Title: Real Slut Keywords: mF, mf, fF, group, cheat, teen, mat, inc, mom, son, daughter, brother, sister, mdom Author: Caesar Summary: Remember the journey, how the plain quiet middle-aged mom was turning into a slut by her son. Said a happy young man of Fort Drum : "What care I for this shortage of gum? My favorite chew Is a condom or two, With a goodly amount of fresh come." Real Slut by Caesar, copyright 2008 $Revision: 1.1 $ $Date: 2008-05-22 22:19:33 $ On the outside I am a forty-four year-old wife, mother and teacher. I have a soft, almost sweet, smile that seems to put people at their ease. It is one of the few redeeming features about me that anyone may notice or remember. I grew up invisible - the introverted child in the age of personal expression and no restraints. I was the good kid, the quiet one. My elder sister the wild child, out all hours, in trouble all the time. And my younger brother, the jock, all muscle and no brain - the hope of my parents. My name is Carol and I did not discover who I really was until I turned forty-two years-old. Until that time I was the sad lonely plain looking middle-aged woman in the mirror. Sure I've always felt something was wrong, that life was not supposed to be this way - day in and out, with no hope in sight. And I'm not just talking about sex, I'm talking about being happy. As a young teenager I felt the stirrings of puberty and touched myself secretly, guilt-ridden every time, in the darkness and beneath the covers of my bed. My fantasies were about romantic events that could never be. In the day I was teased and bullied not just from the kids at school but by my own older sister. I wasn't happy - so I withdrew into books. I giggled child-like behind my hand at crude images or humour that I was accidentally exposed too. The day my mother caught me masturbating still stings as the most humiliating moment in my life. The light shot on and my door was open with mother standing looking shocked and angry at the end of my bed. Having practised touching myself for nearly two years I felt comfortable with my body, at least in the dark, so the sheet was down and my bare loins spread. Mother strode up to me, while I sat up muttering my apologies, she simply reached back with her hand and swung with all her might across my cheek. That seemed the moment in my life that things fell to a dull existence - graduation, marriage, toddlers. I did what I thought a good wife did - I kept the house clean and tidy, prepared food that my husband enjoyed for each meal, raised two children. Since I was not allowed to work and friends were other wives of my husbands buddies and there was always something subdued about each of us, between us. Having an affair never entered my mind. The desires that burned hot were ignored until they threatened to overflow - then, and only then, did I indulge in masturbation. My fantasies were no longer innocent and romantic - I thought of hard cocks moving in and out of my body. It was my greatest sin in this life, this indulgent fantasy - but I needed it like I needed to breath and denied myself the guilt I felt as a young girl because this was a secret that I knew could never turn into reality, therefore could never be exposed. I caught David my son, my youngest child, watching me through a slit in the blinds late one night. All of fifteen, smart but with his mother's plain features. Anger course through me, remembered humiliation from having been caught by mother all those years ago and I stalked through our home to my son's room and shoved the door open. There on the bed was my boy, naked, his teenage penis hard and looking red and angry within his fist as he pumped it rapidly. He froze at my abrupt entrance, I froze at the sight of my child looking in all respects a man. Moments ago he had been spying on me at my most private of moments and now here he was masturbating - a bell was going off in my head but I felt dizzy and my legs week. I backed out of there quickly and half ran to my room, forgetting to close my door as I fell onto my recently vacated bed. "Mom?" He was at my door but I could not look up. I could not tell you how long it had been since I had caught him. In my mind all I could see was that hard penis, my son's cock. I've never seen a man so exposed, so naked - touching himself like that. Still that bell rang in the back of my head but I did not devote a seconds time to consider it - even if I should have. When I did look up I did it uncontrollably because I wanted to see if my son was still naked, his hard loins drawing me like a magnet. David stood red of face looking embarrassed, sweat pants covering him from navel to ankle. We starred at each other openly, nervously and silently. When I quickly looked down and saw that most of one thigh was exposed, having followed my sons gaze, I quickly pulled my robe over the bare flesh. Looking back up, there was a new dent in my son's light gray sweat pants. It was that point that the bell stopped ringing in my head and I realized that must have been because of what my son had witnessed through my window that caused him to rush to his room to masturbate. The hard cock, then as it was now, was because of me! My head swooned and I laboured for breath and fell back onto my pillow with my whole body warm and tingling. A few seconds after my son was seated next to me caressing my brow, looking worried though a quick look confirmed his penis was still hard beneath his pants. His lips descended almost in slow motion and touched my forehead tenderly, his eyes shy and bold all at the same time looking into my own. The lips kissed me again and again, soft and warmly from forehead to the tip of my nose then down a cheek to my chin. The barely heard moan was from me and it could not sound more alien. I kissed back, though timid with numbness, and moaned into my son's mouth as his tongue forced my lips wide. I could feel his heat and his passion and it excited and surprised me - never experiencing someone so obviously turned on in my life. His hand trembled as it slipped beneath my robe to find my breast bare and my nipple hard and sensitive. He was rushing, yanking and fumbling at the knot at my waist, shoving my robe open, pushing my soft thighs wide, kneeling between them. Thinking back the most amazing thing to me was that I simply accepted it all, allowing my child to do this without a word of protest or warning. There was no warning sirens, no guilt, no blaring voice shouting 'adulterer', 'incest', 'son fucker'! He sunk his hard teenage cock into my ready body and nothing would ever be the same. My climax was electric and my body spasmed as my lovely son drove his cock in and out of my body. It was my son David that discovered the slut within his mother - the woman that no one, that included I, knew existed. Over the years, my older sister had married three times and had a succession of older boyfriends. This is true today. I remember one horrific Thanksgiving when my young brother called our older sister a 'slut' - the family froze in shock before my sister, with hand on her hip in her classic pose, and responded that at least she knew how to have fun. She lives in a trailer park now, her three kids barely even speak to her, when she isn't waitressing or bringing some old hairy bald guy home. We don't speak - we never did. But somehow, after that day with David, I understood her that much more. The power of our sexuality is amazingly sobering. David held mine within the palm of his hand and the fifteen year-old did not take long to figure that out. We had sex as often as he wished after that first time, and since he was a normal teenage boy in that regard, it was a lot. I received more cock in that first month than I did in my first five years of marriage and I loved it. My 'real' life paled in comparison to this discovery of mine, so it was my son that ensured his father and my husband did not find out what was going on in his own home. This wasn't nearly as hard as you may imagine, since the man I married barely even looked at me any more and was rarely home. It was my daughter, David's younger sister that was tougher - but six months into the affair my son told me that they had come to an understanding and my daughter was happy for us. It was all so surreal as it was also empowering. I spread my legs or got on my knees or crawled on the floor like an animal - my sex was perpetually wet when my son ordered me to strip, my climax on a hair trigger whenever I felt him enter me. This new me had no limits - felt pleasure to please - I did things I had not imagined in so many years of sordid desperate fantasies, things that may have even turned that young teenage girl off if she had considered them. And I felt so sexy! For the first time in my whole life someone looked at me with love and desire and passion. The first time I wore thigh high stockings and my son got so turned on that he could not wait to bend me over the back of our couch to fuck - I climaxed twice to his. My son took thousands of sexy photos - from the cheesecake shots to full insertion - so proud of these he was, that I did not feel anything but pride when he showed a select number of his friends. I was desired and I reacted accordingly - wantonly. Nothing was forbidden, everything was exciting and fun. For the first time in my life I was happy, I was having fun and I knew what I wanted! Even in the early years when my husband wanted to use my body it was never with the passion that I felt with my boy. With my husband I endured rather than enjoyed - it was a duty rather than pleasure. But I could not get enough of my son, there were never enough orgasms or never any action too far. The first time David showed me off to another was when I was ordered to blow my son with his best friend watching from across the room. My son shot all over my face then nodded for me to look over my shoulder at his friend, seated with a red face and jerking his little pink cock rapidly. It was common, after that, to be exposed to used in front of his friends and eventually even my daughter, David's young sister. I didn't care, I would have fucked my son in front of his father if the boy asked me too. David told me sternly that I was not to allow any of his friends access to my body without his permission - odd because not one had touched me up to that time and I could never conceive being with anyone but my son. Yet only a few weeks afterwards, his two friends and him took turns fucking me almost to unconsciousness so that my whole awareness was cock cock and more cock! I loved it. David shared me with three of his best male buddies, virgins all before they fucked me, and his female buddy that he had grown up with. That was odd but pleasurable - touching another female body, younger and sexier than I've ever felt when I was that age, my son watching and then joining in to a wonderful accumulation of the night. Does it sound as if I was taking trains of young cocks daily - that my son had little regard for me? It wasn't like that at all - each of his four friends called me Mame or missus when they fucked me and it was a rare event, not common. The kids showed me respect, almost fawning over me so that my ego and my pride was easily elevated - David demanded it of his friends. Strange that he did not always take his own advice. A more complicated mother-son relationship no one could imagine but strangely it worked for us. One thing is for sure, I've given up all my parental power over my son. The few times I've tried to exert it, it just came right back at me tenfold so that I learned to not even try. My son treated me like a princess one moment and then slapping me and treating me like a dog the next - but throughout there was respect, I was his mother and he knew that it was his duty to care for me. Odd isn't it? That my son could take a leather belt to my bottom one weekend and the next, both of us dressing up in our finest clothing and enjoying a private candle lit dinner together before making love before the fireplace. Do not think that my life was extremes - most days it was quiet and introspective. The laundry to do, the groceries to buy, calling around to the other parents of my daughters soccer team as I had volunteered as a good parent should. But my days also included more personal grooming than at any other time in my adult life - trimming the hair between my legs, primping my hair so it was just perfect. And my attire had changed, though mostly it was beneath the outer shell that everyone saw. David liked his old mom to stay the same on the outside but in lace, usually white beneath - and I felt sexy standing at the grocery store checkout with bikini lace crotch panties, thigh high stockings and no one the wiser. A day rarely went by, I should add, that my son did not enter my body with his hard throbbing cock. Usually quick fucks in his room or laundry room, a blow job in the bathroom or kitchen - with his sister and father in another part of the house. These were not as fulfilling as the buffet of desire that we sometimes enjoyed - spending hours, even days given the chance, exploring and enjoying the other. It was in these extended encounters that the extreme nature of my son's desires surfaced. Where my son surprised me by tying me up one Saturday afternoon or at another time he urinated all over my breasts. It was these times that David shared his mom with his friends, took photos of me covered in sperm or a mouth full of cock or cunt. David's friends are like him, bright but plain looking and most definitely anti-social, nerds if you will. Having sex with me changed their lives - perhaps not for the better, because more than one talked about seducing their parent as well. Yes, its not all peaches and cream. I felt a little guilty when the boys talked and conspired to seduce their mother's - talking as if I were invisible, my son giving pointers and was the experienced voice of the group. And then there was the girl - my sons friend since grad school. The first time I saw my sons familiar hard cock sink into that young girls hard sexy body I almost cried with despair and jealousy. And the second time my son and I had anal sex, he was so rough and passionate that he tore my anus so that I was sore for nearly two weeks afterwards. Don't get me wrong, I love anal sex now - in all its forms. After saying all that - there seems to be a flip side to each of those events. The boys looked to me when narrowing down their plans to fuck their mom's and I preached patience and masturbation. But it was watching my daughters face as her brother fucked her that really cured me of jealousy - that she had the chance at pleasure that I had only started to experience well into my forties. You read that right, David was having sex with his younger sister. I don't know if it started the night the three of us shared my son's small bed or if the two had started before then. But my daughter had been watching us, openly and secretly, for some time - her hand often beneath her panty. Both of us wearing lingerie out of some men's fantasy my son and daughter took turns kissing, licking and fingering me. Then my daughter sat on my face - not the first cunt I've eaten, but the second if truth be told - it was certainly the sweetest! My daughter held my nylon covered ankles high as her brother ploughed in and out of my field until I screamed into the cunt above me in orgasm. The young thing did not hesitate,cleaning her brother's dripping cock before laying next to me for her brother to mount her. I watched as a spectator - my grief turning into some dark powerful excitement. My love for my children overflowed me and I passionately kissed my daughter as the two kids climaxed nearly at the same time. Strangely my daughter and my relationship became better, never overtly sexual unless David desired it to be so. We became friends, confidants and shared the biggest thing of all, an incestuous lover. I noticed that David treated his younger sister differently as well - less dominant than he tended to treat me. They were like young lovers and I was so proud and happy for them that I could cry. Now, two years after it began, we continue as strongly as before. There may be less uncertainty now and more confidence on my son's part and I easily lived the role of my son's private slut with joy. I've never learned if any of his friends succeeded in seducing their mothers - but I think at least one succeeded. At least my son and his friends know discretion, our roles in private separate from how they treat me in public as if there were a brick wall separating them. My son fucked the neighbour girl a couple times a month, maybe - usually in his room. His sister was much more frequent, twice or thrice a week for the most part - often sleeping the night together during the week. So when you see that plain looking petite middle-aged woman before you at the grocery store, quiet of voice, an easy smile and with fluttering eyelashes - and a late teenager comes up with the missing item to add, watch the boys hands and not the way the two seem to look at each other. Do you see his hand slip into the small of her back? Down lower over the bubble roundness, pressing the thin skirt into her crack - does it shock you that these two look like mother and son? --