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 Chapter 133 Posted: June 03, 2004 - 10:09:20 pm I was still in a complete
funk.  I had no idea what to say to Lisa.  I was so happy that she said
nothing or made no mention to dad.

   Mom was still kneeling in front of him enjoying dad's fondling her tits
while she kissed him.

   I had climbed out of the pool and reached for Lisa's hand and silently,
we walked into the house without saying anything.  Now, I knew it would be
up to mom to say anything, knowing she also realized dad thought it was
Lisa that sucked him awake.  I was holding my breath until we got up in my
room.  I fully expected to get the 3rd degree from Lisa, and worried that
mom was now kneeling there in front of dad telling him the real truth, down
at the pool.

   I was so sick over it, I looked at Lisa as she turned with her back to
the bed now, and ran into the bathroom and threw up.  Lisa was behind me,
with her hand on my back.

   I think she also realized what this experience was doing to me.  How
could I have let myself do such a thing as suck my own father's cock?  I
stood up and moaned a little as Lisa gave me a glass of water and some
aspirins.  Then I went in to lay down.  Lisa still at my side.

   Sure most men and boys grow up wondering about the faggot fascination of
sucking cock at least once or twice in their lives.  If they are around
other faggots, then chances are they too, will be "Conditioned" and become
faggots themselves.  I had to admit to my own self, that I was fascinated
with wondering a few times what the attraction was for men to suck other
men.

   I know mom was trying only to expand all parts of my sexuality, as was
all accepted by the women with no apparent problems.  All of them enjoyed
their casual girl-girl sex.  I knew us men enjoyed watching.  More
importantly, they knew it too!

   Finally, I got up the nerve to look up to Lisa.  "I'm sorry honey, I
should have never done that."

   "Oh Billy honey, I'm not mad at you.  Not at all.  I was just shocked
and fascinated by watching you do that with your father.  I've heard about
men sucking men's cocks honey, but that was the first time I ever saw it
and I was really fascinated.  That's all."

   "I never even saw it in those skin flicks either Billy."

   When she said that, it made me think that I had never seen it either.

   "There are always a lot of girls licking other girls, but I never saw a
man suck another man's cock, Billy"

   "No, I'm not mad at all."

   She laid next to me and hugged me tight and my own arms went around her
too.

   About a half hour later, mom called up for us to come down for
breakfast.

   Dad ate quickly and kissed mom and Lisa good bye.  He wanted to wrap up
some important things at the office to be clear for tonight's party.  If
mom had told him, then he gave no indication.  Mom turned from the doorway
where she had kissed dad good bye and looked at me.  Once again a million
words said without us speaking.

   She came over and sat on a chair next to me and put her arm around me.
She said nothing just rubbing up and down my back.  None of us said
anything for some time.

   Finally, mom opened up and said "He still thinks it was Lisa honey.  If
it makes you feel better, I didn't say anything."

   "I hope you remember the reasons behind my coaxing honey,"

   "I love you with all my heart, and if you're mad at me, I'm truly
sorry."

   As a matter of fact I did remember all her reasoning.  They made sense
to me THEN.  Somehow, the twists and tangles of the logic were starting to
make sense to me now, but not quite.  All I could say was that I had to
think more about this for a while.  Mom rose and put her arm around my
shoulder and leaned down to kiss my cheek.

   "I'll leave you two alone to talk.  I"m going up to lay down and rest
for a while.  If either of you want to talk with me about it, feel free to
come up."

   Once again she leaned down and kissed me, and I felt tears on her face
without looking at her.  Then she left and walked quietly up to her room.

   Lisa was still naked as was I as I sat there, and now she rose and put
her arm around me.  She was quiet.  realizing how deep I was thinking. 
Through this thinking, I came back to mom's words just now, and her tears
that I felt.  I couldn't remember the last time mom had cried except when a
friend had died.  It finally entered my brain here in the present and I got
up wordlessly and ran up the stairs to mom's room.  She was laying on her
stomach still naked and crying her heart out.  Now, with tears in my own
eyes, I ran to her and pulled her up to me and hugged her as tight as I
could.  Lisa was there sitting beside us.  Now, it was my turn I guess to
hold mom in my arms like a baby as we both cried.

   There weren't any words.  Just plain old tears.  Her arms went around my
neck, and she finally moaned that she would never push me that far ever
again.

   I hadn't realized how tight I was holding mom to me until I felt her
tits crushed far too hard into my chest.  I realized I could be hurting
her.

   Only when I loosened my hold on her enough did she reach up and kiss my
face all over, apologizing over and over for pushing me do it.  Softly she
said, " Us women have different feelings about those things than men
Billy."

   I had to believe her.  It was true.  From all that I had seen, it was
true.

   "Can the three of us forget it mom?"

   "Can we never mentione it again?"

   "I promise Billy," Lisa answered first.  Mom said, "Until the day I die
Billy Honey."

   "I will never say a word to your father about it."

   Again mom covered me with kisses as Lisa hugged and stroked both of us.

   "This has been a shock I think, for all of us.  I think we need to rest
for a while before we get into today's stuff, OK?"

   "Its a good idea Billy.  I think we could all use a little extra nap
right now while its still quiet." Mom said.

   I moved up on the bed and both women laid at my side.  both of them with
their tits pressed into me and their hands on my chest.  There I was,
laying all naked with the two most important women in my life, drifting off
for a needed mind rest.

   ...  I had no idea what time it was when I awoke, but mom and Lisa were
gone from the bed.  I knew there were things to do, a lot of thengs to
prepare for before the guests arrived tonight.

   I went into my room and got dressed in nice shorts and a nice pocket
pullover.

   When I got down to the kitchen, I saw evidence of a lot of work all
around.  I walked out on the back porch, and there were a lot of bowls and
trays on ice trays and covered.  I spotted mom and Lisa on thr pool deck
and then Nikki, who was sitting with her legs in the water as they all
talked.

   They looked at me and I knew they were trying to read my mood when they
saw me nearing them.  I smiled as usual and went to mom and kissed her, and
then over towards Lisa and kissed her too.

   I knew that would let them know all was OK.

   I hoped I was adult enough to not hold any of this inside anymore.  I
knew that I, myself had finally done the deed that had some strangle
attraction to at least me, and I thought probably many other REAL men that
wondered what it was really like?  Now, I had that fleeting but deeply
ingrained experience for myself.  Now I knew the answers to odd nagging
questions in my head occasionally of how it felt when a man actually shot
his cum in my mouth.  I had experienced a man sized orgasm letting go with
all its power and actually tasted the cum that made me, along with also
tasting the fluids of that partner's woman that mized to make my very
being.

   Maybe because of my inner hesitations at the time, I did non get any
sexual turn on or any dramatic excitement from it.  Now I knew what a cock
in my mouth was like.  Now I also had a deeper respect for all these women
in front of me that always loved sucking my on a minute's notice with no
reticence.  Looking at each of them now as they all talked, Their mouths
that actually took my cock into them.  In front of each other to boot. 
They did it as a matter of fact, and as if it was a normal part of their
feminity that they owed to us men as the favors we seem to expect or
demand.

   I knew right this second, that if I lowered my shorts, that all I had to
do was stand in front of my own mother wordlessly and she would suck me
right away with no problems.

   Just as I realized now, she thought I would maybe accept it too.  Yes, I
thought, I had these answers once and for all now.

   After all, two days from this hour, Lisa and I would be married and into
our new life together.

   Nikki had been talking about how nice the dinner was and then a nice
movie that Dan had takedn her to for their "Anniversary" last night.  I had
to smile at remembering the sequence of last evening with her.

   I turned to mom, when their was a pause in their chatter.  Lisa and
Nikki were attentive.

   "Mom, Do you have a calendar?"

   Nikki and Lisa cracked up laughing for at least two minutes knowing my
meaning.  Mom was left out not knowing, until they finally explained it to
her.  Then, she too laughed her head off and said "YES, SILLY.  ALL WOMEN
HAVE HIDDEN CALENDARS," I thought you knew that?"

   "Mom, Do you remember the day, the very first time that dad finally got
in your diapers?"

   "Why certainly honey."

   She looked at the others with a smile and almost in unison again, "Its
on my calendar."

   Just then Bobby's new truck pulled in the drive.  It was good to see
him. Lisa xcame up, still naked and kissed him.  he had been naked with all
of us many times, but not in a while, so I knew what he was thinking as he
leaned down to kiss Lisa hello.  Then a naked mom, and finally a very
pregnant Nikki.  I saw his puzzled look at why I was wearing clothes and
the others weren't?

   "I was just about to make a beer run Bobby, and get some wine for the
girls."

   So, as quickly as he came, we took off for a while.  First, we stopped
at a tavern and played a couple of games of pool like we used to, and I
filled him in on many things that were happening.  Then we sat at an end of
the bar that was quiet and no one near us.  I told him that Lisa really
wanted to make love with him sometime today.  "She wants you good and
proper Bobby, ASAP, so she can fuck her brains out as a single woman."

   You're shitting me Billy?"

   "You're getting married in two days?"

   "Bobby, nothing is going to chage the way our familes and closer friends
share sex."

   "If anything Bobby, I think it just might get better."

   "Matter of fact, I wouldn't give ten cents on the dollar for your
chances of survival after Carol sees you today either!"

   AAAAAHHHH, Now THAT, I can handle Billy.  THAT is more my style.  SHE
doesn't have an about to be husband lurking around.  AND, she's one hot
number in bed the last I remember."

   "She's all that and more Bobby."

   "She's counting on getting next to you tonight." She bringing a girls
that works for her in her shop also.  Just in case there's a shortage of
pussy to go around."

   There is an old girlfriend of my mom's coming too." Then I told him the
story of Susan.  I said that for the first half hour or so, mom and the
other girls would be wearing dusters when they meet her at the door.  They
figure it will take them about a half hour upstairs to "Condition" her to
how we have parties."

   "Of course they'll all be naked under the dusters anyway."

   "Billy, even though I've been at your house for parties so many times, I
STILL can't get used to the fact that everyone waltzes around completly
naked, and they even smile and grab my cock when I get a hard on.  Even
your mom."

   "Life is good Bobby, then you get an invite to OUR house." I smiled.

   "Remember, there's NO problems in having sex with anyone there Bobby. 
Unless they are busy with someone, you'll probably never be turned down."

   AND, Bobby, all the women think YOU'RE hot too.  They all scream about
your fat cock."

   "Its MY guess they'll be swarming you for a chance at that huge cock of
yours." Again I smiled.  His face was beet red.

   We finished our beers and then took off to the stores.  We ended up
getting two cases of assorted wines, and five cases of beer and even more
tempting snacks before heading home.

   The women were really happy to see the large assortment of wines and
they immediately took them and placed the bottles in a large ice tub in the
garage.  The beer was stacked in the garage fridge.

   Bobby and I finally got naked in the garage and went out to display his
monster cock.  We went in swimming to cool off and Lisa gave me that
needing look as she sidled up to Bobby.  She knew by my return smile it was
perfectly Ok for her to take him upstairs.  It was only a few minutes later
as she whispered in his ear, that he turned beet red again and followed by
her hand almost dragging him through the yard.  I knew in less than two
minutes, Lisa would have her lips sealed around his cock.  I realized how
far we had all come with our open sexuality and once again thought quietly
abouit sucking dad.  I was beginning to put it in some sort of perspective
now, several hours later.  Knowing Lisa, she was doing exactly what I had
thought so gross for another man to do on a man.

   I had no inner pangs of jealousy as I pictured my best friend right now
with his huge cock in my about to be wife's mouth, and soon after that, in
her warm and loving pussy.

   She was living her sexuality as well as she had watched me so many
times. AND, with no reservations either.  Bobby was not about to steal her
from me.  There were no threats of any of us losing our partners to
another. That's what made it all work so nicely.

   I went over to Nikki who was silently resting on a chaise.  No longer
caring about being naked with her huge belly since we had all appreciated
it.

   Again I leaned next to her and leaned down and kissed her softly as her
eyes were closed.  I cradled her head and caressed her engorged tits.  Then
I leaned and licked them and their nipples softly just for her pleasure. 
Her soft moans were the satisfaction for me.  dad's car came in the drive
just as mom got out to the deck.  I watched her turn around as she told me
he was home.

   I watched as she went up and kissed him when he neared the deck, and
then turned him around to go upstairs for their ritual.  Lisa had made nice
love with Bobby and about a half hour later they were walking back up to
the deck.  Both naked and both smiling contentedly.  Bobby now having no
thought of being naked.  Lisa had explained the room situation for all the
wedding party at the hotel and their separate rooms for the night also.  He
was amazed that we would go that far for the wedding party and was further
amazed when she told him about the two adjoining suites for our parents.

   It was then that I thought of something important.  I needed to get Lisa
alone to remind her.  While Bobby came over to talk with Nikki, I found the
opening.

   I got her in a far corner of the pool and we had a tete a tete as if we
were solving the entire world's problems so we could have a nice wedding
day without the scummy Russians bombing us.  :isa was giggling that she
really had a nice and thorough fucking from Bobby.  She complained that she
was only able to get half his monster in her throat without hours more of
practice.  Poor girl, I thought.

   We both initially giggled that we knew by this minute, mom had at least
six inches of dad's cock down her throat.  When I said that I had seven
this morning, Lisa knew the ice was broken and I was good with having the
experience and no bad feelings anymore.  She giggled with happiness now at
my openess with her about it.

   But the important thing I needed to remind her was to get to mom and her
mother to decline having sex on Friday at all.  The same I was going to ask
our dads tonight.  I said it would be tricky to ask them and not explain
fully, why?  I explained to Lisa that it would really increase our chances
for our wedding night plans, and she immediately agreed.  She leaned
forward and we kissed, then went back to join Bobby and Nikki.

   I also had another idea earlier when I was in the drug store.  I found
packets of tubes that were for different tasting gels for our cocks and the
women's pussies.  Some were strawberry, cherry etc.  I picked up a bagful
to last a while for everyone.  I also noticed a rack with mini vibrators
hanging next to this sex toy display.  I thought immediately that these
would make perfect persoanl gifts for our wedding gang.  Even to give to
the guys for them to use on herir honeys as they licked their pussies.

   i bought two dozen.  Some for our house, Lisa's family and the rest for
part of the gifts.  I fully planned on using one tonight while I licked
some women senseless.

   Soon dad came down while mom stayed up in the kitchen.  He, Bobby and I
joined Lisa and Nikki.  Soon Dan arrived and lost his clothes remarkably
quick.

   Annette and Jack pulled in and were followed by Jimmy in his own car. 
They had brought a few trays of their own prepared groceries too, and were
unloading them from the car.  I casually went into the garage and brought
out more beer and some packets.  Then I got three of the mini vibes.  I got
dad and Bobby, and then dan over to a corner and handed then all out.  I
explained that they should break open the plastic caps and spread the gel
on their cocks for big surprises later on.  Then I handed them the vibes
for when they got busy eating pussy.  They were shocked, I tell you,
SHOCKED, that I was thinking so pervertedly as to lick pussy!

   "Damn, Billy, what a neat idea." This will really surprise the women
tonight." Dad said.

   "Just remember to play these things around their clits while you lick
them and we'll hear screaming all night long." I laughed.

   "Its such a shame that I didn't think to give Bobby some a little
earlier when Lisa took him upstairs!"

   Dad looked surprised and said, "You mean you already started without us
Bobby?"

   "You already nailed our star wedding girl."

   "I'm SHOCKED, I tell you SHOCKED, that you would start without us
Bobby."

   "Well, he said sheepishly, I didn't really have much choice in the
matter.  Lisa dragged me off to do battle by my nuts!"

   Then I mentioned about the gorgeous new pussy arriving tonight.  Dad's
tongue was already practicing as I described her to Dan and Bobby.  Then
dad finished by telling them about way back when, during their college
capers.  Jack finally stole away from helping the women in the house and
joined us.

   This was shaping up to be the party of parties tonight.  Dan even
mentioned that he had invited a couple that had something going where he
worked.  It was iffy for them to show, but he said they were really nice
people and would mix in with us right away.

   "Hey dad said, the more the merrier."

   Then we all had another beer for the needed stamina tonight.

   It was then that I asked dad and Jack privately not to have ANY sex the
next day or night.  I said I would explain later, but that it was
important.

   "I would rather offer my whole arm up Billy than be denied the charms of
your mom?"

   "Charms shmarms!  Keep your dick in your pants all tomorrow and tomorrow
night.  Please."

   "I happen to have a couple of iron maidens in the garage if you guys
can't keep your dicks away from your wives just for tomorrow.

   "AND, I said, "Just remember to keep these little vibes handy for the
women when you start in on them tonight."

   "I think I'll try offering a Raspberry dick for my first victim
tonight," I smiled.  The phone rang on the deck and I quickly answered it.
It was Susan to almost shyly ask if our party was still on?

   I told her yes, and to cum as she was.  I said mom and the girls had a
lot of nice suits if she insisted on wearing one after she arrived.

   "Are you really telling me that what you told me about everyone swimming
naked is TRUE?"

   "Yes, hon, unless it offfends you, then we will wear suits.  No problem.
We never like to have our guests feel out of place or embarrtassed.  THAT
doesn't make for any good friendships Sue."

   "Well Billy, now I have to believe you.  I don't know about going naked
myself, but seeing other people naked on occasion has never bothered me. 
With MY old body, I feel far too embarrassed to be showing myself off at my
age."

   "Look Sue, just remember that Lisa and I have both seen your all.  You
are gorgeous, and that's no lie.  Your body is right up there with...  !"

   "Just take it from me, your perfect Sue."

   "AND hon, wait til you meet mom again.  You're both the same age and
almost the same sizes.  You'll see."

   By the way hon, she's really happy you're coming and can't wait to see
you." So is dad."

   "I can't wait to see them too Billy.  God, its been almost a lifetime
since..."

   "Well just come when your ready.  We're pretty well set with all we need
for the din din and all.  We actually figured on breaking bread about 7
ish, if you can make it then, Great!"

   "I'll be there.  Your directions are simple."

   "Just look for the statue of the old woman with drooping tits out on our
front lawn," I kidded.  Now, once I had her complete image in my head, I
realized my dick was standing up rock hard, and so did the rest of them.

   "She must be one hot number Billy?"

   "You bet your sweet ass Bobby...  and you too Jack."

   "You think my mom's tits over there are something, wait til you catch a
handful of hers!"

   Dad piped in with full agreement and tried describing her all over again
from a twenty year old memory.

   I reached over for a capsule and broke it opened.  I took a small taste
on my tongue and then smeared it on my cock while the others watched. 
Soon, they were all doing the same with big smiles and half hard cocks,
just waiting for a test drive on this stuff.  I knew it would be a fun
distraction, and real surprise.

   Yes!  The night promised to be great!