Title: Furious With Myself Keywords: fF, mat, teen, fdom, inc, mom, daughter, cheat Author: Caesar Summary: An evening of intimacy between mother and teenage daughter turns into something else. There was a young fellow named Goody Who claimed that he wouldn't, but would he? If he found himself nude With a gal in the mood The question's not woody but could he? Furious With Myself by Caesar, copyright 2005 $Revision: 1.3 $ $Date: 2007-12-02 07:47:45 $ I am just furious with myself! And I can't help but feel that I was duped and totally manipulated! My husband returns tonight and I am horrified to think that he will just look at me and know I cheated on him. What will he say when he learns that it was with another woman, a younger woman... our daughter! My body is still numb from the things we did last night! The wine removed my inhibitions as my daughter seduced me. Yes, that is right, my sixteen year old daughter seduced me... me, her middle-aged mother. We spent the night talking. Mom's out there, you know what I'm talking about? Just you and your daughter, opening up about everything and anything. A rare event after they hit puberty and become rebellious. An event to grasp and enjoy, while knowing when to release as well. Teenage girls and their mothers are often a volatile mix. Sheryl was no different than most other girls her age - for the last few years we didn't talk together, instead we yelled at each other. So when my daughter sat down, and not dropped or jumped from half ways across the room as was normally the case, next to me on the couch as I was reading a good book, already 3 glasses into the booze, and just started to talk to me - I was ecstatic. There was no rising of voice, no attitude thrown in my face - it was extremely nice. Love flowed through my veins and we sat next to each other, often touching with our hands - hugging, holding, crying and looking deeply into the others eyes. During the conversation my daughter admitted to me that she was no virgin - though I had guessed this years ago. What did surprise me was that she had sex with her few boyfriends the last years but that she only did it out of necessity. It shocked me to think that my daughter was allowing her boyfriends access to her body but received little in the way of pleasure in the act. Was peer pressure so defining? The similarities within my marriage, Sheryl's father and I, shocked me. For me, I enjoyed the adventure of discovering my sexuality at my daughters age - it was new, exciting and felt really really good. I married a wonderful and caring man and we could not keep our hands off the other. But then the years dragged on, we slowed down to the point of a near drought in terms of my sex life. It seemed, as the clocked ticked away, that we could discuss anything and so, I told Sheryl about her father and I. In retrospect, it was an unwise move on my part. Suggesting that the reverse of her parents intimacy may happen for her, that she may find a man and her love for him will give her the pleasure that has been lacking in her sex life to date. Ever the optimist! My daughter had been kneading and massaging my feet and calves at this point and it felt heavenly. And I thought nothing of the touch - just another intimacy that I had been craving in my life, especially between Sheryl and I. Then the real shocker - she admitted that she did have pleasure in her sex life, but that it was not with a guy. The middle-aged moron that I was, I asked how could this be, while thinking she was an avid masturbator. Not so unlike her mother, I thought with a secret laugh - at least since my mid-thirties. Then Sheryl looked me right in the eye and told me that she enjoyed sex with girls better than with guys. Everything seemed to slow - and my eyes seemed to unfocused from everything around me. Then the feeling of Sheryl's warm slow-moving hands on my body was not so comfortable and I stilled the urge to yank my feet off her lap. I felt morally responsible for this disaster and hung my head in shame. How could my daughter be a lesbian? She then asked me a personal question; if her father went down on me? I knew what she meant and I was not that drunk that the question did not affect me. I did answer though, it was the intimacy of being together and the no-holds-bared umbrella of the moment. My husband had only ever gave me oral sex infrequently, though not for some years. Sheryl asked the next obvious question and I answered honestly, that I had enjoyed a tongue between my legs. For some reason this seemed to calm my earlier reservations about Sheryl revealing herself as a lesbian. In fact I opened up in a way that I had never done before and the two of us talked in graphic details about our sexual adventures. Why can't Sheryl and I just talk this way - guys or girls, what did it really matter? What was important was that she felt she could talk to me this way. Perhaps her distancing herself from me had been her uncertain way of telling me that she was a lesbian. Time and space returned to normal - my eyes again focused while leaving my head spinning, probably from the drinks. Me, I revealed that I secretly enjoyed anal stimulation but have never had rectal sex before. She told me that she enjoyed taking the more dominant role with another woman - especially if that woman is more mature. We spent at least an hour talking like this - opening up and just giving up those secrets that we hold so dear, allowing the person that should understand, trust. A red flag should had gone up in my consciousness right? I've never talked this way to anyone - and that it was with my daughter who fought constantly with me since she hit puberty - that was something magical for the parenting books. This was validating my parental guilt, it was renewing my love of being Sheryl's mother. Long after midnight, we having talked for hours, Sheryl suggested we go out of the house to the back deck to share a hot tub beneath the stars. As moronic as it sounds, I felt giddy and anxious to continue this magical night between us. Little did I realize! Less than five minutes later I stepped out into the chilled clear night, the stars bright and with a full moon as our only source of light. I wore a thick robe over my black one-piece swim suite and held two empty glasses and a newly opened bottle of wine. I thought it would be nice for a mother and daughter to drink wine together while talking. This was like a fantasy of mine when Sheryl was still a toddler, to sit with her and be each others confidant and best friend. Sheryl was already in the hot tub when I arrived and stood to take the glasses from me. I was surprised that she was topless - her perky teenage breasts high and firm on her slim frame. I said nothing - not wanting to ruin this evening. My daughter has always been a little 'looser' than I about her body - tonight, I was going to let those stern beliefs go so that Sheryl and I could be comfortable while we shared these moments. We sat with our bodies touching, side to side, her arm over my shoulder, our eyes looking up at the beautiful stars. And we talked slowly as we drank our wine - though, I noticed, she barely sipped hers. Sheryl was only sixteen after all - so the realization of her lack of drinking came as no small amount of relief. Sheryl told me, in minute-by-minute detail, the first time she was seduced my a middle-aged neighbour of ours. My shock turned to fascination as I listened to Sheryl reveal how she was so amazed to feel like she had discovered sex as if for the first time, though has had two male lovers prior to that incident. I lay my head on her shoulder and listened as my daughter spoke about discovering sexuality. And it excited me - recalling my own teenage exploratory years. Missing that newness, that intense overwhelming power of discovering the desires within my own body. When her tale was done I told Sheryl how I used to love everything about my vagina when I was her age. How I could not keep my hands away from it every night. How I even enjoyed masturbating with a mirror between my legs so as to allow me to view my own actions and pleasure. I was in lust with my own sex! She laughed happily at this revelation of her mother's teenage innocence, perhaps thinking of her own adolescent explorations and I laughed with her. It was a good moment. The fingers of the arm about my shoulder stroked my lower neck and upper chest absentmindedly. Sheryl asked me about when I discovered the enjoyment of anal stimulation and the answer came easily, as if a mother tells her sixteen year old daughter every day that as a fourteen year old, she used to insert her finger in her ass as she stroked her clitoris. Then my daughter suggested I ask dad to have anal sex with me. Strangely enough, it was my first time of the night to blush, the first I had thought of my husband all evening as well, and I admitted that that was an impossibility - her father thought such things disgusting. With the dim light, I doubt the flush of my cheeks could be seen. She was quiet for a moment before turning her head towards me, my own turning in response towards her, and then Sheryl said that she felt sorry for me, a beautiful sexy woman ignored by my husband, her father. Then she kissed me. Lightly - softly - expertly. I closed my eyes and enjoyed this intimacy with my rebellious teenage daughter. The wine and the nights closeness clouding my judgement - the immensity of the act as yet unrealized. The kisses became firmer and a slim tongue pried open my lips - I did nothing but enjoy, my mind cloudy and not yet, even, confused at this new form of intimacy. One hand held the back of my head gently but firmly while the other slipped to my upper inside thigh with barely a thought on my part. My body hummed with pleasure and my wine glass slipped from my fingers into the roaring waters without a thought. I am glad I used the cheap plastic goblets when I came outside. A single finger traced outside the crotch of my bathing suit as Sheryl pulled her lips from my own. "I am going to fuck your ass tonight mother." It was stated not coldly or heartlessly, but gently while firmly. I nodded negatively, barely able to form a response - her words, her actions, both starting to register into my alcohol thicked skull. Her statement was so alien, so foreign to me - 'fuck your ass', words you never think about with regards to your own daughter. Besides, she was a girl and did not have the proper equipment to do that act, or any other that I associated with sex. Then there was simply the fact that she was my daughter, more than half my age, and it was wrong what she was suggesting. Yet my body was practically vibrating with desire - obviously totally distinct from my confused and clouded brain. Two hands moved to slip the straps of my suit off my shoulder, down and out of my arms and finally over my hips and ass and then off my feet. My lolita-bodied daughter stood at that moment and removed her string bikini bottom - her hairless sex holding my unblinking eyes magically. She must shave it, I thought confused - surely she was old enough to begin growing pubic hair? Sheryl then straddled my hips and our lips met again, the kisses fierce and hungry - at least on her part. I haven't been kissed like that in years - such passion! My hands came up and encircled my daughters waist - too nervous to move them out of that safe zone - my lips and even my tongue responded to her aggressive kisses. Things were a confusing cloud of lust, wine and exhaustion. I was lead to my own bed still wet and dripping water from the hot tub - this bed I now lay in, the bed that I shared most nights with my husband - with lips and hands were all over me the whole distance. The pleasure rose within me and I moved about my bed shamelessly in passion. My first orgasm came as we kissed, her fingers moving deliciously, and expertly, between my legs. I can still hear her pleasure-filled moans of lust as she sampled my juices coating on her fingers, then after rubbing them, my nipples and then finally she feed me her own small hard nipples with a taste of her own juices. And god help me I sucked like a starving babe. I was then on my stomach and her lips all over me - moving slowly towards my centre, to my ass. It was magical and no one outside my fantasies had ever done these things to me. Her lips and tongue fondled and kissed my anus, then pressing firmly into me. I shamelessly shoved my ass up into my daughters face again and again. Two fingers slipped into my super-heated very wet vagina and moved in time with the tongue fucking my ass. The orgasm was the greatest of my life, without a doubt, and I jerked and screamed out as waves after waves rolled through me. I was in love. I was in lust! Consciousness slowly came back and I found myself on my back, my daughter above me, her hairless thin-lipped vagina above me, continually dripping on me. I felt her expert tongue between my legs, more pleasure building there. Without shame I took her into my mouth and tasted her from the source, loving it. I wanted to return some of the pleasure that she had given me - not once thinking how wrong it was. Sheryl sat up onto her hands and began to ride her hips back and forth upon my face, my tongue. I loved the sounds of her moans coming above me - the feel of her body responding to my every act. I invaded her vagina with my tongue and then move up so I could press it into her wrinkled tiny anus and wondered if my daughters was like my own, in texture, taste and especially in how the sexual pleasure seemed to radiate from it. She came loudly and anxiously - and I witnessed the event with innocent joy. My face was coated with her juices and I could smell her constantly upon my covered skin - I loved it. Silence and I only half realized that Sheryl had exited my room before returning. She then ordered me onto my knees. Yes, ordered - firmly and without the possibility of denial. But as cloudy as my mind was, I mindlessly moved as order but was nearly asleep when she returned, I did not say or do anything else at that moment. A loud crack resonated through the room before I felt the sting of my daughters hand on my ass. I finally opened my eyes to look over my shoulder and saw her kneeling at the end of the bed stroking an obscenely looking man-like object thrusting from her groin. She was grinning evilly as she struck my ass again with her hand. I cried out in pain but rushed to do as ordered. She knelt between my legs and grasped my soft rounded hips as she shagged me good and proper. It was just like a man - a little larger than her father, but comparable in all other respects. In fact I was sighing with pleasure and pressing back anxiously all too soon after insertion. Was this why sex with a man was not necessary, as my daughter had declared earlier that night? A woman could enjoy a cock without the politics necessary for its tradition use. Fingers fondled and inserted into my relaxed slippery anus. A hand groped my meaty hanging tits, twisting my large hard nipples almost painfully. Infrequently a hand would strike my rounded raised ass cheeks and I would yelp dutifully. I was loving every second! Then my daughter slipped her cock from my cunt and pressed it firmly into my ass. It happened that fast! I never felt anything like it, outside my recipes for fantasy, and my mind exploded with passion. Sheryl fucked me hard and fast as my body climaxed again and again as it never had before. Then I remember nothing else about last night probably passing out during the continual waves of orgasm - remembering nothing except waking sore and physically content this morning. Laying in bed, still naked and smelling like my daughters and my own mingled juices, I looked out at the cloudless sky and remembered every detail of the evening before. Why could I not have forgotten how low I had descended within my drunken stupor? My husband would be home tonight from his work-related trip and I had a lot to do - not the least of which was wash my bedding and air out our room. God my ass was sore... but I loved how it throbbed contently. Then my door opened and there stood Sheryl in panties and a tee-shirt, a half smile on her lips. "You're awake finally?" My hands ensured my duvet was covering me up to the neck - my daughter noticed and snickered at my attempt at modesty. "I want you to take me shopping today mom - I wanted to buy some new clothes." It wasn't a question and my mouth opened in protest but nothing came out - remembering last night. My cheeks felt hot and I had little doubt they were bright red. Sheryl walked further into my room and sat on the side of my bed before firmly pulling the duvet down to my knees - her eyes devouring me boldly. I felt my cheeks flush in shame. I may not have thought of it the night before but I did now, I was no teenage hard-body any longer. She finally broke the silence, "I want you to wear something sexy today mom - a skirt with stockings. Do you have stockings?" I nodded affirmatively, I had worn a pair the last time for my anniversary nearly four years ago. Sheryl nodded as a reply, her smile widening, "And no panties today mom - I want easy access to that sexy place between your legs." I finally turned away - ashamed at what we had done, that I just lay there beneath my daughters gaze and allowed her to talk and treat me this way. Her slim fingers grasped my chin and forced me to look at her again. "Do you understand me slut?" Never in my life had anyone called me that! The word had never fit before last night I had to admit to myself grimly. Her fingers pulled at the thick patch of pubic hair between my legs, "And shave this before you shower - I like to eat my peach without any fuzz." Sheryl stood and strode out of my bedroom while laughing loudly. --