Note: This story was dynamically reformatted for online reading convenience. >TITLE: A CUCKOLD -(TM)S LIFE OF WOE AUTHOR: C.D.E. TO BE READ BY ADULTS AT LEAST 21 YEARS OF AGE Copyright (C) JULY 23, 2019 By C.D.E. ALL Rights Reserved AUTHOR -(TM)S NOTE: This started out as a short story, but ended up becoming a novella. I am still retired, but I keep getting requests for the type of fictional wry, twisted, and naughty cuckold tales I have posted over the years. So I relented and made time to do a tale. It is based on a draft plot that had been on the shelf for some time. In it, I tried to include many of the humiliations and degrading situations my past main characters have had to endure in their cuckold marriages. So to my fans ENJOY! This story may not be reproduced in any form or sold for profit. This story may be freely distributed for personal use with this notice attached. All Characters And Events Depicted In This Story Are Purely Fictional. There Is No Intention In Any Manner, To Represent Or Mimic, Any Real World Situations Or Persons. Story Content:(Cuckoldism, M+/F, MM, Interracial, Impreg, FemDom, MDom) WARNING: THIS STORY IS A PURE SEXUAL FANTASY. DO NOT READ THIS STORY IF YOU ARE HOMOPHOBIC, AND/OR DO NOT LIKE READING A FICTIONAL STORY OF THE DOMINANT/CUNNING SLUT WIFE GENRE, WHERE GULLIBLE MEN ARE TRICKED/FOOLED/USED, PSYCHOLOGICALLY MANIPULATED, OCASSIONALLY FLAGELLATED, SEXUALLY DOMINATED BY THEIR BEAUTIFUL SLUT WIVES AND OCASSIONALLY BY THEIR WIVES -(TM) MALE LOVERS. TO BE READ BY ADULTS AT LEAST 21 YEARS OF AGE CAST: Husband - Bernard/Bernie/Bernice Wife- Betty PROLOGUE: This a cuckold story. It is about a husband whose fate is directed and manipulated by a combination of his mother, his new bride, and his in-laws. The setting is in the city of Phantomville. Therefore, readers who know of this infamous town, instantly know that just residing as a citizen there, means that you live in a Twilight Zone type environment, where natural means many different things to different people. In this unbelievable story, we will also find the venerable Relationship Counselor, Dr. Judy. Who is renowned for her expertise in resolving cuckold marriage conflicts and issues. Here we will also meet the husband -(TM)s dominant and somewhat deviant, mother, who, through her upbringing of him, contributed greatly to the young man -(TM)s unassuming and meek personality. Then when he encounters and is smitten by his beautiful future bride, her and her family -(TM)s further domination guides him on a path of emasculation and degradation from which he finds himself powerless to resist following. In addition, as his manly dignity is continually stripped from him, what he once thought was degrading and humiliating, becomes natural and routine to him. He comes to enjoy doing things that gives much pleasure to others, and comes to accept as normal the pain and humiliation those same acts bring upon himself. He is occasionally mentally tormented about his eagerness to perform the many degenerate acts expected of him, but is too weak and too much of a pussy-whipped wimp, to resist his descent into being a depraved sissified cuckold. CHAPTER 1: AROUND THE KITCHEN TABLE TIME FRAME: 9th Year of our marriage My name is Bernard and my wife's name is Betty. We have 4 children. We have been married for slightly over 9 years. Our marriage is basically a harmonious marriage, despite over time, I have had to make several involuntary adjustments for things that my mother, Betty, and my in-laws thought were best for our marriage. Those changes have caused some issues in our relationship, but with help from my in-laws, my mother, and especially a Relationship Counselor - Dr. Judy - things seem to be sorting themselves out. Maybe not in the way I desired, but nevertheless I am accepting and abiding by the rules set down for me to follow. As an example of the type of issues that arise in our marriage, there was a discussion over our kitchen table just this past weekend. It will give the reader an example of what I mean. It just so happened that besides Betty and I, her mom, and my mom were also at the table. -Bernard honey, it -(TM)s so good you -(TM)re caught up with those silly Sex Arousal Complaints, or what do they call them now, SAC Tickets? -(TM) My wife asked me. -Yes dear. I spent almost 6 hours last evening and into the night resolving the last 8. B-Betty, I-I know we -(TM)ve talked about this before, b-but if you dressed a little more conservative, I-I wouldn't have to spend so much time -- - -Stop it Bernard! I don -(TM)t want to hear another word about my wardrobe attire. - My wife shouted back at me. -She -(TM)s right sweetie, it -(TM)s not her fault if other men get excited over her shapely figure. - My mother interjected. -B-But mother, w-what she wears is s-so revealing. In every SAC Complaint, t-the complainer showed pictures of h-her revealing attire. H-Her p-pussy and tits were clearly visible through the sheer fabric. When the Phantomville Sex Complaint Prosecutor saw them, the prosecutor quickly agreed in each case, that her outfits w-were just showing too much. - I replied as I tried to rebut my mom. -Well honey, you know Phantomville does permit women to exhibit a lot of exposure other cities wouldn -(TM)t permit. But you can -(TM)t help it that the SAC ordinance only applies to certified cuckold husbands, of which you are one. And because you -(TM)re not man enough to take care of your wife in bed, she has to parade her natural charms so that real men can appreciate them and help her with the needs you can -(TM)t fulfil. - Mother replied with a smirking smile. Her words really stung. I turned beet red. I hated that the city focused the SAC Ordinance only on certified cuckold husbands, whose adulterous wives caused men in public to get erections and develop a lust to fuck our wives. The Ordinance require the cuckold husband to resolve the sexual discomfort issue, or SAC Complaint, with each complainant, by submitting himself sexually, to the complainant, and be a receiver of the complainer -(TM)s pent up ejaculate. Most of the time, I can resolve the complaint by going on my knees and giving the complainer a blow job - and you must swallow all his ejaculate too. Ocassionally, the complainer will want to fuck me up my ass-cunt. That happens about 15% of the time. By law I have to comply, so I do. The funny thing about all this is that in most, well almost all cases I -(TM)ve come to delight in being both face and ass fucked. Sometimes I get double fucked if there are 2 or more involved horny men filing a joint complaint. This SAC Ordinance was enacted the same year we married. Over that time, I have had to resolve some 1,400 SAC Tickets, or roughly 12 a month on average. I try to resolve them in a timely manner. If late in taking care of a SAC Ticket, the penalty can be severe, even possible jail time. The ordinance requires they be satisfactorily resolved within 2 weeks of the date of the complaint. As you may conclude, over the years, I -(TM)ve had to swallow a lot of hot pent up semen. I mean a lot of it. Mother estimated it at well over five gallons. And that doesn -(TM)t count all the jism I -(TM)ve had to be a receptacle for from the many, many other sex hungry men who desired to put their rigid dicks in my mouth as well as penetrate my rear for their satisfaction and relief. All those previously mentioned sex acts were just for SAC -(TM)s. As you read more of my story, because of other demands imposed on me, the number of times I -(TM)ve had to accept hard dicks in my mouth and ass-pussy, over the course of my marriage, is in the thousands. -Bernard, I have to applaud you, you have done a fantastic job handling the SAC Complaints. And yes, I agree with Betty, it is a silly law.But nevertheless it is the law. And I have to agree with Betty, that her freedom to wear what she desires is non-negotiable. And looking at the positive side of things, hasn -(TM)t servicing all those sex starved dicks helped you to become a better and more obedient cuckold husband? - Y-Yes m -(TM)am. I-It has. - I meekly replied to Betty -(TM)s mother, as I looked down at the floor. I hated to have answered her the way I did, but I had no choice. If I had tried to be the least bit flippant or seemingly reluctant to agree with her, I could easily end up with demerits for misbehavior, which in turn would guarantee me a severe whipping later. Mentally, I hated to admit even to myself, but having to face all those many and different stiff cocks, did broaden my knowledge and appreciation of cocks. The other thing that helped with my sex education was the training at a place called the Institute for Felicitous and Acquiescent Gentle-males. It -(TM)s better known as IFAG. A preferred prerequisite for admission to IFAG is that the applicant be a certified cuckold. Little did I know I was a certified cuckold, until I saw our marriage certificate after we were married. It was then I discovered that because of Betty being 5 months pregnant with another man -(TM)s baby (which I was aware of), I automatically became a certified cuckold because of her sworn affidavit submitted with our marriage license request form. The affidavit read that I was not the biological father, but would be raising the child as our own, and that she intended to have additional children sired by men other than me, her lawful husband to be. The mere fact that I signed the license request, as did she, by law, made me complicit and fully accepting of my status as a certified cuckold upon marrying her. I felt I had been tricked by my new bride, but there was nothing to make a fuss over, since she had already told me the same thing that was on the affidavit, that is, that she had full intentions of making me her cuckold spouse after we were married. Yes, I went in to this marriage with my eyes wide open. You the reader will learn more about this as you read my story. It will also be revealed why I was browbeaten into cuckoldom. Well anyway, with my cuckold certification in hand, I learned I was a shoo-in to be accepted into the prestigious IFAG. I had to stay on campus at IFAG. At the end of the month of intensive sex education training, I not only graduated as an accomplished FAG, but at the top of my class. And I have to admit, the time and training there gave me a greater understanding of my lesser role as a gentle-male and a future as a cuckold husband. Nevertheless, despite gaining a fondness for tasting hard, heated dick meat and sucking and swallowing many, many loads of hot slimy ejaculated cum, as well as enjoying becoming a FAG fucktoy, I still felt twinges of guilt and shame for having sunk so low as I had in regard to being considerd a man. When growing up in my household, my secret goal had always been to get out from mother -(TM)s controlling grip, once I graduated college and married. Well, as can be seen, all that went awry, as my new bride, in collusion with my own mom, made shambles of my aspirations. With my mom being fully complicit, Betty had plans to further subjugate me in ways I never dreamed of. However, Dr. Judy, my relationship counselor, helped out a great deal in consoling me and making me feel so much more comfortable about being a fag cock slut. IFAG drilled in us that we should not see man to gentle-male intimacy as negative, from any perspective. Dr. Judy drove this point home for me and got me to see that IFAG was absolutely correct in their assertion that we gentle-males should be honored to be sexually used as women by sex hungry men. -You should be very delighted to give men in need of sex full access to your mouth and ass-pussy for their sexual release. You should feel honored that a sex hungry man has selected you to be a receptacle for his penis and a vessel for his sperm. Remember, there is no shame for a sweetee like you being a fag bitch for a real man. - Dr. Judy said to me. She went on to tell me -With both you and your wife getting fucked by many different men, you two will have so much more in common, and it can -(TM)t help but bring you closer as a couple, as you two talk about dicks And pleasing horny men. - Dr. Judy was so convincing and made me feel so much more at ease with the concept of being submissive in man to gentle-male sexual relations. Over time, I evolved into an eager and wanton full fledge fag cuckold. Let's go back to the kitchen table conversation. -You -(TM)re correct mother, my sweet Bernie doesn -(TM)t misbehave anything like he use to at the beginning of our marriage. Isn -(TM)t that right darling? - My wife spoke directing her words to me. -Y-Yes dear. I-I -(TM)ve come to a-accept and k-know my place. - I replied. All three women -(TM)s faces reflected how pleased they were at my slavish and obsequious answer. Reader I think I need to give you a little background here, if I may. You see when I first met Betty, she was so nice and gave me the impression that she was a virgin and that she wanted to remain that way until we married. Until our wedding night, she coaxed me in being satisfied sucking and licking her delectable looking pussy. She also only allowed me to occasionally kiss her on the mouth, but never to touch those magnificent breasts of hers. She let me know that had to wait until we were married. Since mother had my genitals locked up with an electronic chastity device since I was 11, she exercised a great degree of control over me. I -(TM)m now 23 and still wearing the latest model of the same device. You see, my mother insisted I stay a virgin until I married. Since mother is the true boss and head of our house, there was nothing I could do about my situation. The only good thing was that she did unlock it from time to time - which she could do with a miniature remote she wore around her neck. This was done every 2 weeks or so to permit me to masturbate, so as to relieve the sexual pressure built up in my loins. This continued from age 11 on into my marriage to Betty. And just as I had to beat myself off under mother -(TM)s supervision, I have to do the same for my new bride. I had tried in vain to get mother to remove the device when I first met Betty. And to my horror, mother informed Betty about my cock lock. I was utterly embarrassed and humiliated. But to my total surprise, Betty was thrilled about my plight. She let mother know how thrilled she was and applauded her for keeping me under her sexual lock and key. Betty let it be known that she wanted me to continue wearing my chastity device and remain a virgin for a while longer, that is well into our marriage. That really pleased mother. I couldn -(TM)t believe this was happening to me. It was soon after that that Betty came clean and let me know that she was sleeping around with several different guys. -Bernard, you may not totally understand, but I -(TM)ve always dreamed of marrying a virgin. And I want to keep you that way for a while into our marriage, while I date other men and probably have a few babies too, all the while denying you from consummating our marriage in the normal way. You see Benard, I want you to become a cuckold for me as a way of proving your love to me. And I -(TM)ll prove my love to you by letting you suck my other men -(TM)s cum out of my pussy. That way, I can share the wondrous sexual pleasure I -(TM)ve had with them, with you. Like I tell you repeatedly, you -(TM)re really good with your mouth and tongue on my twat. You really suck good. - Betty told me after I -(TM)d just given her some head. I was irate, yet speechless. But when I regained my composure, I really let her have it and castigated her as a tramp and a slut. To which she slapped me hard, sending me to the floor. We were at her parents' house in the basement den. There was so much noise upstairs, I suspected no one heard us arguing and fighting. Well it wasn -(TM)t much of a fight, as Betty had experience in martial arts training, and I quickly learned I was no match for her. I was half dazed from a couple well placed blows from her. I quickly conceded as she pushed me in the direction of a lower basement area that was used as a wine cellar. It was there that she literally stripped down my trousers and administered the worst whipping I -(TM)ve ever had. She used one of those thin whipping canes, with a walking stick crooked handle. I howled and cried and as she lashed and lashed on my bare ass cheeks. She got me down, such that her foot was in my middle back, holding me to the floor as she rained down blow after blow with that horrific whipping cane. She didn -(TM)t seem to want to stop. I thought she was going to beat me near death, but she finally stopped. My ass cheeks were lined with rows of welts. My rear seemed like it was literally on fire. -Bernard, you just can -(TM)t stop giving a girl head after you been doing it so long and as good you have. It -(TM)ll cause me severe withdrawal symptoms and who knows what else kind of psychological side effects. No my darling, you will continue to tend to my cunt with your mouth. And yes, you -(TM)ll have to get use to more of my men -(TM)s jism being in there too for you to suck out. So far, you have only been tasting small traces of their manly cum. - Her admission shocked me. You see, I had told her that her always moist juicy syrupy slit tasted very exotic and pleasing. It did. So I played right into her trap. She knew she had me. I was under duress. I had to say whatever she desired me to, so as to stop the intense pain she was inflicting on me. In addition to my verbal promise that I wouldn -(TM)t stop going down on her, she got me to understand that if I tried to avoid her or tried to run away, she and her family would track me down and whip me even worse than she had just then. -No Bernard, there is no escape from the love I have for you. I want you as my husband because you have the personality and proper type of mama -(TM)s boy upbringing I have only dreamed about in a husband. You are my soulmate husband, so get use to the idea of us being a married couple. - As soon as I arrived home, I told and showed mother what Betty had done to me. I just knew she would be outraged about the way she treated me. But to my surprise, mother was calm and said in a gentle voice -Go take a shower sweetie. When you -(TM)re out, I -(TM)ll come up and rub some salve on those welts and bruises. Don -(TM)t worry baby, everything will be okay. - I did as I was told, but mother -(TM)s tone didn -(TM)t bolster my confidence that Betty was going to be held accountable for her actions. After my shower, mother rubbed my bruised and blistered bottom in a manner as if I was a toddler. It was the same salve she used on me after she whipped me with her favorite corporal punishment instrument, a skinny electrical extension cord. Mother spoke in a soft tone. -Son, I really like Betty. I know, she is just the type of wife you need. She was right to punish you the way she did tonight. You needed discipline and she gave it to you. SHUSH! Don -(TM)t say anything until I finish. Betty and I have been having conversations without your knowledge. I know about her other men, her real men. Sweetie, she needs well hung studs to give her pussy the pleasure she can only get from them. I know it hurts, but your little prick just doesn -(TM)t match up. But I am so pleased that she is very thrilled with your oral pussy pleasing skills. You -(TM)ve told me you love having your head in her hairy crotch. Since indeed you do, then eating another man -(TM)s, mind you, a better man -(TM)s cum, out of her pussy is a minor thing to do to please the woman you love, but can -(TM)t please with your little thing. -And anyway son, she -(TM)s planning to let you watch her getting fucked by her men friends, so that -(TM)s the next best thing to fucking her yourself. Don -(TM)t you think? - I couldn -(TM)t believe what I was hearing from my own mother. I was speechless. I couldn -(TM)t reply. What she said next literally took my breath away. -Betty also wanted my opinion about having you on your back, face up, with your head close to she and her man -(TM)s mated genitals so you could have a front row seat, so to speak, of all the action close up. I really liked her idea Bernard. Not only will you have a unique view, but will be actually involved as if you were fucking her yourself. You could guide her man -(TM)s dick in her slit, as well as lick her clit and his balls, as they fuck. Just think, as his dick slides back and forth and his balls bounce across your face, you -(TM)ll see, feel, and smell the action of their juicy coupling. What better way for you to actually participate in the fucking of the woman you love. What do you think? - Again, I was dumbfounded by her spoken words. Again, I couldn -(TM)t reply. -It -(TM)s okay if you have to think about it all, it is a lot to digest. But you have to admit, Betty is certainly creative when it comes to finding ways for you two to bond closer as a couple. Another thing I just thought of is that it will make it easier for you to clean up the fuck mess from both his dick and her wet drippy cunt, since you -(TM)ll already be in place to suckle her man -(TM)s softening cock as well as suck all the oozing spend from her draining fuck hole. - Mother and I continued to talk on this unusual subject for a long while before calling it a night. No matter my total disagreement, mother touted the soundness in her logic until the end, and totally disregarded the manly emasculation and abject humiliation that was in store for me. Mother drove her point home the next day by saying to me. -Bernard, once again, Betty is my choice for you, and therefore you are to do what she desires of you. If there is a disagreement between you two, you can rest assured that I will side with her, and if need be, I too will punish you accordingly for any misbehavior on your part. - Mother -(TM)s words have stuck with me to this day. Betty could do no wrong in her eyes and I had to realize and accept that. I was trapped with no way out. Even though I hated the plans that Betty had for me as a cuckold, as well as the severe whipping she gave me. But what could I do, there was still this feeling of love I had for her and hoping that she would eventually change and treat me like a husband should be treated. Someone said that love makes you do foolish things. But here in my case, there is also the factor of me being too much of a coward to try and fight my own mother as well as Betty and her parents. I had to admit to myself I was just too weak willed to do what I should -(TM)ve done - get away from the whole situation. Oh well, alas, here it is over 9 years later and we are still married. She and I have 4 children, sired by 4 different men. All sired by my wife -(TM)s different stud lovers. Legally, the kids are all mine. They all carry my last name. Their first names are derivatives of their biological fathers -(TM) Christian names. I can -(TM)t help but love them all, because biologically, they all have a lot of Betty in them. And despite all that has happened and been done to me by her, I still can -(TM)t shake the love I have for my beautiful wife. I -(TM)m a doting daddy to our kids. Betty likes for me to be their babysitter and nanny when she -(TM)s out socially with her other men friends. I think she gets a thrill from telling others her husband is home babysitting the kids while she is out having a good time with her different real men. Many people know that I didn't sire any of our kids. I hated it that my wife so freely let it slip in public that all our kids are by her different men friends and were all conceived within our marriage. And to my total exasperation, too many folks know I -(TM)m still a virgin husband. Neither my mother or my wife help matters, for they speak with pride as they often mention to their friends and others that they have yet to permit me to put my prick in my wife -(TM)s, or for that manner, any warm wet soft pussy. And as part of my virginal husband experience, it means that I -(TM)m still masturbating for sexual relief. As with mother, Betty seems to get the same thrill of observing me wanking myself off and seeing my pent up jism spurting high and landing in splatters on me, as I ejaculate. Even today, mother and my wife occasionally jointly monitor and supervise me masturbating. I really hate it when they tell me I look cute jacking off and soothing my aching throbbing prick. I really wish my wife would let me ease my cock in her warm juicy pussy at least once. She wouldn -(TM)t even let me put it in her when she was pregnant with our 4 kids. I -(TM)m so distressed with always having to come in air pussy. When either mother or my wife are in a kinky mood, they make me scoop up and eat my own cum. Other times, they don -(TM)t. They are unpredictable. I have tried to get them to let me jack off more than twice a month, but to no avail. I keep getting told, -we -(TM)re thinking about it -. Betty has been telling me since we were married, that one day soon, she -(TM)s going to let me put it in her luscious looking pussy. It -(TM)s been 9 years and counting. One consolation for me has been that after we were married, my wife does permit me to handle her delectable breasts. It -(TM)s a real treat to do so while I -(TM)m performing oral sex on her. And it -(TM)s so heavenly to finally be allowed to suckle her tits too. Mother and my wife Betty, each have a tiny remote control that hangs around their necks that controls the electronic cock lock I -(TM)m wearing. When the minister at our wedding asked -Who giveth away this gentle-male to be wedded? - It was mother who escorted me down the aisle, and so it was up to her to give me away at my wedding. She also presented the remote to Betty as part of our wedding ceremony. I was mortified at this action being part of the wedding, because it appeared that I was simply being treated as a commodity, or property, that was being transferred from one party to another. Mother gave Betty the remote unit, and my wife accepting it clearly said openly, she had the rights to control my sex life, and therefore me, as my new wife-mistress. There was nothing I could do or say. I just stood there with a red face and my head lowered, as those in attendance applauded the condescension I was being subjected to. I had no idea that any of this was to happen at the wedding. Later that evening at the wedding reception, both mother and my new bride reminded me of my place when I expressed displeasure about the presentation of the remote control in the wedding ceremony. They both quickly reminded me of my subordinate place in the marriage and also let me know that if I ever tried running away from my situation, they could use the remote and their cell phones, to easily -fry my balls - by causing the cock lock to send a strong electrical jolt to my genitals. I shuddered at the thought of that happening. Mother had sent a mild jolt to me when I was a teenager. I had caused her to be angry with me over some small matter. The slight jolt she had sent to my genitals back then, really woke me up to my reality. So I fully understood and accepted their warning of what could happen to me with a much stronger jolt. So at age 23, I again had to be reminded of my new reality and that I needed to resign myself to the fate my wife, my new in-laws, and even my own mother had in store for me. CHAPTER 2: OFFICE CHRISTMAS PARTY TIME: FRAME: 4th year of our marriage My wife -(TM)s company held their annual Christmas Party this year, at an upscale hotel. They rented out a whole floor, plus the ball room for the event. I lost track of Betty sometime after 11 PM. The last I saw of her was when she was on the dance floor with one of her male co-workers. I don -(TM)t dance that well, so I just became a wallflower and let her co-workers take her out for a whirl from time to time. I got wrapped in some conversations with others who were sitting out the dancing. After a while, I noticed that my wife had not returned. I casually asked one of the guys I had been talking to, had he seen her return. I thought maybe she was on a powder room pit stop. He indicated that he saw her heading to the elevators. I just assumed that she had to head back to the room we had upstairs. On my way to see if she was there, knowing the slut my wife is, I thought I -(TM)d better call her first if I didn -(TM)t want to walk in on her while she was was having sex with some stud co-worker. I have had that happen in the past. Each time I was more embarrassed than she or her date were, especially since she or her men friends in general never show any real respect for me in the least. Just about everybody on her job knows I -(TM)m her pussy whipped sissified cuckold virgin husband. All of her work social functions are horrible for me. Many of her men co-workers have openly told me that they have or are fucking her. As you can see, I certainly got no respect from them. I thought about not mentioning it here, but I guess I should. Earlier that evening, 4 of her men co-workers forcibly carried me off to a remote room off a back hall, and had me on my knees sucking their hard dicks and swallowing all their ejaculated copious loads of hot thick slimy cum. It was rape, pure and simple, but alas, who would believe a Phantomville certified cuckold husband, an IFAG alumi,and who is also a Phantomville certified cock sucker too? Yes that is the plight of cuckold husbands in this town. Since becoming a certified cuckold, I have been raped many times in the same manner as at this, but never make an issue about it because nothing ever comes of it. And I may become an even bigger tartget for rape if I complain. Hence, like most, if not all, cuckolds here in Phantomville, I suffer and live with it. In fact, I asked the last man, who pulled his well suckled and softening dick from my lips -Are you all through with me now? - He replied -Yeah, I -(TM)m the last one. - He went on to say -I have to compliment you. You really know how to suck a cock. Thanks for not being bitchy about letting us face fuck you. The word around the place is that you have always been a good sport about putting out when a guy has a hard dick. - He then left me alone in the custodian closet they had taken me too. I don -(TM)t resist the guys if they do a grab and do such things to me. It -(TM)s really more akin to being raped, but after it happens so often, it -(TM)s something you get accustomed to. I appreciated the man -(TM)s praise. And getting kudos for doing something you know you do well, will naturally boost one -(TM)s self-esteem. I know it does for me. I know I -(TM)m a very skilled cock sucker, especially since I -(TM)m IFAG graduate and well trained in Fellatio. And I know it may sound strange and degrading, but I don -(TM)t mind sucking a man -(TM)s dick if he really needs sucking off. When the 4 horny studs grabbed me and carried me off for forced sex, I was a bit upset. I let them know I would -(TM)ve done the same thing if they -(TM)d just asked me nicely, as I -(TM)m willing to help horny men find relief if they need it. As doctors take the Hippocratic Oath, we IFAG Grads also take a similar oath to never leave a man with a hard dick if he should ask us to aid getting him off, no matter if by mouth or ass. I quickly composed myself. Luckily there was a sink and paper towels in there also. I easily cleaned up the drool that landed on my evening jacket. As you readers probably can tell by now, whether I wanted to or not, I have become fond of taking a man, or men -(TM)s, hard dicks if he, or they, need me to do so. One reason I don -(TM)t like attending any of my wife -(TM)s company -(TM)s social functions is precisely because of the way I am treated by the men there. Instead of just asking me to get off some head or ass for them, they resort to force. Since I -(TM)m my wife -(TM)s spouse and basically a guest at their functions, I feel I should be treated with a bit more respect, despite my often belittled and derogatory cuckold status. Now at my own work place, I see that as a different situation. I get no respect there at all, except as a fag cuckold fucktoy. My co-workers force themselves on me daily. More about that in a later chapter. As the reader may can tell by now, this was not the first time my wife -(TM)s co-workers have taken advantage of me. Just over a year ago, I was gang fucked in my mouth and ass by a dozen of her sex hungry co-workers. My wife knew about that incident, but she still demands I go, hence I do. I don -(TM)t have a choice. She even passed on to me that the men who assaulted me a year ago, praised me for being a great piece of ass and a giver of great head. She seemed to revel in the praise she got for bringing her pussy whipped fag cuckold to the party. She said that her boss told her to tell me that I had a standing invite to all their social functions and looked forward to seeing me at all of them. Little did I know until later that her boss was one of the dozen men that pulled a train on me. I knew he was fucking her routinely, but I never thought he would stoop to such a low level of decency and participate in gangbanging me too. My wife finally answered her cell phone, snapping me out of my thoughts. -Hello Bernie - Was her reply after the phone rang a few times. I let her know I was worried about her. She told me to come on up, and said my timing was good, as she wanted me to help her with something. I just assume she might need me to help with a zipper, as she had mentioned earlier that she might change out of the long formal dress she was in. She said it hindered her dancing. I arrived at our room and just walked right in. I was shocked at the sight before me. Laying back on the bed was my wife, totally nude, legs spread wide, with some very muscular guy laying beside her cupping one of her ample magnificent breasts. The sight I was hoping not to see, was right in front of me. I felt weak in the knees and light headed. Luckily, there was a chair nearby. I slumped into it. -Bernie, this is James. James, my husband. James works in our mail room. He was nice enough to come up and give me a good fucking. Your timing is good. I need you to do what you do best, crawl up here between my legs and give my coochie cat a good mouth douche. But honey before you do that, do me a favor and lick and suck the fuck gunk from James -(TM) handsome dick. - Some time later, we packed up and left the hotel. I was too upset to stay over until the next morning, as we had previously planned. I also was too upset to drive us home. Betty drove. -B-Betty I-I can -(TM)t believe w-what just happened back there. Y-You r-really are out of c-control. Y-You -(TM)ve crossed all lines of decency. I-I C-Can -(TM)t believe y-you m-made me g-go down on him a-and threatened to whip me, if I didn -(TM)t. - -What can -(TM)t you believe? That you mouth cleaned a real man -(TM)s dick as well as you did? After all, we both know you -(TM)ve had many dicks in your mouth before. But if it puts your mind to rest, you really did a great job on his beautiful dick and as always a fine job of sucking down all the fuck goo in my pussy. - I-I didn -(TM)t mean t-that exactly. I-I know you -(TM)ve had me c-clean you up b-before, b-but y-you -(TM)ve never had me do one o-of your men friends before, o-or have them stay a-and watch me do y-you.T-This is the first time I-I -(TM)ve ever done y-you with s-someone watching. T-There is a certain l-level of decency that I-I wish... - -I thought it might shock you a bit, but honey, it really gave me a kinky thrill to have the man that just fucked me see my cuckold husband suck all that spend out. James got a kick out of it too. - -O-Oh Betty. H-He said he -(TM)s never seen a nastier thing. I-I know I-I could never look him in the face again. I-I hope I never see him again. Just a-about everybody at your job knows about o-our kids a-and that they -(TM)re from 2 different men and that I -(TM)m not either of them. Yes, I-I -(TM)m your cuckold, I-I just d-don -(TM)t understand why you have to drive it so deep in the ground and ridicule me the way you do. - -Because I love you Bernie, and by you doing what you do for me, you -(TM)re returning that love to me in a way no other man can ever do. - I don -(TM)t know why, but I do love my wife. She has such an ingratiating way of complimenting me, that maybe flattering, but what -(TM)s required of me clearly comes at a cost to my self-esteem and has a very negative impact on whatever dignity I have left. CHAPTER 3: WEDNESDAY AT MY OFFICE TIME FRAME: 9th year of our marriage It -(TM)s 8AM Wednesday, and I -(TM)m on my way to work. Today is my day to drive, so I pick up my neighbor Nathan, who works at the same company I do. -Hi Bernice. - I reply back. -Morning Natalie. You look sexy today. '' He replies back -So do you. - Let me explain the above interchange. You see Nathan is also a cuckold husband, and an IFAG Alumni too. And as cuckold husbands in the city of Phantomville, there is basically law sanctioned abuse of certified cuckolds. Which Nathan and I are. So when the bosses at work dictate that every Wednesday, cuckold husband employees have to dress in feminine attire, we do what we are ordered to do. The last thing a cuckold employee can do is disobey management. Besides losing their job and being blacklisted for any similar type job, we won -(TM)t go into what the wives would do to punish a disobedient husband. Law enforcement in Phantomville gives unprecedented legal immunity to the wife in matters of punishing misbehaving cuckold husbands. We are an enslaved abused class and we all have to accept and know our subservient places. Hence we know being submissive, servile, docile and always passive is just a way of life to us. -You think we -(TM)ll be able to get a cup of coffee before they attack us? - Natalie asked. -You never can tell on Wednesday. You know how horny many of the guys are. Last week, I only got a sip of my coffee before the boss called me in and had me on my knees licking his balls and sucking his stiff dick. - I replied. Natalie and I then discussed for the umpteenth time, why the guys at work simply don -(TM)t get some pussy from their wives mid week instead of bringing all those hard dicks to work and using them on us defenseless cuckolds. We always seem to arrive at the same conclusion, that dominating and taking advantage of us wimpy cuckolds gives them an extra thrill. After arriving in the company parking lot, we make last minute adjustments to our makeup and attire before going to our respective offices. I was wearing a lavender puffy sleeve, sheer organza blouse, with an extravagant bow, that exudes femininity in all aspects. I also had on a matching color skirt and lavender open toe flats, so as to showcase the bright neon pink nail polish on my toes. I also wore pink fishnet stockings. My boss had sent a message to my wife as to what I was to wear this week. For some reason my wife and mother are more than eager to help feminize me for work. Natalie, was wearing a loud pink women -(TM)s business suit, with matching color open toe low heels. At least he gets to wear pants, even if they are women -(TM)s pants. He also was sporting bright pink toe nail polish. He also wore a frilly pink blouse that had a lace adorned collar with a ruffled front. We both were adorned in what has become standard accessory jewelry for us at work, white pearl necklaces with matching bracelets, rings, and ladies -(TM) pearl watches. To further embarrass us cuckolds, management will penalize us if we don't wear the pearl jewelry even when we are in normal business suits. It makes us further stand out as sissified cuckolds. And as you might surmise, we are constantly sexually harassed and sexually abused. It -(TM)s difficult to get any work done. As happens many days other than just on Wednesday, we will spend over half a day with dicks in our mouths and sometimes being shagged by horny male employees. Also part of our unwritten job description is the oral douching of used cunts that are semen soaked. And even if there has been no intercourse, we know not to refuse any woman that just wants some soothing head from us. Natalie and I believe we have licked and sucked every cunt, at one time or another, in our 2,000 employees workforce. At the end of the work day, I arrived at the car first. As I wait for Natalie to arrive I mentally recall all the sexual abuse I -(TM)ve undergone today, as well as all the dicks I -(TM)ve had pushed in my mouth and that penetrated my ass-cunt. As Wednesdays dress up days go for me, I have to rate this one as one of the better ones. I -(TM)ve had a lot of cum ejaculated in me today. With a tummy full of creamy nut cream and a well fucked ass-pussy, I feel very contented and mentally satisfied with myself. My horny co-workers seemed genuinely turned on by my outfit and told me so. That pleased me and really added a little extra something to the sex demands that were imposed on me. Another thing that always adds a bit of erotism, and a cheap thrill for me, is the heat trail down my gullet, as I swallow one delicious hot wad of sperm, after another, as I suck cock after cock. The delighted feeling I get from all that thick heated slimy fuck goo sliding down my throat may be perverted, but nevertheless it -(TM)s a wonderful sensation. The guys really like my eager consumption of their ejaculate. And when they compliment me on my eating their cum, it makes me feel needed and gratified. My attire now had a number of very noticeable cum spots and splatter. I know I looked like a used fucktoy and smelled like one too. I spot Natalie coming toward the car. He is hurrying, as he -(TM)s really splattered with sex fluids. I instantly notice that he -(TM)s not wearing the same suit pants he had earlier that morning. Instead he -(TM)s wearing a pair of tight form fitting yoga pants with his pink pants suit top. As he settles down in the car seat, he smells louder of dicks, fuck funk and cum than I do. -What a day Bernice! - He said almost breathless. -They really did a job on me today. I lost my pants early this morning as I was carried and passed from one sex hungry group of men to another. I-I -(TM)m lucky that -(TM)s all I lost. T-They claimed I really turned them on today. - As I drove us home, we both related how much sexing we experienced on this -~Wild Wednesday -(TM) at work. Despite our complaints as to how we were used, abused and out right raped to day, as is the case every Wednesday, and sometimes on other work days too, we both ended our day feeling a type of altruistic contentment and satisfaction that we contributed to helping a lot of horny men get the sexual satisfaction they were seeking. -You can guess who the ring leader was that got to me first thing. - -Don -(TM)t tell me it was Big Jake again. - I replied to Natalie smiling. -Yep, and he was so horny too. He must -(TM)ve been saving his loads just for me. Remember I told you how he is so delighted that I can take all 10 inches of his massive thing, which he says his wife can -(TM)t. - -Yeah, I remember you telling me that. How many loads did he pump in you? - -For the day, three lovely sizable loads of his hot cum. As usual, he always has me suck that first one out, and then later he uses my pussy to get the second one out. He usually doesn -(TM)t give me a third one, but he sure did today. All his loads were copious too. He made me tingle when he told that I was the only one he shot his sperm into today. That really resonated with me. Maybe he -(TM)ll make me his other woman. - Natalie said with a broad smile. We both chuckled, but I got the feeling that Big Jake only had to ask, and Natalie would meet and submit to him anytime and place he desired. What Natalie said next confirmed my instinct. -I really enjoyed how well he both fed and fucked me. I don -(TM)t know why, but it makes me feel so contented to milk and suckle his dick after he fucks me. I guess it makes me feel good and cozy to show him my gratitude for fucking me so good. Don -(TM)t laugh at me, but I guess I -(TM)ve just become a gracious fag cuckold like my counselor and wife desired me to be. - -I -(TM)m laughing with you, not at you, for I -(TM)ve come to the same state of mind on that too. It also gives me a great degree of mental contentment too, that is, to do naughty little things like that to show my sincere appreciation to the real men that do me to. - I commented back to Natalie. Even though we both were treated like gutter fag cock whores, we both knew that we eagerly awaited being treated the same way the next time we were needed to be fucktoys for hard up sex hungry studs. I didn -(TM)t share with Natalie that I considered myself already the -~other woman -(TM) to one of my co-workers named Frank. Our relation started over 4 years ago. Frank depends on me routinely for frequent sexual relations, right along with relations with his wife and Betty, my wife. At least that what he tells me. And I have come to believe him. We have developed an interesting relationship, every since that first time I sucked his rigid dick to completion. It happened one time when my wife was not available when he dropped by the house with his straining hard-on. My mother just happened to be there at the time. She knew Frank was one of my wife -(TM)s regular studs. Mother said she liked him a lot. So much so, that she urged me to be a surrogate to my wife -(TM)s pussy that day. I was alarmed at her offer. But mother was insistent, so I had no choice but to go down on him right there in front of her. She was very pleased at how skillful I got Frank off. She praised the way I licked, handled and fondled Frank -(TM)s big hairy balls as I went on to soflty suckled him off and received a really large load of rather very warm cum, which was so forcibly ejaculated in my mouth. Frank contacted me again within a week and let me know he really liked my mouth on his big hard dick, and wanted to meet so I could do him again. His compliments were so flattering, and despite the fact that he was one of the many men fucking my wife -(TM)s pussy - which she denied letting me do then, and still does today. Yet there was something about him that I liked. I knew I couldn -(TM)t turn him down. He wanted to keep our liaison secret from my wife. And it -(TM)s been that way every since. After our first couple of meetings, he was fucking me too, which became a mainstay of our liasons. I adored being his fag bitch and the masterful way he screwed my mouth and ass cunt. He thrills me whenever he asks me -~How about some pussy? -(TM). I have eagerly accepted my role as his on-demand cum dump. Being the man Frank is, there is never any sexual reciprocity in our relationship. Our meetings are always about me pleasing him and receiving his sperm. I am perfectly satisfied with that arrangement. However I must say, many times when he fucks me, I get off without even touching myself, which makes things that much better for me, and makes me adore him even more. Mother strongly encouraged my continued relationship with Frank. She told me -It -(TM)s good for you to have a steady dedicated man to appease the woman in you. - I think he and I have a special relationship. After all, if he didn -(TM)t think highly of me, then why would he choose me to take his cum? Anyway, over the years I -(TM)ve come to see how much he appreciates me. For one thing, on more than one occasion, he has had me whore myself for his profit, so he could buy expensive gifts for himself or his wife, or to give to my wife. I told my counselor, Dr. Judy, about Frank and I. She like mom, also told me that his pimping me out showed that he thought a lot of me. Their confirmation of my feelings on that matter, really made me feel good about my actions. But anyway, that -(TM)s a story for another time. Another thing the reader should know is that Frank is also the biological father of one of our kids. Some may question Natalie and I feeling the way we do about our roles as described above, but at IFAG, it was drilled into us that should always be focused on the other person -(TM)s feelings and their satisfaction being of paramount concern, even at the expense of our self-esteem. As I said earlier, even though Nathan and I complained about our treatment, both at work, and at home too, we always ended up coming up with rationalizations for excusing the abusers actions, and even looking at the benefits to us. You see, through all of the IFAG experience and browbeating degrading of both of us, we both have developed a taste and appetite for fresh spurted jism, as well as cum spend mixed with pussy juice. We both relish sucking hard dicks and mouth cleaning sloppy well fucked pussies. And another thing I should mention that we adjusted to as well as acquiesced to, from our IFAG training, and that is to adapt and adjust to the concept of Man to Gentle-male intimacy. Or in other words, not feeling ashamed of having been, or desiring to be intimate with or aroused by a man, a real man. It was from adjusting to this concept, that we both discovered the joy of being penetrated and fucked in our asses or sissy-cunts. IFAG gave us a very thorough orientation on the art of anal intercourse and all the assosciated hygene matters. In addition, when we graduated, we had tattoos placed on us that showed the size limits of cocks that we could safely be surrogate cunts for. That data was placed in the permanent tattoos that were heat imprinted on our bodies. The information was stated as two numbers in the 2 separate tattoo placed on us. My number is 12 - 2.5. This means that I can safely have my ass penetrated by a 12 - long dick that is no more than 2.5 inches in diameter. The 2 tattoos were placed on us without our knowledge when we were sedated. One was placed on our right upper ass cheek and the other smaller one was placed on our upper left forearm. So if anyone knew where to look, it would inform them instantly that we were not only fuckable, but just how large a man -(TM)s member we could safely be penetrated by. CHAPTER 4: A SESSION WITH DR. JUDY TIME FRAME: 9th Year of our marriage -Bernie, todayI think we should do a review of your file and better organize several loose notes that have been attached over the years. I however, am very pleased with the progress you -(TM)ve made since seeing me. What is it now, going on 10 years you -(TM)ve been seeing me? - -Y-Yes ma -(TM)am, that -(TM)s right. - -And it speaks volumes to me in regard to the improvements you -(TM)ve made too. Not only your full acceptance that it -(TM)s normal having a slut wife, that denies you normal coitus, and has kept you a virgin husband for over 9 years. And I couldn -(TM)t be happier that you -(TM)ve settled into being an outstanding cuckold, and an outstanding IFAG graduate one at that. I know you had quite a bit of apprehension about attending IFAG, but as I told you back then, that you would do fine. And you did so in an exemplary way. You graduated as the top FAG in your class. - I thanked Dr. Judy for her strong encouragement and for helping to build up my self-confidence. Her efforts helped me succeed at IFAG. -No thanks required my dear Bernard, I just did what I do best. Try to help sweet namby- pamby mama -(TM)s boys like you find their place, both in marriage and in the world. You were fortunate enough to have such a great mother with the foresight to give you a proper upbringing as a subjugated male under her strict and firm control. Her keeping your genitals under lock and key all those years and restricting your sex education to monitored masturbation, and cunnilingus, where she taught you and let you practice on her vagina, was an exceptional foundation for you. In addition, her making sure you were very well trained in the domestic arts of house cleaning, doing laundry, cooking, etc,. prepared you for being a highly skilled homemaker spouse. And as a strict disciplinarian,she drilled obedience in you, which made you prized husband material for an assertive woman desiring a well trained, subservient, unpretentious gentle-male that knows his subordinate place. -And then you were even more fortunate to have met Betty and her family, where they helped to further you on the road to being an even better cunt sucker, as you fell in love with a slut, and came to adore and appreciate what it -(TM)s like to be a cuckold boyfriend, and then eventually a cuckold husband. -And we must not forget that it is about this time that you entered into the phase of your sex education where you were tasting and consuming noticeable amounts of different men -(TM)s ejaculate. It was your wife -(TM)s dad that first started you into sucking cocks and swallowing fresh spurted semen. He of course deserves a lot of kudos for doing so, as well as pushing you toward IFAG. I recall it was between him and your wife that got you to understand just what a wimp like you, with a small prick, was best suited for - that is sucking pussy and jacking off. Which as you know, I agreed with fully. - -Y-Yes, I-I remember very well. - I replied interrupting her lengthy narrative. -And it was obvious to me that after you discovered that they and I were correct about your proper role, when it came to sex in the marriage, you, like the good person you are, willingly accepted your place as a FAG cuckold husband, and did those things expected of you. Including full acceptance of your wife having babies from other men for you to provide for and raise, as well as take your last name too. And by accepting your wife giving the children Christian names derived from the men that sired them, that further proved your devotion and love for her. - -I-I know t-the children are innocent in all this, s-so I-I knew I-I couldn -(TM)t hold any kind of grudge against them. P-Plus as many pointed out, t-the babies had half of Betty -(TM)s DNA in them, so how could I hate them at all. - I interjected. -Very well put Bernard. I know you said many told you were a fool to marry a slut like Betty and let her walk all over you and bring other men -(TM)s babies in the marriage. But as I told you back then, they didn -(TM)t know the full and true love you both experience in a FAG cuckold marital appangement. Betty gets her joy and fulfillment as the dominant spouse, and you get your fulfillment and pleasure being subservient to her -. Dr. Judy commented. She then paused to review some papers in the file, then continued her summary of my case.. -Here are some notes I made when I first learned of you and Betty getting together. As you know, it was Betty -(TM)s parents who started you two coming to see me. Then after just two joint visits, it was obvious to me, only you that needed to continuing to have sessions with me, since I didn -(TM)t see any faults with what Betty, her parents, as well as your mom desired of you in the upcoming marriage. - -Y-Yes I remember it well. - -Looking at my notes from the file, I see herel you were upset that Betty had whipped you severely because you first discovered that she was feeding you her other meen friends ejaculate, when she presented herself to you for oral sex, and you had some difficulty with doing that act for her, once she revealed the semen of other men was involved. You had been going down on her before, but did not know you were consuming traces of ejactlate from other men. So when you found this out, and that in addition, she wanted you to suck her pussy in the future when there would be much more cum in her. This is what caused you to explode and become belligerent with her, including calling her all sorts of lascivious names, etc. And that is when an altercation occurred, resulting in her severely whipping you for being so objectionable. -And it appears you were quite upset that neither your mom, or her mom, or Betty -(TM)s dad saw anything wrong with what occurred. Plus they fully concurred with Betty, that just because she was going with other men, or that she desired that you suck those other men -(TM)s ejaculate from her vagina presented any sort of issue for you to be upset over. - She paused again, before she spoke. -Does that sound about right Bernard? - -Y-Yes ma -(TM)am - -It -(TM)s all coming back to me now. Yes I remember your belligerency as well as your anger that you would be required to do such a thing, or go on with the marriage, because your mom, and Betty and her family saw no reason for you to not marry her because she did the things she did. And that -(TM)s where I was brought in. - -Y-Yes that -(TM)s right. I-I had hoped you would see the merits of my position, but you got me to see that indeed I was wrong and that I would be causing Betty irreparable harm if I didn -(TM)t continue to perform oral sex on her, as well as marry her and become the husband she -(TM)d dreamed of having, that is an enslaved cuckold. - -Aren -(TM)t you glad I got you to see the light? - -Y-Yes ma -(TM)am. You showed me that I really loved Betty. A-And secondly, I found out that tasting and sucking out the cum of her men friends wasn -(TM)t all that bad. In fact, for some reason, the more cum that was in her pussy, or the sloppier it looked, the better she began to taste to me. I-I guess it was because of that hyno-therapy you had me undergo, which is why I came to see t-that it w-wasn -(TM)t that difficult being the kind of cuckold she wanted me to be for her. - -That -(TM)s quite correct. Hypno -therapy is a valuable tool to show gentle-males like you, what -(TM)s best for them. By the way, there -(TM)s something else I want to share with you after all these years later. You didn -(TM)t know this at the time, but Betty -(TM)s dad had an eye on you from the first time she brought you over for dinner to meet them. He told me he got a hard-on for you then and definitely wanted you as a fag son-in-law. He had a dream too. A dream of having a sweet looking son-law like you he could make out with. Yes, he wanted to fuck you too. - Dr. Judy said with a smile. -Y-Yes he told me later about wanting to do me the first time he saw me. He said I such nice full lips and a girlish ass. He said I was just built to take dick. I-I -(TM)d never thought of myself that way, b-but as it turned out he w-was right. H-he was the first man to have me suck his cock. He sort of coersed me into doing it, b-but afterwards, I-I was glad he did. I never knew it could be so enjoyable being mouth pussy for a horny man. - -Bernard, you apparently are a very skillful cock sucker. Your IFAG records say so, as well as Betty -(TM)s dad, and I -(TM)ve heard from him that rave about the gentle, and tender sweet head you give and how you nicely take all a man -(TM)s nut cream, no matter how fast it comes shooting out. He also told me that the men love your slow sensuous milking of their softening cocks too. To everyone it -(TM)s very apparent from the way you lick your lips after sucking a dick to completion, you love what you do and the taste of cum. That -(TM)s quite a compliment.. - -Thank you ma -(TM)am. As for my taste for cum, I do relish the stuff so much more now than before I took your Hypno-Threapy. B-But I-If I can be candid with you. - -Oh, yes, always Bernard. - -W-Well the truth is, for some reason, after I engulf a-a heated swollen dick head, I-I can -(TM)t seem to stop sucking until I receive a man -(TM)s warm creamy ejaculate. A-And the feeling of warm cum being released in my mouth is such an ecstatic indescribable sensation. - -Bernard, let me read my notes from when you first told me about your first time sucking your future father-in-law -(TM)s dick.: -I have always been intimidated by Betty's dad. I was actually scared of him. He was so tall and masculine. When he first told me he wanted me to suck his cock that evening, after leading me away from Betty and her mom, a few minutes earlier, I was so surprised that he wanted me to do such a thing. However, when I tried to tell him no, he fired back that since I was still sucking cum from Betty -(TM)s pussy, it must not be too bad for me. I tried to explain to him that I was just doing it for Betty, because I loved her and that I wasn -(TM)t fond of doing such a thing for her. I begged him right then to help me persuade her to not require me to do it anymore and not to beat me if I didn't. He said that I could forget that. He laughed and began to unbuckle his pants. And before I knew it, he had exposed his huge penis. It began to lengthen and swell right before my eyes. I had never seen such a thing or a penis that large. Betty -(TM)s dad then started coming closer to me. I was scared, but yet at the same time, I was like a moth mesmerized by and attracted to a flame, except here the attraction was a rigid cock so stiff, it was jutting upward at an obscene angle. All the while he was moving closer to me, he kept saying he knew I wanted to feel it and suck it. I had no such thoughts. It was then that he lightly slapped me. That really intimidated and scared me, because now I realized he was serious. I felt weaker and easily went to my knees as he directed. His suggestions of my desire to perform oral sex on him seem t take on a different focus and were affecting my state of mind. While I at first didn -(TM)t want to touch his spectacular manhood, I now accepted it as a real thing I was going to have to do. When his big thing of my face, he guided my hand to his massive erection. I didn -(TM)t seem to have control of my hand. It seem to do what Betty -(TM)s dad desired it to do. I experienced a strange but very enjoyable sensation feeling and caressing his tool. It was like I was in a dream state. Somewhere in this dream, he guided his glossy dick head between my lips and heard him tell me to keep my teeth away from his cock. Anyway, when it was all over, I had suckled him enough for him to ejaculate in my mouth and I did as he told me. I swallowed all the thick hot slimy goo that was pumped from the head of his penis. His hot cum was far tastier that I ever thought it would be. Mother had me taste my freshly spurted cum a few times, when I masturbated, but it was never as tasty as Betty -(TM)s dad -(TM)s was that first time. After I swallowed all his heated ejcaulate, he had me continually suckle his slowly deflating head. To my surprise, I found slowly sucking his soft penis meat delightful. It was just like when I suckle my mother -(TM)s tits, with a slow pulsating sucking motion. As you know Dr. Judy, mother allows me to do that for her too, even to this day, as her grown son. She likes me doing it, and so do I. Well anyway, after about 3 or 4 minutes, Betty -(TM)s dad pulled his cock from my lips with a slight -pop -. After putting his clothes back in order, and me wiping my lips with a tissue, he and I had a drink. I didn -(TM)t know what to say, so I sat dazed and quiet, and with a copious load of his sperm in me. I was so glad to have that drink to sip on. He started talking and immediately let me know he didn -(TM)t think I was a real man, and that I was better suited for being real man -(TM)s bitch. He said I sucked cock really good, even for my first time. -You have a natural talent for sucking dick -, were his exact words. He also added, -You -(TM)re just the type of wimpy pantywaist husband my daughter needs -. It really hurt hearing my future father-in-law say all that to me. But what could I say, instead of fighting him off, I had just submissively sucked his cock and swallowed all his heated ejaculate. Something a real man would not do. I guess he was reading my mind, or the expression my face. He told me next that he understood if I was a bit overwhelmed. He also said that there was no need to tell anyone about having sucked his dick. He added -This will be our little secret, sweetie -. I suspected it wouldn -(TM)t be the only time he was going to have me do him, but it wasn -(TM)t. It was a week later when he again lead me away from his wife and daughter and ordered me to go down on him. Again, it was against my will, but I was too weak willed to fight him off. In f-fact the second time w-was rather pleasant. I-I really got into sucking on his stiff cock meat. A-And tasting a-and swallowing his very warm jism also became m-more enjoyable. About 2 weeks later, he started bringing other men with him when he had me on my knees giving him suck offs, and I would have to do them too. It started off at 1 or 2, then gradually rose to 5 or 6. And they were not always the same men each time. Dr. Judy, this was also about the time when I started coming to see you. And when you fully encouraged and supported him, he had me sucking a lot more cocks, even in his brothel at what he called a glory hole. I was now not only his cock sucking fag bitch, but more his cock sucking fag whore. He called me that often. That sounded so disparaging and perverted, but I was so intimidated by him, and embarrassed that I had come to relish being a cock sucker. He often had me suck him off with my pants and shorts down, so he could see my prick. I tried hard to not have an erection when I sucked on his handsome dick, but it was futile. He would laugh at me and called me a -~natural born fag cocksucker. He liked telling everyone about my having an erection while sucking his dick. - Dr. Judy stopped reading to write a note in her file, she then said -And if you remember from these notes, we went to work on getting you to accept your mental sensation and physical response as natural, and nothing to feel guilty about or ashamed of. Betty -(TM)s dad was in essence correct, you had a latent desire to satisfy mens -(TM) throbbing erections, as well as enjoying yourself in the process. - -Y-Yes, as you told me back then, I-I did come to see that I-I really needed to suck dicks as p-part of my daily routine. A-And also just like y-you said, I-I really did develop a taste for cum. N-Now if I-I don -(TM)t do at least 20 or more a day, m-my day seems out of b-balance. A-And I-I feel more mentally content with myself knowing I -(TM)ve taken that much ejaculate in me. - -Your mental deportment or state of mind, is a critical and important element for your total well being. - Dr. Judy replied. I said nothing in reply, but just nodded my head in agreement with her. -I see here where I have a loose note that states you always lick and suckle a man -(TM)s balls whenever you suck a cock. You call it good ettiquite for a cock sucker. Did Betty -(TM)s dad train you to do that? - -Y-Yes he did. He said it was proper to do that to show respect and gratitude for being allowed to suck a man -(TM)s cock. P-Plus, like he says, it does seem a fitting way for me, or anyone, to show their gratitude for being allowed to go down on the man. It really puts me in the mood to give a good sucking by first lapping and suckling a man -(TM)s sweaty hairy balls. - -That -(TM)s wonderful bernard, just wonderful. Now I see here where I made an annotation back then that Betty -(TM)s dad also began your training on how to deepthroat a penis. Remember us talking about that? - -Y-Yes ma -(TM)am. His coaching really gave me a-an edge when I was a-at IFAG. Many of the students didn -(TM)t have any experience with that. He did that to me enough that I became comfortable having to take all his long cock and accept his cum right down my gullet without tasting it. He didn -(TM)t do it often, but enough times so that my gag reflex didn -(TM)t get in the way of his pleasure. - -More kudos for your father-in-law. - Dr. Judy said. -I-I have to admit that s-sucking him off that first time really did something to me. She answered me by saying -It -(TM)s often been said in my field that a fag gentle-male -(TM)s cock sucking skills are at the core of his being able to please a man. That certainly is the case with you, Bernard. - - I-I guess at times, m-my mouth acts like a hungry pussy, that is, when it comes to swallowing cum. T-That -(TM)s what mother told me one time. - -Your mother is a priceless gem. I love her wit and wisdom. And it -(TM)s so special that you and your mother talk so openly to each other. But I want you to make sure and do the same with your wife. Because basically, your mom has handed you over to her, and you must be just as candid with her too. - -O-Oh I am. In fact we three often have conversations on this very same subject. If anything, mother and Betty are too much in agreement. She won -(TM)t ever support me if I disagree with my wife. - -Do you think it -(TM)s because your wife is right all the time? - -O-Oh, Dr. Judy, there you go again. I-I just can't seem to win at a-anything I propose. I guess I might as well give up trying. - I lamented in my reply to Dr. Judy. -That would be best and cause less stress for you. - She replied. I couldn -(TM)t say nothing. Dr. Judy chuckled as she paused to make some notes. As Dr. Judy took a few moments to write her notes, I reflected on how aroused I get when assertive macho and masculine men roughhouse me when making me take their dicks. I know the first time Betty -(TM)s dad lightly slapped me and made me go to my knees and mouth his rigid jutting cock, I was more scared than aroused. But I noticed that after Dr. Judy -(TM)s Hypno-therapy treatments, when a man is physically aggressive with me and/or verbally assaults or intimidates me with all sorts of lascivious name calling, it does arouse me and seems to make me more receptive to pleasing his sexual needs. I -(TM)ve always wondered if my current delight in being roughly handled and/or verbally put down, as I -(TM)m being face or ass fucked by big muscular men, was a natural evolutionary progression in my development as a fag cuckold, or was I brainwashed by Dr. Judy into accepting this behavior as natural. The more I thought about it, the more I concluded it -(TM)s a moot point now since it -(TM)s now so ingrained within me. Dr. Judy -(TM)s voice brought broke me out of thoughts. -Now, back to what we were talking about earlier. So you see, your father-in-law backed Betty and wasn -(TM)t going to let you get away from her, or him. That -(TM)s another reason the family brought me in and still retains me for your counseling. They also paid for your attendance at IFAG. They really desired for you to graduate as a full fledge FAG, and you exceeded their expectations by graduating as the top FAG of your class. You are so fortunate that they saw so much in you. - -I-I -(TM)m thankful of that too. - I meekly replied to Dr. Judy. -For your information, it was I that recommended to your father-in-law the idea of you two sleeping together at least one night a week, so that you two could bond closer together. It -(TM)s good to know that you all have maintained this practice still. Right? - -Y-Yes ma -(TM)am. Just like you said, it did bond us closer. I also learned to appreciate how much he cared for me from the way he sexed me. He still calls me his sissy concubine. I really appreciate the way he treats and uses me like his other woman - which his wife is perfectly okay with. She told me herself that she was glad for the relief, as her husband is like a satyr at times and wears her pussy out. Those were her words. - I said to Dr. Judy. -I know he really likes fucking you since he can get all his dick in your ass-pussy. His wife can -(TM)t take him in all the way. - -Y-Yes, he tells me that a lot. H-He really makes me feel good that I can offer him that little extra pleasure. - -You have a right to feel good about that Bernard. - -A-Another thing Dr. Judy, by my learning to give him sex the way he wanted and desired of me, it really helped me be a better fag overall for other men. It also helped me a better husband for Betty as well, by being a better sex toy for her studs, when they demand sex of me. - -That is really goodness. I also have a note in the file here from your mother thanking me for encouraging Betty -(TM)s dad to sleep with and fuck you weekly. - -Yes, she told me about that and is always reminding me that she -(TM)s very pleased that he -(TM)s both my real man and pimp too. - -Again Bernard, you are so fortunate to have a mom who looks out for your best interest and needs. - -Thanks Dr. Judy. - - Now moving on in our review,I believe it was about the time of your first child that I had you enroll as a member of the Penis Adoration Network of Sissy Cum-Suckers International. Readers, the Penis Adoration Network of Sissy Cum-Suckers International is abbreviated as PANSCI, and pronounced -~Pansy -(TM), like the flower. -If you recall Bernard, there was a seires of articles from a PANSCI managzine issue that dealt with being a good FAG for your strong wife. - -I-I recall it Dr. Judy. The authors stressed how important it was to good communication and marital harmony for the cuckold husband to embrace faggotry fully and not be ashamed to give himself sexually to his wife -(TM)s lovers, if need be. - -You remembered it correctly Bernard. Good! Being obedient to a dominant spouse is a critical ingredient in a marriage such as you and betty have. And because I helped you become a true helpmate to your wife by being a sex surrogte for your wife, when her men friends needed sex and she wasn -(TM)t available, you stepped up and got fucked for her, no matter if it was a blow job or getting a deep shagging. - I acknowledged my acts of love done for my wife. Dr. Judy resumed speaking. -It is very good for a cuckold husband to take dicks for his wife. But you also went the extra mile, following your father-in-laws counsel, and became a fag cock whore to make extra money, for your wife and growing family. You desired the extra income so that they could have a proper standard of living. Also, your father-in-law was pleased to be your pimp and whore you out. - I again accepted Dr. Judy's praise and thanked her for her kind compliments. Dr. Judy continued with her summary review. -Now Bernard, there were many instances where you needed to talk issues over with me, as you walked down the road to fag cuckold-dom and to get my input so that you could feel better about yourself. - -Yes Dr. Judy, despite accepting that what was best for me was to live the life of a FAG Cuckold and be obedient to my wife, I would get flash backs that told me I was under a dark influence and that I shouldn -(TM)t be sucking up cum cream pie pussies, or sucking off cocks, or wantonly giving my ass-cunt for men to fuck. But each time you helped me see the light. That is, that it was proper for me to continue being a FAG cuckold and to ignore any feelings of being humiliated or ridiculed. - -Yes Bernard that is correct. The right place for you is under the strict control of your wife and doing as she and her dad demand of you. You need a strong hand over you to balance out your pantywaist nature, unpretentious personality, and overall weakness for the wimp you are. - Dr. Judy replied. -I-I know I -(TM)m not as w-well hung as her studs, but after being married so long, I-I would at least like to put it in her sometime. She has yet to let me have some of her delectable pussy. S-She hasn -(TM)t let me put it in even when she was pregnant - all 4 times. B-Besides licking and lapping her slit, all I get to do is get off in my hands and the only thing surrounding my prick is air pussy. C-Can you at least talk to her to convince her to let me have some? - I pleaded to Dr. Judy. -I -(TM)m sorry Bernard, I feel for you, but as you know by now, an element of the love she desires, or should I say demands from you, is your suffering in some way for her. What better way for her to see that than you being denied her juicy twat, while all you get to do is watch others fuck her and suck her cunt clean afterwards. And of course, be allowed to beat your meat every once in a while. -But if you remember, you raised this issue very early in our sessions. You either forgot what was said back then or you wanted me to intervene where I have no right. - Dr. Judy took me back to an early conversation where my wife, her mom, and my mom chided me for bringing up a subject more properly discussed in the family or between me and my wife. She could tell by the expression on my face, I remembered. She was right, I was hoping she would intervene on my behalf. But once again, I would have to be patient and wait for my wife to decide when I can finally consummate our marriage in an orthodoxed manner. I -(TM)ve been told numerous times that using my tongue instead of my penis counts as consummation to her. Sometime later, I even told Dr. Judy about the home situation with fag cuckold Nathan, aka Natalie, my neighbor and carpool rider, and of course sister sissy cuckold at the company where we are employed. Nathan -(TM)s situation is that Nathan -(TM)s wife cut him off from fucking her pussy after she began cuckolding him a year after they were married. However, he is allowed to suck it, and required to do so after it is fucked and filled by her studs. So, he at least was able to consummate their marriage in a normal manner, before becoming a cuckold. Plus, he -(TM)s not a virgin as I still am. Since he -(TM)s been a cuckold, he also wears a chastity device very much like the one I wear, and is allowed to masturbate periodically for sexual relief. He -(TM)s also an IFAG graduate. However, on special days (Birthdays, some holidays, etc), or as a special reward, his wife may permit him to put it in and have sloppy seconds, or thirds, or so, if she -(TM)s in a good mood. When she doesn -(TM)t let him have some, she allows him to petition his mother and even his mother-in-law for coitus, if they are in the mood, and of course if he is in good graces with them. Dr. Judy told me, while she was professionally amused by Nathan -(TM)s marital arrangement and how his wife-mistress, mother and mother-in-law handled the -pussy gap - - her words. Her conclusion was that different cuckold households have different rules and that it was not her role to effect change in that regard. It was her way of telling me that she would not use her influence to convince my wife and our moms to adopt the model at Nathan -(TM)s house. Hence, she once again chose not to intervene on my behalf. Yes, Nathan -(TM)s a mother fucker, twice at that. I would gladly become one too, that is, if either mother or Betty -(TM)s mother consented for me to put my throbbing prick in their warm juicy cunts, not just the pussy sucking I do for them frequently. Sadly, my suggestion of adopting the Nathan model, only caused roaring condescending laughter from my wife and our mothers. They also condemned me as being depraved and perverted to even think of crossing that line of -decency -. I was shocked speechless when I was told that -decency - was their defense for not considering ending the imposed celibacy on me and my virginity status. I could only think of it as hypocrisy of the highest order. But that -(TM)s all I could do, and well, mentally lament about my situation. Dr. Judy -(TM)s voice shook me from my thoughts. -Moving on Bernard, another area that I -(TM)ve been extremly delighted to hear about is the exceptional perofrmance on your job as a company fag cuckold and sexual pleasure personnel resource. Your wife was so kind to provide pictures and a few short videos of you dressed in drag at work. I see from the video that you handled yourself very well, as the various men groped, rubbed, patted and spanked your ass numerous times. - -I-I did just as I was taught at IFAG, that is, to do nothing and smile while they have their fun. A-And whenever I -(TM)m asked if I was a fag, I promtly answed that I was and a proud one at that. - -A very good reply, Bernard, or should I say Bernice? - -Bernice when I -(TM)m dressed. - I smiled with my reply. -By the way, I see from one of my old notes that your first child was sired by your boss, is that correct? - -Y-Yes ma -(TM)am. Betty liked him a-and they often fucked in his office during lunch time. His office was, a-about 10 feet from my desk. At that time, I was livid that she would embarrass me that way, especially since he would send me to pick her up. I also was required to eat my lunch at my desk. It was s-so tortuous to know what they were doing just a few feet from me. A-And when they were finished, I was loudly called in and required to mouth clean up their genitals. It was devastatingly humiliation to me. But I persevered as this was done by them several times. B-But I know now it was her way of conditioning me t-to be a better understanding husband for her. A-And she often said by my doing exactly as I did, accept her sluttish ways and do as I was told, it sent a message to others of what true love really is. - -That -(TM)s very interesting Bernard. But as Betty so aptly stated, while it may seem like you were being abused or debased, you were actually being given a chance to demonstrate that you are a mature person to let your wife do wanton things, but actually show that your love is stronger than mere words. That is so amazing, and both of you should be proud of each other for your roles in this situation. And since Betty was inseminated as a result, it further shows an even greater love by your wife bringing the other man -(TM)s child into the family for you two to raise as your own. Also, I believe you told me that Betty also wanted to wait to wed, until she was quite pronounced in her pregnancy. That way when she walked down the aisle, there would be no doubt it was not your baby in her. Oh, I get it now, I see form one of your wedding photos, you were wearing a white laced tuxedo with -~Virgin - embroidered in very pronounced large lettering. - -Y-Yes ma -(TM)am that -(TM)s correct. Mother had a very effeminately styled, white tuxedo, trimmed in pink and lavender lace, tailored made for me. I couldn -(TM)t appreciate the style or how sissyish it looked of it at the time. Now I do, and have told her how right she was to have me wearing it. She also had me wear a long, lace trimmed white veil over my head too. - -Your mother was so right to force you into the proper attire for your wedding. And it -(TM)s so wonderful you let her know in later years after you came to a better understanding of your proper role in marriage and life too, for that matter. Again, you -(TM)re so lucky to have such a wonderful and understanding mother, who understands what right for her sweet son. - -Yes I really am. Thank you for saying that. - I replied with sincerity to Dr. Judy. -While we -(TM)re on the subject of your wedding, I assume on your wedding night you finally got the chance to fondle Betty -(TM)s bountiful breasts and suckle her tits.? - I was caught off guard by her question. -O-Oh yes ma -(TM)am. I-I forgot I had mentioned to you that Betty restricted me from touching her there until a-after we got married. B-But to answer your question, yes, it was like a dream come true. The only downside was that I-I had to wait until her 8 men friends were finished having sex with her. -Besides having to freshen up her pussy by sucking out, and swallowing a lot of thick spend from each stud that fucked her, I was finally able to luxuriate in feeling the softness of her magnificent bosom and suckling on her beautiful tits. -Despite the residual lingering reddish handprints of the 8 studs to go before me, I was still very delighted to finally have access to something most dear to me, from my new bride. It was so pleasant to finally suckled on her soft tit meat until I was exhausted. Because she had been involved with so much sexual activity before and after our wedding, Betty slept right through my last bit of pussy cleaning and my utter enjoyment of her tits and breasts. - -Why Bernard, that sounded rather romantic. And as you may have heard before, good things come to those who wait. Or maybe, it -(TM)s better to say, forced to wait. - Dr. Judy said with a smile. I said nothing, but responded with a smile. Dr. Judy moved on with her file summary -Now moving on with our summary, . I know earlier in your marriage, you had some, shall we say, difficulties understanding for a while, why your bosses could dictate that you had to wear feminine attire to work, because you were a certified cuckold. Once you got over that and came to see you had little choice. You quickly found out that if you were fired, you would be blackballed from working with a decent company elsewhere, for life. You therefore fell in line and have been an exemplary employee every since. -It looks like you have been dressing in partial and full female attire at work for years with out any detrimental or derogatory comments as to your dress, compliancy, deportment, or in any way not giving of yourself for use by sex hungry men. You also rated exceptional with your pussy sucking services also. You truly are to be commended for such an excellent record. - As a side issue, while at IFAG, did you find the vagina mouth douche training useful? - Dr. Judy asked me. -Oh yes, the Institute made sure that there were an abundance of whores available with cunts oozing thick loads of spend down their thighs, for us to practice on. My instructor said they make sure all students have an opportunity to taste and orally douche the cream pies of seasoned street walkers or gutter whores. I had a lot of fun in the course and really enjoyed suck cleaning the used, drippy, well fucked pussies of young and older hookers. The IFAG instructors told us we students would find those sloppy skanky cunts tasty and flavorful, and they were. - -That -(TM)s good to know. I -(TM)d heard they have an excellent course of study on that subject matter. - Dr. Judy and I next talked about my job and the working environment. I let her know that there was not much to complain about. I needed the job, and therefore I had to do what was demanded of me. In addition, since Phantomville had such a low opinion of cuckolds and treats us in such an oppressive manner, we cuckolds could easily be jailed if our bosses make a complaint against almost anything we do. So could our wives if they wanted to. So you readers can see that we cucks have to walk a straight line in this city. Dr. Judy decided it was time for us to take a break, so she left to make us some tea. As she departed to brew us some of her special tea, which she always serves me when I attend these sessions, I had a moment to think about why the three women in my life seemed hell bent on denying me the experience of regular intercourse. I still couldn -(TM)t think of a valid reason. For some reason, my wife and our moms, seemed so excited that after all this time and four kids, that it -(TM)s good that I -(TM)m still a virgin husband. I see it as only increasing my ridicule. Can -(TM)t they see that? Maybe that -(TM)s what excites them. When Dr. Judy returned, we slowly sipped the tea she prepared, as we talked further about the subject of suffering at the hands of the person you love, as a way of showing affection for that same person by obediently accepting the torment they impose on you. This basically is what my wife is demanding of, and imposing on me, to suffer for her enjoyment and be content about it because she sees it as an expression of my love for her. When everything is considered, I -(TM)m pretty much doing that currently. I -(TM)m not totally content about it. I do what I do, out of a combination of love for her; fear of her and her canes, whips, and paddles; and fear of what my mom and inlaws will do to me if I don -(TM)t obey. I live in a vicious circle where I am horrendously subjugated. And the sad thing, I get a lot of personal masochistic pleasure from being sexually abused and used, despite that it also bothers me that sometimes, I perceive such pleasure, in reality as a negative and perverted degrading thing. In other words, I wrestle with my own inner urges to let myself go and give myself to be a a sex playtoy and enslaved to others perverted needs, or try to fight resist, when I know I can -(TM)t win. My wimpiness and weak willed personality will defeat me everytime. -Bernard, we are making excellent progress on this subject of you being a masochist for your assertive wife, a person you love greatly. And it -(TM)s good for you to talk about the hopelessness of your resisting what are obvious benefits for you and your marital happiness -But now, lets change to another subject while you let it soak in why it -(TM)s best for you for you to capitulate and forget any thoughts of doing otherwise. This next subject always disturbs you, but you also have to see that it also is beneficial to you. And that is the subject of your being whipped to correct any misbehavior you exhibit - -Oh Dr. Judy, y-you know I-I hate the awful burning pain. I-I\ve been trying to get my wife and our mothers, a-and my father-in-law also t-to p-punish me a different way. B-But they j-just laugh at me. T-They have s-so many canes, paddles, a-and all sorts of whips. A-And they make me clean a-and polish them once a month. T-That -(TM)s psychological torture a-all by itself. - -I know all about that, Bernard. Also, I assume that infamous whipping bench is still there. - She said with an unprofessional chuckle. Oh Dr. Judy. Y-You -(TM)ve could have skipped that topic altogether. Y-You know I-I have a personal hate for that hideous thing. - -I see you still haven -(TM)t gotten over the fact that it was paid for by you giving 90 blowjobs and getting 10 ass fucks? - -Oh, Dr. Judy. Y-You -(TM)re just trying to rile me up. B-But you -(TM)re so right. T-That -(TM)s how my father-in-law got it. I-I had no idea t-that was what I-I was working so hard for w-when I was directed over those 4 days to suck off and give myself to all those strange men. - -Well Bernard, despite your investment of being face and ass fucked, you must admit it -(TM)s easier on you to be clamped and shackled down when you -(TM)re whipped than having to jump around as you -(TM)re being lashed. Isn -(TM)t it? - -O-Oh Dr. Judy, I-I can -(TM)t believe you said that. SIGH! B-But now that you mentioned it, I-I guess you -(TM)re correct. Before the bench, when I would be moving around trying to a-avoid their lashes, I-I would trip a-and fall a-and run into things. Often vases or object would get broken. A-And then I-I would be further punished for that too. SIGH! I-I really hate to a-agree with you t-that having it is beneficial. B-But I guess I-I must. - -That -(TM)s the mature thing to do, that is, to admit your shortsightedness about such things. Just as with this, look at other things your wife and her dad do for you, that you may perceive as being done to further humiliate you, are in all fairness for your benefit. Another item we -(TM)ve discussed at one time or another is the ball gag that you -(TM)ve experienced being used on you. By your own admission, didn -(TM)t you say it saved you from straining your voice, as you cried out from the pain of being punished? - -O-Oh Dr. Judy, y-you always find the right words to make terrible things that happen to me come out sounding s-so nice a-and worthwhile-Please, can we talk about something else. - I pleaded with Dr. Judy. -What is this, I -(TM)ve found another note in the file I hastily filed. It -(TM)s an old phone message from your father-in-law. Let me see what it says, it -(TM)s handwritten. - I waited and looked at Dr. Judy as she reads the note. She starts to smile, and then it broadens across her face. -Bernard, it -(TM)s a note from where Betty -(TM)s dad called to let me know he became a dad again by giving you and Betty your second child - a boy. WOW! I knew he and his daughter were close, but I didn -(TM)t think that close. I assume you are aware of this? - -Y-Yes ma -(TM)am I am. H-He and Betty surprised me. It seemed everyone else knew except me. Both our mothers were instigators and co-conspirators in the matter too. His inseminating her was his surprise anniversary gift for me. - -Why, that was certainly some anniversary gift, and one you won -(TM)t forget. In a way it was really nice of him. Don -(TM)t you think? - -I-I was caught off guard. I-I knew they -(TM)d had sex from time to time, a-and that she would let him pimp her out on o-ocassion. B-But didn -(TM)t think h-he would ever intentionally get her pregnant. B-But he did explain it to me by saying, since he couldn't knock me up, he did it through Betty. I-It may sound strange, b-but he seemed so sincere, and implied that he had emotional feelings for me. I couldn -(TM)t help but believe him. Betty confirmed his explanation and said she liked the idea of having a baby that was her brother. So with confirmation of his explanation, I couldn -(TM)t help but feel emotionally closer to my father-in-law knowing that he even thought enough of me to want to knock me up if he could. I couldn -(TM)t help but adore him more because of what he did. - Dr. Judy and I talked a while about why she agreed with me and congratulated me that Betty -(TM)s dad was so emotionally attached to me. She finished by saying - Just remember this, he really gave you both a special and priceless gift as a token of the specialness of you and his long time man to gentle-male very intimate relationship. - I wiped a tear from my eye. Her words were so touching to me. -While we -(TM)re on the subject, do you know who are the real fathers of your other 2 kids? - Dr. Judy asked me. -My wife -(TM)s boss and one of her old flames named Benton. - I answered. -Okay, Bernard, let's move on shall we, to something that we must talk about before you leave today. And that is the concept of pleasure from pain. - -O-Oh no! N-Not pain.! - I squealed out. -Yes, I -(TM)m afraid it -(TM)s far too important to not discuss. - Dr. Judy said. She then continued. -When you fully embrace masochism, there is the element of pleasure in being punished. You do remember the meaning of masochism from when we talked about it sometime back, don -(TM)t you? - She asked. I nodded affirmatively. -Tell me in your own words. - She said to me. -I-It -(TM)s gaining pleasure a-and sexual gratification from pain and/or h-humiliation. - I meekly responded. -That -(TM)s very good. That -(TM)s our goal, for you to see the good and feel the pleasure that can come from pain as well as humiliation. - Replied Dr. Judy softly. -Now just drink down the last of your tea while I explain why, in the future, you will not become apprehensive about being whipped, or suffer anxiety over being a virgin husband for as long as you wife desires you to be. - For some reason, while I didn -(TM)t really like what I heard her say, but as has happened in the past, the more she talked, the more sensible and logical It all became. It was at this point that I began to have a euphoric feeling, and that all was right with me and the world. Dr. Judy continued to talk about the merits of not being selfish, and the self sacrifice of dignity and esteem to prove one -(TM)s love. I don -(TM)t remember much of the details, but I felt so much better about capitulating to my wife -(TM)s will and resigning myself to be totally obedient to her. Dr. Judy -(TM)s tea always lifted my spirits and made me feel better about things troubling me. This time was no exception. CHAPTER 5: TWO MOTHERS AND A SURPRISE TIME FRAME: 9th Year of our marriage My mom and Betty -(TM)s mom, were over with me one Saturday night, just after I had bathed and put the kids to bed. As we sat around the kitchen table, enjoying some wine, Betty -(TM)s mom spoke. -Bernard, I have to say in no uncertain terms, you are a wonderful son-in-law and a great dad to the kids. You get along with them so well, despite that none of them are yours or look anything anything like you. You -(TM)re just the type of husband Betty needs to help her raise and provide for babies she -(TM)s had, and will be having from other men. - I meekly thanked my mom-in-law for her praise, despite that she had to taint her compliment by reminding me once again, for the countless time, of my abject cuckold status. I also picked up what I most feared hearing. That is the implication that my adulterous wife may have more bastard babies for me to provide for. -And Betty is the most ideal wife for him also. I am so thankful to you and your family for getting my sweet son to see that there is no shame in being a virgin sissified cuckold husband. That is, virgin as far as fucking pussy, but not to sucking cocks and getting fucked by the dicks of real men. - As usual, mother had to bring the conversation down to the gutter, no matter that she was accurate. I still cringed a bit and my face turned a bit reddish. I was hoping the conversation would turn away from me, but Betty -(TM)s mom brought it straight back to me. -Yes, he -(TM)s such a sweet boy. And it -(TM)s even sweeter that he stopped resisting being a surrogate for Betty -(TM)s studs when she -(TM)s not around and they need to soften their dicks. All the ones I -(TM)ve talked to have nothing but praise for the way he takes their dicks and heavy loads. Betty thinks he has grown into being the perfect and accommodating soulmate for her. - -I think so too. - Mother chimed in. She went on to add -Plus with my teaching him to be good at taking care of all the domestic chores around a house, she has time for her social pursuits and not worry about such mundane things. Real men may call it woman -(TM)s work, but that doesn -(TM)t deter my baby from doing whatever needs to be done for Betty and the kids. - And then Betty -(TM)s mom added - And another thing, I just adore, how over the years, he -(TM)s settled down and stopped whining about having to jack off, while Betty denies him and has her real men giving her what she needs in that hot sluttish cunt of hers. - Then mother replied back -Yes, he has done well in adapting to his place and realizing that masturbation is an acceptable aspect of a healthy marital sexual relationship, where he knows he -(TM)s the lesser man, or maybe it -(TM)s more polite to say gentle-male, as they taught him at IFAG. - -I think gentle-male is better. Especially since being a FAG cuckold Husband is quite acceptable these days. Betty -(TM)s dad is old school, he likes calling Bernard -~her fag husband or simply sweet family faggot -(TM). And I must add, my husband just adores Bernard -(TM)s soft hands and soft tender lips when he sucks his dick. He -(TM)s also delighted that he can get all of his 10 inch member in Bernard -(TM)s sissy cunt too. - Betty -(TM)s mother added. All I could do was sit there and listen as any dignity I may have left, be further pulverized anymore than it already has over the years. Mentally, I have resigned myself to knowing that I -(TM)ll never be nothing more than a doormat and an enslaved servant in this marriage, as I am browbeat daily. Our two moms sat there in my presence talking for sometime about the positive and good things in my marriage. Another subject that was brought was my part time job. I received kudos for my industriousness as a whore -(TM)s maid in Betty -(TM)s dad -(TM)s brothel. And by the way, that is the real title of my job. It -(TM)s printed on my employee badge too. My tasks include cleaning the public and private rest rooms. In addition, I -(TM)m required to orally suck and clean the pussies of the hookers when the Johns don -(TM)t use condoms and flood their whorish pussies with jism. Most of the clientele are laborers, and they really shoot some large heavy slimy loads in the girl -(TM)s frequently fucked and well stretched twats. It -(TM)s funny, but when I started sucking my wife -(TM)s used cunt, or cream pies, I liked the warmth and coziness of being so intimate with her. But I wasn -(TM)t totally fond of having to consume some other man -(TM)s cum. However, after a few sessions with Dr. Judy, I incresingly grew not only fond of, but greatly relished mouth cleaning up the nasty looking slimy fuck leavings on messy cunts. Now, the sloppier the pussy, the better the eating. My duties also include whoring, that is getting face or ass fucked, if things are backed up and really busy, and if the Johns don -(TM)t mind shagging a fag ass-pussy. My dad in-law usually offers them a much cheaper price for sexing a FAG, rather than have them go to a competitor -(TM)s whore house. There are many sex starved johns who go for the discount and very satisfied with some FAG head and/or tail. If I haven -(TM)t mentioned it already, my father-in-laws relishes fucking me almost every week, becasue he can get all his lengthy stout tool in my fag pussy. Something he can -(TM)t do with his wife. There are three of us fag whore -(TM)s maids on the brothel staff, and on a really busy night, we each may have a bunch of sex hungry men standing in line for blowjobs or a piece of our ass-cunts - sometimes both. While me, and the other whore maid -(TM)s don -(TM)t mind putting out by giving head or getting fucked, we are never paid the same as the girls, or allowed to keep any tips. My dad-in-law only gives us our normal salaries, which by the way, are sent to our wives. We really don -(TM)t know what we're being paid, at least I don -(TM)t, since my wife has yet to reveal to me how much she receives for my services. I -(TM)ve been working there in the same Level Zero job, for the last 7 years. Level Zero is the very bottom of the brothel pay scale. Anyway, I know the other maids are like me, we have come to discover pleasure from having so many hard dicks stroking in us and spurting their hot stuff in us, so we don -(TM)t complain because in truth, we seem to be only getting paid in ejaculated cum We all are responsible spouses who have families to house, feed, clothe, and care for, despite that all our combined children are bastards sired by men other than us hard working FAG cuckolds. Anyway, we 3 are all IFAG cuckold graduates and steeped in the IFAG motto of Always Strive To Serve, Submit, Suck, Swallow, and Delight In Being A FAG Pussy. Well, back at the kitchen table, Betty -(TM)s mother decided to leave. That left just mother and I. Little did I know she had a surprise for me, but was waiting for us to be alone. Remember me telling you readers about Frank, Bernice's secret stud, well he got in touch with mom and needed to see me today. His dick was hard. Mother let him know I was too tied up to accommodate him this afternoon. So instead, mother volunteered her pussy as a surrogate for mind. Since Frank has done this before, he readily agreed to fuck my mother in my place. Mother, being the sweet caring mom she is, made sure she didn -(TM)t leave me out of the fun they had. -My sweetie pie sissy son, I know how much you like to taste Frank -(TM)s thick lumpy jism. As I -(TM)ve done before for you, I -(TM)ve got a lot of it trapped in my cunt with a pussy plug. It -(TM)s still warm and ready for you to feast on from my well fucked twat. - I was excited at her surprise. We hurriedly moved into the garage so as to not wake the kids. In no time, I was on my back, face up, tasting the warm fuck gunk slowly oozing from her hairy, very warm pussy, as she straddled her crotch over my head and ground her fuck soggy pussy on my face. I luxuriated in the hot heated soft flesh of her sex. -OOOOHHH! YESSSS! That -(TM)s it baby, suck mommy's wet used pussy. Suck all that fuck slop out. You know it -(TM)s what you want. That -(TM)s it! SUUUCK you faggy cum sucking pansy. - Notwithstanding that Mother -(TM)s lewd utterances were derogatory to me, her son, I have to admit, they added to the exotic essence of the moment we were in. She got her kink satisfied by being sucked by me, and I got my kinky thrill from sucking my mom -(TM)s slutty, but tasty fuck hole. I suspected there would be a fair amount of cum, but this time there was a bit more than I expected in mom -(TM)s deep pussy. After mother came down from her orgasmic high and we were composing ourselves, she confessed that she had taken another load from another guy, not long before Frank fucked her. Hence, all that extra thick dick goo for me. I thanked her for the extra nut cream. -You -(TM)re quite welcome sweetie. I -(TM)m glad you liked it sweetie. And once again, it goes without saying, you really are good at sucking pussy. I -(TM)m so glad I trained you how women like to get their boxes eaten out. - I thanked mother for the early sex education she gave me. -A son couldn -(TM)t be prouder than to have his own mother -(TM)s pretty pussy to practice on all those years. - I said to her. -Thanks baby. Hearing you say that means a lot to me. And I -(TM)m very proud of you becoming the exemplary FAG cuckold and cum sucker you have become. - -Oh, that reminds me mom, in the mail today was our annual invite to the IFAG Mother and FAG Son Banquet Weekend. You want to go again this year? - -Of course sweetie. Wouldn -(TM)t miss it for the world. Every since you became an alumni, we -(TM)ve made every one of the banquets. It -(TM)s really a great event for us to spend quality mother and son time together. - -You -(TM)re right mom, where else can we both enjoy sucking cocks and getting fucked together as mother and FAG son. - - -Yes Bernard sweetie, you -(TM)re so right -- And in the same bed together too. I might add. - Mother said with a chuckle. It seems that every since mother and I attended our first banquet orgy weekend, we -(TM)ve always found two, or a few, horny men that didn -(TM)t mind fucking us at the same time and in the same bed. And their were a number of suck and fuck trains pulled on us as a couple too. Actually, there were many horny men seeking to put their stiff sex hungry dicks in any hole available to them, around the clock. We fought to get whatever rest we could, before once again, being on the business end of a throbbing spurting hard-on. You see, to ensure that the over 300 plus mother son couples enjoyed themselves, IFAG brought in busloads of horny prisoners from nearby correctional institutes. As one set of buses would leave, others would be arriving with another group of sex hungry men. This went on round the clock to accommodate the demand for hard dicks by the attendees. If I -(TM)m not mistaken, I recollect there being a little over 1,000 men prisoners bussed in for the event. IFAG also brought in over 400 hookers to make sure there was plenty of cream pies for all who desired such a cuntal delicacy. And I must tell you some of them were just like I have come to adore, very sloppy. Mother and I both feasted between the thighs of many of the well fucked whores. There is no doubt that the prisoners left many quarts of cum, because many told me they got off more than they had ever before. -I -(TM)m sure Nathan and his mom are going too. - Mother -(TM)s words snapped me back from my recollection. -I hope so. They are a fun mother and son couple too. - I replied. Mother replied. Mother and I chatted for a few moments about the annual IFAG Banquet that was coming up in about 3 months. For one thing, there is never any worry about what to wear to the various events they have at the event. You see, when you arrive, everyone disrobes and checks their clothes in a locker. Everyone is then issued a robe for the rest of the event. Mother -(TM)s robes have -PROUD MOTHER OF A FAG - stiched on them, and each son has A PROUD FAGGOT SON sewn on their -(TM)s. As mother was leaving, we had a deep lengthy juicy french kiss. Again, I thanked her warmly for her creamy cuntal surprise. -Sweetie, you know you -(TM)re more than welcome. After all, a mother always tries to feed her baby the best she can. And I -(TM)m sure that when Betty comes in, she -(TM)ll be feeding you quite well too. - She said in reference to the routine ritual of me suck cleaning my wife -(TM)s used pussy whenever she comes in from dates with one, or a group, of her real men. As mother drove away, I also thought of the annual IFAG Wife, Her Lover and Cuckold Banquet that is held 6 months after the mother and fag son banquet. This event is also basically a 3 day orgy where the cuckolds are dressed in maid -(TM)s uniforms and required to serve his wife -(TM)s favorite lover, who she brings along with her. As is the case with the mother and son banquet, prisoners and whores are brought in so that more dicks and pussies are available as needed. Needless to say, my wife loves going to the affair. CHAPTER 6: BETTY AND I HAVING QUALITY TIME -Bernie, you are the greatest. You outdid yourself tonight eating me out. That was absolutely fantastic. There is nothing better than getting my coochie sucked by my loving husband after a gang fuck. - -Uh, t-thank you dear. H-How many were there? - I timidly asked my gleeful, very relaxed wife. -Only 8, but wow, were they hard up. I got fucked hard and loved every inch.. Of course you know that when you were down there cleaning me up. They were all heavy cummers. I could tell by their grunts and moans and the durations of their ejaculation. Oh, I love you so much Bernie. I loved the feel of your strong mouth suction on my fuck hole. OOOOH! I get such a tingly sensation, feeling, all that cum being sucked out of me. And honey, knowing it -(TM)s you, my sweet loving virgin husband doing it for me, really takes me to another dimension of pleasure. - -I-I -(TM)m glad you enjoyed my efforts. And yes, t-there was a lot of cum. - Was my reply. I couldn -(TM)t think of anything else to say. Despite me getting such gross and lewd compliments for my oral lovemaking, I have come to accept them with a strange sense of pride, since this appears to be the only way for me to compete with much more more capable men that frequently fuck my wife. -Remember that party last month? Where those 15 horny guys pulled a train on me, and you were on your back, while they fucked me over your upturned face? - My wife asked. -Y-Yes dear. Unfortunately, I do. - I replied as I sighed mentally. I couldn -(TM)t help but remember that party train. She was the only woman there. I was subjected to 15 men fucking her and haviing to suck down all the abundant hot sticky gooey ejaculate that oozed out of her drippy cunt. As my wife was fucked, slimy cunt glop rained down on my face, big hairy balls bounced over my face. My wife also ordered me to lick she and her studs -(TM) coupled genitals. So my tongue flitted over slime covered dick shafts and those big hairy balls. Between dicks, I had to suck up as much of the ooze as I could, before the next horny stud was ready to fuck her hole. Even worse, by order of my wife, I had to guide each of their massive turgid dicks in my wife -(TM)s eager pussy, situated directly above my upturned face. A pussy that is denied to me to fuck, only to suck. What torment! My prick was rigid in my pants and throbbing fiercely. I could only suffer in silence. I was hopeful that maybe I would come involuntarily, as happens sometimes when my prick just can -(TM)t take the strain anymore. But unfortunately, that didn -(TM)t happen that night. When we got home later, in the wee hours of the morning, I still had an aching burning hard-on, with no immediate relief in sight. I pleaded with Betty to let me jack off, but she told me I had to wait until my next sheduled mastubation date came around, which was 4 days away. No matter how I pleaded, she wouldn -(TM)t relent. She was enjoying my suffering and pleading, and told me so. Her words were -Yes I know you are honey, but because it gives me so much pleasure seeing you in such torment because of your desire to have me. This means to me that you are showing me a priceless expression of love. How can I let you get rid of such an exquisite declaration of adoration. No, darling, I want you to go to bed, physically tormented as you are. It will take you awhile to fall asleep with your raging hard-on, but you -(TM)ll be the better for the experience of doing it for me, and only bring us closer as a couple. - So readers, that -(TM)s how it was at that party of 15 horny men, where I left with a mucky mouth and a tummy full of fuck juice. Now back to the present conversation with my sadistic wife. -Bernard, I can -(TM)t wait to have you under me for another train. It -(TM)s so good having you right under our coupled genitals, knowing that each of the guys cocks and balls are sliding and dancing across your lips and mouth. Oh that give me such thrills to know you -(TM)re exciting the guys as they fuck me. I know you have a taste for cum fuck slop, and I just I love feeding it to you too honey. And over the years, I -(TM)m really glad you saw the light and came to understand that being my cum sucking faggot cuckold virgin husband is not anythig to be ashamed of. Thank goodness for your IFAG training helping to develop you into the fine husband you are today, as well as the doting loving daddy you are to our kids. - -T-Thanks dear I-I try to do my best. Uh, Betty, I-I need to ask you a-a question, if y-you don -(TM)t mind? - -No honey, what -(TM)s on your mind? - I had a bit of a struggle asking her what was on my mind because I didn -(TM)t want to inadvertently say it in a way that might upset her. -Oh that! - My wife chuckled before responding. -The simple answer is that I just love having you feel and look at my pussy after my real men have used me. It gives me a kinky thrill to be sitting on your lap and have you feeling my pussy oozing another man -(TM)s cum. A pussy you haven -(TM)t fucked yet. - She answered gleefully. -O-oh Betty, t-that -(TM)s so a-awful how you taunt and tease me about that. - -By now, I thought you would -(TM)ve become so accustomed to it, that it had become boring and routine by now. It delights me to know that it has worried you enough to ask me about it. That excites me honey. See, this is just more proof we -(TM)re made for each other. I do things to rattle you, because it excites and arouses me. And by you giving me one opportunity after another to torment you, you give me what I need. That is how we show our love for each other isn -(TM)t it darling? - -O-Oh Betty, P-Please don -(TM)t go there. Y-You know I-I love you, b-but what you described is n-not the reason. - -Ok my dear husband, but I know better and you just don -(TM)t want to admit what I say is true love between us. - My wife has told me countless times that she is thrilled that I -(TM)m married to her and that I have become the husband she -(TM)s always dreamed of having. As you the reader knows by now, it -(TM)s very apparent that I have been mentally manipulated, coerced, brainwashed, and physically whipped over the years, in my relationship with Betty, which has molded me into being the servile browbeaten husband I am today. A cuckold husband trapped in a strange love union, nevertheless. But the sad part is, despite me trying mentally to scheme up ways to get out of my marriage, I have come to the conclusion that I have passed the point of no return. It is hopeless for me now, and I can -(TM)t change a thing, for I have resigned myself to the reality that there is no way out for me. If nothing else, I guess I can always rationalize to myself, that I -(TM)m staying for the kids. -Bernie darling, another subject. One I know you hate to think about it, but it is time for your 90 day discipline review. - I tense up. The very thought of those words causes me to panic. I see the discipline review as nothing but a procedural excuse to whip on me, For you see, no matter how hard I work to do everything right, my wife and our mothers find ways to give me demerits for, in their words, shoddy work as I perform my household chores and taking care of the kids. -Betty, p-please c-can -(TM)t we find another way to h-help me do better than b-being whipped. I-I know you all are just trying to help me be better in my domestic duties, but t-there h-has to be a-a less painful -- - -Please Bernard, I don -(TM)t want to hear that same old lame excuse for you not being held accountable for your shortcomings. Just as Dr. Judy has told you, she feels that inflicted pain is the best remedy for correction of your misbehaving as well as your ocasional tendencies of stubborness. - My wife said with a smirking grin on her face. -I-I try to do m-my best Betty, p-please c-can we t-try a-another form of punishment. I-I -(TM)ll work harder.. - I stammered and begged for mercy, but was cut off as usual. -NO! You are just trying to wiggle out of getting just punishment for your lack of applying good judgment and being efficient and diligent at your domestic and other duties. I don -(TM)t want to hear anymore. The review will be this weekend. Remind our mothers, and dad too. He may want to join in.. Understood! - My wife barked out at me. -Y-Yes dear. I-I will. - I replied in a meeker tone of voice. -And as is the usual practice, make sure the whippy canes are well oiled and the leather whips and paddles polished. - -Y-Yes ma -(TM)am -- I-I will. - Almost choking on my words. For no matter how often I apply protective treatment to the diverse array of punishment instruments they have on hand to use on me, it -(TM)s psychologically torturous to be handling and maintaining the very same items that will be inflicting dreadful agony upon my bare ass. What can I say, except woe on me. -Honey, I know you -(TM)ve asked about some help with the kids, when you -(TM)re home alone doing the housework. I and our moms understand that it may be difficult to stay on the tight schedule that we have placed on you to operate under, but we think you just need to try harder. So no extra help just yet. You are doing a fair job, but there is always room for improvement. - -Y-Yes dear. I-I will try to do better. - I reply with a mentally sigh, knowing in my mind that I -(TM)m just being set up to fail so that she and our mothers can find excuses to beat on me. Since almost all of my demerits result because I haven -(TM)t completed my chores based on an unrealistic schedule they have placed on me. Oh darling, another thing. Remember Bronson, the new guy in the office that I go out with occasionally? - How could I forget, I -(TM)ve had to mouth clean the slimy fuck goo off his large, but handsome, dick and hairy balls each time he -(TM)s slept over. Just as with my wife -(TM)s other studs, I was abjectly embarrassed and ridiculed by them watching me mouth vacuum and eating their copious spend from my wife -(TM)s messy cunt, which they had fucked sloppy. The same vagina, that has been denied to me all these years. However, I -(TM)ve done all these things so much now, I -(TM)m desensitized to being ashamed anymore. -Y-Yes dear, I-I remember him. - I respond timidly and trying not to get upset mentally. -Well dear, he has agreed to help us grow our family. I asked him if he would knock me up, and he has agreed. - Betty said in a very gleeful manner. -WHAT! - I said loudly. -NO! No! Betty! Please! Please dear, w-we can -(TM)t afford a-another -- - -I knew you would be excited Bernie, but I was hoping you would be more positive and upbeat. After all, you were okay before we were married about us having a large number of children. Besides, our mothers think we should have a few more kids. And both of them think that Bronson and I will make another pretty baby, just like the rest of our kids they have recommended I have by my other handsome men friends. - She said giggling. I knew that my feelings on this matter would be trampled over once again, as has been the case in the past. -B-But Betty, y-your dad w-will have me taking o-on another 20 cocks a week. T-That -(TM)s what he says is t-the least number of men I-I need to suck off e-each week t-to properly provide for e-each kid we have. P-Please dear, I-I -(TM)m already servicing well over a 100 dicks a week now. A-And don -(TM)t forget all the SAC Tickets I have to take care of -- a-and you know how I-I -(TM)m abused at work a-and the hours I -(TM)m forced to put in -- a-and not to mention all the extra customers and friends your dad is always making me put out for. And t-that doesn -(TM)t count y-your men friends w-who you have coming over for me to s-suck off or to fuck me w-when you -(TM)re not availabe. P-Please Betty, l-let -(TM)s be r-reasonable. I-I don -(TM)t -- - -Bernie! Get a hold of yourself! Stop whining! Put on your big sissy fag panties! Be more self confident! We are going to have his baby as the next addition to our family, and that -(TM)s final. I -(TM)ll be fucking Bronson exclusively for the next few weeks until I -(TM)m inseminated. He -(TM)ll be around here a lot, so I don -(TM)t want any issues with you not being cordial and respectful to him. Also, get him a house key. Do you understand me? - My wife said sternly as she started me in the eyes. -SIGH! Y-Yes dear. I-I -(TM)ll give him a-a key a-and be o-on my best behavior. - I stammered timidly and in a faltering voice. -You better be, or you know what will happen to you. - My wife warned me as she walked away. I know I looked sad and dejected, because I knew exactly would happen. I would be whipped severely and she might even go so far as increasing the scheduled time for me to masturbate for my sexual relief. That would be even meaner than her whipping me. At least the welts go away after a couple of days or so, but trying to fall asleep with a throbbing, burning, aching, prick is a tortuous thing. She returned to bed after taking a shower. -Are you asleep? - , she asked since my back was toward her. -N-No. - I replied turning my head in her direction. -Look honey, I know I can get heavy handed sometimes. I -(TM)m sorry for browbeating you tonight, but you know I do it only in the name of love, especially when you become stubborn. We have a happy and harmonious marriage. I know you seem to doubt that at times, because of my actions. Sure, I keep you on a tight leash, because I need you to be the husband I -(TM)ve dreamed of for so long. And you know you need firm oversight because you know what a pantywaist and mollycoddled milsop you are. I love you Bernie, and I know you love me. You also know you need the tough love I give you. Now let -(TM)s kiss and make up. - I turned over more than happy to embrace and cuddle up with my beautiful, yet dominating, oppressive, and controlling wife. I yearn for the warmth and tenderness of her hugs. It was even better tonight, besides the kiss, she let me suckle her tit. She pulled it from my mouth after a while and said -Darling, I apologized for my outburst, aren -(TM)t you going to apologize for causing me to do what I did? - I mentally sighed in disbelief, but as usual, I capitulated. -I-I -(TM)m deeply s-sorry Betty for causing you t-to become upset. I-I should -(TM)ve known better. - I submissively replied. I knew there was no other way out for me than to give in, except in this pathetic manner. -Apology accepted, and because I know you simply forgot your place, I -(TM)m not going to treat this as a violation of our wedding vows, which it really is. Remember you promising to unconditionally accept my rule in all matters of our marriage, in our marriage vows? - I choked. While what I did was not intended to be a violation of our marital vows, I -(TM)d just realized that technically it could be perceived that way. So I was very thankful that my wife was not going to hold it against me. You see, I could be severely whipped or punished in any manner my wife desired for such a purposeful violation. I became so nervous. Beads of sweat formed on my forehead. -Y-Yes I-I do Betty, b-but I-I never i-intended t-to challenge y-your rule in any manner. - I spurted out nervously. -So you see, if I didn -(TM)t love you, I would punish you real bad for violating your vows. But because I do care for you honey, I -(TM)m letting you off this time. But it won -(TM)t happen again, will it? - -N-No dear, i-it won -(TM)t. I-It will never happen again. Oh t-thank you s-so much! - I said in a cracked voice. I was so happy that I escaped what could -(TM)ve been a terrible punishment for me. Knowing that she had me where she wanted me, she proceeded to let me know that just as I had accepted the past babies she had brought into our -~Happy Marriage -(TM) I would accept this newly planned child she and Bronson would be making, as well as any other future ones too. In no uncertain terms, she stressed to me that because of the love between us, I would accept any future kids unconditionally. She spoke all this to me in a quiet sweet, and very determined tone. After our conversation, which was literally one sided, I finally drifted off to sleep, resigned to my fate as an enslaved fag cuckold husband.. Despite her abject humiliating treatment of me, I still love my wife, even with all her infidelities and her bossy dominant nature. It seems the worse she treats me, the more in love I am with her. I may be paranoid, but I still think IFAG, and even Dr. Judy, may have brainwashed me or have me under some sort of mind control. I say that because of my seemingly bottomless love for my tyrannical wife as well as my almost devout subservience to her. But on the other hand, I know that my mother required the same of me, and that was way before Dr. Judy, or IFAG or my meeting Betty or her assertive and controlling family. At times, I don -(TM)t know what to believe. But as Dr. Judy would tell me whenever I brought that subject up in our sessions -It doesn -(TM)t really matter Bernard, as long as you embrace the principles of masochism and apply them always. Don -(TM)t forget you fall into the pantywaist wimp category as a male, and this marriage is best for you. It is a good balance of strength and weakness. - Sadly, I -(TM)ve found Dr. Judy -(TM)s guidance to be spot on, as it seems I get along so much better with the authoritative people in my life, and well in all situations, when I remain submissive and compliant to others needs and demands. EPILOGUE: TIME FRAME: 10th Year of our marriage My wife and her stud lover, Bronson were successful in producing not only one new addition to our family, but instead my wife delivered a set of fraternal twins. Our mothers were very pleased with the arrival of their newest grandkids. They were also excited the babies have a permanent light bronze suntan. You see, Bronson is Black. These are the first of what my wife has let me know will be more future interracial kids in our family. And just as expected, Betty -(TM)s dad - my boss and pimp at the brothel - required me to add 40 more dicks to my weekly schedule. As you the reader can discern, my humiliation and ridicule continues. I am still a virgin cuckold husband too. I don -(TM)t have any idea when my wife will permit me to consummate our marriage the way I think it should be done. All I can say is, woe unto me. ### THE END ### Author: C.D.E. ccwriter@hotmail.com