TO BE READ BY ADULTS AT LEAST 21 YEARS OF AGE Copyright © OCTOBER 2011 By C.D.E. ALL Rights Reserved This story may not be reproduced in any form or sold for profit. This story may be freely distributed for personal use with this notice attached. All Characters And Events Depicted In This Story Are Purely Fictional. There Is No Intention In Any Manner, To Represent Or Mimic, Any Real World Situations Or Persons. Story Content:(M+/F, MM, Impreg, FemDom, MDom) WARNING: THIS STORY IS A PURE SEXUAL FANTASY. DO NOT READ THIS STORY IF YOU ARE HOMOPHOBIC, AND/OR DO NOT LIKE READING A FICTIONAL STORY OF THE DOMINANT/CUNNING SLUT WIFE GENRE, WHERE GULLIBLE MEN ARE TRICKED/FOOLED/USED, PSYCHOLOGICALLY MANIPULATED, OCASSIONALLY FLAGELLATED, SEXUALLY DOMINATED BY THEIR BEAUTIFUL SLUT WIVES AND OCASSIONALLY BY THEIR WIVES’ MALE LOVERS. TO BE READ BY ADULTS AT LEAST 21 YEARS OF AGE Title: Excerpts From A Cuckold's Journal Author: C.D.E. CAST: Marty - Husband Mae - wife ENTRY: Aug 10, 20XX Journal Entry: Journal, before I get to bed tonight, I'll try to capture some of today's events. My wife Mae and I just returned from the weekly Sunday dinner at her folk's house. It's been as usual a busy day for me. It almost is each time we go my in-laws for the weekly family gathering and Sunday dinner. I'm very fond of, respect my mother-in-law very much. However, I wish she wouldn't make so many demands of me at these Sunday family dinners. She has this thing for demanding I help her out in the kitchen, along with the other female relatives, while all the other men folks are watching games on TV, not doing "woman's work" - my father-in-law's words. In addition to helping her with the cooking and clean up, she insists I wear an old fashion, lavender colored pinafore apron, which has tiny pink lace trim. She and my wife picked it out for me. None of the other women, including my mother-in-law were such an elaborate apron. Their aprons are shorter and plain in color and definitely utilitarian. I guess I should explain that it's no secret that my wife's family has accepted me as their new son-in-law with open arms. However, with all the men folks being tall and brawny, I'm looked upon as being a wimp and a sissy. And because my wife has 3 regular men friends that she has continued to date, despite that we have been married for going on 3 months, you can add cuckold in addition to my being considered a sissy wimp husband by my in-laws. I guess I should go ahead and make full a disclosure about my wife and marriage. You see, even though I hated that my wife was dating other men the entire time we began serious steady dating, as well as through our engagement, I was too much in love with her, as well as too much of a wimp to refuse her doing as she demanded. Besides being so very much in love with Mae, I tolerated it primarily because I was a virgin, and she found my virginity attracted her to me greatly. Seeing as how Mae was very beautiful, actually voluptuous, and I was nerdy and unpretentious, as well as of small stature, I have to say I was smitten greatly by her interest in me I also accepted her dating other men, since she told me she had a weakness for tall muscular handsome men and her doing so should not be perceived as her loving me any less. And since she was very concerned about my virginity, I had assumed her dates did not include sex with the other fellows she was dating. It wasn't until we were engaged that I learned differently. It was after we were engaged that she revealed to me that she had been, and was still very promiscuous with all the men she was dating, except me. Her revelation, of course, shocked me senseless. But despite that I was very much emotionally wounded by her confession, I was even more hurt when Mae let me know that I had tasted and consumed some of the many loads of her other men’s cum that she had taken in her hot and wet delectable pussy. At first, I knew what she’d done to me had inflicted irreconcilable damage to our relationship. And as I thought more about what she’d said about her weakness for strong muscular jocks - and particularly those with dicks much larger than mine – something she’d not bothered to reveal to me before our engagement, since that would’ve told me that her dates were more than Platonic. “Marty, I know it hurts, but I want you to know I really love you despite that I need to be with better endowed men for the great sex they can give me. And you know from all the petting we’ve done, and feeling your little prick, it’s cute, but I know it won’t satisfy me. “But sweetie, you really know how to suck my pussy and eat me out. And yes, while it was naughty on my part to feed you my guys’ sperm, I just can’t explain how delicious it felt to have you eating their stuff knowing that you weren’t even allowed to put yours in me yet.” Mae’s words made me feel so humiliated, but her Cheshire cat smile and accompanying giggle hurt even more. However, the more we talked about the history of Mae’s sex life, I had to concede she was much more sophisticated than I could’ve dreamed of. I couldn’t help but feel in awe of her experience, even if she had revealed herself to be a brazen slut. I however did feel a sense of inferior pride at her telling me that I was the best cunt sucker, man or woman that had ever put their mouth on her pussy. “And darling, I want you to know you’re the only one that has eaten me out after I’ve been fucked. And I want you to know that I really love you for that, because it made me feel sooooo good. And I want you to do that for me from now on.” Mae told me in a sensuous tone, which made it sound so natural and even romantic for me to be doing something many would say was not only perverted, but abjectly degrading and outright nasty. I just couldn’t believe how she greatly down played her deceiving me that she had been freshly fucked before having me go down on her. Mae reminded me how I never found the taste of her very wet pussy unpleasant, but even complimented her on how delightful it was eating her out. She also added “And honey, since you’re such an easy going and understanding mama’s boy, I know you can handle the humiliation that others might dump on you for being the kind of husband I want you to be.” Needless to say, I knew what she said was true, and I found it very difficult to rebut her assertion that it would be very easy for me to continue to be her pussy sucker and cunt cleaner. To make matters worse, I couldn’t forget that I often came in my shorts each time I got Mae off with my mouth and she experienced those fantastic orgasms which really made me feel as good as she did about my actions. My love for Mae was deep. I felt myself wavering about forgiving her and becoming basically, her cuckold and sex toy. In the end, after many talks with mother and Mae’s folks, who all thought that I was foolish to let other men’s dicks and sperm in the pussy of the woman I loved, become an obstacle to Mae and I having a harmonious loving relationship. In the end, I capitulated, and during the rest of our engagement and after we were married, I became Mae’s willing cunt cum sucker and subordinate, pussy whipped husband and full time cuckold. (((( AFTER ANOTHER SUNDAY DINNER WITH MY WIFE’S FAMILY )))) I guess the conversation we had on the drive back home sort of gives a good rendition of this day in my life. I'll try to recollect it as best my memory serves me. "Marty honey, you really were far more relaxed and at ease today when granddad unzipped his fly and guided your hand into his pants to massage and fondle his dick. And you didn't show the least bit of a scowl on your face the whole time. And you even seemed eager to help him unbuckle and slide his pants and shorts down too." "SIGH! What has it been now, a little over 2 months since our wedding?" "Yes darling, you know that perfectly well." "Every since I-I've become your husband, your dad a-and granddad and your 2 brothers and 3 uncles have been s-so persistent and intimidating and literally forcing me in-into taking their big c-cocks in my mouth a-and making m-me suck their sperm o-out of them. I-I've just come to s-see that t-there is-is no use t-trying to resist or-or refuse them anymore. It-It's obvious t-they aren't going to leave me alone. It-It's been the same thing every Sunday, m-me on m-my knees a-and having m-my mouth stuffed with their hard dicks and h-having to swallow 7 t-to 10 loads of jism." "But I have to say darling, you looked so much more confident and self assured mouthing grand dad's dick as well as the others' too. And it's so obvious that your cum swallowing has vastly improved in a relatively short period of time. You suck and swallow so much more smoothly now than just a few weeks ago. I didn't see the least bit of gagging or choking today." "Y-Yes I-I have to admit I-I'm more skillful now than w-when t-they first imposed themselves on me. A-and s-since I-I can't g-get any help from y-you or y-your mother, o-or their wives, t-to make t-them stop sexually abusing me, I-I've g-given up a-and capitulated to d-doing what they desire of me. L-Like you and mother told me I-I would, I-I'm avoiding a-a lot of stress and worry by not trying to fend them off, b-but just being t-the suck hole t-they want me to be." "Marty, your mother, as usual, is correct. And I was so glad she agreed with me. After all, she and my dad had told you several times that you might as well accept and face up to the fact that you're a pantywaist wimp with pretty lips and other girlie features that will cause real men to become arouse, and insist you help them with their hard dicks." "I-I know Mae, b-but I-I-I've b-been..." "Yes, darling, you've been trying to resist your fate. And I'm so glad you now know what's best for you to do. Just like when you decided to stop fighting sucking my pussy out after my men fucked me. You realized what was best for you to do and you did it." "SIGH! Y-You're right dear, I-I love y-you s-so much I-I couldn't just walk away." "I was so delighted that your mother got you to see that tasting and sucking down the jism deposits of better men, from my pussy, was not enough of an issue for us to break up over." "It-It took me a-a while to think things out, b-but I came to see your point about my cleaning your cunt with my mouth as proof of m-my respect and affection for you. A-And as I-I did it more and more, I-I came to see it really wasn't t-that big a-a deal, e-especially s-since y-you w-were so tasty, d-despite their thick v-viscous stuff was a-always in the way." "It was more like I tasted good because of their thick rich cum darling. I know hearing and feeling you suck their oozing ball cream from my snatch really excites and titillates and gives me a feeling that no real man has ever given me with his big rigid dick. No sweetie, I came to realize that I not only love a wimp like you, but know that I need the kind of love and affection that only you can give to me." "T-Thanks s-so much Mae dear. T-That m-means s-so much to me." "You're of course welcome Marty. And it really please me that you're accepting that it's time to stop trying to pretend you're not a cuckold sissy wimp, and time to do what real men like for a pussy boy like you to do. And it's obvious you get along real well with the taste of sperm - both from my pussy and freshly spurted too." "SIGH! Y-Yes, I-I guess I-I've had to become acclimated to the slimy slippery stuff." "I know my family appreciates you being a cum sucker and eater. And of course so does Jack, Mike, and Dave. Speaking of them, darling with me going into the phase of my pregnancy where I shouldn't be having any sex at all, until after the baby is born, and well for a couple of months afterward too, I'm going to expect you to fill in for me with the guys." "SIGH! M-Mae, t-those 3 a-are as just as bad as the men folk in your family. E-Every since y-you let t-them know t-that I-I was a cocksucker for your family's men folks, they h-have mercilessly intimidated me into doing the same for them. I-I'm already giving them blow jobs about 2 or 3 times a week now, s-so I don't see t-that I-I have to do anything different, s-since it-it's obvious they aren't going to leave me alone." "Yes, I know my darling husband. And I want you to know how much I appreciate you being there to help my three men - one of which is the father of our first born - when their dicks are hard and throbbing. But I also want you to be prepared in case what you're already doing for them may not be enough." "Not enough? W-what do you mean?" "Remember how for the last 3 Sundays, daddy has been hinting about wanting to drill you honey?" "N-NO! Mae, y-you c-can't b-be thinking a-about t-the same t-thing y-your family's m-men folks h-have b-been hinting at. T-That's o-one of the reasons I-I c-caved in a-and became m-more w-willing to be their cock sucker... t-to s-show them t-that t-they didn't have to e-even think about s-shagging me to get off. I-I was a-almost sure they were j-joking a-and j-just taunting m-me. Y-You know h-how jocks a-are s-so as to-to b-boost t-their masculine egos. S-Surely t-they d-don't t-think t-they c-c-can p-push t-their b-big long h-hard things u-up m-my..." "Darling, that's exactly why daddy wanted you to go see that doctor he told you about. You know, to help you look at what can be done to help you enjoy yourself without any injury, while they enjoy you. A visit to the doctor will let them know if you can take their big manly things in your cute little ass." "N-NO! T-There's no way I-I can..." "Now Marty, my dear husband, I want you to know here and now, daddy and the other men in my family are serious and they would be disappointed if you didn't at least get a professional opinion that you are not fuckable. And even Jack, Mike, and Dave have also raised the topic with me about having intercourse with you. They love your mouth pussy darling, but they admit, it would be nicer at times to hump you like they do me." "M-Mae, I-I c-can't b-believe w-we're h-having t-this conversation. B-because n-now it-it sounds like y-you're s-serious." "I am Marty. I think it's time you seriously look in to making yourself available for intercourse with my men and my family men folks when they want a piece of your ass." "P-Please M-Mae. Y-You k-know I-I l-love y-you s-so much a-and have d-done a-almost e-everything y-you've asked me to-to do. B-But t-this is-is j-just w-way..." "Marty, I can understand your apprehension about even thinking about it, but because others are thinking about it, you owe that much to them, especially daddy. I know how much you look up to and respect daddy as your father-in-law, even if you disagree with him making you suck his dick. Remember, you've even told me so. Remember telling me you still thought highly of him and were willing to overlook his desire to fuck your face and eat his jism?" "SIGH! I-I -w-was..." "Marty, there's no need for us to spend time going back over that. The important thing is that you have accepted that it's okay to be a cocksucker and a cum sucker. Right?" "SIGH! Y-Yes." "Honey, all we're doing is trying to get you to see it's also okay to let men fuck you too. Marty, just like you've come to accept sucking dicks - and both your mom, and daddy says so too, that it's obvious you've fond of those hard dicks gushing in your mouth and drinking down all that hot slimy sperm. I'm also sure you have a taste for the stuff, even though you're very reluctant to admitting it. But whether you admit it or not, as your wife, I think it's so wonderful that you've accepted you're a cuckold sissy wimp and know your place in our marriage, as well as on your knees before real men. "But Marty, I want you to know that daddy and I have already talked to your mom. She has agreed to go to the doctor with you. She was so pleased that we came and talked to her about such an important subject. She fully agreed with us that you need to see what things you could do to eliminate any injuries from having a large erection slipped into your ass pussy dear. “She also added that she too thought that it was time for you consider getting fucked too. And you know how much she has taken to Jack, Mike, and Dave - since one of them is the likely father of her first grandchild. And she fully understood that they may need more than your mouth to unload their lusty semen, so she too thought it would be nice if you could offer them some ass-pussy from time to time." "W-WHAT! Y-You t-two talked t-to mother?" "Yes, we have darling. She definitely wants to go with you to see Dr. Pushman and wants to help out anyway she can in your training and any treatments. You really are so lucky to have such a caring and devoted mother dear." Well Journal, I was pretty much silent the rest of the way home. For I knew mother had called and left a message earlier in the day before my wife Mae and I left for dinner at her folks' place. She asked that I come by to see her the next day. She didn't mention a subject, but only said that it could wait until tomorrow. But now, I was afraid I knew what the topic was - my anal deflowering. Well Journal, this is a good place to stop. Plus I'm tired, so that's all for today's entry. ###END### Cmts: ccwriter@hotmail.com