TO BE READ BY ADULTS AT LEAST 21 YEARS OF AGE

   Copyright (C) FEBURARY 2015 By C.D.E.  ALL Rights Reserved

   This story may not be reproduced in any form or sold for profit.  This
story may be freely distributed for personal use with this notice attached.

   All Characters And Events Depicted In This Story Are Purely Fictional.
There Is No Intention In Any Manner, To Represent Or Mimic, Any Real World
Situations Or Persons.

   Story Content: (Cuckold, M+/F, Mind Control (MC), MM, Inter, Impreg,
FemDom, MDom)

   WARNING: THIS STORY IS A PURE SEXUAL FANTASY.  DO NOT READ THIS STORY IF
YOU ARE HOMOPHOBIC, AND/OR DO NOT LIKE READING A FICTIONAL STORY OF THE
DOMINANT/CUNNING SLUT WIFE GENRE, WHERE GULLIBLE MEN ARE
TRICKED/FOOLED/USED, PSYCHOLOGICALLY MANIPULATED, OCASSIONALLY FLAGELLATED,
SEXUALLY DOMINATED BY THEIR BEAUTIFUL SLUT WIVES AND OCASSIONALLY BY THEIR
WIVES' MALE LOVERS.

   TO BE READ BY ADULTS AT LEAST 21 YEARS OF AGE
Title: Memoirs of a Virgin Husband, PART 2
Author: C.D.E
CAST:

   Cecil - Husband Cora - Wife

   CHAPTER 1: REFLECTIONS

   It seems as if it was just a few years ago, rather than 20 plus years
ago, when Cora taught me the joy of being her loving pussy mouth douche. 
This started me on the path to being a very accomplished used pussy sucker,
as well as guiding me to develop an avid taste for cum.  And as has been
revealed earlier, that was about a year before we were married.

   Another aspect of my long marriage, which just slapped me in the face as
I was consolidating my notes for my memoirs, was that I have yet to have
been intimate with my lovely wife when she hasn't been used sexually,
beforehand by one or more of her many men friends and studs.  Even when my
wife, some 20 years hence our wedding, permitted me to finally slide my
smallish aching prick into her hot pussy, she first had me suck out the
fuck fluids of other men she'd been fucked by.

   It really was no secret at the time that she'd been with a man, or more
likely, with several men, before presenting herself to me for our first act
of real intercourse since we were married.  She reeked of the fuggy odor of
heavy sex.  Plus, not only was there dried pussy drip tracks between her
lovely alabaster thighs, there was also sizeable splotches of dried semen
splatter on her clothes and the exposed cleavage of her well-endowed
breasts.

   But alas, I had been accustomed to her being in this and even greater
states of dishevelment and lascivious unkemptness during our long
relationship.  Nevertheless, as always, just the mere thought that finally,
after all the previous men that've had my wife before me, I would finally
get my turn to enjoy her vaginal charms, thrilled me to no end.  And even
though I encountered almost no resistance as I slid my rock hard penis in
her very slimy fuck chute, I was so excited.  I didn't last long before
having a very heavenly release less than 2 minutes after entering her
luscious pussy, which I was only allowed to lick and suck for the last 20
plus years.  It was truly a momentous event for me.  It was too bad that
Cora couldn't enjoy this occasion or share my delight as much as I did. 
You see, she was sound asleep from the moment she gave me the green light
to consummate our marriage.

   As has already been told, it was Cora's dad who helped me see the
necessity of becoming a skilled cocksucker, and sissy slut-whore for his
family business - and well for his family in general.

   Since I was soon to become his daughter's cuckold husband and pantywaist
son-in-law, it was his opinion that this was just a natural path for me to
take.

   I still remember much of the conversation he and I had, where I timidly
put forth the position that even though I had agreed to her having wanton
sex with her different studs, bulls, and work husbands - as she referred to
them - I still was of the position that as her future husband, even though
officially, cuckold was an accurate characterization, I didn't see why I
needed to project an even greater image of inferior manliness.

   His reply: "Cecil, my sweet future son-in-law, you are soft and a
natural submissive.  You're a natural Bottom.  It's a role you should seek
to live out, and rejoice in your great potential to being one."

   Cora's dad went on to explain what a "Bottom" was in Gay Male parlance
and let me know that just because I would be involved in enjoying things
gay males may do, doesn't mean I was Gay or that I should have any shame in
performing such acts or having them performed on me.

   "And Cecil sweetie, you already realize you're not as manly as the type
of studs and bulls, my daughter really needs to keep her sexually happy,
but you have accepted, and quite well, I have to say - to both me and her
mother's full satisfaction - doing those necessary things that she expects
of your husbandly cuckold status in the marriage.  But since I know you
want to be sure that you fulfill her current and future expectations of you
to be a loving, devoted, and unselfish obedient husband, surely you
wouldn't have any objections to letting her know that you don't intend to
put limits on your lesser manliness if she desires that of you.  What I
think would be a good idea is for you to take some training and development
of new skills that I'm certain will make my daughter even fonder of you."

   Cora's dad, as I've always found him to be, is a difficult person to
rebut once he makes up his mind to do something.  The more we talked back
and forth, it was very difficult for me to not come across as showing signs
of my inferior manliness.

   In the end, her dad made me an offer to live in with his family and be
trained in skills that would enhance me as submissive sissy cuckold
husband.

   I tried to find a diplomatic way to refuse his offer and to stop him
from using the word "sissy" as we talked.  It was to no avail, especially
when he began unzipping and unbuckling his pants.  I was shocked at his
sudden action.  He then pushed down his pants and shorts revealing his
rather large and long thick penis, which was swelling and lengthening into
a very firm fullness.

   Needless to say, he easily intimidated me with his big stiff dick and
coerced me into sucking my very first cock to a creamy completion.  I
remember having to swallow his ejaculating load with at least 4 gulps.  I
milked the remaining dribble for over 5 minutes as he held my head and
worked his softening penis in and out of my pursed lips.  To my utter
surprise, and shame, I found the experience and taste of my forced cock
sucking to be so much more pleasant than I'd even envisioned.

   I had been soundly reduced to being put on the road to being the sissy
he seemed desirous of me becoming.  And it seemed that there was nothing I
could do to stop this train.

   Mr.  J****** unilaterally decided that I was to move into the large
J****** family home, and that his wife, Cora's mother would train me.  The
purpose was so that I would have a better understanding of what it took to
be a good husband for Cora, as well as their future son-in-law.

   I knew I had lost the battle, but I thought sure mother would stop this
cold.  Little did I realize at the time, just how much mother had been
pulled under the power of the J****** Family's mind control.  When I told
her of the Cora's dad's plan, she was not only supportive and encouraging,
but seemed genuinely thrilled for me.  I knew then what I was up against
and resigned myself to being at the mercy of the J****** family.

   I was moved into a small room off from the kitchen.  It was like a
maid's room and came complete with an adjoining bath.  It was comfortable
even if small.

   A funny thing about the room was that the room locked from the outside.
Once inside, I could be locked in until someone decided to let me out. 
When I raised that with Cora's dad, he simply said "Don't worry about that,
it's not important, you'll get use to it."

   During my stay in that small room, I was visited many times at night for
sex by Cora's dad, Cora's brothers and sundry other horny male family
members in attendance, who used my mouth and ass as a personal family cum
dump facility.

   I had no will to resist any of sex needy men, as they easily used me for
whatever their raging dicks desired.  The sad thing is that I soon found
myself completely enjoying the abuse they imposed on me.

   I also had to do a lot of cunt cleaning for other female family members
other than Cora.  Here again, I found myself thoroughly enjoying eating out
their many sloppy bushy fuck boxes.

   Cora's mother was quite pleased at my domestic and kitchen skills, as
mother had been responsible for teaching me to hold my own in being
efficient in cooking, cleaning, and general household domestic duties.

   My domestic training under their roof was thorough and I was often
placed in a maid's uniform, with a vintage white lacy pinafore, especially
for the weekly family Sunday dinner.

   At these dinners, I not only did a majority of the cooking and meal
preparation under Cora's mom, but also was required to serve the guests. 
When I wasn't serving or tending to the guests' food needs, my duty was to
stand aside in the corner and wait until I was called to provide further
food service, usually at the request of the lady of the house, Cora's mom.

   Another aspect of these family Sunday dinners was that Cora would be
sitting next to one of her work husbands or one of her old flames, whom she
or her mom were fond of.  I was so utterly embarrassed and humiliated,
especially, when I was always introduced as Cora's fiancée.  That always
gave everyone a good laugh, and always a very snide condescending glance
from the man that was with my future bride.  I could tell Cora adored
ridiculing me as a much lesser male when around or with her men friends,
which were always more masculine than me.

   But as with most such situations with me and my future wife, I had to
persevere the embarrassment and put downs that were generously dumped upon
me.  Her story was that since I loved her so, I should be very willing to
do a little play acting for her.  But the truth be known, I wouldn't if I
could control my will, which I readily deduced they knew I couldn't against
their rather powerful mind influence or control.

   After these dinners, Cora and her man of the day would disappear and
sometimes later I would get a summons to come and tongue douche her very
well fucked and slimy messy pussy.  And as always, my prick would become
ridged and ache and burn as I did my suck and slurp cunt cleaning chore. 
As my head was pressed tightly to her slimy soggy bush, she would not only
moan with sensuality, but would recall all that had occurred that led to
the mess I was orally cleaning up and consuming.  She seemed to get quite a
thrill from mentioning her lovers' penis dimensions and how vigorous they
fucked her.

   But alas, it seemed the more I was abjectly humiliated and ridiculed by
her, the deeper my love grew for Cora.

   Another aspect of my training at Cora's family house was what I refer to
as the "Whip-a-torium".

   It was an area in their basement, where I was taken numerous times for
my behavioral whippings.

   I was whipped when it was thought that my behavior was lacking
enthusiasm or eagerness in doing my chores or not seeming willing to serve
and follow orders given to me.  If I was the least bit sullen, I would be
given a demerit.  When I had a total of 5 or more demerits, it was off to
the whipping rack, where I was securely cuffed and my bottom severely
spanked or whipped.  I only resisted being bound to the whipping rack once.
For if I resist, I would be whipped twice as long.  I learned my lesson
from that one experience.

   Spankings were usually done to warm me up for the electrical extension
cord or a whippy cane.  The spanking paddles were either wood or thick
coarse leather.  Both types really hurt.  Often I'd always wish they would
not progress beyond the paddles, but only rarely was I so lucky.

   The painful corporal punishment was supposed to instill in me the proper
attitude of a servant pantywaist cuckold.

   And from my personal experience of severe pain, I have to say it worked,
as I learned to always smile and pretended to be eager to do whatever was
desired of me.

   I hate to reveal it, but whippings would continue to be a continuing
part of my marriage up to the present day, some 20 plus years later.

   CHAPTER: 2: MISCELLANEOUS EVENTS FROM OUR MARRIAGE (Not Always
Chronological)

   EVENT #1: MY WIFE AND I TALK ABOUT ME BEING A GOOD VIRGIN HUSBAND

   "Cecil, we have such a wonderful marriage.  It's so good having a
husband like you.  You put up with my seeing and fucking all the other men
in my life, while you obediently stay home and take care of the home front
and tend to our kids, while I'm out partying with my men friends."

   "W-Well Cora, I-I know it makes you happy to do things like that, s-so
I-I try to b-be understanding."

   "Yes, Cecil, you are so understanding of my needs.  That's why I love
you so."

   "T-Thank you dear."

   "And I'm especially pleased of your understanding about me having the
babies from my 7 work husbands."

   "I-I was not totally pleased w-with them wanting to make us a wedding
gift of t-their babies.  But s-since you were already pregnant at the time
- that is during our engagement with your boss's baby.  I-I felt I-I had no
c-choice in the m-matter, s-since y-you know l-I love you s-so much.  A-And
later y-your parents convinced me t-that it w-would seem unfair to the
other 6 chaps in your office not to give them a chance to make a baby with
you too.  T-They a-and you made me feel so s- selfish a-and guilty of
b-being self-centered, I-I felt going along w-with their plan was the only
way t-to atone myself.  H-However, I-I was most put out about t-them
demanding that I-I not have intercourse with you until you had all their
babies - that is, from all 7 of your work husbands." I blurted out in a
cracked voice.

   "I know darling.  That was a little demanding, especially when they
wanted me to wait a good year between pregnancies, which would be about 2
years allocated to each of them.  The fact that you'd have to wait 14 to 15
years after our wedding to put your prick in your new bride, may seem a bit
outrageous to some, but after you and I set down with them, as well as
discussed the matter with my parents - as well as your parents - I was so
delighted you came around to seeing just how sensible it was for you to put
up with the inconvenience of staying a virginal husband a little longer."

   "Y-Yes, I-I was in a-a bit of a turmoil a-and flustered.  B-But after
seeing y-your, and o-our parents positions t-that your work husbands were
Alpha males a-and I-I was t-the much lesser male a-and should acquiesce
t-to their demands, I-I found it hard to refute things.  F-For some reason,
a-and I-I don't know why, even 20 years later, h-how y-you all s-so easily
convinced me.  I-I still t-think y-you and your folks h-have some kind of
mind control p-power o-over me... and my folks also.  F-For I-I never
thought t-that mom a-and dad w-would go a-along..."

   "Now darling, stop being so silly with that mind control stuff.  You
were convinced honey, because it was right for you to do.  Your mom even
said because you were a mama's boy, it was best for you just go with the
program and be satisfied beating off for a few more years.  She proudly
pointed out how she, like I do now, supervise your masturbation to keep you
under control as you were growing up.  Of course, I do it to keep you
faithful to me.  Of course, my having your cock and balls under lock and
key with that electronic chastity belt you're wearing also helps too.  And
don't forget, your mom also strongly supported you sucking my pussy when we
first started dating.  Something you said she'd never endorse."

   "Y-Yes, y-you're right Cora.  I-I was surprised, especially when y-you
told both her and dad that y-you were feeding me the cum of your other men
friends after they fucked you.  B-But like y-you said back then, mother
w-was very concerned a-about me keeping m-my virginity - as you were. 
P-Plus I-I have to confess, I-I never believed that y-your oozing messy
well fucked pussy could be s-so tasty a-and that it w-was so pleasurable to
be intimate with you as your cream pie eater."

   "Yes Cecil, it was then and still a very pleasurable experience for me
too.  I just love the feel of you sucking other men's sperm out of my
frequently fucked cunt as I straddle your face.  And the sound of your
slurping and sucking out the fuck glop is erotic music to my ears."

   "O-Oh Cora, I-I know that makes you happy to have me do that.  P-Plus as
y-you told me back then, I-I've grown f-fonder over the years of suck
cleaning your u-used pussy out."

   "Yes darling, I remember it well.  And it's so good to know that your
doing so is a staple of our harmonious marriage.  I rave to my friends what
a great pussy sucker you are.  And even though you are a faithful and
dedicated cuckold, everyone is still amazed at how well you get along with
my work husbands and other men I have open affairs with.  I'm really proud
that you are so cooperative with my needs and deal so well with all my men,
as well as all their cum too."

   "T-Thanks Cora, I-I appreciate y-you saying that.  It did t-take s-some
effort to become at ease w-with your 7 work husbands, b-but I-I think
things are much b-better than t-that first year w-we were married."

   "Yes darling, I remember well how emotionally taxing it was for you to
be around my tall, brawny handsome work husbands and how they easily
intimidated you."

   "W-Well w-with them a-all smirking and knowing I-I was still a virgin,
w-while all of them h-had been in bed w-with you numerous times d-did
factor in, n-not to mention t-that t-they all were s-so much more muscular
a-and macho a-and handsome than me."

   "Well it's good that over the last 20 years you've become more
comfortable being in their presence."

   "Y-Yes I-I have.  I-I have to admit, like y-you and your dad told me it
would, t-that sucking their big dicks really help me break t-the ice a-and
set the groundwork for me to h-have a w-warmer congenial relationship
w-with them... and many of your other men friends too."

   "Aren't you glad that daddy encouraged and taught you to become a cock
sucker, by first doing some practice sucking on his cock?"

   "Y-Yes dear.  It w-was g-good of him.  J-Just like he said, it r-really
has been an asset in o-our marriage.  F-For as your father said, it
r-really has h-helped me experience firsthand h-how y-your real men friends
a-are so much better men t-than I-I'll ever be.  E-even a-after all t-this
time, a-and the literally thousands of dicks that have been between my
lips, I'm still in awe of what heavy comers these men are a-and the
robustness they have w-with their big hard cocks."

   "Yes they are darling, you can expect that of my real men." My wife said
as she left the room with a snide haughty smile on her face.

   As I continued my household chores and thought of the early days of our
marriage, I couldn't help but recall the first time I began to experience
the ecstasy that comes from observing better hung men fucking, and often,
inseminating my wife, while I sat idly by helplessly and suffering with a
raging aching hard-on.

   When the hot nasty fuck spectacle before my eyes was concluded, I was
required to clean things up with my mouth as well as swallow all that I'd
tongue and slurped up.  I eventually developed a great fondness for the
taste of the fuck residue on the stud's wet slime smeared genitals and in
my wife's used messy oozing sex.  I knew I was being horribly degraded by
doing these things, but as I have repeatedly expressed, I couldn't stop
myself from performing the disgraceful acts, or from receiving the almost
addictive pleasure of carrying out the despicable actions.

   The other thing I found strange was my lack of lingering anger that I
felt I should have from being influenced in a most heinous, but
sophisticated way, of being used the way I was, or that I would get highly
aroused by the sight of my wife being a slut and breeder for all her studs.
I often asked myself, over and over, what's wrong with me?  The same answer
came back, "I don't know".  And to top things off, I usually found myself
more in love with my wife after each situation.

   EVENT #2: I TALK WITH DR.  JUDY, A RELATIONSHIP & MARRIAGE COUNSELOR

   "Cecil, you are so correct, the training and orientations I've been
immersing you in over the years of your marriage have indeed increased your
aptitude for servitude and submission, as well as gotten you to be aware of
the greater mental contentment and satisfaction that comes from your
embracing masochism as a normal lifestyle as a cuckold spouse."

   "A-As you know, e-even after being married for 8 years, I-I still have
f-feelings that I-I shouldn't be doing many of the things y-you and my wife
a-and her family, a-and even my own mother says are acceptable for me to
perform.  B-But I-I still c-can't resist o-or refuse doing them.  A-And
after I-I perform these s-sex acts or o-other things I-I sometime think
a-are demeaning a-and despicable or just perverted, I-I can't help but feel
good a-and usually r-rather contented at d-degrading myself in the
process."

   "But even you admit, as you have often in our sessions, that it really
feels good being sexually used by better men.  And in addition, by orally
cleaning up after their sex acts, you have become a better person."

   "Y-Yes Dr.  Judy, I-I believe I have.  Y-Your guidance and reinforcement
of what my wife Cora, her family - especially her dad - and my mom too, all
told me, has really helped me be the type of well-behaved husband Cora
desired me to be.  And I-I have to tell you, I was skeptical of your
driving me to openly tell others that I was a cuckold, b-but you were so
right, e-even though m-my humiliation was great, t-the added ridicule
helped me be more at ease a-and comfortable with my situation.

   "A-And y-your idea of me t-taking signs to work a-and putting them in
a-and around my desk, r-really helped." I said to Dr.  Judy.  Over the
years she had me carry in and either post on the wall behind my desk, or on
it, the following slogans: -"I'm a pantywaist cuckold and proud of my slut
wife" -"I'm a certified cream pie eater" -"I'm a proud cock sucker and I
always swallow" -"I'm not a faggot, but I don't mind doing what faggots do.
Just ask" -"If you have a hard dick, and need a sissy bitch, just ask me
for some sissy head or fag pussy"

   I went on to tell Dr.  Judy, as she directed me, how wonderful it felt
to work in my In-law's three brothels, as a fag cock whore and oral cunt
cleaner.  My duties also gave me an opportunity to mouth clean the numerous
clients' slimy dicks coated with fuck glop.  Often, in the process of me
doing that, many of the customers ejaculated down my throat, giving me an
unexpected, but welcome reward of their hot jism.

   I never thought I could be so happy being on my knees in the halls of a
whore house, feeling so much pleasure from slurping out frequently fucked
gloppy messy whores' pussies, and men fucking me and my mouth, but I did.
Just as Dr.  Judy had said, the exposure of my performing such debasing
acts in a public setting, contributed to me having greater confidence and
feeling a warm contentment and great self-satisfaction as a willing fag
cock whore.

   In my sessions with Dr.  Judy, Cora's work husbands would often be a
topic of discussion which she strongly encouraged me talk freely about. 
Her take on me having to deal with such an unusual situation is that I was
very fortunate to have a fiancée and bride that had 7 robust studs in her
marital dowry.  And Dr.  Judy was just ecstatic when she learned that
Cora's work husband would have such a strong influence over my behavior in
our marriage and especially them giving us a gift of 7 pregnancies, where
they each would inseminate Cora, my bride, over a period of time.  A period
of time in which I would be prohibited from having any normal coitus with
my bride.

   "Cecil, I can't express how wonderful this situation is for you.  First,
by accepting their rule in your engagement and marriage, and subsequently
their future children as gifts to your marriage, you are setting the
foundation for a very strong and long marriage.  I see it as such a
fortunate thing for you to have 7 superior Alpha males that you have to
answer to and abide by their wishes, in addition to a wonderful and lovely
dominant aggressive wife that is a natural leader and the obvious head of
your house and marriage.

   "I know some may say that this is too much control to deal with, but
Cecil I see the control and structure Cora and her work husbands, as well
as her dad, will bring to your life can only be good for you and can only
make you a better person and cuckold husband." Spoke Dr.  Judy.

   The more we discussed the work husbands, or my husbands-in-law, they
could do no wrong in Dr.  Judy's eyes.  She fully and vehemently supported
my sexual abstinence from intercourse, and long term masturbation for me.
She was very emphatic about my continued wearing of my electronic loin
lock.

   I was at first fairly perturbed at Dr.  Judy and thought she was not
being impartial in her assessments, but the more she talked and counseled
me, I began to accept and embrace her recommendation of a subjugation
lifestyle for me in which I would be well controlled, managed and
supervised at every turn by the people that loved me.  "Such control will
instill in you an even greater sense of responsibility as Cora's husband,
and enhance your relationship with your husband-in-laws." She told me.

   There were times that I had to carry my wife to each of her work
husband's office, or homes, and wait outside while they fucked her. 
Afterwards, her work husband would invite me in to mouth clean their messy
genitals of their slimy messy fuck gunk.  It was so embarrassing to have to
kneel and lave and suckle each man's large languished penis meat, but yet
my much smaller prick was stretched to the breaking point and there was a
warm delightful feeling that invaded my senses that let me know that such
abject humiliation and degradation gave me quite an erotic high and filling
of fulfillment.  This is exactly as Dr.  Judy had predicted.  And as has
happened many times, when sucking up the abundant spend from my Cora's very
messy nasty looking oozing well fucked cunt, the enjoyable feeling would
cause me to come in my shorts.

   As you might expect, Dr.  Judy fully supported the above actions and
requests by Cora and my husband-in-laws.  And as Dr.  Judy said I would,
and should acquiesce to, I did and found that the demands imposed on me
weren't that unreasonable after all.  And also as Dr.  Judy projected,
accepting myself as an inferior and submissive beta male, my relationship
with Cora's work husbands greatly improved.

   I would be remiss to not mention Dr.  Judy's nurturing role in helping
me fully comprehend the love that Cora and her dad were showing to me when
they would flog and severely whip me for what seemed like the tiniest
infractions of the rules they laid down.  And just as my parents had tried
to tell me, Dr.  Judy reiterated that "Cecil, they wouldn't whip you unless
they felt it was for your own good.  What better demonstration and
expression of their love than that."

   Despite the burning pain and bruises from the extension cords and whippy
canes I was often flogged with, the warm hearted discussions with Cora and
her family, as well as many counseling sessions with Dr.  Judy, I, like my
parents, came to see how wonderful it was to be beaten by Cora and her dad
as an expression of their love for me, as well as fostering the type
behavior they expected of me.

   I later stopped thinking about whether certain things were right, or
correct for me to do, when Cora or my husband-in-laws requested or demanded
I do something for them.  I would just blindly do as I was told.  I did,
and everything seemed to go so much better and smoother with my
husband-in-laws, my in-laws, and with Cora also.  This is what Dr.  Judy
had prescribed to me, and I ended up profusely thanking her for her wise
and professional counseling.

   Cora's family paid for my sessions with Dr.  Judy.  I was fearful that
Dr.  Judy would tend to lend toward her and her family's outlook, but the
more I was attended Dr.  Judy's sessions, however, she got me to see that
she was not bias in any manner, but very impartial, and that what Cora and
her family were espousing was what was best for me.  She appeared to be so
glad that she helped me see the light.

   EVENT# 3: A FEW YEARS AFTER THE WEDDING: MOTHER AND I DISCUSS MY MISERY
& SUFFERING

   "Cecil sweetie, over the course of your young marriage, it's so good
you've come to see the joy for you and Cora that comes from you being
sexually denied and having to suffer in misery with blue balls and an
aching throbbing prick."

   "O-Oh yes, I have mother.  It does make m-me happy to see her happy. 
I-it gives her so much enjoyment to s-see me in misery with a throbbing
prick a-and knowing I have to endure the craving for release, o-only to
have to wait until s-she decides when I-I can get off by jerking off."

   "And with you being the darling cuckold you are, you of course don't
mind masturbating yourself, that is, with her permission and supervision,
until one day, when you finally get your chance to fuck her pretty pussy."

   "Y-Yes, you're right mother.  Having to beat my meat isn't s-such a
terrible thing to do, since I-I know her seeing me p-pull myself off a-and
eating my s-spurted and splattered ejaculate pleases her so much.  Of
course, I-I have you to thank for training me to a good masturbator."

   "You're welcome son.  I was just doing my motherly duty for you.  Of
course Cora having you eat your jack off juice was a brilliant touch in
helping you to be an even better wussy cuckold husband."

   "Y-Yes I-I guess it has, mother." " And as she told me "Cecil, your
eating all her real men's cum, both from her cunt and all those cocks you
suck, what would people say if you didn't eat your own cum?  You would be
telling them that you don't respect your own spunk?" So as you can see, it
was a simple thing, but it did illustrate her wisdom in helping you to
build up your self-esteem and confidence as a pantywaist cuckold.  Your
father and I are very proud of you as her devoted husband.  And especially
the self-assurance you showed when her 7 office husbands imposed their gift
giving conditions upon the marriage."

   "T-Thank you s-so much mother, that means a lot coming from you and dad.
And as far as Cora's 7 office husbands, Cora's dad, after some talks, got
me to understand that with them being the Alpha males and studs in my
marriage, I should not think of them as imposing their will on Cora and I,
but see their decision as the natural order of things that must be accepted
and obeyed by me, because they and my wife are at the top of the pecking
order.  I'm, of course, am at the bottom, in our unique family unit."

   "Cora's dad is a very wise and articulate man too." "Y-Yes, y-you're so
right mother." I replied to mother timidly.

   In so many words, I also admitted to mother that as far as the gift of
her work husband babies over the next few years, I only have to wait until
she delivers 4 more times.  And that's only about 8 to 12 years more years
for me to be essentially a married virgin husband.  But despite that, I let
mother know that I'd slowly adjusted to my situation as a cuckold husband
and raising and caring for babies from her work husbands, while only being
allowed to jack off and suck her pussy after her other 7 husbands, as well
as my wife's many men friends fuck and use her with abandon.

   "W-With the equipment her 7 husbands are endowed with, I-I have little
to argue t-that it isn't best for them to h-have priority in performing
intercourse with her anyway.  B-But I'm just glad that Cora, and them, a-at
least let me continued eating her out, which is a special treat for me for
which I am really thankful.  I-I'm also glad that since we married, I-I'm
finally permitted by her to fondle a-and caress a-and s-suck on her
magnificent tits."

   Mother and I continued to chat.  I let her know how comfortable I have
come in managing the household chores as well as spending a great deal of
my free time taking care of our 6 little ones from Cora's first 3
pregnancies.

   "Cecil, Cora's right, you are much better being at home babysitting and
performing domestic chores, since you're a home body anyway, while she goes
out partying and clubbing with her work husbands or her other well hung
studs."

   EVENT #4: CORA AND I HAVE A WOMAN & SISSY CUCKOLD HUSBAND CHAT:

   "Y-Yes Cora dear, he wants to do me again.  He really enjoyed fucking me
and then having me eat his heavy load.  H-He really enjoyed shagging me."

   "That's so sweet of him to compliment you on your faggoting skills Cecil
darling.  It's good for real men to realize that they can have a good time
with a sweet sissy cuckolds like you."

   "Y-Yes, I-I did appreciate his kind compliments.  I-I could tell he
liked that I admitted that it was fun to do freaky things to please him
a-and other men as well as be a willing piece of fuck meat for anybody's
horny dick.  H-He also let me know how it fascinated him that I-I loved
eating out sloppy, slimy, well fucked, whore's pussies too."

   "Yes darling, those are very admirable traits that dad and I have worked
hard to cultivate in you, and gotten you to understand that it is very
acceptable and delightful to be what others might call being a depraved
pervert."

   "And Cora, I'm so thankful to you both for helping me enjoy my new
lifestyle.  I-I know I quickly learned to love sucking your real men's cum
from your lovely often fucked pussy.  But when your dad had 21 of his
buddies pull a suck train on me, I think that's when I realized what my
true calling was."

   "And you've made dad and I both proud of your aspiration to be a sissy
cock slut and fag cock whore, but yet still continued to be a great cuckold
pantywaist husband, as I desired of you."

   "A-And that has meant so much to me to know that you and your dad, as
well as both our families have supported and fully encouraged m-me in-in
being the sissy fag cock whore husband I am today."

   I thought back to her dad first proposed that he was going to sleep with
me every Wednesday night as a way of him and me bonding as Father-in-law
and son-in-law.  I knew there was nothing I could do to stop him.  I
mentally sighed and resigned myself to what was in store for me, as the
same time wondered if the meaning of bonding had suddenly changed.  So for
more than 20 years, Cora's dad made good on his promise, and even to this
day, he and I have been sleeping together on Wednesday nights.

   He initially required us both to sleep in the nude.  Over time, he had
me sleeping in risqué slutty lingerie, as well as various pieces of pearl
jewelry.

   Also at first, it would just be him and I together in bed, with him
demanding I give him juicy head.  As time moved on, he began to have
intercourse with me, where I was always the recipient of his raging hard
dick.  He fucked me very vigorously.  To my growing shame, I grew very fond
of him shagging me like a gutter slut or whore.  He loved to mount me
missionary style, so spreading and swinging my legs way back toward my
shoulders became second nature to me.  Whether I desired it or not, he
transformed me into a wanton sissy slut.

   He also started bringing other male relatives, his buddies to bed with
us.  At first it was only 1 other horny man.  This went on for several
weeks, but it was often not the same man as it was the week before.  This
is when I became skilled at being double penetrated by 2 horny men and
their large cocks.

   Sometime later, he would bring as many as 6 other sex starved men in the
room.  I was usually gang banged until everyone was sexually gratified, and
only then could I get some well-deserved sleep.

   To his credit, Cora's dad Wednesday night bonding sessions laid the
foundation for me becoming the skilled eager fag cock whore I am today,
some 20 some years later.

   My wife's voice snapped me from my thoughts of her dad's early years of
indoctrinating me.

   "Speaking for me and dad, we are so delighted that you enjoy letting
horny, sex starved men fuck your face and ass as a means of supporting me
and our growing family, as well as letting my parents profit from you as a
whore too."

   "Oh Cora dear, you know for all you and your dad have done for me and my
family, it's the least I could do is to be a willing wanton whore for
everyone's benefit, including the kids that are the gifts of your other
husbands.  I just feel so good knowing that it's proper for me to get
fucked and be a receptacle for all the sperm that sex starved men want to
discharge in me."

   "Yes my darling husband, I couldn't have said it better.  It is very
appropriate for you to get fucked and filled with the spurted sperm of many
strange men to provide for both our families, as well as show your love for
me and our wonderful kids by my other men.  I find it so fulfilling that
you're willing to be a man's pantywaist bitch and cum dump.  Many wives
can't say such a wonderful thing like that about their sweet loving cuckold
husbands."

   I returned the warmed kiss and embrace my wife gave me as she praised me
for being a promiscuous fag cock whore.  I was touched in a most sincere
way and very pleased that my wife often gave me such wonderful kudos.

   EVENT #5: MOTHER J***** AND I CHAT ABOUT MORE "GIFTS OF BABIES":

   Mother J****, my mother-in-law, had a desire to add 3 of Cora's old
boyfriends, in addition to Cora's 7 work husbands, to sire babies in Cora
for our growing family.  I was devastated to hear her tell me that.  It
would mean me having to wait yet another 6 years to lose my virginity to my
legal wife.

   And even though it irked me in the cavalier manner she approached me
about me having to wait those additional years, as with Cora, and Cora's
dad, I couldn't find the will power in me show the least bit of opposition
to her.  I remember her words so well as I stood before her, Cora, and
Cora's dad, as she spoke.

   "Cecil, I know it's probably a bit of imposition to make you wait a few
more years to consummate your marriage.  But I'd like for Cora to have at
least 3 more babies from 3 of her old flames.  I've selected the 3, because
I believe they will give me some really beautiful grand babies.  Yes, you
can think of them as my designer grandkids.

   "I know you may think I'm awful to do this to you, but you have dealt so
well being humiliated all these years, I'm sure you'll do okay over the
next 6 years too, as they inseminate her and she delivers their babies for
your growing family.  After all, since you've already suffered as a virgin
husband for 14 years, I don't see it as being much of an additional
imposition for you to wait another 6 years or so for Cora to give me the
extra grandkids I want her to have for me."

   I was stunned as I watched my wife quickly concurred with her mother,
without the least bit of concern for my situation.  In fact she added
"You're so right mother, being that Cecil is such a sweetie and gets along
so well with his thingy under my lock and key and beating off for me, I
know he'll gladly do it for such a good cause."

   Cora's dad, quickly agreed with Cora, and then looked at me as he
congratulated me in advance for the future additions to my growing family.
I said nothing as he rubbed it in how lucky I was to have more family studs
to do all the "hard" work for me.

   As has been with me not being able to stand up against Cora and her
family's decisions, I found myself for the countless time, accepting and
agreeing with their obvious and totally abject humiliation of me.  I walked
away from the conversation accepting that it was a good thing for me and
that it was good for my marriage, even though deep down, I was mentally
hurting because I didn't fully comprehend their control over me .

   As I was leaving the room where Cora and her parents were sitting, and
going into the kitchen to do some chores Cora's mom had left for me, I
overheard some things that were said when they thought me out of earshot.

   "He's a perfect husband for you Cora." Spoke her mother.  "And plus,
he's good at raising all your illegitimate bastards you get from fucking
around on him." Interjected her dad with a chuckle.  Almost immediately,
Cora and her mom simultaneously broke out in a hearty laugh.

   As I made my way back to the kitchen to work on my tasks, I could only
mentally lament on what I'd overheard.  I thought of the many times I would
be required to kiss my wife's prominent swollen pregnant belly each morning
and night.  And in the process of doing so, express my love for her for
looking so beautiful and radiant as she stood before me carrying another
man's baby.

   As she often looked down at me with a smile that only be described as
gleeful, yet disdainful, the sight of her, especially her very swollen milk
laden breasts, as she stood before me in an open front robe that exposed
her engorged tits, bulging tummy, and bushy pussy, caused me to feel a
strange mix of emotions.

   At one extreme, I feel a strong sense of joy for my wife.  That is, that
she is happy being pregnant by one of her work husbands, and proudly
proclaiming publicly that the baby wasn't mine.  I don't know why, but I
also felt good that she was happy with her utter humiliation of me in this
manner.  On the other extreme, I experienced an intense feeling of
inferiority that made me feel so unworthy of her, and yet grateful that she
wanted me in her life, even if only as her enslaved pussy whipped husband.
I also felt a strange delight that she let her other men's babies carry my
last name, and thought I was worthy enough to work hard to provide for and
raise them as ours.

   Even in her advanced state of pregnancy, I found her beautiful and
voluptuous.

   Occasionally, the intensity of my humiliation and the feeling of being
so downtrodden would swell up in me and lead me to have an uncontrollable
ejaculation in my shorts.  Such masochistic pleasures, while extremely
enjoyable, are also a curse to me, as I struggle to understand who and what
I've become, since becoming intertwined with the J****** Family.

   SITUATION# 6: ME & CORA TALKING - MORE BABIES FOR ME TO PROVIDE FOR AND
RAISE:
"Cecil darling, you really can't blame me.  After all, if mother has
directed me to have more babies respectively, from Scott, Hank, and Ted.  I

have to obey her.  You know how strong willed and stubborn she is."

   "SIGH!  I-I know, b-but I-I thought y-you could at least a-appeal t-to
her t-to..."

   "Cecil, you think I'm ready to get pregnant 3 more times?  Just because
I've put the best on the outside while having our 12 darling bundles of joy
from my 7 office husbands does not mean I'm going to delight in having at
least 3 more.  Even though I'll enjoy getting pregnant, the rest of having
these 3 new babies will be no walk in the park.  No honey, I may not want
to obey mother, but she has put her foot down and you know when she does
that, you and I both have to obey her."

   "SIGH!  Y-You're right o-of course.  "

   "So don't fret darling, after all, like she said to you, you made it
through 14 years of having blue balls and beating your meat, what's another
6 years of doing the same before you get to put your prick in my pussy. 
You do love me enough to wait just a little while longer, and also raise
more babies from other men, don't you sweetie?"

   "O-Oh y-yes, y-you know I-I love you Cora... a-and ... SIGH!  ... J-Just
as before, a-any babies you have from y-your men friends, I-I'll love them
just as if t-they were m-mine.  B-But, I-I j-just w-wish it c-could be
d-different... B-But o-oh what the use.  J-Just as y-you said, y-your
mother h-has determined w-what's best for us, s-so w-we have to do w-what
she says."

   I also was lamenting the fact that more babies would mean that I would
have to turn more tricks each week than before.  In the past, Cora's dad
added 5 more tricks a week to my quota for each additional child our family
grew by.  I am hoping that she'll have no more than a total of 3, which
means about 15 more dicks a week I'll have to take on to break even.  I
cringe when I think of her having any more twins or triplets.

   EVENT #7: CORA'S DAD HAS MOTHER'S HELP PIMPING ME OUT EARLY IN MY
WHOREDOM CAREER

   "Oh mother, I-I'm tired and I feel so used, but I-I have to admit, it's
a-a feeling of happy exhaustion." I said to mother as I wearily walked in
from being gang banged by 6 sex hungry laborers who had come by looking for
cheap pussy.

   "Oh you really looked worn-out Cecil dear, but I can tell from the look
on your face, you really enjoyed all those throbbing hard dicks pummeling
you sweetie." She replied.

   "Oh yes, I can't thank you enough, mother, for encouraging me to be
their fag whore for the evening.  Their dicks were so hard and tasty, not
to mention all that delicious hot slimy nut cream they fed and filled me
with.  It was so delightful to be used and fucked by them all."

   Mother quickly asked if I was able to suck out and taste all of their
first loads before I got fucked by the group.

   "Oh, I insisted they each let me suck out and swallow them, but 2 of the
guys told me they couldn't wait that long, so they began shagging me with
the promise from me, that as they got ready to come, I'd take their cum in
my mouth.  I quickly agreed and that's how I managed to not only get fed 6
very copious gooey nice loads of their burning sperm, but 3 more as I was
fucked by the group when they had seconds with me.  The men were so pleased
at my mouth cleaning their dicks and balls after they fucked me.  And just
as you told me it would, I experienced a natural high and a great deal of
satisfaction just lapping and slurping up all smeared slimy fuck glop from
their messy languished members.

   "Yes son, I know they and others will tell you how nasty it is of you to
do this, but because you're enjoying becoming the sweet faggy slut and
whore you're turning into, it is not only good for you emotionally, but
also mentally, to show real men your gratitude and deep appreciation for
them using you, and filling you with their thick slimy hot sperm.  It's
also what a good faggot whore does, and we both know you want to be a good
fag whore, right?."

   I quickly replied to mother in the affirmative as well as shaking my
head up and down also.  Her broad warm smile pleased me immensely, even if
that same old nagging feeling , deep in in the back of my mind kept
reminding how utter was my humiliation and degradation from doing what now
seemed to please me.

   As mother and I embraced warmly, I again thanked her for helping me see
the light and how good it was for me to accept becoming the fag whore
Cora's dad desired me to be, that is, in addition to being the pantywaist
cuckold Cora was nurturing me to be.

   "You're quite welcome sweetie.  It does me so good to know that you not
only have a good wife that is cultivating you as a proper loving cuckold
husband, but it also warms my heart that you have a caring father-in-law
that thinks enough of you to train you with the skills of a fag whore so
that you can be a good provider to your new wife, and the babies she been
having and will have again.  And on top of all this, you're contributing to
the family business."

   "Y-Yes mother, I-I do feel good about myself being the fag cuckold
husband her dad wants me to be.  A-And like he told me, a-and you too, it's
really good for me to be submissive a-and compliant to the needs of others.
I-I never dreamed it would feel so delightful to be dominated and used ...
a-and especially treated as a fag whore sex slave."

   "It's so good to hear you say that Cecil.  For just as Cora's dad
instilled in me and your dad the joy of being controlled and owned by him
and his family, I see now you also are feeling the joy of being under the
loving subjugation and total management of your lovely wife, and her dad as
well."

   It was then I relayed to mother that lately, Cora not only has me
sucking out her well fucked nasty, messy, oozing cunt right after her studs
fuck her, but is requesting them to shag while I do.

   "M-Mother you know I-I've come to like having a hard dick in my mouth
and simultaneously having someone fucking me too.  Well I've also gotten a
similarly delicious feeling from sucking Cora's sloppy cunt while being
fucked, and especially so from the same dick that's fucked her just a short
while ago."

   Mother smiled, then French kissed me on the mouth and again reiterated
how wise my wife was for the things she does to bond her and me closer as
wife and cuckold husband.

   As I was falling off to sleep that night, that feeling deep in the
recesses of my head, briefly seem to come front and center.  It was then I
was asking myself, how could my own mother encourage and support me
pursuing and reveling in the level of perversity and sexual degradation as
I have been since meeting Cora and her family.  I never could
satisfactorily answer my own question, as my own brain kept interfering and
asking me why I was rejecting the truth of my delightful feelings of
relishing being used, abused, and humiliated.

   I know in my heart that it's terrible that mother condones and even
causes me to do the things I do routinely now.  But I have to admit she has
caused me to eat out some of the best tasting, well fucked, pussies in
town, including those of numerous whores in the J****** Family Brothels. 
And for that I'm grateful.

   She and my father-in-law thought it a good idea to break into being a
cock sucking fag whore in the grimy low end run down section of the city,
where low end blue collar workers come to buy cheap sexual relief.  Today,
I can't think them enough.  I find such clients are the ones who really
need to get off and don't want to pay more than they absolutely have to. 
That means they are sex starved and their dicks are really stiff and hard,
and by and large massive.  They need to come and when they do, they bring
their bloated balls and give suckers like me a full load of their hot and
slimy, lumpy jism.  I often can't believe how hungry I am for their burning
seed, as I gorge myself and go home with a distended tummy full of
ejaculated sperm.

   Yes, I feel disgraced by my own achievements of sucking so many men
daily to sexual completion, but yet I'm so happy to carry all their
jettisoned cum home in my tummy.  In addition, mother and my father-in-law,
Father J******, have both cultivated in me I should feel good by the
disparaging and humiliating names, such as "scum sucker", "nut eater",
"dick mouth", "mouth pussy", "mouth cunt", "cum dump", "fairy cunt", "cum
toilet", etc.

   Yes, I comprehend how demeaning and vulgar those terms are, but yet I
feel a certain pride as I again and again, eagerly part my lips, and lately
my ass cheeks too, for horny men to appease their burning lust in me for
their sexual relief.  It's an indescribable feeling of joy to know I've
helped them get off.  Plus, I can't seem to get over the great delight I
adore in being the willing recipient of these sex hungry men's hot pent up
sperm.

   My wife and dad-in-law have me working long hours on my knees being
nothing more than a cum dump, or as some call it, my being a "sperm filling
station", but I can't help feeling a great deal of pleasure being used as a
fleshy fuck hole for long lines of hard up clients.  Many times, I'm dual
penetrated with rigid spewing dicks in my ass and mouth simultaneously, a
position I absolutely adore.  Loads of hot gooey semen is my only pay many
of the times when I work, but I treasure every drop of it and every inch of
each dick pushed into me.

   Several significant projects linger in my mind that Cora's dad had me
involved with.

   The first was aptly named the "Prison Project".  He had won a contract
from the Phantomville Dept.  of Corrections and Prisons to provide oral sex
to inmates.  The contract called for 12 male prisoners to be serviced an
hour.  Their goal was to give each inmate 5 minutes to get off in a whore's
mouth.  Needless to say, this is demanding work to provide oral sex at that
rate and receive the ejaculate of each prisoner.  The contract also called
for each prisoner to confirm, by his verbal acknowledgement that he had
ejaculated.  In addition, the sucker had to collect the jettisoned sperm in
his/her mouth and show their open mouths to the camera, including the
swallowing of the prisoner's spend.  If there was no video proof or
prisoner acknowledgment, no money would be paid for that particular
prisoner's oral pleasure.

   For this lucrative project, her dad wanted to have the selected contract
whores work a full 9 hour shift, which means that each whore would have to
swallow the loads of 96 men during the effective 8 hour shift, which only a
half hour lunch break and two 15 minutes rest breaks during the 9 hours of
the total shift time.

   I found it hard to believe that Mr.  J****** selected me to be one of
the contract whores.  He also used two other fag whores in his Brothel
Stable.  He reasoned that overall, we fag whores suck dick better than
women, "because we are passionate about getting that nut cream".

   I thought it would be nearly impossible for me to persevere through a
couple of hours of such and ordeal.  But to my total surprise, it was so
much more fun than I ever imagined.  I easily accomplished my 9 hour shift,
and went onto regularly work 5 days a week being a contract cock sucker and
cum dump.  I was amazed and proud of myself for helping 480 men in one week
get off with my mouth, tongue, and lips.  I went through a lot lip balm. 
In addition, mother estimated that I consumed 7 and a half quarts of semen
during that week.  And to boot, the business lost no money, as every
prisoner got off in the 5 minutes allowed.

   The other significant effort Mr.  J****** involved me with other than
just routine brothel or street whoring, other than I've mentioned in Part 1
or Part 2 of my story, is the Teen Age Pussy Safe Guard Program.

   Mr.  J****** came up with the idea of his staff going to families'
houses/apartments/condos to mouth clean their teen daughters often sperm
drippy cunts when they arrived from their dates.  The purpose being to
reduce unplanned pregnancies.

   His idea became very popular and in demand.  I was selected because I
was known as one of the most skillful pussy suckers among all his whores.

   It was so much fun to have the chance to suck sweet hot young middle
school and high school pussies and get paid for it.

   However, one of the things we pussy suckers soon discovered was that
quite often, we not only were slurping those young hot cunts clean of their
teen boyfriends' copious jism deposits, but also the spend of the girls'
own fathers, as well as other relatives, too.
EVENT#8: ME AND MY WHORING ASSIGNMENTS:
Mother and I were driving back from another assignment Cora's dad, now
who for all practical purposes was my pimp, had sent me on.  I respected
him as such and while he called himself a manager, that's what he really

was, me and mom and dad's pimp.

   We all became satisfied with him in this role, as we did what he
required of us for the J****** family whoring business.

   He had mother drop me off at the rural farm, where I had to make my
mouth available to 22 very horn and sex hungry farm laborers.

   "Yes I did.  Their balls were really full.  I don't think any of them
had sex in a long while." I said to mother in reply to her asking me if I
enjoyed my assignment of being on my knees giving head for over 5 hours.

   I went on to relay to her "But the real bonus was when the two farm
managers took me away to another building and double fucked me in the mouth
and ass.  A-As you know by now, I-I've come very fond of being double
penetrated.  But it's always more fun when the pair switches up and fuck my
other end after they have just fucked my mouth or ass cunt.  Cora's dad had
also trained me to orally receive the load that my fucker had worked up
from fucking my ass-pussy.

   This turned him on to have me swallowing his load after humping me.  I
would also be required to suckle and milk his dick of seeping cum dribble
too.  He thoroughly enjoyed looking down condescendingly on me doing that
for him.  And for some reason, because he got such enjoyment from it, I
came to enjoy doing such a perverse act for him - and many other men that
fucked me and desired me to eat their nut cream that was about to be
ejaculated.

   I remember Cora's dad's words to me.  "Yeah, I know it's nasty, but it
turns me on to see you sucking the dick that just fucked your ass.  Anyway,
we use edible lube, so it's not all that bad for you."

   I guess I should've been ashamed of it, but because it was a nasty thing
to do, it also titillated me having to do such a debasing thing for his
sexual pleasure.

   As she has many times before, mother asked did I do a good lap job on
their hairy balls.  I think she gets a bit of a cheap thrill hearing me
confirm that I licked and suckled all the men's sweaty nut sacs.  For
Cora's dad has instilled into all his whores to give a man's balls the
proper oral attention, as customers tend to remember ball lickers and will
come back for more.

   "Oh mother, getting fucked by all those hard up men was so delightful.
A-And I-I've really gotten to like mouth cleaning their dicks after they
fuck me.  J-Just like Cora's dad said, it just seems so right for me to do,
a-and I-I know it's a n-nasty thing to do and all, b-but it does seems such
an appropriate gesture of respect.  P-Plus it does make me feel good about
myself, t-that is, showing them how I-I appreciate such real men u-using
l-lowly me for their sexual gratification."

   "Dearie, just as Mr.  J****** has told you.  You are nothing but a set
of holes, and holes don't have much value unless someone fills them.  These
wonderful men filled your holes and increased your worth with their dicks
and deposits of sperm they left behind.  For that, you have a right to be
appreciative and grateful.  Understand?"

   "Y-Yes I do." I replied smiling, to which mother reached over, as she
still drove, and grasped my hand and warmly squeezed it.

   "That's a good girly boy.  By the way, you never did get a chance to
tell me about how things went with those merchant marines that'd been at
sea a long time.  When you got back, I was gone out to take care of dudes
for Mr.  J******.  And the next day, you were gone when I got back."

   "Oh wow!  Yes, I remember.  There were 7 of them.  And to say they were
sex starved is an understatement.  They were really famished.  All their
dicks were hard as iron, and big too.  It really took a lot out of me to
soften their stiff dick meat.  But I tell, their cocks and their sperm was
so hot and tasty.  And there was a great deal of it too.  I mean more than
I've ever collected before from individual tricks.  The 7 of them gave me
18 loads between them.  To my joy, they really filled me well."

   I provided mother with all the details of how the 7 horny merchant
marines used and skewered me until their hard dicks were softened and their
ball emptied quite well.  My estimate may be off, but it appeared that each
man, whose first loads I took in my mouth, easily gave me a good 2 ounces
of nut cream.  And with the exception of the 2 who came in my ass-cunt. 
They said my sissy pussy was just too good to pull out.  The moans the men
uttered, whether they were ejaculating in my juicy sissy pussy or my
drooling mouth, sounded so heavenly to me.

   The other 5 fucked me and then switched around quickly to unload in my
throat.  Each of their loads weren't far behind the volume of those earlier
2 ounce loads.

   "It's good to hear that they fed you so well Cecil, and even more
heartwarming that all 7 let you suck off those hefty first loads, and that
5 of them did as you asked them and let you pop them off and swallow their
loads after they got near release by shagging you."

   "Yes mother, they fed me very well.  I'll always remember how rigid
their dicks were a-and the very strong smell of their semen.  I-It was
premium cum, so thick and gooey, and lumpy too.  That made a lot of their
loads chewy also."

   "I know how much you enjoy your mouth being coated with dick slime and
to have that lingering aftertaste from a good group suck."

   "Oh yes, I do and those 7 really made my day.  And another thing mom,
w-while they were overall gentle, they did manhandled me a bit and u-used
me like I was just a fuck toy and nothing more.  They fucked me like
getting their nuts was far more important than my feelings or whether I
could breathe properly.  Luckily, I'm so well trained when it comes to
gagging and choking when taking big cocks between my lips."

   "Yes Mr.  J***** trained you well.  But, in other words, I can tell you
were very pleased at all they did to you.  Right?"

   "Oh yes , mom, very well pleased.  As they used me, they verbally abused
me and called me all sort of derogatory, vulgar and vile names.  Just like
I mentioned to you about my earlier assignment, I relished every inch of
their dicks and every drop of their thick gooey cum."

   I went on to tell mother about the feeling of serenity, I experienced as
I leisurely milked and gently suckled each of their languished dicks.  My
aim was to get all the left over dribble and dregs of their creamy rich
jism.  I literally washed and soaked their cock heads and nut sacs in my
mouth for their pleasure.  I could tell they were pleased and appreciative
of me doing that, even if they attributed it to my being a degenerate and
disgusting fag whore, as they laughed at me in a derisive manner.

   "But you know what mother, t-they made me feel s-so worthless a-and
insignificant, yet it aroused me a-and m-made me feel so contented at being
the lowlife whore that I-I have become.  I-I can't explain it, but all they
did to me, and the names they called me m-made me feel s-so satisfied with
m-my lifestyle.  I-I guess I-I like being abused a-and used as a fuck rag.
It-It just seems s-so right for me."

   "Yes, Cecil, dearie, it is right for you to delight in being used and
abused by such sex needy real men."

   I came home with truly a full stomach and with a great feeling of
contentment.

   Mother and I embraced each other tightly as I thanked her for her
insight.  We then both spent the rest of the evening discussing how good
the J****** family has been to us as well as helped us find such delightful
peace of mind.

   Another interesting assignment that popped up in our conversation was
the C****** Family Reunion.  Cora's dad again picked me because of my
sucking skills.  The family let it be known that they promoted incest in
their household and that they wished to have a sissy pussy mouth douche and
cock sucker, as I had a reputation for being, so as to give all the women,
both family and guest members alike, the pleasure of having their messy
drippy pussies mouth cleaned after between fucks from horny family members
or guests.

   I have to admit, the orgy that went on at that reunion was nothing like
I'd seen before, as I saw mothers and sons, fathers and daughters, aunts
and nephews (and nieces too) along with uncles and nieces (and nephews too)
coupled in the throes of some of the hottest passionate sex acts ever seen.

   After pulling out from those over well filled cunts, the men's dicks
were glazed over with thick frothy fuck muck, of which I eagerly sucked
them clean.  The men were really thrilled about me lapping their hairy
balls.

   There were many cunts that had been repeatedly fucked such that the rich
gooey semen saturated their hairy bushes and continued oozing freely and
would pool beneath the women's crotches.

   "Mother those well fucked and reeking hairy twats looked so messy and
nasty inundated with the men's thick ejaculate, I-I couldn't believe how
t-the sight of such a gloppy mess intensely aroused me and caused me to
dive in tongue first.  It-It seemed that doing such a nasty thing really
e-excited me.  I heard someone say "That's sickening to see him slurp all
that fuck gunk."

   With my head still buried in the warm soft hairy flesh of her very slimy
wet pussy, I sucked hungrily, as my head was held by its owner.  I heard
her yell "Fuck that!  This is the best damn eat out I've ever had.  Let the
fag have his fun.  This is what he likes doing, and he's damn shore good at
too."

   I-I was so ravenous for the byproducts of the fuckings that had
occurred, that I even greedily and nosily slurped up virtually all of the
cum pool drippings from each of the very sloppy pussies I mouth douched.

   The day after the reunion orgy, Cora's dad gave me glowing feedback from
the family.  Not only did they want me back for the next reunion, but that
I could expect more immediate business from the family.  Not only did the
women revel in joy from having my mouth on their sloppy, gloppy, cunts, and
my sucking all that rich fuck muck out of their very promiscuous pussies,
but so did the men as well enjoyed my wet soft lips wrapped around their
raging hard dicks.  Everyone was fascinated about my ravenous taste for
fresh and spent jism.

   EVENT# 9: CORA TALKING TO ME ABOUT HER HAVING BABIES FROM 3 OLD
BOYFRIENDS FOR HER MOTHER:

   "I'm sorry Cecil darling, but mom is insistent about me having more
babies."

   "Y-You know I-I greatly r-respect your mother Cora, b-but it's been
difficult just providing for a-and well doing good parenting for the 12
kids we have now... t- that were gifts from y-your work husbands.  S-Surely
she h-has to realize t-the extra burden t-that 3 more... a-and that's
assuming t-that you d-don't have a set of twins in the..."

   "Wouldn't that be exciting if I did honey.  Just imagine that happening
to us again?  Or even another set of triplets too."

   "P-Please Cora, t-that's too much excitement.  B-But Cora, c-can't you
persuade your mother t-to reconsider her d-desire to h-have more grandkids
w-with the melded physical features of you a-and your old boyfriends?"

   "I'm sorry honey, she seemed pretty determined for me to have their
babies.  And you need to know she did mentioned about your having to wait
another 6 years or longer before you give up your virginity to me, but she
said since you were so strong and courageous in waiting for over 14 years,
she didn't see that a few more years would be any different for you sweetie
to keep beating off for me."

   "SIGH!  Y-You know I-I d-don't mind doing w-whatever y-you want me t-to
do Cora t-to k-keep you happy a-and our marriage harmonious, b-but..."

   "Cecil, as I said, mother seems pretty determined for me to do this, and
well, I don't think I can change her mind.  I'm sorry, I feel I just have
to be her obedient daughter and give myself to my old flames and let them
inseminate me.  She's already had me contact Bob - he's the first one she
picked out - for a fuck date.  Maybe you need to talk to her about changing
her mind."

   "O-Oh Cora, y-you know I-I'm not strong e-enough to c-challenge y-your
mom, especially o-on something t-that she wants so strongly to do."

   "Then to me that sounds like you're saying, you're going to be a good
daddy to our future bundles of joy, as you have been to the babies from my
7 work husbands."

   "Oh Cora, y-you know I-I love all our kids a-and w-will do the same for
t-these future babies, b-but t-there h-has..."

   "Cecil, there no buts about it.  Since you admit that there is almost no
chance of you standing up to mother, or remotely changing mother's mind,
then we both have to do as she demands.  Right honey?"

   "SIGH!  Y-Yes o-of course... y-you're right Cora."

   "And honey, neither of us can be selfish and inconsiderate of her desire
to want more grandkids.  Sure it will require some sacrifice for both of
us, but I believe we owe it to her for all she's done to help us and our
marriage.  Don't you think sweetie?"

   "Y-Yes dear, I-I do.  " I replied to my wife as I reflected on all the
wonderful things that Cora's mom had done to help me be a good husband to
Cora, especially all her guidance on how to see the pleasure of being a
cock sucker, cum sucker, seeing the serenity in being submissive and
slavish, as well as embracing my inferiority as a man and seeing the joy of
being a masochist cuckold husband for Cora.

   The more I talked with my wife, I came to see her side of things that a
little more sacrifice on our part was not too much for Mother Jackson to
ask of us.  Cora would have to sacrifice by getting fucked by more dicks
than she currently was putting out for.  But on the bright side, maybe now
she wouldn't have those urges to as many gang bangs as she does now.  And
for me, it means another 7 or 8 years of me remaining a virgin husband and
having to masturbate under my wife's supervision.  I just hoped that Cora's
schedule would permit me to jack off than 6 times a year, which was the
case the past year.  But despite all that, Cora has helped me to clearly
see, it would seem selfish to object to her mother's request on this
matter.

   Another aspect of this is that Cora let me know that she and her dad had
already talked about how many more tricks I'd have to turn to support our
growing family with my job as a sissy cock whore - in the family's brothel
business.

   As with my wife's 7 work husbands, after seeing that it was useless to
talk Cora out of accepting their gifts to us of them putting their babies
in her, in a subtle way, I raised the issue that the 7 work husbands would
of course provide some measure of support for their biological children. 
To my dismay, not only did Cora look at me askew, but her parents both
chastised me severely that it was so inconsiderate and irresponsible of me
to ask gift givers to pay for the upbringing of children they were so nice
to give us, even if they did so by inseminating my new bride and literally
taking charge of our marital bed.

   After their severe tongue lashings, I apologized profusely to my in-laws
fearing their anger and dissatisfaction with me.  I was fearful they were
going to whip me with one of their many whippy canes or extension cords.  I
was lucky.  I escaped with only a verbal chastisement.

   However, later that day when we were home, Cora further chided me about
me bringing up such an issue with her parents.

   "Cecil, my parent expect you to be a good provider and a responsible dad
to all the children I have in our marriage, irrespective that you are not
the real father of any of them.  And as any good dad, sacrifices are to
expected Cecil darling, but mom and dad are also expecting you to have the
mettle to be a good provider for your family and not ask for handouts from
the real fathers just because they knocked me up.  Plus, dad has said he'll
make sure you get all the dicks to suck and get fucked by, so that you can
have a sufficient income.  After all you are my husband, and it could be
seen as a slap in the face, as well as general disrespect to these real men
to let them suspect you can't provide for your family.  No Cecil, it's
settled.  You'll just have to work harder to make ends meet."

   EVENT# 10: NOT FEELING DEGRADED AS A FAG COCK WHORE:

   "I-I never thought sucking cocks c-could be so good." I said to mother.

   "Yes, my sweet son, dicks are good for you to suck on.  Cora's dad told
your dad and I that he was sure you took to being a cock sucker very well."

   "I-I did mother.  It's so enjoyable s-sucking on s-stiff dick meat a-and
t-then to get a mouthful of hot creamy nut cream is s-so gooood.  I-I
really am grateful to Cora's dad for to talking me into sucking his very
handsome cock."

   "Yes son, sucking your first cock is special.  I'm delighted that you
eagerly went on to suck many more horny dicks and I'm so pleased that you
adore the taste of jism as much as you do."

   As mother and I talked on, I told her how excited I was as Cora's dad
passed me on to other men who let me suck out all their tasty semen.  With
some giddiness, I also confessed how wonderful it feels now when I have
intercourse where horny men push their hard dicks up my rear and fuck me
like a woman.

   "Yes, I love Cora so much.  I-I've come to see that it's quite alright
for her to keep my genitals under her lock and key, a-as well as limit me
to masturbate for her w-when she allows.  I-I fully accept her total
control of me."

   "Isn't it wonderful to be owned by her as if you're her property?"

   I eagerly concurred with mother and went on to let her know that it
pleased me greatly to suffer with blue balls and aching throbbing hard-on's
for her pleasure of humiliating and ridiculing me as she controlled my sex
life in such a sadistic and abject manner.

   "Oh honey, it's so good to hear you say that you delight in suffering
for your wife's kinky happiness.  It's so good you've come to see just how
great it is to be a masochist and prove your love that way."

   "Yes it is mother.  I-I can't tell you how enjoyable it is telling
everyone what a wimp and pantywaist I am and how good it is to be used as a
doormat by my wife.  And it is such a pleasure to let folks know how proud
I am to be a doting daddy to the children my wife has had by her real men
for me to raise and work hard to provide for.

   And I gleefully added that I was very proud to admit that I am a sissy
whore for my wife's profit, for her to use to not only provide for our kids
and her, but also so that she can look stunning and beautiful for her dates
with her studs and lovers.

   For the readers' benefit, I think this section would be enhanced if I
added more details on my evolution from a novice cock sucker to a full
fledge Fag Whore certified by the City of Phantomville.  I think the best
way to explain would be to do a recollection of the following talk I had
with my mother.

   "Cecil, we are all so proud of you becoming a certified fag whore here
in Phantomville." Spoke mother at a dinner she gave for me in celebration
of my achievement.

   I couldn't help but blush with pride at mother's compliments.  It had
taken intensified training and focused dedication on my part, not to
mention, being on the end of a lot of horny hot hard dicks, and receiving a
lot of thick slimy sperm being ejaculated down my throat and up my sissy
ass cunt.  But I had persevered for this cherished accreditation, that both
mine and my wife's family encouraged and strongly supported me in
obtaining.

   To qualify and meet the rigorous standards for certification, I had to
show visual and signatory proof that I had sucked 500 different dicks.  Not
only had I had video proof of me suckling the dicks, but written signatures
of each man affirming that they had ejaculated their pent up burning seed
in my mouth and that I swallowed at least 90% of their ejaculated cum.  The
same type proof was submitted by the 150 different sex hungry men who
fucked my ass-pussy too.

   In addition, my First Class Certification also had something entitled
Special Merits of Subjugation attached.  One was for Eagerness in Cuckoldry
and the other for Excellence in Submission and Servitude.  These two
attributes along with my assessed natural aptitude for low self-esteem
(assessment issued by Dr.  Judy) guaranteed that my wife could exercise a
high degree of control of me as her cuckold husband.

   The Phantomville Board further stated that by my demonstrated lack of
self-worth and my obvious enjoyment of, and willingness to compromise my
manly dignity in performing what society would label "deviant" sex acts
(such as oral cleaning of male and female genitalia after unprotected
intercourse, stalking sex starved men to feed my ravenous appetite for
semen, etc), - both for my wife's affection as well as for her profit and
that of her family - It was determined that it was best for me to be rated
a slave class individual and placed under my wife's total control.

   As a result of this rating, I therefore would have no say so of her
actions in the marriage.  In addition, this also permitted her to obtain an
ownership marriage license, from the Phantomville Government, to marry, as
well as own me as her human commodity.  She could do what she willed with
me, I was hers for the duration of our marriage.  Also, I could never
divorce her.  Only she could take divorce actions.

   In arriving at their unanimous agreement, I think the thing that the
Phamtomville Sexual Activities Certification Board seemed most delighted by
was my willing acceptance of the harsh corporal punishment I had learned to
accept and endure, at the hands of my mother, wife and her dad.  My
statement to the Board that I had come to see such strict discipline as
positive, nurturing and endearing, which aided my development in the better
person I had become.

   The Board Chairman, said "It's obvious you have nothing but the deepest
love for your mother, your mistress wife and the highest respect for your
future in-laws.  I therefore am glad to render the Board's unanimous
agreement to issue you the Certification in Fag Whoredom, with Special
Provisions of Ownership and Servitude to your new bride.

   EVENT # 11: A NOTE FROM MY WIFE:

   "Cecil dear, when Cora came by to drop the little ones off, she left
this note for you also.  I can keep the kids tonight since from her note
you may be a bit busy." Mother said to me as I walked in.

   My wife's note read: "Hi Cecil honey.  Two of our work husbands are
taking me along with them on a business trip.  They feel my pussy can win a
new client over to sign a very lucrative contract with the firm as well,
which will result in a 5 figure bonus for each of us in the office.  I know
the client.  He's had the hots for me for a long time.  He's very rich
though and told them that he'd even like to knock me up.  He knows I'm
ovulating this week, so that's why the trip was planned so quickly.  The
client would get such a priceless thrill knowing I'm carrying his baby and
that it'll be another mouth for you to feed, as you work harder having to
suck even more dicks to provide for yet another bastard child in our
marriage.  He knows about the gifts of babies by the guys in the office. 
My boss has assured him of what a pantywaist wimp you are you wouldn't have
any objections to me having yet, another man's illegitimate baby.  My boss
told him how good you are at raising and providing for the little bastards
I have for us.  So honey, wish me luck on getting knocked up by him the
week I'm going to spend with his unprotected dick in my cunt.  Now the real
reason for this note, my old boyfriends, George and Marty and a couple of
friends of theirs were coming over tonight to gang bang me, but since I
have to go out of town on business, please be a darling and stand in for
me. As far as I know, there will only be 4 of them.  However, leave it to
Marty, he could bring over more.  Anyway, Both George and Marty have fucked
you before, and have raved about what a good piece of fag ass you are.  And
I'm sure that if the new guys aren't into fucking sissy ass, if they're
horny, they'll love the juicy head you can give them.  Thanks for being
such a sweet husband darling.  I know your little prick is aching and
hurting from me not letting you jack off for the last month, but as you can
see this is an emergency and critical meeting for the firm.  So you'll just
have to suffer a little longer for me, which I know you don't mind doing.
See you next week, and if all works out, I'll be bringing home another
addition to our growing family.

   It appears that I do have something going for me, because luckily, my
wife Cora did not get inseminated by the client she was taken along to get
fucked by.  And despite the salacious and condescending language my wife
used in her note, I still couldn't feel the slightest bit of anger or angst
at her.  I can only assume that her mind control powers have conditioned me
with an unconditional love for her, no matter how much ridicule and
derision is dumped on me.

   EVENT# 12: A COLD WINTER'S DAY:

   It was a rather cold day and if I recall right, we had been married 17
years at the time.  I was still working hard at being a fag whore for my
father-in-law as well as being a good provider for Cora and our growing
family, we had 7 kids at the time.

   Due to the weather, I'd only had about a half the usual customers that
came in to see me, and of them were for my renown juicy blow jobs.  In fact
for that whole week, except for my father-in-law's routine Wednesday night
visits, I hadn't been shagged by another man, be it a horny John or any of
my wife's many men friends.

   As mother and I were talking and I mentioned this little esoteric fact
to her, as well as that I was feeling a bit melancholy.  Her reply "I
thought there was something a bit moody about you.  Don't worry sweetie
pie, you just need a few good fuckings and filled up with your usual doses
of fresh jism and you'll be in a good mood in no time." She said with a
chuckle.

   I had to admit to myself that I was at my happiest when I was being
frequently mouth and ass fucked and walking around with a tummy full of cum
and my ass dripping with my customers' seed.

   Then I got a call from my wife.  "Cecil dear, I have to run some errands
this afternoon and can't be here to give some ass to Theo and Bud and a
couple of their horny buddies.  I checked with dad and he says you have
time to put out for them, since business is slow today."

   Our marriage had evolved to the point where such a request by her, for
me to be a fuck surrogate and be a receptacle for the hard dicks and sperm
of her many intimate men friends, became a matter of routine.  So being the
good sissy cuckold husband I am, I dutifully obeyed her request.

   After the 4 horny men and their massive dicks had finished using me to
appease their lusty needs and left 6 abundant ejaculated loads in me, I
couldn't help but say I was in a better mood.  I also had a few more
customers before going home, so that additional semen filling my tummy also
brightened my day.

   That evening, my wife had me report on Theo and Bud and my fuck session
with them that afternoon.  She was pleased that her men friends enjoyed my
company and depositing their hot pent up semen in me.

   As I reported to her, I was kneeling with my head between her legs and
suck cleaning out the results of her afternoon meeting up with a group of
her studs, which, as usual, resulted in her coming home with a well fucked
cunt loaded with the heavy slimy remnants of her lusty unplanned meet.

   As I knelt there attending to her and slurping up the streaming ooze of
fuck goo, which she had held in with a pussy plug, she was in a very
euphoric mood - which of course had something to with my oral efforts on
her pussy - praised me for being the good husband I was to her.

   "Cecil, it's so wonderful to have such a wonderful husband like you to
come home to, especially when my pussy has been fucked and battered by a
group of big hard dicks.  As I've told you before, I knew when I first saw
you that you were the pantywaist husband I needed.  An Cecil dear, you have
not failed me in the least, you've been such a wonderful wimp and
milquetoast, and dutifully accepting the role of a pussy whipped sissified
cuckold husband I'd always dreamed of having.  It's been such a pleasure
training you to accept my rules and having you accept me being head of our
marriage, and of course, head of our household too.

   "Not only did I and my family get you to see that you are a follower,
but also that you do your best when dominated and subjugated to the will of
a stronger person.  I was of course pleased as pie that I got you to accept
that it was proper for me to date and have wanton sex with other men, while
denying you and making you wait until me and my boyfriends you were ready
to put it in my very, very, popular and almost public pussy.  You got to
see how tasty my cum cream filled pussy was and seemingly instantly fell in
love with eating all the semen other men deposited in me.  That was so
good, because that's just what I needed from you.  Yet here it is 17 years
later, and you are still satisfied being my sweet virgin husband, as well
as my pussy mouth douche, because I need you that way.  And it's so
praiseworthy that you've adjusted to beating your meat all these years for
my satisfaction.  That Cecil is true love, despite what others may say
about you.

   "Sure I know they call you all sorts of names because you work so hard
to demonstrate your love to me and my family, but what others say doesn't
matter because you know it's best for you to do what we need for you to do.
Right?"

   My smiling wife pushed my head away from her wet oozing hairy slit for
me to reply.  I simply nodded in affirmative acknowledgement that she was
correct.  For even though there were fleeting thoughts in the back of my
mind how I was being used and abused through some form of mind control by
my wife and her family, I mentally had to concede that I did indeed relish
how I was being treated and that it was a good feeling to be under she and
her dad's total abject control.  I was their enslaved sex slave that
happily worked for their profit.  Additionally, there doesn't seemed to be
anything I can do to stop myself, except delight in all the hard dicks that
penetrate my mouth and ass, as well as eagerly receive all the ejaculated
sperm that's often shot off in me.

   As I lay there being almost smothered by my wife's very warm and drippy
well used pussy, my mind wandered back to the first gang bang I had to
assume this very same position, as she was soundly fucked by a 15 man
train. It was set up by no less than Cora's dad.

   Cora's dad was all about business and he was not about to turn down such
a lucrative assignment, even if it was his own daughter he was whoring out
- who he's whored out many times in past, and even after we were married.
Naturally, I had no say so in the matter.

   The 15 men were part of some male social club that wanted to pull a
train on a hot nymph and have her pussy mouth cleaned after each fuck. 
Hence, my role as the under the pussy, cock licker, ball lapper and real
time cunt cleaner all in one.

   This was my first time with my wife when she had a train pulled on her.
She assured me this wasn't her first train.  I shouldn't have been
surprised, but I was surprised at how matter of fact she said it.  Just as
it was a bit of a shock to know that Cora was an out and out slut when I
first got to know her, I guess the same thing was happening when I find out
she's an accomplished whore too.

   Despite knowing the depth of her salaciousness, I couldn't love her
less, only more.  Again I assume the cause was her mind control powers.

   My role as Cora's husband was made known to the group (by her dad, no
less) and that seemed to add an extra bit of kinkiness to the atmosphere
when the group heard the news.

   And since they were told that I was a pantywaist fag whore too, I was
required to mouth their sizeable dicks as well guide each man's formidable
fuck tools into my wife's eagerly awaiting wet sex slit.  Cora got a thrill
out of my embarrassment and extra duties as her "Pussy Maid" - a name given
by her dad before he left her and me at the mercy of the 15 sex hungry
studs.

   It was quite an evening for me as I laid there.  I was literally
inundated first by a drizzle of cunt juice as each stud would began fucking
my lovely wife mistress.  The as the man would ejaculate in her, as he
vigorously fucked her, the copious load would began to lather and leak out
around the man's shaft and I would receive thick splatter fuck muck drops
all over my eyes, nose and lips.

   I was basically blinded, as I tried to lick everything I could up that
was outpouring on me.  And when each man would pull out his thick shaft,
usually with a swishy "Pop" , the slimy gooey outpouring would cause me
breathing problems as it ran up my nose also.  I worked hard to use my
hands as best I could to get all the cum between my lips, as well as get my
mouth to plug my wife's messy nasty draining pussy fuck hole.

   Cora's dad had ordered me to do exactly that, capture as much of their
spend in my mouth and suck my wife's very sloppy twat loudly for the
benefit of the group.  I guess I did well, for they all cheered me on. 
They also and found all sorts of derisive and ridiculing names to call me
before the evening was over and many said they had never seen anything so
nasty.

   I was allowed to wipe my face from time to time, when it became so
thickly covered with thick pussy gunk.  However, that was only twice the
whole evening.  Most of the evening, my face was a jism coated mess, but I
did as good a job as I could for the pleasure of our clients.

   Cora was fucked at least twice by 10 of the men, while the others had
her and me softly suckling their still semi-rigid dicks.  They gave us
mouthfuls of their second loads, and after that, we continued to milk them
for any residual sperm dribble and dregs.  When the group was through with
us, I was a terrible mess and I know I had to look really awful.

   I had cleaned Cora's well stretched gapping cunt as best I could, and
licked any fuck muck remnants from her neat shortly cropped bush.  She
appeared genuinely proud of my pussy sucking and boasted to the group how
good a sucker I was.  This too earned loud bouts of laughter from the men.

   Yet I couldn't believe how contented I felt at that moment, with all
that slimy sticky glop on my hands and plastered around my face and with
all those present, my wife was no exception, saying some of the most
lascivious, lewdest, and vulgar, disparaging things about me.

   EVENT # 13: CORA'S DAD GIVES ME DIRECTION AND PURPOSE:

   As mother and I was talking one day, I was forced to admit that even
though my future father-in-law really intimidated and overwhelmed me with
his masculinity and muscular build, I couldn't help but adore him for his
strength and domination over me.

   She further pointed out how he had given me further direction and
purpose in my life from his instructing me in the art of becoming a cock
sucker and taking hard dicks up my ass to appease the lust of horny sex
hungry men.  She was so correct, despite that I was embarrassed that I
thought a lot of what he made me do was nasty in the recesses of my mind, I
couldn't lie to myself that I found it all very enjoyable to be used by him
and other horny men to rid themselves of their hot burning sperm.

   I had become a willing and even eager sperm receptacle and delighted in
being a cum dump for sex starved men.  Yes he had given my life new meaning
and put me on a path I never could've imagined, but yet despite the
despicableness and perverted nature of the things I now did with routine,
I've never been happier being a submissive cock taking fag whore for Cora
and her dad, and well, for their family too.  I work feverishly for the
family brothel business and feel a great deal of satisfaction slaving for
their profit and don't complain about the meager $25 allowance Cora
provides me weekly.

   In a weeks' time, I easily service a total of a 100, or more, horny men,
who ejaculate down my throat and up my ass cunt, for Cora and her dad's
profit.  Even though I get next to nothing for hustling myself for them, it
doesn't matter.  I feel so excited to receive and be rewarded with all
those hard dicks and fresh hot, gooey, lumpy, jism discharged in me.

   EVENT# 14: ANOTHER TALK WITH MOTHER:

   "Oh mother, I-I couldn't b-believe how exhilarating it's been letting
man after man throw their fuck juices down my throat and pumping their seed
up my ass."

   "That's rather understandable sweetie, after all, just as Cora's dad
told you, you're a natural pantywaist pussy kind of fellow." Mother replied
with a smile back to me.

   "I-I guess I-I have to admit h-he's right, for e-even though it s-seems
perverted w-what I-I'm doing, I-I've come to r-really enjoy horny men
wanting m-me to suckle their stiff dicks a-and swallowing all that hot
sticky creamy cum they ejaculate."

   I also went on to tell mother how much I enjoyed having Cora's dad
handling the money that the men paid to fuck my face and ass-cunt.  "I-I
don't know why, but it's so good to be a wanton fag whore.  All I do is
suck and get fucked a-and let him handle the money I earn for him a-and
Cora."

   Back when I told mother about Cora's dad introducing me to sucking
cocks, I was a bit surprised, but very relieved that she was so encouraging
and very supportive of his wanting me to not only suck his big dick on
command, but those of others, including his family members and his buddies
too.  At that time, as she is today, she seemed so delighted that my mouth
had been the recipient of over 50 loads of abundant hot creamy ejaculate
from the Cora's dad and the more than 30 horny men he had me practicing on
for the last 3 weeks.

   "Darling Cecil, as you know I greatly respect Cora's dad.  And since
he's told you that you are a naturally gifted cock sucker and cum sucker,
and desires to help you develop your potential to be an even better sissy
and male bitch for sex hungry men, I can only be proud that he's recognized
your talent and wants to help you further cultivate your skills at getting
men off.  Just think sweetie, he thinks you're good enough to become a
certified fag cock whore for him."

   Mother's words and tone of voice signaled to me the pride she held for
me continuing on the new path that Cora's dad was mapping out for me to
become a full fledge fag whore.

   We embraced warmly and we mouth kissed, more as lovers would do, rather
than mother and son.

   As we talked further, her counsel made me feel so much more confident
about performing a sex act so many would classify as degrading and
perverted, but which I now found very thrilling.

   Cora's dad saw to it that I was given training at the renowned
Phantomville Institute for Alternate Lifestyle Sexual Orientation Training.
He had me enroll in their course entitled: Sexual Training for Becoming A
Male Bitch.

   EVENT# 15: BEING OWNED IN MARRIAGE

   As I mentioned in Part 1 of my memoirs, Phantomville has a special
"Ownership" marriage license, which has a provision for wives to marry and
receive Government condoned ownership of their cuckold husbands as if they
were chattel.

   Early in our engagement, I had been with Cora long enough to accept her
control and literal subjugation of me, because I found myself unable to do
anything about it.

   She saw me accepting her control of me as a demonstration of my love for
her.  A love, I might add, that seems to have invaded my mind and taken
control of my will.  And I can't seem to do anything to refuse her demands.
I've tried to resist and even fight off her influence over me, but she wins
out every time.  And it's reached a point now where I've come to enjoy her
dominance, even if it's approached being abject and wretchedly humiliating.

   But the thought of being her property jolted me.  I came to sense I
would be nothing more than her personal slave, which I basically was
already.  An Ownership marriage would just make it more legal.  That sent a
disturbing chill through me.  I told mother as much and we began discussing
this subject one evening.

   "Cecil dear, because Cora is seeking a marriage ownership license,
should please you rather than cause you dismay.  For that means she can
never divorce you.  You can always count on being her husband, despite that
you'll indeed be considered her property.  You said you wanted the same
thing she wanted, that is to spend the rest of your lives together.  I
think it's so wonderful that she thinks and loves you so much that she not
only wants to control you, but also wants to own you as well."

   "I-I do want to always be in h-her life.  A-And n-not having to worry
about her divorcing me sounds like a really good thing.  B-But the idea
o-of being b-basically her property m-means I-I'll be nothing more t-than
her slave."

   "Dear son, please, let's not use such harsh terms here.  Think of
yourself more as being her permanently indentured servant husband.  You
know you already delight in her being the principal or controlling partner
in your relationship now.  What's the matter with her being the same in
your marriage?  You'll still have to get her approval for all things in
your marriage.  She'll have control of all financial matters and household
operations.  You know it's better for her to head of the house rather than
you.  You know she's a better leader, while you're the better follower. 
You excel at doing what you're told to do and being overseen, rather than
being an overseer.  Cecil, the truth is, you need a master.  And because
Cora loves you as much as she does, she's the right person to manage and
supervise you.  That's all there is to it"

   I had to agree with mother that it was appropriate that Cora be the head
in our marriage and that I was okay being in the background and doing as
she desired of me.  And I had to confess "servant husband" had a better
ring to it than slave.  I was not totally pleased at the idea of being
owned by my future bride, but when mother reminded me of my inferiority,
and that as an owned husband, I wouldn't have to think of competing for
Cora's hand with her many more superior studs that are and will be fucking
her in our marriage.

   Mother eventually convinced me that it was my best bet to be Cora's
owned property than be in a position that she could divorce me.  "And sure
dear, as you've surfaced, she could potentially sell you, that is after
getting permission from the Phantomville Marriage Bureau, but that begs the
question who would want you?  And secondly, as long as you're obedient and
support her in the lifestyle she is accustomed, why would she get rid of
you?  And since you'll be the primary bread winner, working hard to support
Cora and the large family of children Cora is sure to have for you two with
babies from her work husbands or other men, the Phantomville Marriage
Bureau is sure to block any sale of you to someone else, almost solely
because of your earnings to support the household."

   I couldn't deny that mother did have some hard hitting points, and
before I knew it, I again was supporting my own degradation.  I accepted
and resigned myself to being an owned husband.

   Another aspect of being owned by wife had to do with her wanting others
to know about my legal bondage to her.  When she revealed her plans to
tattoo me, I cringed and begged and pleaded with her not to mark me as her
property.

   "But Cecil darling, I want people to know you're mine." She replied to
me.  "Are you ashamed of being my husband?"

   "N-No Cora, t-it's not that ... Y-You know I-I adore you ... it-it's
b-bad enough y-you legally own me... B-But t-to permanently m-mark me is-is
..."

   "A very expressive sign of love darling." Cora said in a firm
authoritative tone.  After saying that, she let me know that there would be
no further discussion on this subject.

   "You are mine, and I love you very much.  I desire to let the world know
that.  And you are showing your love for me by wearing my mark of
ownership. No further discussion will be had.  You will be marked and
that's final."

   I knew to not say anything in reply but to resign myself to her wish.

   I was dreading being tattooed as my wife's property.  The tattoo had the
following wording "Property of Cora J******".  If that wasn't terrible
enough, and to my utter unbelievable surprise and horror, I was also
branded, as cattle are, with the marking "JBE", which is an obvious
reference to "J***** Brothel Enterprises.  This was Cora's dad's doing. 
"Since you're Cora's that also means you belong to the family too." He said
to me after I was drugged and then awoke to feel the burning pain of the
small insignia seared on my upper right ass cheek flesh.  It took almost 2
weeks for the branding to completely heal.  Both Cora and her dad were
proud of their markings on me.  At every opportunity , they would have me
exhibit them for others to see a visual representation of their abject
subjugation over me.  And as always, I had to smile and announce how
delighted I was of the honor to wear the JBE brand, as well as my wife's
property tattoo.  As you can expect, such actions made me feel further
resigned to my enslaved status, without any hope of change for the better.

   To my surprise, I later discovered that both mom and dad had been
branded as "JBE" property too.

   EVENT# 16: MY WIFE AND I DISCUSS BEING MARRIED 15 YEARS

   "Cecil, it only seems like yesterday that we had our first date.  And
now look at us, here it is we've been married 20 years and have 15 kids in
our wonderful family.  I love you so much for the wonderful husband you've
been to me." My wife said to me as she embraced and gave me a warm sincere
kiss on my forehead.

   "T-Thanks Cora.  That m-means a lot to hear you say that." I softly
replied.

   "You're very welcome darling, for you've been the model husband to me,
just the type I've always dreamed of marrying one day.  Sure, I love to
fuck and sleep around with macho, brawny, dashing, well hung studs, but
Cecil, you've always been my rock, ever since we started dating.

   "You were nothing like the real men that I constantly revel hopping into
bed with.  You were, and still are, such a gentleman and always treated me
like a lady.  And when I discovered you were a virgin I fell deeper in love
with you and knew I had to have you as my husband.  And over the very brief
time we'd known each other after our second date, you were so gracious to
accommodate my desire for you to commit to retaining your virginity for me,
as well as be faithful to me in our budding relationship, while at the same
time so graciously agreeing to my need to continue fucking my many real men
friends."

   "C-Cora, I-I still believe you had s-some power over me in getting me to
agree to that, b-but SIGH!, I-I have to admit t-that all y-you desired for
me to do a-and accept has been f-for the better of our relationship a-and
loving marriage."

   "Yes darling, all the things that I forecasted for the happiness of
relationship has worked out very well.  Why take for instance when you were
reluctant to put your mouth on my pussy after I revealed to you just how
promiscuous I was.  I needed for you to respect me for the party girl I
was, especially since I could tell you were in love with me, even though
you had not said so.  And I thought what better way of proving both than
your sucking out my very used and fucked pussy after I'd slept with my well
hung studs.  You remember saying you could never go down on me until I
convinced you to at least try tasting my creamy, cum soggy, slime coated
cunt?"

   "Y-Yes very well Cora dear.  I-I w-was so surprised a-at how delightful
it w-was to do that for you.  I-I owe it all to you how my becoming
acclimated to tasting your real men's jism lead to your dad showing me what
a good cock sucker I could be, and my relishing the feel of hard dicks in
my mouth and the delicious taste of fresh semen."

   "And not only that Cecil darling, your coming to understand that while I
held you to high standards of deportment in our relationship, between us, I
was quite sluttish with my many real men friends who treated me like a
slut. You so nicely accepted that just because I was lascivious with them,
didn't mean you should not expect to treat me the same way, but instead put
me on a pedestal and treat me special because of your love for me."

   "Y-Yes, I-I did Cora, a-and just as you said it would be, I-I did feel
so good being dedicated a-and committed to you, while you continued to
freely put out for your studs, w-while denying me sex e-except to lap a-and
suck your cum filled cunt a-and your allowing me to masturbate u-under your
supervision a-and by y-your schedule."

   "Cecil honey, I was so pleased that even though you were tired of having
worn an electronic chastity device for your mother for 12 years at the time
we first started dating, you readily agreed to not only continuing to let
your genitals remain under lock and key to guarantee your virginity, you
seemed genuinely happy to let your mother hand her remote control over to
me and let me take over guardianship of your sex life."

   "As I-I said Cora, y-you seem to h-have s-some sort of power over me. 
I-I hated that thing, b-but w-when you l-lectured me on h-how important it
w-was to wear that as p-proof of my love for you, I-I felt so ashamed a-and
guilty of h-having told you that.  B-Because of you, I-I developed a new
found r-respect for being under s-such control of a person, as you, w-who
demands so much of me."

   "Yes honey, that's what I mean about what a great catch you were for me.
Unlike my well-endowed macho studs, being you were intelligent enough, so
much more of a gentleman, you readily understood the value of your
subjugation and sexual deprivation for my delight."

   "T-Thanks for your praise dear.  However, I-I must admit t-that e-even
though at first I-I didn't fully understand why it w-was good for me to
s-suffer so f-for you, b-but y-your many chats w-with me, as w-well as the
support a-and encouragement from your parents - a-and mine too - really
instilled and cultivated in me the importance of my being enslaved to you
a-and being a masochist for your love a-and pleasure."

   "Again you're welcome so much darling.  And yes honey, I'm so fortunate
to have someone as you who is strong enough to accept your inferiority as
compared to my real men and give me the great thrill of teasing and
taunting and humiliating you as part of my deep love for you.  It feels so
good to deny you while putting out to my studs, and even a greater pleasure
when I place my swampy, slimy, heavily fucked cunt squarely on your
upturned face and feel you sucking out all the draining gooey fuck muck and
glop sliding from my messy pussy fuck hole.

   "And another thing sweetie, I was so glad when you became comfortable
with them calling you sissy, faggot and fairy.  It not only thrilled me
seeing you on your knees with their big stiff boners in your mouth as you
orally cleaned their manly genitals after they fucked me, or simply seeing
you sucking them off to completion, but that my studs frequently called you
such derogatory names in a loud condescending manner.  It was so delightful
for me to see you be so silent, and by so doing, quietly and undeniably
accept that it was simply right of them to do so."

   "D-Dear you of course know I-I have grown fond of b-being on the end of
horny dicks a-and being filled with their hot ejaculate.  It w-was your dad
w-who first urged me to t-try sucking h-his magnificent tool.  T-That is
s-soon after you told him I-I was eating you out, a- after you went out on
sex dates with y-your studs.  A-as you know I-I was n-not strong enough
t-to refuse doing w-what your dad desired of me.  A-And even though I-I was
embarrassed greatly that it-it was p-pleasurable sucking him off, my-m
repeatedly having to suck him off, as well as other family members, as well
as many of his horny buddies, I-I found myself relishing the taste of fresh
ejaculated jism a-and not being able to say no to any man that asked me to
give him head."

   "I know honey.  Dad got you to see you had a latent taste for dicks and
I'm so thrilled that you did what was right for you."

   "Y-Yes he did.  H-He saw I-I was confused a-about my n-new fondness for
s-sucking on his a-and others' dick meat a-and swallowing all those heavy
hot sticky gooey loads.  He gave me so much helpful advice a-and got me to
see that I-I should not be ashamed or o-offended to be a cock sucker and
please sex hungry men with my mouth.

   "W-When you were out o-on dates with your studs a-and f-frequently left
me over at your folks' place t-to show them h-how good I was at cooking and
doing h-housework, y-your parents spent a lot time chatting with me about
how much they thought of me as a future son-in-law, especially how easily I
got along with everyone, and how sweetly I did as I was told to do.  Your
mom had great praise for my domestic skills a-and told me how not only your
dad, but other family members and your dad's friends raved about how
wonderful it was being sucked off by me and how efficiently I-I received
their copious loads of ejaculate in my mouth as well how easily I swallowed
all that was given to me.

   "I-I couldn't help but be shame faced a-at discussing such a topic
w-with your mother, but s-she also helped me s-see that I should be truly
proud of myself.  "After all, not everyone has the talent to suck as
skillfully as you, or be as obedient as you are." She said to me in a most
sincere tone, which d-did make me feel good about myself.  S-She..."

   "Yes, mother always strives to help people bring out the best in them.
Go on with what you were about to say."

   "Y-Yes I agree.  Well, she also praised me for respecting you t-the way
I-I did... you know, g-go down on your pussy a-after you've been with your
various studs.  S-she let me know h-how much t-that impressed them, s-since
n-none of y-your dates w-would ever put their mouths on y-your pussy
s-since y-you had been fucked by s-so many men over the years."

   "And I'm so delighted that it doesn't bother you either darling.  You're
such a sweet pussy sucker and don't mind eating all the creamy glop my
studs make in my pussy, do you honey?"

   "Y-You know I-I l-love you t-too much Cora, t-to let that bother me."

   "I know you do Cecil my love.  Being that you were so intelligent and
understanding about my needs it was so easy for me to reason with you about
why it was good for you to be my pussy mouth douche after I'm thoroughly
fucked."

   "Y-yes you did Cora dear a-and I-I appreciate you for doing so.  Y-Your
mother also praised me for my courage of going out with you on occasions
a-and having to sit by a-and watch y-your dates fuck you, w-while I-I was
handcuffed to a-a chair w-with my pants a-and shorts down."

   "Oh Cecil sweetie, I still adore doing that to you.  It was so heavenly
for me to watch you squirm and suffer.  Just being a mere few feet away
giving myself lustily and with abandon to another man, or some times to
more than one, while you had to sit all constrained, except for your
throbbing straining little prick, which I know was give you such misery as
you watched my studs luxuriate in my hot juicy cunt, as they appeased their
lusty desires with me."

   "Y-Yes it d-did cause m-me much torment, especially when y-you first
started doing that."

   "You know Cecil honey, it was mother who first suggested that we start
doing some things together that could be beneficial for both of us.  And
she was so right.  It bonded us closer because it really thrilled me to see
you in such misery, and at the same time, it helped you become more
desensitized seeing men fuck me.  And of course it caused you to strengthen
yourself against involuntary ejaculations too.  Remember?"

   "Oh Y-Yes, I-I do.  Your mother r-really helped me to more fully
understand w-why it was necessary for y-you and her to w-whip me if I-I did
come without touching me.  A-And even though it w-was difficult, I-I
learned to endure the excruciating discomfort of trying to hold back w-when
I-I needed to have a release so badly, s-so that I-I could hold b-back my
loads f-for you w-when you allowed m-me to m-masturbate p-per your
schedule."

   "Yes dear, it's really fun lashing you for your lack of consideration in
not waiting to get off when I desire you too.  But I must say, whether you
involuntarily come or I end up lashing your sissy ass, you still provide me
the thrills and pleasure I need to fulfill my kink."

   "I-I'm glad I-I please y-you so Cora dear.  Y-Your happiness m-means so
much to me."

   "You're so sweet Cecil.  I just knew you and I were meant for each
other. Especially now that I've brought in a dozen babies into our family,
all from different men."

   EVENT #17: MOTHER AND I TALKING:

   Mother often desired me to tell her of my new found pleasure that came
from my growth as a cock sucker and as a fag cock whore.  The following is
an example of one such session.

   "W-When I lowered my lips around his large bulbous shiny dick head, the
warm smoothness of the taunt flesh and the rigidity of his bloated cock
shaft was so overwhelming pleasing to my mouth and my erotic senses.  I
couldn't help but close my eyes and savor the moment.  In addition, the
blissful moan of the dick's owner really enhanced the moment even more.

   "A-And the more I slowly suckled his dick meat, the more I knew I adored
what I was doing, despite that in the back of my mind, it was wrong and
degrading.  I loved sucking on his dick at that moment more than anything
else.  The man's continuous moans and groans from the pleasure that my
sucking lips and the warm wetness of my mouth was giving him drove me on to
do my best at helping him achieve his nut.  For some reason, I wanted his
cum desperately.  And when it did come, it was so pleasurable to have his
thick man goo cream impact my tongue and inner mouth so forcibly.  I
quickly let the dense slime gather in my jaws and worked feverishly to
swallow all his heated unctuous fuck cream.  It tasted so flavorful.  It
was like something I relished and wanted to taste badly."

   Mother applauded me for openness with her, even though it almost always
at her insistence I provide such details and candid descriptions.  However,
she was correct, my open discussions with her reduced my feeling guilty or
ashamed of the many sexual acts I routinely carried out, many of which
society would label as perverted or despicable.

   Mother, as she usually does, always hugs and praises me when I'm open
and honest with her.  Many times, she also treats me by letting me suckle
the tits of her ample breasts.  Something, I never seem to outgrow.

   "Cecil sweetie, always remember, as your mother darling, if I repeatedly
tell you, and strongly support you doing things and performing sexual acts
that are demeaning and give others pleasure, but compromises your masculine
self-esteem and dignity, then you know it's because I love you, and think
it's best for your own good.  Now with that out of the way, go on and tell
me about your feelings of joy after you became certified."

   After removing my lips from her warm breast, as well as receiving
another open mouth, passionate kiss from her, I proceeded to do as she
desired of me.

   "A-At times, I-I think m-many may say it sounds awful, but I-I really
feel proud telling people I'm a certified professional fag whore a-and how
delightful it is to take the pent up sperm of so many different and strange
men in my mouth, or ass to appease their hard dicks.  I-I just seem to
relish letting sex hungry men have their way with me."

   "It's not awful at all son, you have a right to be proud of your
wonderful accomplishments.  And you should feel great pride and honor being
a cum sucker and willing vessel for men to dump their hot slimy sticky
bothersome jism.  And yes Cecil, it is good for you to give yourself fully
to for the enjoyment of others, especially horny men."

   I also let mother know that even though being a fag cock whore would be
looked upon as being disparaging to many, I still felt good about myself.
Expressing my inner feelings to mother really built my self confidence in
becoming a better fag whore for Cora and her dad.

   "Cecil sweetie, yes, many will look upon sucking cocks and getting
fucked up your cute ass as demeaning or even perverted, but it's obvious by
your experience, there is a need for cutie pies like you. And since you
relish all those dicks deep in you, it's very right that you should fully
embrace cock whoredom with abandon and be very pleased at yourself."

   I thanked mother, and she warmly embraced and hugged me tightly.  That
was such a good feeling.

   "Oh thank you so much mother for your reassurance and continued
encouragement.  Even though you know I get occasional twinges of concern
about feeling humiliated, I-I have to t-tell you t-that just as you've told
me over and over again, it gives me s-such a warm cozy feeling to
w-willingly and meekly submit myself to horny men for their sexual use and
pleasure.  "

   "Honey, your being a fag bitch for sex hungry men is not only natural
for you, but good for you too.  You're not going to happy unless you have a
steady stream of stiff dicks waiting to penetrate and fill your mouth and
ass cunt."

   There were times that I had to carry my wife to each of her work
husband's office and wait outside while they fucked her.  Afterwards, with
a snide smile and condescending tone, her work husband would invite me in
to mouth clean their messy genitals of their slimy messy fuck muck.  It was
so embarrassing to have to kneel and lave and suckle each man's large
languished penis meat, but yet my much smaller prick was stretched to the
breaking point and there was a warm delightful feeling that invaded my
senses that let me know that such abject humiliation and degradation gave
me quite an erotic high and filling of fulfillment.  Many times, when
sucking up the abundant spend from my Cora's very messy, reeking and nasty
looking oozing well fucked cunt, the enjoyable feeling would often cause me
to come in my shorts.
EPILOGUE:
Well readers, as I draw my memoirs to a close, I hope I have conveyed
the extent of the wretched and despicable things I've been through in my

marriage.

   However, after 20 plus years of marriage to Cora, I now have a less
intense feeling of being taken advantage of and abused.  My perception of
being severely and abjectly ruled by her - and her family - has become
tempered, over the years, by a better understanding of her love for me, and
a better understanding of how she desired and insisted how I should prove
my love for her.

   And I've come to see, as she did very early on in our relationship, why
she needed a husband like me, as well as why she required me to be
subjugated to her and her family, and eventually owned and enslaved by her.

   I performed what many would say were countless perverted and degrading
acts, one after another, with little if any regard to my dignity or
self-esteem as a man.  Hardly anyone believes my theory of mind control
being the cause, as opposed to attributing my actions to my own deviant
perverted drive and eagerness to humiliate and degrade myself.



   I still ponder and ask myself, why did this have to happen to me?

   I'm thinking the simple answer is that my wife needed a male to
demonstrate a type of love for her that she knew no real man would ever do,
and she just happened to find my milksop personality ideal for her
purposes.

   I'm guessing a more detailed answer would be that I was naturally suited
to the role of my wife's dream husband because of my apparent talent for
being naturally submissive, as well as easily accepting and dealing with
subjugation and abject humiliation.  However, as my wife, her family, and
even my own mom and dad, cultivated in me over our marriage, the expression
of love, as well as how it's expressed, is unique to each relationship.

   Mother's words to me were: "So Cecil, my dear sweet son, if Cora's love
requires you to be a submissive cock sucking pantywaist cuckold, and fag
whore husband, so be it.  You know you love her deeply, even if you don't
know why.  Therefore, since you do, and desire her love in return, you do
what's required to be her husband.  Case closed."

   In our marriage, over time, my role as a sissy cuckold and fag whore,
came to mean so much to me, as well as made me feel very important in my
wife's eyes.  And as one can imagine, over the last 20 plus years, the
number of times I've been on the receiving end of horny hard dicks, numbers
in the tens of thousands.  Not to mention, being the recipient of untold
numbers of gallons of hot sticky slimy ejaculate in my mouth and ass-pussy.

   In addition, I grew to better accept and understand my wife's desire to
keep my genitals under her lock and key, while denying me the liberty to
fuck her, but instead to only to suck her almost public, well used pussy,
while I had to masturbate to relieve my needs, under her very strict
management and control.

   And it might be well to note that even after she permitted me to finally
consummate our marriage, some 20 years after our wedding vows, she still
required me to wear my loin lock.  And as it was when I could only
masturbate every 2 weeks, she still keeps me on that same schedule by now
only allowing me to have intercourse with her every 2 weeks.

   And as it was the first time I had coitus with her, I still have to suck
out the abundant slimy deposit of another man, or men, as the case may be,
who have used her pussy before she offers her sex to me.  It's obvious she
intentionally comes to me in this way.

   Her adamant need for me to suffer sexually as she has had me watch her
have wanton sex with her many different studs, was something that I came to
appreciate as a necessary and critical part of our marriage.  Therefore, it
also became something of a key part of the harmony of our marriage, which
not only included mouth cleaning her well fucked, oozing, slimy cunt, but
the fuck gunk covered dicks of her many studs too.  Because of my ever
increasing love for her, I came to relish doing these things for her.

   One might ask if she used mind control to influence my feelings of deep
love for her, is ours really true love?  I don't have an answer.  ***END***