to take a shower and go to bed. I was in the bathtub with the shower turned on and had lathered myself, when suddenly the curtains parted and in stepped my brother ... stark naked! I was so shocked I just stood there staring at him, I suppose I must have been numb from the shock, but I must have mumbled something but I don't remember what it was. I do recall attempting to step out of the shower stall and George grabbing my arm. 'You ain't going anywhere,' he said. 'Not unless you want me to knock the piss out of you. And if you make a fuss and' wake the old man, he'll probably knock the shit out of you, too!'
"I froze, realizing my brother was' right. He was my father's favorite and in very solid with him. Daddy liked him because George often brought home a fifth of cheap whiskey for him, saving the old man a trip to the corner bar; and I knew my father didn't have any kind of morality about him. He once told me-my father-that I'd be better off if I went out and got myself fucked than go to church all the time.
"'I'm going to take a shower with you,' George leered, standing in back of me with his arms around my waist, holding me tightly. I could feel his prick poking against my back, and he lifted me so that it pressed into the crack of my bottom. He put his hands down on my belly, way down low so that one finger was almost touching my hairless pussy, at the same time pushing his cock slightly into my ass-cheeks. I didn't know what to do. I just stayed there, him holding me up that way. George was breathing heavily and becoming sexually excited. He said, 'Jenny ... you're going to be a real good honey-fuck. Now you stand still ... hear me!'
"I heard all right! He let me down and I stood there, leaning over a bit the way he pushed me, and permitted him to place his big cock between the cheeks of my ass and pump slightly. He didn't pump himself to coming off and removed his prick before he did. He then made me get out of the shower stall with him, and, after he had locked the bathroom door, he sat down on the toilet lid, pulled the bath mat close to him and told me to get down on my knees in front of him. I was only eight years old at the time, remember, and naturally a virgin and had not had any experience with boys, yet I knew what he obviously wanted me to do. The thought of sucking his cock gagged me- and it was so unchristian, too.
"Crying, hot tears running down my cheeks, the water from the shower dripping from me, I told him, 'I don't want to do that. Please, George ... I couldn't do it ... not use my mouth ... it's nasty dirty ... Please ... don't make me use my mouth.'
"My brother laughed at me. 'How do you know what I want you to do? Say-how many cocks have you sucked, sister dear? Why ... you're hardly old enough to know what one looks like!' Suddenly he leaned over and punched me in the stomach, his blow almost causing me to double over. 'You want more of the same, you little twat? Get down on your knees and I'll show you how to do it. It ain't as bad as you think it is ... I've had lot's of blow jobs from little girls. Why, you might even like it!'
"Fearful of what he would do if I didn't, I sank to my knees, my eyes fastened on his huge cock. The thing fascinated me, I admit. His prick looked like a small telephone pole, only a pole doesn't have a dark purple head with a little slit in the end of it.
"George pulled my head closer, spread his legs wider, 'Lick my balls first, cunt,' he said, then work your tongue up the underside of my prick and lick the head all over.' Savagely, he pulled my mouth to his hairy nuts. I began licking, them slowly, working upward on his throbbing shaft. His prick felt soft and hot to my tongue, and before I actually knew it, George had slipped the end of its smoothness into my mouth, and I was washing the throbbing surface of his slick knob. He locked his legs around the small of my back, also putting his hands on the side of my head, moving my mouth up and down over his hot cock. It was a most impossible for me to believe that I actually h-had a boy's prick in my mouth, especially my own brother's! My shock was compounded when George ejaculated. He held my head to his cock and I could feel the warm thick fluid gushing from the little slit in the head, filling my mouth. There was an odd taste, sort of acid-like, and I swallowed practically all of it, not thinking to retain the milky juice in my mouth and spit it out later. When he finished coming off, he let me pull my head back. I gagged, feeling the nausea rising in my throat, and when George moved from the toilet, I leaned over and began spitting. 'Shit, that wasn't all that bad, sister dear,' George laughed at me. 'And you might as well get used to sucking me off. You'll be drinking my come again, kid.'
"What could I do? I was only eight years old. Where could I go? I thought of telling my priest at church. I thought of telling him all about it, but I knew that if I did there would be a big stink everyone would know and I didn't want to be embarrassed in front of everybody and the church.
"So there I was, helpless to do anything against what my brother was forcing me to do. He made me suck his cock off almost every night. That went on for years, then when I turned thirteen, George fucked me.
"He had me take off all my clothes, after which he played with my ass-cheeks and sucked my small breasts and nipples. Then he played around with my pussy. Then he said, 'Before we fuck, sister dear, I'm going to teach you what they call sixty-nine. I read about it in a good book the other day.' He got on the bed and instructed me to get on top of him in a backward position and put my cunt to his face. 'I'll lick and suck your cunt while you give me a blow job,' he said.
"I did not want him to hit me or hurt me again, so I did what he wanted. I settled my pussy over his face and, lying on top of him, began nibbling at his hard cock the way he liked best. George started licking and. kissing my now-sparcely haired cunt, pushing his tongue through the scanty hair and running it all over the sides of my pussy. In spite of my moral repugnance to the obscene act, knowing it was a terrible sin, I couldn't help but feel some pleasure from the manner in which _George was licking me down there. It was a sensation I had never before felt and I was deeply ashamed that I was enjoying it so much, but consoled myself with the thought that I did not want to enjoy his tongue on my pussy that way. Even as I was engaged in the licking and nibbling of his cock the feeling I had in the pit of my stomach and around my pussy-this strange new experience became intensified, increasing so rapidly and to such an extent that I involuntarily began twisting and squirming my naked crotch all over my brother's face, wanting to push my pussy through his face and have his tongue consume my very being. All at once a tremendously powerful feeling of fantastic pleasure shot through my body. I shuddered like a giant wave exploding in my naked, writhing hips, racing to every hidden corner of my mind, so violent that I felt for a moment that I might even faint from sheer joy. That was my first come.
"Furiously, I began whipping my lips up and down on my brother's thick cock, my tongue swirling in blurred speed, until he pulled my wet mouth from his cock that was dripping with my saliva. Goddamn!' he exclaimed. 'What you trying to do-eat the fucking thing? I don't want to come in your mouth this time, sister dear, or it will take me too long to get another hard-on. I want to fuck that tight cunt of yours!'
"George got off the bed, took a box of tissues and wiped his cock off, then he slipped a rubber over his prick. Quickly he got back on the bed and crawled between my legs. He was breathing heavily and shaking somewhat, and I knew he was very excited; Staring at him, still in the warm afterglow of my first orgasm, I wondered how it would feel to have his cock shoved up inside me-my very first fuck!
"It hurt, but not too much, when George forced his prick into my cunt, lowering his body to mine, pinning me to the bed. I don't know what it was maybe instinct that caused me to put my arms around his neck, at the same time I was feeling his pulsating prick pushing against the slippery sides of my pussy hole, its moist head knocking frantically at the door of my womb.
"George began moving up and down, thrusting his cock into the tight, clasping lips of my pussy, and each time he moved, the more my cunt seemed to enjoy it-I was very excited! Again that extremely pleasant feeling began building up inside me. George had slipped his hands under my bottom and he was digging his fingers into my asscheeks almost as if he was trying to pull my trembling body into his own. More and more I began enjoying having his big, thick, hot prick inside me down there, stretching my pussy, probing and stroking into the sensitive opening. I just couldn't help myself. Understand, it wasn't that I wanted to enjoy it ... I was overwhelmed by the intense sensations of what was happening to me. I even tried praying, that the good Lord would stop me from enjoying the fuck. God must not have been listening. I became more and more excited. I even began helping my brother! I started helping him by meeting his every down stroke by violently thrusting my wide open, naked crotch up to meet his powerful, brutal ramming of my pussy. I lifted and wrapped my legs around his back and even began to moan and whimper from the delicious pleasure he was giving me. My whimpers and moans of pleasure; my insanely gyrating hips; my clasping cunt lips ... all of my heated sex-fire exciting my brother even more. 'That's it, Jenny,' he breathed, his lips on my neck. 'That's the way to fuck ... put it to me ... throw your tight cunt at me ... yeah ... fuck me good, sister dear! Ahhhh ... that's the way! Move your ass twist your ass ... Ooohhh!'
When his vulgar words spurred my pleasure, and I jacked my butt faster and faster and we fucked and fucked and we both burst with a wet bang almost at the same time, my cries of delight bouncing back from the walls and sounding like the wail of a stranger to my ears, to my other self that seemed to be watching the obscene proceedings in open mouthed horror.
"My brother didn't have to force me into fucking after that first time when, he took my cherry. I made a pretense of not wanting him to fuck me, but I always let him stick his cock in-any time he wanted to! We would always suck each other a little first-usually with him tonguing me to orgasm-and once I even let George luck me up my asshole, but he couldn't get his big cock inside me very far, even though he smeared the head of his prick with face cream. If he passed me up for two or three days-naturally, being twenty-two, he had dates and was fucking other girls by this time-I would get so sexually excited that I would be forced to finger-luck myself. Sometimes I would use a banana or something to stuff up my snatch.
"About six months after my brother busted my cherry, he brought his best friend home with him on Saturday afternoon, saying that both of them were going to fuck me at the same time. I figured that was impossible and that George was only talking to 'impress Roy, and Roy figured the same thing, because he knew my brother was always bragging and rattling about things he didn't know a damn thing about. George meant what he said, which came as a surprise to both Roy and me.
"'I read about it in a book,' my brother insisted stubbornly, 'about how them Arabs over in Arabia do it, and that's the way they always fuck a girl-two men and one twat. I read it in a book-and what's good enough for them is sure as hell good enough for us!'
"Naturally, I refused and pretended to be very shocked and disgusted and told them both that it was wrong ... nasty ... and a girl didn't do those disgusting things. Actually, I was already so excited I was squirming my ass on the chair, ready as hell to get with it! I made George threaten to beat me black and blue if I didn't cooperate with them. After several minutes of this, I pretended to give in.
"We knew we wouldn't be disturbed by our father. On Saturday afternoons, he always took a fifth of whiskey and went across town to see an old buddy of his, he always said, but George and I knew his old buddy was an old whore he had known since school days. We knew damned well they would get drunk together and go to bed for the day.
"George and Roy and me, we took off all our clothes and my brother told me to lie on my side and be perfectly still. 'Both you guys wear rubbers,' I said nervously. 'I'm old enough to get pregnant now, you know.'
"Roy took a drink of whiskey from a pint bottle he had brought. Passing the bottle to my brother, he said, 'George, we ain't got no sense trying this crazy stunt. How we gonna get two cocks in your sister's one little hole?'
"'Like them Arabs do it,' George said. 'I'll fuck her from the front, me and her laying on our sides, with me facing her and my cock up her cunt, and you can fuck her from the back.'
"'I don't want to luck your sister in the goddamn asshole!' Roy exclaimed. 'Shit, man!'
"'Damn it, I don't mean to stick-your prick up her asshole,' George said. 'I mean her cunt hole. Don't you know how a girl's cunt can be stretched! How the luck do you think a woman has a baby! Jenny lays real still, see, and raises her top leg a little, and all you have to do then is force your cock in her pussy right alongside of mine. You grease it up first with this vaseline. We don't want to hurt her none.'
"Now, maybe this sounds silly, but instead of being terrified at what my brother was proposing to do with me, I was excited and intrigued by it. 'Roy was shocked. 'Why goddamn it all! I ain't gonna do no such fucking thing. It ain't hardly proper, me and you rubbing our pricks together like that, like a couple of cocksucking queers or something!'"
This remark of George's twenty-year-old friend was typical, although what was being proposed by Jenny's brother is quite common in a troilistic sexual act. Many sexologists are-of the opinion that there is a very strong component of latent homosexuality in any man who enjoys such an act-a strong component because his penis must out of necessity come into contact with the organ of the other man. Other sexologists disagree, feeling that the woman is really the prime source of enjoyment, even to the subconscious factors of the males involved.
"'Oh hell,' my brother said. 'That don't mean no never mind. It ain't like we was fucking each other in the asshole. Come on, let's luck her before we lose our hard-on.'
"They both got on the bed, George in front of me, Roy in back. My brother slithered his cock into my cunt first, without any difficulty. 'Don't move none, Sin. You lay absolutely still so Roy can work his cock in.'
"Roy began moving in his vaseline-coated prick. Finally it was all in me-an extremely tight fit, but somehow-to my surprise and Roy's-he could still move it in and out, fucking me. Yet, when you stop to consider that Roy's cock wasn't very large, it wasn't as hard, to take both of them as you would expect. Roy's cock is so small I can almost get all of it inside my mouth when I suck him off ... not like my brother's, whose cock is just too damn big!
"I didn't move a muscle and Roy and my brother began fucking me. I tell you, they drove me absolutely insane-almost instantly-almost out of my ever fucking mind with those deliciously thrusting pricks! It was so fucking good I even screamed when they came off in me, when I felt their come shooting in those rubbers and tickling my pussy walls. It was ... good!
"We did it that way a lot of times after that ... Roy and ml brother changing places, but I had to be in the same position all the time. Sometimes, one would fuck me from behind while I sucked the other off. I don't mind swallowing the come now, either. In fact, I really get a charge out of drinking their come. Once, at my brother's request, I licked Roy's asshole and jacked him off at the same time, with my brother watching and beating his cock to a conic. At first I didn't want to do that, but I finally did after they gave me five dollars to buy a new bible with."
This young girl's case is not exceptional in the annals of brother-sister sexual relationships involving incest-pedophilia, her story being all too common and ordinary to the ears of doctors and social workers. The case serves to illustrate how a young preteen girl's libido can be channeled and conditioned into enjoying a deviation to the extent that she even accepts the paraesthesia as normal. It is not guesswork to say that the prognosis for such unfortunate children is always on the dark side without doubt. Very frequently, accepting such perversions as the sexual order of the day, they become vicious perverts and pedophiles themselves in later years; often a complex of guilt and shame will drive them into the open arms of neuroses, into alcoholism and quite often to suicide. At minimum, they become promiscuous.
Mother and son incest-pedophilia does occur. It is more rare than the other forms; still it does occur, and not as infrequently as the average person might think. When it does, the mother always occupies the dominant position in the family, or else the father is either absent or very subordinate. As for social and emotional relations between mother and son, when such an incestuous affair occurs, they are of two types One, when the son is the aggressor, the participants can be either distant or close. Two, when the mother is the aggressor, then emotional contact is intimate yet hostile--but not in all cases. As a rule the sex culture of the family will be found to be very loose, as can be seen by the following case.
Joey was thirteen years old, the son of prosperous farmers. His sister Glena was seventeen. Joey slept in a bedroom next to his parents' room, and often he could hear them engaged in sexual intercourse ... hear his mother groaning and panting and crying out, telling his father to, "Do it harder! Pound my cunt, honey! Rip my goddamn hot pussy apart with your wonderful cock!" Joey had never had sex with a girl and he had never seen a man and woman engaged in any act of sex; however, he did know what sex was all about. He did know what his father and mother were doing in their bedroom He did know what fuck was having discussed the entire process with his friends, one of whom had even stolen a book from his father's library which was filled with photographs of men and women in various positions of intercourse. All this was very fascinating to Joey, who speculated what it must be like to have intercourse with a girl, and he thought it would be very nice to have a girl kiss and lick his penis and for him to suck at her vagina. He often watched Glena parading around in shorts and wondered what her pussy and titties looked like. I sure would like to see her naked, Joey often thought, after which he would get an erection and go out to the outdoor toilet and masturbate; or he would take the Sears catalog with him and play with his penis while looking at the pictures of women in underclothing. The illustrations of women's thighs and legs also made his penis hard; he would look at them too and masturbate, climaxing in his hand.
In the summer of his thirteenth birthday, Joey saw his mother and father engaged in sexual intercourse. It happened quite by accident one morning, after Joey had risen early. He couldn't sleep because of the heat and. had decided to get up and go lay in the hammock in the yard. He was stepping into his pants when he heard them through the wall ... his mother and father in the next room. Joey put his ear to the thin wall. "I'll suck you first," his father was saying, "then we'll lap fuck." Joey's mother mumbled something, but Joey could not make out her words, except the word prick.
It was daylight. The sun was just rising in the east. Joey realized that if he left the house and slipped around to their window, he might be able to actually see them doing it. It would be difficult for them to see him, as they would have to look at the sun streaming in through the east window.
Joey quickly finished dressing, after which he carefully tiptoed from the house, carefully closing the screen door behind him. His heart pounded furiously as he made his way along the side of the house, finally around the corner and sliding carefully up to the window of his parents' bedroom. His mouth was full of hot cotton as he peeked in. What he saw was the old man on his knees, by the side of the bed, his face buried in his mother's hair-lined vagina. Joey's mother was lying on her back, across the bed, her head on a big pillow, her mouth slack, her eyes glazed and staring at the ceiling. Her arms were outstretched, her hands opening and closing. Joey could barely make out what she was saying. "Ooohhh, Dale, you do that so well. A little higher ... 'there! Ooohhh ... that's it; right on the button! Suck it, honey ... move your tongue on it fast, yes, now in and out of my pussy.
With eyes as big as saucers, Joey stared, feeling his own penis getting extremely hard. He unzipped his pants and began running his fist back and forth on the turgid shaft, masturbating himself, all the while wondering what button meant. He'd have to tell the guys about that. Maybe his friend's book would explain what button was.
Joey watched. Suddenly his mother burst out with, 'Ooohhhh! ... Now, now, Dale! Faster! Ooohhh I'm coming! Ooohh ... yes, yes, yes! Oooohhh . there I'm coming ... right in your ... sucking mouth!"
The young boy knew what that meant. It was the same when he came and the white stuff shot from the head of his penis. One time in the barn he had masturbated without a handkerchief and the liquid had spurted almost five feet, like a tiny water fountain. Joey was proud of that. The other guys couldn't shoot any farther, except maybe Ned. But Ned had a bigger organ. He also wore glasses and had a stamp collection, the big sissy.
Joey's father got up from beside the bed and wiped the slimy stuff from his mouth while his mother wiped her vagina. Joey could see her pink opening was covered with thick curly hair; and Joey saw that his father's penis was an enormous instrument, sticking out for what must have been-to Joey's young eyes-a full foot in length. He became very excited at seeing his father's and mother's genitals, deciding he would have to tell his friends about this.
Then it happened to the excited boy. Joey suddenly ejaculated with powerful force against the side of the house, watched as the thick stream dribbled slowly down the wooden siding. His attention returned to the bedroom. His father had sat down on a chair, with his penis sticking up as rigid and tall as a flagpole. His mother, smiling, went over to him and paused. Joey wondered how it would be to suck on her large titties. Facing her husband, she began lowering herself on that monstrosity, straddling his lap, her legs on either side of his, her hands holding onto his shoulders, while he held her by the hips. Gradually she lowered herself until the immense organ was totally hidden within the thick thatch of hair and pink, stretched vaginal lips. Slowly ... she began to move her naked body up and down on her husband's throbbing weapon, all the while gazing into his eyes lustfully. Joey saw his father begin to suck at her nipples, first the right one, then the left. It was the damnedest thing Joey had ever seen! Golly ... his mother was fucking him I Joey took out the small pair of binoculars he always carried with him that had cost a quarter and two covers from one of his comic books, and tried to look through them, but the image was blurred.
He heard his mother whisper huskily, "Honey ... use your finger."
Joey's father complied, reached around and-oh, boy! slipped a finger right into her ... asshole! Joey's mind whirled, thinking his friend's book hadn't mentioned that!
Joey's mother moved up and, down, sliding her stretched vaginal lips over the enormous thickness of his father's gleaming wet penis while his father pulled and tugged at her ass cheeks, worming his finger rapidly in and out of her clenching rectum. Joey, watching this unusual event, began to tremble and shiver with excitement.
His mother said, "Darling, I'm ... I'm about ready! How about ... how about you? Are you ready to ... to come in me?"
"Just a few minutes more," his father whispered. "Try to hold off for a few minutes more ... and when you come down on my cock, try to squeeze it with your cunt lips ... hard!"
Joey wondered: Ready for what? What was there to try to hold off for?
His mother suddenly moaned loudly, "Oh, Dale get ... get ready!"
With another hard-on rapidly approaching, Joey watched, almost falling backward from surprise as his father suddenly lifted his buttocks from the chair his arms around his mother's gyrating hips, her arms around his neck-struggling to hold his wife to his naked body. Once he was upright, his wife wrapped her legs tightly around his buttocks and upper thighs folding herself around him, forcing his penis as deeply into her burning vagina as it would go. Joey's father arched his body forward, gasping, "That's it Ooohhhh ... Ooohhh ... Oh, oh, oh!"
The man released his wife and she stood upright, shaking and holding onto her husband. Standing out-side the bedroom window, peering at the naked parents, Joey also shook, masturbating his rigid penis furiously.
Seeing his parents engaged in sexual intercourse and oral-genital relations had a profound effect on the boy. He now began masturbating two and three times a day. One afternoon his sister, Glena, caught him. He had forgotten to lock the toilet door and his seventeen-year-old sister, not knowing the outhouse was occupied, walked in on him while his hand was moving swiftly up and down his swollen penis. Instead of being horrified at what she saw, Glena smiled, chided him for playing with himself. Joey blurted out why, told his sister how he had seen their parents doing it that morning in the bedroom-"and ever since then when I think about it I get so excited I just got to pull my cock or else come in my pants. I get all hot and bothered and shivery at the same time-say, would you let me luck you or suck your pussy or titties?"
Glena shook her pretty head and told him no, that it would not be a proper thing for a girl to do. "Mother says I should save it for my husband when I get married." She didn't mention the fact that it would be incest whatsoever. But Glena loved her little brother and felt very sorry for him; she pitied him when she saw him shake and tremble. Finally, she consented to masturbate him ... to make him come with more force. "I can't let you fuck me, Joey," she said. "But I'll tell you what ... I'll jack your little prick off; that might relieve your anxiety," she explained. She knelt on the floor of the outhouse, taking his offered penis in her hand and began stroking it. It was not long before she brought her younger brother to a tremendous orgasm, his sperm gushing out to splatter on the far wall, as she leaned aside. After that, every time Joey became aroused and wanted to masturbate, he would go to his sister, who would readily take his organ in her hand and jerk it for him. She was handling his penis at least once a day, happy to give him this relief. Then, after about a month, she caught him trying to have sexual intercourse with one of the farm animals-a sheep, all of which prompted her to take the young boy's sexual problem to her mother, who became very upset when she-heard how her son was behaving.
This mother discussed the problem with her husband. "What are we going to do, Dale?" she asked. "We can't have Joey going around with a little hard-on all the time, can we?"
'Well, there's no point in taking him to some doctor," Dale said. "They would only tell him to stop jacking off, which is like telling a fish to stay out of water"
After they had pondered the dilemma, the father arrived at what he considered a logical and intelligent solution. "Honey," he said to his wife, "I think you should teach our son all about sex. Take him to bed. Let the boy luck you. Let him do anything he wants, even suck your cunt ... and you suck his cock off for him. Tell you what, I'll do the same with our daughter After all, she's admitted to jacking his little prick off for him, hasn't she? Besides, who can teach, children better than their parents?"
His wife agreed with this unusual solution and that night Joey found himself sleeping with his mother. Dale, the father, shared his daughter's bed. Surprisingly, the two youngsters readily accepted this arrangement.
Joey and his mother undressed in her bedroom, and she was very pleased to see that he had a nice erection. Joey was so excited at what was about to take place he was trembling visibly, his eyes moving over his mother's naked flesh, feasting on her lush, pointed breasts and her bushy triangle of pubic hair. They sat on the bed and she reached out, feeling of his small, throbbing penis, asking, "What would you like to do to me first, Joey? Tell me the truth, son." Joey, his excitement evident, whispered that, "I'd like to suck your tits first, the way Dad does, then play with your pee-hole with my tongue, the way you and Dad did it. Then ... I'd like you to suck my cock."
His mother laughed, lying on her back while she showed him what to do. "Put the nipple in your mouth and suck it real hard," she instructed, feeling of his testicles as he lay half on top of her. "When you have had enough of sucking of my titties, I'll show you how to suck between my legs ... suck my cunt ... and how to do it properly."
Joey enjoyed sucking his mother's breasts, but he enjoyed it even better when he had his face pressed between her smooth thighs and his lips working at her moist opening, his tongue fluttering around her tiny, sensitive clitoris and then stabbing with a frenzy into the slippery lips He particularly enjoyed running his nose through her soft blonde pussy hair inhaling the aromatic musk of her genitals, delighting in the strange aroma. Gently, his mother pressed his lips to her hair-lined recess, whispering, "Lick the inside of my cunt, Joey. Lick your tongue all over my pussy and work your tongue up the top of the slit until you feel that little button there. Yes ... it feels like a little hard button. There ... now flutter and twist your tongue around that. Nibble it with your lips ... that's the way ... that's very good ... suck it gently. Lick your mother's cunt like a good boy!"
So that was the button, Joey thought his tongue swirling furiously.
He sucked at his mother's vagina greedily, like a thirsty animal, and when he brought her to an orgasm, he lapped eagerly at the flowing secretions welling from her vaginal walls and dripping into his open mouth. He found he enjoyed the taste of her fluids, and continued to suck and lick the sides of her hair-fringed vagina, working his tongue on and around the in-" flamed, sensitive button ... even many minutes after she had enjoyed her tremendous orgasm and her excitement started subsiding ...
Joey lifted his face-smeared with her dripping juices-and grinned broadly at her. "Golly, Mom," he said, a tinge of awe and pleasant delight in his voice. "That was good! I never knew pussy tasted so delicious!"
Again, she laughed at him, petting the side of his still wet cheek. "Just like your father," she said, her voice filled with love' for this thirteen-year-old son of hers.
"Now," his mother said, pressing him gently back onto the bed. "I'll suck your little peter, darling." As Joey lay back, his mother, at the foot of the bed, skinned the sheath from the head of his penis and licked the flat surface of her tongue around it for a moment, then, with the tip, she tickled the small hole on the ,end, sending tiny, delicious shivers through his smaller body. After a while, she parted her lips and sucked the entire length of his organ into her mouth, rapidly massaging the sensitive, smooth head with her tongue, clasping her hot, moist lips around the throbbing shaft, scraping her teeth up and down the tender flesh. Joey, who had been anticipating this, was unable to control his emotions and, after his mother had taken a few strong sucks with her tongue swirling wonderfully around his swollen penis, ejaculated his scalding young semen almost at once-a powerful white stream which his mother easily and wantonly swallowed. After draining his jerking, excited penis, she pulled her mouth away and smiled up at him, reaching beneath his quivering buttocks, searching between them for his tight anus. Once she found the puckered opening. she slipped one finger into it easily and rubbed delicately and gently at his prostate. Immediately, Joey's penis erected once again, full and strong with youthful vigor. His mother smiled as she saw the organ throb into hardness, petting it with her other hand.
"Now I'll show you some other things you can do with a girl," she said.
She had her son place his penis between her firm, pointing breasts, telling him all about the exquisite pleasures of doing this to a girl in that deep, warm valley of flesh. She instructed him how to place his penis between her upper arm and side-in her arm pit and work himself to ejaculation; and finally she lay on her bark and permitted her son to insert his excited penis into her moist, pulsating vagina. Joey thrust and pumped, running his organ deeply into her slippery passage while she arched rhythmically to meet the unexpert plungings. After a while, Joey found the smooth rhythm, and his mother allowed him to copulate with her until he was totally and happily satisfied.
During the time Joey and his mother were enjoying their incestuous sexual instructions, his father was instructing the young boy's sister. He had coached the seventeen-year-old girl in cunnilingus and fellatio, both of which she enjoyed no end. They enjoyed the popular sixty-nine position and Dale even inserted his penis into her rectum, which Glena enjoyed tremendously. She was also given experience in vaginal and mammary intercourse, just as her brother had done with their mother. Finally, after a long time, father and daughter had exhausted themselves in the warm arms of sex ...
Mother and father were gratified to learn that Joey's sexual anxiety disappeared. He still masturbated, but only. two or three times a week, as compared to the same number a day previously At other times when he became sexually excited, he either copulated genitally or orally with his mother or sister, for by this time the family had graduated into the practice of group sexual activity disporting themselves in a free-wheeling, abandoned and immoral manner.
One of their favorite positions is as follows: the mother would lie on her back, taking the bottom position. Joey would settled his buttocks on her firm breasts and his mother would suck on his penis. His sister, Glena, on her hands and knees, would eagerly press her lips to her mother's dripping vagina and perform cunnilingus. The father, attached to his daughter's rear end, his arms around her waist and his fingers playing with her inflamed clitoris, would either satisfy himself by using his daughter's vagina, or as Glena much preferred, her rectal canal.
At times the father would be on the bottom, with either his daughter or wife squatting over his face to receive the rapid stimulation of his tongue. Either mother or daughter would fellate him. Joey would enjoy the fellating female by inserting his penis into her rectum. He found he enjoyed anal intercourse better than vaginal; this was because his penis was a bit too small to be clutched with any force by the vaginal muscles of his sister or mother. But he could put his penis between their buttocks and into the tighter opening of their rectum and receive a great deal of pressure and friction and better, a great deal of intense satisfaction.
One odd aspect of this situation in incestual pedophilia, was the fact that all four were homosexually inclined. Joey found tremendous enjoyment by sucking his father's great penis to completion, hungrily sucking up the thick globs of semen his father would spurt powerfully into his small, greedy mouth. Not a few times, his father would perform fellatio on his young son. Joey usually sucked his father's penis when his mother would have her face pressed into the hair-lined slit of her daughter, moistly licking and sucking. His father would then crawl between his wife's legs and lick her, while Joey mouthed and tongued the great weapon that reared up, inflamed and throbbing.
Joey also enjoyed doing the popular sixty-nine with his sister. She always let him have the top position, all of which enabled the mother to stimulate his little anus with her tongue or finger. While his mother did this, his father would often enter his daughter's rectum and copulate her in this manner while Joey used his mouth and watched the organ he loved brutally moving in and out of his sister's clasping anus.
Constantly the mother and father cautioned Joey about telling anyone of the sexual proceedings. Glena, at seventeen, knew enough about what they were doing to keep her mouth shut. "If you do tell," his mother warned, "you and Glena will be taken away from us and then you won't get to fuck or suck me or your sister anymore. You must never tell ... never!"
Joey never did-until years later, after he was a grown man and suffered a serious breakdown. It was then the above was revealed.
A lot of nonsense has been written and is still being penned about adolescent sex desire, the majority of which insist that children are supposed to work off their sexual curiosities by studying, sports activity and various hobbies. At all times they are to be guarded and protected against the sins of petting and premarital intercourse. This unrealistic attitude does nothing but cause guilt and utter confusion, contributing to frigidity in women, as well as to divorce, alcoholism and a whole host of other social ills, including pedophilia. The fact is that no amount of work and play is going to remove sexual curiosity, not without causing some psychic scarring.
Man-made morality and codes of sexual conduct is not the way of nature. A sex act that is properly performed will not have a serious impact on an adolescent or teenager, in spite of what the moralists say. But guilt and recriminations over sex can and do have serious impact, often damaging the child for the rest of his sexual life. It is also psychological fact that the persons most capable of instructing children in sexual activity, including initiation to the act of sexual intercourse, are mature and responsible adults, who understand the sexual nature of children.
We have seen an interesting case whereby the parents of two children were the aggressors. Now, let us study the case of Jerome, a precocious twelve-year-old, who became the aggressor in initiating intercourse with his mother.
Jerome, at twelve years old, was the only son of wealthy but divorced parents. Living with his mother, who drank heavily, Jerome was left to his own devices. Not that she didn't love her son. She did-very much but sex and the bottle took preference, both of which absorbed most of her time.
One day Jerome was about to walk into the upstairs parlor when he heard voices, speaking in a low whisper. Putting his ear to the door, he detected the voices of his pretty mother-she was thirty-three years old- and Randy, their negro yard boy. Jerome could not make out their words so he opened the door a slight crack and looked in. Mavis-his mother-was sitting on the couch, her legs spread widely open, her dress raised to the height of her deeply indented navel, exposing her beautiful smooth stomach. Randy was kneeling on the carpet before her, his big, black penis hanging out of his pants. With one hand he was fondling Mavis' breasts through her blouse, while with the other hand he fingered her hair-fringed vaginal lips.
The sight didn't surprise Jerome, who had been introduced to sex at the age of ten-years-old by their Chinese maid, who first fellated his small penis then induced him to have intercourse with her. Mai Ling still worked for them and. Jerome was involved sexually with her almost constantly. He had matured very early, and could now achieve an ejaculation, which delighted the small, delicate Chinese girl. Mai Ling's body was slim and a very lovely shade of pale yellow, but she had extremely small breasts-and Jerome had become quite fond of large ones, like those of his mother-and her vagina thatch was stiff and wiry. She also had a club-foot, and Jerome didn't much care for that, either. Yet in his own way of practical thinking, a stiff-haired vagina was better than none at all. Of course, he would have preferred to have sexual intercourse with his mother.
With cold eyes he watched his mother and Randy- not seeing Mavis as his mother but only as a woman with a thick jungle of raven black hair between two smooth, snowy white thighs. Her eyes were half closed, and she kept moving her pretty rounded buttocks on the couch, almost as if she was sitting on a hot stove, telling the negro boy to move his finger faster and in bigger circles.
Jerome ran his hand down to cup his burgeoning organ, finger it and feeling it rising and getting ironhard. He heard his mother telling Randy that "you did a hell of a good job with that finger-flick. Maybe some day I'll let you put that big black stick of yours in my pussy. Would you like fucking a white cunt, black boy?"
"Oh, yes ma'am," Randy said with a grin, his white teeth gleaming in his coal black face, using his Uncle Tom attitude. "I sure would like that, ma'am. Yes ma'am ... I sure would enjoy getting me some white pussy like yours."
"Well ... I'll think about it," Mavis said lazily. "Now get your black ass out of here. I'm going shopping, but pour me a double whiskey before you go-and put that black cock of yours in your pants!"
Going to his room, Jerome waited patiently until his mother had left the house. He then went to her bedroom and got a pair of her nylons and two pairs of her panties. Returning to his own room, he undressed and laid the panties on the center of his bed. Then he got on the bed, lying flat with his throbbing hard penis jabbing into the panties. He put the nylon hose into his mouth and began chewing on them, working his penis around on the panties. All the while he was doing this, he thought of that black hair between his mother's creamy thighs, and he thought of putting his mouth to her vagina and sucking it ... of his mother taking his penis into her mouth and sucking him to discharge. God how he wanted to fuck his mother! Jerome suddenly ejaculated his hot semen into her panties.
He was in the living room reading something about the Civil War for his school homework when his mother returned that night-drunk as usual. "Ah, Jerome honey," she mumbled, sinking into an armchair, "fix your mother a drink like a good boy, will you. I need it to relax and get a good night's sleep. Anything just anything will do."
Sure, Jerome thought. You need it, you nigger-fucker, because you're a fucking lush!
"Yes, mother dear," Jerome said, getting up and going to the well-stocked liquor cabinet. He poured a large glass of gin, handing it to her. Ten minutes later the glass was empty and Mavis was sprawled out in the chair, her head hanging to one side limply. She began to snore loudly.
Smiling, Jerome shook her by the shoulders, called out softly to her. His mother didn't move. Fine, he thought. The old bitch's passed out! He felt both her breasts, working his lingers into the firm flesh and probing at her concealed nipples, then he lifted her dress as high as he could. Slipping his hands under her, he tugged at her panties, finally succeeding in pulling them over her rounded hips and down her slender thighs, which he then spread wide as he could. Sinking to his knees, he stared at his mother's beautiful hair-lined slit. He reached out and fingered it delicately running his finger over her exposed, moist clitoris; at the same time he unzipped his pants and pulled his erect penis out straight into the air. Moving closer, he kissed the snowy smoothness of her thighs, letting his tongue roam over the silken flesh ... upward ... moving along the tender inner surfaces until his cheeks brushed at the softly curling pubic hair. Then, he began licking at her vagina lips ... sliding his tongue through the soft strands of raven hair ... finding her pink clitoris ... licking ... tasting ... nibbling sucking ... thrilling to the taste of her female juices. I can't flick her, he thought. I can't get my prick in, not the way she's sprawled out in this goddamn chair! He couldn't decide whether he loved or hated her.
Mavis moved slightly, moaning in a long sigh. She was breathing through her mouth, which was partly open. Jerome rose to his feet ... slowly jerking his fist bark and forth on his swollen penis, looking down at her exposed genitals. His organ was hard ... very hard from smooth head to scanty-haired testicles. He moved himself toward his mother's face and placed the head of his penis directly between her slightly parted lips. He began to manipulate his penis, masturbating with- practiced motions, his fist moving back and forth while he made certain the head stayed between her lips, and in a short time he shot forth a stream of his semen directly into his mother's mouth. She stirred slightly, and for a moment Jerome froze. Then Mavis mumbled something about being Mai Ling's turn.
I'll be go to hell, Jerome's mind said. The fucking whore's not only making it with the black boy, she's also got the Chinese girl in on it too!
Putting out all the tights and leaving his mother sprawled in her obscene position in the chair, Jerome left the living room. He went to his bedroom and slept soundly.
When Mavis awoke the next morning, she had a hangover and a terrible taste in her mouth. She remembered the dream she had experienced. Or had it been a dream? It had all been so real, so vivid, she told her-self. She could swear that after she went to sleep in the chair, Jerome had sucked her vagina and put his organ into her mouth. Was it a dream ... or was it real? And how did her panties get on the floor like that? She knew she never took them off when she came home feeling sick. She knew she didn't dream that. They were on the floor beside her when she woke up. And that taste in her mouth ... it wasn't the usual hangover taste ... it tasted just like come!
Mavis loved her son and often wished, in rare sober moments, that she wasn't so selfish and addicted to booze and sex. She thought of how she had kept the boy in military school for the last six years, having him come home only during the summers, because she did not have the time for him. She had been too busy making all kinds of love with all kinds of people ... men and women ... black and white. She had even had intercourse with an Indian once while visiting South Dakota ... and he had licked and sucked her vagina, once, while she fellated him.
She thought her son must consider her a stranger- but what could she do ... if it wasn't a dream? How can she find out? But his tongue was good on her cunt! No, no! I must not think of such things! ... And when he put his little cock on my lips ... Mavis decided to set a trap. She had to know if her dream had been real or not. My God! she thought. He's just like his father! She remembered how her husband was always shoving his penis into every hole in sight. Mavis became so nervous over thinking about it that she gulped a fast couple of gins-right from the neck of the bottle. She knew what she had to do.
She went down to lunch-Jerome was already at the table.
"Did you sleep well, Mother?" he asked, not looking at her.
Mavis kissed him on his cheek. "Yes, dear," she replied. "I had too much to drink last night. Well ... we all have our bad habits, don't we? I slept in a chair in the living room last night. Why ... I don't even remember coming into the house!" There, she thought, that should put the little mother-flicker at ease and make him think I don't remember anything!
Jerome said nothing. Mavis continued. "I'll be gone all afternoon, darling. You have a good day and do whatever you wish."
After lunch, Mavis left the house, drove to a downtown hotel and registered, leaving word at the desk for an eight o'clock call. She went to her room, drank a pint of gin and went to bed. She was determined not to be drunk and sleepy this night when she returned home. She returned to her own house at nine o'clock, drinking a few shots from a flask she carried in the car, wanting the smell of alcohol on her breath when she saw her son.
With a false stagger, she stumbled into the house. Jerome was in the living room, waiting. "Do you want a drink, Mother?" he asked solicitiously.
Mavis flopped into the same armchair she had occupied the night before. "Sure ... want to fix me one?"
She drank only a part of the gin her son handed to her. "I'm drunk and so tired," she said, rising and accentuating her staggering when she got to the stairs. "Help me up the stairs to my bedroom." With a gleam in his eyes, Jerome assisted his mother up the stairs, steering her carefully to her bedroom. "Switch off the lights when you leave," she mumbled, beginning to undress, thinking, I'm going to make it easy for the little mother-flicker!
Obediently Jerome left the room, switching off the lights on his way out. Now naked, Mavis crawled into bed, pulling the sheet up to her waist, leaving her beautiful firm breasts totally exposed, pink nipples dotted in the center of creamy white, swelling flesh. After a few minutes, with her half-closed eyes peering into the darkness, she began faking a snore.
The huge clock on her dresser ticked away the seconds. Presently she heard the bedroom door open and Jerome tip-toeing across the thick carpet. Mavis lay there, faking sound, deep sleep, her breasts rising and falling deliciously. Jerome sat down on the bed, leaning over her. "Are you asleep?" he whispered. "Mother are you asleep?" She didn't move ... her breathing stayed even and deep. She just lay there, her mouth half open, breathing heavily.
Jerome cautiously pulled back the sheet until his mother's naked body was fully exposed in the dim darkness. He gazed at her beauty for a few moments, then lay his palm across her hair-lined pubic mound. He parted the moist lips of her vagina, fingering the pink clitoris nestled in the folds of her flesh and silken raven hair. With his other hand he caressed her large breasts, pinching the nipples lightly between his fingers. He noticed that the small dark pink buds were erect and very hard. Slowly, still using caution, he leaned over and ran his tongue around the flesh of her right breast, then closed his lips around the nipple. His hard suction and the fingers that were moving around her sensitive clitoris was just about to drive Mavis wild. She struggled to remain still, keep her breathing even. She had caught him! She had found out what she wanted to know. Her son was a motherfucker! Now was the time to stop him ... but she couldn't!
Oh my God! her mind raged. If he stops now I'll go insane!
In spite of her pretended sleep, Mavis began to squirm slightly, breathing more heavily and soft moans escaped her mouth. She whimpered as though in a dream ... but she knew she wasn't dreaming this! As she writhed and moaned, Jerome removed his pants and crawled onto the bed, moving between his mother's thighs. He partially inserted the swollen, burning head of his penis between her hairy, now wet, vaginal lips ... then began to thrust his organ slowly around the opening ... pulling it in and out ... just the heal letting it slide back and forth over the moist lips.
The sensation of her son's organ slipping slightly into her vagina was almost more than Mavis could stand. Even that slight penetration was causing intense, delicious thrills to course through her naked body. Frantic with desire, passion running rampantly through her groin and thighs like a river that had burst its. banks, she voiced what she was thinking before she realized it, before she had presence of mind to control herself.
"For Christ's sake," she said loudly. "Stop playing around! Shove your cock into my cunt, goddamnit and fuck me!"
At the time, so overwhelmed by the passion racing through her, Mavis didn't give a damn if Jerome was her son ... she wanted relief; she wanted total sexual satisfaction ...
She froze at the sound of her own voice, at the bluntness of what she had said. So did her son. But he recovered his composure before his mother did. That she was not asleep, but awake, did not concern him. Her shouted request for a fuck did. Without hesitation, Jerome plunged his penis ... all the way to the hilt into the warm, clasping vagina of his mother.
"Oh my God!" Mavis gasped as he thrust deeply into her pulsating orifice. This was not as she had planned it at all! But that wonderful pleasure-giving prick that delicious cock ... She suddenly threw her arms around her son's neck, pulling him down to her, his body flattening her upright breasts against his naked chest; she forced his mouth to hers, snaking her tongue out to dart between his lips, to flutter and playfully stab at his tongue. Jerome slipped his arms under her waist, and began plunging hard and furiously into her willing vagina. Mavis, despite her inner revulsion, found herself rocking her hips up to meet his thrusts, banging her moist, clasping, milking vagina into his heated groin hard. She lifted her legs, curling them around his small waist and locking her ankles across his dipping buttocks. Jerome, so pleased at this unexpected cooperation from his mother, suddenly began discharging. rapidly, feeling with extreme lust his sperm shooting into the greedy opening of his mother's vagina, splashing against the slippery walls. Finally, his climax was over, he stopped his frenzied motions, lying there on top of her, breathing heavily and thinking that now he was going to have two pieces of delicious ass anytime he wanted them-Mai Ling and his mother!
Mavis thought: Oh Jesus! What in sweet fuck have I done? I shouldn't be doing these things with my own son! But she said, "Get your fucking cock out of my pussy, you greedy little bastard and ... suck me! Suck my boiling pussy and lick it! You hear me? Get down there and suck my cunt! Stick your tongue inside my snatch and lick your fucking come out!"
Jerome didn't mind her lewd names. Crawling between Mavis' quivering thighs, he lost no time in putting his lips to his mother's dripping forest of hair. Pushing in his tongue, he began a rapid oral stimulation, washing her inflamed, delicious clitoris, causing her to thrash wildly about and clutch the pillows with her hands, her hips writhing furiously in tight gyrations against his face. "Harder! Faster! Tongue-fuck me hard !" she cried out, her head twisting from side to side, hair flying. "Ooohhh ... Oh! Oh! ... Almost almost there ... Now ... yes, yes ... Ooohhh ...
Jerome twirled his tongue into her slippery vagina, his nose pressed into the sweet-smelling forest. He tongued and sucked hard, furiously, trying to bring her to the peak of her sexual excitement. His hands gripped her thrashing hips as he mouthed and moaned against the wet crotch, and he felt her explode into a tremendous orgasm, his mouth quickly swallowing the secretions that burst forth, mixed with his own semen. Mavis' orgasm was one of the most violent she had ever experienced.
Jerome crawled off his mother's shuddering body and I began fondling his limp penis. Oh mother dear, he thought, you are a no good slut ...
He moved up on her lush and trembling body until he was actually straddling her chest. Placing his buttocks on her stomach, he calmly inserted his penis between her heaving breasts, squeezing her twin, ballooning globes together against his penis, creating a tight sheath. Then, without a word, he began working his penis in and out of the passage he had made.
Mavis was shocked. Although she had wide experience in sexual matters, there were a few things she had not experienced, and this was one of them. "You stop that, you dirty little boy," she said. "You get off me this instant! Take your little cock away from my tits! Oh my God, you have your father's blood. Jerome! Get your naked ass off me, you little fucker! You'll be trying to fuck the goddamn maid next!"
Jerome paused as she shouted, then, panting, he continued to move his penis in and out between her smooth, creamy breasts. "I've already fucked Mai Ling, but she isn't as good a piece of ass as you are, Mother dear!"
Mavis felt her desire rising again as her son moved his now hard penis in and out, holding her breasts tightly around his penis. Oh my God! she thought Jerome and Mai Ling! That dirty little Chinese whore! And she never once told me! That slant-eyed pervert! Fucking a boy ... a boy not yet thirteen years old I'm going to piss in her goddamn mouth the next time she sucks my cunt!
"Don't say anything about Mai Ling!" panted Jerome. "You mumbled about her the other night when I fucked you in your mouth---and I saw you with that blackassed nigger the other day. So don't call me a little fucker!"
Mavis felt like screaming. She thought, blindly as her passion continued to rise, Oh Jesus! The little prick knows everything! Everything about me! He's not only a mother-fucker, but a sneaky snoop! Then her passion rose up to a certain level within her body and she no longer cared. All that mattered was the pleasure she was feeling. Jerome's penis was driving her insane. She had to have satisfaction ... no matter how perverted ... no matter if it was incestuous ... she had to be gratified!
Jerome brought his swollen penis to his mother's face, began brushing the sensitive head against her moist, red lips. Mavis knew she should shove him away make him leave her room ... but the temptation of his swollen prick ... that close ... rubbing across her lips ... it was too much for her to control. She was overwhelmed with lust, no longer caring if it was her young son. With an inner whimper of depravity, she put her fingers underneath his solid, sponge-like testicles, opened her mouth and let her son shove his entire penis far into her mouth ... back ... back ... until she felt the smooth head at the entrance of her throat. She gagged slightly, but her tongue was working furiously around the turgid organ. Jerome pulled his organ out until she was comfortable, her lips clasped tightly around it, tongue fluttering, thrilling to the sensations as she licked and sucked on the sensitive head. His body shuddered as the orgasm started, then he trembled and moaned as the milky white river of semen flooded into her hungry mouth, inundating her. Mavis went out of her mind from the sheer joy of drinking his semen, and she swallowed and gurgled happily.
That night was the beginning of the incestuous pedophiliac relationship between Jerome and his mother. Daily, Mavis made up her mind that the very next day or the next-she would make an appointment with a doctor to see what could be done about her son, but somehow she never got around to it. Booze and sex always kept getting in the way, taking up her time. Either she was having an orgy with Randy, the negro yard boy, or else she and Mai Ling, the Chinese maid, were feasting on each other's genitals, provided her son wasn't occupying his mother's vagina, either with his tongue or penis.
"You're a filthy little pervert!" Mavis kept telling her sex-happy son, and, "This is the very last time I'm going to let you flick me ... I won't suck that little cock of yours again. Tomorrow I'm going to call a doctor." And then, either her son's penis or his tongue would silence her empty threats, at the same time sending her soaring to the ultimate in orgasms! She would even threaten to call the authorities and have him committed to a crazy house, to which her son would reply, "Sure, Mother dear. When you do, be sure to tell the people about Randy and Mai Ling. The four of us can cut out paper dolls and weave baskets together!" He would then rub her thighs, or kneel between her legs, shoving her dress up and lick and kiss the white softness, or unzip his pants and, bringing out his penis, rub it across her parted lips, almost instantly cutting her threats of as passion overtook her. Like an orphan in a candy store, Mavis simply could not resist her son's penis ... and the things he would do to her, anymore than she could resist the next drink. For eight years she had been intending to join Alcoholics Anonymous. She was always in the process of going to the next week's meeting. And, every time she found her son's penis rubbing across her lips, she would whimper helpless, opening her mouth and sucking his penis in, using her tongue and lips until he would flood her mouth with his semen. It was in those times that she hated herself most, yet she could not resist foliating him.
Mavis and Jerome never indulged in group sex with Randy and Mai Ling. Jerome didn't like blacks, and Mavis, even though she still continued her sexual activities with the Chinese maid, considered the girl a pervert for letting a twelve-year-old boy have intercourse with her. Of course, Jerome still continued his intimacies with the, maid, and since he had a share of voyeurism in his makeup, he even went so far as to bore a hole in the ceiling of his mother's bedroom in order to watch her convort with Randy and Mai Ling. Jerome would slink up to the attic, glue his eyes to the hole in the floor, and see sights the average pre-teen never sees! Even as a man!
Jerome usually began by performing cunnilingus on his mother, after which he would have intercourse with her in any number of interesting positions. What with her heavy drinking and preoccupation with sexual matters, Mavis was a willing partner in everything this young boy thought of, always feeling disgust for herself after it was over. Her extreme sensuality kept her from seeking the treatment she desired, feeling she would rather have the exciting activities continue instead of stopping. Her son would perform analingus on his mother, licking and sucking at her anus for long minutes. He would force his mother-although it wasn't that she didn't want to participate by this time to enter the bathroom with him, where he would lie on the floor and have her sit across his face and urinate into his open mouth. He was becoming more and more deviant in his sexual makeup, and it is not known just how far he could have pressed his mother if the negro yard boy had not become jealous of Jerome for cutting into what he considered his private source of sex. Randy spoke to the authorities about what was going on in the big house, telling them everything.
Aunt-nephew and niece-uncle pedophiliac incest occurs more frequently than many suspect. The case of Eddie is a very good example, a prime example of a nephew and aunt relationship. Eddie's parents were killed in a fire when he was a baby and he was taken in by his aunt. He cannot remember when or how his aunt made the first sexual advances. He can recall a history of subtle flattering attentions on the part of his aunt bathing scenes when his aunt spoke to him of the importance of cleanliness as she had held his little penis in her hand and patted it admiringly, washing it. She always finished by placing a moist kiss on Eddie's little penis, often taking it into her mouth.
Before puberty, Eddie's aunt continued the washing of his penis, and the boy accepted this as normal; then under the guise of' showing him the difference between the male and female sex organs, the aunt also taught him to massage her clitoris with his fingers. Eager to please, the boy gladly obeyed her request. While masturbating her, the aunt would masturbate his little penis and play with his anus. Now and then she would make the little boy happy with sucking and kissing his anus.
Eddie remembers that at one point he had an orgasm and ejaculated. His aunt told him that it was a wonderful thing for a boy to be able to do this, and that "Soon you will be a man with a great big cock on you."
After he reached puberty, his aunt instructed him in the process of actual sexual Intercourse, flicking, as she said. She would have Eddie get on top of her and insert his penis into her vagina. She would say-so Eddie recalls-"Now ... fuck your cock into my cunt until the come shoots from your cock-head." She also told the boy never to tell a living soul about "our little fuck parties."
For almost three years these pedophiliac incestuous relations continued, until his aunt was found to be suffering from cancer of the cervix. After the pain made further sexual intercourse between her and Eddie impossible, the aunt encouraged her nephew to. court a timid, nobody type of girl who lived down the street from them. Within a matter of months, his aunt maneuvered the pair into marriage, and Eddie and his bride came to live with her. Eddie did have frequent intercourse with his wife, but somehow he was left unsatisfied, the activities with his wife stimulating him only slightly.
Finally his aunt died. Eddie thought that now he might be able to enjoy better sexual relations with his wife, but his expectations failed to mature. Finally he sought help, learning in the process that the culprit was his years of incestuous activity with his aunt.
Uncle and niece as confused by the girl: "I was ten years old when mother died and my father remarried. I know now that my stepmother was a good woman, but at the time I resented her terribly, thinking that no woman could ever replace my mother. As a result of my antagonism, I went to live with my Aunt Mabel and Uncle Ray.
"Aunt Mabel was so thin that she always gave the impression that her bones were trying to push away her clothes. She was a good-natured person and very good to me. So Uncle Ray, who was very good-looking and in his middle thirties. He was perhaps four or five years older than Aunt Mabel, who was only my aunt by marriage.
"One afternoon I came home early from school. It was winter and because a snow storm had been reported to be approaching the area, classes had been dismissed earlier than usual. I saw Aunt Mabel lying stark naked on the bed and Uncle Ray standing by the side of the bed, holding his big cock, which was very large and hard. It was the first time I had ever seen the sex organ of a man and I was really astonished at the size. I crept off to one side and watched, feeling guilty about it.
"I saw Aunt Mabel reach up and start to play with the twin bags that hung below the huge organ. She said she wanted it nice and hard and Uncle Ray-at her request-put his big prick into her mouth. He got on the bed and, kneeling over her, shoved the big thing into her mouth, then began moving his hips back and forth, letting his cock slide in and out of her lips. Presently he said, 'I'm almost ready to come.'
Then he moved his body very rapidly and moaned, and I knew that his act was giving intense pleasure to them both. Quietly, after he had come in her mouth, I went to my room, thinking of my Uncle Ray. From that moment on I did everything in my power to make him want me. I did all I could to make myself attractive to him, particularly when Aunt Mabel was' not around. Slowly, he began to notice and take an interest in me.
"The day finally arrived as I knew it had to happen; Aunt Mabel went to a school meeting and I knew she would be gone for three hours or more. I crawled into bed naked and left the light on ... as if I had just dozed off. I tossed back the cover and lay there naked, my legs spread real wide ... pretending I was asleep. I could hear my uncle downstairs, cleaning his shotguns, preparing for his hunting trip in the morning. I knew that when he finished with his guns he would bring them upstairs, for it was against his policy to leave guns downstairs.
"Finally I heard him climbing the stairs. I closed my eyes tighter and my breath seemed to catch in my throat. I could feel myself tremble with anticipation.
"Uncle Ray passed my open door. When I heard him pause and gasp, I knew I had won. I could hear him approaching my bed, hear his heavy, excited breathing, and a moment later I could feel his hand on my body. I was only 10 years old, so I didn't have any breasts then, but he was cupping my little nipples. I opened my eyes, looked up and smiled at him. I could see his cock pushing against his pants.
"He shook his head and said, 'How can I do it? You're my brother's little girl!' Realizing he might back down because of conscience, I reached out and unzipped his pants, put my hand around his great big cock and pulled it out. Quickly it became extremely hard, and I ran my fist up and down it, my fingers hardly touching because it was so thick. He was still reluctant. So, doing as I had seen my aunt do, I leaned over and placed my lips across the smooth, warm head, touching the slit with my tongue. I felt him tremble, but he didn't resist me.
"His cock was so big, I couldn't take it in my mouth, but I could wrap my lips around the tip and tongue him real good, which was what I started doing. He petted my head while I did this, and when he was ready to come off, he told me so, saying, 'Just swallow fast when you feel the stuff coming out of the end of my prick and shooting into your mouth.'
"When I felt his start to gush that thick stuff into my mouth, I did as he said, swallowing fast and keeping my tongue moving around the squirting slit. I really liked that ... drinking his stuff the way my aunt had done.
"That was the beginning of nine years of heavenly sex with my Uncle Ray.
"I was far too small down there between my legs then, to take his cock inside my cunt. We tried it a few times, but he but he was just too big. He would press the tip of his swollen prick against my little pussy and I would jack him off and have him come all over my slit. We tried to have him shove his cock into my asshole a few times, and once, after we had greased his cock up real good and he had put a glob of grease on my asshole, we succeeded in getting about half his prick into my rear end. But that hurt very much, and Uncle Ray didn't want to injure me.
"We would enjoy sucking each other. Of course, I didn't have the orgasms I have now, but I did feel something in my pussy when he would lick me. I enjoyed everything he did to me ... and the things I would do to him. Of course, once I was able to accept his cock into my runt, we started enjoying all kinds of sex acts together. I loved my Uncle Ray and enjoyed making him happy. I frankly admit I took great pleasure in mouthing and licking his big prick and taking his semen into my mouth and swallowing it. Not once in all those years did my aunt suspect what was going on under her very feet. Often we would such each other at the same time, and Uncle Ray took delight in licking and shoving his tongue up my asshole. I would wash his entire body with my tongue, which he truly enjoyed, even licking and sucking his hairy balls and asshole. One of our favorite ways was for him to kneel over my face and I would jack his big cock off, making his prick shoot out that thick stuff on my face.
"I was 19 when Uncle Ray died, and I left to get married a year later. That was twelve years ago now, and I have never experienced an orgasm since. It seems that when my uncle died, all my desire for sex vanished. I only got married for security ...
Three
INCEST has often been called the forbidden pleasure, and no other subject is viewed with such extreme horror and repugnance, to the extent that even social and medical researchers are reluctant even to mention the subject.
A knowledge of incest is important, if we are to prevent mental and emotional and sexual illness in adults. There is no way of knowing how many thousands of people are living warped and disordered lives because of their participation in pedophiliac incestuous relationships as children; we have no way of knowing the emotional damage done by guilt, recrimination and conscience ... to both children and adults.
A father and daughter pedophiliac incestuous relationships are particularly damaging to the ego of the participants.
But not always-as Carolyn, the pretty blonde daughter of an automobile salesman, says:
"I was eleven years old when my father' first began indulging in sex with me. I don't know why he chose me for a sexual partner and how it came about. One evening when Father was with me, he just pulled his prick out and showed it to me when I was sitting on the couch. 'See how big my cock is, Carolyn!' he said proudly. 'It's gotten that way just from looking at you. Here ... go on! Touch it and make me feel good!' Of course, I was shocked because father had always been so considerate and kind. I didn't want to touch his prick and told him so. I also told him that he shouldn't be exposing himself in such a manner, and I asked him what mother would think. Father suddenly slapped me across the face and replied that mother would not be home for another week-she was visiting her sister. 'I'll cut your goddamn throat if you say one word to her about this!' he snarled. I realized that he didn't mean he would actually cut my throat, but I knew instinctively that if I told my mother it would only cause a big fight.
"Father said, 'Feel my prick and my balls, Carolyn.' He grabbed my hands, placing them on his organs, one on his cock and the other on his balls. I squeezed his cock and felt of his nuts with my fingers, my action making him very excited. All at once he had me stop. 'Go into the kitchen and get a dish,' he ordered. After I returned with the dish, he sat down on the couch and told me to get down on my knees in front of him. I didn't know what Father wanted, but I soon found out when he said, 'I want you to take the end of my cock in your mouth and suck on the head real hard. Some white fluid will shoot in your mouth and you can spit it in the dish.'
"I didn't want to take my father's prick into my mouth. It was nasty and I told him so. He glared at me and said that was what women always did to men, that my mother sucked him off constantly and even swallowed the white juice. I still refused, and began to cry. Father suddenly grabbed my arm and twisted it behind my back until I thought it would break. He hit me in the stomach with his fist so hard I almost gagged. Finally, I said I would suck his cock.
"Feeling ashamed of myself, I leaned over his lap and opened my lips. I dropped my head and felt the smooth, hard tip of his prick against my tongue. I didn't know how to suck cock then,' of course, but with my father's instructions, I believe I gave him a pretty good blow job. At least I sucked him well enough to make him come. When the first spurt came out, I almost gagged again, trying to pull my mouth away to spit the stuff out, but he held me down until he finished, then he let me spit it out into the dish.
"After that night, my father made me suck him off at least three times a week. After this had been going on for a year, he started doing it to me. I mean ... eating my pussy. We never had sexual intercourse. Not that I could have prevented it if he wanted to fuck me, but he said a girl should be a virgin when she 'married. Usually, when my father sucked my pussy he would do it for a long time, and I would have three and four orgasms.
"We continued this mouth-fucking for years and I finally 'arrived at the conclusion that I didn't mind at all when he put his cock in my mouth. What's more, I found myself truly enjoying it when he came off that way, and I was now swallowing his come every time I blew him. Naturally, I never told my mother what we were doing. She loved him and I didn't want to see them divorced. Besides, how could I have finished school without my father's financial support? If it took sucking him off a few times a week, I didn't mind. Now, I enjoy sucking a cock much better than flicking."
The most frequent informers are daughters in father-daughter pedophilia incest. Many girls inform their mothers, who then do nothing ... either out of fear, shame or other reasons. Some mothers leave the husband and inform the authorities. Some daughters tell their brothers or sisters or possibly other relatives, or perhaps -a close friend. It is not unusual for 'victims who live in rural areas to write to relatives in another town and ask for help. Some mothers will go with the daughter to the authorities; in rare cases the daughter will go alone, of her own accord. Numerous cases come to light during or after a family quarrel; or a daughter's pregnancy will expose the relationship. The girl might become a delinquent and, when questioned by the authorities, reveal the whole sordid secret.
Sisters will report brothers more quickly than daughters will report fathers; this' is simply because sisters do not fear brothers to 'the extent that daughters fear their fathers. In general, brother participants are detected in other ways than fathers are. Sisters who cooperate will usually not tell unless they become pregnant or are arrested for delinquency, and so forth.
After their arrest, many girls will implicate their fathers to save their own skins. Rarely do mothers go to authorities to report a son having an affair with his sister; almost never the father: Brothers will readily inform on a father in a 'father-daughter relationship, more readily than even the mother.
"Prior to my being seduced by Daddy, the only time I can recall of his having any sexual interest in me was when I was 12 years old and he tried to teach me to dance," says Cathy. "As he held me in his arms, I could feel his hard prick touching me ... on my belly. At the time I had the feeling that it was not at all proper and kept pulling myself away from him. But Daddy didn't seem to notice how reluctant I was. He kept holding me and we kept dancing, his cock touching me with each step. At the time, I told myself that he was probably not aware of ,what was happening and was not really doing it on purpose; I thought Daddy might be old-fashioned and didn't' know any better.
"I also recall Daddy parading around the house in his shorts, holding the front as if he were trying to prevent his prick from popping out. He also kept a-pot in which to pee in near his bed, a habit that made my mother mad. Daddy said he kept it there because the bathroom was too far down the hall, and that he often had to pee in a hurry during the night. It also seemed odd to me that a man in Daddy's position would keep an old-fashioned commode in his bedroom. He was a man of some power in the community, being a very successful attorney. We had a large house in the better section of town, and even a small summer place on a lake, about 40 miles from the town we lived in.
"Daddy also told mother that if he got up to go to the bathroom during the night, he would become too wide awake to go back to sleep. Very vividly I remember hearing my father pee during the night. We always slept with our bedroom doors open, and that might have had something to do with my urination fantasies when I began to masturbate, when I would imagine watching Daddy pee. This might also account as to why I still enjoy the desire to see a man pee. It was all very crazy, I realized, but I would go in my parents bedroom in the daytime and look at the pee-pot, which stimulated my fantasies of seeing Daddy pee in it. I was 13 years old at that time.
"As I said, Daddy often paraded around the house in his shorts. I think that his clutching at the front of them was the real beginning of my expecting to see a man holding his cock every time I see a man's hand in front of him. Or perhaps I actually wanted to see my Daddy's cock, I don't really know. And the great effort he made to keep his prick from showing made me want to see it all the more. But one thing I do know those years of hearing Daddy pee and my imagining I was watching him were good preparation for what was to follow, when I was 14 years old.
"That summer Daddy suggested to my mother that she take my little sister and spend a month at our lake home. My mother was an artist of sorts, oil painting as a hobby, and now and then she sold a painting even-not that she needed the money, because Daddy made over fifty thousand a year. It was a matter of pride with my mother. Daddy suggested to Mother that she could get some work done by going to our summer home. 'Cathy and I will join you in a few weeks,' my Daddy said. My mother wanted to go, but hesitated, saying she did not want to leave me to run wild, as she put it. Daddy finally persuaded her to go, after solemnly promising to look after me and not let me do as I pleased.
"My mother and little sister left the next day. That night after dinner, Daddy and I were alone in the house. Our maid had left for a movie after doing dinner dishes. You might say that's when the honeymoon between me and Daddy started. Daddy began asking all sorts of personal questions. First he wanted to know if any boy had ever made improper advances to me. When I told him no, he said that a girl my age would have to expect such things, that boys were like that and since I was very pretty, boys would always try to feel me up.
"He then said that things were better now than when he was a boy, because boys could obtain rubbers a lot easier. And he said, 'If a man ever overpowers you and wants to put in his prick, make sure that he uses a rubber. That way you won't get yourself pregnant.'
"I wondered what the hell was going on, and Daddy continued to rattle on about boys having sex with girls and rubbers. He said that some girls even carried their own rubbers, because a lot of boys would deliberately punch holes in rubbers as a joke, then tell the girl later and worry her about getting pregnant. 'Rubbers can also break,' Daddy said. He then told me how a rubber should be worn to prevent breakage. This was followed by a description of the cock and how it was used in the sex act. I expressed surprise when he described the head and foreskin and mentioned the testicles and said that I could not imagine anything looking like that.
"My father took this as an invitation, which it wasn't, of course, and, unzipping his pants, brought forth his big cock. I will say that at this point my reaction was one of pleasure, combined with guilt; and I could tell that Daddy was deriving emotional satisfaction from describing these things to me and showing off his cock to me. I knew that what Daddy was doing was wrong, but I was still very much interested.
"Daddy now decided to demonstrate, saying, 'I'll skin it back for you and you can see the head. That's where all the sensation is in a man's organ.' He moved his hand up and down over his cock several times, then skinned it back, exposing the large pink head. He then took my hand and 'placed it around the shaft, down on the base where I could feel his cock hairs tickle my hand. 'You grasp it tightly, Cathy, and move your hand up and down; that's how a man jacks off, and you'll have to do it to your husband after you get married.' His prick felt hot and hard to my fingers as I jerked my fist up and down, and I could feel it pulse and beat as though it had a small heart of its own. Daddy had me stop short of bringing him to ejaculation; his breathing was very irregular and his face flushed. It was quite obvious that Daddy was enjoying an intensely pleasurable experience.
"I watched in amazement as his prick began to jerk and shrink. Finally It was soft and limp, looking like a big frankfurter. Then Daddy took my hand and placed it on his cock again and told me to jack him off some more. In a few seconds his prick was very hard, and he said, 'Wait ... I'll put on a rubber,' and you can see how a man shoots.' I watched him take the rubber out of its silver pack and slip it over his big prick, after which I jacked his cock very swiftly. With my fist tight around his throbbing shaft, moving up and down with fast, furious strokes, it only took him a minute or so to come.
"It was then that I realized that during the performance Daddy had been playing with me. While I was so involved in jacking him off, he had inserted his hand under my dress and had slipped a finger around my panties and into my pussy. He noticed my amazed and surprised realization that he was touching my pussy that way and quickly said, 'Boys also kiss girls down there, and a lot of husbands do it to their wives. I'll show you how it's done.'
"Before I could open my mouth, Daddy was on the carpet on his knees, had slipped his hands underneath my dress and was removing my panties. Firmly, he spread my legs and buried his face into my pussy hair. Like an expert, he slipped his tongue through the softly curling thatch and began licking the inside of my cunt, working every inch of the walls, never missing a single spot. He sucked on my excited and quivering pussy in this manner for five minutes or so, then swirled his frantic tongue up to my inflamed clitoris, began licking and compressing his lips over it so that he could actually suck on it while his tongue drove me insane with passion. Every now and then he would reach up and cup and caress and massage my swelling breasts. Naturally Daddy's furious tongue roaming around my sensitive clitoris and steaming cunt made me extremely excited and I began moving and writhing my buttocks on the couch.
"Daddy raised his head from between my trembling thighs, his lips and cheeks wet and dripping, his eyes bright and shiny. 'Do you like it, Cathy? Do you enjoy having your sweet pussy licked like this?' I was so sexually excited that I couldn't answer him. My throat was very dry and I couldn't get my voice to work. Smiling, Daddy went back to work, burying his face once more into my sensitive and heated pussy and started sucking me like a man gone insane. In no time at all, his wonderful mouth and tongue brought me to an explosive, delicious orgasm.
"My second experience with Daddy came the next day, or rather that night at bedtime. We both undressed for bed at the same time. No sooner had I put on my nightgown when Daddy came for me and led me into his bedroom. It all seemed very natural to me that he should do this; in fact, I think I had been expecting him to do it, and would have been disappointed if he had not. I was extremely excited, and surprisingly had, almost no feeling of guilt. I knew I was not going to tell my mother, and I knew that Daddy knew I wouldn't.
"I let Daddy take the initiative and I complied willingly with his every request. He told me to get in his bed and lie on my back with my legs wide so that my pussy was very much exposed,' and I quickly did so. Daddy placed a pillow under my naked bottom and told me to keep my legs spread nice and wide for him, as far as possible in order that he could suck my cunt easier. Daddy then said he would teach me 'the proper method of how to fuck.' He said several times that he was doing it only to protect me against boys, as a girl would be wise to all their tricks if she bad experience. I suppose he said this to overcome the guilt of our sexual conduct. 'I'll show you the, position the man takes in fucking,' Daddy said. 'There are all sorts of positions, but the man on top of the woman is the most common.'
"He had me spread my thighs until he could touch the opening of my once again quivering and moist cunt with the head of his dick. I did as I was told, acting the part of an obedient child ... trying to conceal my enjoyment and growing passion.
"Daddy moved his prick back and forth, and pulling back the swollen head and then letting it touch the lips of my pussy again. He explained that his cock must not enter my cunt because 'a girl must have her cherry to present to her husband-which I thought was a rather stupid custom. When Daddy's pleasure became very intense, he 'put on a rubber, allowing some slack at the end. 'Remember,' he said, 'there has to be some slack at the end to catch the come, otherwise the rubber might break.' I knew he would have a tremendous ejaculation, and I was hoping he would come an awful lot.
"He got on top of me again. Once more, Daddy requested me to spread my legs far enough apart to permit him easy access to my inflamed cunt, and this time he had forgotten all about the cherry bit, much to my enjoyment. He inserted the tip of his cock into the slippery lips of my pussy and started fucking the big head in and out. He told me to let him know immediately if I felt any pain. I told him that his cock head inside my pussy felt extremely fine. 'Doesn't it feel real good?' he kept asking, over and over, almost as if he were pleading for a positive response from me. Maybe it was cruel of me, but I lied and said I didn't feel' anything at all. 'I just feel your' prick moving back and forth in me,' I said. I lay there absolutely motionless, although I was burning up with desire. My lack 'of response worried Daddy. He said he could not understand what the difficulty was, remarking that under similar conditions my mother would have been frantic and would have cried for him to push his cock all the way into her and fuck her very hard. I did' not like to hear him say that about my mother because I did not like to think that she might be able to please him more than me.
"Daddy finally shot his load. I observed, watched his every reaction. I could feel his heavy breathing, sense his increased tensions and heightened excitement. After our act of love was completed, Daddy and I went to the bathroom. He said he wanted to show me the contents of the rubber, which he had removed from his now limp cock. He emptied the rubber, into the palm of his hand, saying to me that it was the semen that helped make a baby. It looked like milk-thick milk-to me, and I told him so. Daddy did not reply. He stood by the toilet stool, skinned back his cock, exposing the head and started to pee. I watched with mesmerized fascination, my eyes fastened to the pale yellow stream gushing from the tiny slit of his prick. I actually believed I enjoyed watching him piss more than I enjoyed his sucking my pussy.
"Daddy led me back to his bed and told me to lie down again. He lay down beside me and said, 'You know, Cathy, men and women do all sorts of things to each other. Did you know that many girls and wives take a man's prick into their mouth and suck on it? It's part of the custom of marriage. I'll show you how it's done.'
"I didn't like the idea very much of Daddy putting his big cock into my mouth and, seeing my reluctance to do so, he quickly added, 'It's not like you think, Cathy. After the first few times, most women really enjoy sucking on a cock, and the earlier they begin sucking a man off, the sooner and the more they enjoy it. You can do it like your mother did it on our wedding night. Come with me to the kitchen.'
"I had no idea why we must go downstairs to the kitchen to perform a filthy act of sex. I was intrigued, however, and went along with, him. Once in the kitchen, Dad went to the refrigerator and took out a small can of chocolate syrup, the kind you pour over ice cream. He went over and sat on the edge of the table telling me to pull up a chair and sit down in front of, him. 'That' way you will be much more comfortable when you suck my cock,' he said. I sat down and found that by leaning slightly in his direction I could easily slide my mouth over his hard prick and even play with his hairy balls at the same time-as Daddy suggested when we came down the stairs. I saw no way I could refuse without offending him, and I did want to please him as much as mother did. I decided I would think of him peeing as I sucked on the head of his cock.
"I had to ask him when I was supposed to begin. Once he understood that he would not have to plead with me, knowing I was willing to suck him off, Daddy's face lit up in a big appreciative grin. 'I'll show you how,' he said. "But let me get my prick ready for you first, like I did your mother on our wedding night.'
"Daddy skinned back the head of his cock and slowly tilted the can of syrup to let the dark gooey stream drip on the swollen tip-just enough to cover the head and-as he said, flavor it. 'You can imagine you're eating chocolate candy when you suck me,' Daddy said. 'And you can either swallow my come or spit it out in the sink. It will only be a spoonful. It won't be bad at all. Why ... you won't even taste my come because of the chocolate.'
"I figured that I might as well begin and get it over with and, holding to the base of Daddy's big prick with one hand and feeling of his hairy balls with the other, I leaned over and let the chocolate covered head of his cock slip into my mouth. The sensation was odd ... not so much from the feeling of the smooth cock head in my mouth for the first time, but from the taste of the chocolate. Of course, it was because the chocolate was on my Daddy's prick that made it seem odd to me.
"I sucked the head of his prick as hard as I could, at the same time following his instructions to lick my tongue around the head as I sucked, especially on the little pee hole there. Daddy had his come in a few minutes, and it was certainly more than a spoonful-more like a cupful! That too was rather strange-the taste of chocolate-flavored come. And there was some taste of saltiness. However, the entire cock sucking experience was not half as bad as I had anticipated. After it was over and Daddy was washing his cock, he said, 'One time your mother had me put maple syrup over the head of my cock before she sucked it. We'll have to try that flavor sometime.'
"We never did try that, but I slept with him every night until the one before my mother's return. That was the night I told him about my masturbation fantasies. It excited him very much to know that I had been feeling of myself while picturing him taking a pee. I told him how I had felt when I watched him pee that first night-about how I almost experienced an orgasm just from watching him.
"Somehow, the talk came around to my overwhelming urge to watch him take a pee before I went back to my own bed. Daddy said that since I masturbated while thinking of this, then it would be better for me if I would feel myself while he pissed. We went into the bathroom and he stood over the toilet bowl, holding his cock. I sat down on the floor, spreading my legs wide and started fingering my already inflamed clitoris, my eyes blazing as I watched him start to pee. I was tremendously excited, and I suppose it was exciting for Daddy to see me masturbating, too. He let the golden stream go, aiming into the toilet bowl, but his eyes were on my furiously rubbing fingers. A warm drop of his pee splashed on my naked breasts, and I shivered with a sudden excitement. Then, without either of us saying a word, Daddy suddenly aimed the yellow stream at me, the pee splashing over my titties and running down my body. I was writhing in passion, my lips hanging loose and I was panting as the orgasm grew and grew inside me. Suddenly, I found Daddy was aiming the stream at my face, and I opened my mouth as wide as possible, letting him pee right between my lips. I began to have a series of small, intense orgasms as he peed into my mouth, and I was swallowing the drops as fast as I could, my whole naked body shuddering deliciously as I experienced one orgasm after the other.
"Alter my mother returned from the summer home, there were a few instances in which Daddy and I enjoyed each other-usually in the car, when he would drive me to school. He would pull up my skirt and play with my cunt while I toyed with his cock. Sometimes we would finger each other to climax this way, but the way I enjoyed it most was having him pee in my mouth. Sometimes he would drive me into the countryside, and there in the fields I would masturbate while he pissed in my mouth. Usually I wouldn't put my lips around the head of his cock when we did this, but sometimes I would, and it was just like drinking from a garden hose. Naturally, this didn't give Daddy much pleasure, so I would suck him off when he finished his pee. We didn't need the chocolate anymore, because I had grown fond of tasting his come when he squirted it into my mouth.
"I finally had to stop enjoying those sex things with Daddy, because the things we were doing produced guilt in me. About six months ago, I refused to let him touch my pussy when he was taking me to school, telling him firmly that we had to stop, that no longer would I be able to cooperate. Daddy accepted that -as my final word on the subject, and since then has never approached me sexually again."
Pour
THERE are some very strange cases on record concerning pedophilia, one of which came to my attention not long ago. The case consists of a mother with strong sexual desires, but being somewhat unattractive, she had trouble enjoying the sensual aspect of her nature. This woman, Cora, was overweight and in her middle thirties, a widow who tried to make a living by farming a small patch of ground with the aid of her four young daughters.
Cora knew she was unattractive to men, and had given up all hopes of finding a new husband. She labored long and hard hours on the small farm, seldom going into town, and then only to purchase her meager supplies that was necessary for the farm. She and her daughters were shunned by the other people in the small community. It was hard to pin down the reason for this, unless it could be that Cora deliberately went out of her way to be rude and unfriendly to others. Being quite poor, this family was not able to afford many of the good things in life, and the farm house and outer buildings were in a constant state of deterioration.
When seeing this fatherless family, one is reminded of the dust bowl during the depression of the late twenties and early thirties. Because Cora could not afford proper clothing for herself and the young girls, plus her rudeness to others, they were known as "poor white trash."
Woody was a traveling man. He did not travel because of any great desire to see new places ... meet new people. It was a necessity ... if he wanted to stay out of jail. At forty years old, Woody was a criminal for the first time in his life.
Four months previous, he had been a well established accountant, earning a decent salary for a large business firm. Then, he came across a huge amount of cash and, being greedy, stole this money and ran. He had moved from one small town to the other, one step ahead of the authorities. Now, he found himself in this small, rural town late in the evening.
Woody didn't look at all like an embezzler. With his youthful face, especially its large, playful eyes- eyes that smiled and with a mouth that rarely did. For the past week he had been moving constantly, stopping only to sleep a few hours, then moving on to the next town. He was becoming very tired of running, and he hoped that this small town would be the one where he could hide a few months.
He pushed open the door of the small, dirty-looking diner he had passed before and walked in, trying to present the air of supreme casualness that under normal circumstances came naturally to him.
"Hiya, Mister," the straggly-haired woman behind the counter greeted him as he sat down before her on one of the worn stools. "What can I do for you?"
"Well," he said, glancing over the display of stale pastry. "A cup of coffee and a doughnut ... and some information." He placed the small bag on the floor between his feet ... the bag that held over fifty thousand dollars in small bills.
"I can't say for sure about the information, but coffee and doughnuts I got plenty of," she replied. "What sort of information would you be after?"
"Where can a man get a job around here?"
"What sort of job you be wanting?"
"I'm not particular."
"Well ... " the woman said thoughtfully. "There just ain't much work around hereabouts. Most folks do a little farming, hardly enough to get by on as it is. I know one place you might try, though. That is ... if you don't mind hard work and hardly any pay."
"Where would that be?"
"South about a mile," the woman said, She was the one person in the small town who did not dislike Cora, feeling sorry for her instead. "The Sutter Farm. Cora's old man just up and died here a while back. Cora ain't got but herself and those four little girls of hers. Pretty little things, they is. No boys at all. Like as not she could use you some."
While talking, the worn, tired woman had been getting Woody's coffee and doughnut. Setting them before him now, she added, a small leer in her washed out eyes. "About Cora could use a man ... I didn't mean that like it sounded. Though, far as that goes, I reckon she could use one for that, too. Lost my own husband a few years back. Sometimes I get to feeling awful lonely ... mostly at night."
Woody understood the woman was attempting a proposition to him, and he looked at the woman again. She wasn't anything to arouse the passions in a man, even one like himself who had done without sex the past few months. He sipped at his coffee, thinking about it for a moment, deciding against it. He didn't want to get into anything that could foul him up.
"Momma!" he heard a youthful, feminine voice from somewhere in what Woody supposed was a house adjacent to the back of the diner.
"What?" the woman called back. "I'm busy, Maybelle."
"How do I get the damned picture on this television to stop rolling around?"
"Can't you do anything?" the woman shouted, angry at the interruption.
"Maybe I could help?" Woody said.
"Oh, you don't have to do anything, mister."
"Glad to be of assistance."
"Well, if you don't mind," the straggly blonde said, seeing another man enter the diner.
"Sure, I don't mind," Woody said. "You go ahead and take care of the customer."
"Well ... " the woman said, "go ahead then. Right through that door there." She pointed with an out stretched finger.
Woody grabbed his precious bag and walked around behind the counter and through the door the woman had indicated.
"Momma!" the girlish voice came again, angry now. "You just gonna let me watch a damned rolling picture?"
Woody followed the complaining voice down a narrow, hallway until he found a darkened living room.
"Hey!" the girl squealed in surprise as he entered. "You ain't my Momma!" Woody stopped in the doorway, his eyes staring. He saw a girl, blonde like the woman, about twelve years old. As he stood there, the young girl quickly shoved her hands between her thighs to hide the sheerness of her panties. It was the only garment she was wearing besides a matching pink bra. The bra cupped a pair of small, budding breasts. "And you just stop looking at me," the girl said. "You look like you're gonna eat me up!" She cupped her crotch with both hands, protectively.
The girl was sitting in an old-fashioned, overly padded chair with balls of cotton coming from torn places. In front of her was an equally old, small twelve inch black and white television set. Her slim legs were wide open and draped across the arms of the chair. Although she covered what he considered the sweetest portion of her body, Woody still had a very interesting view of a pretty, rounded young girl. And if Woody found girls interesting, he found the young ones about this age extremely interesting. What was more, the girls in their early teens and pre-teens seemed to like him, too.
His eyes moved over the slightly swelling mounds of her bra-concealed breasts, then said, "What seems to be the problem?"
"The damn television keeps rolling around," she said in a small voice.,
"They'll do that sometimes," he said. "Sometimes the holds get old, then we have to work on them."
The girl looked at him with knowing eyes, realizing he was staring at her small, little-girl breasts. Suddenly, she smiled boldly at him, saying, "Is that a fact?"
He nodded, still looking at her breasts.
"Well, hell," she said. "Ain't nothing good on that damn thing anyway."
Woody looked at her with new interest, realizing that despite her tender years, this girl was quite experienced in sexual matters. "Is that suppose to tell me something?" he said, quietly.
She smiled sweetly at him, still cupping her pantied vagina.
Woody studied the young girl for a moment. She was certainly a pretty little thing, and it had been an awful long time since he had enjoyed a young girl. Would it matter, he thought, if he grabbed a quick piece of young tail while he had the chance? He felt his organ begin to throb and harden inside his pants as he watched the girl. She lowered her eyes from his face, down his body to the slightly swelling bulge of his pants, then she abruptly pulled her hands away from her crotch.
"Like it, mister?" she said, showing a complete lack of embarrassment or shame. Her eyes sparkled in the dim light, and Woody knew he had found a girl all pedophilia's dreamed of finding. A young girl who was not ashamed, and extremely forward in her sexual desires. "Like what you see?"
"You're a very pretty girl, Maybelle," he said, his voice husky with growing desire. Gone was his concern of getting involved sexually now.
"How did you know my name, mister?"
"I heard your mother use it."
"Why don't you come a little closer, mister what's your name?"
"Woody: ... " he decided not to use a last name.
He entered the room, and without saying anything further, he squatted before the girl. He glanced once at her pretty face, making sure she would be compatible, then in a smooth movement he reached out between her spread thighs and brushed the tips of his fingers across the crotch band of her thin panties. The girl shivered, a slight moan escaping her lips as she wiggled her buttocks on the worn cushion.
"Want to rub me, mister," she whispered, watching his fingers feel around the moist fabric. "You can if you want to ... go on, rub my snatch with your fingers." She squirmed about, shoving her buttocks forward against his hand. "Please ... " she whimpered. "Rub me down there ... rub me real good."
Woody began moving his fingers up and down the sheer material, feeling the moisture soak through. He stroked her covered vagina lightly up and down, his own emotions growing and swelling until his penis became enormously hard inside his pants.
"I'm gonna have to change my panties when you get through," Maybelle said, writhing her crotch about sensually. "The ones I got on right now are getting to be a sticky mess ... the way you're fooling around down there."
"Don't tell me you don't like it!" Woody smiled up at her, rubbing the tiny, sensitive clitoris beneath her wet panties.
"You got to be kidding, mister!" she whimpered arching her open crotch up into the air.
Using his other hand, Woody pulled the elastic leg of her panties to one side and peered at the sweet, scanty-haired pink lips of her vagina. Then, ever so slowly-lightly, tenderly-he shoved his middle finger into the slippery opening, thinking to himself that here was one girl who had been involved in sexual activities for some time. Although only 12, Maybelle had started her periods six months previous, and could enjoy wet orgasms. He could feel the inner heat and the softness of the smooth sheath of her young vagina and his penis became harder and harder-longer and thicker.
He became less gentle now, as his passions grew, and he started working his finger in and out of her moist hole swiftly. She was becoming wetter and more excited by the second as his fingers stimulated her sensitive orifice and she was twisting her small buttocks in frenzied circles ... her thick, honey-like secretions saturating his hand. Woody's mind reeled with the delicious odor of young-girl sexuality and he was becoming hungry for the sweet thing tucked so nicely between her slender thighs.
"Oooohhh ... you're gonna make me come!" Maybelle squealed in delight. "You keep that fingering me very much longer and I'll come all over the damn place!"
Woody pulled his soaked finger from the steaming, pulsating lips of her greedy vagina and said, "Why don't we go to your bedroom, Maybelle? We can do this the right way, then."
Eagerly, she got up and started for another doorway, Woody watching the small, compact bottom sway sensuously as she moved. Once inside the bedroom, Maybelle was quick to strip herself completely naked. Once she had dropped her panties and bra to the floor, she hopped excitedly onto the bed and lay on her back, spreading her legs as wide apart as possible, waiting and anticipating what he was about to do.
She had never had a man do this to her before-just those little boys at school-and she was eager to feel his huge organ inside her. Woody, as he stripped his clothing from his body, thought Maybelle would be the town whore by the time she was 14, but that was no concern of his.
"Hurry, Woody," Maybelle said, squirming her naked bottom on the soiled sheets. "I'm so damned horny right now I almost out of mind!"
He chuckled to himself, thinking these country girls started early.
Finally, now naked, he crawled onto the bed with her, standing on his knees between her spread legs, looking down at the dripping passageway she presented to him.
"Don't mess around!" Maybelle squealed hotly. "Shove that big dick in me ... Golly, I sure want to get fucked!"
"Don't be in such a hurry, baby. I'd like to have a little fun with you before we get down to the main event."
"Well," she whimpered, her small breasts jiggling excitedly, "do something! I'm burning up down there! My pussy's boiling for it!"
Woody leaned over, taking a long look at her tender, somewhat bulging vaginal lips, thinking she had a very cute slit for such a young girl. Small tufts of dark blonde hair grew around the pulsating lips, becoming a bit thicker around the exposed, inflamed clitoris. Since she had her legs open as far as they would go, the pink lips flared open slightly, and Woody was looking at the moist folds of flesh. "Baby," he said hoarsely. "That cunt looks so good, I could eat it!"
"Ooohhh," she squealed in delight. "Do that to me! Eat my cunt ... use your tongue inside it ... Ooohhh that would be nice!"
But Woody didn't lower his face to the savory mound not at first. Instead he jabbed a finger into the tight young vagina and started thrusting in and out, watching for a moment at the way the lips clasped hungrily to his finger. Then he dropped across her, his tongue licking over one of her small breasts, sucking up the tiny pink nipple into his mouth. The tiny knob became like hard rubber beneath his tongue and Maybelle squirmed beneath his digital and oral assault.
"Ooohhh ... Woody, it's heaven! It's wonderful!" she moaned, her pelvis bouncing up and down to match the rhythm of his lunging finger. "Screw me! Damn ... I want something besides your finger in me! I want to get fucked with your big cock!"
"Baby ... baby ... baby," Woody groaned passionately, lifting his mouth from her saliva wet breasts for a moment. "You're real tight! You have a real tight cunt, baby ... I love a little girl who has a tight pussy like yours!"
He returned to the small nipple, biting and nipping the tasty nubbin almost viciously. He could feel his violent erection quivering and throbbing with mounting desire, and it drove him to further wildness with his mouth and tongue and finger, all thoughts of the precocious girl's mother just a few steps away never once entering his mind:
Maybelle was no less excited than Woody, if anything, she was more excited. The thick, slippery secretions of her passion kept flowing copiously, spilling from her tender opening and forming a warm puddle between her thighs and bouncing bottom. "Eat me now!" she almost screamed in mindless lust, her hips rocking and tossing furiously, twisting in tight circles. "That's what I want ... that's what I want you to do so very bad! Use your tongue on my hot pussy please ... "
"Okay, baby," Woody said, sliding down her trembling body quickly so that his face was directly above the rolling pelvis. Again, the eagerness of this young girl inflamed his emotions. Never had he found a young girl so wanton. His mouth dropped down and pressed into the gaping lips. He felt the scant hair of her vagina tickle his cheeks and he liked this. Young, tender stuff, his mind raced, the thoughts branding erotic emotions on his brain. Woody slid his hand up the smooth, slim thighs, then down to capture the succulent curves of her compact bottom, holding her deliciously young vagina tightly to his hungry mouth.
"Ooohhh ... " Maybelle whimpered, tossing about on the bed, her hands clawing into the bedsheets. Her legs flew upwards, then wrapped about his head, her ankles crossed over his back." Ooohhh ... Golly ... that's nice wonderful ...
Woody's tongue shot from his mouth swiftly and darted into the slippery, warm walls of her little opening. Again and again he delved deeply into her moist, vibrating passage, sending shivers of delightful pleasure into the writhing body. He licked the creamy walls, his nostrils flaring wide as he inhaled the sweet, slightly musky scent of her genitals.
"Oh, oh ... Golly ... Golly ... Ummmmm! I'm fixing to come, Woody! Your mouth is ... Ooohhh ... nice, so nice ... that's the nicest tongue! I'm gonna come come all over the place!" Maybelle wailed.
Woody didn't let up. He pulled his tongue from the clasping lips and began attacking her inflamed, distended clitoris, the tiny bud that had swollen into the size of a small baby's penis by now. He twirled and fluttered his tongue, sucking and nibbling at the sensitive organ, chewing on the very tip as she thrashed wildly, moaning insanely beneath his devouring mouth. He bit and nibbled, but gently ... every so gently. Maybelle bucked upward, a long, drawn out moan sighing from her throat as the climax suddenly burst into a tremendous explosion deep in her body. Woody, knowing her pleasure, continued to lick and suck at her pulsating genitals, bringing her down easily. Slowly, she began still, her hips quivering from the pleasant glow that wrapped around her naked body. Reluctantly, Woody pulled his wet face from between her thighs, readying himself to ram his enormous, throbbing penis into her.
"Ready for me, baby?" he whispered. "Here it comes!"
"Ooohhh, please ... " Maybelle whimpered, looking at him through slitted eyes burning with desire. "Do it, Woody! Put it in me. Now!"
Woody's organ throbbed, the head swollen and almost purple, moved downward. He grasped the inflamed penis and rubbed the sensitive tip up and down her wet vagina, flicking over the sensitive tip of her clitoris. Maybelle shuddered at the contact, her eager hips lifting up from the bed.
"Don't tease me, please," she groaned. "All of it shove all of it into me at once!"
Momentarily Woody thought of her tender age, not wanting to injure her. Then again, he thought, she certainly wasn't a cherry, was she? Not the way she went at the tongue job. She's been fucked before ... many times. She wants it fast and straight, that's the way she gets it. He aimed the tip of his penis between the wet lips, and suddenly lunged forward, his penis roaring into the damp tunnel like a speeding locomotive. He took her with fast but thorough strokes, ramming and banging his penis into her until he felt it strike the hard knot of her cervix. He was delighted to feel the vaginal lips sucking at his organ, nipping his penis with each thrust. Soft, squishy sounds came from between their bodies as he thrust the entire length of his organ into the tight opening.
"Uuuhhh ... uh, uh, uh," Maybelle grunted loudly, tossing her hips in furious circles at his plunging penis, thrilling to the soft smack of his hairy testicles as they slammed against her upturned buttocks. Her senses reeled, and her naked body was trembling in wild, unabated passion.
Woody knew he couldn't last much longer, not from the warm tightness and that delicious milking sensations her young vagina was giving him. He plunged into her with a frenzy, pressing his groin down tightly with each thrust, then pulling back until his penis was almost all the way out before jack-hammering into her again. The girl's juicy vaginal folds smashed at the hairy base of his penis. He was close ... terribly close.
Maybelle, sensing his impending discharge, worked the tiny muscles buried deeply in her genitals so that his penis was clamped like a fleshy vise, her small hips twirling and rocking with him, her own orgasm building higher and higher. "Oh, Baby!" Woody hissed. "Here it comes! Here it comes! Here comes the juice. I'm coming ... coming ... " He bit into his bottom lip to suppress the scream that rose up. His penis throbbed and bucked, jerking insanely inside her scalding orifice, then squirted ... and squirted ... and squirted.
Maybelle felt the splashing semen wash the inner depths of her girlhood, and the sensation triggered her own explosion. She whimpered loudly. "Me too right with you ... Ooohhh ... yes, yes ... there ... I did it!" She bucked up and down so wildly Woody had a hard time staying with her. He was amazed at the tremendous energy of her unleashed passion. The stretched lips of her vagina sucked and clasped his draining penis deliciously, squeezing him as if it were attempting to crush his captured organ.
"Baby ... oh, baby, baby," Woody whispered, feeling one last spurt of his thick semen fly from the tip of his penis. Together he and the young girl grunted and moaned and sighed and panted, gasping through their mutual orgasms.
Woody trudged through the darkened evening, wondering about the girl he had just left. He enjoyed little girls-much more than grown women-but he had never come across one so eager and aggressive before in his life. Usually he had to find some way to convince them it was alright to do things like that. But you never know about these small towns, he thought. Especially these little kids from a farm community. Sometimes they learn about sex very early ... the way Maybelle did. He smiled to himself, knowing that if he could get a job at the Sutter farm and lay low for a while, he would certainly be seeing Maybelle as often as possible.
He came to a row of mail boxes and paused. The moon was full and gave off enough light for him to read the names. One box had the name Sutter painted on it. He looked around and saw a small, dirt lane leading to a darkened house far from the road, a dim light coming from one of the downstairs windows. It was the only house he could see, so he walked up the lane toward it. There was a long porch with an old fashioned swing on it, and he stepped toward the door. He knocked lightly and waited. It was quite late, and he didn't want to disturb the whole household, knowing farm people went to bed early and got up early. Even if he couldn't get a job here, he was hoping they would let him spend the night because he was tired from the long walk from town.
He lifted his hand to knock again, knowing someone was up because he could hear the sounds of a television behind the door. Suddenly the door was opened and Woody found himself looking at a very lovely redheaded girl. Her eyes were huge as she peered at him in the darkness, and Woody saw she was dressed in an old-fashioned, well-worn robe.
"Yes?" the girl asked, her eyes wide as if frightened of something.
"I was told in town I might be able to get a job here," Woody said politely.
"Kind of late to be applying for work, ain't it, mister?"
"Yeah, I guess so," Woody said, about to turn, realizing his mistake at coming here so late at night.
"Who sent you out here?"
"The woman at the diner."
"Well ... " the girl hesitated. "Momma did want to hire a man. Matter of fact she was fixing to go into town and ask around tomorrow."
"Then I've saved her the trouble, haven't I?" Woody smiled.
The girl returned the smile, a bit shy. "What's your name?"
"Woody," he replied, hoping he wouldn't have to invent a fictitious last name.
"Well, Woody ... "
"What's your name?" he said, Interrupting her quickly.
"Penny. You don't let a person get a word in edge ... "
"How about inviting me in, Penny?" he said smoothly, smiling at her. "It's kind of cold, standing out here."
"Golly, you don't like to waste time, do you?"
"Well ... it is cold, and I'm kind of tired from the long walk."
"Well, I guess it would be okay if you came in but just for a while," Penny said, moving out of the way and opening the door wider.
"Maybe I can talk to your mother," he said, moving into the high ceiling room.
"She's asleep, so I reckon not. Only one's awake is me."
"I was kind of hoping I could talk her into letting me spend the night, at least."
"Oh-oh ... I don't know about that."
"I walked all the way from town. I'd sure hate to have to walk back and try to find a place to sleep this time of night."
"I don't think Momma would approve."
"Sure, she would," Woody said easily, moving further into the room, confident now.
"Well ... I suppose you could use the couch, but it ain't none too comfortable. Still, I don't know ... " She looked at him closer, thinking he was very handsome and he did have nice manners.
"I'm not fussy. The couch will do fine," he said, smiling crookedly at her.
"Well ... you'll have to put up with the television for a while. I'm watching a real good spooky movie."
"I like spooky movies," he said.
Penny was uncertain of herself. Woody's personality was strong, like a magnetic attraction to her and she found herself coming under his spell. "There's the couch," she said, watching him warily. "You'll have to sleep in your clothes because I can't go searching for blankets this time of night. I'd wake everybody up and catch hell from Momma"
Woody told her he didn't mind at all.
"I feel kind of ... I don't know. This is all pretty fast, you stopping her in the dead of night and now gonna sleep here. It don't seem right."
"Hell, Penny," Woody said trying to set the girl at ease. "Don't pay any attention to me."
He sat down on the fat-cushioned couch, looking at the girl as she sat in the chair next to him and drew her legs up beneath body. She had pulled the robe tighter about her, but he didn't fail to notice the rounded, firm breasts that strained at the worn garment. The robe fell away from her thighs and he saw they were well tanned, almost golden in color. As he glanced at her from the corner of his eye, he decided she was hardly 15, and extremely pretty. The girl did not look at him now, her attention on the silver flicker coming from the television screen.
"You like spooky movies?" he asked softly.
"I love horror films," Penny replied. "They make me shiver all over. I enjoy being scared. I don't know why I just do."
"A lot of people like being scared by horror films," Woody said. "I think it's kind of a sexual thing, myself."
She looked at him then, her eyes sparkling innocently. "You really think so?"
"Well," he said, openly admiring her golden thighs and rounded breasts. "I'm not sure if that's my own view of it I just happened to read it some where ... but it seems to make sense."
"Oh? How's that?"
"Well, you see ... the monsters are sort of supermasculine, in a way-an exaggerated way. Unconsciously girls who watch the horror movies think of themselves as being raped by them. And guys think of themselves as being the monsters. You know how there's always a lot of girls in horror films?"
"Sure ... there are always a lot of them, and they don't seem to ... wear very many clothes, either."
"There it is," Woody said in a tone of finality.
There, the monster's a vampire type," Penny said, squirming in the chair and the robe opened wider, her creamy breasts almost exposed to his eyes. She didn't seem to realize her exposed position. "I like the vampire movies best."
"Sexiest movies," Woody offered, watching her shiver deliciously.
"Ooooo ... it gives me goose bumps just to watch," Penny whispered, her eyes wide. "Look at him; his fangs are going into her neck!"
"Scares you silly, huh?" Woody said, a faint smile on his lips as he watched the excited young girl. "Don't worry ... I'll protect you. I won't let that mean old vampire bite your pretty neck."
"Don't joke!" she hissed. "It does scare me!"
Her attention was riveted to the screen, and Woody, smiling, slid over on the couch until he was close to the girl. Abruptly, without warning, he brushed his teeth down on her bared neck and bit gently into the soft flesh.
"Eeeeiiii!" Penny screamed, jumping away in fright. "Golly! Don't do that! You trying to scare me to death?"
"Wild, huh?" Woody laughed at her fear.
"That wasn't funny at all," she glowered at him.
"I'm sorry," he said contritely. "Want me to make it up to you?"
"What do you mean?" she said, her eyes back on the screen again. Woody leaned toward her and pressed his lips to her smooth neck and this time, instead of biting her, he ran the tip of his tongue over the spot, licking at her flesh. "That's what I mean," he said, pulling his mouth away. "Did you know that you taste very sweet and fresh?"
"Well, I should," she said. "But you shouldn't be doing things like that. I hardly know you."
She stood up and moved to the television set, turning it off as the movie ended. "I've got to go to bed, now," she said softly.
"Morning, mister."
Woody heard the words as the cobwebs of sleep were clearing from his head. His eyes snapped open and he stared up at a woman whom he judged to be in her mid-thirties. She was red-headed, like Penny, but with more copper tint to it and not nearly as pretty. In fact, he found nothing about this woman at all attractive to him.
"Good morning," he returned the greeting, sitting up on the couch.
"Don't usually find a strange man sleeping on my couch early in the day," she said. "What are you doing here, if you don't mind my asking?"
"Didn't Penny tell you?"
"Penny? She's still sleeping. Besides, what does my daughter have to do with this?"
"I came here last night," Woody explained, saying he was looking for a job and was told to come see a Cora Sutter. "You must be Cora Sutter, right?"
"That's me."
"I hope I haven't gotten your daughter into trouble," Woody said, using his best charm.
"No ... nothing like that. She's always been a soft touch with strangers. One of these day's she gonna meet up with the wrong stranger and be a little too trusting, and she'll get her cherry popped right out of her. Don't pay any attention to my talk. I'm a woman that calls a cherry a cherry ... a spade a spade." Cora looked him over, seeing the handsome face, the strong shoulders.
"You're hired."
"Just like that?"
"Why beat around the bush? How much you figure to make off a poor woman like me?"
"That's up to you," Woody said. "Whatever you think you-can pay."
"Room and board ... maybe a bit of pocket money once a week."
"Fine with me," he said. "You won't have to move anyone out of a room just for me, will you?"
"Sure, but don't you worry none about that. My babies ain't fussy. They get along with each other, unusual as it may seem. I've brought them up right."
Penny crouched behind the towering stacks of baled hay in the darkness of the huge barn, trembling with fear and anticipation. Fright tightened her throat muscles, filling her mouth with the taste of dirty brass. Although frightened, her fear was not as strong as the intense desire and excitement which had brought her to the barn-she was waiting for Woody. Her heart pounded heavily inside her chest with growing impatience, her body full of a strange, yet delicious rippling sensation. She leaned against the sweet-smelling hay, wondering silently if Woody would actually come to her.
Penny shut her eyes, mentally visualizing the big, sun-bronzed, muscular figure of Woody, the man who had been working the farm for a week now. Just the thought of him caused a tautening of her pointed breasts that were round and firm, upthrusting without benefit of a bra. A delicious tingling swept over her as she felt the erect nipples push and brush at the cheap cotton fabric of her dress.
She no longer remembered any of the conversations they had had ... but she had felt his eyes run over her body every time she was in sight of him like caressing hands. She remembered how strange her own voice had sounded to her as she whispered to him: "In our barn this afternoon ... Momma is going to town."
Woody had merely nodded, then gone back to repairing the fence.
Penny had taken him a lunch, and after her whispered words, she had hurried jack to the old house, fear and excitement tingling in her blood. During the next hour, her body retained that peculiar warmth-that tingling sensation of the unknown, never diminishing. The hour went slowly ... pure agony for her young body. She was burning with desire, anticipating his arrival. Her loins constantly quivered with the intenseness of this new sensation. She watched the rattling old car move down the dusty lane to the road, seeing her mother leave. She had no fear of her younger sisters they would stay inside the house. "Not long," she whispered to herself. "Not long now."
She heard him before she saw him-the quick, firm footsteps outside the barn. Frantic with anticipation, she tugged at her dress and smoothed her red hair with trembling fingers.
The door at the end of the barn creaked open; she saw the wide-shouldered form, outlined for a moment in the sunlight ... and then the door closed.
"Penny?" his voice came to her in the dusky shadows. "Penny?"
Slowly, she stepped out from behind the stacked bales of hay. In her uncertainty, she was not sure whether she would be able to speak.
"I ... I'm over ... here," she breathed hesitantly.
It was very dark in the barn, yet she was aware of him as he approached-as if his very presence gave off some sort of electrical static to which her body was responsive. Then he stopped. After the bright sunlight, he could not see her in the shadows. His tone was impatient and somewhat harsh. "Damn it, kid ... where the hell are you?"
"H-here, Woody ... here," It was a groan of eagerness. She ran toward him, throwing her pulsating body against his muscular one. She heard his breath suck in quickly ... then his arms were around her. She pressed her face against the broad chest, saying, "Oh God, you did come ... didn't you?" It was an out rush of relief.
Woody chuckled slightly. "Yeah ... you bet your sweet little ass! You think I'd pass up a chance at something as juicy as you?" His arms pulled her tightly against his rough-textured shirt. She trembled as one big, hard hand moved down her back ... then over the round swelling of her firm bottom.
Instinctively, she flattened her breasts against him, automatically grinding her pelvis to his. Penny had see the farm animals in copulation; she knew the hardness she felt on her quivering stomach was his answer to her hot, throbbing vagina. She shoved hard against his bulging organ, raising her full lips to his hungry mouth.
In her innocence, Penny did not even know how to kiss, and her lips remained closed. She was startled when she felt his tongue prying them open, and his oral appendage began to penetrate her teeth. Then, with a blazing mind, she accepted his tongue, her own responding greedily. By the time she had finally started sucking at his lips and tongue with pleasure, he pulled his mouth away, and she felt all rubbery
and absolutely helpless. She was lost in the insane world of intense passion.
Woody, too, was gasping as loudly as she when he finally lifted his face from hers. His voice was a bit shaky, hoarse with his growing lust. "Goddamn ... where can we ... is there any place ..."
"The loft. Up in the loft ..."
Penny began climbing the wooden ladder, Woody directly behind her, pushing her with bold, hard hands that cupped and squeezed each cheek of her delicious little buttocks. The loft was a bit lighter, sunlight goldenly streaked through the cracks in the walls, gilding the loose, soft hay. And in the light she saw his face, white and set with firm muscles, his eyes glowing with his inner fire.
Woody placed his wide hands on her quaking shoulders, gently pushing her down into the yielding hay. "Take off your dress, baby!" he said sternly.
"D-do I ... have to? I ... don't have anything ... under it."
"Hurry up, Penny," Woody said. "It's better that way."
Hesitantly, but eager, Penny obeyed him. The fabric made a soft whisper as she slipped the dress over her head. As she exposed her body, she felt the rippling waves sweep throughout her inner being as the harsh intake of his breath came to her.
"Oh, Christ," he breathed. "Christ! What a pair of titties! What a lovely, sweet body!"
His passionate admiration produced a strange reaction in Penny. All at once she was no longer afraid, no longer felt dominated by him. Wantonly, she ran her hands up over her flaring hips and cupped each of her breasts, forcing them to stand out even more, offering the succulent ripe tips to him. She felt competent now, complete master of this strange situation. With lewd deliberate movements, she lay back on the hay, spreading her slender, golden thighs wide. Woody gazed down at the curling red pubic hair, saw the glistening moisture of her pink viginal lips that peered delightfully from the triangle with open invitation.
"Do you like me?" she asked, her voice no longer quaking. A hoarse sound came from deep within him, and Woody suddenly lunged for her. She rolled away, giggling. "You too," she giggled in childish laughter. "You've got to take your clothes off too!"
Without hesitation, Woody's fingers worked swiftly at the buttons and zipper of his clothing, and in seconds was stripped. Penny stared in awe at his nakedness-his swollen penis rigid, standing upright and cleaving the air with throbbing, powerful need. The head was purplish, moistened at the tiny slit with a bead of clear fluid. Her huge eyes moved the length of this monstrous organ, down to his swinging, heavy hair-covered testicles, almost hidden in the thick thatch. As she stared, seeing a male organ for the first time in her young life, her yearning grew stronger-so strong, she could feel the palpitations ripple through her. "Come here," she whispered huskily.
Woody dropped into the hay beside her, his hands going out greedily to seize her swelling breasts. She welcomed the harsh rasp of his hands as they brushed across the turgid, red nipples. With inflamed urgency, her own hands sought out his cudgel, caressing the throbbing erection down its full length to cup his huge testicles exploringly. He was the first man she had ever known-had ever touched and seen in this manner and she wanted to know every inch, every pore, of this bludgeon.
"So big," she said softly, awed by the tremendous strength she knew this throbbing, hot organ must hold. "So very, very big!"
Woody remained silent, knowing a girl-especially one as young as this-wanted to examine and fondle for the first time. He dipped his head as his lips quickly began tasting her virginal breasts. Penny felt him tugging at her swollen nipples, his tongue fluttering gently but urgently, and unconsciously her hips began to rotate gently as the pleasure built higher inside her stomach. Her lust grew and boiled until she thought she would burst ... erupt into thousands of pieces of flesh and bone and blood.
Wrapping her fingers about his hardened penis, she began to instinctively work her fist up and down, stretching his skin tighter, masturbating him slowly as she thrilled to the sensations of caressing a man this way. Her other hand fondled and rolled his swollen testicles. Moving her palm over the blood-engorged head of his phallus, she felt the warm liquid of his dripping seminal juices. Involuntarily, Penny moaned, "Please ... God, let me see it!"
Woody pulled his sucking lips from her nipples and sat back on his heels, legs spread wide. Penny raised her naked body on one elbow and stared with hunger at the throbbing instrument. As if controlled by some outside, unknown force, her face moved closer and closer to the penis ... and when her lips touched the swollen tip, they opened automatically in response and her tongue darted out, flicking delicately at the tiny slit. The taste of his sperm filled her mouth and senses, a shock rippled through her quivering body, slamming into her groin like an electric probe. A chill of delight caused her to shiver and Woody saw the young, naked body shake. A moan came from her lips as they parted ... and Penny was helpless in what she did next. She slipped her lips over the wide expanse of his burgeoning phallus, then closing them tightly around the pulsating flesh. She began to make gentle sucking motions, her tongue rolling and fluttering and swirling around the rubbery smoothness, tasting and thrilling to his maleness. She found his organ warm and throbbing between her lips, and her action was one of female instinctiveness. Not understanding the significance of what she was doing-not caring -but wanting to continue-she felt his penis jerk between her lips. Hungry now, she slid her mouth further along the thick length, feeling the rubbery tip brush over the roof of her mouth and she closed her cheeks around it and pressed her tongue tightly against the undersurface. She groaned again as the head throbbed against her throat, and hardly realizing what she was doing, she began to suck back and forth with furiously sucking motions, her hand tugging hard at his testicles.
Woody began to rock gently back and forth, sliding his penis in and out of her tightly clasping lips, knowing what she wanted now.
He gave it to her.
His penis started spewing in jerking motions, filling her mouth with his thick, slimy semen. A soft gurgle came from the fifteen-year-old redhead as she began to swallow swiftly, surprised at the quantity of his discharge. She found to her delight the taste of him, and her mouth worked hard and strong on his squirting penis. Penny flicked her tongue over the sensitive head of his penis to drink in the last drop, them pulled her lips away and looked up at him. "I ... I've never done ... that before."
Woody chuckled, cupping her cheeks between his hands and pressing his mouth down on hers. He kissed her deeply, tasting the residue of his ejaculation that lingered in her mouth.
"You did just fine, Penny," he said softly. "A bit more practice and you'll make a damned good cock sucker!"
She gazed up at his face with lust-filled eyes, murmuring, "Woody ... how can we ... you're soft we can't ... "
"We can in just a minute, baby," he said, pulling her thighs widely apart and dipping his face to the triangled orifice. He found her vagina was dripping with the secretions, her small, tight buttocks coated with the slimy mess. He cupped them in each hand, then pressed his lips to her pulsating orifice. His tongue snaked out and twirled about the sensitive tip of her clitoris. Penny mewled in delight, arching her crotch high in the air. For a long time he tongued her vagina, dipping into the succulent lips to taste the sweet honey she released in continuous streams. Then, lifting his smeared face, he was once again ready for her. Sliding up her naked body, his face went between her swelling breasts, his tongue licking the sides of the shivering mounds, his full weight pressing her into the soft hay. A small whimper broke from her throat as he lunged downward, the head of his once more turgid penis parting the soft curls of her pubic hair that surrounded the gates of her steaming passage. Penny trembled with anticipation as the huge, bulging bead slipped between the pink, slippery lips of her never before entered orifice. She felt a sharp, stabbing pain ... but it was not enough to drive out the intense desire of wanting him inside her body.
She threw her legs wide, then clasped them around his body, her heels banging in mindless frenzy at his tight buttocks. She lifted her own naked crotch to meet his furious thrust ... and then there was no more pain. The hay loft seemed to recede in the distance as if she were suddenly thrown into space, floating on white, puffy clouds of erotic bliss. Oh, she thought in the dark recesses of her burning mind. I've never felt anything so-so good! It's ... delicious ... wonderful! It gets better and better ... everything he thrusts into me! From far away she heard herself whimpering, "So good ... Oh, God ... so good! That lovely hard thing is so much better than my finger." And as this big man lunged time and again into her, her whisperings became more and more audible to the man's ears.
"Shove it more! Deeper ... deeper, Woody please! Oh, God, darling ... don't stop ... never stop ... do it to me ... forever ... "
Her verbal urging and banging heels made him move deeper and quicker into her receptive passage. She clawed at his back, leaving streaks of blood in long, red furrows. His lips were all over her swollen breasts, leaving moist trails of his saliva as he attempted to devour the lovely globes. He probed at her gasping mouth with his tongue, running it deeply into her oral cavity as he plunged his instrument of pleasure into her beautiful body. Penny cried and moaned and sobbed with the intense heat that bubbled and churned in her body. She gyrated and tossed him about like a maddened bitch in heat. As her buttocks writhed in abandonment below him, she tried to drive her tongue down his throat, striving to reach into the farthest darkness of his inner being.
Dimly, Penny was aware of the prowling animal that had been caged inside her body for a long, very long time. The unknown beast now paced back and forth, seeking the gates of release. And this man was about to unlock those gates, and a part of her that Penny had never known before, a very important part, was breaking loose; it would never be restrained again ... never in her life! This, she quickly thought, was what she had been born for ... made for.
And as Woody stroked into her body with quick, rhythmical in and out movements, she realized it was becoming better with each of his thrusts ... until it could not possibly get any better ... her whole body, her very essence, felt as if she were splitting and exploding into the unknown universe of lust.
She screamed into his open mouth suddenly. Her vagina rippled and quivered, growing hotter and hotter, and suddenly the swift torrent of her orgasm shook her naked body, pouring forth the pent up secretions, causing her hair-lined split to become even wetter than ever before. And as she climaxed, so did Woody. His body stiffened suddenly when he felt the convulsive contractions of her inner muscles and his organ swelled to further proportions. He felt his bubbling semen roar up the thick, bulging tube underneath his penis, then spew out in great gobs of thick, foaming squirts to splash around her cervix, filling her delicious orifice until it flowed from the tightly clasping lips of her vagina to run in obscene rivers of passion, smearing her inner thighs, the tightly clenched crevice of her buttocks, to pool lewdly on the hay below the pumping hips.
Penny and Woody hung in space, suspended by the thin thread that was not of this world, yet a part of it. Then, with chest heaving in exhaustion, they rolled apart to sprawl in the sweet hay, gasping for air. Penny was aware that she would never be the same girl again-no matter how long she lived, and she was very, very happy with what had happened to her and in her emotions.
Woody had been on the farm almost a month now, and his secure feeling was growing each day. He enjoyed all the sexual pleasures he desired with Penny, and had almost forgotten about the young girl in town. Now, as he mended a broken gate near the barn, Cora came out to bring him a glass of cold lemonade. She noticed the small bag he had brought with him, as he did on every day.
"How come you keep that little bag with you all the time?" she asked, nudging it with her toe. Woody's breath caught, then he leaned down and picked the bag up, sitting it on a wooden crate near the barn. "How come you stick so close-to it?"
"It's got all she personal things I have in the whole world. You know, pictures of my family, that sort of thing."
"You plan on carrying it around with you while farming?"
"Oh, I'll find a place for it," Woody said, appearing calm.
Cora didn't mention it again, but she thought about it frequently. In her back country way, she knew it must contain more than momentos-he was just too possessive about it. She decided to find out what it held.
The following week, she asked Woody to drive into town and purchase some supplies that were badly needed on the farm. But first, she made sure he had found a place to keep his bag. Woody, feeling quite secure now, drove the rattling old car to town, and as soon as he disappeared from sight, Cora hurried to the room she had given him. She searched every nook and cranny without success. Then, sitting on the bed, she decided to peek under it.
There was the bag, not hidden at all, but in plain sight. She pulled it out and unsnapped the latch. The bag opened and Cora's breath sucked in quickly. Before her lay a fortune in small bills a small revolver. Immediately Cora's mind began working. She had known for the past week about Woody and her oldest daughter, having heard them in the barn one morning. Now, she put this knowledge to use. Quickly now, she went in search of Penny, and explained what she had found. She also told her daughter about knowing of the sexual activities she and Woody were involved in.
The Sutter family had been poor all their lives, and it didn't take mother and daughter long to devise a plan whereby they could have this money without Woody.
While Woody was in town, enjoying himself with the tender young girl in the diner, he was not aware of the fact that this was his last day of life. Returning to the farm late, Cora acted no different than usual. She prepared him a late dinner, then Woody went to his room-for the night. He was not at all interested in sex at the moment, but in sleep. The little girl in town had drained him physically and emotionally. He was drifting off into sleep-when Penny entered his bedroom.
She came close, setting on the bed in her thin, worn gown and leaned over to kiss him. Woody groaned about being too tired. "Besides," he said, "your mother might hear us."
It was the first time she had come into his room.
Penny paid no heed to his pleas, and her fingers wandered down to his groin. She cupped his limp penis and fondled him. Woody, afraid to cause an argument and create noise, allowed her to continue. But no how much and how hard Penny caressed him, his organ would not respond. Finally, she leaned over and kissed the tip of his flaccid organ. She sniffed delicately, then raised her head.
"You been with a girl," she accused, pouting at him.
Woody said nothing.
"I don't mind, darling," Penny whispered. "I know how much you enjoy sticking this big thing in a girl. I don't mind at all, but you must save some for me."
Her voice sounded odd, but Woody didn't dwell on it. He sighed as her lips closed around his organ, and she applied heated suction to him. He closed his eyes and let the warm mouth try its charm on his genitals. He did not hear the soft footsteps that entered the room.
Cora watched her daughter fellating Woody for a moment, then she lifted the small revolver and aimed it at Woody's head. Cora had never fired a weapon in her life, and when she pulled the trigger, there was a pop like a large firecracker going off. Penny, her lips tightly clasping the still soft organ, gave a short sigh and slumped forward, blood running from the tiny hole in her temple. Cora saw where the bullet entered her daughter's head and screamed. It had been so fast, Woody did not have time to understand. He was aware of Penny slumping across his stomach, and the next thing was the searing pain as a bullet entered his head just below his right eye.
The authorities recovered the embezzled money. Cora's mind had snapped when she had killed her daughter by accident and had to be institutionalized. Her other three daughters were placed in the state orphanage.
The case is presented to show the greed of people, greed that is so great a mother will conspire with her teen-aged daughter to gain the objective. Woody, an embezzler and child molester, was buried in the small town. Occasionally, one can see a thirteen-year-old girl placing flowers on his grave.
Five
BEYOND question, the pedophile is a major menace to children in the United States-if not the whole world. The homosexual pedophile is particularly dangerous, for the simple reason that he is more aggressive. And he is a poor candidate for a cure of his deviation.
Consider the following:
Last summer three small boys were walking along a street in one of our major cities, when a car drew up, and the driver, a well-dressed man in his late forties, beckoned to nine-year-old Jerry. The man held out a piece of paper with an address on it, asking for directions. Presently, in response to the man's offer of "I'll give you a dollar if you take me there," Jerry got into the front seat beside the man, who drove off. When Jerry's two companions got home, they told their parents, who immediately notified the authorities. And for good reason. The area, even though it was in a better section of the city, was rife with rumors of sexual acts being committed against girls and girls of tender years.
After the authorities reached the street and began asking people if they had seen the car, some high school boys with cars of their own decided to help trace it. The boys spotted the descripted car parked behind a highway billboard display sign. The driver attempted to get away in his car, but the boys forced him to the shoulder of the highway. The little boy-Jerry-was crying and, so was the driver.
"I didn't hurt him, I didn't hurt him," the driver kept repeating over and over, and he begged the high school boys not to harm him. "Don't beat me up," he pleaded.
The boys held the driver for the authorities who, arriving minutes later, recognized the man as a well known minister. The minister and his wife, including a two-year-old son, had moved into the city ten months before. Since the ministers transfer forty-nine sex offenses had been reported to the authorities in the area, and the majority of those complaints mentioned the type of: car the minister drove On at least three occasions he had been suspected but ruled out because they simply could not bring themselves to believe that a man of God could be guilty of such hideous offenses-sodomy, which covered fellatio and cunnilingus and anal intercourse. As it turned out, the minister had a long history of sex offenses that astonished even tough-skinned authorities.
A year after his ordainment, after whispered rumors that he was taking a strange interest in the little boys of his parish, the minister was transferred to a church in another city. Two months later he was arrested for masturbating a small three-year-old boy while visiting the child's house and while the boy's mother was preparing a pot of coffee for the good man. The bishop of the diocese managed to get the charge dropped after assuring the court that the man was emotionally ill and would seek qualified help. The minister was transferred to another parish. Two months later he was again arrested for abusing an eight-year-old boy-anal intercourse-in the church basement. Again his bishop intervened and had the charge dropped, thanking the authorities for sparing the church adverse publicity and for their delicate handling of the nasty case.
The bishop removed his pedophiliac pastor's police record from the diocesan files and, stripping him of all ecclesiastical functions, shipped him off to work as a janitor at another-church, where the disturbed pastor underwent mental treatment for a year, after which he was certified as cured. The bishop then restored him to his duties as a man of the cloth, and the minister was sent to his present church, where-so the authorities think-he committed over a hundred sex offenses against boys and girls.
After the minister's arrest, his wife collapsed in tears, telling the authorities how she would fearfully count the hours her husband would spend outside his home and church. "It was like living with a time bomb," the poor woman explained. "I never knew when he would grab some little boy or girl."
A meek character, the minister confessed readily to the authorities. From him they learned that he seldom varied his technique for luring boys and girls into his car. He would stop and ask for an address on a street that the child knew, offering the boy or girl a dollar to take him there. He always took off his clerical collar, replacing it afterward.
"After I got the girl in the car, I would then perform cunnilingus," the minister confessed, using the proper medical terms for the act, adding that the child was usually too frightened or startled to resist. "I'd force her to if she tried to resist. And I'd force her to fellate me, also. Of course, I always made them fellate me to ejaculation. I'd suck a little boy's penis and have him suck mine, or I would force him to anal intercourse. I liked anal intercourse better than having him fellate me, as I could derive better sensation from the former."
This man was eventually defrocked by his bishop.
The following case illustrates in detail the method of operation used by a homosexual pedophile-as told in the first person. The subject is a lawyer, age forty-one and unmarried. He stands high in his profession, and is a man of unimpeachable nature with a very realistic intelligent understanding of human and social problems. He maintains a large apartment, larger than he can afford on his normal income. He does, however, have some additional income from the estate of his deceased mother. While women never come to his apartment, it does fill a great need for him and is a very important part of his life. Those who do come to the place are usually young men in their teens or even as young as ten and twelve, and-in his own words:
"I practice fellatio and anal intercourse with these young boys. I have to pay some, but most of them enjoy the experience as much as I do. I also go to health clubs and turkish baths to find young men to fuck, even though I prefer boys around ten and twelve years old. But first I will tell you about the health clubs.
"My experiences in these places seldom varies, as there is only one procedure to follow. You go to the window and pay a small fee, lock up your valuables, after which you get a towel and a robe. The attendant takes you to the locker room and you undress. Next thing you do is take a shower and go to bed either in your own room or in a dormitory hall. It all depends on the fee you pay. Most of the occupants are there for the same reason, either to suck or get sucked or be fucked in the asshole.
"One can either rest on his bed or roam about the place. Either way, sooner or later, other men will begin looking you over. You will also notice that they have a hard-on. After a time, you will make a contact. Someone will sit down on your bed and begin playing with your cock, and you will do the same with him and all sorts of things will happen. The rooms are always dimly lighted, and I have seen as many as a dozen couples-of course, none but men are present-sucking and fucking each other. Why one night, I had five different men taking sexual liberties with me. I almost went out of my mind with the intense desire! One sucked my prick; one sucked my nipples and fucked me in the asshole. Another one licked me between my legs, while another man had his head between my legs from the rear, licking the cock of the man who was flicking me in the ass. I must have come two or three times.
"I remember one time when I met this young fellow about eighteen-in a Turkish bath. We were in the steam room and were naked, naturally. He had his glasses on and I asked him if the steam didn't bother him-fog up his glasses. He was not the least bit hairy but had a beautiful cock hanging there, really a gorgeous circumsized prick. He began playing with my cock and asked me if I'd like to play with his.
"I'll suck it and get it nice and hard for you, I told him. 'Go ahead,' he replied, 'but I want to come off. You suck me off and swallow the stuff when I come." I said I would and began sucking his prick, playing with his nice balls at the same time. His cock tasted good and he shot in a few minutes and I swallowed every drop of his come. I asked him then to suck me, but he wouldn't do it. He said he was tired and wanted to rest.
"I left the steam room and began cruising. At the end of one of the halls there was a young man sitting on a stool. He seemed to be in his late teens. I had a big hard-on from sucking the other fellow and after I stopped before him, he reached out and began playing with my cock, feeling the head and fingering my balls. I asked him if he wanted to come to my room, and he nodded. After we got to my room, we lay down on the bed and necked and french-kissed. Then I moved my head down to his cock, which by now was large and as hard as hell. I began. tasting his lovely prick and as I sucked I could feel him moving around for a sixty-nine. I crawled over his face and let my cock fall into his waiting mouth. He began sucking me real hard, at the same time running a finger into my asshole. While he sucked he flicked his finger into my asshole. We both came about the same time, and he swallowed my come and I took every drop of his.
"After the young fellow left, I decided to stay in my room, leave the door open, and wait for business. Several minutes later a man of about thirty passed. He looked me over, smiled and walked in. Sitting down on the edge of the bed, he began playing with my prick. I responded and he started sucking me. He raised his head from my cock and asked me to pinch his nipples. I did so and he went back to sucking me, at the same time jacking his own cock off. I-kept pinching his nipples and finally shot my load into his mouth.
"Later, I walked around again, and saw this young man who didn't look over seventeen. He was lying on his back in his room, naked, and I wanted him the moment I saw his magnificent cock which, while rather small, was huge and erect and very well-formed. His balls were drawn up tight against his crotch. I went into his room and started to run my fingers over his pretty prick and hard balls. He turned over on his side, opened his eyes and smiled at me.
"I told him that I would like to suck him off. 'Go ahead,' he said. 'Do a good job on me. I'll let you do anything you want, if you let me fuck you in the mouth first. I just love it that way.'
"I asked him to show me the position he preferred, adding that I would comply with his wishes if he would permit me the privilege of fucking him in the asshole. The boy had a slim waist and a perfect ass for pederasty-almost as delicious as a ten-year-old ass. He said he'd let me, motioning for me to get on the bed and lie on my back.
"After I was in position, he crawled on top of me and began rubbing the head of his cock across my lips. Finally he shoved his prick full into my mouth, which he started a slow motion with his hips, working his stiff prick in and out of my lips, at times pushing it so deeply that the swollen head touched the back of my throat. He came off after five minutes or so and. gradually removed the wilting violet from my now dripping lips. 'That was really good,' he breathed. 'How do you want to corn-hole me?'
"I told him to get on his hands and knees and I'd do the rest, getting more excited as I ran my hands over his beautiful ass-cheeks. I got behind the boy and first worked the entrance of his asshole with my tongue, oiling it properly, preparing it for the entry of my prick. My performing analingus excited him greatly, forcing his cock to harden once again.
"I had mounted his ass-cheeks, shoving with not too much difficulty the head of my prick into his watered anus. An excellent fit-nice and tight and quite comfortable. I wasted no time, of course, riding the boy's fine ass with very satisfying motions, while he held the top of the bed, grunting and groaning every now and then.
"As I fucked him, a man of about fifty passed the room and asked if he could slide underneath the boy and suck his cock. Both I and the boy nodded, and quickly the man slid underneath the boy, taking his stiff and throbbing prick deeply into his mouth.
"I must explain that I use Turkish baths mainly because they offer me the best opportunities for contact with the least amount of effort and resistance. The truth is that I prefer adolescent boys, but of course they are not as easily obtained. There is always the element of danger and exposure. Because of this, I am extremely cautious in my efforts toward obtaining young boys as sex partners. But in all these years, not once have I been stopped or questioned by the authorities.
"One of my methods is to walk my dog in a park that has a playground. You see, I have found that a man walking his dog is never suspected of enticing children. However, one must have ultimate patience in using this method and wait for the proper moment. By this I mean that you must wait until a boy approaches you. Sooner or later, a boy will, usually to inquire about my dog.
"After you begin talking to the boy, it doesn't take long to ascertain his sexual knowledge and experience, if any, and the state of his morality. Boys around ten, eleven and twelve and older are not the sexless little bastards a lot of people think they are. Quite the contrary. Boys that age-and girls, too-have an intense curiosity about sexual matters; boys especially are more than willing to talk about sexual things once the ice is broken, so to speak. They enjoy bringing the subject out into the open, and often they are more than willing to experiment. I should say that two boys out of five will let you play with their little cocks. That has been my experience.
"After a boy and I begin a conversation-well----first I'll buy us some hot dogs or ice cream from a nearby stand. Many parks have these, you know. This gesture usually establishes a friendly raport between me and a boy, making it easier for me to entice him into my car. If the park does not have a food stand, I suggest he take a ride with me and have something to eat, after I have analyzed my chances to fuck him. Some boys refuse; most don't. Naturally, I never use force; that is out of the question ...
"Once we get into my car, the rest is not too difficult. After we drive off and are parked in some isolated spot, away from prying eyes-I tell the boy the engine of the car is hot and that we have to park to let it cool off-I begin showing the boy some good fuck pictures, photographs of men and women sucking and fucking each other-not the little cartoon booklets, but actual 8X10 photographs where everything is nice and clear. I don't have to tell the result. The lad becomes very excited and interested over the display, intensely curious; and I keep him in such an emotional mood by commenting about the breasts of the women, their cunts and the large cocks of the men. All the while, as I'm talking, I feel his cock through his pants. As a rule, an eleven-year-old boy's cock gets rigid almost instantly, the minute he sees the pictures.
"And-I recall a boy I picked up in the park about two weeks ago. He was about twelve and quite a handsome lad with dark curly hair. Very mannerly, too, saying 'Yes sir' and 'no sir.' I bought him a hamburger and a couple of orange drinks, then we parked along a deserted section of the river. I brought out the pictures. I tell you his eyes almost popped out of his head, and his mouth fell open. 'Gee! I ain't never seen anything like this!' he said. 'Men and women doing it!'
"I asked him, 'Haven't you ever played with a little girl, Eddie?' His face got red slightly. 'Uh huh. A few times. A girl in my class. She plays with my thing and I put my finger in her hole. She puts my thing in her mouth ... sometimes.' I looked at him, happy with this information. 'And it feels good when she sucks on your thing, doesn't it?' I said.
"'Uh huh. It feels real good. Finally it feels like my thing's got to bust, and sometimes it does.' He stated, staring at the pictures. 'Gee!' he whispered. 'Their things are so big! And them women's got things in their mouths!'
"I laid my hand on the boy's lap, started to fingering his little prick, which was, of course, quite hard. Startled, he looked at me but didn't say anything. As I unzipped his pants, and extracted his little cock, I said, 'You have a nice thing, Eddie. It will be nice and big some day, just like in the pictures. Then you'll be able to have a lot of girls.'
"Slowly, I began to masturbate his circumsized prick with my left hand, while with my right I brought out my own throbbing cock, which was huge and hard. He made no effort to resist as I placed his hand around it. 'Now you jack me,' I said. 'Do you think it feels nice? Do it to me like you do it to yourself.'
"When the little boy began working his fist up and down my cock, I knew I had it made with him. Excited sexually, my cock about ready to squirt to the roof of the car, I jacked his smaller prick and he worked on mine, until finally fearing I would come off, I removed his hand. 'Now I'll do something nice to you, Eddie,' I said.
"Bending low, I slipped his little, pretty prick into my mouth ... began a hard sucking action, driving the kid wild, making him move his sweet ass-cheeks about in the seat. He enjoyed the action and I swear almost swooned as I scooted my tongue all around the tiny smoothness of his cock head. I also satisfied him with a gentle chewing motion, which most little boys enjoy.
"He shot off, even at that age. It was a thin watery stream, saying, 'My thing's bustin' again.'
"I sat up, wiped my mouth and placed his hand around my cock again. 'You do it to me now, Eddie,' I urged. 'Take the big red head of my thing into your mouth and suck on it. You'll enjoy it.'
"The boy looked at me shyly. 'No ... I wouldn't. I don't want to do that.'
"At this point let me explain that I never attempt to force a boy's mouth around my cock. Such action might cause a child to panic-to scream or run. It is a matter of simple psychology. Either a child will suck your cock or he won't. 'I'll show you something, Eddie,' I said, taking a box of rubbers out of the dash compartment. I unrolled one and slipped it over my prick, pleased that the boy was watching me with his mouth half open.
"'How come you don't put it on tight?' he asked. 'I mean you got it loose at the end.'
"That's to catch my come,' I explained. 'If I put the rubber on tight, it could burst when I come off, especially if I had my cock in .a woman's cunt and was fucking her. Tell you what. You slip your pants down and sit on my lap and I'll put my thing between your legs. Will you do that for me?'
"'I ... I don't know ... '
"'Here ... I'll give you fifty cents.'
"'It won't hurt, will it? I mean, you ain't gonna shove that big thing in my butt-hole?'
"'Of course not,' I said. 'I just want to put it between your legs. The head of my thing will be sticking out in front of your own little cock.'
"'Well ... okay.' The boy let his pants down and moved to my lap. I slipped my cock between his legs holding them close together so that they enclosed my prick nicely-and began an up and down motion, as best as I could. In a few minutes I shot my load.
"Eddie also permitted the enjoyment of analingus, letting me work my tongue around his little asshole but not inside. He also let me suck him off once again. He was a nasty little boy, Eddie was. He enjoyed every minute of what I did to him, but he just wouldn't suck me off. In fact, he liked it so much, he even wanted to meet me again, but I never return to the same child. Children talk, tell their friends, and to return for a second time is far too dangerous.
"Little girls leave me absolutely cold and do not excite me in the least ... and I can't stand to be as much as touched by an adult female. To me there is something hideously filthy about a man's putting his prick into the slimy pussy of a woman. The mere thought makes my flesh crawl. To me, to fuck a woman would be completely unnatural. Why, it would make me feel like some kind of pervert!"
Like a slowly-growing cancer, this man spreads perversion ... silently and insidiously. It is a known fact that men-and women-who are now homosexual got that way because, as youngsters, they were introduced to abnormal sex practices by adults.
Six
THE sexual use of children has been a problem in all nations, throughout all periods of history. Maybe the word problem does not actually apply; some nations have not considered such as a problem. Children have been used sexually during the Middle Ages, often being sold by unfeeling-and unloving-parents to houses of ill repute, and as recently as the seventeenth century three and four year old girls were burned at the stake by one of the powerful church groups for copulating with demons. We know-from history-that little girls could copulate with demons because St. Thomas and St. Jerome said so. How can two great saints possibly be wrong?
Children were extensively used for sex during the Victorian era in which people had the dirtiest' minds and the greatest degree of hypocrisy in all history, an age in which, gentle ladies covered the legs of armchairs in order to ,remove temptation from their husbands, while their husbands wallowed in vice in the privacy of brothels staffed by thousands of prostitutes. Children vanished every day off the filthy streets of London and other large cities, to wind up imprisoned in cribs as playthings for adults seeking to create a novel sexual situation, often to revel in the shame and confusion of the child victim. Boys were also kidnapped to be used for pederasty. Even today in some parts of Europe, in all large cities the markets for these deviant and perverted needs are well stocked; and there are places in some of our own largest cities to which a man-or woman-can go and, for a very stiff fee, have sexual experiences with a small boy or girl.
As for sexual activities with teenage girls-the United States is a pedophile's paradise. Nor does he have to use force whatsoever, not in a society in which parent permissiveness borders on almost a fear of one's own children ... in a matriarchal society in which teenagers are pampered to the point of placing them on pedestals. In such a society, thousands of teenage girls are more than willing to shack up with an older male.
There is certainly more to the perversion than meets the public eye. Early and precocious sexuality in children is invariably a blunt invitation to the pedophiliac the open sesame that sends him rushing vigorously to his victim; another fact, unfortunate that it is, is that the pedophile seems to have an almost preternatural propensity for recognizing this trait in children.
We have a mother, not necessarily a pedophile, who recently found out just how interested in sexual matters her two daughters were. This woman-a widow- wanted better things for her family, and when she discovered her older daughter-thirteen-was a chronic masturbator, she began formulating a plan to better their financial state. The youngest daughter, Linda, was hardly eleven years old and not quite convinced about the plan. Yet, she was brought into the situation by the greed of her mother. Once the mother's plans were explained, Lois, the thirteen-year-old daughter, became quite enthusiastic about it, and between her and her mother, Linda was persuaded to go along reluctantly.
The plan was executed.
The number and variety of people who work in a big manufacturing plant always break down into certain types, particularly the men. Among the men there are the loners, the shy ones ... who keep completely to themselves. There are the wolves who know everybody in the plant, men and women alike. They are the kind of people who are always selling punchboard chances, or tickets to a benefit raffle, and who are never without a little something of their own going.
Bernie and Jud fitted neatly into the glad-hander category. Rhetorically, they were gyro inspectors. Actually, they were the equivalent of the old-time town criers. They circulated everywhere, always bubbling with the latest news and gossip. In addition, they were incurable wolves, and Marsha's-the mother of Linda and Lois-succulent, swelling bottom had more than one black and blue mark put there by the friendly pinchings and feelings of the two inseparable men.
Marsha liked neither of them-Jud was too fat, his mouth was never entirely closed, and behind the constant good humor in his eyes, there was something secret and hidden. It was as if his exuberance were his only defense against the world, and, should it be stripped from him, he would be found naked, shriveled and vulnerable.
Bernie was different. He was a little weasel of a man, with long black hair so plastered down with grease that it might have been painted on his skull, and he wore a thin, black mustache. He did not move he scuttled and slithered. He would come up without warning, sneak a feel of some female's buttocks or breasts, at the same time distracting attention from his hands with an outflow of gossip and dirty, crude jokes in a high-pitched whine.
But there was no denying the two got around. How they kept their jobs and still circulated as they did, no one could say. They seemed to cover the entire plant-not only their own shop building, but all the others as well, not to mention the engineering department. Let a draftsman drop his pencil in the drawing room and Bernie would know about it in the shop before it was retrieved from the floor. Let a welder burn his hand on a piece of hot iron in the welding shop, and Jud would have made a joke of it in the other buildings before the company nurse had finished applying an ointment to the burns.'
They also knew the deepest sexual desires of most of the men who worked in the huge plant.
Impatiently, the two men arrived at Marsha's apartment early. They barged in, their hair plastered with grease and cheeks reeking with cheap shaving lotion. Linda, the eleven-year-old daughter, was still in the bathtub. She heard the clamor of the men's stale good' humor in the living room, and stood up in the tub, reaching for a towel Before she could get her hand on it, the bathroom door banged open and Bernie slithered in.
His narrow eyes widened as he stared at the pretty nakedness of the young girl crouching in the tub. "God Almighty," he breathed in appreciation. "Oh, Christ look at that twat!"
Linda, blushing and frightened, felt nausea rising in her throat as the man's beady eyes moved over her immature body. She felt disgust, but her mother had said these two disgusting men must be humored. They must be shown a good time, mother said-so, instead of snarling the way she wanted to, Linda smiled a sweet "expression at him. She knew what she must do. Her smile 'turned into a sensual, yet innocent welcome, invitational smile. Overcoming her fear of the disgusting man, Linda pulled her hands away from the concealed nakedness of her hairless vagina, arching her hips seductively.
"You could have knocked," she said softly, climbing from the tub, "but I suppose it really doesn't matter does it? I was ready to be dried anyway." She took the towel and handed it to him. "Here ... want to do it for me ... " she pouted childishly-sexily.
Bernie held the towel as he didn't know what to do with it-what it was for. He seemed incapable of movement. He stood there, his eyes shunting up and down the ivory smoothness of her little-girl nakedness, lingering on her flat stomach and below, to gaze with open passion at the pink slit peeking provocatively between her long thighs. Having learned her lessons well from her mother and sister, Linda turned slowly, presenting small but ever so luscious buttocks to his view.
"Well ... are you afraid?" she murmured, looking over her shoulder at him. "Haven't you ever seen a little girl before?"
"I no ... no, I ain't ... "
"You seem to like looking at naked little girls," she said softly, arching her bottom toward him sensually. "Aren't you going to dry me?"
Slowly, Bernie moved toward her. She grinned as her eyes saw the bulging in his pants, disgusted but happy with her success at arousing him. Gently, hesitantly, as if he were afraid she would shatter, he patted the towel at her swelling buttocks.
"You'll never get me dry that way," Linda said, overcoming her fear and growing bold with her knowledge of power of this weasel-like man. "You're suppose to rub them ... rub them hard ...
Her words seemed to break the frozen, astonished trance that held him in its grip. He did as she said, with growing anxiety. She heard the breath hiss through his nostrils, felt his hands kneading and clutching, feeling her through the terry cloth. In spite of herself-her revulsion for this man and what she had to do-his moving fingers and palms, his ministrations, produced a strong reaction in her slender body. Warmth grew in her almost nonexistent breasts and flowed outward, chilling up and down her spine with delicious anticipation. Her pink, hairless vaginal lips began to moisten and quiver and she gently rubbed her thighs together as he toweled her bottom. Her own breathing quickened, her chest rising and falling as he rubbed harder. She was glad now, that her mother and sister had utilized that rubber phallus on her tender orifice, relieving her of the unwanted virginity just for the purpose now in effect.
"They're they're dry," she said thickly at last.
"Now ... dry the rest of, me." Bernie moved the towel around and over the flat- plane of her now shivering stomach.
"There ... dry me there, too," Linda's voice was low husky-as she watched his hands. She parted her slim thighs, arching her pubic mound out to his rubbing hands.
Bernie was kneeling before her now, his face inches from her pretty, delicate crotch.
"Christ ... Christ!" he kept saying over and over again, as if it were the only word he knew to express his rampant emotions "Oh, slut slut ..."
"That a Linda encouraged him with a low, passion-filled voice "Now do the insides of my thighs rub the towel over them ... yes, like that ... now, get to my pussy ... aahhh, yes, there! There ... No, oh no, not yet!" she said quickly.
Bernie, overwhelmed by the small girl's beauty, had dropped the towel. He was staring directly at her pink, quivering vaginal lips, seeing the moist flesh pulsate, and almost involuntarily, he had reached out one hand, twisting a finger between the tender petals of her orifice, worming it in deeply, thrilling to the tight warmth that closed over his digit.
"No ..." Linda groaned as her passion came close to bursting, pulling her hips backward from his caressing fingers. "Take ... take your finger out of there! Not don't do it inside ... not inside my pussy! Just dry me ... "
"But ... Oh, Christ!" he hissed hoarsely, his eyes burning with desire. He had no idea such a young girl could be so beautiful, so wanton, so desirable. "You're such a ... a ... Christ!"
"Just dry me," Linda said, stamping one naked foot childishly. "Don't be feeling me up ... not yet!" It was fun to tease and tantalize, to torment this lusting man with her body. And when she finally gave him complete liberty with her naked loveliness, he would be that much more appreciative-for some reason that was what her mother seemed to want.
"Now," Linda said after a moment. "Now ... you can stand up ... and stop staring at my pussy like you want to eat me up! Hand me that gown, please."
The gown was rose-colored, and as transparent as glass. It had been selected and purchased for this night. Linda slipped it over her slender body without pulling on her undergarments, thrilling at the way this evil-looking man ogled her body. "Now," she smiled sexily at him, "let's go to the living room."
Linda walked from the bathroom first, Bernie following behind, his eyes never leaving from the luscious sight of her almost naked bottom as it jiggled and swayed saucily. Linda took extra pains to undulate her hips for his viewing pleasure.
In the living room, Marsha was sitting on the couch with Jud, the top of her dress down around her waist and the fat man was fondling her swollen breasts. Marsha's skirt was high, bunched around her hips and the man was driving his middle finger in and out of her wet, exposed vaginal passage, bringing moans and whimpering sounds from Linda's mother's throat. Before them, her thirteen-year-old sister was dancing, completely naked, her hips arching and jerking, small breasts jiggling. Her smoke-colored mist of pubic hair flashed close to Jud's eyes which were bugging out lustfully. Lois twirled and twisted, her swelling, smooth bottom working in fluid motion.
Linda stood near her mother, watching the digital action of the man's hand between her mother's heavy thighs for a second, a trickle of disgust seeping through her at the cynical animality of the erotic scene.
Marsha untangled herself, closing her widely splayed thighs and ran a hand over Jud's slicked down hair and pinching one of his cheeks playfully. Then, with a lewd giggle, she grabbed for the swelling bulge in front of his pants, squeezing his burgeoning penis. "You two like my daughters, huh?" Her breath came quick and heavy with passion. "Well ... let's get cooled down and have a drink, what do you say?"
In the kitchen, helping her mother mix drinks for the men, Linda shuddered. "He's like some kind of blob ... a real beast!" she whispered.
"Blob or no blob," her mother said. "I'm going to pull out all the' stops with those two, dear ... and you and Lois are going to do the same! Whatever those two bastards want, do it! Fuck the piss out of them ... take their cocks up your cunt, your asshole ... even suck their dirty little pricks! But whatever they want, do it! We've got to have those two perverts on our side."
"Oh, no! Not all those things, Mother! I'll do like you said ... I'll let them fuck me all they want ... in my pussy ... but nothing else!" Linda made a sour face. "They make me want to puke!"
"It will only be this once, baby," Marsha whispered to her daughter. "After tonight, we won't have anymore to do with them. But tonight ... if they want a blow job, then suck the piss out of their cocks! Take it up your asshole ... I promise you, darling, everything will be fine soon."
Marsha wrapped her arms around her youngest daughter, hugging her tight, whispering. "Don't blow the works, darling. Right after we give them a piece of ass, I'll talk business."
Two drinks around later, Jud slapped his meaty thigh impatiently. "Goddamn ... I can't stand it any longer. I've been sitting her looking at those young twats long enough! Fuck this sitting around and looking! I want to fuck!"
Bernie wiggled in his chair. "Me too," he stood up.
Marsha had been keeping them both at arm's length, letting them look at her two succulent daughters until she felt they were sufficiently aroused ... watching the fire build in them. Now, she stood and stretched lazily.
"I bet those two girls of mine feel exactly the same way," she said. "I think we should all go to the bedroom, don't you?"
Bernie was at Linda's side immediately, his hand gripping her upper arm, his weasel eyes glowing with passion. "You said it! Which bedroom you want us to take?"
Marsha smiled seductively. "Why ... I thought we would all take the one bed," she murmured.
Bernie's eyes popped. "All of us ... in one bed?"
"Well," Marsha said, still smiling, "I thought the four of you would use the bed. I'll stay out of it, if you don't mind. Besides ... the four of you in one bed will make it so much convenient when you ... change partners."
Jud and Bernie both swallowed hard. "Oh ... boy!" Jud whispered hoarsely.
The light was turned on in the bedroom, and nobody bothered to turn it off, especially since the two men wanted to see all the naked loveliness of these two tender young girls. Linda followed her mother and sister unquestioningly. Lois, already naked, was being pawed by Jud's thick hands. Linda shrugged out of her gown to let her slender, naked charms stand in striking contrast to her sister's fuller, more mature body. Then, fighting down a twinge of repugnance, she lay down on the bed beside her sister. Marsha took a chair at the side of the room, staying to make certain no physical harm came to her daughters.
The two men raced to discard their own clothing.
When Jud was naked, the two sisters saw his penis, when it slipped from his shorts, surrounded by sparse, straw colored hair. Even with erection, it was not much larger than a fat cigar, and only six inches in length. Bernie's penis was of average size in length, but slim as a broom handle. The black hair, growing down his thin chest to meet at his joined thighs, lushly covered his extremely large and full testicles. They were the largest Marsha and Lois had ever seen, and since Linda only had pictures for comparison, she didn't realize their size as being large.
"Golly," Lois whispered, eyeing his swollen testicles. "You look like you can come off a whole bucketful!"
The two men, now totally naked, literally leaped at the girls. Bernie lay beside Linda and his hands started working and feeling over her little body as if he were afraid she would get away. His lips closed over one immature nipple and she felt him suck hard, his tongue swirling madly. Jud lay between the two girls On his back with Lois leaning over his flat chest, tongue thrust deep into his mouth. Jud ran his hand over her firm, rounded buttocks, pulling them apart to squeeze them together again brutally.
Bernie's fingers were darting into the warm, moist and hairless lips of Linda's vagina, bringing the thin lubricating fluid. She moved her hand down to his fantastically slim penis and closed her fingers around it just the way her mother had instructed her to do. She glanced quickly for approval at her watching mother, and was rewarded with a small smile. Bernie began moving his hips up and down, causing his penis to slide In and out of her fist. Linda, feeling the powerful throb of it, warmed swiftly and reached for the small organ of Jud. With both hands now, the young girl massaged and masturbated both men, soft moans rippling from her mouth as the fingers wormed in and out of her heating passageway. She closed her eyes, shutting her mind from the ugly males, imagining other, more handsome men instead.
Feeling movement from Jud and her sister, she opened her eyes and saw Lois straddling the fat. man, her slim legs wide, on her hands and knees. As her sister lowered her hips down to the upthrusting penis, Linda held on to it at the base and guided it into the waiting, hair-fringed lips of her sister's opening, being rewarded with a smile of approval from her mother. Lois groaned as the swollen instrument slipped deeply into her clasping vaginal lips. Then the two bodies were joined tightly, flesh against flesh. Linda-following her instructions to the letter-placed her hand in a position so she could finger the small, excited clitoris of her sister, now swollen -with passion. Lois began moving her rounded hips up and down, riding the fat man's rigid organ. Jud cupped the two small swinging breasts above his face and closed his eyes in ecstasy'.
Bernie was still screwing his finger in and out of the eleven-year-old girl's orifice, but his movements were getting more frantic. His lips continued to eat at her flat breasts. Both men went rigid at the same time, their bodies heaving in the bed as they approached a climax. Linda's hand beat a steady, rhythmical tattoo up and down Bernie's throbbing penis, she felt the warm fluid of his ejaculation come running out of his thin appendage, coating her small hand with the sticky substance.
The two men relaxed with a long, drawn-out sigh. Lois crawled off the fat man and, still on her hands and knees, smiled at them. Seeing the sperm filling her sister's hand and running over in white rivulets, she crawled across Jud and placed her face close to the squirting organ, lowering her lips to the still held, softening phallus. With, her tongue she licked the tip and sides of Bernie's penis, lapping up the cooling semen. Then, after cleaning the mess from his penis, she licked the hand of her sister, sucking up the remaining sperm.
Seeing her sister do this, Linda was overwhelmed with passion suddenly. She sat up and then leaned down over the flaccid, almost hidden penis of the fat man and began to lick his testicles and penis. Her small tongue licked through the sparse hair, lapping up the warm fluids of his ejaculation and the slippery secretions of her sister that remained on the man's genitals. The men writhed and squirmed beneath the oral ministrations of the two young girls. Then, after the genitals were cleaned of juices, the two men rose from the bed and looked at the two naked girls, still side by side on the bed, their legs spread widely, genitals exposed.
"Christ ... " Bernie whispered.
"You two really like it, don't you?" Jud said, a smile on his round face, making him look like the village idiot. This said, he left the bedroom and returned with drinks for him and Bernie.
"I'd like to see those two kids eat each other's twats," he stated, not smiling this time. In fact, his face appeared to have a dangerous expression on it.
"Me, too," echoed Bernie.
The girls glanced at their mother, who still sat at the side of the room. Marsha nodded her head slightly. Without saying a word, the two sisters, still steaming in undisguised passion, turned to each other, hands groping and caressing. Putting their arms about each other's waist, tongues met and playfully chased the other's into moist, eager months. After a bit, Lois rolled on top of her small sister and pressed her hairlined pelvis down onto the hairless mound below. Linda arched her small hips, pressing back to create a delicious sensation of friction. The two sisters began rolling their compact buttocks, clitoris against clitoris. Hands fondled at twisting bottoms, tongues lapping and tasting moist, red mouths. Sighs and moans and whimpers came from the writhing sisters, then a loud cry erupted from Lois' lips and she twisted until her face was directly above the sweet scented lips of her sister's pink, pulsating slit. She tossed her slim thighs over Linda's face and spread them wide, pulling her knees beneath her quivering stomach, presenting her own dripping, softly furred vagina to 'Linda's passion contorted face. Linda licked her pointed tongue out over her swollen lips, staring at the quivering flesh above her, then she raised her head, hands cupping the delicate curves of buttocks and buried her face into the steaming channel, her tongue fluttering furiously. She spread her own thighs, giving access to her inflamed orifice, whimpering as she felt her older sister's tongue dart out and snake into the slippery lips deeply.
Linda was aware of her feet being pulled ... pulled around until the soles brushed on the carpet. Her succulent buttocks hung just over the edge of the mattress, her legs being pulled up and ankles placed on someone's shoulders. She gurgled happily into the messy opening of her sister, then pulled her face away to peer down the length of her body to see the slender penis of Bernie materialize above her eyes. Like a small child being afraid of having candy taken from her, she quickly pressed her mouth to Lois' vagina, pulling the inflamed, sensitive clitoris into her lips and sucking furiously. Her eyes opened wide as she realized what Bernie was attempting to do with his slim organ. He was rubbing the smooth head up and down the faintly brown pucker of her sister's anus, pressuring against the resisting hole. Lois, feeling this added sensation, did not once halt in her tongue-fluttering ministrations on the sweet genitals below her, but she did press her bottom backward, letting the thin man know she was willing-eager-to accept the swollen penis into her rectum. The young girl felt something small and hard pressing into her own back passageway, pressing beneath the sucking and licking mouth of Lois. Her dazed mind thought it felt just like a finger. Through her lust-filmed eyes, she saw the difficulty Bernie was having with his attempt in penetrating her sister's' rectum. She pulled her mouth from the wet opening, still smeared with foaming secretions and pulled the erect penis of Bernie down to her mouth. Her lips parted and she pulled the smooth head of his penis between them, her tongue moving and sliding in delicate licks around the throbbing pole, sucking hard at the knob, all the time caressing the smooth cheeks of her sister's lovely bottom. After she had thoroughly sucked his organ, coating it with her hot saliva, she released it and seeing that it was sufficiently lubricated by her mouth, she grasped the base and guided it with her fist to the small puckered passage of Lois' rectum. Bernie sighed, then pressed forward so that the tip of his organ was directly against the resisting flesh. He gave a lunge, and Linda, still 'guiding the slim penis, saw it slip' into the tight orifice, the lips of her sister's rectum clasping it hard. About the same time, Linda squealed with a sharp pain that' stabbed into her 'own rectum, realizing the fat man had penetrated her bottom to the fullest. The pain didn't last long, and was quickly replaced by a sensation that was so intense, she felt as if she would reach an orgasm at any second. Whimpering in delight, she glued her mouth back on the hairlined hole of her sister and began furiously tonguing it, running her tongue in and out of the slippery tunnel. She could feel the hungry licking of Lois at her own writhing vagina, and the hot staff that plunged time and again into her no longer resisting rectum. With her eyes watching the slender penis assault her sister's willing rectum, she struggled hard to suck and lick and breath at the same time, grasping the man's testicles with one hand. Now, with a male phallus up each young rectum, and a tongue on each steaming, twisting vagina, the two sisters watching the wild motions of the stiff objects sliding in and out of tightly puckered flesh, became too much for the over-heated emotions of the girls. Both suddenly whimpered and shuddered, their orgasms releasing the terrific energy of their youthful bodies in a massive climax. From somewhere in the greedy depths of their bodies, they were vaguely aware of the spurting semen that splashed into their bodies as the men ejaculated. Groans of intense pleasure bounced from the four walls 'of the bedroom as Marsha watched her two children and the grown men achieve their climax together, smiling in approval at the way the girls accepted her desires, knowing how that they would go along with whatever she wanted.
After a short period for recovering of the climax, the girls were still in the grip of passion, once it had started. Linda welcomed the heat she felt deep inside her naked body. The four tried many variations of sexual positions, but there had to come a time when the four of them were just an exhausted tangle of sweating flesh, all desire satiated. Linda found herself emerging from the haze of lust into a cold and revolting reality. She glanced around her at the obscene display, then dragged herself from beneath the weight of flesh, of the two men who lay partially across her and partially across her sister. Lois moved also, struggling to free her naked body of the men.
"Everybody happy?" Marsha asked from her chair.
The reply of the men was a pair of exhausted sighs.
"Then, you four get cleaned up. I'll mix some drinks and then we talk business."
After a quick shower, Linda joined the four in the living room. She had chosen a robe that was thoroughly un-sexy. She sat on the living room couch with her legs curled underneath her buttocks. Now that the heat of, passion was gone from her tender body, she felt a sense of revulsion growing in her steadily. She didn't want any part of what her mother was planning, not in this wild, profligate manner of gratifying her sensuality with just anyone.
"I want to make some money," Marsha said flatly, watching the reactions of the two men. "Not just a little money-a lot of it."
Jud blinked, then laughed shortly, "Hell ... who don't?"
"All right," Marsha said. "You can make some, too." Jud looked interested, and his little eyes narrowed in his doughy face. "What you got in mind?"
"I've been gathering some data," Marsha said.
"Did you know that over six hundred men work at the factory? Six hundred and nine to be specific and all we need is ten dollars from each of them. Every two weeks ... every payday."
Bernie straightened in his chair. "What are you talking about?"
"I'm talking about selling chances," Marsha said.
"Chances?" It was the eleven-year-old Linda who said this. "Chances oil what?"
"Chances on you two," Marsha said calmly. "At ten dollars a throw."
For a minute, 'the room was totally silent, then Jud stirred, whistling softly. "Now I get' it," he said.
"Well, I don't." Linda uncurled her legs and sat up straight. Her face was knitted in childish irritation. "What do you mean, Mother? I wish you wouldn't be so damned mysterious."
"I've got it all worked out." Marsha waved the notebook in her hand excitedly. "I've got it figured backward and forward." She stood up and began to pace the room. "There's always some kind of raffle going on out at the factory. Somebody always selling tickets for a chance on a car or boat or a years supply of lubricated rubbers. All right why don't we get in on that? Why don't we sell chances, too? Chances on my two beautiful daughters."
Linda stared at her mother in amazement. "Are you serious, Mother?"
"You bet your fucking little ass I am!" Marsha's voice was crisp. "I'm serious to the tune of over thousands of dollars every two weeks. Look it works like this. Bernie, what's your idea of heaven?"
"Heaven?" Bernie frowned. "Well ... I guess to ... to be shacked up in a nice hotel somewhere for a weekend. with a beautiful, hot-cunted girl. One who'll flick, suck, or any other flicking thing I want ... and of course have all the liquor I can drink."
"That's it," Marsha said. "It's every man's idea of a woman ... or heaven. And the way I have it figured, at least five hundred of those swinging cocks at the factory ought to be willing to gamble ten bucks every two weeks for a crack at something like that ... even at odds of fifty to one. What do you think of the idea, Jud?"
The fat man was hanging on the edge of his chair, his round face flushed. 'Why ... why ... it would be a goddamn natural!"
"Yeah," Bernie blurted. "Yeah ... I see it now."
Marsha looked quite smug and proud of herself. "I thought you would." She turned to her two daughters. "You two still don't get it? Well here's the deal; we lease a ... house down at the beach for the summer. It'll cost us about a hundred or so a month-the house I have in mind. It's small, only one room ... we pay Bernie and Jud a few hundred each, to sell tickets for us. We furnish transportation, food, and liquor. Say a total of fifty a week. All right ... we sell five hundred tickets at ten bucks a throw ... that's over four thousand dollars every two weeks. There will be two lucky winners ... they get to spend the weekend at the, beach with you two, all expenses paid. We raffle ourselves off every goddamn two weeks-don't you see?" She smiled broadly.
Lois was eager, but Linda stared at her mother, amazed at the cynical simplicity of the idea. And at once the two split parts of her psyche began to clamor. She thought it was a wonderful idea, one part of her mind thrilled. It's wrong and disgusting, the other part said.
The man was squat and shaggy, a gorilla wearing clothes who wrestled huge gears and bearings around the warehouse. His forehead was a great crest of bone that nearly obscured tiny, deep-set eyes, and he was barely articulate. But this huge man knew what he liked ... he liked tender young girls! When the pitch was given to him, those little eyes lit up, flashing with interest. His thick, loose lips grew moist, and his giant, hairy hands clenched and unclenched.
"Think about it," Bernie whispered, urging the man. "Just think about it. You've seen those two little beauties now and then. You've seen those 'delicious little titties the oldest girl has. Imagine, Roscoe-imagine being about to just swallow one of those sweet tits ... or maybe feeling that little girl pussy of the young one. Hey, man ... those two sweet darlings will do any goddamn thing you want, too. You just ask them ... they'll do it. Shit, man, want a blow job? That little one can suck your balls dry and still come back for more. Ain't a chance at that worth ten bucks?"
"Uh ... yeah," Roscoe grunted. "Yeah. You think I might win, huh?"
"Shit, yes ... you got as good a chance as anybody."
The measure of Roscoe's interest was evident in his next words. "You can sell me more than one chance?"
"Sure, buddy ... sure. You can buy as many chances as you want. Only ten bucks each. But you better hurry." Bernie looked around furtively. "There juicy little girls are in a big demand. I ain't got many left."
Roscoe pulled out his worn wallet and extracted five tens, handing them to Bernie. Bernie took out a printed booklet, tore out five numbered slips, passed them to Roscoe. "Hang onto those," he cautioned. "The winning number will be printed in the personal column of the morning paper on, Friday. Nothing else ... just the number. If you got the winning number, you bring the ticket to me. I'll handle all the arrangements."
"Newspaper? I don't read newspapers."
"Well, no matter how much it strains your brain, you look at the newspaper Friday morning. We can't post the number anywhere here in the plant. Somebody would catch on."
While Bernie was making his rounds in the shops, Jud was walking through the drafting room; a roll of blue-prints under his arm, trying to look as if he were there on business.
After a while, he found the man he was seeking. He caught all the other draftsmen at coffee break, and his pockets were stuffed with money. They had leaped at the idea, making a riotous and obscene joke about the, whole bit. Most of the men had bought at least two tickets. The only one he'd missed was that new fellow, George. Now he was catching him in the corridor and blocked the man's passage. Quickly he explained to the man about the raffle, describing the two girls and what they would do for him.
George was in his early forties, a chinless man with a weak mouth and even weaker eyes behind thick glasses. His body was thin and stooped, his chest nearly concave. He listened closely, and when Jud finished his speech, he shook his head.
"No ... no, I couldn't get mixed up in anything like that. In the first place, I've got girls that old myself. You wouldn't expect a man who had children the same age to buy a chance on such a thing, would you?"
"Why the fuck not?" Jud urged. "Just because a man has kids that age don't mean he can't fuck some strange snatch now and then. Think of it, George ... a girl like that Lois or her sister. Linda, all for yourself for a whole fucking weekend! And willing to give you any kind of fuck you want.
And ... no one ever knows a thing about it. Ocean breeze, plenty of booze, and ... hot little girl pussy! What could be better?"
"No," George shook his head nervously. No ... I just couldn't. It wouldn't be right. I wouldn't be fair to my own kids."
"What's fair?" Jud asked, pressing his sale. "A pretty young girl ripe for fucking. What's the matter, old man? Don't tell me your wife has worn your cock out already?"
George's face flushed. "No ... no," he said timidly. "As a matter of fact, she's ... she's a bit cold. Besides, I only get to keep ten dollars a week for myself."
Jud quickly tore a ticket from his booklet. "Tell you what I'll do. If you win, I'll see that the girls throw in a carton of smokes for you Okay?"
George hesitated. "Well ...
"Hurry," Jud urged. "There's somebody coming down the hall."
George plunged his hand into his pocket with sudden decision and hauled out loose change and soiled bills. "That should come to about ten dollars. I would do this if only my wife ..."
"Sure, sure ... I know," Jud said, handing him the ticket. He explained about the announcement in the papers and scurried off.
Roscoe was a very happy man. Just as Bernie had promised ... he had won his weekend with the two girls. On the flickering, primeval level of intelligence at which his mind operated, he was aware that this was going to be the best weekend he had ever known. Roscoe had never known a girl like the ones he had now. He had never in his life made out with a woman he did not have to pay and although his desires strongly urged him to the small teenage and pre-teen girls, he had not yet attempted to make contact with any. Now, though, he did not consider having paid for the girls, any more than the child who gets a prize in a box of candy that he has paid for.
Now, sitting beside Lois in the back seat of the car-Linda, George and the girls mother were in the front-Roscoe was almost insane with the delicate fragrance of her little girl smell. Roscoe had been told it would take them an hour to drive to the beach ... Roscoe didn't see why that hour should be wasted.
He slipped one brawny thick-furred arm about the small child beside him and dropped one big hand over her thrusting left breast. It was a nice breast, a firm, proud mound with a small, pink nipple. He squeezed the tender flesh and delighted in his savagery, wanting to show this small girl his strength. He was gratified when she gave a short, gasping breath of excruciating pain. Lois did not try to remove his hand; she had tried once before and received a sharp word from her mother, who was driving the car. Now, she sat and let this gorilla of a man fondle her, moaning softly with the pain so her mother would not hear.
In the front seat, sitting between her mother and the slim George, Linda sat passively. Usually quiet and timid around the office, George was encouraged by the girl's stillness and passive acceptance. He had swallowed heavily from the bottle of whiskey provided, and this too built up his aggressions and he set out to explore the immature body next to him.
He ran his hand up and down her smooth thigh, expecting the little girl to clamp her knees tightly together at his touch and was surprised when she didn't. Instead, to his amazement, the little girl spread her legs automatically and his hand slid up the smooth warmth of her inner thigh and found the elastic leg of her panties, now moist with the secretions already flowing ... secretions that Linda tried in vain to stop.
In the back seat, Roscoe was openly caressing the fourteen-year-old girl. Lois had pulled her short skirt up, bunching it around her waist to give him access to her hair-lined vagina. The big brute of a man was savage in his assault, uncaring about the pain she felt, only wanting to prove how strong he was. He pulled the crotch-band of her panties aside and brutally rammed two large, meaty fingers deeply into her soft, tender orifice. Lois moaned in genuine pain and lifted her bottom from the seat in a swift, jerking convulsion. Still, with the pain burning through her, she did not protest, and Roscoe blinked in surprise. She was hard for him to figure out. She was letting him do all these things to her, yet she didn't seem to know that he was there at her side at all.
Marsha stopped for gas, and while the tank was being filled, the two men decided to change seats, Roscoe insisting that he wanted to get a feel of the younger sister. George did not protest, timidly accepting the decision of the huge man.
Linda, afraid of him, did not protest as he settled his hulk next to her, knowing her mother would become angry if she did. Now, once more on the highway, Roscoe was showing his animality. His huge, exploring hand felt as if it were ripping her small body to pieces, clawing at her slender thighs and tearing the delicate fabric of her panties. And yet, in some way, Linda welcomed the pain of his rubbing, pinching fingers. In some fashion, she felt as if it were a punishment foisted upon her for obeying her mother in this wicked thing. She sat passively and let those hands do what they wanted, even though they were pulling her young, fragile body to it's limits, and threatened to do her irreparable damage. She let those thick gorilla-like lips of his come down on hers, and she accepted the lolling, thick tongue into her mouth. And, as that hand between her legs did more and more brutal probing, she found that the simulated groans of response she had planned to make were no longer simulated. No matter what the depression of her spirit, her disgust at what she was being forced to do, her body had a life of it's own that could be stirred quite independently from her tortured emotions. It could, in fact, mock her mental abilities and oppose it. And that was what she was finding out now. While her mind grew more and more revolted with this man, her body found him more and more acceptable and slowly began to blot her mind of everything except growing lust.
In the back seat, Linda heard her sister giggle. "You're just like a greedy little boy, George. Why I do believe you've got your whole goddamn hand up my little pussy."
George was drunk. He was both elated and guilty, and on top of being drunk, he found he no longer was ashamed of what he was doing. Most of his guilt had vanished-he felt like a gay and courageous young man, riding to a weekend rendezvous with a sweet little girl hardly older than his daughters. He let his hands wander freely over the small, exciting body and do things that were very bold. He thought she had the most delectable breast he had ever seen-small, but definite and eminently squeezable and suckable. He thrilled to the velvety texture of one mound that was now filling his palm. He liked the way the rubbery nipple moved beneath his fingers. He liked the softness of her earlobe as he nibbled and chewed at it, and the smooth roundness of her long, slender thighs. She was so different ... so entirely different from his wife. Why, compared to this teen-aged girl, his wife was just a ... a blob!
Lois giggled again. "When you bite my ear like that, I just shiver all over, George. it makes delicious goose pimples pop out all over my skin."
He squeezed her breasts gently. "I can feel them."
"That's not a goose pimple," Lois giggled. "That's my nipple ... and you know it, silly. You're hands are so soft ... just like a woman's."
"How would you know about a woman's hand on your titties? How many women go around feeling of these things." George was delighted with his witty comeback.
"Oh, you'd be surprised," Lois teased, brushing her tongue across his lips in a sensuous manner.
George's eyes widened. "You don't mean it ... I mean, you're not ... not ...
"Cunt licker?" Lois said, amused at his expression when she spoke the words. "No, I'm not a pussy eater, George." She moved her right hand down his thin chest and let it drop to his bulging penis, squeezing it gently, rubbing the rigid flesh. "Still ... a change of pace is nice once in a while."
George gasped in surprise at the admission. He'd heard of girls who did things like that to each other, but he'd never actually heard a girl admit it. "You're kidding?"
He glanced at the back of Linda's head, seeing her twist about on the seat and knew Roscoe was digitally exciting the young girl. "You haven't done that with your sister, have you?" he whispered.
"Haven't I?" she teased.
George felt a new kind of passion erupt into a loud roar inside his body. "Have you done it to her, really?"
"That would be telling all my secrets," she teased him, her hand moving and caressing his throbbing penis beneath his pants.
"Look," George whispered, the alcohol making him brave. "Look ... that's something I want to to see. Will you ... would you put on a little show for us?"
"A show?"
"You and your sister. I've never ..."
Lois laughed, throwing her head back. "All right, George. if seeing Linda and I eat each other's snatched will give you kicks, we'll do it. After all, we have to satisfy our customers to stay in business, don't we?"
They were flow parked in front of a cottage surrounded by a growth of exotic plants. Somewhere in the distance, the ocean thundered and roared. Linda came out of exhaustion to alertness. She had never been handled so brutally in her young life. She fought her way through the fatigue that was a natural of the spasms that had racked her delicate body under the brutal assault and straight-forward explorations of the huge man next to her. There was a strange, salty tang in the air that was vaguely stirring. As she pulled her tired body from the, car, she caught the full tang of the inshore wind. It revived her immediately. Suddenly, an overwhelming urge came over her ... an urge to rip her clothing from her bruised body and run fast in the direction of that thunder. She wanted to feel the cold salt spray in her face, the impact of cleansing waves ...
"Let's unload the supplies," her mother's voice said.
The two sisters went ahead, leaving the unloading to their mother and the two men. In the dim illumination of an overhead bulb, they saw the cottage was simply furnished. There was a table in one corner, a wide bed on either side, and a stove and small refrigerator ... and that was all.
While the food was being put away, Roscoe hoisted a liquor bottle and let a sizable portion of its amber contents, gurgle down his throat. He slammed the bottle down and wiped his mouth with the back of a hairy hand. "Now," he sighed. Now ... by God, I'm ready. He reached out and seized Lind's arm, spinning her around. "You hear, girl? I'm ready to fuck!"
Linda forced a small smile and concealed the shudder that rippled down her spine. Slowly, she moved from under the clutching hands. "In a bit," she said. "First, why don't we ... 'why don't we all have a nice swim?"
The small child did not think she could yield any more to that hairy beast of a man ... at least not right away. She wanted desperately to postpone their activity as long as possible.
"Huh?" Roscoe's dull mind was on one thing only. "No ... no swimming. I want a piece of pussy ... and I want it now!"
"A swim," Linda said again. "A swim ... " her brain raced. "Without clothes on ... wouldn't that be fun? A swim-all of us naked-in the moonlight?"
A change came over the big man's face, and lights flickered someplace deep in his eyes. "By God," he grunted. "That's different. Yeah ... let's go for a swim. A naked swim!"
George looked excited. "You mean ... you'll be naked?"
"Why the fuck not," the girl's mother said quickly. "I think Linda's got a good idea. You boys can see what you're getting that way, right?"
"Let's go," Roscoe grunted. He picked up a full bottle of whiskey from the table. "I'm ready."
The five--three females, two males-walked from the cottage toward the sound of the sea. The wind was clean and cool, and the sand moist, yielding underfoot. Linda felt the wind through her dress. She had never known that anything could feel as cleansing as that sea wind ... it was almost like absolution.
They crested a line of sand dunes and looked down at the sea. It was silvery in the bright moonlight. Yes, she thought. Naked ... that was the only way to swim in the sea. Eager now, she whipped her dress over her head without shame, slipped out of her torn panties, and stood naked in the sand. The beach was flooded with subtle moonlight, and she stood for a moment, illuminated, letting the air caress her naked body, her thighs, her buttocks, her nubbin breasts. She closed her eyes, her arms outstretched like a naked goddess offering her virginity to the gods. She heard a gasp of appreciation from the two men. Then, without waiting to see if they would follow, the girl ran lightly, her buttocks dancing, across the moist sand and into the water.
It was like liquid ice. She sucked in her breath as she plunged outward and the sea rose about her, small waves beginning to batter at her belly and naked breasts. Linda was an excellent swimmer. She saw a big wall of water coming toward her, and as it crested and posed, she dived under it. She felt it tugging at her, but she resisted, and kept swimming outward. After a while she was floating beyond the waves, where, the water rose and fell in the cradle-like motion of swell after building swell. She was looking up at a round, full and friendly moon.
Then something seized her and she screamed in fright. At first she thought it was some sea-monster of a sort. But as the big,, hirsute paws closed over her buttocks and she felt the probing thrust of a mule, throbbing penis between her thighs, she knew that it was not a monster from the sea. It was another kind of monster it was Roscoe.
"Gotcha!" he grunted with satisfaction ... we fuck!"
Her feet probed frantically for the bottom, and then found it. The water came up to her throat, his hands were squeezing and pulling at her delicate buttocks, and his 'huge, bulbous penis was thrusting at the tender lips of her vagina relentlessly. She closed her eyes and held onto his thick, massive shoulders. There was no escape ... she might as well yield at last.
Sometimes her head was above the water and she could breathe, but more often it was not. In self preservation, she locked her slim legs about his thick waist, her arms around his neck. She felt the shock as his monstrous penis probed and pressured against her resisting vagina. She knew she was very small down there, and a fear came over her that the man would rip her into pieces if he entered her body. She felt the smooth, burgeoning head of his phallus slip between the wet lips of her genitals, as vast and gigantic as if he were indeed some sea-spawned animal. The sea closed over her face as he crushed her down and their bodies turned. Quickly, Linda held her breath. Even while her lungs were bursting, she felt the man thrust hard against her tight opening, then he was fully into her hairless tunnel. Only the water closed about her kept her from screaming with the fiery pain that rippled through her naked body. Then, surprisingly, she felt the blaze ignite, kindling a small fire that grew in heat, and when her face broke the surface, her gasping was not entirely for breath, part of it was a marking of the lunging rhythm the huge man was striking, his penis slipping iii and out of her clasping vaginal lips. From a dim corner of her mind, she thought the sea was the place for her to be ravished by this ape of a man. It seemed to wipe out the revulsion of what she was doing.
"Ooohhh," she whimpered. "Ooohhh ... Mmmmmmm' ... " Her nails dug into the thick, hairy hide of the man, her buttocks quivering and arching in time with his groin, her pleasure flaming like a furnace deep inside the pit of her stomach. "Ooohhh ... that big huge ... fucking prick! It's so big! Have you got all of your cock in my cunt? All of it ... Oh, God ... it's tearing my insides out! I won't have a pussy left! But I ... I don't give a shit! Fuck me! Ooohhh, God ... God shove it to me! All of that big prick ... Fill me with that monster cock ... delightful ... Ooohhh, yes, yes ... I love it! I love your big cock ... It's delicious sweet, sweet prick. Oh, oh ... I love every fucking inch of it so much! Fuck me ... fuck my hot cunt good!" she screamed loudly in his ear.
Roscoe's hand gripped the cheeks of her twisting, tossing buttocks in his two hands, squeezing them painfully, but Linda did not care. All that mattered at this moment was the intense pleasure that thrilled her young body. Again they plunged beneath the surface of the cold water. Just as the water washed over Linda again, the ecstasy became unbearable. She felt her vagina pulsate and throb with the deliciousness of his huge organ, and she humped and twirled her crotch against his. A sudden, unexpected spasm of orgasm shook her, coming with a convulsive force she had never known before. Her naked body shuddered violently and automatically she opened her mouth to scream out her pleasure. Salty sea water rushed in, gagging her.
Roscoe did not let up, his massive phallus driving in and out of her still gyrating opening, probing ever deeper into the small body. Linda felt as if she were dying with the greatest pleasure ever and drowning all at once. Darkness swirled about her and she was too full of lassitude to fight and struggle against him. Roscoe, mindless of her danger, was plunging time and again into her slippery passageway, striving to bring forth his thick ejaculation. Indeed, he did not seem to care at all if she drowned and would be dead by the time he achieved his climax. Linda's chest was on fire now ... all that mattered to her was air, but there was no strength left in her exhausted body to fight for it. She felt the world receding from her. The blackness about her turned to a red mist. Only vaguely was she aware of the convulsion of the huge man's body that signified his copious ejaculation into her body ... she hardly felt the straining of his groin against her wide open crotch.
But then ... in the nick of time, she was released, and bobbed to the surface. She flailed and gagged and retched, sucking in great gulps of air that tasted sweeter than anything she had ever known.
"Goddamn you, you fucking cock-sucker!" she snarled at his head that bobbed nearby. "You motherfucker! You almost drowned me!"
Roscoe grinned slowly and without a sign of remorse. "Shit, little girl ... I never let go until I Come."
Wearily, Linda allowed the waves to drag her inward. She saw the shore approaching, and at last she was on her hands and knees on the sand, her body aching, her genitals feeling as if they would never be of use to anyone again.
"You need a stiff drink, kid," Roscoe said, his powerful body beside her, offering her the bottle of whiskey.
Linda took the bottle and tasted the raw liquid for the first time in her life. Roscoe held the bottle, and she tried to shove it from her mouth, but he held it too tightly. He pulled it 'away only when the whiskey ran down her chin and covered her nubbin breast and she was gagging for air. In her exhausted state, the whiskey hit her and exploded warmly inside her stomach. All at once, everything was right again. She forgot what had happened to her in the sea, her narrow brush with death. She forgot everything except what her young body was crying out for; a man with the largest penis she had ever seen, and a place to let him stick it into her once more burning vagina ...
She tightened her arm around his neck. "Come on, Roscoe," she said, her voice thick. "Come on ... carry me up to the house and give me that beautiful, ever so hard prick of yours again ... hurry!"
The rest of the night was a blur to Linda.
She had drank-at the encouragement of her mother and Roscoe-enough liquor to float a battleship. But even then, she drank more and more until everything was a hazy mist before her eyes. Nothing seemed real except the raw hunger in her greedy vagina and the repeated demands of gratification her body made. First, there was the lesbian show which Lois had promised the men ... the exhibition of oral-genital sex between two girls. Linda, eager, participated willingly and enthusiastically. And all the while Marsha watched with approval, thinking of the fortune soon to be hers.
The two girls began by dancing together in the center of the cabin floor, each quite naked so the men could see their loveliness in motion. The two men sat and watched, trying to encourage Marsha to strip her clothing and join in the fun, but she refused, saying her daughters would be enough for the men. There was no music, but the girls moved in a slow, sensuous rhythm, body rubbing against body, to some inaudible melody. Linda grew amorous as they danced and she found herself kissing her older sister's ear, throat and shoulder. Still dancing, groins pressed together, she allowed her lips to travel lower, nuzzling and nibbling at Lois' small, perfectly formed and swelling breasts, her hands cupping the rounded buttocks and squeezing gently. They stopped dancing and stood immobile together. Linda's lips found the erect, rubbery nipple of her sister's breast and she sucked and tongued it furiously, her fingers digging into the deep, warm crevice between her buttocks. Slowly, Linda began dropping, her knees bending and she was kissing the soft flatness of her sister's stomach. Lois parted her legs, taking a wide-legged stance. She put her hands on the sides of Linda's head, guiding her lips downward. Under the pressure of those hands, Linda dropped to her knees, fully. She felt her sister's hand fasten themselves behind her head, pulling her face savagely into the outthrust, softly-haired pussy of her sister. Not a sound could be heard in the room ... except for the soft, wet, slurping sounds made by Linda as she licked her tongue deeply into the pulsating lips of Lois' vagina, tonguing the scented slit, her lips sucking hard for the dripping secretions that seeped from the trembling body. A sudden shout of encouragement came from Roscoe. "That's the girl! Go to it ... eat her fucking cunt, lick her hot pussy. Chew the goddamn thing right off her snatch!"
George groaned. "Goddamn it ... I can't stand this!"
He reached out and seized Lois, pulling her free, and threw her roughly down on the bed. Blindly, whimpering with desire, Linda followed, on her knees and groping hungrily with her tongue slithering in and out of her moist lips. She found her sister's delicious, hairlined vagina again, which she was so busily feeding on, her lips sucking and tongue licking. George let out a groan of frustration and was about to pull the young girl from the object of his desire when he halted. His groan, once again, was different. He looked down and saw Lois' greedy lips close over the swollen head of his penis, sucking it deeply down into her constricted throat until the full length of his organ disappeared completely, wrapped in the warmth of her sucking mouth, her nose buried into the thick pubic hair and his testicles flopping against her chin.
And then Roscoe was lunging across the room. Coming up behind Linda's small, but ever so delicious buttocks that waved in the air, his huge penis held in his hand, he presented the big, almost apple-sized head against the brownish pucker of her tiny rectum. Re pressed the swollen tip against the ungiving circle of flesh, but his penis was simply too large, it would not enter this constricted rear opening. Linda stopped her oral ministrations on the wet and dripping vagina of her sister and turned around. Roscoe's huge throbbing penis waved powerfully before her face, the head purple in color, a bead of his semen clinging to the slit on the end. Reaching for it, she took hold of the throbbing phallus with both hands, flicking her tongue from her lips to lick up the seepage of his passion with a delicate sweep. Still holding the base, she swiped her tongue around the smooth, hot head, the flat surface of her oral appendage washing the flesh. The tip of her tongue lapped slowly around the small slit and after a bit she opened her mouth as far as she could and moved her face forward. The huge tip of his phallus slowly slid from sight into her sucking mouth, but try as she might, she could get no more than the head between her stretched lips. Having to satisfy her desires with just the swollen head of his penis, she laved her tongue around it, swirling and darting, coating it with her saliva. After she had sucked him for a while, she let the huge organ flop from her mouth and turned once more, presenting her beautifully rounded buttocks to him, the cheeks spreading wide to show off the pucker of her tiny rectum. Once more, she pressed her lips against the oozing lips of her sister's heated, quivering vagina, holding the cheeks of her own buttocks apart for the penetration of the huge phallus. This time, the big man pressured the head of his penis against the tiny ring and shoved hard. Linda screamed out her pain into the hairy beast, but she wiggled her bottom for Roscoe to continue. She felt as if her insides were on fire, knowing her bottom would be ripped to shreds, yet she waved her cheeks at him, pressing backward until she felt his hairy testicles slap heavily against her hairless vagina. She knew he was fully in her now, and despite the searing pain, began to move her buttocks back and forth, sliding up and down his rock-hard penis. Although the flash of pain that stabbed through her, she thought it was a good pain. She felt the man's hands grip her hips, his own plunging back and forth, driving his immense cudgel deeply into her heated bowels savagely, battering her delicate skin behind, bruising her bottom as though using a whip, shoving the full length of his throbbing phallus into' her before withdrawing. With the pleasure-pain racking her naked body, she, licked and sucked with a frenzy at the inflamed clitoris of her sister, taking the sensitive nub into her lips and chewing at it, her tongue fluttering around wildly. She felt Lois hump her crotch up against her licking mouth, and Linda could peer past the curling hair to watch George's penis move in and out of Lois' sucking lips. Slipping one hand beneath her sister's twisting buttocks; she searched for the tight ring of her anus, then slipped a finger deeply into it, worming it in and out swiftly while she continued her oral caressing of the seeping slit. With her other' hand she reached between her thighs and grasped the huge, heavy testicles of Roscoe, palming them and squeezing tightly as he drove his weapon in and out of her now receptive rectum.
Marsha, the two girls' mother, sat nodding her approval.
"Suck ... suck harder," George moaned: "Christ, suck my cock hard ... I'm almost there ..; Suck me dry!"
Lois gurgled her cooperation and sucked hard, making wet suction sounds in the room. She sucked with all the power she could muster in her young body, her tongue straining to enter the slimy slit on the swollen tip of his penis. She tasted the spurts of hot liquid that suddenly spilled from him. Her smooth throat worked convulsively as she 'swallowed swiftly, almost choking as George rammed his penis deeply into her throat. She made small gagging noises as she consumed his discharge, but not once did her lips loosen from the grasping tightness. 'But George was too excited, and when he withdrew from her mouth for another thrust, the head of his penis slipped out of her sucking -lips and she saw and felt a thick glob shoot forth and splatter across her nose. She sighed and accepted the ejaculation over her face, enjoying the warm feel of the slimy, sticky fluid as it struck her eyes, nose and cheeks. Her own explosion had bubbled to the surface and she was in the grip of a massive orgasm, secretions dripping from her hair-lined vagina into her sister's sucking, gurgling mouth. A loud screech came from Roscoe and Linda felt the hot, thick semen jet into her rectum, filling her orifice completely with his discharge. She felt the warm, stringy stuff run out around the thick, jerking penis and run in scalding rivulets down the back of her trembling thighs. Then, to her amazement, Linda felt her climax rush forth, surprised that she could achieve an orgasm from taking a penis into her bottom. Everything faded from her as she dropped to the floor and slept the sleep of the dead, drunk and exhausted.
The whole weekend was pretty much the same to Linda; a drunken, incredible tangling of male and female flesh, growing more and more indiscriminate as sexual appetites became jaded. The only relief was an occasional swim in the cleansing sea.
On Sunday afternoon, not long before they were to leave, Linda awakened from a drunken stupor. Her head throbbed and the weight of Roscoe, half flung across her, cut off her breath. It was very hot now in the small cottage and Linda was beaded with sticky, foul-smelling sweat.
Taking pains not to wake the others, she slid out of the bed, and with her stomach churning with nausea, she took a good long look at the mass of naked flesh about her. Even her mother had finally been enticed to join the twisting flesh sometime during the drunken orgy. Marsha was asleep, her legs sprawled widely and her lips almost touching the penis of George. The bodies, tangled intimately, snored on. Linda suddenly shuddered in revulsion as she looked at the limber, wrinkled penises of both men, the wide open crotch's of her sister and mother. To think, she thought in disgust, that the ape's obscene cock had been in her pussy her asshole ... and even inside her sucking mouth. The nausea roiled inside her stomach, and she could not help but think of all the filthy semen that lay heavily inside it ... semen she had drank willingly from both of the men, and once, during a laughing, drunken moment, she dimly remembered allowing both men to ejaculate into her a mouth at the same time, her mother and sister masturbating the men to discharge. She turned her head away, fighting back the vomit that rose up. God, she needed the sea, the cleansing of it's salty waters ... the cold, cold water ...
There might be people on the beach at this time of afternoon, the thought went through her stupor-our mind. Quietly, so as not to awaken the naked sleepers, Linda found her wisp of a bathing suit, a small bikini her mother insisted that she buy and wear to show off her blossoming body to the men who would eventually come to this cottage with them. The bikini hardly covered her rounded body, but it would offer the least interference between her body and the cleansing air and water which she needed.
Linda found only a few couples on the beach. She plunged into the water, grateful for its shocking coldness, and swam very far out and then turned over on her back, floating peacefully in the sun. She closed her eyes against the glare and let the water cradle her.
There were only the aches and pains of her abused body to remind her now of the things she had done, of what she had allowed to be done to her tender body. Again she pondered the divided emotions of herself. The unknown part, that part of her body that craved satisfaction in sexual delights, seemed to override all will and all decency. And the other part, the part of her 'that had not wanted anything to do with this in the first place, the part that was capable of normality and remorse, seemed shoved into a dark corner to be forgotten forever. But that was the part she was thinking of now. She 'hated herself, her mother and her sister, but' she hated herself more than those naked people in the cabin. For a moment, she was tempted to let the waves carry her out to sea the endless sea. Somehow, it was, in that moment, a very tempting idea ...
She fought back the deadly impulse and, at last, cleansed, swam for the shore. She found a tidal pool deep enough to cover her body, in the shadow of some great rocks. She sank into it as one might sink into a bathtub, sheltered and cool and secure.
She felt she had to do something ... she could not go on this way. Either she must become a total slut-a whore as her mother wanted her to be-or else she must kill that part of her, renounce the hunger for fleshly thrills. Right now, she was sure that if she could only follow the latter course, she would find happiness and peace.
Then a shadow fell across the tidal pool.
Slowly she raised her hand and looked up at the thick bulk of Roscoe, the giant, sloping shoulders, the unnaturally long arms, and the trailing hands. He wore only a pair of pants, no shirt or shoes. He licked his lips hungrily. "What you trying to do? You trying to run out on us?"
Linda closed her eyes for an instant, then looked at him. "Please, go away," she said tiredly, her stomach once more churning with the thought of his sperm still burning inside her stomach. "You've had your money's worth of me. Go back to the cottage and flick Lois ... or my mother."
"No," Roscoe said. "I ain't had enough of your cute cunt yet. I don't want any pussy from your mother or sister right now. Besides, our time don't end until we get back to town." He stepped into the margin of the pool.
"Go away, you goddamn ape!" she snapped at him in anger. I said go away. If you don't, I'll scream."
The huge man leered at her. "So who cares? Scream if you want to ... who's going to hear? Everybody's left the beach." Then, with surprising quickness, he bent to seize her wrist. Before Linda could jerk away, he was yanking her to her feet. He leaned down and his breath in her face was foul with whiskey and sex. "Come on ... we fuck once more, yeah?" He backed her against the protruding rock, arching his now waving penis at her.
Linda looked down at the hardened organ she had so recently desired, the thing she had taken into her body through vagina and rectum, the instrument she had willingly accepted to be copulated into her stretched lips and drank the squirting semen from. She shuddered and fear swept over her. Suddenly, she raised her hands and raked the long, sharp nails into his chest, gouging the flesh until she saw the bright red blood.
"Hey," Roscoe said, his voice hardly a raspy whisper. "You don't scratch me like that. I might get mad."
To the anger in Linda's eyes, he was just a shimmering 'horror, hazy and indistinct. Suddenly her head rang loudly as he slapped her across the cheek. A terror in which all the violence that lurked in the massive hulk suddenly came forth, boiling to the surface of the hirsute animal. Linda saw his hand coming toward her face again ... and the second stinging slap numbed her body completely.
Then she screamed.
His hammering blows were breaking through the numbness now. Roscoe was hitting her, slap after slap, on the youthful tender flesh of her almost nonexistent breasts, and the pain was excruciating. Linda whimpered, sobbing in fear as he slammed his fist into the softness of her eleven-year-old stomach. She felt her legs wobble and she almost fell. She doubled over, retching from the pain and revulsion, but there was no mercy in the brute. He knocked her erect again with a stinging slap to her chin, then began slapping hard at her small nubbin breasts. Linda went sprawling into the hot sand.
Then the big man was kicking her small, whimpering and defenseless body. His toes landed wherever he knew it would hurt the most. His bare, splay-toed foot slammed into her vagina hard, the toes entering the lips, bruising the delicate, sensitive flesh of delights which had so recently given him pleasure. Linda was screaming over and over, curling her body into a ball, trying to protect herself as much as possible. And there was no help for her ... anywhere.
After what seemed a long time, she became aware that the kicking had stopped, though the pain went on and on. She heard Roscoe grunting softly, "Now we fuck, by God!"
Savagely he pulled the skimpy cloth from her body until she was naked, then he rolled the broken girl onto her stomach. She flopped inertly, too weak and beaten to protest. Roscoe was after the one place he had not kicked her. He wanted to ram his erect phallus into her tight rectum once again. Linda realized how sore she was back there, thinking she could not take that monster into her bowels again ... not so soon. It would surely split her it would kill her ...
"No," she whimpered in fear. "Please, not there not up my asshole! No ... it's sore ... Please, oh God, Please ... not my asshole ... Anyplace My pussy ... here, let me suck you off. You like that, don't you? I'll suck your cock good ... I'll do it real nice for you, but ... not in mg asshole!"
"I'll fuck you in the goddamn asshole," Roscoe growled. "I like that tight little hole. Now shut your cock-sucking mouth!" With his hands he spread the creamy-white, small cheeks apart, exposing the pucker of the brownish entrance to his eyes. He saw the angry redness of her clenched orifice. He giggled insanely as he dropped his mouth down and began licking his tongue at the inflamed hole, dipping the tip into her rectum wickedly, his senses excited by the abused anus. He tongued her for a long time, feeling her small body tremble in fear and revulsion beneath his slavering mouth. Pulling his tongue from her sore bottom, he pressed his lips to it, kissing her soundly directly on the red hole.
He crawled up until his penis was aimed at the opening, pressing down to rub the swollen head in the saliva-coated constriction. Linda tried her best to press her hips into the sand as an effort to keep him from penetrating her rectum, but the head of his penis ruthlessly entered her harshly, causing a cry of intense pain to erupt from her clenched lips. Her body was numb to all except the terrible pain in her rectum, tears springing from her' eyes and she gritted her teeth together in a futile effort to ignore the battering of her anus, trying to blot out the reaming savagery he was performing on her helpless body. It went on and on and she was not even aware that he had discharged into her rectum, because Linda had- fainted from the excruciating pain.
* * *
When Marsha found her youngest daughter, she was angry at the damage she saw. Linda's bottom was ripped and torn, bleeding as though she were menstruating from the rectum instead of vagina. Her beaten and broken body would not respond to soothing ministrations ... she remained in the mindless security of a deep coma.
It was a long time before Linda was capable of telling the authorities of what had happened to her. Marsha, the evil mother who placed financial greed above her two daughters' safety and moral well-being, was placed in a mental institution where she is undergoing extensive treatment. Lois, the older of the two sisters, is now in a home for wayward girls At the present time, it cannot be decided what will become of Linda. Her psyche and body will take possibly years to heal.
Conclusion
What is good for teenagers does not always match what an older person judges good for them. There is nothing new about that. However, in this landmark contribution of youthful sex practices, the writer has tried to catalog the random sex activities of youths with older people.
Masturbation, intercourse, erotic literature, gang groups,' homosexuality, fetishism, perversions, plus down-to-earth old-fashioned boy and girl front-porch sex, is all detailed in this book.
A young girl told the author: "They were raping her ... at least at first it was rape ... and after everybody who'd wanted to had given me a nice cunt licking, then they all started chain-fucking me. One after the other drove his cock up my cunt until I had the cream flowing from my pussy like a sieve. By then I was so turned on sexually, I would have taken on a fucking army of hard pricks or licked hundreds of cunts. When it was all over, I felt as if I had actually done it, too.
The adult might cluck disapprovingly at the story, but what this girl was talking about was being the center of attraction at an adult swinging party. She was hardly twelve years old.
Perhaps the men and women who desire young boys and girls for sexual enjoyment are sick. Perhaps they should be pitied and aided rather than punished. What is right? That all depends on viewpoint-and circumstances, weaknesses, character and many other things.
Can these people be cured? We have been told that many of them-adults and children--have been cured, rejuvenated and go on to once again live what society calls a "normallife."
The sexual deviates who have more endurance than others manage to keep up family, social position, and business, and continue to carry out their favorite notions about sexual gratification.
History tells us that some of the greatest celebrities from all walks of life have been sexual deviates-and that, somehow, they managed to retain their mental and physical balance, and carry on with whatever their particular genius had been producing. Great artists, writers, business tycoons-the list is endless of those who have strayed from the so-called normal and delved into sexual antics which the average person considers violently abhorrent.
Man goes on. Living goes on. And despite laws and whippings and threats and warnings of how severely the gods might punish him for his antics-man will do what he wants to do. It had ever been thus. Will it ever change?
